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Behind every successful property turnaround is a set of choices that shape the outcome. In this solo episode of the Real Estate Investor Podcast, Gary Lipsky walks listeners through a detailed case study of Icon on Spanish Trail, the 256-unit Tucson property he acquired in December 2023. He explains why the deal stood out (an institutional-quality asset purchased at a discount during a period of low transaction volume) and how his team crafted a business plan centered on water savings, staff optimization, and cost-effective upgrades. Gary breaks down the improvements that delivered the biggest impact, from high-efficiency plumbing fixtures and privacy fences to selective painting and smart amenity additions. He also shares the early challenges, including occupancy dips and renovation difficulties, and how focusing on controllables helped stabilize the asset and lift NOI (Net Operating Income) by 36% in the first year. Tune in for a transparent look at the wins, struggles, and strategic pivots behind this value-add execution!Key Points From This Episode:Why Gary chose to spotlight Icon on Spanish Trail as a case study.How limited deal flow in Tucson in 2023 created a rare buying opportunity.What was appealing about the deal: scale, quality, and discounted pricing.An overview of the business plan's focus on water savings and operational efficiencies.Targeted upgrades, including low-flow fixtures and privacy fences.Selective repainting and amenity improvements to enhance the property.How cost controls and efficiencies lifted NOI by more than 36% in year one.Navigating early struggles with occupancy and constraints on pushing rents.Capital-raising challenges due to tight liquidity and investor uncertainty.Washer-dryer additions as a controllable income-generating upgrade.Refinancing the property to lower-rate debt and greater savings.Community-building as a driver of retention and resident satisfaction.Gary's key lessons for focusing on controllables, efficiency, and stability.Current investment opportunities, from Class A and C options to Icon on Headley.Links Mentioned in Today's Episode:Icon on Spanish TrailIcon on HeadleyEmail Andy Huang, Investor Relations ManagerAndy Huang on LinkedInAsset Management Mastery Facebook GroupInvest SmartBreak of Day CapitalBreak of Day Capital InstagramBreak of Day Capital YouTubeGary Lipsky on LinkedIn

This week on the pod, Jaysen Headley, aka Ezeekat, drops in to talk about his live as both a booktoker and a maker of board game videos. And, more recently, his imprint with Bindery, which gives him the opportunity to bring cool books into the world. The Cracked Mirror: https://cmichpress.com/product/fyov-duet/Art & System: https://www.backerkit.com/c/projects/central-michigan-university-press/art-system-games-for-expanded-playBeyond Solitaire is proudly sponsored by Central Michigan University's Center for Learning Through Games and Simulations, where learning can be both playful and compelling. Check them out here: https://www.cmich.edu/academics/colleges/liberal-arts-social-sciences/centers-institutes/center-for-learning-through-games-and-simulationsCheck out CMU's game offerings here: https://cmichpress.com/shop/All episodes of my podcast are available here: https://beyondsolitaire.buzzsprout.comEnjoy my work? Consider supporting me on Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/beyondsolitaire or getting me a "coffee" on Ko-fi! https://ko-fi.com/beyondsolitaireContact Me: Email: beyondsolitaire at gmail.comTwitter: @beyondsolitaireInstagram: @beyondsolitaireFacebook: www.facebook.com/beyondsolitaireWebsite: www.beyondsolitaire.net

Highlights: • Has market already peaked? • Gold's resilience stands out amid market turbulence. • VIX surge warns of rising fear levels. • Energy stocks show surprising relative strength. • Leverage risks could trigger rapid market liquidation. • Avoid catching falling knives or averaging down. • Watch Nvidia's earnings for short-term market direction.   TimingResearch.com Crowd Forecast News Episode #503, recorded at 4PM ET on November 17th, 2025. The full video and show notes available here: https://timingresearch.com/blog/2025/crowd-forecast-news-episode-503/   Lineup for this Episode: • Price Headley of BigTrends.com • Sunny Harris of MoneyMentor.com • Harry Boxer of TheTechTrader.com • The Option Professor of OptionProfessor.com   Bonus... [AD]

Forensic techniques are constantly advancing, and over the past 50 years, they have evolved to the point that even the smallest amount of evidence can provide a breakthrough in what would have been an unsolvable case. In 2025, those scientific advancements led to the oldest cold case murder conviction in British history… *** LISTENER CAUTION IS ADVISED *** This episode was researched and written by Eileen Macfarlane.Edited by Joel Porter at Dot Dot Dot Productions.Script editing, additional writing, illustrations and production direction by Rosanna FittonNarration, additional audio editing and mixing, and script editing by Benjamin Fitton.To get early ad-free access, including Season 1, sign up for They Walk Among PLUS, available from Patreon or Apple Podcasts.More information and episode references can be found on our website https://theywalkamonguspodcast.comMUSIC: Intention by Chelsea McGough Nuclear Conception by Alice in Winter Don't Let Go by Alice in Winter Road To Nowhere by Caleb Etheridge Distant Water by Chelsea McGough Mind Over Matter by Chelsea McGough Reminiscence by Chelsea McGough St Mary by Chelsea McGough And Stephen Keech Arcadia by Cody Martin Asylum by Cody Martin Loaves & Fish by Cody Martin Peril Preparation by Cody Martin Rhosphere by Cody Martin Seeking Answers by Cody Martin Stone Table by Cody Martin Storm Coming by Cody Martin The Fall by Cody Martin The Void by Cody Martin Wolgrim by Cody Martin Count Backwards From 10 by Glasseyes Greaser by JB Good The Plot Thickens by Joshua Spacht Undernight by Lincoln Davis Reclaim by Michael Briguglio Memories Of Future Events by Hill First To Strike by Moments SOCIAL MEDIA: https://linktr.ee/TheyWalkAmongUsSupport this show http://supporter.acast.com/theywalkamongus. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In this episode, family nurse practitioner Sara Headley shares how her journey from nurse to entrepreneur led her to launch Mint Health in Vermont (https://www.minthealthvt.com/), where she's devoted to providing thoughtful, individualized care, with a special focus on young female athletes. She discusses how her own love of cycling has become a form of meditation, grounding her in purpose and resilience as she navigates building a business in healthcare. Listeners will hear how Sara envisions Mint Health as more than a clinic: it's a space for mentorship, holistic wellness, and empowering the next generation of women in sport.   Co-Hosts: Caity Decara: caitlin.decara@med.uvm.edu Haley Bayne: haley.bayne@med.uvm.edu  

In this follow-up episode, Mark Headley shares his extraordinary experiences within Scientology and the Sea Organization. He recounts being recruited into the Sea Org, working under extreme conditions in Los Angeles, and eventually being promoted to the international headquarters. Mark reveals the demanding nature of life in the Sea Org, including grueling work schedules and minimal pay. He details his unexpected role as a pre-clear for Tom Cruise and provides an inside look at the complicated, often bizarre practices within Scientology. Additionally, Mark discusses David Miscavige's leadership style, the organization's financial strategies, and the differences in how ex-members view life inside and outside of Scientology. This episode is rich with personal anecdotes and critical insights, offering a rare glimpse into the inner workings of one of the world's most controversial organizations.Menu: 00:00 Introduction and Tom Cruise Anecdote00:33 Joining the Sea Org02:07 Promotion to International Headquarters03:34 Tom Cruise's Scientology Training05:37 Car School and Auditing07:54 Meeting with Marty Rathman09:28 Auditing with Tom Cruise20:56 David Miscavige and the IRS Event29:03 Scientology's Financial Exploitation31:57 A Life of Misery and Overwork32:28 The Decision to Escape33:34 The Harsh Reality of Life Inside36:52 The Violent Doctrine of Scientology39:01 Financial Manipulations and Power45:09 The Cult's Financial Strategies55:14 The Aftermath Foundation's MissionFollow Marc's work and podcast at theaftermathfoundation.org and blownforgood.com and on YouTube @TheAftermathFoundation and @blownforgood.Also check out our past episodes with ex-Scientologists Mike Rinder and Claire Headley and Marc's book, Blown for Good: Behind the Iron Curtain of Scientology.Also…let it be known that:The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business, individual, anyone or anything. Nobody's mad at you, just don't be a culty fuckwad.**PRE-ORDER Sarah and Nippy's newest book hereCheck out our amazing sponsorsJoin A Little Bit Culty on PatreonGet poppin' fresh ALBC SwagSupport the pod and smash this linkCheck out our cult awareness and recovery resourcesWatch Sarah's TED Talk and buy her memoir, ScarredCREDITS: Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony AmesProduction Partner: Citizens of SoundCo-Creator: Jess TardyAudio production: Will RetherfordProduction Coordinator: Lesli DinsmoreWriter: Sandra NomotoSocial media team: Eric Skwarzynski and Brooke KeaneTheme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel AsselinSUPPORT OUR SPONSORS:Keep it classic and cozy this fall—with long-lasting staples from Quince. Go to Quince.com/culty for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns.Don't let financial opportunity slip through the cracks. Use code CULTY at MonarchMoney.com in your browser for half off your first year.If you're 21+, head to ViiaHemp.com and use the code CULTY to receive 15% off.Head to Superpower.com to learn more and lock in the special $199 price while it lasts. After you sign up, they'll ask how you heard about them—please make sure to mention A Little Bit Culty to support the show. Whether you're chasing deeper sleep, better focus, or just some peace between your streaming marathons—this is how adults get elevated now. If you're 21 or older, now's your chance to float above the stress—because IndaCloud is giving all new customers 25% off their first order plus free shipping. Just use code CULTY or click the link in the show notes to claim your discount. That's IndaCloud.co.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In 1971, Led Zeppelin holed up in an old English house in the countryside to make the album that would crown them the biggest rock band on earth. But they weren't alone inside Headley Grange. This is a story about obsession, occult rituals, and music made in the shadows. About pentagrams. About black magick. About a song that felt like it was being written by an unseen spirit. And about a house that went from forgotten ruin to something far stranger—and the band that may have changed that house forever. For a full list of contributors, visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠disgracelandpod.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ To listen to Disgraceland ad free and hear more about Jimmy Page's haunted Scotland estate and to get access to weekly bonus content, become a Disgraceland All Access member at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠disgracelandpod.com/membership⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠. Sign up for our newsletter and get the inside dirt on events, merch and other awesomeness - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠GET THE NEWSLETTER⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Follow Jake and DISGRACELAND: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠X⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ (formerly Twitter)  ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Facebook Fan Group⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Highlights: • Market shows resilience despite bad news • Slow, steady grind preferred over melt-up • Fibonacci retracements guide entry and stops • Dynamic moving averages signal likely pullbacks • VIX below 20 remains bullish signal • Tesla seen as robotics, not just EV • Gold acting like growth stock trend • Traders stress reversion to mean risk • Flexibility, hedging, short-term trading emphasized   TimingResearch.com Crowd Forecast News Episode #496, recorded at 4PM ET on September 29th, 2025. The full video and show notes available here: https://timingresearch.com/blog/2025/crowd-forecast-news-episode-496/   Lineup for this Episode: • Price Headley of BigTrends.com • Norman Hallett of TheDisciplinedTrader.com • Sunny Harris of MoneyMentor.com • The Option Professor of OptionProfessor.com   Bonus... [AD]

This episode is a conversation between a former member of the Sea Organization, an elite group within the Church of Scientology, and a host, Marc Headley. Part 1 of this discussion covers the former member's experiences in Scientology, including his family's involvement, the numerous relocations during his childhood, and working at Scientology's international base. Marc details the manipulation through family ties, the rigorous daily routine, and the psychological control employed by the organization. It also touches on the controversial beliefs and practices within Scientology, such as the infamous story of Lord Zenu. Moreover, the episode hints at a cliffhanger involving a significant encounter with Tom Cruise, promising more detailed revelations in Part 2. Menu: 00:00 Reunion in Vancouver00:09 Diving into the Book00:28 Life in Scientology03:26 The International Base05:31 The Secret Government Facility06:46 Old Man Gilman's Scam07:16 Scientology's Deceptive Purchases07:55 L. Ron Hubbard's Training Films15:05 Mark's Journey into Scientology20:11 Life in Hollywood22:26 Living the Scientology Way22:57 Childhood in Scientology25:28 Working for Scientology as a Child30:17 The Financial Side of Scientology33:14 Space Opera and Scientology Beliefs34:12 Personal Experiences and Reflections40:24 Family and Social Status in Scientology41:43 Teaser for the Next EpisodeFollow Marc's work and podcast at theaftermathfoundation.org and blownforgood.com and on YouTube @TheAftermathFoundation and @blownforgood. Also check out our past episodes with ex-Scientologists Mike Rinder and Claire Headley and Marc's book, Blown for Good: Behind the Iron Curtain of Scientology.Also…let it be known that:The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business, individual, anyone or anything. Nobody's mad at you, just don't be a culty fuckwad.**PRE-ORDER Sarah and Nippy's newest book hereCheck out our amazing sponsorsJoin A Little Bit Culty on PatreonGet poppin' fresh ALBC SwagSupport the pod and smash this linkCheck out our cult awareness and recovery resourcesWatch Sarah's TED Talk and buy her memoir, ScarredCREDITS: Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony AmesProduction Partner: Citizens of SoundCo-Creator: Jess TardyAudio production: Will RetherfordProduction Coordinator: Lesli DinsmoreWriter: Sandra NomotoSocial media team: Eric Skwarzynski and Brooke KeaneTheme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel AsselinSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

In Part Two of our conversation with Claire and Marc Headley, we dive into the details of how they finally escaped the Sea Organization and the events that led up to that decision. We will also discuss other topics such as the FBI's investigation into Scientology, why they have spoken out against the church since leaving, and how Scientology responds to critics.Claire and Marc also open up about their ongoing mission to help others break free, including their work with the Michael J. Rinder Aftermath Foundation, which provides resources and support for those leaving Scientology.You will not want to miss this captivating story of escape from a very dangerous organization.___________________YouTubeAt Mormon Stories we explore, celebrate, and challenge Mormon culture through in-depth stories told by members and former members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints as well as scholars, authors, LDS apologists, and other professionals.  Our overall mission is to: 1. Facilitate informed consent amongst LDS Church members, investigators, and non-members regarding Mormon history, doctrine, and theology2. Support Mormons (and members of other high-demand religions) who are experiencing a religious faith crisis3. Promote healing, growth and community for those who choose to leave the LDS Church or other high demand religions

Prepare yourself for an EPIC non-Mormon story! This week we are introducing Claire and Marc Headley, who were born into the Church of Scientology and have a remarkable escape story that we are excited to share with you.Both Claire and Marc were members of the Sea Organization within Scientology, where the church's elite-level leaders work and are required to sign a billion-year contract of servitude. During their time there, both worked closely with David Miscavige, the current leader of Scientology, and witnessed his brutality firsthand.In this first part, Claire and Marc discuss the foundations of Scientology, what it was like to be raised in it, and how they came to join the Sea Org. They also share insider information on high-profile members such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta, and even address the mystery of what happened to Shelly Miscavige.Then, join us on Wednesday for part two of this interview, where they share their incredible story of escaping the Sea Org and talk about their work with the Mike Rinder Aftermath Foundation.So strap in and enjoy this stranger-than-fiction story!___________________YouTubeAt Mormon Stories we explore, celebrate, and challenge Mormon culture through in-depth stories told by members and former members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints as well as scholars, authors, LDS apologists, and other professionals.  Our overall mission is to: 1. Facilitate informed consent amongst LDS Church members, investigators, and non-members regarding Mormon history, doctrine, and theology2. Support Mormons (and members of other high-demand religions) who are experiencing a religious faith crisis3. Promote healing, growth and community for those who choose to leave the LDS Church or other high demand religions

Dean comes from a famous cricket family background but that did not mean he was going to make it in the game. In fact as a youngster he was far more interested in football until he moved to RGS Worcester where he immersed himself in the cricket environment and excelled for the school and for his local club Old Hill CC. He was then offered a pro contract by Worcestershire at the age of 18 only to have that taken away aged 19 and was left feeling let down and angry. But everything happens for a reason and within a year he was offered a club contract in Staffs where he had a tremendous season and this got the attention of other counties whereupon Dean was offered a contract at Middlesex. Since hanging up his playing boots Dean spent 10 years in sales and since then has been in schools as a lead coach at Stamford and Blundell where he has learned much about himself as a coach as well as much about coaching youngsters of all abilities. He has seen how his dry sense of humour is perceived differently by certain individuals and how mentoring is something he really enjoys. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

In this gripping episode of "Getting There," host Brogan welcomes Claire Headley, a courageous whistleblower who escaped from the Church of Scientology after spending over a decade within its confines. Born into Scientology and recruited into its Elite C organization as a teenager, Claire shares her harrowing experiences, including signing a billion-year contract, working under extreme pressure, and facing constant surveillance. She recounts the moment she and her husband decided to risk everything to escape, enduring threats and being cut off from their friends and family. Now an outspoken advocate against the church's abuses, Claire sheds light on the psychological manipulation and fear that permeates this secretive organization. This conversation delves into themes of resilience, the pursuit of truth, and the profound cost of seeking freedom. Tune in to hear Claire Headley's inspiring story of survival and empowerment.

In this video, we sit down with Claire Headley from the YouTube channel @Blownforgood to hear her powerful story of growing up inside Scientology. Claire shares what it was like to be raised in the church, experience the cadet program, and even sign FIVE different billion year contracts with the Sea Org.Her journey takes us through the reality of life inside Scientology, the challenges of trying to escape, and ultimately, how she found freedom and reunited with her husband. Today, Claire is on a mission to help others who are leaving high-demand groups, showing that it's never too late to break free and start again.If you've ever wondered what life inside Scientology is really like, or how someone finds the courage to leave, you won't want to miss this conversation.✨ Watch more from Claire on her channel: @Blownforgoodwww.blownforgood.comwww.claireheadley.comIf you or someone you love is trying to leave Scientology and needs assistance, please reach out to www.theaftermathfoundation.orghttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAftermathFoundation

TAKEAWAYSCults tell their members never to ask questions or say anything bad about the groupCults also tell their members never to trust anyone outside the groupScientologists will sign “billion-year” contracts hinged on their belief that they will reincarnate for billions of yearsScientology teaches that humans are “thetans,” which means they migrate from body to body throughout millennia

How does someone like Moses, an exiled murderer with a fear of public speaking, become the leader who confronts Pharaoh and sets a nation free? The book of Hebrews tells us, “He endured as seeing Him who is invisible.” In the wilderness, the life of Moses was interrupted by the holiness of God, a beauty both loving and terrifying, and it changed everything. His fear was recalibrated. He returned to the place of his greatest failure with a new courage. Are we walking past bushes on fire in our lives, and not seeing them? Do we dare seek God for the same kind of awakening?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cihnyk5LyLE&list=RDCihnyk5LyLE&start_radio=1Suicide Star Live at OLG Fallsview Casino Formed in late 2020 and comprised of veteran musicians Rob Barton, Dakota Prince, Aki Maris, Gary Borden and Brian Hamilton, Suicide Star has a dynamic and cutting-edge hard rock sound, mixing the familiar with the new while delivering a heavy bite with catchy ear-splitting melodies.Having played in multiple bands and recording acts as well as touring through Canada and parts of the U.S. Suicide Star are no strangers to success. Aki and Brian are ex members of long-time recording act, Step Echo, who's two studio albums gained considerable popularity in their native Canada and overseas. Gary Borden has had prolific success playing as a member of such bands as Sass Jordan, Helix and Gowan. Dakota Prince, also familiar with the spotlight has shared the stage with such bands as George Canyon, Big Sugar and Headley while having his music played country wide on such stations as 97.7 HTZ FM and 91.3 FM. When Step Echo split in late 2018 Brian and Aki felt they still had some music left in them to write and after a brief hiatus, decided the time was right for something new. In early 2020, excited about the prospect of a fresh start, the band needed a new lead vocalist. Founding member and drummer of Step Echo, Brian Hamilton, reached out to high school friend, Rob Barton--himself a veteran of the Ontario music scene who played alongside bands such as Collective Soul, Lee Aaron and Killer Dwarfs--asking if he would be interested in providing lead vocals for a new project. Realizing he was enthusiastic to write and record again, Rob readily agreed. After a successful meeting with the guys over a few drinks on a local patio, Suicide Star was formed.A year in the making and recorded individually in their own homes, Suicide Star's debut album—aptly named Isolation—is a labor of love. It defies conventional categorization, while delivering a bombastic thrill ride most listeners would find pleasingly recognizable.With the recent release of their new single ‘Auntie Anxiety' as a precursor to their second album entitled ‘Generation Doom', Suicide Star will continue to bring their hard-hitting sound to stages throughout Ontario and beyond.

How do you rebuild trust and reshape perceptions within a key organizational function? Diane Headley, vice president and chief people officer at the Ford Foundation, shares her journey of revitalizing the HR function to better serve employees and align with organizational goals. Headley discusses the challenges of uniting a newly formed HR leadership team, building trust internally and externally, and shifting the perception of HR from a reactive function to a proactive, strategic partner. Explore actionable insights into creating cohesion and driving meaningful change within HR, a unified effort that ultimately contributed to the Ford Foundation's broader mission of becoming "one foundation."Resources from this Week's Episode - 2025 State of the Workplace Report: https://www.shrm.org/topics-tools/research/2025-shrm-state-of-the-workplaceSubscribe to the All Things Work newsletter to get the latest episodes, expert insights, and additional resources delivered straight to your inbox: https://shrm.co/fg444d  ---Explore SHRM's all-new flagships. Content curated by experts. Created for you weekly. Each content journey features engaging podcasts, video, articles, and groundbreaking newsletters tailored to meet your unique needs in your organization and career. Learn More: https://shrm.co/coy63r

Whitney Elkins-Hutton of PassiveInvesting.com interviews Gary Lipsky, owner of the private equity real estate firm Break of Day Capital, on the high-stakes world of multifamily real estate deals, specifically dissecting the intricate acquisition of the Icon at Hadley property in Tucson, Arizona. Gary unravels the layers of due diligence, navigates the nuanced landscape of financing with life insurance companies, and meticulously details how his firm sculpts deals with investors, covering everything from diverse investment classes to unique fee structures. Get ready for a candid look at the triumphs and tribulations encountered during this complex acquisition journey.

Title: ⏰ Analyze Your Trade #217: Live Charting with Price Headley of BigTrends.com   Recorded on June 17th, 2025 as part of the Analyze Your Trade (New Format) Event #218 "Live Charting" Event hosted by TimingResearch.   The full event video/podcast series and presentation notes are available here: https://timingresearch.com/blog/2025/analyze-your-trade-episode-218/   Bonus... [AD] PDF: QQQ Options Playbook https://link.timingresearch.com/AFF250617BTqqqPDF/TRx   Do you use Substack? You can get the TimingResearch archives there too! https://timingresearch.com/substack   Terms and Policies: https://timingresearch.com/policies/  

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Katie Histing was diagnosed with Ewings Sarcoma when she was a 17 year old High School Senior in 2018. Katie fought her disease like a true Champion, made countless friends along the way and will always be known as a Pediatric Cancer Icon. Katie passed away on November 25th of 2024, approximately 6 months after Katie was told that there were no more curative options for her. 

Stan Headley is a fly angler and fly tyer who would be known to so many people in Ireland and the UK.  A regular contributor to Trout & Salmon magazine down through the years, the Orkney angler also penned three books - The Loch Fishers Bible, Trout & Salmon Flies of Scotland and Reflections on the Loch which became the go to source for Scottish lochs' fishing – but he was also a fan of fishing in Ireland too and was a regular visitor to these shores. However, due to illness, Stan says that his fishing days are now behind him and so this week's interview with him is one tinged with sadness but also fond memories as he joins us to look back on an incredible life in fly fishing, what it meant to him and the similarities and differences fly fishing Irish loughs and Scottish lochs.Keep up to date with all the latest Ireland on the Fly on https://www.IrelandontheFly.com and get regular updates on https://Instagram.com/IrelandontheFly.

In this conversation, Teri Anderson explores the profound connection between trauma and tattoos, discussing how individuals use body art as a means of self-expression and healing. She highlights the common experiences of trauma survivors and the various ways they cope, including the use of tattoos to tell their stories. The discussion delves into the symbolism behind popular tattoo designs, the significance of memorial tattoos, and the transformative power of art in the healing process. Teri emphasizes the importance of understanding the narratives behind tattoos, encouraging listeners to see them as expressions of resilience and recovery. In this conversation, Teri Anderson explores the profound connection between tattoos and personal healing. She shares various stories behind tattoos that symbolize resilience, trauma, and recovery. The discussion emphasizes the importance of vulnerability, community, and self-expression in the healing journey. Teri highlights how tattoos serve as reminders of strength and transformation, while also addressing the emotional weight of personal experiences and the significance of shared narratives among trauma survivors. Takeaways Tattoos can represent deep, unspoken trauma. Not all tattoos are linked to pain; some celebrate joy. Art on the body can be a powerful storytelling tool. Coping mechanisms for trauma have evolved over time. There is one thing that the tattoos of trauma survivors have in common. And that is a deep.That is a deep, soul crushing pain that's either known or unknown, spoken or unspoken. Maya Angelou said, up from a past that's rooted in pain, I rise. And I think that's very true with what we see in today's culture of trauma survivors telling their stories and letting others see exactly. how they're feeling. We're reclaiming our bodies. We're reclaiming our thoughts. We are reclaiming our identities. Before I go any further, I want to say that not all tattoos are rooted in pain. Not all tattoos are rooted in trauma. but for those of us that have chosen to wear our stories. That's the case. In past decades, the survivors of trauma dealt with their trauma. through a lot of different coping mechanisms, including avoidance, substance abuse, seeking social support, religious practices, rituals, creative outlets, sometimes therapy, but therapy wasn't always. Therapy was pretty much a stigma in past decades. In today's culture, with tattoos being more prevalent, and the stigma of self-harm. being so heavy. Many of us have chosen to tell our stories. through the art on our bodies.   Teri Anderson (05:10.688) And I wanted in the past, the past episode, we talked a lot about the correlation between trauma. We spoke a lot about the core. I spoke a lot. I spoke a lot about the correlations there are between trauma and tattoos. Here we are in 2025. My traumas started in 1962, the year I was born. A lot of them were seared into my soul and I didn't know what they were. I had no idea what they were. But I wanted to go through in this episode here and kind of show you some of these. So you'll be aware if you see someone with some of these tattoos, you're be able to put it together and you're gonna be able to say, oh my gosh, I know what that means instead of, oh my gosh, that's trash. That was totally stupid. It might give you a little better understanding at some of the pain and some of the situations that we've gone through that have really been bigger and heavier than we have been able to carry alone. I think in some instances we do tell our story. in some instances, in some instances, in some situations. We are using tattooing. so we don't harm. so we don't do anything that will harm our bodies and leave a scar filled with stigma. So I'm gonna go through several resources here. I've got some pages pulled up here on the web that I'm gonna try and screen share with you guys. Some of the stories that people have that have survived their traumas. how they chose to represent themselves. and the meaning of the symbols that we see inked into the skin of people all around us. I guess first I wanted to read something to you from this incredible book that I found and I'll link it in the show notes below. It is called Tattoo Monologues Indelible Marks on the Body and Soul. I'll put the author's names in the show notes as well as the photographer's name. I'm not sure if I'll use any of these filters or not to make a point, but there are a lot of things that I would like to. touch on in this book. Teri Anderson (09:02.08) And one of the reasons I think if you're contemplating If you're trying to put your trauma together with your ink. I think this book might be very helpful, especially for women. Teri Anderson (09:23.509) One of the things in here. for praise for tattoo monologues is tattoo monologue sends a powerful message to tattoo trauma survivors like me, like you. We don't have to cover or we don't have to cower in the shame of our trauma. We don't have to hide our ink. They are a part of our stories. I find that very, very true. And as I said in the last episode, I don't see trauma or I don't see people with tattoos and think, my God. I see trauma. Sometimes I see beautiful art and I have some that are just beautiful art. But the ones that you see mainly on me that are the black and gray, those are trauma. I didn't know it at the time. I was trying to survive a horrible, horrible situation, horrible memories. But I wanted to go through some of the different, as I said, some of the different tattoos that we see. Teri Anderson (10:40.192) in Trauma survivors. Let me see if I can share this screen. Teri Anderson (11:08.928) Okay, this screen is from themighty.com. 23 tattoos that represent healing from childhood trauma. Now, of course, here we have the beautiful Phoenix. Teri Anderson (11:31.766) And I think that that pretty much relates with what my Angela was speaking about rising. from a pain, from a. rising up from a pain that's rising up from a past that's rooted in pain Teri Anderson (11:56.718) From Maya Angelou's quote that I read earlier, up from a past that's rooted in pain, I rise. You're gonna see a lot of phoenixes. I know many people that have a phoenix. I considered one myself. And this tattoo right here that we have, this young woman, is a beautiful colorful phoenix. We can only see it in part there on her back. Teri Anderson (12:28.183) in what she has. All right, let's go into this next one, this black and white. Teri Anderson (12:39.5) or black and gray, my phoenix still in progress is a symbol of my strength, of how many times I've risen from the absolutely horrible medical circumstances that have both altered the course of my life and nearly taken my life. But I survived because of the fire inside. The fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. I think a lot of you might be able to identify with that. Now she says that this tattoo is still in progress. I will put this link in the show notes and it, like I said, it's the mighty.com, mental health, childhood trauma and tattoos. So she went full out back piece. I don't know, it's not saying if this was her first tattoo. But generally, I have found, it's not always the case, when someone goes in, go big or go home, there's trauma, there's a story there. And sometimes, you know, a little tiny space the size of a quarter can't really fill, in my case, 62 years. of dealing with trauma and this discovery of trauma. Teri Anderson (14:10.062) All right, the next one that we come to is a semicolon. Teri Anderson (14:31.264) is a semicolon. And the semicolon I think is pretty unique. I had considered one. Teri Anderson (14:43.084) And I still might do that. I'm going to have to find a unique way to deal to do that. But the semi-colon basically says, my story is not over. This woman is saying, it seems odd, but I distinctly remember reading a book about. What the hell? That's a totally different one. Teri Anderson (15:06.082) the semicolon, a lot of times is saying to remember every time I wanted to give up. Teri Anderson (15:16.852) every time I almost gave up and even when I tried to that I got through everything that had happened. Not only was it difficult but I experienced it as a child. It's a constant reminder to keep fighting and never forget what's brought me where I am now. Teri Anderson (15:45.55) And that is the semicolon. Teri Anderson (16:00.696) The semicolon. And you're going to see that on a lot, mainly women. I've seen it on women more than I have seen it on men. There are a lot of different tattoos that symbolize trauma or what people have gone through in their lives and trying to be the better person, trying to understand, trying to... Teri Anderson (16:32.916) Almost we have felt invisible for so long. We're not going to be invisible anymore. We felt forgotten. Teri Anderson (16:45.056) in ways that think few people can understand. Teri Anderson (16:53.262) So this person was talking about, they remembered reading a book about forests and forest fires when they were a child and learning how the ecosystem recovered after a fire. I read that some trees' would only successfully plant and germinate after a large fire hot enough to open whatever structure the tree used to contain its seeds. Teri Anderson (17:34.4) And as a little bit of a, you know, that just reminded me of something. I was on a motorcycle one day with, we do this run. My friend Brian holds it every year. It's the St. Helens Memorial Motorcycle Run. And one thing that really struck me on the first time, one of the first times I went up was the devastation. that was caused in 1980 by this volcanic eruption that took many lives and left miles and miles of damage. In between the burnt trees, they're still out there charred 40 something years later. There's new growth. There are flowers. There's beauty. And I think that really speaks to why some people choose to get forests, trees. Teri Anderson (18:41.516) because there is that regrowth after a fire that has burned us to the ground. Teri Anderson (19:22.796) And I think we see that here in this person's tattoo. I'm trying to move this to see and it's not quite doing it right. It's a bear tree, but the roots are deep and there are new branches on it, which is such a symbol of hope and recovery. I think it's really beautiful. I had never really thought of that before with forests and trees. I think I'll be looking at them in much different way now. Now this one is very unique and I like the way this woman put this and I just lost my screen. Okay. Teri Anderson (20:18.498) She has a birdcage. The birdcage directly over my heart represents the trauma I suffered as a child. It's all in gray tone, representing a lack of joy. The bird holding her own key in her beak and the colors of purple and blue has escaped the cage. She flies freely away from her prison. The lettering says, love gives her wings, which means that only love can heal the pain of childhood trauma. Self-love. I wear this tattoo proudly because it reminds me of what I have endured. Teri Anderson (21:13.098) and how I not only survived and how I not only survived, but I learned to thrive. Teri Anderson (21:31.768) So here we have her tattoo. And I think it's interesting, the cage that she has is on gray, gray and black. And the bird does indeed have the key in its beak. This is very unique. and it reminds me of things that I too. I've written about. Teri Anderson (22:04.152) That's, that's, well, that's really putting yourself out there and telling that story, isn't it? Teri Anderson (22:19.916) And there's, there, a lot of people use script, a passage. From a favorite book, from a movie, something that you've written, something someone else has written, a friend of mine. Teri Anderson (22:38.85) had a tattoo that I think was one of the most meaningful tattoos I've ever seen. She was on her way. I may not remember the story correctly, but she and her sister who had cancer were on the way to the doctor. And the sister took a pen, the sister that had the cancer, and wrote a little smiley face, drew a smiley face on my friend's hand. I think it's like right in here. Immediately, she knew she was, she already knew she was losing her sister. They went to a tattoo salon, a tattoo shop, tattoo parlor. I don't know what they're called now. Studio, tattoo studio. And she had that smiley face that her sister had drawn, tattooed. So she's carrying a piece of her sister wherever she goes. And that's a reminder of their relationship and how strong it was. Teri Anderson (23:44.364) Now this tattoo is a reminder for all of their... Attempts not to live, their father's death for the same reason, and many years of sexual abuse. She says, I'm still here because I have purpose. I'm still living despite all that was done to me. Teri Anderson (24:21.646) and this is a bit hard to read, and there you are living despite it all. Teri Anderson (24:33.016) So if you see people, if you see a passage, if you see script, they are really trying to invade this message. They are very aware of what they're saying. When I first started with My Ink, I was not aware of what I was saying. I was not aware that what I was doing was speaking to something that was buried deep inside of me. Teri Anderson (24:59.416) So if you see script, you'll know exactly. what that is. Teri Anderson (25:09.984) This is another one I think is really unique and Teri Anderson (25:19.502) I think this is just really such a cool idea. Teri Anderson (25:32.096) of the balloons, the girl, the little girl holding a bunch of balloons with some drifting away. My tattoo symbolizes the hold my past has on me every so often, though I managed to let go a little, is the balloons that are floating off. At the same time, I wouldn't want to let go of everything because my past is my life lessons, my life story, my personality, which keeps me floating. Wow, you know, this is crazy because... I am pretty much feeling, I'm looking at these incredible realizations that these people have made. And I'm sort of feeling like. Whoa, I didn't put that much thought into a lot of my trauma tattoos that these people have. I'm assuming they had gone through some type of therapy before and really had a vision of what they were wanting to convey and what they wanted to tell the world. Memorial tattoos, I think, are very common. My son, my eldest son, when... My second grandson died, went and got an absolutely beautiful tattoo that had the date of his birth, the date of his death and his name. Teri Anderson (27:11.104) So this one, this girl is speaking of, no, it's not a girl. Teri Anderson (27:18.36) This person is speaking. Teri Anderson (27:38.072) See? This person is saying, telling the story when their dad was killed when they were a child. And a few years ago, I had initially had a rose tattoo in loving memory of my father on my shoulder. Then I had a full sleeve and added roses with the quote, death leaves a heartache no one can heal. Love leaves a memory no one can steal. And it's a great reminder, he says about his father, but also to others that have. that he is lost that have been close to him. So I think, you know, out of all of the trauma surviving tattoos. Teri Anderson (28:29.332) The memorial ones are the ones that are most easily understood by, you know, I don't know how to say it, like maybe the unsuspecting or the unknowledgeable public at large. They don't have tattoos that haven't gone through trauma or have dealt with trauma in different manners. And what I'm seeing with this tattoo is he first, he's saying this was done in pieces. He had first had a rose and in loving memory. And then he went on. which is telling me he was still in the grieving process. The first part of it was probably that initial shock. My dad is gone. I know many of you, as well as myself, know that feeling. My dad is gone and it is overwhelming. And then it seems like he continued the tattoo because his grieving when he got this wasn't yet complete. I don't know if we ever really complete. Teri Anderson (29:36.428) Was I even sharing that? Teri Anderson (29:47.414) and loving memory of my father. 1958 to 1993. Yeah, I don't know if the healing from the trauma that we've gone through has ever really complete the grief of losing people we love. I just, you know, that's a hard topic. Teri Anderson (30:14.638) We'll go on to the next one. this woman is saying, growing up in a toxic environment, I've been having to adapt to all of my surroundings. The lotus flower represents someone who is able to thrive in every environment they're put in. Even if it's deep in the mud, I will still thrive. Teri Anderson (30:44.694) It's really a beautiful tattoo. It's a very beautiful tattoo. Teri Anderson (31:00.574) Let me share the screen with you for this one as I read it. This woman, Amanda, says it's almost done. I still have to add color. This tattoo represents the three main characters I created to survive abuse and oppression. The female night. Teri Anderson (31:28.864) Leonie and the horse's bay and the dragon. I'm currently working on writing the novels of their adventures. So she really has gone into this. Teri Anderson (31:44.522) and has a lot invested in telling her story. And I don't know if you can see, there's another one right here. I wish I could see what it was, but whoa, that's some pain to get through. that's a conversation starter, which is also very healing for us when people ask us, what does that mean? Teri Anderson (32:09.526) Now this girl got Celine Dion's autograph on her arm. She met her and this was her actual autograph, sort of like my friend, I think. Teri Anderson (32:31.79) Celine has been my safe place since I was bullied, a bullied teen in high school. Now on my healing journey from trauma and PTSD, she's what I end every session of EMDR with. She's the only thing that calms me and brings me joy. So that is, she's saying is Celine Dion's actual autograph. Teri Anderson (33:13.614) Then we have, this one's very unusual. I really like the concept of this. This person has a tattered open door on each wrist. when the thunderstorms of life come rolling in your front and back doors open so your troubles cannot find a home. Teri Anderson (33:41.782) I have a tattered open door on each of my wrists. When the thunderstorms of life come rolling in, keep your front and back doors open so that your troubles cannot find a home. Christopher says, Teri Anderson (34:03.2) It's a daily reminder to him that he doesn't have to take on everyone's problems as his own and that this as well as everything and that this as with everything too shall pass. Teri Anderson (34:22.88) I really like the meaning of a lot of these. They're, like I said, these people put a lot of thought into, no, do have some, I'm feeling, got to be a little defensive here. I do have some tattoos that are very thought out and very, very meaningful. And we're going to go into that in the next episode. but I just wanted to give you guys some symbols in this one of things that people, things that you'll be able to, I guess understand if you see them on someone, obviously these are very unique. So when you look at tattoos, some of us, mean, I don't have a lot of real estate left. And. But there are stories and all of the tattoos that I have seen that are just so incredible. This person's tattoo represents their childhood sexual, their, okay, let's share the screen because I can't see that. Teri Anderson (35:33.646) Theresa says, my tattoo represents my childhood essay and healing from that. I was always mocked for being an emotional kid, hence the crybaby. Also the Melanie Martinez song resonates with me. And the semicolon for many years of self-harm. Teri Anderson (36:03.963) guys this is real stuff I tell you this is legit trauma is legit Teri Anderson (36:16.174) Then you're see a lot of people that have a compass. And this person is saying that this compass, let's get back to screen share. Teri Anderson (36:32.162) This compass from the album art for the song invincible by Headley. I got this tattoo on my 18th birthday. I struggled a lot at first. I struggled a lot with at first physical abuse. Then as I got older, it turned into mental and verbal abuse. I had a lot of pressure placed on me through my school years. Or I had to be the highest academic. I had to excel in sports and get the student of the year every year. On top of that, I had to be strong because I have four younger siblings. I've made a lot of mistakes by letting them take away my power. I've lost parts of myself, but as I get older, I regained all my missing pieces and mended my broken pieces. So heartless, so selfish, so in darkness. When all your nights are starless, you're running out of hope. But I found the strength inside to see. Found the better part of me, and I'll never let it go. Teri Anderson (37:58.126) You know, I see compasses on a lot of people and I had never really put that together with being that, with that meaning. Teri Anderson (38:11.596) I know we're gonna get back to the Phoenix, the girl, she says her tattoo is impossible to take a photo of a hole, but it's a phoenix hugging me with its wings. Teri Anderson (38:30.86) I went through a lot from early childhood. The phoenix stands for always getting up and being reborn more strongly after every failure or every bad experience and learning from it. I made it pink to symbolize the girl power and women being strong with getting out of toxic or violent situations. Teri Anderson (39:02.508) Now there's a woman that is in the trauma. There's an author in the trauma world, Brene Brown. in one of her books is called Daring Greatly. Daring Greatly means the courage to be vulnerable. It means to show up and be seen, to ask for what you need, to talk about how you're feeling, to have the hard conversations. Teri Anderson (39:41.024) It's a quote from Brene Brown. My tattoo also has a semicolon as a reminder that I survived. I'm here and I need to keep going. It's not over. So I will dare greatly. That's really sweet. Teri Anderson (40:08.376) This next one is Text as Well script set free because I am set free. Teri Anderson (40:26.082) because I am set free from the struggles I had in the past. I am in no way fully recovered, but I'm set free from what held me back. Teri Anderson (40:46.914) Here's a very, there one, this one I find very interesting. It's it's, this person got a molecule of serotonin. I got a serotonin molecule because it's released in the act of. Teri Anderson (41:10.572) this right there, which I can't say. I got this as a reminder that I don't have to hurt myself to be happy. There has been a major lack of stability in my life growing up. So I turned to some pretty unfortunate coping mechanisms. That word always gets me, but I'm trying so hard to move forward and focus on being a victor and not a victim. I think that's really cool. Man, you know, these people put some thought into their stuff and I'm just like giving my arm to my tattoo artist saying, here, help. I got to hand it to these people. This is pretty cool. All right, this tattoo that this girl named Brittany got is what keeps her grounded when times get tough. I've gone through what I've gone through and I've come out on the other side with a badge of resilience. Teri Anderson (42:19.84) I am a survivor, a witness, a warrior. My experiences have changed me, but that doesn't mean they have to define me. I like that. My experiences change me, but that doesn't mean they have to define me. Wow. I'm learning every single day. Good for her. That is pretty awesome. This next one is, I got this to remind me that I have the power to be free by doing the thing I love most. I'm a screenwriter because I've always felt trapped because of the essay right there. I never told anyone, but now I can face it. Good for them, I wrote my own deliverance. I like that. Teri Anderson (43:13.602) This one is absolutely beautiful. Teri Anderson (43:19.138) This person, Allison, was physically and mentally abused by sisters growing up. That is hard for me to read. because of my son Joshua. He was physically and mentally abused by his siblings. I found out and that just crushes me. But she says because of what she went through, she grew up with no self-esteem, no confidence, depression, general anxiety, social anxiety disorder, body dysmorphia, and panic disorder. It's been a long road to recovery. I do what I have to for my peace of mind. Okay, she got that on her foot. I have to tell you from experience, you get tattoo on your foot, you're going to feel it. That hurts. That was probably one of my most, that was probably my second most painful tattoo. Teri Anderson (44:25.1) This person has script on her arms. It's really, it's actually very beautiful. My tattoo says now I am a warrior. This reminds me how far I've come. Teri Anderson (44:40.384) in my mental health journey. It also gives me strength. It reminds me that I'll continue to get through this journey. I've been through a lot, but I've always come out a warrior in the end. nice Teri Anderson (45:08.598) I hope this is screen sharing. My thing says it's... Teri Anderson (45:22.606) You know, computers. Teri Anderson (45:29.422) Let's see if there's some more on here I wanted to share with you. Teri Anderson (45:39.214) All right, and I'm glad that that's the end of this article and I'm glad that they put this at the end. Teri Anderson (45:53.07) If you or a loved one is affected by sexual abuse or assault and need help, call the hotline at 1-800-656-4673 to be connected with a trained staff member. service provider in your area. You know, it's, it's, it's for each of these stories I hurt for these people. Teri Anderson (46:22.638) I can identify with them, we're like a group, we're a community. But each story is so painful on its own. I think being in the situation that I am in and knowing the pain that I went through, the things that I went through and how I coped and did not cope with them well, these have all the more. significance to me. So here's one I've seen a couple of times and it is Teri Anderson (46:59.775) This is self-love basically. The heart with self-love. Teri Anderson (47:22.284) All right, before we get back into this, I'm going to share a few things from the tattoo monologues, but tattoos are a creative way of expressing yourself. They allow you, as I said earlier, to reclaim your body, to make it truly yours again. Every time you look at your tattoo, you're reminded of your strength, your resilience, and your victory over trauma. It's like a motivational speech. without the cheesy lines and the overly enthusiastic speaker. Teri Anderson (48:02.382) It's really funny. Teri Anderson (48:11.774) know, anchor tattoos show that they're anchored, that they're safe from the storm. Then you have the butterfly tattoos. that I can identify with and I do have a butterfly or two on me. They're pretty, they're graceful. and they're the ultimate symbol of transformation. A butterfly tattoo is like a tribute to your personal metamorphosis, your journey from caterpillar pre-trauma to a butterfly post-trauma. It's like saying, yeah, I went through some tough times, but look at me now, I'm flying high. It's really kind of cool. I don't think I shared that. Teri Anderson (49:11.256) There are those beautiful, very delicate little butterflies. A heartbeat tattoo because you're a survivor. Yes. Teri Anderson (49:28.3) The dragon tattoo unleashed your inner fire. The feather tattoo, fly high, free spirit. I don't have any feathers. I'm not really sure why. The rose, this was really hard for me to look at. I do have roses on me. Teri Anderson (49:50.954) Some of you know, probably a lot of you don't know the story of my son that I lost to the city of Portland and his mental illnesses. Joshua always had a fascination with long-stemmed roses. Generally, in his drawings, in his writings, he was speaking of one rose. I couldn't really figure out what that meaning was to him, why he was so fascinated with roses. Teri Anderson (50:24.589) And I think this sort of says it. Roses are beautiful, but they come with thorns. Sounds a lot like life, doesn't it? A rose tattoo can represent love, hope and new beginnings. It's a reminder that you bloom despite the thorns and that you found beauty in adversity. So I think with Joshua, with his interest his fascination with roses his was more along the terms of I know I'm a beautiful delicate creation. But don't get too close because I have thorns and he did. It was really, it was difficult. Teri Anderson (51:36.886) Okay. I wanted to tell you a little bit about this, what things that I found in this book that I found really interesting. And I, I really suggest you getting this book. Teri Anderson (51:58.754) Ladylike tattoo monologues. it again. You can see I have places marked in here and I don't want to Teri Anderson (52:13.41) do anything but really sort of let you know some of the quotes that I found in here. Teri Anderson (52:22.966) And I like, I like this, the way it's stated because, you know, sometimes I can say things in a way that makes sense. Sometimes they don't quite make sense, but this, how do tattoos relate to trauma? Trauma leaves a sudden irrevocable. Teri Anderson (52:44.212) It leaves sudden, irrevocable marks on the brain, body, mind, and spirit. These permanent traumatic imprints create a profound sense of loneliness. They cause the trauma survivor to feel detached and alienated from themselves and from others. They shatter the individual fundamental understanding of safety. If you're a trauma survivor, I think you could probably identify with that because we do, we feel alone. Nothing around us is safe. It's almost, you know, I I don't want to say it's like walking on eggshells because it's not, it's to me, it's sort of like walking blindfolded through a field of glass and you don't know where to step because things come at you from every way and you really can't. It's really, it's a hard walk. It's a hard walk. And this person was talking about, and again, this is from Tattoo Monologues. And I feel this a lot. The artist poured into a small plastic cup, removed a clean needle from a sealed package, and turned on the tattoo machine. The incessant buzzing instantly provoked fear, excitement, and anticipation. He pressed the needle into my skin. It hurt. But I knew after the pain had subsided, a symbolic piece of my narrative would be left behind and the symbol would forever be a part of me. Teri Anderson (54:39.202) This book's just amazing. There's one. A quote about motherless daughters. To all the motherless daughters out there, may your heartache serve you in the best of ways. May your grief give you a better understanding of yourself. May your sentiment allow you to express and create, and may your love expand beyond what you ever thought was possible. And that's a quote by Keiko. to Maki. This book is so cool because it goes to a lot of, it goes to a lot of feelings that I think most of us as trauma survivors have felt. Betrayal. my gosh, betrayal is just, it's so ingrained and it's so, it's so real. It's so real. Teri Anderson (55:44.972) dejection. Teri Anderson (55:53.602) This is a quote by Judith Lewis Herman, the conflict between the will to deny horrible events and the will to proclaim them out loud. is a central dialect of psychological trauma. Teri Anderson (56:14.796) Well. Yeah. I think a lot of the things that we feel and a of things that happened to us, we're ashamed of. People either talked us into being ashamed or it was just this natural shame that comes with a lot of things that happened to you. And you're like, why wasn't I strong enough? But what we have to remember is we're speaking as that five or six year old child. Would you expect a five or six year old child, seven, eight, nine year old child to be able to stand up to authority or anyone for that matter and take care of themselves? I... I think that is what. Teri Anderson (57:06.72) is so profound about this quote. The conflict between the will to deny horrible events and the will to proclaim them aloud is essential dialect of psychological trauma. Teri Anderson (57:29.869) You Teri Anderson (57:38.368) I'm not gonna do this book justice. I'm going to read to you some of the feelings here, the chapters. Maybe you can get a little bit of an idea of some of the things that trauma survivors deal with and some of the ways we're trying to either say, this is my body, I'll do what I want. Some of it is a very stubbornness to say, stay away from me. Stay away from me. Some of it is to reclaim control over our own lives when we feel we have no control at all. some of it's to commemorate, some of it's to inspire. I have, I don't know if you're gonna be able to see it here or not. This script here, I tried to it the other day and it didn't show, but I went in and I remember it was at the time where my life was just falling to pieces. It was completely falling apart. Teri Anderson (58:52.384) I had been put on some really horrible medication for a very wrong diagnosis that really spun me out of control. And all I wanted to do is what this says, live, laugh, love, and dream. But this book, it hurts to look at this as a trauma survivor and know that there are other people. That's kind of hard to say. It hurts to know that there are other people out there, but it also is sort of comforting to know that I am not alone in a lot of the struggles that I had. But the contents here, against all odds, betrayal, dejection. Reclaimed the gift guardian angel recovering rescues rescued. She's got my back. The slide hope in a dragonfly. love dragonfly tattoos. I would love to have one forgiveness pink dress tic tac motherless. That stings. That stings. Protection abandoned. Teri Anderson (01:00:11.116) and teardrops. Teri Anderson (01:00:16.408) So guess really the purpose of this episode... Teri Anderson (01:00:35.298) I guess the purpose of this episode was for those of you. Teri Anderson (01:00:43.96) to see people and immediately judge. to give you a little understanding that a lot of us are crying out. And for those of you that are tattooed to realize you're not alone, you're not alone. I now know that the sleeves, they did several things for me, but I think... one of the things, look, they're black and gray. One of the things I think now that I'm coming to understand is to stay away, to keep your distance. Because in my life to be close to anyone means devastation is going to occur. Teri Anderson (01:01:40.396) And I'm not really sure how. Teri Anderson (01:01:47.054) Other people see me. I've only had one derogatory comment Teri Anderson (01:01:53.902) Oh, you know what I wanted to do? Teri Anderson (01:01:59.596) I want to do an unofficial, this is not sponsored, but I wanted to tell you about this girl. She's in Portland, her name is Haley, and the name of her company is Nightwork Candle. I don't think you can see the candle that I have back there burning, but she has the most beautiful candles. This one I just ordered. It's a new fragrance that she has, a new aroma. It's called Gigi Moved to Paris, Texas. I love that because as a Texan, I know where Paris, Texas is. The smell is delightful. I I met her a couple of years ago and I have bought probably close to to 100 candles of hers. They're unique, they're beautiful. And they're just like Hailey. So I'm gonna leave her link in the show notes below as well because I just wanna give her a shout out. This girl, she's just, she's awesome. She's absolutely awesome. Teri Anderson (01:03:29.41) The saying beauty is only skin deep. Teri Anderson (01:03:38.232) comes to mind here. Teri Anderson (01:03:42.732) I think there's a lot of beauty within us that has had to be closed off for one reason or another. And it seems like with every discovery that we make along the way, every box that's opened, sometimes we can deal with it and sometimes we can't. Sometimes we cope. I am really thankful that I no longer use anything sharp. that I am, that part of me is gone. I have been through so much therapy and my tattoos were a big part of my therapy. So I just want to encourage you when you see someone that's tattooed. Teri Anderson (01:04:28.098) Look at their tattoo and think, what have they been through? What have they been through? And maybe give them a little grace. Teri Anderson (01:04:44.632) So let me say goodbye. on that note and I am going to hopefully get you guys leave some comments. I, I was so, I was so blown away by the comments you all left and the messages I received from the last episode of the tattoos and trauma. I was blown away. it Teri Anderson (01:05:23.118) people were so encouraging. I think they were coming together as they had found a group. Teri Anderson (01:05:32.746) And there's, it's just, to me, it was very meaningful that I was able to touch upon a topic that people really could resonate with and say, my gosh. my gosh. That makes sense. All right guys, so with that thought, I'll see you real soon. Esoteric Tattoo: https://g.co/kgs/nE2RkWk https://themighty.com/topic/mental-health/childhood-trauma-tattoos/ Tattoo Monologues: https://www.amazon.com/Tattoo-Monologues-Indelible-Marks-Body-Soul/dp/1647423112/ref=sr_1_1?crid=NOPE2BQP1ZQ9&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.-GUKXnebwUZFCcDMI3Qbsw.IsCsmLyQ5H3bN9J6-Lb1jXE5ge5vtyKyKrIBzl7nVxM&dib_tag=se&keywords=tattoo+monologues&qid=1745033350&sprefix=tattoo+mono%2Caps%2C215&sr=8-1 Teri Anderson The Tattooed Biker Chick Digging Through Dominoes Tattoos as Expressions of Trauma: Many trauma survivors use tattoos to reclaim their bodies, identities, and narratives, turning pain into visible, meaningful art. Not All Tattoos Stem from Trauma: While not every tattoo is rooted in pain, those discussed in this episode specifically represent survival, healing, and emotional resilience. Symbolic Tattoo Themes: Common motifs among trauma tattoos include the phoenix (rebirth), semicolon (survival and continuation), forests/trees (regrowth), birdcages (freedom from abuse), and balloons (letting go). Script and Personal Messages: Words, quotes, and phrases are often tattooed to serve as affirmations or reminders of a survivor's strength and journey. Memorial Tattoos: Many people honor lost loved ones with tattoos that symbolize grief, love, and remembrance—these are some of the most universally understood trauma tattoos. Creative Representations: Survivors sometimes invent characters or stories—like fantasy figures or symbolic animals—to express their inner struggles and healing journeys. Celebrities and Healing Anchors: Tattoos can also commemorate people or influences, like a celebrity or song, that brought comfort during hard times (e.g., Celine Dion's autograph as a source of peace). Awareness Through Design: Designs like serotonin molecules, anchors, butterflies, roses, hearts, and compasses are often chosen for their deeper psychological and emotional meanings. Tattoos and Therapeutic Growth: Many trauma tattoos reflect a personal evolution, often tied to therapy, self-love, empowerment, and the desire to be seen and validated. The Book “Tattoo Monologues”: The host references and recommends this book, emphasizing how trauma leaves lasting mental and emotional marks, and tattoos can serve as a powerful tool in processing and expressing those wounds.                  

Uncertainty in the real estate market can create both risk and opportunity. Long-term success belongs to those who know how to navigate it wisely! In this episode, we welcome back investor, macroeconomics expert, and Director of Investor Relations at Break of Day Capital, Joseph Fang, to break down key market trends, interest rate predictions, and investment strategies that matter right now. Gary and Joe discuss their recent acquisition of Icon on Headley, the importance of strategic staffing and property synergies, and how macroeconomic forces (like tariffs and inflation) impact real estate. Joe also shares his insights on interest rate trends and why he believes rates will begin to drop in 2025. For a deeper understanding of market shifts and how to position yourself for success in an unpredictable economy, don't miss this thought-provoking conversation with Joe Fang!Key Points From This Episode:Insight into a recent acquisition: Icon on Headley and its strategic benefits.How sister properties create cost savings and efficiency.The state of the multifamily real estate market and deal flow trends.Interest rate trends: why Joe predicts rates will drop in the second half of the year.The real impact of tariffs on real estate and material costs.Strategies for increasing NOI through operational efficiencies.Choosing the right type of financing and structuring deals effectively.Lessons from market volatility: avoiding overleveraging and maintaining liquidity.Why institutional investors are preparing to jump back into real estate.Links Mentioned in Today's Episode:Invest Smart: Spotting Red Flags in Real Estate SyndicationsJoseph Fang on LinkedInAsset Management Mastery Facebook GroupBreak of Day Capital Break of Day Capital InstagramBreak of Day Capital YouTubeGary Lipsky on LinkedInJoseph Fang on LinkedIn

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Send us a textThis episode originally aired on YouTube on February 23, 2025. In this episode, we delve into the intricate lexicon of Scientology, exploring key terms like “blown,” “Xenu,” and “overts” to understand their meaning and underlying implications on members. Through a nuanced discussion of how language functions as a control mechanism within the church, we uncover the profound effects of these terms on identity, belief, and community cohesion. • Discusses the term "blown" and its implications for those who leave Scientology • Explains the concept of Xenu and its significance in the church • Explores "overts and withholds" as mechanisms for moral policing within the group • Examines the role of "implants" and "Thetan" in members' spiritual beliefs • Analyzes the principles of ARC and their impact on communication within Scientology We're also sharing some exciting updates about our channel and a new giveaway at the end of the show!Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

US President Donald Trump Thursday announced the extradition of the 26/11 Mumbai terror attack accused Tahawwur Rana to India after a meeting with Indian Prime Minister Narendra Modi at the White House. In Episode 1541 of #CutTheClutter, Editor-in-Chief Shekhar Gupta looks at his role as an accomplice to 26/11 convict David Headley, his earlier convictions, why he was not convicted for 26/11, his 2019 parole & why his extradition to India is significant.

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Send us a textThis episode explores personal experiences within Scientology, focusing on how humor serves as a vital tool for healing. Claire and Mark share memorable celebrity encounters, insights from their recent Indie Authors interview, and highlight the significance of community support in overcoming past trauma while engaging with their audience through a lively Q&A.• Discussion on the role of humor in coping with trauma • Sharing of unique celebrity encounters while in Scientology • Insights from the Indie Authors interview about their experiences • Importance of community support for those leaving the church • Q&A segment fostering audience engagement with personal stories • Presentation of "shoops," humorous visual critiques of Scientology figuresSupport the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textEver wondered what happens when the world of Scientology intersects with creative contests and heartfelt community support? Join us as we announce the winners of the Mike Rinder bobblehead photo contest, featuring some truly unique submissions from within Scientology organizations. We also dive into major updates, including the news that David Miscavige has been served in a longstanding lawsuit, providing an in-depth analysis with insights from Aaron's channel. Our discussions seamlessly transition into Claire's exciting future projects and the vibrant creativity driving our community, with highlights on innovative bobblehead entries and the powerful support of the Aftermath Foundation.Our conversation takes a thought-provoking turn as we discuss the legal battles associated with Scientology, offering a humorous yet insightful debate on the merits of media captures in landscape versus portrait modes. Listener engagement is key, as we address questions about Scientology's tactics, the status of Dr. Ian Shillington, and the controversial "Super Bowl" ad. Through these discussions, we reveal personal stories from the Sea Org, potential communication within the Miscavige family, and the everyday lives of those entangled in Scientology's intricate web.But it's not all serious—amidst these discussions are light-hearted moments, such as the Photoshop Challenge featuring David Miscavige in comical scenarios. We also reflect on the ongoing support for former Scientologists, touching on the crucial role of volunteers and the financial hardships of Sea Org members. Escape stories and personal anecdotes pepper our episode, making it a comprehensive exploration of Scientology's multifaceted impact, both for those inside and those helping from the outside.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textWhat happens when the Church of Scientology and the LAPD join forces during the holiday season? We're pulling back the curtain on this unlikely partnership, revealing both the glitz and the controversies. From the festive "Scientology Christmas Stories" at the Celebrity Center in Hollywood to the financial dealings that link stars like John Travolta and Tom Cruise with law enforcement, we tackle the complex web of influence and intrigue. You'll hear about uniformed LAPD officers taking the stage, the fundraising efforts that raise eyebrows, and the ripple effects this has on community relations.Our Thanksgiving took a unique twist this year, and we're taking you along for the ride. Broadcasting from our new studio in Colorado, Claire and I decided to bring the holiday spirit to our friends Mike and Christie in their home instead of hosting as usual. Between recounting our fishing adventures in Florida and showcasing some holiday decorations crafted by our talented friend Leah, we're offering you a glimpse into our world beyond the microphones. Expect heartfelt stories, a touch of humor, and an appreciation for the connections that make this season special.But the conversation doesn't stop at personal anecdotes. We dive into the murky waters of social media monitoring within Scientology, spotlighting actor Jim Meskimen's role as a so-called "Facebook police" operative. From his efforts to sever friendships to the broader implications for ex-members like us, we explore the surreal landscape of online surveillance. Plus, find out about our ongoing support for the Aftermath Foundation through quirky giveaways and merchandise that spark joy and raise awareness. Join us for a candid look at the intersection of celebrity, spirituality, and society.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textEver wondered how Scientology infiltrates Hollywood's glitzy events? We're pulling back the velvet ropes to reveal the church's surprising connections and tactics. Join us in our brand-new studio, a quirky space filled with collectibles like Davy dolls and exclusive bobbleheads, as we discuss the 'safe pointing' strategy that Scientology employs during events like the Hollywood Christmas Parade. Claire and I, finally podcasting from the same room, dive into these complex relationships, sharing laughs and insights about how celebrities become unwitting allies of the church.But that's not all—behind the facade of these glamorous gatherings lies a world of strict hierarchies and meticulous planning. You'll hear anecdotes about lavish sushi spreads laid out for stars like Tom Cruise, and the amusing realities behind the making of "Battlefield Earth." We also explore the irony of Scientology's embrace of the commercial aspects of Christmas, despite their non-religious stance, and shed light on the inner workings of Author Services Inc. and other key entities within the church's infrastructure.Expect stories that are both eye-opening and light-hearted, like our humorous take on codpiece sizes in "Battlefield Earth" and what it's like to run a contest highlighting Scientology's less-than-stellar organizations. We're thrilled to share this journey with you, offering a chance to win exclusive merch through our giveaways. So, tune in for a candid chat, vibrant community engagement, and a front-row seat to the fascinating intersection of pop culture and Scientology.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textCan a bobblehead be more than just a collectible? We think so! Join us as we share the journey of how a Scientology hate video inspired a fundraising phenomenon, with the proceeds powering the life-changing work of the Aftermath Foundation. We celebrate the launch of our Leah Remini bobblehead, a project five years in the making and packed with challenges from getting the right likeness to navigating entertainment industry hurdles. Our SP Shop items, including Mike Rinder's bobblehead and SP bracelets, are more than quirky memorabilia—they're tools for supporting those looking to escape the clutches of Scientology.Curious about the real state of Scientology's global reach? We introduce The See Org, an online initiative led by passionate super fans determined to shine a light on Scientology's dwindling presence worldwide. Explore our discussions on the most run-down and underutilized orgs, and discover the exciting contest for snapping the quirkiest Scientology locations. With prizes like limited edition Leah Remini bobbleheads at stake, we aim to unravel the myth of Scientology's rapid expansion and encourage more of you to participate in documenting these seldom-seen realities.Our community's support is the heartbeat of our mission, and we're excited to bring you updates on volunteer opportunities and fundraising efforts. We discuss innovative ideas like gift cards and tech donations for those transitioning out of Scientology, and share reflections on the importance of humor in handling heavy topics. From the therapeutic value of jokes to the serious impact of sharing personal stories, we embrace our shared commitment to exposing the truths of Scientology while ensuring our work remains accessible and engaging. Don't miss out on supporting our cause through the SP Shop and by staying connected with our content across platforms.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textImagine embarking on a journey as a curious teenager only to find yourself ensnared in an organization that reshapes your life's path. Join me, Claire Headley, as I sit down with my dear friend Phil Jones, who candidly shares his fascinating journey with Scientology that began in Ontario, Canada. From attending a Narconon lecture to experiencing hypnotic group processing sessions, Phil opens up about the unexpected detour that led him from aspiring filmmaker to navigating the shadowy corridors of the Toronto Org. His story sheds light on the internal struggles and the pull of Scientology that redirected his life's ambitions.The conversation takes a deeply personal turn as we explore the profound impact of Scientology on family dynamics, both in Phil's life and my own. I recount my brother's unintended conversion and his subsequent role within the Office of Special Affairs, and the heart-wrenching effects of the church's disconnection policy with my sister. Phil and I grapple with the historical entanglements of Scientology with law enforcement, offering a glimpse into the notorious Guardian's Office and the raids that ensued in Canada and the US. These revelations underscore the pervasive influence of Scientology and the emotional toll it exacts on familial bonds.In the final segment, we delve into the experience of those navigating the upper levels of Scientology auditing and the arduous journey of exiting the church. We highlight the resilience required to rebuild lives after leaving and the courage to confront the manipulative grip of the organization. From descriptions of the overwhelming nature of higher-level auditing to sharing stories of families torn apart, this episode is a heartfelt examination of the continuous efforts to raise awareness and support those affected by Scientology's reach. Whether you're familiar with Scientology or seeking to understand its inner workings, this episode offers an introspective and compelling narrative.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textHave you ever wondered what life is like after leaving a cult? Join us as we recount our 20-year journey since escaping the confines of Scientology. Throughout this episode, we explore the resources that have helped us recover and understand the dynamics of cults, from eye-opening books and engaging podcasts to hard-hitting documentaries. We draw striking parallels with other groups like NXIVM, reflecting on Sarah Edmondson's book "Scarred," and share personal stories of how our private emails were manipulated during legal battles. By the end of this episode, you'll grasp the critical importance of separating fact from fiction.From the moment we left Scientology, we faced a whirlwind of challenges. We share shocking anecdotes about the ingrained mistrust of psychologists, the disillusionment with the Church's empty operations, and the global consistency of futile practices like producing and discarding unused materials. These shared internal conflicts reveal a universal struggle among former members to uncover the truth about L. Ron Hubbard and the Church. You'll hear about our laborious efforts and the universal disillusionment with the organization's operations, helping you understand the shared experiences of many former members.We also delve into the stringent beliefs within Scientology, the immense pressure to accept Hubbard's teachings without question, and the critical role of independent research in debunking myths. We discuss Russell Miller's "Barefaced Messiah," exposing many fabrications of Hubbard's life, and examine the extreme measures the Church takes to suppress critical literature and voices. Highlighting changes in compensation for former Sea Org members and the infiltration of educational institutions, this episode underscores the personal risks authors take to expose the truth. Join us as we navigate the difficult yet liberating journey of uncovering the true face of Scientology.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textHave you ever wondered what it's like to get married in the world of Scientology's Sea Organization? Join us as Claire and I pull back the curtain on our own wedding day, filled with rigid rules and overwhelming scrutiny. We dive into the intricate approval processes that dictated every aspect of our ceremony, from navigating stringent policies on physical contact to dealing with the bureaucratic hurdles involved in planning our special day. As we share our personal memories and the emotional journey of retrieving our wedding video after escaping Scientology, you'll get a firsthand look at the power dynamics and control exerted by the organization.But that's not all—this episode also takes you inside the daily grind of life in the Sea Org, where signing a billion-year contract is just the beginning. We recount the unrelenting work schedules, lack of sleep, and the extreme measures taken to maintain compliance within the qualifications division at Golden Era Productions. With personal anecdotes, we illustrate the challenges of balancing rigorous work, mandatory courses, and personal upkeep under oppressive conditions, all while being closely monitored. From our upbringing within Scientology to the indoctrination we faced, our stories shed light on the harsh realities of this secretive world.As we celebrate our 32 years of marriage, we also engage with our vibrant community, sharing highlights like Claire's impressive 10K trail race and our amusing morning making French toast and bacon. We announce winners from our latest giveaways and interact with viewers from around the globe, fostering a lively and supportive atmosphere. Tune in for an episode packed with intriguing insights, heartfelt reflections, and a commitment to speaking out against the coercive tactics and abuses within Scientology. Don't miss our special shout-out to apostate Alex for his relentless efforts in uncovering Scientology's activities in East Grinstead, and join the conversation with the hashtag #BFG.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Join me today as I discuss the book “Do Nothing” by Celeste Headley. I enjoyed this book and share with you the items that resonated for me and the way I paralleled Headley's work and IVF and infertility.   

Send us a textEver wondered what it's really like behind the scenes of Scientology's elite Sea Organization? Join Claire and me as we commemorate Sea Org Day with an eye-opening episode of "Scientology Stories." Get ready to uncover the origins, roles, and intriguing aspects of this enigmatic group, complete with billion-year contracts and the motto "We Come Back." You'll learn how Sea Org members navigate their specialized operations, even those on a Caribbean cruise ship, and how they compare to regular Scientology centers. Plus, we share heartfelt greetings from our audience around the world and express our gratitude for their unwavering support.Prepare for a wild journey as we dive into the bizarre tale of Lord Xenu and the Galactic Federation. Through this fascinating mythology, we shine a light on the Sea Org's mission as the ethical police force of the universe, adhering to L. Ron Hubbard's directives without question. Discover the secrecy surrounding the infamous Xenu story, its impact on Scientologists, and its portrayal in popular media like South Park. We also discuss leaked OT materials and clarify common misconceptions about Scientology's beliefs regarding aliens, all while sharing personal insights and experiences.As if that weren't enough, brace yourself for some shocking and poignant stories from ex-Sea Org members. We reveal the stark contrasts between the promotional image and the actual experiences of Sea Org members, touching on stringent uniform regulations, rigid assignment policies, and hidden tunnels beneath Scientology's big blue buildings in Los Angeles. To wrap up our special Sea Org Day episode, we celebrate with a live giveaway, fostering a sense of community spirit and connection with our listeners. Tune in for revelations, personal anecdotes, and moments that will leave you questioning everything you thought you knew about Scientology.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textBrace yourself for a behind-the-scenes look at Scientology like never before. In this eye-opening episode of Scientology Spy Files, we unravel the secretive operations of the Office of Special Affairs (OSA) through the lens of Gail Armstrong's career transformation. From her days in OSA's PR department to her pivotal role at Scientology's international headquarters, Gail's journey is riddled with intrigue and controversy. We spotlight her complex relationship with David Miscavige and the involvement of high-profile figures such as Tom Cruise and Shelly Miscavige. On top of that, we discuss the controversy surrounding Gail's daughter, Emily Armstrong, the new lead singer of Linkin Park, and what her mother's high-ranking position in the Sea Organization might mean for her.Discover the chaos and sabotage that threatened to derail Scientology's Maiden Voyage event. Despite numerous setbacks and intense micromanagement from David Miscavige, CINE and the Audio divisions of Golden Era Productions managed to save the day. Our deep dive reveals how the script rewrites, failures, and blame-shifting culture created a high-stakes environment for everyone involved. Key figures like Diana Hubbard and Gail Armstrong come under the microscope as we dissect their roles and the relentless pursuit of perfection that defines Sea Org operations.Get an inside look at the meticulous preparations for Scientology's major events. From strict dress code instructions to the nail-biting revisions of speeches, we provide a comprehensive overview of the efforts that go into meeting David Miscavige's exacting standards. We cover the roles of various members, including Guillaume Leserve and Heber, and the immense pressure they face. We'll also explore how the complexities and family dynamics within Scientology impact the members, focusing on Gail Armstrong's challenging relationship with Miscavige and her controversial activities. This episode offers a rare glimpse into the intense coordination required to pull off these high-profile events, revealing the true cost of perfection within Scientology's senior leadership.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.Ever wondered what David Miscavige would look like as an Ewok or Beetlejuice? Get ready for a humorous visual feast as Claire and I, Marc Headley, announce the winner of last week's David Miscavige Shoop of the Week contest and showcase the most creative and ridiculous submissions from our listeners. From "Davo Baggins" to "Lollipop Dave," we critique these photoshopped masterpieces, bringing levity to our discussions about Scientology.We also dive into the often absurd financial demands and hate propaganda disseminated by the Church of Scientology. Claire shares her personal shout-out to our international listeners and reveals upcoming interviews with former Scientologists and Aftermath Foundation beneficiaries. Alongside hilarious anecdotes and satirical depictions of Miscavige, we also address serious topics, such as the financial burdens of church membership and the unsettling family dynamics some members face.Finally, we venture into the intersections of Scientology and multi-level marketing companies, discussing everything from bizarre rituals involving L. Ron Hubbard's clothes to the cheesy music catalog of the church. Whether it's recounting Tommy Davis's post-divorce life or celebrating our 21,000 subscriber milestone with a special giveaway, this episode is packed with creativity, humor, and thought-provoking insights. Don't miss out on our lively Q&A session, imaginative photoshopped images, and the engaging stories that make this episode a must-listen!Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

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Send us a Text Message.Ever wondered how a controversial organization like Scientology manages its complex web of internal and external relations? In our latest episode, we sit down with former Scientology executive Mike Rinder to dissect a revealing spy document from 2007 called the "Internet Handling Program." We promise you'll gain intriguing insights into how Scientology's bureaucratic inefficiencies stem from David Miscavige's micromanagement and the relentless working conditions endured by Sea Org members. This episode is your ticket to understanding the church's covert operations and internal challenges.Join us as we explore the bizarre and often harsh realities of life within Scientology's upper echelons. Mike shares eye-opening anecdotes about surreal punishments like emptying an aeration pond by hand, the chaos of managing media flaps, and the manipulation of reports and directives from within the isolated environment of "the hole." Together, we navigate through Scientology's attempts to control its internet image and marketing strategies, peeling back the layers of their systematic yet flawed efforts to dominate online traffic and neutralize critics.Our conversation dives deep into the camaraderie among Sea Org members, the meticulous efforts behind L. Ron Hubbard's correspondence unit, and the financial dynamics within the Church of Scientology. We critically analyze the Xenu story's glaring inconsistencies and draw parallels with other cults, providing a gripping narrative peppered with humor and critical reflection. Whether you're curious about the internal workings of Scientology or fascinated by the lengths taken to maintain its facade, this episode offers a comprehensive look at a world shrouded in secrecy and controversy.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.Have you ever wondered what it takes to rebuild your life after leaving a controlling organization like Scientology? Join us as Claire Headley and Jeff Beaumont share their deeply personal stories of breaking free from the indoctrinated study methods and rigorous environment of Scientology. From Claire's journey of overcoming mental hurdles to pursue a GED and dreaming of higher education, to Jeff's transition from manual labor within the Sea Org to supporting others through recovery groups like SAFE Portland, this episode promises a wealth of insights and encouragement.Discover the transformative power of education and community as we explore Jeff's experience of escaping a toxic school environment and the physical toll of Sea Org labor. Inspired by mentor Janice Selby, Jeff now dedicates his time to helping others recover from cults, highlighting the incredible value of mutual support and shared experiences. Together, we uncover the emotional and physical challenges of leaving Scientology and the vital role of recovery groups in fostering a sense of belonging and resilience.Reflect on the stringent, militaristic upbringing within Scientology's C organization, where the burden of failure fell squarely on individuals. Through candid conversations, we reveal the underlying mechanisms of control and the significant impact of platforms like YouTube in providing knowledge and community for many in recovery. This episode sheds light on the emotional struggles and guilt faced during the recovery process, emphasizing the importance of accessing diverse perspectives and seeking professional help to move forward. Join us for an empowering discussion on resilience, understanding, and the crucial steps towards self-improvement after leaving Scientology.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.When Claire Headley's mother left her at just four years old to join the Sea Organization, it set the stage for a life entwined with Scientology's most secretive and powerful sect. In this revealing episode of the Blown for Good podcast, Claire and Marc Headley pull back the curtain on their unique journeys through the Church of Scientology, starting with the harrowing realities Claire faced as a child in the Sea Org at St Hill in England. This episode kicks off with an update from the Aftermath Foundation, spotlighting their efforts to help a former Scientologist in Los Angeles rebuild his life.Marc's interview with Claire uncovers heartbreaking and eye-opening insights into her childhood, including the abandonment by her mother which fundamentally altered their relationship. The episode transitions into a discussion about the lives of children in the Sea Org and the startling acquisition of 5,000 files from the Office of Special Affairs, revealing how Scientology managed its relationships with high-profile media figures in the mid-2000s. From strained family dynamics to the harsh realities faced by second-generation Scientologists, Claire's personal anecdotes provide a raw and candid perspective on the impact of disconnection policies and the organization's inner workings.Furthermore, we address the treatment of LGBTQ members within the church, the status of L. Ron Hubbard's descendants, and the ongoing decline of Scientology's influence. Listeners will hear amusing yet poignant tales about adjusting to life outside the church, the humorous technical mishaps we face behind the scenes, and reflections on how Scientology's controversial policies shape the lives of its members. This episode offers a comprehensive and personal look at the myriad ways Scientology affects its followers, making it a must-listen for anyone interested in understanding the true cost of life within the church.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.What if your name was inspired by a state of mental clarity? Join us on the Blown for Good podcast as we kick off a fascinating Q&A series with Claire Headley, who opens up about her unique entry into the world of Scientology. We share stories from Claire's early life, her time in Scientology's cadet organizations in both Los Angeles and England, and the emotional rollercoaster of family separations and harsh conditions. To add a touch of levity, we also introduce our humorous Photoshop contests featuring David Miscavige and the Mike Rinder bobblehead photo contest in support of the Aftermath Foundation.The journey continues as Claire recounts her childhood in the Sea Org, the complexities of her family's dynamics, and her departure from the Sea Org at the tender age of 10. We discuss the intense recruitment efforts of the late 1980s and delve into Claire's specialized training programs and interactions with notable Scientology figures. This episode offers a vivid picture of life within Scientology, revealing both the personal struggles and institutional challenges faced by those within its ranks. In our lively Q&A session, we address a range of topics from Scientology jargon to fun personal anecdotes and preferences. Listen as Claire shares what attracted her to Marc, Marc humorously recalls his competitive nature, and we both reveal our favorite songs and albums. We wrap up with a highlight reel of David Miscavige shoops, encouraging our listeners to vote for their favorites and join in on the fun. Tune in for an episode filled with insightful discussions, emotional stories, and a touch of humor as we navigate the intricate and often tumultuous world of Scientology.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.Ever wonder if Scientology's leader truly believes in the religion he's preaching, or if he's just in it for the power? Join us on this episode of the Blown for Good podcast as we embark on our Scientology Q&A series, exploring this provocative question and more. We're kicking off with our new Top Ten Tuesdays segment, featuring the funniest Mike Rinder bobblehead pictures and outrageous David Miscavige Photoshops. Plus, you'll hear the most jaw-dropping Scientology stories from an array of guests each week. Get ready to laugh with a hilarious story about Jason Bennick, a high-flying executive who surprises his coworker with an unexpected dinner choice at Arby's, followed by an amusing night at a hockey game. Shift gears with us as we shine a light on the remarkable Aftermath Foundation, a global volunteer network that provides crucial support to those escaping Scientology, offering everything from moving costs to educational aid. The dedication of these volunteers and the impact of their work is nothing short of inspiring.We'll also tackle tough questions like the sincerity of David Miscavige's belief in Scientology and share personal anecdotes, including a comical tale about a man named Pure Power. From managing thousands of spy files to revealing the current status of "the hole" at Scientology's Hemet base, we cover it all. Finally, we emphasize the importance of audience engagement and answer listener questions, while encouraging you to check out our book "Blown for Good: Behind the Iron Curtain of Scientology." Tune in for a mix of insights, laughter, and heartfelt support for those affected by Scientology!Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...