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Creation Groans – We Groan – The Holy Spirit Groans  “Why Waiting Is Sometimes Painful”   By Mary Lindow   WELCOME TO THIS PODCAST EPISODE!  As I promised, I had told you I was going to share a few podcasts and share a few wonderful stories and experiences that I have had where the Lord has divinely protected, orchestrated and guided my life and my husband Steve's life.  It's been a very interesting and intriguing journey, and at times very perilous and not at all fun when it comes to the persecution side of things.    For some reason, there are individuals who preach a gospel that say to the masses that follow them, “Everything is going to be rosy! Everything is going to be fully prosperous financially, and you're going to be perfectly healthy every day of your life. Every single day of your life is one big, happy party!” Well, for sure, this is not biblical foundational truth when you hear these things.    If you examine the scriptures, you will see that there was a tremendous amount of persecution and much sorrow for strong believers, even some having to be driven into living into caves due to persecution! The apostle Paul speaks about learning how to abase and to abound, meaning, he learned how to function and adjust whether he had plenty or whether he had little. But, he continued to serve Christ and continued no matter how difficult the persecution became, to get back up, even after he was stoned one time and they left him for dead. He got back up and marched back into the city, met up with some dear friends, went to the next city and preached again!  (Acts 14:19-21)   This Podcast Is Going To Discuss The Current Groaning Of Creation,  Our Own Groaning And The Longing For God To Finally Complete  The Fullness Of Things So That Christ Can Return, And Of Course  The Holy Spirit Makes Groaning And Utterances Too Deep  For Our Own Words, Travailing Through Us As We Pray.   Romans 8:26-27 tells us this!  It says: 26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans.   27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God's people in accordance with the will of God.   ALL THREE OF THESE TYPES OF GROANING ARE TAKING PLACE RIGHT NOW.  It's no secret if you know Steve and I that we have gone through a very difficult season starting a few months before the COVID-19 virus swept our world. With that taking place, we had the loss of our counseling Offices, our dear friend and team counselor/colleague and key supervisor, who carried the doctoral licensure for our Counseling Center died from Covid19.  Adding to the difficulty, ministry invitations to teach and speak also came to a screeching standstill because people couldn't travel and churches were suffering financially or were uncomfortable holding services.   WHAT IS ONE TO DO WHEN IT FEELS LIKE YOU'RE EXPERIENCING THE LIFE OF JOB OR JOSEPH OF THE OLD TESTAMENT? Certainly it's not wise to pretend that everything is “perky and wonderful” and then lie to people when they too were suffering.  No! We groaned and we wept and we encouraged and we prayed and prayed!  And then prayed some more with others who were suffering and going through the groanings of trauma and loss. For the most part (and I'm truthfully speaking), I'm telling the partial story because the long version of the personal costs and deeper details would take entirely too long to share. I'm sharing openly and a bit vulnerably for a reason though!    We personally had parents locked down in nursing homes over a thousand miles away that we could not get to and one of them died after being abused in that nursing home. Oh yes, we had police and investigators and detectives and even the state of Illinois health board investigating, but by the time they caught up with the perpetrators and those that had dropped my precious 90+ year-old mother-in-law on the front-side of her head, onto a hard wooden bedside table, and then onto the floor where they had stopped using fall mats (because no one was permitted to come into the nursing home to check during lockdowns), her bones were fractured as well as previously from another fall we didn't know about, until the x-ray team was sent in, garbed up, to run a scan on her. She was also suffering from dementia so it was frantic and frightening for her.    Deep Anguish. Deep Groaning!  The damage had been done and shortly after all of the fees and fines were placed upon this nursing facility, they placed her in a Covid-19 wing, and she died.  Alone.  We couldn't bury her.  We had one hour to make a decision what to do with her tired little body.     The Glimmer Of Good News was that my father-in-law, who was in an assisted living facility a few blocks away, lived a little longer. He only got to see his wife one time in 18 months and that was through an acrylic panel. No hugging, no touching.  When he became more frail and tired, Covid restrictions were just then being lifted.    STEVE WAS PROMPTED BY THE LORD to fly to Illinois to see his father because he knew his time to go to heaven was near.  A very dear friend that is like a close family member, graciously offered to cover Steve's flight expenses and partial hotel stay. Steve had two days of being at the hospital with Steve's father while he was being refitted with a new pacemaker, and being treated for an infection from sitting too long and alone in his assisted living apartment. He had been moved to a new, fresh, clean, assisted living facility, where one of our nieces was the new head administrator. Everything seemed so peaceful and wonderful! Steve's dad was delighted to be getting such wonderful attention and care.  Steve hugged him good night and said; “I'll see you in the morning for breakfast Dad! Sleep well.”    At 8:30 the next morning, Steve received a phone call… … From our niece, and his Dad had fallen into her arms when she went to check on him that morning. He had told her he felt a little dizzy, and then passed into heaven.    God's Timing Was In The Details.  There was joy that Steve could go see his Father, there was joy in the new accommodations and “sense of safety” with the Covid restrictions being lifted, and then there was sudden sorrow, groaning, grief, and loss. Steve's parents had made plans to be buried next to each other, but it was impossible, since Steve‘s mother had to be cremated due to burial restrictions during the thick darkness of the COVID-19 pandemic.    A BEAUTIFUL THING TOOK PLACE AMIDST THE DEEPEST SORROW.  Our United States military allows you to place the urn of a deceased spouse into the arms of the other deceased family member, if they were former military.  Steve's dad was a World War II veteran. Steve's Mother's urn was placed in the arms of Steve's dad, her husband, and they were buried together. An additional blessing was that because Steve was there, he was able to officiate his father's funeral. It was a full honors military funeral.   The Majority Of People Don't Like To Hear About Hardship From Other People. Especially people in ministry, missionary work, prison ministries, those who rescue trafficked children or those in care giving careers.  There is a “subtle suspicion” that suddenly causes people to pull back and pretend they don't see the struggle or suffering taking place when they're used to someone “appearing to look like they have it all together” or who have been some kind of a bright shining hope to them at one time in their lives, or are a ministry, or helper that they once looked up to.    YOU SEE, THE PROBLEM WITH MOST OF US IS, WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE PAIN, SUFFERING, AND THE GRIEF OF OTHERS.   We Don't Like To Face The Reality That We May Be Called Upon  To Help Those That Are Groaning.     Just Recently, Steve And I Were Again Facing A Bit Of Difficulty because he had an injury take place when he was working at a local Home Depot in a part-time job where everybody in each department take turns working at the customer services register. Steve being the kind of guy that he is, never slacks off in his work. He leaned over into a shopping cart because there was no one else younger or stronger nearby to help, and lifted out a 60-pound bag of dry cement to scan the price. Steve is 76years old. He is very healthy, very strong, but the lifting of the heavy object caused bulging discs in his lower back and he was in absolutely excruciating pain, thus, started a long recovery.    He Is Actually Doing Really Well Now, and we are so grateful for the prayers and the wonderful chiropractor and doctor that we have, who are both Christians and are 100% committed to working towards better health without surgeries. During this time of Steve having to be home and not working and going to physical therapy, we were both also still doing part-time counseling. Steve gradually had the strength to work on installing and fixing a small appliance in our home.    STEVE ALWAYS, WEARS HIS WEDDING BAND ON HIS LEFT HAND.  He loves that wedding band!  Sometimes we set our wedding bands on our kitchen windowsill close to each other so that we can see them next to each other and feel the “cozy joy and love” of knowing we are forever each other's true love.  When we were first married, we had picked out our wedding bands, and Steve's was white gold with a gold center band running through it, with a few lovely diamonds embedded in it. It's a very special lifetime treasure, which we hope to pass on to one of our grandchildren one day.    Steve Had Taken His Ring Off And He Set It In A Strange, Not Normal Place.  I had been cleaning house and I noticed his ring sitting in an unusual place.  I thought to myself that I had better leave it there because he might remember where he put it and might want to put it back on.  About three days later, he told me he could not find his ring. He couldn't remember where he put it and I went to look for it in the location that I had last seen it.  It was gone.    Now Here's Where It Gets Interesting!  Steve had a little tin up on his bookcase in his office area. It was an old Altoid mint tin. In it, he keeps a cloth tape measure, rolled up very tightly, a couple coins, and I think he has some paper clips in there. But that's where he usually takes his ring off and usually puts it in the tin, or next to it every night. He had gone in and looked and took that bookcase apart, and yet, the ring was not to be seen.  I had gone in and looked from top to bottom as well, looked behind his desk with a flashlight, you name it, and I was searching everywhere! I even looked in his sock drawer to see if the ring had somehow fallen in there, but we could not find it.    WE WERE GREATLY DISCOURAGED, HEARTSICK, SADDENED.  Yes, it was another time groaning, another disappointment another loss, and although it may seem to be materialistic to some, this was something emotional. It was a bond between us both, that when we took our vows we put those rings on each other‘s hands looking firmly in each other's eyes saying, “till death do us part”.    You don't want to replace something like that. It has history.  It has memories.  It has weight to it.    One week passed.  Two weeks passed.  Three weeks passed.  We still could not find it.    I Even Took My Vacuum Cleaner Bag Out And Put A Mask On and poked through it's contents with a pencil into every single dusty section to see if maybe it had gotten suctioned up into the bag. Nope, it wasn't in there. I finally decided I was going to share it in the Kingdom Prayer rooms on Faith United Network's Christian media site. I'm part of a team of prayer warriors there that pray for people from everywhere, and we fervently pray for, “everything”. Several people decided they were going to get busy praying with us and I basically said that our hearts are broken.  It's been something that we just were in anguish over.   ONE AFTERNOON I WENT TO LAY DOWN ON OUR BED TO REST.  The next day was Father's Day.  As I lay there I asked the Lord if he would please by his grace, by his mercy, guide me to that ring, show me where it was. I spoke to the Lord saying to him that it would be such an indicator of great love for Steve to find that ring for Father's Day. It would mean so much to know that the Father cared about even the slightest detail of our lives.  I Just Could Not Sleep During That Nap After Praying And Crying A Little Bit. So, I got up and something prompted me to go back into Steve‘s office and look in that mint tin, one more time.    Now remember… Steve had looked in there and I had looked in there thoroughly.   As I took the tin down and held it closer to my line of sight, at first I couldn't believe what I was seeing!  Right there, perfectly placed like an egg in the middle of a nest, right in the middle of the wound up cloth measuring tape, perfectly wrapped around it, was Steve's ring, sitting in the center of it. If we missed seeing it, then we missed it! But I know, and Steve knows that we both had looked in that location several times to no avail.  If the Lord in his kindness and his goodness decided to make sure that the ring was put in a place and then prompted me to go look one more time, I'm going to receive it in childlike faith that he cared so much that let us know.    THE HEAVENLY FATHER CARES ABOUT THE VERY SMALLEST OF THINGS! Now, some may say, “This is foolishness! Why would God care so much about a ring, and why would he possibly move it or have you see it in a different way?”    There's Another Interesting Happening In The Scripture. The floating ax head is a story from 2 Kings 6:1-7, where the prophet Elisha helps a man who lost a borrowed ax head in the water. Elisha performs a miracle by making the iron ax head, float to the surface, demonstrating God's care for even small concerns in our lives.   There's Also A Story Of The Woman Who Had Lost One Of Her Ten Silver Coins.  When she swept her house and looked everywhere for it and when she found it, she went outside and all of her neighbors rejoiced with her. (Luke 15:8-10)    I WAS SO EXCITED that I'd been prompted to go look specifically in the location of Steve's ring!  I put it on my finger and walked out and smiled at Steve and I said, “Guess what? Happy Father's Day!”  He was so delighted and we both cried a little bit, then and then stopped and gave God huge thanks, and then of course I immediately went and shared with the prayer group that the ring had been found! Yippee! There was genuine delight and genuine rejoicing!   Dear Believer!  God IS In The Smallest Of Details.  He's In The Little Things That Matter.    RIGHT NOW WE ARE EXPERIENCING UNPRECEDENTED DEVASTATIONS, HATRED, AND TURMOIL IN THE WORLD. Some say that things may be getting better, but maybe in another location it's becoming more difficult.    THE EARTH IS GROANING! We are aching and groaning and questioning!  We are crying out to God saying,  “What is going on? What more can we do? How can we pray?  Why are so many suffering?  Why are the answers not coming?  Why is it taking so long?  Why do I have to wait for the answer?”   Friends, Inside Of All Of Us, The Holy Spirit Is Groaning.  That is the urging for us to pray, to cry out and weep before God with groaning too deep for even our own words. The needs of God‘s people, and the cry for God's intervention is as urgent in our days as it was in the time of Isaiah. I'm concerned that we may have forgotten the proper concept of what the so-called Christian life is in the sight of God. Honestly, unless God comes down as “when the melting fire burns to make his name known to his adversaries”, our efforts to stop these unrelenting attacks are pretty much fruitless. That's from Isaiah 64:2    LOOK AT THE PICTURE OF MANY IN PUBLIC MINISTRY RIGHT NOW!  How much of it presented in the wisdom of man, applauding the talent, the charisma and the physical appearance? And yet how little of the demonstration of the Holy Spirit's genuine power. THE BIBLE DOESN'T HIDE BROKENNESS.  It doesn't tie up pain up in a neat little package. What it does is, it shows us the kind of hope that enters into our suffering.  A hope that weeps, a hope that groans.   Psalm 34:18 says, “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”    The Hebrew Word For “Near” Doesn't Mean Help Is On Its Way.  No! It's a much more in its potent meaning! It means “present” -right now. Close enough for you to feel God's breath while he speaks in your ear that. He is there.  The Word “Crushed” Is Also Strong Word.   When you're crushed, you feel ground down, shattered, and at times you cannot lift your head.  Friends! God doesn't despise you or ignore you when you're crushed.  Actually, he moves TOWARDS you.  He definitely doesn't say, “get up and stop your sniveling”, first!  Instead he says, “I will reach down and help you.” He did this through sharing, sending his son Jesus Christ.  Love came down to us…    DC Robertson In His 30 Day Devotional Book Titled “Hope For The Broken” Made Very Powerful Statements. I Will Share A Few With You.   “Hope doesn't start when the storm passes. It starts when you realize you are not alone in the storm.  This is a place where the real journey of Hope begins, not in the removal or the resolution of our pain, but in the nearness of God TO us while we are IN pain.  That's what sets biblical hope apart from motivational thinking.  It's not about finding the silver lining. It's about finding the savior in the dark.”   FRIENDS. THE CHURCH IN A BROADER SENSE,  IS SUFFERING GREATLY BY HER OWN HANDS.  Self harm, whether it's by individuals or institutions, without a doubt involves defective thinking that is a side effect of self-deception.    Many Of Us Are Grieved And Groan At The Devastation In The Church That Happens When Victims Are Silenced And When Abusers Are Protected. So often, Power is abused and truth is hidden from those considered by the deceivers as “the less powerful” in the body of Christ. His bride is still struggling with being unwell and too often is found to be “unsafe”.    DR. DIANE LANGBERG HAS SO MANY GOOD STATEMENTS TO SAY ABOUT THESE THINGS.  RECENTLY, I READ THIS EXCERPT FROM ONE OF HER POSTS.  “It's extremely important to remember that all power is given to us. The power that is operating in someone's position, they're gifting, their knowledge or verbal ability, or their spiritual authority has one source. All of that power comes from Christ. He said to us all power is given to ME in heaven and on earth, it's not ours! It's his and it's to be used in humility and in alignment with his word and his character.  He who had all power never used it to feed off of a vulnerable person or to increase his stature or to protect himself. Any power that we have is his and is to be used to bless others with his grace and truth.” Christian psychologist Diane Langberg is a deeply intelligent and humble woman who has arbitrated among war torn countries, advocating for healing and preaching Christ through loving actions and helping reconciliation take place. She makes very potent yet honest assessments regarding the condition of many of the houses of worship being exposed today.    I'D ABSOLUTELY SAY FRIENDS THAT THERE'S A WHOLE LOT OF GROANING GOING ON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT GROANS AS HE SEES THE DECEPTION AND THE HARM BEING DONE!   Here are Diane's words; “Where do we who serve a holy God, full of grace and truth, find justification for protecting a place where he desires to dwell, when that place is full of sin and harm done to his lambs? When this is done, we have failed to meet even the requirements of the law of the land, which calls the abuse of children and spouses criminal. Jesus cleansed the temple twice. His people did not listen. The spiritual leaders of the people failed to obey him. The desecration of God‘s house and his people were scathingly denounced by both Jeremiah and Jesus.  We who are the people of God, who worship in his sanctuary, need to pay heed and listen!  Our God would have his refuge be holy, like he is holy. And in Matthew, after Jesus cleansed the temple the second time, he gave us a clear view of his ability to restore God‘s house to its true calling, giving us a picture of what that restoration looks like!  After the cleansing, the wounded and the sick came in and he healed them. And the little ones came into the temple and sang praises to our God. When the people of God expose deeds of darkness and the wolves in our midst that commit them, the wounded are healed, and the children sing. It is then that we will know the sanctuary of our God is indeed a holy dwelling for our Lord's Holy Spirit and a safe harbor for his lambs.  One of the measurements of our faithfulness to God is in the way that we conduct ourselves in relationship to our fellow humans. A second measure of our faithfulness to God is in the stamping out and the calling out of sins that harm humanity.  When these conditions are met, we as his people then live out the character of a holy and loving God and do this in front of the afflicted and needy while a watching world observes.  It's when we chase out the darkness and we address the corruption and provide a true sanctuary of safety, that we once again become a holy and a safe place.”  (Excerpt From the Book “In Our Lives First” - Meditations For Counselors. Volume 2)    DIANE'S WORDS HAVE A DEEP CONVICTING MESSAGE!  Holy Spirit groaning most definitely takes place as you digest and pray over her words.  The truth can cut deep into our denial of things.  The Holy Spirit was sent by Jesus, and he told his disciples that he would send another, which would be the Holy Spirit who would convict the world of sin.   Conviction Causes Us To Groan As The Holy Spirit Groans, Seeing The Condition Our Own Souls And The Souls Of The Present Day Deceivers Of Our Current Day.   CREATION GROANS! Romans 8:22-23 so deeply expresses this “groaning of all creation and longing” as we wait upon God, waiting for him to transform every aspect of our lives as individual temples of the Holy Spirit and to transform his church, making his bride spotless and without blemishes or malice. 22 “For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together as if in the pains of childbirth until now.  23 And not only this, but we too, who have the first fruits of the Spirit [a joyful indication of the blessings to come], even we groan inwardly, as we wait eagerly for [the sign of] our adoption as sons—the redemption and transformation of our body at the resurrection].”   FRIENDS, THE WAITING IS SOMETIMES PAINFUL. The groaning of the whole of creation describes the state of suffering and dissatisfaction with everything we have today!  Look at how the earthquakes and the tragic floods and heartbreak of their aftermath, the fires burning in the West and the winds are groaning in the Earth right now! We know - we feel - deep down inside that something is wrong!  Our anxiety and frustration is our inward groaning.   SO WHAT'S TO BE DONE?  THERE'S ONLY ONE THING. We wait upon God.   We must cry with a cry that never rests! We say to him, “Oh that you would open the heavens and come down, that the mountains might flow down with your presence!” That's Isaiah 64 verse 1.  We must desire, groan in prayer and believe, and we must ask and expect that God would show us Unseen, Unknown things.    Jeremiah 33:3 says, “Call to me and I will answer you, and tell you [and even show you] great and mighty things, [things which have been confined and hidden], which you do not know and understand and cannot distinguish.”   IF HE CAN SHOW ME IN MY SIMPLE MINDED HEART CRY, exactly where my husband‘s wedding ring had been misplaced, or where it had been lost and he had in fact, placed it where I could find it, can he not show us great and mighty things that we know nothing about?   Oh Weary Listener!   We must put our trust in a God who men absolutely don't know exactly how he goes about preparing acts of great grace and compassion for them!    FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE  WAITING FOR HIM TO FREE YOU,  TO VINDICATE YOU AND OTHERS  FROM GROSS LOSSES AND HARM,  KNOW THAT THIS WONDER WORKING,  MIRACLE DOING GOD,  CAN SURPASS ALL OF OUR EXPECTATIONS.     It Must Be The Only One True God Who We Put Our Trust In.  Yes! Let us as God's people prepare him room in our hearts to wait on a God who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above, what any of us could ask or think.  That's Ephesians chapter 3 vs. 20.   Let's join ourselves together as his chosen ones who cry day and night to him for things that men have not seen! He is able to arise and to make his people a name filled with praise and humble adoration in the Earth!   Isaiah 38 verse 18 says,  “The Lord will wait, that he may be gracious to you,  Blessed are all those that wait for him.”     In Closing Out This Podcast,  I'd Like To Say Lovingly But Clearly,   We Must Take Time To Develop  This Much Needed Element Of Our Christian Walk.      I Echo Andrew Murray, Who Often Talks About How Little We Wait Upon God. We get too much secondhand teaching and spiritual information from the teachings of men. Now, that teaching may have great value, even like the spiritual information, John the Baptist sent his disciples away with, but he sent them to the living Christ. If the teaching leads us to God himself, then it's good teaching. But what our lives need is more of God.  Anyone who wants to learn the beauty of waiting on God would do himself or herself a great favor to remember the lesson from Isaiah chapter 7 verse 4. It says to take heed and be quiet. “It's good that a man quietly waits.”    Friends, Take Time To Be Separated From All Of Your Friends, All Your Duties And Cares, And Even Your Joys. Take Time To Be Still And Quiet Before God. It's when we look to the Lord and we wait for the God of our salvation that God will hear us and answer us in the most perfect and loving way.   Micah 7:7.  But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God my Savior; my God will hear me.   LET'S PRAY TOGETHER  Loving Father, I pray that You would teach me how to prayerfully and patiently wait on You, and to come to a true understanding of what it really means to wait on the Lord. Help us to be still before you, to listen to Your voice through Your Word and to abide in You. Keep us from fretting and worry, but rather let us learn more of You.  Draw us closer to Yourself and keep us from presumptuous thoughts, but rather teach us humility of heart, knowing that Your desire for all Your children is that we do justly, love mercy and walk humbly before You. And in all things, I pray that as we learn to wait on You and go deeper into Your Word of truth, that in all things we would bring glory to Your name.  In Jesus' name I pray, Amen. Duplication and sharing of this writing is welcomed provided that complete message, podcast link and website information for Mary Lindow is included. Thank You! Copyright 2025  "THE MESSENGER" - The Advocate Of Hope  ~ Mary Lindow www.marylindow.com PODCAST LINK Your Gracious Support and Donations Are So Very Helpful And Assist Mary In Publishing Her Teaching Podcasts, Inspirational Videos and Audio Messages. THANK YOU! Please go to PAYPAL to donate  or support this blog:  Donate to the tax-deductible ministry name of:  paypal.me/mlindow    (His Beloved Ministries Inc.)  Or  You Can Mail a Check or Cashiers Check to:  His Beloved Ministries INC  PO Box 1253  Eastlake CO 80614  United States THANK YOU!      

Join Alfonso and I as we discuss how toxic the metal/hardcore scenes are, and honestly maybe have always been? Alfonso opens up about how he got into heavier music growing up in Puerto Rico and moving to Miami. The importance of seeing representation in the scene with artists like Chino Moreno, Max Cavalera and how that made being in a band seem possible. We also talk about how fatherhood has changed him in various ways. From strengthening his relationship with one his bandmate who'd long been the sole parent in the band, to going to therapy to break some familial traumas. All this and more as i catch up with one of my longest friends to end my 500th episode week. Intro Music:“Remember “This Night” (Podcast Edit) by Chae Hawk"Pretty Lights" by HeartsickShow Sponsors:Rockabilia (⁠www.rockabilia.com⁠) USE OUR CODE BREWTALLY AND GET 10% OFF YOUR TOTAL ORDER!!Links:Facebook:www.facebook.com/heartsickbandwww.facebook.com/rockabiliacomwww.facebook.com/brewspeakpodInstagram:@alfonsocivile, @heartsickband, @rockabiliacom, @brewspeakpod, @jbeatty616Twitter:@heartsickband, @rockabilia, @brewspeakpod, @jbeatty616Website:www.heartsick.usEmail:Brewtallyspeaking@gmail.comRATE/REVIEW/SUBSCRIBE!!!

Sentez-vous l'été, s'approcher, petit a petit ? La chaleur, monter degré par degré ? On lui file un coup de main, avec cette émission qui amène les températures a une hauteur bien bouillante ! On y retrouve Skull Gwen, oui, de retour, pour sa mise en avant de la semaine. Et pour bien arroser le tout, de la news, de la popols, du clip et du concert, sans oublier une playlist magistrale encore avec WOLVES AT THE GATE, TEN56., BURTON C. BELL, FIT FOR A KING, SLAUGHTER TO PREVAIL Ft BABYMETAL, AVATAR, ZOA, SCARLEAN, PSYCROPTIC, IMPUREZA, STRAY FROM THE PATH, RIVERS OF NIHIL, THE HAUNTED, GRIDIRON, SCHRODINGER, HEARTSICK, NONOIA et on termine avec les amis de IANWILL !Si vous êtes pas rassasiés après ça, je comprends plus rien !La playlist complète est là : https://drive.google.com/file/d/1aKUhmWYoD-b3qpsDI2s2m2XZlUWeBaLU/view?usp=sharingRetrouvez la dernière AntreView avec ODC : https://youtu.be/GqcUrz2A6mw?feature=sharedAbonnez-vous à notre chaine YouTube pour ne rien rater : https://www.youtube.com/@antremetal@Fatlab Studio @Skull strings @Asso We Rock @Actu-METAL Toulouse @Radio Transparence @Metal Invasion Radio/Podcast @poulettessisters #lesexplosdepit----------------------Can you feel summer approaching, little by little ? The heat, rising degree by degree ? We're giving it a helping hand, with this show that takes temperatures to a boiling high ! Skull Gwen is back for her weekly spotlight. And to top it all off, there's news, popols, clips and concerts, not to mention another masterful playlist featuring WOLVES AT THE GATE, TEN56, BURTON C. BELL, FIT FOR A KING, SLAUGHTER TO PREVAIL Ft BABYMETAL, AVATAR, ZOA, SCARLEAN, PSYCROPTIC, IMPUREZA, STRAY FROM THE PATH, RIVERS OF NIHIL, THE HAUNTED, GRIDIRON, SCHRODINGER, HEARTSICK, NONOIA and we finish off with our friends from IANWILL !If you're not full after that, I don't know what you mean !

Nonpoint's Painful Statements tour is a thunderous journey through metal history, celebrating the 20th and 25th anniversaries of their iconic albums "To the Pain" and "Statement". The band delivered an electrifying performance that proves why they've been a powerhouse in the rock scene for over two decades35. With special guests Crobot and Heartsick joining the ride, the tour brings deep cuts and never-before-played tracks that have hardcore fans absolutely losing their minds3. From their hometown roots in South Florida to stages across the US, Nonpoint continues to demonstrate why they're legends of the modern rock scene - raw energy, intense musicianship, and a connection with the audience that's nothing short of explosive Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This week, we're scratching The Itch to get choppy! The excellently facial-haired Brandon Yeagley of Crobot joins us for a conversation full of industry insight, artistic excitement, and... giant eggs. We were introduced to Brandon in a quite memorable way at Upheaval 2023, and when you hear this conversation, you'll understand why he's endeared himself to us even more. Enjoy, and check out Crobot touring with fellow Itch guests Nonpoint and Heartsick this January! If you like what you hear, you can hear more of us every Sunday night broadcasting rock to the masses from 6-9pm CST on KCLC-FM. If you're not in the St. Louis area, you can stream the show from 891thewood.com, TuneIn, Radio.net, and OnlineRadioBox! And if you have the itch to hear some of the best new tracks in rock, follow our New Rock Roundup playlist! For any and all friendship, questions, inquiries, and offers of pizza, The Itch can be found at the following: Website: itchrocks.com Twitter: Twitter.com/itchrocks Facebook: Facebook.com/itchrocks Instagram: Instagram.com/itchrocks Email: itchrocks@gmail.com Thank you so much for listening. If you like what you hear, please subscribe and leave a positive review and rating on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or Podchaser to help our audience grow. If you don't like what you hear, please tell us anyway to help our skills grow. Our theme song "Corrupted", is used with permission from the amazing Skindred. All other content is copyright of The Itch. All rights reserved, including the right to rock on.

This week, we're scratching The Itch for a tradition! Jason Zeilstra of Nonpoint continues introducing us to his bandmates one by one. one year at a time, this time joining us alongside bassist Adam Woloszyn! The fellas recap another eventful year for the band, compare stories of on-stage injuries, share their memories of Nonpoint's upcoming anniversary albums Statement and To The Pain, and talk one of their other mutual passions... superhero nerdery! Nonpoint will be touring the US in January with fellow Itch guests Crobot (wait, what?) and Heartsick. This is one you'll absolutely want to see if you can. If you like what you hear, you can hear more of us every Sunday night broadcasting rock to the masses from 6-9pm CST on KCLC-FM. If you're not in the St. Louis area, you can stream the show from 891thewood.com, TuneIn, Radio.net, and OnlineRadioBox! And if you have the itch to hear some of the best new tracks in rock, follow our New Rock Roundup playlist! For any and all friendship, questions, inquiries, and offers of pizza, The Itch can be found at the following: Website: itchrocks.com Twitter: Twitter.com/itchrocks Facebook: Facebook.com/itchrocks Instagram: Instagram.com/itchrocks Email: itchrocks@gmail.com Thank you so much for listening. If you like what you hear, please subscribe and leave a positive review and rating on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or Podchaser to help our audience grow. If you don't like what you hear, please tell us anyway to help our skills grow. Our theme song "Corrupted", is used with permission from the amazing Skindred. All other content is copyright of The Itch. All rights reserved, including the right to rock on.

In this electrifying 67th episode of *The Metal Maniacs Podcast, hosts Jay Ingersoll and Modd sit down with one of Michigan's most dynamic and beloved metal bands, *Heartsick*. Formerly known as *Know Lyfe*, the band has been a cornerstone of the Midwest metal scene for nearly 20 years. Lead vocalist Alfonso Civile joins the show to share the story of the band's evolution, their metal influences, and what it means to carry the torch for heavy music. With albums like their self-titled debut *Heartsick* (2015) and the powerful follow-up *Sleep Cycles* (2019), the band has continued to push the boundaries of metalcore. Songs like "Hate Anthem" and "Shadow" capture both the aggressive and atmospheric sides of the band, while tracks like "Pancha" and "Bone Fragments" reveal their ability to weave melody and ferocity together. One of the most intriguing aspects of *Heartsick* is their songwriting process, which Alfonso dives deep into during the episode. He explains how each member brings their unique musical perspective to the table, contributing to a cohesive yet diverse sound that keeps fans hooked. From the gut-punch heaviness of their earlier works to the melodic introspection of more recent tracks, the band always strives to create songs that resonate on multiple levels. Guitarist Jerred Pruneau's innovative approach, influenced by players like Tom Morello and Daron Malakian, adds a distinctive flavor to the band's sound, while bassist Waylon Fox brings his own flair from influences like *Poison the Well* and *Converge*. Jake Bryan's drumming, shaped by both Latin roots and extreme metal influences like *Opeth* and *Dimmu Borgir*, keeps the band's rhythms tight and dynamic. Alfonso shares insights into his life beyond music, giving listeners a glimpse into his world of Judo and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu. As a dedicated practitioner and instructor, he draws parallels between the discipline of martial arts and the intensity of performing metal. He speaks candidly about how his training has influenced his mindset, both on and off stage. Of course, no episode would be complete without some wild touring stories. Alfonso and the hosts reminisce about the highs and lows of playing shows across the country. From unforgettable gigs to less-than-ideal experiences, the road has provided countless memories that have shaped the band. Looking to the future, Alfonso teases upcoming projects for *Heartsick*. Fans can expect more music, more tours, and more of the unrelenting energy that has made them a staple of the Midwest metal scene. With new singles like "Eight Years" and "Sadness" capturing the attention of metalheads across the globe, the band shows no signs of slowing down. At its core, this episode is a celebration of the passion and hard work that drives *Heartsick*. Alfonso talks about what keeps him going after nearly two decades in the industry—how the connection with fans and the thrill of performing live continue to fuel the fire. From their early days as *Know Lyfe* to their current status as *Heartsick*, this band embodies the DIY ethic and never-say-die attitude that defines heavy metal. Check out *Heartsick's* full discography on [Bandcamp] (https://heartsickband.bandcamp.com/music) and visit their official site [here] https://heartsick.us/ for updates on new music and upcoming tours. If you're a fan of heavy, melodic, and intense music, this episode is a must-listen. Join us as we go behind the scenes with *Heartsick* and get ready for an epic discussion of all things metal! Follow us-https://linktr.ee/metalmaniacsmi

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HELLO MY DAWG POUND. SHE IS BACK HANNAH IS BACK FROM HEARTSICK HERIONE TO TALK ABOUT HER BANDS NEW ALBUM GEMINI. THIS THE 3RD SHE HAD BEEN ON AND IT ALWAYS A PLEASURE TO HAVE HER ON SO GO LISTEN TO GEMINI IF YOU HAVEN'T DONE SO.https://www.facebook.com/heartsickheroinehttps://open.spotify.com/album/70nlIT6ev9eCOP6zoSqXYM?si=VNNKvKdJQVWHqS1qqRYILghttps://www.facebook.com/JTP2014https://www.facebook.com/DAWGPOUND2014https://www.facebook.com/unrestrictedradiocrewwww.facebook.com/groups/allthingscoffee/www.facebook.com/groups/dazzlingnailswithgail/LiquidDeath.com

We're kicking off our Summer Series -- a chance to catch up on some episodes you may have missed out on the first time around. If you listened to the seas 6 finale, you'll now that The First Time is taking a break in it's current format in 2024 BUT! Don't delete the feed just yet, Katherine will be back flying solo in March with something new. It'll feature interviews with writers but also creatives, comedians and entrepreneurs. Finally, to celebrate six years of the pod and to kick off the coach-sulting (coaching/consulting) work she'll be doing this year (see here), check out Katherine's tips on interviewing and being interviewed (via Instagram). This episode Katherine speakers to Sydney based author and podcaster Jessie Stephens. Jessie Stephens is an Executive Editor at Mamamia, Australia's largest independent women's media company. She co-hosts Mamamia's flagship podcast and winner of Australia's Best Podcast Series, Mamamia Out Loud. Jessie's debut book Heartsick based on three true stories was an international bestseller and her first novel Something Bad Is Going to Happen came out in September this year. Jessie and Katherine discuss: * Jessie's early writing life, including how Mia Freedman discovered her and sister Clare Stephen's work * How Jane Harper helped her get a US agent * Writing about (often bad) romantic relationships in your early twenties * An interview with Jessie on the podcast How to Be Happy hosted by Clare Stephens    * The career/life tension between ambition and content * How she writes down the things she wants to achieve and often they come true * Jealousy - both as she experiences and when she is the subject of other's jealousy Jessie recommends Love and Virtue by Diana Reid and My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell Check out show notes for this episode on our website www.thefirsttimepodcast.com  or get in touch via Instagram @katherinecollettewriter, @kmildenhall or @thefirsttimepod.

Chelsea Cain is a New York Times Best Selling author. Born in Iowa, she spent her early years growing up in hippy commune. Her master's thesis at the University of Iowa became Dharma Girl, a memoir about Cain's early childhood on that hippie commune. She now resides in Portland, Oregon where she focuses her writing skills on thrillers, comic books and others.  Her accolades include being named one of Four Hot Authors by Entertainment Weekly, and a New York Times Editor's Choice for Heartsick and Confessions of a Teen Sleuth: a Parody.  chelseacain.com/ www.strangemedia.com --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/amuse/support

Hey, book clubbers! Today, we're bringing you an interview with the brilliant Jessie Stephens. You'll likely know Jessie as a podcaster, writer, and author of the international bestseller, ‘Heartsick'. Annabelle was lucky enough to chat with Jessie about her new release, ‘Something Bad is Going to Happen' - a book that pulled us straight in within the first few sentences. From what it's like separating this work of fiction from her own personal and family history of depression, to who the book was initially intended for, Jessie is so candid and so warm in this conversation and we cannot wait for you guys to hear it. Join us in the all the book chat over on our Insta, @theshamelessbookclub, and our TikTok, @theshamelessbookclub. Or, if you're after some variety, here's a link to record a voice message via our website, too. Grab Jessie's latest book Something Bad is Going to Happen here. This episode was audio produced by Chelsea Srinivasan.  Want to support our show? We are sending air kisses, air tea, and air hugs (too far?) to anyone who clicks ‘subscribe' on Apple (bonus hugs for anyone who leaves a five-star review, too) or ‘follow' on Spotify. You can browse the eBook and audiobook versions of past book club picks in our room on Apple Books!  Thanks for listening! We are very big fans of yours.

This week, we're scratching The Itch to talk about MORE shows! And this was a big one! For the second time this year, we hit the road to see a lineup full of Itch guests. Taproot's release shows for their new album SCSSORS (as discussed in episode 152) have been hits, and they capped off a 3-night run of sold out shows at The Machine Shop in Flint by inviting our friends Eva Under Fire and Heartsick to share the stage. It was a blast, and we're here to tell you all about it. Enjoy! If you like what you hear, you can hear more of us every Sunday night broadcasting rock to the masses from 6-9pm CST on KCLC-FM. If you're not in the St. Louis area, you can stream the show from 891thewood.com, TuneIn, Radio.net, and OnlineRadioBox! And if you have the itch to hear brand new rock tracks every Friday, follow our New Rock Roundup playlist! For any and all friendship, questions, inquiries, and offers of pizza, The Itch can be found at the following: Website: itchrocks.com Twitter: Twitter.com/itchrocks Facebook: Facebook.com/itchrocks Instagram: Instagram.com/itchrocks Email: itchrocks@gmail.com Thank you so much for listening. If you like what you hear, please subscribe and leave a positive review and rating on Apple Podcasts or Podchaser to help our audience grow. If you don't like what you hear, please tell us anyway to help our skills grow. Our theme song "Corrupted", is used with permission from the amazing Skindred. All other content is copyright of The Itch. All rights reserved, including the right to rock on.

This episode Katherine speakers to Sydney based author and podcaster Jessie Stephens. Jessie Stephens is an Executive Editor at Mamamia, Australia's largest independent women's media company. She co-hosts Mamamia's flagship podcast and winner of Australia's Best Podcast Series, Mamamia Out Loud. Jessie's debut book Heartsick based on three true stories was an international bestseller and her first novel Something Bad Is Going to Happen came out in September this year. Jessie and Katherine discuss: * Jessie's early writing life, including how Mia Freedman discovered her and sister Clare Stephen's work * How Jane Harper helped her get a US agent * Writing about (often bad) romantic relationships in your early twenties * An interview with Jessie on the podcast How to Be Happy hosted by Clare Stephens    * The career/life tension between ambition and content * How she writes down the things she wants to achieve and often they come true  * Jealousy - both as she experiences and when she is the subject of other's jealousy Jessie recommends Love and Virtue by Diana Reid and My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell Check out show notes for this episode on our website www.thefirsttimepodcast.com or get in touch via Twitter (@thefirsttimepod) or Instagram (@thefirsttimepod). You can support us and the making of Season Six via our Patreon page. Thanks for joining us!

Today we remember Al Hamme, celebrate his life, and lament his passing. A mentor to co-host Bill Carter, he was a co-founder of Bill's Presbybop Quartet. Co-host Jeff Kellam also enjoyed a great friendship with Al, stretching back almost sixty years. For over thirty years, he has been a strong advocate of jazz as an expression of the spiritual life.A virtuoso woodwind artist, Al was an extraordinary teacher. His performing resume reads like a Who's Who in the jazz world. So does the listing of the musicians that he taught and influenced. We celebrate his good life and we draw on the resources of jazz as a way of saying goodbye – and thank you.  Music: "Rosie's Stomp” from Stand On Your Head, “Ebo's Waltz” from Interior Window, and “Heartsick” from Psalms Without Words, all composed by Bill Carter and recorded by Bill Carter and the Presbybop Quartet. Music © Presbybop Music (BMI) and used by permission. Theme music: "All Thumbs" from Faith in a New Key, Bill Carter and the Presbybop Quartet Music used by permission from Presbybop Music (BMI) Announcer: Chris Norton (c) Presbybop Music Support the Show.

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Bettie Serveert "I Can't Stand It" - Bettie Serveert Plays Venus In Furs and other Velvet Underground Songs Throwing Muses - Bright Yellow Gun - University Buffalo Tom "Summer" - Sleepy Eyed Belly "White Belly" - Star The Velvet Underground & Nico "Sunday Morning' s/t Luna "Great Jones Street" - Bewitched Nichole Wagner "Raised By Wolves" www.nicholewagnermusic.com Jen Lush "Icon" www.jenlush.com Wes Collins "Last Saturday" Jabberwockies www.wescollins.com Vance Gilbert "Hand Back The Keys" - The Mother Of Trouble www.vancegilbert.com Jonathan Byrd "Slip Away" You Can't Outrun The Radio www.jonathanbyrd.com Todd Snider "John Prine" & "Handsome John" - Live: Return Of The Storyteller www.toddsnider.net Owen Walsh "Well Well, Hey Hey, Bye Bye" - On My Way www.owenwalshmusic.com Eric Johanson "Undertow" The Deep And The Dirty www.ericjohanson.com Shane Martin "I'll Drink To That" www.shanemartin.com ************ Sam Ferrara "What You Have" - Piece Of Me www.samferraramusic.com Deni Bonet "Off The Record" www.denibonet.com The Slambovian Circus Of Dreams "Look Around" A Very Unusual Head www.slambovia.com Elk City "Strong (You're Not Alone)" https://www.facebook.com/elkcityband CR & the Nones "The Long Game" - The Ghosts Are Comimg Home delcastillomusic.com Del Castillo "El Sombrero" www.delcastillomusic.com Heartsick "Sadness" https://heartsick.us/ Gürl "Bad Blood" https://gurl.band/ The Kut "Runaways" - Grit thekut.co.uk Grant The Sun "Vertigo" https://www.facebook.com/grantthesun/ --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/radiocblue/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/radiocblue/support

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Welcome to the uprising! While we get some much-needed rest after a wild weekend at Upheaval, we found some fun snippets from our interview series to tide you over until our recap. You'll hear the crazy story of why Alfonso from Heartsick missed our initial interview attempt, get some insight into the busy lives of the Oxymorrons as they prepare to release their debut album, catch a preview of a future conversation topic with Eva Under Fire, and take a peek behind the scenes as Black Note Graffiti records a Hall of Fame worthy liner. Plus, we've got further proof that Chris Meyer of MiEntertainment is a super nice guy, and we make sure not to botch Rebecca Potzner's last name. Enjoy. If you like what you hear, you can hear more of us every Sunday night broadcasting rock to the masses from 6-9pm CST on KCLC-FM. If you're not in the St. Louis area, you can stream the show from 891thewood.com, TuneIn, Radio.net, and OnlineRadioBox! And if you have the itch to hear brand new rock tracks every Friday, follow our New Rock Roundup playlist! For any and all friendship, questions, inquiries, and offers of pizza, The Itch can be found at the following: Website: itchrocks.com Twitter: Twitter.com/itchrocks Facebook: Facebook.com/itchrocks Instagram: Instagram.com/itchrocks Email: itchrocks@gmail.com Thank you so much for listening. If you like what you hear, please subscribe and leave a positive review and rating on Apple Podcasts or Podchaser to help our audience grow. If you don't like what you hear, please tell us anyway to help our skills grow. The Itch Upheaval theme, "Blow", is used with permission from the amazing Eva Under Fire and Better Noise Music. All other content is copyright of The Itch. All rights reserved, including the right to rock on.

Hello you beautiful Lifers,  Britt is back from Bali and Laura is off to Fiji on her honeymoon, but we managed to squeeze in one great big catch up in Britt's apartment before Laura heads off. We are catching up on where things are at in our own relationships and Laura has some feels before leaving on her honeymoon - which isn't exactly what you might be expecting.  Joining the podcast today to speak about her experiences of vaginismus is the wonderful Jessie Stephens. Jessie is likely a familiar voice from the Mamamia Out Loud podcast, the podcast ‘Cancelled' or from hosting The Project. She's also an author of the international best seller ‘Heartsick.' In this chat we speak about Jessie's experience with vaginismus & how it can feel for different women Pain and discomfort during sex, using tampons or pap smears How to have the conversation with sexual partners Managing vaginismus during pregnancy and childbirth If you'd like to check out any of Jessie's content and get amongst her new book:Mamamia out loud podcast.Cancelled podcastHer new book! If you have an accidentally unfiltered, your most embarrassing story, please send it on it to life uncut podcast on Instagram hereJoin us on tiktok Or join the facebook group here Tell your mum, tell your dad, tell your dog, tell your friend and share the love because WE LOVE LOVE! xx  See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

00 Alfonso meets Dave Grohl   06 Connor McGregor https://sports.yahoo.com/video-emerges-that-reportedly-shows-conor-mcgregor-leading-rape-accuser-into-bathroom-at-heat-arena-185624502.html?guccounter=1&guce_referrer=aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuZ29vZ2xlLmNvbS8&guce_referrer_sig=AQAAAEdIW2cRVMIKzCK4yzrRFNavhFXJPWDPkHPQC7zzqo_-t5qERchYPeq_cRnIFkaVIcUSt7nLt_2DbTF24mHRK23wG2pp7wHRFV9xvr-eY4DvhmYUtEMjqVFhRPbCxjdLRJeO9eK47BJKGtfEjn9nypqIw-f8oJiBjfyjd67w_xGX Rammstein being investigated for rock star shit, but that doesn't mean the women were wrong https://www.cnn.com/2023/06/15/europe/rammstein-sex-allegations-intl/index.html   Rammstein Drummer says Till has distanced himself https://metalinjection.net/news/rammstein-drummer-till-has-distanced-himself-from-us-in-recent-years   Universal Music has halted promoting anything Rammstein for now https://www.brooklynvegan.com/universal-music-suspended-marketing-rammsteins-music-amid-till-lindemann-allegations/   40 The Bud Light Thing   49 HAYMAKER HASHTAG: JonesvGypsyKing   https://www.mmafighting.com/2023/6/16/23763777/tyson-fury-claims-ufc-has-sent-offer-for-jon-jones-hybrid-fight   Hook up our Patreon for $2 and get a month of Friday Shoutouts! https://www.patreon.com/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW OUR YOUTUBE CHANNEL! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnaX3psp9f_62PQ61Wn41gw WE HAVE A TWITCH CHANNEL! https://www.twitch.tv/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM! https://www.instagram.com/beatsabd/ FOLLOW US ON FUNKYASS FACEBOOK!! https://www.facebook.com/Beats-and-Beatdowns-Podcast-115670520275077 HEARTSICK is Alfonso's band and YOU CAN FOLLOW THEM HERE: https://www.facebook.com/heartsickband/  

Welcome to the uprising! Alfonso Civile of Heartsick kicks off our series as a subject matter expert on all things Michigan, including Upheaval. The Lansing-based band has been a mainstay in the regional heavy music scene for years, and, as you'll hear from his stories, Alfonso has a knack for rubbing elbows with the biggest stars in rock while maintaining a humble heart for small-town musicians who just want to make noise with their friends. If you're looking for an introduction to Upheaval, and the festival creation process in general, start right here. And enjoy. If you like what you hear, you can hear more of us every Sunday night broadcasting rock to the masses from 6-9pm CST on KCLC-FM. If you're not in the St. Louis area, you can stream the show from 891thewood.com, TuneIn, Radio.net, and OnlineRadioBox! And if you have the itch to hear brand new rock tracks every Friday, follow our New Rock Roundup playlist! For any and all friendship, questions, inquiries, and offers of pizza, The Itch can be found at the following: Website: itchrocks.com Twitter: Twitter.com/itchrocks Facebook: Facebook.com/itchrocks Instagram: Instagram.com/itchrocks Email: itchrocks@gmail.com Thank you so much for listening. If you like what you hear, please subscribe and leave a positive review and rating on Apple Podcasts or Podchaser to help our audience grow. If you don't like what you hear, please tell us anyway to help our skills grow. Our theme song "Corrupted", is used with permission from the amazing Skindred. All other content is copyright of The Itch. All rights reserved, including the right to rock on.

Alfonso's oral surgery Ronnie Radkes arena tour loses Spiritbox https://www.theprp.com/2023/03/13/news/attilas-chris-fronzak-on-spiritbox-falling-in-reverse-situation-imagine-withdrawing-from-a-fcking-arena-tour-because-twitter-told-you-to/   19 Why Q106 won't play Avenged Sevenfold's new song 29 What festivals is Heartsick on this year so far?   36 HAYMAKER HASHTAG: goatjones https://www.bloodyelbow.com/platform/amp/2023/1/17/23558008/jon-jones-now-the-highest-paid-heavyweight-after-ngannous-departure-says-advisor-ufc-mma-news   https://www.sportbible.com/mma/jon-jones-gane-ufc-285-002405-20230305.amp.html   https://mmasalaries.com/francis-ngannou-fighter-salary-net-worth-and-info/   Fight Lesnar?? https://itrwrestling.com/news/brock-lesnars-insane-eight-figure-asking-price-for-jon-jones-ufc-fight-revealed/     Hook up our Patreon for $2 and get a month of Friday Shoutouts! https://www.patreon.com/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW OUR YOUTUBE CHANNEL! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnaX3psp9f_62PQ61Wn41gw WE HAVE A TWITCH CHANNEL! https://www.twitch.tv/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM! https://www.instagram.com/beatsabd/ FOLLOW US ON FUNKYASS FACEBOOK!! https://www.facebook.com/Beats-and-Beatdowns-Podcast-115670520275077 HEARTSICK is Alfonso's band and YOU CAN FOLLOW THEM HERE: https://www.facebook.com/heartsickband/  

Alfonso hits for yet ANOTHER lick on the festival front   4 Israel Adesanya gets finished   14 What killed the Megadeth/Metallica joint project? https://www.theprp.com/2022/11/17/news/megadeths-dave-mustaine-says-a-publishing-dispute-killed-a-project-he-and-metallicas-james-hetfield-had-been-planning-together/   24 Joe Rogan backtracks https://www.forbes.com/sites/brucelee/2022/11/06/joe-rogan-backtracks-on-claims-about-school-having-litter-boxes-for-kids/?sh=143a748535f0 HAYMAKER HASHTAG: rumblenomore   Anthony ‘Rumble' Johnson dead at 38 https://www.mmamania.com/2022/11/18/23465984/bellator-president-scott-coker-speaks-on-death-of-anthony-johnson-i-had-no-idea-he-was-this-ill Hook up our Patreon for $2 and get a month of Friday Shoutouts! https://www.patreon.com/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW OUR YOUTUBE CHANNEL! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnaX3psp9f_62PQ61Wn41gw WE HAVE A TWITCH CHANNEL! https://www.twitch.tv/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM! https://www.instagram.com/beatsabd/ FOLLOW US ON FUNKYASS FACEBOOK!! https://www.facebook.com/Beats-and-Beatdowns-Podcast-115670520275077 HEARTSICK is Alfonso's band and YOU CAN FOLLOW THEM HERE: https://www.facebook.com/heartsickband/  

Alfonso went to Puerto Rico!!!   25 HAYMAKER HASHTAG Lightning round! Victoria Lee passes away https://www.mmamania.com/2023/1/10/23549297/united-mma-hawaii-permanently-closed-after-victoria-lees-death-one   Jose Aldo's covid-19 theft and the Brazilian ex-president https://middleeasy.com/mma-news/jose-aldo-his-wife-accused-covid-relief-funds/   https://mmajunkie.usatoday.com/2023/01/brazil-capital-unrest-insurrection-ex-president-jair-bolsonaro-at-jose-aldo-florida-vacation-home-ufc-mma   Khabib leaves MMA permanently https://mmajunkie.usatoday.com/2023/01/ufc-fight-night-217-umar-nurmagomedov-context-khabib-leaving-coaching   Bellator for sale?? https://www.mmamania.com/2023/1/5/23540348/bellator-up-for-sale-theyre-on-the-market Jake Paul signs with PFL https://www.espn.com/mma/story/_/id/35384175/jake-paul-signing-pfl-influencer-makes-move-mma   Phil Barroni murders girlfriend https://www.mmamania.com/2023/1/9/23546696/former-ufc-fighter-cain-carrizosa-arrested-allegedly-beating-girlfriend-she-was-unresponsive-mma   Cain Carrizosa beats girlfriend unconscious https://www.mmamania.com/2023/1/9/23546696/former-ufc-fighter-cain-carrizosa-arrested-allegedly-beating-girlfriend-she-was-unresponsive-mma   Dana White slaps wife in public https://www.tmz.com/2023/01/02/dana-white-wife-drunk-fight-slap-new-years-eve-nightclub-cabo/ Hook up our Patreon for $2 and get a month of Friday Shoutouts! https://www.patreon.com/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW OUR YOUTUBE CHANNEL! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnaX3psp9f_62PQ61Wn41gw WE HAVE A TWITCH CHANNEL! https://www.twitch.tv/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM! https://www.instagram.com/beatsabd/ FOLLOW US ON FUNKYASS FACEBOOK!! https://www.facebook.com/Beats-and-Beatdowns-Podcast-115670520275077 HEARTSICK is Alfonso's band and YOU CAN FOLLOW THEM HERE: https://www.facebook.com/heartsickband/  

Hello listeners! Caught in a...tenuous romance? This week, Margie gives Rachel all the deets on Chelsea Cain's Heartsick. Can it be considered a romance at all? Are some romances just abusive? Are we reading too much into these books? Does this smell like chloroform to you?! What's tenuous? Why is Margie editing?! Tune in!

If you've been anywhere near the internet in the last few years, you've almost definitely come across something made by Jessie Stephens. If you're a podcast junkie, you'll have heard her on Mamamia Out Loud, or Cancelled. If you're more of a reader, you'll find Jessie writing articles about everything from Married At First Sight to the proliferation of gambling ads for Mamamia, for whom she's also the Executive Editor.  Oh, and she's now a best-selling author, having released her debut book, Heartsick, in 2021.  In other words, Jessie clearly knows how to get a lot done. But she's learning that her extreme productivity can't last forever, and right now she's focused on finding effective ways to recover and recharge, so that whenever she's working, she's at her absolute best.  Connect with Jessie on Instagram, pick up a copy of Heartsick, or listen to Mamamia Out Loud *** My new book Time Wise is out now. You can grab a copy here.   Connect with me on the socials: Linkedin Twitter Instagram    If you're looking for more tips to improve the way you work, I write a fortnightly newsletter that contains three cool things I have discovered that help me work better, which range from interesting research findings through to gadgets I am loving. You can sign up for that at http://howiwork.co Visit https://www.amantha.com/podcast for full show notes from all episodes. Get in touch at amantha@inventium.com.au   CREDITS Produced by Inventium Host: Amantha Imber Sound Engineer: Martin ImberSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

Pastor McDonald shares a challenging and thought provoking sermon about being Heartsick over Hell.

We're joined by Jessie Stephens, writer and author of Heartsick. In this conversation, we unpack why heartbreak is a form of grief that doesn't get as much airtime but is just as valid. We talk about how a broken heart impacts us, how to cope with the intense pain, what heartache has taught her and how to support someone grieving a relationship.Grab a copy of Jessie's incredible book, Heartsick, here.Connect with usBuy our book Good Mourning: Honest Conversations About Grief and Loss, here: linktr.ee/goodmourningpodcastCheck out our affirmation cards for grief and loss at www.goodmourning.com.auFollow us on Instagram at @goodmourningpodcast Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

This episode of AMP features Alfonso Civile of Heartsick. Alfonso talks about the band's goals of breaking the mold and pushing the limits of writing within the genre. Follow AMP on Social Media: Instagram.com/ampmusicpodcast TikTok.com/@ampmusicpodcast twitter.com/ampmusicpodcast Follow Heartsick on social media: Instagram.com/HeartsickBand TikTok.com/@HeartsickBand YouTube.com/HeartsickOfficial

Jessie is so real. Something from when I first met her on an IG Live stuck with me. She said… I like me.  We went deeper into what that really looks like day to day, what to do when we don't feel that way. How coming back to our values matter. How being fulfilled and satisfied might be more nourishing and healthy than being successful. How her book Heartsick normalizes and welcomes what it is to be human… messy, chaotic and painful as well as the joyful and savoring the simple bliss of laughing on the couch together with your partner.  What a breath of fresh air this woman is. Enjoy

Go to www.jasondemmon.com! Jason Demmon and I go back to his Michigan State University days (I was a townie). Jason talks about growing up with music, how music got him into college, gigging, composing music and sound production for film and... Getting testicular cancer! (Spoiler: he's now cancer free!) Through a few twists and turns in his healing process, he found great relief through cannabis, which led him to seek a career in the professional field of medicinal cannabis. We met through music as kids and, years later, reconnected as adults through some of the same musicians. Speaking of, shoutout to Heartsick, a fantastic band from Lansing, MI, that's been killing it for roughly two decades. Check out some a few band member appearances on earlier episodes of the show (#4, #20, #72)! Wondering about the podcast ad at the beginning? It's for my friends at Threads Podcast: Life Unfiltered. We're regulars on one another's podcasts, so we're giving each other a little support. No money changing hands. Just some creatives looking for a win-win. Check them out; they're good people.

Welcome back to the Hut. The Gnome and The Hater are here once again to bring you another banger of an episode. In this episode, the guys are interviewing another band. Alfonso, the lead vocalist of the band Heartsick, joined us on the Hut. They hail from Lansing, Michigan, and are bringing a killer metal sound. We discussed their video to Sirius XM to try and get some airtime, life in music, and how martial arts can apply to everyday life; even being in a band. We also touch on the future of Heartsick, their Eps, and potential new albums. Lastly, we bring up their winning a spot in the Blue Ridge Rock Festival contest. Another great interview and another great band for you to go check out after the end of the episode. Before we return with recs we plug Heartsick's newest single, “Event Horizon”. After the song clip, the boys return for another round of recommendations for the Spotify playlist (make sure to check the link below). As always, thanks for listening. HORNS UP and STAY HEAVY!Heartsick:https://open.spotify.com/artist/3tfC4he1YRvpkYhQHIaikr?si=L-y-xJ5LTvqG2PmgcDPLFAIntro/Outro Bloody Lip Season by Violent New Breed, all rights reservedhttps://open.spotify.com/artist/5xXuSv80rBXURrv2CqOHEj?si=c7tDfNK8QlO6x-JkFPJZmQHateful Gnome Merch:https://bleach-bros-podcast.creator-spring.com/listing/hateful-gnome-s-music-hut?fbclid=IwAR3TFCycBus0qKBpGn7_kkO0vOgzvxz2RF4KjtYbRo9bYL1mNBcMEZPCzwEThe Hateful Gnome's Music Hut Playlisthttps://open.spotify.com/playlist/0BYNgX47ulq1QUEujzqTZ5?si=3b03a942b3a44514Bleach Bros Podcasthttps://BleachBros.com Dads on DayQuill Podcast https://www.linktr.ee/dadsondayquillThe Hateful Gnome's Music Hut is a part of the Bleach Bros Podcast network of podcasts. Bleach Bros Podcast is a Spreaker Prime podcast. For more information:https://try.spreaker.com/prime-program/ For more Bleach Bros content, friends of the show, and similar podcasts: https://www.bleachbros.com/friends-of-the-show/

A missing girl. A grieving sister. More than thirty years later a listener reaches out to Carolyn for help. The result is this week's episode of The Murder Chronicles, Heartsick. Join Carolyn as she investigates the mystery of Susan Marable, missing since 1991. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Welcome to another episode of CLUB NYC, my music podcast where I feature my live DJ shows. This show is from a recent "SPOTIFY RADIO SERIES" where I take a band and play music from their "Radio" playlist. This episode -- ANOXIA. A female fronted HARD ROCK band from Baltimore. My shows are live on the STATIONHEAD internet radio app (https://stationhead.live/djadfoster). This episode has music from ANOXIA (of Course): CNVX (instagram - @cnvx_music) Edge of Paradise (instagram - @edgeofparadise) Mountain Eye (instagram - @mountaineyeband) Madam Mayhem (instagram - @madamemayhem) Heartsick (instagram - @heartsickband) ...and more! Find More of My Podcasts here - http://www.podpage.com/ad_foster/ Find More of Me here: https://www.flowcode.com/page/adfoster --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/adfoster/message

Ivan Moody retiring from FFDP https://www.metalsucks.net/2022/10/15/ivan-moody-is-quitting-metal-and-now-everyones-a-comedian/   28 Alfonso been TOURING (louder Than Life and Aftershock)   We tried to get to UFC 280 but we chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatty   Hook up our Patreon for $2 and get a month of Friday Shoutouts! https://www.patreon.com/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW OUR YOUTUBE CHANNEL! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnaX3psp9f_62PQ61Wn41gw WE HAVE A TWITCH CHANNEL! https://www.twitch.tv/beatsandbeatdowns FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM! https://www.instagram.com/beatsabd/ FOLLOW US ON FUNKYASS FACEBOOK!! https://www.facebook.com/Beats-and-Beatdowns-Podcast-115670520275077 HEARTSICK is Alfonso's band and YOU CAN FOLLOW THEM HERE: https://www.facebook.com/heartsickband/

This was taken from a livestream we on did on our various socials after a weekend of Heartsick almost winning a slot on this years Furnace Fest. Over the course of the two days of that competition we saw the band almost pull out another win for them to have the opportunity to play another legendary fest, only to have the whole experienced marred by the gatekeeping nature of the fans of that fest, who at times would say the band didn't belong, weren't "hardcore enough" and even banding together with other fans/bands just so Heartsick didn't win. This "outsiders not welcome" mentality reminded me of how it goes against the ethos of hardcore and metal, which is about community and belonging when you don't fit in elsewhere, but how this mindset is really how the culture has always been. Join Alfonso and I as we talk about this experience, how it's sadly on par with a lot of experiences Alfonso has had being in a band as a POC, how representing and bringing in different cultures into their music has lead to the bands unique sound and a lot more in this in depth conversation about acceptance, community and finding your voice through hardcore music. Intro Music: “Remember “This Night” (Podcast Edit) by Chae Hawk "Pretty Lights" by Heartsick Show Sponsors: Rockabilia (www.rockabilia.com) USE OUR CODE BREWTALLY AND GET 10% OFF YOUR TOTAL ORDER!! The Bean Bastard (www.thebeanbastard.com) On Point Pomade (www.onpointpomade.com) USE OUR CODE BSP15 AND GET 15% OFF YOUR TOTAL ORDER!! Links: Facebook: ww.facebook.com/heartsickband www.facebook.com/rockabiliacom www.facebook.com/onpointpomade www.facebook.com/thebeanbastard www.facebook.com/brewspeakpod Instagram: @alfonsocivile, @heartsickband, @onpointpomade, @beanbastard, @brewspeakpod, @jbeatty616 Twitter: @heartsickband, @onpointpomade, @bean_bastard, @rockabilia, @brewspeakpod, @jbeatty616 Website: www.heartsick.us www.brewspeakpod.com Patreon: www.patreon.com/brewspeakpod Email: Brewtallyspeaking@gmail.com RATE/REVIEW/SUBSCRIBE!!! --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/brewspeakpod/support

In today's Books with Hooks, Carly and CeCe discuss the target audience for a coming of age novel; the pitfalls of the early 2000s as a setting; the importance of your major dramatic question in a query; the issues with setting your novel up as part of a duology or series; and writing 'leading' dialogue.After which CeCe chats with Jessie Stephens, author of Heartsick: Three Stories About Love, Pain, and What Happens In Between about what made her proposal successful; how Jessie's background in media helped with publishing her book; the tenuous connection between having a large following on social media and selling copies; publishing without an agent and the pros of having one now; the impressions of the offer Jessie got for her first book; the ways in which she was naïve when she began writing; and Jessie's new book. Find us on our socials:Twitter: @TSNOTYAW @BiancaM_author @carlywatters @ceciliaclyraInstagram: @biancamarais_author @carlywatters @cece_lyra_agent @ the_shit_about_writingFacebook: @tsnotyawWebsite: www.biancamarais.com and www.theshitaboutwriting.comJessie can be found at www.mamamia.com.au and on Instagram at @jessiestephens90

This is The Beginning of the End, a Relationship Doctor mini-series from author and podcaster Jessie Stephens. Jessie's debut book, Heartsick, follows three stories of heartbreak, the kind of heartbreak that upends a life, and puts words around a brand of grief that we, as a culture, do not respect enough.In this three-part mini-series, Jessie shares three brand new stories, unique to the podcast. In episode three, Jessie turns inwards, and tells us her own story of heartbreak.Purchase Heartsick:AmazonBookshop.orgAudibleRead a transcript of this episode on Simplecast.Relationship Doctor is a Quick and Dirty Tips podcast. Join the conversation on Facebook and Twitter.

Jessie Stephens shares how her own heartbreak led her on the path to sharing the pain of many others. In her candid and tender new book, Heartsick, she captures the universal experience of love and heartbreak. Learn more about Jessie Stephens and Heartsick here: https://www.instagram.com/jessiestephens90/?hl=en (https://www.instagram.com/jessiestephens90/?hl=en) LIMElight with Jessie is part of the WGRT 102.3 FM Podcast Network. For the latest episodes of all of our featured podcasts, visit our website here: https://wgrt-1023-fm-podcast-network.captivate.fm/ (https://wgrt-1023-fm-podcast-network.captivate.fm) WGRT's LIMElight with Jessie is produced by the following team members: Executive Producer: Jessie Wiegand Audio Engineer: George James Administrator: Jessie Wiegand Marketing: Jessie Wiegand Follow Jessie on Instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/wgrt_jessie/ (https://www.instagram.com/wgrt_jessie/)

Alfonso and the guys from Heartsick, a hard rocking band from Lansing, Michigan, are old friends of mine. On top of being an incredible group both musically and as live performers, that's why I'm happy to support them ahead of their next festival performance. See, last year they cause such a ruckus amongst the crowd on the Lookout Stage the organizers asked them not only to come back this year, but to open the show on SATURDAY JULY 16 on the Main Stage. Alfonso talks about how they got involved with the festival and where the energy for their insane live shows (they have all been known to puke after a show...) comes from. You don't want to miss these guys. They are fantastic. And cool guys.  Get your tickets for the Upheaval Festival in Grand Rapids using this link with the promo code HEARTSICK and you'll A) Support the band directly, and B) Get $5 off admission! .  .  . $5 OFF TICKETS UPHEAVAL FESTIVAL website and info guide Heartsick on YouTube (Try the song "VICE CITY". My kid loves it, haha.) Heartsick on Spotify .  .  . And if you're a fan of the podcast, go over to www.christophertallon.com. You can follow me on social media, find out more about the podcast, and get links for my book Switchers, a sci-fi/horror time-travel novel. I can even sign and personalize a copy for you! (If you're in the US...) Thanks everyone!

Merriam-Webster : very despondent : DEPRESSED     Hope is the last thing we lose.     "It's been said that a person can live forty days without food, four days without water, four minutes without air, but only four seconds without hope."   Hope gives. Choose hope.     “Heads that are down can't scan the horizon for new openings. helplessness leads to hopelessness."   “Soon I will be done, with the troubles of this world…” -  Mahalia Jackson, Negro Spiritual    Psalm 39:7 English Standard Version (ESV) "And now, O Lord, for what do I wait? My hope is in you.    Psalm 33:18 (ESV) Behold, the eye of the Lord is on those who fear him, on those who hope in his steadfast love,    Psalm 31:24 (ESV) Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the Lord!      Psalm 71:5 ESV For you, O Lord, are my hope, my trust, O Lord, from my youth.    Want to sponsor me to come to you?  Let's plan on it.       Thank you for listening, downloading and supporting the Speak Life Church and this podcast.      https://giv.li/p2nj61 Zelle  - pastor@SpeakLifeChurch.net https://www.patreon.com/speaklifechurchpodcast You can support the ministry by check or money order by sending it to Speak Life Church, PO BOX 2, upper Marlboro, MD 20772     Rev. Kenn Blanchard  Kenn.blanchard@gmail.com pastor@speaklifechurch.net  240-200-0713      

Chelsea Cain is the author of so many New York Times bestselling books, including Heartsick, Sweetheart, Evil at Heart, and The Night Season. She's also the writer of Marvel Comics' Mockingbird, as well as Man-Eaters (published by Image Comics) and Spy Island (published by Dark Horse Comics). The latest volume of Man-Eaters, The Cursed, was just released in trade paperback. Buy it!For an additional 20 minutes of this episode, support us on Patreon at the $4/month level to get access to our super-secret bonus feed of content. The expanded edition of this episode includes our conversation about Amazing Adventures #4 ("Deadlock"). Stories Covered In Detail This Episode:"Madness In the Slums!" - Captain America #133, written by Stan Lee, art by Gene Colan and Dick Ayers, ©1970 Marvel Comics"Come On In, the Revolution's Fine!" - Avengers #83, written by Roy Thomas, art by John Buscema and Tom Palmer, ©1970 Marvel Comics "Marvel by the Month" theme v. 3.0 by Robb Milne, sung by Barb Allen. All incidental music by Robb Milne. Visit us on internet at marvelbythemonth.com, follow us on Instagram at @marvelbythemonth and Twitter at @MarvelBTM, and support us on Patreon at patreon.com/marvelbythemonth.Much of our historical context information comes from Wikipedia. Please join us in supporting them at wikimediafoundation.org. And many thanks to Mike's Amazing World of Comics, an invaluable resource for release dates and issue information. 

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Live from Black Forge Coffee in Pittsburgh, PA and streaming live on Twitch, Bobby Blackcraft, Josh Balz, and Producer Jake are joined by Horror Icon, Doug Bradley. Doug Bradley his most well-known for his role as Pinhead in the movie "Hellraiser." He has been and still is a legend in the horror scene. In this episode, the guys talk everything from horror movies, music, and of course business.Featured this week is Heartsick, Reign of Z, and Gator Shakes.Be sure to shop the latest fashion at blackcraftcult.com@blackcraftcult on all social!Follow the guys!@bobbyschubenski@millzfilmz@joshbalz

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