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We're excited to bring you this convo from this year's Socialism Conference, held in September 2024 here in Chicago! The last few years of political turmoil have unearthed the longstanding lack of public trust in the news media. As journalists who work in, outside and against legacy media, we had the opportunity to be in convo with some brilliant peers about the long and deep legacy of movement journalism that expands transformative, abolitionist, and antiracist movement building through truthful reporting. The session was captained by friend of the pod Lewis Wallace, whose book The View from Somewhere is a must-read about how the myth of journalistic objectivity harms journalists and community. We also were in convo with Clarissa Brooks, who is Editor-in-Chief of The Forge; and Ryan Sorrell, Founder & Publisher of the Kansas City Defender. Get in tune! SHOW NOTES Learn about Lewis Raven Wallace - https://www.lewispants.com/about Dig into The Forge - https://forgeorganizing.org/ Peep the KC Defender - https://kansascitydefender.com/ Follow AirGo - instagram.com/airgoradio Find One Million Experiments on tour! - www.respairmedia.com/events Bring us to your community by hitting us up - contact@respairmedia.com CREDITS Hosts & Exec. Producers - Damon Williams and Daniel Kisslinger Associate Producer - Rocío Santos Engagement Producer - Rivka Yeker Digital Media Producer - Troi Valles

Cette semaine émission depuis l'île Maurice où se déroule à partir de jeudi l'AfrasiaBank Mauritius Open.  Un tournoi qui se tient pour la première fois sur le parcours de La Réserve, inauguré il y a moins d'un mois. Avec nous en plateau, Tom Vaillant qui dispute l'un de ses premiers tournois en tant que membre du DPWolrd Tour. Antoine Rozner, tenant du titre, nous donnera de ses nouvelles juste avant de défendre son trophée. Lewis Wallace, pro de golf et ambassadeur Heritage est également avec nous pour parler du nouveau tracé de La Réserve.

In this Special Bonus Episode, we are honored to welcome back Dr. Cynthia Lewis Wallace to the TFM Podcast. Dr. Lewis Wallace will engage in a profound discussion about domestic violence, also recognized as intimate partner violence. During this episode, Dr. Lewis Wallace will provide insights into the nature of abuse, its far-reaching impact, strategies to offer support to those affected, and essential resources for assistance. Furthermore, we will address common misconceptions surrounding abusive relationships, and explore the intricate dynamics that make breaking these cycles and moving forward so challenging. This episode is marked by its emotional gravity. We fervently hope that the information presented will not only foster increased understanding and empathy for survivors but also serve as a catalyst for meaningful change. If you or anyone you know is impacted by domsetic violence please contact the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 800-799-7233 for support. We are sincerely grateful for your listenership. Let's Heal. Monica Patrtice Wallace

In this episode of The First Mind Podcast listeners are introduced to Army Veteran and Clinical Psychologist, Dr. Cynthia Lewis Wallace as she explains the theory of attachment development, the four attachment styles, attachment fluidity, and how we can all heal and move towords more secure attachment in connecting with others. Viewers are encouraged to take the following free attachment style quiz as an accompaniment to this episode. https://quiz.attachmentproject.com/ Let's heal.

From 1990 until 1994, a man in Charlotte North Carolina, preyed on women—raping and strangling his victims. He would go unnoticed by the police for years. Choosing his victims from women he knew—women he'd worked with at a fast food restaurant—and their friends, he was looking for money to fuel his drug habit, but before leaving his victims, he would rape and use the Boston choke to murder. This is the story of Henry Lewis Wallace. The Taco Bell Strangler.sources used for this podcastJOIN THE HITCHED 2 HOMICIDE IN-LAWS AND OUTLAWSSTART KRIS CALVERT'S BOOKS TODAY FOR FREEH2H WEBSITEH2H on TWITTERH2H on INSTA

Bienvenidos a Podcastwood. El hogar de las estrellas, el podcast sobre los pilares del cine y donde solo las películas consideradas como obras maestras del séptimo arte son analizadas e invitadas a esta selecta hora de la podcastfera cinéfila española. 1️⃣✖0️⃣3️⃣ | BEN-HUR Dirigida por William Wyler y protagonizada por Charlton Heston nos cuenta la historia de Judá Ben-Hur, hijo de una familia noble de Jerusalén, y Mesala, un amigo de la infancia con el que acabará enemistado, durante la época de Jesucristo. Completan el reparto Jack Hawkins, Stephen Boyd, Haya Harareet o Hugh Griffith, entre otros. Música de Miklós Rózsa, fotografía de Robert Surtees y guion de Karl Turnberg, que adapta una novela de Lewis Wallace y que convierte a Ben-Hur en una de las grandes obras de la historia del cine. ¿Sabías que se rodó en un formato único y fugaz llamado MGM 65 / Ultra Panavision 70 ?. ¿Qué sabes de la carrera de cuadrigas?. ¿Sabes que inspiró a la famosa carrera de vainas de Star Wars?. Y debatimos, ¿Lacra la religión su vigencia en nuevas generaciones? Camina junto a Fran Maestra y Gonzalo Cuélliga por El Paseo de la Fama escuchando este podcast de cine clásico que homenajea a Ben-Hur. SECCIONES ▪️ Contexto ▪️ El MGM 65 / Ultra Panavision 70 ▪️ La carrera de cuadrigas ▪️ Star Wars y la carrera de cuadrigas ▪️ ¿Lacra la religión su vigencia en nuevas generaciones? ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ LISTA DE PELÍCULAS CITADAS EN EL PROGRAMA: https://letterboxd.com/podcastwood/list/1x03-podcastwood-ben-hur/ ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ LISTA DE PELÍCULAS CITADAS EN EL PROGRAMA: https://letterboxd.com/podcastwood/list/1x03-podcastwood-ben-hur/ ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ ⭐ ÚNETE AL PASEO DE LA FAMA DE PODCASTWOOD Si te gusta Podcastwood y quieres ayudarnos a seguir progresando con este proyecto convertirte en fan y parte de nuestra comunidad activando el botón "APOYAR" en ivoox. Con ello recibirás las siguientes ventajas: ▪️ Acceso al grupo privado de Telegram de Podcastwood ▪️ Acceso en ivoox a los programas exclusivos para fans ▪️ Capacidad para elegir contenidos para los programas exclusivos para fans ▪️ Enlaces privados para asistir a las grabaciones de los programas para fans ▪️ Críticas semanales de los estrenos de la semana en salas y/o servicios de streaming Comparte día a día tu pasión por el cine junto a nosotros y otros amigos cinéfilos enamorados del séptimo arte. Acomódate, ¡te estábamos esperando! ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ SÍGUENOS EN TWITTER: @podcastwood @fran_maestra @gcuelliga INSTAGRAM: podcastwood BLOGGER: podcastwood.blogspot.com ✉ CONTACTANOS EN podcastwoodmail@gmail.com ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ DISFRUTA DE LA BSO DE PODCASTWOOD EN SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2FYBsPmqMxvs9gtgrUtQ62 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ CREW ▪️Producción: Fran Maestra y Gonzalo Cuélliga ▪️ Redacción: Fran Maestra y Gonzalo Cuélliga ▪️ Sonido y grafismo: Fran Maestra ▪️ Entorno digital: Gonzalo Cuélliga ▪️ Conducción: Fran Maestra y Gonzalo Cuélliga ▪️ Locución: Marta Navas Podcastwood | 2023

Tóth Andi szegecses nyakörvben finálézik: igazi vadmacskává változott Joy     2023-04-09 18:30:35     Bulvár Tóth Andi Sztárban sztár Elérkezett a Sztárban sztár fináléja, ma este kiderül, ki lesz idén Magyarország legsokoldalúbb előadója. Hivatalos, nincs több Indiana Jones-film, A sors tárcsája az utolsó Mafab     2023-04-10 04:00:02     Film Disney A Disney komoly hírt jelentett be az Indiana Jones-szal kapcsolatban. Az Indiana Jones és a sors tárcsája (galériánkban) lesz a nagy búcsúfilm. Hugh Jackman számára maradandó károkat okozott Farkas szerepének eljátszása! theGeek     2023-04-10 08:24:25     Film Mozi Hugh Jackman X-Men Mozi Hírek – Farkas (Rozsomák) ikonikus szerep volt Hugh Jackman számára, de az X-Men karakternek hátrányai is voltak, többek között maradandó fizikai sérüléseket okozott neki. Hugh Jackman öröksége az X-Men-filmek Rozsomákjaként örökre szól. Mivel több mint húsz éven át játszotta a karaktert, Jackman és „Farkas” szorosan összekapcsolódott. Jackman Hányszor keveredhet valaki fegyveres rablásba? 24.hu     2023-04-09 19:00:45     Film A Big Mäck: Az ártatlan bűnöző egyaránt szól a német igazságszolgáltatás csúfos bakijáról, a média áldozatgyártásáról és egy dörzsölt bűnözőről, aki sok minden miatt ülhetett volna, de pont azért csukták le, amit nem követett el. Lecseréli Majkát és Pápai Jocit a Tv2 Blikk     2023-04-09 21:39:36     Film TV2 Majka Sztárban sztár Különleges és váratlan változásról számolt be Till Attila a Sztárban Sztár döntőjében: a csatorna lecseréli a népszerű vetélkedőjének, a Zsákmamacska műsorvezetőit. A Totoro – A varázserdő titka vitte el a pálmát Librarius     2023-04-10 09:59:01     Színpad A Laurence Olivier-díjak idei nagy nyertese a Totoro - A varázserdő titka színpadi adaptációja, mely hat kategóriában is első lett.   Április közepén kezdődnek a 10. Színházi Olimpia programjai Békés vármegyében Tudás.hu     2023-04-10 10:43:59     Színpad Színház Békés Április közepén kezdődnek a 10. Színházi Olimpia programjai Békés vármegyében, a megyeszékhely a Bábszínházi Világtalálkozónak is az egyik helyszíne lesz. A 10. Színházi Olimpia keretében a Magyarországi Bábművészek Szövetsége tizenhárom vidéki bábszínház összefogásával Bábművészeti Világtalálkozót szervez április 9. és június 30. között. A békéscs Családi filmek húsvéthétfőre port.hu     2023-04-10 00:00:00     Film Húsvét A nagy tojáskeresgélés és locsolkodási procedúra közepette esetleg jól jöhet pár film is, hátha kiszellőztetnétek a fejeteket picikét. Április 10-én történt kultura.hu     2023-04-10 08:00:00     Könyv USA Húsvét Diplomata Ma van húsvéthétfő, a húsvétvasárnapot követő nap, amikor népszokás volt a locsolkodás, ezért néhol vízbevető hétfőnek is nevezték. 1827-ben ezen a napon született Lewis Wallace amerikai író, diplomata, fő műve a filmen is hatalmas sikert arató Ben Hur című regény. 20 egyéjszakás kaland – ünnepel az A38 Koncert.hu     2023-04-10 08:46:53     Zene Kultúra A38 Hajó Az áprilisban húszéves A38 Hajó húsz estényi programmal pecsételi meg húszéves helyét a budapesti kulturális térben. Elektronikus bulik, külföldi sztárok, feltörekvők és saját jubileumukat is ünneplő magyar zenekarok a két hónapos jubileumi programsorozatban. Boross Martin: “Számos művészeti kezdeményezés van, amire kutya se kíváncsi, de milliárdokat tolnak bele” Színház.online     2023-04-10 06:04:00     Színpad Fesztiválok Tavasz Színház Kutya Szállás A Budapesti Tavaszi Fesztivál keretében mutatja be Magyarországon a Remény Panzió című előadását a Stereo Akt. Erről és a független színházi szcéna helyzetéről és a fesztivál jelentőségéről is kérdezte Boross Martint, a Stereo Akt művészeti vezetőjét a 24.hu.

Tóth Andi szegecses nyakörvben finálézik: igazi vadmacskává változott Joy     2023-04-09 18:30:35     Bulvár Tóth Andi Sztárban sztár Elérkezett a Sztárban sztár fináléja, ma este kiderül, ki lesz idén Magyarország legsokoldalúbb előadója. Hivatalos, nincs több Indiana Jones-film, A sors tárcsája az utolsó Mafab     2023-04-10 04:00:02     Film Disney A Disney komoly hírt jelentett be az Indiana Jones-szal kapcsolatban. Az Indiana Jones és a sors tárcsája (galériánkban) lesz a nagy búcsúfilm. Hugh Jackman számára maradandó károkat okozott Farkas szerepének eljátszása! theGeek     2023-04-10 08:24:25     Film Mozi Hugh Jackman X-Men Mozi Hírek – Farkas (Rozsomák) ikonikus szerep volt Hugh Jackman számára, de az X-Men karakternek hátrányai is voltak, többek között maradandó fizikai sérüléseket okozott neki. Hugh Jackman öröksége az X-Men-filmek Rozsomákjaként örökre szól. Mivel több mint húsz éven át játszotta a karaktert, Jackman és „Farkas” szorosan összekapcsolódott. Jackman Hányszor keveredhet valaki fegyveres rablásba? 24.hu     2023-04-09 19:00:45     Film A Big Mäck: Az ártatlan bűnöző egyaránt szól a német igazságszolgáltatás csúfos bakijáról, a média áldozatgyártásáról és egy dörzsölt bűnözőről, aki sok minden miatt ülhetett volna, de pont azért csukták le, amit nem követett el. Lecseréli Majkát és Pápai Jocit a Tv2 Blikk     2023-04-09 21:39:36     Film TV2 Majka Sztárban sztár Különleges és váratlan változásról számolt be Till Attila a Sztárban Sztár döntőjében: a csatorna lecseréli a népszerű vetélkedőjének, a Zsákmamacska műsorvezetőit. A Totoro – A varázserdő titka vitte el a pálmát Librarius     2023-04-10 09:59:01     Színpad A Laurence Olivier-díjak idei nagy nyertese a Totoro - A varázserdő titka színpadi adaptációja, mely hat kategóriában is első lett.   Április közepén kezdődnek a 10. Színházi Olimpia programjai Békés vármegyében Tudás.hu     2023-04-10 10:43:59     Színpad Színház Békés Április közepén kezdődnek a 10. Színházi Olimpia programjai Békés vármegyében, a megyeszékhely a Bábszínházi Világtalálkozónak is az egyik helyszíne lesz. A 10. Színházi Olimpia keretében a Magyarországi Bábművészek Szövetsége tizenhárom vidéki bábszínház összefogásával Bábművészeti Világtalálkozót szervez április 9. és június 30. között. A békéscs Családi filmek húsvéthétfőre port.hu     2023-04-10 00:00:00     Film Húsvét A nagy tojáskeresgélés és locsolkodási procedúra közepette esetleg jól jöhet pár film is, hátha kiszellőztetnétek a fejeteket picikét. Április 10-én történt kultura.hu     2023-04-10 08:00:00     Könyv USA Húsvét Diplomata Ma van húsvéthétfő, a húsvétvasárnapot követő nap, amikor népszokás volt a locsolkodás, ezért néhol vízbevető hétfőnek is nevezték. 1827-ben ezen a napon született Lewis Wallace amerikai író, diplomata, fő műve a filmen is hatalmas sikert arató Ben Hur című regény. 20 egyéjszakás kaland – ünnepel az A38 Koncert.hu     2023-04-10 08:46:53     Zene Kultúra A38 Hajó Az áprilisban húszéves A38 Hajó húsz estényi programmal pecsételi meg húszéves helyét a budapesti kulturális térben. Elektronikus bulik, külföldi sztárok, feltörekvők és saját jubileumukat is ünneplő magyar zenekarok a két hónapos jubileumi programsorozatban. Boross Martin: “Számos művészeti kezdeményezés van, amire kutya se kíváncsi, de milliárdokat tolnak bele” Színház.online     2023-04-10 06:04:00     Színpad Fesztiválok Tavasz Színház Kutya Szállás A Budapesti Tavaszi Fesztivál keretében mutatja be Magyarországon a Remény Panzió című előadását a Stereo Akt. Erről és a független színházi szcéna helyzetéről és a fesztivál jelentőségéről is kérdezte Boross Martint, a Stereo Akt művészeti vezetőjét a 24.hu.

On this episode, Crystal and Ra are joined by Lewis Wallace. Together, they discuss what copaganda is and how it is embedded in our daily lives. Lewis is a journalist, podcaster, and the abolition journalism fellow for Interrupting Criminalization, an organization co-founded by Mariame Kaba and Andrea J. Ritchie. - Season 3 is about the media's involvement in carceral or abolitionist thinking- how it uses narratives to impact, radicalize, and shift culture. To access the episode transcript, visit InitiateJustice.org/Podcast --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/abolitionisforeverybody/support

TESTO DELL'ARTICOLO ➜ www.bastabugie.it/it/articoli.php?id=7066L'ODIO PER I CATTOLICI ALLE ORIGINI DEGLI USA di Rino CammilleriI Padri Pellegrini, ritenuti paleofondatori degli Stati Uniti, erano protestanti così fanatici da venire scacciati dai protestanti egemoni, che mal sopportavano chi era più fanatico di loro. E i Pilgrim Fathers traversarono l'oceano per trovare una terra in cui uno fosse libero di fare il fanatico come gli pareva. Da qui un Paese letteralmente fondato sulla libertà di religione. Naturalmente, le cose non andarono esattamente nel modo semplicistico con cui le abbiamo tratteggiate, ma nel complesso sì.I Fondatori posero fin da subito delle eccezioni: libertà per tutti, tranne che per i pagani e i papisti. I pagani erano gli indiani, che nell'America del Sud si chiamavano indios. Questi, gli spagnoli li evangelizzarono come da patto col Papa, che aveva dato ai Re Cattolici il permesso di colonizzare il Nuovo Mondo purché si facessero carico della cristianizzazione dei nativi. E così fu, tanto che, ancora oggi, i nomi delle città statunitensi nei territori sottratti al Messico già spagnolo armi in pugno suonano San Antonio, Los Angeles, Sacramento, Corpus Christi, Santa Fe, San Diego, San José, San Francisco, eccetera. Tutte sorte attorno a missioni francescane, le più delle quali create dal beato Junìpero Serra (la cui statua in Campidoglio è l'unica id un frate papista). I Conquistadores, controllati a vista dai loro cappellani, sposarono donne azteche e incas, tanto che oggi il Sudamerica è completamente meticcio.AL NORD IL TRIONFO DEI WASPNon così fu al Nord, dove, Pocahontas a parte, i coloni non si mischiarono con i nativi. Infatti, oggi, nel melting pot americano l'etnia pellerossa è ridotta a pochi esemplari. L'altro divieto era per il papismo, et puor cause: il protestantesimo era appunto una separazione indignata dalla casa - madre cattolica, da Lutero in poi presentata come sentina di ogni errore e corruzione. Perciò ci vollero un paio di secoli prima che i cattolici venissero ammessi alla vita comune. Finché la maggioranza fu wasp (white, anglo - saxon, protestant), l'ostracismo nei confronti dei cattolici permase (il KuKluxKlan annovera i papisti, con gli ebrei e i neri, tra i nemici della nazione americana: il governo si decise finalmente a prendere provvedimenti quando nell'indiana vide scontrarsi per vari giorni studenti cattolici dell'Università di Notre Dame e militanti del KKK). Uno dei motivi per cui gli Usa con la guerra del 1848 non si annessero l'intero Messico, fu che l'immissione di milioni di cattolici negli States avrebbe sovvertito gli equilibri di un Paese wasp. Basti pensare agli irlandesi arruolatisi per fame nell'esercito americano: trattati con disprezzo perché papisti, nel 1848 molti di loro passarono coi messicani (cattolici e antischiavisti) e costituirono il battaglione San Patricio. Quelli che sopravvissero furono marchiati a fuoco sulla faccia e impiccati come traditori (a questo e a quel che segue abbiamo dedicato specifiche puntate de Il Kattolico). Ci volle tempo e la pazienza dei missionari papisti, che aprivano scuole (boicottate) anche agli indiani e ai neri. Santi come Catherine Drexel, una convertita che diede fondo alle sue grandi ricchezze per assistere gli ultimi (il celebre vibrafonista Lionel Hampton, bambino nero di strada, dovette alle sue suore istruzione ed educazione). Ci vollero figure come suor Blandina Segale, mandata nel selvaggio West, che lo stesso Billy The Kid rispettava. Una vita di contrasti, perché ovunque andasse i wasp le vietavano l'insegnamento o l'assistenza ospedaliera. O padre Giuseppe Bixio, fratello del garibaldino Nino: gesuita, si accorse subito che gli indiani erano trattati come subumani e ne prese le difese. Alla Guerra di Secessione si arruolò come cappellano tra i Confederati e si rese protagonista di imprese leggendarie. A guerra finita scampò alla vendetta nordista perché aveva sempre soccorso i feriti di ambedue i lati.GLI ITALIANI E I LATINOSProprio quella guerra portò altri cattolici in terra americana. Si trattava dei borbonici sconfitti, cui venne offerto l'arruolamento nei ranghi della Confederazione, a corto di uomini rispetto al più popoloso Nord. Quella nostra gente si ritrovò sconfitta di nuovo e per avere combattuto per il Sud. Ma, non avendo dove andare, rimase in terra americana. Così come gli unici due sopravvissuti alla celebre battaglia di Little Big Horn, quando gli indiani sterminarono il Settimo Cavalleria di Custer: Giovanni Martini, sergente trombettiere, e il tenente Carlo Di Rudio. Il primo era stato mandato, inutilmente, a cercare soccorsi. L'altro era un ex carbonaro, compagno di quel Felice Orsini che aveva attentato alla vita di Napoleone III. Scappato in America, come tanti altri cospiratori europei era stato arruolato e mandato negli avamposti più lontani (così il governo si liberava delle teste calde esperte nell'arte di cospirare: non si sapeva mai). Lentamente, l'immigrazione dei latinos, soprattutto messicani, fece il resto portando alla situazione odierna, con il cattolicesimo divenuto numericamente la prima religione negli States, se si tiene conto che il protestantesimo è parcellizzato in miriadi di denominazioni diverse, ciascuna delle quali sempre in procinto di sdoppiamento per scisma.Si aggiunga un altro non trascurabile fenomeno: le conversioni. Tutto l'Ottocento vide un flusso pressoché continuo di conversioni di protestanti al cattolicesimo, laddove il percorso era praticamente inesistente. Personaggi leggendari come Buffalo Bill, Toro Seduto, Kit Carson e Alce Nero si fecero battezzare cattolici. Ciò era dovuto anche allo spettacolo dell'abnegazione del clero cattolico nei confronti dei più sfortunati, indipendentemente dal colore della pelle. Nella Guerra Civile le suore cattoliche si erano prese instancabilmente cura dei feriti di entrambe le parti. E, a guerra finita, il Papa Pio IX aveva mandato la sua benedizione con un rosario al Presidente sudista Jefferson Davis in carcere. Moltissimi nativi e altrettanti ex schiavi neri poterono studiare e acquisire dignità grazie alle istruzioni che la Chiesa cattolica, pur tra mille difficoltà e boicottaggi, aveva fatto sorgere in terra americana. Si pensi anche all'assistenza agli immigrati europei, di cui santa Francesca Cabrini è di fatto il simbolo. Con la crisi della patata del 1847 e le spietate politiche economiche degli occupanti inglesi, un milione di irlandesi morirono di fame e un altro milione sbarcò in America. Tutti cattolici. Poi venne il turno dei contingenti italiani (negli anni a cavallo del Novecento, più di cinque milioni di nostri connazionali sbarcarono a Ellis Island in fuga dalla fame in cui l'Italia "piemontese" li aveva precipitati). Il tutto mentre non si arrestava il fenomeno delle conversioni individuali a cui abbiamo accennato. Mostri sacri dell'intrattenimento come Bing Crisby (è sua la canzone più venduta di sempre, White Christamas), John Wayne, Gary Cooper (una figlia suora), Jane Russel, Loretta Young, Dolores Hart ("fidanzatina" cinematografica di Elvis Presley: finì monaca di clausura), ma anche Babe Ruth (il più grande giocatore di tutti i tempi dello sport più americano che ci sia, il baseball, il generale Lewis Wallace (l'autore di Ben Hur), e si potrebbe continuare per pagine. Infatti, ci vorrà un'altra puntata.

10 NİSAN 2021 DÜNYA TARİHİNDE BUGÜN YAŞANANLAR 837 - Halley kuyruklu yıldızı, Dünya'nın yakınından geçti. 1815 - Endonezya'da Sumbawa adasında Tambora volkanik dağı püskürdü. Dağdan çıkan lavlar, küller ve dumanların doğrudan etkilerinin yanı sıra, açlık ve salgın yaratarak 100 bin kişinin ölümüne sebep oldu. TÜRKİYE TARİHİNDE BUGÜN YAŞANANLAR 1845 - Türk Polis Teşkilatı kuruldu. 1928 - TBMM, Anayasa'nın ikinci maddesini değiştirdi. Söz konusu maddeden, "Türkiye Devleti'nin dini İslam'dır" bölümü çıkarıldı. Milletvekilleri ve Cumhurbaşkanı, yemin ederken "Vallahi" yerine "Namusum üzerine söz veririm" diyecek. 1931 - Ankara'da toplanan Türk Ocakları Olağanüstü Kurultayı, Türk Ocakları'nın feshine ve mallarının CHP'ye devredilmesine karar verdi. BUGÜN DOĞANLAR 1018 -  Büyük Selçuklu Devleti'nin Farsi Veziri Nizam-ül Mülk, dünyaya geldi. 1827 -  Amerikalı asker, devlet adamı ve yazar Amerikan İç Savaşı'nda Birlik Kuvvetleri generali Lewis Wallace, doğdu. 1908 -  Türk mühendis ve Devlet Üstün Hizmet Madalyası sahibi Sezai Türkeş, dünyaya geldi. BUGÜN ÖLENLER 1931 -  Lübnan asıllı Amerikalı ressam, şair ve filozof Halil Cibran, hayatını kaybetti. 1950 -  Türk asker ve Türk Kurtuluş Savaşı komutanlarından Fevzi Çakmak, vefat etti. 2004 -  Türk iş adamı Sakıp Sabancı, hayatını kaybetti.

Novela escrita por Lewis Wallace, publicada por priera vez en 1880.

Récent vainqueur du WGC Workday Championship, l'Américain de 24 ans chamboule la hiérarchie. Brillant universitaire, joueur au talent certain et cérébral du jeu, Collin Morikawa est devenu numéro 4 mondial en même temps que devenir une promesse pour le golf de demain. Swing lui consacre en grande partie ce podcast, pour comprendre son jeu et sa mentalité. Cette émission revient dans le même temps sur quelques joueurs clés de la nouvelle génération de golfeurs. Au menu, également : Victor Perez, la Ryder Cup, Rory McIlroy, l'actu de la sphère du golf… Invité : Lewis Wallace. Swing est animé par Arnaud Tillous et Benjamin Cadiou. Enregistrement : Antoine Bourlon. Montage : Roland Richard.

Lewis Wallace, journalist and author of the book The View from somewhere, and the podcast by the same name, joins us to talk about one of our least favorite conventions in journalism: both sidesism. Check out more from Lewis, including his book, podcast, speaking events and trainings: https://www.lewispants.com/ Subscribe to our newsletter: https://realhottake.substack.com/subscribe

Lewis Wallace, journalist and author of the book The View from somewhere, and the podcast by the same name, joins us to talk about one of our least favorite conventions in journalism: both sidesism. Check out more from Lewis, including his book, podcast, speaking events and trainings: https://www.lewispants.com/ Subscribe to our newsletter: https://realhottake.substack.com/subscribe

The year was 1905. We remember Lewis Wallace. Today's reading comes from John Newton, "Come, My Soul, Thy Suit Prepare." — FULL TRANSCRIPTS available: https://www.1517.org/podcasts/the-christian-history-almanac GIVE BACK: Support the work of 1517 today CONTACT: CHA@1517.org SUBSCRIBE: Apple Podcasts Spotify Stitcher Overcast Google Play FOLLOW US: Facebook Twitter Audio production by Christopher Gillespie (gillespie.media).

 Aujourd'hui on s'intéresse à Ben-Hur ! Ce personnage a eu de nombeuses œuvres à son nom. Mais le héros du roman christique du général Wallace a-t-il réellement existé ? c'est la petite histoire du jour de la fabrik audio ! Ben Hur a marqué l'histoire du cinéma. En 907 est sorti le premier court métrage autour de la figure de Ben-Hur, réalisé par l'américain de Sidney Olcott. Puis, en 1925, sortit un premier long métrage, un film spectaculaire de Fred Niblo avec un certain Ramon Novarro. En 1959, Hollywood décida de remette le couvert avec Ben Hur, et cartonna donc avec une nouvelle histoire autour de ce personnage campé par Charlton Heston. Charlton qui avait par le passé déjà donné dans le registre biblique avec "Les Dix commandements". En tous cas cette version fit de Charlton Heston un héros et fut le film Ben Hur le plus mémorable ! Le film qui a raflé en 1960 11 Oscars ! Rien que ça !   Et pour celles et ceux qui ont vu le film, le moment le plus important du film c'est la fameuse course de chars ; pour cette scène ils ont eu besoin de cinq mois de préparation et 78 jours de tournage. La course de chars a nécessité pour certains plans la présence de 15 000 figurants.   L'acteur Charlton Heston avait confié : « Je crois que c'est le seul film de ma carrière à la fin duquel je sentis non seulement mon énergie physique, mais mon énergie créative commencer à s'épuiser. ».   Bien plus tard, en 2003  est sorti le film d'animation Ben-Hur, film pour lequel Charlton Heston a prêté sa voix au personnage de Ben-Hur. Et puis, il n'y a pas si longtemps, en  2016, est sorti un film Ben Hur avec Jack Huston...   Dans ces films il a est donc question d'un certain Ben Hur, un prince juif à l'époque de jésus christ, qui devient le héros d'une course de char.   Mais avant d'être un film, Ben Hur a été un livre, en 1880, livre écrit par un chrétien, le général Lewis Wallace. Quelques années après sa sortie, ce livre est devenu aux États-Unis le roman le plus vendu du xixe siècle. Alors si l'histoire de Ben-Hur ne s'inspire pas d'une réalité, on peut tout de même voir que dans l'antiquité juive il y a eu de nombreux 'Hur' connus et tous ont un lien avec la religion.   Déjà il faut rappeler que ben hur signifie fils de 'Hur'. Et il y aurait eu un Hur qui aurait été le fondateur de la ville de Bethléem.   Un autre Hur, aurait été le roi ou le prince des Madianites, et il aurait été tué par les Hébreux avant leur entrée en Terre promise.   Enfin, l'un des Hur aurait été le beau-frère de Moïse. Mais la création littéraire de Wallace s'est plutôt inspirée d'une autre figure juive historique : celle de Saul, allias Saint Paul et qui trouva la foi en Jésus-Christ sur le chemin de Damas.   Saul était un pharisien qui persécutait de manière violente ceux qui suivaient Jésus mais qui s'est finalement converti ensuite.   Bien que Paul se présente par la suite comme un apôtre du Christ, il ne faisait pas partie de ceux qu'on appelle « les Douze ». Dans le livre des Actes des Apôtres, la conversion de Paul est détaillée. Cette conversion se serait déroulé au moment où Paul était en route vers Damas et aurait eu une apparition de Dieu.   Mais, à priori ce ben hur là n'a jamais fait de courses chars avec 1500 figurants !!! LE SAVIEZ VOUS ?  L'expression française « Arrête ton char, Ben-Hur » existait AVANT le film ou le livre. L'expression était connue sous la forme d' « Arrête ton charre » écrivez charre au sens de « charrier »,   Et cette expression aurait été modifiée dans le parler populaire après le succès du film en 1959.  

The U.S. election will be over soon but this year has surfaced deep human challenges that remain our callings — and possibilities for growth — for the foreseeable future. So this week and next, we’re taking the long view — first with journalist John Biewen, on the stories of our families and hometowns, what it means to be human, and what it means to be white. This conversation between Krista and John starts simply — tracing the racial story of our time through the story of a single life. It’s an exercise each of us can do. And it is a step toward a more whole and humane world, starting with ourselves.John Biewen is audio program director at Duke University’s Center for Documentary Studies and host of the audio documentary podcast, Scene on Radio. In that series, John has explored whiteness, masculinity, and democracy. During a 30-year career, he has told stories from 40 American states and from Europe, Japan, and India.Find the transcript for this show at onbeing.org.

The U.S. election will be over soon but this year has surfaced deep human challenges that remain our callings — and possibilities for growth — for the foreseeable future. So this week and next, we’re taking the long view — first with journalist John Biewen, on the stories of our families and hometowns, what it means to be human, and what it means to be white. This conversation between Krista and John starts simply — tracing the racial story of our time through the story of a single life. It’s an exercise each of us can do. And it is a step toward a more whole and humane world, starting with ourselves.John Biewen is audio program director at Duke University’s Center for Documentary Studies and host of the audio documentary podcast, Scene on Radio. In that series, John has explored whiteness, masculinity, and democracy. During a 30-year career, he has told stories from 40 American states and from Europe, Japan, and India.This interview is edited and produced with music and other features in the On Being episode "John Biewen — The Long View, I: On Being White." Find the transcript for that show at onbeing.org.

Vainqueur dimanche du Rocket Mortgage Classic, Bryson DeChambeau a écrasé le champ de joueurs par son driving (320 mètres de moyenne sur les quatre tours) mais aussi son putting (1,9 coups de mieux que le reste du champ sur les quatre tours). « Swing » discute de la transformation physique de l'Américain en compagnie de Lewis Wallace et Guillaume Biaugeaud, enseignants PGA France, et Sébastien Audoux, responsable du digital chez Canal+.

Quelles sont les conséquences de l'épidémie de coronavirus sur le golf ? Parcours fermés, circuits à l'arrêt, le monde du golf et son économie sont largement impactés par cette crise sanitaire. « Swing » vous donnera également quelques tips pour s'entraîner à la maison. On en parle avec Guillaume Biaugeaud, directeur du golf du Vaudreuil, Lewis Wallace, enseignant au Golf de Longchamp, Romain Langasque, joueur du Tour européen, et Michel Perez, le père de Victor Perez. Tous les podcasts SwingSwing est animé par Jean-Philippe Rodenburger avec Benjamin Cadiou. Pour plus d'informations sur la confidentialité de vos données, visitez Acast.com/privacy

La fin de l'année approche et avec elle les dénouements des saisons européennes. Les final series du Tour européen démarrent en Turquie cette semaine avec notamment trois Français engagés dans ce tournoi à champ réduit. Lewis Wallace, présent à Antalya pour Journal du Golf nous donnera des nouvelles fraîches des meilleurs européens et des tricolores qu'il a croisé. On filera ensuite vers les Baléares ou le Challenge Tour (2e division) connaît son ultime dénouement. Notre envoyé spécial Jean-Philippe Rodenburger revient sur le nouveau tracé accueillant cette grande finale, sur les enjeux tricolores et l'ambiance à part de cette semaine sous haute tension. Swing est animé par Arnaud Tillous avec Benjamin Cadiou et Martin Coulomb.

Une de plus pour Tiger Woods ! À 43 ans, l'Américain a décroché lundi au Zozo Championship son 82e titre sur le PGA Tour. Le Tigre égale le record du plus grand nombre de victoires sur le circuit américain, détenu depuis 54 ans par Sam Snead. Quels sont les secrets du retour de Woods ? Comment ménage-t-il son corps pour jouer à haut niveau ? D'où vient son putting gracieux au Japon ? Peut-il aller chercher les 18 Grand Chelem de Jack Nicklaus ? « Swing » débriefe ce nouveau coup d'éclat de Tiger Woods avec Guillaume Biaugeaud et Lewis Wallace, enseignants professionnels de golf. Tiger Woods, des chiffres pour l'Histoire Swing est animé par Jean-Philippe Rodenburger avec Benjamin Cadiou.

Lewis Wallace was a reporter at Marketplace. You may have heard his voice on the Marketplace Morning Report with David Brancaccio. That was until he publicly questioned the role of objectivity in a Medium post. This line of questioning ultimately got him fired from Marketplace. Dive into one journalist's reckoning with truth.

Lewis Wallace was a reporter at Marketplace. You may have heard his voice on the Marketplace Morning Report with David Brancaccio. That was until he publicly questioned the role of objectivity in a Medium post. This line of questioning ultimately got him fired from Marketplace. Dive into one journalist's reckoning with truth.

Lewis Wallace was a reporter at Marketplace. You may have heard his voice on the Marketplace Morning Report with David Brancaccio. That was until he publicly questioned the role of objectivity in a Medium post. We need to let go of idea that objectivity is dying. A more useful framework is that objectivity is a mythology that we're urgently debunking to figure out what can stand in its place. That doesn't lessen our pursuit of truth, it just reveals the complexity that was always there, which is that subjectivity that informs that pursuit. This line of questioning ultimately got him fired from Marketplace. Dive into one journalist's reckoning with truth.  

Lewis Wallace was a reporter at Marketplace. You may have heard his voice on the Marketplace Morning Report with David Brancaccio. That was until he publicly questioned the role of objectivity in a Medium post. We need to let go of idea that objectivity is dying. A more useful framework is that objectivity is a mythology that we're urgently debunking to figure out what can stand in its place. That doesn't lessen our pursuit of truth, it just reveals the complexity that was always there, which is that subjectivity that informs that pursuit. This line of questioning ultimately got him fired from Marketplace. Dive into one journalist's reckoning with truth.  

Puck Lo welcomes journalist Lewis Wallace as a co-host. They talk journalism, Palestine, healthcare, and trans rights. Then they are joined by organizer Oscar Otzoy of the Coalition of Immokalee Workers, who discusses his work holding corporations accountable.Support the show (https://dignityandrights.org/donate/)

In this final episode Hideo shares his reasons for leaving the Unification and all he lost—and gained—when he left.     TRANSCRIPT Hideo Higashibaba [00:00:01] Thanks for listening to Growing Up Moonie. Just a heads up for our listeners, this episode includes mention of mental health crisis, rape, family abuse, death, hospitalization, homophobia, and child abuse. Please take care of yourself as you listen. And now the final episode of Growing Up Moonie. News Announcer [00:00:21] A decade ago, the Reverend Sun Myung Moon was accused of controlling the minds of young people creating so-called Moonies. News Announcer [00:00:28] So called Moonies, followers of the Reverend Sun Myung Moon, head of the Unification Church, who became well-known in the early 80s for his mass wedding ceremonies. Interpreter [00:00:36] Do you pledge to establish an eternal family with which God can be happy. Crowd [00:00:44] Yes! Interpreter [00:00:45] It. We are talking about absolute fidelity here. If anybody deviates from this. God. You may be about to go. News Announcer [00:00:55] But the church has a different plan for the second generation. 2nd Gen [00:00:58] I felt like we weren't equipped for the world. You know we aren't just like this bubble. 2nd Gen [00:01:03] To me it sounds culty. I know it's what brought our parents to church but it's not what you see in the church. 2nd Gen [00:01:08] Even if I'm not doing everything that they want me to do or I don't believe everything that they believe we still have this like line that connects us. Hideo Higashibaba [00:01:20] My name is Hideo Higashi Baba. I am queer, brown and transgender. I like reading, watching TV, swimming, and hiking, and hanging out with my dog Stanley. And oh yeah I grew up in a cult. This is Growing Up Moonie, stories of people who grew up in the Unification Church, Also known as the Moonies. And for this last episode I wanted to tell my story. Hideo Higashibaba [00:01:48] For the most part before I left, I was a really good Moonie. When I was 18 I told my parents I wanted an arranged marriage just like they got. I read the sacred texts, I didn't date or smoke or drink. I got good grades and honored my father and mother. At church, I was taught the Divine Principle the sacred teachings of the church. I learned that the source of all sin was sex that I had to save my virginity for my husband. In my heart I knew what the founder Sun Myung Moon told us about the world was right and it was my job to protect myself from anything that would contradict that. Hideo Higashibaba [00:02:30] I am my parent's third child out of four. There are my two older sisters than me than my younger sister. Before I was born my father Shinichi prayed and prayed for a boy but all he got was another kid with a vagina. He doesn't know that I'm transgender. I'm pretty sure he would not be happy to find out. Hideo Higashibaba [00:02:51] My parents had four children in six years, and from the moment we were born we were told we were special. Unlike my classmates, their parents, the people we saw out in the world, we didn't have Original Sin and that meant we were better than everyone else. It also meant that we had to be better. Better behaved, better in school, more modest, discreet, and generous. We were literally born to save the world from Satan, to reunite humanity with God. And we could not fuck that up. Hideo Higashibaba [00:03:27] But there's something else. I grew up in an abusive family. My mom Andrea would fly into rages and yell at us until she was hoarse. She also hit us. My dad Shinichi did too. You might not know that much about abusive or co-dependent family structures; in my family, we were raised to take care of Andrea. Our needs came second. No matter how much she yelled at us or hit us. Our job was to make sure she felt OK. How we felt didn't matter. As a kid I tried not to cry when she hit me but it wasn't because I was tough. It was because I didn't want to make her feel bad for what she was doing. This co-dependent relationship and isolation from the outside world meant that our relationships with the church were inextricable from our relationship with Andrea. You couldn't get one without the other. Doing things Andrea didn't like weren't just annoying to her. She made it clear that what you were doing was a sin. Like if we tried to run away when she wanted to yell at us or hit us that was disrespecting our elders, against God's instruction to honor our father and mother. She told me that she hit us because she saw a defiance, a kind of sin in our eyes. She could tell Satan was working in us and she had to beat him out. Hideo Higashibaba [00:04:57] I was discouraged from having friends and I wasn't invited to a lot of sleepovers or parties. So I spent a lot of time at home. At the time. I didn't think there was anything wrong with it. In fact I thought it was all a good thing. My family meant everything to me. They were more important than my feelings, my dreams, or anything I wanted, and that was completely normal. Sun Myung Moon told us to honor our father and mother that the family was where the love of God resides. And I believed him. Hideo Higashibaba [00:05:34] It's not that I wasn't curious or didn't have my doubts. I was told that if something didn't make sense it was because I didn't have enough faith. I just had to pray about it and God would provide me the answers. Having a different opinion or being something other than what was expected of me was not an option. My job was to prepare myself to be married to get blessed. No one asked me what I wanted because no one cared. If I contradicted my parents or the church I would be yelled at or hit. So I developed a deep denial about everything. I learned again and again to ignore my feelings, ignore my body and my instincts. So the arranged marriage, the homophobia, the self-loathing, it all seemed perfectly normal to me. When my extended family who are not in the church made fun of me for my faith I defended the church and my parents. I'm still baffled by why my grandparents aunts and uncles thought it would be funny to tease a seven year old about their beliefs. I certainly didn't have any say in the matter. Hideo Higashibaba [00:06:45] Anyway, my immediate family was controlling but I was never discouraged from learning or traveling. When I wanted to go to a tiny liberal arts college in Ohio, they supported me, but I wonder if they would have if they knew how much it would change me. In college, I met all kinds of people and it got harder and harder to maintain the bigotry I was raised with. I also started crushing on a boy almost immediately and that terrified me. I had already promised myself to the blessing and with this crush I felt like I was betraying that promise. I pushed my feelings for this person down as hard as I could and eventually I got over it. So I thought I knew what to do when another boy at school named Ian after me out a couple years later. I told him, no I don't date, but Ian was different. I don't mean that he was particularly nice or interesting or even good looking. What made Ian special was that he did not go away when I told him I wasn't interested. He just kept hanging around saying all he wanted to do was spend time with me, that he just liked talking to me, yada yada. All the things a naive and inexperienced person like me wanted to hear. And it just felt so nice to be liked and my sister had married someone outside the church. By that point it just didn't seem that bad to go out with a non-Moonie. Hideo Higashibaba [00:08:17] When we did eventually start dating it was weird and awkward and embarrassing like so many first boyfriends are. Now, I wouldn't even consider it a relationship. But at the time I did. Shortly after we started dating, I left for an internship and most of our relationship was over the phone. I'm taking the time to tell you this embarrassing story about Ian because we got into a fight that shattered my faith which is where I started the story when Jenn from the first episode of this podcast asked me why I left the church. Hideo Higashibaba [00:08:52] I got a huge theological argument with my boyfriend at the time who was Jewish and he basically was like, 'why do you believe this?' And it took like three days worth of arguing with him about this particular piece of scripture, because I was like, I don't know for me, you know, for example the fall of Adam and Eve, like that's for me at the time was like this is inherently true and this is something that I can believe happened and he was like, 'well I just think that some people made it up, like some people made up the story as a way to make women feel bad and like to oppress women. And I never literally never thought about it like that. Hideo Higashibaba [00:09:26] We fought about the anti-Semitism of the Bible and Christianity and I defended it. It was a three day long argument over the phone, him back at school, I was back at home on break by that point. It was just a total mess. But finally, I sent a message apologizing. I said that if my beliefs were oppressive and anti-Semitic then I would have to change what I believed. I had no idea how much that single text would change my life. Hideo Higashibaba [00:09:57] I don't think he knew that he was challenging...it wasn't like an intellectual exercise for me, like, we were having an argument over like my entire belief system. Like how I made sense of the world and why the color blue was the way it was and why was born and like it was really existential and I don't think he understood that it was. And kind of spiraled out of control like that. Hideo Higashibaba [00:10:24] Throughout this three day shitshow I told my sisters I'd been fighting with Ian but not what it was about exactly. I told them about the apology but not what it said. They did not like that. My sister Anshin cornered me and demanded details. She said I shouldn't change for anyone especially a boy. She was so angry and I knew I had somehow betrayed my faith but I couldn't take it back. And I didn't want to. Hideo Higashibaba [00:10:59] Later that day I heard my older sisters talking in the kitchen. It sounded serious. So I asked them what was going on. Anshin told me that our mother Andrea had been brutally raped when she was 16. My sister was the first person Andrea had told in 40 years. Hideo Higashibaba [00:11:19] The secret hit me like a punch to the gut. Like 100 punches. I couldn't speak. All I could think about was my mum as a 16 year old girl covered in bruises all alone. Then I thought about her 30 year miserable marriage with a man who she hated, who hated her. I thought about the effort they put into having children and how scary and traumatic that must have been for her. Hideo Higashibaba [00:11:48] And for the first time in my life I doubted God and Sun Myung Moon, the True Father of the movement. I didn't understand why God would put my mother in such an unhappy marriage knowing what he did about my mother's past. All my doubts, the fighting with Ian, all came to a head and in that single moment my faith was gone. I couldn't believe any of it anymore. Hideo Higashibaba [00:12:17] That night I prayed for the last time. I couldn't sleep so I went to one of my favorite spots, the top of a hill way out near the river. The moonlight sparkled on the snow and I shivered in my puffy winter coat. I asked God for forgiveness and begged for understanding. I felt God in my heart, telling me that understanding would come with time. I just had to have faith. Even if I didn't understand now, I would one day. I drove home and fell into a deep sleep. I woke up the next morning and started screaming. And I couldn't stop. Hideo Higashibaba [00:13:01] When I think about it, over the last couple of years, I think there were hairline fractures in my beliefs. Jenn [00:13:08] OK. Hideo Higashibaba [00:13:08] Like over the years. You know, one of them that I think about was when they were organizing protests against gay marriage at the State House when Massachusetts was about to be the first state to pass gay marriage, or one of the first states. And that just didn't make sense to me. Like, if God was love and we were supposed to love everyone we wanted everyone to be in the church, then like how would going to tell people that they couldn't have what they wanted going make them like us. Like, they're not going to like us after, that they're not going to want to join the church. Hideo Higashibaba [00:13:39] No one in my family ever went to those protests. But when I asked Andrea about it she said, sometimes you just have to do what's right. And that didn't seem like a good enough answer. But I was scared of my mom. Challenging her usually meant I'd get yelled at or hit. Questioning adults was disrespectful, against God's Commandment to honor thy father and mother. If I didn't get something I was told to pray so I assumed I didn't get it because I was too young or stupid to understand. Hideo Higashibaba [00:14:15] In the winter of 2014, I got suicidally depressed and what I really needed was a hospital but my family doesn't believe in modern medicine and they didn't want me to go to a psychiatrist. So, I was repeatedly telling them that I was going to kill myself, and they were basically like, please don't do that. I was going to a therapist but I didn't really think it was going to be enough and I was worried. So I moved in with my best friend's parents. Hideo Higashibaba [00:14:45] Cleo was my best friend. We'd met in college. She was worried about me and saw how awful my family was, even when I couldn't. So she asked her parents to take me in and they did. They saved my life. Hideo Higashibaba [00:14:59] I moved to Arizona and for whatever reason when I got there I stopped talking to my family. I didn't answer texts I didn't answer phone calls I didn't answer emails and of course they got worried and the longer it was the nastier the emails got because they got so, I think just because they got so worried. Hideo Higashibaba [00:15:21] I stopped answering emails and phone calls because I felt like I was going to kill myself. I wasn't intentionally setting a boundary. I didn't have any keen insight about the nature of abusive families. All I knew was that seeing messages from my family made me feel worse. Hideo Higashibaba [00:15:47] I had to move to the other side of the country to realize I didn't know why I believed anything I believed. My faith was gone. I had to figure out who I was without it. It seemed like every opinion or preference I'd ever had was handed to me by my family. Did I like music or did I just say I did because my sisters did? Did I actually think gay people were sick and evil? Was I really on the fence about whether or not birth control was OK? I couldn't tell where I ended and my family began. I had to go back and re-evaluate everything I ever believed or knew about myself. Hideo Higashibaba [00:16:31] The church, my faith, my family, gave my life purpose. My mother taught me the Divine Principle so I didn't have to think for myself. It explained everything, why the sky was blue, why I was born. It imbued everything in my life with meaning. And overnight that meaning was gone. Hideo Higashibaba [00:16:55] For three months in Arizona I spent every waking hour wishing I was dead. I fantasized about killing myself hurting myself. I went to bed hoping I would die in my sleep. I cried when I woke up, realizing I'd survive the night. But with my friends parents I got the help my family couldn't, or maybe wouldn't, get me. I was in constant crisis, but I was alive. I didn't trust anyone. I felt like my family had lied to me for 20 years controlling me into the person they wanted. My whole life I was actively discouraged from trusting my own feelings my own instincts. I was told that if something didn't make sense to me it was my fault for lacking faith. I was unbelievably angry. Hideo Higashibaba [00:17:49] I told Cleo all this. I was living with her parents and I told them to but Cleo was the only person I trusted. I was on medical leave from college but she was still at school and Ian was studying abroad and mostly ignoring my emails. It was a lot of pressure for Cleo but I didn't realize it was too much until it was too late. Hideo Higashibaba [00:18:17] After a term away from school I decided I was ready to go back. What followed was a cascade of terrible events that are almost ridiculous in hindsight. The week before I left Arizona my grandma died. I decided to not go to the funeral. Within an hour of being back on campus Ian broke up with me and I went to the hospital for a week. Then Cleo and I had a fight and she didn't speak to me or acknowledge my existence for nine months. Almost all my friends kind of disappeared, stopped talking to me or asking me how I was. I think they either chose Cleo or couldn't handle being around a suicidally depressed person all the time. Or maybe they just didn't know what to do so they did nothing. For most of 2015 it was all I could do to stay alive and in school. I dragged myself to classes forced myself to eat and do laundry. I took long breaks from homework to lie on the floor of my room in abject misery. I cut myself. I went to seven hours of therapy a week. I realized I was gay. Ally Hills singing [00:19:30] We're all the same. We just want to belong, so let me explain in the form of a song... Hideo Higashibaba [00:19:34] It took months but eventually I figured out that Cleo and I had been more than friends. More even, than best friends. I'd spent the last six months fighting like hell to be myself, without my family or faith. I combed through every thought belief or preference I'd ever had, asking myself if it came from me or my family and the church. It made sense that I had to re-evaluate this part of me too. Hideo Higashibaba [00:20:06] At first the realization I was gay filled me with dread. It made the likelihood of ever reconciling with my family feel very far away. But once I accepted it I was elated. It felt like I'd hit the jackpot of self realization. It was the best and happiest thing that had ever happened to me. I couldn't stop talking about it, honestly, I still can't. I told anyone who would listen and most of them were not surprised. Most of them thought Cleo and I had dated for two years, which I guess we had even if neither of us realized. Ally Hills singing [00:20:43] Who ever sent you this told me to say give you a hug and kiss and also wanted you to know they're gay. Hideo Higashibaba [00:20:52] In the two months after I came out I was so happy. My life was still a shambles and I still had no friends. I still hadn't seen or spoken with my family in months but I was gay and that was awesome. Hideo Higashibaba [00:21:13] Later that year my sister Anshin had her third baby and I went home to meet her and get some of my stuff. I stayed with friends and went home to visit a couple times. I wasn't gonna tell Andrea I was gay, but old habits die hard and when she demanded one-on-one time with me it all came spilling out. She said, 'you know how I feel about that kind of thing.' Later she emailed me saying she loved me no matter what. That her prayers for me were for my health and for my health only. Anshin, on the other hand, wanted me to know that she was not homophobic, but she was pretty sure I had decided to be gay. She was mad at me, but it was for other reasons not because I was gay. Hideo Higashibaba [00:21:59] I don't know what I expected. Sun Myung Moon the leader of the church once described gay people as,'shit eating dogs.' In the church there was nothing more Satanic than homosexuality. I guess I thought my family might make an exception for me. You know, their kid. Maybe if it was just the 'gay thing' my family could have adjusted. But by the time I came out, our relationship was beyond repair. I couldn't apologize for ignoring them for months and they could not or would not understand why I did. Hideo Higashibaba [00:22:43] Over months I slowly stabilized and got stronger. I worked to keep myself in school and eventually I graduated summa cum laude only six months later than my classmates. In the beginning of 2017 I got an internship in public radio and moved to Chicago. I started dating a boy. And I still could not believe how alone I felt. I told Katie about that feeling. Hideo Higashibaba [00:23:10] Listening to you talk about the church thing and you know the things that you want the things that you value and the things that people in the church value I just feel so isolated from all that and I feel so unwanted in all that and I just don't belong there at all. Katie [00:23:30] And also hard, there's so many grey areas. This makes it so difficult. Hideo Higashibaba [00:23:36]  I just really don't belong there at all. And I really don't feel like there's never been a time where I really felt like oh like this is where I'm supposed to be this is where I belong. And it's just hard to hear about, like this project has been super great but it's been really difficult you know because most people are most people are like somewhere between you and me like I'm 100 percent out. Really angry just super pissed at all times and you're going to the fucking blessing in September which is like the ultimate prize, right? And most people are like in the middle, most who I've talked to are dating other people, not in the church. Hideo Higashibaba [00:24:22] I feel like the closer I get to being who I am by coming out as gay and coming out as gender nonconforming, like, the further I get away from the people who raised me and the further I get away from the Church and the less and less I wanted. That stuff would not go down at all. There is no shred of doctrine I could justify my existence at this point. Hideo Higashibaba [00:24:50] I'm still learning to live in this reality, in a world without my family or faith or meaning, where people use facts and science to explain the world. Where everything is really complicated and there are no clear answers. Where I am responsible for my own happiness. Growing up in a cult and abusive family there were huge swaths of my personality that just didn't develop. They didn't have to because the beliefs of the church just filled it all in. Now I have to fill it all in on my own. I have to discover and develop my own personality from the ground up. Hideo Higashibaba [00:25:39] It's hard to accept that the trauma of my family and the crazy bullshit from the church will always be with me. It's hard to accept that this will always be painful. But accepting that it's shitty and heartbreaking feels good. It feels like progress. And I've learned that you can't avoid pain. All you can do is find people in your life who see you who see all of you and love you enough to witness your struggle without trying to fix it or fix you or pretend that it's not just totally awful and shitty. People who text you back, cheer you, on hold you when you cry. It has taken me years, but I am slowly beginning to believe that I deserve to have people like that in my life. That I deserve to be free. Hideo Higashibaba [00:27:03] This has been Growing Up Moonie a podcast about the children of the Unification Church, it's second generation. If you've made it this far and listened to even some of these episodes I am so grateful. A lot of love and work and tears went into this project and I am honored that you took the time to listen. I'd like to thank all my guests Jenn, Teruko, and Katie for sharing their stories with me and the world. This episode was written and produced by me, edited by Quinn Myers, music by Blue Dot Sessions Kai Engel and Alan Spiljak. The Coming Out Song is by Ally Hills. Hideo Higashibaba [00:27:39] Thank you to all the people who have loved and supported me throughout this project. First my sweet sausage dog Stanley my best friend and ever present companion. Also human beings: Lewis Wallace and Billy Dee for giving me a home and so much more, Noa Nessim and Cucumber the cat for helping me make a home. Chris Kugler for composing the music for the trailer, Katherine Kavanaugh for designing our beautiful logo, Elecia Harvey-Spain for truly living out disability justice, Kate Bennett for her can-do, how-can-I-help attitude, WUNC  for the use of their studio, Juliet Fromholt for logistical support and overall cheerleading. And every person I met in the last two and a half years who told me this was a good idea and I should keep going. Hideo Higashibaba [00:28:23] And lastly a very big thank you to Quinn Myers my creative and tireless editor who dedicated a year of his life to this project, listening to my doubts and worries and helping me make this dream come true. If anyone needs a talented skilled audio producer call me! Haha, then call Quinn. We both need the work. I'm Hideo Higashibaba. Thanks for listening.  

Lewis Wallace, female-assigned at birth, wanted to transition in the direction of maleness—in some ways. He shifted his pronouns, had surgery, starting taking testosterone. None of that meant he wanted to embrace everything that our culture associates with “masculinity.” Story written and reported by Lewis Wallace, with co-hosts John Biewen and Celeste Headlee. Music by Alex Weston, Evgueni and Sacha Galperine, and Kevin MacLeod. Music and production help from Joe Augustine at Narrative Music.

Alan Cumming, who starred as the emcee in the Broadway classic "Cabaret," returns to the stage with a cabaret act called "Legal Immigrant." It's running this month at Cafe Carlyle and Joe's Pub. Patti O'Furniture hosts a weekly drag show at PT's 1109, a gay bar in Columbia, South Carolina. Lewis Wallace is a radio producer and magazine editor. Patti O'Furniture backstage at PT's 1109. (Lewis Wallace) Note: We recorded our conversation with Alan Cumming in May, before the situation on the border escalated. Music in this episode by Jeremy Bloom. Theme by Alexander Overington. Support our work! Become a Nancy member today at Nancypodcast.org/donate.

In the first segment Sophy and Kelly speak with Molly Woodstock (they/them), the host of Gender Reveal Podcast, about the difference between sex and gender, how to properly use pronouns, and why gender is less important than people think. In the second segment Kelly talks to Lewis Wallace (he/him or ze/hir), journalist and editor of Scalawag Magazine, about so-called bathroom bills, healthcare issues for trans folks, and media coverage of transgender issues. In the third segment Sophy and Kelly speak with Susan Maasch (she/her), director of the Trans Youth Equality Foundation, about resources for trans youth and their families, and the fear families feel with the rollbacks in the Trump administrations protections for trans youth.

In the first segment Sophy and Kelly speak with Molly Woodstock (they/them), the host of Gender Reveal Podcast, about the difference between sex and gender, how to properly use pronouns, and why gender is less important than people think. In the second segment Kelly talks to Lewis Wallace (he/him or ze/hir), journalist and editor of Scalawag Magazine, about so-called bathroom bills, healthcare issues for trans folks, and media coverage of transgender issues. In the third segment Sophy and Kelly speak with Susan Maasch (she/her), director of the Trans Youth Equality Foundation, about resources for trans youth and their families, and the fear families feel with the rollbacks in the Trump administrations protections for trans youth.

It's Tuesday. A long weekend is near. But today on the Dispatch, Lewis Wallace talks to some trans herbalists about whether herbal transition is really possible. Hosted by Aaron Edwards. Produced by John Lagomarsino and Lewis Wallace. We're taking a short break for Thanksgiving, but we'll be back with more episodes next week. Have a great holiday! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

You don't accept it or you don't understand it? — Lewis Wallace is a magazine editor and radio producer in North Carolina. — Liza Yeager is a senior at Brown University, where she co-founded Now Here This. A young Lewis Wallace with his grandparents, Mac and Sarah McCrory. (Courtesy of Lewis Wallace) Sarah Graydon McCrory is Lewis Wallace's grandmother. She lives in South Carolina. (Lewis Wallace) Episode scoring by Jeremy Bloom with additional music by Anamorphic Orchestra ("Signs of Life"). Theme by Alexander Overington. Support our work! Become a Nancy member today at Nancypodcast.org/donate.

Josh and Lewis Wallace, an independent journalist and former writer for Marketplace, sit down and get brutally honest about journalistic objectivity. Is there a view from nowhere? Of course not. "Nowhere" isn't a place, silly. So what does this mean for storytelling? What does this mean for reporting? What does this mean for society? These two have some of the answers but, naturally, they are their own opinions and visions of the future. Take in Episode 91 will the full knowledge that it, and everything else you listen to, will not contain objective truth. But it, unlike most things, will be chock full of sharp ideas and meaningful revelations. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

The former Marketplace reporter discusses his controversial blog post about neutrality in the Trump era.

Voor de juiste vibe in aflevering 34 hing Dennis onder zijn afzuigkap om zo het werk van Daniël Vis nog vuiger te maken, geeft Nikki Dekker meteen ongevraagd advies, is Broeder Dieleman zo back als het maar zijn kan en hoor je de verse NK Poetryslam kampioen Else Kemps de boel poëtisch kort en klein stampen. Dit keer met Hanneke Hendrix, Else Kemps, Niels ‘t Hooft, Davy Verbeke, Nikki Dekker Daniël Vis, Edith Vroon, Milena Haverkamp, Broeder Dieleman en post van Marlies. O, en voor de schrijvende luisteraars: 1 maart is de einddatum om je beste werk in te sturen voor de schrijfresidentie van deBuren. Doen, als je onder de 30 bent! Lees het manifest van Lewis Wallace en beluister het interview met hem bij Tape. De reddit-pagina over de man die zijn eigen huurmoordenaar inhuurde vind je hier. Presentatie & samenstelling: Lisa Weeda & Dennis GaensTune: Brad Sucks Steun ondercast door te doneren of releases te kopen.

Lewis Wallace was a reporter for Marketplace. "I think our listeners and audiences are strong enough to hold that I can have a credible voice in reporting a story, and a truthful voice in reporting a story, and also have a perspective."

SHOW NOTES Donald Trump's first 100 days plan 538's profile on Neil Gorsich Up-to-date information on Trump's immigration ban Journalist of the week: Maggie Haberman Ad-hoc bonus journalist of the week: Lewis Wallace, especially his article "I was fired from my journalism job ten days into Trump" Charity of the week: National Immigration Law Center

Nos espera un viaje increíble al antiguo Egipto. De la mano de Miguel Ángel Molinero, director de la misión española en la tumba tebana 209 y profesor de egiptología en la Universidad de La Laguna en Tenerife, intentaremos descubrir algunos de los secretos de la dinastía Saíta y los faraones negros. María Viedma, autora de la novela "El mar de Salomón", nos habla del reino de este monarca judío. Jonathan Gil Muñoz se reincorpora a la octava temporada de SER Historia con sus personajes de leyenda y lo hace trayéndonos la vida del viajero Benjamín de Tudela. María Belchi nos habla del clásico del cine Ben-Hur, basado en la novela de Lewis Wallace, que ahora acaba de estrenar una nueva versión.