OCTOBER 7: Emotionally Raw Coverage

What happens when a tech guru, a podcast duo, and the future of humanity collide? In our final episode before an indefinite hiatus, join us for an enlightening conversation with special guest Ariel Jalali, CEO of Paragon Technology Solutions. Ariel, a tech visionary, shares his thoughts on AI, digital transformation, and the human experience. It's a discussion that bridges the gap between technology and the timeless questions of purpose and connection. With over 25 years of expertise in innovation and digital transformation, Ariel is a renowned expert in AI, chatbots, and conversational commerce.Dive into a conversation that spans the spectrum from ABBA to AI as we explore the intersection of technology and intimacy, and the enduring spirit of Tel Aviv. This dialogue takes us on a journey through the past, present, and an optimistic glimpse into the future. It's a candid look at how AI might just be the key to unlocking new forms of human connection and capital. Tune in for insights, laughter, and a touch of existential pondering.From profound discussions on AI, chatbots, and the future of labor, it's a whirlwind of tech, innovation, and the human spirit—a testament to the power of storytelling in bridging the gap between innovation and emotion. Don't miss this emotionally charged goodbye-for-now that transcends the ordinary and delves into what it means to be human in a rapidly evolving world.Ariel Jalali is the CEO of Paragon Technology Solutions, a trusted technical advisor to private equity backed and high-growth enterprise companies. Paragon specializes in AI Transformation - using practical data and AI/ML to unlock efficiency and “play moneyball.”  Ariel has 25 years of expertise in innovation and digital transformation. He is a renowned expert in AI, chatbots and conversational commerce and served as a technical advisor on chatbots at the first White House Hackathon. Ariel also serves on advisory boards in the AI and data space. Ariel is a sought-after speaker and thought leader in the industry, with a proven track record including founding Sensay and working across several industries and top Fortune 500 companies and governments. He shares his knowledge as a lecturer on AI/ML at UCLA, has been featured in numerous publications and media channels, and is the author of the upcoming book "The Belonging Economy Model."Recorded on March 25 (Day 171)

Join hosts Amy and Dor on a candid journey through the highs and lows of podcasting in our latest episode. As they confront the sudden halt of sponsorship, likened to the closing of a faucet, they delve into the unpredictable world of content creation with raw authenticity. As the episode unfolds, we're treated to a colorful array of stories that paint a picture of life in Tel Aviv, the struggles of the local economy, and the personal anecdotes that make Amy and Dor's partnership so special. From a father's reaction to a risqué podcast episode to the philosophical musings on the value of content, the hosts navigate through a series of emotional and humorous discussions that are sure to resonate with anyone who has faced adversity.It's a lesson in creative resilience. As they explore the various facets of their experiences, the hosts also celebrate reaching an audience in over 50 countries, proving that their emotionally raw coverage resonates with a global community.But what's next for this dynamic duo? The episode teases future directions and the potential for new beginnings, leaving listeners curious and eager for more. It's a testament to the idea that when one door closes, another opens—if you're willing to seek it out.Listeners are also invited to participate in the journey. With a call to action for support through Patreon and an open invitation for potential sponsors, Amy and Dor demonstrate the power of community and the importance of grassroots movements in keeping creative endeavors alive.Tune in for an experience that's sure to inspire, entertain, and remind you of the boundless potential that lies within every setback.Recorded on March 19 (Day 165). Thanks for tuning in!

Dor's wish comes true; Amy and Dor are back! In the style of Season One, join them for a heartfelt exploration of personal struggles against the backdrop of a society teetering on the brink. Delve into candid discussions ranging from the haunting beauty of Israeli fiction, including Yaakov Shabtai's 'Past Continuous,' to the controversial Oscars, where filmmaker Jonathan Glazer's statements and the symbolic gestures, or lack thereof, by Hollywood figures like Steven Spielberg, stir debate. As they share their vulnerabilities, they draw parallels between the uncertain climate of 1970s Israel depicted in Shabtai's book and today's atmosphere, offering a unique perspective on the enduring impact of history. They also ponder the appropriateness of celebrating festivals like Purim in times of sorrow, exploring the paradox of seeking joy amidst grief. It's a conversation that delves deep into the heart of Israeli culture, literature, and current events, where raw emotion meets the stark reality of our world.Recorded on March 12 (Day 158)Thanks for tuning in!

Plunge into the depths of thought with Dr. Jeremy Fogel, an enigmatic philosopher and poet who embodies the spirit of inquiry, in our latest episode, where a casual swim leads to profound insights on art of living through crisis and the poetry of existence. Tune in for an episode that's as incidentally raunchy as it is refreshing, intertwining the past with the present, and personal anecdotes with philosophical discourse – a spirited and profound meditation on the philosophy of life. Join us for a thought-provoking conversation that challenges us to think differently about the world around us and within us. Listen now and let your curiosity be your guide.Recorded on March 6 (Day 152). Dr. Jeremy Fogel teaches at Tel Aviv University's department of Jewish philosophy, as well as at its school of education. He is the academic director of Alma, teaches at the Kibbutzim College of Education, Technology and the Arts, and lectures publicly on philosophy in various forums. Jeremy holds a bachelor's degree in philosophy from the University of Cambridge and a master's degree and doctorate in philosophy from Tel Aviv University. His doctoral research explored the tension between universalism and particularism in modern Jewish philosophy, focusing on the Jewish-German philosophers Moses Mendelssohn and Hermann Cohen, and he continued exploring these issues as a post-doctoral fellow at Hamburg University. Jeremy is involved with several independent artistic and literary ventures. His first book, Tel Aviv is Water and Other Seasidian Thoughts, was published by Hava Lehaba in 2019. He is the co-creator and co-host of the "Think & Drink Different" podcast. His book Jewish Universalisms: Mendelssohn, Cohen, and Humanity's Highest Good was released by Brandeis University Press in December. Thanks for tuning in!

Amidst municipal elections, Amy reunites with the insightful Matthew Schultz, marking his return since Episode 34: "Rockets and Revelations: Happy New Year?" Together, they explore hot-button topics such as Barbra Streisand's recent lifetime achievement award at the SAG Awards, cancel culture, and recent calls to ban Israel from Eurovision and the Venice Biennale.Dor kicks off the conversation, fondly reminiscing and expressing a longing for Season One Amy – an unapologetic force of nature known for her unapologetic stance on sensitive issues. With Matthew's support, she brings forth a renewed sense of passion and vulnerability, enriching the conversation with depth and authenticity.As the conversation unfolds, Amy and Matt delve into the implications of being canceled in today's world compared to the historical act of excommunication. They navigate their evolving relationships with reading, contemplating societal pressures and the consumption of 'digital parasites' in a nod to Duncan Trussell. Together, they dissect the essence of understanding, contrasting acquisitive reading with deep comprehension. The duo even explores the concept of quantum Zionism in the multiverse, imagining alternate dimensions where the history of Israel and the Jewish people unfolds differently.Recorded on February 27 (Day 144).Matthew Schultz is a writer and rabbinical student commuting between Tel Aviv, Jerusalem, and Boston. He's a weekly columnist for the Jewish Journal covering all things Israel, Judaism, and Jewish culture. He also publishes long-form Instagram posts in an attempt to spark a more nuanced and informed discussion about Israel. He's the author of “What Came Before,” a collection of micro-essays and co-hosts the “How to Be" Podcast with Rory O'Toole—an investigation into how to best live this one precious and wild life.Connect with Matthew Schultz on Instagram (@matthew_a_schultz) and delve into more of his insights by subscribing to his Substack: Dispatches from the Promised Land. Thanks for tuning in!

In this episode, Blake Flayton, a writer, student, and activist, welcomes us into his Tel Aviv world. Blake made Aliyah from NYC a year and a half ago, immersing himself in Hebrew and joining protests against the Netanyahu government. His journey is a compelling narrative of growth and resilience.Blake explores personal impacts of antisemitism and nuances of Israel advocacy, promising to challenge your perspectives and delve into the complexities of identity and politics.For those eager to delve deeper into these themes, check out Blake's Substack, “Bourgeois Nationalist," offering more takes from Tel Aviv, about the wider Jewish world from a liberal Zionist perspective.Connect with Blake on Instagram and Twitter: @blakeflayton Recorded on February 21 (Day 137).(Some of) Blake's Recommended Reads:“The Cool Kids,” Dara Horn“A Day For Atheist Rebels Taking Charge Of Their Own Destiny,” Dr. Einat Wilf“Peter Beinart's Grotesque Utopia,” by Shany MorThanks for tuning in!

Explore the world of Dr. Adam Lee Goldstein, Head of Trauma Surgery at Wolfson Medical Center and Co-Director of Operating Together. From his roots in Washington DC to a dedicated medical career in Israel, Dr. Goldstein shares his compelling story. In this episode, we delve into the remarkable efforts in trauma care, humanitarian projects, and collaborative initiatives. Join us as we uncover the healing power of partnership and resilience in the field of trauma surgery. Dive into the challenges and motivations of caring amid ongoing conflicts. Situated in a pivotal location, Wolfson Medical Center serves over a million people, including some of Israel's most overlooked populations. Discover the hospital's commitment to humanitarian projects, global resident training, and historical dedication to Save a Child's Heart.Dr. Goldstein co-directs Operating Together, a transformative project uniting healthcare professionals across borders. Delve into the mission, programs, and partnerships that foster cooperation and relationships between Israeli, Palestinian, and international healthcare experts.Explore recent advancements in trauma care, research, and training within Wolfson Medical Center's trauma unit. Dr. Goldstein provides insight into how the recent conflict has shaped the operations and goals of Operating Together. Gain rare insights into the medical treatment provided to hostages, offering a glimpse into the challenges faced by trauma surgeons in crisis situations. Discuss the transformative power of individual relationships and the belief in lasting change based on respect. Dr. Goldstein shares his current perspective on whether individual relationships can transcend political challenges, reflecting on his op-ed for the New York Times, “I'm a Trauma Surgeon in Israel. In My Hospital, We Are in This Together,” written during the May 2021 conflict (Operation Guardian of the Walls), expressing hope for unity within the hospital's walls. Explore Dr. Goldstein's vision for the future of trauma care, cooperation, and partnerships. Gain insight into how his experiences in trauma surgery have shaped both his personal and professional outlook.Recorded on February 14 (Day 131).Connect with Dr. Goldstein (Adamg.barefoot@gmail.com) and Operating Together on Instagram: operating_togetherThanks for tuning in!

Step into the vibrant world of Chaya Lev, a 50-year-old goddess reclaiming life on her terms with infectious energy and a wild spirit. In this episode, Chaya, a comedian, dancer, and activist, brings a unique blend of humor and heart, inspiring others to embrace their wildness amidst the chaos of the world. Discover the power of connection, laughter, and the courage to be authentically you with the one and only Chaya Lev.The episode delves into the challenges of adapting to a new country, the healing nature of dance, and the strength drawn from faith. Chaya's story is one of resilience, empowerment, and the unapologetic celebration of one's true self. This electrifying episode is as moving as it is motivational.From the United States to Jerusalem, Chaya shares her journey of healing through dance and comedy, channeling activism into art. She encourages women everywhere to embrace their wildness, sexiness, and strength. The conversation explores the therapeutic aspects of dance, offering practical tips to incorporate movement into daily life.Chaya's humor shines through tales from her comedy scenes and encounters with Internet trolls. Her laughter, profound insights, and energy are felt through the speakers. Enter Chaya's world, where Instagram isn't just a social platform but a space for deep connections. She shares her philosophy on followers – not just numbers but potential friends to authentically experience life with.This episode is a journey, an exploration of finding joy in turmoil, strength in vulnerability, and the unifying power of dance and humor. Chaya Lev reminds us that, no matter what life throws at us, we can choose to dance through it with a smile and a snap. Her story of resilience and empowerment inspires us all. Tune in to hear her powerful message and experience an episode that will leave you moved and motivated to embrace every part of who you are.Recorded on February 6 (Day 123). For an extra dose of joy, connect with Chaya Lev on Instagram: @iamchayalev and @chayadancemovement.Thanks for tuning in!

Step into the whirlwind life of Rabbi Mordechai Yosef Ben Avraham, a man whose past is as rich and colorful as his present is devout and dedicated. From rubbing shoulders with A-list celebrities to the sacred streets of Jerusalem, Rabbi Mordechai shares firsthand accounts of his unique experiences, reflecting on the role of Jews in the entertainment industry, the state of African American-Jewish relations, and his own profound spiritual awakening.A public speaker, Jewish diversity advocate, 2016 Republican candidate for the U.S. House of Representatives in California's 37th congressional district – a long-running Democratic stronghold – and the author of Mind of a Black Jew: The Oldest New Way of Thinking, Rabbi Mordechai candidly shares reflections and tales from his journey. This rich tapestry is woven with threads of culture, religion, and identity, and stories of the deeply personal evolution of a man seeking truth and connection.Rabbi Mordechai challenges listeners to consider the complexities of Jewish identity, exploring moral responsibilities within the music industry and dynamics of African American-Jewish relations. His urgent insights on rising anti-Semitism, along with candid thoughts on Kanye West's controversial comments, provide a thought-provoking examination of current issues.Believing in the power of Jewish diversity to dispel mistruths about Israel, Rabbi Mordechai invites listeners to consider the many shades of Jewish identity and Zera Yisrael, the descendants of Israel. Despite the polarized and tense nature of some conversations, he advocates for dialogue as a necessity in overcoming challenges.As Rabbi Mordechai recounts his spiritual odyssey, listeners are encouraged to reflect on their own paths and transformations. From being born Sharif Hassan, a Sufi Muslim, to immersion in a yeshiva in Mea Shearim, an ultra-Orthodox neighborhood in Jerusalem, his story serves as a powerful reminder that embracing change is never too late.Join us for a profound journey through the mind of a man who has traversed multiple worlds, emerging with a message of hope, unity, and the power of diversity to shape a more inclusive Jewish narrative. In an era marked by misinformation and materialism, this episode is a testament to the enduring quest for meaning and the transformative power of change.Recorded on January 30 (Day 116).  Thanks for tuning in!

In our latest podcast episode, we engage in a riveting conversation with Samuel Hyde, a distinguished writer and researcher whose profound expertise in the region brings a fresh and provocative perspective to the age-old struggle between Israelis and Palestinians. More than just a podcast, this episode serves as a masterclass in Middle Eastern politics. Samuel fearlessly dissects what lies at the heart of the conflict, offering an unapologetic analysis that challenges conventional narratives and the stark realities of extremism. Coupled with his razor-sharp wit, Samuel's incisive commentary not only educates but also sparks contemplation about the future of Israel and its complex relations with neighboring nations.With the precision of a historian and the passion of someone intimately acquainted with the region's complexities, his insights invite listeners to question their assumptions and gain a deeper understanding of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. Embark on an intellectual journey through contrasting perspectives, controversial topics, and historical events shaping the current political landscape. Samuel's call for a new paradigm challenges outdated frameworks, providing a nuanced understanding of the complexities surrounding the Arab-Israeli conflict.Topics of discussion include false perceptions at play, motivations underlying South Africa's charges of genocide at the International Court of Justice, the future of the Zionist Left, Israel, and more.For those eager to delve deeper into these themes, Samuel's Substack, "Israel from Within," offers invaluable insights, providing a comprehensive look at discussions within Israel and debunking myths about the Israeli-Palestinian peace process.Tune in to hear Samuel's unapologetically frank take on the war's impact and the pivotal moments shaping Israel's political landscape woven with strands of history, politics, and personal narratives.Recorded on January 21 (Day 107).Thanks for tuning in!

In this week's episode, we had the privilege of hosting Ben Gleib, comedian, actor, satirist, writer, former presidential candidate, lead anchor on The Young Turks – the longest-running online news and politics talk show – and man of many talents. Ben brought with him a suitcase full of humor, a heart full of empathy and a keen eye for truth as he recounted his recent visit to Israel amidst the ongoing conflict.Seamlessly weaving together the threads of comedy with the somber realities of war, Ben shared encounters with people whose lives have been upended, soldiers risking their lives, and families torn apart by violence.Topics of discussion ranged from managing isolation as a pro-Israel voice in the U.S. progressive left, Ben's relationship with Judaism since October 7th, changes in media tastes and the the perplexing lack of nuance and compassion towards Jewish groups. Ben and Amy also explored the impact of social media, strategies for contending with misinformation and hate speech online, ethical journalism, and finding humor in the darkest of hours.In addition to being a lead anchor at TYT, Ben also does his own video series for them twice a week called “Rebel HQ,” sharing his hilarious and blistering take on the world, with over 8 million views in just the first 6 months. Ben candidly spoke about why he is determined to stay at TYT, despite being one of the only voices there supporting Israel during this conflict, with thousands turning on him, and some even calling him “Genocide Ben.” Throughout the conversation, Ben's voice was both a beacon of hope and a call to action. He reminded us that in the face of adversity, our humanity is our greatest strength. And while the world may be rife with conflict, there are always opportunities for dialogue, understanding, and, yes, even laughter.While the episode delivered laughs, it also delved into the complexities of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict, challenging listeners to look beyond headlines and easy narratives. Ben's storytelling struck a balance of light and dark, making us laugh one moment and reflect deeply the next. As Ben and Amy delved into the complexities of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict, he challenged listeners to embrace a deeper understanding beyond headlines and easy narratives.  This gripping episode is a rollercoaster of emotions, offering insights into the intersection of comedy, politics, and the indomitable will to find hope amid chaos. Tune in for a thought-provoking discussion that explores the power of conversation and humor in bridging divides and healing wounds.Recorded on January 16 (Day 102).Connect with Ben on Instagram (@bengleib) and be sure to check out: “The Mad King” - Full Comedy Special “Israel's Humanitarian Pause Leads To HEATED Debate Between TYT Hosts” Thanks for tuning in!

The weaponization of violence against women in war in human history is excruciatingly long, the purpose of which is to torture and terrorize the individual woman as much as to harm and humiliate the entire nation. The world witnessed one of the modern era's worst examples of mass rape and violence against women on October 7th by Hamas, with Israeli women being targeted being both Jews and women - a dual crime in the eyes of their attackers.This week's episode features Ariela Karmel, a Tel Aviv-based reporter who has covered the October 7th massacres and Israel's ongoing war against Hamas, including the sexual violence committed against Israeli women by Hamas, which was central to their attack.Ariela and Amy's candid discussion on the sexual violence of October 7th including the ongoing violence against the remaining Israeli hostages in Gaza, and the silence from international feminist and human rights organizations, is as enlightening as it is unsettling. With her unique perspective as both a journalist and a student of Middle Eastern history, Ariela offers a nuanced understanding of the dynamics at play in war-torn regions, and the often overlooked human cost that accompanies them.Points of discussion include the New York Times investigative report, released in late December, shedding light on crucial insight, exclusive coverage by the Daily Mail from January 9, exploring the heartbreaking situation of girls still being held by Hamas. The conversation also relates to a statement issued by UN special rapporteurs on torture and extrajudicial executions on January 8 calling for justice for acts committed by Hamas during the October 7th attack which "constitute gross violations of international law, amounting to war crimes which, given the number of victims and the extensive premeditation and planning of the attacks, may also qualify as crimes against humanity."With sharp insights, Ariela captures the raw emotions of the victims and the moral confusion that has enveloped the world's response—or lack thereof—to the horrors of October 7th, despite being one of the most well-documented mass atrocities of all time. This episode is not just a recounting of events; it's a powerful commentary on the state of journalism, the ethics of reporting, and the responsibilities of media in shaping public narratives. Ariela's voice is a beacon of clarity in the fog of war, urging us to look beyond the surface and to question the stories being told.Listeners will find themselves confronted with difficult truths about the international community's response to sexual violence in conflict zones - particularly when committed against Israelis and Jews. The discussion challenges the status quo, pushing us to consider why certain voices are amplified while others are muted, and what that says about our global values.Recorded on January 8 (Day 94). For more insight, you can read Ariela's articles on the subject here:"Dancing on our graves: Hamas' war on Israel and the world's moral confusion""Israeli women are under brutal attack and there is complete silence""The battle to highlight crimes against women in Hamas' attack on Israel"Follow Ariela's work here and on Instagram @arielakarmel.Thanks for tuning in!

Special guest, Matthew Schultz, a writer and rabbinical student, engages in a riveting conversation at the start of a new year marked by a barrage of rockets from Hamas at the stroke of midnight and a hotly anticipated ruling from the Israeli Supreme Court on New Year's Day regarding the controversial reasonableness law. Schultz's unique insights shed light on the evolving landscape of Jewish life in Israel, especially since October 7th.As a weekly columnist for the Jewish Journal and co-host of the "How to Be Podcast," Schultz offers profound insights into the post-war landscape of Israeli culture and a unique perspective on Israel, Judaism, and Jewish culture.In a nod to Anita Shapira's insights on Israeli literature, Schultz emphasizes the “"intrusion of the political on the personal," and the difficulty of parsing personal experiences from the political landscape in the context of 2023. Their conversation embodies this intersection, coursing from discussions on forgiveness in the wake of Kanye West's Hebrew-language Instagram post apology to Ilana Glazer's portrayal of Jewish culture, and more. A conversation about Schultz's long-form Instagram posts (@matthew_a_schultz), an attempt to spark a more nuanced and informed discussion about Israel, evolves into a discussion of his own shifted perspectives on Israel and media literacy.Together, Schultz and Amy unpack the layers of complexity that define a nation at a crossroads, delving into the soul of a people grappling with identity, culture, and faith.  How does one navigate the waters of media literacy in an age where news is a relentless tide that shapes our perceptions and beliefs? How does a society reconcile the religious-secular divide that is both a source of tension and a wellspring of cultural richness?As 2024 unfolds, the questions asked are more than reflections on the past; they are a search for a way forward. Through Matt's insights and Amy's passionate inquiry, listeners are invited to join them on a journey that is as much about understanding the world as it is about finding hope amidst the chaos.Recorded on January 2 (Day 88).Thanks for tuning in!

In this riveting Christmas special, Amy and Dor are joined by Jotam Confino, a seasoned freelance correspondent with a diverse background in print, radio and TV across Danish, British, and U.S. media. From his role as the foreign editor of Jewish News to recent contributions on BBC, The Times radio, Talk TV, and CBS News, Confino brings a wealth of experience to the discussion, offering insights into the changing role of journalism and the evolving landscape of war coverage in the digital age.This episode is more than just an interview; it's a deep dive into the heart of what it means to be a correspondent in today's world. Jotam's candid discussion on war coverage and his firsthand account of viewing harrowing footage that few have seen, offers a poignant look at the sacrifices journalists make to bring stories to light. Jotam sheds light on the evolving role of journalism, emphasizing the need for journalists to become like forensics experts in the face of misinformation. Not a journalist by trade, he holds a master's in security and diplomacy, giving him a unique perspective on the complexities of war coverage. His unique heritage—Danish, born to an Israeli father and Danish mother—adds a distinctive layer to his reporting, shaping his ability to see various sides of complex issues, particularly in the realm of conflict journalism.  The conversation explores the challenges of reporting from Gaza,  role of the United Nations, the portrayal of Hamas in the media, and the ethical dilemmas that arise when reporting in a conflict zone. Jotam's insights on the international response to the war and the stark contrast between the treatment of Israeli and Palestinian narratives are both enlightening and unsettling.Offering insights into the accidental killing of three Israeli hostages and reflections on why certain questions about Palestinian aspirations often go unasked, the episode delves into the complexities of conflict reporting. Taking a thought-provoking dive into historical parallels, Amy and Jotam contemplate how cable news might have covered WWII, raising intriguing questions about whether figures like Goebbels and Hitler would have been invited to participate in shows.The conversation delves into the dark underbelly of social media, addressing the hate, systematic bullying, harassment, and threats that journalists face, particularly those with Jewish or Israeli roots. Confino shares his thoughts on the unique double standard in covering the Israeli-Palestinian conflict.If you're intrigued by the intersection of journalism, diplomacy, and the human condition, this emotionally charged and intellectually stimulating conversation is a must-listen. Go beyond the headlines and explore the courage and resilience of those who seek to uncover the truth, no matter the cost. Recorded on December 24 (Day 79).Thanks for tuning in!

Special guest, Dr. Alexandra Ewenczyk, board-certified Adult and Child & Adolescent Psychiatrist, joins Amy and Dor for an eye-opening exploration of the intricate web surrounding the use of illicit substances by Hamas in the ongoing war. Offering a deep dive into the intersection of geopolitics, history, and psychiatry, they discuss Captagon, a synthetic methamphetamine found on the bodies of terrorists that infiltrated Israel on October 7, and recent revelations that Hamas has drugged hostages in captivity and upon their release. Dr. Ewenczyk draws from her extensive experience to provide valuable insights into the psychological aspects of Captagon, emphasizing its role in enhancing performance and weaponizing individuals into ruthless killing machines. The discussion delves into the drug's production, smuggling methods, and its history since it was first formulated in Germany in the 1960s, now standing as a staggering $30 billion industry. The exploration widens to methamphetamine's dark history, including the Nazi's reliance on Pervitin and their experiments on Sachsenhausen inmates. Uncovering the roots and impact of Captagon on individuals and societies, the hosts confront the stark realities of a drug often referred to the “poor man's cocaine“. An unexpected air raid siren mid-recording sparks a brief conversation on the epigenetic effects of war, drawing on Dr. Ewenczyk's expertise in early childhood development and trauma.Recorded on December 21 (Day 76).Thanks for tuning in!

This week, as the war rages on, Amy and Dor explore life in abeyance and the interconnectedness of emotions, evolution, and artificial intelligence. In an episode saturated with sentiment Amy and Dor relate to a string of tangential signifiers from tarot cards to Elon Musk's fondness for the letter x, the Hebrew word for truth (emet), and even the number 66. Amy recruits artificial intelligence in her continued exploration of what it means to be human, offering a new way forward in a time of suspense. The message of the Hanged Man card prompts reflections on human nature, adaptability, and surrendering control in wildly uncertain times: from holding on to letting go to release. Amy opens up about missing her parents and shares her personal reflections on feeling sentimental, and contemplates whether these emotions serve a deeper biological function. We meet Miami Sapan and hear about Amy's deepening relationship with AI, as she sheds inhibitions and ushers in the transformative power of embracing positive changes and the power of delegating tasks (to AI). Dor champions these changes and expresses nostalgia for the "good old Amy,” proposing a new constraint ahead of the next episode. Amy, inspired by Dor's “yalla” approach, candidly reflects on the friction of change, and stagnation, the long-term cost of a commitment to keep things chill at all costs. They touch upon the bittersweet nature of leaving home and the distances we traverse as humans in our journey of growth and self-discovery.Recorded on December 11 (Day 66).  Thanks for tuning in!

As the truce unravels and the war drums echo again on the eve of Hanukkah, Amy and Dor chart a new path forward through pointlessness and the unexpected, inviting newness, on the edge of transformation. Amy gets caught in the rain and an air raid siren, and reports of Hamas drugging hostages lead them to ask whether life is perhaps imitating art, or at least their podcast discussions (see Episodes 13 & 2, respectively). Sinwar's public nod to a TV show with a fictional attack on Israel adds a surreal twist, further blurring the lines between fiction and reality, and shocking remarks from the U.S. State Department reveal even darker realities for the female hostages.  Elon Musk's interview with Andrew Ross Sorkin (NYT Dealbook) after his recent trip to Israel raises questions about transformation and sincerity, as Amy wondering whether Elon is a changed man. Practicing newness leads to a chance meeting with a displaced Israeli couple from Sderot. Dor enrolls in a teacher's certification program, and questions his essentialness. A sense of dejection sparks a conversation about expectations, crises and opportunities, as Amy shares how the 2008 economic crisis forced her to shut down and restart. Excerpts from a conversation between J. Krishnamurti and Dr. David Bohm delve into the essence of time and space, contemplating humanity's journey and whether "nothing means everything," Yoko Ono's Cloud Piece and Amy's musings on life in the information age deluge round out meditations on newness. A profound realization that "nothing means everything" propels a quest for renewal. The episode culminates in the announcement of a once-a-week format, symbolizing a fresh start and the next chapter as the duo embraces changeRecorded on December 5 (Day 60).Thanks for tuning in!

In the midst of a precarious truce, Amy and Dor ride the waves of a particularly tumultuous week, marked by the terror attack in Jerusalem that morning, heartwarming reunions and the tense, piece-meal release of some hostages. As Hanukkah approaches, they unpack the stark contrasts of violence and poignancy, darkness and light.The hosts delve into recent developments, from the last-minute truce extension that morning to the ongoing release of the hostages and the increasingly ominous tactics employed by Hamas. They shed light on the harsh realities faced by the 136 individuals still in captivity, under conditions that are anything but “reasonable,” contrary to dangerously misinformed conceptions circulating online. Amy scrutinizes the UN Women agency's grossly belated and negligible acknowledgment of sexual violence. With Hanukkah, the Festival of Lights, looming on the horizon, Amy presents two readings. One, Christopher Hitchens' critique of celebrating Hanukkah as a triumph of tribal Jewish backwardness in “Bah, Hanukkah,” (2007, Slate Magazine). The other, a touching overnight message from a dear friend, Jerusalem-based artist Judith Margolis. Judith's meditation on moon gazing unveils a delicate dance between caution and luminosity in the roots of the Hebrew words for these terms, offering a profound insight: “The word for light itself urges us to take heed.” Acknowledging the non-linear nature of grief and its cyclical movement, they reflect on hurtling through and navigating its stages—denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Amy opens up about drawing lines, letting go, and moving forward. Reflecting on evolving views on relationships, she emphasizes the importance of moral clarity as friendships strain and expire. Prioritizing well-being, they stress the need to strike a balance between staying informed and succumbing to information overload. Offering a touch of lighter fare and a reprieve from the relentless news cycle, they explore M-I-A's recent glitchy Instagram ditty and Cynthia Nixon's uniquely timed hunger strike for a ceasefire. Recorded on November 30 (Day 55).Thanks for tuning in!

With bated breath, Amy and Dor navigate the tense truce in the ongoing war, eagerly anticipating the return of the kidnapped amid Hamas' psychological warfare. They candidly unpack a recent heated argument about the podcast's future and reflect on the overwhelming impact of being trapped in a relentless news cycle, expressing a desire to break free. Amy, managing pain and spaced out on medication, says in jest that it's a great time to be a Jewish Israeli woman with endometriosis. Dor opens up about his growing sense of disillusionment, inspiring a discussion on the importance of avoiding undue criticism. Amidst the chaos, Amy discovers an escape hatch sewing for hours in her home studio, emphasizing the peculiarly surreal experience of being caught in the epicenter of global attention, whilst living through a biblical-level event. She encounters a new kind of numbness and wonders whether it's perhaps akin to the next stage in the heroine's life, when she picks herself up, brushes the dust off her shoulder and pushes onward, realizing there's no turning back.  Reflecting on the strangeness of experiencing all of humanity's timelines at once – from advanced Mars exploration to haunting reverberations of the dark ages with an exchange deal reminiscent of the 9th century Arab-Byzantine wars – the episode concludes with a call for listener engagement in shaping the podcast's future. Recorded on November 27 (Day 52). Thanks for tuning in!

Bursting with gratitude and holiday cheer, Amy and Dor triumph over technical mishaps in this zany Thanksgiving special. Dor reveals details about his ideal type in response to a question posed by a loyal listener and Amy reflects on how a supportive environment is the real flex. This celebration of liberty and realness, brimming with unexpected twists is spiked with a quirky news round-up. Special shout outs to legal warriors working to trademark  “From the River to the Sea” and Eylon Levy for his razor-sharp comeback to an outrageous curveball from a SkyNews presenter.Share your Thanksgiving dinner tales or just drop us a line at october7thepodcast@gmail.com. We'd love to hear from you!Recorded on November 23 (Day 48).Thanks for tuning in!

Buckle up for a wild ride as Amy and Dor dive into the future, the present and the not-so-distant past. From ChatGPT to DVDs and VHS, Kanye West's latest dance with antisemitism, Jonah Hill's movie “You People”  to White House National Security Council spokesperson John Kirby's recent comments on the use of the word genocide by anti-Israel activists, and more, it's an eclectic mix. Join Amy and Dor for a conversation about the persistence of antisemitic tropes in popular media, the impact of popular culture on societal perspectives, the importance of venting, the limits of technology and finding comfort in history repeating itself. Recorded on November 21 (Day 46).Thanks for tuning in!

Amy and Dor ride the wacky wave of weekend news with Osama Bin Laden's letter trending on TikTok amongst Western youth, Elon Musk controversy, smoke bombs and Palestinian flags at the Leaning Tower of Pisa and something about Coldplay. The catchiness of protest chants, the Dresden Defense, U.S. foreign policy conundrums, media misspeak, and even the weather are all fodder for conversation, as Amy and Dor try to keep pace with the spin cycles and seek shelter from a rainstorm. The episode concludes with a discussion on fatigue and the importance of practicing self-compassion.  Recorded on November 19 (Day 44).Thanks for tuning in!

Amy and Dor leave Tel Aviv and head north for Givat Nili, taking Jonathan Gal up on his offer to visit this moshav (farming community) in Israel's central-North where he and his family live.  Against the backdrop of a picturesque countryside, Jonathan describes his community's response to October 7. Conversation turns to the history of Givat Nili, since it was founded in the 1950s by Mizrahi Jewish immigrants hailing from North Africa and the Middle East through recent attempts by online activists to shape another narrative. Amy marvels at just how easily things could have gone another way, and wonders aloud as to whether Piers Morgan would invite Himmler and Goebbels on the air if he'd had his show on in WWII. In response to a statement from the MIT president, Amy and Jonathan question the limits of tolerance on college campuses in the face of hate speech, wondering whether KKK revivals would be met with open arms.  Join us for a special journey set to guitar strumming by Jonathan, also Israel's foremost country music DJ. Tune into his show Rough Country on 106.2 FM. Recorded on November 16 (Day 41).Thanks for tuning in!

Amy and Dor passionately dissect John Oliver's portrayal of the Israel-Hamas War in Last Week Tonight (S10, E17). Amid a thunderstorm, they critique Oliver's biased segment, challenging omissions and inaccuracies, urging for a more nuanced understanding. Continuing from Episode 22's discussion of the photojournalists who rode along with Hamas terrorists on October 7, Amy contends that cameras not only document behavior, but shape it. Amy brings up the "no limits" footage in the Woodstock '99 pay-per-view special, and the paparazzi's role in Princess Diana's fatal Paris crash. Concluding with a defiant message, Amy and Dor encourage John Oliver to reconsider his stance, emphasizing the need for acknowledgment of the intricate realities on the ground.Recorded on November 14 (Day 39).Thanks for tuning in!

Back from hiatus, Amy and Dor dive into updates on personal matters, the podcast, and the ongoing war. Amy moves back into her apartment,  the Houthis initiate the first space war, and an expose by Honest Reporting on the photojournalists who rode along with Hamas terrorists on the morning of October 7 raises questions about journalistic ethics. Dor reflects on the dissonance of getting bad news from attractive Israeli news anchors. and Amy vents frustration with the haters and Meta (again), seemingly plagued by selective hearing and moderation. The episode closes with personal reflections on the economic repercussions of the war and plans for the podcast's future.Recorded on November 12 (Day 37).Thanks for tuning in!

Jam-packed with carefully curated highlights from the first month (Episodes 1-20), this compilation offers listeners the chance to discover anew the wild, unfiltered journey embarked on by Amy and Dor since their chance meeting on October 7, as they grapple with the complex emotions of living in Israel in the midst of the War. Thanks for tuning in!

Join Amy and special recurring guest Jonathan Gal for a spirited discussion that explores quixotic anti-Israel stances, responses from the feminist camp, and the dynamics of economies of outrage. Underdogs, white savior complexes, guilt shticks, hot girl energy, and even the movie Rudy come up in conversation as Amy and Jonathan attempt to unpack the trending support for Hamas among Western youth despite mounting evidence of Hamas atrocities. The episode concludes with reflections on Dor's emerging awareness.Recorded on November 1 (Day 26).Thanks for tuning in!

Special guest host Jonathan Gal drops in to playfully take Amy to task for canceling his recap segment. In a cheeky nod to recent statements by Israeli leadership, Amy emphasizes that it's not the time to talk about responsibility. They delve into dreams, nightmares, and even reference the Coen brothers' film, The Ballad of Buster Scruggs.In the midst of a seemingly nonsensical age with real-time Holocaust denial and teens wearing MAGA hats and Che Guevara T-shirts at the same time, they earnestly try to make sense of it all. The duo passionately rails against oversimplification and the inclination to neatly box and label the messy world we share. As they become accustomed to the fraying social fabric, the conversation weaves through generational shifts and historical events, from the early '90s, Kurt Cobain and Reality Bites to the 2008 economic crisis and beyond.Recorded on November 1 (Day 26).Thanks for tuning in!

The heartbreaking news of Shani Louk's passing sets the stage for a reflective conversation weaving through the recent Torah portion, Amy's proposal for a second Jewish State, and the meaning of ‘Israel.' Amy shares perspectives from historical figures such as Baruch Spinoza, John Lennon, and Yoko Ono, as well as some surprising insights about Theodor Herzl.Amy offers a fresh take on 'as a Jew' anti-Israel, pro-BDS activists like Gabor Mate, and Dor contemplates reconnecting with an old crush, sparked by her social media posts. Contemplative musings on revenge lead Amy to invoke Shylock from Shakespeare's The Merchant of Venice, and wonder whether the Jewish people's continuous healing in the face of oppression defines their identity. The episode concludes with a whimsical nod to the Blockbuster era, contrasting a time when society rented VHS tapes and rewound them before returning them with today's digitally saturated landscape marked by online savagery. Special shoutouts to Shir Mishal & Anton Newcombe (The Brian Jonestown Massacre).Recorded on October 30 (Day 24).Thanks for tuning in!

Step into the emotional crucible, from the sacred halls of the Church of the Holy Sepulchre to the echo chambers of the battleground of belief. As the ground invasion gets underway, Amy and Dor's courageous emotional excavation proceeds.  Moral high grounds and the virtue signaling folk perched upon them come under scrutiny, exposing the pitfalls of echo chambers and the sharp sting of betrayal. From rage to resignation, Amy models a raw vulnerability as she processes her evolving emotions about the war, confronting those who talk over her lived experience. Painful interactions on social media intertwine with glimmers of hope from empathetic listeners reaching out. Reflecting on the delicate balance of maintaining a diverse social media feed and the need to shield oneself from its risks, Amy grapples with the complexities of navigating life online. Dor, crushed by a crush of yesteryear's insta-activism, wistfully reminisces about rejections both past and present. Recalling a transformative Easter Sunday visit to Jerusalem, Amy explores the power of belief and the challenge of altering perspectives. Moved by the depth of faith demonstrated by Christian pilgrims from around the world, she reveals a profound revelation: you can't change people's core beliefs; one can only meet them where they are. Likening "cancel culture" to a secular religion, Amy ponders the futility of converting the hearts and minds of devoted followers of the Cancel Culture Church. Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu faces the press for the first time since the war's onset, deflecting questions about accountability that have been burning through Israeli society for weeks, prompting Dor to question the prerequisite of crabbiness and lament the absence of elegant kindness. Musing on the possibility of Israel being the first "canceled" country, Amy and Dor defiantly embrace the imperative of moving forward and announce changes to the show's format. Acknowledging the challenging complexities of staying connected to frequent news developments, they forgo the recaps segment. The episode culminates with a very special broadcast within a broadcast: an unwavering promise, and a bold declaration, and a heartfelt plea that will keep you on the edge of your seat til Episode 50 and hopefully beyond.  Recorded on October 29 (Day 23).Thanks for tuning in!

From Jewfros to Jew hatred, Amy and Dor plunge into the weight of history amid distractions and news updates. Casual banter about personal style morphs  into a raw reckoning with intergenerational trauma, and the pressure for Jews to be 'good victims' and ‘just get over it.'Amy questions if history repeats itself, and finds solace in Haskel Lookstein's 1985 book, Were We Our Brothers' Keepers?, exploring the American Jewish response to the Holocaust, and featuring a foreword by Elie Wiesel. Despair sets in, intensifying the feeling of being stuck in a holding pattern. Amy and Dor debunk theories, challenge preconceived notions, and confront Jew hatred. They unravel layers of history, navigating guilt and critiquing "good Jew" coverage, sharing personal family stories that interweave with broader historical narratives.Both grandchildren of Holocaust survivors, Amy and Dor reflect on the intricate threads woven into the fabric of time, family trees, and DNA. Peeling back layers from the British mandate to modern geopolitics, Amy urges listeners to confront the complexities shaping the present.  The episode unfolds as a mosaic of emotions, closing with a plea for understanding and resilience. A profound meditation on intergenerational trauma, vilification, and a woman's relentless struggle to be heard—an urgent attempt to process lived histories and echoes from the past.Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 26 (Day 20). Thanks for tuning in!

Dor's wild night sparks a fiery debate when he asks Amy and special guest host Jonathan Gal “Are we the bad guys?” No punches are pulled in this emotionally charged heart-to-heart as Jonathan and Amy lay bare their pain, confusion, and even resentment over being vilified for defending their home. In a raw exchange, the hosts share their struggles with feeling demonized by the outside world, the profound loss of life on both sides, and the ongoing quest for hope amid despair. They navigate personal guilt and the challenges of explaining the situation to children, all while living through ongoing security threats.The blame game takes center stage, they unpack and dissect the barbs thrown around, applying an unsparing critical lens to scrutinize media coverage and analyze the nature of the attacks.  In a pointed examination, Amy questions the New York Times' attempt to walk back its initial coverage of the explosion at al-Alhi hospital in Gaza City in a recent Editor's Note. Jonathan introduces a new dimension by pondering whether the Hamas infiltration and attack on the Start-Up Nation were in fact "low tech."  They applaud UK barrister Natasha Hausdorff for taking a BBC presenter to task in a segment so good Amy watched it at least twice.While not shying away from criticism of Israeli policies, they push back on one-sided narratives and the polarizing effect of single-issue politics on society. They advocate for a comprehensive understanding and bigger picture thinking, urging listeners to resist oversimplification, peel back the layers and shake it off. Amidst the chaos and complexities, they express cautious optimism that this "perfect storm" could be the catalyst for reconciliation and healing. Recorded on October 24 (Day 18). Thanks for tuning in!

Embark on a transatlantic journey through time as special guest Jonathan Gal, the voice of recaps (Episodes 5-13), joins Amy in a captivating conversation. They navigate personal anxieties, delve into historical movements, and reflect on the enduring Jewish experience of being "on the run" from oppression for millennia.Jonathan candidly shares his fears, as a father, husband and resident of an agricultural community along Israel's central-North coast, delving into the complexities of applying for a gun license. He shares perspective gained from a character in Paul Auster's novel 4 3 2 1 and wisdom imparted by his son: “If you're going to run from a bully, you're going to run forever.”Comforted by the notion that interesting questions don't have simple answers, Amy faces the dread of a grim future sealed by the present. She offers an alternative trajectory by way of New York City's storied past, drawing inspiration from Ken Burns' documentaries.  Amy dismantles illusions that the city has always been a haven like Larry Levan's Paradise Garage, reflecting on its wild ride – from interracial strife and massive public works projects to bankruptcy and 9/11.  Railing against our tendency to take things for granted, she explores the fragility and resilience, multicultural, diverse, and tolerant metropolis, acknowledging how easily it almost didn't come to pass.Acknowledging that there's “nowhere to run to baby, nowhere to hide,” and bolstered by Jonathan's son's wisdom, they affirm their decision not to run anymore and stand their ground. Recorded on October 24 (Day 18).Thanks for tuning in!

Traversing the unpredictable currents of the present landscape, Amy and Dor formally introduce themselves to the audience, sharing personal desires, political aspirations, and offering a resilient vision for the uncertain road ahead. Against the backdrop of the looming threat of targeted missiles from Lebanon, Amy opens a window into her pragmatically anxious mind, tells us about her new bike, and explores humanity's penchant for nostalgic fetishization and doomsday theories like the Dead Sea Scrolls.Contemplating unintended consequences and the interconnectedness of life, Amy draws parallels to a precarious Jenga game. In the face of uncertainty, they passionately champion love and freedom, underscoring the significance of individual expression in the age of reason.The evocative conversation conjures up an eclectic mix of cultural references, from Slavoj Žižek to Fight Club, Janusz Korczak, Albert Hoffman, and even Ferris Bueller's Day Off. Amy boldly looks to the future, delivering a defiant message to antisemites, a resolute commitment to a future shaped by creativity, expression, and imagination, and a steadfast refusal to yield to destructive forces aiming to unravel the age of reason.Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 23 (Day 17). Thanks for tuning in!

Amy and Dor delve into a myriad of topics, from patriotism to PTSD to the wait for the messiah, weaving in humorous musings on linguistic improvements, and even pondering the function of coat check. Inspired by listener feedback, Amy reflects on survival, expressing a yearning to move beyond mere existence and embrace the fullness of living. They explore the theme of hope in challenging times, drawing parallels to Pandora's box and creation myths, ultimately embracing impermanence. Amy passionately denounces denial of the atrocious gender-based violence by supposed feminists abroad, in stark contrast with the #meToo era's “we believe her” mantra, lambasting them or effectively sentencing Jewish and Israeli women to a collective rape sentence. Doubling down on her commitment to take up space and her refusal to be a punching bag, Amy questions why she, like many Jews, should accept a reality in which she is too afraid to wear a Star of David. Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 20 (Day 14).Thanks for tuning in!

In the wake of President Biden's visit to Tel Aviv, Amy and Dor navigate the complex terrain of celebrity statements and silence, drugs, and gridlock, and ask whether it's still okay to dream. Amy follows up on a hot tip that some of the terrorists were possibly hopped up on an illicit synthetic methamphetamine called Captagon, inspiring Dor to ponder whether all drugs are created equal. Conversation courses through drugs in the Third Reich, crystal meth labs in the forests of the MidWest, and the urgent need for psychedelic drug reform.  They question the role of celebrity support, reflecting on the silence from #MeToo advocates and recent comments by celebrities like Cynthia Nixon. The episode wraps up with a commentary on the slow road of change, both metaphorically and in the context of Tel Aviv traffic.Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 19 (Day 13).Editor's Note: Please note that this episode was recorded before reports came out that some of the Hamas terrorists were in possession of Captagon. Please note too that nothing herein should be regarded as an excuse for the heinous atrocities committed or that those committing the atrocities knew not what they did; The use of performance-enhancing drugs to carry out heinous atrocities demonstrates intent rather than the absence of it. Thanks for tuning in!

Embark on a profound exploration of identity as Amy, an Israeli-American of Hungarian descent, invites listeners into her world as she reflects on her childhood in in the late 80s and early 90s in New York City—a time when cross-cultural friendships and diverse experiences shaped her understanding of belonging. However, the joy of those formative years stands in stark contrast to the divisive landscape of present-day identity politics, where Amy finds herself pigeon-holed both in Israel and the US.Throughout the episode, Amy bravely shares her personal journey, navigating the complexities of feeling fragmented and struggling to find continuity and stability. As she grapples with the challenge of being labeled and boxed in by society, Amy articulates the profound struggle of feeling like an outsider looking in.Joined by co-host Dor, the conversation delves into the limitations of identity politics and the importance of celebrating diversity authentically rather than merely tolerating differences. Amy and Dor offer insights, challenges, and an inspiring vision for a world where differences are embraced and celebrated.The episode culminates in a poignant rendition of "Creep," capturing the emotional depth and complexity of Amy's reflections on identity and belonging. Join Amy and Dor on a transformative journey through the intricacies of identity, offering hope, understanding, and the possibility of a more inclusive and harmonious future.Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 18 (Day 12).Thanks for tuning in!

Immersed in the enormity of the ongoing war and dumbfounded by the frenetic energy sweeping U.S. college campuses, Amy and Dor explore the contagion of joy, the limits of understanding, and potential paths through a hyper-fragmented world. Drawing parallels to historical events like the Manhattan Project, Amy muses on the impossibility of comprehending everything, both internally and externally. Amidst the controversy surrounding coverage of the al-Ahli Arab Hospital blast, they question the (im)possibility of balanced coverage and dilemmas surrounding the release of Hamas atrocities footage. Addressing a Cornell University professor's "exhilaration" over Hamas' terror attack on Israel, the hosts delve into the nature of joy, Amy's struggle with depression, and even Marie Kondo's Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up.  Amy reveals her love of soda (aka seltzer), and shares recent shower thoughts on everything from socioeconomic disparity to the erosion of public space, inspired by Dor's suggestion that trailers trump movies.   Navigating a world without a complete picture or all the answers, they chart a third way, underscoring the significance of listening and understanding the external world through the lens of internal experiences, emphasizing the necessity of engaging both the head and the heart.Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 17 (Day 11).Thanks for tuning in!

Amidst air raid sirens, Amy and Dor confront the complexities of family dynamics burdened by intergenerational and collective trauma, the harsh persistence of Jew hate, and the disturbing silence and equivocation from so-called allies. They delve into unsettling obsessions with body counts and the incomprehensible denial of the October 7 atrocities despite video footage taken by Hamas terrorists themselves. Dor's revelations about his dreams, frustrations, and dissociative apathy spark a conversation about dimensions of care. Meanwhile, Amy confesses that her lifelong struggle with brevity is reaching a breaking point in an overwhelmingly messy reality. Amy questions Black Lives Matter's apparent indifference to the plight of non-Jewish black refugees sheltering with them from air raid sirens, let alone black Jewish Israelis. The episode crescendos with an impassioned plea for public funding and support for trauma research and Amy railing against the double standard faced by Israeli-Americans, sharing that she "can't sing 'I'm proud to be an American, where at least I know I'm free,' where all across the land, people are chanting 'from the river to the sea.'"Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 16 (Day 10).Thanks for tuning in!

Amy and Dor unpack the weekend's emotional rollercoaster, with anecdotes from their travels. Dor recounts the surreal mix of mourning and celebration at Keshet's funeral in the south and Amy pulls through a weekend traveling within, navigating the haunting specter of trauma in a time laden with triggers. As more details of the gruesome atrocities come to light, they call out social media organizations for failing to curb misinformation, incitement to violence, hypocrites prioritizing narrative over humanity, and the cruel silence of so-called human rights activists and movements, such as #meToo. Amy, unveiling a new warrior side, breaks her silence and opens up about the mortifying desire to disappear, offering solace to those who feel the same. Join us for a visceral journey into the heart of crisis, an exploration of resilience, and a defiant stand against silence.Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap.Recorded on October 15 (Day 9).Thanks for tuning in!

In this poignant episode dedicated to Keshet (Hebrew for “rainbow”), Amy and Dor wrestle with the barbarism of the Re'im music festival massacre. Ahead of driving south for his funeral, Dor recounts the story of Keshet, a vibrant young man who was one of the 364 civilians murdered at the Nova Festival. They remark on the stark disparity between the hippie community Keshet was born into and raised in, and the harsh brutality of him being murdered at a peace festival. Amy and Dor discuss the importance of sitting with emotions, the podcast as a form of escapism, and the role of writing as a grounding practice during unprecedented times. Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap. Recorded on October 12 (Day 6).Thanks for tuning in!

Amy takes things in a bit of a spiritual direction, expounding on the importance of healing, revealing more details from her past and her penchant for sentimental belongings. But Dor doesn't want to talk about new age stuff. He wants to talk about Biden's speech and how the United States of America has entered the chat! Everything feels like it's getting weirder by the day and Amy charges that even Charlie Kaufman couldn't come up with a script this crazy. Join them as they find solace in unexpected places. Special thanks to Jonathan Gal for the recap.Recorded on October 11 (Day 5).Thanks for tuning in!

Amy and Dor navigate the aftermath of their first fight, offering apologies and unpacking the complexities of their brand-new relationship forged under fire. With martini biancos in hand, they reflect on values, self-flagellation, tenderness, and open-hearted connections resurfacing in challenging times. They wonder aloud about the meaning of safety and reflect on mysterious sightings and quirky happenings in the days and weeks preceding October 7. Special thank you to Gabbi Briner for the recap.Recorded on October 10 (Day 4).Thanks for tuning in!

As chilling details surface and the death toll reaches 1,000, Amy and Dor wrestle with a flood of emotions, seeking to make sense of events that defy comprehension. Candid reflections unfold on parenthood in a scary world, so-called friends' newly revealed prejudices and Jew hate. Dor shares the challenges of growing up and living in Israel, while Amy, a self-proclaimed reformed perfectionist, reflects on letting go and embracing a “fuck it” approach. She boldly confronts Mark Zuckerberg and Meta, questioning why her nipples are considered more threatening than hate speech. The episode concludes with Amy expressing gratitude to Larry David for "Curb Your Enthusiasm," aptly translated as "Calm Down" for Hebrew-speaking audiences.Recorded on October 9 (Day 3).Thanks for tuning in!

As more news pours in, Amy and Dor grapple with a surge of emotions and the realization that they're navigating uncharted waters with no playbook. Amy recounts the scene at a makeshift blood donation center earlier that day. Join them as they share strategies for self-regulation in the midst of an overwhelming reality and reflect on the importance of embracing emotions, the power of connection and mindful breathing. Special thanks to Gabrielle Briner for the recap. Recorded on October 8 (Day 2).Thanks for tuning in!

Neighbors Amy and Dor meet for the first time in the early afternoon, seeking shelter at mutual friends during a tumultuous October 7. Later that evening, fueled by a mix of shock and spirits, they decide to start recording. When they recorded this episode, Amy and Dor didn't yet know the dimensions of this fever dream, that this was the deadliest day for Jews since the Holocaust, or the bloodiest in Israel's history. But they knew that this was different. That this was big, a cataclysmic event, a defining moment in the lives of Israelis and Jews around the world. That evening, they found solace in recording, in anise-flavored spirits and in each other, oscillating between the deeply personal and the broadly political. This episode is a snapshot of a moment in time, like looking back at a different world, which is weird to say, because two months in, there are still 136 hostages in Gaza. The war rages on. It's still happening, still unfolding, and more grim details are coming out all the time. All this to say, please bear with them. They're still figuring it out, and they're weird, of course they are. Special thanks to Maya Schlesinger for the cover art & Gabrielle Briner for the recap.Recorded on October 7 (Day 1).Thanks for tuning in!

What you're about to hear is unfiltered, unleashed, emotionally raw coverage from Amy Sapan and Dor Komet, two neighbors in South Tel Aviv who met on October 7, sheltering at a mutual friend's place. This is not the podcast to come to if you're looking for hard hitting journalism, facts or something really serious and heavy. Sometimes they nervously laugh. Sometimes they talk about things that aren't at all related to what's happening now. But that doesn't mean that they're not crying, that they're not having panic attacks, that their hearts aren't broken. They're just two people trying their best to make the best of a really, really terrible situation. And of course they're weird. How could they not be weird? These are, like, the weirdest times we've ever lived through. So go easy on them, okay?