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Mandy Giles (she/her) is the parent of two transgender young adults and the founder of Parents of Trans Youth, a social impact business providing learning, support, and community to parents and caregivers of transgender, nonbinary, and gender-diverse kids. During the past three Texas legislative sessions, Mandy testified before Texas Senate and House committees against multiple bills targeting transgender youth and has spoken out in support of trans kids in school board meetings, panel discussions, media interviews, and rallies. Mandy hosts the Everyday Trans Activism podcast and is a past president of the PFLAG chapter in Houston.Website - http://www.parentsoftransyouth.comInstagram @parentsoftransyouthArtist mentioned in the episode: Ooowwee Walker @dat_darkskin_artist on Instagram____________________________Register for First Friday's Free coaching and learn other ways to work with me: https://paperbell.me/meagan-skidmorehttps://meaganskidmorecoaching.com.Please help the podcast grow by following, leaving a 5 star review on Spotify or Apple podcasts and sharing with friends.Living Beyond the Shadow of Doubt™ is a proud member of the Dialogue Podcast Network [DialogueJournal.com/podcasts].Hopeful Spaces, a monthly support group facilitated by Meagan Skidmore Coaching, is a Dallas Hope Charities component of Hopeful Discussions sponsored by Mercedes-Benz Financial Services USA. Send an email to chc@dallashopecharities.org to join.
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski recapped her dream vacation in Ireland, analyzes her heritage, and hosts book club. The OFFICIAL Songs of The Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3ULrcEqO2JafGZPeonyuje?si=061c5c0dd4664f01
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski discusses some of her favorite animated movies, pre-caps her trip to the UK and Ireland, and explores Irish Folklore. The OFFICIAL Songs of The Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3ULrcEqO2JafGZPeonyuje?si=061c5c0dd4664f01
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the Love Island Season 7 reunion, where the cast reunites after venting on a hundred different podcasts and before most of the couples break up. Then, the newest episode of Real Housewives of Orange County, that sees Emily celebrate Persian New Year by attempting to put the final nail in Katie's coffin. And finally, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where Alexia and Marysol turn down a private jet in exchange for avoiding Stephanie's bossy behavior. 5:07 - Love Island USA: Season 07: Reunion 1:44:25 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 08 2:56:47 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 13 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the Love Island Season 7 reunion, where the cast reunites after venting on a hundred different podcasts and before most of the couples break up. Then, the newest episode of Real Housewives of Orange County, that sees Emily celebrate Persian New Year by attempting to put the final nail in Katie's coffin. And finally, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where Alexia and Marysol turn down a private jet in exchange for avoiding Stephanie's bossy behavior. 5:07 - Love Island USA: Season 07: Reunion 1:44:25 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 08 2:56:47 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 13 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski explores Victorian history (again), talks curio shops, and reads your ghost stories. The OFFICIAL Songs of The Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3ULrcEqO2JafGZPeonyuje?si=061c5c0dd4664f01
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the newest episode of Real Housewives of Orange County, where Katie is done covering for Gretchen and Tamra is done… not filming. I guess. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, that sees Adriana's loose lips lead to a war of words with Kiki and Lisa's prized spot on Stephanie's PJ gets put in jeopardy. 4:47 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 07 1:34:34 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 12 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the newest episode of Real Housewives of Orange County, where Katie is done covering for Gretchen and Tamra is done… not filming. I guess. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, that sees Adriana's loose lips lead to a war of words with Kiki and Lisa's prized spot on Stephanie's PJ gets put in jeopardy. 4:47 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 07 1:34:34 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 12 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski enters her gothic era, discusses her recent movie watches, and researches Art Nouveau and Art Deco. The OFFICIAL Songs of The Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3ULrcEqO2JafGZPeonyuje?si=061c5c0dd4664f01
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Three of The Valley reunion, where Janet and Jason take legalese to a whole new level, as we bid farewell to the former number one guy in the group. Then, two new episodes of Real Housewives of Miami, where nothing is civil in Seville, whether it's a dog fight between Alexia and Stephanie or a follower fight between Larsa and Lisa. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, where Tamra's shocking claim about Katie leads to Gretchen on edge and a drunken Tamra going over it. Maybe for the last time. 5:03 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 18 1:28:20 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episodes 10 & 11 2:44:08 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 06 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Three of The Valley reunion, where Janet and Jason take legalese to a whole new level, as we bid farewell to the former number one guy in the group. Then, two new episodes of Real Housewives of Miami, where nothing is civil in Seville, whether it's a dog fight between Alexia and Stephanie or a follower fight between Larsa and Lisa. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, where Tamra's shocking claim about Katie leads to Gretchen on edge and a drunken Tamra going over it. Maybe for the last time. 5:03 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 18 1:28:20 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episodes 10 & 11 2:44:08 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 06 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski admires Robert Downey Jr's Sherlock Holmes, unpacks Coraline, and and discusses the importance of fashion. The OFFICIAL Songs of The Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3ULrcEqO2JafGZPeonyuje?si=061c5c0dd4664f01
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Two of The Valley reunion, where accountability is the word of the night, and some of the worst accepters of it dish out the most critique. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where the ladies drop the petty and get preppy, with a grand prize of a plane ride with Stephanie up for grabs.. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, that sees the women head to NOLA and bond over turtle soup before the underlying tensions come to the surface. 4:31 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 17 1:56:23 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 09 2:47:23 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 05 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Two of The Valley reunion, where accountability is the word of the night, and some of the worst accepters of it dish out the most critique. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where the ladies drop the petty and get preppy, with a grand prize of a plane ride with Stephanie up for grabs.. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, that sees the women head to NOLA and bond over turtle soup before the underlying tensions come to the surface. 4:31 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 17 1:56:23 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 09 2:47:23 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 05 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski discusses The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde and the history of the macabre. The OFFICIAL Songs of The Week Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3ULrcEqO2JafGZPeonyuje?si=061c5c0dd4664f01
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Three of the Real Housewives of Atlanta reunion, where Charles is the last husband and lays down the law just like he did on the court. Also, Part One of The Valley reunion, where the darkness surrounding Jax's treatment of Brittany seems to be an afterthought for Andy Cohen. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where dueling yachts lead to a drunken Adriana, who somehow still manages to be the voice of reason. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, where Tamra tries to weaponize an OG of the OC, but fails to slay the dragon that is Jenn Pedranti. 5:13 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 20 1:05:55 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 16 2:31:21 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 08 3:19:24 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 04 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Three of the Real Housewives of Atlanta reunion, where Charles is the last husband and lays down the law just like he did on the court. Also, Part One of The Valley reunion, where the darkness surrounding Jax's treatment of Brittany seems to be an afterthought for Andy Cohen. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where dueling yachts lead to a drunken Adriana, who somehow still manages to be the voice of reason. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, where Tamra tries to weaponize an OG of the OC, but fails to slay the dragon that is Jenn Pedranti. 5:13 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 20 1:05:55 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 16 2:31:21 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 08 3:19:24 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 04 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski shares her hot take on Benson Boone, rants about technology, discusses the representation of bodies online, and invents a Hot Dog food truck.
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Two of the Real Housewives of Atlanta reunion, that sees bags, books and blowups as Porsha and Shamea's friendship begins to get aired out. Also, the season finale of The Valley, where Michelle's zen party is lacking just that as this friend group is ripped apart in different directions. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where Guerdy's celebration of life features a receipt to remember. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, that sees Shannon make clear to Katie that she's finished, and before she ever gets to finish her grilled cheese. 5:57 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 19 1:07:20 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 15 2:27:45 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 07 3:09:23 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 03 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk Part Two of the Real Housewives of Atlanta reunion, that sees bags, books and blowups as Porsha and Shamea's friendship begins to get aired out. Also, the season finale of The Valley, where Michelle's zen party is lacking just that as this friend group is ripped apart in different directions. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where Guerdy's celebration of life features a receipt to remember. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, that sees Shannon make clear to Katie that she's finished, and before she ever gets to finish her grilled cheese. 5:57 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 19 1:07:20 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 15 2:27:45 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 07 3:09:23 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 03 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski reviews an airport tantrum TikTok, recounts her Twilight rewatch experience, hosts book club, and talks about sword fighting, and discusses her obsessions of the week.
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the finale of Love Island USA, with a winning couple crowned and the most awkward rendition of Moon River imaginable. They then discuss Part One of the Real Housewives of Atlanta reunion, where Porsha came with hugs and Angela came with receipts? Also, the newest episode of The Valley, where Jax's evil powers will no longer penetrate Brittany and Jason's commitment will be marked on him forever. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where some god has tricked these women into believing Lisa is a bigger narcissist than Larsa at Alexia's party. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, where Katie's hot pot lunch gets way hotter as a returning Gretchen is serving up comeuppance for Tamra. 5:06 - Love Island: Season 07: Episode 36 18:50 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 18 1:06:32 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 14 2:04:24 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 06 2:48:20 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 02 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the finale of Love Island USA, with a winning couple crowned and the most awkward rendition of Moon River imaginable. They then discuss Part One of the Real Housewives of Atlanta reunion, where Porsha came with hugs and Angela came with receipts? Also, the newest episode of The Valley, where Jax's evil powers will no longer penetrate Brittany and Jason's commitment will be marked on him forever. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, where some god has tricked these women into believing Lisa is a bigger narcissist than Larsa at Alexia's party. And finally, Real Housewives of Orange County, where Katie's hot pot lunch gets way hotter as a returning Gretchen is serving up comeuppance for Tamra. 5:06 - Love Island: Season 07: Episode 36 18:50 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 18 1:06:32 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 14 2:04:24 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 06 2:48:20 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 02 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski discusses her experience at the Cowboy Carter Tour, talks about filming Royal Court with David Corenswet, determines the hotness of animated animal characters, and analyzes a series of Tomas Cole paintings.
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the newest episode of The Valley, where we have another boat ride from hell as Kristen unleashes on Janet. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, that sees Lisa exhibits some qualities before Alexia's Narcissist party even begins. Plus, the season premiere of Real Housewives of Orange County, where Katie has few friends, and replacing them with bloggers might not be the best substitute. And finally, a week's worth of Love Island USA, where love is finally in the air as we come barreling towards the finals. 4:46 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 13 1:16:24 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 05 2:04:34 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 01 3:24:06 - Love Island: Season 07: Episodes 30-34 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the newest episode of The Valley, where we have another boat ride from hell as Kristen unleashes on Janet. Then, a new episode of Real Housewives of Miami, that sees Lisa exhibits some qualities before Alexia's Narcissist party even begins. Plus, the season premiere of Real Housewives of Orange County, where Katie has few friends, and replacing them with bloggers might not be the best substitute. And finally, a week's worth of Love Island USA, where love is finally in the air as we come barreling towards the finals. 4:46 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 13 1:16:24 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 05 2:04:34 - Real Housewives of Orange County: Season 19: Episode 01 3:24:06 - Love Island: Season 07: Episodes 30-34 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin double up with two weeks worth of content, as they talk the newest episodes of Real Housewives of Atlanta, where Angela goes full Lansbury in order to solve the mystery of Marcus. Then, two new episodes of The Valley, that sees love prevail in spite of this cast when Luke fishes for a future with Kristen. Plus, two new episodes of Real Housewives of Miami, where the newest housewife Stephanie may be swimming in money, but Julia makes sure Guerdy is swimming against her will. And finally, two week's worth of Love Island USA, where debatable dumpings, a Casa Amor like never before and a word from America turns the villa upside down. 5:12 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episodes 16 & 17 1:11:18 - The Valley: Season 02: Episodes 11 & 12 2:08:26 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episodes 03 & 04 3:07:57 - Love Island: Season 07: Episodes 18-28 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This episode, Eamon & Merlin double up with two weeks worth of content, as they talk the newest episodes of Real Housewives of Atlanta, where Angela goes full Lansbury in order to solve the mystery of Marcus. Then, two new episodes of The Valley, that sees love prevail in spite of this cast when Luke fishes for a future with Kristen. Plus, two new episodes of Real Housewives of Miami, where the newest housewife Stephanie may be swimming in money, but Julia makes sure Guerdy is swimming against her will. And finally, two week's worth of Love Island USA, where debatable dumpings, a Casa Amor like never before and a word from America turns the villa upside down. 5:12 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episodes 16 & 17 1:11:18 - The Valley: Season 02: Episodes 11 & 12 2:08:26 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episodes 03 & 04 3:07:57 - Love Island: Season 07: Episodes 18-28 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski celebrates the 100th episode with a moment of genuine gratitude and a list of 100 of her favorite things right now.
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski checks her daily horoscope, explores some Mythological concepts, and updates the nation on her self-care routine.
Send us a text Wendy Cole: Transitioning at 67 & Living as Your True SelfHave you ever felt like you weren't living as your real self?In this powerful episode, I sit down with Wendy Cole, a Transition Mentor who made the life-altering decision to transition at age 67. Wendy shares her deeply personal story—from knowing her true identity as a child to finally embracing it decades later.We talk about:The difference between gender and sexWhy the mental journey of transition is so often overlookedHow to support transgender youth with love and understandingWhat parents need to know (and what to avoid)How to live more freely by shifting your beliefsWhether you're a parent, educator, ally, or someone who's curious to learn more about gender identity, this episode offers honest education, heartfelt encouragement, and a message of hope.
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the newest episode of Real Housewives of Atlanta, that sees the ladies paint the town black on their final night in Grenada. Then, a new episode of The Valley, where Jax returns to show all he's learned, which turns out to be not that much. Plus, the season premiere of Real Housewives of Miami, where Larsa and Lisa are forced to meet in Milan and their conflict can be solved only by one person… Fabulous. And finally, they talk a week's worth of Love Island USA, where Hurricane Huda has rampaged through Fiji, decimating innocent islanders in her wake. 5:18 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 15 49:16 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 10 2:08:54 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 02 3:00:19 - Love Island: Season 07: Episodes 12-16 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
Realizing the creature can talk, Rou tries to engage it in a dialogue to avoid a fight. He makes his introductions of the group but the creature is not impressed that Eight is Rou's friend, still mad that Eight hurt them. Rou continues to try and placate the creature and eventually learns that it has a name: Mongo. Mongo claims to have been ordered to guard the children, and gets clearly mad when Trix makes an attempt to get closer to the cages.As a truce has been brokered, Mongo allows Rou and Trix closer to the unconscious Eight. They help get Eight's chest plate open so Cela can help heal them. Surprisingly, healing magic seems to work and little green leaves sprout from Eight's darkwood core. Trix and Rou also notice something in Eight's chest glow slightly from within the core. Eight reawakens and they're able to share a reconciliation moment with Rou before Eight scolds Mongo for their role in keeping the children here. The group is told that Mongo only listens to “the boss” so they need to take up their concerns with The Dragon. When Trix tries to pass off that they outrank The Dragon, the lights go out and Erdir's voice echoes in the chamber.Follow Dax @gmdax, Kappa @TheKappaChris, Sebastian @sebastianyue and Wren @ThornyDryadCheck out Pantsless Tables for more campaigns and charity events. Message from the coordinator:“Hi there, hello! I'm Steve also known as Sassypants from the thing you're currently listening on. Or watching on - I don't judge. I run Pantsless Tables, an AP studio based out of India dedicated to shining a spotlight on underrepresented Asian talent. Every year, we organize a giant PRIDE fundraiser, and this year is no different! Currently, we are gearing up to fundraise for PFLAG, an incredible organization that is dedicated to supporting, educating, and advocating for LGBTQ+ people and those who love them. From June 27th to 29th, join a bunch of incredibly passionate teeterpoggers from all over the world as we run 13 games back to back for 52 hours GAY, all for charity! Do you want to help us make this event a success? Here's how you can! Collab with us, sponsor an ad buy or a giveaway, or watch our games and spread the word! No, not the bird - the other word. TLDW or DL - June 27th to 29th big charity event for PFLAG. Good fun, good vibes, woohoo!We hope to see you at our Pantsless Tables, where there's no pants, only tables. Thanks for listening! Steve out.”Learn more about PFLAG here. Want to contribute to the chaos? Donate here through June 29th, 2025. EPISODE CREDITS: Produced by DaxOpening theme music, editing and mixing by WrenLogo Artwork design by JessieCharacter Artwork design by RiyuskiSegment music and sound effects licensed through Epidemic SoundLINKS:Be sure to follow and tag Roads Uncharted on Bluesky!
In 2024 a new organization made its debut in town. PFLAG Cranford-Union wrote that it "hopes to be a beacon of support, advocacy, and education across Union County." As you might imagine, June, as Pride Month, has been a busy season for the organization. Katie Webber, who serves as the non-profit's president, joins me on the podcast to talk about why the chapter was created, what it's doing and its goals.
In this 2025 Pride episode, we explore the critical importance of gender-affirming care. Nicholette is joined by Melanie Falls, Han Wetmore, and Dr. Shain Miller—three experts deeply involved in supporting LGBTQ+ communities. Together, they discuss the clinical realities of gender dysphoria, and the vital role of family and community in affirming trans youth. The conversation highlights the resilience of transgender individuals, the mental health implications of restricted care, and practical steps clinicians and allies can take to offer support. Resources like Trans Family, PFLAG, and local LGBT centers are also shared for those seeking guidance.
In this raw and soul-stirring episode of The Healing Version, host Deborah creates space for the truth so many LGBTQ+ people carry in silence: the pain, courage, and complexity of coming out—especially to family. Coming out is often portrayed as a celebration, but for many, it's met with silence, shame, or outright rejection. In this episode, Deborah unpacks the emotional weight of telling the truth about who you are, what it costs when that truth isn't received with love, and how to begin healing when home no longer feels safe. With powerful reflections and real listener stories, Deborah reminds us that coming out isn't just about sexuality—it's about coming back to yourself. You'll hear affirmations for anyone who's ever had to hide, encouragement for those still finding their voice, and a message for families learning to love better. Because healing starts with truth. And on The Healing Version, we honor every version of who you are.
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski holds a book club meeting, unpacks her recent psychic reading, and calls upon her mom to explain Ouija boards. ICE OUT OF OUR CITY / PROTEST RESOURCES: ACLU – https://www.aclu.org/know-your-rights/protesters-rights Immigrant Defense Project – https://www.immigrantdefenseproject.org/raids-toolkit Freedom for Immigrants – https://www.freedomforimmigrants.org/resources Immigrants Legal Resource Center – https://www.ilrc.org/community-resources/know-your-rights Immigration Justice Campaign – https://immigrationjustice.us/ CREDIBLE RESOURCES TO HELP FREE PALESTINE: Palestinian Children's Relief Fund - https://www.pcrf.net/ UNICEF - https://www.unicefusa.org/stories/helping-gazas-children-cope-trauma Doctors Without Borders - https://donate.doctorswithoutborders.org World Central Kitchen - https://wck.org/ World Health Organization - https://www.who.int/ Headcount - https://www.headcount.org/ IG ACCOUNTS FOR A FREE PALESTINE: @eye.on.palestine @aljazeeraenglish @palestinianyouthmovement @byplestia @motaz_azaiza @impact LGBTQ+ RESOURCES: https://Translifeline.org https://Glaad.org https://Pflag.org https://www.thetrevorproject.org/ REPRODUCTIVE RESOURCES: https://aidaccess.org https://plancpills.org https://Ineedana.com https://www.reprolegalhelpline.org/ https://heyjane.com
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the newest episode of Real Housewives of Atlanta, that sees Brit at odds with near everyone and Angela celebrating an anniversary for one. Then, a new episode of The Valley, where Janet attempts to bring the dark side out in Danny and Brittany rips the band aid off of her marriage with Jax. Plus, the season premiere of Real Housewives of Miami, that sees Alexia reeling from a shock divorce from Todd and Larsa doing the same from her fourth attempted separation from Marcus. And finally, they talk a week's worth of Love Island USA, where a recoupling leads to triangles, tribulations and a lot of bad behavior. 8:16 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 14 55:34 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 09 2:00:47 - Real Housewives of Miami: Season 07: Episode 01 3:05:41 - Love Island: Season 07: Episodes 6-10 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby We want to take a moment to uplift a powerful resource:
Kate Bohl tells Taj about what it's been like to finally come out as trans in her late 50s—after a lifetime of feeling like something wasn't quite right. Here are some resources for advocacy, financial contribution, education and crisis support: 1. Transgender Law Center (TLC): @translawcenter transgenderlawcenter.org 2. PFLAG: @pflag pflag.org 3. Trans Lifeline: @translifeline translifeline.org • See RISK! live in Washington, DC on June 7th, in Philadelphia on June 19th, or in New York City on June 26th. Get tickets at Risk-show.com/live • Pitch us your story! risk-show.com/submissions • Support RISK! through Patreon at patreon.com/risk or make a one-time donation: paypal.me/riskshow • Get the RISK! Book and shop for merch: risk-show.com/shop • Take our storytelling classes: thestorystudio.org • Hire Kevin Allison as a coach or get personalized videos: kevinallison.com To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski calls her dad about aliens, analyzes her tarot reading, explains her Nymph backstory, delivers a monologue, and researches lymphatic drainage.
This episode, Eamon & Merlin talk the newest episode of Real Housewives of Atlanta where Porsha and Drew, before venturing off to Grenada, try to squash the past while inadvertently bringing up the Future. Then, a new episode of The Valley, where Jasmine's had enough of Janet's antics, leading to a beach day confrontation for the ages. And finally, they talk a week's worth of Love Island USA, as a new batch of Islanders descend on Fiji for love, lust, and a whole lot of lunacy. 6:31 - Real Housewives of Atlanta: Season 16: Episode 13 1:13:42 - The Valley: Season 02: Episode 08 2:35:40 - Love Island: Season 07: Episodes 1-4 We are Eamon and Merlin, a queer married couple from Texas living in Pittsburgh, PA. We love reality television, wrestling, drag queens, and pretty much anything that can be called even kinda gay. A Gay & His Enby is a podcast where we talk about everything we love in terms of media and pop culture; everything thats gay and gay adjacent; basically all the conversations we have in our living room we are now putting in front of a microphone and on the internet for you. We have launched our MERCH STORE! We are so excited to bring you these designs, all made by Merlin, commemorating some of our favorite iconic moments! Shop now at https://AGayAndHisEnby.Threadless.com Every week, we have the pleasure and privilege of recording from Sorgatron Media Studios in Pittsburgh. The theme song for our main show is Pulsar by Shane Ivers, and the theme song for Binge Watch is Higher Up by Shane Ivers, both of which you can find at https://www.silvermansound.com All of our social media can be found at our linktree: https://linktr.ee/agayandhisenby In recent years, states have pushed forward a record number of bills that attack LGBTQ rights, especially transgender youth. The current obession with Drag Queens is no exception. This is a thinly veiled attempt to outlaw gender expressions that do not fall within the cisheteronormative guidelines. Please consider donating to one of the following charities to help make the US a safer place for Queer folks to live in peace. American Civil Liberties Union (https://www.aclu.org/issues/lgbtq-rights) Trevor Project (https://give.thetrevorproject.org/give/63307/#!/donation/checkout) PFLAG (https://pflag.org/donate/) True Colors United (https://my.truecolorsunited.org/give/107399/#!/donation/checkout) OutRight International (https://outrightinternational.org/take-action/give) Lambda Legal (https://support.lambdalegal.org/site/Donation2;jsessionid=00000000.app30130a?df_id=6680&mfc_pref=T&6680.donation=form1&NONCE_TOKEN=D3311163DF16F06EEA5520010BAF90B5) GLBTQ Legal Advocates & Defenders (https://donate.glad.org/give/123741/#!/donation/checkout?c_src=webheader) Human Rights Campaign (https://give.hrc.org/page/118560/donate/1?ea.tracking.id=or_gnr_hrc_homepage2022) It Gets Better Project (https://give.itgetsbetter.org/give/250737/#!/donation/checkout)
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski discusses millennial core, unpacks her thoughts on Sex and the City, and analyzes Fontaines D.C. lyrics. Thank you to Dunkin for sponsoring this episode!
Katie Blair, Vice President of Advocacy for PFLAG National, joins Bridget and guest host Kyle McHugh to discuss the current coordinated assault on LGBTQ+ rights around the country, and how PFLAG continues its decades-long efforts to inform, support, and inspire members of the LGBTQ+ community and their allies to stand up and advocate for true equality for all persons. Resources discussed during the show are all available via: www.pflag.org
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski returns to the tried and true topic of WWII, continues her obsession with Jack O'Connell, and shares media she's been interested in as of late.
Brian Bond, HMFIC at PFLAG (Parents, Families, and Friends of Lesbians and Gays), joins us to talk about the organization. In this episode: News- 2:50 || Main Topic (PFLAG)- 13:17 || Guest (Brian Bond)- 16:34 || Gayest & Straightest- 1:00:58 Buy our book, You're Probably Gayish, available right now at www.gayishpodcast.com/book! Each chapter dissects one gay stereotype ranging from drugs to gaydar to iced coffee. It's also available as an audiobook on Audible, Spotify, and more. If you want to join Mike and Kyle on their 2027 Mexican Riviera cruise, visit www.gayishpodcast.com/cruise to sign up. Make sure to check Gayish as the podcast you're attending for. On the Patreon bonus segment, Kyle shares with Mike tips from PFLAG on supporting your child when they come out. If you want to support our show while getting ad-free episodes a day early, go to www.patreon.com/gayishpodcast.
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski answers sample AP Literature questions, goes down a Google rabbit hole, and researches birds. Thank you to Dunkin for sponsoring this episode!
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski speaks in her native tongue, discusses Jack O'Connell, and recounts her experience at the F1 race in Miami.
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski analyzes her genealogical traits, recounts a river trip from a few years ago, and shares her newest TikTok obsession.
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski shares her new obsession with the film Sinners, discusses the social activism of Irish rap group Kneecap, and updates the nation's Book Club.
This week on The Broski Report, Fearless Leader Brittany Broski dissects her writing experience on her first original song and explores coping mechanisms for the fear of death.