Our Dead Dads

Michelle Rix joins Nick Gaylord for a deeply personal conversation about grief, love, and the long road back from devastating loss. In 2018, Michelle's daughter Paizlee was stillborn at 38 weeks — a tragedy that was followed by the death of her father, a man she adored. These back-to-back losses sent her into a spiral of grief, trauma, and addiction, leaving her to rebuild not only her emotional world but her entire sense of identity.With striking honesty, Michelle shares what it felt like to grieve a child she never got to raise, and the guilt that haunted her in the years after. She talks about the breakdown of her marriage, her complicated relationship with religion, and the terrifying moment she realized she could no longer live in survival mode. Through therapy, writing, and the unwavering support of her family, Michelle found a way to begin again — slowly, painfully, but with purpose.This episode is about grief that doesn't let up — and the courage it takes to keep going anyway. Michelle's story will resonate with anyone who has faced unbearable loss, and it's a testament to what becomes possible when we allow ourselves to feel, to fall apart, and ultimately, to heal.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

This week, Our Dead Dads Podcast takes you behind the scenes of the Gabby Petito Foundation's “Change the World” charity golf event — a day filled with heart, hope, and a mission rooted in love. Host Nick Gaylord was there in person, capturing conversations, moments, and the energy of a powerful gathering dedicated to remembering Gabby and helping families in crisis. Rather than a traditional interview, this episode features a series of on-site conversations with voices from across the foundation's community. From Nichole and Jim Schmidt to Joe and Tara Petito, and the many people working behind the scenes, you'll hear firsthand how this team is turning unimaginable grief into real, tangible impact. Whether you've followed the foundation's work or are hearing about it for the first time, this episode puts you right in the heart of the action. It's a celebration of connection, awareness, and the lasting power of love. And for anyone touched by loss — this one's for you. GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Devan Christian-Vermeer is a therapist, a grief specialist, and a daughter who lived through the heartbreak of her father's cancer diagnosis — and the unexpected twist of his remission. In this episode, she opens up about the experience of anticipatory grief, and how it shaped her both personally and professionally.As she navigated her own journey, Devan developed the Compassionate Care Method — a structured yet deeply human approach to helping families connect, preserve memories, and honor their loved ones before they're gone. Her work is grounded in presence, preparation, and the power of legacy.This conversation is rich, thoughtful, and quietly transformative. It's for anyone walking through caregiving, complicated emotions, or the long shadow of loss. Devan's voice is a guide, and her message is clear: it's not too early to show up with love.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

For this special episode, we're flipping the script. Nick Gaylord — host of Our Dead Dads — joins Chris Tidrick as a guest on ILLUMENATE, a podcast focused on men with open hearts, deep purpose, and the courage to grow. In this wide-ranging conversation, Nick reflects on the loss of his father, the complicated grief that followed, and how that pain eventually became the fuel behind a podcast dedicated to making grief conversations feel more human.Together, Chris and Nick talk about masculinity, vulnerability, and why so many men are taught to silence their pain. Nick opens up about his own deconstruction process — what he was taught to believe about grief, what he had to unlearn, and what finally cracked him open enough to create space for others. He also shares the unlikely backstory behind Our Dead Dads, the fear of hearing his own voice, and the strange gift of losing a job at exactly the right time.This episode isn't just a rehash of Episode 1. It's a deeper, more spacious telling of Nick's story — with thoughtful, reflective questions from a host who truly gets it. If you've ever wanted to hear how Our Dead Dads came to be — and what it's really like behind the scenes — this one's for you.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Scarlett Lewis is the founder of the Choose Love Movement, a global nonprofit dedicated to bringing social-emotional learning into schools, homes, and communities. Her son Jesse was just six years old when he was murdered at Sandy Hook Elementary School during the 2012 mass shooting. In the wake of unspeakable loss, Scarlett made a conscious decision not to let anger, bitterness, or hate define her future. Instead, she built something beautiful in Jesse's name. In this conversation, Scarlett opens up about who Jesse was—a brave, confident, dirt-covered little boy who radiated life. She shares what it was like to raise him, what she remembers from the day of the shooting, and how she found the strength to keep going. She also reveals the deeply personal signs, instincts, and spiritual moments that have helped her stay connected to Jesse even after his death. Scarlett's story is one of radical love, personal courage, and post-traumatic growth. It's a story of presence, purpose, and the choices we make after everything falls apart. If you've ever wondered what it looks like to turn pain into power, this episode will stay with you. JESSE LEWIS CHOOSE LOVE MOVEMENT (website): https://chooselovemovement.org/Check out the entire website! So many FREE resources are available! Lessons from Pre-K through 12th grade! Register now to start receiving your curriculum!You can also become an ambassador! Our children are worth it! Change the world! Say his name!GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Scott Tavlin is a motivational speaker, mindset coach, radio host, and emcee with a powerful message and a story rooted in real loss. His energy is contagious, his presence commanding — but behind the microphone is a son who lost his mother far too soon. Scott's mother battled significant health challenges for years, including a critical ICU hospitalization in 2018 that nearly took her life. Miraculously, she recovered — and the version of her that emerged became one of Scott's greatest inspirations. When she eventually passed, it wasn't without warning — but it still left a hole that changed everything.In this episode, Scott opens up about the complexity of watching a parent fight for their life, the guilt and confusion that came with not knowing how bad things were early on, and the intense desire to honor her by living fully. He shares how he turned to running, coaching, and speaking as emotional outlets — and how the lessons his mom lived by have become the fuel behind his dreams. From marathon training to morning radio, Scott walks us through the way grief shaped every step of his path.This conversation is about identity, legacy, and the power of intentional living. It's about the memory of a mother who poured everything into her family — and a son determined to carry her light forward. If you've ever found yourself growing through grief, this one will stay with you.FOLLOW SCOTT!Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/scotttavlin/Listen to Scotty in the Mornings!Magic 94.9: https://www.mymagic949.com/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this episode, I sit down with the incredible Dr. Mary Ann Mercer — psychologist, author, and someone I'm proud to call a friend — for a deeply moving conversation about what it means to grieve before the loss even happens. Dr. Mary shares the story of her best friend Willa, who spent the last three years of her life battling a rare form of cancer. As Willa's health slowly declined, Dr. Mary experienced a grief that started long before the final goodbye — one filled with emotional whiplash, conflicting thoughts, and moments of profound connection.Together, we talk about anticipatory grief — how it creeps in while someone is still alive, and how emotionally exhausting it can be to keep showing up day after day for someone you love. Dr. Mary opens up about the guilt she felt when she started wishing for peace, the loneliness Willa experienced as others slowly pulled away, and the quiet power of simply sitting in silence with someone who's suffering. It's not always about fixing things — sometimes it's just about being there.Dr. Mary also shares some of the unexpected moments of beauty in Willa's final years — including the annual “hippie parties” she was known for, and how her legacy continues to ripple outward through the people who loved her most. This conversation reminded me that grief isn't just about endings — it's also about presence, purpose, and honoring the time we do have. If you've ever watched someone fade while trying to hold them close, this one is for you.DR. MARY'S LINKS:WEBSITE: www.PositiveLifeAnswers.com INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/positivelifeanswers/FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/positivelifeanswers/E-MAIL: drmercer@positivelifeanswers.comPOSITIVE LIFE ANSWERS PODCAST LINKS:https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/positive-life-answers/id1653316395https://positivelifeanswers.buzzsprout.com/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this beautifully honest episode, Vicki Goodman shares her experience of losing her beloved husband Sam after a two-year battle with liver cancer. Vicki reflects on their love story, their decision to live fully even after a terminal diagnosis, and the bittersweet journey of caring for Sam through his final months.Vicki opens up about the anticipatory grief she faced — how she prepared for his passing while holding onto hope, the complex emotions of caregiving, and the unexpected moments of strength and peace that surfaced in the darkest times. She also shares how music, community, and a slower-paced life helped her rebuild after Sam's death, leading to her work with the grief community through Inspired Grief.This conversation is a testament to the transformative power of love, the courage required to face loss head-on, and the resilience that grief demands. Whether you've experienced a similar loss or are walking beside someone who has, Vicki's story will resonate deeply.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this deeply moving episode, Linda Henderson shares the heartbreaking story of losing her 27-year-old daughter Andrea in a car accident just five days before Christmas. Andrea — a social worker, wife, and expectant mother — was killed instantly when a distracted transport truck driver slammed into her car. What followed was not just unimaginable grief, but a years-long battle with a failed justice system, a fight for grandparent visitation rights, and a struggle to rebuild after everything had shattered.Linda opens up about the anger and paralysis that took hold in the years after Andrea's death, including the emotional toll of two trials — one for the driver who walked free due to a technicality, and another just to see her grandson. But even in the darkest moments, Linda found ways to stay connected to her daughter: through therapy, community support, and an angelic encounter that inspired her to build a memorial garden filled with Andrea's favorite colors, scents, and even stones from her yard.This episode is a powerful testament to the resilience of mothers, the importance of honoring grief in your own time, and the healing that can come from creating something beautiful out of heartbreak. Linda's story is not just about loss — it's about survival, love, legacy, and the ongoing journey to find peace after tragedy.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this deeply moving episode, Kristina Driscoll shares the powerful story of her late husband Bill's battle with early-onset Alzheimer's — and the emotional and spiritual journey that came with being his caregiver for more than a decade. What began as a storybook romance quickly turned into a full-time fight for normalcy, stability, and hope. From the moment of his diagnosis, Kristina was thrust into the roles of caregiver, mother, nurse, decision-maker, and emotional anchor for her family.Kristina opens up about the mental toll of those early years — from the denial that clouded the truth, to the anxiety that led her to drive herself to the ER, and the choice to finally seek support and therapy. She talks honestly about the moment she knew her husband could no longer live at home, the pain of watching her son say goodbye to his father, and the complex feelings that came with balancing love and grief simultaneously. Through it all, she kept showing up — for her son, for her husband, and eventually, for herself.This episode goes beyond the grief of death — it's about the grief of slow loss, spiritual growth, and rediscovering purpose in the aftermath. Kristina's story is a roadmap for anyone facing long-term caregiving, ambiguous grief, or the quiet heartbreak of watching someone you love fade away. If you've ever wondered how to rebuild a life that was torn apart by illness or tragedy, this conversation is a must-listen.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Kathy Julien has spent the last 40 years flying jets and defying expectations. But nothing in her storied career could prepare her for the loss of her 24-year-old son, Eric. In this deeply emotional episode, Kathy opens up about parenting twins, navigating a son's battle with addiction and type 1 diabetes, and the grief that followed when she lost him. What began as a conversation about motherhood quickly deepens into a raw and powerful account of love, loss, and what comes next.Kathy shares what it was like to fight for her son again and again—through relapses, recovery centers, and missed milestones—while also juggling the demands of a high-profile career. But this is more than a story about grief. It's a story about how Kathy chose to survive it. From planting a memorial tree near a skate park, to launching her podcast Another Empty Kitchen, to starting a foundation in Eric's name, Kathy's journey is filled with action, healing, and intention.We also talk about manifesting new chapters, breaking generational patterns, and the power of turning pain into purpose. Kathy doesn't sugarcoat her story—but she does show us what it means to keep going, to find meaning, and to honor a loved one by living out loud. Her story is equal parts heartbreaking and uplifting—and an unforgettable listen for anyone who's ever felt lost inside their own grief.CHECK OUT KATHY'S PODCAST - ANOTHER EMPTY KITCHENWEBSITE: https://www.anotheremptykitchen.com - Click into the website and select "PODCAST" at the topGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Mary Fields grew up without a relationship with her father. In fact, she hadn't seen him face-to-face in nearly 20 years when a sheriff arrived at her door to inform her that he had died. What followed was a surreal journey into the life — and the death — of a man she barely knew. With no one else to handle the aftermath, Mary found herself responsible for his estate, including navigating his hoarded trailer, dealing with legal red tape, and making difficult decisions about his remains.In this deeply honest conversation, Mary opens up about what it means to grieve someone who wasn't really there, and how the absence of a relationship can still leave behind an overwhelming emotional burden. She describes the confusion, anger, guilt, and even compassion that surfaced during this unexpected chapter. Through it all, Mary's resilience shines — and her voice gives power to a kind of grief that often goes unspoken.We also talk about therapy, breaking down emotional walls, and finding meaning in the act of honoring someone who may not have deserved it. Mary's story is equal parts heartbreaking and empowering — a testament to what it means to be human, to hurt, and to heal.MARY'S LINKS:FACEBOOK (BUSINESS): https://www.facebook.com/merryassistantFACEBOOK (PERSONAL): https://www.facebook.com/nononopenopeINSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/merryassistant/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this special episode of Our Dead Dads Podcast, I sit down with returning guests—and real-life couple—Matthew Struck and Jocelyn Bates. Both have shared their powerful grief journeys individually: Jocelyn losing both of her parents just a week apart, and Matthew processing the loss of his father to suicide. But today, we go beyond their personal stories to talk about grief in relationships—what it looks like to navigate loss together, how it shapes a partnership, and the ways they've supported each other through the hardest moments.This conversation is honest, raw, and unexpectedly full of laughter. We discuss the ways grief sneaks into daily life, how different grieving styles can challenge a relationship, and the surprising moments of joy that can emerge even in the midst of profound loss. Whether you're grieving yourself or supporting someone who is, this episode is a deep dive into the complexities of love, loss, and everything in between.Matthew and Jocelyn open up about the hardest parts of their journey but also share the moments that have strengthened their bond. If you've ever wondered how grief affects a relationship—or how a relationship can help you survive grief—this episode is for you.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this episode of Our Dead Dads Podcast, I sit down with Matthew Struck for an incredibly raw and honest conversation about grief, trauma, and the complexities of losing someone when the relationship was already difficult. Matthew lost his father to suicide, a devastating loss compounded by years of unresolved pain and unspoken words. We dive into what it means to grieve someone when the relationship was strained, how suicide grief carries a different kind of weight, and how Matthew has worked through both the loss and the emotions that came with it. There's no roadmap for this kind of grief, and Matthew's story is one that so many people will relate to, even if their circumstances are different. If you've ever struggled with complicated grief, if you've lost someone and felt more questions than closure, this episode is for you. Matthew's willingness to share his journey is a reminder that grief doesn't fit into a perfect box—and that's okay. GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Losing a parent is one of the hardest things we can face in life—but what happens when you lose both parents in the span of a week? In this special re-release, we revisit my emotional conversation with Jocelyn Bates, who shares how she navigated the overwhelming loss of both her mother and father during the COVID-19 pandemic. As an only child, she was left to manage not just the immense grief, but also the legal and logistical challenges of handling her parents' estate while raising three children of her own.Jocelyn takes us through her grief journey, from facing her childhood wounds to discovering new ways of healing, including art therapy, journaling, and exploring alternative methods of self-discovery. We discuss the complexities of grief, trauma, and how societal expectations often pressure people to "move on" rather than process their pain.We're re-releasing this powerful conversation because next week, Jocelyn's husband, Matthew Struck, joins me to share his own journey of loss, grieving the suicide of his father and the complex family history that shaped their relationship. Then, in Episode 42, I sit down with both Jocelyn and Matt as we discuss how their grief experiences have shaped their marriage and family. This episode is a reminder that healing takes time, and it starts with giving yourself permission to feel.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this powerful episode, Robbie Parker shares his deeply personal journey after losing his six-year-old daughter Emilie in the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting in 2012. Robbie reflects on cherished memories of Emilie and how her loving, creative nature brought joy to their family. He opens up about the emotional challenges he faced in the aftermath, including harassment and conspiracy theories that disrupted his grieving process.Despite these challenges, Robbie's journey toward healing has been one of resilience, self-reflection, and learning to connect with others through vulnerability. Through therapy, spiritual growth, and even plant-based medicine, Robbie found new ways to move forward without forgetting the daughter he loves so dearly.This heartfelt conversation explores the power of love, the courage to heal, and the importance of creating safe spaces for grief. Whether you're navigating your own loss or supporting someone through theirs, Robbie's story will leave a lasting impact.To order A FATHER'S STORY: TAKING ON ALEX JONES AND RECLAIMING THE TRUTH ABOUT SANDY HOOK - go to https://www.ourdeaddads.com/book-recommendationsRobbie's website: https://www.robbieparker.net/You may contact Robbie through his website, and you may also buy his book through his website.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this episode, I had the honor of speaking with Dave Roberts, a man whose journey through profound loss has reshaped his entire perspective on life, grief, and spirituality. Dave lost his daughter, Jeannine, at just 18 years old to cancer, and his path toward healing has been filled with deep reflection, transformative experiences, and a unique understanding of continued bonds with those who have passed. His story is one of resilience and reconnection, as he shares how he found a way to maintain his relationship with his daughter beyond the physical world.Dave's journey led him to explore the intersection of psychology and spirituality, which became a cornerstone of his healing. He co-authored a book, When the Psychology Professor Met the Minister, delving into the power of belief, critical thinking, and how we can integrate different perspectives without abandoning our core values​. He speaks about the powerful role of synchronicities, dream visits, and numerology in his ongoing relationship with Janine. His experiences remind us that love and connection don't have to end with physical death.Throughout our conversation, Dave shared wisdom gained from his own grief journey, his work as a psychology professor, and the many students and people he has guided through loss. We also talked about the importance of honoring our emotions, embracing continued bonds, and challenging rigid thinking around death. Dave's insights offer a new way to look at loss—not as an end, but as a transformation of the relationship itself. This episode is proudly sponsored by Kim Gaylord Travel and Dotted Avenue Creative Studio. Please visit https://www.ourdeaddads.com/our-friends to contact. DAVE'S LINKSPERSONAL WEBSITE: https://davidrobertsmsw.com/AUTHOR WEBSITE: https://psychologyprofessorandminister.com/FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/david.j.roberts1/LINKEDIN: https://www.linkedin.com/in/david-roberts-56690513/INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/daver3103/YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/@daveroberts301/podcastsTHE TEACHING JOURNEYS PODCAST: https://rss.com/podcasts/theteachingjourneys/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this powerful episode of Our Dead Dads Podcast, we sit down with Jason and Kirsten Clawson, a couple who found love after profound loss. Both Jason and Kirsten lost their young spouses to cancer—Jason's wife, Valerie, to stage 4 colon cancer, and Kirsten's husband, Cody, to acute myeloid leukemia. Through unimaginable grief, they each navigated their journeys with resilience, eventually crossing paths in a widowed support group. Their connection, built on shared loss and deep understanding, led to an inspiring new chapter in their lives.Jason and Kirsten open up about their personal experiences—Jason's struggle with masking his grief while raising two young boys and Kirsten's battle with isolation during the height of the COVID-19 pandemic. They discuss the unique challenges of widowhood, parenting through grief, and ultimately, finding joy again. They also share how they blended their families, embraced their pasts, and continue to honor their late spouses in their new life together.Their story is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit. Through their Instagram page, @lightaftergrief, they offer support and guidance to others navigating loss, proving that love and hope can coexist with grief. This episode is for anyone who has experienced loss, is seeking connection, or simply wants to hear a remarkable story of love, healing, and new beginnings.JASON & KIRSTEN'S LINKS:LightAfterGrief Instagram Page: https://www.instagram.com/lightaftergrief/FREE RESOURCES:https://stan.store/lightaftergrief?fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAabVUJKaWuDEUzwwWlmy-FuVw11cKTksPYkf2l9nKc6fLJkWcP9tjUmYo3c_aem_Omca93YD9qruOv1SwsJ4zgFIND JASON & KIRSTEN ON FACEBOOK:Jason: https://www.facebook.com/jason.m.clawsonKirsten: https://www.facebook.com/kirsten.olson.18GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this deeply moving episode of Our Dead Dads, I sit down for an in-person conversation with Niki and Jim Schmidt, the mother and bonus dad of Gabby Petito. While many are familiar with the tragic circumstances surrounding Gabby's story, today's conversation focuses on the grief, resilience, and advocacy that have defined her family's journey in the years since. Niki and Jim share what it was like to process the unimaginable loss of their daughter while also stepping into the role of advocates for missing persons and domestic violence awareness. They open up about how they've channeled their grief into action through the Gabby Petito Foundation, working to prevent future tragedies and provide resources for those in dangerous situations​.Beyond the headlines, this episode is about healing, both for Gabby's family and for anyone experiencing grief. We discuss the challenges of navigating personal trauma in the public eye, the importance of mental health awareness, and the role of self-forgiveness in the grieving process. Jim, a first responder, reflects on how his career shaped his ability to cope with loss and how his perspective has evolved in the wake of Gabby's death. Niki speaks candidly about the emotional weight of their advocacy and how she balances the drive to make change with the need for personal healing​.Despite the heavy themes, we also find moments of laughter and light, emphasizing that grief is not just about sadness—it's about remembering, growing, and finding ways to move forward. Niki and Jim's message is clear: grief doesn't have to be faced alone, and through conversation, support, and action, we can create a safer world for those at risk. This episode is a testament to their strength, their love for Gabby, and their determination to turn pain into purpose.This episode is sponsored by Kim Gaylord Travel and Dotted Avenue Creative Studio. Please visit https://www.ourdeaddads.com/our-friends to contact.LINKS FOR GABBY:Gabby Petito Foundation: https://gabbypetitofoundation.org/Gabby Petito Alliance: https://gabbypetitofoundation.org/gabby-petito-allianceNational Missing and Unidentified Persons System (NamUs): https://namus.nij.ojp.gov/National Domestic Violence Hotline: https://www.thehotline.org/or call (800) 799-SAFE (7233), or text “START” to 88788Gabby Petito Foundation Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/EnglightenedEntrepreneurGABBY PETITIO FOUNDATION GOLF EVENT - FRIDAY, JUNE 6, 2025 (MOUNT SINAI, NY):Register Today: https://gabbypetitofoundation.org/events/golfOr email golf@gabbypetitofoundation.orgGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this episode, I sit down with Laura Bennett for an in-depth and emotional conversation about grief, loss, and the complex relationships we have with our parents. Laura shares her deeply personal story about growing up with an older father, navigating a difficult family dynamic, and eventually coming to terms with his passing. We discuss how grief isn't just about mourning the moment of death, but often begins long before and continues to evolve over time.Laura opens up about the ways in which unresolved trauma and family conflict shaped her early years, and how she has worked through those experiences to find peace. She reflects on her father's remarkable career in scientific research and the Air Force, as well as the generational and emotional gaps that existed within her family. We explore the ways in which grief manifests differently for everyone, and the importance of facing it rather than trying to outrun it.Throughout our conversation, we also share some much-needed humor—because if you can't laugh about grief, what can you do? Laura's journey of acceptance and healing is one that will resonate with anyone who has ever struggled to make sense of loss. Whether you've experienced a complicated relationship with a parent or are simply trying to process your own grief, this episode is a powerful reminder that we are never alone in our struggles.Facebook – https://www.facebook.com/EnglightenedEntrepreneurInstagram –  https://www.instagram.com/iamlauradbennett/LinkedIn - https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauradrahanbennett/MD Executive & Professional Network - Virtual/NE – Facebook Group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/corpexecclub GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this episode, I sit down with Moira Khan, a grief educator and the founder of GriefSpan, to discuss her incredible journey through loss and healing. Moira opens up about losing her mother, father, and brother within a span of just five years—all while navigating motherhood, major life changes, and a move to a new country. She shares the deep emotional toll of grief, the ways it manifests unexpectedly, and how she eventually found the strength to confront and process her pain. Her story is one of resilience, survival, and ultimately finding purpose in helping others cope with loss.We dive into the complexities of grief—how it comes in waves, how society often struggles to talk about it, and why ignoring it only delays the inevitable reckoning. Moira reflects on her own healing journey, the role of therapy, and the difficult but necessary work of sitting with grief rather than running from it. She also shares a powerful and touching moment that reaffirmed her belief in signs from lost loved ones, proving that love and connection continue even after death.Moira's journey led her to start GriefSpan, where she now helps others navigate their own losses through education, storytelling, and support. She emphasizes the importance of normalizing conversations around grief, breaking societal taboos, and creating spaces where people feel seen and understood. This conversation is raw, real, and full of insights for anyone who has experienced loss—or wants to better support those who have. Don't miss this deeply moving discussion.MOIRA'S LINKS:Website: https://www.griefspan.com/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MoiraKhanInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/griefspaneducation/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

In this heartfelt episode of Our Dead Dads, host Nick Gaylord sits down with Faith Sage, an author, artist, and podcast host, to share her profound journey through grief and resilience. Faith recounts the heartbreaking loss of her stepdaughter Cassandra in a tragic car accident, followed years later by the devastating loss of her granddaughter Peyton in another accident. She discusses the emotional aftermath of these tragedies, the complexities of grief, and how she navigated the blame, despair, and guilt that rippled through her family. Faith also opens up about her unique experience as a stepmother, weaving her personal history into the broader themes of healing and family dynamics.Faith reflects on the transformative power of storytelling, which she channels through her books and her own grief-focused podcast. She shares how writing her story became an essential part of her healing process, helping her move through what she calls the "nothingness" of grief into a mindset of purpose and hope. Faith also emphasizes the importance of embracing difficult emotions, letting them flow, and finding ways to honor loved ones' memories through meaningful connections and action.As the conversation unfolds, Nick and Faith explore the necessity of creating space for open, honest discussions about grief in a society that often avoids it. They highlight the strength found in community and how sharing one's story can be both a deeply personal and profoundly healing act. This episode is a testament to the enduring power of love, loss, and the courage it takes to keep moving forward.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if losing a grandparent is a journey of unexpected gratitude and comfort? Join me and my incredible wife, Kim, as we take a heartfelt journey honoring the life of my beloved grandmother, Jeanne Harris. We share our reflections on her remarkable legacy, from her nearly 70-year marriage to my grandfather, Stanley, to the cherished memories that continue to shape our lives. This episode offers a comforting connection for anyone navigating the unique grief that comes with bidding farewell to a cherished grandparent.Take a nostalgic trip with us to an unforgettable lunch at Charlie's Restaurant on Long Island, a visit marked by Grammy's vibrant personality just before the world changed in 2020. Experience the warmth of family gatherings and the enduring influence of Grammy and Grampy, even through the challenges of Grammy's battle with COVID-19. We dive into the quirks of family traditions and the heartwarming anecdotes from childhood that highlight the strength of family bonds and the joy found in shared memories.Through tales of WLNG radio playing from Grammy and Grampy's bathroom and the chaotic joy of Christmas gatherings, we celebrate the unique touches that made our family home so special. We express gratitude for the compassionate hospice care that supported Grammy in her final years, sharing stories of resilience and healing. This episode invites listeners to embrace their own stories of loss and love, and to find solace in the enduring power of family connections.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if the path through grief could forge an unbreakable community bond? Join us as we unravel the compelling life journey of Tony Lynch, an international best-selling author and grief advocate, who has turned personal turmoil into a beacon of hope for others. From academic triumphs to the depths of prison, Tony's experiences not only highlight the resilience of the human spirit but also the power of shared stories in healing. Throughout our conversation, Tony underscores the importance of normalizing discussions around grief and introduces his latest project—a magazine dedicated to extending his mission of support and healing.This episode also sheds light on the often silent struggle of men's mental health, particularly in the wake of COVID-19's challenges. Tony's candid observations about humor as a coping mechanism reveal a side of grief that is rarely discussed yet deeply human. As we prepare to reintroduce weekly panel discussions, we commit to ensuring no aspect of grief and mental health goes unnoticed. Together, we explore the significance of steadfast companionship and active support for those in crisis, emphasizing the powerful message that "you are enough."Tony's narrative is more than a personal story—it's a call to action. Learn how he founded "Memories of Us," a nonprofit dedicated to men's grief support, and the journey to becoming a keystone of community growth. Through personal anecdotes, we touch upon the essence of mentorship, continuous learning, and the importance of holding space for others. As Tony shares his transformative experiences, he challenges us all to embrace our unique gifts and leave a lasting legacy of resilience and authenticity.TONY'S LINKS:Website: https://www.mensgriefsupport.org/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/tony.lynch.188Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mensgriefsupport/GRIEF LET'S TALK ABOUT IT PODCAST:https://www.youtube.com/@griefletstalkaboutitGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Courtney Moore shares her heartfelt journey through a complicated relationship with her father, delving into the challenges of navigating grief after losing him to pancreatic cancer. The episode explores acceptance, healing, and the profound impact of their dynamics on her life. • Introduction and background of Courtney's family • Childhood marked by loss and complex relationships • Reflections on leaving home at 15 for independence • The importance of understanding family dynamics • Journey of returning to a dying parent and reconciliation • Acceptance as key to healing from complex relationships • Creating space for collective grief and understandingCourtney's specialty is acupuncture, the mind-body connection and intuitive counseling. If you are interested in working with Courtney, visit her website, https://courtneymoorewellness.com/  From there, you can send her an email or call/text her to set up a discovery call.---------------------To join the live interview with Justin Shepherd on January 8th, 2025 @ 3:00 pm EST, follow Our Dead Dads Podcast on YouTube here: https://www.youtube.com/@ourdeaddadspodGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

This episode is a heartfelt exploration of family traditions, love, and loss during the holiday season. We share stories that reflect on cherished memories and lighthearted moments, offering insights on how to navigate grief while celebrating togetherness and honor loved ones.• Reflection on the past year and the journey of Our Dead Dads podcast• Introduction to guests sharing holiday memories• Sharing laughter through Christmas traditions and family tales• The bittersweet nature of holiday celebrations amidst grief• Exploring how traditions evolve and new memories form• Importance of storytelling in remembering lost loved ones• Encouragement to create new traditions and reflect on personal storiesTHE BEST STEAK BUTTER SAUCE YOU WILL EVER TRY: https://pin.it/6hsr9X7opGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What would you do if you stumbled upon unclaimed funds linked to a loved one who's passed on? Join us as we navigate this unexpected discovery, sharing the humorous and sometimes frustrating journey of claiming these hidden assets. We also find ourselves in the midst of holiday nostalgia, reminiscing about the warmth of family gatherings and the mesmerizing world of a Lionel train collection that consumed our childhood winters. From bustling celebrations in Greenport to quieter moments, our memories reflect the joyful chaos and cherished traditions that shaped our lives.Ever wondered what your last day on earth might look like? We explore this intriguing question, imagining adventures with loved ones and the joy of spontaneous kindness. Along the way, we share heartfelt stories about our loyal pets, Alex and Suki, whose presence brought so much love and laughter. Our conversation veers into the realm of dream destinations as we fantasize about secret trips and the allure of places like New York City, Hawaii, and Greece. With humor and warmth, we paint a picture of cherished moments and future aspirations.Behind the scenes, our podcast journey unfolds with tales of technical mishaps and the joy of listener engagement. As we celebrate our milestones, we reflect on the universal experience of grief, inviting all to find solace in shared stories and our supportive community. With exciting plans for 2025, including the debut of the Our Dead Dads Merch Store and my first live interview with Justin Shepherd (known to his followers as @justinontiktok and @justinthenickofcrime), we're committed to creating a space where grief is met with understanding and kindness. Join us as we embrace the healing power of connection and story-telling, ensuring no one feels alone in their journey through loss.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What happens when a childhood friendship is woven with shared grief and cherished memories? Join us on a heartfelt journey with my dear friend, John Gerst, as we navigate the profound impact of losing his father at a young age. Reflecting on our Boy Scouts days, we explore how those formative years shaped us and delve into the emotions stirred by John's unexpected encounter with unresolved grief during a surprise trip back to his childhood home. Together, we uncover the bittersweet feelings of missing out on an adult relationship with a parent and the powerful role of community and shared stories in healing.Our conversation also shines a light on the enduring connections formed through shared values and family stories. We'll discuss how these principles are passed down through generations, creating a tapestry of memories that influence our lives today. From recounting my son Charles's encounters with the values of our past to the humorous contrasts between his modern experiences and my own upbringing, we paint a vivid picture of how different generations navigate the complexities of life. This episode is a testament to the significance of acknowledging the legacies left by our father figures and the sense of belonging they instill.Finally, we explore the evolving dynamics of community on Long Island and how those experiences have shaped our understanding of legacy and identity. Through personal anecdotes of Long Island's humid summers and the camaraderie of the Boy Scouts, we reflect on the invaluable lessons imparted by those larger-than-life father figures. As we reminisce about the lessons learned, both from present and absent fathers, we emphasize the importance of forgiveness and understanding, urging listeners to embrace their own journeys with grace and acceptance. This episode promises a rich tapestry of memories, reflections, and inspiration for anyone seeking to honor their roots while forging their path.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

When you've faced profound loss at a young age, how do you navigate the complexities of grief, trauma, and personal growth? Eric Piragnoli joins us to unpack his lifelong journey after losing his father at just six years old. From unprocessed emotions to the healing power of humor, Eric shares how he found solace and strength in community support, illustrated by the unique bond formed through an ongoing English muffin pizza thread with friends. This episode is a reminder that while time may not heal all wounds, a shared understanding can create a safe haven for those feeling isolated in their sorrow.Our conversation also delves into the intricate web of family dynamics, exploring how Eric reconciled the presence of his stepfather with the cherished memory of his biological father. Through stories of divorce, reconciliation, and the anticipation of a grandchild, we celebrate new beginnings and reflect on the cyclical nature of life. Eric's candid reflections on fatherhood and personal growth emphasize the importance of confronting long-standing grief and emotional triggers to build stronger family bonds.Laughter, vulnerability, and heartfelt discussions await as we explore the necessity of acknowledging and processing emotions to prevent future upheaval. We touch on the benefits of seeking professional help and fostering a supportive community, encouraging listeners to embrace vulnerability and emotional growth. As we weave through tales of humor and introspection, this episode invites you to join a compassionate community that champions healing and personal development.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Have you ever wondered how to navigate the turbulent waters of grief while maintaining a sense of family stability? Kyle Jetsel joins us, sharing his powerful journey through the loss of both his father and his wife of thirty years. Through Kyle's candid reflections, we explore the impact of embracing emotions, the importance of community support, and the societal pressures men face in expressing their feelings. This episode touches on the transformative power of vulnerability, humor, and community in healing from loss.Parenting, as Kyle and I discuss, is an ongoing lesson in accountability and grace. A pivotal moment for me was when my wife, managing our four sons, adopted a mindset of "100% AG"—complete accountability tempered with abundant grace. This approach not only transformed her but inspired me to follow suit, leading to a family dynamic based on kindness and understanding rather than guilt. Through personal anecdotes, I recount the invaluable wisdom imparted by my father, whose lessons in resilience and perseverance continue to influence my approach to life's challenges.Storytelling emerges as a recurring theme—both as a means of processing grief and as a tool for creating connections. Kyle and I delve into how sharing experiences can foster empathy and understanding, underscoring that true strength lies in embracing our vulnerabilities and extending compassion to others. We wrap up by highlighting small acts of kindness and community support that can make a profound impact, reminding us that we are never alone in our struggles. Join us in this heartfelt episode as we explore the power of love, storytelling, and community in finding purpose and strength after loss.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

After the unexpected loss of her father and the burnout from a demanding legal career, Nicole Maitland found solace and healing in podcasting. Join me as I chat with Nicole, the inspiring host of the "Yarns for the Soul" podcast, who courageously shares her journey from the courtroom to the podcasting world. Together, we explore the rollercoaster of emotions that accompany grief and burnout, and emphasize the healing power of storytelling and community connection. Nicole's reflections on the support from her sister and the unpredictable path of life changes remind us of the strength and resilience we all possess.Life doesn't come with a manual, but sometimes it offers a quirky anecdote involving a sausage dog and a deer. As we navigate the unpredictable moments life throws our way, this episode explores the fatigue of burnout and the struggle to balance personal growth with the need for community. With an engaging blend of humor and compassion, Nicole and I discuss the importance of compassionate workplaces, the silver linings of early burnout confrontations, and the courage to redefine happiness and mental health beyond traditional career paths.Our conversation wraps up with an exciting exploration of Nicole's passion project, "Yarns for the Soul." With humor and authenticity, Nicole aspires to create meaningful change through storytelling, connecting with listeners on profound levels. Whether it's through personal anecdotes, the acknowledgment of generational family ties, or the power of shared grief experiences, Nicole's journey serves as a beacon of hope and authenticity. Tune in for an episode filled with heartfelt insights, laughter, and the promise of finding joy amidst loss.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What does it take to turn a life filled with grief and tumultuous family experiences into one of healing and transformation? Our latest episode gives you an intimate look at the journey of Mel Mosier, marked by the loss of her father, time spent in foster care, and the enduring impact of childhood trauma. Mel shares her story publicly for the first time, reflecting on a difficult past and the power of storytelling as a means of finding solace and connecting with others who feel alone in their struggles. Join us as we unravel the complexities of grief and the indomitable human spirit that seeks to rise above it.From navigating a childhood steeped in neglect and abuse to finding refuge with a loving foster family, Mel sheds light on the harsh realities and the moments of profound hope that shaped her life. We explore the clash between the facade of family harmony and the persistent scars left by past abuses, while also touching on her father's genuine attempts at reconciliation. Amidst the chaos, we witness the strength required to break free from generational trauma, offering insights into the ongoing battle of mending emotional wounds and pursuing dreams against all odds.As the episode unfolds, the focus shifts to the power of community support and positive change. Mel shares her inspiring efforts in creating The Faithful Sparrow, a non-profit organization aimed at providing resources and support for those in crisis. By offering a lifeline through virtual support groups and personal assistance, she strives to empower others to reclaim their lives. This episode stands as a testament to resilience, the possibility of healing through connection, and the boundless potential for growth when individuals are committed to nurturing not only themselves but also future generations.CONTACT MEL: mel@thefaithfulsparrow.comWEBSITE: www.thefaithfulsparrow.comIF YOU ARE IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP, YOU HAVE RESOURCES AVAILABLE TO YOU! DO NOT EVER SETTLE FOR ABUSE. YOU DO NOT DESERVE IT! NO ONE DOES!!!IF YOU ARE IN IMMEDIATE DANGER, IF FEASIBLE, CONTACT YOUR LOCAL AUTHORITIES OR CALL 911. IF YOU NEED TO BE MORE DISCRETE AND NEED MORE INVOLVED HELP, PLEASE CONTACT MEL AT THE EMAIL ADDRESS ABOVE. HER MISSION IS TO HELP ALL VICTIMS OF DV AND IPV.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Have you ever faced a challenge so profound it reshaped your entire existence? Join us on a heartfelt journey as we sit down with Jason Tuttle, who opens up about his emotional path through the loss of his beloved son, Zachary. With remarkable courage, Jason shares the inspiration behind his touching new project, "Letters to Zachary," a coloring book designed to help parents and children converse about grief in a gentle and meaningful way. Throughout our conversation, Jason emphasizes the importance of creating safe spaces for discussing difficult emotions and how storytelling within the grief community has been a powerful tool in his healing process.As we continue, Jason walks us through the complexities of parenting children with significant disabilities, tackling medical challenges with resilience and love. Through his family's story, we gain insight into conditions like Eagle Barrett syndrome and the daily realities faced by families navigating similar paths. Jason's account of raising his children, Zachary and Samantha, is a testament to the unwavering dedication and strength required when life takes unexpected turns, and how his family's bond grew stronger in the face of adversity.Our episode with Jason also highlights the transformative power of community and shared experiences in grief. By connecting with others through platforms like podcasts and social media, Jason discovered solace and purpose, encouraging listeners to share their stories and break the stigma surrounding loss. Through initiatives like "Letters to Zachary," Jason shows how artistic projects can offer healing and connection, creating lasting legacies for loved ones passed. Whether through a heartfelt coloring book or the warmth of a supportive community, Jason's journey is a reminder that no one has to navigate grief alone.JASON'S LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TuttlepatriarchWebsite: www.letterstozachary.comEmail: letterstozachary2022@gmail.comBUY THE BOOK: https://www.ourdeaddads.com/book-recommendationsGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if you could turn profound loss into a driving force for personal growth and ambition? Join us as we sit down with our youngest guest, James Brackin IV, to uncover his transformative journey through grief and resilience. At just 20 years old, James has faced the unimaginable, losing three pivotal male figures in his life between the ages of 6 and 12. Listen as he opens up about these significant losses, the lessons he's learned, and how they've shaped his aspirations and given him a unique perspective on life. This heart-to-heart conversation reveals the power of vulnerability and the strength found in sharing our most challenging experiences.As we navigate through the emotional terrain of unexpected loss, we also explore the rich tapestry of family stories and memories that provide solace and strength during tough times. The importance of cherishing relationships with grandparents and the wisdom they impart becomes a focal point, reminding us to treasure these connections before they're lost. We dive into the intriguing paradox of grieving for someone never known and how the absence of a parent shapes one's identity and life choices. Through personal narratives, we aim to shift the narrative around grief, making the conversation more inclusive and less taboo, ultimately fostering a supportive community where open discussions are celebrated.From the serious to the light-hearted, our episode covers the rising cost of living in paradise-like Hawaii, the joy of culinary exploration, and the journey towards becoming a life coach. We emphasize the value of setting meaningful goals, embracing spontaneity, and living authentically in the present. With inspiring stories of overcoming adversity, including those of past guests, we invite you to reflect on what brings true fulfillment and how personal growth can lead to a more purposeful life. Whether you're charting your own path or seeking guidance through life's challenges, this episode offers insights and encouragement to navigate grief with grace and determination.James's Links:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/james.brackin.507Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jamesbrackiniv/The You Can Too Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/you-can-too-with-james-brackin-iv/id1593897435TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jamesbrackinivLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/james-brackin-iv-506069216/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if sharing your grief could help heal not just your heart, but also those of others? That's exactly what happens as I, Nick Gaylord, sit down with my youngest sister, Queen Helene, to revisit the kaleidoscope of emotions and experiences from our childhood with our father. Our conversation is filled with laughter and a few eyebrow-raising tales about family hierarchies, the quest to find our brother Joseph a partner, and the unforgettable escapades involving our father's multiple marriages. It's an episode that promises to resonate with anyone who's ever felt the unique blend of pain and comfort that comes with familial bonds.You'll hear about the clever antics that kept our family on its toes, including the infamous 'banana' password that led to an unexpected clown prank—stories that shine a light on our father's vibrant intelligence and humor. We reminisce about the joy and tension of family gatherings, like weddings where our absent father was an unexpected guest, and the unwavering love from our stepmother that weathered decades of family drama. Plus, there's a nod to the simpler pleasures he instilled in us, from a love of baseball to a fondness for festive Christmas traditions.As we navigate the emotional terrain of our father's passing, Helene and I open up about the complexities of care, decisions made in difficult times, and the heartache of saying goodbye under COVID restrictions. We reflect on the irreplaceable presence our father had in our lives, even as we forge ahead in his absence. This episode is not just about remembering our father but also holding space for others to share their stories of loss and find strength in shared experiences. Join us to explore the laughter, love, and lasting impact of a father who left an indelible mark on our hearts.HELENE'S LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/helene.gaylordInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/helenenicole93/Instagram (Krapf's Kreations): https://www.instagram.com/krapfs_kreations/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Hurricane Milton might have blown through Tampa with a vengeance, but it also gifted my family and me the chance to hit pause and reconnect during a chaotic time. I'm taking a short break from new episodes of Our Dead Dads to share these personal updates. We were fortunate to come away from the storm mostly unscathed, though it temporarily zapped our connectivity. The silver lining? We got to unplug, tackle a thousand-piece puzzle, and make the most of some rare downtime. While the storm kept me from working on the podcast, it also gave me moments of reflection and gratitude, particularly as I gear up for some exciting personal milestones like my birthday and Halloween.I'm thrilled to announce that my youngest sister, Helene, will join me for Episode 22 on October 29th, marking both my birthday and our return to regular programming. Before then, I want to extend heartfelt thanks to some key players who made the storm's aftermath a little easier to bear. A big shout-out goes to Denis Phillips, the ever-reliable chief meteorologist at ABC Action News in Tampa, whose calm demeanor and thorough coverage were a beacon amidst the chaos. And a massive thank you to Tampa's local radio stations for their invaluable updates on shelters, sandbags, and power restorations. Tampa's Emergency Personnel, the linemen and linewomen who are still working around the clock to get everyone's lights back on, we take so many things for granted and we have all of you to thank for keeping us safe, and literally keeping the lights on. Check out Denis Phillips' Etsy Shop link below, where the proceeds from your purchases for the remainder of October will go toward the victims of Hurricne Milton. Your patience during this hiatus means the world to me, and I can't wait to be back with fresh episodes and more poignant conversations around grief and healing. Thank you to everyone for the love and support you have shown Our Dead Dads and all those affected by the recent storms. Get ready because 2024 will finish strong and 2025 will start even stronger!DENIS PHILLIPS' LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/denisphillipsweathermanInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/denisphillipsabcweather/Denis's Hurricane Rules and Hurricane Preparedness List: https://tidings.town.news/g/tampa-fl/n/211939/denis-philips-hurricane-storm-rules-and-prep-listRule #7 Etsy Shop: https://rule-7-stuff-2.creator-spring.com/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Grief, trauma, and resilience take center stage as we bring you another heartfelt episode of Our Dead Dads. This time, I sit down with my friend Annie LaBeth, whose journey through losing her father at 23 offers a poignant look at the complexities of family dynamics and loss. Annie's story, laced with moments of dark humor shared over morning mimosas, highlights the vital role supportive communities play in navigating the turbulent waters of grief. Her insights remind us of the power in sharing our stories—a collective healing that can transcend the pain of loss.Join us as we reminisce about our shared Texas roots, uncover surprising family histories, and explore the intricate dance of familial relationships. From the revelation of herfather's late-in-life fatherhood and the unique circumstances of her birth to Annie's experiences with an aging, ailing parent in Brenham, Texas, the episode paints a vivid picture of how parental health and habits shape our lives. We traverse the emotional landscape of significant life events and the unexpected paths they carve, underscoring the necessity of therapy and honest engagement to process grief and find closure.This episode doesn't shy away from the raw and real—whether it's recounting the bittersweet timing of a father's passing shortly after witnessing a child's wedding or navigating the emotional maze of a mother's intense yet incomprehensible grief over an abusive partner's death. We confront the challenges of processing grief during a global pandemic, the complex journey to forgiveness, and the awkwardness of social interactions post-loss. Through it all, we emphasize the importance of vulnerability and genuine connection in fostering understanding and healing from one damaged soul to another.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if the advice you've been giving to grieving friends is doing more harm than good? Join us for a heartfelt conversation with Mark Lucero, the author of "What to Say When You Don't Know What to Say: Loving a Friend Through Grief." Mark shares profound insights and practical advice on how to truly support those navigating the heavy waters of grief. From debunking myths about grief to exploring the nuanced difference between grief and mourning, this episode provides a comprehensive guide to understanding and addressing the emotions tied to loss.Our discussion highlights the often-overlooked importance of allowing grief to unfold naturally and without societal pressure. We talk about the transformative power of embracing grief, and how facing these difficult emotions head-on can foster resilience and empathy. You'll hear personal anecdotes that underline the therapeutic benefits of addressing old traumas, and how societal attitudes towards mental health and therapy are slowly evolving. This episode is a call to action for creating a supportive community where open dialogue about grief, trauma, and loss can flourish.Wrapping up on a lighter note, we present a fun segment featuring random questions that reveal the personal side of our guest. From Mark's love for environmental philanthropy to his collection of vinyl records and his travel adventures, this part of the episode offers a delightful glimpse into his life beyond his professional insights. Whether you're looking for guidance on supporting a grieving friend or simply want to hear an engaging conversation, this episode promises to leave you with valuable takeaways and a renewed perspective on dealing with loss. Tune in and join our journey toward understanding and healing.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if the key to transforming your life lies in the balance between your mental and physical health? Join us for a heartfelt and enlightening conversation with Sean Christopher, a dedicated nutritionist and health coach, who opens up about his incredible journey. From the emotional challenges of experiencing a massive heart attack to redefining his life's purpose, Sean's story offers profound insights and practical advice on nurturing both body and mind.Throughout this episode, Sean shares personal anecdotes that highlight the significance of immediate action and the profound impact of having a supportive community. He recounts the tough love from his father that spurred him to embark on a health journey, as well as the transformative decision to quit alcohol and embrace healthier choices. These moments of resilience and determination serve as a powerful reminder that it's never too late to make positive changes, especially when facing life's adversities.Moreover, we delve into Sean's advocacy for better nutrition education, particularly for children, and his exciting new initiative, Save Our Kids. His passion for health and wellness is infectious, and his commitment to leading by example shines through as he discusses the importance of spiritual and mental well-being. With practical tips and motivational stories, this episode is packed with valuable takeaways, inviting listeners to reflect on their own health journeys and the impact of their choices on future generations.SEAN'S LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/IseanwrenchInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/iamtheseanchristopher/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@iamtheseanchristoWebsite: www.alifefullyalive.comEmail: 10dayketojumpstart@gmail.comGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Ever wondered how losing a parent at a young age shapes your life? My friend Michael Graham lost his dad when he was only five, a loss that profoundly impacted his childhood and beyond. Join us on "Our Dead Dads Podcast" as Michael opens up about his journey through grief, the surrogate father figures he found along the way, and the significance of growing up in a household of women. This heartfelt conversation aims to normalize discussions around loss and trauma, creating a supportive community for those navigating similar paths.Curious about the traits we inherit from our parents and how they influence our lives? Michael shares his reflections on the qualities he inherited from his father and the emotional challenges of embracing these traits. We dive into the importance of acknowledging these influences, even when it's difficult, and the role a supportive spouse can play in fostering open communication and personal growth. Through stories of kindness, Star Trek memories, and personal resilience, this episode offers a poignant look at the long-lasting impact of parental loss.Discover the importance of breaking the taboo around fatherless childhoods and the power of sharing personal stories. By opening up about his experiences, Michael hopes to inspire others to speak out and seek support. In lighter moments, we engage in fun, rapid-fire questions that reveal more about Michael's personality, from his impromptu parody songs to his thoughts on lottery winnings. Tune in for a deeply moving episode that balances heartfelt reflections with moments of levity, offering both solidarity and encouragement for anyone grappling with similar challenges.MICHAEL'S LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/michael.graham.777Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/egghawk/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if the bond between a father and daughter could only be forged through years of emotional distance and transformative conversations? Join us as Yvonne Caputo, semi-retired author of "Flying with Dad" and "Dying with Dad," unveils the poignant journey of her relationship with her father. Yvonne opens up about their challenging yet ultimately rewarding emotional connection, sharing heartwarming anecdotes and hints of her future writing projects. Through her story, Yvonne illustrates the profound role that community support and open discussions play in navigating grief, loss, and trauma.As we continue to explore family dynamics, Yvonne takes us back to her childhood, recounting a memorable fishing trip that marked the beginning of her quest to win her father's approval. From heated arguments in her early years to a transformative dialogue in her 30s, Yvonne's journey is a testament to the power of understanding and patience. We dive deep into a wartime story involving her father that highlights the importance of end-of-life decisions, such as advanced directives and the "Five Wishes" document, and their impact on family dynamics.Finally, as a psychotherapist, Yvonne brings her professional perspective on grieving complex relationships. She emphasizes the necessity of processing grief through therapeutic means and the comfort that grief groups can offer. Yvonne also shares her insights from working in a retirement community, where open discussions about death have shaped her approach. The episode concludes with a lighthearted Q&A session, offering a glimpse into Yvonne's personal life and her delightful Bernadoodle. Join us for this heartfelt episode of Our Dead Dads, and discover how sharing our stories can pave the way for a more meaningful grieving process.YVONNE'S LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/xcskiyvonneTo purchase Yvonne's books, please go to https://www.ourdeaddads.com/book-recommendations. You will find Amazon and Barnes & Noble links for both of Yvonne's books!GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Have you ever felt the sting of an absent parent and the ensuing emotional complexities it brings? Join us for this raw and heartfelt conversation with Jessica Parente, a trauma-informed coach and nurse, as she opens up about her strained relationship with her largely absent father and the profound impact his absence has had on her life. We explore how she navigated the emotional landscape of her father's lack of presence and the evolution of her feelings towards him after his passing.Jessica's journey is one of survival, growth, and ultimately, healing. From recounting the turbulent years of her adolescence, marked by her parents' separation and the widening rift with her father, to grappling with the arrival of new siblings and societal expectations about fatherhood, Jessica's story is a testament to resilience. We discuss the coping mechanisms she adopted, such as focusing on productivity and staying busy, and the emotional toll of feeling rejected by a parent who struggled with his own issues.We delve into Jessica's transformation from feeling unseen to becoming a beacon of support for others through her work as a trauma-informed coach and psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. By sharing her healing process, including the utilization of therapy and embracing emotional vulnerability, Jessica highlights the importance of community, open dialogue, and small acts of kindness. Tune in for an episode filled with insightful reflections, personal anecdotes, and a powerful message about the ongoing nature of personal healing and the importance of connecting with others through grief and trauma.JESSICA'S LINKS:  Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/generationaljess Instagram (personal): https://www.instagram.com/jessmolikewhoa/ Instagram (business): https://www.instagram.com/generational.jess/ Website: https://itendswithyoullc.com/  GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What happens when your most trusted person and biggest supporter is no longer there? Join us as Leslie Kuny shares her deeply personal and emotional journey of navigating life after the loss of her father, her rock and guiding star. Through Leslie's heartfelt story, listeners will gain insight into the profound impact of losing a loved one and the often unspoken challenges that come with it. We promise you an episode filled with raw emotion, valuable lessons, and the importance of creating a community where grief and trauma are normalized and discussed openly.As we move through Leslie's narrative, we reflect on family dynamics and the evolving perceptions of parental roles. From youthful dreams shaped by supportive parents to adult realizations about the complexities of family life, Leslie's account offers a poignant look at how parental encouragement and sacrifices shape our paths. The chapter on her father's alcoholism reveals the protective measures her mother took and the hidden battles that only came to light later in life, showcasing the resilience and strength often required within families.In the final segments, we explore Leslie's journey of honoring her father's memory and the therapeutic power of storytelling and journaling. Overcoming intense sorrow, rage, and guilt, Leslie's experiences highlight the universal nature of grief and the enduring strength found in sharing stories. We also touch on lighter moments, such as navigating sleep struggles and sharing cultural references that bring joy amidst the sorrow. This episode offers a heartfelt tribute to Leslie's father and underscores the importance of living fully and authentically for those we've lost.LESLIE'S LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/leslie.nadonInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/lesliekuny/ABSOLUTE MOTION PERFORMANCE & DANCE STUDIO:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61559258507569Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/absolutemotiondance/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

How do we break the cycle of trauma and build healthier relationships? This week on "Our Dead Dads," we sit down with Doug Beitz, host of "Intuitive Conversations with Doug," who opens up about his tumultuous relationship with his father and the impact of his dad's traumatic childhood. Doug's commitment to raising his own children differently shines through as he shares heartfelt stories of growth, resilience, and the powerful group conversations he's initiated that have connected people worldwide. These discussions have fostered a strong sense of community and support, encouraging listeners to share their stories of grief and loss.Doug's journey from a young locksmith to a professional firefighter reveals the cultural and educational differences between Australia and the United States, highlighting his career transitions and the resilience required to navigate family dynamics and personal growth. Tune in to hear about the emotional toll of witnessing a loved one's passing and the value of life lessons learned along the way. Through vivid recollections of his father's unpredictable behavior and the joys of camping trips, Doug reflects on how his father's actions, shaped by his own hardships, taught him crucial lessons on what not to do.Join us as we explore various cultural approaches to death and grieving, from the communal support systems on a small tropical island to the importance of normalizing conversations about grief. This episode also touches on the evolution of sports, the significance of intuitive decision-making, and the promise of better things on the other side of grief. Don't miss this compelling conversation with Doug Beitz, filled with personal anecdotes, profound insights, and a mission to create a supportive community for all.DOUG'S LINKS:Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/doug.beitz.5Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dougbeitz/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@IntuitiveConversationwithDougWebsite: https://dougbeitz.com/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What happens when a parent's love turns into an unshakeable pillar of support for an entire community? Join us for a deeply touching conversation with Jason Tuttle, a father who transformed his grief into a mission of advocacy and support. In this episode, we discuss Jason's new book, "Letters to Zachary," a 70-page coloring book inspired by the life and memory of his late son, Zachary. Jason shares the emotional rollercoaster of raising two special needs children, grappling with Zachary's rare Eagle Barrett syndrome diagnosis, and the subsequent neurological challenges that followed. This heartfelt discussion sheds light on the unique grief journey of fathers, often sidelined in societal narratives.We dive into the powerful connections formed within the grief community, with insights from Tanya Manley of Sunset Stories Podcast and Nick Gaylord of Our Dead Dads Podcast. Tanya emphasizes the need to normalize conversations around child loss while Nick shares his own experiences and offers a generous gesture to support grieving families. Together, they highlight the importance of community and open dialogue in navigating the complex emotional landscape of grief. The episode also touches upon the stress and irritability Jason faces in everyday life, providing a raw and unfiltered look at the ongoing battle with personal grief.Lastly, we explore how creative expression can serve as a healing tool, with Jason's coloring book project standing as a testament to love and remembrance. From heartfelt anecdotes to practical coping mechanisms, we delve into the collaborative efforts that brought "Letters to Zachary" to life, offering solace and a meaningful tribute to lost loved ones. This episode is a poignant reminder of the enduring spirit of a community united by shared loss and the remarkable resilience of those who channel their grief into lasting legacies.JASON'S LINKS:Website: https://letterstozachary.com/Facebook (Personal): https://www.facebook.com/TuttlepatriarchFacebook (Letters To Zachary Community): https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61552174684952Purchase the book - https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DC5GSFZKTANYA'S LINKS: Facebook (Personal): https://www.facebook.com/wil.manleyFacebook (Sunset Stories Community): https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61557532859745Sunset Stories Podcast: https://tanyawz.podbean.com/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Can a camp really change the life of a grieving child? Join us as we welcome Paul Rubin, the visionary behind Camp Good Mourning on Long Island, a haven where children aged 7 to 17 find solace and community after losing a parent or sibling. Paul shares his heartfelt journey from volunteering at a similar camp in New Jersey to establishing this indispensable resource on Long Island. You'll hear about how Camp Good Mourning's unique overnight stays forge deeper connections among campers, and how the initiative has flourished since its inception in 2018, even adapting creatively during the COVID-19 pandemic.Throughout our talk, Paul opens up about the meticulous volunteer screening process and the impactful stories of campers who have found a sense of family and belonging at Camp Good Mourning. We dive into the camp's structure, which balances support group sessions with recreational activities to create a nurturing environment for grieving children. Highlighting the importance of ongoing connections, Paul discusses how the camp ensures that kids continue receiving support beyond their camp experience, leveraging social media to keep the bonds strong.We wrap up with a light-hearted Q&A session where Paul reveals some personal quirks and heartwarming anecdotes, making for a truly engaging conversation. From discussing the complexities of talking about death with children to celebrating the camp's 50% return rate, this episode offers a comprehensive look at how Camp Good Mourning is changing lives one child at a time. Don't miss this heartfelt episode as we explore the profound impact of community and support in the healing journey of grieving children.PAUL'S LINKS:Email: paul.campgoodmourning@gmail.comWebsite: https://www.campgoodmourning.org/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/CampGoodMourningNATIONAL ALLIANCE FOR CHILDREN'S GRIEF:https://nacg.org/DONATE TO CAMP GOOD MOURNING: https://www.campgoodmourning.org/wish-list NICK'S PERSONAL FACEBOOK PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/nick.gaylord.50/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Can you imagine the unimaginable—losing both parents within a week during a global pandemic? This episode promises an empathetic and raw conversation with Jocelyn Bates, who shares her harrowing experience and the journey of processing such an immense loss. We unravel the bravery it takes to face profound grief, the struggle against anger and frustration, and the crucial importance of openly discussing these intense emotions. Jocelyn's story is a powerful reminder that even in the darkest times, there is strength to be found and a community ready to support those who are grieving.We then explore the deep emotional ties of family and the transformative power of forgiveness. Listen as we recount the evolving relationship between a father and child, marked by the father's struggle with PTSD and his commitment to being an exceptional grandfather. The narrative captures the poignant moments of reconnection and the devastating impact of losing loved ones during the pandemic. We reflect on the emotional toll on families dealing with hospital trauma and burnout, recognizing the compassionate efforts of medical staff and the solace provided by hospice nurses.Lastly, we venture into the intricate landscape of healing through grief and connection. Discover the realities of dissociation, the therapeutic impact of practices like Yoga Nidra and EFT tapping, and the importance of emotional validation. We also discuss breaking the cycle of emotional repression and the generational trauma that shapes our responses to loss. Join us as we highlight stories of resilience, practical strategies for navigating grief, and the uplifting work of individuals like Paul Rubin, who dedicates his life to helping bereaved children find a path to healing.JOCELYN'S LINKS:WEBSITE: https://www.jocelynbates.net/FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/jocelyn.bates.5INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/soulsessionsbyjocelyn/Check out "Ungovernable", the podcast that Jocelyn and her husband Matthew Struck (who will be my guest on an upcoming episode) produce and host together. Available on Apple, Spotify and podcast platforms everywhere!GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

What if you could find peace amidst unimaginable sorrow? Join us for a poignant conversation with Suzy Easterling Wood, who bravely shares her heartbreaking journey of losing two of her three children. Suzy reveals the stark contrasts between her experiences with loss—one that brought unexpected peace, and another that was unbearably painful. She offers profound insights into how she found the strength to move forward, providing a beacon of hope for those navigating similar paths of grief.We also explore the emotional turbulence that follows such devastating losses, including the impact on personal relationships and the challenge of seeking closure when answers are hard to come by. Suzy recounts the difficulties of modeling healthy grieving behaviors for her surviving daughter, all while managing her own emotional landscape. From the therapeutic power of creative outlets to the importance of small, intentional steps toward healing, Susie shares invaluable strategies for integrating grief into a meaningful life.Humor and relatable anecdotes add lightness to our conversation, making this episode not just a lesson in surviving grief, but also a celebration of resilience and community support. Whether it's through the comfort of a quirky hot dog recipe or the candid reflections on anger and forgiveness, Suzy's story is a testament to the human spirit's capacity for resilience. Tune in to find comfort, inspiration, and practical advice from a mother who continues to find hope amidst profound sorrow.SUZY'S LINKS:Website: https://www.fromthreetoone.com/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/suzy.easterlingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/from.threetoone/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@fromthreetooneGIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Losing a parent can change everything. Join us on this special 10th episode of "Our Dead Dads" as we sit down with Laura Cina, who recounts the profound impact of losing her father at just 11 years old. Through her tears and laughter, Laura brings a unique perspective on how grief shapes family dynamics and how humor can coexist with sorrow. Laura's journey is a testament to the enduring process of grieving and the importance of normalizing conversations around loss.Family relationships can become incredibly complex in the wake of loss, and Laura's experience is no exception. She opens up about the difficult dynamics with her father's girlfriend, whose emotional struggles and alcohol issues compounded the family's grief. Laura reflects on the emotional toll of maintaining memories through personal belongings and dealing with family conflicts over her father's possessions. Her story sheds light on the ongoing impact of grief on relationships with half-siblings and other relatives, offering a raw and honest look at how family bonds change and evolve through tragedy.Grieving through significant dates like Father's Day and birthdays comes with its own set of challenges, and Laura shares her personal rituals for honoring her dad's memory. From visiting her father's dock property to the awkwardness of reconnecting with distant relatives on social media, Laura provides a candid look at the mixed emotions these experiences bring. As we wrap up the episode, Laura engages in a fun rapid-fire question segment, offering a refreshing end to a deeply meaningful conversation. Tune in to hear her story and join us in building a supportive community that embraces the complexities of grief and loss.FOLLOW LAURA!WEBSITE: https://www.lauracinaofficial.com/FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/laura.cina.3INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/lauracinaofficial/GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW OUR DEAD DADS ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Imagine growing up with an abusive, schizophrenic father and then surviving a school shooting where you knew the shooter. On this week's episode of "Our Dead Dads," we feature an incredible interview with Melissa Armstrong, a nurse turned trauma-informed functional health coach, who bravely shares her life story. From witnessing her brother's tragic death to navigating a career in nursing amidst personal turmoil, Melissa opens up about the profound layers of grief and trauma she has endured over the past 20 years.Melissa's journey through therapy and holistic healing is nothing short of inspiring. Dealing with severe anxiety and panic attacks, Melissa discovered meditation and other holistic practices that gave her control over her mental health. Her transition to functional health coaching allowed her to help other women heal from similar experiences. Through candid discussions about her family dynamics, Melissa provides insight into how unresolved past traumas continuously affect relationships, and emphasizes the importance of supportive networks and self-care.As we wrap up, Melissa's story takes a hopeful turn, focusing on forgiveness and personal growth. She shares her future plans to expand her practice and reach more people through books and speaking engagements. We conclude with some lighter moments, including a fun rapid-fire round that reveals hidden aspects of Melissa's personality. Tune in for a deeply moving and ultimately uplifting conversation about resilience, healing, and the power of human connection.GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW US ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/

Ever wondered what it's like to kick-start a podcast from scratch while navigating personal memories and relationships? Join us for our first bonus episode of "Our Dead Dads" where Nick takes the hot seat to answer your most burning questions—co-hosted by the ever-supportive Kim Gaylord. From the joys of achieving a lifelong goal to the candid, humorous moments shared, this episode is a rollercoaster of emotions and insights. Learn about the hurdles we faced and the triumphs we celebrated in our journey to bring this podcast to life.Curious about the behind-the-scenes magic of podcast production? Discover the essential research, preparation, and the critical role of Kristina Driscoll's 10-week online class in shaping our podcast. Get practical advice on overcoming the discomfort of hearing your own voice and understand the meticulous process of pre-interview research and editing. This episode also unveils Nick's current wishlist of future guests. including Dax Shepard, Howard Stern, Cody Rhodes, Drew Barrymore, Jennette McCurdy, Kevin Hart, Anderson Cooper and Barack Obama, aiming to explore their unique experiences with parenthood, grief, and family dynamics.Relive personal, heartfelt memories as we discuss Nick's athletic dad, family movie traditions, and the lasting impact of verbal abuse. We invite you to share your stories and suggest topics to expand the scope of our podcast. Ending on a lighter note, enjoy a rapid-fire round diving into Nick's favorite things—from snacks to dream cars and NASCAR heroes. Tune in for a memorable blend of heartfelt reflections and enjoyable banter that promises to keep you engaged and entertained!GIVE THE SHOW A 5-STAR RATING ON APPLE PODCASTS! FOLLOW US ON APPLE OR YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST PLATFORM! BOOKMARK OUR WEBSITE: www.ourdeaddads.com FOLLOW US ON SOCIAL MEDIA: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ourdeaddadspod/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ourdeaddadspod TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ourdeaddadspod Twitter / X: https://x.com/ourdeaddadspod YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmmv6sdmMIys3GDBjiui3kw LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ourdeaddadspod/