Podcasts about Kabbalah

If you're succeeding on paper but feeling flat, wired, or quietly exhausted, this episode will land. Executive coach and spiritual teacher Keren Eldad joins me for a conversation that cuts through the noise and gets to the real root of burnout. We talk about the relentless pursuit of “more,” the hidden cost of being a high performer, and why peace and purpose start with better questions, not bigger goals.Keren blends psychology, Kabbalah, and grounded compassion to help you dismantle sloppy thinking and come home to yourself. You'll learn how to begin self-inquiry without overwhelm, why self-compassion has to come before growth, what Tikkun really means, and what to do when you're in a dark place. We also explore soulmates, redefining success from the inside out, and the simple daily practices that keep you anchored. Press play, and let this one shift something deep.Head to www.melissaambrosini.com/690 for the show notes.Join my newsletter: www.melissaambrosini.com/newsletterGet my FREE ZenTone Meditation: www.melissaambrosini.com/zentoneFollow me on Instagram: @melissaambrosiniGet Time Magic: www.timemagic.me Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

In this episode, Krista sits down with renowned numerologist, astrologer, and spiritual teacher Kaitlyn Kaerhart. Discover how understanding your unique numerology + astrology blueprint can ignite real change in your love life, career, and sense of purpose.  Ahead, Krista + Kaitlyn get honest about hitting rock bottom + the reality of navigating major relationship transits, like the nodal return + Saturn's return. You'll learn how to decode your own chart, shift patterns, and step into your authentic self with more ease + confidence.  This episode pulls back the curtain on spiritual tools that unlock epic breakthroughs. Whether it's understanding your soul urge number, embracing your life path, or applying Kabbalistic wisdom to relationships, you'll leave feeling empowered + ready to magnetize what you truly desire. We also talk about: How to calculate your life path, destiny, and personal year numbers   The “north node” in astrology + why your purpose is written in the stars   Life path 7 energy: the journey of the spiritual seeker   The role of “Chiron” + healing past wounds through self-awareness   Kabbalah's Bread of Shame concept + the feminine energy over-giving trap   Using numerology to time career moves, launches, and even relationships   The 52 card system + what it reveals about your archetype   The real difference between astrology + numerology (and why you need both!)   Releasing perfectionism + stepping into your mystical gifts   How to make spiritual tools work for you—without overwhelm! Resources: Website: https://www.kaerhart.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kaerhart/ Numerology Reports: https://www.kaerhart.com/reports YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/kaitlynkaerhart “You Are Cosmic Code: Essential Numerology” Book: https://www.amazon.com/You-Are-Cosmic-Code-Numerology/dp/1529107369/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1SLU89UUBS75H&keywords=you+are+cosmic+code&qid=1652886391&sprefix=you+are+cosmic+code%2Caps%2C131&sr=8-1 Order our book, Almost 30: A Definitive Guide To A Life You Love For The Next Decade and Beyond, here: https://bit.ly/Almost30Book.  Sponsors: Gaia | On https://www.gaia.com, you get access to over 8,000 original, ad-free series, documentaries, and classes — along with a global community of more than 800,000 people exploring deeper truth and human potential. Revolve | Shop at https://www.REVOLVE.com/ALMOST30 and use code ALMOST30 for 15% off your first order. #REVOLVEpartner BetterHelp | This episode is brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at https://www.betterhelp.com/almost30 and get on your way to being your best self with 10% off your first month. Chime | It just takes a few minutes to sign up. Head to https://www.Chime.com/ALMOST30. Paleovalley | Head to https://www.paleovalley.com/almost30 for 15% off your order! Our Place | Visit https://www.fromourplace.com/ALMOST30 and use code ALMOST30 for 10% off sitewide.  Fatty15 | Get an additional 15% off their 90-day subscription Starter Kit by going to https://www.fatty15.com/ALMOST30 and use code ALMOST30 at checkout.  Ka'Chava | Go to https://www.kachava.com and use code ALMOST30 for 15% off your next order. Ritual | Don't settle for less than evidence-based support. My listeners get 25% off your first month at https://www.Ritual.com/ALMOST30.  Hero Bread | Hero Bread is offering 10% off your order. Go to https://hero.co and use code ALMOST30 at checkout. To advertise on this podcast please email: partnerships@almost30.com. Learn More: https://almost30.com/about https://almost30.com/morningmicrodose https://almost30.com/book Join our community: https://facebook.com/Almost30podcast/groups https://instagram.com/almost30podcast https://tiktok.com/@almost30podcast https://youtube.com/Almost30Podcast Podcast disclaimer can be found by visiting: almost30.com/disclaimer.  Almost 30 is edited by Garett Symes and Isabella Vaccaro. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

This episode brings a powerful blend of wisdom, humor, and healing as Joseph sits down with Jon L. Lovgren, an author and respected teacher of the ancient Hawaiian practice of ho'oponopono—a method centered on forgiveness, reconciliation, and personal transformation.Jon is the author of The Magic Words: Your Pathway to Peace, Joy, and Happiness, Where Miracles Become Expectations, a book that breaks down why ho'oponopono works on both a spiritual and neurological level. He explores neuroplasticity, the neuroscience of creativity, and how these principles weave together to help us release what holds us back and step into who we're meant to be.With more than 40 years of study across religious texts, Kabbalah, metaphysics, quantum physics, psychology, and philosophy—and over 15 years of dedicated ho'oponopono practice—Jon brings a rare depth of understanding. He also teaches how to integrate The Four Agreements into a ho'oponopono lifestyle, creating a practical framework for everyday peace and clarity.Jon's kuleana (responsibility) is rooted in personal growth, healing, and recovery. He works with individuals through one‑on‑one sessions, workshops, and immersive seven‑to‑ten‑day retreats designed to help people reconnect with themselves and release emotional burdens.But Jon isn't just a teacher—he's a character in the best way. Pull back the curtain and you'll find an elder with the heart of a child. He believes life is a game we all chose to play together, and he lives that belief fully. In the community, he's known as the “YaY!!! man” and the fun guy who always signs off with his signature phrase: “Have Fun!!!”When he's not teaching or writing, Jon might be:Playing with toy trains (or “model railroading” for the serious folks)Flying a drone over a Hawaiian beachOr out on the golf course enjoying his favorite sportHis alter‑ego, Jondolf, makes the occasional appearance too—you can guess the rest.How ho'oponopono works and why it's so transformativeThe connection between forgiveness, neuroplasticity, and creativityHow to integrate ancient wisdom into modern lifeJon's personal journey through decades of study and practiceWhy playfulness and joy are essential to healingStories, laughter, and insights from a man who truly embodies his messageIf you're seeking peace, clarity, or a deeper understanding of yourself, Jon's perspective offers a refreshing and grounded path forward. His approach blends science, spirituality, and humor in a way that makes profound concepts feel accessible and actionable.As Jon always says…“Have Fun!!!”In This Episode, You'll Hear:Why This Conversation MattersClosing Thought

This week's Weekly Energy Boost invites us to pause, reflect, and rethink how we're using our time, energy, and resources. Through Kabbalistic wisdom and the unique spiritual influence of the Aquarius full moon—also known as Tu Bishvat—this episode explores how to live with greater balance, intention, and sustainability.As the pressure to “do more” intensifies, we're guided to ask deeper questions: Who are we taking guidance from? Where are we overextending? And how do we align our actions not just with productivity, but with true purpose? Drawing powerful parallels from nature, leadership, and spiritual structure, this conversation reveals how boundaries, delegation, and conscious restriction can actually unlock long-term growth and fulfillment.This episode offers practical tools for navigating burnout, decision-making, relationships, leadership, and personal growth—helping you create space for clarity, creativity, and lasting expansion.Join us for the next episode of Weekly Energy Boost with @ElishevaBalas and @EitanYardeni. Watch LIVE Sundays at 10 am PT / 1 pm ET on The Kabbalah Centre YouTube or catch the latest episode wherever you listen to podcasts.Join @EitanYardeni LIVE IN NYC for a 10 week exploration of the fundamental kabbalistic wisdom for accessing your unlimited potential starting on Tuesday, February 3 at 7:00pm, featuring:•⁠ ⁠Deep wisdom + modern practices •⁠ ⁠Mentorship •⁠ ⁠Spiritual Community •⁠ ⁠Personalized teacher guidance •⁠ ⁠Experiential workshops – from meditation to journaling •⁠ ⁠Weekly workbooks & daily practice content in between sessions •⁠ ⁠A unique course format, welcoming Monica Berg for a class on relationships + guest speakersMelissa Wood Tepperberg and Eugene Remm, both entrepreneurs and Kabbalah students, to share their experiences integrating these practices into their lives.  We hope you can join this exclusive opportunity, seats are limited.Early bird savings end Feb. 1st:  https://discover.kabbalah.com/k1limitlessny Find out more about our work, dig into our archives, and send us a message at: www.weeklyenergyboost.com.You can also help make Weekly Energy Boost possible by making a tax-deductible contribution at www.weeklyenergyboost.com/donate-today.

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Preparation to the Lesson

Rabash. What Is the Reward in the Work of Bestowal?. 20 (1988)

Preparation for Opening the Heart at the Congress

Baal HaSulam. Study of the Ten Sefirot. Vol. 2. Part 5. Part 5

Rabash. What Is the Reward in the Work of Bestowal?. 20 (1988) (03.04.2003)

Rabash. Why Life Is Divided into Two Discernments. 1 (1988) (02.01.2003)

Recording of Rabash. Baal HaSulam. Study of the Ten Sefirot. Vol. 2. Part 5, item 9

Preparation for the congress "Connecting in the Ten, Adhering to the Creator," Lesson 4: Arvut in the Ten

Rabash. Why Life Is Divided into Two Discernments. 1 (1988)

Preparation to the Lesson

Listen without ads at:www.patreon.com/dopeypodcastThis Week on The Wednesday Dose of Dopey!Dave kicks off this Wednesday Dose solo from his dad's house, riffing on nostalgic broke-addict snacks (Little Debbie oatmeal pies as cheap highs) and weird fridge finds, before diving into fan Spotify comments praising last week's emotional Erin Khar episode. He shares wild Miles Davis coke-paranoia excerpts from the autobiography (Ferrari abandonment, trash-room hiding, dealer tricks), and recommending Kind of Blue and In a Silent Way as sick sick records!Then we welcome Sandra Vergara (Selling Sunset star, Sofia Vergara's cousin/sister-figure). Sandra opens up about a traumatic Colombian childhood: brother's murder at age 9, raised by an aunt after her bio-mom's brain damage left her mentally stuck at 12, feeling like a "burden," early glue-sniffing experiment, near-fatal ruptured appendix/septic shock at 16, and constant walking-on-eggshells survival via art, empathy, and never taking abuse personally.In LA from 18, she dabbled in makeup/acting (Fright Night), when she began drinking heavy. Blackouts, self-harm (throwing herself through glass), and suicide ideation. followed. First rehab in Medellín (befriended staff for special treatment → false security). Post-rehab: mushrooms sparked a "psychedelic love" fling, ayahuasca faced childhood trauma head-on, but led to half-assed AA and relapses.COVID alone-time in NYC brought painting growth, but cat Stewie's death (worse than losing family) plunged her into deep  depression. Enter ketamine: started therapeutic (Mindbloom) but escalated to daily K-holes with Oculus VR for near-death/grief escapes, addictive Journey Circle weekends (MDMA/ayahuasca/mushrooms group catharsis without integration), erratic calls to mom, club blackouts, and cousin finding her passed out. Family intervention (Sophia pays, nephew packs her) lands her in trauma-focused Breathe Life rehab.She firmly rejects "California sober" as a trap—psychedelics delayed real surrender for her; true addicts can't substitute one mind-alter for another. Full AA commitment (no more a la carte) + Kabbalah (post-breakup desperation) changed everything: tikkun (soul correction via tough life choices), turning reactive impulses (anger/gossip) into proactive restriction, daily study/meditation for frequency shifts. Ties Kabbalah to quantum physics (observer effect = perception shapes reality, entanglement = we're all connected, certainty in the unknown = surrender).Sandra discusses Selling Sunset challenges (producer manipulation, ego, glamour vs. spiritual presence) and her new neuroscience/IFS/Kabbalah coaching for holistic recovery (mind stories, body regulation, spirit alignment). All that and much more on the brand new episode of that good old dopey show!  Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

On this public release of our analysis of Bill Cooper's Mystery Babylon, we discuss the axial point of the modern New World Order: The Order of the Rosy Cross. We discuss the philosophy of Soul Science and methods of directing the Universe's generative force. All 36 previous episodes in this series are available in the Paz Presents... Collection on the Timeline Earth Patreon page. Also, join the Scarlet Thread Society Patreon page as Paz is preparing to record and release a long-form series on the magic of Kabbalah.

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Rabash. What Beginning in Lo Lishma Means in the Work. 23 (1988)

Preparation for the congress "Connecting in the Ten, Adhering to the Creator," Lesson 3: What Stops Us from Truly Connecting

Recording of Rabash. Baal HaSulam. Study of the Ten Sefirot. Vol. 2. Part 5, item 6

Rabash. What Beginning in Lo Lishma Means in the Work. 23 (1988) (29.01.2003)

Preparation to the Lesson

To hear the whole thing go to:www.patreon.com/dopeypodcastThis Week on the Teaser! John 'Sugar Bear' Bukaty is back! We talk abunch of shit about drugs, addiction, woowooo stiff and more! Including: Madonna Kabbalah, spiritual intention 2026, share vs hoard, Patreon exclusive, recovery humor, sugar relapse story, 80s pop culture nostalgia, FMK game, Debbie Harry, Gwen Stefani, synesthesia art, Dopey Nation, toodles for Chris, harm reduction, sobriety stories, New Orleans artist, Jay Shetty Madonna podcast, Kabbalah wisdom, creative recovery, benzo struggles, Spotify comments Dopey, Dopeycon 2026... ANd thats just the teaser - the real dopey is on patreon:)! Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

In this conversation, David Ghiyam shares the spiritual framework that has guided his life for over 25 years—one rooted in the idea that reality operates according to universal spiritual laws, just as it does physical ones. Drawing from Kabbalistic wisdom and lived experience, David explains how the soul's purpose is not comfort, but transformation, and how life's challenges are designed to reconnect us with a deeper source of fulfillment.We explore the concept of the “light of the Creator,” the idea of spiritual baggage carried across lifetimes, and why pain, relationships, and adversity act as mirrors for inner growth. David reflects on periods of profound darkness in his own life—financial collapse, loss, doubt—and how a shift from victimhood to responsibility opened the door to unexpected clarity, healing, and abundance.MUDWTR - Up to 43% off sitewide (and a free frother!)https://www.mudwtr.com/knowthyself[Code: KNOWTHYSELF]André's Book Recs: https://www.knowthyselfpodcast.com/book-list___________00:00 Intro - David Ghiyam04:57 The light of the Creator08:25 External teaching vs internal understanding12:36 Kabbalah in the life of David18:39 What is the source of consciousness?26:50 The trap of “needing” energy31:00 Ad: Mudwtr32:21 Does everything happen for a reason?39:43 The magnetic quality of being whole52:51 The role of business in our spiritual paths59:55 Protecting the seed1:09:08 How to practice trust in your intuition1:18:18 One spiritual law people violate daily1:29:26 Closing thoughts___________Episode Resources: https://www.instagram.com/davidghiyamhttps://www.davidghiyam.com/https://www.instagram.com/andreduqum/https://www.instagram.com/knowthyself/https://www.youtube.com/@knowthyselfpodcasthttps://www.knowthyselfpodcast.com

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Complete Release from Troubles

Naomi Salfati is an artist and astrologer and the founder of AstroTorah, an online platform that offers content that combines astrology, Torah, mysticism, and world events. Her content includes a popular Instagram account, courses, a podcast, virtual groups, and personal readings.---Other episodes mentioned in this podcast: What Astrology Taught Me About Myself and What It Can Show You! Featuring Yitzchok A. Pinkesz, Kosher AstrologerBeneath the Surface of Sefirat HaOmer, Lag B'Omer, and Jewish Meditation with R' Daniel Bortz, The Millennial Rabbi------Please rate and review the Empowered Jewish Living podcast on whatever platform you stream it. Please follow Rabbi Shlomo Buxbaum and the Lev Experience on the following channels:Facebook: @ShlomobuxbaumInstagram: @shlomobuxbaumYouTube: @levexperienceOrder Rabbi Shlomo' books: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠The Four Elements of an Empowered Life: A Guidebook to Discovering Your Inner World and Unique Purpose⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠---⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠The Four Elements of Inner Freedom: The Exodus Story as a Model for Overcoming Challenges and Achieving Personal Breakthroughs⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ You can order a copy on⁠ Amazon⁠ or in your local Jewish bookstore.

Preparation to the Lesson

Rabash. Lishma and Lo Lishma. 29 (1986) (09.04.2003)

Recording of Rabash. Baal HaSulam. Study of the Ten Sefirot. Vol. 2. Part 5, item 6

Preparation for the congress "Connecting in the Ten, Adhering to the Creator," Lesson 3: What Stops Us from Truly Connecting

Rabash. Lishma and Lo Lishma. 29 (1986)

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Rabash. Lishma and Lo Lishma. 29 (1986)

This week the universe invites us to pause, reflect, and reconnect with what freedom truly means in our lives - not the fleeting kind that comes from avoiding discomfort, but the deeper sense of liberation that leads to growth, clarity, and lasting fulfillment.As the energy of the week and month unfolds, we are guided to examine where we may be settling, holding back, or staying loyal to an outdated version of ourselves —and what becomes possible when we're willing to face what limits us. With spiritual insight and grounded perspective, this week can create space for awareness, courage, and meaningful change.Whether you're feeling stuck, restless, or simply ready for more, this episode offers a powerful lens for navigating the days ahead and beginning a more authentic journey forward. Join us for the next episode of Weekly Energy Boost with @ElishevaBalas and @EitanYardeni. Watch LIVE Sundays at 10 am PT / 1 pm ET on The Kabbalah Centre YouTube or catch the latest episode wherever you listen to podcasts. Find out more about our work, dig into our archives, and send us a message at: www.weeklyenergyboost.com.You can also help make Weekly Energy Boost possible by making a tax-deductible contribution at: www.weeklyenergyboost.com/donate-today.

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Join Rabbi Joey Rosenfeld as he guides us through the world and major works of Kabbalah, Hasidic masters, and Jewish philosophy, shedding light on the inner life of the soul. To learn more, visit InwardTorah.org

Kabbalah teaches that G-d uses various expressions to impact creation. These expressions sometimes come as Names of G-d. One of G-d's lesser known names, is a 72 word name that was invoked at the Splitting of the Sea and can be found alluded to in the Torah's description of the event.A fascinating discussion about the secrets of the  72-word name of G-d.Here is a link to the handout https://drive.google.com/file/d/1IS1UVj6F2tlVHgl2eEvmpDrH3WAuC8na/view?usp=sharing

Peter Ormerod in conversation with David Eastaugh  In this wide-ranging biography, Peter Ormerod explores the quest for spirituality that powered David Bowie's creativity from his earliest recordings to his death-defying final album. Bowie's genre-expanding, era-crossing genius had an extraordinary impact on popular culture but his life-long search for spiritual truth and enlightenment has been overlooked. https://www.bloomsbury.com/uk/david-bowie-and-the-search-for-life-death-and-god-9781399422826/ https://www.amazon.co.uk/David-Bowie-Search-Life-Death   From Bowie's first musical encounters as a choirboy, this book traces his spiritual obsessions over the years. As a young musician at the start of his career, he was enraptured by Tibetan Buddhism. It was the first step in a spiritual journey that would generate his most profound lyrics and music. From the Kabbalah-influenced tracks of Station to Station to Ziggy Stardust's messiah complex and the profound affinity between Heroes and Christian thought, Ormerod sheds new light on the spiritual traditions behind Bowie's genius. 

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Agents discuss chicken nugget people, the origins of Italian Brainrot, New York, Europeans, Kabbalah, and much more. 

This Week on The Wednesday Dose of Dopey!Dave kicks off this Wednesday Dose solo from his dad's house, riffing on nostalgic broke-addict snacks (Little Debbie oatmeal pies as cheap highs) and weird fridge finds, before diving into fan Spotify comments praising last week's emotional Erin Khar episode. He shares wild Miles Davis coke-paranoia excerpts from the autobiography (Ferrari abandonment, trash-room hiding, dealer tricks), and recommending Kind of Blue and In a Silent Way as sick sick records!Then we welcome Sandra Vergara (Selling Sunset star, Sofia Vergara's cousin/sister-figure). Sandra opens up about a traumatic Colombian childhood: brother's murder at age 9, raised by an aunt after her bio-mom's brain damage left her mentally stuck at 12, feeling like a "burden," early glue-sniffing experiment, near-fatal ruptured appendix/septic shock at 16, and constant walking-on-eggshells survival via art, empathy, and never taking abuse personally.In LA from 18, she dabbled in makeup/acting (Fright Night), when she began drinking heavy. Blackouts, self-harm (throwing herself through glass), and suicide ideation. followed. First rehab in Medellín (befriended staff for special treatment → false security). Post-rehab: mushrooms sparked a "psychedelic love" fling, ayahuasca faced childhood trauma head-on, but led to half-assed AA and relapses.COVID alone-time in NYC brought painting growth, but cat Stewie's death (worse than losing family) plunged her into deep  depression. Enter ketamine: started therapeutic (Mindbloom) but escalated to daily K-holes with Oculus VR for near-death/grief escapes, addictive Journey Circle weekends (MDMA/ayahuasca/mushrooms group catharsis without integration), erratic calls to mom, club blackouts, and cousin finding her passed out. Family intervention (Sophia pays, nephew packs her) lands her in trauma-focused Breathe Life rehab.She firmly rejects "California sober" as a trap—psychedelics delayed real surrender for her; true addicts can't substitute one mind-alter for another. Full AA commitment (no more a la carte) + Kabbalah (post-breakup desperation) changed everything: tikkun (soul correction via tough life choices), turning reactive impulses (anger/gossip) into proactive restriction, daily study/meditation for frequency shifts. Ties Kabbalah to quantum physics (observer effect = perception shapes reality, entanglement = we're all connected, certainty in the unknown = surrender).Sandra discusses Selling Sunset challenges (producer manipulation, ego, glamour vs. spiritual presence) and her new neuroscience/IFS/Kabbalah coaching for holistic recovery (mind stories, body regulation, spirit alignment). All that and much more on the brand new episode of that good old dopey show!  Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.