Aekta's Whisperings

(Image taken on IPhone 15 by a family member). Whispers about sleeping next to a wide window through which I could see the stars in the Milky Way.... from a much needed vacation for my entire family.

I was inspired to write these the other day while giving myself some TLC while coming down from throbbing cramps. Using the idea of opposites that I've begun to understand better through yoga nidra & panchakarma, I decided to embody this by focusing on what felt healing to me & the opposite of the pain I was suffering. This led to writing these simple but highly significant & therapeutic poems. Although the essential oils patch I put on myself certainly helped, I believe that shifting my attention towards creative writing & my imagination also made a significant difference in bringing down my perception of pain. I was able to fall asleep after writing these poems. I'll be seriously weaving in this concept of balancing opposites in my embodiment for 2024, since I still have a lot of self-healing to do as I continue to recover from burnout & adrenal fatigue. Creativity gives us our power back. If you're interested in these ideas or prompts for your own trauma healing, or just need some creative inspiration to get out of a stuck, depressed, or painful place, you can find them here- https://www.teachwriting.org/612th/2021/3/16/5-poetry-activities-to-heal-during-a-pandemic ✍️

Finally! I finish reading Ender's Game & get to my favorite chapter: Speaker for The Dead, & share some thoughts in between paragraphs on why I loved this book as a kid & why I still love it & why it's relevant to our times now & till the end of time! This book is about empathy, forgiveness, re-writing stories to create better ones, more peaceful ones, not giving up on wisdom, telepathy, being a highly sensitive person and all the different ways this can look on a kid, & at least in my understanding of the new to-be-queen that Ender's carrying inside that cocoon he is keeping safe...it's about synarchy. Life really is all about our relationships, be it with each other, &/or the planet we inhabit, other creatures on it, and the rest of the universe. It's called a uni-verse for a reason. It's all just one thing, & all we're doing is living our lives awakening to the fact that we are slowly, step by step, returning to the unity consciousness that we came from before the Big Bang fragmented us into all of these parts. At the same time, we can appreciate other life forms, other people, other ways of living, & even other religions, shall I dare say, by recognizing how they're just playing out a role and if traced back to the original source energy...are not separate from anything else & instead of creating wars on the details and differences in how these fragmented parts have evolved into such seemingly unique individuals & idea systems, what if we tried to empathize with each other and our collective human history? And our collective human future? What if we stopped focusing on how we're different and put on a different lens that helped us see how much more alike we are than different and in what ways? And how our differences actually make us stronger? Because it's an ecosystem...and the ecosystem is just trying to restore its balance and return to a harmonious state by working through all the disharmony that's taken place throughout time...

I'm gonna take a break from this platform. Sending everyone love & healing vibes

In tonight's episode, I read to you a weird journal entry I wrote on what I recall from a recent trance state I experienced naturally & read the entire Wikipedia page of PHONK!-My most recent musical obsession

Another episode at the fake beach (though a good enough river with real sand) near my house. Reflecting on the passing of another year as it nears its end! The waves crashing in the background were super relaxing for me

All uhms aside, this episode shares some serious reflections about our times & my recent explorations of the Hindu apocalyptic myths & the myths from other cultures, especially the Nordic one. I am trying to find the similarities & differences. It seems I have more exploring to do. Currently Animism makes the most sense to me, but I also really understand the wisdom of the yogic teachings & it's emphasis on allowing energy to flow through the body...are both cultures saying the same thing in a different way? I think I intuitively understand the unity between different ways of seeing the world & ourselves in it, & its not something that can be explained well when I get complex or detailed. I think maybe getting complex or detailed is missing the point...which is simply to live & experience life rather than get all up in my head about its meaning or "how to save the world." The more I reflect on these things, the closer I get to understanding that there's nothing I can do except to accept the current reality and make the choice to focus on the things that continue the nurturing cycle of life, including a focus on my closest relationships, building healthy new ones, repairing broken ones if possible, spending more time in nature, and in doing things that light me up so that I can be of some service to the world & not lose my motivation. Although this one is a rather intense whisper musings episode, I hope it still helps you relax & fall asleep &/or experience those feel-good ASMR tingles. You might have to turn the volume down & adjust it to a place that sounds just right for you☺️ Thanks for listening & tuning in to my existential musings about the world

Soft whispers reading an animist story I wrote in high-school about a magical restaurant with a twist + a few more reflections on the significance of Angel #17 & then random hypnagogic speech that fades out into nothing...just the noise of the fan in the background...with random whispers here & there... Hope this helps you relax & fall asleep

I FINALLY get back to Ender's Game & read the rest of Chapter 14. This one starts off rather quiet & sleepy-like & then gets suuuppperrr Intense as the ending approaches and the simulation battles begin! In parts of this I think I've read faster than I've read something before...almost like I turned the speed dial in my speech up to x2...? Though I am sure I could read even faster but my brain might explode then so...lol... not sure if I'll go there. Thanks for listening☺️

Whisper Musings about my life's purpose (currently & in the years to come). I talk about my strong convictions & my Angel Number 17 guiding me (talking about the Angel Number begins at 50 minutes-ish into the episode with my relationship with writing & is later re-visted through different lenses at around an hour & 17 minutes in, with relevant tangents along the way as usual!) I am opening to all the wildness & inner wisdom within & that's what I am going to channel in my writing for my New Year's Resolution! The writing's gonna be a therapeutic resource, & I may share some of it on my website every so often, but the majority of it won't be shared until I am ready to share the whole book, whenever that is done! You can find my current writings & other art at aekbeing.crevado.com

I am currently re-obsessed with Norse Mythology after a long break of ...can't count how many years it's been. I am especially interested in the etymology of Loki (& in etymology in general, across genres & subjects...) & may read more about Loki &/or other Norse Gods & Goddesses, myths, & stories in the future! Also, this is just a side-note, but I am NO EXPERT in Norse Mythology. I just find it it very fascinating & have been awed by it since I was about 11, though, I can trace back my 1st introduction to Viking & Norse influences back to my really early childhood through the music of Eluveitie (shared with me by an older cousin) & I absolutely loved some of their songs & found the female vocals very empowering as a 5 to 7 year old. Anyway, there may be another episode recorded on whisper reading the Wikipedia of Eluveitie, but this one introduces the Wikipedia page of Loki & then I jump into talking about tiny homes lol Another obsession I got back into after watching Hack My Home on Netflix & observe & enjoy my newly renovated bathroom...It got me reflecting on the time I renovated an apartment unit through the help of volunteers (I fundraised for the whole thing myself) & I am missing that type of confidence? Energy? Stamina? Practice? Or just YOUTH? Lol I had back at age 17. I've changed so much since then & yet in some ways, I feel like my values have stayed the same-I still care about creativity, sustainability, & community. I think the state of the world right now could use a tiny home village/communes/co-housing/"radical" movement of the re-purposing of spaces to decrease the amount of waste in our ecology.

Whispered reading of half of chapter 15 from Ender's Game. Hope this helps you doze off to sleep

Would you like to be fish that can also fly? & imagine your room underwater with the ceiling being the surface of the water, where you occasionally pop your head up & out, into the open air? Eventually ascending into the sky & flying about as you like? (Always remembering that you can come back home to the ocean in your room? Surrounded by coral)? It's somewhat how it goes... + some other random noises passing by with the background of the fan as a constant (& also what leads us to the end of the podcast episode....just fan with occasional whispers popping in...).. I wasn't sure where I was going with this one, & also got sleepy really quickly so I kinda just left it as is... The fan's noise is very sleep inducing (I hope it is for you as well!) (If you don't have your own fan on!) Enjoy this rather short whispered segment... I recorded it a few nights ago & didn't ever get around to publishing it, & tonight I am too tired to record, so here it is! Another filler, in-between episode. #random

I continue whisper reading Ender's Game about 26:50 min in. Until then, I just share some recent good news & things I am looking forward to & go on a few tangents about my best friends, my other podcast, healthy relationships & relationship knowledge as a special interest/a connecting point for my best friends & I...& whatever other mini tangents that find themselves in there! I hope this helps you sleep &/or relax through boredom &/or intrigue &/or whatever magic happens on here that keeps you coming back to listen & follow my podcast.

Reflections about my weekend, the day, & recent realizations & confidence about un-masking my neurodivergence & encouraging everyone to do the same & be themselves. When we accept ourselves and don't force ourselves or others to change, we help everyone feel appreciated & valued for who they are! (Not who we think they "should" be) & create a more inclusive world. & then Ender's Game chapter 13! Called Valentine. This is one of my, if not, THE, most favorite chapters in the book! Maybe just the last chapter beats it...? I read about 75% of it tonight and I hope you enjoy my little updates & the whispered reading of this book! I hope it helps you relax, contemplate on the themes in the story, &/or fall asleep

Lots of happy giggles in this one

Another break from Ender's Game! I whisper read a recent interesting dream I had, without interpreting tooooo much (there might be more dream analysis I have to do if the dream or themes from it pop up for me in the future....). Then I somehow go on many tangents about where I am at in life, how I feel about money & the larger social structures that be, & muse on about things I am genuinely curious about & currently developing a healthier relationship to! In the last 15 minutes or so, I've just added a clip from another night in which I didn't end up publishing cuz I fell asleep, but it consists of very slow and sleepy sounding, barely audible but still there whispers...about trying to guide you through a visual foot massage, but I end up falling into hypnagogic states a lot & thus begin whisper rambling about checking things out at the store because now I'm having dreams about being a part time cashier since that's what I do for 4 hours a week in my waking life. Lol there's fan noise in the background to add to the drone like quality at the end...which is basically just random bits of whispered gibberish about toes, receipts, & rewards cards. They've got the script drilled into my head lol --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/awhisperrr/support

This is my least favorite chapter of the whole book, because it has the most amount of violence & grief. In others ways though, it's an important turning point in the story, since Ender decides he wants to quit the game, & he is also graduated early to Command School by the end of it. This chapter shows how much Ender is affected by the teachers' plans to turn him into some kind of unstoppable force & how he breaks down after hurting a bully, even if they had it coming. The chapter shows us what Ender is capable of, when tested to his limits, & how, ultimately, he is just a boy whose been turned into a soldier & used for his intelligence & isolation as someone who never felt like he fit in. It's a sad chapter, but things will improve from here! The last chapters are probably some of my favorites! Only some of the beginning chapters and the ones in which Ender has real moments of friendship with some of the kids at Battle School compare....But we're nearing the end of this story & the biggest lesson in it all! I haven't read the sequels to Ender's Game... but I might pick it up this time around. I still haven't decided what the next book will be that I decide to share on this podcast. I might pause with the books and go back to guided meditations, affirmations, yoga nidra (I'm getting my certification!

I'm pretty tired today so this one's a short one! Whisper reading the beginning of Ender's Game with brief self reflections & whisper tangents shared in the very beginning & the few minutes at the end. I hope this helps you relax &/or bores you to sleep!

A brief intro sharing my excitement about this episode-a-night challenge I've taken on for my Enneagram 5 self to move into growth at point 8, & at 13:21 begins the remainder of Chapter 11 of Ender's Game. The teachers are testing Ender by rigging up the system of the games and testing his limits...he doesn't understand why, but he knows that he doesn't want to lose. Trust is more clearly established between Bean & Ender...or...is it? (Headphones Recommended- at least half of this is really soft, albeit fast, whispers). --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/awhisperrr/support

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Whisper reading chapter 10 of Ender's Game with the white noise of my room's fan in the background. My fan switches up its sound (yes, I am talking about the fan as if it's got its own mind). All jokes aside though, my fan's been making a strange, deep, storm like, wave like sound ever since the AC tech worked on the AC unit outside...it's potentially been 1 of the underlying environmental causes of 2 recent nightmares, but I've had some really nice dreams recently as well ☺️ So it all balances out. I hope you enjoy this 44min, 11seconds (lucky lucky numbered episode-not planned but just happened to end this way!) on 11/04

We're back to reading Ender's Game! Took a short break from it (& recording anything in general) for a lot of go within time & emotional processing of all the grief in the world right now, on top of the grief in my own life. Anyway, it was nice to get back to my favorite book & observe how my relationship with the book has changed from when I 1st read it as a 12, 13, 14, or 15yr old! & how I didn't even remember some parts of the story, & how the parts that made this story my favorite book stayed in my memory long enough & in a positive enough way for me to now be whisper reading the whole book to you! I'm eager to get to the end & see how I feel about it today. Anyway, I hope the reading helps you relax, fall asleep, or think about something new today!

Taking another break from reading Ender's Game to return to key concepts of non-violence described in the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. I've been learning about non-violent communication (Marshall Rosenberg) & reflecting on how I can practice this more in my own circles of people. There is some fan noise in the background & I hope the combination of my whispering voice & the steady background white noise helps you relax, get bored enough to sleep, or intrigued by the concepts & the unique writing & perspective of Patanjali. Planting seeds of non-violence in your subconscious mind to help create more peace in this world! I'll say it like it is! These were great reminders of remembering that the only thing I can truly control is my own internal environment & my choice to focus on the present moment, present environment, & what's right in front of me even if "the world is ending," because if the world is "ending," I'd like to have the choice (like we all do...have this choice) to die happy and in peace rather in the grips of fear and hatred. Love, love, & love. My love to you through reading these words of wisdom in a fun & relaxing whispered form.

I just whisper babble about the amazing weekend I had in a loving & intentional community called Daybreaker. I share my highlights & am feeling uber grateful for my best GF & all the COURAGEOUS people I met this weekend that made this event elevated! Plus...a prompt for you to reflect on as we near the end of the year- What are you ready to let go off so that its energy can be transformed into love & light? So that YOU can feel lighter? I am grateful for Dance Circles, Intentional Dance Communities, Emotional Healing through Movement, Yoga, Music, & Meditation! Collective Healing Vibes. Love feels like this- Safe Containers of Freedom, Expression & Non-Judgement. We create our community.

I've been exploring Human Design a lot recently. My favorite podcast is the DayLuna Human Design Podcast. The hosts of that podcast are 2 very intelligent & very loving, confident women that are helping spread the message of the power in coming home to our own true nature and expressing the best parts of ourselves & supporting others to do the same. Listening to them, it's like they're exuding love. I highly recommend...especially listening to their earlier episodes & how they got where they are now based on the power of shifting their beliefs and embracing an abundance mindset. I reflect on how understanding my Energy Type (through Human Design language) is helping me become more confident, love & respect myself & others more, & gain self-efficacy through consistency. ~~~ Ender's Game Whispers begin around 21min...or just after that...a couple seconds into 21min...In this chapter of Ender's Game, we begin to see character development in Valentine & Peter (a break from the camera being on Ender & his life at Battle School) & the philosophy of power gets introduced in a new light. The importance of the changing relationship between a previously & naturally more violent & naturally non-violent person, & how their dynamics shift each other-what they learn from each other... This chapter switches back & forth between Valentine's point of view, & Peter's point of view...to give is the most unfiltered truth from each character's unfiltered thoughts & slightly more filtered speech (especially from Valentine). This is the beginning of a hint at the power of the divine feminine, although not discussed in this way in this chapter.... it's how I see Valentine's power. Her ability to empathize...even with her brother, who she's seen skinning squirrels. How...she is able to empathize with someone whose actions she would never imitate...and how that empathy helps her form strategic alliances & even help keep the balance between her formerly violent brother Peter & the rest of the people that she might view as more "innocent." She also understands her own shadow, as described in this chapter, & doesn't deny it...but understands that one can both enjoy power AND be genuinely caring at the same time- that those 2 ideas or experiences don't have to be separate & can actually potentially help a lot of people when combined. They're only 12 & 10, but their intelligence, care, self-awareness, & even some wisdom.... is above average. As they get older, this only improves and refines. A pretty intellectually intense chapter! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/awhisperrr/support

I was falling asleep throughout recording this! Arguably, I recorded this in a hypnagogic state, half asleep, & half awake....It's like someone took the speed at which words come out of my mouth & turned it down to really. slow. motion. I hope it gives you tingles, helps you relax, & fall asleep! A little pause in reading Ender's Game! I had a full day on the day I recorded this & was so tired (in a good way) by the end of the day! After socializing with 3 men (my brother, his best friend, & my dad for my dad's 63rd birthday...when all he wanted to talk about was religion & war...) it was nice to record this super soft episode for you all & completely switch my mind from the interesting but ultimately heavy subjects to simply natural & "cloudy, quiet, & dreamy" states of being as I saw amazing visuals in my mind winding down for sleep with my eyes shut! Can we all teleport to our dreams during these rough times? So many beautiful dimensions in this world & I am definitely recognizing & grateful for my privileges & the safety & security of living in the U.S with a roof over my head & recent sense of calm & getting along in my house! My heart goes out to all that are suffering with the current events & I send you loving kindness & hold space for grief cycles non-judgmentally. Take a moment, for those that feel safe tonight and most nights, to really value & not take for granted your privilege! With love, Aekta.

The real enemy that we are always fighting & learning to befriend as we gain wisdom is the enemy within each of us. Language is important. What if you could be your own best friend? What if you could befriend your shadows? What if befriending your shadows took away their power over you & meant you could also understand that everyone else in this world is just struggling with their own shadows & to achieve any kind of peace, we must learn to have compassion for the shadows within and without? When we cast things out, ostracize, or condemn them, they naturally feel defensive & seek vengeance & sometimes... this leads to terrorism & wars. Peace begins within (our own selves, than our immediate families, then our borader circles of neighbors, friends, coworkers etc... & then the larger societies we inhabit). Ender wants to protect those he cares about & he doesn't want to be a killer, but he finds himself with an army that organically formed through observing his strength & tact. He hates this part of him that Battle School loves and is feeding off of. He hasn't quite fully realized its all a simulation & that he doesn't have to give in to what Battle School is trying to make of him...or have him believe (that he is some kind of savior that will save humanity from the Bugger aliens). In these chapters, he is beginning to question things that he hadn't questioned before though...after Dink challenges his idea about the place or why they're there.... It's getting intense AND... it is only going to get more intense before there is any true wisdom gained by Ender or anyone else in the story and some kind peace is reached or is gotten closer to... This might just be science fiction story... but... it's a great one and I am reflecting on what it means to love radically today... to love ourselves and others who may be different from us...how can we peacefully coexist? How can we learn to appreciate and understand differences and agree to disagree & where does it need to start? Inside our own hearts, and inside our own homes and personal relationships...it's a ripple effect. Fear and hate will breed fear and hate. And a false sense of safety that comes from believing that creating separation to protect our own beliefs will lead to peace and our own or other people's liberation.... When really, the more beautiful, evolved, & peaceful communities, families, and relationships, micro or macro scale, are those in which we embrace and thrive in our differences to make each other and the whole unit stronger. Learn to see someone else's perspective. Why they may have gotten to the place where they're doing what they're doing. Choose Love over Fear when you are in the position to make a choice about it & realize that we all need the nurturance of healthy, non-judgmental, non fear based relationships built on trust, safety, & security to be a good "citizen," or just a generally good, non-violent person in the world. How can you create that for yourself and those in your own immediate life and community? We can't control what's happening in Isreal. Focus on what you can control. Breath. Gratitude. Love. Understanding. Acceptance. Space for Grief. Compassion for it all. All the suffering. An eye for an eye will make the whole world blind. Try to love the one that hates. It's the hardest and most worthwhile thing to do. Not love in the sense of saying that it's okay to agree with violent and hurtful actions, but love in the sense of... a fierce need to understand the root causes of all suffering and how immediate compassion towards your own self & those in your immediate circle has lasting and powerful ripple effects that will keep you and your community resilient & neutralize fears. Its all in our development, attachments, & nervous system. Are you going to program yourself for war, or for love? There is strength in both & we don't have to pretend that it's one or the other. Be strong enough to defend AND love radically at the same time.

I read more from Chapter 7 of Orson Scott Card's Ender's Game to you. Most of this may sound like whispered "gibberish," & I hope it helps you sleep

As the title reads....

This is a filler episode. I really wasn't feeling it today. I've sneezed more than I've sneezed in my entire life within 24 hours...less than 24 hours, to be exact. Is that supposed to be good luck? Lol --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/awhisperrr/support

Use your BEST headphones & put your volume up at FULL BLAST because this one is much softer than the previous 3 Ender's Game episodes.

Ender is recruited into Battle School & launches off into space! The social engineering builds up, & yet the humanity still remains. The paradoxes of reality began to become more clear to me here (when I read this as a kid). Stay tuned to listen to the "Games," (simulations) that will follow! Bore you??? Pique your interest in the story as the plot builds up? Either way, this story is anything but boring! Thank you for tuning in☺️ I love sharing one of my favorite stories and re-reading it to you!

Did I mention that I love Ender's Game because a lot of the story is about living in a simulation? & running simulations in my mind is a natural gift of mine? (& can also be a curse when it turns into anxiety, but recently that hasn't been a problem! Yay for Ashwagandha Pills, living in the present & tuned into my body & breath, & WISE MIND!) All the introverted intuitives will understand. SUPER INTENSE WHISPERS in this episode trying to do justice to the super intense beginning of an amazing story that is Ender's Game. Total fangirl. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/awhisperrr/support

My favorite book! At least in the science fiction genre & an all time favorite in general. I've been feeling inspired to re-read this...maybe cuz I'm drafting my own sci-fi & fantasy book with a few sections of chapters already written? I am revisiting my classic favorites (not actual "classics," but my "personal classics,") & reflecting on the books that have made a lot of impact in my life & made me appreciate the depth and capacity of the human mind & our ability to empathize. Ender's Game is very special, because I could relate to Valentine, Ender's sister a lot, & also understand Ender through the amazing job Orson Scott Card does in describing Ender's reality to the reader. I admired how Ender's mind worked & how his intelligence went beyond just strategy & the games he played. Without giving away spoilers for those who haven't read the story or seen the movie, the real "juice" in the story (aside from the intensity & page turning nature of the entire thing) is really at the end of the book! The ending really struck a cord in me, & made me appreciate our connection to the galaxies and the nature of BEING, to a kind of sentience among ALL beings, human or not, to such a depth that I think I cried (while simultaneously being very intrigued by the paradoxical nature of mind & mental capacities, especially in our connections to others & the concept of hive mind or a "we.") It had me reflecting on the innocence of children & the bittersweet truth about our minds being so easy to mold & be a tool for creation, love, & harmony, or destruction & a false sense of "us vs them," or other-ness & separation mentality. I always enjoy stories about children as the main characters & the heroes and heroines, because it reminds me of the wisdom of children & their innate capacity to relate to, learn & get really good at anything, given the right environment & enough support towards any particular focus, & how both powerful & vulnerable a thing it is to "get conditioned." The moment of awakening & truth lies in children's (& adults' as the "conditioned children's") recognition of their conditioning & the choices we can make to unlearn what we've learned, or simply let ourselves trust ourselves, disregarding all conditioning. What what happens when we allow ourselves to live this way...Of course, all this is easier said than done, especially when our lives are set up to soldier us as if we must always be prepared for war, & in some fear (for many drilled into us like it should be a constant fear) of the "other," rather than focusing on what we could do to evolve into a more harmonious, empathetic & cooperative society. All of this conditioning inadvertently leads us to creating our own battles where there were none before we marched in without doubt as our greatest weapon, & the illusory divisions we create by focusing on these fears of the unknown rather than approach it aith a keen & friendly curiosity which could arguably even "embrace" the unknown. These are just some of my own thoughts & reflections on what Ender's Game catalyzed in me...In this episode though, I simply whisper read to you the beginning of the Introduction section of Ender's Game, & I hope it helps you sleep, get some tingles, or help you appreciate some of the background behind the making of Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card! Who I am grateful for writing this book. Relax, & enjoy! More to come...

I whisper about the personal significance of squirrels in my life while I sit at the park (some dog, people, plane & white, pink, & brown noises in the background) & then I read some Wikipedia about squirrels. Squirrels are curious creatures that always remind me of some important people in my life, beginning with my grandma. ☺️

This episode was actually quite therapeutic to record, even though to you, it may just be a boring & quiet voice rambling about feelings & helping you sleep lol With some additional random background noises that one would hear at a park. Peaceful birds, wind, leaves rustling, crickets, random dog training jabber, & other park noises about 17 min in to the episode. If you listen intently, & my initial flat voice doesn't put you to sleep first, I hope my vulnerability about relating to emotions helps you feel more comfortable with your own emotions & show up to them in a more compassionate & non-judgmental way. The latter half of the episode is me reading & reflecting on the Yoga Sutras more, which is increasingly fascinating! I understand instincts & intuition in a whole new way! (& how it all relates to reincarnation

It felt so nice to record this & share my thoughts, & I hope the thoughts are something for you all to reflect on as well. I apologize for the interference noise with the microphone (I did not realize it was happening while I recorded!) I couldn't possibly share my thoughts in the same organic way without doing a whole another episode so excuse the interference in this one as best you can & I promise I will take a bit more technical consideration the next time I record in the morning! (I don't usually record in the morning so I didn't set up my phone the same way I set it up at night! My excitement totally took over my technical mind! Oops!) Thanks for listening anyway

I guide you through 3 promts for strengthening non-judgmental self acceptance & gratitude & 1 simple transformative idea that can help you find your voice & connect with your inner wisdom.

Whispering about my esoteric life cycle up to this point in time, where I have landed as a type 5, feeling at home in this energy. Talking about my awakening experience & last year's dark night of the soul as well as the years before that shaped my relationship with the numbers of the Enneagram that come before 5. Touching on my relationship with point 6 on the Enneagram, which is what I am moving towards, & feeling grateful for the entire universe & my chance at being human here. Just a human trying to express how wonderful it is to be human & sometimes struggling to find the right words for it, but let's call it love. I hope this either bores you, helps you sleep, gives you some brain tingles, or does a little bit of all of it.

Adjust your volume (maybe turn it down for this one). Whispers with lots of laughs, passionate exclamations, & crazy hypotheses in this episode. I begin reading the beginning of a book I am VERY EXCITED to read (it's been sitting on my bookshelf for a couple of months now) called Originals, How Noncomformists Move The World, by New York Times bestselling author, Adam Grant. LOTS of tangents. It was an odd day for me. The episode should contain enough ramblings for you to fall asleep &/or be entertained lol Thank you for listening as always, & as I say at the end of the episode (incase you fall asleep before that, or just don't make it that far: (((...) do something creative, something different today.

I whisper Patanjali's Yoga Sutras (taking a Trauma-informed Yoga & Yoga Nidra Certification course right now) & the Yoga sutras are really interesting & helpful to my daily life as a new Yogi in training...& then the 2nd half of the episode is just me rambling & hopefully helping you relax, sleep, or experience some tingles through my boring &/or soft & tingly speech. 'Twas so funnnnn & relaxing to record this episode! ☺️

ASMR Whispered Ramblings- Embrace your Weird & Connect with your North Star. I ramble about my North Star-a place & it's significant memories (that always put my brain at ease when I surrender)

Please excuse the anxiety in my voice in this 1. I'm going through a huge change, but I hope this is motivating! Thanks for listening ☺️

Whispered Readings from parts of Ch. 2/Drawing & Fantasy, from Violet Oaklander's book, Windows to Our Children, 35th Edition, to help you relax & fall asleep as your mind has something to hear & listen to, or simply to indulge upon if learning about real life therapeutic art sessions interests you! Hope this bores you or inspires you or does a little bit of both, & most importantly, hope it eventually lulls you into sleep

I hope this helps you come back to the present, into your body and breath, & if in the appropriate setting- get back to sleep

This episode are my whisper ramblings from Imi Lo's books- The Gift of Intensity, How to Win at Life & Love as a Sensitive & Emotionally Intense person & Emotional Intensity & Sensitivity.

Week 11 of The Artist's Way, A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity, by Julia Cameron, prompts this exercise in Self Acceptance- Record yourself affirming somethings you believe in, & find motivation or empowerment from, & then listen back to it as a short meditation. What better way to practice Self Acceptance than by listening to your own voice? So I record this episode for me, & for you, as an example of an exercise in Self Acceptance. I encourage you to try it! Even if you don't have a podcast, or don't plan on sharing it with anyone! It can be completely private... just you on your phone, recording affirmations for yourself. Whether or not you choose to share it is up to you, but I hope you will give it a try! No one can love you better than yourself! So accept yourself, accept your voice. Hear it back

Found a new sound that I like & wanted to share some affirmations for the anxiety I've been dealing with recently with my apartment research. Part whisper rambling about things that happened today, part affirmations, part new shiny sound! ☺️

Listen to the sounds of crunching feet on sand, waves crashing on the shore, gentle water, whisperings about echolocation & seeing truth in the silence & sound, & a brief dream share with an interpretation about trusting the universe. Thanks for joining me & letting me bring sounds to your ears ☺️

Uplifting whispered life updates & old soul reflections