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Escape Pod
Escape Pod 994: Magical Girl Antifa War Machine

Escape Pod

Play Episode Listen Later May 22, 2025 35:59


Author : Esther Alter Narrators : Hugo Jackson, Jess Lewis, Serah Eley and Joe Moran Host : Valerie Valdes Audio Producer : Adam Pracht Escape Pod 994: Magical Girl Antifa War Machine is an Escape Pod original. NSFW. Includes violence, death, mental health issues, global disaster, explicit sex, consensual BDSM, war trauma, a brief mention […] Source

PseudoPod
PseudoPod 976: Every Last Gossamer Strand

PseudoPod

Play Episode Listen Later May 12, 2025 42:53


Author : C.J. Dotson Narrator : Jess Lewis Host : Kat Day Audio Producer : Chelsea Davis PseudoPod 976: Every Last Gossamer Strand is a PseudoPod original. CW: narcissism, family abuse and especially spiders. C.J. Dotson's upcoming novel, The Cut  Jess Lewis's website  Brene Brown: When Narcissists Get Older  Fleetwood Mac, The Chain     […]

The Autistic Culture Podcast
Navigating Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS) with Jess Lewis (Episode 122)

The Autistic Culture Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Apr 11, 2025 63:47


An episode that explores the intricate connections between MCAS, autism, and POTS through a neurodivergent lens and the principles of functional medicine. Jess Lewis joins Matt and Angela to share her personal journey, the impact of medical gaslighting, and practical strategies for mast cell stabilization.Here's what's in store for today's episode: * In today's episode, we explore the link between MCAS and autism with special guest Jess Lewis — a functional medicine and trauma-informed neurodiversity advocate who supports individuals living with MCAS.* Jess talks about how getting COVID and being around mold kicked her mast cells into overdrive.* When our bodies are under too much stress, a dysregulated nervous system can send our mast cells into overdrive. Since autistic people are being forced to navigate a neurotypical world, we are more prone to this.* We delve into the experience of medical gaslighting and the struggle to access supportive care while living with MCAS.* Additionally, we discuss the importance of a low-histamine diet when managing MCAS and how it can play a key role in reducing symptoms.* Our hosts and Jess explore the connection between POTS and autism, and share strategies for calming and stabilizing overactive mast cells.* We then dive into the topic of anaphylaxis and how it can occur when mast cells become severely dysregulated. Jess breaks down what happens in the body during an anaphylactic response — and how, in those with MCAS, even seemingly minor triggers can lead to a cascade of symptoms when the immune system is already in a heightened state of alert.* Finally, we explore the intersection of practical and functional medicine, and how blending both approaches can offer more comprehensive support for those with complex conditions like MCAS.“When you go to the doctor, think about it like a work meeting. Have a plan, have an agenda, have the questions laid out. Use your superpowers of deep research. Bring studies - not to be combative, but just to say, ‘I wanna colaborate on this. Here's what I'm seeing, here's what I'm thinking. And if your doctor doesn't wanna listen to you, go find another doctor. Feel good about the boundaries you put in front of yourself, because you gotta advocate.” - Jess Lewis“If I can change one mind, I can change several minds… If I could change things for just a few people to have the lightbulb go off, to say, ‘I've got your back. I want to be the advocate for you. I want you to be the advocate for yourself.” - Jess LewisDid you enjoy this episode? We took a deep dive into the intersection of MCAS, autism, and neurodivergent health experiences. From medical gaslighting to the overlap with POTS and nervous system dysregulation, we unpack what it means to live in a body that's constantly on high alert. We also explore the importance of functional medicine, low-histamine diets, and practical strategies for mast cell stabilization. Join the convo with #AutisticCultureCatch!Jess Lewis (she/they) is a Chief Technology Officer, turned MCAS researcher, and founder of the Mast Cell Support community. After reversing her own severe case of MCAS triggered by COVID and mold exposure, Jess now helps others heal using an evidence-based, neurodivergent-friendly approach rooted in functional medicine and trauma-informed care. She's currently pursuing a PhD in Functional Medicine with a specialty in Mast Cell health and comorbidities, and brings a deep, systems-thinking lens to both her health advocacy and her continued leadership in tech.Show NotesThreads, Instagram, Substack: @jesslewisAdditional info and links: https://subscribepage.io/jesslewisjesslewis.comCommunity - https://community.mastcellsupport.com/invitationFood Guide Pharmacyhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/QuercetinRelated Episodes:Autistic Medical Needs (Episode 14)Meat Body Maintenance (Episode 53)Autistic Medical Needs, Part 2 (Episode 108)Follow us on InstagramFind us on Apple Podcasts and SpotifyLearn more about Matt at Matt Lowry, LPPJoin Matt's Autistic Connections Facebook GroupLearn more about Angela at AngelaKingdon.com Angela's social media: Twitter and TikTokOur Autism-affirming merch shop This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit www.autisticculturepodcast.com/subscribe

Risk & Regulation Rundown
Overcoming legacy issues and future-proofing the life and retirement sector - S6E3

Risk & Regulation Rundown

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 15, 2024 32:52


Host Tessa Norman is joined by Jess Lewis and Jamie Drysdale, both Directors in PwC's insurance practice, to take a deep dive into the trends shaping the UK life insurance and retirement sector.Our expert guests discuss how macro trends such as changing workforce dynamics, economic and political drivers, and health and longevity trends are impacting customer expectations and needs, and the resulting impact on providers. Our guests also spotlight the role of regulatory initiatives and technology in driving transformation. They share insights on how firms can overcome challenges related to data and legacy systems to ensure they're equipped for the future and to meet the higher standards of service which customers have come to expect from other sectors. You can contact our PwC speakers if you'd like to discuss any of the topics covered, at tessa.norman@pwc.com, jessica.x.lewis@pwc.com and jamie.drysdale@pwc.com. To hear more from us on Risk & Regulation, you can access all our regular publications at this site: https://www.pwc.co.uk/industries/financial-services/understanding-regulatory-developments.html.

Mainstreet Halifax \x96 CBC Radio
What is Halifax's 2024 Bird of the Year?

Mainstreet Halifax \x96 CBC Radio

Play Episode Listen Later Jun 27, 2024 6:02


Host Jeff Douglas is joined by Jess Lewis of Bird Friendly Halifax to talk about why the common nighthawk, a threatened species in Nova Scotia, is Halifax's Bird of the Year.

Womeness Podcast
Ep. 38 - Physical Wellness & Healing Your Gut with Jess Lewis, The Good Food Farmacy

Womeness Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 3, 2024 61:27


We are elated to welcome the "Soup Lady", Jess Lewis, to the Womeness Podcast as we dive deep into the gut for our conversation on physical wellness. With 70% of our immune cells taking up residence in our gut, gut health plays a tremendous role in how we show up in our day to day lives, including our relationships, careers, and overall wellbeing. Jess gives us a surface level breakdown on the role our gut plays, then answers the nitty gritty details of gut healing including how to make taking care of our gut easy in a modern age world of overly complicated diets, fads and outdated information. Jess brings us back to basics talking about the origins of our biological needs and describes how our ancestors needs are relevant to modern day needs as well. She also shares how being born in the Philippines influences her cooking and the way she shows love through food. We get to learn about The Good Food Farmacy's mission to provide holistic healing by using food as medicine and Jess shares what she is manifesting for the future of Good Food, and you better believe we are going to be first in line! Check out our newsletter for additional resources and conversation around all the 8 Pillars of Wellness. Resources from today's episode: Instagram | Facebook: @thegoodfoodfarmacy www.thegoodfoodfarmacy.com  Gut and Psychology Syndrome by Dr.Natasha Campbell McBride - The Yellow GAPS Book. Womeness WebsiteWomeness Events

Powered By Her
Jess Lewis & Stephanie Warren - What is Feminism?

Powered By Her

Play Episode Listen Later May 18, 2023 45:49


Hot button topic!  What is feminism?  Is it a bad word?  Is it a good word?    This week, sit down with Stephanie Warren & Jess Lewis to explore their thoughts on what feminism means.   To learn more about Powered By Her and all that is happening in our community, head over to poweredbyhercommunity.com

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The Disability Channel Podcasts
Handi-Link- Pledge drive vanessa, julia, carmine, syndney, jess lewis

The Disability Channel Podcasts

Play Episode Listen Later Apr 27, 2023 29:30


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The Disability Channel Podcasts
Handi-Link- Pledge drive vanessa, julia, carmine, syndney, jess lewis

The Disability Channel Podcasts

Play Episode Listen Later Apr 13, 2023 29:30


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Studio City Now
Chatting with Chef Jess Lewis

Studio City Now

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 4, 2023 28:16


I had the pleasure of speaking with Jess Lewis recently and we had a fun conversation. Jess is a trained Chef, Pastaia, Cookbook Author, modern homesteader, and outspoken food security activist. She lives in Western North Carolina where she cultivates, cooks, and leads professional chef retreats. Her love of pasta making started in Sicily where she lived and learned to make pasta from her Grandmother and Great Aunts. While exploring her family history, which spans from Sicily, France, and the Middle East to Germany, Montreal, and New England, Jess fuses her passion with the cuisines of her ancestors. She has since become one of the experts in her field and teaches the art and history of pasta making as well as creating unique culinary experiences which impress the most seasoned foodie without being fussy. Mediterranean, local farm-to-table, and apothecaric dishes make her dinner parties and classes truly unique. Classes and Culinary Experiences are held in various locations around the world and at our modern-day homestead in Western North Carolina. Dinner parties can be scheduled in a variety of locations from your vacation rental or home kitchen to a larger venue. Are you a restauranteur? Chef Jess is available as a guest chef. Just send her a note with your ideas, location, and we'll brainstorm. Her newest cookbook will be released this month and her contact information is as follows: www.culinaryfarmstead.com www.instagram.com/culinaryfarmstead --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/michelemarotta/support

Local Matters
Tiffany Anton & Meet Jess Lewis

Local Matters

Play Episode Listen Later Dec 22, 2021 34:03


Tiffany Anton sits down with Jess Lewis, Director of Marketing at The Biz Foundry in Cookeville, and owner of Knockout Print Shop. They discuss what Knockout Print Shop is, and the planner accessory products that they provide, what marketing means to her, how she recommends business owners approach their own methods of marketing, as well as how she became involved with The Biz Foundry, and why she enjoys getting to work with and support local entrepreneurs and business owners. Listen to the latest Local Matters Podcast… Presented by Office Mart.

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Product Outsiders
What Makes a Good Product Manager with Jess Lewis

Product Outsiders

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 27, 2021 29:45


Continuing our cross-discipline interview series, we have User Experience Designer Jess Lewis joining us for a great chat to find out what it is that they see as what makes a Product Manager click with a team to create and grow a great healthy product team. We also dig into what the biggest differences and similarities are between working within a corporate product team and an agency, along with how user experience folks jam with product folks.

Powered By Her
Jessica Lewis - S02E11 (Video)

Powered By Her

Play Episode Listen Later Jun 11, 2021 26:43


Jess Lewis has done a lot! As a Midwesterner, she was a boxer (winning the Chicago Golden Gloves a few times) and owned a women's boxing gym. She decided to pack it all up for a simpler life in mid-Tennessee and started a sticker business for planners. Knockout print shop is a way for her to run the life that she desires. A business that supports women, life on a farm and even gives her a bit of time to mentor other entrepreneurs. Listen to more (and don't get too distracted by Jess and Tiffany's Midwestern accents) on this week's Powered By Her.

Powered By Her
Jessica Lewis - S02E11

Powered By Her

Play Episode Listen Later Jun 11, 2021 26:16


Jess Lewis has done a lot! As a Midwesterner, she was a boxer (winning the Chicago Golden Gloves a few times) and owned a women's boxing gym. She decided to pack it all up for a simpler life in mid-Tennessee and started a sticker business for planners. Knockout print shop is a way for her to run the life that she desires. A business that supports women, life on a farm and even gives her a bit of time to mentor other entrepreneurs. Listen to more (and don't get too distracted by Jess and Tiffany's Midwestern accents) on this week's Powered By Her.

Beaver Tales
Jess Lewis: All-American D-Lineman, NCAA Champion Wrestler & Gentle Giant

Beaver Tales

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 4, 2021 30:50


Jess Lewis not only was an All-American football player at Oregon State, he won two heavyweight wrestling NCAA Championships and competed in the 1968 Olympic Games. He's now retired and lives in Corvallis. He's funny, he's humble, he's one of the greatest Beaver athletes of all time, and he joins the podcast in person for episode 88!--Oregon Marketing Group can create content for your business and design your website: check them out here--The best charity you'll find is Kingdom Home. Learn what former OSU pitcher Matt Boyd & his wife Ashley are doing https://kingdomhome.org/--The Beaver Tales Documentary Series comes out THIS YEAR. Learn more here: https://the-beaver-tales-podcast-documentaries.mailchimpsites.com/ 

The Outer Dark
TOD 087 The Outer Dark Virtual Symposium 2020: Holiday Readings Special

The Outer Dark

Play Episode Listen Later Dec 3, 2020 83:06


In this podcast, The Outer Dark Virtual Symposium 2020 presents a Holiday Readings Special featuring authors Natania Barron, Eric Schaller, Julie C. Day, Milton J. Davis, Jess Lewis, and Michael David Wilson. This programming was recorded on Saturday August 15 and Sunday August 16, 2020. Show Notes In this podcast, experience more of the second … Continue reading

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The Joe Beaver Show
The Joe Beaver Show Sep 28 Jess Lewis Mitch Canham Ryan Gipson Dominic Cousimano

The Joe Beaver Show

Play Episode Listen Later Sep 28, 2020 80:45


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Top 5 at Five
94: Barry’s Back, AT&T Sends Scary Emails, Special Guest Host: Jess Lewis on Reparations & More

Top 5 at Five

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 22, 2020 11:18


It’s Humpy Day! Today we start off talking about China’s HoustonConsulate getting shut down and their vow to retaliate; we have a Special Guest Host: Jess Lewis! She talks with us about Reparations and the small towns across America actually doing something about it; Barack Obama is back to try and help Joe Biden take this win away from the Trumpsters; AT&T sent out a very aggressive email to scare their older customers; and the NFL cancels the preseason, but still focuses on having a regular one. Special Guest: Jess Lewis.

This is Womanhood
3. From model to fighter to mother with Jess Lewis

This is Womanhood

Play Episode Listen Later May 21, 2019 62:59


Jess Lewis talks about her journey as a model, professional fighter and her transition to motherhood. We talk about her arthritis diagnosis and how she healed herself naturally, as well as her spiritual journey, plant medicines and how that's led to building her businesses and studying shamanism. What we cover : Jess's journey from modeling to professional fighting Self development and building confidence Arthritis and natural healing Plant medicines Motherhood Attachment parenting Anxiety and fear in pregnancy Birthing Post natal period Being a single parent Shamanism and the native american medicine wheel If you'd like to get in touch with Jess or attend her events you can find her here: Gathering of minds The shipibo market Instagram : @iam_jesse_om @gatheringofminds @theshipibomarket Get in touch : Instagram: @thisiswomanhood Email: thisiswomanhood@gmail.com References Priscilla Dunstan on Oprah Baby signing

Inner Truth with David Newell
Jess Lewis: Gathering Minds For Expansion (Spotlight)

Inner Truth with David Newell

Play Episode Listen Later Nov 22, 2018 31:06


Jess Lewis is someone you seriously cannot put into a box! She’s been a model, a boxer, and now she’s the founder of the amazing Gathering of Minds which brings together all sorts of wonderful people at the frontier of consciousness to give TedEx style talks and share their wisdom about adversity they’ve overcome and how they’ve done it. In its 5th year in London, GoM is an awesome way to meet people doing truly fascinating work in the field of consciousness expansion. Supporting a global shift in consciousness is a major thing for Jess and both plant medicine + shamanism have played a big role in her life. There’s a whole bunch of amazing stuff in this interview that I had no idea about so listen out for some serious shamanic wisdom.

The Pillars of Health Podcast
Episode 049: Minimalism, Eco Living & Creating a Successful Online Business featuring Jess Lewis

The Pillars of Health Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 30, 2018 55:52


Jessica Lewis is the co-owner of Knockout Print Shop with her husband Matt. Jessica is a StrongFirst certified coach and also previously owned and operated a gym in Chicago before relocating to Raleigh, North Carolina. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/pillarsofhealth/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/pillarsofhealth/support

Success Smackdown Live with Kat
On with the show

Success Smackdown Live with Kat

Play Episode Listen Later Jun 19, 2018 44:20


Katrina Ruth: I'm fine not working inside of my own house. What's happening? What's happening? Why am I so dark? So good. So good. I'm drinking my super foods blend. My chocolate, my body blend, super foods blend, which by the way, is currently being shipped to our first customers. It is chocolatey as fuck. There always needs to be a chocolate element, whether it's a chocolate bread layer, or a chocolate super food drink, or a chocolate heart. Somebody send me a chocolate heart. Send me a chocolate heart shower. I need something. Do I look dark on this screen? Or am I imagining it? Katrina Ruth: Those are just regular hearts, guys. Chocolate hearts. That's what I desire. Did you share that? Jess Lewis: I'm just trying to, the wifi's [inaudible 00:01:08]. Katrina Ruth: The wifi's being a motherfucker. I'm paraphrasing. It's exactly what she said. Katrina Ruth: Hello. Hello world. Now I was tossing up between do I have a nap at 1:22 p.m., double twos, it's a very auspicious time. Okay, you gonna start a live stream as well. Thank you for making me aware. Tell me when you've shared that. Not you guys. There's a ninja in the other room, I'm just shouting directions out from here from my batman chair. From my bat chair. I have a purple sequin-y cape that I've covered the chair with to bling it up. Then I have my other cape on my lap like a blanket. You're gonna see me first. Well it's how it should be. Gabriel says he's gonna do his own live stream but he's gonna see me first. Everybody should see me first before they do anything at all. Why are you coming up as Facebook User? Okay. I don't look too dark, I look a little bit dark. Is it shared yet, or should I share it? Jess Lewis: It's shared. Katrina Ruth: Okay. Well, I would prefer to be in more brightness is what I would like, but it's a constant dilemma when I'm live streaming with the beach behind me. The question is, do I let you see me and my glowing highlighted face, it's just natural highlighter. I was born like this. Or, do I let you see the beach? If I press on me, do I become brighter? Whoops. Pressed on somebody else. See? Now I'm all brighted up and now the background's gone. Now we want the background don't we. Let's just ... Oh no. Hang on, I might have ruined the whole situation for everybody. Okay, I've got it back. It's fixed, it's glorious. It's gonna be one of these ones today guys, it could go anywhere, it could go everywhere, it could go nowhere at all. Katrina Ruth: Wait, who's doing the call to action? Me or you? Jess Lewis: Me I suppose. Katrina Ruth: You, don't tell them anything at all. We're not gonna tell you guys but shortly when I feel like it I'll tell them. Put an emoji in for them as a tease. Put a little emoji in as a tease. Do you know the one I mean? Jess Lewis: No. Katrina Ruth: She doesn't know at all. Jess Lewis: The eggplant? Katrina Ruth: Not an eggplant. What's happening, this is not a sex live stream. Everyone knows eggplants means sex. What else could they possibly mean? Why does she think I wanted to put an eggplant live streaming? They're all weird. They're even weirder than me. Katrina Ruth: How do you have the logo to the right side of the screen? The answer is that I asked for it to be on the right side 'cause it used to be in the middle above my head and then it would cut off part of my head. So I said, move it to the right, and there it is. So yeah, so I had to toss up between do I do a live stream, or do I have a nap. Because I had a bit of an adventure last night. I'll tell you some elements and not all of them. And as a result of the adventure, I had two hours sleep and I feel fucked up. But in a great way. Because when I finally went to bed at whatever ungodly time it was, I knew that I was gonna get up pretty much a minute and a half afterwards. Katrina Ruth: I said to myself, "I will wake up feeling fully rested and high vibe and I'll have an amazing day." Well, I actually feel wiped but I feel high vibe and I can have an amazing day anyway. Tiredness is just a, it's a fantasy okay. It's probably not most people's fantasy, it's an illusion, is probably the word I was going for. But I had a great adventure. I said to myself the other day I'm gonna have more adventures and it was an intention I suppose. And then last night I thought that I was going out for a quick drink. What am I talking about, you can hear what I'm talking about. This is what I'm talking about right now. Here I am talking. I thought that I was gonna go out for a quick drink and yes, that did happen. Somehow it turned into some shenanigans in a restaurant and then there was many things involved. There was many things involved. There was a tour of some of the coastal towns, there was some Jumanji. There was some artistic endeavours. It was quite the adventure. Katrina Ruth: Anyway. So I was gonna have a nap. But I didn't. Because on with the show, that's the whole story, right? Now as you might know or you might not know, but now I'll remind you and tell you, the Katrina Ruth Show is me. I am the show and if you desire to have a personal run where people follow you for your message and for who you are and maybe they even buy things from you and you get to share your art into the world, and if that is you, please shower me with emojis stickers or love hearts, you can choose. If that's your desire, then you might wanna think about releasing the idea that people are following you because of what you teach. Because they don't care. They don't give a fuck. People think that they wanna learn from me about what I teach, maybe you do, maybe you think that you do, maybe you're really like, "Excuse me, all I'm here for is the dot points," but really let's just be honest about it. You're here because you can't look away. Because the show is fascinating and magnetic, okay. I guess I better [inaudible 00:06:37] into it now. Katrina Ruth: So I am the show, this is the show. It's happening right here. Yes, exactly Gabriel, exactly. And so therefore if I went and had a nap at 1:00 p.m., then the show wouldn't be going. So I dillyed and I dallied as you do. I made myself a chocolate green smoothie. I got a triple shot long black send up for me, brought up for me by a ninja, Kat ninja. And I thought, why would I go and have a nap at 1:28 p.m. in the middle of the day, or 1:22 p.m.? Well you could if you really desired to. Nothing wrong with that actually, I have naps all the time. But it was also that thing of, am I gonna feel better in an hour from now about I had a nap, or that I created amazing fucking content? Katrina Ruth: Firstly I wanted ... Firstly, firstly, secondly, thirdly I was just still so impressed with myself at manifesting such an amazing adventure last night so quickly that I wanted to let I guess that superflow or feeling of high vibrancy seep into my content today. Well that can't very well happen if I'm not making any content 'cause I'm off there snoozing. But also, and I blogged about this this morning a little bit, it was a reminder of napping, and eating, and sleeping, and resting, and all these very surface based human activities are really not required at all. And they're not actually desired I feel when we're in the superflow lane. And when you say yes to your soul, life says yes to you. We know this, it's a fact, it's in Wikipedia. Well it's not because I made it up, it's my quote. When you say yes to your soul, life ... When I say yes to my soul, life says yes to me. Katrina Ruth: And what that means is, you become, I believe, you become more superhuman. You actually become what you're meant to be in the first place anyway. Which means you don't need to sleep as much, you don't need to eat as much, you can think quicker, move quicker, you're more creative, you're more high vibe, you're having more fun. Everything just kind of like, go, go, go, go, go, and it all just works together. You 're kinda creating the world inside of you. And that's the kind of heightened energy state I was in last night. And then this morning as well a little bit. And then I started to crash down and I was like, "Oh well, I could go have a [inaudible 00:08:52] sleep and then after that I know for sure if I had a little nap I'll be kind of in zombie mode, or I could get on and do content and choose to continue to activate the superflow. And if I would have had a sleep, I probably would have eaten lunch then had a sleep. Instead, I'm like fuck food, I'm gonna have a smoothie, I'm gonna have a coffee and I'm gonna do a live stream. Katrina Ruth: Now where I'm gonna be super contradictory though, is I'm in no way saying ... Of course I have my own emojis. Philippa, how are you possibly not aware of that? If anyone doesn't know that I have my own emojis, who do you think you're talking to? Really. I feel that that's obvious. But how you use them is you got to be on your mobile phone and you go on with other emojis are the normal people emojis. And then there's a little sticker on the inside of your comment box, blue love heart, thank you Steve. I've never seen a blue love heart before, is that your own emoji? Did you make that up? You found them, okay, there's a little sticker on the inside of your comment box. You press the sticker, you send me some ... I feel like they're possessed, sorry. They're possessed little Katrinas. You can send me a little devil Katrina, or you can send me flies across the screen. Or you can send me a 1% sign. Katrina Ruth: What was I up to? I've no idea. I don't know where I'm going with this 'cause I'm really fucking tired 'cause I was out so late like I said. But I feel that it's going somewhere important. Okay, okay I got it. We haven't got to superflow yet, which is annoying me. I haven't felt that switch flick. I don't like that. I want the switch to flick. One must flick the switch at all times. It's not gonna flick itself. Did you guys see when my team made me a meme that said flick the fucking switch baby, it's not gonna flick itself. And it was me with like a sports bra on and just looking somewhat bad ass I suppose. But to me when I saw that meme I was like, "Well, it kinda sounds like not what it's actually meant to sound like." Katrina Ruth: Anyway, back to the point, let's be very focused and very professional. Of course you could eat some fucking lunch and have a nap if that's what you wanna do. I'm not trying to suggest to you that you should never sleep or have naps. But I am suggesting to you that you think about who you really ... Okay, my mind's just got blown with those rainbow love hearts. Philippa. Now I feel triggered that Philippa just said, "Flick the clit" on my live stream and that I didn't say that. Now I feel triggered that I wasn't being as bold as what Philippa was being, or is being, or did just be. This is my live stream and I'm suppose to be the most irreverent one. You should be here now and you can be on the live stream. Maybe I should add Philippa onto the live stream if she's just gonna go around saying shit like that. Katrina Ruth: You've completely broken my train of focus. Remember who you fucking are. Remember who you are. Remember who you are. Philippa clearly knows who she fucking is, obviously. Remember who you are. Are you the sort of person when in July ... Okay, I'm super erratic today. You guys are gonna have to deal with it, 'cause I won't be here, I'll be in America til July 14 and then I'll be back here. I'll be back. Katrina Ruth: I've forgotten completely ... I'm totally done, I'm totally done, I've totally forgotten what I was saying. This is gonna be the most embarrassing live stream in the history of time. But the whole point is on with the show, this is it. If this is the show then you're gonna have to deal with it. This is how the show's turning up today. The show didn't have much sleep, she's kinda all over the place, she had an epic awesome night and she can't think about anything. Her brain is fried. That's what's happening with the show. Talk amongst yourselves. Katrina Ruth: Jess, I need some content inspiration. I'm dying, I'm bombing out on my own live stream. Okay, I'll be here from the 19th to the 23rd. Somebody's gonna need to save me. Give me a talking point. Over. As you were. I'll think of something. The superflow will click in anyway. I'm giving you a perfect live demonstration right now of how you can create content even when the content is about abso-fucking-lutely nothing. And yet miraculously somehow people are still watching. I don't understand. They love me. They love me, they really love me. I don't think I just got Jim Carrey superflow activated into my mind. Jess Lewis: How to push through- Katrina Ruth: Can we watch The Mask? Jess Lewis: ... tide? Katrina Ruth: How to push through? You just push. You just get your hands and you back it up like it's hard. I don't know what that means. You just put your hands on it's ass and you just push it. What else have you got? I answered that question already. Philippa is inviting herself to stay here with me. Of course she is. I like it when people ... I'm gonna say something that's weird and it's not sexual about Philippa just so that we're all clear. But you reminding me of, like I put a post up the other week like I really love it when a man who knows that he can, tells you what's gonna happen. Or he tells you that he's the boss or in charge. I had to be careful about how I worded that post 'cause I wasn't gonna write I just like it when a man tells me what to do. That's not in a general sense. Jess Lewis: In bed, yes. Katrina Ruth: No, that's not what I meant in bed. But sure in bed, of course. I didn't even mean it though. I meant like being like, I'm the man or I'm the dominant one in a general manly sense with an eau de man. Jess Lewis: Eau de man. Katrina Ruth: I like the smell of their skin. Jess Lewis: So it is a sweaty man. Katrina Ruth: Well, if it's a man that you are attracted to, then the sweat usually smells really good. I'm not even talking to anybody. There's no one over there. I'm just making it all up. I'm just imagining a character. So yes, Philippa's reminding me of when a man who knows that he can, just tells me what's gonna happen. And then I'm like, "Oh, okay." I know didn't even mean sexually. But of course sexually. But I didn't even mean that. I just meant in a general sense, take charge of me. It's similar to the meme that I put up. What's happening with your comments today, Steve? Are you drinking during the day? What's going on there? You're suddenly going next level engaged, I feel like somebody's hacked your Facebook or you're drinking. Is Matt on your Facebook right now? Is that's what's happening? And he's just sending a million comments. The pheromones, everybody loves a good pheromone. There's nothing better than a good pheromone. I can imagine it right now. The essence. So yeah, Philippa is the same as the men who tell me that they're in charge. I didn't mean as a whole bevvy of them. It came out the wrong way. Katrina Ruth: Philippa just tells me what's happening, and I like it when people do that. But you have to know who you are. You have to know who you are if you're gonna tell me what's happening, you're gonna tell me what's happening? Who's gonna tell this bitch what's happening? Not many people. But some people who know who they are can get away with that. Philippa can maybe get away with that. Nobody's there at all. Philippa can get away with it, she's already proven that she can get away with it. Doesn't mean all y'all, I'm made in America now. Doesn't mean all the rest of you all can get away with it. You know if you can or if you can't. You have to vote for yourself. Do you back yourself and believe yourself enough to imagine that you can get away with telling me what to do? Katrina Ruth: That's a dangerous little line to walk down isn't it? I'd like to see who's willing to back themselves with that. Put a comment in, let's see who you are. I'll tell you yes or no. Or maybe I won't at all, maybe I'll just observe who's brave enough to answer this question. Because no, not the whole internet can just tell me that they're gonna come and stay at my house that's not actually a thing. But certain people can. And it's the same as the man thing. No, not any man can walk around and just tell me what's up and what's happening. But if they know that they can, then they should. And I'll like it a lot. Katrina Ruth: What were we up to? Back on topic. I had a little wardrobe dilemma today. I guess I could tell you about that. I feel like since I have situations here, two of them. Two situations that people might need to see or know about, that I should be displaying the situations at all time and now I'm wearing like a really regular baggy top but it's a cool top. And so that was a bit of a dilemma. It's not that interesting. I don't have anything to say. Okay, Thea says she's not there yet, Camilla says yes. What's on my shirt? Says religion. I dunno. It's from Religion in Bali, which is amazing. Angela can sit on the one couch as long as she has a tripod, a bottle of wine and not no ... You can have emails on the phone, you can have no notifications on the phone. No notifications on the phone. Katrina Ruth: What else? Here's a cool thing, right? You can literally just sit and chill. Like I'm just chilling. Instead of having a nap, I'm just chilling with you guys. I'm talking about abso-fucking-lutely nothing. I feel like we should make Jess get on the live stream 'cause I'm being super boring. But yet people are still staying here and watching. I'm proving so many points right now about content. People who don't like me would be saying I'm proving the point that I have nothing to say about anything. I need another talking point. You guys are gonna have to give me one. In the end, it just comes down to are you willing to be the person who gets on with it. Katrina Ruth: Okay, Philippa are you writing these things down in advance? Not only did she say flick the clit on my live stream, she now says she needs to touch the boobs. Hence, she needs to come there. Well, most of the women who I know have touched the boobs already. Linda just went straight in there. She's like, "Let's see them," so I took them out and she was just like, "Oh yeah." She started grabbing them literally. It was quite amusing. Beautiful view, yes it is. I'm sorry I'm being so boring. The point that I'm trying to make is you can be a show even when you're a boring show. That's the reality. You can talk about what you love. Right now what I'm loving is my coffee, I'm loving this cape that's on my lap, I'm loving the high vibery of my life. I'm loving the adventure that I had last night. I can't tell you all the details to that. You have to imagine them to yourself. Katrina Ruth: Oh, thank you Lakisha, I'm loving that I'm doing comedy skits now. Filmed that a while ago. I was too embarrassed to post it. You know, the one about likes versus love. I didn't wanna post it. 'Cause then I was all like [inaudible 00:19:23] people were gonna think that's about them and it is. So then I hesitated to post it for a while. And then I did it anyway 'cause I don't let my own bullshit be given my message. When someone else is doing something similar to what you're selling, how do you not compare yourself. Katrina Ruth: Oh that's an amazing question and by the way on a side note, thank you Lee, I appreciate it. Okay, okay I feel like we just kicked the switch. It wasn't the clit switch, just keep calm about that over there in New Zealand or wherever you are at. It was the superflow switch. Angela just flicked the superflow switch, not gonna flick itself. How you flick the superflow switch is you show the fuck up anyway when you're being boring as fuck. Drop the Empress details now because I'm gonna forget about otherwise. If you want ... By the way, by the way, by the way, enough with this coaching bullshit. We all know that if you resonate with me and you see an element in yourself in me, possibly the weirder parts mainly, then it's not about how do I make money as a coach online. And probably you've done that thing of going I'm never gonna coach again, I'm done with coaching. Who's done that? Katrina Ruth: Every time a client says that to me I'm like, yeah, we'll see about that. You're not done with coaching, you just haven't given yourself permission to do it the way you wanna do it. Coaching, mentoring, it's one teeny tiny pocket. But, who we are is you can't even put it into words. But if you did you would say magnetic as fuck and brilliant in all its glory, and you are the fucking show and the coaching element is just one part of it. And what it's about in order for you to get your message out there, and in order to gain the following, the fame, the fortune that you desire is claiming your rightful place from an energetic point of view in terms of when are people gonna follow you if you're exactly the reason that Lee just said, the energy. 'Cause of not what you sell, not what you teach and the comparison thing I'll get to in a moment 'cause this is relevant to this as well. I'm totally talking like I've no clue what I'm on about by the way. I'm listening to my own words right now and I'm like, I sound like I'm drunk and I'm not. Katrina Ruth: But I'm gonna persevere and keep going. I do not feel superflow, I just lost the superflow again. But I'm still demonstrating that you can show up and do the content anyhow. In Empress, which is my four week one-on-one. It begins in T-minus 10 days. I don't know what's the T for anyway. It begins in Monday the 25th of June, minus 10 days. So no, it begins in 10 days. That would be today. It begins on Monday, the 25th of June. Four weeks one-on-one with me. What we're doing is unleashing all the madness and the mayhem and the energy. I don't feel like I'm flying but I'm pushing through. I'm wading through the quicksand right now. I'm staying focused, I'm not at all focused. My head is as scattered as anything. I kinda wanna go upstairs and have a sleep. But I'm here because something inside of me told me to be here. So when I say yes to could, life says yes to me. So I'm just gonna do it. I'm just gonna push through and do it. Katrina Ruth: And it is part of what I teach, and it is part of what Empress is about, and it is part of what building a following online and a personal brand is about. Who's correcting people's grammar in there? Is somebody correcting people's grammar in the comments? Is that's what's happening? You can't correct my grammar 'cause I'm talking aloud. I mean you can't correct my Y-O-U-'R-E versus your. So what I wanna do, what I'm gonna do, what I am doing is working with 20 badasses, 20 new amazing bad ass one-on-one clients who know that they were born to impact their energy. And it's about the Empress energy. It's about their revolutionary fucking leader energy. It's about the queen energy but it's even more than that, which is why it's Empress. Katrina Ruth: Put 25 empress emojis in now please. Did you catch that? Jess Lewis: We're up to 25. Katrina Ruth: 25. Jess Lewis: Crowns. Katrina Ruth: Put 25 empress emojis in. The actual empress emoji. Jess Lewis: Diamond. Katrina Ruth: Empress. No, the one that looks like a little empress. There's an actual empress emoji. Do you know it? Jess Lewis: I do know it. Katrina Ruth: Why is there a bunny rabbit here? An empress emoji. Jess Lewis: [inaudible 00:23:51] Katrina Ruth: It's got a blond head like me and it looks like an empress because it's me. You're gonna put 25 of them in now. The 25 represents one of them is Chandra who's already signed up, several other ... Oh hang on. Do you know the one I mean? It's not always it, it's an empress. Jess Lewis: Is that an elf? Katrina Ruth: It's not an elf, it's an empress. I just put one of them in. Put 25 of them in now. Lakisha's put 25 in. Is that 25? Somebody count. Let's make sure this is being done properly. Mine looks evil. Anyway, the empress emojis represent the empresses who are coming in plus I dunno, maybe the ninjas are the other five. Me and four ninjas can be the other five. 'Cause 20 amazing empresses are gonna be working with me one-on-one starting July, not July, June 25. It is probably the most bizarre as fuck amazing transformative one-on-one programme I've ever created that's not about online marketing, right? It's completely a whole different thing. Katrina Ruth: It is about impacting with your energy, selling with your energy, calling in the people with your energy, having the creative downloads and the flow and the soul shifts coming through from your energy. Details are in the pinned comment. That is for those who know that they're not just here to be a coach. That is for those who know that they are the fucking show. That they're suppose to be showing up, turning up, being up, lit up as fuck, and people follow you because you are the show. Read that comment and message me if you want details. Message me on my personal page. Katrina Ruth: Okay now, Angela had asked a question ... I am so fucking certain that your Facebook has been hacked right now, Steve. "Cause I've never seen you with this many comments. What's happening? You're gonna need to send me a voicemail to prove that it's you. And why are these empress emojis brown haired, what's happening there? We need blond head ones. I require a voice message 'cause otherwise I feel like somebody in China has taken over your Facebook, or its mail. Okay. Angela had asked a question about comparison. Well, here's the reality, right? And I feel like this is obvious and everybody knows the answer already. There we go, blond emoji, blond empress emoji. Oh man, I just figured out how to get my face in the live stream and the beach. I'm a technological genius. I'm like an engineer, I'm like a high IQ engineer. I'm exactly like a high IQ engineer 'cause my father is a high IQ engineer and I'm quite similar to him. He's a pilot now, but he's an engineer as well. So I actually am a high IQ engineer, it's official. It's in the blood. Katrina Ruth: There's no comparison, who said something about comparison? Why was there a question about comparison? What did it say? Now what I say about that is, you gotta go into your boldness. You gotta go into you're audacity. You gotta go into your audacity about the comparison odysseys thingy. Ask another question, someone 'cause I could answer some questions. So Angela would say when someone else is doing something similar to what you are selling, or something like that, then how engineer ... I say in the official properly Webster Dictionary audio-performed by [inaudible 00:27:16]. You gotta go into your audacity. You gotta go into it. You gotta go deep into the audacity. Things should always be deep, very fucking deep. Philippa knows all about it. I'm just gonna go serve some of them back at you since you took over my live stream a little bit. They should always be deep. Extraordinarily deep. And if you're gonna go into audacity, it should be like so deep that it comes out the other side. It doesn't sound ideal, I take it back, I retract, retract, retract. Have some chocolate smoothie. It's a greens powder. Super greens. Katrina Ruth: Which means, nobody can fucking compare because no matter how hard somebody tries, no matter how hard somebody tries to be me, please. Good fucking luck. There is no way, I'm sorry, you can try to like ... I know some of you dyed your hair red, that was a nice effort, it was quite fun for me to giggle about when I then changed it to blond with the best colorist in the world. And it changed from full on red to blond in one session. Okay, I think it was a nine hour session, but still. And then all the red-headed people had just changed to red were screwed. Well, I guess they could have changed again. But just when people think that they're trying to catch up with me and they're like, "Oh okay, see what she's doing, let me take some notes, let me get some Cliff Notes about that. Let me make it into a PDF document so that I don't forget." Just when you think you've figured out what I'm doing, I'm already 25 fucking steps ahead of you. Katrina Ruth: Oh, you think I'm over here, I'm already there. You try to catch up there, I'm back here again. You try to get me over here, I'm just sitting back here having a nap and a coffee. And you just run around all over the place looking like a headless chick, crazy. So no matter how hard you try, I won. I already won. I am the winner of being the Katrina Ruth Show. It is what it is, and that's all it is. And that's how I feel about the comparison question. You can try as hard as you like, you're never gonna be ... You could even get yourself a fabulous cape like this one, this is an amazing cape. Look at it. It's a great blankety cape. You can wear it either way. You've seen the cape. I wear the cape on the empress banner that's on my Facebook. It looks amazing. Which way do you like it better? I'm gonna put it on now. Katrina Ruth: The only problem is that when I wear the cape on the live stream, it overheats me a little bit. And then I get sweaty. I don't like it that way. It looks like an evil fish scale. Turn it the other way. So we just be in flow and do our souls calling and we just know the money is coming. The money is a decision. What a great comment slash half question, comment, question by Jacqueline. The money is a decision. I live streamed about this yesterday actually. I did a two hour live stream of [inaudible 00:30:03] it always manages to go for two hours. I think it was only an hour 55. We cut it short with a short snack sized version. One hour, 55 minutes. And somebody asked that same question and we spoke about that. So you could watch that. It's only a couple more hours out of your day. But the short answer is, you decide. The money is a decision. Like I decided, and I gonna make myself some lunch and then have a nap, or I'm gonna make super food green smoothie and do a live stream. Katrina Ruth: There's no emotion around it, it's not like is this smoothie available to me? Am I good enough, am I worthy for this smoothie? Did I do what it takes, do I have what it takes? Can I receive this? Can I maintain it if I keep it? Its just a motherfucking decision. So you make the damn smoothie and you have the smoothie, or you order one, you get a ninja to bring you one. You get them to bring you a coffee. That's money. That's the whole money story explained to you. Katrina Ruth: Why is people messaging me right now? Don't message me when I'm on a live stream. I see them messaging over there in the Facebook inbox. That's the money situation sorted. Do I look like little Purple Riding Hood? Yes, you decide to allow yourself to be rich. That's exactly right. You know I made a quote image that says exactly that. It's one of my quote memes that we're gonna put on Instagram. Look at me, I look so snuggly, anybody would wanna give me a cuddle right now. You decide to be rich. You decide that you're gonna make money. And then you just ... Right, I'm stuck. Then you just ... oh my goodness, the person who's messaging me just wrote, oops, sorry. Are they listening to me? I was just being a smart ass. You're allowed to message me while I'm on the live stream. But if you just said sorry about that, then it's fine. Katrina Ruth: So you do just decide. But you can't walk around and decide on ... Well you could, depends on your level of faith and belief. But lets say you're like, "Okay, cool Kat. Let me test out your little theory there. I'm gonna decide that I now make a million dollars per month," for example. Only Money Honey is one of the best programmes I've ever done. And the title of that programme came from because I had a massive wake up call around realising that I'd been getting so emotionally attached to money and to make it into a big deal like, "Oh my god, it's so hard to combine, am I good enough and am I worthy," all the stuff I just said about the smoothie. And then I just had like this breakthrough realisation, which was the product of freaking years of doing the inner work and figuring shit out and continually aligning myself day-by-day to where I would receive more. And the breakthrough was, holy shit, it's only money. It's like oxygen, it's everywhere. Breathe it in don't breathe it in, whatever. But why would you not breathe it in or you might die. Okay, we might not die without money. But you get what I mean, right? Katrina Ruth: It is such an amazing programme. It's from 2014 I believe but I'm so proud of it. It stands the test of time as they all do. But that one it would be ... If I had to identify like my top five programmes, surely that one would have to be in the top five I would say. And that was the realisation for me. But if you then were like, Okay, I'm gonna just decide that now I make a million dollars a month and that's just how it is, Jess, you can definitely get some good screen shots of me now because I'm wrapped snuggly in my cape. Snuggly. I don't know, what would I use this screenshots for though. Maybe not. Has she left? Did you leave? Jess Lewis: No. Katrina Ruth: Okay. So then you can't just be ... Well you can, depends on your faith. But don't try and test me out by saying, "Oh now I just decide that I make a million bucks a month," or a year, or whatever else. I'm not freezing at all, I've got a cape wrapped around me. Not at all freezing. You can't just say that and expect it to fucking work if you don't have that level of belief. So what you would do is, you would ask well, to what level am I capable of believing right now? How can I stretch just a little bit beyond what I feel is available or possible for me. And then you begin to align yourself to that. You align yourself piece by piece by piece by piece by piece in that direction. What does that mean? It means that you continue to look daily at, well if it was that simple, and I just now received that money because I just fucking decided it and it's like ordering something from a restaurant, of course I get it. Katrina Ruth: If it was that simple, then what would my thoughts be, what would my feelings be, what would my emotions be? Am I freezing for other people as well, tell me. And what would my aligned actions be? And then you do it. You just fucking do it. You do the best that you can for that day and you release the outcome. Why is it freezing, why? Nobody's answering me. It's very upsetting. You just do the best that you can for the day. You decide and choose it. Of course you're gonna get that result straight away this day, this month, this year, this now. And so you act accordingly and then you fucking release it. You release it. Freezing, not freezing, well, some of you must have your energy fields all fucked up and others don't. That's all I can say about that. So then like yesterday for example I was giving my daughter a little smack down on this exact topic. 'Cause she wasn't to do a aerial cartwheel, which is a cartwheel with no hands. She's nearly nailed it. She's very good at her gymnastics.she just got graduated to the next level and only two people in her whole class got graduated two days ago she's very happy about it. Katrina Ruth: So she's practising doing no hands cartwheels and then she was getting herself into a royal mess and sulked about it at the playground yesterday. And I'm not the most empathetic of mothers. I was like, "Listen, harden the fuck up." I didn't say fuck, I said, "Listen, you need to harden' up. Stop crying about it. That's not gonna help it at all. Here's what you do." And I told her how to believe in yourself. I tried to make her live stream with me about it and she refused. She's quite the diva. So I'll try and reenact it for you. So I was like, "This is how you do it. You go out there to do your cartwheel, your aerials and you decide you will do it today." She's like, she asked me, "Do you believe that I can do it today?" I'm like, "I do, I do believe that it's possible that you can do it today. You need to believe that you can do it today. So when you go out there now to do that," and I was sitting there having a picnic just chilling and eating while she was working out. I like to see my children working hard and sweating while I sit back. Or it can go the other way. Either way is fine. Katrina Ruth: So ib said to her, "You have to believe. You have to fully believe that you're doing this today. And ten at the same time though, you've gotta be totally okay with if you spend the next hour trying to do it or however long and then it doesn't happen, you gotta be totally okay with that and then tomorrow you've gotta get up again and believe again that this is the day I am doing it today, I will do it today, nothing is gonna stop me. Of course it's happening today and so I'm going in with that attitude and you do whatever you can as best as you can for the time that you have available for that day with full belief that of course it's gonna happen that day. And if it doesn't, you get up the next fucking day and you do it again." And then she's like, "but I can't do it tomorrow because," then she listed out her whole busy schedule for me which was happening today. Katrina Ruth: And I'm like, "Okay I didn't technically mean it has to be the ... Okay, then the next day after that." And then she was trying and then ... Well, she kept not quite getting it, right? I mean it's a cartwheel with no hands. She'd only been practising for like a week as well. She's very impatient. I have no idea where she got it from. So then she starts getting grumpy though. She was like not crying but kind of getting ... She was getting super frustrated and shitty about it. I was like, "Listen to me. Drop that attitude right now." Which this is how I was speaking to her as well. She wants to be the best. She wants to like practise all freaking day and get the results. You're gonna have to learn what it takes. It is what it is. Katrina Ruth: So I said, "Listen to me. You're gonna need to drop that attitude right now. As soon as you start to get frustrated and upset about it and you're getting grumpy, then you're immediately making it that you're not gonna be able to do it today. You're switching off," I didn't say abundance, but it's the same thing, right? So those of you who are out there, and you're hustling and you're showing up and you're like of course I'm gonna have million dollar business, of course I'll make this much money. And then you're like, I'm doing the inner work and I'm doing the actions and the beliefs and the emotions and yeah the practical side as well. And I believe, I believe. Are you or are you not getting shitty when you don't get a result? are you having a little sulk? are you being like a child just stamping their foot, "This is not working?" That's normal and you're gonna have to drop that attitude. Katrina Ruth: Because the second that you go into that attitude of this is shitty, this is not working, what's wrong with me, why can't I do this, other people are better than me, all that stuff, that immediately dials down abundance. You turn off the abundance switch, you flick the switch back off and not in a good way at all. So you've got to be in an expanded energy and in an everything is perfect and okay and I'm totally fine energy in order to receive. Who knows that you're not gonna receive when you're an energy of like, "Waa, why is this not working, and why is everyone better than me?" Katrina Ruth: So as I said, it's normal to have those responses, but hello, did we come here for normal? No we fucking did not come here for normal. So why would you be acting so normal? Very boring of you if you think about it. So it's a discipline is what I'm saying. It's a motherfucking discipline to be in abundance mindset and a manifestation mindset. It's a choice to drop the attitude. It's a choice to drop the drama. Yeah, you can still feel it, I don't mean I don't feel that shit if something doesn't work out the way that I want it to in any area of my life. I might have a little temper tantrum for a second in time, but I'm very conscious of this ship because I've been doing what I'm doing, teaching what I teach for so long now, I know how it works, I know how I'm receiving a manifestation works so I notice myself doing it and it's literally like, let it go. It is what it is and that's all it is. It's one of my favourite sayings. No matter what. When my kids are grumping about something or anybody is or something goes wrong or doesn't work, I always am like, it is what it is. Katrina Ruth: And then Alyssa my eight year old who will finish it off for me and she goes, "And that's all it is." I'm like, "Exactly. It is what it is and that's all it is. So what's the point of getting shitty about it? Go back in, believe that you're gonna do it today." And she's like, "Mommy, mommy, do you think that I'm really gonna do it today?" I'm like, "Yeah, I believe that you can. And if you don't, so what. You get up and you believe it again the next day." That's how it's done. And if it's too hard, it's too challenging, you need to have a cry about it, you need to get a blanky and a freaking hot chocolate with some marshmallows, then too bad, you don't get to be this life, you don't get to be this life. You don't get to live that life. You gotta fix your attitude if you wanna be successful. It is what it is and that's all it is. Katrina Ruth: Alright. What time are we up to? I feel like I said many things about many things and hopefully some of them hit home. I think that last bit was quite good. I think we could get some good screen shots of me waving around my cape here. I like to get some good screen shots for my live streams. I feel like my sectional belief was powerful. You should listen to it again. You should think about where you need to maybe drop the attitude and choose to believe. I think I need wings. Can you order me some wings? Jess Lewis: Yeah. Katrina Ruth: Yeah. She said yeah. Of course she did. I'm gonna get ... No I'm not gonna tell you, it's a secret. I definitely need some wings. Sometimes you just need some wings. But I can use this cape in the meantime. You need to have a look at ... We could all have a look at where we're acting like a grumpy child stamping its foot. It's okay, you're allowed to be human. But at some point if you wanna be freaking extraordinary in your outcomes I guess you're gonna have to start acting like that. You're gonna have to choose to be strong enough to put the drama aside to go within, within, all the way within and to release whatever needs to come out into the atmosphere. Which is a next level badass version of you. Katrina Ruth: Empress is here. Four weeks one-on-one with me. I'm gonna tell you about it a little bit. Claim your rightful place now. For women are unapologetically born for more. Begins June 25 details are in the pinned comment. You wanna message me about this if you're willing and ready to step up. You gotta be willing. You can't just say that you know you meant to, you've gotta also be willing. Empress claim your rightful place now. For those who are born for more, born for exceptional, born for extraordinary and not of this world. Read the rest. Read it in the pinned comment. Message me on my personal page. Tell me something amazing. Leave me a comment and I don't even know what else I'm gonna say. Okay. Any final thoughts? Jess Lewis: Who me? Katrina Ruth: Yes. Jess Lewis: Life is now, press play. Katrina Ruth: She said life is now, press play. Very uncreative. Think of something else. Jess Lewis: I can play any tune you like. Katrina Ruth: She said flick the clit switch. I'm paraphrasing. She said she needs to tune in. She said you need to tune into yourself. I changed it to flick the clit switch. How rude. Alright. Life is now, press the motherfucking play. Read the Empress comment here below. Read all about it. I'm sorry I was so all over the place. I'm not sorry at all. It is what it is, just deal with it. It is what it is and that's all it is. This is the Katrina Ruth Show, it's happening right here. I am the show. Wanna be your show? Wanna step into your Empress power, into your Empress energy, into your Empress environment, into all of it? Message me ... Really going through ... Katrina Ruth: I'm breaking down right now. 6,000 dollar bonus you might have just not had many sections of wifi broke down. So much on the bad assery. It is an incredible fucking life changing four weeks. I've run it one time before. The results and the power, and the shifts that come through from that honestly just blew me away. So I haven't done the best explanation of it today but I have a read of what's in there if you feel that might be time to step up and work with me one-on-one if that's in anyway intriguing you or speaking to your soul, then have a little read, send me a message and I'll send you a more detailed overview of what's actually going on. I'll probably audio it. We'll talk, we'll figure it out. We'll do all the things. We'll create all the things, you will be the empress who you'll want to be. Have an amazing epic rest of the day. On behalf of Jess Lewis, Kat ninja, flick the clit switch, and from me, life is now. Press fucking play.

Success Smackdown Live with Kat
Millionaire Mastermind sneak preview..And BOOBIES

Success Smackdown Live with Kat

Play Episode Listen Later Jun 5, 2018 65:26


Hello, hello, hello, I might be a little shaky. I'm in my post surgery at home bed, at home hospital bed. Oh fuck a duck, do you think that my internet went out? I think my internet went out last night. That's annoying. Let's see if I can connect to my phone. I feel like my voice isn't going to work you guys, I'm all shaky. It's not even from this, I think I'm shaky about live streaming with my new situation here. I think it's making me feel self conscious. I feel nervous. I feel like I'm doing a reveal. There's nothing to even show. I'm quite tempted to just lift up my top and show you. Do you think that would be super inappropriate? Probably? Should I do that or no? There's nothing to see anyway, it's so fucking taped up. Do you want to see? I don't even care. There you go. Taped as fuck. Hello sister. I just lift and flashed my boobs as my sister jumps on the livestream. Okay nobody like my real life has even seen it and I'm just like, there you go. Can you see what's going on there? I have no idea. I can't tell. This view that I have right now on my own camera is the best view that I've had, because I'm like looking down. I do, hang on let me just share this over. I've got to share it. There you go, you guys got to see the boobies before even most of my best friends. My nurse Tigan Jade is downstairs on a walk, she probably can tell me off of live streaming when she comes back. I was getting too bored sitting in bed. "Hey boobies," who's flagged in on my profile? Who is that, and just commented, "Hey boobies,"? I don't know who's looked in my profile, but I'm going to just share this straight on to my timeline, because I didn't let anyone know that I was going live. Let me tell you more in a second, let me just share this into the Daily Ask Cookery group, boobies reveal, I should have said boobies reveal. I said, "Millionaire Mastermind sneak preview," and I didn't say, "Boobies reveal," but there you go. If you just jumped on live, here's another sneak peek. I'm fascinated. I don't know what's happening under there. It's so freaking tight, that it feels like there's an elephant on my chest. Check this out, here's a bag of blood, here's a bag of my own blood that I'm carrying around. Would you like to see? I'm sure you would. I'm nothing if not polite with the show and tell. Oh my God, it's happening in here. There you go. Oh my God, look at all that blood that's come out of me overnight. Holy shit. Okay, one of the boobs clearly has a lot more to, because look, so they've each got their own tubes. There's a tube and there's a tube, one coming from each. Too late I had already showed. Well you don't have to watch if I'm grossing you out, deal with it. There's two tubes with a lot of blood running through them. Mayana, hi Mayana. Mayana I need to book Nathan in for tomorrow morning. Do you think it's stupid of me to go to the gym tomorrow morning when I have my boobs done yesterday? Of course not, I'm just going to walk on the treadmill. One boob had let out all this blood, I think I'll get shut down from Facebook for showing inappropriate things. Why does the other one not have anything to give do you think? What's happening? Do you think the mechanism is not working properly? I just noticed that, I didn't look at it before, and dear is not grossed out. Well if anyone's grossed out, they can just turn away. It's not that bad. We'll all seen a bit of blood and plasma as somebody just said. It was freaking annoying all night long every time I wanted to move, having to like rotate myself around this bag of blood and shit. I'm pretty bored, because I didn't get up in the morning. Oh that's you Jess, oh that's fine. I'm bored because it's 8:29 AM and like I've woken up in my own bed, with no, we've all see titties before, well you still haven't seen these ones properly. I'm so going to the gym tomorrow, because I'll go crazy. I'll just do some cardio or something. Then I'm going to go back to Mui Tai on Friday morning, I don't even care, but we'll just be careful. I'll do lower body stuff. I won't do anything stupid, nobody needs to try and school me. I'll probably go on a walk after this, because I'm kind of so, it's so weird for me to wake up in the morning and then not going anywhere, because I'm supposed to be resting obviously. I've rested like a good girl. I've been awake for only an hour. Tigan my amazing friend, who stayed with me last night to look after me when he brought me a nice coffee. She's gone on a walk now, which is how I've sneakily got away with going live, because she probably would have said no to. She brought me ribs last night, what an amazing friend. Kelly Ronnie picked me up and took me home. I kept passing out at first when she came to the hospital, so she had to wait for a bit. Then we had to go to like three different chemists, because apparently no pharmacies stock freaking painkillers, and they were all out of painkillers, we're like, it's not ideal really. We had to drive all around town to get the medications, then we got back here. Then Tigan and Kelly were like, "Are you all right? You kind of like look as though as like super hyped up and talking at a million miles an hour and having the best time ever." They're like, "You seem oddly fine." I'm like, "I feel fine. I feel great." It's not painful. Okay there you go again if you just jumped on late. They're double D, but it's not as big as it sounds, because I've got shoulders you know. I'm athletic. When we put like the smaller tester ones in, you know when you go there and they put the ones in your bra to have a look, if we went a bit smaller than that, it was kind of like what's the point even. One of them got for 460, this one, and this one got 480. There you go, now I've shown you, but obviously it's taped up as fuck. Tomorrow we'll untape it, tomorrow we'll go to the doctor and untape it. By the way, check out my bedroom view, there's the ocean right there, how good is it? I always wish I could livestream where you could see the ocean behind me, but then I wouldn't be as comfortable. Yes, double D and I guess they'll sit like that for a few months probably, right? Then they'll start to drop down, but right now it feels like I've got cleavage up to my chin, I'm like what's happening here. I don't know what to do with this whole situation. I'm going to have to do so much shopping. Who wants like 17000 teeny-tiny size, extra small Lululemon sports bars and tops? I have them and I'm not going to be able to wear them, and I've got like a million cool as fuck body suits and stuff as well, which I won't be able to wear. I should have a Facebook marketplace pre boobies' sale. No, it doesn't really hurt. It just feels fucking tight. I feel like there's a small baby elephant who's a little bit angry, who's sitting on my chest and who's just like, "I'm just going to keep reminding you that I'm here." The shapes going to be amazing, I do need a rotating bed, no but Jesse, if I face the other way, then the lights not on my face and it won't look as good. Don't think, India says, "I don't think I'm ready for you with double D, they'll be car auctions again every time you go live." Do you think I'm going to make more money with bigger boobs? It's not why I do that, but I don't see why I wouldn't. I think it's logical. I don't know, there's no actual logic to that except that if you believed it then it's true, so that's what's logical. Taken to a nude beach. I have no problems with nudity. I would happily walk down the street naked. I have nobody shame as far as, yeah, body shame. I've plenty of shame that I've still got to release around others, but don't you think after you have a kid, you're like, whatever, who cares, everybody can say whatever the fuck they want. Yeah, it doesn't hurt, it just feels crazy tight, and it's hard to tell if that's from the skin being stretched or it's from the taping that's so, the tape is so tired. He told me to loosen off a bit later this morning, because it might give me like skin blisters from how tight it is. I'll do that, and I get to unplug my bag of blood later this morning as well, which I get to do myself, maybe I'll get Tigan to do it for me. Then tomorrow I get to go into the surgeon and be untaped and have a reveal, but I'm probably not going to just lift my shirt up to show the actual boobs. Like I said with the brown, I got to go bra shopping. I need to go shopping. I should just wake up and go shopping right now. Yeah, I'm getting, like I'm just getting a little bit restless sitting in bed, because it's so weird for me to wake up and then not get out of the bed and going anywhere. I wake up, my friend brought me a coffee, then I actually just messaged a bunch of friends back and forth for a while and had a fabulous conversation about magnetising and hypnotising people's minds with one of my awesome male entrepreneur friends, that was interesting. Then I was like, well, I already wrote a blog late last night in my somewhat drugged up state. It was very good, make sure you go read it if you didn't already. I don't really feel like writing, I'm like, I can't just freaking sit in bed all morning. What do people do when they're in post surgery recovery? You can't just sit around in bed, it's so boring, I get so restless. I feel like I need to get up and do 20 jump squats, but it's probably a bad idea. Here we are. What do you want to talk about? Something that I was talking about, ask me any questions you want. I don't think there's any more questions to ask about the boobies, so I just want to see them, you know, I just want to be able to have a look at them. I hope they're not like too hard for the first few months, but it is what it is. It's worth the first few months, and then they'll go down again. "Your writing will be fire, get a personal shopper to bring new bras to you." Yes. Yes, I do hate shopping so much. Should I do, I know where I want to go down to what's it called, Honey Birdette. I like their stuff a lot. I've got probably like $2000 worth of Honey Birdette lingerie, all the fancy [inaudible 00:10:45] somewhat dominatrix stuff. I know it's not going to fit me. Well I guess the bottoms will anyway, it's fine, it's just an additional expense to getting boobies, isn't it? It's going to be quite full on I think when I start really showing them off about town, and by about town I mean Facebook. I guess the real town as well. In fact the boobies are going to go for their first night on the town on Friday night this week. Jess says, Jessica is my sister, Jess Lewis is my sister for those who don't know you are in the presence of my sister, send her a love heart shower. "You should come over and hang out with me later. Can't believe it was day surgery, thought before for sure it was an overnight thing before you did it." I know, it's funny, isn't it? It's like let's just have a quick boob job before lunch. I went in at 10 AM. I got there at 9:30 or something. I was super fucking nervous. I was so nervous. Actually Sam just jumped on. Hi Sam, who's on my team as well and I was messaging Sam. Sam messaged me and put my mind to ease a lot actually. I really appreciated that message, because I just think you freak out about going under and being a mom, and then I was like maybe this is the wrong decision. I felt like I was going to cry. My friend Kelly was going to drive me, but I knew she had our kid, so I was like, "Don't worry, I'll just get an Uber," and then she came down later and picked me up and everything. I got an Uber to the hospital and I just felt in the Uber like I'm going to cry. I felt like, is this wrong? I'm like chopping up my body, but it was the first time that I doubted it, right, I 100% knew that I wanted this. I think it was just those pre-surgery nerves and I messaged a few friends and they helped me out. Then when I got there though, as soon as I got to registration at the hospital, I just instantly knew that this is the right thing to do. I felt sure of myself, but then you still feel nervous. Then when I got changed in the changing room, like pre-op, I took a bunch of nude selfies. For those of my team members who get my photos, when I take a photo on my phone, it automatically streams to the entire team, those who have access to the photo stream, so that they can use it on social media. There's three pictures there of my boobs now for everybody, enjoy. I guess Jess can take them off the stream and put them somewhere for me, because I was like I better record these boobies before they disappear. I sometimes take inappropriate photos or sometimes somebody might send me an inappropriate photo, and then I forget that it instantly gets uploaded to the stream and my whole team's getting it. I'm like well, I'm nothing if not completely transparent, there's nothing to hide. I did that. Hi Julian, and here's another peak for anybody who jumped on late, so that you don't have to watch the replay. There you go. I don't know how much you can tell from seeing it like that though, because they're so taped up. I think they're going to be quite huge. I think they might be bigger than I even think. I think I'm going to love them. Yes, so I did that and then you sit in your gown with your fancy pink hat on and all that stuff. Okay, somebody called Peter Parker has requested to join the Daily [inaudible 00:13:47], do you think I should let him in? No, decline. I'm just like multitasking here. "Always taking inappropriate photos then publish them." Why would you not, right? Why would you not? What I'm I up to in my story? Yeah, I had my chat with like the anaesthetist and the other person and the other person. They ask you the same question 40 million times to make sure that you're not under some kind of, being coerced by somebody. I think they just keep asking you again to making sure you're saying all the same answers. Then we go into the surgery room and then I just woke up. They're like, "Oh you're awake, you're done." I was like, "I can't be, nobody ever asked me to count backwards from 10," that was the first thing I said when I woke up. I was like liars, it's not possible that the surgery happened yet, because I never got asked to count backwards from 10. I was just waiting and then now I'm awake. I feel a little bit ripped off by that, I would have preferred to have been asked to count backwards from 10, which is what happened last time when I was, about nearly 10 years ago I had a lump in my breast that I had removed. That's the only other time in my life I've been under, and they did ask me to count backwards from 10, then which I feel is polite. No, they're not silicon. I don't know. Don't ask me detail questions, because I don't remember. I didn't pay that much attention to the details. I'll find out tomorrow, but they're like the newest, latest, greatest and the surgeon's amazing. I had to wait months to get in with him. I mean like I've been waiting since the start of the yeah. Yeah, and so then you just, it was like 11:30 and it was already done, and then I just kept passing out though. I got clumsy and sick and nauseous and weak and faint, and so I stayed for a while and then Kelly came and got me. It's so funny how quickly it's done. It's just like, oh boom, okay. Now I just feel 100% certain that it was the right thing to do, and I feel super excited. We're going out for a girls' night out on the town on Friday night, which actually I was going to message you about Jess. Jessica, would you like to come to dinner on Friday night and then out after that? There you go, I just conducted my personal business here on livestream. A bunch of us girls here on the coast are going to go heated up, and so the boobies get their first night out on the town. Do you think I'm going to need some kind of protective guard around them though? I don't think anybody should be allowed to touch them, that's for sure. When I posted in the daily asking [inaudible 00:16:02] about it yesterday, Philip, was like, "I can't wait to touch them." I'm like, comment of the year award. I'm a little happy, I'm quite happy, I'm quite happy with myself. Let me tell you about the topic. I feel like people, I feel like maybe you should be resting, well this is resting. This is how entrepreneurs rest, right? Somebody posted on my Daily Ask Katrina post yesterday rest up or whatever, and I said, of course, by rest up posts you mean write some blogs, do some livestream and maybe launch a small programme, while I'm sitting here in bed. What the fuck do people do if they just have to sit in bed you guys? What do they do? Do they read? Do they read magazines? I would claw my eyes out with a spoon if I had to do that. Last night I told Tigan I was going to bed at 8 PM, Tigan my friend who stayed over with me. Then I came up here and wrote a letter to somebody and then wrote a blog, and then answered all my client boxes and then did a bunch of stuff for my business. Then checked in on some website and app development, cleared all my emails. It was really quite a rest for evening and then I finally went to sleep. Now I'm resting, because I'm actually healing myself right now from being live. Oh magazines, I picked up one once, it was the worst day of my life honestly, just having to even engage in that energy for a moment. Actually here's a great quote for you, I was at the hair salon last week, he said to me, he's like a new stylist that was doing a blowout for me. I go the same place always, but I hadn't met this guy before. He's like, "Would you like some trash to read?" I'm like, "No, I've gone there, it sounds really appealing to the way you said it, like would you like some trash to read." He's going, "Of course not honey, you are the trash aren't you?" I was like, "Well, that's the most oddly worded compliment that I've ever heard before," but I was taking it fully as a compliment. I was like, "That's right, I am the trash. I should be in the magazine." Going to bring me a playgirl? What the fuck is a playgirl? Is that like a nudity magazine about with men in it? I can lift all, okay, I was going to say, I can lift my arms all the way out, but I can lift them till there. I could definitely do some lateral raises, but maybe not the full [inaudible 00:18:18]. I can go like that. It doesn't feel ideal to straighten them yet. You know what, it's all in your head. I'm actually healing myself right now, from live streaming, because this is for real though, right, this is a topic we should talk about, get serious this time for purpose church. This is a topic we should talk about, because when you do the things that uplift and expand you, you elevate your flow zone, I've ever said flow zone before, but it just came out, flow zone. You elevated your flow zone, you elevate into super flow, right? When you do the things that expand you, like your art, you're messaging, you're unleashing, you're hanging out with cool bad ass people, then you do the things, then you're expanding yourself. You're going into a greater level of creativity, and well super flow obviously, flow zone, whatever the fuck it is, your vibe is. Therefore, you're activating the good healing cells. What is it called? Tell me something medical somebody, but you're definitely allowing your body, you're building your immune system up, you're, I don't know what I'm talking about, but I know exactly what I'm talking about. You guys know that I know what I'm talking about. I just can't figure out the right words right now. You're definitely releasing healing powers from inside of you, raising your vibe to pure light, that's the medical way to say it exactly right. Getting challenged on mind versus physical watching post surgery. I'm as high as anything and not on medication, that's, well I was yesterday, maybe a little bit. Harnessing your chi, exactly, exactly, you're putting yourself into a healing state. I am putting myself into a healing state by sitting in bed live streaming, rather than buying into some sort of bullshit story that, because I had surgery and they said to rest that that means lie here. Even I was only awake for an hour before I went live, and I was already getting so bored. I'd had some fabulous conversations, which was nice, but then they were kind of petering out. Then I was like, well, if I sat, stayed in the bed and just like read or watched a movie or something, if I felt like doing that I'd do that obviously. If I did that when I feel like I desire to livestream and talk, then that would be a great way of slowing down my healing, right, because I'd be lowering my vibe and be more in a, it's kind of a scarcity mindset to say that I can't livestream if felt like live-streaming. I mean it's only fucking [inaudible 00:20:43]. Okay, sorry. Hello. Okay, I feel like I should have another special reveal for Jen Scarlett, because she just jumped on. There you go Jen, check it out, double D. Hang on. Hang on, my tripod's gone wonky as fuck. Do you know what I mean? You've got to give in to being you at all times. I know for sure that I'm going to have miraculous healing and that they're going to be like, "Holy shit, you recovered fast." Why is this tripod leaning forward so much do you think? I need to put another book under. Stick my journal under it. You should see the things that are written in this journal. Okay, what is happening? Hang on, I don't know why tripod's suddenly become really wonky. No? Who just shit themselves? Why? Or did you see crotch, sorry, it's covered though. I don't have any underwear on, but I've got boxer shorts on. Okay, it's magnetised to the boobies. I think I'm going to have the fastest recovery in the world and my doctor and everybody's going to be like, "How the fuck did she recover so fast?" I always have super fast recovery from the tattoos, my tattoo artist is always like, "How is this even possible? It's like three days and it's fully healed." I said to him, "Well, honestly I think the more you have a fast metabolism and you're very healthy, then that's very logical, you'll recover faster, because metabolism is the act, metabolism doesn't just mean weight loss right, it's the running of your body. It's the effectiveness and the function of this whole system and machine here. I have a very high metabolism and I'm very healthy, and my body processes and digest this really quickly, because I take such good care of myself. That means that everything is sped up, including detoxification and recovery. I'm quite certain I'll have a really fast recovery. I'm quite certain I'll, yeah, before my surgeon said I can go back to the gym in two days. I wasn't joking when I said I'm going to go to the gym tomorrow, why would I not? "I'm doing the same," says Natalie, "Miraculous healing. Broke my foot three weeks ago, on day 3 I was already dancing, on day 16 I took off my cast and I walked." Exactly, why would we not just believe in miracles? Okay, I have to have another review, because Maria just got on. There you go. That's all you can see and if you're going to see the boobs, then you should be required to see the bag of blood as well, right, it's only fair. My healings going to be amazing and I'm going to go to new levels of super flow. I'm going to triple my income and I'm going to have even more fun and adventure than are I already do. I'm going to love myself even more deeply, but I could do all that stuff with or without the boobs, right, well except for the healing bit, because that wouldn't be required. It's all just a choice, but I choose to believe in miracles. I choose to believe in expansion and I choose to freaking believe that they are the right thing for me to do when I'm in recovery, is obviously do the things that elevate me and elevate my vibe and that I enjoy to do, because then I feel happy. Then I feel free and then I feel like me and so then I recover even faster, because when you say yes to your soul, life says yes to you. That's the reality. Then maybe I have a little nap later. It's a whole story really. The Millionaire Mastermind is going to launch Saturday morning at 9 AM my time, which is 7 PM Eastern Standard Time on Friday evening. I really don't have much to tell you about it, but should I tell you quickly about it? Then I want to talk about this topic about not admitting. Do you not admit what you really, really want with maybe your business, the kind of business you want, the kind of money you want to make, what about love and relationships, or your body right, or how people see you or accept to you or how much happiness and fun you get time in your life? Do you sometimes not admit what you really want, because there's a fear there that if you acknowledge that, that's how much you want, you want this amazing freaking thing that's this good, if you acknowledged and admitted it, then you basically make yourself so vulnerable. Then if it didn't happen, it's like you got rejected by the universe itself. That's kind of the thing that I wanted to talk about and kick your ass around. I'm going to tell you for sure, that if you don't admit that you really want something and you don't admit all of it. Then you don't claim it and have the courage and the daily wherewithal to claim it and stand in that power and truth, even though it feels like terrifying or even though it feels like this can never happen or maybe I'm not good enough for this or are not worthy, or my life couldn't be that good. You've got to be courageous enough to keep claiming it every day anyway even, and especially when it seems like it's not working or you're not getting what you want. Thank you Maria. Otherwise, you're simply never going to fucking get it and I want to talk more about that in a moment. I feel very passionately about how many people out there are just pretending to be okay with their version of, like their second best life basically or third best or freaking 20th best. You should have gone to my surgeon, my surgeon's a legend. He's like the best surgeon here obviously like who else would I choose, right? That's why I had to wait a while for his waiting list. Then, there's even more to love now. I am launching something that is, that does not exist on the internet and it is going to blow minds. Okay, it's a little hard to move though, it is going to blow minds left, right and centre, left, right and venter. Just tell Ashley to email out this livestream too. "Can I PM his name?" Yes, just PM me and then I'll reply to you. I won't remember otherwise, I have a memory like a old fish. Well that's not even true. I have a short-term memory like a gold fish, but I remember all important things. Like if somebody said something meaningful to me for example, in January one of 2017, I'll remember exactly what it fucking is. What was I up to? What was I up to? Oh the Millionaire Mastermind. Okay if you jumped in late, you missed the whole booby review, you're going to have to watch the replay. I've lost my train of thought. Okay, I've got it. This definitely doesn't exist in the internet in the world, anywhere. It is going to blow your beautiful mind. What about grains? What about the grains? I should have some of those chocolate grains. I'm getting a little out of breath. Bag of blood. I am launching on Saturday morning at 9 AM Brisbane time, which is 7 PM New York Eastern Standard Time. Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind, that is exactly what it's called. We had some argument about it within the team. Well when my team were like, "You can't call it the high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind, because you can't put that on a Facebook" I'm like, "Fuck Facebook ads," but true, so we'll have a duplicate page where we have like a lame ass version, where we call it like high vibe AF Millionaire Mastermind for the Facebook ads. The real name is Katrina Ruth's high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind. The number one membership programme in the world, in the world you guys. Vampire? I'm not going to drink the blood, I'm just going to carry it around with me when I go out to a coffee shop like a weirdo and freak everybody out. Yes, the number one membership programme in the world for driven entrepreneurs and creators who just want more, which I presume is you or you really shouldn't be here on the livestream, right? If you don't want more, what the fuck do you want? You want less? You want the same? You want nothing? Leave, just leave. If you're a driven creator and entrepreneur who just wants more, send me a love heart shower now. Go, I'm going to wait for it, so that I know who's here. Here come the love hearts. In about 2009, 2010, I love the love hearts thank you guys. In about 2010, I launched probably like my second official blog and it was called Woman Incredible. Who has, comment if you have followed me since Woman Incredible. I was so proud of it. I am still so proud of it. I think I'm still cached on the domain name, so nobody can take it, so womaincredible.com. The tagline was fitness, nutrition and fat loss for driven women who just want more, right? To me that felt perfect and it was like everything, but then a business mentor at the time that I hired, came along. Remembering that this was a time in my life before I fully knew that it was always, always, always, okay and even essential to do whatever the fuck I want and nothing else, and that there are no rules, I wasn't at that point yet of my journey and awareness. He said to me, "You can't just say for driven women who just want more, because what do they want more of?" He said, it's an unfinished sentence on the tagline, you can't just say driven women who just want more. What do they want more of? I was like, "Everything," like stupid question. What else would they want more of? I still listened to him though you guys. I have compassion for the younger cal, that's fine. I listen to him and I think I then added something to it like who just want more, I don't even know what I said, probably something bullshit like fitness or who knows, right? Now I just look back and I'm like, oh that's fine, like that was just part of my story and my journey. Now I'm back too, but that's my audience. Like when I think about who are my tribe, who you are you, well there's a million things I could call you and probably will and do and have. One of them is, you're a driven bad ass who just wants more more. More what? More everything, like anyone who doesn't understand that shouldn't be here and should leave. If you don't understand it then leave. My Millionaire Mastermind, my high vibe as fuck Millionaire Mastermind is the number one membership programme in the world. In fact, the only membership programme in the world. I've got to change that a little bit, for driven entrepreneurs and creators who just want more. This has been coming actually for a few months, very unlike me to hold something back for a few months, but it's been quite a lot logistically to set up. You're going to be blown away by what we're doing here. The reason I know it's completely unique and different is that, this is not about doing a mastermind with me, of course it is, but let me explain more. It's a membership programme right, so it's a monthly subscription, you'll be able to pay month to month. I don't look people in for contracts ever right, if you want to leave, you leave, why would I want you there? You're going to stay, because it's going to be so fucking good and then you're going to refer all your friends and then I'll send you a gift. You can send me a gift, because you love me and it will just keep going back and forth basically. PO BOX 861 [inaudible 00:31:42] Paradise 4217 for all gifts or new bras, that's what I'm going to need. Gift vouchers, I'll take gift vouchers for Honey Birdette and for Lululemon. Fortunately I have a friend that works at Lululemon. Okay, anyway, or I'll take one, I'll definitely take one, I'll take ribs, but probably don't send them to the PO BOX, you can just bring them straight up and then we can do a livestream together. Okay, where I'm I up to? Have a quick ocean break while I think about what I'm up to. All right, done. It's a membership programme. It is where I'm actually giving you my entire team. This is going to be so next, next, next, next, next level as fucked that you won't even know what's happening. My entire team is going to be at your fingertips, at your fingertips? Yes. You're going to have, we're going to have in-house tech support for you, Facebook advertising support, funnel and marketing support, social media support. Like you know I've got, well I wouldn't say it's a big town team. I think I have 10 employees total or a couple that are contractors and then the rest are employees. It's pretty big doh for an online entrepreneur, and so they do many ninja like things in the business of course they do. These are all things that I did myself for years though before I had the time when I was building the business, I had to learn how to do all that stuff myself obviously and I did. I still know how to do most of those things, but of course I choose not to, because I'm just too into freaking entertainment, performance show for you and have fun doing whatever I want. If you're in a stage of your business now where you need or desire knowledge and information around the marketing side of things, like all the strategy of everything that we do in our business right? Like how my whole business runs and operates, or it could be that you get access for your staff to learn from my staff. I feel like I'm not explaining this in a really good way. Basically what the Millionaire Mastermind is, it's this bad ass as fuck membership programme, where my team will be running the trainings and teachings as well as me. Literally every different thing that is done in my business, you'll have my actual team in there guiding you and supporting you, that's what makes it so unique, because so many people have membership programmes and I have a current membership programme, the have I Mastermind and the have I as fuck millionaire mastermind is the next level, the evolution of the have I mastermind, right. It's like 2.0 or whatever, because I'm like, it's just, there's so much more that I could be sharing if I brought my team in on that. I did a programme, Million Dollar funnels a couple months ago, where my team taught a lot of the programme. Like I only did maybe 20% of that programme and Ash and Brahman did the rest between them. Ash' my brother slash chief operating officer in my business slash marketing person. Does all my funnels, Brahman does all the Facebook and other forms of advertising and people who did the Million Dollar funnel programme loved it so much, to receive training and access to support from Ash and Brahman as well as me. They're the ones who do those things in my business. Each month in the Millionaire Mastermind we'll be teaching like the exact freaking stuff that we do and doing a lot of it live. We'll also be like, okay, this is what we're working on this exact month. This is what we're doing this month in our automated income, in our funnels, he's the one who campaign, take it, swipe it, use it. Here's only marketing. Here's what we're doing in our advertising right now, here's how we're doing social media right now. Then what I will do in there, is just show up like a fucking rock star and do whatever the fuck I want, in terms of I'll be in there with the mindset, the alignment, the purpose, obviously bringing you back to core into you. This is an ongoing programme that you get to be part of. We've got so many cool trainings and like way that it's going to run and everything, you'll get to see when I actually launch it. That's going to launch Saturday morning at 9 AM, Brisbane time, Friday evening 7 PM New York time, and you'll learn more about then. It's, the founding members offer is strictly limited. It is oh my fucking God amazing, you are going to be shocked, your jaw will be on the floor and then you'll be magnetised as fuck by the how yes of it all. Then you will indeed sign up so I'll see you there. That's about that. It's a little hard to breathe all the way in. Let me have some Batman juice. Okay, so what's else? Then the other thing was, do you know that when I moved into this apartment, I came up and I stood in the bedroom, in my bedroom where I am now, and I stood like roughly right here where the tripod is. I stood there and this was [inaudible 00:36:18] 13 months, so just every year. This is a beautiful subtend house apartment on two levels, with seven balconies and ocean view from all of them, right? Often if you see me live streaming, I'm in my studio downstairs. The studio's actually directly under the bedroom. When I moved in here, I didn't actually do the move, my nanny did the move. My nanny such housekeeper Sarafina who did the move for me while I was in, oh yeah hell, I even forgot I even talked about it in there. Oh my God, that was so long ago now. It just was like a lot for us to get ready, because the membership platform has so much content in and all these different stuff and everything and because the whole team is teaching not just me. Right Lily, great memory. Sarafina did the move for me. I was in Bali of course, where I'm pretty much always at, and she moved from my old apartment. My old apartment was in this building on a different floor, so I had a two bedroom apartment in this building, so I decided to move in the same building, but still it's like moving all your stuff. I came back from Bali on a 5 AM landing I think and then came back here and got the keys and walked in and it was all like set up. Like my wardrobe, everything just set up beautifully, like I just got to walk straight in. I stood here, right there where I just showed you and I said to myself, "Wow, I wrote this into reality, like this is literally the exact vision and the exact dream that I wanted." I pictured it in my mind and then I started to give myself permission that I would be able to live in such an amazing place. Then I started to claim it boldly in my journaling and I probably talked about it as well I'm sure, right? It just became a thing in my mindset working, in the internal me where it was like of course that's going to happen, because I decide.d I gave myself permission to want what I really wanted and to be a diva. Or like I don't need an apartment that is so big, that when you're in it you think you're in a house right, why would I need that? Or also the cost was pretty high. I gave myself permission to won't want what I really wanted and then I decided that it would happen. I'm telling you manifestation process right now, right, so pay attention. I gave myself permission to want what I really wanted, number one. If I say it tomorrow, I'll probably say it in a different way, but always pick permission first. Well, to give you some permission to want what you really want, you've got to first be able to see it. Funnily enough, seeing it fully like seeing it in your mind's eye fully, in some ways comes after and/or with the, maybe back and forth with the commission side of it. At first when you desire something, it's just kind of like a feeling, right? Like you have that feeling speaking to you, where it's like, I just really feel like I want to live in like a fucking bad ass place in the most luxurious high rise on the Gold Coast. I want all the ocean views and I want my own studio, and I want a master bedroom where I wake up and I look out over the ocean each day and so on and so forth. The vision comes to life through and with the permission giving process. I gave myself permission. I allowed myself to see the vision and then through giving permission, I allowed myself to see more of it. Then number two, thank you I so knew somebody would start typing this up, thank you Lily. I just manifested that. I was like I need somebody to type this up as I talk and then I see that Lily did. Number two, I decided right? A lot of people miss deciding in the manifestation process. A lot of people skip the deciding step. You might have, like you might allow yourself to see what you want. You might even give yourself permission in a way, but really I feel like if you give me permission then you would be deciding as well, but yeah, we'll just play it out like this. You might even journal about it every day. You might even do your fucking affirmations and like call it in and maybe even take practical action as well. Then you're like, "Why isn't it happening? Why don't I have it yet?" Then oftentimes when people ask me that, I'm like, "Have you actually decided? Have you decided that this gets to be done? Or are you just talking about it, wanting it and wishing for it and wondering why it's not fucking done," because that's not deciding. Have you decided? Have you made a decision that this is going to happen, this is not up for negotiation, this is how it will be and it's done and I don't even fucking care how? When you're in a true state of decision, like think back to when you decided something had to happen in your life. Maybe a boob job, maybe whatever else right, maybe you're losing weight, maybe you're making a set amount of money, maybe being in a relationship with that person or whatever it was. When you really freaking decided things in your life, look back. Did it matter how? Did you then have to go out to look for how and find a strategy? No, you surpassed that, you went so far past the how, that it just, there never was a fucking how. How didn't matter, you're like, what the fuck ever, this is freaking happening bitch, because I decided it, right? We've all done that. Even it could be something as simple as getting like the amazing handbag that you wanted. It's not always the bigger, well that sounds like a pretty big deal I think for a woman the first time you get like the most beautiful handbag that you've been craving and desiring. That you've said you should spend the money on or you don't have the money for it. Or maybe you're not good enough to carry that sort of purse or whatever right? I think that is a good example. We've all done this, that's how manifestation works. There is no how in the manifestation process, there just isn't. As soon as you start to go into, if I like, I want this sort of apartment, as soon as I'm like well how do I get this, because apartments like this rarely ever come up in this building? What if, you know it's too expensive and should I really have it? Like if you go into how, then you're not actually focusing on the outcome, you're focusing on the how and that's why you don't get it, right. I want to come back to the permission step a bit with the clarity, because that's kind of more what I was referring to in the title of this livestream. What I notice is, so many amazing entrepreneurs and just people that I talk with, whether it's clients or friends or comments that I see on Facebook, groups and stuff every day, I feel that people aren't admitting. Okay, so let's add in admitting as a step, just chuck in, it's like step zero. Step zero before number one is admitting, admitting what you actually fucking want. That's step zero. We can reorder the steps later, because what a lot of people do, is they don't need me what they really want. They don't admit exactly what they want with their business, exactly how they want to make money. They don't admit what they really want romantically or with love. They don't admit what they really want with their body. They don't admit how much support they really want. They don't admit how they just want to be able to click their fingers and have everything done. They don't admit things for lots of reasons and you probably don't admit things for lots of reasons. I've certainly done this as well and I continue to catch myself and seek not to do that, because I know that if I just admit what I fucking want and then I go through this process that we're talking through, like permission, creating more clarity, more permission then deciding and then I'll get after that in a moment, right, then it just happens. I could never have walked into this apartment and stood here and just felt like, "Wow, I wrote this into reality," if I hadn't first given myself permission that I get to live like this. That's so true with every element of my business and my life and you know that. I mean part of why or how back on the boobs' thing for so long, I guess it just wasn't fully a how yes for me. Where I like, when it became a how yes is when I booked it and I've thought about it for 10 years. Though I always knew I would have it like even my ex-husband yesterday, I only told him yesterday in the morning, I guess I felt nervous to tell him, but he was like, "I always knew you would," right? I always knew I would, I'd spoken about it plenty. Everyone who knows me knew I would, but I realise that part of the reason I was probably holding back on it was, I felt like then it's too much, then I'm too much. Like I already have this incredibly successful business, I already carry on like the Queen of the fucking internet, well because I am so who the hell else should I carry on as right? I'm already like so out there and just so owning my own awesome and bad ass all the time. I know it's confronting for people and then I'm like, I'm 38. I'm in shape, I travel all the time. Like I have I guess what could be considered an enviable lifestyle if people desired that sort of lifestyle, I think it's inspiring as well obviously and it shows it's possible. I feel like sometimes maybe I'm too much. Like should I get to have boobs on top of all of that, right, do you know what I mean? That was my mindset, which is a very ego driven thing of me to think. I'm basically saying like, "Oh well, I don't want to be like too good, because then I'm going to make other people feel like they're not good." Instead of being like, I just get to own who I am and they get to own who they are. Don't make it into a big deal. Do I desire to have bigger breasts? Yes or no, simple, right? I definitely thought about it. I felt like then it's like I'm even more, I'm not only this [inaudible 00:45:10], carry on bad ass person on the internet, with freaking half my body inked up and then sitting on a fucking throne when I'm in my studio and living my life in a certain way, where I only do what I want and I don't give a fuck and so on and so forth. Then on top of it I'm going to have boobs, it just felt like I'm putting myself out there too much. Like I'm trying to be too much getting attention or something like that. That was definitely part of my process that I had to work through and choose to release. Since to me like, and I'm going to give myself permission to want what I want anyway. Why? Because I want it, that's it, period, the end. I get to want it because I want it, it doesn't need to be justified, explained, excused. If we own our desires and that causes somebody, either someone who you personally know in your life or people online or whatever it is, to think that you are whatever and then they don't want to follow, well then obviously they don't want to be friends with you or whatever, or cross your relationship, then obviously that's freaking perfect, because it's about being all that you are. I think with a lot of things as well, like let's take the way my business operates. You know my business makes millions of dollars each year and I literally only do what I want. I'm not like sitting here slaving over my laptop doing shit I don't want to do in order to create that sort of income. I wake up I do exactly what I fucking want all day long. All I do is play and laugh and have fun. Like somebody said once, "How much time do you spend working?" I'm kind of like, "I guess the whole time." They're like, "How much time do you spend playing or having fun or being social or whatever?" I'm like, "The whole time." Like what is work, right? like this does not feel like work to me. This was literally as I said at the start of livestream, this is what I wanted to do. I'm like, I'm fucking sitting here in bed recovering like it's too boring. I'm going to have some fun. I want to talk to people. I want to talk to people. I messaged someone that I have an appointment with later to see if he could talk earlier. Well he didn't get back to me, so I guess not. Then I was like, "Well, I can't talk to him, so I'm going to talk to you guys." I just felt the need and the desire to talk. That's all, everything, like writing my blog that I wrote late last night when I was sitting in bed, definitely a little drugged up and off my head. That was because that's what I needed to do. Like the message was coming through me, it wasn't like I better write a fucking blog, because I was in hospital today and I didn't write a blog earlier. Nothing that I do, nothing comes from obligation or duty. I get to do what I want every day. I make money doing what I love. I make money from my purpose work and literally any time I would notice myself starting to engage in an activity that's not coming from solid desire and what I want to do, I would immediately stop and I would hand it over to my team. Or I would just not do it. Like I know, that when I say yes to my soul, is when everything flows and works. It's actually a discipline and a choice to not do shit that I don't want to do. The point that I'm trying to get to here is, have you given yourself permission for it to be that easy? Have you given yourself permission? We already spoke about permission, but I'm just explaining it in a different way, because I know that what a lot of people do, is they don't admit that they really want that. Like they don't name and claim and admit. Emma, you get a special reveal, there you go. I talked a lot about the boobies at the start, but we can't see them properly yet. They'll get untaped tomorrow. Double D. I wonder if anybody asked if I just flash the newly done taped boobies on a livestream straight away the next day after having it. I'm sure probably somebody's live-streamed the surgery before. Have you given yourself, like are you admitting what you really want right, because maybe you think that would be too much. That would be too much, that would make me too much of a diva. Or you think you don't deserve to have life be that good, it couldn't be that good, it couldn't be that easy, it couldn't be that flow based. You like numb down or you dumb down, sorry, what it is you really want to desire and you pretend that you want something less than, because if you admitted what you really wanted, and then you didn't get it, then it will be like the universe itself or God himself bitch slapped you and said that you're not good enough. It's safer to not admit all that you really want, right, who's done that? Admit it. Allow it to be easy. Well the allowing it to be easy is a daily decision as well. Actually everything that I'm saying here is a daily decision and practise, so it's not like, oh yeah, I did that one time. It's every day you decide. I love the concept that in a relationship with somebody whether it's in a romantic or a child or a friend or even client of course well, we choose each other daily. I choose my clients daily. When I see a message from my inner circle clients, I'm choosing again daily that, yes, I'm so excited and honoured to mentor you and I love you and I love mentoring you. It's not like I decided at the start of the relationship to have a relationship with that person and then never decide again. You just kind of automatically choosing every day. In a romantic relationship, if you're not actively choosing that person daily in some way shape or form, then you're going to just drift apart and shit will start happening and you'll probably end up falling apart. With all the things that we desire in life, it's a daily practise and a daily decision. Like fitness, health and fitness, you choose that shit, fucking daily. If you go and do like some 12 week challenge, you get your ass into awesome shape and then you're like, "Sweet, I'm hot as fuck now, I'm done, I'm not going to do that any more," how long is it going to take before that shit gets undone? Not very long at all, right, it will take like three ays and you already start to feel a little bit like not quite as tight and toned. Fitness and health, we understand that, that's a daily practise and a choice. It's very obvious I think to anybody, saying we're showing up in a business. Like I can be the most powerful messenger on the internet and I think that I'm definitely up there, but if I just stopped, if I just stopped showing up right now as of today, I mean at first people will be like, "Hi, Where are you? What's going on? We miss you." If I just continue to not show up, eventually guys would just be like, "Well, she left, she gave up, she stopped," and you'd have to go somewhere else, because I wouldn't be there right? I choose daily to show up for my business. I choose daily to show up for every part of my life. The things that we're talking about here, deciding that life gets to be that good, deciding that I get to have it all, deciding that I get to have the business, the money, the body, the love, the romance, the sex or whatever, like all of it, it's all a daily decision and a choice. No, it doesn't necessarily mean that I write all of those things down every single day, because I don't. I do journal a lot of it every day, like quite a lot. Over the course of the week, every different area would definitely be covered multiple times. I'm not like trying to think about what I should write or not write. Okay, I don't understand that comment at all. If you feel like you have decided before that you want to have that sort of business, that sort of life, that sort of body, that sort of romantic relationship, whatever it might be. Then you're like, well it's maybe because you don't have it, well, did you actually fucking decide. Are you actually wanting what you really want or are you trying to ask for some second best grey scale version of it, because if you're asking for less than what you actually really fucking want and desire, you're probably going to end up with very little at all. Like nothing, because you're not asking for what's truly in your soul and God slash your higher self, slash the universe is going to be like, "Please, this is not what you really want, so I'm just going to leave this in there, I'm going to leave it in there until you figure it the fuck out." Except a lot of people live their whole life that way, right? It's not only that yes, you are allowed to have what you really want and you're allowed to have it all. It's that if you pretend that you don't want what you really want, and you pretend you're fine with something that's like less than that, then you're going to leave in a cycle of frustration and of never feeling like you've got, well of course you don't fucking have what you want, because you're not asking for what you want. You probably even won't really get the second best thing that you're asking for. You might get it, but you'll find it'll be really hard work. Here's the secret about manifestation, about having it all and about having your true like deepest most bad ass desires. This might seem counterintuitive or it's kind of what a lot of people probably believe, but actually it's easier to get the real fucking things that you want. Like the really proper full on picture, than what it is to get something that's like 80% it's good or 90% is good or whatever. You might think it's more reasonable and more achievable to ask for like a slightly less than version of what you desire. Actually you're choosing the hard way. Not only are you not going to get what you really want, because you're not asking for it and choosing it, but you're going to push really fucking hard. Like when I was running my business where I wasn't fully in alignment and I wasn't teaching my full message and I wasn't allowing myself to be all that me. I was telling myself I've got to do it this way or it was not going to work, I'm not going to make money, that was so fucking hard. I worked my ass off. I was sorry tired all the time. I slept like three hours a night for years, like for years. Now I'm super proud of that period of my journey. I certainly I'm disciplined like a motherfucker. I certainly know how to do the work, but I look back now and I'm like, that was like 100 times harder than what I do now. When I decided to give in to doing what I really want to do and to only ever doing what I love, is when it got easier. 100% of my clients say the same. Like my clients who have gone past 100K a month and now are doing above 100K a month consistently or in some cases even above 200K a month, 100% of them will tell you, it got easier the more money they're making. Not just because I guess you know we know more now about online marketing or whatever. No, the reason it got easier is because they stopped doing all shit that they didn't want to do. They admitted what they really wanted and they gave themselves permission to let it be easier to have their true vision. When you give into your true vision and you allow it and you decide and you choose it and you keep doing all that daily, then of course it's fucking easy because that's your soul work. That's what you were born to do. The easiest thing to do in the world is to be you. The easiest thing for me to do in the world is to speak, like this and to show up and to perform. Like some days I'm being like silly and funny and other days I'm like super serious and other days I'm really introspective or whatever and like I'm just being myself. The easiest thing to do in the world is to be myself. Me being me is this. This is what I desired to do this morning, this is just me allowing myself permission to be me, as I sit here and have my day in bed or whatever I'm doing. I don't think about what I'm going to say. I don't worry about is this going to be a good way to like pre-launch the Millionaire Mastermind or something silly like that. I'm just being fully me. I have no idea in my head that there's anything I have to do to make money. You can start to see how important it is to give yourself permission to own all that you want. Body stuff it's the same, like oftentimes people say that they want to get down to whatever size or lose X amount of weight, because that would be good, but they are also achieving something that feels like more realistic. Well, what do you really want? What do you really want? [inaudible 00:55:46] sitting with a big bag of blood exactly. What do you really want though with your body? Don't be fucking reasonable, be fucking unreasonable. How do you want to feel when you get up in the morning? Maybe you're like, "Oh well, I can't have the energy that I had when I was in my 20s." Why the fuck not? "I can't look that way I've had kids." Why the fuck not, right? "I can't have high energy all throughout the day. I can't expect my skin to still be good after all these years in the sun or whatever." Why the fuck not? I talk a lot about reverse ageing, because it's what I do. I age backwards, because I decided to and because I don't feel that my age or my, things that have happened in my life or like anything has anything to do with anything. I have the energy, the body, the health, the fitness, the physicality, all just because I give myself permission and I own what I really want. I be fucking unreasonable with my goals. Okay, so that makes it easy. Like I was just saying before, because I mean me the true thing I want, it's easier to get the true thing than to try and get some grey scale version of it. What about the love and romance areas? Well this has been the hardest area for me to give myself permission around. I really struggled with myself worth. I felt like I'm not good enough, I'm not worthy. I had relationship that were hard as you know and then after I came out of that, after I left my marriage, it was like self discovery and exploration and learning in this area. It really has taken like a lot of dedicated applications to my inner work, which I have applied myself to, to finally have got to where I'm like, of cause I get to have like my freaking ideal hell yes, perfect fantasy relationships, because I'm not monogamous. That's why I said relationships. I'm still exploring that and I'm learning and deciding. I'm still seeing the being vision brought to life in that area, like I'm still creating the vision. I'm still daily giving myself permission and daily getting more clarity around it as well. I give it a lot of attention. I give it a lot of energy, but certainly when I feel a desire for next level communication let's say, or next level sex or next level whatever, I'm not like oh well, that's unrealistic. How it is now is pretty good and it's really good or whatever. I'm like, no, I get to have like the true vision always. I'll speak up about it, whether it's to me or somebody else or the whole fucking internet or whatever it needs to be. I'm not going to pretend that I don't want what I really want. I'm not going to pretend to myself and I'm not going to pretend to anyone else. I'm going to give myself permission to boldly claim what I desire and to state what I desire, and to choose to trust and believe that if the desire is there inside of me, that means I'm allowed to have it. Rather than playing the game that most people play, which is like, oh well, that would be too much. I'm not going to ask or if I ask for that and then I don't get it, then it somehow proves that I'm not good enough. Be bold enough to ask. This is all a conversation about courage. We went through allowing yourself to see. I don't even remember what I said step zero was. Now like permission obviously deciding, hang on. I definitely say this a different way each time, but deciding is a daily thing. Then after that, so we've done choosing, seeing it, permission, allowance, deciding. Remember all these things just cycle through again and again and again and they never stop. The next one that we could put next in line is going to be surrender and detach. Now detachment is an interesting thing. It's a very popular concept in the manifestation world and I talk about it a lot like oh I'm not attached. It's totally fine. Like I desire what I desire, I freaking know it's coming, I know it's available and it's possible. I know it's going to come to life. I'm unavailable for anything less than that, and at the same time, which sounds contradictory but it works, I detach from it and I surrender. Meaning that, I know full well if that doesn't come to life, then it's like this or something better right, so let's have a really clear picture of what I want in my relationships. Then it doesn't come to life even though I really do need it to work and I really show up for it and I really believe and I really claim it and I give myself permission and I decide it daily and I take away the action, which I haven't got to yet et cetera. Then let's say it didn't come to life, then the detachment and the surrender part of it, is reminding yourself that you're totally okay either way. That if something that you sort inside of you didn't come to life, because it means that there was a better thing. It's like that was more like a stepping stone or something like that, so that's detachment. Detachment is knowing that you don't need it, that you're not going to be complete or whole by having that money, that body, that business, that relationship et cetera. That you're good enough, you are enough and you have enough just as you are. That's detachment and surrender and it's a critical part of the manifestation process, which a lot of people leave out. Again, it's a daily practise, but then at the same time, and I wrote about this sort of in my blog last night. I think sometimes we get so fucking, like we're like so fuck involved, I'm just detached from everything. I don't need anything. I'm so conscious, I'm so woke. It's like, yeah, I think you seem to be kind of attached to the idea that you're not attached to anything. You're really fucking attached to that idea. I was saying that to myself yesterday, because it's contradictory still in my head. I feel like I'm still figuring this out, but I know for sure like in the relationship area, I have needs and desires and I will call it a need. I'll call it a need. I'll call it a need. I'll call it a requirement. This is what I need. I need this level of communication. I need to feel this way. I need to know where I stand, stuff like that. I can definitely at the same time say, "Well of course I'm fine without it, because if somebody wasn't available to give that to me, then it would be, okay, this is not obviously going to continue to grow together, because these are my needs and these are my requirements. It is a need and it is a requirement, and in that sense I'm attached, right? Then bigger picture says I'm not attached and surrender and I'm fine without it, because I know that if I was unable to receive that from another person, then that just simply shows that this is not allowed to be together. It's perfect right, so

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Jess Lewis-Peltier Discusses Your Wellness

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Play Episode Listen Later Apr 16, 2011 61:00


The incomparable Jess Lewis-Peltier visits The Wealthy Speaker Show weekend platform "Successful Saturday." She is a naturopath, energy expert, Yogini, meditation practioner and health and wellness expert. Jess is going to share how we can overcome the stressors of life through the awesome power of meditation. Whether stress is due to crises such as the tsunami in Japan, threats of a government shut down or the economy, Jess shares how to overcome the stressors of life through meditation. Join us April 16, 2:00 PM (EDT)/12 PM (PST) at (646) 595-4797 or join us in the web chat room.

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Jess Lewis-Peltier Returns to Discuss Alternative Healing

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Play Episode Listen Later Feb 4, 2011 61:00


The incomparable Jess Lewis-Peltier returns to The Wealthy Speaker Show to share expertise on alternative healing. Jess wil be discussing ways we can incorporate alternative healing to aid the body's innate ability to self heal. She is a practicing naturopath healer, medicinal herbalist and joga guide. Learn more about Jess at http://www.holisticyogini.com. Listen to this amazing experts as she guides us to your best health possible, (646) 595-4797 and or join us in the web chat room http://www.blogtalkradio.com/paullawrencevann

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Jess visits The Wealthy Speaker Show to help you kick off the New Year healthy, wealthy and wise. Jess Lewis-Peltier is a Naturopath, biochemist, medicinal herbalist and yoga guide who blends ancient healing practices with modern-day science to create a practical approach to holistic health. Her background gives her a unique perspective on how alternative healing works to aid the body's innate ability to self heal. She has given lectures, taught classes, workshops and private consultations on herbal and holistic healing around the country. Jess is a contributing expert for Yogamint and also writes for several online publications including Ecomii. She is also an ambassador for Manduka. Jess lives and practices in Los Angeles where she gives lectures, workshops and classes on herbal/naturopathic healing. She practices in Los Angeles where she gives lectures, workshops and classes on herbal/naturopathic healing, breathing exercises, energy work, meditation and yoga. She's currently working on her new book which will focus on teaching a practical approach of holistic health through energy, nutrition and science. Tune in to super charge your mind, body and spirit today listen live at (646) 595-4797 and or participate in the web chat room at http://www.blogtalkradio.com/paullawrencevann. Discover more about Jess on her website: www.holisticyogini.com