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A man related that a family member of his betrayed him in business, and he is completely devastated by it. The financial loss alone is hard to deal with, but being hurt by a family member makes it so much harder. He wanted to know: Was it from Hashem, or did this person do an aveirah and harm him with his own free will? I told him there is no question that it came from Hashem. Yes, if the person did something wrong, he will be held accountable for it. But as far as we are concerned, what happened was meant for us and it had to happen. Although it is very difficult to deal with, we know that Hashem only does what is absolutely best for us. That means that for reasons we cannot understand, the loss of money, as well as the pain from the betrayal, were the best things that could have happened to this person, or else Hashem would not have allowed them to happen. We have no idea what yissurin in this world save us from, both here and in the Next World, but Hashem does. He is the only One who knows what we truly need to experience for our own good. On the surface level, Yosef HaTzaddik was "betrayed" by his own brothers. The pain of what he went through must have been extremely difficult, all the more so because it came at the hands of his own flesh and blood. But Yosef heroically overcame the challenge and said the most beautiful words to them years later: "It wasn't you who sent me here; it was Hashem." And ultimately, they were able to see that Hashem had done it for the greatest reasons. A person may not be halachically obligated to forgive someone who hurt him and does not feel remorse. But if he is able to overcome his natural feelings of resentment and replace them with feelings of emunah, and bring about shalom, that is considered a heroic act. As the Gemara says, when someone overlooks the wrongdoings that others do to him, Hashem overlooks that person's sins. What better time to utilize an opportunity to gain forgiveness than now, as we approach the awesome day of Rosh Hashanah. It may require superhuman strength, but we have that ability. A person could say, "Hashem, I know You want peace in the family, and so for Your sake, I am going to do what I can to keep it." Yosef HaTzaddik completely forgave his brothers for what they did to him. He was able to hug the very same people who wanted to kill him and eventually sold him into a foreign land. The Torah does not tell us these stories merely so that we should know what happened. It tells them to us so that we can learn from them and emulate our great ancestors. There are times when we ask Hashem for certain blessings that we may be unworthy of receiving. But Hashem, in His infinite kindness, may give a person a situation in which he has the opportunity to perform a heroic act. Perhaps that heroic act will become the zechut through which he receives the blessing he has been seeking. Bringing about shalom and harmony at a time when it is so difficult is certainly a heroic act, and it can bring down a tremendous amount of berachah. If a person could say, "Perhaps Hashem is giving me an opportunity right now to perform a heroic deed, and I'm going to rise to the occasion," that can give him additional motivation to overcome his feelings. We can never lose by going above and beyond. It may be uncomfortable, and it may even hurt, but the rewards will certainly be worth the effort.

Click this link for the new Living Emunah from Artscroll on Tefillah https://www.artscroll.com/Books/lemtfh.html The month of Elul is a tremendous gift from Hashem. It's an opportunity for us to prepare for a new beginning and attain teshuvah for our past wrongdoings. Hashem does not expect a person to become perfect overnight, but we do have to show that we care. We have to show that we want to grow. And besides for the will, we have to put forth effort. When a person truly wants something in avodat Hashem and does what he can to achieve it, he will often see Hashem giving him siyata d'Shmaya to accomplish things he never would have been able to accomplish otherwise. A young man recently went with his family on vacation to a place he really did not want to go. He never missed a minyan, but where they were staying, the nearest minyan was about a half hour away. Renting a car there wasn't an option, Uber didn't really work, and the only way to get to shul was by taxi. Each ride was going to cost about $60, which meant that to go to Shacharit and back and then Minchah and Arbit and back every day would cost him $240 a day. He tried contacting the local Chabad rabbi to see if maybe there were other Jews staying near him with whom they could make a minyan, but nothing worked out. Finally, he decided, "I'm going to minyan no matter what it costs." A few days into the trip, he received a phone call from a man who said, "I deal in Rolex watches, and I have one at the front desk of the hotel you're staying in. Can you bring it back with you to New York? I'll pay you a few hundred dollars." The young man asked, "How did you even know to call me?" He replied, "The Chabad rabbi gave me your number. He said you're a good guy." The young man agreed and then told the man, "I want you to know, every dollar you're giving me is going toward a mitzvah." He explained how much he was spending every day just to get back and forth to minyan. The man couldn't believe it. He said, "If that's what you're using the money for, then it would be my zechut to pay for every single day." And with that, the young man's taxi expenses to minyan were paid for the entire trip. First, he showed Hashem how much he wanted to do the mitzvah. Then he was willing to sacrifice for it, and Hashem took care of the rest. Another man told me that he took it upon himself to make sure people in shul were wearing their tefillin properly. He noticed that so many people had their tefillin falling below the proper place on the hairline, so he learned how to adjust the straps. Over the course of a year, he fixed between 200 and 300 pairs of tefillin. A few months ago, he started feeling different when he would pray. Day after day, he felt something was missing. He didn't feel the same connection to Hashem, and it was spilling over into the rest of his day. This continued for weeks. One day, he didn't have his tefillin with him and borrowed a pair from his friend. That day, suddenly, he felt so much better. The next day, he went back to his own tefillin, and once again things didn't feel right. It occurred to him that maybe there was something wrong with his tefillin. He brought them to his sofer, and indeed, it was discovered that his tefillin were pasul. He said, "I could have gone my entire life without ever knowing my tefillin were pasul." But he went out of his way to help hundreds of other Jews with the mitzvah of tefillin, and then Hashem gave him the extraordinary siyata d'Shmaya to discover the problem with his own. Another man said he went away with his family for a couple of weeks this summer. When they arrived, they discovered that the local shul prayed much later than they were accustomed to, and on Shabbat they would reach the Amidah only after the zman tefillah. This bothered the man very much because he was always careful to pray within the proper zman. He spent the first several days of his vacation searching for another minyan. The possibilities were miles away, but it was so important to him that he kept trying to find a solution. That Friday morning, he was sitting in the shul near his house when suddenly a man walked in and asked, "By any chance, could you join us for a minyan tomorrow morning that will be praying within the zman?" He couldn't believe what he was hearing. The man explained that six of them had just arrived from out of town and were looking to put together an early minyan. Suddenly, the minyan this man had been searching for was right down the block from his house. The following Shabbat, those people had left, and once again he had the same problem. He prayed to Hashem and hoped that somehow he would be able to make the zman again. Amazingly, that next Friday, another group arrived in town, staying in a different house—again, six people. Together with some people from his own family and a neighbor, they were once again able to make a minyan within the zman. This is a powerful lesson for the month of Elul. We may look at ourselves and see that a lot needs improving. Sometimes we may wonder, how am I going to change? It's too hard. But Hashem doesn't ask us to do everything ourselves. He wants us to show Him that we truly want to grow, and He wants us to put forth our best effort. When someone says, "Hashem, I want to do this. I'm going to try. I'm going to sacrifice. I'm going to do what I can," then hopefully Hashem will give him the siyata d'Shmaya he needs to accomplish it in the best way.

Click this link for the new Living Emunah from Artscroll on Tefillah https://www.artscroll.com/ Books/lemtfh.html The process of Shidduchim can be very difficult. There could be long periods of waiting, suggestions that seem to go nowhere, and times when a person wonders how the right Shidduch will ever come about. But there is something very comforting to always remember. The Yad Hashem is so prevalent when it comes to Shidduchim. Hashem is involved not only in bringing the right people together, but also in making sure that it happens at exactly the right time. A young man got married at the age of 30 to a girl in her 20s. They came from completely different backgrounds, to the point that one would have never imagined such a match being made. Yet when they finally met, things progressed very quickly, and Baruch Hashem, they got married and are very happy together. It turned out that this same Shidduch had been suggested two years earlier, and at that time the boy's mother was so taken aback by the difference in backgrounds that she immediately said no. A year after the wedding, the young man was sitting together with his wife and mother when the subject came up. He said, "Ma, why did you say no two years ago? You caused me two extra years of agony. We could have been married that entire time." His wife immediately interjected. "No, you don't understand," she said. "If this would have been suggested to me two years ago, I never would have agreed to it. So many things happened to me during those two years that completely changed my perspective. Only when the Shidduch was suggested at this time was I ready to consider someone from such a different background." What appeared to be a missed opportunity was actually Hashem's perfect timing. The Shidduch was there all along, but it had to wait until the perfect moment when both sides were ready for it. Hashem also has endless ways of bringing two people together, even people whose paths would seemingly never cross. There's a rabbi in a girls' school who started exercising a couple of years ago because his doctor said he needed to stay in shape. Someone helping the rabbi got him a trainer, and this trainer sometimes works with two people at once. For more than a year, the rabbi regularly trained alongside a certain young man. Over that time, he had an opportunity to see this boy up close. He saw his fine middot, his character, and that he was a true ben Torah. Eventually, when one of the girls from his school was ready for Shidduchim, the rabbi thought of this boy. Based on their different backgrounds and circles, it was a match that ordinarily would never have been suggested. But because Hashem arranged for this rabbi to exercise alongside this young man for more than a year, he knew who the boy really was. He suggested the Shidduch, and Baruch Hashem, the two were perfect for each other and are now happily married. Sometimes Hashem will even use a mistake to bring couples together. A boy was suggested to a girl who was just starting out in Shidduchim. She found out that the boy was a few months younger and was hesitant to proceed. She wanted someone older and more mature. But she was encouraged not to reject such a good suggestion over a couple of months. So she agreed to go out, and Baruch Hashem, they saw that they were perfect for each other and eventually got engaged. Only afterward did the families discover something amazing. The boy wasn't a few months younger. He was almost a full year younger. How did everyone get the age wrong? The Shadchan who suggested it was Israeli, and the date of the boy's birthday was misunderstood because dates are written differently in Israel and America. For example, imagine the girl's birthday was December 15, 2002, and the boy's was December 3, 2003. In Israel, his birthday would be written 3-12-03, meaning December 3. But read the American way, that same date means March 12, 2003. Instead of knowing that the boy was almost a year younger, the Shadchan thought he was less than three months younger. By the time they discovered the mistake, the girl already knew that this boy was perfect for her and that the concerns she had were not concerns at all. Hashem made it that the Shadchan for this particular couple had to be Israeli because He knew exactly what was necessary to bring the Shidduch about. When it comes to Shidduchim, we never have to figure out how it's going to happen. We don't have to worry that maybe the right person won't be suggested or maybe an opportunity will be missed. Hashem knows exactly how to bring people together. He knows when to bring them together. And when the time is right, He makes it happen. And if a person needs to wait, that's also Yad Hashem. Knowing that Hashem is involved in every single detail can give us a calmer feeling, even though the process itself may be difficult.

Click this link for the new Living Emunah from Artscroll on Tefillah https://www.artscroll.com/ Books/lemtfh.html This week's parasha opens up with the words, "כי תצא למלחמה על אויבך – when you go out to war against your enemy." The Zohar HaKadosh writes that אויבך-your enemy is referring to the יצר הרע – our evil inclination which means the Torah is calling our struggle with the evil inclination a war. Sometimes people get down on themselves because they always have to struggle to do anything proper in religion. "Nothing is ever easy," they say, and they feel like that means that Hashem doesn't want their service. Others get down because they feel that they are so evil. "Why can't we be happy for other people's good fortune?" They think to themselves, or, "Why is it so hard for us to forgive people?" We must internalize the fact that everybody is created with an evil inclination and it is that inclination which enables us to bring glory to Hashem. The Mabit writes there would be no kavod (glory) to Hashem if we only had our pure neshama that wants to do good all the time. All of the glory comes when we subdue that evil inclination and serve Hashem despite the pull the other way. We should not feel down when we have inclinations towards evil. We should feel excited at our opportunity to bring glory to Hashem by overcoming them. The sefer Nafshi Cholat Ahavatcha uses this Mabit to give us chizuk when it comes to praying. Many times the yetzer hara gets us to not pay attention to what we're saying when we're praying. And even when we try hard and extra hard to focus our minds, our minds still manage to somehow wander and we become frustrated. The natural tendency of a person in that situation would be to just stop trying and say to himself, "It's not helping anyway so why should I bother?" And even if a person does manage to want to make an attempt after he failed, the yetzer hara tells him, "Now you're going to start concentrating? You already messed up most of the prayer. Of what value is it now to have kavana for just one paragraph?" We must think to ourselves, it's exactly the opposite. Because it has been so difficult to concentrate, that is precisely why every word that we do concentrate upon afterward is so precious. That is what brings all the glory to Hashem. Hashem has so much satisfaction when we battle this inclination and then we overcome it. There is no glory in a computer being able to know the meaning of the words, because that's what it's programmed to do. But for a person who has so many thoughts flying through his mind and still manages to focus on some of the words he's praying to Hashem, that is extremely valuable. We should never underestimate the value of concentrating on even one word of the tefila. As the Chovot HaLevavot says, what might seem to be small in our eyes is very big in the eyes of Hashem. For someone who is jealous of his friend's successes and he cries to Hashem for help because he wants to improve in his middot and he works on himself and he reads sefarim that help him with those middot and finally after months, or even years, he is able to be happy for another person, that is where all the glory is because he did battle and he overcame that terrible, evil inclination. If someone feels his inclinations are so evil, and he says to himself, "I'm such a bad person," he is not understanding it properly. It just means he has a greater opportunity to serve Hashem by overcoming it. We are in constant battle with this yetzer hara, but that's the will of Hashem for us, to go to war against it, to do our best to overcome it and if we're fighting hard, we'll merit the continuation of the pasuk, "ונתנו ה' אלוקיך בידך – Hashem will help us beat him." Don't get down, don't feel bad when you have those inclinations. Fight them. Do your best. Every victory is so precious and brings such glory to Hashem. Shabbat Shalom.

The Shomer Emunim writes, whenever a person experiences even the slightest inconvenience or suffering, he should immediately recognize that it came from Hashem and should accept that it is what he needed for his best. It can be something as small as his food being delayed in coming or the taste not being the way that he wanted. They too were from Hashem for his best. If an individual hurts someone or shames him, or takes away his parnasa , and that person accepts it with love in honor of Hashem, the person's level will soar to the greatest heights and it is considered as if he gave Hashem the greatest honor. There are different forms of pain in this world. The Arizal and the Ramak, who knew how things work in the Upper Worlds, both said that when a person gets shamed by somebody else, it is worth more than any type of suffering in this world that a person could possibly give himself as a kappara . In the olden days, people used to bring upon themselves self imposed yisurin , but none of them can compare to one shaming from another individual. However, the value is only so great if the person accepts it from Hashem with love. The Arizal said, if people would know the true value of being shamed, they would actually go around the streets searching for people to shame them. The Gemara says, Rav Nachman and Rav Papa both decreed fasts because of droughts. They and their communities cried and prayed, but to no avail. When they did not get answered, the Rabbis felt ashamed that they were not worthy of Hashem helping them, and at that moment, the rain started pouring. The feelings of shame that they had accomplished more than all of their prayers and tears. And therefore, the Shomer Emunim advises us not to be foolish and lose out on the endless gains we can amass if we are ever shamed. The best reaction would be to say, "Hashem, I know this was from you and I know that I needed it. Thank You for doing what I needed and please forgive me for my sins." A young man told me, he went to a class where the rabbi discussed this topic at length. The very same day, his boss at work utterly shamed him. His initial reaction was to snap back with anger, but he caught himself and realized the opportunity he was being given. That evening, he sat down in a room for an hour, working very hard to accept what was done to him and thank Hashem for it. He mentioned that for the last two weeks he had a shooting pain in his foot that went all the way up to his knee. After he finished accepting what happened, he got up and the pain was gone. I told him, the pain was obviously some type of kappara , but he accomplished way more than that pain could have ever given him with his acceptance of being shamed that day. The Shomer Emunim writes further, if a man married a woman who turns out to be someone with a temper and she causes him a lot of distress, that was decreed from Shamayim , based on the amount of suffering he needs to go through for his tikkun in this world. However, if he is able to maintain his composure and not fight back, but rather accept that it is coming from Hashem and turn to Him and say, "Please let this suffering be an atonement for me," then in the words of the Shomer Emunim ,אז נתהפך הכל לטובה ושלום -Then the entire situation will change for the better and his home will become one of peace. The rabbi testified, he has seen with his own eyes this approach working numerous times. This is tremendous shalom bayit advice. If someone has a difficult spouse, each time that spouse causes him pain, rather than snapping back, the person should accept it as coming from Hashem, make repentance, and eventually Hashem will change that difficult spouse's heart to be one that wants peace and tranquility. Everything that happens in life comes from Hashem and when we accept what He does with love, the gains are endless.

Imagine a young man did a crime that warranted a life sentence in jail. Everything he did was caught on camera. There was nothing he could possibly say or do that could absolve him of his fate. He was also told that the judge is very strict, and it was a guarantee that he would get the full term. There was no lawyer or advocates that could possibly help him. Furthermore, when he was to go in for the trial, he would have to go alone, with no support from family or friends. Here, he was just starting out in life, looking forward to a bright future, and now it was abruptly coming to a halt. The trial was scheduled to take place in a few weeks. This young man would most likely experience extreme anxiety each day leading up to the trial. He would have trouble falling asleep; he would have trouble eating; he would have trouble focusing on anything other than the dismal life he was about to enter. But then, on the night before the trial, he receives a phone call. He picks it up and it is none other than the judge himself. The young man's heart started racing a mile a minute. The judge then tells him, with a very warm and soothing tone, he would like him to come over to his house to talk. The young man goes and, when he arrives, the judge greets him with the biggest smile. He says, "The rules in court are very strict. There is no leeway to take away any of the jail time. However, before the trial starts, there is a completely different set of rules. I am the most merciful and loving judge that you could possibly imagine. I want you to live a long and happy life. I want you to get married and have children and grandchildren. If you will tell me now that you feel remorse for your crime, and that you will never do it again, I'll call off the trial and consider it like that crime never took place." The young man wouldn't believe what he was hearing. If that happened, he would immediately apologize to the judge for the crime and express true remorse and tell him he would never do it again. He would then go home and celebrate with his family, looking forward to a happy life ahead. This scenario seems far-fetched, but in actuality, we are all presented with the exact same opportunity. The Shomer Emunim in perek 1 of his ma'amar on hashgacha peratit describes the terrible judgments that a person can potentially receive after he leaves this world. And they are far worse than a life sentence in prison here. It also says in the Gemara that although Hashem is so merciful, He does not overlook even one sin that a person did in this world. In the Next World, everything operates according to strict justice and even the lightest of transgressions will have to be accounted for. The judgment is very scary. There is no moral support from family or friends and everything a person did is, so to speak, caught on camera. However, the Midrash Tehillim , Mizmor 17 on the words מלפניך משפטי יצא tells us אמר הקב"ה לישראל, בני עד ששערי תפלה פתוחים עשו תפלה ותשובה שאני נוטל שוחד בעולם הזה, אבל משאני יושב בדין לעולם הבא איני נוטל שוחד – Hashem tells us "My precious children, while the Gates of Tefila are still open, make repentance and pray to Me for forgiveness because I take bribery in this world however, once I sit in judgment in the Upper World, I can no longer be bribed." Making teshuva is considered bribery, because instead of receiving endless punishments for our sins, we could just feel remorse and tell Hashem we won't do them anymore. And with those feelings and words, we could completely absolve ourselves of all judgments in the Next World. Hashem is the most merciful Judge that we could imagine. He invites everyone to see Him, kavayachol , before the trial so that He could dismiss the entire case and give everyone the greatest life of eternal bliss.

We say every day in Modim , נודה לך ונספר תהילתך. The Maharal explains נודה לך to mean that we thank Hashem that we are His, that He does everything for us. With those words, we are declaring that we recognize we are powerless to do anything on our own. And therefore, נספר תהילתך we constantly relate the praises of Hashem, attributing all our successes to Him. And that is our greatest praise, like the pasuk says in Yirmiya ( perek 9, pasuk 22). The more a person is able to take himself out of the picture and put Hashem in the picture, the greater success he will have. A student once asked his rabbi for guidance on how to bring Hashem more into his business life. The rabbi sent him to a different student of his who was a very successful banker. He said to this student to go and observe the banker and then ask him for advice. The student listened and went to observe the banker dealing with his customers with an unbelievable display of bitachon . After the workday was finished, the banker invited the student into his office and pulled out the Chovot HaLevavot from his drawer. He said, "Every day I learn the Shaar HaBitachon and, afterward, I turn to Hashem and say, ' Ribono Shel Olam , I know that from the day I started this job I never accomplished anything without You. I never worry about tomorrow, how I will repay loans or debts. I trust You with all my heart and I know You could help me fulfill every request. Please, be with me always and help me fulfill my obligations.'" He then told the student this was his secret to his success and source of strength. Another man who had just started out fundraising for a yeshiva went to his rabbi for advice and asked him how to succeed with that. That rabbi told him, "Whenever you speak to someone about the yeshiva's need for funds, have in mind that you are really talking directly to HaKadosh Baruch Hu . In your mind, feel like you are asking your loving Father for help with the yeshiva. Don't focus on the person sitting in front of you. You are talking to Hashem and He is listening." The man took the advice and he practiced it on his first fundraising trip. Since this was his first time, he didn't even know what was considered a successful trip. So when he told the yeshiva how much he raised, they replied that he had been amazingly successful. Some of the philanthropists who were asked for contributions gave in the thousands and the lowest was not less than $100. Some time later, he was told by a relative of his that one of the wealthiest men in the country used to be hosted by his grandfather when he was a young man. For a period of time, he even slept there. So his relative suggested that he go and see him and ask for a donation. He took the advice and, when he arrived at the wealthy man's home, the wealthy man greeted him warmly. They reminisced about their family lives and the conversation was going great. He was sure he was going to get an enormous donation for the yeshiva. After their long conversation, he told the wealthy man why he came to see him. The wealthy man then pulled out some money from his pocket and said he would be happy to contribute. However, it was a low sum. The man said, "I learned a great lesson that day. It was such a shame that I spoke to the wealthy man that entire time when I could have been speaking to HaKadosh Baruch Hu instead." The more we recognize that Hashem controls everything and take ourselves, and people, out of the picture, the more success we'll have.

The pasuk says in Shir HaShirim about Hashem that He is משגיח מן החלונות מציץ מן החרכים – He watches over us through the windows and peers through the cracks. The sefer Shirat Shlomo explained this pasuk with a mashal of a father who heard that his son became sick with an illness that put him into a coma. The father quickly traveled to the hospital and never left his bedside until he became healed. When his son finally opened his eyes, he was so surprised to see his father there. He asked him how he got there so quickly. His father replied, "I didn't just get here. I have been by your side the entire time that you were here." The same is true of us and Hashem. During this long, almost two thousand-year exile, we have lost our ability to see Hashem, kavayachol . And when it suddenly comes to an end and Hashem reveals Himself, we are going to be in amazement at seeing the presence of the Shechina. We are also going to ask Hashem how He came so suddenly, and Hashem is going to say that He was always with us. He never left our side for a moment. Even though now we aren't able to see Hashem openly, we are definitely able to feel His presence and pick up on the signals that He sends us all the time. A person may say that he hears about how Hashem is involved in so many other people's lives, but he never gets to see it in his own life. We must know, Hashem is involved in everyone's lives without exception. He speaks to all of us all the time, but it is up to us to see it. And that depends on the way we train our minds to think. A young lady sent me the following story about herself, which will help us understand this point better. She said she had been taking the city bus to work for the last year. The beginning of the ride is pleasant but then, when the bus stops at a certain transit center, a lot of homeless people get on and the bus fills up with a terrible odor of alcohol and drugs. Each day, she would feel so down at that moment. She would sometimes think, Yosef Hatzaddik's wagon was filled with sweet spices on his way down to Mitzrayim , and that is how he knew that Hashem was with him. Why is my commute to work accompanied by the most unpleasant odors? Then, one day at the transit center, she was struck with a completely different feeling. The bus was filling up and it reached its capacity and the smell became very strong. But suddenly it hit her; all those people were taking things that harm themselves just to feel happier. Thank You Hashem that despite the fact that I am in shidduchim and it is rough and my friends are all married and I am bored and lonely, I have enough meaning and purpose and reason in my life to be grateful, that I don't have to resort to doing those things. הודו לה' כי טוב . From that moment on, her entire perspective changed. Every day she would anticipate the time when the bus would reach that transit center so she could, once again, be reminded of how much beracha she has in her life and how good Hashem is to her. Recently, baruch Hashem, she got engaged and will be moving to a new neighborhood and will no longer need public transportation regularly. She is so excited about how she was able to change her attitude and really feel Hashem with her. She will now miss that moment of daily connection on the bus, but she knows she will find it in other ways. This young lady is teaching us a great lesson. She thought that Hashem abandoned her, as she suffered from the foul odors every day on the bus. But little did she know, that was precisely where she was going to find Hashem and connect to Him in ways that she could have never dreamed of. Hashem is with us all the time but we have to use our minds the right way to feel His presence.

The Torah says about the mitzvah of teshuva , according to the Ramban,כי קרוב אליך הדבר מאד בפיך ובלבבך לעשותו – teshuva is very close to us, it's in our mouths and it's in our hearts. When it comes to sins between us and Hashem, this is understandable. But what about when it comes to sins between man and man? If someone took money from someone else but can't find him to return it, how will he achieve teshuva just with his heart and his mouth. Or what if he wronged another person who refuses to forgive him? How will he achieve teshuva with his heart and his mouth? When Rav Zalman of Volozhin was trying to find somebody who he insulted in his youth, he couldn't locate him and he began to cry, thinking that he wasn't going to get forgiven. The Vilna Gaon found out about it and told him, when a person does all that he can to fix a sin, Hashem will send him help from above to fix it, even if that sin is bein adam lechavero. The Chovot HaLevavot writes in the Shaar HaTeshuva , perek 10, if someone stole money but he honestly feels remorse and wants to pay it back, but he doesn't have the money to pay, Hashem will give him the money just so he could achieve teshuva . The Chovot HaLevavot writes as well, if a person wronged another but he has a real desire to make teshuva , Hashem will put feelings of mercy in the other person's heart to forgive him. As long as we have a real ratzon in our hearts, Hashem will help us make the teshuva we need to be forgiven. Rabbi Shmuel Travis told a personal story which took place about 20 years ago. An older man in his 90's named Mr. Leib prayed in his shul. Mr. Leib moved to his area, Rishon Letzion, 15 years prior and he prayed in his shul every day. One day, Mr. Leib asked the Rabbi if he could speak to him in private. He told the Rabbi he wasn't always religious and growing up in Russia was very difficult for him. He had gone into business selling leather with his brother, but the taxes were extremely high. They formed a corporation of ten people which exempted them from the taxes. But, under that corporation they did some shady things and one of the men there was extremely corrupt. The brothers had to fire him but, in an act of revenge, this man told the KGB about their shady practices. They were punished mercilessly for their crimes. They then took revenge on this man and told the KGB about what he did when he was with their company. They came down very hard on this man and took a lot of money away from him. Mr Leib then told the Rabbi, "I can't live with myself. I informed on another Jew in an act of revenge and I never got forgiveness from him. Please, Rabbi, I'll do whatever it takes, I just need to be forgiven. The Rabbi asked Mr. Leib if he knew anything about that man and his family now. Mr. Leib replied he had heard the man passed away over ten years ago. The Rabbi then said, technically, he could ask forgiveness by the man's grave with a minyan, but he would need to find the man's heirs to pay back the money for the loss that he caused him. Mr. Leib then began to cry and said he would do anything to get forgiven. The Rabbi told him he would discuss the matter with other Rabbis and that Mr. Leib should come back to him the following week on a Wednesday. That next week, Mr. Leib came back to the Rabbi on Tuesday and his face was glowing. He told the Rabbi he didn't need any rulings, his issue was solved and he explained. On Sunday night he felt feverish and he decided to go to the doctor on Monday morning. He prayed in the first minyan, as usual, and went right afterward to the doctor. The doctor's office was still closed as it was very early in the morning. Mr. Leib was waiting outside and saw another man waiting by the bus stop next door. They made conversation with each other. Turned out, this man was from the old neighborhood that Mr. Leib was from in Russia. Not only that, he discovered that this man's wife was the daughter of the man he was trying to get forgiveness from. He then went back with this man to his home and told his wife all that happened. She said she remembered the episode and exactly how much money the KGB took from her father. She then told him she had three siblings back in Russia, three brothers who were her father's heirs, and she gave him their contact information. Mr. Leib had a bank account in Russia with money that he was not able to bring over with him but was able to transfer it to people in Russia. It had just the amount he needed to make full restitution to those heirs. He contacted them and made the bank transfer, dividing up the money in three ways. Later on, they each sent him a receipt to show that he paid. Mr. Leib then went to the Rabbi and showed him the receipts. He said, "Here, this is my proof that I have received teshuva ." He asked the Rabbi that when the time came he wanted to be buried with those receipts. This man had a strong desire to make teshuva and he even shed tears to show it. Hashem gave him the siyata d'Shamaya he needed to find the people he was looking for. Teshuva is very close to us, it's in our hearts and our mouths. All we need is a strong desire to do it.

With many struggling in business at this time, people are asking what they could do spiritually to improve their financial status. We know the Sefer Hachinuch writes in mitzva 430 that whoever is careful to say Birkat Hamazon properly will have his sustenance given to him in a dignified manner for his entire life. The Sefer Ta'ameh Haminhagim u'Mekoreh Hadinim writes that saying Birkat Hamazon out loud with joy is a segula for wealth. A rabbi from Yerushalayim related that this past year he has had a lot of struggles in parnasa and Baruch Hashem, his daughter got engaged, which meant a lot more expenses. His friend encouraged him to start eating bread every single day and utilize the wondrous segula of saying Birkat Hamazon . The rabbi told this friend that his diet only allowed him to eat bread one day a week on Shabbat. But the friend insisted that the segula has been tried and tested and told him to eat just the bare minimum necessary to say Birkat Hamazon on a daily basis. Later that day, the rabbi went to the Kotel to pray Arbit and there he saw a Hashgacha Peratit newsletter. On the first page was a writeup from Rabbi Pinchas Shafer about a man who was struggling with parnasa, who began saying Birkat Hamazon and saw amazing yeshuot . The rabbi was convinced and he and his rebbetzin both accepted upon themselves to start eating bread every single day. The first thing the rabbi said was how much he enjoyed saying Birkat Hamazon and truly concentrating when thanking Hashem. Less than two weeks since they started, a wealthy friend of his came over to him one day and said, "I want to help with the upcoming wedding of your daughter. And then he handed him an envelope with 10,000 shekels inside. The rabbi became emotional, seeing how Hashem had just helped him in such an open way. That Friday, he told all of his children of the recent developments and asked them to each begin saying Birkat Hamazon with kavana from a siddur . He also told them that we don't do mitzvot just for a segula and proceeded to tell them what a zechut it was to thank Hashem properly for all of His goodness and chesed, especially during the mitzvat aseh of Birkat Hamazon . That Shabbat, they were all inspired to say Birkat Hamazon the right way. During that upcoming week, the rebbetzin who had been unemployed found an easy and pleasant job. The rabbi who learned during the day and had a job at night, seeing all of the Heavenly help with parnasa, decided to ask for a raise at his job. The very next day, he was told that the raise was approved. Furthermore, one of his children needed a new pair of shoes and went to the store to buy them. When he picked out the shoes he wanted, the salesman said, "Those are free." He explained that someone returned them after wearing them for an hour. He told that customer they couldn't take them back after they were worn. And so the person said, "No problem, just give them to someone who needs them." He put a mark on the box and that was the pair that this boy picked out. Another one of the rabbi's children needed a new suit, and he heard there was a sale at a popular store. The regular price of a suit is about a thousand shekels. On the outside of the store, it said some suits were as much as 50% off, but when he saw the selection, he did not like any of those suits. He took the suit he liked to the register, and there he was told that on that suit there were two sales and the price came out to only 360 shekels. Those are the stories that happened to them in just the last two months. The rabbi said the greatest gift he got from all of this is a new appreciation for saying Birkat Hamazon and thanking Hashem in general. We could all benefit from saying Birkat Hamazon the right way, and truly thanking Hashem the way we are supposed to.

The Shomer Emunim writes in his ma'amar on hashgacha peratit ( perek 6), any suffering that a person bears in this world, especially if he believes that it's coming from Hashem and doesn't question Him, then it will cleanse him from endless potential suffering in the Next World. If a person was able to see what he was gaining through each suffering in this world, he would dance with the greatest joy, realizing the unbelievable kindness that Hashem is bestowing upon him. The greatest gains from any affliction come about if the person accepts it with love. Fortunate is the person who accepts his suffering with love. Aside for the tremendous benefit it brings him, the Gemara in Ta'anit says, it is so powerful, it brings about salvations to the entire world. The Shomer Emunim writes further, if a person gets even a small affliction and instead of attributing it to happenstance, he recognizes it was from Hashem and he says, "I deserve this because of my sins," and he asks Hashem to be forgiven, that would bring him forgiveness for all of the blemishes he created in the Upper Worlds, and all the judgments would then become sweetened for him and it will be considered as if he received much more suffering than he actually did. The angel that used to learn Torah with the Bet Yosef told him, on one occasion, the reason why his wife wasn't having children. It had something to do with her neshama having a male element to it. But then he was told, because she went through certain sufferings and she accepted them happily, that made her soul so pure. Through that, she was zocheh to have children. A man once came to the Steipler Rebbe in need of chizuk due to all the problems he was experiencing. The Steipler told him not to dwell too much on the problems of this world. He went on to tell that man about all the problems he had. He said if he would have paid attention to all of his suffering, he would have remained an am ha'aretz , not learning even one page of Gemara . He said some of his problems were so great they could have been distributed to a hundred people and there would have been enough for all of them. Yet, because of his emunah, he knew all of his problems were sent by his loving Father Hashem, for his benefit, and that enabled him to move on each time with happiness. He grew in Torah, amidst the suffering, until he became the Gadol Hador. If people keep saying they are waiting for this problem to end, for that issue to become easier, they will be forfeiting their greatest opportunities for spiritual growth. We do hope the problems will become easier and go away, but in the meantime, if we persevere and continue fulfilling our roles as ovdei Hashem happily, we could reach the greatest heights. There are also great segulot involved in a person accepting what is happening to him with love. It brings about Heavenly mercy, it makes a person more fit for salvation, and most importantly, it purifies him and brings him to great spiritual levels. Chazal tell us, if Iyov wouldn't have complained about his suffering, he would have risen to the level of our holy Avot, Avraham, Yitzchak and Yaakov. This is the awesome value of not complaining, and rather accepting that whatever is happening is happening because of Hashem and it is for our best. If when a person is going through troubles, he is able to continue on living happily and serving Hashem to the best of his ability, his rewards will be endless.

Someone who internalizes the principles of emunah and lives his life accordingly will find so much of the worry and stress that plagues people slowly dissipating. He knows every moment of his life is so carefully planned by Hashem. He knows whatever is meant for him to have he will get. He knows no one can take anything from him or harm him if it's not the will of Hashem. And he knows everything Hashem decides for him is always the best possible outcome that could happen. A woman who has been working on her emunah for the past couple of years told me how much strength it has given her. She said, "Very often we find ourselves in situations which are shared by many people and we feel like we are part of a global crisis. We tend to succumb to the situation by reasoning that we are just a victim of the crisis, whether it be a shidduch crisis or a housing crisis or a getting accepted into yeshiva crisis and so on. We need to remember that each and every person is an only child to Hashem, who has a different plan for every single person." Recently, she started falling prey to that conventional thinking as her family became one of the thousands in the housing crisis, unable to find a decent living quarters for an affordable price. They prayed and hoped to find a suitable place to live in that they could afford, despite real estate agents telling them that they were being very unrealistic. Baruch Hashem, they are blessed with a large family and live in a highly sought after neighborhood for a number of years. One day, their landlord said he needed them to vacate as soon as they could because he wanted the apartment for his own family. Moving to another neighborhood was not an option, due to family obligations and work considerations. Then, one Monday morning, she saw an ad for an apartment that sounded just right. After speaking to the owner, her optimism increased. The location, the size, and the price were just what they were looking for. Her and her husband's schedules were completely booked for the next few days and so she figured she would call back to schedule a viewing later in the week, but the next day the ad was gone and she had misplaced the phone number of the landlord. It appeared that someone else beat them to that apartment. They consoled themselves with the thoughts that no one could ever take something from them if they were destined to have it and, if they didn't get it, it was for sure for their best. For the next two months, they were unable to find anything suitable. Then, one day, she received a call from a friend who said someone in a class she goes to mentioned that she has an apartment that she is looking to rent out. The description sounded exactly what they were looking for and the address rang a bell. She took the phone number and set up a meeting to see it. The apartment was perfect and they agreed to take it on the spot. After signing the lease, they couldn't help but ask the owner if this was in fact the same apartment that was advertised in the local paper a couple of months before this. The owner said indeed it was. People came to see it then but were turned off by the condition of the apartment. He decided to remove the ad and do renovations before showing it again. Just as they were completing the renovations, his wife told her close friends only about it because they wanted people with close references. And that is how they got this apartment. The woman said, "We thought that the perfect apartment slipped out of our hands. Little did we know, Hashem was not only holding it for us, He was fixing it up and making it ready for us to move into without us having to do anything." The struggles of life can get stressful, but the more emunah a person acquires, the better he will be able to perform as he goes through them.

Positivity for the Future

Positivity for the Future

There is no one who doesn't need chizuk in emunah, from the greatest rabbis to the common layman, no exceptions. Gedolei HaDor of yesteryear have testified themselves that on days they did not work on their emunah, it was automatically weaker. We see things take place in this world which threaten to damage our emunah. Tzaddikim experiencing hardships and tragedies, the best girls having so many struggles in shidduchim, and the list goes on. There are so many things we don't understand and it leads people to doubt their emunah. We must constantly strengthen ourselves by filling our minds with what Chazal teach us and with what the Torah says about Hashem. The pasuk says,ומחה ה' אלוקים דמעה מעל כל פנים – in the future, Hashem is going to come and personally wipe away the tears of all those people who had sorrow in their lives. At that time, Hashem is going to give a class and explain to everyone how everything they ever experienced was only resulting from Hashem's complete love and mercy upon them. Things that made no sense will suddenly make perfect sense. Questions which people carried around for years will no longer be questions. Everything will be so clear and then, we'll be able to live in complete bliss. But until then, we have a great opportunity to believe in Hashem's goodness, although it is not always clear. The pasuk says about Hashem, He is ריעך וריע אביך – He is your friend and the friend of your father's. Hashem is our greatest friend in the world. There is no one who loves us more than Him. There is no one who cares about us as much as Him. There is no one who takes care of us as much as Him.בנים אתם לה' אלוקיך – Hashem calls us his children. Just like when a parent buys a present for his child he is so excited to give it to him and see the big smile on his face, every time Hashem gives us a blessing, it says באור פניך נתת לנו – He gives it to us with a shining countenance, kavayachol , so excited for us to be happy. And just like when a child is in pain, the parent feels that pain, so too whenever a Jew is in pain, Hashem feels the same pain like it says בכל צאתך לו צער . If a person had even one child who was suffering, lo alenu , it would consume the parents' minds at all times of the day. They would not be able to enjoy anything while their child is suffering. Hashem has millions of children and, lo alenu , many of them are suffering tremendously. Hashem doesn't just feel the pain of one child, He feels the suffering of every single child, every ache and pain of a Jew who is sick, every bit of shame of someone who got embarrassed, every rejection, every loss of money, every longing for a child, every longing for a shidduch , every mourner's pain, etc. So why doesn't Hashem just take everyone out of their pain if He has to bear it all? The answer is because He loves us so much and knows what we need to fulfill our purpose here, He's willing to take all that pain just so that we'll be happy for all eternity. We will never fathom the love that Hashem has for us, but the more we contemplate it, the easier it will be for us to go through life.

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One of the inspiring aspects of Hashem's hashgachah is seeing how He can use anyone, at any time, to be the messenger who gives us exactly what we need. Very often, we imagine that our salvation has to come through a certain person or a certain circumstance. But we have to know that Hashem has endless messengers that He can use. He can place us in the most unexpected situations and have someone we never would have dreamed of become the one to give us exactly what we need. A young man who spends the year learning Torah always takes a summer job to help support himself. This year, however, the job he normally took was no longer available, and he began looking for something else. A summer camp offered him a great position. It was a prestigious job with very good pay, and it seemed like the kind of opportunity that could continue for many summers to come. But there was one aspect of the job that raised a question regarding tzniut. He asked his rabbi, and his rabbi told him, "It's not for you." Although he needed the money and it was a great opportunity, he listened to his rabbi and turned the job down. A couple of weeks later, while still looking for a job, just after the summer had begun, he heard that a friend's home had been struck by lightning, and he went there to help. He returned the next day and continued helping. While they were there, they noticed a man in the basement repairing all of the electrical outlets. This young man happened to love electrical work, although he had not yet received his license. He asked the electrician what he was doing there. The electrician explained that he normally worked only on large commercial projects and never took residential jobs, but because he knew the homeowner and no one else was available to help, he came. The young man asked if he could help. The electrician asked, "Do you know what you're doing?" He replied, "Yes," and the electrician invited him to join him. He was very impressed with the young man's work. Before leaving, the young man asked if he knew of any job opportunities. The electrician said that he did, and he arranged an outstanding position for him that included on-the-job training toward earning his license. Not only was the salary much higher than what he would have earned at camp, but he was also able to remain in his hometown instead of traveling away for the summer. Afterward he said, "Look at the messenger Hashem sent me. I went to do a chesed for my friend, and there I met a commercial electrician who is almost never in private homes. Yet he became the messenger Hashem used to give me exactly what I needed." Another man shared the following story. Five years ago, he left his job. When he and his employer parted ways, there was still a substantial amount of money owed to him. The employer made a small payment, but it wasn't even a tenth of what he owed. The man tried many times to collect the balance and even considered going to Beit Din, but nothing ever came of it. Eventually, he wrote the money off and accepted that he was probably never going to see it. Now, five years later, he noticed he had a missed phone call. It was from his former employer's business partner. Since he hadn't spoken to him in years, he sent him a text asking, "Did you mean to call me? Is this perhaps about the unpaid balance that I'm still owed?" The partner responded, "Actually, I didn't mean to call you. It was a mistake, and I don't know anything about an unpaid balance, but let's talk later." That evening, the former employer himself called. "What unpaid balance are you talking about?" he asked. The man explained what had happened when he left the company five years earlier. The employer looked into the matter and said, "If I still owe you the money, I'm going to pay you." And he did. He paid him the entire balance. Five years later, the money suddenly arrived. And how? Because his former employer's business partner accidentally called him. That mistaken phone call became the messenger Hashem used to bring him his yeshuah. We spend so much time trying to figure out who is going to help us and how our salvation is going to come. But we have to know that Hashem has countless messengers. It's not our job to figure out who they will be. Our job is to trust the One Who sends them. When we know that Hashem has unlimited ways to help us, we can remain calm, knowing that our yeshuah can always come in the blink of an eye, and that it can arrive through someone or something we never would have expected.

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One of the benefits of hearing stories of Hashem's salvations is that they expand our understanding of what is possible. Sometimes we hear about a yeshuah that seems almost unbelievable. We wonder if such things could really happen. The answer is, of course they can, and that is exactly why we need to hear them. The more we recognize that Hashem's abilities are unlimited, the easier it becomes for us to put our trust in Him and pray with real hope. We stop limiting Hashem's possibilities to what seems realistic to us, and we begin to understand that Hashem is never bound by nature or statistics. A talmid chacham who spends his days learning Torah related what happened when two of his children became engaged one after the other. He had no idea how he would pay for two weddings. Rather than focusing on people, he worked on strengthening his bitachon in Hashem. He prayed that Hashem should help him not even think that any specific person would be his source of salvation. He asked that his eyes be directed only toward Hashem. Whenever the thought entered his mind, "Where will I get the money?" he immediately replaced it with the conviction that Hashem would provide it. His entire avodah was to remain calm, continue trusting, and continue praying. One day, an avreich approached him after Minchah and told him that a generous donor wanted to help. He was asked to prepare a detailed list of every expense for the first wedding, including everything he could think of. A few days later, the avreich returned and handed him an envelope containing the entire amount in cash. His family gathered together and said Nishmat to thank Hashem for this amazing yeshuah. As the shopping continued, however, they realized they had forgotten many important expenses. Instead of becoming anxious, they strengthened themselves even more, believing that this too was orchestrated by Hashem so they would continue relying only upon Him. Soon afterward, a different avreich knocked on his door and handed him an envelope containing fifteen thousand shekels, explaining that it was from a donor who wanted to help with the wedding expenses. That amount covered all of the additional costs. While they were still rejoicing over those miracles, the first avreich returned with another envelope, this one containing the full amount needed for the second wedding as well. Every expense for both weddings was covered with dignity and generosity. Most people would say this story is hard to believe, but it really happened, and that is exactly why we need to hear it. Hashem wants us to know that there is no limit to the ways He can help those who put their trust in Him. Another man told me that he was struggling through an extremely difficult period in business. He had accumulated a great deal of debt and spent every day praying to Hashem for a yeshuah. Finally, he received a large order from a major online retailer for sixteen thousand units of one of his products. That order enabled him to pay back part of his debt and gave him a little breathing room. He thanked Hashem and continued praying, "Please, Hashem, You showed me so clearly that You can help. Please send me another order." The very next day, he noticed that the retailer's website was selling his product for far below the price that he had sold it to them for. There was clearly some kind of pricing error in their system. Incredibly, because of that mistake, every one of the sixteen thousand units sold out in a single day. A couple of days later, the company called him back saying that their inventory had completely disappeared and they needed another shipment. They placed the exact same order again, and within days Hashem had doubled his yeshuah. He was now able to pay off all of his debts and still had money left over. Who could have imagined that a computer glitch would become the vehicle for his salvation? This is why we need to hear stories of Hashem's kindness. They teach us never to put limits on His abilities. Our minds naturally think within the framework of what seems possible, but Hashem's possibilities are infinite. A salvation can come in any way, and most of the time it comes in ways we could never foresee. Our job is not to figure out how Hashem will help us. Our job is simply to know that He can. Every day that we pray, we should remember that no situation is beyond Hashem's ability to change and no request is beyond His ability to fulfill. We need to pray with real hope, anticipate great salvations, and believe with complete bitachon that Hashem can give us exactly what we need, exactly when we need it, in ways far greater than we could ever imagine.

It's All Good!

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It's All Good!

One of the greatest lessons that Hashem taught us was through the forty years that the Jewish people spent in the desert. There they had no homes, no farms, no businesses, and no way to provide for themselves. And that was one of the greatest blessings because they knew with absolute clarity that they were completely dependent upon Hashem for every aspect of their lives. That made it much easier for them to adhere to the Torah and mitzvot. Moshe Rabbenu told the people in Parashat Ekev how their food came in the form of the mann, their water came from a rock, and their clothing never wore out. Every single day they lived with the clear recognition that Hashem alone was sustaining them. And that was a lesson they were going to need for the rest of their lives. Because Moshe warned them that everything was about to change. They were going to enter Eretz Yisrael. There they would build beautiful homes, earn their own living, buy and sell, and accumulate wealth. And at that point there would be a great danger. They were going to think that it was their own strength and ability that brought them their success. They would no longer see as clearly that Hashem was providing everything for them. Therefore, Moshe told them in advance that nothing was really going to change. The mann might stop falling, but Hashem would still be providing every meal. They would build sturdy homes, but it would not be the homes protecting them—it would be Hashem. They would work and earn money, but it would still be Hashem Who was giving them every dollar. The desert was meant to teach them a lesson that they would carry with them for the rest of their lives. Although the miracles would no longer be as open, the One providing for them was not going to change. He would still be the very same Provider. And this lesson was not written only for that generation. It was written for all generations, including us. We may no longer receive mann, but every bit of sustenance we receive comes from Hashem. We may think we're earning our own living, building our own homes, and solving our own problems, but behind every success stands the same Hashem Who sustained His nation in the desert for forty years. A man who passed away this past week, Moshe ben Nizha a"h,, left his family with many great lessons, one of which was shared by his children. Several years ago, he had to spend a month in Italy on business. While he was there, he sent his children a picture and asked them to enlarge it and frame it so he could hang it on his wall. They assumed he was going to send a picture of the beautiful hotel where he was staying. Instead, he sent them a picture of a plain stone staircase with a brick wall beside it. They couldn't understand why he wanted such a picture enlarged. He explained that years earlier he had stayed at that very same hotel. One day, after everyone had left, he was climbing that staircase to his room when he tripped, slammed his head into the stone wall, and then fell backward onto the concrete floor. He was badly injured, bleeding from his head, and unable to move. He had no phone with him, no family, no friends, and nobody knew where he was. It was an isolated area, and no one was expected to come by. Lying there helplessly, he looked up toward Shamayim, and with the little strength he had left, he prayed, "Hashem, please save me." Less than a minute later, someone unexpectedly appeared. The man was not supposed to be there at that time, yet he noticed him lying on the floor and rushed over to help. Amazingly, this man was a doctor. He treated him, bandaged his wounds, and made sure he received the care he needed. Although he had suffered a concussion, he made a complete recovery. That staircase became one of the most meaningful places in his life. He wanted that picture hanging on his wall because he never wanted to forget that moment. Whenever life became difficult or it seemed that there was no solution, he wanted to look at that picture and remember. He wanted to remember lying helplessly on the floor in a foreign country with absolutely no one to turn to for help, and how Hashem sent him his salvation in less than a minute. This is the lesson Moshe Rabbeinu wanted us to take from the desert. We all have moments in our lives when Hashem's hand is obvious and crystal clear. Those moments are not only meant to help us then—they are meant to become our own "desert." We should take a picture of those moments and carry them with us for the rest of our lives. Then, if life ever becomes too comfortable and we begin feeling that we're managing on our own, or when we face a challenge that seems impossible, we can look back and remember that nothing has really changed. The same Hashem Who helped us then is helping us now. The same Hashem Who provided the mann in the desert, and the same Hashem Who sent a doctor to a secluded staircase in Italy, is guiding every detail of our lives today. When we internalize those moments of clarity, they become a source of strength for every situation we will ever face. No matter where we are, and no matter how impossible things appear to be, Hashem is always with us, just as He always has been, and He can help us through every situation.

When it comes to physicality, Hashem helps us every step of the way from beginning to end. At times, He will even give a person a drive to make a hishtadlut to, let's say, earn money or accomplish something else in the physical realms that He wants him to accomplish. But, when it comes to spirituality, that is where we must develop the will to achieve on our own and we must attempt to make the efforts to accomplish on our own. Only after that will Hashem give us His help in bringing our efforts success. Rabbenu Yonah writes in the Shaarei Teshuva that if a person has a true desire to come closer to Hashem, and he wants to accomplish mitzvot that are not in his capabilities of accomplishing, Hashem will give him abilities that he did not possess before. Our job is to produce the strong desire and do what's in our power and Hashem does the rest. Even when it comes to the performance of one mitvah, if we want to accomplish it, but we're not capable of doing it, we can still get Heavenly help from Hashem to succeed with it. A man from Israel told a personal story which took place about 30 years ago. He had some work done in his house and after it was finished, he still owed the carpenter a few hundred shekel. Many years had passed and he had forgotten about that debt and the carpenter never came back to pick up the money. He was at a class and the Rabbi was speaking about the gravity of not paying people what we owe. The man immediately remembered this debt and after the class asked the Rabbi if he could donate the sum that he owed the carpenter to tzedaka, being that he didn't even remember his name. The Rabbi told him he needed to track the person down and pay him directly. The man was in agony, realizing this was nearly impossible. He cried to Hashem to help him pay that debt back. The very same night, when he got home from shul, his wife had done some cleaning and asked him if she could throw out some old papers. He looked at the papers and, amazingly, one of them had the name and number of that carpenter and, baruch Hashem, he contacted him and paid him back. He had a true desire to do that mitzvah and Hashem gave him the siyata d'Shamaya to accomplish it. A woman, who we'll call Sara, told me a story which also took place about 30 years ago. When she was in 11th and 12th grade, she took upon herself a weekly chesed job. A little boy named Ari Yossi who had special needs had a therapy session every Tuesday but his mother did not drive. This girl picked up that boy every Tuesday at 5:00 for his appointment and she would then wait there until it was finished and then drive him back home. She did this for close to two years, never missing a week, knowing how important it was and how much that mother needed this help. At the end of their school year, the girls had a different schedule for finals. They would just go to school for the tests and then go back home to study. Sarah was at her friend Devora's house studying one day and they received a call that the elderly woman they visit in the local nursery home was in the hospital. Two of her friends were already there and asked if they wanted to come visit. Of course they said yes and Sarah drove her car for 20 minutes to the hospital. They spent some time there with the elderly woman and then Sarah drove all of her friends home. One of those friends lived on the same block as Ari Yossi, the little boy she picked up every Tuesday. As she was driving past his house, she saw the mother and little boy coming out of the house towards the street. She waved and kept driving, noticing that the mother looked a little confused. That's when it hit her, she looked at the car clock and saw it was exactly 5:00 and it was Tuesday. She had totally forgotten about the appointment, being that her schedule changed. What were the odds that she would be passing that house at that exact time she was meant to pick them up? This friend who lived on the same block at Ari Yossi was one of those people who were already in the hospital who called her to come. That was Hashem, orchestrating the events to work out perfectly. This was before people had cell phones. If she didn't take Ari to that appointment, he would have missed a much needed therapy session and of course the mother would have been stressed, waiting for her to come with no way of reaching her. Sarah was very careful to do that mitzvah every week with joy, the one time she was thrown off schedule, Hashem brought her there to do the mitzvah right on time. If we have the will and we make the effort, Hashem will take us the rest of the way.

Those who truly know that Hashem runs the world live their lives on a more elevated level. They don't get upset from things that people usually get upset about, they don't worry about things that people usually worry about and they don't get stressed from things that people usually get stressed out about. Rather, they have a feeling of security and peace of mind, knowing that everything happens exactly the way it is supposed to happen. A man told me, he was asked to go record various speakers in a different city on a day that that community designated for inspiration. When the day came, he drove with all of his equipment for over an hour, but when he arrived, he was immediately asked by the host, "Didn't you get my message?" "No," he replied. The man said, "I left you a message a few days ago that we no longer needed you to come. Sorry for this confusion." The man's phone had broken and he wasn't able to retrieve any messages on it. With a smile on his face, he said, "No problem. Hashem wanted me to make this trip for some reason and I accomplished that." On his way back, he began to think, from past years of doing this recording, he usually received $500 as compensation for his time. He was so happy that he didn't feel bad at all about that. He said, "I got credited in Shamayim for making the efforts to do this good deed and regarding my parnasa , I made my hishtadlut . Now Hashem will send the money from where He wants it to come from. The moment he got back to his house, he received a phone call from someone asking him to do a similar job. This person has also called him in past years and usually gave him a job that she paid $200-$300 for. This time, the job was a little bigger, but instead of offering him the $200 more that it was worth, she told him she would give him $1000 for it. Immediately, Hashem compensated him for the efforts that he made that morning. And he never felt stressed the entire time. Another man told me, his sister graduated high school a few years ago and, for a private reason, she was not going to seminary in Israel as the rest of her grade was doing. One day, her friend's mother called her mother saying, "Your daughter's not going to Israel? How is she going to find a shidduch ?" Her mother replied, "You think a girl has to go to Israel to find a good husband? Hashem is the one who makes matches and we are always in His hands." Towards the end of that year, while all of this girl's friends were still in Israel, she got engaged and, baruch Hashem is now married with two children. Even more amazing is that this girl wasn't even officially dating at that time. Her mother was at work one day and overheard someone saying they needed a shidduch for a great boy. She inquired about it and that's the boy that her daughter married. She was still only 18 years old at the time. When a person understands that Hashem runs the world, he is able to be calm no matter what kind of circumstances he finds himself in. He also knows Hashem is the only one he needs to impress. Another man told me he received a phone call from a friend asking if he could help make peace between their fathers. The fathers have had animosity toward each other for some time and he wanted to put an end to it. He said, "I know your sister is still not married and she is approaching 40 years old, perhaps as a zechut for her to get married, your father would be willing to make peace with my father." The man called his father and he said he was absolutely willing to make peace. And he did. Baruch Hashem, that same year his daughter got married. Everything happens in this world by the word of Hashem. The more we internalize this, the better our lives will be.

In this episode, we explore the hidden spiritual dynamics behind business, success, and decision-making through the lens of Emunah (faith) and Bitachon (trust in Hashem). Why do ideas appear when they do? What is our role in earning a livelihood, and where does Divine guidance begin? Key Topics Covered: The “Vacated Space” of Not Knowing: The uncomfortable but necessary stage before clarity, where opportunity is עדיין hidden, and direction feels absent. Bitachon vs. Hishtadlus: Understanding how total trust in Hashem coexists with the need for human effort and action. Passing Beyond Intellect: Why some of life's deepest questions cannot be solved with logic and must be crossed through Emunah. The Source of Every Idea: How true business insight and direction are gifts from Hashem, not merely products of intelligence or research. “The Power to Make Wealth”: Interpreting Divine “power” as counsel; Hashem placing the right ideas and opportunities in a person's mind. The Hidden Danger of Success: How achievement can lead to forgetting the true Source of both ideas and outcomes. Hisbodedus in Daily Life: The essential role of personal prayer in gaining clarity, guidance, and protection in business and beyond. Trust in Hashem and Act: Living the paradox of faith and effort without needing to fully resolve it intellectually. The Holy Businessman: Transforming work into avodah by maintaining awareness of Hashem in every decision, deal, and dollar earned. This episode reframes success, reminding us that while we act, build, and strive, the ideas, clarity, and ultimate outcomes always come from Above.

The pasuk says in Mishlei , "כי את אשר יאהב ה' יוכיח" – Hashem chastises those whom He loves most. If a person has to endure a difficulty in this world, it is a blessing in disguise. By experiencing yissurin , a person becomes cleansed from his sins, enabling him to enjoy eternal bliss. The Ruach Chaim writes, if a person would take away time from indulging in physical pleasures and instead delve into Torah study, that would count for him as if he experienced yissurin. This means besides for the rewards given for the Torah study itself, the person will also be cleansing himself from his sins through it. Rabbenu Yona writes in the Yesod HaTeshuva , when a person holds back his evil inclination to indulge in something forbidden, that as well counts as yissurin and will cleanse him from his sins. Sometimes, Hashem gives a person yissurin to help him improve his ways. Our entire purpose of being on this earth is to follow Torah and mitzvot to the best of our ability. In Hashem's great love for us, He helps us with that by reminding us, in order that we shouldn't fall off the proper path. And thus, Chazal teach us, if a person sees that afflictions are befalling him, he should view it as a calling to change his ways. A man told me he has somewhat of a heart condition and, in recent weeks, his heart rate became very rapid. He had a cardiac ablation procedure which did not help him. After exhausting all other options, his doctor told him he needed to put him out with general anesthesia and then shock his heart to get it back to normal. The man was obviously fearful of such a procedure but there was no other choice. On the day of the procedure, as he was lying in the hospital bed, the man began talking to Hashem. He said, if his heart would become normal again, he would start learning the Daf Yomi immediately. A few minutes later, the doctor came in to administer the anesthesia and he told the patient, it looks like your heart rate just went down on its own. Let's wait a little and see what happens. After waiting, the doctor called off the procedure. The man left the hospital with a healthy heart and began learning the Daf Yomi.Our job is Torah and mitzvot and we are to respond to yissurin with an improvement in those areas. It is the job of every parent to ensure that his or her children are utilizing the potential that Hashem gave them. If a parent sees his child going off or not living up to his potential, he is to do everything in his power to help him improve. The job is difficult, but when a parent does everything in his power to help his child, then he will know he did his part and the rest is in Hashem's hands. Recently, a shul in New Jersey held a raffle campaign with the winning prize being a car, namely a Tesla. When the winner was called by phone, he was in complete shock. He is not from that community and bought a ticket just a few hours before the drawing. He explained that he has a son who is not doing well spiritually and told him he was leaving yeshiva. No matter what this father said or did, he couldn't convince his son out of it. Finally, in a last ditch effort to save his son, the father told him, "I will do anything you want if you stay in yeshiva." The boy said, "Okay, if you buy me a Tesla, I'll stay." The father said, "If that's what it takes, I'll get you one." He made a phone call and ordered the car. The price was $40,000, which he did not have to pay for it. Then he found out about this raffle and bought a ticket, hoping that Hashem would have compassion on him after seeing how hard he was trying to keep his son religious. And that's what happened, he won the raffle and kept his son in yeshiva. If we are doing the best we can spiritually, then we can be confident we are doing our part and Hashem will take care of the rest.

Absolute Divine Providence

Absolute Divine Providence

A person who truly knows Hashem and understands His unlimited capabilities will always remain upbeat, happy, and hopeful because he knows he can always be helped. No matter how difficult the situation becomes or how many avenues seem to close, he knows Hashem can always help him. This knowledge gives a person tremendous strength in tefillah. Since we know that Hashem can always change any situation, we continue turning to Him with hope no matter how long we've been waiting. This is very different from a person putting his faith in man. I once read a parable about a man who became very sick. His friend asked him how he was doing, and he replied, "I'm okay. I just got an appointment with a great doctor, and I'm very hopeful that he's going to help me." A month later, his friend asked how the appointment went. The man replied, "The doctor didn't have enough experience with my condition, but he referred me to a specialist who does. I have an appointment with him in two weeks, and I'm very hopeful that he's going to help." A few weeks later, the friend asked again. "The appointment went well," the man said. "He gave me medication, and I'm waiting for it to work." A month later, when asked whether the medication had helped, he replied, "No, but I'm taking a different medication now, and I'm hopeful this one is going to work." When the second medication did not work either, the man still had hope. "My specialist got me an appointment with the best doctor in the world in this field. I'm so excited because I know he's going to be able to help me." Finally, he went to see that doctor, but the doctor told him, "I'm sorry, there's nothing I can do to heal you." The moment the man heard those words, all of his hope disappeared. As long as there was another doctor, another medication, or another possibility, he was able to remain hopeful. But once the greatest expert told him there was nothing more he could do, he despaired. A person, on the other hand, who knows that he has Hashem never reaches such a point. Hashem never tells anyone, "I'm sorry, I'm not able to help you." Hashem can always help. There is never a situation beyond His capabilities and never a moment when He runs out of options. Therefore, there is never a time when we should feel that there is no longer a reason to pray. Even if we've been praying for years and have not seen the answer we're looking for, the yeshuah can always come in the blink of an eye. A few years back in Israel, a sixty-year-old woman gave birth to her first child, a healthy baby girl. After waiting so many years, she experienced the greatest happiness of her life when the staff finally placed her baby in her arms. With Hashem, there is always hope, and there is always a reason to continue praying. Furthermore, even when the yeshuah is delayed, it doesn't mean that our tefillot are not being answered. Hashem may already be using those very tefillot to bring about the salvation without us even realizing it. A man once told me he was getting older and had been trying for years to find his shidduch, but nothing was working out for him. He decided to undertake a major tefillah campaign. He flew to Eretz Yisrael and went to the Kotel for forty straight days, spending hours every day pouring out his heart to Hashem for a shidduch. He then returned home to America, but nothing seemed to change. A month passed, then another, and eventually almost an entire year went by. He wondered what had happened to all his tefillot. What had all that praying accomplished? The following summer, a shidduch was suggested, and baruch Hashem, the couple eventually got married. Afterward, he discovered something remarkable from his wife. At exactly the time he had been praying at the Kotel, a major change had taken place in her life. She had attended public high school and was not fully religious. That summer, right after she graduated, she suddenly woke up one morning and told her mother she wanted to attend seminary in Israel for the coming year. It was totally out of the blue. She went to seminary, became fully religious, and decided she wanted to marry a ben Torah. Eventually, she married this very man. For an entire year, he thought his tefillot hadn't accomplished anything. In reality, while he was standing at the Kotel praying, Hashem was already using those tefillot to prepare his yeshuah. He just couldn't see it. Hashem was working on the other side of the world, transforming the life of the woman who would eventually become his wife. The tefillot were accomplishing their purpose from the very beginning. It just took time for him to see what they had accomplished. This is something we must always remember when we pray. We should never measure the effectiveness of our tefillot by what we see immediately afterward. A person may pray today and see no change tomorrow, the next month, or even after a year, but that does not mean his tefillot were not effective. Hashem hears every word, and He may already be putting the pieces of the yeshuah into place in ways that we cannot yet see. Because we know Who we are praying to, we never despair, and we never stop praying. No situation is ever beyond Hashem's ability to change, and no salvation is beyond His ability to bring. Every tefillah matters, and even when nothing seems to be happening, Hashem may already be using our tefillot to bring our yeshuah. Knowing this enables us to continue praying with hope and anticipation, confident that Hashem can always help us and that the answer to our tefillot may already be on its way.

As we go through another Tishah B'Av, we have to ask ourselves a painful question: Why do we still not have Mashiach? What are we still doing wrong? The Sefer HaBerit asked this question a couple of hundred years ago. He looked around at the people of his generation and saw they were learning Torah, they were praying, and they were doing mitzvot. So what was missing? He concluded that they were lacking one of the most fundamental principles of our Torah. Sometimes people view religion as a checklist. We perform mitzvot, fulfill our obligations, and then ask, "So what do I get now?" But our mission as Torah Jews is not just to do mitzvot. It is to develop a relationship with Hashem, to love Hashem, to know Hashem, and to understand what pleases Him and what pains Him. A relationship cannot be one-sided. The Sefer HaBerit wrote that in his day, many people were serving Hashem only for themselves. They wanted a better Olam HaBa, a better Olam HaZeh, a good spouse, successful children, a beautiful home, a long life, and honor from others. They knew the path to those berachot was through Torah and mitzvot, and so their focus became, "What do I get out of this mitzvah? What does this do for me? What does that do for me?" "I'll pray for others only because of the reward I'm going to get. I'll show compassion to others only because of the blessings it will bring me." Everything revolved around one question: "What's in it for me?" Even when standing before Hashem in tefillah, the conversation was always, "Hashem, please give me this. Please give me that." We're constantly asking Hashem what He can do for us, but do we ever stop and think about Him? Do we ever stop and think about what's causing Him pain? The Beit Yosef writes in Maggid Meisharim that the heavenly maggid told him if we could comprehend even one trillionth of the pain that Hashem experiences during this exile, we would not be able to have any enjoyment, knowing that we are the ones causing Him all of this pain. Hashem longs to rest His Shechinah with us. He wants to be close to us. He wants to have a home among His children. Yet because of our shortcomings, that cannot happen. Does that pain ever affect us? When we pray for Mashiach, is it only because our lives will become better? Because there will be peace, prosperity, and no more suffering? Or do we pray because we want Hashem's glory to be restored? Because we can't bear the thought of our Father being in so much pain—a pain that will not be relieved until He is able to dwell with His children once again? Imagine if we said, "Hashem, I want to do more mitzvot because I know they will bring You pleasure. I want to pray for Mashiach because I want You to be happy. I want Your Shechinah to return. I want to be close to You." A loving parent wants nothing more than to hear a child say, "I just want to be close to you." That is what the Sefer HaBerit meant. If we could shift our focus from ourselves to Hashem, if we could begin thinking more about Him than about our own benefit, then our entire avodat Hashem would change. We would make peace with others, not because of the segulah of blessing that comes from it, but because we can't bear to cause our Father pain by allowing His children to keep fighting. We would perform mitzvot not only because of what we receive from them, but because of what they mean to Hashem. May Hashem hear all of us say, "We want You. We want to be close to You. We don't want You to be in pain." And in that merit, may we finally experience the great day of geulah, when the Shechinah will return to dwell among us forever.

One of the tests in bitachon comes when we become convinced that our salvation has to come through a specific person, a specific organization, or a certain circumstance. We know Hashem can help us, but deep down we think there is only one path to accomplishing it. It is up to us to realize that Hashem never needs any specific avenue to bring a yeshuah. It can always come in infinitely more ways than we could ever imagine. I read a story about R' Rabinowitz from Israel whose young daughter was born with a deformity in her leg. After three successful surgeries in Los Angeles, there was only one operation left. The final surgery would allow her to walk normally for the rest of her life. The family naturally assumed that just as the insurance company had paid for the first three surgeries, it would pay for the fourth and final one as well. But then they were told they had reached the coverage limit. The insurance company had already paid over a million shekels and refused to pay any more. The family tried everything they could. They appealed to the Ministry of Health. They contacted different askanim. They hired a lawyer. They met with a medical specialist whose opinion they hoped would help their case. But everything they tried did not work. Even the specialist's report actually worked against them. It appeared that the entire future of their daughter's treatment depended on one thing—convincing the insurance company to change its mind. They did not become discouraged. The family strengthened themselves in bitachon. They learned Sha'ar HaBitachon every day. They accepted upon themselves to become more careful with berachot and answering Amen, and they poured out their hearts to Hashem in tefillah. The rabbi's wife would spend time alone speaking to Hashem in her own words, thanking Him for all the kindnesses He had already shown them and asking Him to continue helping them. Then one of their children said something that completely changed their perspective. "Why do we keep asking Hashem that the insurance company should pay? What difference does it make who pays? Hashem can pay for the surgery even without the insurance company." Those simple words made a tremendous impact on the entire family. So often we become attached to the messenger instead of the Sender. We think the yeshuah has to come in a certain way, and when we see that it is not going to come that way, we begin to feel that hope is lost. But Hashem is never limited by a messenger. If one avenue proves not to work, we must know that Hashem has endless ways—ways that we never even knew existed—to help us. This family continued making normal hishtadlut, but now they did it with the understanding that the source of their salvation was not their hishtadlut and it was not the insurance company. They did what they had to do, and they knew the outcome was in Hashem's Hands. They asked the surgeon for a discount since the insurance wasn't going to cover the surgery, and amazingly, he gave them a fifty-percent discount—something the secretary said she had never seen in forty years. They were then connected with a free-loan fund that agreed to help them. One day, while walking somewhere, the rabbi met a childhood friend who connected him with a wealthy donor in New York who agreed to cover the entire cost of the surgery. Then, just as they landed in Los Angeles, they received a phone call informing them that the Ministry of Health had reversed its decision and approved full funding for the surgery. Hashem gave them multiple solutions all at the same time. Initially, they thought everything depended on the insurance company, but Hashem showed them that He has unlimited ways of helping. He can give a discount on the surgery. He can provide a loan. He can send a wealthy donor. He can cause the insurance company to change its mind. Whenever we find ourselves thinking, "If only this person says yes," "If only I get this deal," or "If only this opportunity works out," we should remember the child's simple words: "What difference does it make who pays?" Our job is to do normal hishtadlut and then understand that Hashem will send the yeshuah in the way that He wants. And He has infinitely more ways to do it than we could ever imagine.

Leaning Completely on Hashem

Leaning Completely on Hashem

There are times when we have a certain plan that we're excited to carry out. We picture exactly how things are going to unfold, and we feel that our plan is going to be the best possible outcome. But then, suddenly, something happens that throws everything off. The opportunity disappears, someone interrupts our plans, and naturally, we feel disappointed and frustrated. At those moments, we have to remember a fundamental principle of emunah. It is very possible that if we react the right way, we will gain far more than we ever could have had our original plan succeeded. What appears to be an obstacle may actually be Hashem redirecting us to something much greater. Rav Shmuel Tzvi Kovalsky made sure that every year on his father's yahrtzeit he would be the chazzan at the minyan. It was something that meant a great deal to him, and it was his way of bringing an aliyah to his father's neshamah. One year, while waiting for the next minyan, he noticed an elderly man who appeared to need help. Although he realized that if he helped that man, he might lose the opportunity to be the chazzan at the next minyan, he offered to help anyway, figuring he would wait for the following minyan. The man first asked him to help fold his tefillin. Afterwards, he asked if he could accompany him home. Rav Shmuel assumed it would take only a few minutes because he knew the man had lived nearby. However, the man explained that he had recently moved five blocks away and that the walk usually took him thirty minutes. Rav Shmuel became very concerned that he might miss every remaining minyan to be the chazzan. Nevertheless, he strengthened himself and continued doing the chesed. When they finally reached the building, the elderly man apologized and explained that the elevator was broken. He lived on the fourth floor and couldn't get up the stairs alone. Once again, Rav Shmuel strengthened himself and continued the chesed. He silently said, "Hashem, please let this chesed serve as an aliyah for my father's neshamah in case I'm not able to be the chazzan." He then helped the man all the way up the four flights of stairs. By the time he got back to shul, the final minyan had already started and someone else was the chazzan. Rav Shmuel was heartbroken, but that night his father appeared to him in a dream. "My son," he said, "every year you are the chazzan for me on my yahrtzeit, and I receive so much nachat ruach from it. But this year you gave me something much greater. The nachat ruach I received from your sacrificing something so important to help another Jew far surpassed what I would have received had you simply been the chazzan. You were willing to give up something so precious to you in order to help someone else. That brought me an immeasurably greater aliyah." Rav Shmuel thought he was losing his opportunity, but in reality, Hashem gave him something much more valuable. A woman related a similar experience. She recently attended the wedding of a close friend who had finally become engaged after many years. Everyone was dancing with tremendous joy when someone accidentally bumped into her very hard and knocked her sheitel off her head. The embarrassment was overwhelming. As she bent down to pick it up, she made a conscious decision. "I forgive the person who just did this. I have no anger toward her." She remembered what Chazal teach—that when a person experiences public embarrassment and accepts it without retaliation, it is an especially auspicious time for tefillah. Right then she prayed that her two closest friends, ages twenty-five and twenty-four, should both become engaged within the month. Amazingly, three weeks later the twenty-five-year-old became engaged, and on the very last day of that month, the twenty-four-year-old became engaged as well. This woman had gone to the wedding expecting nothing more than an enjoyable evening. Instead, Hashem placed before her an unexpected challenge. Had she become upset, the night would have ended with disappointment. Instead, she accepted the situation with emunah, transformed a painful moment into a powerful moment of tefillah, and merited to accomplish something far greater than she could have ever imagined. When our plans suddenly change, instead of asking, "Why did this happen?" we should ask, "What does Hashem want from me right now?" If we respond with emunah, we may discover that what seemed like an interruption was actually the greatest opportunity of all.

ArtScroll will be offering many books at 50% off in the upcoming weeks including some volumes of Living Emunah. Click the link to view the selection. artscroll.com/categories/wk1. html One of the mistakes people make is believing that if they don't have enough money, they can't have what they need. We naturally assume that the deciding factor in what we'll be able to own is the balance in our bank account, but we know otherwise. Hashem is never limited by a person's salary or financial circumstances. If He wants someone to have something, He has unlimited ways of making it happen. Money is only one of His many messengers. A rabbi recently shared a story. For a few years, he and his wife had been trying to move from their apartment into a house. Their family had grown, baruch Hashem, and they had outgrown their apartment. Living in Brooklyn, however, they found themselves in one of the most expensive real estate markets, and every possibility seemed to be far beyond their reach. Then one day, they discovered what appeared to be the perfect house. It was exactly where they wanted to live, close to everything important to them. They had always assumed they would have to move to a less convenient neighborhood, but this house was perfect in every way, and there was a "For Rent" sign in front. There was only one problem. The owner wanted only to rent it, not sell it, and the rent was over $7,000 a month, far more than they could afford. They were currently paying $4,500 for their apartment, and there was no way they could take on such an additional expense. They were disappointed, but they continued praying and asking Hashem for help. A few days later, they attended a simcha. During a conversation, the rabbi's wife happened to mention the beautiful house they had seen and how they wished they could live there. The woman she was speaking to replied, "A relative of mine lives next door to that house. I think I can find out who the owner is." A short time later, they discovered that the owner was someone they knew very well. He had recently become a regular attendee of the rabbi's classes, and two of his children attended the yeshiva where the rabbi taught. Hashem had connected them long before they ever discovered this house of their dreams. The rabbi called the owner and asked if he would be willing to sell. The owner said he couldn't, but he did offer to lower the rent slightly. Even with the discount, however, it was still far beyond their budget. They continued praying, and then an unexpected idea entered the rabbi's mind. The yeshiva where he taught had recently discussed giving him a small raise because of the extra work he was doing. Since the homeowner paid tuition to that yeshiva, perhaps they could structure the raise differently. Instead of increasing his salary, which wouldn't make much of a difference, maybe the yeshiva would agree to reduce the homeowner's tuition by a larger amount, allowing the owner to lower the rent accordingly. The board considered the proposal and actually agreed. The rabbi then returned to the homeowner and asked if he would accept the tuition reduction in exchange for lowering the rent. He then asked if, even after that, he might lower the rent just a little more. The owner replied, "For you, I'll do it." Suddenly, the impossible became possible. The monthly payment for the house of their dreams was now almost exactly what they had been paying for their apartment. Looking back, it was clear that Hashem had been arranging everything in advance. He inspired the owner to attend the rabbi's classes instead of someone else's so they would develop a relationship. He arranged the conversation at the simcha that revealed who the owner was. He placed the creative idea into the rabbi's mind and gave the yeshiva board the willingness to approve it. Every piece was orchestrated perfectly for this family to move into the home they needed, even though they did not have the money to afford it. How often do we look at something and say, "I know I need it, but I just can't afford it"? Of course, if something is beyond our budget, it may very well be because it isn't good for us to have. But we don't know Hashem's calculations. Therefore, we can still pray for Him to give it to us in other ways. Hashem never needs a person to have money in order to give him what He wants him to have. Sometimes He gives a person more money. Sometimes He lowers the price. Sometimes He inspires other people to help. And sometimes He creates opportunities that never existed before. Hashem has countless ways to give a person exactly what He wants him to have. Our job is to make a normal hishtadlut and pray as hard as we can for the yeshuah we need. Hashem will decide if, how, and when that yeshuah will come. If He wants us to have something, no financial obstacle will ever stand in the way. When the time is right, He will open doors that no one ever imagined could be opened.

One of the great benefits of having emunah is the sense of calm that it brings when we realize that Hashem is guiding every step we take in life. People may think their future depends on the decisions they make, the people they meet, or the opportunities they find, but in truth, Hashem is arranging all of that. A person is always exactly where Hashem wants him to be. He meets the people Hashem wants him to meet. He lives in the house Hashem wants him to live in. He works at the job Hashem wants him to have. Even the unexpected detours and closed doors are guiding him to exactly where he is meant to be. A woman shared the following story. Her son was learning in a yeshivah in Lakewood. For years, it had been his dream to learn Torah in Eretz Yisrael. About a month earlier, however, he spoke with his Rosh Yeshivah, who told him that since he was learning so well, he should remain in America. They accepted the Rosh Yeshivah's decision and moved on. The young man was a Canadian citizen, and because his yeshivah did not provide the visa documentation he needed to remain in the United States, he had to return home to Toronto for a short time before attempting to reenter America. When he arrived back at the border, he was denied entry. He was devastated. The entire plan had suddenly collapsed. What would they do now? That very day happened to be the last day to submit an early application to the Mir Yeshivah in Yerushalayim. Although the young man still expected to return to America, he submitted the application anyway. The mother said she worked very hard to strengthen her emunah, constantly reminding herself that Hashem was in charge. After Shabbat, her son finally reached his Rosh Yeshivah and explained everything that had happened. This time, the Rosh Yeshivah gave him completely different guidance. "You should go learn in Eretz Yisrael." Within hours, he found an affordable flight leaving that very day, and all of a sudden he was on a plane heading to Eretz Yisrael, fulfilling the dream he had cherished for years. Looking back, they realized that the closed border had never been an obstacle. It was the very vehicle Hashem used to bring him exactly where he was meant to be. Chazal tell us, " רגלוהי דאיניש אינון ערבין ביה " —a person's feet are his guarantors. They carry him to the place where Hashem has decreed he needs to be. Sometimes we set out intending to go in one direction and end up somewhere entirely different. What seems like an unexpected turn is often Hashem gently directing our steps to the place where our mission awaits us. Every encounter is carefully orchestrated. Every opportunity is handpicked. Every delay has a purpose. Every person we meet is part of Hashem's perfect plan. We don't always understand why we are led down one path instead of another, but we can be certain that every detail has been arranged with precision. When we truly internalize this, life becomes so much calmer. Instead of constantly wondering, "What if I had made a different decision?" we can say, "Hashem placed me exactly where I need to be." Instead of regretting the opportunities we think we missed, we can appreciate the opportunities that Hashem arranged specifically for us to have. And instead of worrying about the future, we can continue forward with confidence, knowing that the One Who brought us to where we are today will continue leading us to every place we need to be tomorrow.

Basics of Bitachon

When a person needs a yeshuah for a problem he has, his first thoughts are usually to focus on that problem, think of ways to solve it, and pray to Hashem to take it away. Sometimes, however, the salvation comes from a completely different angle—from focusing on someone else's problem and trying to help bring them a yeshuah. A woman related that her daughter needed a great deal of dental work, but she couldn't find a dentist who accepted their insurance. The treatments were going to cost $10,000. At that time, she was teaching from the Sefer Shemirat HaLashon . She came across a teaching from the Chafetz Chaim that when a person has mercy on others, Hashem has mercy on him. She immediately prayed, "Hashem, please send me someone that I can have mercy on." That very day, she received a phone call from a woman raising money for her niece's wedding. After carefully verifying the story, she found out that the kallah came from a distinguished family in Eretz Yisrael and needed exactly $10,000 to make the wedding. She felt that Hashem had answered her tefillah by giving her the opportunity to help with this great mitzvah, and help she did. That same day, she mentioned her daughter's dental situation to a friend, who suggested trying a certain dentist. The woman replied, "I know about that dentist. They aren't accepting any new patients." Her friend answered, "Don't worry. Hashem is in charge. Try anyway." On Shivah Asar B'Tammuz, she managed to get an unexpected appointment. Amazingly, not only did the dentist agree to take her daughter as a new patient, but he also accepted their insurance. The entire $10,000 bill was covered. As if that wasn't enough, she later discovered that the very friend who told her to call this dentist had been the one who canceled her own son's appointment the day before because he didn't want to go to the dentist on a fast day. The lesson that she had just learned from the Chafetz Chaim became her own reality. She looked for an opportunity to have mercy on someone else, and Hashem had mercy on her. A man told me another story with the very same message. His wife found out that a close friend needed to undergo a very dangerous medical procedure. Wanting to create a zechut on her behalf, they organized hundreds of people to learn the laws of Shemirat HaLashon for forty straight days. The man prepared a booklet and divided it into daily lessons with clear and concise halachot. Many schools joined the initiative, and hundreds of people strengthened themselves in guarding their speech. This created an enormous zechut for the woman with countless people growing in this great mitzvah. Baruch Hashem, her procedure went very well. Then something completely unexpected happened. The very man who had organized the entire undertaking was told that he himself needed to undergo a dangerous medical procedure. The timing was incredible. His procedure was scheduled just as the fortieth and final day of the Shemirat HaLashon campaign came to an end. Baruch Hashem, his procedure was a success. He had organized this learning solely to help someone else. He never imagined that the very zechut he was creating for another person would become the zechut that would help him through his own medical issue. When we are given the opportunity to help others, we may think Hashem is simply giving us the chance to help someone else. In reality, He may also be preparing the very yeshuah that we ourselves may one day need. Every act of chesed, every mitzvah, and every opportunity to help another Jew has the potential to help us in ways we could never imagine. The Chafetz Chaim wasn't just teaching a beautiful idea. He was revealing one of the ways Hashem runs this world. When we look for opportunities to care about the pain of others, Hashem looks upon our pain with greater compassion. Sometimes the yeshuah that we are hoping to receive begins with becoming the yeshuah for somebody else.

We spend a lot of time making different calculations. We think about what's going to bring us the greatest benefit, what's going to produce the best outcome, and what will help us accomplish the most. That's a good approach when it comes to our physical lives, but when it comes to avodat Hashem, there is a different rule. Our job is not to calculate what we think will accomplish the most. It is to do exactly what Hashem asks us to do and trust that His calculations are infinitely greater than ours. Rabbi Eliyahu Lopian brings out this lesson very clearly in the first of this week's two parashiyot. In Parashat Matot, Hashem tells Moshe Rabbeinu to go to war against Midyan, and immediately afterward he would leave this world. Rashi, quoting the Midrash, points out the greatness of Moshe Rabbeinu. Even though he knew that fulfilling this command would bring about his own death, he did not hesitate for a moment. He fulfilled Hashem's command with joy and without delay. Rabbi Lopian notes that we find what appears to be a different approach by Yehoshua bin Nun. Hashem also commanded Yehoshua to wage war and conquer Eretz Yisrael, and after that mission was complete, his life would come to an end. Chazal tell us that Yehoshua delayed the war, and as a result, he lost ten years of his life. Rabbi Lopian explains that Yehoshua had the best of intentions. He knew Moshe Rabbeinu's prophecy that after Moshe died, the Jewish people would eventually stray from the proper path. Yehoshua understood that as long as he remained alive, it was considered as if Moshe was still alive, because Chazal teach that as long as a student lives, it is as if his rebbe is still living. Indeed, the Jewish people remained loyal to Hashem throughout Yehoshua's lifetime, and only after he died did they begin serving avodah zarah. Yehoshua therefore made a calculation. If he delayed the war, he would live longer, and Klal Yisrael would remain on the proper path for a longer period of time. It seemed like a wonderful calculation. Moshe Rabbeinu could have made the very same calculation. He could have thought, "If I delay the war against Midyan and remain alive longer, I'll continue leading the Jewish people, and they too will remain on the proper path." But Moshe Rabbeinu did not make calculations. Hashem told him to do something, and he did it immediately. In the end, Yehoshua's calculation accomplished just the opposite of what he intended. Instead of gaining years, he lost ten years of his life, and consequently, the Jewish people strayed from the proper path earlier than they would have had he fulfilled Hashem's command immediately. Moshe Rabbeinu, on the other hand, only gained. Because he fulfilled Hashem's command without delay, the prophecy that the Jewish people would stray from the path was postponed until after Yehoshua's passing. Hashem fulfilled the prophetic words אחרי מותי כי השחת תשחיתון to mean not only after Moshe's death, but after the death of his faithful student as well. By trusting Hashem, Moshe accomplished far more than he ever could have by making his own calculations. Very often we also make calculations when it comes to Torah and mitzvot. We say, "I know I should give tzedakah, but first I want to become more financially secure." "I know I should spend more time learning Torah, but right now I need to build my career." "I know I should do this mitzvah, but maybe if I wait a little longer, it will work out better." Our job is not to calculate how Hashem's commands will produce the best results. Our job is to do what Hashem wants now. Hashem, Who sees the past, present, and future all at once, has already made every calculation. Living with emunah means recognizing that Hashem's calculations are infinitely greater than ours. If we do our job by fulfilling His will with joy and without delay, trusting that we only gain by listening to Him, then we will fulfill our mission in this world properly. Shabbat Shalom

One of the hardest experiences in life is watching an opportunity that we almost had slip away. A person may have worked so hard for something, and everything seemed to be falling into place, only for it to disappear at the very last minute. At that moment, it feels as if we lost something that was meant to be ours. That is precisely when we need to dig deep and access our emunah, trusting that not only was it not meant for us, but it would have been the worst thing for us to have. Rabbi Yaakov Tzvi Meir Ehrlich related the following story. A heartbroken man came to him. He had been living in a tiny apartment for a long time and had finally found what seemed to be the perfect house. He had already spoken with the owner, and everything looked very promising. The real estate agent told him that another buyer had made an offer, but if he would submit a bid that was even one euro higher, the house would be his. The man was thrilled. He prepared all the paperwork, and on Friday, just before faxing in his proposal, something very unusual happened. The papers suddenly became soaked, the writing smudged, and he had to start all over again. Time passed, and he realized he was not going to finish before Shabbat. His wife told him, "Shabbat is almost here. Put everything away. You'll continue afterward." She wanted the house just as much as he did, but she wanted to honor Shabbat even more. Together they put everything aside and welcomed the Shabbat. After Shabbat, he contacted the agent only to hear the disappointing news. The house had been sold to the other buyer. The man was devastated. "Maybe I should have ignored the clock and kept writing," he asked the rabbi. The rabbi comforted him. "Don't you see that Hashem orchestrated this? Is it natural for the papers to become ruined at the exact moment you were about to send them? You don't yet understand why, but you can be certain that this house was not good for you." The rabbi later related that after telling this story to a man sitting next to him on an airplane, the passenger replied, "Please tell that Jew my story. He doesn't yet know the happy ending to his, but I was privileged to see mine." This man then related that seventeen years earlier, he had wanted to buy a beautiful apartment in Herzliya. The negotiations dragged on until they finally agreed on a price. Then the Second Lebanon War broke out, and the seller became willing to accept his offer. The agreement came during the Nine Days, and before signing, he asked his rabbi, Rabbi Yosef Cohen, what to do. His rabbi told him, "Do not sign during the Nine Days. Wait until the fifteenth of Av." He listened. But by the time the fifteenth of Av arrived, the war had ended, the prices had risen again, and the owner refused to sell the apartment for that price. The deal fell apart. The man was crushed. After spending six months in Eretz Yisrael hoping to buy an apartment, he returned home empty-handed. Some time later, he returned to Herzliya to continue looking. He told the new agent, "Please don't take me down the street where the first apartment I almost bought is. It will hurt too much to see it." The agent tried to avoid that street, but by mistake they found themselves there. Unable to resist, the man glanced toward the house and froze. The house wasn't there. It was just an empty lot. The agent asked, "That was the apartment you almost bought? Didn't you hear what happened?" After the new owner began renovating, an architect discovered that the entire structure was dangerously unsound. The municipality declared it unsafe, and the house had to be demolished completely. The buyer, who thought he had purchased a beautiful home, suffered an enormous financial loss and tremendous aggravation. At that moment, the man realized that what had seemed like his greatest disappointment had actually been one of Hashem's greatest acts of kindness towards him. How many times in life do we cry over opportunities that we think we lost? The job that didn't work out, the house that someone else got, the investment we couldn't make, or the shidduch that never came to fruition. We only see the closed door, but we don't see what is behind it. Sometimes Hashem allows us to discover years later why He said no, and sometimes we never find out. But our responsibility is always the same—to believe that if Hashem prevented something from happening, then that opportunity was never ours to begin with. The opportunities that Hashem takes away are no less an expression of His love than the ones that He gives us. We call them disappointments, but in Shamayim they are called salvations. One day, we will look back and realize that some of the greatest blessings in our lives were not only the things that Hashem gave us, but also the things that He lovingly withheld from us.

ArtScroll will be offering many books at 50% off in the upcoming weeks including some volumes of Living Emunah. Click the link to view the selection. artscroll.com/categories/wk1.html Life is filled with tests. The greatness of a person is determined by how he overcomes the tests that Hashem gives him. Everybody gets tested according to the level they are on. I was in a taxi the other day, and the driver asked me a question that made it obvious he was Jewish. We got into a conversation, and he told me about a major test that he once faced. Although he doesn't keep the mitzvot, including Shabbat, he understands the value of Torah and mitzvot. He told me that in 2002 he had bought tickets to the U.S. Open Finals and couldn't wait to go. Then his wife reminded him that the match fell on Rosh Hashanah, the one time each year that they go to synagogue. He struggled tremendously because he had been anticipating that match for so long. But in the end, he heroically sold the tickets and went to shul. Everybody gets tested. Naturally, we don't like to be tested. We even pray not to be tested. But we have to know that when tests do come, they present us with golden opportunities. Many times we pray fervently for things that we want, and when the answer doesn't seem to come, we begin to wonder if Hashem values our tefillot. The Or HaChaim in Parashat Vayera teaches us a remarkable lesson. When Hashem wants to give a person a blessing, one of the ways He does it is by presenting him with an opportunity to perform a mitzvah or a heroic deed whose segulah is the very blessing that he needs. Every nisayon that we overcome contains a hidden blessing, besides the eternal reward awaiting us in the Next World. When Hashem gives a person this type of opportunity, it is truly a gift. If he knew what was at stake, he would beg Hashem to give him that test. At the beginning of Parashat Pinchas, Hashem gave Pinchas the greatest gift—an eternal kehunah that would never be disputed. Pinchas was the only one in his family who was not a Kohen, and he had long yearned to become one. Without his realizing it, Hashem placed before him a mitzvah opportunity whose reward would be the very blessing he had been longing for. Pinchas witnessed the terrible chillul Hashem when Zimri ben Salu brought Kozbi into the tent to commit an aveirah. He had an enormous nisayon. Zimri was over 250 years old and was considered one of the great leaders of the generation. If Pinchas acted, he would be risking his life. He had to be acting with completely pure intentions, l'shem Shamayim, or his act would be considered murder. He also had to be prepared to face criticism and ridicule from the rest of Klal Yisrael for what he was about to do. Yet he rose to the challenge. He acted solely for the honor of Hashem, stopped the plague, and prevented countless more deaths. There was someone else in Klal Yisrael who also yearned to be a Kohen. Originally, Moshe Rabbeinu himself had the kehunah. However, because he repeatedly declined Hashem's mission to lead the Jewish people out of Egypt, the kehunah was taken from him. We know how desperately Moshe wanted every opportunity to serve Hashem. That is why he pleaded so much to enter Eretz Yisrael—to perform the mitzvot that could only be fulfilled there. Now another opportunity to attain the kehunah had been placed before Klal Yisrael, and Moshe Rabbeinu was there. Moshe Rabbeinu, the Rabban Shel Kol Yisrael, certainly knew this halachah. He was the one who had taught it to everyone else. Yet at that moment, Hashem caused him to forget it, and therefore he did not perform the mitzvah. Instead, Pinchas remembered the halachah and carried it out. We see from here that a person needs merits not only to pass a test, but even to be given the opportunity to face the test. Because Moshe had lost the kehunah through his earlier actions, Hashem did not give him this opportunity to regain it. Instead, that opportunity was reserved for Pinchas. When a person is confronted with a difficult nisayon, he naturally wonders, "Why is Hashem doing this to me?" But perhaps the better question is, "What blessing is Hashem giving me the opportunity to earn?" If we truly knew what we could gain by overcoming our tests, we would thank Hashem from the bottom of our hearts for giving them to us. Every nisayon is a precious gift, allowing us to earn blessings in this world and immeasurable reward in the Next World.

Today's Living Emunah Message is Dedicated Leiluy Nishmat: Moshe Aaron Tzadok a"h If Hashem puts a person in an unexpected, challenging situation, his emunah is going to be tested. The natural reaction is to focus on the problem and wonder why Hashem is doing this. But we must know that Hashem is not placing an obstacle in front of the person. He is giving him an opportunity—one that could never have existed without the challenge. Rabbi David Sutton told the following story, which took place just a few days ago. It was 5:30 on Friday afternoon in Lakewood, New Jersey, and the power suddenly went out in Mrs. Schwartz's home. She had a Sheva Berachot planned in her house with 45 guests, including 23 young children, and now she had no electricity to heat the food or host everyone comfortably. The following is Mrs. Schwartz's account of what happened next. "I realized by six o'clock that I desperately needed a place to heat our food. Miraculously, the cure had come before the illness. That very morning, before the outage even occurred, a neighbor named Rivka Strauss had called. She was on a different grid that didn't lose power, and she offered her extra refrigerator space and oven just in case we would ever need it. As soon as my oven went out, I called her, and she immediately told me to bring my food over. Meanwhile, my husband reached out to Rabbi Davidowitz. Since Rabbi Davidowitz has internet access and we don't, my husband hoped he could check with the electric company to see when the power might return. During the call, Rabbi Davidowitz asked, 'You're making your simcha at a catering hall, right?' When my husband explained that we were actually hosting it at our own house, Rabbi and Mrs. Davidowitz instantly mobilized. They were going away for Shabbat and insisted that we take over their home. 'We're opening our doors. Please,' they urged. At first we hesitated, hoping the power would come back on, but once we found out there was no update on the outage, I walked over to the Davidowitz home. They were already opening their dining room table for us. Mrs. Davidowitz greeted me warmly, showing me where we could put the children to sleep and pointing out the cribs and pack-and-plays. She gave me a tour of the kitchen, explaining the meat, dairy, and pareve setups. She told me, 'The house is yours. Feel free to take anything from the refrigerator, freezer, or pantry.' And we really did. With 45 people, we ended up needing everything from their seltzer maker to extra plasticware for the waiters. The logistics were wild, but the teamwork and achdut were incredible. We were moving massive hot pots of chicken soup across the street under serious pressure, along with high chairs, paper goods, tablecloths, and silk flowers. The boys hauled everything over, and my daughters led the charge on cleaning up afterward, with a lot of help from the Stern family. All of the guests who were staying nearby had no electricity where they were sleeping, and the heat was unbearable. So, 45 people crowded into the Davidowitz home on Shabbat afternoon, sitting on couches, eating around the dinette, and reading books together. After Shabbat, we went back to thank the Davidowitz family for letting an army of people take over their home, but they refused to take any credit. Instead, they told us that we had brought berachah and simcha into their home and that they were incredibly excited about it. Mrs. Davidowitz then shared the beautiful, emotional reason why. That Shabbat was her father's sheloshim(30 days since he passed away). She had really wanted to host her extended family in her home to honor his memory, but because another sister had a better setup, the family decided to go there instead. She had been terribly disappointed. When our power went out and the opportunity to host our simcha arose, she felt it was a gift from Hashem. She told us that when she walked into her sister's house and saw a picture of her father, she looked at it and said, 'Thank you, Tati. This is going to be for your iluy neshamah.' She felt so grateful that we were using her home. What had begun as our stressful blackout became a beautiful tribute to her father." What began as a blackout became an opportunity that none of these people would have wanted to miss. The Schwartzes, whose Shabbat seemed to be falling apart, experienced extraordinary kindness. Rivka Strauss was given the opportunity to help at exactly the right moment. The Davidowitz family was given the opportunity to open their home and perform an incredible act of chesed. Mrs. Davidowitz received the very opportunity she had been hoping for—to fill her home with people in honor of her father's neshamah. So often we view our challenges only as problems to overcome. But many times, Hashem is using those very challenges to present us with opportunities that could never have existed otherwise. When Hashem sends us a challenge, our first instinct is naturally to ask, "Why is this happening? Hashem, what do You want from me?" Perhaps the better question is, "What opportunity is Hashem placing before me?" Very often, hidden inside the difficulty is a chance to perform a great mitzvah, help another person, grow in emunah, or bring tremendous blessing into our lives. When we respond with emunah instead of frustration, we may discover that what first appeared to be an obstacle was actually one of Hashem's greatest gifts.

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The Midrash at the beginning of this week's parasha Pinchas says, אמר הקב"ה בדין הוא שיקבל שכרו – Hashem said that Pinchas deserved the reward he was getting for the act he performed. The mefarshim ask the question, doesn't everybody who does a mitzvah deserve the reward that comes as a result of performing it? Why is the Midrash singling out Pinchas, saying that he deserved his reward? The sefer Vaveh HaAmudim quoted an answer given by the sefer Zichron Yitzchak - even though everyone who does a mitzvah deserves reward for it, most of the time, there is some type of praise or honor that the person gets as a result of the performance of that mitzvah which takes away some of the reward. Receiving praises from others or being acknowledged for a deed reduces the full amount of the reward of that mitzvah. Hashem may still give the person the reward but it is no longer called "fully deserved". Pinchas however did not only not receive praises for his actions, he was even ridiculed for them. Therefore, he can be called deserved of the reward that he was getting. On one occasion, somebody from Rav Shach's family saw the Rosh Yeshiva with tears in his eyes. At that time, he was very old. The family member asked the Rosh Yeshiva what was wrong and if he could offer his assistance. Rav Shach replied he was thinking about what he was going to bring with him to the Heavenly Court after he leaves this world. The family member then pointed to the sefer Avi Ezri that was open on the table, a four volume masterpiece written by Rav Shach as a commentary of the Mishneh Torah of the Rambam which is used in every yeshiva throughout the entire world. Rav Shach replied, "Yes, it is a good sefer , but I got too much recognition from it. It's value has been diminished." A relative of the Chofetz Chaim once came to the Rabbi to ask him if he should travel to America to help collect money for a yeshiva that was struggling financially. The Chofetz Chaim told him he should go and he even gave him a beracha for success. The day the relative was leaving, he came back to the Chofetz Chaim to get a departing beracha . The Chofetz Chiam gave him the beracha and then told him, "Hashem gave us a Torah with 613 mitzvot in it. Due to our sins, we lost the Beit HaMikdash and according to my calculation, there are only 271 mitzvot left that we can perform nowadays - 77 positive commandments and 184 negative commandments. I felt that it was my obligation to clarify these 271 mitzvot for Klal Yisrael and therefore, I just wrote a sefer explaining each one of them. I want this sefer to have success. I want it to be completely leshem Shamayim . I need somebody to sponsor it, but I have three conditions: #1 – his name should not appear on the sefer , #2 – he himself should ask that his name doesn't appear on the sefer , and #3 – only one person should give the entire sum. Please try to find someone during your travels abroad." The man traveled by boat to America. After a few weeks, he arrived in New York but developed a very strong cough there and a doctor advised him to spend some time in a warmer climate in Florida. When the man arrived in Florida on Thursday, he had no idea where he was going to stay. To his surprise, there was a religious Jew waiting on the platform there. He introduced himself as Yerachmiel, saying he stands there every Thursday warning Jews who arrive not to go to certain "kosher" hotels and shuls that were not really reliable and were run by the wrong people. Rav Yerachmiel invited him for Shabbat and he enjoyed it very much. After Shabbat, he asked Yerachmiel about the yeshiva he was collecting for, as well as the new sefer being put out by the Chofetz Chaim. But he forgot the conditions that the Chofetz Chaim gave him. Yerachmiel said he would love to sponsor the sefer , but on 2 conditions: #1 – he would be the only sponsor, and #2 – his name wouldn't be on the sefer . The man then realized this was min haShamayim , the same conditions the Chofetz Chaim asked for were offered by this man. Decades later, after the Chofetz Chaim had already left this world and Rav Yerachmiel had married off all his children, Rav Yerachmiel's entire family moved to Israel. One day, his son-in-law, who was at that time a big talmid chacham , was walking in Bnei Brak and that relative of the Chofetz Chaim saw him and recognized him. He called him over and said, years before this, his father-in-law sponsored the Sefer HaMitzvot of the Chofetz Chaim. The talmid chacham had no clue that his father-in-law did that. When he told his father-in-law about it, Rav Yerachmiel turned pale and started crying out loud. He said, "I can't believe this was told to you. I gave a lot of tzedaka in my lifetime, but I got so much honor from it. There was one thing that I felt consoled by – sponsoring this sefer that nobody knew about, just me and Hashem and one other person. Now, what am I going to come with to Olam Haba ?" Mitzvot are great, but when we do them without any recognition, they become infinitely greater. Shabbat Shalom.

The Gemara in Masechet Chulin, daf 63a, teaches us a very important lesson about parnassah. There it discusses one of the non-kosher birds mentioned in the Torah called the shalach . The Gemara says it is called shalach because it has to draw its food from the depths of the sea. Every meal requires tremendous effort. By contrast, there is the tiny ant, whose food seems to be readily available wherever it goes. The Gemara says that whenever Rabbi Yochanan saw the shalach , he would recite the pasuk, " מִשְׁפָּטֶיךָ תְּהוֹם רַבָּה ." And when he saw an ant, he would say, " צִדְקָתְךָ כְּהַרְרֵי אֵל ." Rashi, in his second explanation, says that Rabbi Yochanan was marveling at the different ways that Hashem provides sustenance. One creature receives its food with ease, while another has to struggle for every bite. Both are exactly the way Hashem wants them to be. We look around and see that some people struggle to earn even the most basic necessities, while others seem to have more money than they know what to do with. Some people work day and night and barely make ends meet, while others appear to have great opportunities simply fall into their laps. Hashem has a different mission for every individual. He determines exactly how much a person will have, how it will come, when it will come, and even how much effort will be required to receive it. Every person's financial circumstances are tailor-made for his unique mission in this world. Recently, I received a heartbreaking letter from a woman who grew up in a family filled with trauma. She described how several members of her family desperately needed therapy, psychiatric care, and other treatments that they simply could not afford. Some of her siblings had already been hospitalized. She wrote about watching her parents suffer as they longed to provide the best care for their children but lacked the financial means to do so. Then she asked a question that many others may wonder: "If money can save so many terrible situations, why doesn't Hashem just give people the money they need?" Of course, we can never understand the ways of Hashem. But we do know that a person's problems are never due to his financial circumstances. They are there because Hashem, in His infinite wisdom, decided that this is the path that is best for that person's unique mission in this world. When it comes to money, Hashem can give a person money even if he doesn't even have a job. I read a story about an avrech from Yerushalayim who learns every day with a yeshivah boy from Switzerland. One day, before they started learning, the boy mentioned that his father was involved in real estate in Switzerland. The avrech casually replied, "That's interesting. I have a friend in Bnei Brak who also does real estate in Switzerland." The boy then told his father about it, and they got the contact information of the man in Bnei Brak. Around that same time, the avrech's son became engaged. Because of the circumstances of the shidduch, he committed to contribute an additional forty thousand dollars toward the couple's apartment—money that he didn't really have. Naturally, he wondered where he was going to get such a large amount of money, but he gave himself chizuk, saying that if Hashem wanted him to have forty thousand dollars, it was no more difficult for Him than forty dollars. A few weeks later, the boy said to the avrech, "My father wants to thank you. Even though you weren't trying to be a broker, he feels you deserve compensation for introducing him to your friend because of the great deals they made together." Two days later, the avrech received $39,500—almost the exact amount he needed. He never negotiated any deals. He didn't work as a real estate agent. He wasn't even trying to make money. All he did was mention a name in the course of a regular conversation. Hashem showed him how easy it is for Him to give a person forty thousand dollars, and through this story, He showed us the same thing. When we see someone struggling financially, especially with things as important as medical care, therapy, or other basic needs, we may think the problem is that they don't have enough money. But this story reminds us that if Hashem wants to give a person money, He can do it in the easiest of ways. If Hashem has chosen a different financial path for someone, it is not because He cannot provide. It is because that person needs to experience that path in order to fulfill his mission in this world. At the same time, a lack of money never means a lack of hope. Money is just one messenger that Hashem uses to bring yeshuot. He has infinitely many other ways of doing so. He can send the right doctor. He can heal without a doctor. He can send the right therapist. He can send the right opportunity, or a completely unexpected yeshuah that no one could ever have imagined. Why one person receives abundance with ease while another struggles is one of the hidden ways of Hashem. But one thing we know with certainty: if Hashem wants to change a person's situation, He can do it in any way He wants. Whether through money or through an entirely different messenger, He can bring the yeshuah in the blink of an eye.

A rabbi from Israel came over to me the other day and shared the following beautiful thought. When a person goes to speak with a great rabbi, he naturally feels excitement. He prepares what he wants to say, treasures every moment of the conversation, and leaves feeling privileged that he was granted such an opportunity. Yet three times a day, we are invited to stand before the Melech Malchei HaMelachim and speak directly to Hashem. Why don't we feel that same excitement? Why don't we enter shul overflowing with anticipation? The rabbi explained with the following mashal. Imagine someone tells you that a man has left you a gift. You open the envelope and find one hundred dollars. You would certainly appreciate it. You might even ask who it was so you could go over and thank him. But imagine opening the envelope and finding a check for one hundred million dollars. Would you simply say, "Oh wow, thank you. Who was it?" Of course not. You would be overwhelmed with gratitude. You would rush to find the person who gave you such an unimaginable gift. You would praise him, thank him, and never feel that your words could adequately express your appreciation. The reason we don't feel that way when we approach Hashem is because we don't fully appreciate the gifts He has already given us. Every morning we wake up with treasures that are worth infinitely more than one hundred million dollars. What price could a person put on his eyesight? If someone who had just lost his vision was told that for one hundred million dollars he could once again see his spouse, watch his children grow, or learn Torah from a sefer, who wouldn't give every penny he owned if he could? What is the value of hearing? What is it worth to hear the laughter of a child, the voice of a loved one, or the sweet sound of Torah learning? There was a little boy named Avi who was born without the ability to hear. For six years, he never heard a single sound. He never heard birds chirping, rain falling, music playing, or even his mother's voice. After years of tefillot and doctor's visits, the long-awaited day finally arrived. A hearing specialist was able to activate a hearing device that worked for him. His mother leaned over and softly whispered, "Avi." He froze. Slowly, he turned toward her. She said his name again, "Avi." His eyes widened, and tears immediately filled them. For the first time in his life, he heard his mother's voice. His mother burst into tears. His father could barely contain his emotions. The specialist quietly stepped out of the room, allowing the family to cherish a moment they had dreamed about for years. His mother kept speaking, not because she had anything new to say, but simply because after waiting six years, she wanted her son to hear her voice. For Avi, hearing a voice was a miracle. For most of us, it is just another day. We hear thousands of sounds every day and rarely stop to think about them. Yet, lo aleinu, if a person were told that he was about to lose his hearing, he would gladly exchange every possession he owned to keep it. The same is true of every gift that Hashem has given us. Our hearts beat approximately one hundred thousand times every day, pumping thousands of gallons of blood through a network of blood vessels stretching tens of thousands of miles throughout our bodies. If a person's heart skipped just a few beats, he would panic. With every breath, our lungs absorb life-giving oxygen through hundreds of millions of tiny air sacs. If a person could not take even one breath, nothing else in the world would matter. Our eyes distinguish millions of colors. Our brains process billions of signals every moment. Thousands of incredible processes are taking place inside our bodies every second, all because Hashem lovingly keeps them running. These are gifts beyond any price. No amount of praise could ever repay Hashem for the priceless gifts He gives us every second of every day. When we walk into shul, we are not coming before Someone Who gave us one hundred dollars or even one hundred million dollars. We are standing before the One Who gave us life itself—our eyesight, our hearing, our ability to think, speak, breathe, walk, love our families, learn Torah, perform mitzvot, and serve Him. Every heartbeat and every breath is another priceless gift from Hashem. If we truly appreciated the treasures Hashem has already placed in our hands, we would not have to force ourselves to feel inspired when we entered shul. Our hearts would naturally overflow with gratitude, and we would cherish every opportunity to stand before the One Who has given us everything.

Hashem treasures not only the good deeds that we do, but also the good that we genuinely want to do. Even if circumstances prevent a person from carrying out the acts of kindness he wishes to perform, Hashem never forgets a sincere good intention. Sometimes, in His infinite kindness, He arranges for those good intentions to be fulfilled years later—even after a person has already left this world. Rav Yehuda Segal from Beit Shemesh related the following remarkable story about his mother. She managed a clothing store in Yerushalayim for many years. Widowed at a young age, she ran the business with tremendous emunah, bitachon, and kindness. After she passed away, her children decided to close the store and donate all of the remaining clothing to families of seriously ill patients as a zechut for her neshamah. Each family was allowed to take six articles of clothing. One day, a young mother with tired eyes came into the store and handed Rav Segal's sister a ticket stating that she was eligible to receive clothing for herself and her family. After choosing her six items, she asked if she could possibly take a seventh outfit for her elderly mother. Her request was gladly granted. The young woman selected an outfit that matched her mother's taste and size and went straight to her apartment. As she handed it to her, she smiled and said jokingly, "Mommy, I brought you something from Mrs. Segal." Those words awakened a memory that had long been forgotten. Many years earlier, the elderly woman had purchased a beautiful Shabbos outfit from Mrs. Segal's store for 360 shekels. After wearing it once, she mistakenly washed it without following the instructions on the label. The outfit came out ruined. It had torn, the fabric had pilled, and it was wrinkled beyond repair. Upset, she returned to the store demanding either a refund or a replacement. Mrs. Segal calmly showed her the washing instructions and explained that, according to the clearly posted store policy, they were not obligated to replace the garment because it had not been washed properly. Then she said something extraordinary. "If you truly feel that you deserve a refund, you may choose anything in the store worth 360 shekels." The woman knew the damage had been her own fault. She realized that Mrs. Segal was under no obligation to replace the outfit. Although Mrs. Segal sincerely wanted her to leave feeling good, she felt uncomfortable accepting something she wasn't entitled to. She declined the generous offer and left. Many years passed. Now, after Mrs. Segal had already left this world, the elderly woman was holding a gift from that very same store. She looked at her daughter and said with emotion, "You're really bringing me a gift from Mrs. Segal in Shamayim." Then she looked at the price tag and couldn't believe her eyes-360 shekels. Tears filled her eyes. "Hashem arranged that I should finally receive the gift she wanted to give me all those years ago. This will certainly be an aliyah for her neshamah." Mrs. Segal truly wanted her customer to leave happy. Although her offer was never accepted during her lifetime, Hashem did not allow that sincere desire to disappear. Years later, after she had already returned her neshamah to Him, He orchestrated every detail so that her original wish would finally become a reality—down to the exact value of the gift. How precious are our good intentions to Hashem. Every sincere desire to help another Jew is treasured by Him. Even if we are unable to complete the kindness ourselves, Hashem is not limited by time. If He so chooses, He can fulfill a person's good intentions even after he has left this world.

One of the most beautiful ways that Hashem shows His love for His children is through the hearts of other Jews. Although Hashem alone performs every yeshuah, many times He chooses to do it through people who open their hearts and willingly become His messengers. Every act of chesed is much more than one person helping another. It is Hashem's kindness flowing through the hands of one of His children. A man whom we'll call Alan told me that 25 years ago, someone knocked on his door and entered his home crying uncontrollably. After calming him down, the man explained that he had been married for nine years. He had a very happy marriage and loved his wife dearly, but because they had not been blessed with children, and apparently the medical issue was with him, she had reached the point where she wanted a divorce. He had gone to Hadassah Hospital in Israel for one last attempt, and he was told there that perhaps there was one specialist in Brooklyn who might be able to help. But after years of treatments, the couple had used up every last penny they had. The doctor's fee was $28,000, and they had no way to pay for it. The man had come to Alan to ask for financial help. Alan immediately assured him that he would take care of the money one way or another. After the man left, Alan called his daughter, whose husband knew the doctor, and asked her to see what could be done. His daughter contacted a generous individual and explained the situation. Without even taking time to think, the philanthropist replied, "I'll pay for the entire procedure. Tell the Dr. to bill me the $28,000, but don't tell the couple who paid. I want to remain anonymous." With that, the treatments began. About six weeks later, the doctor shared the wonderful news that the wife was expecting. Soon afterward, they found out she was carrying twins, and a short time later they discovered it was actually triplets. After nine years of waiting, the couple was blessed with three healthy babies—the only children they would ever have.Twenty-five years later, baruch Hashem, all three are married. When the anonymous donor heard the news of the birth, he was overjoyed. "Triplets? I can't believe it! They're going to need even more help now." Without even being asked, he contributed again. He gave a check for $5,000 to help with the expenses of the babies. Alan, who had answered the knock on his door that day, also wanted to participate financially. He asked his daughter to find out who the anonymous donor was so that he, too, could share in the zechut of bringing these three precious neshamot into the world. The donor insisted on remaining anonymous, but he agreed to let Alan participate by sending in a contribution. The triplets were certainly a miracle, but there is another inspiring lesson here as well. Look how these Jews responded to another person's pain. Nobody asked, "What's in it for me?" No one hesitated because the amount was too large. They saw another Jew suffering and did whatever they could to help. Perhaps it was their mesirut nefesh that became the catalyst for these miraculous babies to come into the world. Hashem could have brought this couple their yeshuah in many different ways, yet He chose to bring it through the kindness of His people. He gave one Jew the opportunity to open his door and lend a listening ear, another the opportunity to make a phone call, another the opportunity to give generously, and a doctor the opportunity to become a shaliach. Hashem allowed each of these people to become His partners in bringing three precious children into the world. Every act of chesed creates far more than we can imagine. We never know how many lives will be changed because we chose to help another person. When we open our hearts to our fellow Jews, we become the hands through which Hashem's infinite kindness is revealed in this world.