Podcasts about esoteric agenda

Catherine Austin Fitts breaks down how Bitcoin may be purchased by the federal and state governments in Trump's proposed Strategic Bitcoin Reserve.  I link a few threads from Catherine to highlight a part of Agenda 21 that I've been seeing since my first film Esoteric Agenda.  Catherine proposed the possibility of crypto whales liquidating their bitcoin, which would crash the price and disrupt the progress of the technology.  So a government buying program might bail-out heavy Bitcoin holders from their holdings.  This is all theoretical but listening to it might illuminate deeper functions of a Strategic Bitcoin Reserve and even Trump's Sovereign Wealth Fund.

Wellness + Wisdom | Episode 714 Are you stuck in a story that no longer serves you? Ben Stewart, Filmmaker + Producer of the Psychedelica series, joins Josh Trent on the Wellness + Wisdom Podcast, episode 714, to reveal how our personal and collective narratives shape our reality, why language is the invisible thread holding every belief and value together, how ancient mythology set the stage for our modern world, and why true awakening comes from recognizing the power we have to rewrite our story. "Reality is a story. It's an evolving story, and it's a love story. It's a story of allurement, where all the pieces are looking in this evolutionary ladder. It's looking for ever greater wholeness and intimacy with itself. It's God putting itself back together." - Ben Stewart  

There's no easier way to say this and have it land.  There is legislation in motion under the 30x30 American the Beautiful Act that states it will put thirty (30) percent of US land under federal jurisdiction to preserve nature against human influence.  In this episode, I break down Kamala Harris's involvement in pushing this agenda through in 2021.  It is directly correlated to Agenda 21 that I highlighted in my 2008 film Esoteric Agenda.Thanks to Catherine Austin Fitts and the Financial Rebellion podcast for bringing the 30x30 American the Beautiful Act to my attention.Go to BenJosephStewart.com and become a member to enjoy exclusive weekly content like this and more.

a compelling documentary that delves into the hidden forces and secret societies are shaping global events.  This explores a variety of controversial topics, from the influence of the Illuminati and other secretive organizations to the manipulation of economies, politics, and public perception. It highlights the idea that there is a deliberate agenda to control humanity through fear, misinformation, and economic manipulation. By uncovering these esoteric and often hidden agendas, Stewart aims to inspire viewers to seek the truth, question the status quo, and awaken to a higher consciousness. The show blends historical analysis, conspiracy theories, and spiritual insights to present a holistic view of the unseen forces at play in the world.

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In the ‘00s there were three big Conspiracy theory movies on the internet: the 9/11 conspiracy theory film Loose Change, the multi-conspiracy film Zeitgeist, and the illuminati and conspirituality film Esoteric Agenda. Esoteric Agenda is perhaps less famous than the other two, but it was just as impactful for the first generation of internet users who watched videos online. On this episode, we talk about the movie and its creator Ben Stewart. Stewart was the singer/songwriter for an up-and-coming but unsigned band called Hierosonic. While Stewart initially made conspiracy videos to discuss topics in his songs, he soon discovered his YouTube clips were making a bigger impact than his music did. That set him on a path towards becoming a professional conspiracist that stretches to today. He now makes series for the conspirituality streaming network Gaia TV and right wing YouTuber Tim Pool. To help us learn more about Ben Stewart's career arc Travis spoke to one time Hierosonic roadie Steven Wynne. Travis, Liv, and Jake ponder the chicken-and-the-egg problem of the conspiracy theory media industry. What really drives the popularity of online conspiracy theories? Is it suppliers like Ben Stewart? Or does the demand for exciting misinformation create influencers like Ben Stewart? Subscribe for $5 a month to get an extra episode of QAA every week + access to ongoing series like 'Manclan' and 'Trickle Down': http://www.patreon.com/QAnonAnonymous QAA's Website: https://qanonanonymous.com Music by Pontus Berghe. Editing by Corey Klotz.

Within the world of psychedelics & plant medicines alike, it seems as though new information is coming out daily in the present day that is laying credence to the long held beliefs surrounding the potential for physical, emotional, mental & spiritual healing through these medicines. For those of us that have connected with these medicines & teachers & experienced this potential, the beauty of this is that we are finally gaining access to the scientific evidence to support these claims & as a result, are further able to de stigmatize the long held societal beliefs surrounding these medicines, which have resulted in them being lumped in with harsh drugs such as heroin & cocaine. Todays guest on the show is a man who has made it his life's work to not only understand the mechanisms behind these medicines in his own life, but to also share his findings with the world at large through his numerous projects, shows, films & documentaries to be able to empower each individual curious about psychedelic medicine with the framework & knowledge necessary to use discernment in his or her life as to whether these medicines are right for them in their lives. He is the host of both “Limitless” & “Psychedelica” on Gaia, is the host of the “Ben Stewart Podcast” is the creator of documentaries such as “Awake In The Darkness”, & the “DMT Quest Documentary” & is the creator of films such as “Esoteric Agenda”, “Kymatica” & “Ungrip”, to name but a few & if all of this wasn't enough, he is also one of the most articulate & well versed individuals on the subject of plant medicines & psychedelics alike that I have had ever had the pleasure of knowing in my life. Show Notes:(3:26) Being a seeker & the importance of community(18:30) Sacrificing for things bigger than you.(26:47) Join the Highly Optimized Ceremony Circle on Facebook! (28:00) Vulnerability birthing courage & strength.(40:00) Check out FreedomBuilderz.com! (41:55) Psychedelics improving your baseline reality and formal jobs.(53:45) Ben's most recent journey, amazing experiences & philosophy.(1:16:16) Where you can reach Ben.(1:17:22) Ben's final piece of advice for the listeners! This episode was produced by Mazel Tov Media in Quincy, Massachusetts.https://www.mazeltm.com/totop

The Awakening Mind w/ Ben Joseph Stewart | Conversations On The Fringe Tonight Josh is joined by Ben Joseph Stewart in a conversation revolving around the Awakening Mind. Ben Stewart is a US-based filmmaker and musician known for the creation of Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica, Ungrip and waking infinity and as the host of the Gaia Originals, Limitless & Psychedelica. Guest Website: https://www.benjosephstewart.com https://www.gaia.com/person/ben-stewart If you like what we're doing here at The Redpill Project You Can Now Show Support And Donate Using Give Send Go! https://givesendgo.com/redpills Check Out All Our Shows And Get Great Information On Guests At www.redpills.tv Use Promo Code: RPP at MyPillow.com to get even lower prices. www.redpills.tv/mypillow My Patriot Supply Be Prepared When Disaster Strikes redpills.tv/patriot The Redpill Project.. Find Us and Subscribe! Web https://redpills.tv Telegram http://t.me/RedpillsTV Rumble https://rumble.com/c/RedpillProject CloutHub https://clouthub.com/redpills GETTR https://gettr.com/user/redpill Foxhole App: https://pilled.net/#/profile/127862 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/redpillproje... DLive: https://dlive.tv/RedpillProject HELP SUPPORT The Repill Project! [Tip Jar] Bitcoin: 39Wbf3ScFxegBsqXZoNhiZ5N553HhrbYH9 Ethereum: 0xCAaBDc59CA49eBAC74bF6C5da41B557378e30Da0

We're Back!  It's a new season and we have a new direction that we want to take the conversation.  In today's episode we are talking about birth certificates and some of the reasons they exist.  Is the birth certificate the key to getting out of the system and becoming the beneficiary of your own existence?  It certainly seems to be an important component.  We also talk about pandemic fatigue and where we need to take our thinking as the world opens back up to us.  Can we birth something that serves us all or will we be forced into the great reset we've heard so much about.  We are bullish about our prospects!   To expand the conversation, join us on telegram: https://t.me/tcrpodcast Some resources from this episode...   Truth About The Birth Registry: https://freedomsandtruth.wordpress.com/2015/03/20/truth-about-the-birth-registry-system/ War Castles: https://unshackledminds.com/war-castles-understanding-the-deep-state-shipping-banking-wars-the-significance-of-robert-j-gould/ Esoteric Agenda 2: https://www.bitchute.com/video/yNnNb7olFlLG/  

***Join THC+ for full uninterrupted 2 hour episodes, a dedicated Plus RRS feed, lifetime forum access, merch discounts, & other bonuses like free downloads of THC music: thehighersidechats.com/plus-membership See detailed sign up options down below. About Today's Guest: Ben Joseph Stewart is a filmmaker, artist, and cosmic co-creator. He's the man behind the legendary conspiracy documentary Esoteric Agenda, the great follow up Kymatica, and the recently released Esoteric Agenda 2. HIs latest film, Awake In The Darkness can be found on Aubrey Marcus' website at aubreymarcus.com/pages/awake-in-the-darkness-documentary Check out his podcast, premium content & more at BenJosephStewart.com THC Links: Website: TheHighersideChats.com MeetUps: HighersideMeetups.com Merch Store: thehighersideclothing.com/shop Leave a voicemail for the Joint Session Bonus Shows: thehighersidechats.com/voicemail Leave us an iTunes review: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-higherside-chats/id419458838 THC Communities:  Telegram: https://t.me/joinchat/RIzmxk8_m_qCW7JZ Subreddit: reddit.com/r/highersidechats Discord: discord.com/invite/rdGpKtW THC Plus Sign-Up Options: Subscribe via our website for a full-featured experience: thehighersidechats.com/plus-membership Subscribe via Patreon, including the full Plus archive, a dedicated RSS feed, & payment through Paypal:: patreon.com/thehighersidechats?fan_landing=true To get a year of THC+ by cash, check, or money order please mail the payment in the amount of $96 to: Greg Carlwood PO Box: 153291 San Diego, CA 92195 Cryptocurrency If you'd like to pay the $96 for a year of THC+ via popular Cryptocurrencies, transfer funds and then send an email to support@thehighersidechats.comwith transaction info and your desired username/password. Please give up to 48 hours to complete. Bitcoin: 1AdauF2Mb7rzkkoXUExq142xfwKC6pS7N1 Ethereum: 0xd6E9232b3FceBe165F39ACfA4843F49e7D3c31d5 Litecoin: LQy7GvD5Euc1efnsfQaAX2RJHgBeoDZJ95 Ripple: rnWLvhCmBWpeFv9HMbZEjsRqpasN8928w3

This week we have artist Ben Stewart on the podcast. Ben has created some incredible films and series, including DMT Quest, Kymatica, Esoteric Agenda, Ungrip, Waking Infinity & Psychedelica. Most recently, Ben directed Awake In The Darkness, a film following Aubrey Marcus through 6 days in complete darkness.    In this episode, we dive into a bit of Ben's process on Awake in The Darkness and his journey as a musician and filmmaker. Ben really brought the heat in this one. There are so many gems in this episode, including “one of the best linguistic jazz dances in podcast history”   You can check out the documentary for free at www.aubreymarcus.com   This episode is brought to you by my newsletter and my journaling course   I have finally finished and launched The Dharma Journal. This is how I live my life, and I'm so excited to share it with you. https://thedharmajournal.com   Connect with Ben Stewart Instagram | @benjosephstewart Gaia | Ben Stewart Website | https://www.benjosephstewart.com   Connect with Erick Godsey: Website | https://www.erickgodsey.com/ Instagram |@erickgodsey Twitter | @ErickGodsey LinkTree | https://linktr.ee/ErickGodsey   Sign up for my weekly Newsletter |  https://www.erickgodsey.com/   Subscribe to The Myths That Make Us: Itunes | https://apple.co/2Je6RG4 Stitcher | https://bit.ly/2TbivRD Spotify | https://spoti.fi/2XZMakj

***Join THC+ for full uninterrupted 2 hour episodes, a dedicated Plus RRS feed, lifetime forum access, merch discounts, & other bonuses like free downloads of THC music: thehighersidechats.com/plus-membership About Today's Guest: Elana Freeland came of political age during the COINTELPRO decade of Vietnam, street riots, political assassinations, and all-night rap sessions about the Establishment's downfall. Her US Navy Intelligence father was enmeshed with the military-industrial complex she writes about. Like the characters in the book, readers will learn how every major event and personality in the United States political establishment over the past 50 years is tied in one way or another to the assassination of John F. Kennedy in Dallas. She has a BA in creative writing and wrote her Master's thesis on historiography. Geoengineered Transhumanism is the third book in Elana Freeland's trilogy on geoengineering. It completes the picture of what geoengineering has been from its very inception decades ago: to control the ionosphere with phased array heater blasts so as to maintain an ionized atmosphere in which chemicals, nanotechnology, and synbio synergies can be continuously laid by jets, drones, and rockets in the name of "climate change." THC Links: Website: TheHighersideChats.com MeetUps: HighersideMeetups.com Merch Store: thehighersideclothing.com/shop Leave a voicemail for the Joint Session Bonus Shows: thehighersidechats.com/voicemail Leave us an iTunes review: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-higherside-chats/id419458838 THC Communities:  Telegram: https://t.me/joinchat/RIzmxk8_m_qCW7JZ Subreddit: reddit.com/r/highersidechats Discord: discord.com/invite/rdGpKtW THC Plus Sign-Up Options: Subscribe via our website for a full-featured experience: thehighersidechats.com/plus-membership Subscribe via Patreon, including the full Plus archive, a dedicated RSS feed, & payment through Paypal:: patreon.com/thehighersidechats?fan_landing=true To get a year of THC+ by cash, check, or money order please mail the payment in the amount of $96 to: Greg Carlwood PO Box: 153291 San Diego, CA 92195 Cryptocurrency If you'd like to pay the $96 for a year of THC+ via popular Cryptocurrencies, transfer funds and then send an email to support@thehighersidechats.comwith transaction info and your desired username/password. Please give up to 48 hours to complete. Bitcoin: 1AdauF2Mb7rzkkoXUExq142xfwKC6pS7N1 Ethereum: 0xd6E9232b3FceBe165F39ACfA4843F49e7D3c31d5 Litecoin: LQy7GvD5Euc1efnsfQaAX2RJHgBeoDZJ95 Ripple: rnWLvhCmBWpeFv9HMbZEjsRqpasN8928w3

Ben is a filmmaker, artist, soundtrack producer & lifestyle consultant.He is the founder of Talismanic Idols Productions. His films include DMT Quest, Psychedelica, Limitless, Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica, Ungrip, The Magic Plant, Ben Stewart Podcast, and The Waking Infinity Series. What three things does Ben Joseph Stewart want the world to know about caring for women? - Women have a different language and the trick seems to be the quality of attention rather than accuracy of language. - Women are the best teachers from which to learn sensitivity and seem to appreciate those lessons turned right back into small gestures of love and thoughtfulness. - Massaging a woman's feet at the end of the day has never EVER, in the history of gender, been a bad move. Connect with Ben: - Ben's website (his newsletter is AWESOME!) - DMT Quest (film) - Limitless (series on Gaia) - Psychedelica (series on Gaia) - Instagram, Twitter DONATE HERE Full show notes available at www.BelovedHolistics.com Music by: Labrinth, Chancha Via Circuito, and Joaquín Cornejo --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/theholisticobgyn/message

Real change rarely comes in the absence of crisis. When we're comfortable, there's no real deep, emerging drive that is compelling us to really analyze the bedrock upon which we rest. The awakening and change that come out of crisis; a lot of the time it happens during a moment of panic so it's reactive rather than responsive. For me, the crisis that we're in now is the perfect set and setting to begin moving in the right direction as a community. We have to start reaching out to like-minded people, allowing them to speak authentically, and not feel ashamed for feeling or believing in certain things. - Ben Stewart   Get 15% off your CURED Nutrition order with the code WELLNESSFORCE at wellnessforce.com/CURED   ---> Get The Morning 21 System: A simple and powerful 21 minute system designed to give you more energy to let go of old weight and live life well.   JOIN THE FACEBOOK GROUP | *REVIEW THE PODCAST*   Wellness Force Radio Episode 416 World-class filmmaker, writer, musician, and Creator of the Psychedelica Series on Gaia, Ben Stewart, shares why there is a silver lining in every crisis, explores the lost art of dialogue and how to communicate from a place of alignment, unpacks how to obtain critical thinking skills, and explains the downside of following the herd. How do you close the gap between the head and heart to use chaos as an opportunity to awaken the power and the love that you truly are?  Discover what tools can help you whenever you find yourself in a moment of crisis. CURED Nutrition Save 15% off your CURED Nutrition order with the code WELLNESSFORCE at wellnessforce.com/cured It's taken me over a year to find the right hemp and CBD company to introduce to the Wellness Force Community and I could not be more thrilled that it's CURED Nutrition! CURED Nutrition is a movement inspired by nature and grounded in a shared desire to leave a lasting impression on you, our community, and this world. Together, they're a collective of heart-centered human beings who are inviting you – the conscious creatives, dreamers, and healers – to join their family. Learn how CURED hemp and CBD products can enhance your daily wellness routine. Try Cured's Full Spectrum Raw Hemp Oil Today They're Colorado-based organically grown hemp products that have been engineered to transform your approach toward an elevated life. Tap into your inherent potential – your greatest mind-body alignment – and nourish it with the supplements you were designed to thrive on. A greater existence is waiting. Listen To Episode 416 As Ben Stewart Uncovers: [1:30] Crisis Creates Real Change Ben Stewart Gaia | Ben Stewart Psychedelica Series on Gaia Ben Stewart Podcast DMT Quest Documentary Waking Infinity News Podcast Solocast | A Victim of Intellectualization & The Wisdom of The Heart How Ben sees this awakening in the chaos that we're all experiencing and how it's personally unfolding for him. What you can do to build an environment that helps you heal and thrive. 323 Charles Eisenstein Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac: An Overview Why change can truly only happen in the face of crisis compared to when we are comfortable. The power of pausing and taking a breath before reacting to something someone has said or an event that has happened. How we can make our communities stronger but letting others voice their opinions and not feel shame or guilt for feeling differently. What steps we can take to step away from fear in order to listen to our intuition and use our natural gifts. [12:30] The Lost Art of Dialogue How Josh has navigated the world, relationships, and his beliefs since the beginning of COVID-19. What you can do to respectfully ask permission to share your opinion with someone who has different thoughts on something like face masks. Why Ben believers we've come to the point in our society where we have lost the art of dialogue and good communication. What you can do if you feel bored and you do not have enough to do each day. Why he believes we communicate according to the current state of our nervous system. How to navigate thoughts and feelings that focus on the need to white knuckle and get things done so that we can let go, be present, and be grateful. Nonviolent Communication: A Language of Life by Marshall B. Rosenberg PhD Why it's good that we don't see eye to eye with people and what we can learn from each other instead of getting irritated and distancing ourselves away from them. 196 Aubrey Marcus Hierosonic How building good, healthy habits will allow your mind and body to function well every day at a sustainable pace. Why being around people with diverse backgrounds, ways of living, and beliefs will help you grow. Exploring the difference between violent communication and sharing why you are upset or triggered. [28:00] Community Wake Up: See the World from Someone Else's Eyes Discussing when it's appropriate for our inner Mama Bear or Papa Bear to come out and protect the people and things that we love. How we can obtain critical thinking skills while experiencing crisis and chaos. Why his wife and family are his biggest teachers and the other mentors that have inspired his journey. Paul Chek | All Is God What powerful lessons he has learned from the people who have trolled his films or disagreed with him on different levels. Different reasons for why we attack one another from seeking connection, wanting to get a rise out of sending that email, or bring someone down who is succeeding. 345 Zach Bush MD 362 Zach Bush MD 096 Daniel Schmachtenberger The moment Ben decided to shift and refine the content he was creating and sharing after an awakening. Loose Change Zeitgeist  His mission to help people realize just how powerful they are to make real change happen in the world. [43:00] The Downside to Following the Herd Why irrational and rational fear can sometimes feel like the same thing for our minds. How we can use fear and adrenaline to positively help us and use tools like breathwork to process them. Why Ben finds news and talking about topics like politics nauseating because news stations are not mature enough. The power of encircling a problem and rejuvenating it back to the community. How gossip and talking about others behind their backs have caused people to naturally agree and go along with it in order to not be ex-communicated from the group. The moment we start to abandon ourselves is when want to keep having safety in the herd even if we don't agree with what others are saying or doing. How we can have compassion for people who go with the herd because it's "the right thing to do" when we've made a different decision for ourselves. [52:00] Intellect vs Intuition vs Instinct How we can navigate the world so that we do not become a victim of our own mind and intellect. Why we don't acknowledge this enough: We are a lot more than just one thing. Breaking down instinct vs. intuition and why instinct is more biologically rooted and intuition projects more out into the future. How to uncover what you believe in, what you commit to, and how you express it. Why science is in all of us and how we can awaken our own inner scientist. The difference between science and the data that is coming in for us to frame and philosophize after observation. 206 Dan Pardi How we've become such a lazy society and we're always looking for the quickest shortcut including what to do with our lives and what to believe in. Why having life be so easy for us has led us to lose communion with the earth and with God. [59:00] The Power and Process of  Awakening Consciousness in Chaos Why awakening consciousness affects people in ways other than just the Hollywood allure of it all. How cultivating consciousness becomes a daily habit that we breathe into each day. The Doors of Perception and Heaven and Hell by Aldous Huxley Why the awakening process is something that is always shifting as we continue to be students of life. What will happen when you experience a new awakening phase. Why some thoughts or experiences are meant to fade and maybe come back to you rather than stay in your present consciousness. Exploring the unique journeys we all go on and why we will be awakened to new ideas at different times than other people. [1:09:00] The Toxic Nature of "I'm Gonna Share My Truth" Why we will see people be a completely different person off-camera or once the podcast stops recording. The subtle seeds that Ben will plant in other people's consciousness to see what comes from it without forcibly teaching them something. Why it can be toxic communication to say "this is my truth" or "I'm gonna say whatever I want" and just leave it at that instead of opening up a dialogue. 276 Eric Godsey Why "my truth" is just what is coming to you bluntly and one doesn't have to take it so seriously. Whether or not you should actually speak your truth especially if you have been triggered. How to explore your thoughts and emotions if you have been strongly impacted by what someone has said to you. Why we often believe we know exactly what the world needs when we really don't and we have to be honest with ourselves about that. The Great Tao by Stephen Thomas Chang [1:18:00] Why We Are More Than Just One Thing Darkness Retreat A Week In Darkness: The Purest Medicine | Aubrey Marcus Podcast Path to Balance with Aubrey Marcus Exploring the questions: "What is God?" and "What is the answer?" plus the many different ways we could answer them. Why humbling yourself does not diminish you and how to tune into yourself. How you will awaken infinity when you ask yourself, "Who am I" and you realize that you are not just one thing. What you can do to be more humble in your role and how it impacts other people such as being a teacher. How to cultivate a person's imagination by acting like a friend, not a teacher, and help them think for themselves and build critical thinking skills especially in children. The power of being silent or curious and how to use it in our conversations with different people to help one another grow and learn. 312 Kevin Kelly [1:27:00] What Darkness Can Teach Us In Crisis Why Josh believes there are beautiful things coming for the world and how we can build from that positive energy rather than a negative one. 410 Mark Divine The benefits of experiencing different truths at the same time even if they seem contradictory. Exploring the concept of darkness and using it as a technology. How to augment and shift your breathwork practice for different wellness practices. The fact that darkness predates all concepts, psychedelics, and the breath. What it is specifically about the dark that allows people to have a greater connection to knowing themselves. How Ben sets up his films as an initiation or the experience of a process. What Awaken The Darkness will teach you about the Hero's Journey through the avatar of Aubrey Marcus. Daniel Kish: Man who is blind but can see like a bat Why we shouldn't be so scared of technology and embrace what it can do for us. [1:43:30] The Two Choices We Have In Life The difference between bad and good technology in our daily lives. Breaking down how often we are on our phones and why the average amount is every 4 minutes. How we've evolved from scanning nature for threats to our family during the caveman era to now with phones to make sure that everything is okay. The magic of filmmaking and choosing the right soundtrack for the video. What Aubrey explores in Awaken The Darkness including the two choices that we have in life. How to take advantage of the free, powerful medicine that is within your reach including breathwork and darkness. The beauty and gifts of engaging with life and any difficulties that may come your way. Vipassana Meditation – A Spartan Race For The Mind The power of community to help us survive in difficult times. How to Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan 326 John Chavez Power Quotes From The Show Building a Relationship with the Nervous System "We have access to our nervous system; you can speak to your nervous system like it's your best friend - in fact, we should because when we come into a better relationship with our nervous system and acknowledge that some things seem really urgent but in what state do you want to start creating the next step? Do you want to do it in the sympathetic nervous system or parasympathetic?" - Ben Stewart Society Awaking: Opening Our Ears To New Ideas "You shouldn't feel bad for having different thoughts or believes than other people. Let's come together as a community and really listen to one another because we're all in this together. I have no clue what superpower these people gleam from believing things different from me so let's all come together, let's pow-wow, let's talk about what's good about this rather than gossiping and putting each other down. It's great when other people have different thoughts than me; I want to learn what that has done to their mindset and how they move forward in the world accordingly because of it. All of us have a gift to share with the world." - Ben Stewart Learning to Trust Your Discernment "Instead of being corned into fear by the media and relying on something outside of yourself to feel safe, trust your discernment. Start trusting your intuition because when you learn to do that then you know when something doesn't feel right. You don't have to have all of the answers or details; just move slower and be more discerning. Even if you slip up - what did you learn from it?" - Ben Stewart Links From Today's Show  Gaia | Ben Stewart Ben Stewart Podcast DMT Quest Documentary Waking Infinity News Podcast Gaia | Waking Infinity 323 Charles Eisenstein Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac: An Overview Nonviolent Communication: A Language of Life by Marshall B. Rosenberg PhD 196 Aubrey Marcus Hierosonic Paul Chek | All Is God 345 Zach Bush MD 362 Zach Bush MD 096 Daniel Schmachtenberger Loose Change Zeitgeist Solocast | A Victim of Intellectualization & The Wisdom of The Heart 206 Dan Pardi The Doors of Perception and Heaven and Hell by Aldous Huxley 276 Eric Godsey The Great Tao by Stephen Thomas Chang Darkness Retreat A Week In Darkness: The Purest Medicine | Aubrey Marcus Podcast Path to Balance with Aubrey Marcus 312 Kevin Kelly 410 Mark Divine Daniel Kish: Man who is blind but can see like a bat Vipassana Meditation – A Spartan Race For The Mind How to Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan 326 John Chavez 5 Aspects of Awakening: Psychedelics and Natural Methods on Waking Infinity News Josh Trent: The Making of a Buddha Ben Joseph Stewart: Cycles In Time: Will Tomorrow Be Yesterday's Child? Leave Wellness Force a review on iTunes Cured Nutrition – Get 15% off of your order when you visit wellnessforce.com/cured + use the code ‘WELLNESSFORCE' Organifi – Special 20% off to our listeners with the code ‘WELLNESSFORCE' Paleovalley – Save 15% on your ACV Complex with the code ‘JOSH' Drink LMNT – Zero Sugar Hydration: Get your free LMNT Sample Pack, you only cover the cost of shipping Belcampo Meat Co – Save 15% on your first order with the code ‘WELLNESSFORCE'! Botanic Tonics – Save 20% when you use the code ‘WELLNESS20' Seeking Health - Save 10% with the code 'JOSH' breathwork.io M21 Wellness Guide Wellness Force Community Ben Stewart YouTube Instagram Facebook Twitter Minds Rumble BitChute Patreon About Ben Stewart Ben Stewart is a US-based filmmaker and musician. He is the creator of Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica, Ungrip and Waking Infinity - all available on Gaia.    

In this 26th Episode of Chris Dyer's Podcast show, he goes to Tennessee to interview his friend Ben Stewart (@Ben Joseph Stewart ). Stewart is a musician and filmmaker for Gaia.com They talk about travelling around the world and getting established in Tennessee, how they met, interviews for Waking Infinity, Ben's travels to Montreal, timeless wisdom, Ben's Google video film Esoteric Agenda, Youtube shows and Gaia shows, Magic Plant with Pete Evans, the responsibility of influencing with art, the Zeitgeist media festival, Burning Man, art and consciousness, David Icke, Psychadelica, DMT Quest, Limitless, human potential, natural DMT production, the effects of darkness on the human brain, plant medicines, integrating and understanding dark experiences, the art of listening and being a true friend, recent world changes, the first global event, epi-artistic phenomena on a global scale, where to find truth, getting out of comfort zones and awakening truth, telephone data technologies, artificial intelligence and cyborg terrariums, nanotechnology, how technology impacts modern life, getting past differences, plant medicines and psychedelics, Ben's music career, his band Hierosonic, composing soundtracks for films, and finding your voice.

"What we are missing is harmony in diversity. Most of us are operating from a false premise that we need to homogenize belief" - Ben Joseph Stewart Ben Joseph Stewart is a Filmmaker, Musician, Producer, Artist, and Father. He is the creator of DMT Quest, Esoteric Agenda, and Awake in the Darkness documentaries, and the Gaia TV shows Psychedelica and Limitless. Ben I and I met because we were driving through Tenness to visit some friends that happened to be staying at his houseHe took it really well when we appeard in his living room unannounced. After a while I realized I was watched some of his shows on Gaia TV. Since then we have stayed in touch with regular calls and collaborations Today, you are going to get a range of Ben's expertise: Starting with the magic of Fascia in your body - and how it acts as a fiber optic communication system . We talk about how Ben's first film esoteric agenda went viral before YouTube existed and how that has developed all the opportunities that have since come his way over the last 9 years We talk about conspiracy theories, belief structures and psy ops, and how to achieve harmony in diversity. As a filmmaker and storyteller, Ben explores with us how stories come to shape beliefs At the end. of the show, Ben shares and amazing vision that he had when his wife became pregnant with their first child. What you'll learn in this episode: How powerful and underappreciated the fascia in our bodies isWhy magnesium is so biologically importantHow we know when ET's will make open contactHow Ben created his first documentary Esoteric Agenda that was an immediate viral hitHow to navigate conspiracy theories, psy ops, and propagandaWhy people often connect too many dots that don't belong togetherHow the power of story shifts beliefs Quotes "You intuition can tell if you are listening to it. It will give you more information if you listen"- Ben Joseph Stewart "I don't talk about psychedelics because it is hip, but because it is a powerful tool when used correctly." - Ben Joseph Stewart "We are immature magicians, we don't realize we manifest our own lives and co-create reality." - Ben Joseph Stewart "Fascia can send light signals around and through muscles and organs. Fascia is just elastin, collagen, and ground substance. With improper diet, it starts to become tacky and loses its translucence" - Ben Joseph Stewart "Massage will move the limb and it will relax you; but cranial-sacral therapy will loosen up the fascia which will have long term effects." - Ben Joseph Stewart "I work for my self because I can't have somebody to sign me off when I could get out." - Ben Joseph Stewart "90% of the conspiracy theory that I hear about today are just complete hogwash. I think many conspiracy theorists today are making too many illegitimate leaps of faith." - Ben Joseph Stewart"Stories can liberate or enslave." - Ben Joseph Stewart Continue the adventure: Ben Joseph Stewart You'll also love these episodes: Eileen Day McKusick | Tuning The Human Biofield, The Electric Universe, Biomimicry Business Models, and more! Darin Olien | Superfoods, Sustainability, Sovereignty, Systems, and More Dr. James Hardt | Brainwaves, The Force, Creativity, Kundalini, ESP and more Jim Fortin | Transforming your Life with Brain Science, Ancient Wisdom, and Psychology Dawson Church | How Consciousness Creates Material Reality, EFT Tapping, Eco Mediation, and more Michael Thornhill | Founder of Casa Galactica, Ayahuasca Retreat Center, on Healing Trauma and Channeling Interdimensional Beings Ashley Wiegand | Using Neurofeedback for Peak Performance Robert Waggoner | The Wild World of Lucid Dreaming

V-RADIO is proud to once again have Ben Joseph Stewart. Ben and I talk about current events and the false paradigm of the RIGHT/LEFT. CHECK OUT BEN'S WORK! https://www.benjosephstewart.com/

Conversations On The Fringe  Ben Joseph Stewart  Esotericism, Transhumanism, Quantum Fractal DNA JOIN US ON THE Social Redpill -  A Private Social Network - https://redpills.tv/social Guest: Ben Stewart Patreon: www.patreon.com/benjosephstewart Website: https://www.benjosephstewart.com Gaia: https://www.gaia.com/person/ben-stewart https://www.youtube.com/user/ByChance... Ben Stewart is a US-based film maker and musician. He is the creator of Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica, Ungrip and Waking Infinity and the Host of the Gaia Originals Limitless & Psychedelica.  Visit Us & Find Out About All Of Our Guests! https://redpills.tv/visit We Are Linked Up! https://redpills.tv/links Join The Redpill CBD Team! https://bit.ly/3bJA1bG My Patriot Supply  Be Prepared When Disaster Strikes redpills.tv/patriot Blue Blocker Sunglasses Help Those Eyes & Sleep Better redpills.tv/blue Get Redpill CBD – redpills.tv/cbd Shop Essential Oils – redpills.tv/oil GET GOLD NOW! NOBLE GOLD: Get Gold & SILVER NOW In Your Portfolio! https://redpills.tv/gold HELP SUPPORT The Repill Project! [Tip Jar] Bitcoin: 39Wbf3ScFxegBsqXZoNhiZ5N553HhrbYH9 Ethereum: 0xCAaBDc59CA49eBAC74bF6C5da41B557378e30Da0 Support The Redpill Project https://redpills.tv/paypal https://redpills.tv/venmo Backup Video  Odysee – https://redpills.tv/odysee Brighteon - https://redpills.tv/brighteon Join The App! The Social Redpill: https://redpills.tv/social The Great Awakening: We're living in a unique time in which ordinary citizens around the world are collaborating to understand and expose the corrupt system that rules us. The system thrives on deception, and the overwhelming task of The Great Awakening is to penetrate its lies and reveal the truth. #ConspiracyTheory #Fringe #PodcastJOIN US ON THE Social Redpill -  A Private Social Network - https://redpills.tv/social Visit Us & Find Out About All Of Our Guests! https://redpills.tv/visit We Are Linked Up! https://redpills.tv/links Join The Redpill CBD Team! https://bit.ly/3bJA1bG My Patriot Supply  Be Prepared When Disaster Strikes redpills.tv/patriot Blue Blocker Sunglasses Help Those Eyes & Sleep Better redpills.tv/blue Get Redpill CBD – redpills.tv/cbd Shop Essential Oils – redpills.tv/oil GET GOLD NOW! NOBLE GOLD: Get Gold & SILVER NOW In Your Portfolio! https://redpills.tv/gold HELP SUPPORT The Repill Project! [Tip Jar] Bitcoin: 39Wbf3ScFxegBsqXZoNhiZ5N553HhrbYH9 Ethereum: 0xCAaBDc59CA49eBAC74bF6C5da41B557378e30Da0 Support The Redpill Project https://redpills.tv/paypal https://redpills.tv/venmo Backup Video  Odysee – https://redpills.tv/odysee Brighteon - https://redpills.tv/brighteon Join The App! The Social Redpill: https://redpills.tv/social The Great Awakening: We're living in a unique time in which ordinary citizens around the world are collaborating to understand and expose the corrupt system that rules us. The system thrives on deception, and the overwhelming task of The Great Awakening is to penetrate its lies and reveal the truth. #ConspiracyTheory #Fringe #PodcastJOIN US ON THE Social Redpill -  A Private Social Network - https://redpills.tv/social Visit Us & Find Out About All Of Our Guests! https://redpills.tv/visit We Are Linked Up! https://redpills.tv/links Join The Redpill CBD Team! https://bit.ly/3bJA1bG My Patriot Supply  Be Prepared When Disaster Strikes redpills.tv/patriot Blue Blocker Sunglasses Help Those Eyes & Sleep Better redpills.tv/blue Get Redpill CBD – redpills.tv/cbd Shop Essential Oils – redpills.tv/oil GET GOLD NOW! NOBLE GOLD: Get Gold & SILVER NOW In Your Portfolio! https://redpills.tv/gold HELP SUPPORT The Repill Project! [Tip Jar] Bitcoin: 39Wbf3ScFxegBsqXZoNhiZ5N553HhrbYH9 Ethereum: 0xCAaBDc59CA49eBAC74bF6C5da41B557378e30Da0 Support The Redpill Project https://redpills.tv/paypal https://redpills.tv/venmo Backup Video  Odysee – https://redpills.tv/odysee Brighteon - https://redpills.tv/brighteon Join The App! The Social Redpill: https://redpills.tv/social The Great Awakening: We're living in a unique time in which ordinary citizens around the world are collaborating to understand and expose the corrupt system that rules us. The system thrives on deception, and the overwhelming task of The Great Awakening is to penetrate its lies and reveal the truth. #ConspiracyTheory #Fringe #Podcast  

The Art of Awakening... Filmmaker, Artist, & Lifestyle Consultant Ben Stewart is our special guest today! Ben is the creator of Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica, Ungrip, Psychedelica, Limitless, The Magic Plant, and new series Waking Infinity. His newest film is the incredible documentary "DMT Quest" Wim Hof, also known as The Iceman, is a Dutch extreme athlete noted for his ability to withstand freezing temperatures. He has set Guinness World Records for swimming under ice and prolonged full-body contact with ice, and previously held the record for a barefoot half marathon on ice and snow. He says of Ben's documentary, DMT Quest: ”A fantastic documentary I recommend to you all! Lots of interesting insights from the latest study on the endogenous DMT. The depth of your brain, available at will, for everyone to tap into. Just BREATHE! - Wim Hof www.benjosephstewart.com

Today on the Naturally Inspired Podcast Ben Joseph Stewart is joining us. Ben is a filmmaker, artist and lifestyle consultant. He is the founder of Talismanic Idols Productions. Ben is the creator of Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica, Ungrip, Psychedelica, Limitless and Waking Infinity News. Learn more about Ben and all of his work at https://www.benjosephstewart.com Please welcome Ben Joseph Stewart to the Naturally Inspired Podcast. ❤️ You Are Invited To Join Tammy's Live Naturally Inspired Community ❤️ Go to https://livenaturallyinspired.locals.com/register (www.LiveNaturallyInspired.com)

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Ben Stewart is a US-based filmmaker and musician. His documentaries have been watched by millions of people all around the world. He is the creator of Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica and Ungrip, he hosts 3 different shows on Gaia network called; Waking Infinity, Psychedelica and Limitless. Watch his documentaries: Kymatica: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhCQr... Esoteric Agenda: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPgyz... Esoteric Agenda 2: https://www.bitchute.com/video/yNnNb7... Psychedelica Episode 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-ErA... Check out his website: https://www.benjosephstewart.com/

Filmmaker Ben Stewart talks about his latest film The Esoteric Agenda 2, and his take on current conspiracy theories in the wake of the global pandemic and the challenges we are facing collectively as humans. While recognizing that groups of interest have indeed caused and continue to create all kinds of unfairness and chaos, Stewart chooses to focus on what he calls 'the Esoteric Agenda', the phenomenon of a massive awakening, where we are being confronted with conflicting information, tribalism, outdated established narratives and the urgent need to exercise our critical thinking, go within ourselves by using practices such as meditation to connect directly to the source and elevate the value of love to breach ideological divides to connect and evolve as one humanity.

Ben Stewart is a US-based film maker and musician. He is the creator of Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica, Ungrip and Waking Infinity - all available on Gaia. https://www.gaia.com/person/ben-stewart For one time donation to this and other projects: paypal.me/whiteninja82  FOLLOW links truth warrior Support the show & get access to my show notes, slideshows & private vlogs https://www.patreon.com/truthwarrior Follow on: Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/haTTB7Z1N3LI/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/dwtruthwarrior/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dwtruthwarrior Twitter: https://twitter.com/dwtruthwarrior Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/yysxmwaoiTunes: https://tinyurl.com/yysr7anl

FULL SHOW NOTES AT: www.elevateyourstate.co/podcast/ben-joseph-stewartNotes:1:58 - how Ben became a filmmaker8:45 - Ben’s first film10:00 - the origins of his documentary Psychedelica15:20 - what are psychedelics and what role do they play in our lives21:40 - what is the most mindful way to go about trying psychedelics38:08 - where are psychedelics at legally right now42:50 - big pharma and what they bring to psychedelics52:24 - some of the things Ben does for his own personal health hacking1:02:23 - thoughts on how/why animals show up in your life Links:Ben's instagram: @benstewartdahliBen’s websiteZeitgeist - the filmGaia's WebsiteEsoteric Agenda (ben’s first film)Psychedelica Michael Pollen's book on psychedelics: How to Change Your MindMAPPSPoi spinningDennis McKennaTonic Herban Lounge in Colorado Quotes:17:45 - “Psychedelics start changing the way you look at things, and that changes your behavior.”30:26 - “It’s only sustainable to have the darker side be with the lighter side.”31:27 - “Understand fear is a mechanism of communication.”45:18 - “We’re on the rise of something and all I want is to hitch a ride on that wave.”55:50 - “Play is the most optimal environment for learning.”1:07:58 - “I believe that one of the greatest breakdowns and our disconnection from nature and spirit is our inability… don’t blame it on culture… it’s our lack of discipline and moving towards listening better.”

Ben Stewart’s life as a traveler has been one of transitions from the military to art, to the music industry and, now, to a filmmaker exploring psychedelia and the mysteries of the world in short- and long-form productions on YouTube and Gaia TV.Paul finds a long-lost brother in his wide-ranging Living 4D conversation with Ben that veers from having a relationship with God to organized science behaving like a mob… Show NotesBen connects with Paul via Pete Evans. (2:19)Ben’s crash course in filmmaking. (4:20)Burning Man, Waking Infinity and the unlimited power of the question mark. (11:30)Ben’s first real love: Music. (14:36)“Allegorical teaching is more important than facts.” (19:33)Why Ben is an artist. (23:00)Maintaining a balance between skepticism and open-mindedness. (26:57)Consciousness is a psychic substance. (30:48)Ben’s relationship with God is one that’s constantly improving. (37:35)What percentage of the ideas in your head are truly yours versus the ones that came from external influences and authority figures like your parents? (44:35)Do the actions of one person in a world of 7 billion really matter? (48:20)The ego -- one of God’s greatest inventions – helps us learn to love. (51:20)Learning how to embrace and integrate “the enemy” from The Matrix and Star Wars. (58:29)Why science isn’t “totally clear” about anything… (1:07:04)Science is an institution operating with a mob mentality. (1:12:40)“Religion starts the wars and science builds the weapons to kill people.” (1:14:40)“My entire life is a series of disappearing steps.” (1:20:22)Going deep into sonic geometry. (1:26:16)All of us are “immature magicians.” (1:32:25)Is history a static concept and really true as we’ve always been taught? (1:40:12)“When you can’t make a decision because you can’t rely on the experts, that’s your soul inviting you to an honest exploration of your own.” (1:47:23)Traveling to other dimensions of reality. (1:50:08)Myth is written as if it’s the history of humanity when it’s really the future of humanity. (1:58:45)Create your own kind of meditative ritual that works best for you. (2:07:13)“Enrich your mundane experiences of life by bringing more awareness into them.” (2:11:36)ResourcesPsychedelica and Waking Infinity on Gaia TVBen’s Esoteric Agenda, Kymatica and Ungrip on YouTubeDavid Icke’s The People’s VoiceThe Four Agreements by Don Miguel RuizThe work of Thomas CampbellWatchmen by Alan Moore and Dave GibbonsThe work of Edward EdingerThe work of Amy and Arnold MindellMore resources on the Ben Stewart Episode Notes on our website!

The HAARP Machine, banda de death metal progressivo/metalcore do Reino Unido, criado por Al Mu'min, músico que toca guitarras, cítara e koto. E é isto que nos sugeriram. A reacção é à música "Esoteric Agenda" do álbum "Disclosure". Video da reacção em: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVdhxqJFOtc Com: Gustavo Vieira e Paulo Rodrigues.

Ben Stewart, the filmmaker from "Kymatica" and "Esoteric Agenda", lead singer of the band Hierosonic returns to V-RADIO to talk about his current work and a new TV show on the horizon! Tune in! (We had to reschedule this show. But check it out!

After a stupid internet accident caused me to accidently delete the previous segment we did with Ben and his band Hierosonic Ben and I endeavored to do another interview with him and the band after some time had passed. So on this episode of V-RADIO we will again be interviewing the band and talking to Ben about the band's progress.  For those of you who do not know Ben Stewart, he and the band played at the last Zeitgeist Media Festival. He was the filmmaker behind "Kymatica", "Esoteric Agenda" and most recently "Ungrip" a film about the "free man on the land" movement. I have had a few great interviews with him.  V-RADIO needs $120 in donations to keep doing this month. Please consider a donation at http://v-radio.org/donations

On this episode of V-RADIO Ben and I will be talking about the Occupy Wall Street phenomena, his latest film, and future film projects, along with the state of his "Hanged Man Project".  Tune in!

Subversive independent documentary maker Ben Stewart, of The Esoteric Agenda and Kymatica fame talks with experiential journalist Rak Razam. What is the nature of media in todays social networked world, where millions of people download documentaries like Stewart's to explore the nature of reality? How does this 'subversive' infotainment change the hierarchical control and flow of information? As the 'conspiracy' stream evolves into a more whole system spiritual context, are these YouTube docos a rough type of digital mystery school, educating the global masses? Are these filmmakers fulfilling a shamanic need to bring to light repressed material for healing and transformation? Art is magic, so are DIY 'bedroom filmmakers' uploading a media spell to break the hold of Hollywood on the consciousness of the world? Is this the age of digital awakening? This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-Share Alike 3.0 Unported License.

Ben Stewart, filmmaker for "Esoteric Agenda" and "Kymatica" is soon to be heading down under for some activism. So on this episode we will be talking about his upcoming trip to Australia, his next two documentaries, the first of which is currently in production, and answering your questions about the "Hanged Man Project".  If you are interested in the "Free Man on the Land" movement Ben's film in production will be talking about this topic in length, so be sure to tune in! Thanks again for your support of V-RADIO! Consider a donation at V-RADIO.org! And you can check out Ben's work at http://www.hangedmanproject.com/ and check back to V-RADIO for further alternative news from your favorite activist movements!

On this edition of V-RADIO we will have an all star cast including Peter Joseph, filmmaker of the "Zeitgeist" films, Ben Stewart of "Kymatica" and "Esoteric Agenda", and Roger Stahl of "Militainment Inc." who is also working on a new documentary "Returning Fire: Interventions into War Game Culture". The three gentlemen are going to talk about their experiences with internet based independent film making, and it's importance for reaching the masses with alternative media. Thank you to everyone who has supported V-RADIO! Disclaimer: The views of the individual film makers are not necessarily shared by the other film makers featured in this broadcast.

We will be joined by a great men with heart on the right place and a great friend Ben Stewart. Ben is known mostly for his two movies The Esoteric Agenda and Kymatica. We will be talking about the current problems our civilization is facing, possible outcomes and future of mankind. Also we will be talking about the recently established cooperation between Ben and Truebook/IRDI on a new documentary focused on creating real change towards free and abundant future, and how local solutions can impact environment globally.For more information on the cooperation between Ben and Truebook/IRDI please read the following note http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=126264114091447This interview will be one of those you dont want to miss!

We will be joined by a great men with heart on the right place and a great friend Ben Stewart. Ben is known mostly for his two movies The Esoteric Agenda and Kymatica. We will be talking about the current problems our civilization is facing, possible outcomes and future of mankind. Also we will be talking about the recently established cooperation between Ben and Truebook/IRDI on a new documentary focused on creating real change towards free and abundant future, and how local solutions can impact environment globally.For more information on the cooperation between Ben and Truebook/IRDI please read the following note http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=126264114091447This interview will be one of those you dont want to miss!

On this episode of V-RADIO we will be talking to Ben Stewart, the filmmaker behind "Kymatica" and "Estoteric Agenda". We will be talking about his films and his new work in "The Hanged Man Project". V-RADIO is looking for donations for next month so please consider a donation!