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Personality Changes After Stroke: How Ben Sautter Discovered His “Hyde” and Became a Better Man  For nearly a decade, Ben Sautter carried a story he didn’t fully understand. He was a respected superintendent for the City of Helena, a devoted father, and a man his colleagues trusted. He was also someone who, years earlier, had been convicted of drug trafficking and spent over a year in prison, a period he now describes without shame or remorse, feelings he says he simply didn’t have access to. “I never felt guilty about doing anything,” he told me. “I never had no shame, no remorse. I still don’t.” Then, on a morning in 2017, Ben woke up with his left leg buzzing like an electrical current, from his hip to his toe. He dismissed it as sciatica, worked out to try to shake it off, and drove himself to a doctor’s appointment while slurring his words. By the time he reached his physician’s office, she recognized what was happening immediately: Ben was in the middle of a stroke. What followed wasn’t just a physical recovery. It became the beginning of a profound psychological reckoning one that reshaped how Ben understood himself, his marriage, and the two very different versions of the man he’d been his entire adult life. What Personality Changes After Stroke Can Actually Look Like When people talk about the effects of stroke, the conversation usually centers on physical deficits: weakness, speech difficulty, mobility. Less discussed but just as real for many survivors are the personality changes after stroke that surface in the weeks, months, and even years that follow. For Ben, this didn’t show up as a dramatic before-and-after moment. It took roughly six months before he began to notice his own cognitive shifts, and years more before he could name what he was experiencing. “I feel like two different people,” he eventually admitted to himself, a recognition that came into sharp focus only after his wife, Helen, described what she called his “Jekyll and Hyde” pattern: a caring, grounded version of himself, and a sharper, more reactive one that could surface without warning, particularly under emotional pressure. Ben also discovered something else in the process something many survivors don’t expect. Before his stroke, he says he operated almost entirely on three emotions: happy, sad, and angry. It wasn’t until his wife introduced him to a “feelings wheel” years after his stroke that he realized how narrow his emotional range had actually been. That flattened emotional landscape, paired with a striking absence of guilt or fear around risky behavior earlier in his life, points to something researchers increasingly recognize: strokes can affect not just movement and speech, but emotional regulation, impulse control, and self-awareness, particularly when the affected regions touch circuitry involved in processing feeling and consequence. The Unexpected Overlap With PTSD One of the more striking parts of Ben’s story is how he came to understand his own symptoms. Watching a 60 Minutes segment on a military veteran with PTSD, Ben recognized his own thoughts, words, and behaviors reflected back at him patterns his psychologist at the VA had already been treating with PTSD-informed techniques, without Ben fully grasping why. “That’s when I realized my family suffered the stroke as much as I did,” he said. This overlap isn’t unusual. Post-stroke psychological symptoms hypervigilance, emotional reactivity, difficulty processing what happened can closely resemble trauma responses, even in survivors who never experienced combat or acute crisis in the traditional sense. Recognizing this early, and getting connected with the right kind of psychological support, can make a meaningful difference in how survivors and their families move through recovery. Turning Reflection Into Change What makes Ben’s story remarkable isn’t just that he noticed these changes; it’s what he did with them. Nearly ten years after his stroke, and after years of separation from his wife, Ben sat down and wrote his memoir, Mr. Hyde and Me, in just ten weeks. “I called this therapy on steroids,” he said. “Writing this book was incredibly therapeutic.” The process gave him a framework to finally understand the dual nature he’d lived with since childhood, shaped, he believes, by an upbringing where feelings were dismissed, and risk-taking was treated as fun rather than dangerous. “That guy that I was, that guy’s gone. I am not going to be that guy ever again.” — Ben Sautter Today, Ben and Helen are reconciled. He describes himself as calmer, more deliberate, and a better listener than he was before his stroke, not despite the personality changes it triggered, but in some ways because of the self-awareness they eventually forced him to confront. As he put it plainly: “We would not be having this conversation if I hadn’t had a stroke.” If You’re Noticing Changes in Yourself or a Loved One If you or someone you love has experienced personality changes after stroke emotional flatness, increased irritability, impulsivity, or a sense of feeling like “two different people” you’re not imagining it, and you’re not alone. These changes are a recognized part of many stroke recoveries, and they respond well to the right combination of professional support, honest communication with family, and time. Ben’s full story, including his path through incarceration, his stroke, and the years-long process of understanding his own mind, is available in The Unexpected Way That A Stroke Became The Best Thing That Happened, where survivors share the tools that helped them navigate recovery, available at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. If this show has helped you, you can support it at patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. This blog is for informational purposes only and does not constitute medical advice. Please consult your doctor before making any changes to your health or recovery plan. Jekyll, Hyde, and the Stroke That Changed Everything: Ben Sautter’s Story (Interview) Bill’s Book: The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened Support Bill on: Patreon Bill’s one-on-one coaching program: Momentum Highlights: 00:00 Introduction – Personality Changes After Stroke 03:51 Realizing Something Was Wrong 12:51 Discovering His Dual Personality 21:05 Living With Only Three Emotions 31:50 Where the Pattern Began 39:55 Writing the Memoir That Helped Him Understand Himself 50:37 Stroke as a Catalyst for Change Transcript: Introduction – Personality Changes After Stroke Bill Gasiamis (00:00) Welcome back to Recovery After Stroke. I’m Bill Gassiamas, and today’s guest is Ben Sautter, a stroke survivor from Montana who in 2017 suffered an ischemic stroke caused by a carotid artery blockage. Ben was in his mid-50s working as a superintendent for the city of Helena when he woke up one morning with his leg buzzing like it was electric and his speech starting to slur. But this episode isn’t really about the stroke itself. It’s about what the stroke uncovered. Ben spent decades living what he now calls a Jekyll and Hyde existence, including a period of incarceration for drug trafficking that he says he felt no guilt over at the time. And after his stroke, that started to change. We talk about emotional flatness, PTSD like symptoms he didn’t recognize until years later. The marriage he nearly lost and the memoir he wrote in just ten weeks that finally helped him understand himself. Before we get into it, if you haven’t already, check out my book, The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened, over at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. And if this show has helped you, you can support it at Patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke, and you can help me keep it going so that we can get to one thousand episodes. If you’re feeling stuck in your recovery and want more structure and one-on-one support, I also offer a coaching program called Momentum. You can find out more at recoveryafterstroke.com/momentum. Now let’s get into it. Here’s my conversation with Ben. Bill Gasiamis (01:42) Benjamin Sautter welcome to the podcast. Ben Sautter (01:45) Thanks much for having me. Bill Gasiamis (01:49) Can you tell me a little bit about what life was like before twenty seventeen and the stroke? Ben Sautter (01:55) Well, I was on it back then before the stroke. I was had a job that I really enjoyed. I was working for the city of Helena as a superintendent of streets and traffic division. And life was going really good for me there. And then it kind of came to a an abrupt halt. Bill Gasiamis (02:15) what was life like as far as what kind of work were you doing? What was family life like? Ben Sautter (02:23) Well, our family was pretty close at the time. We have two children and we were busy, we were really close, busy traveling. We had a motor home, we had lots of fun. we hunt and fish, a lot of outdoor activities here. We we have a little cabin that we spend all our weekends at. if we weren’t traveling, that is. so Home life was pretty good. My wife and I were struggling a bit before I had my stroke. but we were a close family. And and work was good. I I I’d progressed up into mid-level management and I I had great great people, great staff underneath of me, and we got a lot of good work done for the city and had a lot of fun at work. work was going good. Everything was going pretty good. Bill Gasiamis (03:25) Was there any sign that something was amiss with your health that perhaps there was something looming that wasn’t going to be fun? Ben Sautter (03:36) No, I was I was in great shape. I had had no signs of anything coming. so it was yeah, it was out of the blue. The stroke was out of the blue. Realizing Something Was Wrong Bill Gasiamis (03:51) What was that day like? Was there any kind of deficit deficits that you experienced that gave you a hint that something was going wrong? Or how did it evolve? Ben Sautter (04:00) Well, I woke up in the morning to go to work, I knew something was funny and I couldn’t figure it out. I think when I woke up, I got I get up early and to get in before my first crew was in the mechanics were in at six. So I was in before that. But when I woke up my left leg was just buzzing like it was electric from my hip. To my toe. And I didn’t comprehend. I was thinking it was like a sciatic something because I had a little sciatic pain from time to time in my right side, even though I knew this wasn’t the same, but I didn’t have the cognitive awareness of what was going on. And so I I worked out in the middle of it thinking maybe it was. muscles in my back and if I exercise did go away and and it didn’t when I and I went on into work and my my mechanics were nervous. I I was starting to slur my words and and I I kind of felt it. I a I asked him I think if I was slurring my words And they just kind of smiled at me. And I went back up to my office and then another one of my other supervisors came in and he sat down. He could tell something wasn’t right with me. And then he left and they were all getting together to come and check me out, and I left. I I had a a meeting, or not a meeting. I had a doctor’s appointment out at the VA Fort Harrison at for 7 30 that morning. And so I was I was late and I think I d I think my doctor called me and I was on the road driving out there and she I told her kind of things were funny and what was going on. And she said, Well, you need to get out here, get a ride out here. I said, Well, I’m driving. She said, God, no. I th she pretty well could tell she thought I was having a stroke right there. And I drove out there, I went upstairs to see her and they took me right down to the emergency right there. Bill Gasiamis (06:39) And Did they immediately diagnose that you were having a stroke? Ben Sautter (06:47) We’re getting a little blurry on me right there. I I I don’t really remember what they thought right at the time, right at that moment when I was in the emergency. I know a couple hours later they came to me and there was no doubt about it. They they knew then they had speech therapists in and a neurologist in the room and that’s so it took a couple hours to for a sure diagnosis that I was in the middle of a stroke. Best I remember. Bill Gasiamis (07:27) Hm. It’s pretty common that yeah, pretty common that you’re not gonna remember exactly what was happening at that time. Things were compromised. That makes complete sense. how long before well rather at some point you’re told that you had a stroke, how do you take that information? Ben Sautter (07:48) I don’t know that it it didn’t go over my head, but I I I wasn’t devastated. I and because I wasn’t I I was familiar with stroke, my father’d had strokes and he’d been paralyzed and lost his speech, so his were very severe. So at the time I I wasn’t feeling that I was that impacted by it. I knew some things were going on, but looking back I can tell I just didn’t have the the awareness of what was happening to me, even though I knew it. but it it just didn’t feel serious to me. Bill Gasiamis (08:34) It didn’t sink in, perhaps. Ben Sautter (08:36) yeah, I w I would say so. Certainly not the gravity of it. and it actually it took quite some time. I’d say at least six months, really, before I started being aware of my cognitive deficiencies and and wondering. asking myself questions even though within a week’s time I was at VA Salt Lake to have surgery on my carotid artery. So all that happened and I was still it’s not that I was in denial. Well, I didn’t think I was, but now looking back, I that could have been what it was. But but I was aware. I knew it happened. Gosh, I had surgery. I I understood it all. I saw the MRI. I saw the mark on my brain. I had the surgeries I said. but I it it just the seriousness of it didn’t sink into me. Cause within Bill Gasiamis (09:50) Mm. Ben Sautter (09:50) two weeks, my doc cut me loose, my surgeon, I was up in the woods hunting. Full tilt. They gave me they said, go ahead. So that kinda helped me believe that I the word what what I said, I dodged a bullet is how I put it. And even though I didn’t really dodge the bullet. Bill Gasiamis (10:19) so you said that you had about six months where you kind of had no real awareness or your cognition was impacted. What obviously your cognition was was impacted, but what other deficits did you have? Ben Sautter (10:40) I would just say the cognition, the physical part, I had that numbness in my leg. I didn’t even have a limp from it, but my whole leg f well, it’s still somewhat for for years was like I say, like it w my whole leg was stuck in a light socket, just buzzing like electric from my hip to my toe, and and that lasted a long, long time. my leg got real heavy. I had to like I say, I could it didn’t show that I was limping or anything, but I had to work at that to not let it show. I had to make sure I high stepped kinda so my toe didn’t drag and I didn’t trip. I had to be very well aware of that to make it look like I was okay. But but really physically it didn’t show. Bill Gasiamis (11:43) Your introductory email to me about joining me on the podcast was interesting. what you had seems to be a catalyst for some change in your life. Like what occurred to you, the stroke, the hospitalization, the challenges that you had to come seems to be a catalyst for change in your life. Before the stroke in twenty seventeen, you said your wife and yourself were going through some difficult times. but you were busy at work, you had a a whole bunch of other things going on. but there’s another side of you, there was another side of you at some stage that you were living a life that you were living that’s not quite the run of the mill standard lifestyle. Tell me a little bit about that. And was that lifestyle that you’re gonna to tell us a little bit about now? Was that something that you lived until your stroke? Discovering His Dual Personality Ben Sautter (12:36) I’m living that still right now. that dual personality. And after the stroke, it was it might have taken a couple of years of me looking back. I was finally looking back, wondering who that guy was, that other guy. I I would say to myself. I feel like two different people. And it wasn’t until after the stroke, I think, that I really asked that heart or asked that question, or said that to myself, that I feel like two different people. And that came from questioning the things I did when I was younger. I was pretty wild guy and I did things that didn’t seem like me, yet I know I did all those things. Well hell I I got arrested, went to prison. So I know I was doing stuff that I shouldn’t have been doing. But back then it was Pretty easy to do. And I it it wasn’t, it didn’t feel like me doing it. so after the stroke, I really started asking questions, trying to, trying to look back to understand. And I never got that understanding until I wrote that book last year. And then it all just poured out. And I could see the dual personality and and and I still am that dual guy. My wife is able to recognize that more now, and when she s tells me about it, I can really see it when she explains it, especially what I say. I I say things I say things that I don’t mean that aren’t me, that I don’t understand why I say those things. It’s and I named it Hyde. And it Hyde speaks different than I do, than Jekyll. Bill Gasiamis (15:11) How old were you when you ended up in prison and how old were you when you got out? Ben Sautter (15:16) I was thirty two when I got arrested and I was only out for like thirteen months so I was thirty thir about I was thirty four when I got out. Bill Gasiamis (15:28) And the stuff that you went in for, what kind of things were you doing that ended you up in prison? Ben Sautter (15:38) I was I got arrested for drug trafficking. Bill Gasiamis (15:42) And at the time was there a certain amount of disassociation from the behavior? And did you kind of find yourself doing things that you just weren’t, what was it, maybe like connected to logically? How how did you find yourself being in a situation that you now describe as this was not? U or it was another U.S. Ben Sautter (16:14) That’s good question. I have to say I don’t really understand yet where I was back then. It I I had to that it had to be that disassociation because I was a legitimate guy. I worked, I had jobs, I had good respect from people. I I was a legitimate man all day long every day. And I just slip out and Did stuff. I I d I had no feelings about it. I I wasn’t I never felt guilty about doing anything. I never had no shame, no remorse. I still don’t. I don’t feel those feelings. They just aren’t in me. Even after the book, after writing that and starting to understand that I don’t have those feelings, which I still don’t, but way back then. I didn’t give a s I didn’t give a first thought to any of that illicit stuff I was doing. It was opportunity and I just went and did it. Didn’t give it a thought. Bill Gasiamis (17:31) Got it. And then when you ended up coming out of prison, did you go back onto the straight and narrow? Did you still double? How was life after that? Because it was thirty years almost, you know, between your incarceration and then your stroke. So I I’m just trying to set the scene just so I can ask you the next question later on about the stroke. So what was life like after the incarceration? Ben Sautter (17:56) So and I’ve been thinking about that a lot lately and writing about that. And that I had to make a very conscious decision. And and the way I put that, prison didn’t rehabilitate me. I had to make that decision that okay, I want to go back there. I need to I need to watch I need to watch over myself. and keep myself out of trouble, which all those big crimes were the problem, but little things, I I went hunting, I was a poacher, I I trespassed, those types of things. I was very careful not to be caught speeding in a car or any of that, drinking and driving. a little bit I’d find myself doing that and that was a difficult thing to overcome of to quit drinking and and so I was I’d find myself drunk behind the wheel and I I finally again made a conscious decision decision but it took a little time to work out of that to finally draw a line in the sand. In fact it wasn’t until a year or two after I got married that I finally just quit drinking completely. And that was good. That was a good move. so it was w I can’t say that it was a struggle, but it was risky for me out of prison that I didn’t get caught at those littler, less severe law breaking. Bill Gasiamis (19:53) Yeah. Ben Sautter (19:54) Yeah. Living With Only Three Emotions Bill Gasiamis (19:55) So what I’m hearing here is a you’re you’ve described yourself as Hyde. There’s a Jekyll somewhere here as well. and and also in your description of your behaviour and the way that you weren’t associated with it, or you have no feeling about something, or you know or you have no connection to what it meant when you were breaking the law. It sounds a little bit sociopathic and it sounds like perhaps there was a some kind of a what people might describe as a psych as a psychiatric kind of challenge or issue there. Has that ever come up in a conversation with anybody? Ben Sautter (20:41) No, more the compartmentalization dissociation. I lived with and I didn’t know this until twenty twenty one or twenty two, I lived with three emotions, happy, sad, and angry. That’s and and I learned that when my wife brought out a feelings wheel. And she brought out this feelings wheel and sh she’s saying, tell me which Where you land on some of these, and I thought, well, happy and sad and and angry. And that’s about as far as I went with it. And once in a while I’d feel a little something, but not really very much. So so that’s when I learned I was operating on three emotions. That’s all I ever had. So that really showed the compartmentalization and the disassociation right there. psychopathic or psychopath has never come up even with my psychologist. she never identified that but I just saw her for the first time since I read wrote the book a few weeks ago and gave her a copy of the book and she was a little bit wide-eyed and surprised. at the book and she’s reading it. So what kind of conversation we’re gonna have now will be really interesting to go back and see her. But but answer to your question, no, psychopath, no, just compartmentalizing Bill Gasiamis (22:26) Yeah, so sociopath, not psychopaths. Yeah. Ben Sautter (22:28) Sociopath, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (22:31) Sociopaths tend to be people who in the moment can’t connect with the behavior, good, bad, indifferent, and then later on have the ability to kind of notice that the behaviour was inappropriate in some way, shape, or form, and kind of have well, maybe not regret, but kind of some understanding of behavior being inappropriate. Whereas psychopaths are completely different, like they have no empathy, no nothing, right? There’s nothing there. So that’s a that’s kind of not where where where I was headed. I wasn’t asking Ben Sautter (23:06) Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (23:07) that. But it’s interesting that you describe these two separate, separate versions of yourself. it’s not uncommon to how I describe myself after the stroke, but I didn’t have a Jekyll and Hyde streak in me. But I had a line in the sand. The stroke seemed to take my brain offline for a little while and it allowed me to connect with other parts of my body. Specifically, I talk about connecting with my heart and it made me more empathetic and more able to kind of access what what my values were rather than what my head thought was the right thing to do or what what my head thought was the right approach or the right way to go about things. So it seems like the stroke has played some kind of a similar role in your ability to reflect on your past in a different way, th in a more associated way compared to what you had done before. Is that accurate? Ben Sautter (24:07) Absolutely. we talk about the stroke not being all bad for me because I’ve become far more aware. and that awareness is big, not just of my past and who I was, but being able to listen so much better and be more aware of what I say, think, and do. much more so. So so yeah, the stroke has I the stroke has been good for me in in a lot of ways, cause causes some of those difficulties without a a doubt, but I think my wife would agree that I’m a better person, despite the change in moral compass after the my incarceration, but I still was a Jekyll and Hyde, and I still am today. I she can see me come in and out of it much quicker than I have any idea. not necessarily on a daily basis, on an hourly basis and in conversation. She can see by what I say. Bill Gasiamis (25:27) what’s better about being able to listen more? you said that you you were able to hear more or pay attention better in a conversation, for example. Why is that better? Ben Sautter (25:37) The understanding, the understanding of the person I’m talking to, and the understanding of myself and and listening listening to hear rather than listening to respond. So though that’s really that’s big for me because I used to be so quick. I’d hear something, I could make decisions, I was very impulsive. I’ve I’ve really rein that in to calm myself down and and just listen better, be slower, more deliberate, more purposeful. All all all of those things are much better for me. In fact, I didn’t have any of that before before the stroke. I was full tilt on everything. I I thought I did. I thought I was very considerate, concerned, and listened, but in comparison, no. That wasn’t me. Bill Gasiamis (26:37) I it you said it’s better for you. Like why how is it better for you? How has it improved your life? Ben Sautter (26:44) I’m not banging heads so much. I I I let people have their thoughts, their opinions, and and I don’t take offense to to that. So everything’s calmer and and I I just don’t have the head banging I used to have. Bill Gasiamis (27:04) Why is it important for people to have their opinions and their thoughts? Ben Sautter (27:08) Well, I’m right and you’re wrong. Isn’t that what it’s all about? Everybody wants to be right and and think that that everybody should agree with them. That’s that’s how I see it now. It’s like, and if yeah, I’m right and you’re wrong. And I that I don’t do that anymore. Bill Gasiamis (27:31) Got it. Got it. This part of you that your wife still sees that you’ve kind of been able to rein in, like is it a sinister side of you that she sees? Is it the conniving side of you? Is it the the the one that’s possible to be led astray? Which side of it does she still see that kind of attends these conversations with your wife? Ben Sautter (27:55) I d I I’m not sure how you how you name this. perfect example is if I I d slip up, do something wrong and Helen will bring my attention to it, I’ll say, Well, I just did that to see if you’re paying attention. So I I try to deflect things. I I have that I definitely the inferiority or or or and on myself. We’re all our own worst critic, of course, and and I I really feel self conscious. I know my deficiencies and I I go back and forth. I I know my deficiencies and I live with it. I’m okay with it. But sometimes if someone says something to me, Helen, one one time it’s okay and I get by it, one time it’s like it hits and it hurts. And and I I react, I try to deflect, I say things, hide comes out of me and and says things like to hurt back. And and so I’m and she’s getting better about not letting me do that. And the sooner she says something now, if she says something right away, I go, yeah, sorry, I did say that. Whereas before I didn’t remember saying things and I would say that. She’d say, You she’d wait too long and then tell me you said something. Well, I wouldn’t say that, I don’t think those things. That’s Jekyll saying, I I I don’t even think that. I I I didn’t say that. You took it wrong. Now I’m more believing that Hyde would say those things and and if she comes back quick enough and I can I’m right there. I’m like, yes, yeah, you’re right. And I I can apologize, but I’m getting better and better at not saying those things. and and catching myself now, which is big, to to stop it before it happens. So I I as we talk through this, I am starting to be more aware of Hyde, what he says, what he thinks, and certainly what he does. I I conquered that long time ago. But what he says and what he thinks, I’m starting to catch that before I go wrong. Bill Gasiamis (30:36) You I’m gonna make a lot of assumptions now. You seem very unassuming as a sixty-three year old man who lived a dual life, you know, went to prison and all that. You know, you you wouldn’t pick that up from meeting you on a Zoom call or in person per se, right? and often often people who kind of live double lives, etc., There’s a an underlying cause, something that happened earlier on in life that caused them to take on a certain persona or to be a certain way or to get through a certain difficult time in their upbringing or the circumstances by which they found themselves in. Did you have a origin story? Was there something that you can think back at that perhaps that led you to take the on another persona in certain situations, or is it just how you’ve always been? Where the Pattern Began Ben Sautter (31:33) The way it came out in writing my memoir, it was from when I was little, really little, and there was two things about it. We didn’t talk about feelings. Yeah, when you get hurt, you d you don’t you don’t cry about it, or you just don’t cry about it, you don’t feel anything. And my dad was a risk taker. And he was so a lot of fun. He taught me some of my worst habits, if not most of them. And and I followed in his footsteps. Risk was inside exciting. Terror was exciting. Being scared was fun. That’s how my dad taught me. And you add that with no feeling, no fear. you just it was easy I said earlier. It was really easy to go do those things shouldn’t do. It was fun and and there was money in it and calculated risks. no problem. It was just no problem. Bill Gasiamis (32:46) Your wife seems to have found something in you that was likable enough to kind of overlook that stuff or or to not see that stuff as being a real issue. Wha what do you think it is that she saw in you that kind of had her be okay with hanging out with a guy who had been incarcerated and perhaps had these tendencies to switch between these two personalities? Ben Sautter (33:13) Well, the incarceration I told her I thought I told her everything. I told Bill Gasiamis (33:18) Ha ha. Ben Sautter (33:19) her I told her enough for me to think I told her everything. And she felt that she saw me pay my dues and She didn’t know a lot up until this last year. she didn’t see the dual side of me. Even though we struggled, she thought it was just me being me. Now it’s so much more clear. And and she’s the one that came up with the Jekyll and Hyde when I was halfway through the book. And stories were coming out she’d never heard before. And that’s when one day she said, You’re like a Jekyll and Hyde. And that really changed the framework of my story. And and it showed me or helped me understand myself, the the dual personality. It still took a little bit to build it through the book to get a full understanding of it and draw a clear picture, but By the time I was done with the book, it was easy to see the dual personality. Bill Gasiamis (34:42) Did your wife what did she like about you though? Like there was s she’s been around for a little while by the sound of it. Ben Sautter (34:52) Yeah, we’ve been together over thirty years. you’d have to ask her that. I I think well, I’m a fun guy. I I was caring and I I that Jekyll guy’s pretty decent fella. You know, I’ve I’ve successfully in business and I’m I’m a hard working guy. I I just that side of me, Nice guy. I think there was a little intrigue probably from my past that I I was an exciting guy. I did a lot of things and and even though once we met, I was really trying to taper down and really trying to get a hold of myself and which I did and and w we did really, really well together for quite a few years and and then I think I wore wore her down with that dual personality. Not think. I know I did. She finally it was too much for her and and and things kinda went south for us. We I I I can’t imagine even though I watched what I put her through, I don’t know how she lasted. she left for a lot of years after my stroke. We split up for a lot of years and and I I’ve made some changes. Bill Gasiamis (36:30) So have you been able to reconcile? Ben Sautter (36:33) Yes, yes Bill Gasiamis (36:34) Okay. Ben Sautter (36:35) we have. Bill Gasiamis (36:36) Do you think anything that you and I have just discussed, anything of that would have been possible if you didn’t have this stroke? Ben Sautter (36:47) Well, I would say no. No. Not unless I’d a wrote the book and it happened like it did. But before the stroke, no, I d I I couldn’t get there. I wanted to, I tried. We we had a lot of conversations, but I just it was like a wall. I I just couldn’t see through it. I couldn’t get through it. I just couldn’t get there. So no, we would not be having this conversation if I hadn’t had a stroke. Bill Gasiamis (37:16) That’s fascinating to me. That’s just fascinating to me that you’ve had this turnaround. And not not to say that turnarounds are complete as soon as the stroke happens or that things are easier or different or better or whatever. But like there seems to be a genuine willingness to discover what this newer version of yourself could be like and could emerge into an author, somebody who wrote book. somebody who’s reconciled with your wife, somebody who’s admitted all these things that you’ve admitted and kind of made a concerted effort to not fall into those traps. Again, you’ve associated with things. And it’s all because of a stroke, because of a carotid artery blockage, or was it a dissection? What was it? Ben Sautter (38:10) It’s just a a blockage above the Y in a little piece of it. I got so lucky. It was a huge blockage and a little tiny piece flaked off, hit me Bill Gasiamis (38:23) Uh-huh. Ben Sautter (38:23) right up in this side, and that’s why they had to go in and remove that chunk of plaque. And Bill Gasiamis (38:30) Yeah. Ben Sautter (38:31) yeah. Bill Gasiamis (38:33) And it’s kind of it seems like it’s for you at least this experience has been really positive, other than the of course risk to your physical well being and your life, right? Seems a lot of positive has come out of it. Ben Sautter (38:51) I would have to agree with that. And and I know Helen would too. I’m I’m much different. I’m a much better person than I was. I so yes, the the stroke you know, I don’t think there’s many people can say that the stroke has done me more good than bad bad. The physical part of it has been a challenge, but I I push that every day and and I’m I’m working hard with that still. But the cognitive part of it, yeah, I I’m a better I’m a better man now. Bill Gasiamis (39:29) Hmm. you’ve got a copy of the book in front of you, I believe. Ben Sautter (39:33) Yes. Bill Gasiamis (39:34) Show us the the book. Tell me a little bit about how you came to write it. Like what’s the what what why did you feel the need to write the book? Writing the Memoir That Helped Him Understand Himself Ben Sautter (39:50) So I actually started the book in twenty sixteen before I had the stroke. And I it my intention was to write a bunch of stories about all the crazy things I did, crazy things that happened to me. Just a book of stories is what I was gonna write. And once I got serious about it last September, I sat down, got out what I had, and And once I started I couldn’t stop writing. I wrote this book in ten weeks and it just poured out of me and it’s nothing like I ever would have thought I could write. it has good value. It has value for anyone that reads it. Bill Gasiamis (40:40) So it’s a 10 year project that took ten days to ten weeks or ten days to complete. Ten weeks to Ben Sautter (40:46) Ten weeks. Ten weeks. Bill Gasiamis (40:48) complete. So that’s really cool in that like the idea was already there, germinating. It it took a while. you had to overcome certain things. You had to probably move beyond, you know, certain parts of your your your transformation to get to the stage where the book was possible. it sounds like you put in work with your family, with yourself. How long have you been seeing a counselor? Ben Sautter (41:18) Right after the stroke I started seeing my psychologist and and it’s interesting to me really early on she had me doing work that was for PTSD. And she would give me lessons to bring home. And they were for the for the veterans that suffered from PTSD, which I never knew anything about it. It was kind of a phantom thing for me, because I didn’t know anything. And and I’ll be honest with you here, one night on 60 Minutes I was watching a veteran with his wife and daughter being interviewed on sixty minutes and he had the PTSD and that family was talking about him doing the it saying, doing, thinking, the exact things I was doing with my family. And that really just hit me hard. No wonder I’m doing PTSD work because the stroke is the same thing i i in a sense. And that’s where I learned so much watching that segment that night. I learned about myself, my family. And that’s when I realized that’s when I realized my family suffered the stroke as much as I did. That came to me. Bill Gasiamis (42:51) What’s interesting is I asked you about things that might have happened in your past that may have been foundational kind of things that were responsible for these two personalities of you. You mentioned your dad, your upbringing, some of the stuff that he would get up to and how you were kind of influenced by him. But y I just heard now that you’re a veteran. So did you actually attend did you serve as a veteran? Ben Sautter (43:19) I did. I did a couple of years in the Navy in right when the Vietnam War was getting was ending. In fact I was in in April of seventy-five is when it ended. And I never went overseas. I was shore duty in California. I was at NAS Alameda and and that’s a pretty big piece in my book of of my time in the Navy, which is quite a story. but I I didn’t suffer any any I didn’t go to I didn’t go to war. I did not go to war. I I Bill Gasiamis (43:55) Or no battle no battles or anything like that. And and do you think the PTSD was from something else, perhaps? Ben Sautter (44:04) I think it w just from the stroke. Just from the stroke and I didn’t know it. that’s what I got from that sixty minutes segment is is the cognitive things that I was saying that and didn’t understand what the stroke did to me. I thought I was fine. I went to work back to work a couple months after I had the stroke. I worked for a couple months and I realized I I wasn’t cutting it. Bill Gasiamis (44:36) Whose idea was it to go to counselling after the stroke? Ben Sautter (44:46) I don’t know that I don’t remember, but I would say they probably just assigned me to a psychologist to to to see where I’m at, help me through it. VA Ford Harrison is phenomenal, those people. great staff there. So they just were taking care of me, I think. I don’t remember it. Bill Gasiamis (45:06) Yeah, might have just been standard part of the approach to helping somebody who’s a VA. Ben Sautter (45:14) That would be my my my guess that it was just part of their program. Bill Gasiamis (45:20) And it sounds like you were pretty willing or or were you resistant at the beginning. Do you recall how you felt about being in counseling? Ben Sautter (45:29) Yeah, I I was fine to go there and really really like this psychologist I see and and the other ones. I’ve seen numerous psychologists there and yeah, they I always feel better coming out of there than I do when I walk in. So no doubt. Bill Gasiamis (45:51) Have you expanded on your happy, sad, angry emotions? Ben Sautter (45:55) I’m I’m pretty even now. I don’t get too wild. When I first had the stroke I was very emotional. I was tears in my eyes over almost nothing. it was quite a struggle for Bill Gasiamis (46:13) That’s common. Ben Sautter (46:14) s some years. And and now I I I’ve I’m very well in control of my emotions and to the point that I’m I might be a fairly boring guy. I like to have fun. I laugh a lot. I’m not the wild guy that I was, but so so I I don’t have much anger. I don’t have much sadness. My anger y my sadness used to turn to anger. So I really had happy and angry is really what I had. I I don’t go there anymore. Life is too good for me now. I don’t I don’t have sadness or anger. Bill Gasiamis (46:55) every so often you say a couple of things and it triggers me to ask you the next question again. And it’s kind of my job to probe. And this is not a counseling session, but it’s very fascinating. Was there perhaps some kind of a personality disorder there, like a like a bipolar or something like that? Because you’re describing like happy, angry, or do you know there’s no in between and it’s very bipolar ish. Whereas I know it’s not bipolar. Because in Bipala they’re described as being happy and really, really kind of deep, sad extremes. But you seem to occupy a similar kind of space does that ring a bell? Did anyone ever bring that up, perhaps? Ben Sautter (47:38) No, I’m I’m I’m d just too happy all the time, always not in the good mood that I always used to be, but I lived pretty happy life. I I just didn’t let the rest get me. But when I went off in the weeds, I my anger was would get away from me. Bill Gasiamis (48:01) That’s a great way to describe it because that’s tend tends to be how anger is. Like it just kind of builds up and builds up and then it gets away. And if you do that often enough, it becomes really easy to get to anger. And what people don’t realise is that anger is also and complaining and all those types of things also releases dopamine in the brain. There is a reward that people get for misbehaving Ben Sautter (48:26) Mm. Bill Gasiamis (48:26) and expressing anger. Otherwise you wouldn’t do it. There is the there is also the I I’m trying to achieve something or get something done or I’m trying to intimidate some someone or I’m trying to you know get a child to take action somewhere where they frustrated me or whatever. So there there is a a a th this underlying purpose for anger, but also it’s a rewarding to the brain when you act out in an angry way. Ben Sautter (48:58) I think that’s a really good point. When I was younger, I would break I would look to break something. I would get so mad I just I would break something and then I felt good about it. Okay, I got that broke. Now I’m now I can be happy again. So just exactly what you just said. Interesting. Hmm. Bill Gasiamis (49:19) Yeah. That is interesting. It’s interesting and fascinating. Stroke as a Catalyst for Change This has been one of the most interesting conversations I’ve had because we’ve barely spoken about the stroke and how you experienced it and what it did to you. But it seems like we’ve spoken about it enough in that it was a catalyst to something new, something different. And often my attempt has always been in these interviews is to tell people about the fact You know, we share a story of what life was like before stroke for people. And then we sure share the story of like what happened during the stroke time and then what happened after. And if you’re currently in the stroke moment, it’s really, really hard. You you don’t know where things are headed. There’s a lot of uncertainty, a lot of change, a lot of experiences that you never saw coming, you know, things that are happening. You might be experiencing your body differently, your cognition differently. your hearing, your speech, it all might be different and it’s extremely full on in that moment. And the idea is, well, let’s continue with the conversation and try and move and and paint a picture of what life might be like for somebody, even though they’re going through a really hard time five, six, seven, ten years down the track, you know? And you’re in the 10 year mark and it’s taken you 10 years to get here, write a book, reflect on your past the way that you’ve been reflecting. mend your relationships, become more aware of your behavior, the one that served you, the one that didn’t. And it’s not really a story about stroke, but it’s stroke seems to have been the catalyst for an opportunity for you to look at things a different way and for it to break certain patterns that were embedded that now have been able to be in kind of like fizzled. You know, the edges of them were fizzled away so that something could enter and you know, like throw a spanner in the works and change the way the cogs moved. and it’s just fascinating that stroke can do that. if we didn’t talk about that part of stroke, that good part of stroke, people might only see stroke as only ever being a terrible thing that happened to them, which I also understand if somebody feels that way, because there’s a big spectrum of how people are impacted by stroke. So I don’t wanna take that away from people who are suffering. but you you know, like the shift and the change that you’ve had through a stroke is just night and day, it’s phenomenal. Ben Sautter (52:07) One of the bigger things I think I’ve learned that goes with that is It’s been a few years ago I learned that that guy that I was, that guy’s gone. And I am not gonna be that guy ever again. So I I’m looking at at the guy that I am, who I believe is a better guy than I was anyway. So that’s been a good thing. And I think that comes from my wife and from my psychologist at the VA that it it’s There’s no more who I was, it’s who I am. And and that’s come a long ways because of that, I Bill Gasiamis (52:51) Yeah. Ben Sautter (52:51) believe. Bill Gasiamis (52:52) And who you’re becoming by the sound of things. Ben Sautter (52:55) That too. Yes. Yeah, because I I do that’s a really good point. I do know I will get better. I will be better as time goes on. But you gotta keep you gotta keep working at it. Bill Gasiamis (53:10) Yeah. Being better and getting better, does that mean that the f the the way the leg feels is different or can the the the way the leg feels not necessarily go back to normal and you still are getting better, you still are improving, even though your leg perhaps stays Ben Sautter (53:29) Lake skiing. my pain is way, way, way down to where I don’t my pain is nil. I can go well, I I do a lot of needles, I do a lot of injections, I do a lot for it, but those are getting less. so th I’m hurting less, I’m hiking better, I ride my bike a lot, all those things. are I’m gaining the numbness, the tingle’s gone. That electricity thing like your fingers in a socket, that’s all gone. The s hard stiffness is down in my lower leg and my foot, so my leg’s better. yeah physically I’m getting better, better better. Bill Gasiamis (54:22) Yeah. Where can people go and find the book? Ben Sautter (54:27) Amazon. Amazon. Mr. Hyde and Me. The name of the book. Yeah, I’m Bill Gasiamis (54:32) Yeah. The links will Yeah. Ben Sautter (54:35) this is me. This picture is me on Bill Gasiamis (54:38) Yeah. Ben Sautter (54:39) the corner, on the corner of Wilson and Main Street in downtown Bozeman. Bozeman, Montana. So took a took a lot of thought to get to make that picture and to get that shadow just right. So my shadow guy facing into him head on. And been a lot of been a lot of reward doing this. This I called this therapy on steroids. writing this book was incredibly therapeutic. Bill Gasiamis (55:14) Yeah. I can imagine. Ben, thank you so much for reaching out. Really appreciate your conversation and your honesty and I really wish you well with your recovery ongoing. Ben Sautter (55:26) And thank you. This is one of the better conversations I’ve had about my my situation ever. So Bill, I can’t thank you enough. I appreciate it and I’ll look forward to this all turns out. Bill Gasiamis (55:40) Well, that’s it for another episode of the Recovery After Stroke podcast. If there’s one thing to take from this episode, it’s Ben’s line. That guy that I was, that guy’s gone. I’m not going to be that guy ever again. A stroke took something from Ben, but it also gave him a level of self-awareness and emotional range he says he never had access to before. And it helped him rebuild a marriage he thought he’d lost for good. If you want the full story, Ben’s memoir. Mr. Hyde and me is available on Amazon. You’ll find links in the bio. And if this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who might need to hear it. And if you’re looking for more tools for your own recovery, check out my book, The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened. It’s available at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. If this show has helped you or someone you love get through their journey with stroke, you can support the show to help keep it going on patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. And if you want to work with me directly, my coaching program Momentum offers one-on-one support and accountability for stroke survivors who feel stuck. More at recoveryafterstroke.com/momentum. Thanks for listening and I’ll see you in the next episode. The post Jekyll, Hyde, and the Stroke That Changed Everything: Ben Sautter’s Story appeared first on Recovery After Stroke.

In 1886, Robert Louis Stevenson gave the West its defining story of the divided self — Dr. Jekyll drinks a potion to split the monster from the man, and the severing destroys him. The Bhagavad Gita's 16th chapter, the daivāsura-sampad-vibhāga, had mapped the same divide long before: the daivī and the āsurī, the divine and demonic dispositions in every person. Fearlessness, restraint, truthfulness, and compassion on one side; arrogance, anger, cruelty, and self-deception on the other. Not two people — two pulls inside one.The two traditions agree on the diagnosis and split on the cure. Jekyll amputates; Krishna governs — closing the three gates of ruin: kāma, krodha, lobha — desire, anger, greed (Gita 16.21).The West tried to cage the monster. India tried to civilize it.A scholarly note: this is a parallel of ideas, not a claim of influence — there is no evidence Stevenson read the Gita. "Demonic" is a translation convention for āsurī, a disposition rather than the Christian devil.Sources: Bhagavad Gita 16.1–5 and 16.21; R. L. Stevenson, Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde (1886).Watch the full decode series: https://www.youtube.com/@ProfPankajJainAll platforms: https://pod.link/profpankajjain— Prof. Pankaj Jain · Discover India: Bhārat Darśan

Today's Sports Daily covers another blowout in the OKC/San Antonion series, OKC is too Jekyll & Hyde to figure out, SGA's underwhelming series and what this means for his future, & possibly the biggest upset ever in sports yesterday at the French Open. Music written by Bill Conti & Allee Willis (Casablanca Records/Universal Music Group)  Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

John and Jim conclude Colin Baker's tumultuous era with a two-part finale born from tragedy, scrambled rewrites, and production chaos - resulting in wildly divergent reactions from the hosts and fandom's most controversial regeneration-that-never-was. The Production Nightmare: John details Robert Holmes passing while writing Part 1, Eric Saward writing Part 2 from Holmes' notes but refusing to release it when JNT rejected his cliffhanger ending (the Doctor and Valeyard falling into an abyss), Pip and Jane Baker getting 10 days to write an entirely new Part 2 using only existing sets from Part 1, and the longest Classic Who episode clocking in at 30 minutes when the Bakers' 38-minute script had to be pared down. The Valeyard Revelation: Extensive discussion of the bombshell that the Valeyard is "an amalgamation of the Doctor's darker impulses from between his twelfth and final incarnations." The hosts debate why this huge concept has never been revisited on screen despite New Who passing that point in the timeline, compare it to Star Trek's "The Enemy Within" and Jekyll/Hyde dynamics, question how the Valeyard established himself on Gallifrey as a respected prosecutor, and marvel that this mythology-altering revelation planted seeds that never grew. The Master's Motivations: Jim questions why the Master appears at all beyond Robert Holmes liking the character. Discussion covers the Master entering the Matrix with a duplicate key, his refusal to let the Valeyard deny him the pleasure of destroying the Doctor personally, and the irony of him being frozen in the Matrix alongside Glitz by story's end. Peri's Resurrection: The hosts examine the shoehorned reveal that Peri survived to become Yrcanos' warrior queen - a retcon driven by negative audience reaction to her original death. Discussion includes Nicola Bryant's mixed feelings (initially disappointed, now embracing it in recent appearances), comparisons to Leela, and whether either ending serves the character well. Continuity Catastrophes: The Inquisitor doesn't recognize the Master then suddenly knows he's a renegade Time Lord within the same episode. The Seventh Door to the Matrix is inexplicably on the space station. The High Council gets deposed by insurrectionists in unexplained chaos. Jim gets "completely lost" by events on Gallifrey that are told but never shown. Bonnie Langford's Redemption: Both hosts praise Bonnie's performance in Part 2 when freed from Robert Holmes and Eric Saward's diminishment of Mel. Discussion covers her not being reduced to singer/dancer stereotypes, total recall ability introduced in "Terror of the Vervoids," recognizing Time Lord modems, and Jim's appreciation that she's treated as the Doctor's equal rather than damsel. The Detective Doctor: Jim dubs Colin "The Detective Doctor" for his Sherlock Holmes/Batman deductive reasoning throughout the trial, calling himself "Old 60" and piecing together clues about Matrix manipulation, fake Mel's knowledge gaps, and the list of judges in his own handwriting. The Ending That Never Was: Colin Baker's final words as the Doctor - "Carrot juice, carrot juice, carrot juice" - haunt him to this day. Discussion of newspapers announcing his firing the day Part 2 aired, his refusal to return for a regeneration story (offering one more season instead), becoming the only Doctor without an onscreen regeneration until Big Finish remedied it, and the raw deal of only 11 stories total. Production Chaos Recap: No script editor credited for Part 2. JNT forced to act as story editor while fighting to keep Doctor Who alive. The Bakers writing without access to Holmes' notes or Saward's script. Sets already built constraining Part 2's possibilities. Colin knowing this was his swan song but giving his finest courtroom performance. The 30-minute runtime requiring BBC schedule adjustments. The Final Twist: The Keeper revealed as the Valeyard in disguise, laughing menacingly as the ultimate cliffhanger - planted seeds for a new showrunner who would start from scratch with Sylvester McCoy. The hosts question why this twist exists when they already knew Colin was gone and had no next doctor or story editor lined up. Mel's Future: Discussion of older-looking Mel with Beverly Crusher-style hair arriving with Glitz, speculation about when they were plucked from (possibly her eventual departure with Glitz's carrot juice company and TV show), and total recall proving essential to exposing the fake Matrix trial. Coming Up Next: Patreon Exclusive (Monday): Comics "Changes" and "Salad Daze," Memory TARDIS spin, more music, and a Season 23 retrospective examining the good, bad, and ugly while preparing for Sylvester McCoy's arrival. Patreon Exclusive (Friday): "Colin Baker: One Last Look" - a retrospective on the man and his 11-story tenure. Main Feed (Following Saturday - Hiatus Content): Peter Davison retrospective from Patreon archives. Season 24 Premiere: "Time and the Rani" - Sylvester McCoy's debut AND Kate O'Mara's return heralding the new Doctor's arrival. Hashtags: #DoctorWho #TrialOfATimeLord #TheUltimateFoe #ColinBaker #SixthDoctor #TheValeyard #TheMaster #Mel #BonnieLangford #SabalonGlitz #RobertHolmes #PipAndJaneBaker #EricSaward #Season23Finale #TheInquisitor #PeriBrown #NicolaBryant #MatrixSequences #RegenerationThatNeverWas #ClassicWho #DoctorWhoReview #DoctorWhoPodcast #1986 #ProductionChaos #ColinBakerFarewell

The trio tries to make a sense of what we are seeing?How does this mess end? What are some positives amongst all the negatives?

Mais uma quinta-feira, mais um episódio que nos leva até um lugar onde a linha entre o humano e o monstruoso se torna perigosamente ténue.

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Jake Dollarhide considers Kevin Warsh the Fed Chair candidate the least likely to agree with President Trump on rates. He thinks Powell has done a “fantastic job” as head of the Fed. He sees either no rate cuts this year, or 2+, calling Warsh a “Jekyll and Hyde candidate.” Jake thinks the rally can continue, noting that 2025 was a great year despite fewer stocks participating in the rally.======== Schwab Network ========Empowering every investor and trader, every market day.Options involve risks and are not suitable for all investors. Before trading, read the Options Disclosure Document. http://bit.ly/2v9tH6DSubscribe to the Market Minute newsletter - https://schwabnetwork.com/subscribeDownload the iOS app - https://apps.apple.com/us/app/schwab-network/id1460719185Download the Amazon Fire Tv App - https://www.amazon.com/TD-Ameritrade-Network/dp/B07KRD76C7Watch on Sling - https://watch.sling.com/1/asset/191928615bd8d47686f94682aefaa007/watchWatch on Vizio - https://www.vizio.com/en/watchfreeplus-exploreWatch on DistroTV - https://www.distro.tv/live/schwab-network/Follow us on X – https://twitter.com/schwabnetworkFollow us on Facebook – https://www.facebook.com/schwabnetworkFollow us on LinkedIn - https://www.linkedin.com/company/schwab-network/About Schwab Network - https://schwabnetwork.com/about

A brilliant away performance and a flat derby defeat. Another reminder that following Dundee United is never straightforward…

Steiny & Guru want to find out who the San Francisco 49ers REALLY are! The temperature of the fans is a good start, why are you (or not) believing in this team? Plus, Audacy NFL Insider Ross Tucker joins the show 15 minutes into the segment.

The Fellowship is pleased to present our discussion of the 1990 TV film Jekyll & Hyde, wrapping up Horror Month. Michael Caine and Cheryl Ladd - what could possibly go wrong? Plus our usual crazy talk, geek news, and tangents

We're talking full chaos across sports this week. The Bears are back on their Jekyll & Hyde nonsense, the Chiefs look scary again, and the Dolphins blow out the Falcons — but can they keep it up? The Jets shock the Bengals, sparking a real conversation about Justin Fields. In baseball, the Dodgers–Blue Jays World Series is turning legendary, and yes — Ohtani might already be in GOAT talks. The Lakers Look lovely without LeBron, so is it time to consider a move? Plus, major College Football Playoff shakeups, our Top 5 One-Hit Wonders, and BK's Best Bets to close it out.

¡Vótame en los Premios iVoox 2025! Agradece a este podcast tantas horas de entretenimiento y disfruta de episodios exclusivos como éste. ¡Apóyale en iVoox! ¡Apoya al podcast como FAN de Terraescribiente en IVOOX o en PATREON y escucha todos los audios sin restricción! Bienvenidos a otro podcast de "Aventura Sonora" aquí en TERRAESCRIBIENTE. En esta ocasión: "LA LIGA EXTRAORDINARIA". En el lodazal hediondo del Londres victoriano, el Imperio Británico —puta vieja sostenida por humo y arrogancia— urdió la creación de La Liga Extraordinaria, no como estandarte de gloria, sino como vomitivo remedio contra su propia ruina: un aquelarre de monstruos reclutados para cumplir misiones imposibles. A su frente, Mina Murray, bruja marcada por colmillos y acero, guía a un cazador arruinado por el opio (Quatermain), un pirata anarquista que navega en un monstruo metálico (Nemo), un fantasma degenerado sin rostro (Griffin, el Hombre Invisible) y la abominación bifronte de ciencia y barbarie (Jekyll/Hyde). Su primera ordalía, recuperar la Cavorita de las garras del demoníaco Fu Manchú, los hundió en tugurios y cloacas donde huesos, sangre y traición fueron el único salario. Pero la verdadera prueba vino con la invasión marciana: trípodes ciclópeos arrasaron Londres, madres y niños se convirtieron en polvo, y la Liga fue lanzada como perros rabiosos al matadero. Hyde devoró máquinas con sus manos, Nemo vomitó fuego desde el Nautilus, Griffin traicionó y fue colgado como espantajo de vísceras, mientras Mina dirigía con fría ferocidad. Y al final, no fue la Liga quien salvó la Tierra, sino la mugre microscópica. Ellos solo dejaron un eco: la carcajada inmunda de la humanidad gobernada por hijos de puta. Por favor, sigue y suscríbete a las siguientes redes: DISCORD: https://discord.gg/WnbP8tQtD3 Canal de WhatsApp: https://whatsapp.com/channel/0029VaCcO2s1NCrQqLpfFR3u Escucha el audiolibro completo en: patreon.com/Terraescribiente Twitter: https://twitter.com/TerraEscriba Telegram: https://t.me/+62_TRJVg-3cxNDZh Instagram: www.instagram.com/terraescribiente/ TikTok: www.tiktok.com/@terraescribiente YouTube: www.youtube.com/@Terraescribiente ¡También suscríbete a TERRAESCRIBIENTE en ITUNES Y SPOTIFY! ¡Dale me gusta a cada podcast y coméntalos! ¡Ayuda mucho! ¡Gracias!Escucha este episodio completo y accede a todo el contenido exclusivo de TERRAESCRIBIENTE. Descubre antes que nadie los nuevos episodios, y participa en la comunidad exclusiva de oyentes en https://go.ivoox.com/sq/747547

¡Apoya al podcast como FAN de Terraescribiente en IVOOX o en PATREON y escucha todos los audios sin restricción! Bienvenidos a otro podcast de "Aventura Sonora" aquí en TERRAESCRIBIENTE. En esta ocasión vamos a escuchar "LA LIGA EXTRAORDINARIA". En el lodazal hediondo del Londres victoriano, el Imperio Británico —puta vieja sostenida por humo y arrogancia— urdió la creación de La Liga Extraordinaria, no como estandarte de gloria, sino como vomitivo remedio contra su propia ruina: un aquelarre de monstruos reclutados para cumplir misiones imposibles. A su frente, Mina Murray, bruja marcada por colmillos y acero, guía a un cazador arruinado por el opio (Quatermain), un pirata anarquista que navega en un monstruo metálico (Nemo), un fantasma degenerado sin rostro (Griffin, el Hombre Invisible) y la abominación bifronte de ciencia y barbarie (Jekyll/Hyde). Su primera ordalía, recuperar la Cavorita de las garras del demoníaco Fu Manchú, los hundió en tugurios y cloacas donde huesos, sangre y traición fueron el único salario. Pero la verdadera prueba vino con la invasión marciana: trípodes ciclópeos arrasaron Londres, madres y niños se convirtieron en polvo, y la Liga fue lanzada como perros rabiosos al matadero. Hyde devoró máquinas con sus manos, Nemo vomitó fuego desde el Nautilus, Griffin traicionó y fue colgado como espantajo de vísceras, mientras Mina dirigía con fría ferocidad. Y al final, no fue la Liga quien salvó la Tierra, sino la mugre microscópica. Ellos solo dejaron un eco: la carcajada inmunda de la humanidad gobernada por hijos de puta. Por favor, sigue y suscríbete a las siguientes redes: DISCORD: https://discord.gg/WnbP8tQtD3 Canal de WhatsApp: https://whatsapp.com/channel/0029VaCcO2s1NCrQqLpfFR3u Escucha el audiolibro completo en: patreon.com/Terraescribiente Twitter: https://twitter.com/TerraEscriba Telegram: https://t.me/+62_TRJVg-3cxNDZh Instagram: www.instagram.com/terraescribiente/ TikTok: www.tiktok.com/@terraescribiente YouTube: www.youtube.com/@Terraescribiente ¡También suscríbete a TERRAESCRIBIENTE en ITUNES Y SPOTIFY! ¡Dale me gusta a cada podcast y coméntalos! ¡Ayuda mucho! ¡Gracias!

I want you to think about this question for today's episode of Sell With Authority: what's the real cost of saying “yes”? Every time you add another service, take on an iffy-fit client, or chase a trend just because “every agency is doing it” — you're adding more weight onto your team. At first it doesn't feel heavy, but over time the load builds. And eventually, growth stalls — not because you're not working hard enough, but because you're carrying too much of the wrong stuff. That's why agencies get stuck in money-draining mistakes — like throwing darts at a board and calling it strategy, selling everything to everyone, or constantly chasing clients instead of magnetically attracting the right ones. Here's the thing — even some of the most successful agencies in the country have been there. Our guest expert today, Dr. Mark Young, Founder and CEO of Jekyll+Hyde Labs, built one of the nation's top challenger brand agencies. But eventually, he realized they were diluted — saying yes out of fear instead of strategy. So, Mark did something bold. He set what author Dr. Benjamin Hardy calls an “Impossible Goal” — $100 million in revenue in just three years. Not 15. Not 10. Three. And then he used that Impossible Goal like a scalpel. If it didn't align, he cut it. The results? Within weeks Jekyll+Hyde shed bad-fit clients, won bigger ones, and began scaling with conviction — not fear. Today, Mark is here to share how you can apply the same lessons inside your own agency. Hannah Roth, our Director of Strategy and Mad Scientist, is here too. Hannah's in the trenches every day with our Predictive clients, and she leads all of our experiments inside the Predictive Lab. It makes perfect sense to bring her into this candid conversation. This episode is packed full of takeaways you and your team can put into practice right away. What you will learn in this episode:  Why saying “yes” can quietly stall your growth How to to identify the invisible costs of overcommitting to clients, services, or trends How to use an “Impossible Goal” as a strategic lens to simplify decisions, eliminate distractions, and focus your entire team on what truly moves the needle Ways to recognize when your agency is diluted — and the proven steps Dr. Mark Young took to reclaim focus, authority, and profitability Why most agencies optimize what shouldn't exist — and how to confidently cut services or clients that don't align with your strategy Resources: Website: https://jandhlabs.com/ LinkedIn Personal: https://www.linkedin.com/in/markyoungwci/ LinkedIn Business: https://www.linkedin.com/company/jekyll-and-hyde-labs/ HYPNO-TISING: The Secrets and Science of Ads That Sell More…: https://www.amazon.com/HYPNO-TISING-Secrets-Science-That-Sell/dp/1544526091

Kohberger's “Mom Text” & Donna's Grand Piano: How Loyalty Turns Criminal Today's full Hidden Killers Live digs into two explosive storylines and a deep psychological dive that ties them together. First, we unpack a new detail in the Bryan Kohberger case: the night-after exchange with his mother, including a link she sent describing the victim's bruises and fight back. Was it innocent true-crime chatter between a mom and her criminology-student son—or something far more unsettling in hindsight? We connect that moment to Kohberger's narrow fixations, the “coffee shop girl,” and his Jekyll/Hyde letters to Washington State University—groveling in one breath, arrogant and contemptuous toward a female professor in the next. Then we pivot to Donna Adelson and the trial reality closing in. We break down the jailhouse witness who says Donna scripted her testimony word-for-word, promised packages and phone time, even floated $10,000, veneers, and a grand piano—with Harvey allegedly wired in via Zelle/Signal. We weigh how much of that is Donna's mouth versus a real logistics web, and whether character-witness “coffee friends” help or hurt her in front of a jury. Hour two zooms out to the system beneath the headlines: enmeshed families. Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott joins Tony, Stacy, and Todd to map the continuum (disengaged → balanced → enmeshed), cultural norms around close-knit loyalty, and how a narcissistic parent converts “love” into control. We get granular on roles (golden child, scapegoat), why kids learn not to push back, how “mom in your head” can sabotage adult relationships and marriages, and why some adult children feel literal relief when a controlling parent dies. We also confront the hard question: how does enmeshment escalate from everyday manipulation to high-stakes loyalty—the kind that risks careers, freedom, and, in the Adelson world, alleged cover-ups? If you're following the Kohberger case, the Adelson trial, or you've lived inside a family where loyalty and control got tangled, this is two hours of context, questions, and candid conversation. Drop your take in the comments—what crossed the line for you today? Hashtags : #HiddenKillers #ShavaunScott #BryanKohberger #DonnaAdelson #AdelsonTrial #DanMarkel #EnmeshedFamilies #TrueCrime #PsychologyOfCrime #CourtroomDrama Want to comment and watch this podcast as a video? Check out our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/@hiddenkillerspod Instagram https://www.instagram.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Tik-Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@hiddenkillerspod X Twitter https://x.com/tonybpod Listen Ad-Free On Apple Podcasts Here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/true-crime-today-premium-plus-ad-free-advance-episode/id1705422872

Kohberger's “Mom Text” & Donna's Grand Piano: How Loyalty Turns Criminal Today's full Hidden Killers Live digs into two explosive storylines and a deep psychological dive that ties them together. First, we unpack a new detail in the Bryan Kohberger case: the night-after exchange with his mother, including a link she sent describing the victim's bruises and fight back. Was it innocent true-crime chatter between a mom and her criminology-student son—or something far more unsettling in hindsight? We connect that moment to Kohberger's narrow fixations, the “coffee shop girl,” and his Jekyll/Hyde letters to Washington State University—groveling in one breath, arrogant and contemptuous toward a female professor in the next. Then we pivot to Donna Adelson and the trial reality closing in. We break down the jailhouse witness who says Donna scripted her testimony word-for-word, promised packages and phone time, even floated $10,000, veneers, and a grand piano—with Harvey allegedly wired in via Zelle/Signal. We weigh how much of that is Donna's mouth versus a real logistics web, and whether character-witness “coffee friends” help or hurt her in front of a jury. Hour two zooms out to the system beneath the headlines: enmeshed families. Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott joins Tony, Stacy, and Todd to map the continuum (disengaged → balanced → enmeshed), cultural norms around close-knit loyalty, and how a narcissistic parent converts “love” into control. We get granular on roles (golden child, scapegoat), why kids learn not to push back, how “mom in your head” can sabotage adult relationships and marriages, and why some adult children feel literal relief when a controlling parent dies. We also confront the hard question: how does enmeshment escalate from everyday manipulation to high-stakes loyalty—the kind that risks careers, freedom, and, in the Adelson world, alleged cover-ups? If you're following the Kohberger case, the Adelson trial, or you've lived inside a family where loyalty and control got tangled, this is two hours of context, questions, and candid conversation. Drop your take in the comments—what crossed the line for you today? Hashtags : #HiddenKillers #ShavaunScott #BryanKohberger #DonnaAdelson #AdelsonTrial #DanMarkel #EnmeshedFamilies #TrueCrime #PsychologyOfCrime #CourtroomDrama Want to comment and watch this podcast as a video? Check out our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/@hiddenkillerspod Instagram https://www.instagram.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Tik-Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@hiddenkillerspod X Twitter https://x.com/tonybpod Listen Ad-Free On Apple Podcasts Here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/true-crime-today-premium-plus-ad-free-advance-episode/id1705422872

Kohberger's “Mom Text” & Donna's Grand Piano: How Loyalty Turns Criminal Today's full Hidden Killers Live digs into two explosive storylines and a deep psychological dive that ties them together. First, we unpack a new detail in the Bryan Kohberger case: the night-after exchange with his mother, including a link she sent describing the victim's bruises and fight back. Was it innocent true-crime chatter between a mom and her criminology-student son—or something far more unsettling in hindsight? We connect that moment to Kohberger's narrow fixations, the “coffee shop girl,” and his Jekyll/Hyde letters to Washington State University—groveling in one breath, arrogant and contemptuous toward a female professor in the next. Then we pivot to Donna Adelson and the trial reality closing in. We break down the jailhouse witness who says Donna scripted her testimony word-for-word, promised packages and phone time, even floated $10,000, veneers, and a grand piano—with Harvey allegedly wired in via Zelle/Signal. We weigh how much of that is Donna's mouth versus a real logistics web, and whether character-witness “coffee friends” help or hurt her in front of a jury. Hour two zooms out to the system beneath the headlines: enmeshed families. Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott joins Tony, Stacy, and Todd to map the continuum (disengaged → balanced → enmeshed), cultural norms around close-knit loyalty, and how a narcissistic parent converts “love” into control. We get granular on roles (golden child, scapegoat), why kids learn not to push back, how “mom in your head” can sabotage adult relationships and marriages, and why some adult children feel literal relief when a controlling parent dies. We also confront the hard question: how does enmeshment escalate from everyday manipulation to high-stakes loyalty—the kind that risks careers, freedom, and, in the Adelson world, alleged cover-ups? If you're following the Kohberger case, the Adelson trial, or you've lived inside a family where loyalty and control got tangled, this is two hours of context, questions, and candid conversation. Drop your take in the comments—what crossed the line for you today? Hashtags : #HiddenKillers #ShavaunScott #BryanKohberger #DonnaAdelson #AdelsonTrial #DanMarkel #EnmeshedFamilies #TrueCrime #PsychologyOfCrime #CourtroomDrama Want to comment and watch this podcast as a video? Check out our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/@hiddenkillerspod Instagram https://www.instagram.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Tik-Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@hiddenkillerspod X Twitter https://x.com/tonybpod Listen Ad-Free On Apple Podcasts Here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/true-crime-today-premium-plus-ad-free-advance-episode/id1705422872

Kohberger's “Mom Text” & Donna's Grand Piano: How Loyalty Turns Criminal Today's full Hidden Killers Live digs into two explosive storylines and a deep psychological dive that ties them together. First, we unpack a new detail in the Bryan Kohberger case: the night-after exchange with his mother, including a link she sent describing the victim's bruises and fight back. Was it innocent true-crime chatter between a mom and her criminology-student son—or something far more unsettling in hindsight? We connect that moment to Kohberger's narrow fixations, the “coffee shop girl,” and his Jekyll/Hyde letters to Washington State University—groveling in one breath, arrogant and contemptuous toward a female professor in the next. Then we pivot to Donna Adelson and the trial reality closing in. We break down the jailhouse witness who says Donna scripted her testimony word-for-word, promised packages and phone time, even floated $10,000, veneers, and a grand piano—with Harvey allegedly wired in via Zelle/Signal. We weigh how much of that is Donna's mouth versus a real logistics web, and whether character-witness “coffee friends” help or hurt her in front of a jury. Hour two zooms out to the system beneath the headlines: enmeshed families. Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott joins Tony, Stacy, and Todd to map the continuum (disengaged → balanced → enmeshed), cultural norms around close-knit loyalty, and how a narcissistic parent converts “love” into control. We get granular on roles (golden child, scapegoat), why kids learn not to push back, how “mom in your head” can sabotage adult relationships and marriages, and why some adult children feel literal relief when a controlling parent dies. We also confront the hard question: how does enmeshment escalate from everyday manipulation to high-stakes loyalty—the kind that risks careers, freedom, and, in the Adelson world, alleged cover-ups? If you're following the Kohberger case, the Adelson trial, or you've lived inside a family where loyalty and control got tangled, this is two hours of context, questions, and candid conversation. Drop your take in the comments—what crossed the line for you today? Hashtags : #HiddenKillers #ShavaunScott #BryanKohberger #DonnaAdelson #AdelsonTrial #DanMarkel #EnmeshedFamilies #TrueCrime #PsychologyOfCrime #CourtroomDrama Want to comment and watch this podcast as a video? Check out our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/@hiddenkillerspod Instagram https://www.instagram.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Tik-Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@hiddenkillerspod X Twitter https://x.com/tonybpod Listen Ad-Free On Apple Podcasts Here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/true-crime-today-premium-plus-ad-free-advance-episode/id1705422872

Kohberger's “Mom Text” & Donna's Grand Piano: How Loyalty Turns Criminal Today's full Hidden Killers Live digs into two explosive storylines and a deep psychological dive that ties them together. First, we unpack a new detail in the Bryan Kohberger case: the night-after exchange with his mother, including a link she sent describing the victim's bruises and fight back. Was it innocent true-crime chatter between a mom and her criminology-student son—or something far more unsettling in hindsight? We connect that moment to Kohberger's narrow fixations, the “coffee shop girl,” and his Jekyll/Hyde letters to Washington State University—groveling in one breath, arrogant and contemptuous toward a female professor in the next. Then we pivot to Donna Adelson and the trial reality closing in. We break down the jailhouse witness who says Donna scripted her testimony word-for-word, promised packages and phone time, even floated $10,000, veneers, and a grand piano—with Harvey allegedly wired in via Zelle/Signal. We weigh how much of that is Donna's mouth versus a real logistics web, and whether character-witness “coffee friends” help or hurt her in front of a jury. Hour two zooms out to the system beneath the headlines: enmeshed families. Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott joins Tony, Stacy, and Todd to map the continuum (disengaged → balanced → enmeshed), cultural norms around close-knit loyalty, and how a narcissistic parent converts “love” into control. We get granular on roles (golden child, scapegoat), why kids learn not to push back, how “mom in your head” can sabotage adult relationships and marriages, and why some adult children feel literal relief when a controlling parent dies. We also confront the hard question: how does enmeshment escalate from everyday manipulation to high-stakes loyalty—the kind that risks careers, freedom, and, in the Adelson world, alleged cover-ups? If you're following the Kohberger case, the Adelson trial, or you've lived inside a family where loyalty and control got tangled, this is two hours of context, questions, and candid conversation. Drop your take in the comments—what crossed the line for you today? Hashtags : #HiddenKillers #ShavaunScott #BryanKohberger #DonnaAdelson #AdelsonTrial #DanMarkel #EnmeshedFamilies #TrueCrime #PsychologyOfCrime #CourtroomDrama Want to comment and watch this podcast as a video? Check out our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/@hiddenkillerspod Instagram https://www.instagram.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Tik-Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@hiddenkillerspod X Twitter https://x.com/tonybpod Listen Ad-Free On Apple Podcasts Here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/true-crime-today-premium-plus-ad-free-advance-episode/id1705422872

Too many brands pour endless time and money into “perfecting” their logo, thinking that's the brand. It's not. In this episode, Mark, Justin, and Jekyll+Hyde's Creative Director, Paul Perzyk, break down what truly makes a brand memorable — and why overcomplicating your design can hurt more than help. From international slogan mishaps to why Jaguar's rebrand tanked sales, this conversation is packed with insights that can save you from expensive mistakes. You'll learn: Why your logo should be simple enough to draw in the sand How to make packaging work for new, unknown brands The right way to choose slogans that connect with customers When and how to evolve your brand identity without losing its essence Listen now and start building a brand people actually remember.

Robbie Rozelle is back for round two and I think it's safe to say that we are officially off the rails. After passing up lottery tickets to Hamilton at the Public in 2015, Robbie eventually saw it in previews and promptly had an out of body experience, prompting a StubHub debacle the very next day (remember those days?!). Robbie was the creative director of Playbill at the start and eventual astronomical height of Hamilton, so we take a look back on some of the insane fervor of that time and why some of it was probably not very cool (it's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me). Plus, we share stories about being in the room for some very famous on-stage mishaps: breaking the fourth wall in Wicked and Gypsy, a drunk Richard Burton furious that they gave him the curtain during Camelot, Bette Midler mugging with a purse in Hello Dolly!, and the famous Emily Skinner/Linda Eder situation for that one night only performance of Jekyll & Hyde. Robbie Rozelle @DivaRobbie  Robbie Rozelle - Songs from Inside My Locker (Live at Feinstein's/54 Below) Original Cast Album: Co-Op Nobert Leo Butz - Girls, Girls, Girls: Live at 54 Below Emily Skinner Finally Confirms That Rumor About Jekyll and Hyde Flight of the Conchords Season 2, Episode 7: “Prime Minister” /// Gillian's Website The Hamilcast on Twitter The Hamilcast on Instagram Join the Patreon Peeps

Today I Sit with Zander Cannon on the release of the Horror Mystery tale for Image Comics- Sleep #1. It tells the story of Jonathan, a very mild mannered introvert living in a small town who happens to wake up one day to his cat missing and front door wide open to nothing but dead cattle parts all over his front yard. Jonathan lives alone in a small town and the community is centered around his church where he and his good friend Tabby have just had an old friend reenter their lives named Hipp, who has seemed to make a name for himself since leaving town.Jonathan can't explain whats happening with him. Zander who writes and illustrates stays very cryptic from each page as the entire comic is in greyscales except one other distinct color- Blood Red. This color is depicted in very subtle ways that leaves the mystery in leading you to conspiracy theories in this as you fail to see the monster causing the destruction, but you know he is there.Written and Illustrated by Zander CannonSupport this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/the-faqs-project-hosted-by-james-grandmaster-faqs-boyce/donations

Jennifer [00:00:06]: Hi. I'm Jennifer Woosley Saylor. I'm a licensed professional clinical counselor and the kid of a cop, and this is the podcast when the call hits home. Ashlee [00:00:14]: Hey, everyone. It's Ashlee Gethner. I'm a licensed clinical social worker, and I'm also a child of a police officer. Ashlee [00:00:22]: Hi. Welcome back to the pod. I'm Jennifer. Ashlee [00:00:25]: And I'm Ashlee. And today, we have a pretty big guest. We're super excited. We're gonna hand it over to him to introduce himself. So go ahead, Tom. Take it away. Tom Rizzo [00:00:33]: So hi. My name is Tom Rizzo. So honored and so blessed to be here today with you guys, spending some time with you. I appreciate the invite. I've done a thing or two in the arena of what we're gonna discuss. So, yeah, you know, I'm in my twenty fourth year of my career in law enforcement. Took a couple of diversions off the tracks. I wrote a book, you know, traveled the country, being a motivational speaker in the area of, leadership, mental health, wellness, resiliency, and kind of everything that falls within it. Tom Rizzo [00:01:05]: And, super fortunate that, little over a year ago, I was fortunate enough to get the opportunity to be considered as a cohost on the show, All Patrol Live. It's the relaunch of live PD. So I've been doing that. College professor for God knows, what, thirteen, fourteen years. And, but the proudest thing that I have is my background is I'm a father of four. So, those are my the my four monkeys. Those are my why. And, so yeah. Tom Rizzo [00:01:33]: Let that that's that's my Reader's Digest version about me. Ashlee [00:01:37]: And I feel like I have to say thank you to you again because I I feel like our listeners need to know. So I was literally at home one day. My dad is a retired officer as a lot of us know now, but he loves the show on patrol. He loves it. And we were sitting there watching it, and we were like, who? Who's Tom Rizzo? Like, he's new, you know, sticks the gun, like, all these things. And I was like, I'm gonna reach out to him. And my dad was like, it's not like you're not. And I go, yes. Ashlee [00:02:00]: I am. Yeah. I am. And so I did, and just so thankful that you were able to respond, and you've been so kind to me and willing to do all these things. So I greatly appreciate you so much. Tom Rizzo [00:02:11]: No. The the pleasure is mine, and and I always try to be as responsive as I can, to people who reach out. I've made that pledge before I was doing the show, you know, and being an instructor and a speaker that if you if you're gonna offer people help, you have to make yourself readily available to give that help. So I try to be as responsive as I can. It's difficult, because I wanna always place my four children first, so I don't wanna be distracted on my time with them. But I believe very much so that, you know, responsiveness is the key in the arena of being supportive of each other. I'm just a product of my environment and the blessings that have been given to me just trying to pay them forward. So thank you for that. Ashlee [00:02:51]: Well, that's beautiful, and I appreciate that, especially the ability to know if you gotta put your money where your mouth is. Like, if you're gonna say this is what we wanna support, you wanna do that. In this little brief synopsis she gave us about, it sounds like a very mosaic of career, what would you say kinda leads to using that word mental health and mental health services, especially for officers? Tom Rizzo [00:03:16]: Very candidly. I'm just I believe in share a lesson learned should be a lesson shared. Like, you know, and what Maya Angelou said once, when you learn, you teach. When you get, you give. And I I guess I don't mind ruffling feathers. I've always been the type to be respectfully insubordinate, and I believe you could be both at the same time. So I challenge our own. I preach, this theory that I came up with where where I always say we obsess over the four corners. Tom Rizzo [00:03:51]: So that would be the four corners of your district, your jurisdiction, your industry even. Mhmm. And we make sure that that looks shiny and clean and neat and plausible to the stakeholders in the community and the and the politicians. But the four what's happening within the four walls is chaos and turmoil and toxicity and vitriol and invective. So I've challenged the system to say, how about we obsess over what's happening within our four walls, sometimes the four four walls of our own heads, meaning our brains, and how we're treating each other. And I firmly believe that there's then a reciprocity effect on the customer service that we put out there. I think that we've been operating in this field of a Jekyll Hyde syndrome for far too long. You know, we have to be polite and courteous and respectful and empathetic toward perfect strangers, then we get into the hallways of our building, and we're throwing sticks in each other's path. Tom Rizzo [00:04:53]: And we can't wait with the knife around the corner. Yeah. But then, you know, to people like you guys who are out there actually caring for us, we're not giving you the honest scoop as to what's really plaguing us. Ashlee [00:05:09]: Oh, man. That just hit so hard because I just just recently, I had someone who's higher up come up to me and be like, you're I hear you on your podcast, and and he's amazing, honestly. And he's like, I hear you on your podcast, and I hear you talking kind of, like, poorly about admin and stuff. And I said, no. I'm just talking truths. Like, I'm trying to express these things, and I think that's why you're so inspiring to me because I'm like and he is too. This gentleman that I'm talking about, he is too because he's on this path of trying to figure it out himself as well. Like, how do I play this big role in my department but make change? And so, like, I think that's super powerful because I was like, no. Ashlee [00:05:45]: I promise you. Like, I'm just trying to be honest on this show, and and this is what I hear all the time. This is what we hear all the time from the people that come see us and get help. So I guess my question for you is, like, how did that transpire for you, or how do you how do you kinda manage that now within your department? Tom Rizzo [00:06:02]: Well and, again, I'm trying not to get emotional about this because I was gifted everything. Nothing you you know what's funny about me? Not comedic, ironic. I I was the youngest to ever be promoted to sergeant. I write about this in my book overnight of over $40,000 raise. Who wouldn't that be a game changer for? I got the patch I wanted. I got the raise. Now I got the money. I got the I didn't even make it a month before I was back to woe is me. Tom Rizzo [00:06:30]: And why? My environment. You know, everything so I say this very, very, very candidly. I'm not John Wayne. I'm not the, you know, this police officer that's, you know, breaking all the records. What I say is, but I have experienced just about I mean, we don't ever say all in my line of work because there's always tomorrow is a new day. Right? Ashlee [00:06:53]: Yeah. Right. Tom Rizzo [00:06:54]: I've experienced as close as you can to every letter in the almanac of this gig in the twenty four years I've been doing it. And I will tell you, nothing comes even close, not even a microcosm of the stress and the anxiety and the strife that I've experienced as to to the right and to the left, to the top and to the bottom of the people I work with. Mhmm. So so I can and and and politicians and legislators. Like, so what's funny to me, again, not comedic, is that the overwhelming majority of the public are good. The overwhelming majority of mental health professionals want to help us. But what does everybody focus on? Oh my god. It's so dangerous what they do in the streets. Tom Rizzo [00:07:41]: Oh my goodness. They saw a dead body. So let let me hurry up in there and give them a crisis debrief. How about you just tell my boss to just treat me like a human being? That would offer me so much more help. You know, I saw I saw this, press conference with a foreign basketball team in a in in, like, a a national tournament, a semifinal game, and he sent one of his key players home and gave him leave because he was having a child. And and the reporter said, but you never you don't let people take leaves, not during this time. This is for the championship. The guy turns around and he says, the championship. Tom Rizzo [00:08:20]: He says, do you have any children, young man? And the guy says, no. He goes, well, then you'll understand exactly why I did what I did. He goes, playing basketball? This is the coach. He's He's not worried about risking his job. He's not worried about, you know, the likes. He's not worrying about the acceptance from his peers. You know what he's doing? He knows by investing that little bit of connection in one of his key players, it will metastasize in the buy in he gets from the rest of the team as to you see me more than just what it is I could do for you on the court. So put that into my wheelhouse. Tom Rizzo [00:08:57]: If you give me just a little bit and you see me hurt, you see me stressed, you see me experiencing birth of a child, a marriage, an intimate birthday anniversary, the death of a loved one, a divorce, buying a home. I could go on and on and on. And you made me feel as if you truly care because you can relate to that. Man, I'll give you 10 times the energy back as an employee. Ashlee [00:09:26]: Yeah. So why is this happening? I mean, sorry. But Ashlee [00:09:32]: Great question. Ashlee [00:09:33]: Why is it that we or what we're hearing is that we eat our own? I mean, why is that what's happening sometimes in agencies? Tom Rizzo [00:09:44]: Because I think that we've allowed our missions to be hijacked. Ashlee [00:09:48]: Okay. Tom Rizzo [00:09:49]: And when you allow you know, you can go into the overwhelming majority of buildings, public safety agency related buildings, first responder related buildings, and you could see a mission statement that's normally in a plaque on a wall. You could then go and stop those people who belong to that organization in an alley and say, what's the mission of this organization? And they won't know. Ashlee [00:10:10]: Mhmm. Tom Rizzo [00:10:10]: And why won't they know? Because, again, those missions were hijacked by political patronage, by some type of checkbox, by some type of pandering to a peanut gallery. I've said this since jump. I believe evolution of our industry is a must. I'm a huge advocate of reformations when we've revealed a flaw. What I find very ironic is we ignore the fatal flaws that we have that have led to attrition, that have led to such mental health issues. You talk about you tell me in the advent of accreditation, advanced technology, resiliency programs, why are suicide rates at an all time high? Mhmm. Why? And and I'll and it's a rhetorical question, Jen. And the reason why I'm saying this is because when I go to these symposiums, I see people sitting there congratulating each other all day on the next golf outing that they're going Ashlee [00:11:10]: to Tom Rizzo [00:11:12]: or or what FBI National Academy session that they graduated from. Ashlee [00:11:16]: Right. Tom Rizzo [00:11:17]: And now now listen. I gotta be careful because I've had stoned on me for this. I'm not coming at you as if I'm some type of jealous crybaby. I was offered to go to that FBI school four times. I declined four invites because I had young children. So it's not that I was never worthy. I matter of of fact, I've taught for their alumni association seminar. So I often laugh because I'm good enough to go teach for these things. Tom Rizzo [00:11:44]: But I often say to them, if this is the epitome of schools, right, and and the elite of the elite, why is it that we continue to perpetually have these problems then? And I often tease because they're they're friends to me, these men and women. I said, did they teach you that at the FBI school? I see the way you're behaving. Did they teach you that? And now let me be fair. Here's my asterisk. I think the leaders of public safety organizations have also been abandoned. The leaders of the organizations don't have channels that they can then go to and say, hey, guys and girls. I'm frustrated. I'm being screwed with by politicians. Tom Rizzo [00:12:26]: I'm being hamstrung by some type of, you know, nonprofit group, some type of anti opposition group. What would you like me to do? Like, they don't know how to ask for help. Ashlee [00:12:40]: Right. Tom Rizzo [00:12:41]: But then here it is again. Here in New Jersey, there's a there's a program for chiefs of police, like a peer group thing. Ashlee [00:12:47]: Mhmm. Tom Rizzo [00:12:48]: What if I told you I volunteered for free to help with it? And you know what I was told? Well, sorry. You have to be a chief. Ashlee [00:12:55]: Oh my gosh. Gosh. Tom Rizzo [00:12:56]: Okay. I don't wanna hear. Here it is. Guess what? Flush the toilet on me. I promise you. There is nobody in this planet that's gonna be able to say something about me that I haven't done 10 times worse about myself. I don't get offended. Go go ahead. Tom Rizzo [00:13:13]: Flush the toilet on me, but then at least what if I gave you a guy or a girl who's fantastic? But what? You're gonna discount them because they don't wear a star? That's the type of crap I'm talking about. Right. Ashlee [00:13:26]: What a great example too. So I'm sitting here, and I'm like, of course, my brain's going a hundred. And, Jennifer, I kind of braced you for this. I'm like, he's so powerful that you you can only you take it in, and you're like, how do I where do I go with this? Right? Ashlee [00:13:38]: That was such a blunt ques

This week Josh is joined by Chief to chat about our latest Gather Round loss to the Suns. 3 good quarters and one SHOCKER, do we take positives or negatives?Follow the socials to get your thoughts read out on the podcast!Twitter/X: @furthernorthpodInstagram: @furthernorthpodFacebook: Further North PodcastEmail: furthernorthpod@gmail.comTikTok: @furthernorthpodLeave a 5 star review on Apple or Spotify, you the real MVP!

Originally recorded October 26, 2024.This musical inspired by RL Stevenson's 1886 novel has gone through many phases and versions. And for this podcast I chose the "Complete" version. It was a bit more adult contempo than any of us were expecting. Let's talk Jekyll & Hyde!

Ol' Dirty Red AKA Clint Stoerner is confused by these young Rockets and how often they're lookin' different on the hardwood night-to-night folks.

-Rockets WIN Mon. vs Magic, but young squad continues Jekyll & Hyde routine -Producer Tyler had a ROUGH Monday night of BEST BET$--looks to get back on track with SIX NBA wagers for Tues -CJGJ joining the Texan defense has the HTown secondary looking NASTAY!

-Caserio's dismantling of the horrendous offensive line for the Texans continues with Kenyon Green traded to Philly! -Rockets beat Magic on Monday--but their Jekyll & Hyde antics continue -Caserio looking like a GENIUS as NFL Free Agency madness rolls on!

-HOLY BLOCKBUSTER BATMAN; Texans GM Nick Caserio Sends OL Kenyon Green to the Eagles in exchange for STUD defensive back CJ Gardner-Johnson!! -Rockets get WIN over Magic on Monday, but still doing their Jekyll/Hyde routine -ROUGH Monday for Producer Tyler's BEST BET$--looks to get back on track with SIX NBA wagers for Tues!$$

-Shedeur Sanders will NOT throw at the NFL Combine this week -Rockets play Jekyll & Hyde.. -Producer Tyler's BEST NBA BETS for Monday night y'all!

This time, Eric gives an update on his Middle School Game Night before the gang launches into a discussion of how playing games for tangible prizes changes the vibe at the table. Then, we move on to a Tale of Boardgaming Horror, check the mailbag, and share some Roses, Thorns, and Hula Hoops. 00:48 - Announcements: Gamefound, Dice Tower West 02:33 - Update on Eric's Middle School Game Night 03:54 - Raising the Stakes 25:08 - Tale of Boardgaming Horror 31:54 - Question: Boardgaming's Golden Age? 36:24 - Question: Collecting from a Single Franchise? 38:30 - Endeavor Deep Sea 41:45 - Portmanteau 45:21 - Lord of the Rings Adventure Book Game 48:58 - The Fellowship of the Ring Trick-Taking Game 51:19 - Jekyll & Hyde vs. Scotland Yard 54:54 - Stomp the Plank --- Questions? Tales of Horror? tom@dicetower.com

This week Amy and Chris support a conservation project by releasing a majestic hot take into its natural environment as they review the zoo management game Ark Nova, along with its expansion, Marine Worlds. But before they curate their ideal menagerie, they also discuss Jekyll & Hyde vs Scotland Yard, Patchwork, and Strike. The review of the Ark Nova begins at 28:43.

Happy new year from the Reel Politik podcast and all RP Corp affiliates and subsidiaries. In this bit of stream audio from a couple of days ago, RP's Jack Frayne-Reid and Top Rope Deep Dive co-hosts Farages Fucked Face and @MarkedAsRed discuss, in no particular order: the Jekyll/Hyde dynamic of Elon and Adrian Dittmann, the music of Steven Seagal, the anti-Chinese cinematic genius of Michael Cimino's Year Of The Dragon, our attempts to game the YouTube algorithm by slagging off Thom Yorke, fatal wanking accidents, and why Joker 2 is better than "The Batman". We also break the news of Jimmy Carter's death, before any other media outlet did so. FOR ANOTHER 40 MINS FROM THIS CONVO, WHERE WE GET REAL ABOUT ISRAEL, SUBSCRIBE OVER AT PATREON.COM/REELPOLITIK

Welcome back to the 205th episode of The Cup which is our a weekly (give or take, TBD, these are unprecedented times) performing arts talk show presented by Cup of Hemlock Theatre. With the theatres on a come back we offer a mix of both reviews of live shows we've seen and continued reviews of prophet productions! For our 205th episode we bring you a Duet Review of Jekyll & Hyde: The Musical in Concert, presented by Doctor Bird Productions. Join Jillian Robinson and Ryan Borochovitz, as they revisit everyone's favourite spooky musical, praise the whole palette of talented artists, and meditate on the little bit of evil that lurks within us all. Jekyll & Hyde: The Musical in Concert ran at the Meridian Arts Centre (5040 Yonge St, North York, ON) from October 25 to 26, 2024. See the company's website for more information about the show: https://www.doctorbirdproductions.com/home This review contains many SPOILERS for Jekyll & Hyde, both the musical more broadly and this concert production in particular. It will begin with a general non-spoiler review until the [12:39] mark, followed by a more in-depth/anything goes/spoiler-rich discussion. Even though this production's run has already come to an end, we're hopeful that it may someday be revived elsewhere. Follow our panelists: Jillian Robinson – Instagram: @jillian.robinson96 Ryan Borochovitz – [Just send all that love to CoH instead; he won't mind!] Follow Cup of Hemlock Theatre on Instagram/Facebook/Twitter: @cohtheatre If you'd like us to review your upcoming show in Toronto, please send press invites/inquiries to coh.theatre.MM@gmail.com --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cup-of-hemlock-theatre/support

In recent days, the Biden-Harris administration has announced it would deploy the THAAD system to Israel — THAAD is an advanced missile defense system that can thwart short-, medium- and intermediate-range ballistic missiles, as well as the U.S. military personnel to operate it.  At the same time, the Biden-Harris administration has issued a blistering letter to Israel's government threatening to withhold military resources at the time that Israel is planning its response to the October 1st Iranian attack (here's a copy of the letter:  https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/25212303-bqshvt-hmmshl-hamryqny-bhqshrym-hvmnytrym ). To help us understand what is going on with U.S. policy, Rich Goldberg returns to the podcast. Rich is a senior advisor at the Foundation for Defense of Democracies. From 2019-2020, he served as a Director for Countering Iranian Weapons of Mass Destruction for the White House National Security Council. He previously served as a national security staffer in the US Senate and US House. Rich is an officer in the U.S. Navy Reserve with military experience on the Joint Staff and in Afghanistan. Recent pieces by Rich: “Israel's Victory Will Be a Success for American Grand Strategy”: https://www.fdd.org/analysis/op_eds/2024/10/04/israels-victory-will-be-a-success-for-american-grand-strategy/ “Turn-Key Alternatives to Replace UNRWA Immediately”: https://www.fdd.org/analysis/2024/05/06/turn-key-alternatives-to-replace-unrwa-immediately/

In recent days, the Biden-Harris administration has announced it would deploy the THAAD system to Israel — THAAD is an advanced missile defense system that can thwart short-, medium- and intermediate-range ballistic missiles, as well as the U.S. military personnel to operate it. At the same time, the Biden-Harris administration has issued a blistering letter to Israel's […]

In Episode 7 of Season 5, Joe Dylewski from Michigan Wolves comes back on the show to discuss the weekend's festivities at the Premier League Fan Fest in Chicago before we focus on a Jekyll + Hyde performance at Villa Park. How long does O'Neil have to turn it around? Can they get anything from Liverpool? And why do we do this to ourselves?! --- Follow the show on X @wlwpod, on YouTube @WholeLottaWolves and on Facebook. Part of a new supporters group in the USA? E-mail hello@wholelottawolves.com to get in touch and promote your group. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/wlwpod/support

Return to the House of Franklin-Stein! Cindy and Chris kick off their 11th annual Halloween season series with the Oscar-winning 1931 classic, Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde starring Fredric March as the man and the monster within! From the comic crypt comes Wonder Woman #153 (April 1965) where the Duke of Deception steals Wonder Girl's face, and replaces it with a monstrous Jekyll/Hyde version! It's as crazy as it sounds! Subscribe via iTunes. Or Spotify.. This podcast is a proud member of the FIRE AND WATER PODCAST NETWORK Visit our WEBSITE: http://fireandwaterpodcast.com/ Please consider supporting us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/fwpodcasts Like our FACEBOOK page - https://www.facebook.com/FWPodcastNetwork Like our FACEBOOK page - https://www.facebook.com/supermatespodcast Use our HASHTAG online: #FWPodcasts Email us at supermatespodcast@gmail.com Clip credits: Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde (1931) directed by Rouben Mamoulian Wonder Woman TV series theme by Charles Fox “The House of Franklinstein” by Terry O'Malley, of Stop Calling Me Frank https://www.facebook.com/rockSCMF

Whey Jennings performs a new song called “Sleeves” that talks about addiction in a way that only someone who has lived it can talk. It's part of his new ‘Jekyll & Hyde' album and it's just the start of his story of recovery. If you know someone battling demons, you need to hear this interview. Then (19:26) Chris Young joins to talk about “Young Love & Saturday Nights” and more. Plus the (30:13) Night Cap with Billy Dukes. Also mentioned, Chris Janson, Waylon Jennings, Jelly Roll, Struggle Jennings, Jamey Johnson, David Bowie and more.

Today our classic book is Robert Louis Stevenson's Dr Jekyll + Mister Hyde. It's not a business book – but if it was… surely it'd be a CEO handbook? Join Biz Book regular, Ron Tester + I as we unpack how the creation of pure evil sounds just a little bit like running a pan-global corporation… Our Classic Book:  The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde - Robert Louis Stevenson https://amzn.to/3zikPRD Also Mentioned:  Supercommunicators - Charles Duhigg https://amzn.to/3VQ3I1k Click titles to see on Amazon #affiliated And do check out Ron's Website – www.rontestercoaching.com ==== And don't forget to get your reading list of the 10 essential reads for every successful biz owner - these are the books Liz recommends almost on the daily to her strategy + Mastermind clients.  This isn't your usual list of biz books, these answer the challenges you've actually got coming up right now. Helpful, quick to read and very timely.   Click here lizscully.com/reading to get your book list

Good and evil... various evil spirits have plagued us over the years. We talk about our own first hand encounters and how it all ties in with the Law of Karma.

Unfortunately, most of us have experienced manipulation at work- a 'two-faced' colleague or a leader who takes advantage of our desire to grow and succeed. In this episode, we're joined by Chief People Officer and Start-up Advisor, Alex Seiler to dive into the Jeykll and Hydes we encounter in the workplace and a better understanding of managing manipulation at work - including checking in on our own behavior.

Jon Arnold checks in for the second time this month, this time to discuss a little about Concacaf's history in the Copa America, the USA's Jekyll & Hyde showing in the tune-up friendlies, a rundown of how things look for the other Concacaf participants with the tournament starting in two days, and how Haiti's unrest is affecting its football federation.———Sign up for the Getting Concacaf'd newsletter here: https://getconcacafed.substack.com/———Subscribe to Scuffed on Patreon! Patrons get a private feed for the Monday Review, which is, among other things, a run-down of club action for national team players every week with Watke and Vince. We have recently added patron-only content that's available every Friday. Patrons also get access to our private Discord server, live call-in shows, and the full catalog of historic recaps we've made: https://www.patreon.com/scuffed

In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Jean about her marriage to a psychologically abusive covert narcissist. It's a story of Jekyll & Hyde, underlying motivations, sowing the seeds of doubt, divorce, and using children as pawns. If you are dealing with divorce, you need to listen to this episode as Jean has a plethora of good tips and advice. Plus, Jean and Brandon talk about, gaslighting, smear campaigns, trauma, OCD, subtle abuse, postpartum depression, health issues, hospice, hair loss, rage, uneven playing fields, future faking, and cognitive dissonance. *** CONTENT WARNING - There is a brief discussion of a sexual abuse/control incident just after Jean gets married while they are in Las Vegas. *** If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at narcissistapocalypse@gmail.com If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource.  Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/ Join our Instagram Channel at https://www.instagram.com/narcissistapocalypse Join our Youtube Channel at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpTIgjTqVJa4caNWMIAJllA

In today's episode of CPG Insiders, Justin welcomes Paul, the Creative Director at Jekyll+Hyde, to explore the crucial elements of building a brand that lasts in the CPG industry. They discuss the importance of understanding your brand's identity, knowing your customers, and developing cohesive messaging that resonates with your target audience. They share practical insights on avoiding common pitfalls, maintaining brand trust, and transforming transactions into lasting customer advocacy. If you've ever wanted to know the behind-the-scenes secrets of creating a brand that stands the test of time, this is the episode for you.

The Padres choked against the Rockies, but then took the first two against Braves. Can anyone figure this team out? Angels player caught in similar sports betting scandal as Shohei Ohtani, NFL Jags looking for home, MLB injuries, NBA headlines, NHL playoffs, PGA Championship and more. Got a question or comment for Hacksaw? Drop your take in the live chat on Facebook, X or YouTube. Here's what Lee Hamilton thinks on Monday, May 20, 2024.   These are Hacksaw's Headlines: 1)...PADRES...TRY PUT THEMSELVES IN PENNANT RACE "WILL THEY HIT?"   2)...DODGERS...LOTS OF NEWS ON-OFF FIELD "PITCHERS IN NEWS"   3)...ANGELS...LOOKING FOR BATS "FIND A HITTER IN THIS WRECKAGE"   4)...MLB NOTEBOOK "BIG NAMES-BIG INJURIES"   GIANTS PIRATES CUBS METS YANKEES BRAVES REDS   5)...NFL...FUTURE OF JAGUARS? "LOOKING FOR A HOME"   =============== (HALFTIME....DIXIE LINE LUMBER...NORTH COUNTY EYE CENTER) ================   6)...NBA NOTEBOOK-LAKERS-PLAYOFF TEAMS "NBA-HOT STORIES"   LAKERS DENVER MINNESOTA PACERS KNICKS BOSTON ---------------- 7)...NHL NOTES "PLAYOFFS-COACHES-UPSETS ----------------- 8)...JUST OFF THE SPORTSWIRE "SPORTSWIRE"   PGA CHAMPIONSHIP SCOTTIE SCHEFFLER INDY 500 PREAKNESS MANCHESTER CITY TYSON FURY   ====================       #nfl #PADRES #DODGERS #nba #mlb #oilers #canucks #knicks #pacers #twolves #jamalmurray #nikolajokic #anthonyedwards #jalenbrunson #mapleleafs #celtics #anthonyedwards #braves #mannymachado #fernandotatisjr #jaguars #lakers #preakness #xanderschauffele #pga #tysonfury #manchestercity #indy500 #emmetsheehan #davidfletcher #giants #reds #yankees #mets #juansoto #petealonso #scottiescheffler   Be sure to share this episode with a friend!   ☆☆    STAY CONNECTED    ☆☆ For more of Hacksaw's Headlines, The Best 15 Minutes, One Man's Opinion, and Hacksaw's Pro Football Notebook: http://www.leehacksawhamilton.com/   SUBSCRIBE on YouTube for more reactions, upcoming shows and more! ► https://www.youtube.com/c/leehacksawhamiltonsports   FACEBOOK ➡ https://www.facebook.com/leehacksaw.hamilton.9   TWITTER ➡ https://twitter.com/hacksaw1090   TIKTOK ➡ https://www.tiktok.com/@leehacksawhamilton   INSTAGRAM ➡ https://www.instagram.com/leehacksawhamiltonsports/   To get the latest news and information in sports, join Hacksaw's Insider's Group. It's free! https://www.leehacksawhamilton.com/team/ Thank you to our sponsors: Dixieline Lumber and Home Centers https://www.dixieline.com/ North County Eye Center https://nceyecenter.com/  

Have you ever sought to change something in your personal or professional life, but found it difficult to sustain the new behaviors needed to successfully implement the change? Often, the keys to creating lasting, meaningful transformation lie in shifting our mindsets and building the courage to step into new ways of being – but how can we do that?  Driven by a passion for neuroscience, persuasion, and human biology, Dr. Mark Young is the founder and CEO of Jekyll + Hyde Labs, which he has built into one of the nation's most successful advertising agencies for challenger and emerging brand consumer products. Jekyll + Hyde has won dozens of national awards and represents consumer products in every major retailer in the U.S., with combined sales in the billions. Considered one of the top 50 influencers in the mental and physical space, Mark is also a frequent speaker and teacher of longevity programs for entrepreneurs and health professionals, as well as the author of the book, “HYPNO-TI$ING: The Secrets and Science of Ads That Sell More...” In Episode 184 of The MINDset Game® podcast, Mark delves into the psychology of change and what drives human behavior as he discusses:  The concept of threshold – a necessary step in achieving lasting change – and how to overcome the fear of change that often stands in our way Why it's crucial to seek guidance from someone you can trust, such as a coach or therapist, and find community among those who understand your unique challenges Tips for building the courage needed to create meaningful change Insights for developing a 10x mindset, and why it may actually be easier and more sustainable than a 2x mindset  To learn more about Dr. Mark Young, visit https://www.meetmarkyoung.com or look for his books on Amazon, or visit https://jandhlabs.com to learn more about Jekyll + Hyde Labs. To subscribe to The MINDset Game, visit www.TheMINDsetGame.com.    

In episode 45, Manny and Simon traverse Chelsea's holiday journey across two contrasting games. Join the hosts as they analyze the defeat against Wolverhampton Wanderers and celebrate the recent victory over Crystal Palace. Delve into the nuances of Pochettino's tactics in both matches, exploring the strategic choices that shaped the outcomes. Whether you're a fervent Chelsea supporter or football enthusiast, this episode promises an insightful breakdown of the holiday fixtures and provides a thoughtful analysis on the managerial approach. Tune in for passionate commentary, engaging conversation, and a comprehensive look at Chelsea's recent run of form.