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Cheri Carandanis spent her career caring for others as an Air Force nurse and later in hospice. After two brain injuries forced her to retire, she had to face life without the role that once defined her. What began as a simple attempt to follow medical advice led her to something unexpected: painting. Through it, she found healing, direction, and a deeper understanding of herself. In this episode, Cheri talks about growing up in a military family, serving through deployments, and learning to rebuild after loss. Her story is a reminder that recovery takes time, creativity can be medicine, and there's always a way forward, even when life throws you a curveball. Timestamps: 04:00 - What deployment is like for a nurse 10:00 - Life on an early base in Afghanistan. Chaos, humor, and teamwork 15:00 - The brain injuries that ended her nursing career 17:30 - Picking up a paintbrush for the first time and finding peace 30:00 - Why she now sees the injury as a turning point, not an ending Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.carandanisfineart.com Follow Cheri Carandanis on Facebook: www.facebook.com/carandanisfineart Follow Cheri Carandanis on Instagram: www.instagram.com/carandanisfineart Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

When your mission shifts from the battlefield to the bedside, how do you keep going? This episode features Dan Contreras from Disabled American Veterans, who opens up about the emotional realities of becoming his wife's caregiver after her cancer diagnosis and how that experience reshaped his understanding of service. Dan shares how DAV's Caregiver Support Program empowers those who carry the invisible weight of caring for a loved one, connecting them to resources, community, and hope.From learning to accept help to balancing self-care and duty, Dan's story reminds us that strength comes from knowing when to reach out. Whether you're a veteran, spouse, or friend, this conversation shines a light on the people who quietly keep others alive and the programs that stand ready to support them. Timestamps: 00:03:00 - The day Dan's life changed forever: stepping into the caregiver role 00:07:15 - The unexpected impact of that first call with a DAV Care Specialist 00:14:45 - How the Caregiver Program creates real respite and connection 00:21:15 - Redefining strength: when asking for help becomes wisdom 00:47:00 - The truth about caregiver burnout and why no one can do it alone Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://dav.org DAV Caregivers Program: https://davcaregivers.org Follow DAV on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/dav Follow DAV on Instagram: http://instagram.com/davhq Follow DAV on Twitter/X: https://x.com/davhq Follow DAV on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/davhq Follow DAV on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/disabledamericanveterans Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

After serving in the Air Force, Billy Rudd spent over two decades leading massive teams in corporate America. On paper, he had everything figured out. He had a great title, a solid paycheck, and constant travel. But something had to give. With two growing kids and a business idea that wouldn't leave him alone, Billy took the leap and turned his side hustle into a full-time gig. In this episode, he shares what it takes to walk away from "safe," how his military background shaped his leadership style, and why authenticity matters more than marketing. He also talks about bringing his kids into the business, the lessons they're learning, and what it means to finally have control over his own time. Timestamps: 00:03:00: How Billy's Air Force years shaped his mindset 00:07:30: Leaving the corporate world for something meaningful 00:09:45: The origins of Cloud Splitter Coffee 00:14:30: Authenticity, community, and building a real brand 00:26:45: Involving his kids and finding balance at home Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://Cloudsplittercoffee.com Follow Billy Rudd on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1DDK7YTgVs/?mibextid=wwXIfr Follow Billy Rudd on Instagram: https://instagram.com/cloudsplittercoffee Follow Billy Rudd on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/billy-rudd-14a433241 Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

He thought he'd miss the war, but fate had other plans. Marine aviator Don Eggspuehler's story begins with a stack of letters written from the jungles of Thailand during the last year of Vietnam. Those letters, saved by his mother and rediscovered decades later, became the foundation for something bigger. A way to connect generations through humor, heartbreak, and hard-won wisdom. In this conversation, Don opens up about the fear of flying through tracer fire at night, the loss of fellow Marines, and the long road toward peace that followed. He draws parallels between Vietnam and Afghanistan, the shared feeling of coming home to a country that doesn't quite understand, and the importance of preserving your story before it disappears. Don also shares how writing helped him heal not just from combat, but from losing his wife, facing grief, and finding purpose again through storytelling. His message is clear: your memories, your lessons, and your story matter. Whether it's for your kids, your grandkids, or someone you'll never meet, those stories have power. Timestamps: 02:15: Letters to mom from Vietnam 06:00: Flying night missions through enemy fire 10:30: Parallels between Vietnam and Afghanistan 17:00: Lessons from loss and grief worth sharing 25:30: Finding healing in talking, writing, and connection Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://lifelessonsbooks.net Follow Don Eggspuehler on Instagram: https://instagram.com/doneggspuehler Follow Don Eggspuehler on Twitter/X: https://x.com/DonEggspuehler Follow Don Eggspuehler on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/don-eggspuehler-54b71227b Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Sometimes healing feels more like trial and error than progress. Brian Livesay knows that firsthand. After a decade in uniform and years working in veteran care, he's learned that recovery is about connection, honesty, and finding what actually works for each person. In this conversation, Brian and Scott talk about how therapy can go wrong when it's too rigid, the fear of making that first call for help, and why moral injury still gets overlooked in veteran care. It's a hopeful look at what happens when we stop trying to "fit" into a treatment plan and start listening to what we really need. Timestamps: 00:06:24 - Why "treatment-resistant PTSD" misses the mark 00:11:19 - Making the first call and facing the unknown 00:15:00 - How trust opens the door to healing 00:21:00 - The weight of moral injury 00:38:30 - A therapist's real job: guide, not fixer Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://arisealliance.org/ Follow Arise Alliance Institute on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/AriseAllianceInstitute/ Follow Arise Alliance Institute on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ariseallianceinstitute/ Follow Arise Alliance Institute on Twitter/X: https://www.instagram.com/ariseallianceinstitute/ Follow Arise Alliance Institute on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/arise-alliance/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Aaron Hale's story is about what comes next after tragedy strikes. After serving as a Navy cook, he switched to the Army to become an explosive ordnance disposal tech, leading teams through dangerous missions in Afghanistan and Iraq. A blast left him blind, and years later, meningitis took his hearing. Instead of giving up, Aaron focused on how to move forward. He learned new ways to live, connected with other veterans who had faced similar losses, and found purpose in helping others do the same. This episode is a conversation about persistence, service, and learning to build a new life one step at a time. Timestamps: 00:08:11 - From Navy kitchens to Afghanistan's front lines 00:17:49 - The meaning of "initial success or total failure" 00:27:42 - The explosion that changed everything 00:33:30 - Finding mentors and new purpose 00:45:12 - Turning his story into strength for others Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.pointofimpactpod.com/ Follow Aaron Hale on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/aclayhale Follow Aaron Hale on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aclayhale/ Follow Aaron Hale on Twitter/X: https://x.com/aclayhale Follow Aaron Hale on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/aaron-hale-1861477/ Eod fudge: https://eodfudge.com/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Getting out of the military doesn't come with a manual. You leave one world behind and step into another that doesn't always make sense. In this episode, Air Force veteran and counselor Timothy Wienecke shares how he rebuilt his life after service and helps other vets do the same. Timothy opens up about how the Air Force turned things around for him, what he's learned about masculinity, and why finding real connection,  not just surface-level stuff, makes all the difference. This episode shares how to move forward without losing yourself in the process. Timestamps: 00:01:34 - How the Air Force helped him reset his life 00:04:27 - Lessons from working with others in tough situations 00:10:15 - What healthy masculinity actually looks like 00:18:51 - The identity shift that happens after leaving service 00:29:41 - Why connection is the key to feeling grounded again Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://empoweredchangece.com/american-masculinity-podcast Follow Timothy Wienecke on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/counselor_tim_wienecke/ Follow Timothy Wienecke on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/timothywienecke/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Sleep can feel like the enemy when nightmares, racing thoughts, or old deployment habits keep you wired at night. In this episode, Dr. Leah Kaylor, a prescribing psychologist and sleep expert for the FBI, explains why so many veterans and first responders struggle to rest and what happens in the brain when we avoid sleep altogether. This episode will help you understand how REM sleep helps process trauma, and learn why caffeine and alcohol quietly sabotage your nights. Dr. Kaylor shares simple, cost-free fixes like getting morning sunlight, adjusting caffeine timing, and creating better sleep routines to help you finally get real rest. If you've ever wondered why your body won't shut down or how to stop the cycle of sleepless nights, this conversation delivers both clarity and hope. Timestamps 09:00 - Veterans avoiding sleep to escape nightmares 11:30 - How REM sleep acts like overnight therapy 17:15 - The hidden cost of caffeine and late-night pre-workouts 37:15 - Why alcohol is the worst "sleep aid" 41:30 - Building self-awareness with sleep logs Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 If Sleep Were A Drug Book: https://driveonpodcast.com/recommends/if-sleep-were-a-drug/ Website: https://DrLeahKaylor.com Follow Leah Kaylor on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/drleahkaylor/ Follow Leah Kaylor on Twitter/X: https://www.tiktok.com/@drleahkaylor Follow Leah Kaylor on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/leah-kaylor-ph-d-mp-rxp-a75497222/ Follow Leah Kaylor on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Dr.LeahKaylorShorts https://www.youtube.com/@DrLeahKaylor Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

What happens when the war follows you home, and no amount of alcohol, drugs, or violence can silence it? Andrew Jones lived that reality. After Iraq, PTSD nearly destroyed him. Nightmares, hallucinations, broken relationships, and suicidal thoughts became his new battlefield. But when he reached his breaking point, he dropped to his knees and cried out to God. That moment changed everything. In this episode, Andrew shares how faith pulled him from the edge of death and gave him a new mission. From leading men in combat to leading men in faith, he's found purpose in helping others discover hope, strength, and identity through Christ. This episode is about one veteran's encounter with God that turned despair into joy and chaos into peace. Timestamps: 00:06:30 - The breaking point: Andrew's lowest moment, when he prepared to end his life and instead cried out to God. 00:14:00 - The encounter: Describing the moment he felt God's presence and the peace that replaced years of despair. 00:19:30 - Learning to turn it off: How faith helped him lay down the constant fight-or-flight mindset of combat. 00:29:00 - Identity restored: Finding purpose again through faith and realizing what it means to serve a new mission. 00:41:30 - The miracle of fatherhood: After years of hopelessness, God answers prayers and brings new life into his family. 01:38:00 - Hope for the hopeless: Andrew's message to veterans who feel too far gone, why it's never too late to start over. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.lockedandloadedfaith.com/ Follow Locked and Loaded Faith on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lockedandloadedfaith/ Follow Locked and Loaded Faith on Twitter/X: https://x.com/lockedloadedfth Follow Locked and Loaded Faith on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@lockedandloadedfaith Follow Locked and Loaded Faith on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@lockedandloadedfaith Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

The toughest battles don't always happen overseas. Sometimes they hit when you're back home, trying to figure out how to live with injuries, stress, or changes you never saw coming. Karen Hetherington knows this firsthand. She's part of the team at Semper Fi & America's Fund, and she has spent years walking alongside service members and their families during some of their most challenging moments. In this conversation, Karen shares how The Fund got its start and how it's grown into a lifeline for thousands of veterans. We talk about the little things that make a big difference, like covering bills while a family sits through long hospital stays, and the big things, like connecting someone with life-changing medical treatment or helping them find a new purpose after leaving the military. You'll hear about fast action that saved a Marine in crisis, the cutting-edge care that helped an amputee get back on his feet, and why listening closely matters more than any program on paper. The Fund restores independence, eases the weight on families, and proves that no veteran has to figure it out alone. Timestamps: 00:03:15: The dining room table where it all began 00:07:45: Breaking through pride and asking for help 00:12:15: Losing purpose when service ends overnight 00:24:45: Saving a Marine before it was too late 00:29:30: New hope through groundbreaking prosthetics Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://thefund.org/ For the 14th consecutive year, The Bob & Renee Parsons Foundation and Parsons Xtreme Golf (PXG) will partner with Semper Fi & America's Fund in the Double Down for Veterans Match Campaign. Through the end of the year, The Bob & Renee Parsons Foundation and PXG, will match every donation made to The Fund dollar-for-dollar up to $7.5 million. Follow The Fund on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/semperfiandamericasfund Follow The Fund on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/semperfiandamericasfund/ Follow The Fund on Twitter/X: https://twitter.com/semperfifund Follow The Fund on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/semper-fi-fund/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Sometimes the hardest battles aren't fought overseas. They're fought in living rooms, late at night, when the weight of war refuses to let go. In this powerful conversation, Ashley Sylvester shares the story of her husband, Army Sergeant Jason Sylvester, whose deployments to Kosovo, Iraq, and Afghanistan left invisible scars that followed him home. Ashley walks us through the subtle shifts she saw over time: sleepless nights, changes in mood, outbursts, and moments when Jason seemed present in body but gone in spirit. She describes the impossible balancing act of protecting their children, seeking help inside and outside the military system, and watching the walls close in. Her honesty shines a light on the barriers veterans face, the threat of losing security clearances, stigma, and fear of losing careers, which keep too many from getting the support they need. Most of all, she shares the heartbreak of losing Jason to suicide, and why recognizing the warning signs and having hard conversations could make all the difference for another family. This episode covers a difficult topic, but it's also a call to action: don't ignore what you see, don't wait, and don't give up on finding the help that's out there. Timestamps: 04:27 - The first signs of sleepless nights and nightmares 13:00 - The rucksack of trauma that only grows heavier 18:00 - Creative strategies Ashley used to get her husband to talk 31:00 - When Jason began to mentally check out 44:15 - The tornado, the loss of everything, and the final spiral Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Follow on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JasonSylvester2017 Follow Ashley Sylvester on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ashley-sylvester-b426a4263 Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

For many veterans, the hardest battles often come long after the uniform comes off. Erik Lawrence knows what that feels like. After years in Special Forces and contracting, he found himself running on fumes, mentally and physically, until he started digging into why he felt the way he did. From TBIs to toxic exposure, he explored every option available and built a resource to help others find their way. In this conversation, Erik opens up about the traps veterans often fall into, why transitioning into a new chapter is so important, and the practical steps that can make a real difference. From fasting and detoxing to sorting through endless programs and figuring out what actually fits your needs, this episode will help give veterans the tools to take back their health and move forward. Timestamps: 03:15 - From the Army straight into an African conflict 04:45 - How chasing the "glory days" wrecks lives 09:30 - Why he built a 500-page guide for veterans 15:30 - Burn pits, heavy metals, and toxic exposure 17:45 - Fasting as a reset for body and mind Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://Www.vssbooks.com Fire Support Book: https://a.co/d/4yqy2eI Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Losing your sense of identity after service feels like freefall. For Lee Freeburg, that struggle was real. A Navy hospital corpsman who fought to find his place in uniform and beyond, Lee spiraled into what he calls his weak man phase, living for temporary pleasures, drifting without direction. It took a violent quad accident and a broken collarbone to spark a 180 that changed his life. Lee opens up about finding purpose through discipline, rebuilding after hitting rock bottom, and using storms as teachers rather than excuses. He shares how faith, fatherhood, and accountability became the anchors for his transformation. From designing a tool to revolutionize an industry to writing a book so his daughter would always know his values, Lee proves that rebuilding starts with self-awareness and grows through action. This is a powerful journey through loss of identity, rediscovering mission, and the fight to leave a legacy worth carrying forward. Timestamps: 00:09:00: Facing heartbreak when leaving the uniform behind 00:12:30: The quad accident that became a life reset 00:14:45: Breaking free from the weak man mindset 00:18:00: Lessons from storms and the sailor's analogy for life 00:23:30: Writing a book for his daughter and defining faith Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Book "How to Live a Better Life": https://www.amazon.com/How-Live-Better-Life-Principles/dp/B0DGQ79QKY/ Follow Lee Freeburg on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lee.freeburg/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Leaving the military can feel like stepping off a cliff. One day, you've got steady pay, housing, and a community that's always around. The next day, it's all gone. That's the reality Robert Wheeler faced when he left the Navy. He went from structure and purpose to bills stacking up, silence from the people he served with, and depression that pushed him past 300 pounds. In this conversation, Robert opens up about why he once threw out his uniforms and refused to even call himself a veteran. He shares the hard lessons he learned about VA benefits, how Chapter 31 gave him time freedom to rebuild, and why fitness is needed for more than just looks. You'll hear him talk about how to handle when negative spirals hit, and how gratitude helped him get out from under that constant rain cloud. If you've ever felt like you lost everything overnight after taking off the uniform, this episode is a blueprint for finding your footing again. Timestamps: 03:01 Losing community, pay, and benefits all at once 07:27 Throwing out uniforms and hiding veteran identity 17:49 How fitness pulled him back from depression and 300 pounds 28:40 Pain into progress, building discipline one day at a time 35:36 Emotional regulation and telling yourself to "shut up" Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.battlefittedbrand.com Follow BattleFitted on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/battlefitted Follow BattleFitted on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/battlefitted Follow BattleFitted on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/battlefitted Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Losing the uniform can mean losing identity, reputation, and even the sense of mission that kept you moving forward. For many, the transition feels like starting from zero. That is exactly what Stephen Bump faced after 12 years in the Air Force. His journey carried him from aerospace engineering to Eli Lilly, through business school, and finally into building his own consulting firm. Along the way, he learned to trust others, embrace humility, protect family time, and make career moves that aligned with his own values, not just someone else's definition of success. This conversation is about facing the uncomfortable reality that no one in your civilian job cares about your rank or medals, and how that is not the end but the beginning. From finding purpose in unexpected industries, to reclaiming fitness and family balance, to using the GI Bill and veteran resources to carve a better future, Stephen lays out a roadmap any veteran can use to transition with clarity and confidence. Timestamps: 00:07:45 - The hardest part of starting over in civilian careers 00:15:45 - Losing fitness and regaining it through entrepreneurship 00:22:15 - The freedom and responsibility of choosing your own clients 00:28:30 - Breaking free from other people's definitions of success 00:39:00 - The veteran resources that made the biggest difference Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.persperity.net Follow Stephen Bump on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/stephenbump/ Resources mentioned in the episode: Cameron Brooks Headhunter: https://www.cameron-brooks.com/ Syracuse University Institute for Veterans and Military Families: https://ivmf.syracuse.edu/ GI Bill: https://www.va.gov/education/about-gi-bill-benefits/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Jennifer Ballou's deployment to Afghanistan was supposed to overlap briefly with her husband's fourth combat tour. They'd have a couple of months in-country together, then he'd head home to the kids while she finished her year. That plan ended the night she learned he'd been killed in action. She came home with his flag-draped casket and stepped into a new reality: single parent, senior leader, and a grieving spouse trying to make sense of it all. She talks about the tough balance between duty and family, the moments the Army got it right, the times they didn't, and how her kids showed resilience she'll never forget. Now, as Chief of Staff for the Global War on Terrorism Memorial Foundation, Jennifer is still serving. This time, by making sure the stories of service and sacrifice are never lost. This conversation is about loss, leadership, and finding purpose on the other side of tragedy. Timestamps 00:04:30 - The night everything changed in Afghanistan 00:09:30 - Flying home with her husband's casket 00:12:50 - Trying to lead soldiers while grieving 00:21:20 - When leadership fell short-and when they stepped up 00:29:40 - From Gold Star fellow to Chief of Staff at the GWOT Memorial Foundation Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.gwotmemorialfoundation.org/ Follow Jennifer Ballou on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thejenniferballou/ Follow Jennifer Ballou on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jenniferballou/ Follow the Global War on Terrorism Foundation: https://www.facebook.com/gwotmf/ https://www.instagram.com/gwotmf/ https://twitter.com/GWOTMF/ https://www.linkedin.com/company/global-war-on-terror-memorial-foundation https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKqTW0t9gKm7c7k_G8xv9Cw Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

The battlefield changes you, but the real fight might start when you get home. Ben Sykes went from web designer to Marine machine gunner during the invasion of Iraq, living through relentless firefights, surreal moments in Saddam's palaces, and the strange calm of enemy fire becoming routine. But nothing prepared him for the turbulence of reintegration. Restless nights, the crash of losing combat's adrenaline, and the struggle to fit into a world that no longer made sense. In this conversation, Ben opens up about the chemical withdrawal of leaving war, the dangerous paths veterans can fall into, and the hard-earned lessons he wishes he'd known during his transition. Whether you've been in the fight yourself or love someone who has, his story is a brutally honest look at what it takes to reclaim your footing after service. Timestamps: 00:10:40 - Trading Hollywood for the yellow footprints 00:12:50 - First firefight on the road to Baghdad 00:23:10 - Securing Saddam's palace and the gold they never saw 00:28:50 - The chemical withdrawal of coming home 00:37:00 - From homelessness to finding a new mission Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

After two deployments and a solid run in the Marine Corps, Susannah Stokes did what a lot of vets do-she took her leadership skills into the corporate world. But even with a great job at Facebook and everything looking good on paper, something still felt off. This episode talks about what happens when the structure goes away, and you're left trying to figure out who you are. Susannah opens up about feeling undervalued, disconnected, and stuck in roles that didn't reflect what she was capable of. She talks about the identity crash after service, the limits of traditional therapy, and how psychedelics helped her see things differently, without numbing out. We also get into how she's helping others now and what legal psychedelic support can look like. Timestamps 00:02:00 - From a Marine Corps deployment to Facebook's corporate culture 00:06:45 - Why many vets are under-placed in civilian roles 00:14:20 - Losing faith, identity, and the question that changed everything 00:23:40 - How psychedelics rewired trauma loops and revealed purpose 00:44:20 - Finding legal, structured healing through guided plant medicine Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.metamorphosis.ventures/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

You served your country, endured physical pain, and now struggle to get the benefits you rightfully earned. If navigating the VA disability claims system feels like a second battle, this episode is your lifeline. Dr. Adam Weissman, an emergency physician turned veteran advocate, pulls back the curtain on the VA disability rating process. He shares insider knowledge to help you sidestep common pitfalls, clarify confusing terms, and leverage expert medical evaluations from REE Medical to achieve the disability rating you truly deserve. Stop settling for less. Here's your path to securing better support, financial stability, and peace of mind. Timestamps 00:02:00 - The Hidden Roadblocks in VA Disability Claims 00:10:30 - How Expert Evaluations Can Boost Your Rating 00:21:00 - What Happens When You're Underrated 00:28:15 - The Extra Benefits of Higher Ratings 00:34:00 - Avoiding Predatory Disability Claim Services Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://driveonpodcast.com/recommends/ree-medical/* Follow REE Medical on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/reemedicalvets Follow REE Medical on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/reemedicalvets/ Follow REE Medical on Twitter/X: https://x.com/REEMedical Follow REE Medical on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/ree-medical Other links: https://www.youtube.com/@REEMedicalVets Transcript View the transcript for this episode. * - This page contains affiliate links. If you click a link and purchase a product or service, I may earn a small commission, which in no way affects the price you pay for the service.

Chris Smith didn't plan to become the program director of a veteran fitness nonprofit. When he left the Army, his only goal was to stay afloat. But after facing down PTSD, relationship struggles, and a stretch of homelessness, he found himself on a new path-one focused on health, consistency, and community. In this episode, Chris talks about how Warrior Strong helped him rebuild his identity and give back to others dealing with similar struggles. He shares what it was like to go from engineering missions in Iraq to sleeping in his car, and how a single yoga class turned into a whole new way to serve. Whether you're a veteran looking for your next step or just trying to feel a little more grounded, this conversation is about what's possible when you stop waiting and start showing up. Timestamps 00:01:00 - 9/11 hit during basic training 00:12:30 - Losing stability after service 00:17:00 - How yoga and fitness changed everything 00:34:15 - What Warrior Strong offers right now 00:44:00 - Advice for veterans stuck in place Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.warriorstronginc.org/ Follow Warrior Strong on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/warriorstronginc Follow Warrior Strong on Instagram:  https://www.instagram.com/warriorstronginc/ Follow Warrior Strong on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@warriorstronginc.9685 Follow Warrior Strong on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/warrior-strong Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

When the uniform comes off, many veterans feel like they've lost their team. And with it, their purpose. Michael "Sully" Sullivan knows that feeling firsthand, having spent 30 years in Special Forces. But instead of fading into isolation, he stepped into a new mission with Team RWB, helping veterans reconnect, rebuild accountability, and strengthen their health. In this conversation, Sully shares how Team RWB brings veterans together around fitness, connection, and community. From cross-country flag relays to local meetups. Topics Discussed How Sully's Special Forces career led him to Team RWB's mission The story and impact of the Old Glory Relay How accountability and community crush isolation after service The connection between physical activity, health, and mental wellness How Team RWB helps veterans stay engaged through local chapters and the app Notable Quotes "It took a team to get the team across the country." "Your participation is helping out that person that you're seeing at these different events." "You join the team, you see yourself as like, not only taking care of yourself, but your participation is helping out that person." "There's just so much power, I think, in the veteran population." "The idea is that we're always there for you to come back." Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://teamrwb.org Follow Michael Sullivan on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/mpsulli335 Follow Michael Sullivan on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sully_rwb Follow Team RWB on Twitter/X: https://twitter.com/teamrwb Follow Team RWB on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/teamrwb/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Joseph Fontenot gave up a rising career in music to enlist in the Army, only to be thrust into unexpected combat roles in Iraq and Afghanistan. He discusses his experiences while deployed, injuries that aren't always physical, and the challenge of finding direction and building a meaningful life after returning home. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Follow Joseph Fontenot on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/2335103330160442 Follow Joseph Fontenot on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/josephfontenot74/ Follow Joseph Fontenot on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/joseph-j-fontenot-322a8088/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Transitioning out of the military brings challenges that don't end when the uniform comes off. Benefits, family readiness, and the search for a new purpose can all feel overwhelming. In this conversation, USAF Lt. Gen. (Ret) Brian Kelly, President and CEO of the Military Officers Association of America, shares how his decades of service have led him to focus on protecting what veterans and their families have earned. A key part of that mission is the TotalForce+ conference, a groundbreaking event designed to connect service members, veterans, government leaders, and industry partners. Brian breaks down the four pillars driving the conference: career transition, community support, benefits advocacy, and crisis response, and why bringing all these voices together matters for the future of the military community. From scholarships for military kids to disaster relief when veterans are displaced, to real solutions being built at TotalForce+, this episode gives you a look at how advocacy and action come together. If you've been searching for hope that someone is fighting for you and your family, this conversation will show you exactly where that work is happening. Timestamps 00:02:30 - Why Brian Kelly chose to continue serving after 33 years in uniform 00:06:45 - How MOAA scholarships help military kids overcome constant moves 00:08:45 - Crisis relief for veterans who fall through the cracks 00:17:15 - The four pillars shaping the Total Force Plus conference 00:23:00 - Using new tools to make transition smoother for veterans Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://totalforceplus.moaa.org/ Follow MOAA on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/moaa Follow MOAA on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moaaofficial/ Follow MOAA on Twitter/X: https://twitter.com/MilitaryOfficer Follow MOAA on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/moaa Other links: https://moaa.org/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Cole Grace knows danger up close. In Iraq, he spent his days disarming IEDs and dodging sniper fire. But coming home wasn't the relief he'd expected. Instead, he found himself at war again, trapped in a loop of relentless perfectionism, unexplained chronic pain, and an addiction that crept up quietly, almost unnoticed. In this conversation, Cole opens up about the brutal reality of fighting battles you can't see. He shares how he finally confronted childhood wounds that had intensified his combat trauma and what it took to silence the inner voice that always said he wasn't enough. If you've ever felt stuck in your head, lost in your own pain, or wondered if peace is even possible, this episode is for you. Timestamps: 01:00 - Facing bombs and bullets in Iraq 08:45 - How combat fuels relentless perfectionism 20:30 - Addiction, chronic pain, and medical dead-ends 28:15 - Rewiring trauma without the BS 35:45 - Finding peace after chasing success Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Follow Cole Grace on YouTube: https://youtube.com/@cgrace21 Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

If you're active duty or a veteran with kids, you already know the school system doesn't move with you. New duty station, new rules, new problems, and your kids pay the price. Natalie Mack has been homeschooling for over two decades while her family bounced from base to base, including overseas. She's not selling you sunshine and Pinterest-perfect school days. She breaks down exactly what it takes to homeschool in a military lifestyle, what families screw up, and how to do it smarter. This episode discusses: What you need to know before your next PCS How to deal with overseas laws that technically ban homeschooling Why more military families are ditching public school and how it affects military retention The benefits for your kids (and yourself) when you take back control Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://militaryhomeschoolers.org/ Follow Natalie Mack on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/natalie.minormack/ Follow MHA on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/militaryhomeschoolersassociationMHA Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/military_homeschoolers/ Follow Natalie Mack on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/homeschoolnataliemack Follow Natalie Mack on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/natalie-mack-homeschool/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Veterans often return home to a world that feels muted. Mark Haddad, a former Army soldier and contractor, breaks down the reason why: our body-mind-soul system gets rewired by trauma and adrenaline, and everyday life just can't compete. This episode talks about the science behind why vets crave danger, sabotage stability, and feel disconnected from "normal." From surviving a parachute malfunction to confronting evil in Africa, Mark shares stories that any vet who's struggled to slow down will understand. You'll learn how to stop blaming yourself for what your brain and body were trained to do. Timestamps 00:02:15 - Surviving a combat parachute malfunction 00:06:45 - Realizing your purpose isn't downrange 00:10:15 - Why veterans chase chaos after war 00:16:30 - The adrenaline bar theory explained 00:44:30 - How to regain control over your internal chemistry Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.markhaddadauthor.com Follow Mark Haddad on Instagram: www.instagram.com/markhaddadauthor1 Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

He gave the Army 20 years, 8 months, and 8 days, nearly all of it in special operations. From Ranger Regiment to Green Beret team sergeant, Joshua Daniel lived and breathed the mission. But when the wars ended, so did the mission, and he felt it in every bone, every memory, every unfinished story. Rather than fade out, he built something bigger than himself. In this episode, Joshua opens up about the pain of stepping away, the harsh words that forced him to rethink his exit, and how he turned guilt into leadership with Hero Games Charity and Counterculture Solutions. From one-on-one mentoring to purpose-driven events honoring Gold Star families, he's proving there's still work worth doing, and it starts with refusing to settle for half a life. Timestamps: 00:00:30 - From 134 pounds to Green Beret: Building grit through the suck 00:06:00 - The moment a younger soldier called him out-and why it changed his path 00:10:00 - Starting over with Hero Games and finding new purpose 00:19:45 - Why honoring one family a year matters more than doing it all 00:38:00 - The hard truth about veterans wasting their lives post-military Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.counterculturesolutions.com/ https://herogamescharity.com/ Follow Joshua Daniel on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/JDxHGCxCCS Follow Joshua Daniel on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jdxhgcxccs/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Kris Searles got blown out, broken down, and pushed out. The VA gave him pills. He gave them the finger. Instead of numbing out, he wrote a check, got stem cell therapy, fixed his back, got his life back, and started helping others do the same. Now, through Overwatch 6, he's funding treatments that work, no pills, no surgeries, no BS. He's also training vets to coach each other through trauma. No therapy jargon. Just guys who've been through hell, helping others crawl out of it. If you've ever stared at your pill bottle and thought, "There's gotta be a better way," this may be that way. Timestamps: 00:02:30 - Iraq sniper op, hunting high-value targets 00:11:45 - Ambushed and losing his whole team days before redeployment 00:16:15 - Crawling out of bed until stem cells changed everything 00:20:00 - VA's failures and how real healing works 00:37:45 - Coaching vets through trauma without the psychobabble Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.overwatch6.com/ https://www.mentoragility.com/find-a-vttv-meeting Follow Overwatch 6 on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/overwatch_6/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

If life after the military feels like it's constantly on edge, you need tools that actually help you get your head straight. Dr. Barbara Thompson is an Army veteran and psychologist who worked directly with Special Operations and high-risk teams who didn't have the luxury of falling apart. She knows what high stress does to the brain and how to fix it before it burns you down. This episode is for the guy who's tried to muscle through PTSD, anxiety, or feeling disconnected (and it's not working). You'll learn how to spot when your brain is running on survival mode and what to do in the moment to break the spiral. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://drbarbthompson.com Follow Barbara Thompson on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100025177493267 Follow Barbara Thompson on Instagram: https://instagram.com/barb.r.thompson Follow Barbara Thompson on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/barbara-thompson-7487aa8b Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

What happens when music becomes a lifeline, capturing the stories and struggles veterans carry silently? Today's guests, Bronson Hetzer and Cody Doench, from The Filthy Heathens, take us on an emotional journey through their song "Cyril," a tribute to a fallen friend lost to suicide after combat. It's a gut-punching reminder of why staying connected matters and why reaching out could save lives. Discover how their music serves as therapy, healing wounds that words alone can't touch, and how the power of brotherhood transcends even the darkest days. Stay until the end for the full song. It's one you won't forget. Timestamps 00:01:30 - Behind the Song "Cyril" and a friend's memory 00:08:15 - Why music can say what words can't 00:16:00 - Brotherhood beyond the battlefield 00:24:30 - The impact of one powerful song 00:32:45 - The critical importance of reaching out Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://thefilthyheathens.com Follow The Filthy Heathens on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61555576782240 Follow The Filthy Heathens on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/the_filthy_heathens/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

A troubled past led one Marine to find redemption and purpose, turning adversity into a powerful mission. After struggling through his own difficult transition from military to civilian life, Logan Spiewak founded Boots to Health, a groundbreaking program dedicated to helping veterans and first responders reclaim their physical and mental health. Listen to hear how veterans are finding strength, hope, and a supportive brotherhood through a unique fitness initiative that goes beyond the gym. Timestamps: 02:15 - Logan's journey from juvenile delinquency to the Marine Corps 10:30 - The inspiration behind Boots to Health 22:45 - A detailed walkthrough of the Boots to Health program 33:00 - How fitness impacts veterans' mental health 36:45 - Bridging generational gaps through veteran camaraderie Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://bootstohealthfoundation.org Follow Boots to Health on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100083860142817 Follow Boots to Health on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bootstohealthfoundation/ Follow Boots to Health on Twitter/X: https://x.com/FoundationBTH Follow Boots to Health on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@bootstohealth Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

When the pills stop working and therapy feels like talking to a brick wall, where do you turn? Dr. Charlie Powell, a veteran and multi-board certified physician, opens up about a journey most in his shoes would never talk about, finding healing through psychedelic medicine after years of battling PTSD, depression, and emotional numbness. His new project, Healing Heroes, captures this radical, personal transformation and the stories of six veterans and first responders who risked everything to find themselves again. In this episode, we tear down the walls of stigma, see what healing looks like, and share why recovery demands more than just prescriptions and checklists. This is a conversation for anyone who's ever felt broken, lost, or tired of fighting the same battles inside their own head. Timestamps 04:30 - Why traditional PTSD treatments often fall short 12:15 - The life-altering decision to try psychedelic medicine 19:45 - Building a multidisciplinary path to real healing 28:00 - The devastating impact of stigma and isolation 36:55 - How Healing Heroes is reshaping hope for veterans Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://solovive.com Follow Charlie Powell on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/healingheroestv Follow Charlie Powell on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/healingheroestv Follow Charlie Powell on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healingheroestv Follow Charlie Powell on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@HealingHeroesTV Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Military spouse Marla Ballard discusses her journey from a farm in Kentucky to navigating the challenges of being a military spouse in the bustling D.C. area. She shares her story of resilience and reinvention after her husband's severe injuries from an IED in Iraq that dramatically reshaped their lives. Marla faced her own internal struggles, questioning her worth and her future. Now, as the CEO of YU2SHINE, Marla has pioneered a powerful approach known as quantum personal development, helping veterans and military families break free from the limiting beliefs that hold them back. This conversation will challenge you to rethink your perceptions, cultivate gratitude, and build practical strategies to navigate life's toughest transitions. Timestamps: 02:00 - Marla's journey as a military spouse and overcoming her husband's combat injury 09:00 - Introduction to Quantum Personal Development 15:00 - Practical steps to shift negative beliefs through gratitude 22:30 - A daily practice for transforming your mindset 35:00 - Free resources and actionable support for veterans Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://empower-me-academy.yu2shine.com/marla-ballard Follow Marla Ballard on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/marla.ballard.9 Follow Marla Ballard on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/marla.ballard/ Follow Marla Ballard on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/marlafballard/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

After the service, feeling isolated can hit harder than expected. You move to a new place, start a new chapter, and suddenly realize that building real connections isn't easy anymore. That's where today's conversation lights a fire. Michael Chahinian opens up about his own post-Navy struggles with loneliness and the incredible journey that led him to create Krew Social. This tool helps veterans and civilians alike build vibrant, in-person communities based on shared interests. This episode talks about reclaiming the camaraderie, connection, and purpose that so many miss after military life. From organizing bike rides and book clubs to hosting lunch meetups after church, Krew Social shows how simple moments can lead to lifelong bonds, and even life-changing moments like finding a spouse. If you've been feeling the weight of isolation, this episode delivers hope, real-world solutions, and a new path forward. Timestamps: 03:00 - The real struggles of making friends after service 08:30 - Why traditional apps fail veterans seeking connection 14:30 - How Krew Social creates real-world community 19:00 - Impact stories that prove connection changes lives 37:00 - Why reducing loneliness is crucial for veteran mental health Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.krewsocial.com Follow Krew Social on Instagram: https://instagram.com/krewsocial Follow Krew Social on Twitter/X: https://x.com/krewsocial1 Follow Michael Chahinian on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/mikechahinian/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Sometimes, the funniest stories are also the most revealing. Andy Dietrich takes us from his teenage years in Germany to the icy roads of Alaska and eventually into the structured chaos of the Marine Corps. His new book, Play Stupid Games, Win Stupid Prizes, is packed with personal stories. Some hilarious, others humbling, but all brutally honest. This episode digs into why he wrote it, what it means to own your story, and how military experiences, no matter how "unremarkable" they may seem, shape us for life. Whether you're dealing with transition guilt, wondering if your service was "enough," or just need a laugh with someone who gets it, this one hits home. Timestamps 04:45 - Where the title Play Stupid Games, Win Stupid Prizes comes from 10:45 - Why Andy kept his book project a secret until it was done 17:00 - Hilarious boot camp stories and being the "Germany" guy 24:00 - Feelings of guilt for not deploying after 9/11 41:00 - Redefining success after the military and choosing happiness Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.andysbook.com Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Losing the uniform doesn't mean losing your mission. That's the focus of this episode with Marine veteran Sean Abrusci and Warrior Strong founder Tom Tice. Warrior Strong has created a way for veterans to reconnect through fitness, support, and purpose-driven programs that meet people where they are. They dive into what it looks like to transition out of the military. The questions no one prepares you for, the moments of doubt, and the search for something that feels like it matters. Sean opens up about life after leaving the Marine Corps, the challenge of finding direction, and why so many veterans feel lost even with family and careers around them. Tom breaks down the Warrior Strong mission and how they're building partnerships across the veteran nonprofit space. If you've ever felt like you were floating without a map after service, this is the conversation you didn't know you needed. Timestamps: 00:05:00 - From college dropout to combat Marine 00:13:00 - Finding direction after service 00:21:45 - Why veteran nonprofits need to work together 00:30:00 - How purpose evolves in each life chapter 00:41:30 - What honesty with your spouse really looks like Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://warriorstronginc.org Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Losing the uniform doesn't mean losing your mission. Daniel O'Dell opens up about the brutal reality of life after service. Physical limitations, mental health battles, and the crushing loss of identity. But when everything felt broken, he found healing in the most unexpected way: through his voice and a green-haired service dog named The Fluffy Poodle. Daniel shares how filming his daily routines with his service dog led to national recognition, community healing, and a renewed purpose. His story is relatable. We discuss struggles with fatherhood, finances, and just getting through the day. If you've ever felt like the world moved on without you, this is the episode that reminds you that you're not alone, and there's always another mission. Timestamps 01:30 - Losing purpose after the Army and the job market shock 05:45 - Dark thoughts, survivor's guilt, and saving grace from one powerful speech 09:15 - Building a military-style "sandbox" to navigate civilian life 13:00 - How a service dog rebuilt Daniel's confidence and routine 24:45 - Carrying forward the legacy of those who didn't make it home Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://motivefate.com/ Follow Daniel O'Dell on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/p/MotiveFate-LLC-61557755683896/ Follow Daniel O'Dell on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/the_fluffy_poodle/ Follow Daniel O'Dell on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/daniel-o'dell-823650269 Follow Daniel O'Dell on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgtLvpZ4HzG6byTdbIirauQ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

You've heard the lie: "You'll do great after the military. Companies are lining up to hire vets." But what if that's exactly what's breaking us? Jason Anderson spent 20 years in the Air Force, leading international missions, and closing out his career at the Pentagon. He was ready for the civilian world, or so he thought. What followed was years of hidden anxiety, 3 a.m. panic, and strained family dynamics, all while climbing the corporate ladder. On the outside, he looked successful. Inside, he was unraveling. In this eye-opening conversation, Jason dismantles the flawed assumptions behind the military's Transition Assistance Program and reveals the hidden link between poorly executed transitions and veteran mental health crises. He introduces the Modern Military Transition Framework, an approach built by veterans, for veterans, that finally treats post-service life as a whole new operating environment, not just a career move. Whether you're still serving, just got out, or 10 years post-military and still feel like something's off, this episode is your wake-up call and your blueprint for doing it better. Timestamps (04:00) - The invisible struggle behind Jason's "successful" post-military career (07:00) - Why transition stress quietly breaks even high-performing veterans (11:00) - The lie TAP tells and how it sabotages mental health (20:15) - How Jason's modern framework flips the script on transition (38:30) - Retraining your mind for civilian life without losing who you are Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://preveteran.com/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Morgan Lerette didn't grow up dreaming about being a private military contractor. Like a lot of veterans, one thing led to another. He got pulled into Blackwater during the height of the Iraq War, rolling through Baghdad with no real rules of engagement, no clear mission beyond keeping people alive, and making more money than he ever thought possible. In this episode, Morgan talks openly about what contracting was really like. Driving armored SUVs through war zones, making split-second decisions, and dealing with the consequences afterward. He explains how contractors operated alongside the military, why so many signed up, and how the people of Iraq saw it all from their side. We also get into what happened after he left that world. Morgan shares what helped him figure out the next steps after war and contracting, how he finally built a steady life, and what advice he has for vets who are trying to do the same. This is the kind of honest conversation you only get from someone who's actually been there. Timestamps 00:02:00 - From Air National Guard to Blackwater by word of mouth 00:06:00 - Transitioning from contractor back to the Army 00:10:45 - Inside Blackwater culture and the "Guns, Girls, and Greed" mindset 00:19:00 - Why the government keeps using PMCs and the real costs 00:37:30 - Actionable advice for veterans finding their next step Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Follow Morgan Lerette on Instagram: https://instagram.com/blackwaterDude1 Follow Morgan Lerette on TikTok: https://tiktok.com/BlackwaterDude1 Follow Morgan Lerette on Twitter/X: https://x.com/blackwaterdude1 Follow Morgan Lerette on LinkedIn: http://linkedin.com/in/morgan-lerette-73b01352 Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Strength doesn't always look like what you think. For years, Adam Kasix wore the mask, the intense energy, the warrior mindset, the high-functioning chaos. But behind the scenes, his life was crumbling. Addiction. Divorce. Anger. PTSD. It all came crashing down. What changed? Adam stopped hiding behind the persona and started doing the real work. In this conversation, he talks about what it really means to become a man, not just a "guy", and how confronting the internal beast is the key to leading your family, healing your past, and building a life that actually feels worth living. We talk identity, fatherhood, post-service disconnection, and why some of the toughest men Adam coaches are the ones who finally learn to soften. Timestamps 00:03:15 - Why Adam leads with his lowlights, not his highlights 00:07:30 - Creating the "Guy" archetype and why men get stuck there 00:14:00 - What happens when the warrior leads your home life 00:23:00 - Radar framework for confronting your inner beast 00:43:00 - Why your warrior belongs on QRF, not in the living room Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website (Free Discovery Chat): https://chat.adamkasix.com/coffee Adam Kasix on YouTube: https://youtube.com/@realadamkasix Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

What happens when the mission ends but the war inside you doesn't? Ryan Reichert opens up about life after nearly two decades in the Army, including leading troops in combat, battling chronic PTSD, and losing everything he thought defined him. After a hard fall from grace, broken marriage, lost job, and hitting rock bottom with addiction, Ryan chose a different path. He shares how he found faith, sobriety, and a renewed sense of purpose through his work at Our Protector Development, a consultancy focused on building strong leaders through lived experience. If you're battling with purpose, pain, or what comes after service, this episode will hit home. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.ourprotectordevelopment.com Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

After getting out of the Marine Corps, Rob Bracero found himself stuck, detached from purpose, struggling with chronic pain, and missing the community that used to push him forward. He's not alone. A lot of veterans find that once the structure of military life disappears, it's easy to fall into isolation and let their physical and mental health slip. That's where Warrior Strong comes in. In this episode, Rob shares how Warrior Strong helps veterans rebuild strength and connection through virtual and in-person fitness programs designed specifically for the veteran community. Whether it's yoga for back pain, breathwork to improve sleep, or strength training that takes service-related injuries into account, these programs offer more than just a workout. They bring back a sense of tribe. Rob also opens up about how this work helped him personally reclaim his sense of direction. We talk about the real-world impact of veterans who went from nearly giving up to running marathons again, Vietnam vets trying yoga for the first time, and the power of being seen and supported. If you've been putting off taking care of yourself or think group workouts aren't for you, this conversation might change your mind. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.warriorstronginc.org/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Blown up. Burned out. Ready to end it all. That's where Sam Peterson found himself after his second deployment as an EOD tech. He nearly took his own life until one unexpected moment changed everything. What followed was a raw journey through trauma, healing, and finding purpose on the other side. In this episode, Sam lays it all out. The silent epidemic of blast-induced brain trauma. The VA's broken model that tells you to "just manage it". And most importantly, the groundbreaking treatments that are helping veterans reclaim their lives in days, not years. Ketamine therapy, transcranial magnetic stimulation, hyperbaric oxygen, and guided psychedelic experiences aren't fringe anymore. They're saving lives. Sam breaks down exactly how they work, who they're for, and why veterans need access to them now. If you're tired of the runaround, if you feel like you've hit a wall, this episode might be the first real step toward getting your life back. Timestamps 00:02:00 - The moment Sam almost took his own life 00:04:30 - Why the VA's "symptom management" model is broken 00:13:00 - The truth about TMS, ketamine, and hyperbaric therapy 00:28:00 - Why neuroplasticity can hurt you if done wrong 00:36:15 - Safe and smart ways veterans are using psychedelics Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.mindspadenver.com Follow Sam Peterson on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/sam-peterson-mba/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Kijuan Amey had a plan. He was finishing school, building a business, and still serving in the Air Force Reserves. Then a motorcycle crash changed everything. He lost his sight, suffered major injuries, and had to figure out how to move forward in a world that suddenly looked very different. In this conversation, we talk about what that recovery really looked like. Not just the surgeries or physical rehab, but the mental side too. The frustration, the isolation, the doubt. And also, the turning point when Kijuan decided that this wasn't going to be the end of his story. He talks about learning to live with blindness, adjusting to daily challenges, and building a new mission through mentoring, speaking, and writing. For veterans who feel stuck or disconnected, this episode is a reminder that your circumstances don't define you. How you respond to them does. If you're navigating life after service and trying to figure out what's next, there's a lot here that will hit home. Timestamps 00:01:00 - How military service rewired Kijuan's mindset 00:08:45 - The motorcycle accident that changed everything 00:19:00 - Adapting to blindness and finding new strength 00:25:00 - Turning tragedy into motivation for others 00:33:00 - The first step when life punches you in the face Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://ameymotivation.com Follow Kijuan Amey on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/kijuan-amey-783889121 Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Jake Rademacher didn't wear the uniform, but the war still shaped his life. His two brothers served in Iraq, and that personal connection drove him to create the documentary Brothers at War. What started as a way to understand his siblings' experiences turned into something much bigger: a tool to help other veterans process their own stories. In this conversation, Jake shares how storytelling, film, and honest dialogue can open doors for healing. He talks about sitting in on veteran groups, watching men let go of years of silence, and seeing the impact of simply being heard. We also get into why journaling works, what post-traumatic growth really looks like, and how small acts of reflection can lead to big changes. There's a lot here for veterans who are working through their own transitions. Whether you're dealing with trauma, searching for purpose, or just trying to feel a little more understood, this episode is a reminder that you're not alone and that sharing your story can be part of the solution. Timestamps 00:02:00 - From family to front lines and back again 00:05:00 - How filming war helped Jake process trauma 00:10:45 - The moment a sniper breaks down and heals 00:26:00 - Real-time healing in veteran seminars 00:31:45 - Why post-traumatic growth is possible for every veteran Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://brothersafterwar.com/ Follow Brothers After War on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/brothersafterwar/ Follow Brothers After War on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/brothersafterwar/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Not everyone who served in the Global War on Terrorism wore a uniform. Ganpat "Gunner" Wagh started as a Marine, moved into law enforcement, and then spent years as an FBI agent working everything from cybercrime to counterterrorism. Eventually, that led him to Afghanistan, where he deployed alongside Special Forces as part of a quiet but critical support mission. In this episode, Gunner shares what it's like to carry the mission forward in less visible ways and why those roles still carry the weight of service. He also talks about reconnecting with an old teammate in the most unexpected place and how that moment pulled him into the heart of the Global War on Terrorism Memorial Foundation. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://gwotmemorialfoundation.org Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Pain and anxiety don't always show up on the outside, but they can dominate your inner world. That's the reality Ann Swanson lived with until she discovered practical, science-backed ways to reduce her chronic pain and anxiety. Mike Swanson, a former Army intelligence officer, faced a different battlefield. Stress, leadership pressure, and the hidden stigma around mental health in the military. Together, they share how yoga, meditation, and small breathing practices helped them take back control. They share stories about anxiety attacks in doctor's offices, suicide attempts in a bunker in paradise, and why leading from the front requires taking care of your mind. From box breathing to the "3-3-3" method and one-minute meditations you can do at work or before opening that stress-inducing email, this episode gives you a whole new toolkit. If you think meditation isn't for you, this one might change your mind. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.scienceof.yoga/ Follow Ann Swanson on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/scienceof.yoga Follow Ann Swanson on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ann-swanson/ Other links: www.meditationfortherealworld.com YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/ANNSWANSONWELLNESS Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

When you've been wrecked physically, mentally, or spiritually, it's easy to believe that you're done. But Marine Corps veteran Brandon Mancine's story proves that strength isn't about never getting knocked down-it's about deciding to get back up, every damn time. After being pinned between two trucks by an intoxicated driver, Brandon was told he'd never return to the kind of elite physical conditioning he once had. Instead of accepting that fate, he made a decision that reshaped his life and mindset. In this episode, Brandon opens up about the accident that changed everything, the grit it took to come back, and the systems he built to stay strong for his kids, his clients, and himself. From training through chronic pain and old injuries to leading with humility and strength as a father and coach, Brandon gives real advice for rebuilding after life's hardest hits. Whether you're dealing with physical limitations, emotional battles, or transition blues, his message is clear: strength is something you can rebuild. And it starts one rep, one step, one choice at a time. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://www.bmfcoaching.com Follow Brandon Mancine on Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/brandon.mancine/ Follow Brandon Mancine on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/coachbrandonmancine/ Follow Brandon Mancine on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/brandon-mancine-69833b14/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

We made it to 500 episodes! Honestly, I didn't expect to hit this number when I first started the Drive On Podcast. I figured I'd try it out, see if it helped anyone, and maybe move on if it didn't. But here we are, and that's thanks to you, the listeners who stuck around, shared the show, and kept me going. In episode 100, I said: "I don't think I'll do another one of these milestone episodes anytime soon either. One hundred seemed significant to me, so I wanted to do this one. Maybe I'll do another when I hit the 500th episode, if I make it that long...Who knows if I'll still be doing it by then. I hope I am, but you never know." I guess, we now know the answer to that! In this episode, I'm pulling back the curtain a bit. I talk about how the podcast got started, why I felt called to do it, and who the show is really for. I also answer five questions that came in from listeners, covering things like growth, lessons learned, podcast gear, and how the podcast has changed me along the way. This one's a little more personal. I talk about grief, PTSD, connection, and how talking with other veterans has helped me, and hopefully helped you too. Whether you've been with me since the early days or you just found the show, I think this episode gives you a solid look at what Drive On is all about. Listener Questions Answered: What's one thing I wish I started doing earlier that became a game changer? What's my most memorable moment on the podcast? What drew me to podcasting, and what gear do you really need to get started? What's my "why behind the why"? Has this show changed me? (Spoiler: it has.) Thanks for being part of this milestone. If the show's helped you in any way, I'd love it if you'd share this episode with someone who might need to hear it. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Get Descript for the easiest podcast editing: https://driveonpodcast.com/recommends/descript/ Episodes mentioned in the show: Ep 360 Doug Brinker Beacon 4 HOPE Ep 363 Jeff Circle Empowering Veterans Through Writing Ep 444 JP Perez Transforming Lives with VetRise Academy Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Leaving the military doesn't mean your battles are over. It just changes the battlefield. In this raw, relatable episode, Navy veteran and podcast host Mr. Whiskey shares his story from the high-suicide-rate nuclear program to enduring one of the Navy's most toxic command environments aboard the USS George Washington. He opens up about the weight of grief, loss, and leadership failure. And why getting out didn't magically fix anything. We dive deep into why finding a new mission is so critical after service and how comedy, real talk, and connection can save lives. From breaking cycles of abuse in command culture to mentoring the next generation of service members, this episode delivers gut-checks, laughs, and a ton of heart. If you've ever felt like you were promised something on the way out that never arrived, this conversation is for you. Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://coupleonukes.com Follow Couple O' Nukes on Instagram: http://www.instagram.com/coupleonukes/ Follow Mr. Whiskey on LinkedIn: http://www.linkedin.com/in/mr-whiskey-921b70299/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.

Coming home doesn't always mean you're back. For Marine Corps reservist Ron Jansen, the toughest battles came long after Iraq, when the mission was over and the noise faded. Like so many veterans, he tried to pick up where he left off. A full-time job. Family life. No time to think about what really happened downrange. But trauma doesn't stay quiet forever. It showed up in his relationships, his stress, and the nagging sense that something inside still hadn't healed. In this episode, we dive deep into the hidden cost of suppressing your experience and the surprising freedom that comes from facing it head-on. Ron opens up about the therapeutic power of writing, the raw difficulty of vulnerability, and the camaraderie rediscovered through outdoor retreats and faith-based community. If you've ever felt disconnected, like you're "just getting by," this conversation will hit home. This isn't about wallowing in the past. It's about integrating it so you can actually move forward. Here's where the real breakthroughs happen: Timestamps 00:01:00 - Avoiding emotions after deployment and why it backfires00:04:00 - Writing a combat memoir as a path to healing00:11:30 - Finding therapy in wilderness retreats and group connection00:17:00 - Shedding the armor of invincibility after service00:26:45 - Why storytelling and brotherhood can change everything Links & Resources Veteran Suicide & Crisis Line: Dial 988, then press 1 Website: https://anotherwisehealthyperson.com/ Transcript View the transcript for this episode.