Tapasya Loading, is a safe space to attempt honest, raw and authentic conversation in homage to the ancient act of stoking a sacred fire. Hosted by Musician/Inter-diciplinary artist T.L.Mazumdar, it pays proverbial homage to the ancient act of burning fear away with love and joy by inviting raw and authentic conversations and exchanges with fellow artists and path-breakers.
In an era where artists are subtly coerced into the roles of content creators and market disruptors, the core essence of artistry risks being overshadowed by entrepreneurial ambitions. Modern creative culture often blurs the lines between genuine self-expression and commodified authenticity, leading artists toward the tempting yet restrictive path of scale, predictability, and market demand. Read on to understand how to strike a balance between financial sustainability and creative integrity. Join the first cohort of my Artist Mastermind and get your first month free. https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/group-coaching Free Artist Training: artistmindmap.com Courses: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/courses 1:1 Mentoring: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/1-on-1-mentorship
While the myth of sudden discovery and rapid success still tempts many artists, the reality is a system surprisingly young. And yet, one that continues to dominate artists' perceptions of success. The fascinating history of music as sacred ritual o the other hand, once a source of healing across cultures, has been transformed into a mass-produced entity under modern industry pressures. Free Training: artistmindmap.com Courses: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/courses Coaching: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/coaching Read the Blog post: Blog Post
(Rec. 5th March 2025) Some revolutions begin in the mind of someone who never set out to be the loudest in the room. Graham Cochrane's story is a reminder that the word “rockstar” doesn't always mean what we were taught it does. When his bandmates in school abandoned the dream for law firms and investment banking, he chose the harder road, ignoring his counselor's insistence on focusing on that 'real job' in college applications. The result? A near-miss record deal in Nashville, the weight of a new marriage and fatherhood under a collapsing economy, jobs that drained him, and nights of counting food stamps just to get by. On paper, it looked like the ultimate 'rockstar-failure'. In reality, it was the furnace that forged resilience to build what might be one of the most important chapters in the history of online music entrepreneurship. A furnace birthing The Recording Revolution—an online education platform that rewrote rules. Showed a generation of recording artists around the globe that they didn't need permission or a million-dollar studio to make world-class records from their homes. Today Graham is an acclaimed entrepreneur, speaker, coach, and bestselling author of Rebel, a husband and father of two. Still controversial to some, he remains an irrefutable pioneer. The kind who turned introversion into focus, doubt into action, and setbacks into a legacy. In an era where artists wrestle with collapsing industry frameworks, the rise of AI, and the constant pressure to survive, stories like Graham's demand attention. Because they remind us that the dance between innovation, rebirth, and redefining doesn't have to be reserved for the chosen few. But can be a space we can step into on our own terms. We dig deep, fast, and ferocious in one of the most information-dense conversations on Tapasya Loading. Connect with Graham: https://www.grahamcochrane.com/ This episode is brought to you by Holistic Musician Academy. Group Coaching: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/group-coaching Course: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/ciar Coaching: https://attractwell.com/holisticmuscianacademy/page/coaching
In a society that often measures success by the weight of its wallets, the true essence of wealth remains elusive. Artistry, frequently labeled as an unprofitable pursuit, challenges this superficial narrative by revealing deeper emotional coordinates like fulfillment and alignment-the wealth we we truly seek. While mainstream paths chase metrics, artists question "What would I still do if no one paid me?". Read the Blog post: Blog Post Free Artist-Training: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/artist-mindmap Courses: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/courses Coaching: https://holisticmusicianacademy.com/page/coaching Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com
Understand the critical role that identity plays in an artist's journey and why it should be the foundation of your creative process. This episode explores the pitfalls of neglecting your true self in pursuit of external validation, illustrating how artists often fall into traps like chasing viral fame or conforming to industry expectations. Learn how to navigate the delicate balance between hero and a victim narratives, and find practical steps to re-anchor your identity, ensuring your art remains authentic and fulfilling. A guide to understand how starting with identity can keep you whole and true to your artistic vision in the long haul. Read the Blog post: Blog Post Free Artist-Training: https://attractwell.com/holisticmuscianacademy/page/artist-mindmap Courses: https://attractwell.com/holisticmuscianacademy/page/courses Coaching: https://attractwell.com/holisticmuscianacademy/page/coaching Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com
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This episode wasn't meant for an audience. No script, no mic check, no “audience in mind.” Just a raw Zoom session between me and my weekly business accountability partner Chris Prestia, founder of the Well-Practiced Musician—one artist/educator to another, pulling back the curtain on what it really means to build a creative life that's sustainable, soul-aligned, and functional. From emotional burnout to business bottlenecks, doubts around business partners and platforms to choose with, and the friction between art and commerce—this is an unfiltered window into the backstage of the Holistic Musician Academy and my own journey as an independent musician. We talk about the things that don't usually make it into polished podcasts or curated newsletters. Things like identity, masculinity, and the quiet pressure of always having to “perform.” The creeping role of AI in creative work. And whether building an artistic career part-time is a compromise or a legitimate survival strategy. I also speak candidly about the personal: My obsession with location independence and how it connects to childhood trauma. The complexity of familial ties. And how Rocco helped me finally face a decision I've been circling for over three years. If you've ever wondered what the real conversations sound like behind the coaching, the music, the launches—this is it. Warning: This episode contains unpolished language, vulnerable moments, and a whole lot of truth. Any tools, services, or platforms mentioned in this episode are shared solely based on personal experience. We are not affiliated with, sponsored by, or officially endorsing any brands or companies discussed. Find out more about Chris Prestia Free Training Self-Study Course. Group Coaching 1 on 1 Mentorship Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com Music and Audio Production: www.everynowheremusic.com Episode Notes / Text : www.tlwrites.com
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What does it take to sustain both a marriage and a creative partnership—without one overshadowing the other? In this long-awaited conversation, we sit down with returning guests Kiran Ahluwalia & Rez Abbasi, a powerhouse couple who have built extraordinary solo careers while seamlessly collaborating as partners in both life and music. From navigating creative differences to maintaining individuality within a shared artistic vision, Kiran and Rez open up about the complexities of working side by side in an industry that often blurs the line between personal and professional. We explore how they challenge traditions, support each other's artistic evolution, and continue to create a sound that is both deeply personal and globally resonant. We also dive into the challenges of navigating social media as artists—how they balance authenticity with the pressures of visibility, and the impact it has on their creative process and well-being. Additionally, we discuss the risks artists take in pursuit of their craft. Kiran shares her experience of suffering a major accident while filming a music video, highlighting the dedication and sacrifices that often go unseen in an artist's journey. About Our Guests: Kiran Ahluwalia is a two-time Juno Award-winning vocalist known for her contemporary take on the great vocal traditions of India and Pakistan. With roots in Sufi, Qawwali, Ghazal, and Punjabi folk, she masterfully weaves influences from Mali, rock, R&B, and jazz into a sound that defies boundaries. Leading a dynamic 6-piece ensemble, she crafts music that is at once reflective, groovy, and deeply human—what the Seattle Times calls “a transnational sound as fresh as tomorrow.” Rez Abbasi is a Guggenheim Fellowship-winning guitarist and composer, widely regarded as one of the most original voices in modern jazz. Voted #1 Rising-Star Guitarist in the DownBeat Critics Poll, he has been ranked alongside greats like Bill Frisell and Pat Metheny. Born in Karachi, Pakistan, raised in Southern California, and deeply influenced by jazz, classical, and Indian music, Rez creates a sonic landscape that is as intellectually profound as it is emotionally stirring. Together, Kiran and Rez embody the beauty and challenge of being hyphenated global artists—shaping their own artistic identities while constantly inspiring each other. Tune in for a heartfelt, insightful discussion on love, music, and the delicate dance of sustaining both. (Want more? The full, unedited version of this conversation—including behind-the-scenes moments—is available exclusively to our members. Membership is free! Sign up here to get access). Connect with Rez Abbasi: Website: www.reztone.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Rez-Abbasi-71229228740 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/reztone/ Connect with Kiran : www.KiranMusic.com Facebook YouTube Instagram Spotify
Morning routines are everywhere—CEOs, athletes, and high performers swear by them. But musicians? Not so much. In this special guest solocast, Ryan Hurst of GMB Fitness shares his personal morning routine and the mindset behind it. Originally recorded when he was living in Osaka, this episode was previously only available to my private community. Now, I'm bringing it to the podcast because I believe these insights are just as valuable for musicians and creatives as they are for athletes and trainers. Ryan takes a grounded, holistic approach to training—his routine is about more than just movement; it's about setting the right tone for the day, staying consistent, and cultivating the right mindset. I've personally had a morning routine for over 10 years, and I can tell you—it's a game-changer, especially when you're constantly on the move. While I'm currently on tour, I've noticed how having even a loose framework helps me stay focused and energized despite time zones, deadlines, and performances. This episode isn't just about fitness—it's about how structure and routine can help you show up better in whatever you do. Links & Resources:
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NYC-based Hungarian drummer Ferenc Nemeth is a Grammy-award-winning musician and educator who continues to push the boundaries of jazz drumming, composition and education with his unique approach of self-development and artistry. Nemeth has been one of the most sought after drummers both, in Europe and the United States with a lineage from a musical family, lending him a unique dynamism and versatility fostered from a very early age. From his early days at the Berklee College of Music in Boston and the Thelonius Monk Insitute of Jazz in Los Angeles, Nemeth has learned from and worked with the world's finest jazz musicians and groups including Herbie Hancock, Wayne Shorter, Terence Blanchard, Kenny Werner, the Billy Childs Trio, Bob Sheppard, Dave Carpenter, John Clayton, Jimmy Heath, The Henry Mancini Orchestra amongst others. An ever-present thirst for exploration and experimentation has seen Nemeth travel widely and play with musicians from a stunning variety of backgrounds and countries. This occupation in turn, has also resulted in Nemeth's regular participation in workshops and teaching programs around the world. We catch up in this informal chat after our artist residency at the Bimbache openART Festival to unpack some serious themes revolving around the challenges musicians face today in an ever-growing and confusing industry that threatens the authentic growth and integrity of artists at various phases of their careers with a strong focus on goals, personality development, and intentionality. Watch the extended, unedited taping session here (includes additional footage and transcripts).
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