I Need Blue

The reason I Need Blue was paused. Welcome back to I Need Blue, the podcast where untold stories come to life, one episode at a time. I'm your host, Jennifer Lee, and I created this space to foster healing through shared narratives, reminding you that you're never alone in your journey. After a transformative move and embracing new roles as an advocate, I'm excited to continue connecting with those who have powerful stories to share. Each upcoming episode will feature inspiring guests who showcase our collective strength and resilience. Join us as we embark on this extraordinary journey together—your story matters, and I can't wait to hear it! For more, visit www.ineedblue.net.Support the show

As we open our hearts to life's stories, Alexis shares a tale both devastating and inspiring. She bravely navigates the grief following her son's murder, emphasizing the role of family in rebuilding shattered lives. Through her journey, we confront the harsh realities of homelessness and domestic violence, highlighting the need for societal change. Alexis's resilience and advocacy offer hope amidst sorrow, showcasing the power of storytelling as a healing force. Her pursuit of a journalism degree  underscores the strength found in sharing our stories with the world.Connect with Alexis:alexisanicque@gmail.comalexisanicque.comConnect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

As the first light of February 24, 2023, painted the horizon, Olga's world was abruptly shattered by the haunting echo of her father's words: "the war has started." Feel the weight of her heavy heart as she, a compassionate nurse with Health Tech Without Borders, recounts the visceral emotions that gripped her en route to the airport, learning of the invasion that would change her life forever.Picture yourself standing amidst the ruins of your ancestral home, grappling with the irrevocable change that war has etched into your life. Through Olga's eyes, peer into this world, where bittersweet relief contrasts with the relentless march of daily survival.Amidst the chaos, Ukraine finds a glimmer of hope as digital health innovations become literal lifelines. Explore the seamless integration of digital health tools in a land where technology meets the urgent needs of medical care, with HTWB leading the charge of ingenuity.From psychological trauma programs to the creation of a tactical medical chatbot in partnership with Microsoft, delve into the cutting-edge solutions offering a sliver of solace. Olga's narrative serves as a stark reminder that, even in the midst of chaos, hope endures in the comfort of family bonds, the warmth of daily coffee chats over WhatsApp, and the shared determination to savor life's simplest joys.Join us for an episode that is as harrowing as it is hopeful, a testament to the fortitude that defines the human spirit. As we navigate through Olga's journey, the flicker of hope remains, resilient in the face of adversity.To learn more about Health Tech Without Borders: https://www.htwb.org/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

This episode explores the therapeutic power of writing trauma with the author and writing coach TJ from Virginia. Tj's  compelling work, "Dating Silky Maxwell,"  brings to life a chorus of passionate, damaged characters who leave their pasts behind and reinvent themselves until their mistakes no longer define them.During this episode we delve into the silent strength of writing, especially for those not ready to vocalize their truths.Embarking on the writing journey mirrors navigating an uncharted path. This discussion unveils the intricate process of crafting a short story collection, addressing revisions, rejections, and the authenticity breathed into fiction. Tj's insights highlight the vital role of a writing coach in providing emotional support and practical wisdom, urging writers to infuse creativity into their daily lives. Connect with  TJ: https://www.tjbutlerauthor.com/dating-silky-maxwell-1To order Dating Silky Maxwell on Amazon: https://www.tjbutlerauthor.com/ Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

In the company of Josh, we venture beneath the surface, immersing ourselves in the chilling realities of drug experimentation, particularly with Percocet and Fentanyl. Through his firsthand testimony, we are starkly reminded of the ominous abysses that addiction can lead us into, highlighting the desperate need for thorough drug education. Yet, amid the heart-wrenching tales of struggle, a glimmer of optimism emerges—the profound strength found in community. Together, we're a united front, standing side by side in the battle against addiction.Thank you, The Blue Plaid Society for sponsoring this episode. To learn more: https://blueplaid.org/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/home Support the show

Vital Germaine is a resilient survivor of childhood trauma, former Cirque du Soleil performer, author, artist, and humanitarian.   During this episode, we dive into the profound exploration of healing from past scars and disrupting generational cycles. Our discussion highlights the extraordinary impact of empathy in facing guilt and shame, sharing intimate experiences with mental health, and challenging societal stigma.We navigate the complexities of living authentically and liberating ourselves from societal norms. Vital illuminates the potency of authenticity in conquering imposter syndrome.In the episode's final segment, we unravel the empowering essence of books and creativity, delving into Vitals' favorite literary works that revolve around themes of hope and authenticity.   The resounding message echoes: your past is not a determinant of your identity, and within you resides a strength far more significant than you may perceive.To learn about Vital: https://www.vitalgermaine.com/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

From the raw emotion of real-life tales to the heart-thumping intrigue of true crime, each episode of "I Need Blue" is carefully curated to touch the heart and foster a sense of community.As we embark on this extraordinary journey, I must remind you to take care of yourselves, as some episodes may feature graphic themes, including violence, abuse, and murder. I am grateful to Char Good for composing and performing the introduction medley and would love for you to connect with her.  https://chargood.com/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Support the show

Julie is a remarkable individual who has faced numerous challenges in her life with unwavering strength and resilience. From waking up deaf at the age of five to enduring a series of medical conditions and undergoing 24 surgeries, Julie's journey has been marked by perseverance and faith. Despite these obstacles, Julie has found solace and empowerment in her relationship with God, leaning into His guidance and finding a sense of purpose in her writing and singing talents. Her ability to find humor in the midst of adversity and her unwavering belief in the transformative power of obedience to God's plan are truly inspiring. Julie's story is a testament to the hope and light that can be found even in the darkest of times.One day, God called Julie and she obediently responded to God's call to use her musical gift to create inspiring songs. She wrote, produced, and shared five songs in six months, one of which, 'Took My Body Back,' is a powerful testament to her journey and a reflection of her ministry. Join us for this riveting journey as we explore the power of resilience, faith, and healing with a woman who has proved it's never too late to become who God wants you to be.To listen to Julie's music: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUZQrig0BReC0Fe7tohb1swConnect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

 Have you ever wondered how childhood experiences shape your life, health, and relationships?   Join us as we navigate this intriguing exploration with Diana Bishop, a Board Certified Health and Wellness Coach, Certified Wellness Practitioner, and Trauma Therapist who offers a candid look into her life, recovery, and the transformative power of understanding trauma.   Diana's healing journey, her expertise in health behavior change, and her partnerships with Dr. Vincent Fellitti for over 15 years in various capacities, including the Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE) study.  In our conversation, we deeply dive into the ACE score— a measure of adverse childhood experiences, its health implications, and how it ultimately informs our coping mechanisms and susceptibility to addictions and illness. Diana affirms the importance of the mind-body connection and how it can enhance our physical and mental health care.   Lastly, you'll hear how emotions like grief can quietly take residence within us and how crucial resources can aid those affected by trauma in rebuilding neurological connectors and fostering healthy relationships. Tune in for an enlightening exploration that promises to empower.  Here are the resources we discussed in this episode:Adverse Childhood Experiences Research:    https://www.cdc.gov/violenceprevention/aces/index.htmlPACES Connected – positive and adverse childhood experiences research and resources:  https://www.acesconnectioninfo.com/ The Body Keeps the Score - https://www.besselvanderkolk.com/resources/the-body-keeps-the-scoreThe Deepest Well - https://centerforyouthwellness.org/the-deepest-well/The Myth of Normal - https://drgabormate.com/book/the-myth-of-normal/The Polyvagal Theory - https://www.polyvagalinstitute.org/whatispolyvagaltheory?gclid=EAIaIQobChMIqv2unNjkgAMVYgCtBh1lDwwOEAAYASAAEgLxEPD_BwEConnect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Linkedin: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jennifer-lee-017097215/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

Imagine the mental toll of being a first responder, nurse, healthcare provider, counselor, and anyone who puts others' needs before themselves.  They are noble professions that often lead to the unbearable weight of compassion fatigue.  We invite you to unravel this complex issue with our esteemed guest, Dr. Michelle Finneran, a renowned psychotherapist, author, and mental health advocate. She's been at the front line throughout her career, battling stress, burnout, and compassion fatigue.  In our conversation, she shares invaluable insights from her latest book, "The Compassionate Conundrum: Strategies for First Responders and Service Providers to Prevent Fatigue."   Can first responders, constantly exposed to others' pain and suffering, learn to care for themselves without sacrificing their commitment to service? Dr. Finneran believes they can, and she lays out seven practical self-care strategies for them to follow.   We also delve into the importance of de-stigmatizing mental health among first responders and explore the role of peer-to-peer support groups in this endeavor.   Significantly, we broach the subject of secondary trauma and its impact on the family members. This insightful dialogue isn't just for those in the thick of service provision but anyone seeking to maintain their mental health while caring for others.Visit to learn about Dr. Michele Finneran: https://www.veccandassociates.com/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

Every journey through life's darkest moments can lead to unexpected revelations and personal growth. Embrace the profound wisdom shared by our special guest, John, as he dives deep into overcoming sibling trauma, redefining his relationships, and embracing the healing power of passion. From the critical decisions he made in his adolescence, navigating a midlife crisis, to his life-altering moments that led him on a journey of self-realization, this episode is not only an exploration of pain, purpose, and resilience but also a beacon of light for those on a similar journey.John's book, 'Man Up Already', and his podcast, 'Man Up Already,' are platforms where he shares valuable insights on authentic, divine manhood and its influence on relationships. Join us for an emotional rollercoaster ride that explores pain, purpose, and resilience and is a beacon of light for those on a similar journey.Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

Get ready to be captivated as Lois Gibson, the world's most successful forensic artist, enthralls us with her powerful story of transforming personal trauma into a mission to fight crime. With her unique talent, Lois Gibson is recorded in The Guinness Book of World Records as "The World's Most Successful Forensic Artist."  Her sketches have helped law enforcement identify more than 751 criminals, making mere sketches a profound weapon against crime. Lois's fascinating journey continues beyond there. She's a remarkable artist and a provider of invaluable safety tips. With keen insights into crime avoidance, Lois teaches us how to decipher the expression of potential criminals and what steps to follow if we feel threatened. There's also a deep discussion on the significance of trusting your gut instinct and learning from the news to keep ourselves safe. Take advantage of this compelling exploration of forensic art, its profound impact on law enforcement, and how it's changing the world, one sketch at a time.**Contains graphic content about murder, sexual assualt and other topics which may be triggering. Contact Lois:https://loisgibson.com/Email:giblois@comcast.netResources discussed in the episode:Faces of Evil- Murderers, Kidnappers, Rapists and the Forensic Artist Who Puts Them Behind Bars by Lois Gibson and Deanie Francis Millshttps://www.amazon.com/Faces-Evil-Kidnappers-Murderers-Forensic/dp/0882822586/ref=la_B001IZX44A_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1489704765&sr=1-2Forensic Art Essentials - A Manual for Law Enforcement Artists by Lois Gibsonhttps://www.amazon.com/Forensic-Art-Essentials-Enforcement-Artists/dp/0123708982/ref=la_B001IZX44A_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1489704765&sr=1-Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed, and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

Meet Mark, an epitome of strength, perseverance, and faith. He's a survivor in the literal sense of having overcome significant health scares and his journey through the rugged landscape of grief and single parenting. Having lost his wife to breast cancer and faced two life-threatening brain tumors, he knows the depth of despair but also the height of triumph. His story is enriched by the strength he derived from his family and faith, and he stands as a beacon of hope for those facing overwhelming adversities.Don't miss this enlightening episode as Mark shares his personal story of hope, resilience, and the incredible power of community during times of adversity. Mark's inspiring journey will touch your heart and leave you with a renewed sense of hope and determination." There are no exceptions. Everyone you meet is experiencing their challenges, even if you can't see them." - Mark"Understand that nobody is exempt from life challenges. But with your own will and inner strength, you can overcome and manage any pain that comes your way." - MarkConnect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Linkedin: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jennifer-lee-017097215/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

My brave friend Sha Sparks joins me to share her unsettling yet empowering journey of surviving over a decade of domestic violence. Sha's story is marked by manipulation, deceit, and a shocking revelation of her partner's double life. She opens up about the fear and trepidation of navigating the volcanic temperament of an abusive partner; a misstep could turn into a trigger, escalating verbal blows into physical violence.   Sha's path to healing became her journey to empowerment. Her decisive moments of clarity led her to confront her fear, end the relationship, and seek help. We explore the generational impact of toxic manipulation and how Sha broke the cycle, setting boundaries and reclaiming her life.Sha Sparks is the CEO of Sparks of Fire International, a Certified Fearless Living Coach, and a Fearless communicator. She is an author, speaker, and host of The Power of Investing in People podcast. Connect with Sha: https://www.shasparks.com/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

Meet Darleen, a woman with a moving and inspiring story. Her early years were tinged with the confusion of secrets that didn't quite sit right.  At the tender age of 10, she was entrusted with a dark secret - a secret that forced her to grapple with adult issues way before her time. Eventually, she found the courage to break her silence. Today, Darleen educates and advocates for seniors on her Seniorlivingguide.com podcast, serving as a resource and a beacon of hope and guidance for older people.Check out the SeniorLivingGuide.com podcast on Apple podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/at/podcast/seniorlivingguide-com-podcast/id1529797009Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/The background music is written, performed, and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

What if a seemingly small decision could change your life forever? In this gripping podcast, Charlie shares his journey from a successful Wall Street professional to a filmmaker, exploring the profound impact of his choices along the way.  September 11th, 2001, and the attacks on the World Trade Center is a day Charlie will never forget. He shares the "survivor guilt" many felt and continue to feel today.  He is raw and honest in his account of what happened and how it impacted his decisions moving forward.  Information about Charlie:https://www.jgalt.io/ccomparetto/https://www.cellardoorfilms.netGhost in The Graveyard and other short stories:https://www.amazon.com/Ghost-Graveyard-other-short-stories-ebook/dp/B0C9YH4B14/ref=sr_1_1?crid=XDFF6I9HZT6T&keywords=ghost+in+the+graveyard+and+other+short+stories&qid=1691423955&s=books&sprefix=ghost+in+the+graveyard+and+other+short+stories%2Cstripbooks%2C101&sr=1-1Ghost in the Graveyard movie:https://www.amazon.com/Ghost-Graveyard-Major-Motion-Picture/dp/1700745883/ref=sr_1_3?crid=2JQRLGMQP7PHG&keywords=ghost+in+the+graveyard&qid=1691424015&s=books&sprefix=ghost+in+the+graveyard+%2Cstripbooks%2C115&sr=1-3Rub movie:https://www.amazon.com/RUB-Micah-Spayer/dp/B0C9WBSZ9S/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=rub+movie&qid=1691423660&sr=8-1Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Support the show

Prepare to be riveted as the brave Jennifer, a sexual assault survivor, unravels the story of her grim ordeal in far-off Turkey. Working abroad, Jennifer was in a dire situation with a man she initially considered a friend. He deceived and delivered her to a monster who attempted to rape her.     Her story is not only a testament to her resilience, but it also stands as a beacon of hope for survivors globally. Join us on this journey from the depths of despair to the heights of spiritual wisdom and healing. Join us as we dive into Jennifer's world, where she discusses her podcast, Trauma Rewired, Neurology, and Somatic Healing. The Podcast teaches you about your nervous system, how trauma gets stored in the body, and what you can do to heal.  She aims to empower other survivors like her, to heal and rewrite their narratives.  Check out Trauma Rewired: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/trauma-rewired/id1537602643.  Her story is not only a testament to her resilience, but it also stands as a beacon of hope for survivors globally. Join us on this journey from the depths of despair to the heights of spiritual wisdom and healing.·       Share the I Need Blue Podcast with at least one person to spread awareness and healing.·       Seek help if needed and prioritize your own well-being.Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Support the show

Her childhood was stolen from her, leaving her struggling to trust and love. But Julie Jacky found a way to break free from the chains of her past How do we confront and heal from the painful experiences of our past? Julie Jackie, a survivor of childhood sexual abuse and author of the book 'On the Other Side,' joins us to share her inspirational journey towards healing and forgiveness.Julie's journey began by attending a forgiveness workshop, where she faced the difficult process of forgiving her abuser.  Julie discovered EFT tapping, a powerful tool that involves tapping on meridian endpoints with our fingertips to calm our bodies and release trapped emotions. This practice helped her to confront the memories of her childhood sexual abuse and find a path towards healing.In this moving and informative conversation, we explore the benefits of EFT tapping and the mind-body connection. Julie shares her experience of tapping for eight hours in one day, illustrating the power of allowing emotions to flow freely. We also discuss the responsibility of healing and how it's not something we can put off. Join us as we delve into the importance of self-healing, discovering that we are stronger than we think and that there's always hope for a brighter future.In this episode, you will be able to:·       Discover how to overcome the lasting effects of childhood sexual abuse and heal for a brighter future.·       Uncover the powerful technique of EFT tapping and its potential role in your emotional journey.·       Learn the significance of recognizing and addressing emotions on the path to wellness.·       Understand forgiveness's impact on the healing process, both for oneself and others.·       Gain insight into taking control and responsibility for your healing journey.To purchase Julies book, On the Other Side, https://www.amazon.com/Other-Side-Spiritual-Memoir-ebook/dp/B088CW66XZ/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1QSH6BLALC5IX&keywords=on+the+other+side+julie+jacky&qid=1689350763&sprefix=on+the+other+side+julie+jacky%2Caps%2C121&sr=8-1Follow Julie on Instgagram: https://www.instagram.com/juliejackycoach/?fbclid=IwAR2_lOQCTPH7AgfQTrA2VRPJLrE_V0Pp3d73O40RqXbsjE7nS9KN_i8jUrAThe resources mentioned in this episode are:·       Listen to the I Need Blue Podcast on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or other listening platforms.·       Visit the website www.ineedblue.net to find all the episodes, valuable resources, safety tips, and more.·       Check out Jen Lee's newly released book and ebook, Why I Survived available on the website, www.WhyISurvived.com·       Explore the Learn to Podcast PDF available on the website if you're interested in learning how to podcast. www.INeedBlue.net·       Learn more about the talented violinist, Char Good, who composed and performed the opening music on the website. www.CharGood.com ·       Share the I Need Blue Podcast with at least one person to spread awareness and healing.·       Seek help if needed and prioritize your own well-being.·       Engage in the conversation by leaving comments, questions, or feedback on the podcast episode.Are you an author? Coming soon: https://thebookstoreshow.com/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-bluSupport the show

Her strength was tested by sexual assault and the murder of her brother, but what happened next was the unexpected twist that left us in awe. You won't believe how Dharasena found healing and forgiveness in the face of unimaginable adversity.  God brought you and me here today for me to release this forgiveness onto you so that we both can heal from this event. ~ Dharasena  To reach out to Dharasena, email:  journey2overcome@gmail.com Dharasena would love to pray with you or pray for you. This is Dharasena's story:Dharasena's journey is a heart-wrenching tale of strength and resilience despite facing horrific experiences of sexual assault and the loss of her brother. Her story begins at a party where she was assaulted by an authoritative figure, only to be met with retaliation and disbelief when she reported the incident. As Dharasena coped with the trauma, she faced another tragic event – the murder of her younger brother. Driven by an unwavering determination to seek justice, she investigated the case, neglecting her healing. This neglect led to addiction as she tried to navigate the PTSD symptoms left by her trauma. One day God spoke to her, and thus her healing journey began.   Dharasena shares how she forgave the man who murdered her brother. She explains how forgiveness helped her move on from the anger and fear holding her back and allowed her to start trusting people and going out in public again.  The conversation ends with a positive note on sharing your smile with the world. Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/5.0 out of 5 stars What an inspiring book! Reviewed in the United States on March 11, 2023I  could not put this book down. Jen's detailed stories show  how easy it  is to fall into an abusive relationship.  More important,  she was  strong enough to get out. She is living proof that when life  gives you  lemons, you can make lemonade. This is a must read for anyone  who is  currently in an abusive relationship or has been able to leave an   abusive relationship.I look forward to following her podcast - I Need Blue.Thank you, Jen, for sharing your experiences and giving hope to those in similar situations. Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

Official trailer of I Need Blue In the grand tapestry of life, we all have tales to share. Threads woven together by our shared experiences of triumphs, traumas, and everything in between. I Need Blue is your platform to hear these profound narratives unfold, one episode at a time. We journey alongside ordinary individuals as they whether extraordinary circumstances - from the lingering shadows of health scares, to the transformative aftermath of events as monumental as the World Trade Center tragedy.Each story is a testament to our shared capacity for resilience, for change, and for healing. It's a reminder that we carry grace in our struggles and choose not to let them define us. Whether you're enveloping yourself in the thrilling realm of true crime or absorbing the raw power of real-life stories, I Need Blue is your portal to all that and more. Tune in, immerse yourself, and bear witness to the remarkable strength of the human spirit, all from the comfort of your preferred podcast app or at www.INeedBlue.net.  Let's embark on this journey together, one story at a time.Support the show

We can change the world if we all take a stand and say, 'This is not okay.' - Dr Marianne ThomasAre you a survivor of human trafficking seeking hope and healing? If you've been told to forgive and forget simply, but are still struggling with the trauma you've endured, this episode is for you. Join us as we explore the inspiring journey of Dr. Marianne Thomas and learn about the true path to healing after facing the horrors of exploitation. Let's untangle the complexities of post-trafficking life and discover the transformative power of faith and forgiveness in mending the soul. Don't suffer alone - tune in and find the hope you've sought.Dr. Marianne Thomas is a strong advocate for survivors of human trafficking, having faced her own traumatic experiences. With a PhD in Behavioral Psychology and an MA in Mental Health Counseling, she has dedicated over 15 years to providing counseling and mentorship for abused and trafficked individuals. As the founder and president of My Name, My Voice, Marianne and her team of experts offer education and consultation for organizations looking to develop or expand their anti-trafficking programs. A public speaker driven by passion, she also shares her story to help others overcome self-sabotage and embrace forgiveness.Key takeaways:·       Dive into the chilling story of Dr. Marianne Thomas surviving the grips of human trafficking.·       Comprehend the dire need for a sanctuary and support system for trafficking survivors.·       Unravel the complexities faced by former trafficking victims re-entering society.·       Discover the journey of resilience and recovery in the aftermath of trauma.·       Explore the impact of spirituality and forgiveness in healing emotional scars.Support One Purse: Facebook @onepurseMy Name My Voice: https://mynamemyvoice.org/Contact Marianne:marianne@mynamemyvoice.orgPO Box 760Fort Myers, FL. 33902The resources mentioned in this episode are:·       Listen to the I Need Blue Podcast on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or other listening platforms.·       Visit the website www.ineedblue.net to find all the episodes, valuable resources, safety tips, and more.·       Check out Jen Lee's newly released book and ebook, Why I Survived available on the website, www.WhyISurvived.com·       Explore the Learn to Podcast PDF available on the website if you're interested in learning how to podcast. www.INeedBlue.net·       Learn more about the talented violinist, Char Good, who composed and performed the opening music on the website. www.CharGood.com ·       Share the I Need Blue Podcast with at least one person to spread awareness and healing.·       Seek help if needed and prioritize your own well-being.·       Engage in the conversation by leaving comments, questions, or feedback on the podcast episode.Are you an author? Coming soon: https://thebookstoreshow.com/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeSupport the show

"Humor gives us a break from the stress. So if we're in this state of stress and we have a chance to laugh, that's a momentary break and that's helpful and healthy and healing." - Ron CulbersonRon Culberson was always the class clown in school, making people laugh through creative announcements. After graduating college, Ron was curious and began researching the psychology of humor, eventually becoming an expert in it. One of the main findings Ron learned was Norman Cousins, who found that 20-30 minutes of laughter could control pain. Now, Ron uses humor to connect with people and help them cope with stress, grief and loss. He believes that humor helps us to see the world from a different perspective, and that 90% of stress is based on how we view our circumstances. Even in difficult situations, humor can bring a lightheartedness and connection between people.Ron Culberson is an expert on humor and laughter, having studied the psychology of humor and spoken at hospice conferences. He is a speaker, author, and humorist, and has written four books, including Is Your Glass Laugh Full. He uses his experience as a hospice, social worker, healthcare leader, EMT, and firefighter to deliver a practical message that helps his audiences become more successful in life and work.In this episode, you will learn the following:1. How humor can be used to cope with grief and trauma.2. The power of humor to change perspectives.3. The importance of being present in the moment to spot humor.To learn more about Ron:https://ronculberson.com/You can also research and purchase his books on his web-site. Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/5.0 out of 5 stars What an inspiring book! Reviewed in the United States on March 11, 2023I  could not put this book down. Jen's detailed stories show  how easy it  is to fall into an abusive relationship.  More important,  she was  strong enough to get out. She is living proof that when life  gives you  lemons, you can make lemonade. This is a must read for anyone  who is  currently in an abusive relationship or has been able to leave an   abusive relationship.I look forward to following her podcast - I Need Blue.Thank you, Jen, for sharing your experiences and giving hope to those in similar situations. Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1Support the showSupport the show

National Child Abuse Hotline 1-800-4-A-CHILDAnn Marie Conklin, a resilient survivor of childhood sexual abuse and trauma, joins Jen Lee on the podcast to share her powerful journey for the first time. Ann Marie has dedicated her life to helping others, obtaining two master's degrees in psychology and becoming a licensed psychotherapist. Her expertise and experience in helping abuse victims make her a compassionate and knowledgeable advocate for those in need.Surviving childhood abuse and neglect, Ann Marie's journey to healing is hindered by the innate shame she carries, which is explored through her experiences in an orphanage and as a victim of her sociopathic brother's criminal activity. Her brother was her perpetrator. You are not responsible for the abuse  you suffered, the neglect and all of it. - Ann Marie ConklinDo you believe that survivors of childhood abuse can achieve healing and strength? Ann Marie Conklin has the solution to help you reach that goal and discover the possibility of overcoming past trauma with resilience and renewed spirit.Key take-aways from this episode Gain insight into the lasting consequences of early-life trauma on mental well-being. Learn how to foster a supportive and understanding environment to promote healing. Develop the skills to triumph over negative mindsets and achieve emotional strength. Realize the importance of vocalizing your experiences and standing up for yourself.Accept the benefits of expressing vulnerability and the role it plays in emotional recovery.To learn more about Ann Marie and her book, The Grave For The Devil:https://www.agraveforthedevil.com/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/a_grave_for_the_devil/Connect with Jen: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/5.0 out of 5 stars What an inspiring book! Reviewed in the United States on March 11, 2023I  could not put this book down. Jen's detailed stories show  how easy it  is to fall into an abusive relationship.  More important,  she was  strong enough to get out. She is living proof that when life  gives you  lemons, you can make lemonade. This is a must read for anyone  who is  currently in an abusive relationship or has been able to leave an   abusive relationship.I look forward to following her podcast - I Need Blue.Thank you, Jen, for sharing your experiences and giving hope to those in similar situations. Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1Support the show

Bonus episode This is my story. The third one, to be precise. I decided to read a story from my book, Why I Survived, by Jennifer Lee. It was published in February 2023.  "Never apologize to anyone for trusting your gut" ~ Jennifer Lee  During a break, a man approached me and asked about my podcast. “I'm a survivor of armed robbery and abduction and started my podcast to create a place where survivors of life events can share their stories. I focus on uncomfortable topics—domestic violence, human trafficking, fentanyl, the foster care system, etc. I partner with local, national, and international organizations providing trauma survivors resources. In addition, I put a spotlight on the unique traumas our first responders face,” I replied. I asked him the same question. As he spoke, I was listening to him, but I was also observing him. “I interview people who . . .” His words were being drowned out as I developed a feeling that something wasn't right. My instincts were alerting me to pay attention. He finished speaking and asked if he could take our picture. “Sure,” I said. We exchanged business cards and headed off in our directions, the something- isn't-right feeling lingering after he walked away.   Saturday morning Matt and I walked the conference center halls, burning off some calories from breakfast. We passed Creepy Guy as he headed in the opposite direction. At this point, I walked past him with my head down, not wanting to acknowledge his presence. “He watched you the whole time as he passed us,” Matt told me.  To order your autographed copy of, Why I Survived by Jennifer Lee, How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma, visit https://whyisurvived.com/Please leave a review on Amazon even when purchased through my web-site: https://www.amazon.com/review/create-review/edit?ie=UTF8&channel=glance-detail&asin=B0BTDPFKJYSupport the show

Despite facing the ups and downs of marriage to a law enforcement officer, Lauren found strength and resilience in her faith and commitment to marriage. But after 16 years of loving service, an unexpected tragedy struck - and it was only then that Lauren discovered the true power of honoring her loved one while finding strength within herself. What will happen as Lauren continues on her journey of healing and self-care?In this episode, you will be able to:Understand how families in law enforcement navigate grief and trauma.Recognize the signs of mental and physical well-being for first responders.Discover community resources available to support grieving partners.Learn the delicate art of self-care and healing while commemorating lost loved ones.Realize the value of preventive healthcare initiatives for first responder organizations.My special guest is Lauren.Lauren is a devoted wife and mother who experienced the challenges of being a spouse to a law enforcement officer for 16 years. She has navigated her husband's career's ups and downs while maintaining her identity and supporting her family. Through her journey, Lauren has learned the importance of balancing self-care, healing, and honoring lost loved ones. Drawing from her experiences, Lauren provides valuable insights and support for others in similar situations, helping them find strength and resilience in the face of adversity.The resources mentioned in this episode are:Listen to the I Need Blue Podcast on Apple, Spotify, other listening platforms, and the website www.ineedblue.net.Visit the I Need Blue website for valuable resources, safety tips, and information about Jen Lee's newly released book and ebook, Why I Survived by Jen Lee.Check out the Learn to Podcast PDF on the I Need Blue website to start your podcast.By visiting the website, support and connect with Shar Good, the talented violinist who composed and performed the opening music for the I Need Blue Podcast.Prioritize your healing and recovery in difficult situations and find joy again.Create space for first responders to heal without feeling like they have lost their identity.Consider supporting and advocating for the overall health and well-being of first responders in your community.Dealing with FearFear is an inherent part of life, but when faced with the unique challenges and dangers of law enforcement, it can impact the officer and their families. As a spouse, understanding and dealing with fear can be integral to maintaining the relationship and ensuring the emotional well-being of both partners. The key to dealing with fear is open communication, support from loved ones, and finding effective coping strategies. In the conversation, Lauren mentioned how the shift in the perception of law enforcement officers affected her husband's behavior, leading to heightened fear in their family. He even refused to display the thin blue line flag outside their home. To manage her fears, Lauren remained grounded in her faith and kept a positive outlook on life, which helped her stay supportive of her husband despite their challenges together.Support the show

"Being courageous is commitment. It's being dedicated to a cause or to a purpose. It's really to fight through the fear, through the unknown." ~ Randy MortensenRandy Mortensen is an accelerated business growth guide, published author, global speaker, and founder/host of God Took Me To Las Vegas Podcast.  One day, his five-year-old son was rushed to the hospital for an emergency appendectomy and, due to medical neglect, overdosed on potassium, killing him. This compounded the grief he was already feeling from losing a parent. His destructive decisions continued until he was on a flight home, staring at five miniature bottles of Scotch.    Randy began speaking about his desire to quit drinking. He told his wife but needed to tell someone else. He told his brother, “I'm going to quit drinking.” His brother replied, "How often have I heard you say that? A thousand times over the years.  I don't believe it. I don't buy it. Do you know how much wreckage you have caused in our family? Do you know how damaging your behavior has been? Until now, Randy wasn't ready to listen. These statements  were the confirmation Randy needed that it was time to change.   While living in Las Vegas, Randy attended a 28-day inpatient treatment program in St. George, Utah. Las Vegas offered 4-5 AA meetings a day. Attending many meetings daily, Randy says that is what saved his life. Today, through his relationship with God, Randy's mission is  saving lives and restoring relationships. He has since celebrated 32 years of sobriety and has dedicated his life to helping others in recovery. To learn more about Randy Mortensen:https://www.linkedin.com/in/randy-mortensen/Email:  RMortensen@extremeinfluence.orgCall: (321) 427-2201Book: God Took Me to Las Vegas......to Get SoberFB group, God Took Me to Las Vegas......to Get Sober:https://www.facebook.com/groups/godtookmetolasvegastogetsoberPodcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/god-took-me-to-las-vegas/id1499431049Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/5.0 out of 5 stars What an inspiring book! Reviewed in the United States on March 11, 2023I  could not put this book down. Jen's detailed stories show  how easy it  is to fall into an abusive relationship.  More important,  she was  strong enough to get out. She is living proof that when life  gives you  lemons, you can make lemonade. This is a must read for anyone  who is  currently in an abusive relationship or has been able to leave an   abusive relationship.I look forward to following her podcast - I Need Blue.Thank you, Jen, for sharing your experiences and giving hope to those in similar situations. Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1Support the show

Mel is a survivor of parental alienation,  and her husband James has witnessed her struggles and triumphs.Parental alienation is a strategy whereby one parent intentionally displays to the child unjustified negativity aimed at the other parent. The purpose of this strategy is to damage the child's relationship with the other parent and to turn the child's emotions against them. It's a game of manipulation, brainwashing, isolation and the pawn in the middle is a child.  The details of Mel's story are heart wrenching, especially when you learn she went years without seeing her kids who lived only 20 minutes away. Mel eventually remarried and joining us in this conversation is her husband James. He is going to share his emotional and at times painful perspective of watching his wife cope and struggle to see her boys. Mel never gave up hope and recognized that as hard as it was, stepping back was the answer.  Together we take steps forward to create awareness surrounding the painful realities of parental alienation. "Witness the journey of a mother who won't give up on her sons, even when the odds are stacked against her."Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/5.0 out of 5 stars What an inspiring book! Reviewed in the United States on March 11, 2023I  could not put this book down. Jen's detailed stories show  how easy it  is to fall into an abusive relationship.  More important,  she was  strong enough to get out. She is living proof that when life  gives you  lemons, you can make lemonade. This is a must read for anyone  who is  currently in an abusive relationship or has been able to leave an   abusive relationship.I look forward to following her podcast - I Need Blue.Thank you, Jen, for sharing your experiences and giving hope to those in similar situations. Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

Melissa is a survivor of domestic violence, sharing her story of strength, adversity, regaining independence, and finding inner peace.  Melissa  thought she had found a perfect relationship and was excited to be with her new partner. Despite red flags, she was blinded by the feeling of being loved and accepted. Her honeymoon phase didn't last long and soon the verbal and physical abuse started. Isolated with no family, Melissa was unable to escape. After a year and a half, Melissa confided in her family, who saw the physical abuse, and took matters into her own hands by seeking counseling. With the help of her job, she was able to slowly build her confidence and protect herself and her son.In this episode, you will learn the following: 1. How did Melissa  navigate an abusive relationship and the manipulation tactics of her partner?2. How did Melissa  find the strength and courage to protect herself and her child in an isolated environment?3. How did Melissa's job become a saving grace and help her to find her way out of the abusive relationship?National Domestic Violence hotline:800-799-7233When you're ready, we're here to listen with confidential support 24/7/365.Additional National Help hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsPurchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/This book recalls four personal experiences of suspense, suspicion, and survival that ultimately lead to my life purpose of helping other survivors. You'll find words of support and pages of resources throughout the book, so you know that you are never alone. Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1 

Dr. Diely is a physician, life coach, and best-selling author who speaks on living with passion as a physician, wife, mother, and cancer survivor. She is a recovering overachiever and has reinvented her life twice, learning to forgive herself and find true love.  Her cancer diagnosis made her realize life is too short. This inspired her to spread love and joy instead of fighting death. As a mother of a special needs child,  Dr Diely learned what unconditional love means through her special relationship with her daughter.  Dr. Diely realized her own love and success did not need to be earned, and has dedicated her life to teaching this to others. She encourages her listeners to prioritize unconditional love and values, and reminds them that there is always hope.Her message of recovery, self love, resilience, hope, and breaking patterns will resonate with you.In this episode, you will learn the following:1. How to develop self-validation and find success without relying on external motivators.2. How to rediscover joy in learning and apply it to your daily life.3. How to foster unconditional love for yourself and others, and use it to teach important values.4. How to teach your children values and validate their worthiness.Contact Dr Diely:Email: joyfullysuccessfulcoaching@gmail.comWebsite: https://joyfullysuccessful.com/Sign up for email newsletter or book a free consultation with Dr. Diely. Book: Bouncing Back: A How-to Manual for Joy with Minimal Energy Expenditure Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Purchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/ “In Why I Survived, Jennifer pulls us into her hair-raising traumatic stories and helps us understand the physical, emotional, and mental toll trauma takes on us. Simultaneously, she reminds us we're not alone and encourages us to listen to our intuition, which helps us avoid pain and stay on the right path. On the edge of our seats, we get to see how Jennifer triumphs over her adversities and finds the gift of helping empower others to begin their healing journey by speaking her stories. This book is unputdownable.”Julie Jacky- Author of On the Other Side - A Spiritual Memoir of healing and forgiveness Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

Experience the power of God-led healing and reclaim your life from addiction with Laura's inspiring story of recovery.Laura McCarthy was a fourth-generation addict, and growing up in an alcoholic home surrounded by trauma and fear, she found solace in her first nicotine cigarette at the age of eleven. After continuous struggle to control her drinking and drug use, she hit rock bottom and sincerely asked for help from an unknown God. Miraculously, she experienced a spiritual awakening and true recovery, learning to forgive and handle life's struggles with the help of a loving Heavenly Father.Laura McCarthy is a retired licensed mental health counselor and Master Certified Addictions Professional with the State of Florida. She is a passionate advocate for recovery, providing resources and support to those struggling with addiction and mental health. She is the author of Mess to Majestic, a true story of recovery from trauma, shame and addictions.Here's what I cover with Laura McCarthy in this episode:1. Laura shares the behind-the-scenes story of her addiction and recovery.2. We discuss the process of healing from trauma and addiction.3. How can one maintain a personal relationship with God to support sobriety?"Recovery is possible, that recovery is so much more than just not drinking or drugging, that literally there's healing. And healing is not forgetting. It's actually remembering with less pain." -Laura McCarthyNational Help hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsPurchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/ “In Why I Survived, Jennifer pulls us into her hair-raising traumatic stories and helps us understand the physical, emotional, and mental toll trauma takes on us. Simultaneously, she reminds us we're not alone and encourages us to listen to our intuition, which helps us avoid pain and stay on the right path. On the edge of our seats, we get to see how Jennifer triumphs over her adversities and finds the gift of helping empower others to begin their healing journey by speaking her stories. This book is unputdownable.”Julie Jacky- Author of On the Other Side - A Spiritual Memoir of healing and forgiveness Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

As many know, I recently became a published author; Why I Survived by Jennifer Lee.   I share my story of surviving mental, psychological, and emotional abuse. I was drugged and tricked into thinking my life during this 3 years was with someone who loved me. He didn't. The first time I spoke about this relationship was on the When Dating Hurts podcast. https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/when-dating-hurts/id1542478530 I'm sharing the episode with you. It was different "speaking" it versus "writing" it. The book is a more detailed account of the events written in time sequence. www.WhyISurvived.comNational Help hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsPurchase  an autographed copy:  Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/5.0 out of 5 stars What an inspiring book! Reviewed in the United States on March 11, 2023I  could not put this book down. Jen's detailed stories show  how easy it  is to fall into an abusive relationship.  More important,  she was  strong enough to get out. She is living proof that when life  gives you  lemons, you can make lemonade. This is a must read for anyone  who is  currently in an abusive relationship or has been able to leave an   abusive relationship.I look forward to following her podcast - I Need Blue.Thank you, Jen, for sharing your experiences and giving hope to those in similar situations. Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

Christine B was a victim of an assault at a high school party, and felt isolated and embarrassed. She grew up in a family where you didn't talk about such things. She found her solace in music, and was determined to leave a legacy and better her life. Christine B shares her domestic violence story and advocates for other trauma survivors. While she will never forget her painful journey, Christine persevered and overcame the trauma, and eventually was able to talk openly about her experience. Christine B shares her emotional journey of losing a baby. Finding closure was a journey she is now ready to share. Today, Christine B is a professional recording artist, producer, and actress who at times has dealt with social media bullying. Hear how she remains positive and drowns out the "noise."In this episode, you will learn the following:1. How Christine B was able to transform her trauma and become self-made against the odds.2. How Christine B's daughter saved her life and how she is honoring her legacy.3. How Christine B overcame hate and self-destructive behavior to achieve success."I will not tolerate anything less than being successful. I will not tolerate anybody just trying to take me down anymore. I will not tolerate anyone trying to say, Christine B is this or Christine B is that. No. I'm at a point in my life right now if you're not calling me to build me up, if you can't be bothered with me, then just stay out of my life."To learn more about Christine and follow her talented career: FB: @christinebvocalsTo follow BVIP Entertainment:Instagram: @bvipflFacebook: @bvipflNational Help hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsPurchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/ “In Why I Survived, Jennifer pulls us into her hair-raising traumatic stories and helps us understand the physical, emotional, and mental toll trauma takes on us. Simultaneously, she reminds us we're not alone and encourages us to listen to our intuition, which helps us avoid pain and stay on the right path. On the edge of our seats, we get to see how Jennifer triumphs over her adversities and finds the gift of helping empower others to begin their healing journey by speaking her stories. This book is unputdownable.”Julie Jacky- Author of On the Other Side - A Spiritual Memoir of healing and forgiveness Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

Ari Schonbrun was on his way to work on September 11, 2001, when he was asked to fill out a book order for his son. Delaying him, he arrived at the World Trade Center twenty minutes after nine, only to experience a blast that shook the building. Through a series of coincidences, he was saved from being in the elevator when the plane struck the building. Experience the incredible journey of survival with Ari Schonbrun, a 911 survivor, and find out how miracles, fate, and inspiration can help you to overcome anything. Ari Schonbrun is a retired motivational speaker, author, life coach, and podcast host of Whispers and Bricks, who survived the events of 9/11. He uses his platforms to share his story of miracles, fate, and inspiration.In this episode, you will learn the following: 1. How did Ari Schonbrun's brush with death on 9/11 reveal a series of coincidences that saved his life?2. How Ari Schonbrun helped a coworker in pain?3. How did Ari Schonbrun's cell phone miraculously get reception in the middle of the World Trade Center on 9/11?4. Why not taking life for granted is so important. Whispers and Bricks podcast:https://whispersandbrickspodcast.com/Whispers and Bricks Coaching:https://whispersandbrickspodcast.com/whispers-and-bricks-academy/Learn about Ari or book him as a guest speaker:https://www.arischonbrun.com/National Help hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsPurchase  my book: Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma by Jennifer Leehttps://whyisurvived.com/This book recalls four personal experiences of suspense, suspicion, and survival that ultimately lead to Jen's life purpose of helping other survivors.The first story shares her long-distance relationship with a man who poisoned her self-worth and created self-doubt on every level. As if that weren't enough, her boyfriend of three-years was harboring a secret. How she finally ended this relationship will shock you. Six years later, she heard the words “give me all your money!” When she turned around, she couldn't believe what happened next!Ten years later, she met a creepy guy at a work conference who forced his way into her personal space. The final story is different. It's heart-touching and impactful, inspiring you with the lessons she learned about intentions, faith, and fear that will reinforce your purpose on this Earth.  Throughout all the suspense and triumph over fear, you'll find words of support and pages of resources, helping you to know that you are never alone. Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

When his cousin's life is threatened by addiction, Jonathan, a paramedic with Brevard County Fire Rescue, must employ hard love to confront the heartbreaking irony of saving lives on the job, while struggling to save the one closest to him.Jonathan  was very close to his cousin, who was his childhood best friend. They shared many fun adventures together, but as time went on his cousin fell into addiction with drugs.  Jonathan pleaded with him to stop, but despite his efforts, his cousin was in and out of jail and is now in prison. He understands the  roller coaster of emotions which come from  watching a loved one struggle with addiction. Jonathan, as a paramedic, knows the harsh reality of the Fentanyl crisis. He has witnessed a family's heartache when a loved one is found unresponsive or in cardiac arrest.  In this episode, you will learn the following:1. How did Jonathan  cope with his cousin's struggle with addiction?2. What is the experience of a first responder witnessing the devastating effects of the Fentanyl crisis?3. How did Jonathan handle heart-wrenching moments with family members of those who have overdosed?Show notes:Circles of Care - https://www.circlesofcare.org/The Blue Plaid Society - https://blueplaid.org/Space Coast Recovery - http://www.spacecoastrecovery.com/NewSite/Journey Pure - https://journeypuremelbourne.com/Rockledge Fire and Rescue: 321-633-2056 press 0.  Ask to be transferred to the community paramedic, Jonathan Weiss. National Help hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/resources-%26-productsPurchase  Why I Survived:  How sharing my story helped me heal from dating abuse, armed robbery, abduction, and other forms of trauma." https://whyisurvived.com/This book recalls four personal experiences of suspense, suspicion, and survival that ultimately lead to Jen's life purpose of helping other survivors.The first story shares her long-distance relationship with a man who poisoned her self-worth and created self-doubt on every level. As if that weren't enough, her boyfriend of three-years was harboring a secret. How she finally ended this relationship will shock you. Six years later, she heard the words “give me all your money!” When she turned around, she couldn't believe what happened next!Ten years later, she met a creepy guy at a work conference who forced his way into her personal space. The final story is different. It's heart-touching and impactful, inspiring you with the lessons she learned about intentions, faith, and fear that will reinforce your purpose on this Earth. Throughout all the suspense and triumph over fear, you'll find words of support and pages of resources, helping you to know that you are never alone. Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://chargood.com/homeLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1

Witness the power of resilience and never stop fighting, with Sean and his family's inspiring story on I Need Blue Podcast.Sean was a triathlete who, five years ago, was in a car accident which left him paralyzed from the chest down. He, his daughter Abigail and son Perry, shared their story of the initial emotional and mental struggle they all faced following the accident. When Abigail and Perry saw Sean in the hospital, they were struck by shock, as he was completely bandaged up and unrecognizable. Through the support of his friends, family, and his mother's presence, Sean was able to fight for his life and be present for his children.  This is a powerful episode, which at times will bring tears to your eyes when you hear how this family values love and support. Plus, we all sing a song which has special meaning to them. In this episode, you will learn the following: 1. How did Sean's life-changing car accident lead to a powerful story of resilience and strength?2. What is the Ironman triathlon, and how did it help Sean cope with his trauma?3. How did Sean's family experience the emotional and mental struggle of his accident, and how did they overcome it?National hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/national-hotlinesStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/stay-safe-1Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://ineedblue.net/char-goodLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1 

“Break the cycle of abuse - Don't believe you are trapped, you are stronger than you think.”E'ala decided to break her silence after 3 women she personally knew were murdered by their boyfriends. Ashley Perala, Nadine Cavalier, and Gabby Petito. She is hoping  by sharing this story, it could help someone else who might be in that position right now.E'ala has escaped three abusive relationships throughout her life. At 15, she was in a relationship with an older man  who was a drug addict and physically abused her. Even when she found the courage to leave, he lured her back in. Her life took a turn when her mom was diagnosed with cancer. It led to a long-distance move ultimatley ending one abusive relationship and sadly beginning a new one. E'ala's story is one of resilience and hope, showing that despite being in an abusive pattern, it is possible to break it and find a loving and supportive relationship. She wants to share her story and resources to help others find the strength to leave abusive situations and save their lives. Today we discuss:1. E'ala's experience2. What are the signs of an abusive relationship that victims should look for?3. What is isolation and gaslighting?4. How did E'ala break the cycle of abusive relationships and end up in a loving, supportive one?5. How can victims of domestic violence protect themselves from predators and abusers?"The devil doesn't come with horns and a pitchfork. He comes dressed as everything you've ever wanted." ~E'alaBrevard County, FL resources:https://ineedblue.net/community-resources-1National hotlines:https://ineedblue.net/national-hotlinesStay safe tips:https://ineedblue.net/stay-safe-1Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by Char Good.https://ineedblue.net/char-goodLearn 2 Podcast PDF now available. Download this 33 page informational packet today! https://ineedblue.net/learn-2-podcast-1   

"Something good is going to come out of this." Donna Bollinger is an author, inspirational speaker, musician and event specialist. She is a positive powerhouse who recalls the "waves" which changed her life. In this episode, you will hear emotions of doubt, worry,  and sadness, which you may relate too, however through her encouraging words, and infectious positive attitude you will feel inspired. It is the perfect episode to end 2022 and begin 2023!Donna grew up in a College football family, but she discovered swimming was the sport for her.  She was  breaking national records by age 10.   She later married an NFL football player and gave up her athletic career to be a wife and mother. She had 4 children in 4 years. Donna was living the bright, happy life of traveling and making many friends. Life became dark; an impending divorce and experiences at the beach which forever changed her.  She equates her life lessons to the ocean, the waves, rip currents, staying focused on the shore, and keeping your heart warm. Donna is grateful for her life and wants to help others by sharing her story and her message of hope. In this episode, you will hear a story of survival and determination. The impact of childhood experiences on adulthood and how overcoming fear and having faith will create a "bright" life of independence and happiness. 2. The importance of listening 3. The impact of childhood experiences on adulthood Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.https://www.purple-planet.com/ 

 "What is Fentanyl and why does this drug matter to me?"" I don't do drugs and my child knows to say "no." Fentanyl has been found in all 50 states; from metropolitan to rural areas, no community is immune from this drug.  It is highly addictive and often mixed with other drugs or pressed into pill form, disguised, leading to the poisoning of the unsuspecting user. Commander Vic DeSantis, Brevard County Sheriff's office,  uses this opportunity to educate our community and every community throughout America about the dangers of fentanyl-related poisonings.  It is becoming the leading killer of adults ages 18 to 45.  Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.https://www.purple-planet.com/ 

After her husband's death, Debbie tried  online dating and ended up being scammed out of over a million dollars. Debby Montgomery Johnson is a survivor advocate and hosts a podcast, Stand Up and Speak Up. She is also a published author.This is Debby Montgomery Johnson 's story...Six months after her husband's death, Debby's friends encouraged her to try online dating. She was hesitant at first, but decided to give it a try. She met a man online who she thought was great. They talked often and she felt like she could trust him. Unfortunately, he was not who he seemed to be. He scammed her out of a lot of money and she was left feeling heartbroken and alone. Thankfully, she was able to find the strength to keep going and is now using her story to help others. In this episode, you will learn the following: 1. The emotional and physical devastation that can be caused by online romance scams. 2.  Anyone can be taken at some time in their life and usually by someone they know, family   included.3. Comforting words for victimsIf you think you may be a victim of a romance and online scam, visit https://romancescamsnow.com/  to find education and support. Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.https://www.purple-planet.com/ 

Taylor is a wife, mom, and content creator who is also a childhood sexual abuse survivor. She uses her social media platform to share her day-to-day life and to inspire women around the world to overcome, persevere, and live their best lives.  This is Taylor 's story...  Taylor was sexually abused by her grandfather from a very young age. She remembers being groomed from around age three, and the abuse continued until she was twelve. When she was around seven or eight, she realized that something wasn't right and tried to push back, but her grandpa didn't stop. The abuse continued until she was twelve and she found out that there were other victims in her family. Once she hit puberty, the abuse stopped, but she suffered from mental health issues, substance abuse, and self-harm. She is now an advocate for other survivors and is working on healing herself.In this episode, you will learn: 1. The stages of grooming that abusers use to gain a child's trust 2. The long-term effects of childhood sexual abuse 3. The dangers of not teaching children about their bodies and sexualityTo find more information about Taylor:Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@the_taylorleeann?_t=8VobSiMGRzS&_r=1Instagram: @The_TaylorLeeannFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/taylor.leeann.507Survivor merchandise: https://www.bonfire.com/store/taylor-lee-ann/Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.https://www.purple-planet.com/ 

Jasmin Peach is a former Australian police officer dedicated to breaking the stigma of mental health within the first responder industry, within the police force. She earned her qualification as a domestic violence investigator.This is Jasmin Peach's story... Jasmine Peach is a police officer who decided to enter the field in order to help people. She soon realized that there was more to the job than just the excitement of catching criminals. She was exposed to some traumatic events, including domestic violence and deaths. These experiences left her feeling helpless at times, but she was able to debrief with her colleagues and continue doing her job. In this episode, you will learn the following:1. Setting a police officer up for success; training about the realities of the job2. Why Police Officers need "normal" friends 2. Why domestic calls are not easy3. The helplessness of witnessing a family grieve on the scene4. It's ok to ask for helpJasmin can be found on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jasmin.f.peach/To hear her podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/breaking-the-stigma-first-responders-and-mental-health/id1633848205Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews

A young girl who is sexually assaulted by her teacher turns her trauma into a force for good, using her story to help other survivors and prevent future abuse. May 5th, 1994 the cover of the River Cities Gazette reads, TEACHER CONFESSES, I fondled my students. Miami Springs Middle School teacher, Ronald Bach said he took the girls, most of whom were his teacher aides, out of classes by writing passes which  excused their absences. When he was finally caught there was presumably 16 other victims. Only 1 of the victims, who was 12 years old during the abuse, now age 15 pressed charges.  The lone survivor who pressed charges, is my guest today. Michele Vergho describes the “grooming” and abuse she endured.  In this episode, you will learn: 1. The abusers power within the school 2. The details of Michele's abuse3. The impact the  abuse had on Michele's life4. What to do if a parent suspects a crime.5. Encouraging words for a survivor.Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews

 "You can't measure yourself by one standard." Barry Walton is an accomplished director with five documentaries and an Emmy under his belt. Barry won 15 awards for best documentary short with his most recent film, Empty America. He is also the owner of Endless Media.This is Barry Walton's story... Barry Walton was held back in third grade. He remembers feeling shame and embarrassment when he found out he wouldn't be advancing to the next grade with his peers. His parents didn't talk to him about it, and he felt alone and misunderstood. When he started the next school year, he had to get his own desk because there weren't enough for all the students. He was embarrassed and felt like a failure. Barry went on to become a successful director, but he still carries the pain of that experience with him.. In this episode, you will learn the following: 1. The emotional and mental impact that being held back a grade has on a child.2. The importance of listening to and hearing what a child has to say about their experiences.3. The importance of being aware of your narrative and then managing it. Review: "When you put 2 story tellers in the same room, this is what you get; magic! I love this episode and wanted to keep listening. When is part 2 going to be available?" Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews

"I talked to my son a week ago. He was going to be home in one month. 30 days and he would be returning home from the Army. He was an honorable part of Operation Enduring Freedom stationed in Afghanistan and my baby is headed home. I can wait for a hug. I just can't wait."  Michelle never got that hug. The next time she saw her son, he was in a casket. He died with glory serving his country, the United States of America. But all the glory in the world would not replace the pain of her broken heart. Her son was now a fallen soldier.  Confusion. Depression. Moving forward. Cant move forward. Support. Gold Star Mom. As a military mom, I can't image the pain.  Michelle later learned her son was not afraid to die. He was afraid to be forgotten! So today we honor him and the other soldier who died beside him.  A news article read:Two soldiers with Fort Collins ties are being remembered today after they were killed fighting in Afghanistan.Sgt. Aaron B. Cruttenden, 25, and CPL. Dale J. Kridlo, 33, were killed in action Nov. 7 when their patrol, which was sweeping for explosives in Operation Enduring Freedom, came under small-arms fire in Kunar Province, Afghanistan, according to the Department of Defense. Michelle is now President of the American Gold Star Mothers in the state of FL.  We are here to honor her son Dale and give recognition to all the gold star mothers out there.  For additional information about the Indian River County, FL Gold Star moms chapter, visit: https://www.ircgoldstarmoms.org/Email Michelle at: MichDaleIRC@GoldStrMoms@gmail.comVisit https://www.goldstarmoms.com/ for the national directory. Dogs For Life, Vero Beach, FL - https://www.dogsforlifevb.org/Support the podcast message: https://www.patreon.com/INEEDBLUEVisit https://ineedblue.net/  for additional stories 

When Pam meets a man at  a work conference and has a bad feeling about him, she doubted her instincts and ends up followed.  Mike Dandridge is an experienced security professional with over 20 years experience in executive protection, travel security, global security operations, international travel and crisis management. He now dedicates his time to helping women think safety, and has created an online course, Travel With Confidence, to help women traveling solo create a safety plan for themselves.  This is Pam's story...  Pam was at a conference where she met a man who made her feel uncomfortable. She started to notice  he was around her more and more, and she began to feel like he was tracking her. This lead to a scary situation causing all of Pam's red flags to go off inside of her.    In this episode, you will learn the following: 1. The importance of intuition and acting on intuition when it comes to personal safety 2. The dangers of dismissiveness when it comes to personal safety 3. The importance of situational awareness and knowing your surroundings when it comes to personal safetyConnect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/ 

The Guardian Ad Litem is a foster child's eyes and ears and they advocate for their well being to make sure they are getting what they need. Today's episode is filled with love, passion and purpose. My first guest, Mary was removed from her home during her sensitive teen years. She had been sexually abused by a family member. As you hear her describe how these events left her emotionally devastated at an age where navigating such things were already challenging, you will learn how asking questions is key. Today Mary is a volunteer, a Guardian Ad Litem to advocate for a child. She asks the questions and gets the answers so a child has the best possible path for their future success. My next guest,  Jenny James is a Child Advocate Manager. She provides support for volunteers such as Mary. When you take on the rewarding journey of becoming a Guardian Ad Litem you have support.  Jenny is here to share her journey and explain the ways she supports volunteers. It is a team effort.  Cynthia Rickard is a Volunteer Recruiter. Currently there are not enough volunteers. Not every child in dependency court has an advocate. You will be touched by this episode and if you find yourself asking the question, maybe I can do this? Information is provided below.If you are passionate about children and want to make a difference in a child's life, you can help by becoming a Guardian Ad Litem volunteer. To learn more, reach out to recruiter Cynthia Rickard at 321-271-1304 or visit www.GuardianAdLitem.org to find opportunities within the state of Florida. For more information about becoming a CASA:  https://nationalcasagal.org/Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QWebsite: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviewsMusic credits to Purple Planet. Www.purple-planet.com

Kristen is a college student and survivor of sexual assault. She is sharing her story to provide the red flags leading up to the assault and to provide a cautionary tale for other women using dating apps.  This is Kristen's story...  Kristen was on a first date where she was assaulted for hours after meeting someone on a dating app. She felt trapped and unable to move or speak. Kristen is now a survivor and is sharing her story to help other women who may have experienced something similar..  In this episode, you will learn the following: 1. What are the red flags leading up to an assault? 2. What is it like to be assaulted by someone you met online? 3. How can you best protect yourself when using online dating platforms? Support the podcast message: https://www.patreon.com/INEEDBLUECheck out more episodes: Website: https://ineedblue.net/ Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcast YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QLoved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews

Today my guest is Suzy Pereira.  Suzy lost her son in November 2021, not even a year ago to Fentanyl poisoning.  Fentanyl is the deadly synthetic opioid that has contaminated the illicit drug supply and is killing thousands of Americans.  In fact it is the No. 1 cause of death of Americans ages 18-45, more than car accidents, suicide and gun violence combined.  In the wake of her tragedy, Suzy started a non-profit called The Blue Plaid Society, named after her son's iconic style of wearing blue plaid shirts, to warn and educate the public about this deadly drug.  Get the facts about Fentanyl to keep your kids safe. In this episode, you will learn: 1. The dangers of fentanyl and how it is being hidden in other drugs2. The difference between an overdose and a poisoning3. The importance of informing children about the dangers of fentanylTo learn more at The Blue Plaid Society:https://www.instagram.com/theblueplaidsociety/https://www.facebook.com/TheBluePlaidSocietyhttps://blueplaid.org/***Information about the 2022 Central FL Fentanyl SummittAugust 21st 1P-3P,  doors open at 12:30Cocoa Beach Country Club5000 Tom Warriner BlvdCocoa Beach, FL 32931Connect with me: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/needbluepodcastYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8QLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jen-lee-017097215/Website: https://ineedblue.net/Loved this episode? Leave us a review and rating here: https://podcastsconnect.apple.com/my-podcasts/show/i-need-blue/cf77fdb3-396e-4c1c-82aa-c2c3f6d1eee2/ratings-and-reviews

Stacy Webb is a former police officer and detective in Sydney, Australia. The traumatic experiences she witnessed left her with several PTSD symptoms. Mental health and personally for her, first responder mental health has become a passion. Now, as an Intuitive Trauma Release mentor, she gives back to others. She recently published a book , The Intuitive Detective by Stacy Webb.  We will talk about policing in Australia vs the United States; while they are different trauma is the same. Sometimes people forget that it is still a human being under the uniform. Next, what is intuitive trauma release?  You will learn as she shares some tools she uses. For me, I am always open to listening to new ways of healing. At the end of the day, you always need to choose what is best for you. 

Christmas night, Becki became a survivor of rape.  Today's episode continues where we left off with Becki headed to the hospital. Hours later she was doing "after Christmas" shopping with family. That was a mistake...She never saw or heard him. It haunted her because even if law enforcement could find him, she wouldn't be able to ID him. She lived 10 years wondering if any man she came across was him.Once day, 10 years after the assault, she received a phone call which changed everything!This interview includes commentary from her husband and daughter.  Visit S2 E13 for the beginning of Becki's story. Some details have been altered to protect the identity of the survivor. This episode focuses on the topic of rape. If you are a victim of rape or know someone who is, contact the National Sexual Assault hotline operated by RAINN, which is the largest anti sexual violence organization. They can be reached at 1-800-656 HOPE.  When you call this hotline, it automatically routes the caller to their nearest sexual assault service provider. Support the podcast message: https://www.patreon.com/INEEDBLUEVisit https://ineedblue.net/  for additional storiesThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.https://www.purple-planet.com/

Christmas night, Becki became a survivor of rape. After leaving her family's  house, she made a stop on her way home.  He saw her there and followed her home. She didn't notice until the sound of the washer machine lid falling jarred her awake. This begins a series of events which haunt her today.   Included in this conversation is her husband Lloyd who was her boyfriend at the time.   Some details have been altered to protect the identity of the survivor.  Part 1 of a 2 part series. Episode 2 is being released on July 4th.This episode focuses on the topic of rape. If you are a victim of rape or know someone who is, contact the National Sexual Assault hotline operated by RAINN, which is the largest anti sexual violence organization. They can be reached at 1-800-656 HOPE.  When you call this hotline, it automatically routes the caller to their nearest sexual assault service provider. Support the podcast message: https://www.patreon.com/INEEDBLUEVisit https://ineedblue.net/  for additional storiesThe background music is written, performed and produced exclusively by purple-planet.com.https://www.purple-planet.com/