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In this conversation, Teri Anderson explores the profound connection between trauma and tattoos, discussing how individuals use body art as a means of self-expression and healing. She highlights the common experiences of trauma survivors and the various ways they cope, including the use of tattoos to tell their stories. The discussion delves into the symbolism behind popular tattoo designs, the significance of memorial tattoos, and the transformative power of art in the healing process. Teri emphasizes the importance of understanding the narratives behind tattoos, encouraging listeners to see them as expressions of resilience and recovery. In this conversation, Teri Anderson explores the profound connection between tattoos and personal healing. She shares various stories behind tattoos that symbolize resilience, trauma, and recovery. The discussion emphasizes the importance of vulnerability, community, and self-expression in the healing journey. Teri highlights how tattoos serve as reminders of strength and transformation, while also addressing the emotional weight of personal experiences and the significance of shared narratives among trauma survivors. Takeaways Tattoos can represent deep, unspoken trauma. Not all tattoos are linked to pain; some celebrate joy. Art on the body can be a powerful storytelling tool. Coping mechanisms for trauma have evolved over time. There is one thing that the tattoos of trauma survivors have in common. And that is a deep.That is a deep, soul crushing pain that's either known or unknown, spoken or unspoken. Maya Angelou said, up from a past that's rooted in pain, I rise. And I think that's very true with what we see in today's culture of trauma survivors telling their stories and letting others see exactly. how they're feeling. We're reclaiming our bodies. We're reclaiming our thoughts. We are reclaiming our identities. Before I go any further, I want to say that not all tattoos are rooted in pain. Not all tattoos are rooted in trauma. but for those of us that have chosen to wear our stories. That's the case. In past decades, the survivors of trauma dealt with their trauma. through a lot of different coping mechanisms, including avoidance, substance abuse, seeking social support, religious practices, rituals, creative outlets, sometimes therapy, but therapy wasn't always. Therapy was pretty much a stigma in past decades. In today's culture, with tattoos being more prevalent, and the stigma of self-harm. being so heavy. Many of us have chosen to tell our stories. through the art on our bodies.   Teri Anderson (05:10.688) And I wanted in the past, the past episode, we talked a lot about the correlation between trauma. We spoke a lot about the core. I spoke a lot. I spoke a lot about the correlations there are between trauma and tattoos. Here we are in 2025. My traumas started in 1962, the year I was born. A lot of them were seared into my soul and I didn't know what they were. I had no idea what they were. But I wanted to go through in this episode here and kind of show you some of these. So you'll be aware if you see someone with some of these tattoos, you're be able to put it together and you're gonna be able to say, oh my gosh, I know what that means instead of, oh my gosh, that's trash. That was totally stupid. It might give you a little better understanding at some of the pain and some of the situations that we've gone through that have really been bigger and heavier than we have been able to carry alone. I think in some instances we do tell our story. in some instances, in some instances, in some situations. We are using tattooing. so we don't harm. so we don't do anything that will harm our bodies and leave a scar filled with stigma. So I'm gonna go through several resources here. I've got some pages pulled up here on the web that I'm gonna try and screen share with you guys. Some of the stories that people have that have survived their traumas. how they chose to represent themselves. and the meaning of the symbols that we see inked into the skin of people all around us. I guess first I wanted to read something to you from this incredible book that I found and I'll link it in the show notes below. It is called Tattoo Monologues Indelible Marks on the Body and Soul. I'll put the author's names in the show notes as well as the photographer's name. I'm not sure if I'll use any of these filters or not to make a point, but there are a lot of things that I would like to. touch on in this book. Teri Anderson (09:02.08) And one of the reasons I think if you're contemplating If you're trying to put your trauma together with your ink. I think this book might be very helpful, especially for women. Teri Anderson (09:23.509) One of the things in here. for praise for tattoo monologues is tattoo monologue sends a powerful message to tattoo trauma survivors like me, like you. We don't have to cover or we don't have to cower in the shame of our trauma. We don't have to hide our ink. They are a part of our stories. I find that very, very true. And as I said in the last episode, I don't see trauma or I don't see people with tattoos and think, my God. I see trauma. Sometimes I see beautiful art and I have some that are just beautiful art. But the ones that you see mainly on me that are the black and gray, those are trauma. I didn't know it at the time. I was trying to survive a horrible, horrible situation, horrible memories. But I wanted to go through some of the different, as I said, some of the different tattoos that we see. Teri Anderson (10:40.192) in Trauma survivors. Let me see if I can share this screen. Teri Anderson (11:08.928) Okay, this screen is from themighty.com. 23 tattoos that represent healing from childhood trauma. Now, of course, here we have the beautiful Phoenix. Teri Anderson (11:31.766) And I think that that pretty much relates with what my Angela was speaking about rising. from a pain, from a. rising up from a pain that's rising up from a past that's rooted in pain Teri Anderson (11:56.718) From Maya Angelou's quote that I read earlier, up from a past that's rooted in pain, I rise. You're gonna see a lot of phoenixes. I know many people that have a phoenix. I considered one myself. And this tattoo right here that we have, this young woman, is a beautiful colorful phoenix. We can only see it in part there on her back. Teri Anderson (12:28.183) in what she has. All right, let's go into this next one, this black and white. Teri Anderson (12:39.5) or black and gray, my phoenix still in progress is a symbol of my strength, of how many times I've risen from the absolutely horrible medical circumstances that have both altered the course of my life and nearly taken my life. But I survived because of the fire inside. The fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me. I think a lot of you might be able to identify with that. Now she says that this tattoo is still in progress. I will put this link in the show notes and it, like I said, it's the mighty.com, mental health, childhood trauma and tattoos. So she went full out back piece. I don't know, it's not saying if this was her first tattoo. But generally, I have found, it's not always the case, when someone goes in, go big or go home, there's trauma, there's a story there. And sometimes, you know, a little tiny space the size of a quarter can't really fill, in my case, 62 years. of dealing with trauma and this discovery of trauma. Teri Anderson (14:10.062) All right, the next one that we come to is a semicolon. Teri Anderson (14:31.264) is a semicolon. And the semicolon I think is pretty unique. I had considered one. Teri Anderson (14:43.084) And I still might do that. I'm going to have to find a unique way to deal to do that. But the semi-colon basically says, my story is not over. This woman is saying, it seems odd, but I distinctly remember reading a book about. What the hell? That's a totally different one. Teri Anderson (15:06.082) the semicolon, a lot of times is saying to remember every time I wanted to give up. Teri Anderson (15:16.852) every time I almost gave up and even when I tried to that I got through everything that had happened. Not only was it difficult but I experienced it as a child. It's a constant reminder to keep fighting and never forget what's brought me where I am now. Teri Anderson (15:45.55) And that is the semicolon. Teri Anderson (16:00.696) The semicolon. And you're going to see that on a lot, mainly women. I've seen it on women more than I have seen it on men. There are a lot of different tattoos that symbolize trauma or what people have gone through in their lives and trying to be the better person, trying to understand, trying to... Teri Anderson (16:32.916) Almost we have felt invisible for so long. We're not going to be invisible anymore. We felt forgotten. Teri Anderson (16:45.056) in ways that think few people can understand. Teri Anderson (16:53.262) So this person was talking about, they remembered reading a book about forests and forest fires when they were a child and learning how the ecosystem recovered after a fire. I read that some trees' would only successfully plant and germinate after a large fire hot enough to open whatever structure the tree used to contain its seeds. Teri Anderson (17:34.4) And as a little bit of a, you know, that just reminded me of something. I was on a motorcycle one day with, we do this run. My friend Brian holds it every year. It's the St. Helens Memorial Motorcycle Run. And one thing that really struck me on the first time, one of the first times I went up was the devastation. that was caused in 1980 by this volcanic eruption that took many lives and left miles and miles of damage. In between the burnt trees, they're still out there charred 40 something years later. There's new growth. There are flowers. There's beauty. And I think that really speaks to why some people choose to get forests, trees. Teri Anderson (18:41.516) because there is that regrowth after a fire that has burned us to the ground. Teri Anderson (19:22.796) And I think we see that here in this person's tattoo. I'm trying to move this to see and it's not quite doing it right. It's a bear tree, but the roots are deep and there are new branches on it, which is such a symbol of hope and recovery. I think it's really beautiful. I had never really thought of that before with forests and trees. I think I'll be looking at them in much different way now. Now this one is very unique and I like the way this woman put this and I just lost my screen. Okay. Teri Anderson (20:18.498) She has a birdcage. The birdcage directly over my heart represents the trauma I suffered as a child. It's all in gray tone, representing a lack of joy. The bird holding her own key in her beak and the colors of purple and blue has escaped the cage. She flies freely away from her prison. The lettering says, love gives her wings, which means that only love can heal the pain of childhood trauma. Self-love. I wear this tattoo proudly because it reminds me of what I have endured. Teri Anderson (21:13.098) and how I not only survived and how I not only survived, but I learned to thrive. Teri Anderson (21:31.768) So here we have her tattoo. And I think it's interesting, the cage that she has is on gray, gray and black. And the bird does indeed have the key in its beak. This is very unique. and it reminds me of things that I too. I've written about. Teri Anderson (22:04.152) That's, that's, well, that's really putting yourself out there and telling that story, isn't it? Teri Anderson (22:19.916) And there's, there, a lot of people use script, a passage. From a favorite book, from a movie, something that you've written, something someone else has written, a friend of mine. Teri Anderson (22:38.85) had a tattoo that I think was one of the most meaningful tattoos I've ever seen. She was on her way. I may not remember the story correctly, but she and her sister who had cancer were on the way to the doctor. And the sister took a pen, the sister that had the cancer, and wrote a little smiley face, drew a smiley face on my friend's hand. I think it's like right in here. Immediately, she knew she was, she already knew she was losing her sister. They went to a tattoo salon, a tattoo shop, tattoo parlor. I don't know what they're called now. Studio, tattoo studio. And she had that smiley face that her sister had drawn, tattooed. So she's carrying a piece of her sister wherever she goes. And that's a reminder of their relationship and how strong it was. Teri Anderson (23:44.364) Now this tattoo is a reminder for all of their... Attempts not to live, their father's death for the same reason, and many years of sexual abuse. She says, I'm still here because I have purpose. I'm still living despite all that was done to me. Teri Anderson (24:21.646) and this is a bit hard to read, and there you are living despite it all. Teri Anderson (24:33.016) So if you see people, if you see a passage, if you see script, they are really trying to invade this message. They are very aware of what they're saying. When I first started with My Ink, I was not aware of what I was saying. I was not aware that what I was doing was speaking to something that was buried deep inside of me. Teri Anderson (24:59.416) So if you see script, you'll know exactly. what that is. Teri Anderson (25:09.984) This is another one I think is really unique and Teri Anderson (25:19.502) I think this is just really such a cool idea. Teri Anderson (25:32.096) of the balloons, the girl, the little girl holding a bunch of balloons with some drifting away. My tattoo symbolizes the hold my past has on me every so often, though I managed to let go a little, is the balloons that are floating off. At the same time, I wouldn't want to let go of everything because my past is my life lessons, my life story, my personality, which keeps me floating. Wow, you know, this is crazy because... I am pretty much feeling, I'm looking at these incredible realizations that these people have made. And I'm sort of feeling like. Whoa, I didn't put that much thought into a lot of my trauma tattoos that these people have. I'm assuming they had gone through some type of therapy before and really had a vision of what they were wanting to convey and what they wanted to tell the world. Memorial tattoos, I think, are very common. My son, my eldest son, when... My second grandson died, went and got an absolutely beautiful tattoo that had the date of his birth, the date of his death and his name. Teri Anderson (27:11.104) So this one, this girl is speaking of, no, it's not a girl. Teri Anderson (27:18.36) This person is speaking. Teri Anderson (27:38.072) See? This person is saying, telling the story when their dad was killed when they were a child. And a few years ago, I had initially had a rose tattoo in loving memory of my father on my shoulder. Then I had a full sleeve and added roses with the quote, death leaves a heartache no one can heal. Love leaves a memory no one can steal. And it's a great reminder, he says about his father, but also to others that have. that he is lost that have been close to him. So I think, you know, out of all of the trauma surviving tattoos. Teri Anderson (28:29.332) The memorial ones are the ones that are most easily understood by, you know, I don't know how to say it, like maybe the unsuspecting or the unknowledgeable public at large. They don't have tattoos that haven't gone through trauma or have dealt with trauma in different manners. And what I'm seeing with this tattoo is he first, he's saying this was done in pieces. He had first had a rose and in loving memory. And then he went on. which is telling me he was still in the grieving process. The first part of it was probably that initial shock. My dad is gone. I know many of you, as well as myself, know that feeling. My dad is gone and it is overwhelming. And then it seems like he continued the tattoo because his grieving when he got this wasn't yet complete. I don't know if we ever really complete. Teri Anderson (29:36.428) Was I even sharing that? Teri Anderson (29:47.414) and loving memory of my father. 1958 to 1993. Yeah, I don't know if the healing from the trauma that we've gone through has ever really complete the grief of losing people we love. I just, you know, that's a hard topic. Teri Anderson (30:14.638) We'll go on to the next one. this woman is saying, growing up in a toxic environment, I've been having to adapt to all of my surroundings. The lotus flower represents someone who is able to thrive in every environment they're put in. Even if it's deep in the mud, I will still thrive. Teri Anderson (30:44.694) It's really a beautiful tattoo. It's a very beautiful tattoo. Teri Anderson (31:00.574) Let me share the screen with you for this one as I read it. This woman, Amanda, says it's almost done. I still have to add color. This tattoo represents the three main characters I created to survive abuse and oppression. The female night. Teri Anderson (31:28.864) Leonie and the horse's bay and the dragon. I'm currently working on writing the novels of their adventures. So she really has gone into this. Teri Anderson (31:44.522) and has a lot invested in telling her story. And I don't know if you can see, there's another one right here. I wish I could see what it was, but whoa, that's some pain to get through. that's a conversation starter, which is also very healing for us when people ask us, what does that mean? Teri Anderson (32:09.526) Now this girl got Celine Dion's autograph on her arm. She met her and this was her actual autograph, sort of like my friend, I think. Teri Anderson (32:31.79) Celine has been my safe place since I was bullied, a bullied teen in high school. Now on my healing journey from trauma and PTSD, she's what I end every session of EMDR with. She's the only thing that calms me and brings me joy. So that is, she's saying is Celine Dion's actual autograph. Teri Anderson (33:13.614) Then we have, this one's very unusual. I really like the concept of this. This person has a tattered open door on each wrist. when the thunderstorms of life come rolling in your front and back doors open so your troubles cannot find a home. Teri Anderson (33:41.782) I have a tattered open door on each of my wrists. When the thunderstorms of life come rolling in, keep your front and back doors open so that your troubles cannot find a home. Christopher says, Teri Anderson (34:03.2) It's a daily reminder to him that he doesn't have to take on everyone's problems as his own and that this as well as everything and that this as with everything too shall pass. Teri Anderson (34:22.88) I really like the meaning of a lot of these. They're, like I said, these people put a lot of thought into, no, do have some, I'm feeling, got to be a little defensive here. I do have some tattoos that are very thought out and very, very meaningful. And we're going to go into that in the next episode. but I just wanted to give you guys some symbols in this one of things that people, things that you'll be able to, I guess understand if you see them on someone, obviously these are very unique. So when you look at tattoos, some of us, mean, I don't have a lot of real estate left. And. But there are stories and all of the tattoos that I have seen that are just so incredible. This person's tattoo represents their childhood sexual, their, okay, let's share the screen because I can't see that. Teri Anderson (35:33.646) Theresa says, my tattoo represents my childhood essay and healing from that. I was always mocked for being an emotional kid, hence the crybaby. Also the Melanie Martinez song resonates with me. And the semicolon for many years of self-harm. Teri Anderson (36:03.963) guys this is real stuff I tell you this is legit trauma is legit Teri Anderson (36:16.174) Then you're see a lot of people that have a compass. And this person is saying that this compass, let's get back to screen share. Teri Anderson (36:32.162) This compass from the album art for the song invincible by Headley. I got this tattoo on my 18th birthday. I struggled a lot at first. I struggled a lot with at first physical abuse. Then as I got older, it turned into mental and verbal abuse. I had a lot of pressure placed on me through my school years. Or I had to be the highest academic. I had to excel in sports and get the student of the year every year. On top of that, I had to be strong because I have four younger siblings. I've made a lot of mistakes by letting them take away my power. I've lost parts of myself, but as I get older, I regained all my missing pieces and mended my broken pieces. So heartless, so selfish, so in darkness. When all your nights are starless, you're running out of hope. But I found the strength inside to see. Found the better part of me, and I'll never let it go. Teri Anderson (37:58.126) You know, I see compasses on a lot of people and I had never really put that together with being that, with that meaning. Teri Anderson (38:11.596) I know we're gonna get back to the Phoenix, the girl, she says her tattoo is impossible to take a photo of a hole, but it's a phoenix hugging me with its wings. Teri Anderson (38:30.86) I went through a lot from early childhood. The phoenix stands for always getting up and being reborn more strongly after every failure or every bad experience and learning from it. I made it pink to symbolize the girl power and women being strong with getting out of toxic or violent situations. Teri Anderson (39:02.508) Now there's a woman that is in the trauma. There's an author in the trauma world, Brene Brown. in one of her books is called Daring Greatly. Daring Greatly means the courage to be vulnerable. It means to show up and be seen, to ask for what you need, to talk about how you're feeling, to have the hard conversations. Teri Anderson (39:41.024) It's a quote from Brene Brown. My tattoo also has a semicolon as a reminder that I survived. I'm here and I need to keep going. It's not over. So I will dare greatly. That's really sweet. Teri Anderson (40:08.376) This next one is Text as Well script set free because I am set free. Teri Anderson (40:26.082) because I am set free from the struggles I had in the past. I am in no way fully recovered, but I'm set free from what held me back. Teri Anderson (40:46.914) Here's a very, there one, this one I find very interesting. It's it's, this person got a molecule of serotonin. I got a serotonin molecule because it's released in the act of. Teri Anderson (41:10.572) this right there, which I can't say. I got this as a reminder that I don't have to hurt myself to be happy. There has been a major lack of stability in my life growing up. So I turned to some pretty unfortunate coping mechanisms. That word always gets me, but I'm trying so hard to move forward and focus on being a victor and not a victim. I think that's really cool. Man, you know, these people put some thought into their stuff and I'm just like giving my arm to my tattoo artist saying, here, help. I got to hand it to these people. This is pretty cool. All right, this tattoo that this girl named Brittany got is what keeps her grounded when times get tough. I've gone through what I've gone through and I've come out on the other side with a badge of resilience. Teri Anderson (42:19.84) I am a survivor, a witness, a warrior. My experiences have changed me, but that doesn't mean they have to define me. I like that. My experiences change me, but that doesn't mean they have to define me. Wow. I'm learning every single day. Good for her. That is pretty awesome. This next one is, I got this to remind me that I have the power to be free by doing the thing I love most. I'm a screenwriter because I've always felt trapped because of the essay right there. I never told anyone, but now I can face it. Good for them, I wrote my own deliverance. I like that. Teri Anderson (43:13.602) This one is absolutely beautiful. Teri Anderson (43:19.138) This person, Allison, was physically and mentally abused by sisters growing up. That is hard for me to read. because of my son Joshua. He was physically and mentally abused by his siblings. I found out and that just crushes me. But she says because of what she went through, she grew up with no self-esteem, no confidence, depression, general anxiety, social anxiety disorder, body dysmorphia, and panic disorder. It's been a long road to recovery. I do what I have to for my peace of mind. Okay, she got that on her foot. I have to tell you from experience, you get tattoo on your foot, you're going to feel it. That hurts. That was probably one of my most, that was probably my second most painful tattoo. Teri Anderson (44:25.1) This person has script on her arms. It's really, it's actually very beautiful. My tattoo says now I am a warrior. This reminds me how far I've come. Teri Anderson (44:40.384) in my mental health journey. It also gives me strength. It reminds me that I'll continue to get through this journey. I've been through a lot, but I've always come out a warrior in the end. nice Teri Anderson (45:08.598) I hope this is screen sharing. My thing says it's... Teri Anderson (45:22.606) You know, computers. Teri Anderson (45:29.422) Let's see if there's some more on here I wanted to share with you. Teri Anderson (45:39.214) All right, and I'm glad that that's the end of this article and I'm glad that they put this at the end. Teri Anderson (45:53.07) If you or a loved one is affected by sexual abuse or assault and need help, call the hotline at 1-800-656-4673 to be connected with a trained staff member. service provider in your area. You know, it's, it's, it's for each of these stories I hurt for these people. Teri Anderson (46:22.638) I can identify with them, we're like a group, we're a community. But each story is so painful on its own. I think being in the situation that I am in and knowing the pain that I went through, the things that I went through and how I coped and did not cope with them well, these have all the more. significance to me. So here's one I've seen a couple of times and it is Teri Anderson (46:59.775) This is self-love basically. The heart with self-love. Teri Anderson (47:22.284) All right, before we get back into this, I'm going to share a few things from the tattoo monologues, but tattoos are a creative way of expressing yourself. They allow you, as I said earlier, to reclaim your body, to make it truly yours again. Every time you look at your tattoo, you're reminded of your strength, your resilience, and your victory over trauma. It's like a motivational speech. without the cheesy lines and the overly enthusiastic speaker. Teri Anderson (48:02.382) It's really funny. Teri Anderson (48:11.774) know, anchor tattoos show that they're anchored, that they're safe from the storm. Then you have the butterfly tattoos. that I can identify with and I do have a butterfly or two on me. They're pretty, they're graceful. and they're the ultimate symbol of transformation. A butterfly tattoo is like a tribute to your personal metamorphosis, your journey from caterpillar pre-trauma to a butterfly post-trauma. It's like saying, yeah, I went through some tough times, but look at me now, I'm flying high. It's really kind of cool. I don't think I shared that. Teri Anderson (49:11.256) There are those beautiful, very delicate little butterflies. A heartbeat tattoo because you're a survivor. Yes. Teri Anderson (49:28.3) The dragon tattoo unleashed your inner fire. The feather tattoo, fly high, free spirit. I don't have any feathers. I'm not really sure why. The rose, this was really hard for me to look at. I do have roses on me. Teri Anderson (49:50.954) Some of you know, probably a lot of you don't know the story of my son that I lost to the city of Portland and his mental illnesses. Joshua always had a fascination with long-stemmed roses. Generally, in his drawings, in his writings, he was speaking of one rose. I couldn't really figure out what that meaning was to him, why he was so fascinated with roses. Teri Anderson (50:24.589) And I think this sort of says it. Roses are beautiful, but they come with thorns. Sounds a lot like life, doesn't it? A rose tattoo can represent love, hope and new beginnings. It's a reminder that you bloom despite the thorns and that you found beauty in adversity. So I think with Joshua, with his interest his fascination with roses his was more along the terms of I know I'm a beautiful delicate creation. But don't get too close because I have thorns and he did. It was really, it was difficult. Teri Anderson (51:36.886) Okay. I wanted to tell you a little bit about this, what things that I found in this book that I found really interesting. And I, I really suggest you getting this book. Teri Anderson (51:58.754) Ladylike tattoo monologues. it again. You can see I have places marked in here and I don't want to Teri Anderson (52:13.41) do anything but really sort of let you know some of the quotes that I found in here. Teri Anderson (52:22.966) And I like, I like this, the way it's stated because, you know, sometimes I can say things in a way that makes sense. Sometimes they don't quite make sense, but this, how do tattoos relate to trauma? Trauma leaves a sudden irrevocable. Teri Anderson (52:44.212) It leaves sudden, irrevocable marks on the brain, body, mind, and spirit. These permanent traumatic imprints create a profound sense of loneliness. They cause the trauma survivor to feel detached and alienated from themselves and from others. They shatter the individual fundamental understanding of safety. If you're a trauma survivor, I think you could probably identify with that because we do, we feel alone. Nothing around us is safe. It's almost, you know, I I don't want to say it's like walking on eggshells because it's not, it's to me, it's sort of like walking blindfolded through a field of glass and you don't know where to step because things come at you from every way and you really can't. It's really, it's a hard walk. It's a hard walk. And this person was talking about, and again, this is from Tattoo Monologues. And I feel this a lot. The artist poured into a small plastic cup, removed a clean needle from a sealed package, and turned on the tattoo machine. The incessant buzzing instantly provoked fear, excitement, and anticipation. He pressed the needle into my skin. It hurt. But I knew after the pain had subsided, a symbolic piece of my narrative would be left behind and the symbol would forever be a part of me. Teri Anderson (54:39.202) This book's just amazing. There's one. A quote about motherless daughters. To all the motherless daughters out there, may your heartache serve you in the best of ways. May your grief give you a better understanding of yourself. May your sentiment allow you to express and create, and may your love expand beyond what you ever thought was possible. And that's a quote by Keiko. to Maki. This book is so cool because it goes to a lot of, it goes to a lot of feelings that I think most of us as trauma survivors have felt. Betrayal. my gosh, betrayal is just, it's so ingrained and it's so, it's so real. It's so real. Teri Anderson (55:44.972) dejection. Teri Anderson (55:53.602) This is a quote by Judith Lewis Herman, the conflict between the will to deny horrible events and the will to proclaim them out loud. is a central dialect of psychological trauma. Teri Anderson (56:14.796) Well. Yeah. I think a lot of the things that we feel and a of things that happened to us, we're ashamed of. People either talked us into being ashamed or it was just this natural shame that comes with a lot of things that happened to you. And you're like, why wasn't I strong enough? But what we have to remember is we're speaking as that five or six year old child. Would you expect a five or six year old child, seven, eight, nine year old child to be able to stand up to authority or anyone for that matter and take care of themselves? I... I think that is what. Teri Anderson (57:06.72) is so profound about this quote. The conflict between the will to deny horrible events and the will to proclaim them aloud is essential dialect of psychological trauma. Teri Anderson (57:29.869) You Teri Anderson (57:38.368) I'm not gonna do this book justice. I'm going to read to you some of the feelings here, the chapters. Maybe you can get a little bit of an idea of some of the things that trauma survivors deal with and some of the ways we're trying to either say, this is my body, I'll do what I want. Some of it is a very stubbornness to say, stay away from me. Stay away from me. Some of it is to reclaim control over our own lives when we feel we have no control at all. some of it's to commemorate, some of it's to inspire. I have, I don't know if you're gonna be able to see it here or not. This script here, I tried to it the other day and it didn't show, but I went in and I remember it was at the time where my life was just falling to pieces. It was completely falling apart. Teri Anderson (58:52.384) I had been put on some really horrible medication for a very wrong diagnosis that really spun me out of control. And all I wanted to do is what this says, live, laugh, love, and dream. But this book, it hurts to look at this as a trauma survivor and know that there are other people. That's kind of hard to say. It hurts to know that there are other people out there, but it also is sort of comforting to know that I am not alone in a lot of the struggles that I had. But the contents here, against all odds, betrayal, dejection. Reclaimed the gift guardian angel recovering rescues rescued. She's got my back. The slide hope in a dragonfly. love dragonfly tattoos. I would love to have one forgiveness pink dress tic tac motherless. That stings. That stings. Protection abandoned. Teri Anderson (01:00:11.116) and teardrops. Teri Anderson (01:00:16.408) So guess really the purpose of this episode... Teri Anderson (01:00:35.298) I guess the purpose of this episode was for those of you. Teri Anderson (01:00:43.96) to see people and immediately judge. to give you a little understanding that a lot of us are crying out. And for those of you that are tattooed to realize you're not alone, you're not alone. I now know that the sleeves, they did several things for me, but I think... one of the things, look, they're black and gray. One of the things I think now that I'm coming to understand is to stay away, to keep your distance. Because in my life to be close to anyone means devastation is going to occur. Teri Anderson (01:01:40.396) And I'm not really sure how. Teri Anderson (01:01:47.054) Other people see me. I've only had one derogatory comment Teri Anderson (01:01:53.902) Oh, you know what I wanted to do? Teri Anderson (01:01:59.596) I want to do an unofficial, this is not sponsored, but I wanted to tell you about this girl. She's in Portland, her name is Haley, and the name of her company is Nightwork Candle. I don't think you can see the candle that I have back there burning, but she has the most beautiful candles. This one I just ordered. It's a new fragrance that she has, a new aroma. It's called Gigi Moved to Paris, Texas. I love that because as a Texan, I know where Paris, Texas is. The smell is delightful. I I met her a couple of years ago and I have bought probably close to to 100 candles of hers. They're unique, they're beautiful. And they're just like Hailey. So I'm gonna leave her link in the show notes below as well because I just wanna give her a shout out. This girl, she's just, she's awesome. She's absolutely awesome. Teri Anderson (01:03:29.41) The saying beauty is only skin deep. Teri Anderson (01:03:38.232) comes to mind here. Teri Anderson (01:03:42.732) I think there's a lot of beauty within us that has had to be closed off for one reason or another. And it seems like with every discovery that we make along the way, every box that's opened, sometimes we can deal with it and sometimes we can't. Sometimes we cope. I am really thankful that I no longer use anything sharp. that I am, that part of me is gone. I have been through so much therapy and my tattoos were a big part of my therapy. So I just want to encourage you when you see someone that's tattooed. Teri Anderson (01:04:28.098) Look at their tattoo and think, what have they been through? What have they been through? And maybe give them a little grace. Teri Anderson (01:04:44.632) So let me say goodbye. on that note and I am going to hopefully get you guys leave some comments. I, I was so, I was so blown away by the comments you all left and the messages I received from the last episode of the tattoos and trauma. I was blown away. it Teri Anderson (01:05:23.118) people were so encouraging. I think they were coming together as they had found a group. Teri Anderson (01:05:32.746) And there's, it's just, to me, it was very meaningful that I was able to touch upon a topic that people really could resonate with and say, my gosh. my gosh. That makes sense. All right guys, so with that thought, I'll see you real soon. Esoteric Tattoo: https://g.co/kgs/nE2RkWk https://themighty.com/topic/mental-health/childhood-trauma-tattoos/ Tattoo Monologues: https://www.amazon.com/Tattoo-Monologues-Indelible-Marks-Body-Soul/dp/1647423112/ref=sr_1_1?crid=NOPE2BQP1ZQ9&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.-GUKXnebwUZFCcDMI3Qbsw.IsCsmLyQ5H3bN9J6-Lb1jXE5ge5vtyKyKrIBzl7nVxM&dib_tag=se&keywords=tattoo+monologues&qid=1745033350&sprefix=tattoo+mono%2Caps%2C215&sr=8-1 Teri Anderson The Tattooed Biker Chick Digging Through Dominoes Tattoos as Expressions of Trauma: Many trauma survivors use tattoos to reclaim their bodies, identities, and narratives, turning pain into visible, meaningful art. Not All Tattoos Stem from Trauma: While not every tattoo is rooted in pain, those discussed in this episode specifically represent survival, healing, and emotional resilience. Symbolic Tattoo Themes: Common motifs among trauma tattoos include the phoenix (rebirth), semicolon (survival and continuation), forests/trees (regrowth), birdcages (freedom from abuse), and balloons (letting go). Script and Personal Messages: Words, quotes, and phrases are often tattooed to serve as affirmations or reminders of a survivor's strength and journey. Memorial Tattoos: Many people honor lost loved ones with tattoos that symbolize grief, love, and remembrance—these are some of the most universally understood trauma tattoos. Creative Representations: Survivors sometimes invent characters or stories—like fantasy figures or symbolic animals—to express their inner struggles and healing journeys. Celebrities and Healing Anchors: Tattoos can also commemorate people or influences, like a celebrity or song, that brought comfort during hard times (e.g., Celine Dion's autograph as a source of peace). Awareness Through Design: Designs like serotonin molecules, anchors, butterflies, roses, hearts, and compasses are often chosen for their deeper psychological and emotional meanings. Tattoos and Therapeutic Growth: Many trauma tattoos reflect a personal evolution, often tied to therapy, self-love, empowerment, and the desire to be seen and validated. The Book “Tattoo Monologues”: The host references and recommends this book, emphasizing how trauma leaves lasting mental and emotional marks, and tattoos can serve as a powerful tool in processing and expressing those wounds.                  

Uncertainty in the real estate market can create both risk and opportunity. Long-term success belongs to those who know how to navigate it wisely! In this episode, we welcome back investor, macroeconomics expert, and Director of Investor Relations at Break of Day Capital, Joseph Fang, to break down key market trends, interest rate predictions, and investment strategies that matter right now. Gary and Joe discuss their recent acquisition of Icon on Headley, the importance of strategic staffing and property synergies, and how macroeconomic forces (like tariffs and inflation) impact real estate. Joe also shares his insights on interest rate trends and why he believes rates will begin to drop in 2025. For a deeper understanding of market shifts and how to position yourself for success in an unpredictable economy, don't miss this thought-provoking conversation with Joe Fang!Key Points From This Episode:Insight into a recent acquisition: Icon on Headley and its strategic benefits.How sister properties create cost savings and efficiency.The state of the multifamily real estate market and deal flow trends.Interest rate trends: why Joe predicts rates will drop in the second half of the year.The real impact of tariffs on real estate and material costs.Strategies for increasing NOI through operational efficiencies.Choosing the right type of financing and structuring deals effectively.Lessons from market volatility: avoiding overleveraging and maintaining liquidity.Why institutional investors are preparing to jump back into real estate.Links Mentioned in Today's Episode:Invest Smart: Spotting Red Flags in Real Estate SyndicationsJoseph Fang on LinkedInAsset Management Mastery Facebook GroupBreak of Day Capital Break of Day Capital InstagramBreak of Day Capital YouTubeGary Lipsky on LinkedInJoseph Fang on LinkedIn

Phil Goff has paid the price for stepping out of his lane and commenting on US President Donald Trump. The comments questioning Trump's understanding of war history yesterday has cost the High Commissioner to the UK his job. Otago University's international relations expert James Headley told Andrew Dickens in other circumstances, a diplomat wouldn't be fired after making such comments. But he says our Government is aware that Trump is very sensitive to criticism. LISTEN ABOVE See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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Send us a textThis episode originally aired on YouTube on February 23, 2025. In this episode, we delve into the intricate lexicon of Scientology, exploring key terms like “blown,” “Xenu,” and “overts” to understand their meaning and underlying implications on members. Through a nuanced discussion of how language functions as a control mechanism within the church, we uncover the profound effects of these terms on identity, belief, and community cohesion. • Discusses the term "blown" and its implications for those who leave Scientology • Explains the concept of Xenu and its significance in the church • Explores "overts and withholds" as mechanisms for moral policing within the group • Examines the role of "implants" and "Thetan" in members' spiritual beliefs • Analyzes the principles of ARC and their impact on communication within Scientology We're also sharing some exciting updates about our channel and a new giveaway at the end of the show!Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

US President Donald Trump Thursday announced the extradition of the 26/11 Mumbai terror attack accused Tahawwur Rana to India after a meeting with Indian Prime Minister Narendra Modi at the White House. In Episode 1541 of #CutTheClutter, Editor-in-Chief Shekhar Gupta looks at his role as an accomplice to 26/11 convict David Headley, his earlier convictions, why he was not convicted for 26/11, his 2019 parole & why his extradition to India is significant.

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Send us a textThis episode explores personal experiences within Scientology, focusing on how humor serves as a vital tool for healing. Claire and Mark share memorable celebrity encounters, insights from their recent Indie Authors interview, and highlight the significance of community support in overcoming past trauma while engaging with their audience through a lively Q&A.• Discussion on the role of humor in coping with trauma • Sharing of unique celebrity encounters while in Scientology • Insights from the Indie Authors interview about their experiences • Importance of community support for those leaving the church • Q&A segment fostering audience engagement with personal stories • Presentation of "shoops," humorous visual critiques of Scientology figuresSupport the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textEver wondered what happens when the world of Scientology intersects with creative contests and heartfelt community support? Join us as we announce the winners of the Mike Rinder bobblehead photo contest, featuring some truly unique submissions from within Scientology organizations. We also dive into major updates, including the news that David Miscavige has been served in a longstanding lawsuit, providing an in-depth analysis with insights from Aaron's channel. Our discussions seamlessly transition into Claire's exciting future projects and the vibrant creativity driving our community, with highlights on innovative bobblehead entries and the powerful support of the Aftermath Foundation.Our conversation takes a thought-provoking turn as we discuss the legal battles associated with Scientology, offering a humorous yet insightful debate on the merits of media captures in landscape versus portrait modes. Listener engagement is key, as we address questions about Scientology's tactics, the status of Dr. Ian Shillington, and the controversial "Super Bowl" ad. Through these discussions, we reveal personal stories from the Sea Org, potential communication within the Miscavige family, and the everyday lives of those entangled in Scientology's intricate web.But it's not all serious—amidst these discussions are light-hearted moments, such as the Photoshop Challenge featuring David Miscavige in comical scenarios. We also reflect on the ongoing support for former Scientologists, touching on the crucial role of volunteers and the financial hardships of Sea Org members. Escape stories and personal anecdotes pepper our episode, making it a comprehensive exploration of Scientology's multifaceted impact, both for those inside and those helping from the outside.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textWhat happens when the Church of Scientology and the LAPD join forces during the holiday season? We're pulling back the curtain on this unlikely partnership, revealing both the glitz and the controversies. From the festive "Scientology Christmas Stories" at the Celebrity Center in Hollywood to the financial dealings that link stars like John Travolta and Tom Cruise with law enforcement, we tackle the complex web of influence and intrigue. You'll hear about uniformed LAPD officers taking the stage, the fundraising efforts that raise eyebrows, and the ripple effects this has on community relations.Our Thanksgiving took a unique twist this year, and we're taking you along for the ride. Broadcasting from our new studio in Colorado, Claire and I decided to bring the holiday spirit to our friends Mike and Christie in their home instead of hosting as usual. Between recounting our fishing adventures in Florida and showcasing some holiday decorations crafted by our talented friend Leah, we're offering you a glimpse into our world beyond the microphones. Expect heartfelt stories, a touch of humor, and an appreciation for the connections that make this season special.But the conversation doesn't stop at personal anecdotes. We dive into the murky waters of social media monitoring within Scientology, spotlighting actor Jim Meskimen's role as a so-called "Facebook police" operative. From his efforts to sever friendships to the broader implications for ex-members like us, we explore the surreal landscape of online surveillance. Plus, find out about our ongoing support for the Aftermath Foundation through quirky giveaways and merchandise that spark joy and raise awareness. Join us for a candid look at the intersection of celebrity, spirituality, and society.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textEver wondered how Scientology infiltrates Hollywood's glitzy events? We're pulling back the velvet ropes to reveal the church's surprising connections and tactics. Join us in our brand-new studio, a quirky space filled with collectibles like Davy dolls and exclusive bobbleheads, as we discuss the 'safe pointing' strategy that Scientology employs during events like the Hollywood Christmas Parade. Claire and I, finally podcasting from the same room, dive into these complex relationships, sharing laughs and insights about how celebrities become unwitting allies of the church.But that's not all—behind the facade of these glamorous gatherings lies a world of strict hierarchies and meticulous planning. You'll hear anecdotes about lavish sushi spreads laid out for stars like Tom Cruise, and the amusing realities behind the making of "Battlefield Earth." We also explore the irony of Scientology's embrace of the commercial aspects of Christmas, despite their non-religious stance, and shed light on the inner workings of Author Services Inc. and other key entities within the church's infrastructure.Expect stories that are both eye-opening and light-hearted, like our humorous take on codpiece sizes in "Battlefield Earth" and what it's like to run a contest highlighting Scientology's less-than-stellar organizations. We're thrilled to share this journey with you, offering a chance to win exclusive merch through our giveaways. So, tune in for a candid chat, vibrant community engagement, and a front-row seat to the fascinating intersection of pop culture and Scientology.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Join John Bundy on Morning Fuel Podcast as he interviews Kaytee Headley, the visionary founder of Seaside Executives. Learn how Kaytee's entrepreneurial journey, inspired by her own challenges in small business ownership, led her to create a thriving network supporting local businesses. Discover how Seaside Executives connects, empowers, and revitalizes communities while offering vital resources for small business owners.

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Send us a textCan a bobblehead be more than just a collectible? We think so! Join us as we share the journey of how a Scientology hate video inspired a fundraising phenomenon, with the proceeds powering the life-changing work of the Aftermath Foundation. We celebrate the launch of our Leah Remini bobblehead, a project five years in the making and packed with challenges from getting the right likeness to navigating entertainment industry hurdles. Our SP Shop items, including Mike Rinder's bobblehead and SP bracelets, are more than quirky memorabilia—they're tools for supporting those looking to escape the clutches of Scientology.Curious about the real state of Scientology's global reach? We introduce The See Org, an online initiative led by passionate super fans determined to shine a light on Scientology's dwindling presence worldwide. Explore our discussions on the most run-down and underutilized orgs, and discover the exciting contest for snapping the quirkiest Scientology locations. With prizes like limited edition Leah Remini bobbleheads at stake, we aim to unravel the myth of Scientology's rapid expansion and encourage more of you to participate in documenting these seldom-seen realities.Our community's support is the heartbeat of our mission, and we're excited to bring you updates on volunteer opportunities and fundraising efforts. We discuss innovative ideas like gift cards and tech donations for those transitioning out of Scientology, and share reflections on the importance of humor in handling heavy topics. From the therapeutic value of jokes to the serious impact of sharing personal stories, we embrace our shared commitment to exposing the truths of Scientology while ensuring our work remains accessible and engaging. Don't miss out on supporting our cause through the SP Shop and by staying connected with our content across platforms.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textImagine embarking on a journey as a curious teenager only to find yourself ensnared in an organization that reshapes your life's path. Join me, Claire Headley, as I sit down with my dear friend Phil Jones, who candidly shares his fascinating journey with Scientology that began in Ontario, Canada. From attending a Narconon lecture to experiencing hypnotic group processing sessions, Phil opens up about the unexpected detour that led him from aspiring filmmaker to navigating the shadowy corridors of the Toronto Org. His story sheds light on the internal struggles and the pull of Scientology that redirected his life's ambitions.The conversation takes a deeply personal turn as we explore the profound impact of Scientology on family dynamics, both in Phil's life and my own. I recount my brother's unintended conversion and his subsequent role within the Office of Special Affairs, and the heart-wrenching effects of the church's disconnection policy with my sister. Phil and I grapple with the historical entanglements of Scientology with law enforcement, offering a glimpse into the notorious Guardian's Office and the raids that ensued in Canada and the US. These revelations underscore the pervasive influence of Scientology and the emotional toll it exacts on familial bonds.In the final segment, we delve into the experience of those navigating the upper levels of Scientology auditing and the arduous journey of exiting the church. We highlight the resilience required to rebuild lives after leaving and the courage to confront the manipulative grip of the organization. From descriptions of the overwhelming nature of higher-level auditing to sharing stories of families torn apart, this episode is a heartfelt examination of the continuous efforts to raise awareness and support those affected by Scientology's reach. Whether you're familiar with Scientology or seeking to understand its inner workings, this episode offers an introspective and compelling narrative.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

26/11 accused Canadian-Pakistani Tahawwur Hussain Rana is likely to be extradited to India, after 16 years. In Episode 1541 of #CutTheClutter, Editor-in-Chief Shekhar Gupta looks at his role as an accomplice to 26/11 convict David Headley, his earlier convictions, why he was not convicted for 26/11, his 2019 parole & why his extradition to India is significant.

Send us a textHave you ever wondered what life is like after leaving a cult? Join us as we recount our 20-year journey since escaping the confines of Scientology. Throughout this episode, we explore the resources that have helped us recover and understand the dynamics of cults, from eye-opening books and engaging podcasts to hard-hitting documentaries. We draw striking parallels with other groups like NXIVM, reflecting on Sarah Edmondson's book "Scarred," and share personal stories of how our private emails were manipulated during legal battles. By the end of this episode, you'll grasp the critical importance of separating fact from fiction.From the moment we left Scientology, we faced a whirlwind of challenges. We share shocking anecdotes about the ingrained mistrust of psychologists, the disillusionment with the Church's empty operations, and the global consistency of futile practices like producing and discarding unused materials. These shared internal conflicts reveal a universal struggle among former members to uncover the truth about L. Ron Hubbard and the Church. You'll hear about our laborious efforts and the universal disillusionment with the organization's operations, helping you understand the shared experiences of many former members.We also delve into the stringent beliefs within Scientology, the immense pressure to accept Hubbard's teachings without question, and the critical role of independent research in debunking myths. We discuss Russell Miller's "Barefaced Messiah," exposing many fabrications of Hubbard's life, and examine the extreme measures the Church takes to suppress critical literature and voices. Highlighting changes in compensation for former Sea Org members and the infiltration of educational institutions, this episode underscores the personal risks authors take to expose the truth. Join us as we navigate the difficult yet liberating journey of uncovering the true face of Scientology.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textHave you ever wondered what it's like to get married in the world of Scientology's Sea Organization? Join us as Claire and I pull back the curtain on our own wedding day, filled with rigid rules and overwhelming scrutiny. We dive into the intricate approval processes that dictated every aspect of our ceremony, from navigating stringent policies on physical contact to dealing with the bureaucratic hurdles involved in planning our special day. As we share our personal memories and the emotional journey of retrieving our wedding video after escaping Scientology, you'll get a firsthand look at the power dynamics and control exerted by the organization.But that's not all—this episode also takes you inside the daily grind of life in the Sea Org, where signing a billion-year contract is just the beginning. We recount the unrelenting work schedules, lack of sleep, and the extreme measures taken to maintain compliance within the qualifications division at Golden Era Productions. With personal anecdotes, we illustrate the challenges of balancing rigorous work, mandatory courses, and personal upkeep under oppressive conditions, all while being closely monitored. From our upbringing within Scientology to the indoctrination we faced, our stories shed light on the harsh realities of this secretive world.As we celebrate our 32 years of marriage, we also engage with our vibrant community, sharing highlights like Claire's impressive 10K trail race and our amusing morning making French toast and bacon. We announce winners from our latest giveaways and interact with viewers from around the globe, fostering a lively and supportive atmosphere. Tune in for an episode packed with intriguing insights, heartfelt reflections, and a commitment to speaking out against the coercive tactics and abuses within Scientology. Don't miss our special shout-out to apostate Alex for his relentless efforts in uncovering Scientology's activities in East Grinstead, and join the conversation with the hashtag #BFG.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Join me today as I discuss the book “Do Nothing” by Celeste Headley. I enjoyed this book and share with you the items that resonated for me and the way I paralleled Headley's work and IVF and infertility.   

Send us a textEver wondered what it's really like behind the scenes of Scientology's elite Sea Organization? Join Claire and me as we commemorate Sea Org Day with an eye-opening episode of "Scientology Stories." Get ready to uncover the origins, roles, and intriguing aspects of this enigmatic group, complete with billion-year contracts and the motto "We Come Back." You'll learn how Sea Org members navigate their specialized operations, even those on a Caribbean cruise ship, and how they compare to regular Scientology centers. Plus, we share heartfelt greetings from our audience around the world and express our gratitude for their unwavering support.Prepare for a wild journey as we dive into the bizarre tale of Lord Xenu and the Galactic Federation. Through this fascinating mythology, we shine a light on the Sea Org's mission as the ethical police force of the universe, adhering to L. Ron Hubbard's directives without question. Discover the secrecy surrounding the infamous Xenu story, its impact on Scientologists, and its portrayal in popular media like South Park. We also discuss leaked OT materials and clarify common misconceptions about Scientology's beliefs regarding aliens, all while sharing personal insights and experiences.As if that weren't enough, brace yourself for some shocking and poignant stories from ex-Sea Org members. We reveal the stark contrasts between the promotional image and the actual experiences of Sea Org members, touching on stringent uniform regulations, rigid assignment policies, and hidden tunnels beneath Scientology's big blue buildings in Los Angeles. To wrap up our special Sea Org Day episode, we celebrate with a live giveaway, fostering a sense of community spirit and connection with our listeners. Tune in for revelations, personal anecdotes, and moments that will leave you questioning everything you thought you knew about Scientology.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a textBrace yourself for a behind-the-scenes look at Scientology like never before. In this eye-opening episode of Scientology Spy Files, we unravel the secretive operations of the Office of Special Affairs (OSA) through the lens of Gail Armstrong's career transformation. From her days in OSA's PR department to her pivotal role at Scientology's international headquarters, Gail's journey is riddled with intrigue and controversy. We spotlight her complex relationship with David Miscavige and the involvement of high-profile figures such as Tom Cruise and Shelly Miscavige. On top of that, we discuss the controversy surrounding Gail's daughter, Emily Armstrong, the new lead singer of Linkin Park, and what her mother's high-ranking position in the Sea Organization might mean for her.Discover the chaos and sabotage that threatened to derail Scientology's Maiden Voyage event. Despite numerous setbacks and intense micromanagement from David Miscavige, CINE and the Audio divisions of Golden Era Productions managed to save the day. Our deep dive reveals how the script rewrites, failures, and blame-shifting culture created a high-stakes environment for everyone involved. Key figures like Diana Hubbard and Gail Armstrong come under the microscope as we dissect their roles and the relentless pursuit of perfection that defines Sea Org operations.Get an inside look at the meticulous preparations for Scientology's major events. From strict dress code instructions to the nail-biting revisions of speeches, we provide a comprehensive overview of the efforts that go into meeting David Miscavige's exacting standards. We cover the roles of various members, including Guillaume Leserve and Heber, and the immense pressure they face. We'll also explore how the complexities and family dynamics within Scientology impact the members, focusing on Gail Armstrong's challenging relationship with Miscavige and her controversial activities. This episode offers a rare glimpse into the intense coordination required to pull off these high-profile events, revealing the true cost of perfection within Scientology's senior leadership.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

On this week's Sky Sports Cricket Podcast Michael Atherton and Nasser Hussain discuss the news that Brendon McCullum has been appointed as England's next white-ball head coach, combining the role with his leadership of the Test side.Plus, after his recent performances they discuss whether Joe Root is England's greatest ever Test batter.And they speak to their former teammate - Dean Headley who gives us the lowdown on Josh Hull and talks about the pathways for young cricketers to emerge onto the first-class scene.

Send us a Text Message.Ever wondered what David Miscavige would look like as an Ewok or Beetlejuice? Get ready for a humorous visual feast as Claire and I, Marc Headley, announce the winner of last week's David Miscavige Shoop of the Week contest and showcase the most creative and ridiculous submissions from our listeners. From "Davo Baggins" to "Lollipop Dave," we critique these photoshopped masterpieces, bringing levity to our discussions about Scientology.We also dive into the often absurd financial demands and hate propaganda disseminated by the Church of Scientology. Claire shares her personal shout-out to our international listeners and reveals upcoming interviews with former Scientologists and Aftermath Foundation beneficiaries. Alongside hilarious anecdotes and satirical depictions of Miscavige, we also address serious topics, such as the financial burdens of church membership and the unsettling family dynamics some members face.Finally, we venture into the intersections of Scientology and multi-level marketing companies, discussing everything from bizarre rituals involving L. Ron Hubbard's clothes to the cheesy music catalog of the church. Whether it's recounting Tommy Davis's post-divorce life or celebrating our 21,000 subscriber milestone with a special giveaway, this episode is packed with creativity, humor, and thought-provoking insights. Don't miss out on our lively Q&A session, imaginative photoshopped images, and the engaging stories that make this episode a must-listen!Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Grace Reviews London ‘Next to Normal,’ Shows to Go Dark on Election Day, Headley and Platt to Join JRB at Carnegie Hall Since 2016, “Today on Broadway” has been the first and only daily podcast recapping the top theatre headlines every Monday through Friday. Any and all feedback is appreciated:Grace read more The post Today on Broadway: Tuesday, Aug. 27, 2024 appeared first on BroadwayRadio.

Send us a Text Message.Ever wondered how a controversial organization like Scientology manages its complex web of internal and external relations? In our latest episode, we sit down with former Scientology executive Mike Rinder to dissect a revealing spy document from 2007 called the "Internet Handling Program." We promise you'll gain intriguing insights into how Scientology's bureaucratic inefficiencies stem from David Miscavige's micromanagement and the relentless working conditions endured by Sea Org members. This episode is your ticket to understanding the church's covert operations and internal challenges.Join us as we explore the bizarre and often harsh realities of life within Scientology's upper echelons. Mike shares eye-opening anecdotes about surreal punishments like emptying an aeration pond by hand, the chaos of managing media flaps, and the manipulation of reports and directives from within the isolated environment of "the hole." Together, we navigate through Scientology's attempts to control its internet image and marketing strategies, peeling back the layers of their systematic yet flawed efforts to dominate online traffic and neutralize critics.Our conversation dives deep into the camaraderie among Sea Org members, the meticulous efforts behind L. Ron Hubbard's correspondence unit, and the financial dynamics within the Church of Scientology. We critically analyze the Xenu story's glaring inconsistencies and draw parallels with other cults, providing a gripping narrative peppered with humor and critical reflection. Whether you're curious about the internal workings of Scientology or fascinated by the lengths taken to maintain its facade, this episode offers a comprehensive look at a world shrouded in secrecy and controversy.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.Have you ever wondered what it takes to rebuild your life after leaving a controlling organization like Scientology? Join us as Claire Headley and Jeff Beaumont share their deeply personal stories of breaking free from the indoctrinated study methods and rigorous environment of Scientology. From Claire's journey of overcoming mental hurdles to pursue a GED and dreaming of higher education, to Jeff's transition from manual labor within the Sea Org to supporting others through recovery groups like SAFE Portland, this episode promises a wealth of insights and encouragement.Discover the transformative power of education and community as we explore Jeff's experience of escaping a toxic school environment and the physical toll of Sea Org labor. Inspired by mentor Janice Selby, Jeff now dedicates his time to helping others recover from cults, highlighting the incredible value of mutual support and shared experiences. Together, we uncover the emotional and physical challenges of leaving Scientology and the vital role of recovery groups in fostering a sense of belonging and resilience.Reflect on the stringent, militaristic upbringing within Scientology's C organization, where the burden of failure fell squarely on individuals. Through candid conversations, we reveal the underlying mechanisms of control and the significant impact of platforms like YouTube in providing knowledge and community for many in recovery. This episode sheds light on the emotional struggles and guilt faced during the recovery process, emphasizing the importance of accessing diverse perspectives and seeking professional help to move forward. Join us for an empowering discussion on resilience, understanding, and the crucial steps towards self-improvement after leaving Scientology.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.When Claire Headley's mother left her at just four years old to join the Sea Organization, it set the stage for a life entwined with Scientology's most secretive and powerful sect. In this revealing episode of the Blown for Good podcast, Claire and Marc Headley pull back the curtain on their unique journeys through the Church of Scientology, starting with the harrowing realities Claire faced as a child in the Sea Org at St Hill in England. This episode kicks off with an update from the Aftermath Foundation, spotlighting their efforts to help a former Scientologist in Los Angeles rebuild his life.Marc's interview with Claire uncovers heartbreaking and eye-opening insights into her childhood, including the abandonment by her mother which fundamentally altered their relationship. The episode transitions into a discussion about the lives of children in the Sea Org and the startling acquisition of 5,000 files from the Office of Special Affairs, revealing how Scientology managed its relationships with high-profile media figures in the mid-2000s. From strained family dynamics to the harsh realities faced by second-generation Scientologists, Claire's personal anecdotes provide a raw and candid perspective on the impact of disconnection policies and the organization's inner workings.Furthermore, we address the treatment of LGBTQ members within the church, the status of L. Ron Hubbard's descendants, and the ongoing decline of Scientology's influence. Listeners will hear amusing yet poignant tales about adjusting to life outside the church, the humorous technical mishaps we face behind the scenes, and reflections on how Scientology's controversial policies shape the lives of its members. This episode offers a comprehensive and personal look at the myriad ways Scientology affects its followers, making it a must-listen for anyone interested in understanding the true cost of life within the church.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

The Bridgeton Evening News dated Aug 9th, 1924 Full episode page: BridgetonBeacon.com/Aug-9-1924-bridgeton-evening-news The American Pomological Society advocated for roadside markets to connect growers directly with consumers. The Bridgton Dahlia Association held monthly meetings to showcase and vote on dahlia blooms. The Jersey Devil was blamed for disrupting a camping party and stealing food from the campers. Local announcements included a candidate running for county clerk, a residence for sale, and a Hudson Speedster car for sale. Chapters 00:00 Fruit Farming and Marketing in South Jersey 01:25 Roadside Markets and Direct Consumer Transactions 03:21 Bridgton Dahlia Association and Monthly Meetings 04:02 The Mysterious Jersey Devil 06:47 Local Announcements from 1924 Transcript: Beacon (00:09.006) Welcome to the Bridgestone Beacon. We're going to take you back in time for some breaking news from a hundred years ago. This is from the front page of the Bridgestone Evening News, Saturday, August 9, 1924. Beacon (00:30.818) Visiting Fruitmen continue their tour. subtitled Big Peach Crop this year. Not so many late apples authorities say, had Emma Roberts farm yesterday. C. Fleming Stanger of Glassboro was host to the 300 fruit growers who continued their tour from Bridgeton on Thursday on a two -days inspection journey through South Jersey's magnificent fruit mill. Besides the members of the Pomological Society, many of the state members joined in with the party. Tourists found prospects of a big Jersey peach crop while late apples will not be so plentiful as they usually are. Early peaches, growers said, are bringing better prices than a year ago when the markets were flooded. Roadside markets with a single transaction between grower and consumer were advocated by the president of the American Pomological Society, Paul C. Stark, in one of his addresses for the improvement in marketing and distribution. Beacon (01:43.822) The visiting fruit men who left Kentucky on July 15th on a 5 ,000 mile trip through 17 states had another interesting session yesterday at the .R. Roberts farm at Moore's town. The program was as follows. Welcome Mr. and Mrs. Emma Roberts. Some experiments with fruits in New York. Professor H .B. Tugge, Geneva, New York. some factors in fruit setting and dropping. Professor N. A. Blake, New Brunswick. latest facts on the Japanese beetle. Dr. T .J. Headley, New Brunswick. Special report of the marketing committees, Joseph Barton, Chairman, Marlton. Beacon (02:39.374) The Plant Disease Situation in 1924. Dr. William H. Martin, New Brunswick. The tour continued through Camden and Burlington counties yesterday. Beacon (02:59.342) has mumps. Edwin McGraw went home this morning with an attack of the mumps. His two children have had them and now the Bridgeton Post Office is shy one of its faithful officials. Beacon (03:17.657) Dahlia Show. The monthly meeting of the Bridgton Dahlia Association will be held Monday evening at 8 o 'clock in the parlors of Commercial Hotel. Members are requested to bring any Dahlia Blooms they may have for the Association members' Blooms will be divided into classes and voted upon by the members. Beacon (03:45.248) A larder, as described in the following story, is what you would have used in the 1920s before refrigeration. It's essentially a piece of furniture where you would store meats in fat to preserve. Beacon (04:02.872) Headline, Jersey Devil Raids Larder. Pajama -clad volunteers flee as it pokes face into mess tents. Former Marine reports Midnight Prowler was Colley Dog with a white face. Pittman, August 9th. How even the Jersey Devil could stand the heat of the last few days has surprised those who've previously been able to track his satanic majesty only when there was snow on the ground. No less a personage than he, however....

Mike Headley is a man on a mission! He's been involved in Full Gospel Business Australia, an organisation dedicated to influencing the seven spheres of influence of the culture of Australia with the power of the Kingdom of God. He's also doing a pioneering missionary work in the Phillipines. Listen in to his story!

Send us a Text Message.What if your name was inspired by a state of mental clarity? Join us on the Blown for Good podcast as we kick off a fascinating Q&A series with Claire Headley, who opens up about her unique entry into the world of Scientology. We share stories from Claire's early life, her time in Scientology's cadet organizations in both Los Angeles and England, and the emotional rollercoaster of family separations and harsh conditions. To add a touch of levity, we also introduce our humorous Photoshop contests featuring David Miscavige and the Mike Rinder bobblehead photo contest in support of the Aftermath Foundation.The journey continues as Claire recounts her childhood in the Sea Org, the complexities of her family's dynamics, and her departure from the Sea Org at the tender age of 10. We discuss the intense recruitment efforts of the late 1980s and delve into Claire's specialized training programs and interactions with notable Scientology figures. This episode offers a vivid picture of life within Scientology, revealing both the personal struggles and institutional challenges faced by those within its ranks. In our lively Q&A session, we address a range of topics from Scientology jargon to fun personal anecdotes and preferences. Listen as Claire shares what attracted her to Marc, Marc humorously recalls his competitive nature, and we both reveal our favorite songs and albums. We wrap up with a highlight reel of David Miscavige shoops, encouraging our listeners to vote for their favorites and join in on the fun. Tune in for an episode filled with insightful discussions, emotional stories, and a touch of humor as we navigate the intricate and often tumultuous world of Scientology.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.Ever wonder if Scientology's leader truly believes in the religion he's preaching, or if he's just in it for the power? Join us on this episode of the Blown for Good podcast as we embark on our Scientology Q&A series, exploring this provocative question and more. We're kicking off with our new Top Ten Tuesdays segment, featuring the funniest Mike Rinder bobblehead pictures and outrageous David Miscavige Photoshops. Plus, you'll hear the most jaw-dropping Scientology stories from an array of guests each week. Get ready to laugh with a hilarious story about Jason Bennick, a high-flying executive who surprises his coworker with an unexpected dinner choice at Arby's, followed by an amusing night at a hockey game. Shift gears with us as we shine a light on the remarkable Aftermath Foundation, a global volunteer network that provides crucial support to those escaping Scientology, offering everything from moving costs to educational aid. The dedication of these volunteers and the impact of their work is nothing short of inspiring.We'll also tackle tough questions like the sincerity of David Miscavige's belief in Scientology and share personal anecdotes, including a comical tale about a man named Pure Power. From managing thousands of spy files to revealing the current status of "the hole" at Scientology's Hemet base, we cover it all. Finally, we emphasize the importance of audience engagement and answer listener questions, while encouraging you to check out our book "Blown for Good: Behind the Iron Curtain of Scientology." Tune in for a mix of insights, laughter, and heartfelt support for those affected by Scientology!Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.What if leaving a religious organization meant turning your entire world upside down? In our latest episode, we kick off our Q&A series on Scientology by unraveling the concept of Knowledge Reports (KRs) and the dire consequences for failing to write one. I share a poignant story about my wife, Claire, and her personal experience with KRs, shedding light on the intricate dynamics within the Church. Don't miss our nostalgic trip down memory lane as we talk about the fascinating layout of the international base and a memorable Christmas gift for David Miscavige.Have you ever wondered how people manage to escape the tight grip of Scientology? We dive deep into the harrowing escape stories of former members, exploring how the organization turns these departures into stories of betrayal and fabrications. We provide practical insights on obtaining police records through the Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) and break down the A to J check questions you might face during interviews. The episode also uncovers the shockingly low wages of Sea Org members and why it's crucial for former members to scrutinize their Social Security earnings for gaps and inaccuracies.From motorcycle restoration projects to legal battles against a powerful organization, we cover an array of riveting topics in this episode. Hear the intricate details of "blow drills" and the dramatic escape of Jorge to Mexico, and learn why Scientology has largely escaped legal repercussions despite numerous controversial practices. We also discuss the complex relationship between David Miscavige and physical design elements within Scientology, providing a comprehensive view of the organization's operations. Tune in for an episode packed with personal anecdotes, listener questions, and our ongoing efforts to expose the troubling truths about Scientology.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.Ever wondered if David Miscavige gifts presents to Sea Org members or how fabricated reports come into play in Scientology? Get ready for an eye-opening Q&A session where we address these burning questions and much more. From our personal stories of receiving gifts—including a memorable phone—to Claire's unwavering support for Manchester United, this episode is packed with engaging anecdotes and surprising revelations. We also demystify the concept of unenforceable freeloader debts and how Scientology tries to leverage them against former members, with a special teaser for an upcoming deep dive into our own freeloader bills.Claire opens up about her aspiration to write a book and a missed opportunity to deliver a TED Talk due to the pandemic. Our conversation takes a serious turn as we discuss ongoing harassment by Scientology, the bizarre "running program," and the mysterious circumstances surrounding the death of Shelley Miscavige's mother, Flo. Claire also breaks down the manipulative tactics of Scientology auditing, which often shifts blame onto the individual for any negative experiences, and shares how ex-Scientologists can regain good standing within the organization.In a lighter segment, we touch on the humorous side of Scientology, including an amusing misunderstanding where L. Ron Hubbard was mistaken for Colonel Sanders. Learn about the origin of the Mike Rinder bobblehead and its current role in raising funds for the Aftermath Foundation. We also share insights on the humor in the Riff Trax version of "Battlefield Earth" and the troubling practices within Scientology's Narconon rehab centers. Through personal anecdotes, from Marc's dramatic escape to the lack of affection between David and Shelly Miscavige, we paint a vivid picture of life inside the Sea Org and Scientology's hostile stance towards psychologists. Join us for a captivating episode that blends humor, personal stories, and critical insights.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Send us a Text Message.Imagine suspecting that you're being watched, only to find out your worst fears are true. Join us as we, Marc and Claire Headley, recount our jaw-dropping experiences of intense surveillance after leaving Scientology. From Claire's initial suspicions to the undeniable evidence that surfaced, we reveal how key organizations like RTC played a role in our lives, and share a humorous moment involving a curious neighbor discovering our past through a TV show. This episode offers a revealing look into the invasive measures Scientology takes against those who dare to leave.Ever wondered how Scientology impacts family ties? We explore the harrowing concept of disconnection, which forces members to cut ties with their loved ones. Listen to the heartwarming story of a family who secretly read a critical book on Scientology and made a daring escape together. We also provide intriguing details about Suri Cruise's visit to Scientology's international headquarters, uncovering the truth behind the organization's attempts to present a welcoming front while avoiding grooming her as the face of Scientology.Discover the profound changes in our relationship after leaving Scientology, from the joy of simple pleasures like sharing meals to debunking bizarre beliefs like the illness-inducing Lord Xenu. We discuss the challenges faced within Scientology's walls, including restricted access to emergency services and the culture of publicizing private confessions. Our candid recounting of spy operations, lavish facilities, and smear campaigns against dissenters offers an eye-opening glimpse into the opulence and absurdity of Scientology. Ending with lighthearted banter, we hope this episode provides both an engaging and enlightening perspective on the complex world we left behind.Support the Show.BFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...

Special guest, Joy Headley, brings a biblical challenge regarding offense, business, entitlement and more.

This week on the Montana Outdoor Podcast your host Downrigger Dale had a great conversation with Montana FWP Fisheries Biologist Heath Headley about Walleye in Fort Peck Reservoir and beyond. If you love to fish for Walleye, want to learn about them or have just been curious about how in the heck the FWP can collect 83 million eggs from Walleye in Fort Peck then this Podcast is for you! Heath explains all kinds of things in this fascinating podcast, like what they do with all those eggs, and where all those Walleye go once, they are hatched. No, they don't all go back into Fort Peck. So where do they go? Out of the 83 million eggs how many fish actually hatch? Out of all those that hatch how many will live once they are stocked in a waterbody? When you listen to this podcast you will learn the answer to those and many other questions that Rigger asked Heath Headley. Downrigger even asked Heath this question, “Heath how can I catch more Walleye?”! We think you will get a kick out of the answer Heath gave Downrigger. Another interesting topic that Rigger and Heath got into was the incredible size of the Walleye that are being caught in Fort Peck Reservoir lately. Rigger wanted to know if Heath had any thoughts on that and he told Heath about some suggestions he has received from listeners like, should there be a slot limit of some kind for Walleye on Fort Peck to preserve those big fish? For example, one suggestion a listener had is to maybe have a slot limit during tournaments. Listen and see what Heath's thoughts were on that and many other things. This podcast really covered a TON of stuff all about Walleyes. Of course, it would not be a Montana Outdoor Podcast with Heath Headley if Rigger didn't ask him about what the King Salmon season was going to be like on Fort Peck. What did Heath say? Well, you will need listen to the podcast to find out!LINKS:One question that Rigger asked Heath had to do with what water bodies in Montana get stocked with Walleye and how many get put in each one? The answer to that can be found by clicking here. That takes you to the FWP fish stocking page where you can look up stocking plans for Walleye and other fish as well as stocking data and info about Montana's fish hatcheries!It's great info! If you would like to read more about this year's Walleye egg collection on Fort Peck Reservoir, just click here. After you listen to this podcast if you have any questions for Heath Headley, you can email him by clicking here. As always Downrigger would love to hear your ideas for topics for future podcasts and get your thoughts on this podcast as well. To do that just click here to email Downrigger.Remember to tune in to our live radio show, The Montana Outdoor Radio Show, every Saturday morning from 6:00AM to 8:00AM. The show airs on 30 radio stations all across the State of Montana. You can get a list of our affiliated radio stations on our website. You can also listen to recordings of past shows, get fishing and and hunting information and much more at that website or on our Facebook page. You can also watch our radio show there as well.

Comedian/musician CW Headley and I talk about our relationships with our fathers, his dad's second family, dead dad club membership, letting go of guilt and anger, and I retell the story of the first time I laughed after my dad died.FOLLOW:The podcast:Instagram.com/illgrieveyouwiththispodcastMicah Walsh:Instagram.com/micah_walshC.W. Headley:Instagram.com/c.w.headley C.W. Headley Music:open.spotify.com/album/7lzQc3DzzVdDYU7SJtfHpd?si=3CLYt_4TQIWnJCMdyymu0wThanks for listening! Like and subscribe.

Almaden Golf & Country Club is a prestigious private member owned club located in the beautiful Almaden Valley of San Jose and nestled in the foothills of the Santa Cruz Mountains. On this episode of The Wednesday Match Play Podcast powered by Epic Golf Club, Rigo talks about his journey to this club, details the price to join, talks about the amenities members enjoy, and reminisces on his time with CMAA. He also forecasts the future of this property, explains the importance of mentors, and helps me plan a site visit. This was a powerful conversation and an honor having Rigo on the show. Let's tee off.

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Today's poem is Ode to The Lone Star State by Jubi Arriola-Headley.The Slowdown is your daily poetry ritual. In this episode, Major writes… "On a flight to Kansas City just before the most recent Super Bowl, the pilot taunted Chiefs football fans. Just before takeoff, he donned his Dallas Cowboys baseball cap. In jest, he claimed, despite not having made it to the Superbowl, his team still carried the banner as “America's Team.” Half the plane booed. He announced those who booed could remove their seat cushions and sit on iron the entire flight. The whole cabin laughed. Texas often takes it on the chin. I, too, once decried the second largest American state maybe because my Eagles often lost big games to the Cowboys. Yet, my appreciation for Texas has grown over the years.” Celebrate the power of poems with a gift to The Slowdown today. Every donation makes a difference: https://tinyurl.com/rjm4synp

On today's episode of the JKR Podcast, host Jayce Riegling sits down with Wow Factor National 17U Coach Nate Headley to continue the Wow Factor Series Presented by Guardian Baseball. They discuss his coaching career at University of Tennessee, developing hitters, coaching a high level roster this summer, and much more!  https://jkrpodcast.com Build A Legacy | Blue Collar Mentality | White Collar Industry | Embrace The Personality | Continuously Evolve  Follow The JKR Podcast on Twitter, Instagram, and LinkedIn for more updates and fan engagement!

Nineteen years ago Marc and Claire Headley escaped Scientology, the cult they had grown up in, and started their journey to real freedom. In Part 2 of our conversation, we go deeper down the rabbit hole into OSA, Fair Gaming and how Anonymous joined the good fight. Plus how the rage baiting and hate sport of social media advocacy fuels the algorithm, Marc's juicy inside secrets, Car School and of course, Tom Cruise. Show Notes Connect with Marc & Claire - Website | YouTube | Instagram | TikTok | Facebook | Twitter | Podcast Tom Cruise's Birthday Project Chanology & Anonymous Spies 20 Years Later John Atack The Chaos Machine by Max Fisher The Aftermath Foundation Out of MLM The BITE Model LAMLM Book Club MLM Dupes How can you help? MLM Change Report Fraud Truth in Advertising Report to your state Attorney General's office! Not in the U.S.? No Problem! Support the Podcast! Website | Patreon | Buy Me a Taco | TikTok | Instagram | Facebook | YouTube | Discord | Merch! Life After MLM is produced by Roberta Blevins. Audio editing is done by the lovely Kayla Craven, video editing by the indescribable RK Gold, and Michelle Carpenter is our Triple Emerald Princess of Robots. Life After MLM is owned by Roberta Blevins 2024. Music : Abstract World by Alexi Action *Some links may be affiliate links. When you purchase things from these links, I get a small commission that I use to buy us tacos. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Nineteen years ago Marc and Claire Headley escaped Scientology, the cult they had grown up in, and started their journey to real freedom. In Part 1 of our conversation with special guest host Michelle Carpenter, Marc and Claire share about their lives climbing the bridge, their early advocacy, South Park, how Xenu gets a bad rap and a possible answer to the question that's been asked for 18 years; "Where's Shelly?". Show Notes Connect with Marc & Claire - Website | YouTube | Instagram | TikTok | Facebook | Twitter | Podcast Operation Snow White United States v. Hubbard Gold Base Scientology Tax Exempt Celebration Where's Shelly? The Aftermath Foundation Out of MLM The BITE Model LAMLM Book Club MLM Dupes How can you help? MLM Change Report Fraud Truth in Advertising Report to your state Attorney General's office! Not in the U.S.? No Problem! Support the Podcast! Website | Patreon | Buy Me a Taco | TikTok | Instagram | Facebook | YouTube | Discord | Merch! Life After MLM is produced by Roberta Blevins. Audio editing is done by the lovely Kayla Craven, video editing by the indescribable RK Gold, and Michelle Carpenter is our Triple Emerald Princess of Robots. Life After MLM is owned by Roberta Blevins 2024. Music : Abstract World by Alexi Action *Some links may be affiliate links. When you purchase things from these links, I get a small commission that I use to buy us tacos. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/culty and get on your way to being your best self. And…we're back for part two of our conversation with Claire Headley, a defiant Scientology whistleblower who still owes the shadowy organization a billion minus 30 years on her contract. (Don't hold your breath, David Miscavige.) Born and bred in England's Scientology boarding schools before rising up through the ranks all the way to headquarters, Claire's  escape after a lifetime of indoctrination is nothing short of heroic. In this follow-up, she shares more about the details of her exit, her thoughts on the future of Scientology, and her role as an expert witness for the prosecution in the Danny Masterson trial. This episode is as insidery as an insider account of L. Ron's house gets. Also, paging Trey Parker and Matt Stone: We see you and we appreciate you.    SHOW NOTES:  Claire Headley escaped L. Ron's Church of Scientology, bravely emerging from its dark depths to share her harrowing experiences with the world. Since breaking free 18 years ago, Claire has become a prominent advocate for survivors, shedding light on the church's practices, its culture of control, and the struggles faced by those who leave. She's also continued to be abused by its powerful reach. As President of The Aftermath Foundation, Claire helps others – often with no work experience or family beyond Sea Org – leave Scientology. You can find lots of details at  Blown for Good, on Twitter, and YouTube.    There are more ALBC episodes on Scientology: Leah Remini: Heal That Sh*t: Leah Remini & The Aftermath One Billion Years: Mike Rinder on How Scientology Could End Or remix, Scientology SUCKS | Ft. Leah Remini, Mike Rinder, and Jon Atack    Also…Let it be known far and wide, loud and clear that…   The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody's mad at you, just don't be a culty fuckwad.   OTHER LINKS: Check out our lovely sponsors Join ‘A Little Bit Culty' on Patreon Get poppin' fresh ALBC Swag Support the pod and smash this link Cult awareness and recovery resources   CREDITS:  Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames Production Partner: Citizens of Sound Producer: Will Retherford Co-Creator: Jess Tardy Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin  

Heath Headly joins the JMO Podcast again. This time Heath details the current status of Ft. Peck including the observed game fish as well as the forage species. There's a lot of fish wisdom in this interview that all anglers will want to listen to. Heath is a wealth of information always and if there's anything to take away from this fishing podcast it would be that the fishing on Ft. Peck reservoir is great right now for all game species and the future appears to very bright as well.Cold Snap Apparel - www.coldsnapoutdoors.comRisovi Taxidermy Studio - www.risovitaxidermystudio.comWebsite - www.jmopodcast.comFacebook - https://www.facebook.com/JMOFishingPodcastInstagram - https://www.instagram.com/the_jmopodcast/

This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/culty and get on your way to being your best self. In part one of this 2-parter, we feature Scientology defector and whistleblower Claire Headley who spent 30 years in the church isolated from her family and basically any outside influence. Headley was born and bred in England's Scientology boarding schools, was shipped to the big blue buildings in LA, and then onto headquarters. Thoroughly indoctrinated, she landed at the mother church, Sea Org, where she signed billion-year contracts and rose through the ranks. In this episode, she describes her childhood. She recounts personal tragedies and abuses. She tells us what it's like to experience the practice of fair game – beginning at age two. And she shares what the nearly intractable clutches of this 100% high-control group felt like. Until her own husband escaped without her, and the proverbial shelf broke. Her almost foiled escape is an action sequence you won't want to miss.   SHOW NOTES:  Claire Headley escaped L. Ron's Church of Scientology, bravely emerging from its dark depths to share her harrowing experiences with the world. Since breaking free 18 years ago, Claire has become a prominent advocate for survivors, shedding light on the church's practices, its culture of control, and the struggles faced by those who leave. She's also continued to be abused by its powerful reach. As President of The Aftermath Foundation, Claire helps others – often with no work experience or family beyond Sea Org – leave Scientology. You can find lots of details at  Blown for Good, on Twitter, and YouTube.    There are more ALBC episodes on Scientology: Leah Remini: Heal That Sh*t: Leah Remini & The Aftermath One Billion Years: Mike Rinder on How Scientology Could End Or remix, Scientology SUCKS | Ft. Leah Remini, Mike Rinder, and Jon Atack    Also…Let it be known far and wide, loud and clear that…   The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody's mad at you, just don't be a culty fuckwad.   OTHER LINKS: Check out our lovely sponsors Join ‘A Little Bit Culty' on Patreon Get poppin' fresh ALBC Swag Support the pod and smash this link Cult awareness and recovery resources   CREDITS:  Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames Production Partner: Citizens of Sound Producer: Will Retherford Co-Creator: Jess Tardy Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin  

Join us for a captivating conversation with Liz Ferris, as we journey through the life and times of Liz's father, Bob Ferris, a Scientology Sea Organization member known for his work at Golden Era Productions. We share in the remembrance of his skillful repairman hands and his ironic, yet memorable, moments of teaching a Bible verse to a Sea Org member. We also take a moment of silence to honor the recent passing of Doug Kramer, a vital voice in our community who taught us the value of hope amidst loss.Navigating family dynamics within a religious sect like Scientology can leave one lost at sea. Our guests shed light on these hidden challenges, sharing personal anecdotes and humorous encounters with Bob. Hear about Liz's personal journey of piecing together a family puzzle when she discovered her father's deep involvement in Scientology. We also unmask Scientology's problematic treatment of its elderly members, stirred by our recent contact with Bob, who, contrary to belief, is still alive. The episode concludes with a dire discussion on highlighting the need to keep the dialogue open about Scientology's destructive nature. Join us, as we continue to challenge, question, and fight against the undercurrents of Scientology.Support the showBFG Store - http://blownforgood-shop.fourthwall.com/Blown For Good on Audible - https://www.amazon.com/Blown-for-Good-Marc-Headley-audiobook/dp/B07GC6ZKGQ/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=Blown For Good Website: http://blownforgood.com/PODCAST INFO:Podcast website: https://www.buzzsprout.com/2131160/shareApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blown-for-good-behind-the-iron-curtain-of-scientology/id1671284503 Spotify: ...