Podcasts about that bitch

Lost At Christmas: Part 2 A vulnerable confrontation with an old crush. Based on a post by Tx Tall Tales, in 2 parts. Listen to the Podcast at My First time. Christmas What had started out with the potential for so much disappointment, my first Christmas away from home, was actually quite wonderful. The family embraced me and treated me as one of their own. Dinner was scrumptious, a Christmas ham, with the full complement of side dishes. After dinner we chatted, drank a little too much spiked eggnog, and told stories of the last few years. I sat close to Sheri when I could, beside her at the dinner table, and next to her on the couch while we had our eggnog. I tried to engage her in some quiet conversation of our own, but the setting was all wrong for that, and I eventually abandoned those attempts. It was nice enough just to be near her. Tommy's step-father Dave, insisted I call Santiago, even though I knew the price would be outrageous, and I did. I gave my family my Christmas wishes, and told them how much I missed them and was looking forward to seeing them in a couple of days. Everyone in the room took a minute to say hello and share season's greetings. I had to spend a few minutes trying to get my Mom to stop crying at the far end, before we finally were able to hang-up. The small ones had to go to bed relatively early, and so we all got to open one gift the night before, as was their tradition. I gave Tommy his gift, and his mother opened the family gift and everyone acted pleased. In turn, they had bought me a present which I opened. It was two books for the trip, and they had a card for me. Inside was $50. I was completely in shock. "Dear Steve, Your short visit was a wonderful Christmas gift to us all. Thanks so much for choosing to spend this Christmas with us. Here's some mad money for the trip home. We all love you. Dave, June, Robert, Sheri, John and Jean" I was deeply touched by the gesture. I went over and gave Tommy's Mom a big hug, thanking her for the card and books. The kids jumped up with presents of their own, and I got two new drawings for my dorm room, as well as some mystery invention from John, which was supposed to be a spy tool to stop people from breaking into my room. I thanked them profusely, and they were put to bed shortly after. Dave, Tommy and I discussed the logistics of my morning bus ride back to Charleston. It left at 7:30 am, but was only about 15 minutes away, so we figured on getting a 7:00am start. We relaxed around the fire, ruminating on the poor souls who had the job of driving that bus all day Christmas day. There was a guitar in the corner, Greg's. I was surprised he hadn't taken it with him. I went over and grabbed it, and finding it miserably out of tune, I tuned it up. "Play something Christmassy", Tommy's Mom asked, and so I played a couple of tunes. I'm a fair guitarist; I was studying guitar at the Eastman School of Music since it was convenient, and ROTC was picking up the tab, and had improved quite a bit from the days of our first band. I got rave reviews from my small audience, and took requests for a while, before we broke it up. The parents still had some work to do for the kids, and Tommy and I wanted to hit the hay early, in order to catch that 7:30 bus. More hugs and kisses all around, with a firm handshake for Dave, and I retired to my room to finish my packing. I got ready for bed, dressed in boxers and a t-shirt, laid out my clothes for the morning, and completed my packing. I had one last thing I wanted to do before hitting the sack, so I went back into the bathroom, and knocked on the opposite door into Sheri's room. I heard a muffled "Come in" or something to that effect, and opened the door to find Sheri sitting up in bed, brushing her long blonde hair. She was dressed in a nearly see-through pale green nightie that took my breath away. "Hi." I felt incredibly awkward, like I was 16 all over again. She looked up at me, giving me a quizzically upraised eyebrow. "I had a gift for you, but I felt kind of silly giving it to you out there. I hope you don't mind that I waited until now." I handed her a small leather pouch. She took it, laying her brush to the side, and opened it, pulling out a small cross. She stretched out the cord, and looked at me in surprise. "But this is your mountain cross! You always wear this!" She said, looking at me with a strange look I couldn't quite fathom. The cross was one I had found mountain climbing several years earlier. I had been in a small accident. I'd fallen into a glacier fed stream on a mountain trip, while collecting firewood in a storm. I'd almost frozen before I'd made it back to the cabin. Literally. I thought I was going to die. I was staggering the last 20 feet to the building, in a daze, when a friend returning from the outhouse ran into me, and dragged me inside to warm up. The next morning I found a small ivory cross on a rotted leather lanyard at almost the very place I had climbed out of the stream, and I had worn it for years since then. Sheri knew the story. I had told her the whole thing one evening when I had been giving her driving lessons. I don't know what had motivated me to give it to her, but I had had this urge, and I've always been a pretty impetuous person. "I just want you to have it." I explained. She patted the bed beside her for me to sit down then she handed me the cross to put around her neck and turned her back to me. I passed my hands over the head, letting the cross dangle in the valley between her breasts, and she reached back and pulled her hair up and out of the way, so I could latch the necklace on her. When I was done she turned to me, and fingering the cross she thanked me. "I got the strangest call today." She told me. "Strange how?" I asked. "Kathryn called me. We haven't talked probably in over a year, but she called me out of the blue, and we talked about nothing but you for over an hour." She said with a teasing smile. I could feel my face burning from the blush. We were real quiet for a bit. Then she spoke up softly, not looking at me at all, just looking down at her hands. "Do you remember the skating party where you asked me to skate, like 5 times?" "Do I ever! My hand was so sweaty I was embarrassed to hold yours, but didn't know how to dry it off, and I wasn't good enough a skater to make a real dance out of it." I laughed. "I thought you liked me, and were going to ask me out, but you never did. Why not?" She asked. The memory was embarrassing, and I thought about it a bit before confessing. "I had skated with Kathryn earlier in the evening, and she asked me who I liked. I told her I would answer by the end of the evening. Later, just when I was trying to get the nerve up to skate with you again, and ask you to sit by me on the Pensacola bus trip, Jack found me and told me that I had better ask Kathryn to skate. She was waiting for me to tell her something. Well, I did ask her to skate, and she reminded me of our previous conversation. I admitted that I really liked two people, you and her. Then she asked me if I minded if she 'monopolized' me for a while. I went along. You know the rest. One out-of-town bus trip; one back-row of the movie; and me completely screwing everything up." She listened without showing too much surprise. "But how come you never tried anything after that?" "God! How could I? You knew everything that had happened. Don't you remember the time I stopped by when Net was over here spending the night. Every time I passed you guys, you seemed to be laughing at me. And then when you passed me in the hall and whispered, "Oooh, I Love You," teasing me with what I'd said to Kathryn before completely blowing her off, I was just devastated. I hadn't screwed up just the one chance, but you as well." Sheri had the grace to blush from embarrassment at that. "I really didn't know much of what was going on. Kathryn just told me to go up to you and say that. I'm sorry." "Not half as sorry as I was." I told her. "You had to know how much I liked you. I was always trying to be around you and do things with you." "I didn't know how much of that was just being Tommy's sister, or what. I kept waiting for you to try something, anything, but you never did." She looked at me intensely almost with anguish. I was 16 all over again. I was still embarrassed over my ineptness around women. I had screwed things up with Kathryn. I had screwed up with Teri. And I had screwed up with Sheri. Since then I'd had more than my share of success with the young women I'd known, but all of a sudden, it was like I was a clumsy, scared virgin all over again. Sheri looked at me for a long while, then finally sighed and looked away, picking up her brush and going back to brushing her hair. "Some things will never change, I guess," she muttered, ignoring me. I started to get up, to go to my room, knowing this was neither the time, nor the place to try to start something with Sheri, but I just couldn't leave things as they were. I reached out and took the brush from her, which she relinquished slowly. I then took her by the shoulders and turned her away from me, so I could brush her hair. I brushed her hair in silence for a bit, before speaking. "For at least a year after leaving here, I would dream about you all the time. You were the girl of my fantasies. We wrote so well for a while, and I kept all your letters, reading them over and over again, looking for hidden meaning in the words, wondering if I'd ever get a chance to be with you. I still have those letters." I confessed. Several long seconds later Sheri reached down to the bottom drawer of her chest, next to the bed and opened it. She reached under her sweaters, and pulled out a pile of letters held together with a rubber-band. I recognized my writing. She turned to look at me, and her eyes glistened. I dropped the brush, leaned over and nervously kissed her, hoping beyond hope she wouldn't throw me out of her room with a ruckus. Instead she turned, and returned my kiss with a depth and passion I could only have prayed for. When we broke apart, we just looked at each other. Suddenly I couldn't help but giggle. "What?" She asked, almost crossly. "Do you remember how you thought you'd get pregnant from French kissing?" I recalled. She blushed again. "I can't believe you still remember that, you beast. How did you find that out anyway?" "Kathryn told me on the bus trip. I think she was trying to make you seem naive to me, sort of solidify her hold on me." I told her. "That Bitch! She always denied it, but I couldn't think of anyone else who knew." We laughed a bit, and gradually fell back into kissing each other. At the next break in our kissing, Sheri nailed me again. "Tommy said you did it with Angela. Was she your first?" "No. I never did do it with her. And Colleen was my first." I admitted. "Colleen? From yearbook?" "Yeah. But not until a year later. She went to Mosley with me, and we hooked up at a party. It was weird and nothing much happened of it. Three weeks later I was headed to Chile." I told her. She just shook her head at me. "Since it's time for true confessions, who was your first?" I asked teasing. "Rich? Mike?" "Oh God, no!" she laughed. "Then who?" She never answered, just turned a bright red. "Come on, fair's fair. I told you." I urged her relentlessly. She mumbled something I couldn't make out. "I can't hear you, who was it?" I teased again. She looked up, almost fiercely. "Nobody, all right?" I was stunned, and the ensuing silence seemed endless. "You're kidding me." I finally said, hardly believing. Her answer was so soft I almost missed it. "At one time I thought you'd be my first." This time when we kissed, I allowed my hands to wander, throwing caution to the wind. I cupped her perfect young breast in my hand, letting my thumb brush across her nipple, getting it hard. We were both gasping when we broke apart. "Steve?" "Yes?" "Go close your door, and turn off your light, then turn off the light in the bathroom," she said softly. I did, and she had turned down the light in her room. She was lying in the bed, the covers folded down neatly, waiting for me. She was still in her nightie. I stood beside the bed and made my commitment. I removed my shirt, and then my shorts, sporting a huge hard-on, which she stared at in wonder. I climbed into her bed completely naked. She had been laying sideways, leaning on her elbow, but as I entered the bed, she rolled onto her back, lying down, waiting for me. She was achingly beautiful in the dim light, and I was afraid I was going to come on the spot if she even touched me. I leaned over her and kissed her, but this time the kiss never stopped. I lost my soul in that kiss. I lost all track of time and presence. Our mouths stayed connected as we explored and played with our tongues, and my hands embarked on their exploration of the wonders of her body. My hands touched her all over, before finally settling in the warm crease between her legs. She had panties on, and as my fingers rubbed up and down her hidden folds, I found a small wet spot, maybe the size of a dime slowly spreading. Once I was aggressively rubbing her, sliding the material up and down, half-an inch into her by this time, the wetness enveloped the entire area. I slid my hand less than a foot up her body, and let my finger tips creep under the band of her panties. My hand slid down, the soft down of her hair like a magical lure, the gentle pressure of her panties against the back of my hand trapping me. Our kiss finally broke, and from an inch away we looked into each other's eyes as I slowly slid my middle finger between those forbidden lips, and into her. The aroma of her need assaulted me, and the quiet squish of her wetness against my finger was the ultimate aphrodisiac. I was engulfed with desire. I started to crawl over her, placing my knee between hers when she stopped me. "Wait." Then she raised her hips, and scrunched down, raised her knees, moments later passing me a small, but incredibly erotic piece of plain, white material. I was beyond reason, and I climbed between her legs. She spread them for me, seeming as eager as I. I grabbed my throbbing rod in hand, and by feel, rubbed the head up and down her moistness, adding pressure bit by bit, until I felt it settle in at the mouth of her pussy. She gave a small gasp, as the head slid in just a bit, not quite in her yet, but knowing that I was one small push from being inside. "Be gentle," she said, and I could see a hint of nervousness and fear in her eyes. I leaned over and kissed her softly, and while our lips touched, I pushed, sinking into her. At least for a bit. About halfway in I hit a barrier. I was confused at first. I pulled back and pushed again, a little harder, thinking I was sticking, and she grunted a little as if in pain. It finally sunk in. I had been with plenty of women, and several who had claimed to be virgins, but none with their cherry intact. I wasn't sure what to do. I probed again, and this time elicited a small 'ow'. What was I to do? I lay on top of her, my cock buried four inches deep in the girls of my dreams, and I was at a complete loss. Sheri shifted a bit under me, wrapped her legs around mine, and pulled me close. She whispered into my ear. "Take me." It was the sexiest thing I'd ever heard. Nervously I pulled back until I was just at the opening and I drove down hard, feeling just a pinch before my pelvis was grinding into hers. I was completely inside her. I got up on my elbows and looked down at her. I could see a single wet trail that glistened from the side of her eye to her ear. "Are you ok?" I asked her, holding myself still, deep inside of her. "Wonderful," she said softly, tilting her chin up slightly for a kiss. I accepted the offer, and kissed her gently, while I experimented with moving my cock within her incredibly tight sheath. I felt I was only moments from coming, but I couldn't resist moving my hips just a bit, exploring the feeling of being inside her. I leaned down and whispered in her ear. "I always wanted you. You knew it. I knew it. But I was afraid. I was afraid of the ribbing from your brother. Afraid of being exposed for knowing nothing about what to do with a girl. Afraid of ruining our friendship. Afraid of striking out, and you telling all the other girls, and my being the laughingstock. Afraid of so many stupid things. I was an idiot." "You weren't afraid of Kathryn," she answered softly. "She initiated it all. She pushed forward, asking to monopolize me, holding my hand. I probably never would have made the move. If I could change one thing, it would be that skating party. I should have saved that last moonlight skate for you, and asked you out. I should have told Kathryn that you were the one girl I was interested in. Who knows how things might have worked out? Plus, it wasn't as big a deal. If things didn't work out, oh well. But if I ruined things with you, it would have killed all my dreams." She was hot beneath me, her skin almost burning to my touch, I was finally moving inside of her, but I quickly had to stop, again on the verge of coming, and embarrassed at my short trigger. "Make love to me Steve," she said breathlessly. I gave a few more strokes and had to stop again. "Don't stop," she pleaded. "I'm sorry, I'm so excited I'm on the verge of coming now. If I move I won't be able to stop," I finally confessed. "Do it. Pump me, take me, come deep inside me," she answered. Those words were too much, and with a gasp I drove my cock in hard, and exploded inside her. I pulled back and slammed into her a dozen times or so, making the bed creak alarmingly as I emptied myself inside her virgin moistness. As my heart hammer away in my chest, and my breathing gasped, she gave me a small joyous laugh. "Wow, I guess you were close!" Then she gave a big hug before she pushed me off of her. She climbed over me, her hand pressed between her legs and scrambled into the bathroom, waddling inelegantly but still incredibly arousing to me. I heard her tinkle, and then return to the bed with a facecloth with which she wiped my semi-hard cock clean. Then she climbed into bed, her head on my shoulder and talked. She recounted almost ever time that we'd been together alone, all the adventures we'd had, the summer we'd learned to play tennis together, and what she'd thought might happen. We laughed a little at my ineptness and her caution as well. Then I felt her hand creep down between my legs. "Do you think we could try that again?" she asked me hesitantly. "I'm dying to, but I was afraid I might have hurt you." I laughed my foolish insecure laugh. "So hurt me," she teased, giving a tug on my cock. This time I held out a little better. I climbed between her legs again, and made love to her, still gently, still nervous. But before long I was feeling that familiar rhythm of need, and my strokes became longer and more insistent. I had to have her. I had to take her. I had to fill her deeply, completely. I sat up in the bed, discarding the covers, and raised her legs, pushing them back, and screwing her powerfully, shaking her body, crashing into her with a burning need. She was still wearing her nightie, but it had ridden up above her belly button, just a couple of inches below her breasts. I stopped my motion and whispered to her, "Rise up on your elbows." She looked at me oddly but did, raising her head a few inches off the pillow. I leaned over and lifted her nightie up above her breast, allowing me to see the objects of my desire and fantasies. "God, I've pictured those in my mind for four years, and yet never came close to imagining how perfect and beautiful they are." I said, more to myself than to her. I resumed my fucking, for that was what I was doing now, fucking her. Fucking her hard. She had her bottom lip captured between her teeth, and now she was holding her nightie in her hands, almost to her chin, allowing me an uninterrupted view of her oh-so-perfect tits. The visuals were all too much and pushed me over the edge once again. The beautiful face, the long hair arrayed across the pillow, the full breasts, bouncing a counter-beat to my pounding, her flat stomach, hollowed, and the light fur of her hair parted to allow my pole to penetrate her again and again. With a moan I came for her again, collapsing beside her, sated, and in complete serenity and joy. "I guess you really do like me," she laughed, cuddling up to my side. Then she was asking me about my afternoon meeting with Kathryn. "What did she tell you?" I asked, a little nervous. "No, you tell me what happened. I don't trust her," she insisted. I told her the whole story, including the ending. In full short-but-sweet detail. "I knew it!" She laughed. "She said you tried to come on to her, and made her grab you there, but she turned you down." "If that's how she wants to tell it that's fine by me. I owe her one; let her have it however she wants." I said "When you went to the movies, what really happened there?" she asked, with her one-track mind. I wasn't sure what her preoccupation was but I finally told her the whole scene, everything I'd done, every liberty I'd taken. At the end I waited in judgment. "She's such a liar. She said you tried to reach inside her pants but she stopped you." "Hardly, I could smell her on my fingers for day afterwards." I laughed. Sheri was lost in thought pressed up against me. My hands were idling rubbing her back, the material of her nightie soft and silky against my fingertips. "I guess there's only one thing she's done with you that we haven't done," Sheri started, and then she slid under the covers and a moment later I felt the warm wetness of her mouth enveloping me. I could see the covers moving as she used her mouth to pleasure me, taking only a few moments to make me hard, and then sucking me like there was no tomorrow. Which, in a way I guess there wasn't. I wanted to see her, so I pulled the covers back and looked down at her. She continued a few more strokes, then shifted and faced me a little more, finally lifting her eyes to watch me, watching her, suck my cock. A few more deep strokes and she pulled off with a smile. "I can see that's one thing you like," she said with a grin. "Like is an understatement." I laughed. She gave me a couple more sucks, and then she straddled me, and rose up to take me inside of her again. I wanted her so bad I could almost scream. She got me positioned right, and then slowly lowered herself the full length of my staff with one long, smooth stroke. Then, settled on my hips, my turgid meat buried in her achingly tight recess, she lifted the bottom of her nightie and pulled it up and over her head. I'd been to several strip shows before that, but never in my life had I seen anything so beautiful or so erotic. I could feel my pulse in my cock, throbbing inside her. She opened her eyes wide, and looked down between her legs. "Wow, I could feel that. At least one part of you really likes to see the girls," she laughed, holding her breasts cupped in her hands, and jiggling them for me. "You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen." I told her. "Right, and now I guess you're going to tell me you love me, just like Kathryn." She said it with a hint of bitterness I didn't understand. "The difference is back then it was the hormones of a 16 year old talking. You on the other hand, I've loved for three years. And you know it." I said, and only as I spoke the words did I realize to my very soul, just how true it was. Sheri didn't answer. She leaned forward and rocked back and forth on my hard cock, enjoying the feeling of controlling the penetration, the pace, the timing. She paced herself to my breathing and excitement. When I started to get really excited she'd slow down and hold me, letting me ease back from the edge. When I was strong and ready, she'd ride me hard. She let my hands explore her as she did the work, and I touched her everywhere I could reach, just wallowing in the sensations. I pulled her down within reach, and tasted her nipples, playing with those perfect globes. The feel of her breasts, that impossible soft pale skin under my lips, making way to the crinkled, tougher skin, peaking to a little nub seemingly designed for me to tease and taste. Finally, after what seemed an eternity of sensual, erotic play, she laid down on me, her breasts pressed against my chest, her mouth on my neck, while she slowly rocked her hips, fucking herself gently on my rod. "Come for me Steve," she said, almost as a command. I reached down and took her full, soft ass cheeks in my hands, grasping them tight, and I held her up a bit off of me, so I could us my hips to drive in and out of her channel more completely. I was able to get a good long stroke established, and I could feel the cool air brushing against my wet shaft each time I pulled outward. We had made love for what seemed ages before she issued that first command for me to come. Now she issued another one. "Tell me again." I couldn't hold back any longer, and didn't want to. I was fucking the prettiest girl I'd ever known; The first girl that I had really badly wanted; The sweet little virgin that I had fantasized about for so long; Whose pretty face had been the image I'd been picturing as I filled enough old gym socks with cum to fill a stadium. "I love you, Sheri. I've loved you as long as I've known you." And with that I pulled her down hard on my cock, coming inside my dream girl again, and absorbing the feeling, knowing I was leaving within hours, not knowing when I'd see her again. "I love you, Steve," she said, I could feel her tears rolling down the side of my face. I looked up to see the sky lightening with the coming dawn, and thought to myself, "That's another one you've got up on Kathryn." I disentangled myself from her limbs and kissed her. "I have to go. Tommy's going to be looking for me any minute." Somehow we had spent the entire night reminiscing, sharing and making love. It was so difficult, but I tore myself from her arms, tucked her in bed, and kissed her goodnight. "Get a couple of hours of sleep; I'll be able to sleep on the bus." I told her. She was still wearing the cross I'd given her. She held it now. "Thanks for the Christmas present." She said with a small sad smile. I kissed her again, and retreated to the bathroom for a quick shower and shave. Back in my room, I dressed, and found a present waiting for me on my suitcase. A 8 by 10 picture of Sheri, as beautiful as I'd ever seen her, with a small inscription on the back. "Merry Christmas. Don't forget about me. Love, Sheri" I had just finished putting it away when Tommy knocked on my door, dragging me out to breakfast, and then off to the bus. The rest of that trip was uneventful; I made it home OK, picked up some presents in Panama, saw some old friends, and made it back to college in one piece. But I'll always recall that first Christmas away from home, and the greatest Christmas present I ever received. Not my first erector set, or the 114 piece Lincoln Log tube. Not my first really Cool bicycle, a purple spider bike with banana seat, big handle bars and a three speed shifter on the bar. Not my first electric guitar, a Fender, and amp, which I think my parents had some second thoughts about. No, Sheri's was the nicest gift I ever received, and probably ever will receive, for Christmas. "Thanks" just doesn't seem to say enough. Based on a post by Tx Tall Tales, in 2 parts, for Literotica

Lost At Christmas: Part 2 A vulnerable confrontation with an old crush. Based on a post by Tx Tall Tales, in 2 parts. Listen to the Podcast at My First time. Christmas What had started out with the potential for so much disappointment, my first Christmas away from home, was actually quite wonderful. The family embraced me and treated me as one of their own. Dinner was scrumptious, a Christmas ham, with the full complement of side dishes. After dinner we chatted, drank a little too much spiked eggnog, and told stories of the last few years. I sat close to Sheri when I could, beside her at the dinner table, and next to her on the couch while we had our eggnog. I tried to engage her in some quiet conversation of our own, but the setting was all wrong for that, and I eventually abandoned those attempts. It was nice enough just to be near her. Tommy's step-father Dave, insisted I call Santiago, even though I knew the price would be outrageous, and I did. I gave my family my Christmas wishes, and told them how much I missed them and was looking forward to seeing them in a couple of days. Everyone in the room took a minute to say hello and share season's greetings. I had to spend a few minutes trying to get my Mom to stop crying at the far end, before we finally were able to hang-up. The small ones had to go to bed relatively early, and so we all got to open one gift the night before, as was their tradition. I gave Tommy his gift, and his mother opened the family gift and everyone acted pleased. In turn, they had bought me a present which I opened. It was two books for the trip, and they had a card for me. Inside was $50. I was completely in shock. "Dear Steve, Your short visit was a wonderful Christmas gift to us all. Thanks so much for choosing to spend this Christmas with us. Here's some mad money for the trip home. We all love you. Dave, June, Robert, Sheri, John and Jean" I was deeply touched by the gesture. I went over and gave Tommy's Mom a big hug, thanking her for the card and books. The kids jumped up with presents of their own, and I got two new drawings for my dorm room, as well as some mystery invention from John, which was supposed to be a spy tool to stop people from breaking into my room. I thanked them profusely, and they were put to bed shortly after. Dave, Tommy and I discussed the logistics of my morning bus ride back to Charleston. It left at 7:30 am, but was only about 15 minutes away, so we figured on getting a 7:00am start. We relaxed around the fire, ruminating on the poor souls who had the job of driving that bus all day Christmas day. There was a guitar in the corner, Greg's. I was surprised he hadn't taken it with him. I went over and grabbed it, and finding it miserably out of tune, I tuned it up. "Play something Christmassy", Tommy's Mom asked, and so I played a couple of tunes. I'm a fair guitarist; I was studying guitar at the Eastman School of Music since it was convenient, and ROTC was picking up the tab, and had improved quite a bit from the days of our first band. I got rave reviews from my small audience, and took requests for a while, before we broke it up. The parents still had some work to do for the kids, and Tommy and I wanted to hit the hay early, in order to catch that 7:30 bus. More hugs and kisses all around, with a firm handshake for Dave, and I retired to my room to finish my packing. I got ready for bed, dressed in boxers and a t-shirt, laid out my clothes for the morning, and completed my packing. I had one last thing I wanted to do before hitting the sack, so I went back into the bathroom, and knocked on the opposite door into Sheri's room. I heard a muffled "Come in" or something to that effect, and opened the door to find Sheri sitting up in bed, brushing her long blonde hair. She was dressed in a nearly see-through pale green nightie that took my breath away. "Hi." I felt incredibly awkward, like I was 16 all over again. She looked up at me, giving me a quizzically upraised eyebrow. "I had a gift for you, but I felt kind of silly giving it to you out there. I hope you don't mind that I waited until now." I handed her a small leather pouch. She took it, laying her brush to the side, and opened it, pulling out a small cross. She stretched out the cord, and looked at me in surprise. "But this is your mountain cross! You always wear this!" She said, looking at me with a strange look I couldn't quite fathom. The cross was one I had found mountain climbing several years earlier. I had been in a small accident. I'd fallen into a glacier fed stream on a mountain trip, while collecting firewood in a storm. I'd almost frozen before I'd made it back to the cabin. Literally. I thought I was going to die. I was staggering the last 20 feet to the building, in a daze, when a friend returning from the outhouse ran into me, and dragged me inside to warm up. The next morning I found a small ivory cross on a rotted leather lanyard at almost the very place I had climbed out of the stream, and I had worn it for years since then. Sheri knew the story. I had told her the whole thing one evening when I had been giving her driving lessons. I don't know what had motivated me to give it to her, but I had had this urge, and I've always been a pretty impetuous person. "I just want you to have it." I explained. She patted the bed beside her for me to sit down then she handed me the cross to put around her neck and turned her back to me. I passed my hands over the head, letting the cross dangle in the valley between her breasts, and she reached back and pulled her hair up and out of the way, so I could latch the necklace on her. When I was done she turned to me, and fingering the cross she thanked me. "I got the strangest call today." She told me. "Strange how?" I asked. "Kathryn called me. We haven't talked probably in over a year, but she called me out of the blue, and we talked about nothing but you for over an hour." She said with a teasing smile. I could feel my face burning from the blush. We were real quiet for a bit. Then she spoke up softly, not looking at me at all, just looking down at her hands. "Do you remember the skating party where you asked me to skate, like 5 times?" "Do I ever! My hand was so sweaty I was embarrassed to hold yours, but didn't know how to dry it off, and I wasn't good enough a skater to make a real dance out of it." I laughed. "I thought you liked me, and were going to ask me out, but you never did. Why not?" She asked. The memory was embarrassing, and I thought about it a bit before confessing. "I had skated with Kathryn earlier in the evening, and she asked me who I liked. I told her I would answer by the end of the evening. Later, just when I was trying to get the nerve up to skate with you again, and ask you to sit by me on the Pensacola bus trip, Jack found me and told me that I had better ask Kathryn to skate. She was waiting for me to tell her something. Well, I did ask her to skate, and she reminded me of our previous conversation. I admitted that I really liked two people, you and her. Then she asked me if I minded if she 'monopolized' me for a while. I went along. You know the rest. One out-of-town bus trip; one back-row of the movie; and me completely screwing everything up." She listened without showing too much surprise. "But how come you never tried anything after that?" "God! How could I? You knew everything that had happened. Don't you remember the time I stopped by when Net was over here spending the night. Every time I passed you guys, you seemed to be laughing at me. And then when you passed me in the hall and whispered, "Oooh, I Love You," teasing me with what I'd said to Kathryn before completely blowing her off, I was just devastated. I hadn't screwed up just the one chance, but you as well." Sheri had the grace to blush from embarrassment at that. "I really didn't know much of what was going on. Kathryn just told me to go up to you and say that. I'm sorry." "Not half as sorry as I was." I told her. "You had to know how much I liked you. I was always trying to be around you and do things with you." "I didn't know how much of that was just being Tommy's sister, or what. I kept waiting for you to try something, anything, but you never did." She looked at me intensely almost with anguish. I was 16 all over again. I was still embarrassed over my ineptness around women. I had screwed things up with Kathryn. I had screwed up with Teri. And I had screwed up with Sheri. Since then I'd had more than my share of success with the young women I'd known, but all of a sudden, it was like I was a clumsy, scared virgin all over again. Sheri looked at me for a long while, then finally sighed and looked away, picking up her brush and going back to brushing her hair. "Some things will never change, I guess," she muttered, ignoring me. I started to get up, to go to my room, knowing this was neither the time, nor the place to try to start something with Sheri, but I just couldn't leave things as they were. I reached out and took the brush from her, which she relinquished slowly. I then took her by the shoulders and turned her away from me, so I could brush her hair. I brushed her hair in silence for a bit, before speaking. "For at least a year after leaving here, I would dream about you all the time. You were the girl of my fantasies. We wrote so well for a while, and I kept all your letters, reading them over and over again, looking for hidden meaning in the words, wondering if I'd ever get a chance to be with you. I still have those letters." I confessed. Several long seconds later Sheri reached down to the bottom drawer of her chest, next to the bed and opened it. She reached under her sweaters, and pulled out a pile of letters held together with a rubber-band. I recognized my writing. She turned to look at me, and her eyes glistened. I dropped the brush, leaned over and nervously kissed her, hoping beyond hope she wouldn't throw me out of her room with a ruckus. Instead she turned, and returned my kiss with a depth and passion I could only have prayed for. When we broke apart, we just looked at each other. Suddenly I couldn't help but giggle. "What?" She asked, almost crossly. "Do you remember how you thought you'd get pregnant from French kissing?" I recalled. She blushed again. "I can't believe you still remember that, you beast. How did you find that out anyway?" "Kathryn told me on the bus trip. I think she was trying to make you seem naive to me, sort of solidify her hold on me." I told her. "That Bitch! She always denied it, but I couldn't think of anyone else who knew." We laughed a bit, and gradually fell back into kissing each other. At the next break in our kissing, Sheri nailed me again. "Tommy said you did it with Angela. Was she your first?" "No. I never did do it with her. And Colleen was my first." I admitted. "Colleen? From yearbook?" "Yeah. But not until a year later. She went to Mosley with me, and we hooked up at a party. It was weird and nothing much happened of it. Three weeks later I was headed to Chile." I told her. She just shook her head at me. "Since it's time for true confessions, who was your first?" I asked teasing. "Rich? Mike?" "Oh God, no!" she laughed. "Then who?" She never answered, just turned a bright red. "Come on, fair's fair. I told you." I urged her relentlessly. She mumbled something I couldn't make out. "I can't hear you, who was it?" I teased again. She looked up, almost fiercely. "Nobody, all right?" I was stunned, and the ensuing silence seemed endless. "You're kidding me." I finally said, hardly believing. Her answer was so soft I almost missed it. "At one time I thought you'd be my first." This time when we kissed, I allowed my hands to wander, throwing caution to the wind. I cupped her perfect young breast in my hand, letting my thumb brush across her nipple, getting it hard. We were both gasping when we broke apart. "Steve?" "Yes?" "Go close your door, and turn off your light, then turn off the light in the bathroom," she said softly. I did, and she had turned down the light in her room. She was lying in the bed, the covers folded down neatly, waiting for me. She was still in her nightie. I stood beside the bed and made my commitment. I removed my shirt, and then my shorts, sporting a huge hard-on, which she stared at in wonder. I climbed into her bed completely naked. She had been laying sideways, leaning on her elbow, but as I entered the bed, she rolled onto her back, lying down, waiting for me. She was achingly beautiful in the dim light, and I was afraid I was going to come on the spot if she even touched me. I leaned over her and kissed her, but this time the kiss never stopped. I lost my soul in that kiss. I lost all track of time and presence. Our mouths stayed connected as we explored and played with our tongues, and my hands embarked on their exploration of the wonders of her body. My hands touched her all over, before finally settling in the warm crease between her legs. She had panties on, and as my fingers rubbed up and down her hidden folds, I found a small wet spot, maybe the size of a dime slowly spreading. Once I was aggressively rubbing her, sliding the material up and down, half-an inch into her by this time, the wetness enveloped the entire area. I slid my hand less than a foot up her body, and let my finger tips creep under the band of her panties. My hand slid down, the soft down of her hair like a magical lure, the gentle pressure of her panties against the back of my hand trapping me. Our kiss finally broke, and from an inch away we looked into each other's eyes as I slowly slid my middle finger between those forbidden lips, and into her. The aroma of her need assaulted me, and the quiet squish of her wetness against my finger was the ultimate aphrodisiac. I was engulfed with desire. I started to crawl over her, placing my knee between hers when she stopped me. "Wait." Then she raised her hips, and scrunched down, raised her knees, moments later passing me a small, but incredibly erotic piece of plain, white material. I was beyond reason, and I climbed between her legs. She spread them for me, seeming as eager as I. I grabbed my throbbing rod in hand, and by feel, rubbed the head up and down her moistness, adding pressure bit by bit, until I felt it settle in at the mouth of her pussy. She gave a small gasp, as the head slid in just a bit, not quite in her yet, but knowing that I was one small push from being inside. "Be gentle," she said, and I could see a hint of nervousness and fear in her eyes. I leaned over and kissed her softly, and while our lips touched, I pushed, sinking into her. At least for a bit. About halfway in I hit a barrier. I was confused at first. I pulled back and pushed again, a little harder, thinking I was sticking, and she grunted a little as if in pain. It finally sunk in. I had been with plenty of women, and several who had claimed to be virgins, but none with their cherry intact. I wasn't sure what to do. I probed again, and this time elicited a small 'ow'. What was I to do? I lay on top of her, my cock buried four inches deep in the girls of my dreams, and I was at a complete loss. Sheri shifted a bit under me, wrapped her legs around mine, and pulled me close. She whispered into my ear. "Take me." It was the sexiest thing I'd ever heard. Nervously I pulled back until I was just at the opening and I drove down hard, feeling just a pinch before my pelvis was grinding into hers. I was completely inside her. I got up on my elbows and looked down at her. I could see a single wet trail that glistened from the side of her eye to her ear. "Are you ok?" I asked her, holding myself still, deep inside of her. "Wonderful," she said softly, tilting her chin up slightly for a kiss. I accepted the offer, and kissed her gently, while I experimented with moving my cock within her incredibly tight sheath. I felt I was only moments from coming, but I couldn't resist moving my hips just a bit, exploring the feeling of being inside her. I leaned down and whispered in her ear. "I always wanted you. You knew it. I knew it. But I was afraid. I was afraid of the ribbing from your brother. Afraid of being exposed for knowing nothing about what to do with a girl. Afraid of ruining our friendship. Afraid of striking out, and you telling all the other girls, and my being the laughingstock. Afraid of so many stupid things. I was an idiot." "You weren't afraid of Kathryn," she answered softly. "She initiated it all. She pushed forward, asking to monopolize me, holding my hand. I probably never would have made the move. If I could change one thing, it would be that skating party. I should have saved that last moonlight skate for you, and asked you out. I should have told Kathryn that you were the one girl I was interested in. Who knows how things might have worked out? Plus, it wasn't as big a deal. If things didn't work out, oh well. But if I ruined things with you, it would have killed all my dreams." She was hot beneath me, her skin almost burning to my touch, I was finally moving inside of her, but I quickly had to stop, again on the verge of coming, and embarrassed at my short trigger. "Make love to me Steve," she said breathlessly. I gave a few more strokes and had to stop again. "Don't stop," she pleaded. "I'm sorry, I'm so excited I'm on the verge of coming now. If I move I won't be able to stop," I finally confessed. "Do it. Pump me, take me, come deep inside me," she answered. Those words were too much, and with a gasp I drove my cock in hard, and exploded inside her. I pulled back and slammed into her a dozen times or so, making the bed creak alarmingly as I emptied myself inside her virgin moistness. As my heart hammer away in my chest, and my breathing gasped, she gave me a small joyous laugh. "Wow, I guess you were close!" Then she gave a big hug before she pushed me off of her. She climbed over me, her hand pressed between her legs and scrambled into the bathroom, waddling inelegantly but still incredibly arousing to me. I heard her tinkle, and then return to the bed with a facecloth with which she wiped my semi-hard cock clean. Then she climbed into bed, her head on my shoulder and talked. She recounted almost ever time that we'd been together alone, all the adventures we'd had, the summer we'd learned to play tennis together, and what she'd thought might happen. We laughed a little at my ineptness and her caution as well. Then I felt her hand creep down between my legs. "Do you think we could try that again?" she asked me hesitantly. "I'm dying to, but I was afraid I might have hurt you." I laughed my foolish insecure laugh. "So hurt me," she teased, giving a tug on my cock. This time I held out a little better. I climbed between her legs again, and made love to her, still gently, still nervous. But before long I was feeling that familiar rhythm of need, and my strokes became longer and more insistent. I had to have her. I had to take her. I had to fill her deeply, completely. I sat up in the bed, discarding the covers, and raised her legs, pushing them back, and screwing her powerfully, shaking her body, crashing into her with a burning need. She was still wearing her nightie, but it had ridden up above her belly button, just a couple of inches below her breasts. I stopped my motion and whispered to her, "Rise up on your elbows." She looked at me oddly but did, raising her head a few inches off the pillow. I leaned over and lifted her nightie up above her breast, allowing me to see the objects of my desire and fantasies. "God, I've pictured those in my mind for four years, and yet never came close to imagining how perfect and beautiful they are." I said, more to myself than to her. I resumed my fucking, for that was what I was doing now, fucking her. Fucking her hard. She had her bottom lip captured between her teeth, and now she was holding her nightie in her hands, almost to her chin, allowing me an uninterrupted view of her oh-so-perfect tits. The visuals were all too much and pushed me over the edge once again. The beautiful face, the long hair arrayed across the pillow, the full breasts, bouncing a counter-beat to my pounding, her flat stomach, hollowed, and the light fur of her hair parted to allow my pole to penetrate her again and again. With a moan I came for her again, collapsing beside her, sated, and in complete serenity and joy. "I guess you really do like me," she laughed, cuddling up to my side. Then she was asking me about my afternoon meeting with Kathryn. "What did she tell you?" I asked, a little nervous. "No, you tell me what happened. I don't trust her," she insisted. I told her the whole story, including the ending. In full short-but-sweet detail. "I knew it!" She laughed. "She said you tried to come on to her, and made her grab you there, but she turned you down." "If that's how she wants to tell it that's fine by me. I owe her one; let her have it however she wants." I said "When you went to the movies, what really happened there?" she asked, with her one-track mind. I wasn't sure what her preoccupation was but I finally told her the whole scene, everything I'd done, every liberty I'd taken. At the end I waited in judgment. "She's such a liar. She said you tried to reach inside her pants but she stopped you." "Hardly, I could smell her on my fingers for day afterwards." I laughed. Sheri was lost in thought pressed up against me. My hands were idling rubbing her back, the material of her nightie soft and silky against my fingertips. "I guess there's only one thing she's done with you that we haven't done," Sheri started, and then she slid under the covers and a moment later I felt the warm wetness of her mouth enveloping me. I could see the covers moving as she used her mouth to pleasure me, taking only a few moments to make me hard, and then sucking me like there was no tomorrow. Which, in a way I guess there wasn't. I wanted to see her, so I pulled the covers back and looked down at her. She continued a few more strokes, then shifted and faced me a little more, finally lifting her eyes to watch me, watching her, suck my cock. A few more deep strokes and she pulled off with a smile. "I can see that's one thing you like," she said with a grin. "Like is an understatement." I laughed. She gave me a couple more sucks, and then she straddled me, and rose up to take me inside of her again. I wanted her so bad I could almost scream. She got me positioned right, and then slowly lowered herself the full length of my staff with one long, smooth stroke. Then, settled on my hips, my turgid meat buried in her achingly tight recess, she lifted the bottom of her nightie and pulled it up and over her head. I'd been to several strip shows before that, but never in my life had I seen anything so beautiful or so erotic. I could feel my pulse in my cock, throbbing inside her. She opened her eyes wide, and looked down between her legs. "Wow, I could feel that. At least one part of you really likes to see the girls," she laughed, holding her breasts cupped in her hands, and jiggling them for me. "You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen." I told her. "Right, and now I guess you're going to tell me you love me, just like Kathryn." She said it with a hint of bitterness I didn't understand. "The difference is back then it was the hormones of a 16 year old talking. You on the other hand, I've loved for three years. And you know it." I said, and only as I spoke the words did I realize to my very soul, just how true it was. Sheri didn't answer. She leaned forward and rocked back and forth on my hard cock, enjoying the feeling of controlling the penetration, the pace, the timing. She paced herself to my breathing and excitement. When I started to get really excited she'd slow down and hold me, letting me ease back from the edge. When I was strong and ready, she'd ride me hard. She let my hands explore her as she did the work, and I touched her everywhere I could reach, just wallowing in the sensations. I pulled her down within reach, and tasted her nipples, playing with those perfect globes. The feel of her breasts, that impossible soft pale skin under my lips, making way to the crinkled, tougher skin, peaking to a little nub seemingly designed for me to tease and taste. Finally, after what seemed an eternity of sensual, erotic play, she laid down on me, her breasts pressed against my chest, her mouth on my neck, while she slowly rocked her hips, fucking herself gently on my rod. "Come for me Steve," she said, almost as a command. I reached down and took her full, soft ass cheeks in my hands, grasping them tight, and I held her up a bit off of me, so I could us my hips to drive in and out of her channel more completely. I was able to get a good long stroke established, and I could feel the cool air brushing against my wet shaft each time I pulled outward. We had made love for what seemed ages before she issued that first command for me to come. Now she issued another one. "Tell me again." I couldn't hold back any longer, and didn't want to. I was fucking the prettiest girl I'd ever known; The first girl that I had really badly wanted; The sweet little virgin that I had fantasized about for so long; Whose pretty face had been the image I'd been picturing as I filled enough old gym socks with cum to fill a stadium. "I love you, Sheri. I've loved you as long as I've known you." And with that I pulled her down hard on my cock, coming inside my dream girl again, and absorbing the feeling, knowing I was leaving within hours, not knowing when I'd see her again. "I love you, Steve," she said, I could feel her tears rolling down the side of my face. I looked up to see the sky lightening with the coming dawn, and thought to myself, "That's another one you've got up on Kathryn." I disentangled myself from her limbs and kissed her. "I have to go. Tommy's going to be looking for me any minute." Somehow we had spent the entire night reminiscing, sharing and making love. It was so difficult, but I tore myself from her arms, tucked her in bed, and kissed her goodnight. "Get a couple of hours of sleep; I'll be able to sleep on the bus." I told her. She was still wearing the cross I'd given her. She held it now. "Thanks for the Christmas present." She said with a small sad smile. I kissed her again, and retreated to the bathroom for a quick shower and shave. Back in my room, I dressed, and found a present waiting for me on my suitcase. A 8 by 10 picture of Sheri, as beautiful as I'd ever seen her, with a small inscription on the back. "Merry Christmas. Don't forget about me. Love, Sheri" I had just finished putting it away when Tommy knocked on my door, dragging me out to breakfast, and then off to the bus. The rest of that trip was uneventful; I made it home OK, picked up some presents in Panama, saw some old friends, and made it back to college in one piece. But I'll always recall that first Christmas away from home, and the greatest Christmas present I ever received. Not my first erector set, or the 114 piece Lincoln Log tube. Not my first really Cool bicycle, a purple spider bike with banana seat, big handle bars and a three speed shifter on the bar. Not my first electric guitar, a Fender, and amp, which I think my parents had some second thoughts about. No, Sheri's was the nicest gift I ever received, and probably ever will receive, for Christmas. "Thanks" just doesn't seem to say enough. Based on a post by Tx Tall Tales, in 2 parts, for Literotica

01. Yuna - Watch Me 02. [IVY] - no reason to cry 03. 5X - Fever 04. Phibes - Better Than You Thought 05. Jon Void - All Night 06. Vindicate & Dlto - Free 70. Kubrak - Got Your Way 08. Voicians - Back In Time 09. Ozma Tasha Baxter - Rise Up 10. sless - GO 11. Jon Void - Part Of Me 12. YASUKI - Strong Enough 13. Solara [UK] - RAGE 14. Subsonic - Hit The Brakes 15. T & Sugah/Control Alt Delete/Kris Kiss - The Formula 16. Saint Rider - Habibi 17. AKOV/Mandidextrous - Kawaii 18. Rusko - Rubix Cube 19. Culture Shock & Grafix - Make It Pump 20. Rameses B - Old School 21. Dub Elements - Hot & Heavy 22. Punchman - Bounce 23. Feed the Fire - Bad Boy Sound 24. REAPER - CURRENT 25. Repair - HOT FOR A MINUTE 26. Apokain - See Through You 27. Circadian & Mozey - LOUDER 28. Premonition - Pangea (enta Remix) 29. Average Citizens - Drive By Bassline (Woofax DNB Remix) 30. DIP VERTIGO - Rise 31. Armin van Buuren, Pendulum & Rob Swire - Sound of You 32. Bala & Gid Sedgwick - Miracle 33. Andromedik/Lauren L'aimant - Air 34. D-Sabber - Garmonia 35. Drawn Moon ft. Qube - Control 36. DEAD WAX - Take Me Higher 37. Mykool, Premonition & Kaizah - Dynamite 38. Muzzy - Rain Dance 39. Dub Elements - Bassface 40. Drumsound & Bassline Smith - Aim High 41. Mt. Eden - Reptile 42. Andy C & Ferry Corsten - Punk (Extended Mix) 43. Circadian & Nu-La - ReBirth 01. Rudimental, 1991, PNAU & AR/CO - The Feeling 02. yussi & Christina Harrison - Right Now 03. Tengu - Take Me There (Extended Mix) 04. Idle Days - Wither 05. Modest Intentions/RIENK - Edge Of The World 06. Kaskade, Wilkinson & Paige Cavell - Shine On 07. ICONS - Paradise 08. Used - Lighthouse 09. Kanine - Feel The Vibration 10. LEVELA - LOST 11. John B Das Boot 12. Mage - Yolochka 13. Rob Gasser - 4ever&ever 14. Rex Hooligan, Rob Gasser & Harley Bird - Touch The Sky 15. Deep Notion - Never Let Me Go 16. Medicine - Heartbeat 17. Metawolf - Harderburg 18. Grafix & Madishu - We're On Fire 19. Ryan Audley, NUWEI - Dance & Life 20. YASUKI - Rave Machine 21. Teddy Killerz - Feed Your Soul 22. Skrimor - Coming Back 23. Evergreen - Dundie 24. Simple Souls - Like This! 25. Exile - Hidden Hearts 26. Used - Tonight feat. Bou 27. SSCAPE, DnB Doctor - Totality 28. Koji Aiken - Honour 29. Manta - Into The Night 30. Eskei83, René LaVice and UCee - Bad To Di Bone 31. Teddy Killerz & Inja - NRG 32. Kleu & G3MC - Smack Down 33. Bootch - Let You Go 34. Metrik & Reija Lee - Freefall (Justin Hawkes Remix) 35. FarFlow - G.I.T.M. 36. Ekko & Sidetrack - Question What I Know 37. Cafe Disko - Dreamscape 38. Control Alt Delete, Ely Oaks - Running Around (Control Alt Delete Extended Remix) 39. DJ Zinc, Brazy - Mwah! (I'm That Bitch) 40. Conni x Niall T - Bella Ciao 41. Dossa - Rush 42. Dr. Apollo & Jordan Grace - Take Me Away

01. Yuna - Watch Me 02. [IVY] - no reason to cry 03. 5X - Fever 04. Phibes - Better Than You Thought 05. Jon Void - All Night 06. Vindicate & Dlto - Free 70. Kubrak - Got Your Way 08. Voicians - Back In Time 09. Ozma Tasha Baxter - Rise Up 10. sless - GO 11. Jon Void - Part Of Me 12. YASUKI - Strong Enough 13. Solara [UK] - RAGE 14. Subsonic - Hit The Brakes 15. T & Sugah/Control Alt Delete/Kris Kiss - The Formula 16. Saint Rider - Habibi 17. AKOV/Mandidextrous - Kawaii 18. Rusko - Rubix Cube 19. Culture Shock & Grafix - Make It Pump 20. Rameses B - Old School 21. Dub Elements - Hot & Heavy 22. Punchman - Bounce 23. Feed the Fire - Bad Boy Sound 24. REAPER - CURRENT 25. Repair - HOT FOR A MINUTE 26. Apokain - See Through You 27. Circadian & Mozey - LOUDER 28. Premonition - Pangea (enta Remix) 29. Average Citizens - Drive By Bassline (Woofax DNB Remix) 30. DIP VERTIGO - Rise 31. Armin van Buuren, Pendulum & Rob Swire - Sound of You 32. Bala & Gid Sedgwick - Miracle 33. Andromedik/Lauren L'aimant - Air 34. D-Sabber - Garmonia 35. Drawn Moon ft. Qube - Control 36. DEAD WAX - Take Me Higher 37. Mykool, Premonition & Kaizah - Dynamite 38. Muzzy - Rain Dance 39. Dub Elements - Bassface 40. Drumsound & Bassline Smith - Aim High 41. Mt. Eden - Reptile 42. Andy C & Ferry Corsten - Punk (Extended Mix) 43. Circadian & Nu-La - ReBirth 01. Rudimental, 1991, PNAU & AR/CO - The Feeling 02. yussi & Christina Harrison - Right Now 03. Tengu - Take Me There (Extended Mix) 04. Idle Days - Wither 05. Modest Intentions/RIENK - Edge Of The World 06. Kaskade, Wilkinson & Paige Cavell - Shine On 07. ICONS - Paradise 08. Used - Lighthouse 09. Kanine - Feel The Vibration 10. LEVELA - LOST 11. John B Das Boot 12. Mage - Yolochka 13. Rob Gasser - 4ever&ever 14. Rex Hooligan, Rob Gasser & Harley Bird - Touch The Sky 15. Deep Notion - Never Let Me Go 16. Medicine - Heartbeat 17. Metawolf - Harderburg 18. Grafix & Madishu - We're On Fire 19. Ryan Audley, NUWEI - Dance & Life 20. YASUKI - Rave Machine 21. Teddy Killerz - Feed Your Soul 22. Skrimor - Coming Back 23. Evergreen - Dundie 24. Simple Souls - Like This! 25. Exile - Hidden Hearts 26. Used - Tonight feat. Bou 27. SSCAPE, DnB Doctor - Totality 28. Koji Aiken - Honour 29. Manta - Into The Night 30. Eskei83, René LaVice and UCee - Bad To Di Bone 31. Teddy Killerz & Inja - NRG 32. Kleu & G3MC - Smack Down 33. Bootch - Let You Go 34. Metrik & Reija Lee - Freefall (Justin Hawkes Remix) 35. FarFlow - G.I.T.M. 36. Ekko & Sidetrack - Question What I Know 37. Cafe Disko - Dreamscape 38. Control Alt Delete, Ely Oaks - Running Around (Control Alt Delete Extended Remix) 39. DJ Zinc, Brazy - Mwah! (I'm That Bitch) 40. Conni x Niall T - Bella Ciao 41. Dossa - Rush 42. Dr. Apollo & Jordan Grace - Take Me Away

Mayhem Miller shares her journey through the drag scene, discussing the evolution of drag culture, the importance of authenticity, and her transition into music. Yo Aunteas explore the significance of names and identity within the LGBTQ+ community, as well as the challenges faced by drag performers. Mayhem emphasizes the need for self-care and balance in her life, while also highlighting the joy and purpose she finds in uplifting others through her performances. The discussion culminates in her new musical endeavors, showcasing her talent and passion for house music. In this engaging conversation, Mayhem Miller shares her insights on self-care, the importance of connecting with friends and family, and her experiences on Drag Race. The discussion delves into the dynamics of the black drag community, the emergence of black drag productions, and memorable encounters with pop culture icons like Lady Gaga. The conversation also touches on fun questions, the impact of influential figures in Mayhem's life, and her thoughts on the future of drag. The episode concludes with Mayem's Drag Vultron and Mount Rushmore!   So, get your cups ready for Minoritea Report!   Time Stamps:   00:00 Intro 01:34 Two Rels and Two Dawons 07:39 Personal Stories and Connections 11:40 Celebrating Friendship and Community 12:44 Cultural Experiences and Travel Tales 13:40 Honoring Legends Through Performance 15:20 The Art of Unique Performances 17:38 Navigating Originality in Drag 20:48 The Journey into Drag 24:29 Defining Personal Aesthetic in Makeup 28:30 Embracing Individuality in Makeup 29:49 The Evolution of Drag on a Global Scale 31:49 The Journey into Music: 'I'm That Bitch' 37:59 Finding Joy and Purpose in Performance 40:34 Self-Care and Balancing Personal Life 46:12 Reflections on Drag Race and Community Dynamics 50:33 Degrees of Knowledge and Competition 53:29 Celebrating Black Productions 55:40 Whitney Houston's Timeless Impact 56:49 Wig Preferences and Personal Styles 58:16 The Lady Gaga Encounter 01:05:27 De-Straightening Icons of the 90s 01:06:08 Celebrity Crushes and Aging Gracefully 01:08:18 Music Comebacks and Nostalgia 01:08:42 Creating the Ultimate Drag Queen Voltron 01:11:55 The Art of Drag: Makeup, Hair, and Performance 01:13:45 Mount Rushmore of Drag Legends 01:15:19 Beyonce vs. Janet: The Ultimate Showdown 01:16:50 Closing Thoughts and Future Endeavors 01:20:09 MR Commercial   Follow Us-   Send Your Ask Yo Aunteas Questions To: TEA LINE  844-832-5463 Aya@minoriteareport.com or DM us on Social Media   MERCH: MinoriteaReport.com   Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo_xKK1VRhPrVMQxm1SzTCg   Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/minoriteareport/   Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MinoriTeaReport/   Twitter: https://twitter.com/MTeaReport   Email Us- AYA@minoriTeaReport.com   Spotify Playlist- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0rVJtKJmesMkCgVKmJwc46?si=1455491d0a4049b5        

Alaska and Willam get gossy as they chat about the ‘White Lotus' Season Finale, the Reality TV Producer to OnlyFans Creator pipeline, and $400 Pride tickets. Plus an extra special Tip Spot from the one and only Lushious Masscar! Have you been to a DD's Discounts recently? Do you love Suzette? Is your goal Realness and Womanhood?Listen to Race Chaser Ad-Free on MOM PlusFollow us on IG at @racechaserpod and click the link in bio for a list of organizations you can donate to in support of Black Lives MatterRainbow Spotlight: I'm That Bitch by Mayhem MillerFOLLOW ALASKAhttps://twitter.com/Alaska5000https://www.instagram.com/theonlyalaska5000https://www.facebook.com/AlaskaThunderhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9vnKqhNky1BcWqXbDs0NAQFOLLOW WILLAMhttps://twitter.com/willamhttps://www.instagram.com/willamhttps://www.facebook.com/willamhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrO9hj5VqGJufBlVJy-8D1gRACE CHASER IS A FOREVER DOG PODCAST Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Alaska and Willam get gossy as they chat about the ‘White Lotus' Season Finale, the Reality TV Producer to OnlyFans Creator pipeline, and $400 Pride tickets. Plus an extra special Tip Spot from the one and only Lushious Masscar! Have you been to a DD's Discounts recently? Do you love Suzette? Is your goal Realness and Womanhood? Listen to Race Chaser Ad-Free on MOM Plus Follow us on IG at @racechaserpod and click the link in bio for a list of organizations you can donate to in support of Black Lives Matter Rainbow Spotlight: I'm That Bitch by Mayhem Miller FOLLOW ALASKA https://twitter.com/Alaska5000 https://www.instagram.com/theonlyalaska5000 https://www.facebook.com/AlaskaThunder https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9vnKqhNky1BcWqXbDs0NAQ FOLLOW WILLAM https://twitter.com/willam https://www.instagram.com/willam https://www.facebook.com/willam https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrO9hj5VqGJufBlVJy-8D1g RACE CHASER IS A FOREVER DOG PODCAST Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

1.Dossa - Away 2.Xeonz - Feel Right 3.Ozma - Aura 4.Invadhertz - Enter 5.Askel & Elere - Space Dub 6.Dapreme - Serenity 7.Speaker Louis - One More Time 8.Warhead - Mercury 9.Hoax - Goose Chase 10.NODSY & Chief Jesta - Automatic 11.Eastcolors - Bark 12.Sam Pyro - Disappear 13.LoveTheEND - WichWayShouldIGo 14.V O E- Feel Again 15.Drumsound & Bassline Smith - Aim High 16.Feed the Fire - Bad Boy Sound 17.Manta, Skyfade - Crazy 18.Disept, WARP FA2E, Oneder - Нажимаем Старт 19.Unknown Being - Barrel 20.SSCAPE, DnB Doctor - Totality 21.Intrinzic - Dust 22.mansaymo & boolat - Breeze 23.Synergy - Mirage 24.Blooom & Phace - IS IT 25.Dubra - Boombox 26.Vici - Welcome To Your Life 27.Xaetis- Who Are You 28.Impex - The Pong 29.Current Value - Schatten 30.Beskar - Starfighter 31.Dkn - Solitude 32.Teddy Killerz - Feed Your Soul 33.Punchman - Bounce 34.Dub Elements - Hot & Heavy 35.Rameses B - Old School 36.Rob Gasser - Pressure 37.DJ Zinc, Brazy - Mwah! (I'm That Bitch) 38.FarFlow - G.I.T.M. 39.Control Alt Delete, Ely Oaks - Running Around (Control Alt Delete Extended Remix) 40.5X - Fever 41.sless - GO 42.Rex Hooligan, Rob Gasser & Harley Bird - Touch The Sky 43.Grafix & Madishu - We're On Fire 44.Apokain - See Through You 45.Deep Notion - Never Let Me Go 46.Coco, Eats Everything, Unglued - The Change 47.King Yoof - Jungle Flute 48.Brain, NeuroBeat - Paraiso Ancestral 49.Alien Perfect - Voodoo 50.Conni x Niall T - Bella Ciao 51.K Motionz & Clavish - H2O (Extended Mix) 52.BassDubbers, MC Mush - Concrete 53.Teni - Money (goddard. Remix)

Это выступление состоялось на дне рождения drumandbass команды из Санкт-Петербурга Time Of Night на фабрике Skorohod. Ловите качевые звуки моего рейва и хороший вайб... GVOZD vibez: 1.Fire At Will - It's A Vibe 2.Alien Perfect - Voodoo 3.Coco, Eats Everything, Unglued - The Change 4.Speaker Louis - One More Time 5.Warhead - Mercury 6.Hoax - Goose Chase 7.DJ Zinc, Brazy - Mwah! (I'm That Bitch) 8.Micky Finn & Vital Elements feat. MC Spyda - System Culture 9.Jenks (UK) - Outrage 10.Benny Page & Mad Sam - Call The Hurse 11.CLIQUES., Genesis Elijah & Grim Sickers feat. Raf Mc, Chris Girl Problem & Rubberman - BANDANA 12.Blooom & Phace - IS IT 13.Drumsound & Bassline Smith - Aim High 14.Venjent - Rolling with the Bassline 15.Mt. Eden - Reptile 16.Average Citizens - Drive By Bassline (Woofax DNB Remix) 17.Teddy Killerz - Feed Your Soul 18.Punchman - Bounce 19.Dimension - Altar 20.Medicine - Heartbeat 21.Rameses B - Old School 22.Rob Gasser - Pressure 23.5X - Fever 24.Bootch - Let You Go 25.Sigma, Jamakabi, Scrufizzer - CHARGIE (NVADRZ & ALIAS Edit) 26.Terrence & Phillip - Crank Dat 27.GGrossy - Bass Line 28.Fade Duster - Durdome 29.Tomoyoshi - Stomper 30.Agro - Noise Complaint (Nick The Lot Remix) 31.Ovadose - Jack In The Box 32.Bevsy, GinX - Sub Surfing 33.True Tactix - Lighta! 34.Gydra- Game Over (Gydra remix) 35.Kritikal - 2MUCH 36.Roki - Say You Want Me 37.Conni x Niall T - Bella Ciao 38.Control Alt Delete, Ely Oaks - Running Around (Control Alt Delete Extended Remix) 39.Askel & Elere - Space Dub 40.Rea - On The Road (Thys Remix) 41.Brasstax - Stitch Up (Samurai Breaks Remix) 42.Ogstan - Senupaji 43.Jando - Brazilian Jungle 44.Nuphlo - Draa (dubbed out mix)

Пиратская Станция вживую из студии Рекорда встречает гостей тяжёлой drumandbass сцены. Для вас создают особый вайб легенды darkside из Санкт-Петербурга ZIGRIL и dj DEVIL, почувствуйте монументальный мощный и размеренный одновременно поток темного грува. Второй час шоу по традиции выдержан в эклетичной стилистике..Это значит, что в одном миксе встречаются представители разных сабжанров drumandbass и чувствуют себя прекрасно..Ловите наши лучи! ZIGRIL guestmix: 1 ZIGRIL - Hurricane 2 Paragon - Carnal 3 Hoji - Labyrinth 4 Universal Project, Vicious Circle - Workout 5 Tech Itch Recordings - Dark Way 6 Paragon - 180 Degrees DJ DEVIL guestmix 1. Audio - Elements ( snake pit rec) 2. Section 63 - Tombstone ( mute:8 rec) 3. Forbidden society - unbound ( forbidden society rec) 4. Khatarsys - Paralyzed ( othercide rec) 5. Donny - Your world ( Khatarsys remix) ( barcode rec) 6. Forbidden society - Darkhold ( forbidden society rec) 7. Donny, Khatarsys - Killer ( barcode rec) 8. Audio - Yokai ( blackout music NL rec) 9. Sinister Souls feat Hallucinator - Threshold ( Myselor remix) ( PRSPCT rec) GVOZD vibez: 1.Rameses B - Old School 2.Pasha Nuts - Lose Control 3.Exult, Resson, Killey - The Creator 4.Ryan Audley, NUWEI - Dance & Life 5.Wilkinson, Julia Church - Back To Life 6.Dkn - Solitude 7.Teddy Killerz - Feed Your Soul 8.Agressor Bunx - Dystopia 9.Marshmello - Bad Boys (Dr. Apollo Remix) 10.Disept, WARP FA2E, Oneder - Нажимаем Старт 11.Gydra - Shotgun (Gydra remix) 12.Unknown Being - Barrel 13.Trickyskill - Moroz 14.NERV3 - Maslina Catching 15.Intrinzic - Dust 16.Minor Forms - Drops 17.Vici, Eluun - Illusion 18.Vici - Shut It Down 19.Blooom & Phace - IS IT 20.Akrom, Qua Rush - Infinite Shift 21.Gydra - Game Over (Gydra remix) 22.Upgrade, Serial Killaz - Drop It (Zapya Remix) 23.C-DU - Pepper 24.Dkn - Kenjutsu 25.Capture the Bass - Slow Down 26.Sustance, Para - That's Right 27.Invadhertz - Enter 28.DON DARKOE - Simon Says 29.Jedi, Mc Weedy - Rockstar feat. Jedi 30.Kritikal - 2MUCH 31.DJ Zinc, Brazy - Mwah! (I'm That Bitch) 32.Pruf & Green Vibes - Feel and get low 33.Coco, Eats Everything, Unglued - The Change 34.Fox, Sl8r - Skull & Crosses 35.DJ Zinc, Indi - SOTU 36.SHY FX - Skanga Riddim 37.Control Alt Delete, Ely Oaks - Running Around (Control Alt Delete Extended Remix) 38.Danny Styles - Person Of Interest 39.Danny Styles - My Breakbeats Will Move First 40.Hiraeth & Speedwagon - Jah Massive 41.Acid Lab - Expel Our Demons (Offish Redub) 42.Xeonz- Feel Right 43.Surreal - Launching 44.Mogga Ocean - Tsunami 45.MageTake everything to the end

J'ai failli abandonner... 2024 est Une année qui a bousculé mon existence et m'a appris à me reconstruire (parce que clairement, c'était ça ou la fin de Think With Farah). Dans cet épisode, je te raconte tout sur les épreuves et échecs que j'ai vécu cette année. Je te partage aussi comment j'ai su préserver ma santé mentale au milieu du chaos absolu.Ce que tu vas découvrir dans cet épisode :

In 2025, we're not settling for f*cking crumbs anymore, babe. In 2025, it's time to become the center of your own love life; to become That Girl. That Bitch. The Dream Girl.  Whatever you want to call her, she's yours for the taking—if you can actually get off your ass and do the work to become her. No more putting everyone else's needs over yours. No more leading with your insecurities…or masking them with false perfection. No more criticizing your man into the ground, then wondering why he doesn't do what you ask him to do. Have no f*cking clue how to make that transformation? Welcome to this episode of UFYR, my love. Let's make it happen.   WORK WITH MICHELLE:  Join The EXPERIENCE, a year-long mentorship for the woman who wants to play in the frequency of big love, epic sex and mind-blowing relationships with men…and herself: https://michellepanning.com/the-experience  Join THE CONNECTED WOMAN, a shadow-work course for women who want to go from feeling anxious AF about their love lives to feeling confident, secure and having unfuckwithable self-worth: https://michellepanning.com/the-connected-woman Ready to stop obsessing over texts, chasing unavailable men, and feeling like you're always one step away from being abandoned? Sign up for my FREE masterclass, CLINGY TO CONFIDENT: https://michellepanning.thrivecart.com/clingy-to-confident/    CONNECT WITH MICHELLE: Instagram: http://www.instagram.com/michellepanning Website: http://www.michellepanning.com

Coming up on this episode of Flirtations, we're catching vibes y'all, with CiiCii! Have you ever wondered how you can use the energetic laws of the universe to transform your dating life? Even if you haven't, you should stick around! Inside is a fascinating conversation about the world of energy, vibrations, frequency, and how you can become the ultimate attractor in your dating journey - and in life.  CiiCii takes us on a your journey about how to call your power back to you when you feel lost, how to heal your energy, and how you can manifest the ultimate belief in yourself that anything is possible. Then, at the end of the episode, CiiCii shares a powerful mindset shift about heartbreak, revealing why your breakdown can actually be your breakthrough. Get ready to elevate your understanding of energy and transform your approach to dating as we vibe hight in this conversation today! Then don't forget to subscribe, rate, and review Flirtations on your favorite podcast platform, and share this episode to spread BFE - big flirt energy, all over the world! Enjoying the show and want to support my work? Buy the Flirt Coach a coffee! About our guest:  CiiCii is a Life and Energy Coach, podcast host, and author of Show Up As Her (Mango Publishing, April 2024), a transformative guide for women ready to reclaim their power, align with their authentic selves, and master the art of manifestation. Known for her popular podcast, That Bitch is Positive, and her vibrant social media presence on Instagram and TikTok (@vibinwithciicii), where she connects with millions of people monthly, CiiCii empowers her community to break free from limiting beliefs and open their senses to the unseen world. In Show Up As Her, CiiCii takes a holistic approach to creating one's desired life. She breaks down hermetic principles, manifestation, and self-healing into digestible bits of information for all to use, offering practical tools to help readers embody their true selves and elevate every aspect of life—mind, body, and spirit. Drawing on her background in psychology, spirituality, and quantum principles, she teaches a step-by-step process to creating the reality one desires from within. Originally from Long Island, NY, CiiCii graduated Summa Cum Laude from Fordham University and later channeled her own spiritual awakening into a thriving career as a life coach and content creator. Through her content, coaching, and Show Up As Her, CiiCii inspires others to connect with their inner “B.I.T.C.H.” (Babe In Total Connection With Herself), embracing confidence, connection, and self-love along the way. CiiCii's mission is to help others become the main characters in their lives, harnessing the power of manifestation to consciously create lives of abundance, joy, and fulfillment while deepening their awareness of the mysteries and possibilities within the unseen. About your host:  Benjamin is a flirt and dating coach sharing his love of flirting and BFE - big flirt energy, with the world! A lifelong introvert and socially anxious member of society, Benjamin now helps singles and daters alike flirt with more confidence, clarity, and fun! As the flirt is all about connection, Benjamin helps the flirt community (the flirties!) date from a place that allows the value of connection in all forms - platonic, romantic, and with the self - to take center stage and transform lives for greater healing and deeper connections. You can connect with Benjamin on Instagram, TikTok, stream the Flirtations Flirtcast everywhere you listen to podcasts (like right here!), and find out more about working together 1:1 here.

I can't EVEN!! CiiCii is right now one of my all time favorite practitioners. She is a Life & Energy Coach and newly published author of her book, Show Up As Her. I have been following her for over a year, and I have saved almost every single one of her videos. I read her book IMMEDIATELY after my breakup (April 2024), and I have been listening to her podcast, That Bitch is Positive every time I need a hype-girl energy boost. In this episode we talk about.. Breakups The pedestal concept Confidence vs. narcissism you came here to experience your energy!Taking responsibility for your energyHonoring seasons of relationships Divine the Divine (Dating God + Yourself)Non-negotiablesAlchemize your painRemembering your magnetismCiiCii Bio: Life and Energy Coach, CiiCii is best known among her hundreds of thousands of followers as a content creator, podcast host of That Bitch is Positive, and a singer/songwriter.Her debut book, Show Up As Her (Mango Publishing, April 30, 2024) is a guide to discovering yourself, your power, and your dream reality. CiiCii shares spiritual, psychological, and actionable steps to aid readers in committing to their desired self. Each chapter illustrates how to reclaim your power from a specific area of your life (your thoughts, your emotions, dating) so you can manifest your desired life consciously, rather than falling prey to your past repeatedly.CiiCii realized her calling was to share her knowledge/ teachings with the world. She poured all of her energy and passion into starting her own coaching business, podcast, and built a thriving social media following across multiple platforms. Since then, CiiCii received a Life Coach certification from Tony Robbins and Chloe Madanes. CiiCii has hit millions across her social media platforms and recently reached 1.7 million on Instagram alone, helping them become the subjects of their own lives again by sharing relatable content about spirituality, relationships, life, and self-help.FOLLOW CIICII ON INSTAGRAM HERE BUY HER BOOK HERELISTEN TO HER PODCAST HERE---FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM HERE BOOK A SESSION WITH ME HERE

Send us a Text Message.Ever wondered why some people can manifest their dream lives while others struggle? Join us for an enlightening conversation with Mikayla Jai from the Mindset, Magic, and Manifestation Podcast. Mikayala unravels the secrets behind successful manifestation, offering foundational steps and expert insights that can help you consciously create the life you desire. She also shares her personal journey, discusses the transformative power of her numerous courses, and gives us a thrilling preview of her upcoming live tour, Hot, Rich, and That Bitch.Finally, we'll delve into the transformative power of gratitude and self-improvement. Discover how small mindset shifts can spark significant changes, leading to a more positive outlook and the ability to manifest your desires. From practical tips on maintaining a consistent, positive mindset to personal stories about overcoming limiting beliefs, this episode is packed with valuable advice and motivational insights. It's time to put in the work, embody spiritual principles, and truly transform your reality. Join us and get inspired to take actionable steps towards your dream life!Follow Mikayla Jai on social media!Mikayla Jai ✨ Manifestation (@themikaylajai) • Instagram photos and videosSign up for her courses!WUW MMM METHOD (mykajabi.com)Listen to her magical podcast on Apple Podcast!MINDSET MAGIC & MANIFESTATION PodcastLove what you hear? Wanna be featured on Updated AF? Shoot me a DM!IG: Tx_Realestatedoll OrIG: UpdatedAFCollective_PodcastPlease don't forget to subscribe and leave me a review! Email: UPDATEDAF@GMAIL.COMXOXO,Meg

Gina Moffa wants us to talk about grief. In this episode, we deep-dive into the world of healing and human connection, and trauma's often-overlooked companion: grief.  Gina Moffa, LCSW, MA, is a licensed psychotherapist, mental health educator, and media consultant in New York City. After a succession of professional and personal losses, including her mother, Gina became inexplicably sick only to discover the profound physical toll her own grief was taking on her body. This deepened her goal to understand and normalize talking about death, grief, and the experience of loss.  Gina has dedicated her career to helping thousands navigate trauma and grief, including working with Holocaust survivors and serving as Clinical Director at the Addiction Institute of New York at Mt. Sinai-St. Luke's Hospital Campus. She is also the author of "Moving On Doesn't Mean Letting Go: A Modern Guide to Navigating Loss,” which seeks to reframe the life-long journey of processing loss and death.   In this conversation, we discuss a wide range of topics, including: Our society's fear of loss and death. Grieving authentically. The powerful physical impact of grief on our bodies. Is romantic heartbreak as painful as the death of a loved one? Why the grief experience may never end. Grief in the workplace – a compassionate revamping is necessary.  Grief's various forms, from lost loved ones and pets to divorce, friendships and even addictive substances – each teaching us to navigate its unique and poignant path. Zac's unexpected grief journey with ‘The Bachelorette.'  Gina's upcoming book, "That Bitch," which explores themes of loss in friendships, navigating grief, and cultivating greater compassion. Please join in and listen to this fascinating conversation about the uncomfortable yet profoundly universal experience of grief. Connect with Gina https://ginamoffa.com/ https://www.instagram.com/ginamoffalcsw/ Connect with Zac https://www.instagram.com/zwclark/ https://www.linkedin.com/in/zac-c-746b96254/ https://www.tiktok.com/@zacwclark https://www.strava.com/athletes/55697553 https://twitter.com/zacwclark If you or anyone you know is struggling, please do not hesitate to contact Release: (914) 588-6564 releaserecovery.com @releaserecovery

This week's guest is Life + Energy Coach, CiiCii. CiiCii is best known among her millions of followers as a content creator, podcast host of That Bitch is Positive, and a singer/songwriter. Her debut book, Show Up As Her (Mango Publishing, April 30, 2024) is a guide to discovering yourself, your power, and your dream reality. CiiCii shares spiritual, psychological, and actionable steps to aid readers in committing to their desired self. Each chapter illustrates how to reclaim your power from a specific area of your life (your thoughts, your emotions, dating) so you can manifest your desired life consciously, rather than falling prey to your past repeatedly. CiiCii received a Life Coach certification from Tony Robbins and Chloe Madanes. CiiCii has hit millions across her social media platforms and recently reached 1.7 million on Instagram alone, helping them become the subjects of their own lives again by sharing relatable content about spirituality, relationships, life, and self-help. CiiCii has two mini golden doodle puppies named Max and Mia. A day in the life includes a morning meditation, followed by praying and setting her intentions for the day. Every night she hula hoops for 30 minutes and uses a Gua Sha to move out energy. You can find CiiCii on: Instagram: vibinwithciicii 

Happy Pride Month, Spookies!!!! It's officially time for us to be our best, most canonically queer selves, and we're kicking off this year's line-up with a supernatural classic: Interview with the Vampire (1994). If you're not watching the TV show, you totally should be, but first we have to pay our dues to the OG Lestat de Lioncourt. Tom Cruise is absolutely That Bitch in this role, and he and Brad Pitt and Christian Slater competed in a literal handsome-off for their parts in this movie (a competition that should've also included Antonio Banderas, BTW). While this flick explicitly features two gay dads raising their iconic vampire daughter, it still very much could be gayer — but don't worry, baby, because we're just getting started. References:https://www.maths.tcd.ie/~forest/vamipre/morecomments.htmlhttps://fisherpub.sjf.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1004&context=ur#:~:text=The%20novel%20is%20deeply%20autobiographical,faith%22%20(Gilmore%2094).https://www.thepinknews.com/2021/12/13/anne-rice-interview-with-the-vampire-lgbt/https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/650386/interview-with-the-vampire-book-facts

Subscribe to Mamamia Lizzo's DNA test might have said she was "100% THAT BITCH" but she's also the woman who has decided to take the high road regarding a South Park skit about her. Was it the right call? We unpack the pop star's very public reaction. Plus, you might be able to blame your star sign for your "creepiest" habit. An astrologist has revealed all... and we put it to the test.  And, what is considered ‘middle class' in 2024? And can an A-list star be it? Holly, Mia and Jessie have thoughts, after one Hollywood star's class claim.  The End Bits:  Listen to our latest episode: Life Is Short. Have An Affair Listen: Why Mia Quit Therapy And Holly Has Started Listen to more on Cate Blanchett on The Spill  Read: Lizzo was just called a 'weight loss drug' on South Park. Now, she's responded. Listen to No Filter: Ozempic: Johann Hari's Very Personal Story Listen to No Filter: Jackie O On What She Wishes She'd Known About Divorce If you or someone you know needs support help is available:1800 RESPECTLifeline 13 11 14 Donate to RizeUp Connect your subscription to Apple Podcasts  Sign up to the Mamamia Out Loud Newsletter for all our recommendations and behind-the-scenes content in one place.  Want to try our new exercise app? Click here to start a seven-day free trial of MOVE by Mamamia  GET IN TOUCH: Feedback? We're listening. Send us an email at outloud@mamamia.com.au Share your story, feedback, or dilemma! Send us a voice message Join our Facebook group Mamamia Outlouders to talk about the show. Follow us on Instagram @mamamiaoutloud CREDITS: Hosts: Holly Wainwright, Mia Freedman & Jessie Stephens  Producer: Emeline Gazilas Assistant Producer: Tahli Blackman  Audio Producer: Leah Porges Mamamia acknowledges the Traditional Owners of the Land we have recorded this podcast on, the Gadigal people of the Eora Nation. We pay our respects to their Elders past and present, and extend that respect to all Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures.Become a Mamamia subscriber: https://www.mamamia.com.au/subscribeSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

Life and Energy Coach, CiiCii is best known among her millions of followers as a content creator, podcast host of That Bitch is Positive, and a singer/songwriter. Her debut book, Show Up As Her (Mango Publishing, Spring 2024) delves into what she calls “positive bitchology” and the ten laws of it. B.I.T.C.H. standing for Babe In True Connection with Herself/Human Self. Show Up As Her is a guide to discovering yourself, your power, and your dream reality. CiiCii shares spiritual, psychological, and actionable steps to aid readers in committing to their desired self. Each chapter illustrates how to reclaim your power from a specific area of your life (your thoughts, your emotions, dating) so you can manifest your desired life consciously, rather than falling prey to your past repeatedly. Instagram link & website to purchase book: https://www.instagram.com/vibinwithciicii/?hl=en https://www.amazon.com/Show-Up-As-Her/dp/1684811953 Thank you so much for your constant love and support and for listening to today's guest episode. Website Link: foryoufromeve.org Join the community here: Community ALL THE LINKS YOU NEED : https://hoo.be/oliviaeveshabo Intro and Outro Music: chloefergusonmusic Jesus believes in you!

Welcome back, Batchers! Let's get this bread. In this episode, Julia and Becca are back with our trusty character, theme and plot analysis. And, of course, don't forget the goofs.Talking points include: listen we keep calling Rampart Charles (because that's his name) but bear with us as we adapt to Edmon, using a character like Rampart well, Rampart's intentions & what he could possibly do, cyclical natures in the positive as opposed to the negative, putting characters back where they were in the end of a story to see how much they have changed & grown, Echo & Emerie, That Bitch™ is back (the Zillo Beast), seeing how much Omega has grown and learned as a character, & TechWatch 2024; god, please, give him to us next episode, I know he's out there somehwere, Don't forget to leave us a review if you like the show and drop by our socials on Instagram and our new shiny Tumblr (@thebatchpod) to say hi, chat, and enjoy Becca's beautiful memes."3 Rounds" by Bisou is licensed CC BY NC 4.0.

Bretman Rock came by to talk about his brand new book You're That Bitch: & Other Cute Lessons About Being Unapologetically YourselfInfo on Beyond Sleep HereFollow Us On Social!TikTokTwitterInstagramFacebookFollow ZachFollow DanFollow Cameron

Bretman Rock came by to talk about his brand new book You're That Bitch: & Other Cute Lessons About Being Unapologetically Yourself Info on Beyond Sleep Here Follow Us On Social! TikTok Twitter Instagram Facebook Follow Zach Follow Dan Follow Cameron Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

I had a religious awakening at the Mariah Carey concert. Olivia Rodrigo totally rocks, I vacationed in Gag City, Taylor Swift is That Bitch™, and stop staying up to finish your college papers.  Oh, and the Mean Girls Movie *IS* a musical!  FOLLOW US: https://www.instagram.com/toopoptohandle/ https://twitter.com/toopoptohandle https://www.tiktok.com/@toopoptohandle https://www.youtube.com/@TooPoptoHandle

Comentamos los dos primeros episodios de la docuserie sobre el iconic Robbie Williams. Pueden escuchar el podcast completo en este link: https://www.patreon.com/posts/comentario-1-y-2-93077550 o yendo al nivel 100% That Bitch en patreon.com/elgosip

La teletón nos trajo muchos #moments, los de #GranHermanoCHV se enteraron de todos los chismes, Boric vive nuestra teleserie Presidente Soltero, Goop tendrá musical en Londres, celebramos 23 años de Don't Tell Me de Madonna, el amor psicodélico de Gonzalo Valenzuela y Kika Silva, nueva moda en TikTok: uncanny makeup, SIGNOS: canciones de Britney para prepararnos para Sagitario. Encuentra nuestro comentario de Selling Sunset, de la serie de Robbie Williams y más contenido extra en el nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip

Se viene show el 5 de noviembre! Analizamos lo nuevo de Bad Bunny y su romance con Kendall Jenner, update de nuestra relación tóxica con #GranHermanoCHV, todo lo que sabemos sobre el nuevo libro de Britney y se confirman todas nuestras teorías de que Justin Timberlake es un douche, I Will Remember You: se acaba Sin Filtros, estado de Israel vs. Bella Hadid, el niñero de Kim Kardashian, SIGNOS: casas de moda y mucho más! Escuchen nuestro comentario de la docuserie de David Beckham en en nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip

The leaves are changing, the pumpkins are out, and the sweaters are on! Fall is here, and Pia and Paula couldn't be more excited. But as cozy as fall can be, they don't want you to get caught up in the seasonal blues. Today, the sisters share their tips for keeping your social calendar full of fall activities, making memories with your friends and family, and suiting up in those comfy cold-weather outfits. As winter approaches, they want you to take care of your mental health, stick to your routines, and soak up every second of sunshine. Don't let the weather get you down – snuggle up in a fluffy blanket, grab your favorite warm drink, and listen in!  IN THIS EPISODE, PIA & PAULA TALK ABOUT: - (9:15) Fall weather in Austin vs. Philly  - (17:35) What they've been doing to settle into fall  - (21:57) Fashion trends for cold weather  - (27:03) Tips and tricks for combatting seasonal depression  - (31:32) Prioritizing your nighttime, morning, and weekly routines  - (36:11) The stereotype that Filipina women only date white guys  RESOURCES - Movie rec: Kelce Documentary  - Podcast rec: New Heights with Jason and Travis Kelce (Swifties' Version) - Book rec: You're That Bitch: & Other Cute Lessons About Being Unapologetically Yourself - Shoes rec: Nike Dunks - Shoes rec: Birkenstock Boston Clogs - Pia's Bath & Body Works Partnership TikTok -  Leave us a voicemail or text at (512) 827-8730 for a chance to get featured on the pod! Tell us what you're second guessing. - Follow the podcast on Instagram HERE - Listen on your favorite platform HERE - Shop Ignited Apparel HERE CONNECT WITH PIA On Instagram: @sophiacuerquis On YouTube: @sophiacuerquis On TikTok: @sophiacuerquis CONNECT WITH PAULA On Instagram: @paulacuerquis On TikTok: @paulacuerquis --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/second-thoughts/support

El episodio 200 gira en torno a la televisión de ayer y hoy (y al impacto de CasaIdeas). Update de #GranHermanoChile, Kelso y Jackie: funados, Parived vs. Julián, VMAs, Mamadoras en NYC, SIGNOS: videos y películas de David Fincher. Recuerden comentar y pueden encontrar más contenido en el nivel 100% That Bitch patreon.com/elgosip.

Un episodio cargado a todo lo que tiene que ver con realities de ayer y hoy, Karol Dance va a Can We Talk, Bolocco se suelta una anécdota iconic, regreso de Vesta Lugg, Cringe Eterno: el feminismo de Paz Bascuñan, SIGNOS: Virgos que le caen bien a Carolina y mucho más! Más contenido en el nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip.

Recordamos nuestro live (velo aquí y conoce a nuestro bebé https://www.youtube.com/live/rWwmAY8jtwE?feature=share&t=77), #MejorEnCabify: Gran Hermano, Quentin Tarantino ama a Beto Cuevas, funa a Lizzo, Argandoña vs. su propio programa, Nacho Gutiérrez vs De Moras, SIGNOS: temporada Leo. Recuerden seguirnos en el nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip !!

Linktree: https://linktr.ee/AnalyticWelcome to Notorious Mass Effect, the podcast where Analytic Dreamz delves deep into the world of music and brings you the juiciest insights on the hottest projects in the industry. In this segment of our podcast, we're thrilled to discuss BIA's new extended play, "Really Her," which marks the beginning of a promising new era for the talented artist.With 9 captivating tracks, "Really Her" showcases BIA's exceptional artistry and versatility. The EP includes fan favorites like "Millions," "Big Business," "Four Seasons," and more, leaving listeners eager to explore the musical journey she has crafted for them. Notably, "London," last year's hit featuring the renowned J.Cole, makes a prominent appearance, as well as the Timbaland-assisted single, "I'm That Bitch," which sets the stage for an electrifying listening experience.Collaborations play a significant role in "Really Her," adding an extra layer of excitement. Swizz Beatz brings his signature style to the track "Classy," while Juicy J's unique touch elevates "Don't Tell" to new heights, leaving fans buzzing with anticipation.This EP serves as a significant milestone for BIA, being her first project since the acclaimed "For Certain (Deluxe)" EP of 2021. Her growth and evolution as an artist shine through, making "Really Her" a must-listen for music enthusiasts of all kinds.Not only is BIA making waves with her solo work, but she's also leaving her mark in the industry with her feature on Busta Rhyme's latest single, "Beach Balls." It's evident that she's carving her path to greatness, and we're here to analyze every note, beat, and collaboration that contributes to her meteoric rise.Stay tuned to Notorious Mass Effect as we break down the essence of "Really Her" by BIA and explore the impact she's making in the music world. Analytic Dreamz has got you covered with the most organic, in-depth analysis you'll find. Don't miss this episode! Hit the link to embark on an exciting musical journey with us.Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/analytic-dreamz-notorious-mass-effect/donationsAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Linktree: https://linktr.ee/AnalyticWelcome to Notorious Mass Effect, the podcast where Analytic Dreamz delves deep into the world of music and brings you the juiciest insights on the hottest projects in the industry. In this segment of our podcast, we're thrilled to discuss BIA's new extended play, "Really Her," which marks the beginning of a promising new era for the talented artist.With 9 captivating tracks, "Really Her" showcases BIA's exceptional artistry and versatility. The EP includes fan favorites like "Millions," "Big Business," "Four Seasons," and more, leaving listeners eager to explore the musical journey she has crafted for them. Notably, "London," last year's hit featuring the renowned J.Cole, makes a prominent appearance, as well as the Timbaland-assisted single, "I'm That Bitch," which sets the stage for an electrifying listening experience.Collaborations play a significant role in "Really Her," adding an extra layer of excitement. Swizz Beatz brings his signature style to the track "Classy," while Juicy J's unique touch elevates "Don't Tell" to new heights, leaving fans buzzing with anticipation.This EP serves as a significant milestone for BIA, being her first project since the acclaimed "For Certain (Deluxe)" EP of 2021. Her growth and evolution as an artist shine through, making "Really Her" a must-listen for music enthusiasts of all kinds.Not only is BIA making waves with her solo work, but she's also leaving her mark in the industry with her feature on Busta Rhyme's latest single, "Beach Balls." It's evident that she's carving her path to greatness, and we're here to analyze every note, beat, and collaboration that contributes to her meteoric rise.Stay tuned to Notorious Mass Effect as we break down the essence of "Really Her" by BIA and explore the impact she's making in the music world. Analytic Dreamz has got you covered with the most organic, in-depth analysis you'll find. Don't miss this episode! Hit the link to embark on an exciting musical journey with us.Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/analytic-dreamz-notorious-mass-effect/donationsAdvertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brandsPrivacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

Hasta que apareció el ex de Carrie... Escucha el resto de este podcast en el nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip

Una de las grandes historias de amor del s. XXI llega a su fin :( Encuentra el resto de este comentario en el nivel 100% That Bitch en patreon.com/elgosip

Todes somos el focus group de Che Diaz. Encuentra el resto de este comentario en el nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip

Este episodio fue confuso, pero gracias a Cher por Charlotte y Harry. Escucha el resto en este link: https://www.patreon.com/posts/ajlt-t2-e04-85759565 y suscríbete al nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip para escuchar más recaps.

This week, the guys welcome CiiCii from the That Bitch is Positive podcast. They discuss entity attachment, spirit guides, positive spirituality, shining light into your inner darkness and more.This show is part of the Spreaker Prime Network, if you are interested in advertising on this podcast, contact us at https://www.spreaker.com/show/5589952/advertisement

El nuevo episodio trae una cartera icónica, drama, hotel California y uno que otro evil gay. Escucha el comentario completo en el nivel 100% That Bitch de patreon.com/elgosip

Vimos el primer episodio de la segunda temporada de And Just Like That y tuvimos que comentarlo DE INMEDIATO. Escuchen el resto de nuestro análisis en el nivel 100& That Bitch de www.patreon.com/elgosip

Wondering where to find the rich eligible bachelor of your DREAMS? Well, you came to the right place. Today we are joined by a Dating Coach nicknamed the “Manhattan Dating Tour Guide,” Tiff Baira, to discuss ALL things dating & finding your bachelor man. We're getting SCHOOLED on why your dating life probably sucks. from the most common struggles people face within dating to confidence & self-image issues; we're shifting those mindsets so you can truly become THAT BITCH.  & since Tiff is an expert, we're talking about where in NYC to FIND the rich eligible bachelor of your dreams, aka, finding the quality man you deserve. Once you find the man, we're giving the BEST flirting tips, from making the first move to engaging in the conversation. Follow Tiff Baira on all her socials below! @tiffbaira on Instagram. @tiffbaira on TikTok. Check out her show @streetheartsnyc on TikTok. Follow us on Instagram, Twitter & TikTok and make sure to tell us; what's the most toxic thing you've ever done? @gintoxicpodcast on Instagram @gintoxicpodcast on Twitter @gintoxicpodcast on TikTok Follow Christina Harris on Instagram, Twitter & TikTok @beautychickee on Instagram @beautychickee on Twitter @beautychickee on TikTok Follow Lily Stewart on Instagram, Twitter & TikTok @lilyystewart on Instagram @lilystewartt on Twitter @lilystewartttt on TikTok New episodes every Wednesday at 12PM ET. Music by @MarkGenerous.  Stay toxic.

Rickey and Denzel welcome THAT b*tch Bretman Rock to spill the tea on his new book You're That Bitch: & Other Cute Lessons About Being Unapologetically Yourself. The girls reminisce about their VidCon and YouTube days, Bretman reveals how he's prepping for his new *secret* projects, and everyone GUSHES over Denzel's very first Noid fashion show. [Video available on Spotify] Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Rickey and Denzel welcome THAT b*tch Bretman Rock to spill the tea on his new book You're That Bitch: & Other Cute Lessons About Being Unapologetically Yourself. The girls reminisce about their VidCon and YouTube days, Bretman reveals how he's prepping for his new *secret* projects, and everyone GUSHES over Denzel's very first Noid fashion show.

Ready to channel your pain into a powerful creative expression on the mic? From vulnerability to authenticity, this episode covers everything you need to know to put it all out there and leave a lasting impact on your audience, including: how to re-frame the hesitations holding you back from showing up as your most authentic self, so that you can fully step into your power on the mic; how to use your pain to create art, and how to actually hook the audience that needs to hear your message; how to "claim" your next inspired idea, so that nobody else steals it first; what the "Marilyn Monroe" effect is, and how you can use it to magnetize your dream listeners to your podcast...and so much more!CiiCii specializes in helping women connect to themselves and break free of their programmed identities, inspiring millions around the world to take back their power and manifest their dream lives. Amassing 415k+ followers on TikTok and 33k+ downloads/month on her That Bitch is Positive podcast (which peaked at Top 10 on Apple's Mental Health chart), CiiCii speaks to the woman who is working to align with her most magnetic self, anchor in her divine feminine, and build the confidence to manifest anything/anyone she desires.CONNECT FURTHER WITH GUEST:Podcast: https://apple.co/3YbvupBTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@vibinwithciicii Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/vibinwithciicii CONNECT FURTHER WITH ANGIE:Podcast: https://www.yougetwhatimsaying.com Listen Early and Dynamic Ad-Free on Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/44Y6rbYSocial Media: https://beacons.ai/theactualangie/socialmedia Contact: yougetwhatimsaying.podcast@gmail.com Monetize Your Podcast: https://beacons.ai/theactualangie/monetizeSupport the Show: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/yougetit/membershipADVERTISE ON THE SHOW: To inquire about host-read ads or to become the show's next Presenting Sponsor, please send an email to yougetwhatimsaying.podcast@gmail.com.EPISODE CREDITS:Podcast Logo: Abby MurdockPodcast Cover Photography: April Bowers CreativeBE ADVISED:On August 22, 2023, host Angie Griffith announced through publishing the 115th episode of the podcast that the heart of the show would be redirected towards Jesus and away from the new age spirituality and practices that are widely observed in the online business space. As such, all episodes published prior to this date may hint at new age practices that are no longer promoted by the host. Listener discernment is advised.Formerly titled Podfluencer Society (for before that, 4 Things For Your Podcast), episodes 1-114 share insights and strategies specifically for podcasters. As the podcast has undergone a complete rebrand, some links and information referenced in earlier episodes have likely changed. Please contact us at yougetwhatimsaying.podcast@gmail.com if you cannot find what you are looking for. The views and opinions expressed in each episode are those of the individual contributors and do not necessarily reflect those of the podcast host and team or the owner of this Intellectual Property. This podcast is not an authority of legal advice, and listeners are encouraged to seek professional counsel with regard to their brand, business, and otherwise. Many of the product and service promotions in each episode are under the negotiated terms of affiliate or sponsorship agreements. If a link is clicked and a purchase is made, an affiliate commission may be received. However, we recommend products or services that we personally endorse and believe may be beneficial to others. This information is disclosed in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission's 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising."

Bretman Rock is on Paano Ba 'To!! A dream guest of Bianca, The Baddest sits down with us to talk about his autobiography, You're That Bitch. How does Bretman juggle being unapologetically himself and listening to feedback? How did he figure out who he was at such a young age? And what is Bretman asking "paano ba 'to" about?! Paano Ba ‘To: The Podcast is a Spotify Exclusive and produced by Bianca Gonzalez and Anima Podcasts. Follow us on Instagram! @paanobato Join the #PaanoBaTo private Facebook group: www.facebook.com/groups/paanobato Follow Bianca on Twitter/Facebook/Instagram/YouTube/Tiktok: @iamsuperbianca

Bretman Rock came by to talk about his brand new book You're That Bitch: & Other Cute Lessons About Being Unapologetically Yourself Gopuff instantly delivers all your daily needs right to your door (or your studio) in minutes. Clink the link below to download Gopuff and use code ZACH10 for $10 off your first two orders. https://gopuff.onelink.me/xTqd/cyf88dhv #DELIVEREDBYGOPUFF Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

besties!!! we have made it to double digits. hooray ep 10

Trending Topics at 5 o'clock. "That Bitch, Carole Baskin" stayed with the big cats during Hurricane Ian. Hemingway's 59 6-toed cats survived. Coolio has died. Netflix's "Blonde" is "unwatchable." The return of the Friday Movie Topic. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

You're That Bitch & Everyone Thinks Your Special AF listen to this affirmation audio to be in alignment with this energy #selfishbabe. This Episode is Sponsored By My Company Goddess Detox, get your spiritual women's wellness products such as the Goddess Vaginal Detox Pearls, Queens Complete Vaginal Steaming Set and our Pu$$y Power Rose Quartz Yoni Wash https://goddessdetox.org/ Sponsored by Better Help, Looking To Get Therapy? Get 10% Off With Our Code SELFISHBABE & Sign Up Via The Link Below: https://betterhelp.com/selfishbabe Join Queen Warriors In Home Fitness &. Nutrition Platform queenwarriorselfishbabe.com Join my Selfish AF Academy: https://selfishbabe.mykajabi.com/SAFA All Courses: https://selfishbabe.com/courses Follow @SelfishBabes ,my personal page @OlanikeeOsibowale, the podcast page @SelfishTalkPodcast on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/selfishbabes/ https://www.instagram.com/olanikeeosibowale/ https://www.instagram.com/selfishtalkpodcast/ https://selfishbabe.com/ --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/selfishbabe-selfishtalk/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/selfishbabe-selfishtalk/support

This week Zach and Sloane are joined by stylist to the stars, fashion icon, sartorial genius and all-around lovely human, Gabriel Held, to discuss the season finale of Real Housewives of Miami! Even if you don't watch RHOM you need to listen to this episode because Gabriel is literally an iconic fashion darling and he has STORIES hunny. STORIES. He literally FaceTimed Naomi Campbell. Bella Hadid plays dress up in HIS closet. He is THAT BITCH ya'll! We gabbed for 90 minutes and could have gabbed all day and night. We also of course discuss the housewives of it all and we were all blindsided by the abrupt finale. We didn't know it was over but we are so glad that it happened. We discuss the tears, the fears,  the pool side lantern memorial and so much more on this week's RHOM recap of Mummy Dearest! Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/mummydearestpodcast)