Podcasts about seeking health

“You can't Type A your way into pregnancy. You can push, but your body will push back.” Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be... This episode is packed with truth bombs, science-backed insights, and a big dose of real talk with fertility expert Kristen Karchmer. Together we peel back the layers of fertility burnout and talk about why women who “do everything right” are often the most exhausted, frustrated, and still not pregnant. Spoiler: it's not your age, it's your cellular energy. We dive into the reality that fertility clinics rarely talk about—how rushing into IVF or IUI without repairing the foundation of your health can actually set you back. Kristen shares how fatigue, stress, and even emotional disconnection play a far bigger role than the latest supplement on TikTok. It's about building resilience, coherence, and a sustainable rhythm that supports both your body and your future baby. And yes, we go there: the illusion of control, the obsession with apps and trackers, and the collective conditioning that tells women to “do more” instead of “be more present.” This episode is your permission slip to slow down, listen deeply, and start aligning your energy with your body's innate wisdom. Because fertility isn't a race, it's a frequency shift. “The only way to get a baby out is to surrender. The same goes for calling one in.” Timestamps 00:00 – Why your frequency matters more than your protocol 06:10 – Listening to your body instead of influencers 09:00 – The illusion of control and the myth of the fertility cliff 12:22 – How surrender prepares you for both conception and motherhood 18:12 – Generational burnout, epigenetics, and fertility 23:45 – Redefining success and rewriting the modern woman's blueprint “Surrender isn't giving up, it's getting out of your own way so your body can do what it was designed to do.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: The Hidden Cost of Fertility Burnout (and Why Surrender Is Your New Superpower) with Kristen Karchmer https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-hidden-cost-of-fertility-burnout-and-why-surrender-is-your-new-superpower-with-kristen-karchmer Let's Do This Together

“What dictates your future is how you continue to move through these things. The more you can up-level, the more you can clear what's in your way, the easier it is to live in these realities that haven't manifested yet.” The concept of the morphic field and how it relates to fertility How personal experience creates new realities of possibility The power of meditation to release fear, resentment, and control patterns Aligning with a new frequency to shift the fertility journey Releasing stuck emotions and rewriting limiting stories The presence of spirit babies and the abundance of pregnancy energy Practical reminders to be the ultimate observer in daily life “This meditation isn't just about feeling what we want in the future. It's first feeling what's holding us back that won't allow us to step fully into that field with confidence.” Other Great Podcast: Morphic Field: Breaking Free from Infertility Blocks: The Key to Reclaiming Faith & Empowered Choices Hello Beautiful So here's the deal — you say you're doing all the right things, following all the protocols, eating the kale, and white-knuckling your way through every fertility suggestion Instagram throws at you… yet deep down, you're still feeling stuck. Why? Because you're dragging around old stories, fear, and control patterns like a carry-on you refuse to check. In this episode, we're diving straight into the morphic field of possibilities — that juicy energetic space where pregnancy, spirit babies, and infinite creation already exist. (Yes, it's real. No, it's not just for the woo crowd. Science even calls it a field of possibility. You're welcome.) I'll guide you through a meditation designed to help you actually release the BS holding you back. Expect box breathing, grounding, and some radical honesty with yourself. You'll feel the energy of thousands of pregnant women, connect with souls waiting to come earthside, and maybe even cry or scream a little. (Both highly encouraged. This isn't yoga class.) By the end, you'll remember what I already know about you: your fertility is innate, your baby is closer than you think, and your job is not to overanalyze but to trust, surrender, and step fully into the field that's already waiting for you. “I wish I could take this belief system, this truth, and place it in your heart to allow it to grow and manifest in your own field.” 00:00 – Introduction & morphic field truth bomb 01:23 – What the four-minute mile has to do with fertility 02:45 – Creating a new reality of possibility 04:13 – Why releasing fear, resentment, and control matters 05:11 – The first layer of meditation: letting go of BS 07:04 – Radical honesty and emotional release 08:39 – Guided meditation begins 10:40 – Grounding into Earth & Universe energy 13:01 – Heart-centered activation 13:52 – Feeling the abundance of pregnancy and spirit babies 15:01 – Witnessing stuck stories & emotions 18:21 – Releasing density into the light 19:04 – Stepping into the infinite field of possibilities 21:40 – Aligning your frequency with new realities 23:37 – Bringing awareness back into the heart 24:08 – Closing affirmations 28:00 – Final reflections & reminder to observe daily energy “You belong in the field of life. You are open to receiving your baby with love, trust, and surrender.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/fertility-meditation-to-trust-your-body-enter-the-field-of-creation-during-ivf-infertility Let's Do This Together

“The reality you're in now can literally not be the reality you're in in six months.” Topics Discussed: Breaking free from infertility negativity and victim mode How joy, peace, and surrender impact fertility outcomes The role of cellular health, gut healing, and emotional well-being Intuition as a superpower in conception and birth Shifting subconscious patterns and nervous system regulation “When you lighten up, you create more space—and that's where miracles can happen.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here… If you've been caught in the loop of endless failed cycles, heavy negativity, and feeling like life is on pause until that positive pregnancy test shows up, this episode is your wake-up call. We're talking about the trap of victim mode and the invisible cost of living in a constant state of lack. Because let's be honest, you can have the supplements, the protocols, the perfect diet, and still be stuck if your nervous system and subconscious are hijacked by fear. Think of it like rewinding the same VHS tape over and over—it's scratched, it's stuck, and you're not getting a new ending until you stop pressing play on the old story. When you begin shifting even 1% toward joy, peace, creativity, and living a life that lights you up—everything changes. Your body feels safer, your energy expands, and yes, your fertility can follow suit. This isn't about perfection or pretending everything's okay. It's about consciously creating moments of freedom, love, and alignment, even in the thick of TTC. If you're ready to drop the control freak spiral, reclaim your intuition, and open space for something radically different, this is the conversation that could flip your entire journey on its head. Press play and let's dive in. “Intuition and discernment are your ultimate superpowers when it comes to fertility.” Timestamps: 02:47 The power of letting go of obsessing over your fertility and living life fully. 06:20 How shifting your life and making it easier can transform your fertility journey.  09:50 The unexpected role of joy and play in conception and why your reality can look completely different in six months.  12:47 How to protect your peace and listen to your intuition to shorten your journey and save your sanity. 15:53 How intuition protects you during medical interventions that can cause traumatic experiences.  “You don't need perfection—just a little bit better, a little more joy, and a whole lot more trust.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/finding-fertility-pregnancy-success-over-35-with-ainsley-part-two  Connect with Ainsley: IG: https://www.instagram.com/ainsleymoir/ Let's Do This Together

“You don't have fertility issues, you have a gut health issue.” Topics Discussed: How parasites and gut health impact fertility The emotional toll of trying to conceive while traveling Supplements, diet, and the overwhelm of doing “all the things” Why surrender is the hardest but most powerful shift Releasing control and shifting fertility timelines “There's no magic off switch for surrender—you just have to practice showing up differently every day.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here... Let's get one thing straight right out of the gate: what if your "fertility issues" are actually a massive, screaming gut health issue in a clever disguise? That's the mic-drop truth we're sitting with today from a powerful conversation with a woman who lived it. We're diving into the raw, real story of Ainsley, who did ALL the things—the packing cubes overflowing with supplements, the obsessive charting, the perfect prenatals—and still found herself heartbroken every single month. She was the epitome of the overachiever, trying to control every outcome, and her body was having absolutely none of it. It wasn't until a parasite (yes, a literal gut-wrenching invader) forced her to stop and truly listen that everything shifted. This is about trading the white-knuckle control for a soul-deep surrender, and realizing that sometimes the most radical act is to just… let go. This episode is a loving, sassy reminder that your body isn't broken; it's trying to tell you something. If you've ever felt like you're trying to solve a puzzle with missing pieces while wearing a blindfold, you need to hear this. We're talking about finding safety in your nervous system, changing the narrative from lack to proof, and how your little one is already teaching you lessons before they even arrive. Get ready for some serious truth bombs and a huge sigh of relief. Press play. “Life always finds a way if we give it the opportunity.” Timestamps:  01:58 Ainsley's fertility journey, the parasite that wrecked her gut health and fertility, and finally becoming pregnant.  06:49 The crushing weight of monthly disappointment, the all-consuming obsession, and the radical power of surrendering control.  10:12 The control patterns and overanalyzing everything, and how she learned to enjoy the journey.  14:07 How gut health contributed to her healing, plus the proof points and mindset shifts that change everything. 12:20 The psychological toll of constant travel and feeling "unsafe" on conception.  18:09 The power of releasing control and surrendering the timeline to reduce stress.  “Our babies teach us lessons before they even arrive—and control is usually the first one.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/finding-fertility-pregnancy-success-over-35-with-ainsley-part-one  Connect with Ainsley: IG: https://www.instagram.com/ainsleymoir/ Let's Do This Together

Hearing loss isn't just about your ears—it's about your brain. Dr. Ben Thompson reveals how treating hearing loss can reduce cognitive decline by 48% and shares breakthrough protocols for tinnitus recovery that actually work.Audiologist Dr. Ben Thompson explains the critical connection between hearing health and cognitive function, discussing the landmark ACHIEVE study that showed hearing treatment reduced cognitive decline by 48% in at-risk older adults. Learn how the ear and brain work together, what causes age-related hearing loss, and why the cochlea's hair cells don't regenerate. Dr. Thompson covers the biggest threats to your hearing (hint: it's not just aging), how to protect yourself from noise damage, and the truth about tinnitus, including why most people are told there's nothing they can do when effective treatments exist.Discover how modern hearing aid technology has evolved beyond bulky devices to sleek, smartphone-integrated systems that actively separate speech from background noise. Whether you're experiencing hearing changes yourself or have aging family members, this conversation offers practical insights on preserving both hearing and cognitive health for the long term.

“Grief isn't just emotional, it's cellular.” Topics Discussed:  Unacknowledged grief and its impact on fertility Miscarriage, IVF failure, and invisible layers of loss How grief gets stored in the body and nervous system Science-backed effects of unresolved grief on hormones and immunity Real-life stories of grief showing up as physical symptoms in children Learning to honor and process grief for deeper healing “Grief is not a sign of weakness; it's proof that you loved and believed in something.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here. Today we're getting raw about a topic no one prepares you for on this fertility journey—grief. Not just the grief of miscarriage or failed IVF, but the invisible grief that creeps into your body, your friendships, your sex life, and even your sense of self. The kind of grief that lingers in your tissues like an unwanted guest and quietly shuts down your body's ability to receive life. I share how grief can dysregulate your hormones, suppress your immune system, and trap you in fight-or-flight—making you feel like no matter how “perfect” your diet or protocol is, something still isn't working. I get personal about losing my dad, watching grief show up as pneumonia in my child's lungs, and realizing that our bodies will always find a way to express what we refuse to feel. This isn't about fixing yourself or bypassing the hard stuff. It's about giving grief a seat at the table, so it no longer hijacks your energy in silence. If you're tired of holding it all in, if you've been “strong” for too long, this episode is your permission slip to soften, to feel, and to heal. Press play and let's talk about the grief no one talks about—but every fertility warrior knows too well. “If you don't face the grief, it stays stuck. And stuck grief blocks life.” Timestamps: 01:23 The invisible layers of grief in fertility struggles and why you need to recognize grief. 03:58 The science of how grief dysregulates the body and blocks fertility even when you're doing everything right.  05:26 The story of losing my father and how grief showed up as physical illness in my children. 09:54 The miscarriage I processed alone, and the long-term impact of pushing grief away. 13:08 Understanding that unprocessed grief and stored trauma can turn into a deeper health risk than diet or lifestyle.  15:30 The importance of learning to honor and process grief for deeper healing during your fertility journey.  “You weren't broken, you were doing the best you knew how—and that's all you can control.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/why-ignoring-grief-keeps-you-stuck-in-infertility-how-to-finally-break-through  Let's Do This Together

NAD+ Anti-Aging Breakthrough: How This Molecule Could Reverse Aging and Treat Alzheimer's Disease | Clinical Trial Results from Leading Longevity Researcher Dr. Evandro FangSome links are affiliate links so we will earn a commission when they are used to purchase products.Dr. Evandro Fang from the University of Oslo reveals groundbreaking research on NAD+ and its role in combating aging and neurodegenerative diseases. In this interview, Dr. Fang discusses his lab's pioneering work on mitophagy (mitochondrial cleanup) and how NAD+ precursors like NR and NMN have shown remarkable results in clinical trials for premature aging disorders. He shares dramatic case studies, including a 3-year-old Austrian boy who regained motor skills after NAD+ treatment, and explains the molecular mechanisms behind aging at the cellular level. The conversation covers his upcoming Phase 2 clinical trial using Urolithin A for Alzheimer's disease, the challenges of translating longevity research into approved therapies, and combination approaches involving exercise and caloric restriction. Dr. Fang provides practical insights into current NAD+ supplementation evidence while addressing safety concerns and optimal dosing strategies. This technical but accessible discussion offers valuable perspectives on the future of anti-aging medicine and therapeutic interventions for age-related diseases.

"You have to get sick of your own shit before you can make radical change. No shortcuts, no excuses." Topics Discussed: Fertility burnout & emotional loops Radical self-awareness and inner frequency Energy and mindset shifts for conception Unlearning societal and personal expectations Practical joy-based strategies for fertility Your nervous system is listening to every thought, every feeling—get out of the loop or it keeps running your life. Hello, beautiful souls. Monica here... If you've ever felt like your fertility journey is a relentless hamster wheel, you're not alone. In this episode, I continue part two of my conversation with Diane Flores as we dive deep into how emotional looping, control freak spirals, and toxic productivity can hijack your body's ability to conceive. We're talking about the cellular level, the stuff nobody else wants to tell you, where your joy, boundaries, and radical honesty are actually medicine. We break down the real work: not just yoga, meditation, or the “full moon ritual” hype, but how to show up in your mundane life with presence, awareness, and self-love. Diane shares her own journey of letting go of the story that her value depended on perfection and performance, and how tiny shifts in mindset, movement, and energy recalibration can literally change your fertility. This episode is for the women ready to stop white-knuckling, to stop comparing, and to start leaning into the magic of their own body's wisdom. Expect laughter, tears, and some straight-up, unapologetic truth. Press play and let's do this together—you're not broken, you're just human, and your next chapter is waiting. The more you shift your inner frequency, the more the world around you starts to shift too. Timestamps: 02:58 How to move past the negative loop and find joy in the mundaneness of life.  06:26 The importance of unlearning old stories and creating a life that serves you.  10:28 Diane on how she shifted her mindset through meditation, self-awareness, and radical honesty.  13:27 Daily energy practices and check-ins you can adopt as foundational fertility work.  18:17 The power of releasing control and how that impacts conception and relationships.  25:14 Diane shares the lonely and difficult journey of motherhood and how it taught her the importance of investing in herself.  Your reality is made up, but you are the creator—stop controlling, start leaning in, and watch everything respond.  Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-real-block-to-fertility-success-breaking-free-from-control-stress-infertility-struggles-with-diane-flores-part-two  Connect with Diane Flores: Health and Hot 7 Day Challenge- https://www.bossbitchradio.com/healthy-hot-challenge Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/dianeflores_ifbb_pro/ Podcast: https://www.bossbitchradio.com/podcast Let's Do This Together

“If you can dance on a stripper pole, you can do anything.” Topics Discussed: Why control and masculine energy block fertility Movement, strength training, and feminine power Nervous system healing for conception Reclaiming joy and cellular health in fertility “You can't heal your fertility while living like a robot.” Hello Beautiful, Monica here… Let's get real. If you're stuck in the infertility loop, white-knuckling every supplement, every meal plan, every fertility protocol—chances are you're living in overdrive. You've been taught control equals safety. But in reality? That hyper-masculine energy is hijacking your nervous system and shutting down your flow. This week, I sit down with Diane, who went from teen mom to pole dance studio owner to strength coach—and her story is pure proof that women can alchemize struggle into power. We talk about pole dancing as medicine (yes, seriously), how movement cracks open confidence, and why so many women trade joy for control without even realizing it. Spoiler: control is just an illusion, and your womb knows it. If you've been carrying resentment toward your body, obsessing over timelines, or looping in that same “why not me” story—this episode is your mirror. It's raw, it's cheeky, and it's a loving call to unclench, release, and remember: your fertility thrives on joy, not burnout. Press play. Your nervous system (and your future baby) will thank you. “Joy isn't a luxury. It's a fertility strategy.” Timestamps:  02:10 Diane shares her background story and life experiences, and how they have shaped her passion for empowering women. 12:00 The invisible mental load women carry and the importance of taking radical responsibility to change your life.  14:40 Understanding the hidden cost of operating from a place of masculine energy and how to stop.  18:00 She explains how she learned to show up for herself and stopped operating with masculine energy.  22:41 The importance of learning that the magic is in the journey, doing what you're supposed to without forcing things.  26:32 The power of choosing joy and flow as medicine for your fertility journey.  “Your cells are listening to every emotion you feed them.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-surprising-fertility-strategy-you-haven-t-tried-joy-strength-emotional-healing-during-infertility-with-diane-flores-part-one  Connect with Diane Flores: Health and Hot 7 Day Challenge-https://www.bossbitchradio.com/healthy-hot-challenge Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/dianeflores_ifbb_pro/ Podcast: https://www.bossbitchradio.com/podcast Let's Do This Together

A potential functional cure for HIV could be just months away from human trials. Dr. Lanna reveals how her company Sentcell is using cellular rejuvenation to eliminate HIV reservoirs—and the surprising anti-aging benefits that come with it.n this groundbreaking interview, Dr. Lanna, founder and CEO of Sentcell, explains how his team has developed a revolutionary approach to HIV treatment that could eliminate the need for lifelong antiretroviral therapy. Unlike traditional strategies that target the virus directly, Sentcell's method uses a molecule called DOS to rejuvenate CD4 T-cells, triggering them to naturally clear HIV DNA from their own genomes through a process that mimics elite controllers—rare individuals who can suppress HIV without medication. The treatment works by reactivating dormant cellular pathways that outcompete HIV's integration machinery, effectively reversing viral integration and clearing infected cells within days to weeks. Beyond HIV, Dr. Lanna discusses his team's discovery of "rivers of telomeres"—vesicle structures released by rejuvenated T-cells that can systemically rejuvenate other organs and extend lifespan by 12-17 months in animal studies. With Phase 1 human trials planned for 2026 at University College London, this research represents a potential paradigm shift from managing HIV as a chronic condition to achieving a functional cure.

“Resentment is like emotional cement. If it hardens, it clogs your flow.” Topics Discussed:  Resentment in fertility struggles and IVF trauma Emotional burnout and subconscious patterns blocking pregnancy Partner resentment and navigating unequal fertility burdens Transforming resentment, grief, and anger into clarity and power “You cannot logic your way out of resentment. You have to feel it, name it, speak it.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here... Let's get real: resentment is that hot, heavy energy that creeps in when you've been holding it together for too long. It's the quiet rage when your partner doesn't “get it,” the sting when another woman gets pregnant doing all the wrong things, or the heartbreak of feeling like your body betrayed you. Resentment builds in silence, in over-giving, in minimizing your truth—and it will block your fertility just as much as poor egg quality or high cortisol. Resentment isn't just an emotion. It's an energy that hardens, clogs your flow, and eventually becomes a cellular issue—tight fascia, hormonal misfires, nervous system chaos. You can eat the kale and do the yoga, but if resentment is looping like an old VHS tape in your cells, your body won't feel safe to conceive. The only way through? Radical honesty, naming your truth, and alchemizing the pain into power. This is about cleaning up your emotional junk drawer before you step into motherhood. Because bitterness is not the inheritance your baby is calling for. Love, joy, presence—those are. So press play, get radically honest with yourself, and start shifting resentment into clarity, power, and a womb space that feels safe again. “Where have you swallowed your truth? That's where resentment is living.” Timestamps: 01:58 How resentment shows up toward partners and women who “have it easier” in their journey. 03:08 The resentment that shows up from feeling betrayed by your body and dismissed by the system.  04:25 How resentment hardens into disconnection and blocks conception. 06:05 The lonely truth of the fertility journey and how resentment impacts cellular health and hormones. 08:59 How to identify resentment, plus tools for alchemizing it into clarity and empowerment.  “We're not carrying bitterness into motherhood. That's the old version of you.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/why-resentment-is-draining-your-fertility-energy-how-to-finally-break-free  Let's Do This Together

"Choose your hard. The medical rut that keeps you powerless, or the radical responsibility that brings you back to life." Topics Discussed: Egg quality myths and what science really shows Synthetic supplements vs food-derived support for fertility Nervous system, trauma, and the hidden impact on hormones Functional medicine vs outdated fertility protocols How cellular health and autophagy support conception Breaking the cycle of burnout and medical gaslighting "Doctors are still running junky 80s science while your body is asking for the truth." Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here. In this episode, we continue part two of our conversation with Leslie Kenny. Let's get real for a second. Most fertility clinics are still serving up recycled science from the 80s, handing out the same tired lines: “Your eggs are bad, your only hope is IVF.” Meanwhile, your body is quietly whispering, “Feed me, regulate me, stop drowning me in synthetics.” This conversation with Leslie goes straight into the cellular level—where fertility actually begins. We talk oogenesis, autophagy, hormones, and why food-derived spermidine is a fertility ally while synthetic versions can wreck the very ovaries you're trying to support. We call out the medical gaslighting that tells you your thyroid doesn't matter, that your trauma doesn't count, that lifestyle is irrelevant. Spoiler: all of it matters. This isn't about buying into another protocol. This is about reclaiming your biology, listening to your nervous system, and realizing that your fertility struggle is not proof of being broken—it's your invitation to wake up to radical self-responsibility. The cherry on top might be the baby, but the real win is the long, vibrant life you create for yourself and your family. Press play. Let's rewrite the fertility script. "Pregnancy isn't a health certificate. Stop believing that just because you got pregnant, you're thriving." Timestamps: 01:40 Synthetic vs. natural spermidine and the danger of taking synthetic supplements.  04:30 Understanding cortisol, hormones, and the fertility-stress connection.  07:24 The egg quality myths, medical gaslighting, and the power of taking radical responsibility to change your health. 11:05 The impact of trauma, cortisol, and chronic inflammation on the nervous system.  17:13 We discuss conscious motherhood, which starts at conception, and breaking generational patterns.  19:08 How you can reverse biological age and take care of yourself to live a happy and longer life as an older mom.  22:53 The power of practicing balance, listening to your intuition, and honoring wisdom from ancestral health. "Your nervous system is the hologram running the show. If you're not healing, start there." Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-real-reason-you-re-not-getting-pregnant-outdated-science-infertility-burnout-emotional-healing-with-leslie-kenny-part-two  Connect with Leslie Kenny:  https://www.instagram.com/lesliesnewprime/ https://oxfordhealthspan.com https://oxfordlongevityproject.org https://oxford-healthspan.myshopify.com/FindingFertility Your 15% off: FINDINGFERTILITY15 Let's Do This Together

“Your fertility is innate. Your body knows what to do.” Topics Discussed: IVF burnout, failed treatments, and emotional recovery Autoimmune conditions and how they impact fertility The role of thyroid health in fertility success Lifestyle shifts: diet, sleep, stress, movement, trauma therapy Reversing biological age for reproductive health Why patience and time can be your fertility superpower “I spent over $100,000 on IVF and got pregnant naturally after healing my thyroid.” Hello Beautiful. Monica here, and today's episode is proof that your body is not broken, even if IVF made you feel like it is. Leslie and I dive into the messy, honest truth about fertility treatments, autoimmune chaos, and what happens when you stop outsourcing your power to doctors and start listening to your own body. She was told donor eggs were her only shot. Five rounds of IVF, tens of thousands of dollars, specialists across the world—and still nothing. But once she discovered the missing link (a thyroid wrecked by autoimmune disease) and actually supported her body instead of suppressing it, everything changed. She got pregnant naturally at 43. No charts, no meds, no needles. Just balance, presence, and trust. This conversation is going to ruffle some feathers, because we're calling out the control freak spirals, the fertility industry scare tactics, and the toxic “just stay positive” advice that leaves women burnt out and disconnected. What you'll hear instead is radical honesty, a reminder that your biological age is not your destiny, and a soul-deep permission slip to slow the hell down and let your body lead. Press play now. Your ovaries, your womb, and your nervous system are waiting for this one. “Patience and time are the two great healers—and yes, even in your 40s, it's still possible.” Timestamps: 01:57 Leslie's IVF story: 5 failed rounds, autoimmune diseases, and hidden thyroid damage.  06:15 The perfect storm blocking fertility: stress, poor sleep, diet, and disconnection.  10:15 The fertility industry's lies about age and why cellular health matters more when dealing with infertility.  12:44 The dangers of over-controlling your body and how to find balance instead.  18:10 The long-term health effects of IVF, the truth about epigenetics, and the importance of taking care of your cellular health.  20:40 Leslie explains how she reversed her biological age from 39 to 21 and how you can reverse your fertility age.  23:47 The science of spermidine, cell renewal, fertility longevity, and the overall health of a mother.  “You're not wasting time by healing—you're buying back years of fertility and life.” Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/from-failed-ivf-to-natural-pregnancy-the-real-fertility-breakthrough-doctors-don-t-tell-you-with-leslie-kenny-part-one  Connect with Leslie Kenny: https://www.instagram.com/lesliesnewprime/ https://oxfordhealthspan.com https://oxfordlongevityproject.org https://oxford-healthspan.myshopify.com/FindingFertility Your 15% off: FINDINGFERTILITY15 Let's Do This Together

Peace never came from numbers or outcomes. My body was asking to be heard, not fixed.    Topics Discussed IVF's emotional and somatic impact on the body Trauma stored in the fascia, the womb, and the nervous system Functional freeze during fertility treatments Difference between consent and true emotional safety How presence and sovereignty change your IVF experience Preparing your nervous system for fertility treatments The body doesn't forget what it wasn't given space to process. Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here. This episode is not about protocols or lab results. It's about what no one tells you when you're moving through IVF—the way your body keeps score, not in numbers, but in tension, tightness, and silence. I share my personal journey of realizing how deeply my body had been overridden in the name of doing everything “right,” and how I finally saw the truth hiding underneath the scans and blood draws. We're talking about the residue. The frozen places. The subtle ways your body whispers “no” while your mind keeps saying “yes.” IVF isn't just another dental checkup. It's intimate, invasive, and sometimes downright disorienting. And if no one teaches you how to stay present, your nervous system quietly takes the hit. This conversation is raw, it's tender, and it's probably the thing you've been feeling but didn't have words for. If you've been moving through treatments and still feel unsettled, exhausted, or disconnected, this episode is your permission slip to stop abandoning your body. Press play and discover how everything changes when you bring your body with you. Sovereignty isn't about rejecting treatment. It's about refusing to abandon yourself in it. Timestamps: 03:02 The breathwork moment that cracked everything open, and I realized that my body wasn't broken, just unheard.  05:38 How I lived three years in autopilot, chasing numbers and procedures that only disconnected me.  07:37 Understanding why IVF is not just another medical appointment but a highly taxing experience. 08:43 How the body keeps score in the fascia, womb, and nervous system, even without you realizing it. 10:38 How to heal your old IVF treatment trauma and choose it differently next time.  You are not crazy for still feeling things from years ago. That's intelligence, not dysfunction. Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/why-ivf-feels-like-trauma-and-the-path-to-reclaiming-your-body-safety-and-fertility-success  Let's Do This Together

Discover why muscle power—not just strength—is the key predictor of healthy aging and longevity. Exercise physiologist Dr. Stuart Phillips reveals groundbreaking research showing that older adults can safely engage in power training, challenging decades of conventional wisdom about senior fitness.In this interview renowned exercise physiologist and gerontology expert Dr. Stuart Phillips from McMaster University shares cutting-edge insights into optimizing exercise and nutrition for healthy aging. Dr. Phillips, who has spent decades researching muscle physiology and aging, breaks down the science behind successful aging and reveals why most people are focusing on the wrong metrics.

Supplements become very expensive pee if you're not lowering your inflammation. Topics Discussed: Spirit babies and soul contracts in fertility journeys Outsourcing vs embodying personal empowerment Desperation, intuition, and fertility choices Radical honesty in healing and coaching Inflammation, nervous system health, and IVF readiness Why joy and self-worth are essential for conception If you're looking for a yes person, I'm not her—and that's exactly why my clients heal. Hello, Beautiful! Monica here, and today, Abigail and I are diving straight into the messy, magical, and often misunderstood world of spirit babies, soul contracts, and the radical honesty required on your fertility journey. This isn't a fluffy conversation about dates and genders—this is about the deeper layers of healing, the work that either sets you free or keeps you stuck in a desperate cycle of searching for answers outside yourself. I share real client stories that will make you rethink what “empowerment” actually looks like, from the woman who rewrote her soul contract and turned her health around, to the one who slipped into outsourcing her power and missed the point of her own growth. Abigail and I peel back the curtain on why people crave black-and-white answers, when the truth is found in the gray—in your daily choices, your willingness to do the work, and your courage to face radical honesty. At the end of the day, fertility isn't just about getting pregnant. It's about reclaiming your joy, dismantling old narratives, and refusing to let desperation dictate your path. If you've ever asked for a quick fix or begged for someone to give you the “right answer,” this episode is your reminder: the only magic lies in showing up for yourself. Press play and let's get real. The worst thing isn't not becoming a mom—it's losing yourself while trying. Timestamps: 01:49 Spirit babies, soul contracts, and stories about when spirit baby readings do more harm than good.  06:40 The IVF desperation and the real reason clients get stuck after intuitive readings.  12:00 We explain why you'll never get a sugar-coated yes from us or the answers you want to hear. 18:00 Why lack of joy is a major fertility block, plus learning how to show up authentically in your fertility journey.  23:10 Understanding that the ultimate goal of this fertility journey is to show up for yourself with or without kids. 30:17 What no one tells you about soul contracts and spirit babies' choices.  32:05 How to use readings for empowerment and without losing your own intuition.  Stop outsourcing your empowerment—you are the only one who can do the work. Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/how-to-stop-outsourcing-your-power-and-reclaim-your-fertility-now  Connect with Abigail: Website: https://www.breathoflifellc.com/    Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/breathoflife_healer/ Let's Do This Together

If you keep identifying as the woman who struggles, you'll stay stuck in that struggle. Topics Discussed Identity and subconscious patterns in infertility Why control and overdoing sabotage fertility Nervous system regulation and daily triggers Emotional spirals, jealousy, and comparison Radical responsibility in breaking fertility patterns Consistency in the practices that create lasting change You're not infertile, you're dealing with a fertility issue and deeper patterns of control, fear, and self-worth. Hello, beautiful souls. Today, we're cracking open one of the juiciest truths I wish I had known earlier in my fertility and motherhood journey: who you believe yourself to be might actually be what's keeping you stuck. When your identity is wrapped up in “the woman who struggles to conceive,” you unconsciously broadcast that story again and again, and your body follows suit. This episode isn't about doing more—more diets, more protocols, more supplements. It's about the radical shift that happens when you stop identifying with the struggle and start collapsing old patterns. From spiraling over triggers to reaching for numbing tools like wine, scrolling, or endless Googling, I'm giving you real talk on how to unhook from the stories that are stealing your energy. Think of it like finally cleaning out the emotional junk drawer—you don't need another gadget, you need to stop digging in the same clutter. If you're tired of living in cycles of burnout, control freak spirals, and constant “not enoughness,” this is your wake-up call. You don't have to be defined by a diagnosis, a failed round, or a past identity. Press play and let's get you into the frequency of the woman who trusts her body, holds her boundaries, and stops replaying the same old tape. Lasting change doesn't come from doing more; it comes from dissolving the parts of you that no longer serve who you're becoming. Timestamps 01:20 Understanding when your identity keeps you stuck in infertility. 03:20 Triggers, spirals, and how to break old narratives that you identify with during your journey. 07:20 How to shift your mindset and choose a new story instead of numbing patterns.  15:03 The importance of letting go of control patterns and being consistent in creating lasting change.  20:3 Unlearning people pleasing, high-achieving, and fertility burnout to rewrite your identity.  27:05 The power of healing and unhooking from identity to become a conscious mama.  How you do one thing is how you do everything—your fertility journey is showing you the patterns that need to shift for life. Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-identity-trap-releasing-the-infertile-label-for-true-fertility-success  Let's Do This Together

Discover why the standard B12 test might be missing your deficiency, and learn the better biomarkers that could reveal if brain fog, fatigue, and cognitive decline are actually nutrition-related rather than age-related.In this deep dive with Dr. Martin Warren, Chief Scientific Officer at the Quadrum Institute and leading B12 researcher, we explore why vitamin B12 deficiency is far more common and complex than most people realize. Dr. Warren explains why standard B12 blood tests are unreliable (with only 50/50 accuracy for detecting deficiency), why the current deficiency cutoff of 148 picomolar may be too low, and how homocysteine and methylmalonic acid are better indicators of functional B12 status. He reveals that B12 deficiency can masquerade as normal aging—causing brain fog, fatigue, and cognitive decline—but is often reversible with proper treatment. The discussion covers why plant-based diets create deficiency risks, how absorption changes with age due to intrinsic factor decline, the connection between B12 and brain health (including white matter damage), and practical testing and supplementation strategies. Dr. Warren also makes a compelling case for revolutionizing healthcare through regular micronutrient monitoring rather than waiting for disease symptoms to appear.

It's not about what you want in the moment; it's about what you want most. Topics Discussed Type A burnout in motherhood Nervous system regulation for moms Balancing health priorities with real connection Letting go of perfectionism in parenting Faith, intuition, and holistic wellness Navigating subconscious beliefs and cultural conditioning You have to trust yourself, and most people don't because they look at their life and think they've failed. Hello Beautiful, Monica here, and I'm about to get real with you on a topic that's way too easy to gloss over—how motherhood can feel soul-suckingly mundane when you're wired as a high-achiever. We're talking cleaning the same damn high chair for the fifteenth time and wondering why your nervous system is screaming for a project plan instead of playtime. We dive deep into how our values can either anchor us or drive us into perfectionist overdrive, especially when it comes to our kids' health. Melisha explains the trap of putting “perfect” above connection, the guilt that comes from letting go, and why sometimes the Gatorade from the sports snack bag is exactly the right call. It's about radical honesty, grace for the slow process, and remembering that consistent, sustainable change beats all-or-nothing sprints every time. You'll hear raw stories about unpacking subconscious beliefs from childhood, faith's role in keeping your values steady, and how to stand in your own discernment when the cultural noise around you is deafening. If you're ready for a conversation that's equal parts loving nudge and truth bomb, press play now. Healing isn't glamorous. It's showing up for yourself in the mundane, over and over again. Timestamps 02:00 The identity crisis that Type A women experience in motherhood and how to redefine what's valuable as a mom. 05:15 The importance of letting go of perfectionism in kids' health and allowing them to learn by themselves. 11:19 Why humility, curiosity, and taking radical responsibility are the real superpowers in healing. 16:31 Melisha on her Christian faith and how she learned to question the culture and trust her intuition more. 21:54 The isolating journey of untangling cultural vs personal beliefs in religion and wellness. Connect with Melisha Meredith IG : https://www.instagram.com/dailywellnesscommunity/ https://www.dailywellnesscommunity.com Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/from-ivf-burnout-to-fertility-breakthrough-why-nervous-system-healing-could-be-your-missing-link-with-melisha-meredith-part-two  Let's Do This Together

"Your fertility journey is your body's way of saying, ‘I need help.'" Topics Discussed: Fertility + Gut Health • Chronic ear infections and immune dysfunction • Natural remedies vs antibiotics • Listening to your body's early warning signs IVF/Medical Trauma • White coat syndrome and disempowered decisions • Intuition ignored in the doctor's office • Failures that reroute us back to self-trust Emotional + Mindset Healing • The emotional toll of motherhood • Body image and subconscious patterning • People-pleasing and fear of authority Subconscious Blocks + Energy Work • Passing down limiting beliefs to your kids • The real reason you can't advocate for yourself • Breaking generational patterns through frequency work Frequency, Coherence, Embodiment + Cellular Health • How your kids mirror your frequency, not your words • Cellular health as a legacy • Radical responsibility and emotional coherence "Knowledge is powerful—but if you don't deal with the emotions behind your habits, you're just decorating your dysfunction." Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be… Today's conversation is for every mama who's ever stood in the doctor's office, heart pounding, wondering if there's a better way. Milisha shares how a cycle of chronic ear infections with her daughter became the spark that ignited a full-blown wellness revolution. We're talking Midwest potlucks, antibiotics, intuition, and that brave moment when you decide: I'm going to trust myself instead. But don't be fooled—this isn't another crunchy-mama flex. We go deeper. Into the emotional trenches. Into the people-pleasing, the mom guilt, and the wild realization that your kids don't mirror your words—they mirror your frequency. That your fertility issues might be your body's cry for help, not a broken system. And that healing isn't just about diet or detox... it's about emotional honesty and energetic alignment. This episode is a potent reminder: your healing matters. Not just for you, but for your future babies, your nervous system, your lineage. Press play and feel the power ripple through you. "Conscious mamas create massive shifts—not just for their families, but for the whole damn planet." 00:00 – Why your frequency matters more than your protocol 03:18 – Fertility struggles as a wake-up call to cellular health 05:05 – The moment Milisha said no to ear tubes and yes to natural healing 09:19 – Gut instincts vs white coat pressure: when to listen to your intuition 13:38 – Why changing your diet isn't enough if you're emotionally stuck 15:04 – The pediatrician showdown: breaking people-pleasing patterns 20:01 – How emotional eating gets passed down through frequency 22:43 – Body shame, generational wounds, and what your daughter really picks up on 26:25 – The hardest part of motherhood for Type A women? The damn mundane Connect with Melisha Meredith IG : https://www.instagram.com/dailywellnesscommunity/ https://www.dailywellnesscommunity.com Full Transcript Over on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/emotional-healing-before-motherhood-the-subconscious-blocks-keeping-you-stuck-with-melisha-meredith-part-one Let's Do This Together

“You're never going to out-energetic your physical issues. And you'll never physical your way out of ignoring your energy.” Topics Discussed What radical responsibility looks like Low progesterone and overlooked physical blocks Energetic burnout vs physical imbalances How to spot where you've fallen off the wagon Getting radically honest with your habits “You can't out-energy a physical imbalance—and you can't out-supplement a lie.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here... and today, we're not sugarcoating it. This is one of those episodes—the kind that hits deep, stings a little, and heals even more. We're talking radical responsibility. Not the hustle kind. The soul-checking, lunch-skipping, progesterone-isn't-a-fluke kind. I had a powerful session with a client who felt like she was doing everything right—tracking, meditating, eating clean—but still stuck in the same cycle. Sound familiar? Here's the truth I had to share with her: You might be doing all the right things, but if you're ignoring known physical issues like low progesterone or gut imbalances, that spiritual hustle is only getting you halfway. Your body needs your honesty. Your presence. Your willingness to go one layer deeper, not for punishment, but for peace. Press play if you're ready to stop outsourcing your power and take your healing into your own damn hands. “If your body could talk, she'd say: I'm still here. I'm still fighting. But I need you too.” Timestamps [01:36] The meaning of radical responsibility and why it will get you faster to your goal. [02:50] Why doing everything right still isn't enough when dealing with low progesterone and ignored red flags. [05:10] The importance of being radically honest and getting back into alignment with both the physical and energetics. [07:40] Why you have to go a level deeper to tackle your autoimmune condition and see success quicker. [09:30] The importance of turning every stone so you never wonder “what if”. “You're not meant to be perfect. You're meant to be proud of how you showed up.” Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/how-to-be-honest-with-yourself-take-radical-responsibility-even-with-a-medical-infertility-diagnosis  Let's Do This Together

“Your body isn't broken. It's begging you to stop treating it like a failed science project.” Topics Discussed Shame, body image, and infertility IVF shame and subconscious fertility beliefs Emotional healing after miscarriage and failed cycles Cellular health and type-A burnout “If your body wasn't healing, you'd already be dead. So maybe give her some credit.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here... This episode isn't here to sugarcoat. It's here to shake up the narrative you've been told about your body. You're not broken. You're not behind. And you sure as hell aren't a fertility failure. You're just running someone else's roadmap—and your body's been trying to scream over the GPS the whole time. I get real about a conversation with a client who spiraled into shame after one miscarriage. One. And that single event labeled her “infertile,” shoved her into IVF timelines, and triggered a full-blown identity crisis. We unpack what actually causes that my body is broken loop—and how you can stop living like a walking fertility statistic. If you've been hustling your way to conception, skipping breakfast and skipping joy, this one's for you. It's time to ditch the factory and come back home to your body. You deserve better than another checklist. You deserve a damn revolution—press play. “Your body is still fighting for you even when you're mad at it. Even when you've given up.” Timestamps [01:23] The importance of realizing that your body isn't broken and it's always fighting for you. [06:00] How to thank your body when you feel like quitting or are too tired to do anything “right”. [07:20] How one miscarriage led to an IVF rabbit hole and why trying harder is hurting your fertility. [08:40] Type A burnout, how it ruins cellular health, and the shame the medical system tricks you into. [10:15] Radical responsibility vs toxic positivity on your fertility journey. “You think you're starting over. You're not. You're starting aligned.”  Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/how-to-stop-feeling-broken-during-infertility-and-start-trusting-your-body-again Let's Do This Together

The To Health With That! Podcast for MTHFR folks has been a wild ride, but so far it's really just Dr. Amy talking about MTHFR.In Season Five, which will start airing in September, I want YOU to talk. Tell me about your experience of being a person with MTHFR gene mutations, tell me what has helped you, what hasn't been helpful, and what you want all the other MTHFR folks out there to know.Your journey probably has other conditions intersecting as well. Maybe it's diabetes, migraines, thyroid conditions, infertility, or breast implant illness. Maybe it's chronic fatigue, mold illness, or something totally different. I want to hear about all of it. If you're an MTHFR mutant, I'd love to hear from you.Share your story on the podcast! Schedule your interview at tohealthwiththat.com or email me with questions. amy@tohealthwiththat.comOr, go straight to the calendar link here: https://calendly.com/amy-tohealthwiththat/new-meetingThanks so much for watching! I have so many other resources for you. Check out the website first for lots of FREE stuff:WEBSITE: https://tohealthwiththat.com/ GENETIC ROCKSTARS (an MTHFR, methylation, and genetics community): community.tohealthwiththat.comAFFILIATE LINKS: Thanks so much for using these links to buy the products you would buy anyway. This allows me to keep putting information out there at no cost to you. You're the best!SEEKING HEALTH (methylation and histamine support supplements - ships internationally): https://bit.ly/3afXYH4STRATEGENE REPORT (detailed genetics using 23andme or ancestry raw data): https://bit.ly/3retbm5FULLSCRIPT (professional grade supplements): https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/thwtQUEEN OF THE THRONE (castor oil and castor oil packs):  https://shop.queenofthethrones.com/amy-tohealthwiththat use code AMY_TOHEALTHWITHTHAT10 for 10% off of any order of $59 or more

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“We've been sold this idea that we can do it all—but no one warned us what it would cost our fertility.” Topics Discussed Medical gaslighting in fertility care The myth of “unexplained infertility” How testing without intuition leads to burnout AMH panic and the IVF fear factory Western medicine vs empowered fertility care Surrendering control while staying empowered “Unexplained infertility is just code for 'we didn't bother to look deeper.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here… and let me just say this: if you've ever felt like your fertility journey has turned into a full-time job with zero PTO, this episode is going to hit. Deep. Today, I'm back with Jenna for a raw, powerful part two. We're digging into the medical gaslighting, the industry that thrives on your fear, and what it really means to make empowered choices around fertility. You'll hear us riff on everything from “golden handcuffs” and birth control's broken promise to how the IVF system is built like a car dealership—complete with the closer. And yes, we're going there. We're naming the truth: you're not broken. Your body is wise. And sometimes the most radical thing you can do is slow the hell down, get outside, and stop living like your worth is measured in checklists and lab results. So, if you've been white-knuckling this journey, waiting for someone to finally say, “You can rest,” this is your permission slip. Press play, take the walk, breathe deeper. You're not alone—and you're not crazy for wanting more than a number on a chart. “If you're not ovulating, you're not connected to nature. And if you're not connected to nature, you're not connected to your intuition. Full stop.” Timestamps [02:25] Understanding why innate fertility is still real and how to reconnect with it. [05:39] How the fertility industry is indoctrinated and profits off your panic. [09:53] What real empowerment in fertility looks like, plus the power of trusting your intuition. [16:40] The hidden risks of IVF nobody's talking about and the importance of boosting cellular health. [19:45] Understanding what “unexplained infertility” really means and why AMH freakouts are messing with your mind. [21:09] Jenna explains the real problem with obsessively testing everything and how to test the right way. [23:38] What low energy says about your fertility readiness and why you should have your energy in check before pregnancy. “The baby doesn't want your hustle. The baby wants your presence.” Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/is-ivf-the-only-way-what-your-doctors-aren-t-telling-you-about-fertility-success  Connect with Jenna Longoria: https://www.instagram.com/theperiodguru/ https://pages.jennalongoria.com/fertility-checklist/  Let's Do This Together

Here Dr Ryan Rossner of Minicircle talks about plasmid gene therapy. We get into what it is, how it works, why it is simpler than viral vector gene therapy and look at some of the results that they have seen.

“Your ovulation is your fifth vital sign. Ignoring it is like ignoring your breath.” Topics Discussed The hidden risks of long-term birth control use PCOS, ovarian cysts, and natural healing Fertility timelines and age myths The emotional cost of control on the fertility journey Hormone-disrupting chemicals and modern lifestyle traps Emotional load, overwork, and reproductive stress Creating space and safety for the baby to arrive Why slowing down is sometimes the real medicine “Your body isn't broken. It's brilliant. And it's begging you to slow down and listen.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here... If you've ever walked out of a doctor's office with more confusion than clarity and a birth control script you didn't ask for, this episode is going to hit home. I'm talking with the incredible Jenna Longoria—aka the Period Guru—who's lived the nightmare of being dismissed, medicated, and nearly losing an ovary on her honeymoon. Yep. You read that right. We unpack how years of fake hormones can shut down your body and your intuition, how the post-pill rollercoaster almost took Jenna out, and why timelines are straight-up illusions that fuel fertility burnout. We also go there with the truth about PCOS, secondary infertility, and why sometimes your baby hasn't arrived yet… because your body is asking you to come home to it first. Jenna and I crack open a raw, honest conversation about the toxic pressure to do more, be more, push harder... and the quiet truth your body's been whispering all along. We talk about the deep conditioning that keeps women sprinting through burnout while TTC and the illusion of control IVF sometimes offers. This isn't a blame game, it's a wake-up call. Because if you're trying to create life from a body that's running on empty, something's got to give. We get radically real about redefining success, softening the grip, and why sometimes creating space (literally and emotionally) is the most fertile thing you can do. It's not about giving up your dreams. It's about remembering that you're already worthy — before the baby, before the timeline, before all the boxes get checked. Press play if you're ready to trade hustle for healing and make space for a miracle. “The answer to our fertility crisis isn't more IVF. It's more rest, more presence, more truth.” Timestamps [01:17] Jenna shares her story of painful periods, PCOS, the birth control pill, and her healing journey. [04:37] How disconnection from your natural cycle silences your intuition. [07:45] Age, fear, the myth of the fertility cliff, and why control and timelines are sabotaging your fertility. [13:10] How modern life and everyday chemicals disrupt our hormones and fertility. [16:34] The hard truth about overdoing, overworking, and the disconnect from your essence. [19:00] Understanding why connection and presence matter more than performance. [22:30] How to get radically honest with yourself and create space your future baby can feel. [24:39] The deeper reason your baby might be waiting to come through. “If you're not ovulating, you're disconnected from your intuition and the source.” Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-real-reason-ivf-isn-t-working-burnout-control-and-your-body-s-cry-for-rest  Connect with Jenna Longoria: https://www.instagram.com/theperiodguru/ https://pages.jennalongoria.com/fertility-checklist/ Let's Do This Together

We are just a hologram projection of the patterns we run from our past until we stand up and change them. Topics Discussed Functional vs. Western medicine thyroid ranges How perfectionism and suppressed expression block healing Gut healing as the foundation of hormonal balance Misleading food sensitivity tests Energetics of autoimmune fertility challenges Releasing childhood wounds stored in the body Energetics of healing the inner child You think just because it hasn't happened yet, you need medical assistance. But what if that timing is your transformation? Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here... Today's episode goes deep; we're talking about thyroids, but not just the kind your lab work pretends is fine. I'm cutting through the medical gaslighting and calling out the perfectionism that's been silently running your show since you were a girl who learned being good and quiet was safer than being heard. You don't need a thyroid diagnosis to feel this one. We're looking at how being a high-achieving, Type A goddess with zero chill and a tightly clenched jaw might actually be the root of your fertility struggle. Yeah, I said it. It's not about pink lines; it is about reclaiming your voice, body, and energy from the inside out. If your gut is “healed” but you still can't get pregnant, or if your labs are “normal” but your intuition is screaming, this episode is your reminder: your healing journey is not a damn checklist. It's a reckoning. If you're doing all the things and still feel stuck in the same fertility loop, this one's for you. We're diving into the kind of work that doesn't show up on lab reports but lives in your nervous system. That burning sensation in your throat? It might not just be your thyroid. It could be decades of words unsaid, versions of your unseen, and emotions unexpressed. If you're done outsourcing your healing and ready to become the most expressed, magnetic, and deeply safe version of you. Press play. Your healing journey isn't about doing more. It's about becoming more of who you were before the world told you to be less. Timestamps 02:23 Perfectionism, not being heard, and how it links to fertility blocks. 06:15 Understanding when medical support is needed and why you should go into it empowered. 07:35 What Western medicine misses in thyroid testing and why thyroid is the root cause for fertility struggles.   10:17 Gut health truths that no one is telling you and the importance of doing the right things for you. 12:23 Why your “clean” diet might still be inflammatory and the energetic root of thyroid issues. 18:04 How your body holds on to old emotional wounds and how to release that pain. 23:18 Why physical and energetic healing must happen together. The reason that situation still impacts your life is because you're still holding the emotion tied to it. Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/you-don-t-need-a-thyroid-diagnosis-to-be-affected-the-hidden-energy-hormone-block-you-re-missing-during-infertility-ivf-2  Let's Do This Together

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“Consciousness means I'm so aware of my gaps that I can't ignore them anymore.” Topics Discussed The 4 pillars of conscious living for fertility How unresolved childhood trauma affects your fertility Relationship dynamics and their impact on healing The hidden costs of ignoring emotional wellness Energy hygiene as daily self-maintenance The 5 stages of transformation The myth of instant results & the addiction to new protocols What true surrender looks like on a cellular level Intuition, inner wisdom & releasing expectations “You cannot be successful in your purpose if your intimate life is falling apart.” Hello Beautiful Souls, Monica here... What if the fertility “protocol” you're chasing isn't the one you actually need? In today's second half of Tania's fire-filled conversation, we're diving deep into the gaps. The ones you're avoiding. The messy, human, “I thought I already healed that” corners of life that keep bleeding into your fertility journey, your marriage, your mental health, your everything. We talk about what it means to be conscious, not just within yourself, but in how you show up in your relationships, your communication, your health, and your purpose. Spoiler alert: Most people are nailing 1–2 of these pillars and flat-lining the rest. That imbalance? It leaks. It drags down your progress. It feeds burnout. This episode breaks down the five emotional and energetic stages you move through on the path to motherhood, entrepreneurship, healing, hell, even marriage. We discuss why most women sabotage their progress by jumping to the next shiny thing and how real transformation happens when you stay put and let it suck for a while. It's the space where your nervous system gets regulated, your inner voice gets louder, and your cells finally get the memo: We're safe now. One of Tania's friends got pregnant the one month she stopped trying—because she wanted to enjoy a Vegas bachelorette party. Her body finally exhaled, and boom. That's not magic—it's biology meeting surrender. Ready to stop quitting on yourself when things get hard? Press play. “Anything that works quickly shouldn't be the only solution—you just need more patience, not another protocol.” Timestamps 01:25 The 4 pillars of a conscious life and how your childhood story bleeds into your fertility story. 04:38 How fixing your marriage and relationship dynamics can transform your fertility. 07:40 The importance of energy hygiene: the non-negotiable self-care you're skipping. 11:18 The 5 stages you must move through for transformation and why most people quit at stage 3. 14:42 Why patience and surrendering to the waiting room matter more than protocol. 17:34 The four fertility pillars & how to check your own gaps without overwhelming yourself. 19:08 The power of meditation and how to access your intuition when the world won't shut up. “You start with one micro step, then the next one appears—and suddenly you're 100 steps in.” Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/part-two-tania-khazaal  Connect with Tania Khazaal https://www.instagram.com/taniatheherbalist/ Let's Do This Together

“Meeting your own goals is self-care. Dopamine is healing.” Topics Discussed Autoimmune issues in women & internal progress Suppression, toxic relationships & chronic illness How herbalism helped reverse years of health issues Emotional trauma as a root cause of physical symptoms Stress, stagnation & the root of chronic symptoms Autoimmunity & energetic misalignment Subconscious triggers in motherhood Postpartum crashes after fertility success “Suppression might be more dangerous than alcohol, because you carry it 24/7.” Show Notes Summary Hello Beautiful, Monica here, and today we're going there. Deep. Raw. No fluff. Tania the Herbalist joins me for a truth-bomb-packed convo that will stop you in your tracks (and maybe call you out gently while doing it). We talk about why so many women with autoimmune issues are stuck in survival mode, chasing healing from every angle, supplements, diets, protocols, but still not getting better. Tanya opens up about puking from anxiety every morning, insomnia that felt like a life sentence, and the moment she realized her body was begging her to stop suppressing. Not fixing, feeling. This isn't about another green smoothie or fertility-friendly tea. It's about emotional constipation. About how not speaking your truth, staying in the wrong relationships, and never making real progress for you, not your kids, your boss, or your to-do list, is silently wrecking your immune system. We're unpacking what it really means to live in survival mode while chasing fertility goals, snapping at your partner, catching every cold, ruminating over laundry like it's life or death. It's not just stress. It's your soul suffocating under default energy loops and outdated purpose narratives. We're not here to slap another “modality” on the wound. We're here to ask: What stories are you playing on repeat while folding your laundry? What do you believe about success, and does it actually excite you? This convo will challenge you, shake you up, and (lovingly) drag your nervous system out of its emotional junk drawer. So hit play and let's dive into what's really keeping your body in a holding pattern, and how to finally shift it. “Healing happens when you stop externalizing the problem and remember who the f*ck you are.” Timestamps 01:44 Understanding why a significant number of women suffer from autoimmune illnesses. 03:50 Tanya's rock-bottom moment with anxiety, insomnia & burnout and her journey into herbalism. 07:09 The toxicity of unspoken relationships and how suppression breaks you. 10:23 The power of mirror works in helping you face your inner demons and find healing. 15:20 The everyday energy that shapes your life and why joylessness and stagnation are the real fertility killers. 20:11 What success actually looks like and how to reverse engineer it. 21:35 Understanding that kids don't fix you - they show you where you're broken. 23:19 Postpartum crashes & the cost of not healing before motherhood. “The body will scream until you listen. The signs are everywhere; you just keep overriding them.” Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/part-one-with-tania-khazaal  Connect with Tania Khazaal https://www.instagram.com/taniatheherbalist/ Let's Do This Together

"Transformation does not happen through information, it happens through integration." Topics Discussed: Fertility + Gut Health: Why your future child deserves a body not riddled with food sensitivities, gut issues, and autoimmune risk IVF or Medical Trauma: Breaking the cycle of overdoing and Type A-ing your way through fertility Emotional and Mindset Healing: Moving through miscarriage grief with grace and surrender Subconscious Blocks and Energy Work: Dismantling trauma patterns disguised as ambition Frequency, Coherence, Embodiment, Cellular Health: Creating inner safety through embodied action and slowing down "Rushing is often a trauma response dressed up as ambition." Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be...This episode is either going to feel like a deep, gentle hug for your soul or a slap across the face with radical truth. Maybe both. Either way, it's what you need to hear if you've ever thought, “I'm doing everything right, so why am I still stuck?” We're done collecting more knowledge. This is about living the work. Feeling it. Embodying it. And practicing it in the boring, everyday moments where transformation actually happens. You'll hear why slowing down isn't laziness, it's sacred. Why the “hustle harder” mentality is just dressed-up fear. And why stillness is your most potent medicine if you let it sink in long enough to actually do its thing. So if you're exhausted from research, burnout, and trying to hyper-control your way into pregnancy, this episode is your permission slip to get radically honest, wildly self-aware, and finally… peaceful. Because this work doesn't just change your fertility, it changes who you are as a mother, a partner, and a soul. "You know it's working when you don't spiral during the two-week wait or another pregnancy announcement." Timestamps 00:00 – Why your frequency matters more than your protocol 02:55 – Rushing is a trauma response, not ambition 04:22 – The magic of consistent energetic rewiring in the mundane 09:39 – Why slowing down builds more time, not less 14:12 – Moving through miscarriage with surrender and grace 20:36 – The real fallout of Type A fertility that no one talks about "Stillness is medicine, but only if you stay long enough to receive it." Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/why-you-still-feel-stuck-on-in-infertility-hell-even-after-doing-everything-right Let's Do This Together

In the last episode, we talked about CBD as a methylation adaptogen, but we haven' talked too much about that term so let's dive in. We know that everyday methylation is important for people with the MTHFR gene or with any methylation dysfunction, but it turns out that long-term methylation care is important too and this can be achieved by getting methylation adaptogens.Methylation adaptogens are substances that help to regulate the amount your genes are methylated. Remember that when genes are methyalted, they are turned off and when they are unmethylated they are turned on. So having stretches of your genome that are undermethylated means the genes in there are allowed to function out of control, and that could lead to bigger problems like cancer.Methylating your genes appropriately is one of the long-term ways to prevent disease and even benefit your children, because research has shown that the way you methylate your genes might pass to your children. Not just the genes themselves, but the methylation tags.The most researched compounds that have been called methylation adaptogens come from food sources - things like caffeic acid from coffee and cruciferous veggies, lycopene from tomatoes and watermelon, resveratrol from red wine. Thanks so much for watching! I have so many other resources for you. Check out the website first for lots of FREE stuff:WEBSITE: https://tohealthwiththat.com/ GENETIC ROCKSTARS (an MTHFR, methylation, and genetics community): community.tohealthwiththat.comAFFILIATE LINKS: Thanks so much for using these links to buy the products you would buy anyway. This allows me to keep putting information out there at no cost to you. You're the best!SEEKING HEALTH (methylation and histamine support supplements - ships internationally): https://bit.ly/3afXYH4STRATEGENE REPORT (detailed genetics using 23andme or ancestry raw data): https://bit.ly/3retbm5FULLSCRIPT (professional grade supplements): https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/thwtQUEEN OF THE THRONE (castor oil and castor oil packs):  https://shop.queenofthethrones.com/amy-tohealthwiththat use code AMY_TOHEALTHWITHTHAT10 for 10% off of any order of $59 or more

Today we're here with Dr. Mark Sherwood answering your questions! We're talking about tic disorders, supplements for depression and anxiety, sealants and fluoride for teeth, growth hormone shots, HPV, testosterone therapy for men, group B strep in pregnancy, systemic yeast helpers, and more!Sponsor: No matter where you live, visit the Functional Medical Institute online today to connect with Drs Mark and Michele Sherwood. Go to homeschoolhealth.com to get connected and see some of my favorites items. Use coupon code HEIDI for 20% off!Answers in Genesis | AnswersBibleCurriculum.com/HEIDIRVL Discipleship Curriculum | RVLCurriculum.com/heidi HEIDI10Give Send Go | givesendgo.comBrave Books | heidibrave.comLifestone Ministries | Lifestoneministries.com/heidi Show mentions: heidistjohn.com/mentionsWebsite | heidistjohn.comSupport the show! | donorbox.org/donation-827Rumble | rumble.com/user/HeidiStJohnYouTube | youtube.com/@HeidiStJohnPodcastInstagram | @heidistjohnFacebook | Heidi St. JohnX | @heidistjohn Faith That Speaks Online CommunitySubmit your questions for Mailbox Monday heidistjohn.net/mailboxmonday

Your nervous system needs to feel safe by not doing anything. Topics Discussed Intuition practices for fertility Spirit baby communication Nervous system regulation and safety Letting go of control to access inner guidance Written dialogue technique for emotional clarity Fear of surrender during conception journeys Subconscious resistance to intuitive guidance You're not relinquishing control, you're gaining real power. Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be… This episode is for every woman who's ever clenched her jaw trying to "do it right" and still felt completely lost. If you're crushing the diet, the supplements, the yoga, and yet still find yourself spiraling with anxiety and doubt, this is the wake-up call you didn't know you needed. We're going beyond the to-do list and deep into the intuitive zone, where the real shifts happen, not through hustle, but through hearing. You'll meet Katie, a medical intuitive who unapologetically invites you to drop the productivity addiction and sit with yourself for five freaking minutes. We unpack the radical idea that connecting with your spirit baby, your body, or your guides isn't woo: it's wise. And it's exactly what your burnout brain has been begging for. The truth? Your obsession with control might be the block. And the magic? It lives in the messy middle, where you breathe, listen, and get honest. Press play if you're ready to stop. Control is a survival mechanism, but it doesn't always serve us. Timestamps 02:15 A writing technique to calm your nervous system and access intuition and the lessons you'll learn. 05:45 Why most women struggle to sit with themselves and listen to their intuition. 06:29 How to let your inner guidance team actually help you to feel safe doing “nothing”. 09:07 How to handle scary truths that surface during intuitive work. 12:02 Understanding that radical changes often come from discomfort until you pay attention. 16:58 Why you need to prioritize your child over societal or familial expectations. 19:44 The importance of intentional change to avoid the same stress patterns carrying into pregnancy, postpartum, and parenting. The more you get what you need from your inner source, the less external noise matters. Connect with Katie Beecher www.katiebeecher.com   Medical & Emotional Intuitive & Medium                  Licensed Professional Counselor      Book: Heal From Within: A Guide to Intuitive Wellness https://amzn.to/3LySBUA   Instagram @katiebeecher_medical_intuitive    www.facebook.com/beechermedicalintuitive   Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/katie-beecher-medical-intuitive-part-two  Let's Do This Together

“Are you willing to look somewhere else—or are you just hoping the same path magically works?” Topics Discussed Energetic and spiritual root causes of infertility Soul contracts and past life agreements around parenthood Intuitive healing beyond the physical body Trauma, guilt, and nervous system imprinting How ancestral and childhood pain block conception Subconscious fears around motherhood and worthiness Spirit baby connections and intuitive parenting Emotional healing after loss, miscarriage, or abortion Why your baby might be waiting for you to change “Spirit babies are advanced souls, and some are just waiting for you to get your act together.” Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be… If you've ever sat with the gut-wrenching thought, “I've done everything, why am I still not pregnant?”—this episode is the mic-drop truth-teller you didn't know you needed. I'm joined by the incredible Katie, a medical and spiritual intuitive who doesn't sugarcoat or sidestep the real sh*t—she dives straight into soul contracts, energetic blocks, and the hidden pain your doctor isn't trained to look for. Together, we unpack the layers most fertility journeys never touch—from repressed grief and subconscious guilt to childhood trauma and that secret fear you'll become your mother. Katie explains how spiritual blueprints and unresolved emotional patterns show up in the womb space—and how the body holds onto trauma like it's a family heirloom. Spoiler alert: IVF can't fix that. This episode isn't here to coddle you. It's here to wake you up with love. It's a call to radical responsibility—because sometimes the thing keeping you from your baby isn't a protocol, it's a soul-level pattern ready to be rewritten. So if you're ready to move beyond the Pinterest-perfect fertility checklist and into true transformation... Press play, love. “Some women are being called to heal generations of trauma—before they even conceive.” Timestamps 01:36 Katie's journey: A medical and spiritual intuitive who creates intuitive soul readings for women. 02:30 Understanding why fertility isn't always a physical issue but a soul contract thing. 04:00 Illnesses that block pregnancy, why they should be addressed, and how intuition reveals them 07:23 How the body stores energy from trauma, illness, or guilt can silently sabotage fertility. 09:09 Why spiritually evolved women face deeper fertility journeys. 12:58 Understanding the concept of spirit babies and why it is more than just a "woo". 16:31 A wild story: channeling a grandmother to open a blocked fertility path. 19:44 Why intuition matters more than any expert you work with in your journey. 27:25 Why your unmet expectations are prolonging the wait. “This isn't just about getting pregnant. It's about becoming the version of you your child deserves.”   Connect with Katie Beecher: www.katiebeecher.com  Medical & Emotional Intuitive & Medium                  Licensed Professional Counselor      Book: Heal From Within: A Guide to Intuitive Wellness https://amzn.to/3LySBUA   Instagram @katiebeecher_medical_intuitive    www.facebook.com/beechermedicalintuitive   Full Transcript on the Blog: The Soul Contracts That Could Be Blocking Your Pregnancy with Katie Becher Let's Do This Together

You don't have to hold on to what's not yours. Let the earth take it. Topics Discussed: Energetic grounding for fertility clarity Emotional release through meditation Nervous system regulation and coherence Fertility burnout and energy depletion Daily rituals to support subconscious healing You are not meant to carry it all. You're meant to clear, to ground, to connect. Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be… Let's get real: if you're exhausted from trying everything and still feeling like your body's working against you, this episode is for you. I'm guiding you through the exact energy-clearing meditation that's helped me show up with way more peace, trust, and emotional bandwidth—even on the wildest days. No white-knuckling. No fake zen. Just real, grounded energy work that clears out the crap clogging your system. Because here's the deal: when you're on the fertility rollercoaster, your nervous system doesn't lie. You can drink the green juice, pop the supplements, and track your cycle till you're blue in the face—but if you're energetically clogged, you're not going to hear your intuition. This practice helps you drop in fast, clear emotional junk drawers, and open up that divine two-way convo between your womb and the universe. This isn't about being perfect. It's about showing up for your energy like it actually matters. Press play, drop in, and let's start clearing what was never yours to carry. Consistency isn't control—it's devotion to your own energy. Timestamps 00:00 - Why your nervous system needs this daily practice 01:30 - How Monica uses this meditation in chaotic moments 05:32 - Rooting into the earth: releasing what you've absorbed 08:57 - Connecting to source: your body's divine channel 11:35 - Building your frequency field for daily energetic protection 14:13 - How to instantly return to this grounded state 16:07 - A bold offer for burnt-out women ready to break the cycle This is one of the best ways to feel the energetic shift you've been longing for. Full Transcript on the Blog: Grounding & Clearing Energy Activation Meditation for IVF & Infertility  Let's Do This Together

Stillness isn't stagnation. It's integration. Topics Discussed The chaos addiction blocking your fertility Nervous system dysregulation and fertility struggles How trauma patterns show up after you get pregnant Epigenetics, motherhood, and the cost of overdoing Why your body can't receive in a high-alert state The energetic upgrade from hustle to healing How to actually trust the pause without spiraling You can chase in chaos, but you can't receive in chaos. Show Notes Summary Hello Beautiful Souls, the voice of Monica here... This one's raw, real, and honestly a little uncomfortable, in the best way. I skipped a podcast episode for the first time in five years. Not because I forgot. Not because I didn't care. But because I'm practicing what I preach: stepping out of chaos and into calm. This episode is a full-on permission slip to stop running yourself into the ground in the name of fertility. The endless doing, fixing, tweaking, chasing—it might feel productive, but it's actually the very frequency that's keeping your body in survival. Stillness, on the other hand, is scary because it's unfamiliar. But that's exactly where your intuition gets loud and your nervous system learns to receive. I get into how these patterns don't magically disappear once you get pregnant, and why so many mamas find themselves overwhelmed, triggered, and exhausted postpartum. If your chaos feels safer than peace, this episode is your invitation to shift. Press play. Let it land. And ask yourself: what if letting go is what moves you forward? You're not falling behind. You're finally tuning in. Timestamps 00:00 Why chaos is more comfortable than calm 03:25 The illusion of productivity in your fertility journey 04:52 Pregnancy and motherhood don't erase your patterns 07:50 The chaos comfort zone and your nervous system 08:51 Why peace can feel like panic and how to shift 12:54 Stillness as the gateway to intuition and coherence 14:50 How to gently rewire your frequency without overwhelm 16:18 Stillness doesn't mean failure. It means possibility 20:04 Preview of next week's grounding and clearing practice Read Mable's Truth # 10: Finding Comfort in Chaos During Infertility & IVF: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/truth-10-finding-comfort-in-chaos-during-infertility-ivf Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-hidden-reason-you-re-addicted-to-doing-on-your-ttc-infertility-ivf-journey Let's Do This Together

Pot is the third most used drug in North America after alcohol and tobacco, so questions about Cannabis and MTHFR are important to ask. The answers, of course, are mixed with some serious pitfalls and also some surprising benefits of CBD for people with MTHFR gene mutations.Nothing is ever fully good or fully bad, and marijuana for MTHFR is the same. When you have an MTHFR gene variant, it is important to know your own risks to make an educated decision about what you want to put in your body. Medical marijuana is widely available and can come in various strengths of THC and CBD, which will affect people with the MTHFR gene mutation in different ways.With MTHFR we do have a different risk profile than average, so educate yourself, advocate for yourself, and be careful about what you put in your body.Thanks so much for watching! I have so many other resources for you. Check out the website first for lots of FREE stuff:WEBSITE: https://tohealthwiththat.com/ GENETIC ROCKSTARS (an MTHFR, methylation, and genetics community): community.tohealthwiththat.comAFFILIATE LINKS: Thanks so much for using these links to buy the products you would buy anyway. This allows me to keep putting information out there at no cost to you. You're the best!SEEKING HEALTH (methylation and histamine support supplements - ships internationally): https://bit.ly/3afXYH4STRATEGENE REPORT (detailed genetics using 23andme or ancestry raw data): https://bit.ly/3retbm5FULLSCRIPT (professional grade supplements): https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/thwtQUEEN OF THE THRONE (castor oil and castor oil packs):  https://shop.queenofthethrones.com/amy-tohealthwiththat use code AMY_TOHEALTHWITHTHAT10 for 10% off of any order of $59 or more

"You do not need another plan, you need presence." Topics Discussed: How scattered priorities sabotage fertility healing Rewiring subconscious patterns with consistency Understanding fear-based supplement routines The emotional cost of over-functioning and perfectionism Embodying the energy you want your baby to be raised in Recognizing when ‘calm' is just another performance How to shift from chasing to receiving Truth # 9 Scattered Priorities During Infertility & IVF: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/truth-9-scattered-priorities-during-infertility-ivf "Your baby is not waiting for you to be perfect, your baby is waiting for you to stop abandoning yourself." Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be... Today's episode is not for the faint of heart, but for the brave souls ready to ditch the invisible hustle and finally get real about where their energy is leaking. If you think slowing down means you're not hustling anymore, think again. Inside, you might still be sprinting like you are training for the Fertility Olympics. In this episode, we call out the sneaky ways perfectionism, fear-based habits, and shiny new supplement plans are secretly sabotaging your journey — and we bring it all back to radical honesty, radical presence, and radical self-love. We even tap into the deeper truth that sometimes, the stillness you are craving feels terrifying because your nervous system only knows chaos. Spoiler alert: you cannot out-supplement, out-research, or out-strategize your way into coherence. You have to live it. Piece by piece, moment by moment, tree nap by tree nap. If you are ready to stop proving, stop chasing, and start receiving, this episode is your wake-up call. "Some of your healthy habits might be keeping you stuck, because they are still rooted in fear." Timestamps 00:00 – The real reason your fertility journey feels overwhelming 01:30 – How scattered priorities sneak in without you noticing 03:00 – Why calm is not clarity if you are still performing 06:00 – Supplements: helpful support or fear-based crutch 09:00 – Radical responsibility and emotional triggers 13:00 – Why consistency, not chaos, brings your dreams into reality "Your dreams are not far away, they are already here — you just have to meet them in your now." Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/how-to-break-free-from-overthinking-and-hustle-energy-during-ivf-infertility Let's Do This Together

“Your old self will fight you over stillness because she doesn't believe it's safe.” • The gut-brain-womb connection • Fascia, trauma, and reproductive inflammation • Physical manifestations like fibroids and endometriosis • The emotional aftermath of fertility treatments • Why you still don't trust your body after IVF • The illusion of control • Grieving as a form of healing • Honoring emotional waves rather than bypassing them • Frequency shifts through micro-moments • Living in survival mode and how to get out • The danger of looping old subconscious patterns • Why trust lives in the body, not the mind • How coherence creates space for alignment • Energetic stillness as the new safety “The magic doesn't lie in the knowledge—it's in the integration, the coherence, the alignment.” Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be… Today's episode is a love note to every over-functioning, perfection-chasing woman who's convinced that doing more is the only way out. Spoiler alert: it's not. In fact, the exact thing you're resisting—stillness—is the very frequency your future baby is waiting for. We're diving deep into how Mabel, our resident recovering Type A, finally did something different. She didn't buy another supplement. She didn't add a new protocol. She simply slowed down. And in that pause, she found the real power—safety, trust, and coherence. You'll hear why emotional trauma disrupts more than your mindset—it lives in your fascia, your gut, your womb. And if you don't feel safe in your body, how the hell are you supposed to trust it? From grief to gut health to gut punches of truth, this episode hits hard and soft all at once. Listen in, feel it all, and get ready to stop spiraling and start receiving. “You can't trust your body if you don't feel safe inside it.” Timestamps 00:00 – Why your frequency matters more than your protocol 01:03 – The micro-moment that changed everything for Mabel 03:22 – Coherence vs. chaos: your body craves a new kind of safety 04:46 – Real reasons you don't trust your body (and it's not your fault) 06:43 – Trauma, fascia, and the invisible root of fertility issues 08:11 – Monica's raw story of grief and honoring emotional waves 10:31 – Radical responsibility in the mundane moments 12:22 – What Mabel's spirit baby revealed (and why it'll give you chills) 15:03 – The one small thing you can do today to shift your energy “Trust doesn't live in your brain—it lives in your body.” Read Truth #8: What If the Pause Is the Portal to Fertility Success During IVF & Infertility?https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/truth-8-what-if-the-pause-is-the-portal-to-fertility-success-during-ivf-infertility Full transcript over on the blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/still-stuck-in-infertility-ivf-burnout-the-subtle-shift-that-changes-everything Let's Do This Together

This Active Meditation Helps You Hear the Fertility Answers Already Inside You  "Your intuition isn't missing, it's just buried under layers of fear, guilt, and Google tabs." Topics Discussed: • Fertility burnout and emotional fatigue • IVF trauma and feeling broken after failure • The subconscious blocks sabotaging inner knowing • A guided frequency-based practice to shift stuck emotions • Gut instinct vs. overthinking (and how your body tells the truth) • Coherence, embodiment, and listening to the womb-heart-brain connection Truth # 7: From Overthinking to Inner Knowing During Infertility: Trusting Yourself on the Road to Pregnancy: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/overthinking-to-inner-knowing-during-infertility "Intuition isn't a magical skill you need to learn, it's a power you need to stop ignoring." Hello Beautiful, Monica here supporting you to become the conscious mama you were born to be... You've done it all. You've tracked, tested, timed, and twisted yourself into a pretzel trying to "do it right"—but something still feels off. In this episode, we go deep into what that off actually is. Spoiler: it's not your uterus, it's not your protocol, it's not even the moon phase. It's that you've been trained to trust data over your divine knowing, and it's time to come back home to yourself. Mabel's journey through IVF heartbreak led her not to the end, but to the beginning of her own awakening. And yours can too. This episode walks you through a powerful, active meditation to shift the stuck frequencies that are jamming your inner signal. We're talking fear, guilt, shame, grief—the whole unglamorous gang—and helping you finally feel them so you can alchemize them. Get cozy or take this on a walk and let this practice unlock the clarity that's been inside you all along. Ready to stop chasing and start trusting? Then press play. "I do not lose the dream, I alchemize it." Timestamps: 00:00 – Why tuning into intuition is more powerful than another supplement 02:50 – The moment Mabel ignored her inner knowing and hit her breaking point 04:44 – The step-by-step frequency practice to unblock intuition 06:13 – Where emotions get stuck in the body and what they might look like 12:48 – Honoring your frequency and shifting stuck emotions 15:42 – Anchoring into love, creativity, and the frequency of motherhood "Your womb holds unexpressed potential. Stop silencing her with spreadsheets and fear." Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/the-fertility-clarity-you-ve-been-ignoring-hint-it-s-not-another-protocol-during-ivf-infertility Let's Do This Together

"I sabotage everything for myself and I get in my own way. Even knowing that I can not stop it."

“I don't care if it's voodoo, it's working.” Topics Discussed: The power of using your voice on the fertility journey How childhood wounds and people-pleasing patterns sabotage fertility Gut health and its surprising connection to emotional suppression Letting go of perfectionism and societal expectations Radical responsibility and nervous system regulation Understanding the energetic roots of fertility issues The impact of SIBO and functional medicine protocols The role of inner child healing and subconscious reprogramming Challenges of navigating fertility with a partner not on the same page Releasing limiting beliefs and stepping into trust and surrender “If you don't feel safe, and you're in a state of fear, you're going to have cortisol overdrive.” Hello, beautiful Monica here! And oh honey, buckle up, because today we're diving into the emotional jungle gym that is your fertility journey. Spoiler alert: it's not just about diet, supplements, and fancy med protocols. Sometimes, the real block is you not using your damn voice. Yep, we said it. In this raw and revelatory episode, we sit down with a brave soul who has been through more fertility treatments than anyone should ever have to endure (we're talking double digits, people). But the real kicker? She hadn't been speaking up—for her body, her emotions, her intuition. And let's be real, when your husband is channeling all the Type A, competitive, masculine energy, it's no surprise your inner child is quietly rocking in a corner whispering, “Please don't fight.” We talk about burping (yes, burping) and how it's somehow the digestive version of not using your voice—seriously, who knew your gut could get passive-aggressive too? We unravel people-pleasing, perfectionism, and the childhood moments that had you hustling for love and safety. Monica walks her guest through a transformational subconscious technique that had her feeling chills—in the best possible way. And just when you think you've heard it all, we go full metaphysical with past life patterns and inner child work. Because why not? So if you've been quietly nodding along with society's rules while screaming inside, this one's your wake-up call. Spoiler: the more you people-please, the longer you stay in fertility hell. Let's change that. “You attract what you're vibing on.” Timestamps: 03:13 When you don't use your voice, you're not setting boundaries or following your intuition 05:39 Gut symptoms like burping linked to emotional suppression 07:04 Quitting a high-stress job and facing fears of disappointing a partner 10:23 Relationship shifts and fear of changing the status quo 13:37 Fertility treatments making things worse when gut health isn't addressed 16:52 Having the courage to stand in your power—even if it feels like you need “balls” to do it 18:44 The ‘no' phase of fertility and becoming radically selfish (in the best way) 21:38 Childhood rot, emotional inheritance, and the body's reaction to unresolved trauma 24:31 The danger of outsourcing worthiness and the subtle art of not giving a f**k 26:52 Internalizing the need to be perfect and strong to keep the peace 28:58 Visualization and emotional flipping technique to rewire stored trauma 34:18 Whole brain integration and the chills-inducing release moment 39:23 Bringing a photo of your inner child into your healing journey 42:11 Choosing to step into the woman you were born to be, baby or no baby 45:02 Fertility Breakthrough Sessions: What they are, who they're for, and how to get one “This is not evidence of your future, because you're going to start moving differently now.” Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/from-infertility-burnout-to-fertility-breakthrough-the-real-reason-you-re-not-getting-pregnant Let's Do This Together

"Your body innately knows how to do fertility—it's just waiting for you to stop micromanaging." Topics Discussed The unseen ways clinging to the identity of “the one who's trying” can hold you back Why letting go doesn't mean giving up – and what it actually does for your fertility The role of hope in your journey and when it shifts from empowering to sabotaging The difference between wanting and having – and how to shift into the energy of “having” The sneaky way stress and control are keeping your body from feeling safe enough for pregnancy What radical honesty really looks like on this journey (spoiler: it's not just positive thinking) How your subconscious beliefs about infertility could be shaping your reality The importance of embodying trust, surrender, and joy – and how to actually do it "You can't have and want at the same time." Show Notes Hello, Beautiful! Monica here to shake things up and throw a little radical honesty your way. Ever feel like you're trapped in the never-ending cycle of “trying” to get pregnant? Like your whole existence has somehow become wrapped up in charting, Googling, and second-guessing every decision? Well, buckle up, because we're about to dive into why that's a huge part of the problem. This episode is all about the identity you've unknowingly taken on—the one who is always trying. And guess what? That identity might just be keeping you stuck. We're talking about why your subconscious clings to this label, how hope (yes, even hope) can sometimes keep you in limbo, and why shifting from wanting to having is the secret sauce you didn't know you needed. I also get into the real reason your body might not be “playing along” with your fertility goals (spoiler: it's not because it's broken). It's because stress and control are energy vampires, and your body needs to feel safe before it gives the green light to baby-making. So if you're ready to ditch the death grip on your journey, trust your body, and step into the energy of having, this episode is your permission slip to finally let go. Let's do this! Timestamps 01:30 – The inspiration for this episode: a perfectly timed post about letting go 02:53 – Why clinging to the “trying” identity could be keeping you in an endless loop 04:48 – The sneaky way your subconscious labels shape your reality (and how to shift it) 06:42 – You can't have and want at the same time—how to embody trust instead 07:48 – Why white-knuckling your way through this journey is an energy drain 08:44 – The magic in the mundane: shifting from lack to joy in everyday life 09:37 – Hope isn't the problem…until it is. When hope keeps you stuck instead of moving forward 11:33 – The fear that keeps you gripping control: If I let go, am I giving up? (Spoiler: nope) 12:48 – How your body actually thrives when you stop stressing over every little detail 14:15 – Why quick fixes don't work & what to focus on instead 15:14 – A sneak peek at next week's episode: a game-changing fertility breakthrough session! "Hope is supposed to be a bridge, not a place where you set up camp and live forever." I'm deep-diving into TEN truths, peeling back the layers of chaos with practical tools, empowering insights, and her real-life experiences. Whether you're feeling stuck in your fertility journey or wrestling with overwhelm and doubt in another area of life, these conversations offer a roadmap to healing and transformation. ALL 10 TRUTHS: Why Grief Isn't Failure: The Raw Truth About Infertility and Healing - Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/why-grief-isn-t-failure-the-raw-truth-about-infertility-and-healing Subscribe on Substack: https://substack.com/@findingfertility Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/FertilitySuccessTrustingBodyBreakingFreeInfertilityStruggle  Let's Do This Together

Methylation imbalance and the causative factors leading to methylation imbalance, like the MTHFR gene mutation, show themselves in four distinct personality types. These methylation personality types, methylation archetypes, or MTHFR personalities are called The Achiever, The Athlete, The Activist, and The Artist.The Activist and The Artist are very closely linked. Neither are terribly ambitious or driven, except in the thing that matters to them, whether it's their art, their job (which might not be art or activism), or the cause that matters to them. Both tend to have fewer allergic-type reactions but are more likely to have food sensitivities or chemical sensitivities. Things like wheat sensitivity, soy sensitivity, rashes with the wrong laundry detergent, or headaches after smelling perfume. Both of these personalities thrive on leftovers and fermented foods, even though leftovers and fermented foods are high in histamine.These two personality types also tend to react predictably to supplements, nutrients, and even pharmaceutical drugs. Anything that boosts serotonin, so SSRI medications, St. John's Wort, and melatonin aren't great for these groups. Likewise, the major methyl donors like SAMe, TMG, and DMG are typically not well tolerated by the artist and the activist. Conversely, these groups usually do very well with good sources of folate, like L-5MTHF, food-sourced folate, or folinic acid. Like all people with methylation imbalance, folic acid should not be taken because it can make methylation imbalances worse. Also, the benzodiazepine class of pharmaceuticals is usually well tolerated (although your doctor knows the best choice of pharmaceuticals for you, and your doctor's information is always more informed and correct for you than ours.)Thanks so much for watching today! If you haven't yet discovered your methylation archetype or methylation personality, take the quiz for free now at tohealthwiththat.comAlso, if you're a crappy methylator, MTHFR mutant, or have chronic health issues and you can't figure out why, then check out our online health community. Community.tohealthwiththat.comIf you wish to support this channel by using affiliate links when you buy supplements and self-care that you want to buy anyway, I would appreciate it!Seeking Health: https://bit.ly/3afXYH4Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/s?k=Health+best+sellers&i=stripbooks&camp=1789&creative=9325&linkCode=ur2&linkId=29fff6e3ea954499d2eed32d46428454&tag=tohealthwitht-20Fullscript (for other supplements): https://us.fullscript.com/welcome/thwtQueen of The Thrones Castor Oil Packs: https://shop.queenofthethrones.com/amy-tohealthwiththatFor 10% off any order of $59 or more, use the code AMY_TOHEALTHWITHTHAT10

"The shift from chasing to trusting is the real work. It's easy to stay in a loop of doing more research, more protocols, more control. But remember, the real magic is when you stop overcompensating and start trusting yourself." Topics Discussed The surprising fear of success in fertility and how it keeps you stuck Why your brain might see pregnancy as another way to fail instead of freedom The deep-rooted programming that keeps you addicted to “doing” instead of “being” How unworthiness and identity play a major role in fertility struggles Breaking the habit of seeking validation through achievement Why anxiety over fertility can escalate into pregnancy anxiety (and how to prevent it) The three powerful questions to ask yourself to shift out of fear and into trust "If you deep down don't believe you deserve to become a mother, you'll subconsciously create obstacles to prevent it." Truth # 4: The Hidden Block to Fertility Success: Overcoming Suppressed Emotions During Infertility & IVF https://www.podbean.com/eas/pb-z2s2n-18073a4 Truth # 3: The Hidden Impact of Overworking & Stress on Your Fertility During Infertility & IVFhttps://www.podbean.com/eas/pb-ywdwv-17ea0ee  Truth # 2: How to Overcome Overthinking, Worry & Fear During Infertility & IVF https://www.podbean.com/eas/pb-dzrwn-17c5c7d Truth # 1: The Illusion of Control: How Letting Go Can Transform Your Fertility Journey During Infertility, IVF & Beyond https://www.podbean.com/eas/pb-j6pya-17b061a Hello, Beautiful! Monica here, and today we're diving into a mind-bending, slightly uncomfortable (but wildly important) topic—FEAR OF SUCCESS. Yep, you read that right. Not fear of failure. Fear of actually getting what you want. Sounds crazy, right? I mean, isn't the whole point of this journey to become pregnant? But let's be real—your brain has been so busy obsessing over the struggle, the next supplement, the next protocol, the next thing—that the idea of finally crossing the finish line is, well… TERRIFYING. Because what happens when you're no longer the one “trying”? What happens when you do get pregnant? Your subconscious is sneaky like that. It convinces you that staying in the hamster wheel of research and control is saferthan stepping into the unknown of success. Because success means transformation. It means surrender. And let's be honest—Type-A, overachieving, Google-addicted Mabel is not a fan of surrender. In this episode, Monique is rolling her eyes at Mabel's overthinking, Monica is here to gently guide the way, and YOU are going to uncover whether fear of success is secretly sabotaging your journey. You'll also get three game-changing questions to sit with (preferably under a tree, because let's add some nature to the healing process, shall we?). So, if you've been stuck in doing instead of trusting, if pregnancy feels just as scary as infertility, or if your brain has ever whispered “What if I mess this up?”—this episode is your wake-up call. Let's break the cycle and step into the version of you who is ready to receive. "For so long, you have been the woman who's trying. That's who you are. That's how you relate to yourself, your partner, your doctors. The idea of not being her anymore? That can feel like a loss—even though it's what you want more than anything." Three Questions to Help You Move Past the Fear of Success Why do I feel more comfortable being the woman who is trying rather than being the woman who is pregnant? If I stop chasing and just trust, who even am I? What does that version of me look and feel like? How do I let go of the identity of the one who is trying when I've been living in it for so long? Timestamps 00:00 – Welcome to Finding Fertility! Let's talk about the sneaky fear of success. 01:33 – Why getting pregnant might feel scarier than failing (subconscious sabotage 101) 02:56 – “What if I don't deserve this?” How unworthiness keeps you stuck 04:26 – The real reason you can't stop doing (and why sitting under a tree might help) 06:23 – Mabel's lesson on repeating the same old patterns in fertility 07:19 – The 3 questions you need to ask yourself today 08:34 – If you stop chasing and start trusting… who even are you? 10:00 – The science behind stress in pregnancy (aka, get that cortisol down NOW) 11:29 – Letting go of the identity of the “woman who's trying” 12:56 – How to shift into the version of you that's ready to receive "The magic is in the mundane. When you feel that anxiety bubbling up, the real work is sitting in the uncomfortableness of not doing." I'm deep-diving into TEN truths, peeling back the layers of chaos with practical tools, empowering insights, and her real-life experiences. Whether you're feeling stuck in your fertility journey or wrestling with overwhelm and doubt in another area of life, these conversations offer a roadmap to healing and transformation. ALL 10 TRUTHS: Why Grief Isn't Failure: The Raw Truth About Infertility and Healing - Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/why-grief-isn-t-failure-the-raw-truth-about-infertility-and-healing Subscribe on Substack: https://substack.com/@findingfertility Full Transcript on the Blog: https://www.findingfertility.co/blog/from-infertility-chasing-to-fertile-trusting-the-real-mindset-shift-for-fertility-success  Let's Do This Together

Seeking Health with Drs. Mark and MicheleSherwood Dr. Mark brought his lovely wife, Dr. Michele to join us in person on theshow today to answer your questions! We're also talking about our favorite hydrogenwater and our favorite supplements and IVs. Mammograms or not? Best way to test and handle allergy questionsand natural antihistamine options. | Natural helpers to prevent dementia.| What are the best ways to boost breastmilk supply and formula options if I need one?| How can I help neuropathy? And more!Watch the Heidi St. John Podcast on Youtube:youtube.com/@HeidiStJohnPodcastWatch the Heidi St. John Podcast on Rumble:https://rumble.com/user/HeidiStJohnFind Heidi on Instagram: instagram.com/heidistjohnFind Heidi on Facebook: facebook.com/realheidistjohnFind Heidi on X: x.com/heidistjohnJoin Heidi at Faith That Speaks faiththat speaks.com/ Submit your questions for Mailbox Monday Heidi stjohn.net/mailboxmonday

Eczema and the root cause, mushrooms and adaptogens, a different perspective on cholesterol, a discussion on the most important vaccines, and how to walk with family through difficult conversations with our elderly family members. Dr. Mark always comes with encouragement and a passion to live our best lives. Join us!    SPONSOR: Not Consumed: Helping your family grow in faith so you are Not Consumed by life. Head to notconsumed.com/heidi to download the FREE 5 day family Bible study to build hope and purpose into your home! Use coupon code HEIDI for 15% off your entire purchase.    Show Notes: http://heidistjohn.com/blog/podcasts/seeking-health-mark-sherwood-mushrooms-elderly-eczema   Watch the Heidi St. John Podcast on Youtube youtube.com/@HeidiStJohnPodcast Find Heidi on Instagram instagram.com/heidistjohn/ Find Heidi on Facebook facebook.com/realheidistjohn Find Heidi on X x.com/heidistjohn   Join Heidi at Faith That Speaks faiththatspeaks.com/ Submit your questions for Mailbox Monday heidistjohn.net/mailboxmonday