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Reissue of one of 19 Nocturne's earliest episodes (from October 2008). Includes notes from Julie about the history and making of 19 Nocturne Boulevard.  (transcript below cast list) THE THRICE TOLLED BELL (TW:  Insensitive archaic references and representations of people who might be in a "sanitarium".) An homage to classic Hammer films. Cast List Dracula - Bryan Hendrickson Van Helsing - Rick Lewis Wallace - Gene Thorkildsen Dr. Pettigrew -      Michael Faigenblum Miranda Locksley -      Rhys Torres-Miller Dr. Trevalian -      Mathias Rebne-Morgan Mrs. Farge - Molly Tollefson Gorvi - Joel Harvey Britt - Julie Hoverson Nurse - Krystal Baker MUSIC All works composed by Harlan Glotzer (© 2008) [BMI] {harglo@gmail.com} Concertina - Harlan Glotzer Violoncello - Rachael Beaver & Tracy Hagen Toy Piano - Dana Wen & Roger Nelson Clavichord - Dana Wen     Toy-Box Trio (http://www.myspace.cpm/toyboxtrio) toyboxtrio@gmail.com Voices recorded with the assistance of Ryan Hirst of Neohoodoo Studio Editing and Sound:   Julie Hoverson Assistant Director:  Reynaud LeBoeuf 19 Nocturne Theme Music:  Kevin MacLeod     (Incompetech.com) Cover Photo:   Vickie Mathews              (courtesy of Stock Xchange.com) "What kind of a place is it? Why it's an Edwardian insane asylum, can't you tell?" __________________________________________________ THE THRICE TOLLED BELL intro   This was one of the first ten episodes of 19 Nocturne Boulevard that I made and put out, back in late 2008.  I can't recall, specifically, what order I made them in. I've mentioned previously that Brokensea audio hosted a new spooky episode every day in October for a big spooky month event, and several of my first batch of episodes debuted during that event. But this episode, in particular, is literally attributable to Bill Hollweg, the master of disaster of Brokensea, he who will ever be missed.  In the couple of months leading up to the October event, he posted a challenge to all comers, to write him a script with the following parameters: It must be in the style of a Hammer Studios Dracula film (the 1960s-70s classics that starred the mesmerizing Christopher Lee); It may only include Dracula and Van Helsing (no other Hammer standard characters or monsters); and It must include a broken bell, a wooden leg, and use the line "It's never done that before!" ...To the best of my memory, anyway. So I sat down and wrote The Thrice Tolled Bell, but then didn't want to give the script up to anyone else!  I don't recall if he had any other entries, but Bill took it all with a roaring laugh and loved what I made. I loved including the stock types of characters - the lunkheaded servant; the straight-laced housekeeper; and the sexy chick played by (in this case) my best Britt Eckland voice.  I even snuck in an obviously semi-nude scene, just because I could, and it fit the genre. This was also my first attempt at commissioning music, since for once I couldn't find *quite* what I wanted among the massive catalog (even back then) of Kevin MacLeod of Incompetech.com, who I can never thank enough for what he makes available for beginning and not for profit storytellers of all kinds.  I don't recall much of the process, but I got one piece of music that I used bits of throughout and it was quite effective. When I was casting this piece, I still had a limited pool to draw from, since I was trying to stay local and work mainly with people I could actually direct in the studio.  One of my actors, Beverly Poole, was still in high school, and the doctors in this piece were some of her classmates.  But I needed the right voice for Mrs. Farge, the irascible housekeeper. I was still seeking when I went to Beverly's school play Twelfth Night (which did a lot of gender cross casting, and Beverly played Malvolio to extreme hilarity), and the voice of Fabian (pretty sure that was the role) struck me and after the play I caught up with Beverly and shouted (well, not shouted, but it was excited and urgent) "Bring me that voice!" and Molly Tollefson was recruited, accent and all. I've never cared much for auditions.  Either doing them or holding them.  It's just me.  I'd always rather grab an actor I've heard, or recruit someone from a show I like than have to evaluate from a bunch of recorded voices.  Plus, I hate being "mean" and having to turn everyone else down. ____________________________________________________ SCRIPT THE THRICE TOLLED BELL (an homage to Hammer Studio horror films)   TW:  disrespectful references to sanitarium patients and a "halfwit" character, in keeping with the time the script is set as well as the general character types of the Hammer Films franchise.  ...also nudity.   Cast (All various British accents except Dracula): Dracula (M), immortal vampire Van Helsing (M), Vampire Hunter Dr. Michael Pettigrew (20s/M), new head of the asylum Miranda Locksley(20s/F), Pettigrew's nurse/fiancée Mrs. Farge (30s/F), housekeeper Gorvi (30s/M), trustee Wallace (40s/M), cheery orderly Dr. Trevalien (40s/M), rival Britt Mecklin (20s/F), hapless blonde Nurse (F any) OLIVIA      What do you mean, what kind of a place is it?  Why, it's an Edwardian asylum, can't you tell?  MUSIC SOUND      HEAVY DOOR CRASHES SHUT SOUND     FOOTSTEPS - ONE SET LIMPS ODDLY WALLACE     Right through here - sir, miss.  Now this is one of the saddest cases we have, sir, truth be told.  Once he was the finest psychiatric mind in Europe - perhaps even the world.  MICHAEL     Always tragic when a good mind snaps.  The same fire that feeds genius also devours and leaves madness in its wake. WALLACE     Yessir. MIRANDA     What sort of madness does he suffer from? WALLACE     Miss?  I dunno that I should-- MICHAEL     Go ahead, Wallace.  Miss Locksley is not merely my fiancée, but a very competent and highly trained psychiatric nurse.  We will be working in tandem to try and bring my late father's asylum into the 20th century. MIRANDA     [sadly] From what I've seen, it will take quite some doing. WALLACE     [stiff] Sir, I dunno 'bout that, but your father was a very good and brilliant man - though the last ten years or so, since your mother died, begging your pardon, sir, he seemed to lose interest in everything. MICHAEL     Did he - not even treat the patients? WALLACE      He left much of that in the hands of Dr. Trevalian.  MICHAEL     Why did he not send for me?  I could have spent my residency here instead of in Budapest.  I could certainly have learned as much from father as I did from Dr. Bulovic! WALLACE     Sir, if you don't mind me speaking above me place, I think your father - well, he didn't want you to see him... like that. MICHAEL     But I might have been able to help him! WALLACE     I don't think naught could have helped him - not at the end, there.  MICHAEL     [British agony] He should have sent for me. MIRANDA     Dearest.  He did what he thought was best.  I'm sure your father thought very highly of you - otherwise, why should he have left this institution under your care? MICHAEL     Of course, you're right.  [condescending] Always the practical one. MIRANDA     One of us needs to be, and you must save your energy for the needs of the patients. MICHAEL     Well, show us this paragon, Wallace. WALLACE     Sir? MICHAEL     The doctor you say was so sadly struck down. WALLACE     Oh, yes sir - sad it is to see great men crumble.  SOUND     KNOCK ON HUGE IRON BOUND DOOR WALLACE     Herr Doktor?  Young Doctor Pettigrew wishes to speak with you. VAN HELSING     [muffled, behind the door] Enter. WALLACE     Ah.  Here we go, then.  SOUND     OPENING LOCKS AND BARS ON DOOR WALLACE     Dr. Pettigrew, Miss Locksley--  [ta-da!] Doctor Van Helsing. MUSIC GORVI     Gorvi done mopping.  Gorvi eat now? MRS. FARGE     Tis not dinner time yet, ye pillock.  Yer s'posed to muck out the barn t'make room for that motorcar the new head brought wi' 'im. GORVI     Mo-to-cah?  What is mo-to-cah? MRS. FARGE     An engine of Satan.  If god had wanted us to speed about in great smoking heaps of metal, he wouldn'a made horses. GORVI     [wail] Gorvi hungry! MRS. FARGE     Off wi' ye!  I've no time for this today - must have everything ready for inspection by the new head.  And here's hoping he doesna choose to sack us all.  Shoo! SOUND     GORVI LEAVES - HEAVY FOOTSTEPS, RICKETY DOOR OPENS, CLOSES AMBIANCE     OUTSIDE BRITT     [off, barely audible, singing]  When that I was and a little tiny boy-- GORVI     [leering chuckle] SOUND     FOOTSTEPS ON GRASS SPEED UP GORVI     Pretty pretty britty.  Pretty... golden... BRITT     With a hey-ho, the wind and the rain-- SOUND     FINGERS SQUEAK ACROSS GLASS, TINY WINDOW SLIDES OPEN - SINGING IS NOW CLEAR, WITH SLOSHING OF WATER, BATHING GORVI     Oh-ho! BRITT     A foolish thing was but a toy, for the rain it raineth every day... GORVI     [smothering his delighted chuckles] SOUND     DRIPPING AS A LEG IS RAISED OUT THE WATER.  BRUSH SCRUBS BRITT     Hey-ho, the wind and the rain, for the rain it raineth every day... GORVI     [Bursts out with a shriek of delight] BRITT     What?  [gasps]  Oh no! SOUND     HEAVY FOOTSTEPS RUNNING ON GRAVEL GORVI     [breathing heavily]  No scream, no scream.  Gorvi not bad.  No scream, pretty Britty. SOUND     SHIFT TO INSIDE BRITT     [screams piercingly] SOUND     [INSIDE] DOOR OPENS, FEET RUSH IN NURSE     What is it miss? BRITT     Someone was looking at me!  A man! NURSE     [condescending, fading out]  Of course.  Don't you worry.  We'll sort it all out... SOUND     SHIFT TO OUTSIDE SOUND     GORVI RUNNING GORVI     [panting with exertion] SOUND     OPENS HUGE OLD DOOR, RUNS IN MUSIC MICHAEL     After Wallace's admonitions, this is hardly what I expected. VAN HELSING     I am quite aware of my condition, my dear doctor Pettigrew.  You're fortunate enough to catch me on a good day.  MICHAEL     Perhaps you would indulge me with your own diagnosis? VAN HELSING     Simple, really.  Bouts of severe depression, which, I am ashamed to admit, I... treat... unsuccessfully... with over-use of alcohol. MICHAEL     Dipsomania? VAN HELSING     I would consider it more a symptom than a core disease, but you understand how difficult it is to be objective. MICHAEL      I appreciate your frankness. MIRANDA     I trust you are comfortable here, doctor - this is hardly a typical cell.  More like a suite in an expensive hotel. VAN HELSING     Dr. Pettigrew - the elder - was very kind, and understood that reading... helps me to ...moderate... my humors. MICHAEL     If only more patients could respond to such simple, constructive therapies.  [chuckles] VAN HELSING     [slight chuckle, indulgent] MIRANDA     The human mind is a fabulous, complex organ.  VAN HELSING     It is amazing. MUSIC AMBIANCE     ECHOEY ROOM - ABANDONED CHURCH GORVI     [muttering] Pretty pretty.  Gorvi likes pretty golden Britt.  [heavy sigh]   Britty no like Gorvi.  Gorvi only look. DRACULA     [creepy echoey voice]  Do you want her? GORVI     Who... is there?  Please? DRACULA     [creepy echoey voice]  Help me, and I shall help you in return. GORVI     Where are you?  Gorvi is alone? DRACULA     [creepy echoey voice]  Return later and bring a shovel.  I shall show myself. GORVI     You - new doctor? DRACULA     [creepy echoey voice]  Do you want this pretty Britt you long for? GORVI     Oh, want!  [licks his lips]  Yes. MUSIC AMBIANCE     DINNER NOISES SOUND     LARGE PLATTER SET DOWN MIRANDA     [cold] Thank you, Mrs. Farge.  SOUND     FOOTSTEPS TAP AWAY MIRANDA     [anxious]  Are you certain you want to do this, Michael?   I realize your father-- TREVALIAN     They expect it, even look forward to it.  Besides, they should be given the chance to meet the two of you.  You needn't worry, it is only the most stable of the inmates. SOUND     FEET RETURN MRS. FARGE     [announcing] Miss Mecklin. TREVALIAN     Miss Locksley, Dr. Pettigrew, may I present Miss Britt Mecklin. BRITT     Pleased to meet you, Doctor.  Miss Locksley. MICHAEL     Charmed. MIRANDA     Lovely. TREVALIAN     Will you have a seat? SOUND     CHAIRS SHIFT AS HE SEATS HER, THEN THEY SIT MIRANDA     It would be somewhat indelicate to discuss cases during dinner.  There will be time tomorrow to familiarize ourselves-- MICHAEL     Of course. BRITT     I have nothing to hide.  I have come to realize that it is only in my subconscious that people watch me.  Understanding it is all in my head does not stop it from frightening me, but makes it more bearable. MICHAEL     [reassuring] We shall work on that. MUSIC AMBIANCE     STORMY NIGHT OUTSIDE ECHOEY STONE ROOM SOUND     SQUEAKY DOOR OPENS, GORVI'S FOOTSTEPS GORVI     Gorvi brings shovel! DRACULA     [creepy echoey voice]  Have you light? GORVI     Gorvi have a candle. DRACULA     Do you see the bell? GORVI     Bell?  DRACULA     The bell.  You must move the bell. GORVI     No bell.  Gorvi see no bell. DRACULA     It is metal.  It is large.  Move it, or I shall unleash the fires of hell upon you! GORVI     Ahhhhh! SOUND     SHOVEL CLATTERS TO FLOOR, FEET RUN, SLAM MUSIC SOUND     WATER INTO METAL TUB.  DISHES BEING WASHED SOUND     DOOR SLAMS OPEN MRS. FARGE     Don't you dare--! [surprised] Oh! Lucas! TREVALIAN     Lena.  I simply couldn't take it any more.  Having to kow-tow to that ... boy doctor and his miserable cold fiancée. MRS. FARGE     Lucas.  You shoulda been put in charge! TREVALIAN     I know.  [snarl] Blood runs thick.  MRS. FARGE     Dr. Pettigrew shouldna've looked over yuir years o'loyalty - Yuir unstinting devotion! TREVALIAN     There's no time for that now.  We must bide and see what they decide to alter -- SOUND     BACK DOOR SLAMS OPEN, GORVI RUNS IN MRS. FARGE     What the divvil is wrong with ye, y'idiot? Running about in the rain like a madman! TREVALIAN     Calm yourself, Lena. MRS. FARGE     Tis easy for ye to be charitable.  Ye dinna haveta squeeze work outta him like blood from a turnip.  Turnip!  That's what y'are! GORVI     Gorvi not turnip.  Gorvi scared. TREVALIAN     What frightened you? MRS. FARGE     [over her shoulder] Perhaps a slight breeze. TREVALIAN     Shh.  Gorvi, tell me everything. MUSIC SOUND     VAN HELSING'S DOOR UNLOCKS, OPENS VAN HELSING     Right on time. WALLACE     'Ave I ever missed?  SOUND     DOOR SHUTS, WOODEN LEG FOOTSTEPS WALLACE     Were it a good idea, d'yer think, to tell them you was an alcoholic?  VAN HELSING     I needed a reason for my presence here that wouldn't require overmuch explanation.  Speaking of spirits, have you--? WALLACE     [chuckling]  'Course.  Would I let yer down? SOUND     SITS.  ODD, HEAVY UNSCREWING NOISE VAN HELSING     Your thoughts on the new administrators? WALLACE     Well, 'e'll never 'ave an 'appy life, not wit' that one.  She's cold, and no mistake. VAN HELSING     Truer words were never said. WALLACE     'Ee seems... well-intentioned... but I don't see 'ow you'll be able to tell 'im much.  Not wi'out proof. SOUND     BOTTLE PULLED OUT OF WOODEN SHELL WALLACE     And there y'are.  Better use for me wooden leg, I'll never know.  [hinting] 'Cept the one... SOUND     BOTTLE OPENS VAN HELSING     Care to stay for a game of chess before you strap it back on? WALLACE     Don't mind if I do. MUSIC AMBIANCE     STORMY NIGHT GORVI     There door.  Gorvi no go in again. TREVALIAN     In the old chapel?  Dr. Pettigrew always insisted it was on the verge of falling in.  [sigh, to Gorvi]  Not safe.  No go in. GORVI     He say Gorvi move bell.  He yell at Gorvi. TREVALIAN     Poor halfwit.  TREVALIAN     Run along back to the kitchen, Gorvi.  No need to wait out here in the wet. GORVI     Doctor be careful! TREVALIAN     Of course.  Go on. SOUND     GORVI RUNS OFF SOUND     SQUEAKY OLD DOOR OPENS TENTATIVELY TREVALIAN     Hmm.  Sounder than I expected. SOUND     DOOR SHUTS, MUFFLES SOUND OF RAIN SOUND     TAP ON WALL TREVALIAN     Here's the shovel-- SOUND     PICKS UP SHOVEL TREVALIAN     And that must be the bell... SOUND     SLOW FOOTSTEPS TREVALIAN     That explains a lot - who's ever seen a huge bell sitting on the floor?  Hardly even recognizable under all those cobwebs.  Must have fallen... DRACULA     [creepy distant whisper, piteous]  Help me. TREVALIAN     Hello? DRACULA     Help.  Please.  The bell.  It came down and trapped me. TREVALIAN     I see.  Hmm.  [thinking]  Wait, the cracks in the flags below it are... covered in dust - that bell fell ages ago! DRACULA     Please.  Help. TREVALIAN     Where could that voice be coming from? DRACULA     [closer whisper, becomes command]  Move the bell.  Anything you want - it will be yours. TREVALIAN     I doubt you could give me what I truly want. DRACULA     Oh, yes.  I can give you such things....  Come, close to the crack in the bell, and tell me what it is you... crave. MUSIC MICHAEL     Darling? MIRANDA     Yes, Michael? MICHAEL     Do you think you can stick it here? MIRANDA     Of course.  You know I'm fully prepared to take on anything you need me to do. MICHAEL     I know, but - well, you won't hate it or anything, living in the country like this? MIRANDA     I shall immerse myself in work.  Just as you will.  Side by side. MICHAEL     Should I--  May I-- sit next to you there on the settee, then? MIRANDA     Michael!  We are to be wed in the spring.  I just want to make certain - living here without a proper chaperone, and all--  MICHAEL     Of course, darling.  I - I think I shall turn in.  Get an early start in the morning. MIRANDA     That sounds very wise. SOUND     TAP ON DOOR MIRANDA     Yes? SOUND     DOOR OPENS, MRS. FARGE ENTERS, PICKS UP TRAY MRS. FARGE     Did ye need anything further tonight? MIRANDA     No, we were--- SOUND     IN THE DISTANCE, A BELL TOLLS SOUND     TRAY CLATTERS TO FLOOR MRS. FARGE     [gasp!] MICHAEL     Why Mrs. Farge, whatever is the matter? MRS. FARGE     [haunted]  That be the bell up t'old kirk.  MICHAEL     Come, now, it's never done that before? MRS. FARGE     [ominous] Nay - I've been here nigh on 15 years, and that bell has nivver rung. SOUND     FOOTSTEPS AWAY MRS. FARGE     [slightly off] But I wouldna go seeking it - not even if m'very life depended on it. MUSIC VAN HELSING     [considering]  Mmm.  Check. SOUND     BELL TOLLS IN THE DISTANCE WALLACE     Wazzat? VAN HELSING     What? WALLACE     [worried] The bell - don't you hear it? VAN HELSING     Nonsense.  Hmm....  Go and check it.  If it is, we might have a problem on our hands. SOUND     BELL TOLLS IN THE DISTANCE WALLACE     I'll get going-- SOUND     QUICKLY STRAPPING LEG BACK ON VAN HELSING     Wait!  Just in case. SOUND     BOTTLE SLOSHES WALLACE     Is it--? VAN HELSING     It should help. WALLACE     Every bit does.  Leave the door open, shall I? MUSIC BRITT     [waking]  Eyes!  Someone at the window?  [muttered] I will not go look.  I will not-- SOUND     TAPPING AT THE WINDOW DRACULA     [creepy voice]  Open the window that I may bask in your radiance. BRITT     [breathing heavily, bosom heaving] It is not real.  I must take my solace in the lord. SOUND     OPENS DRAWER, TAKES OUT BIBLE BRITT     God, please give me strength! SOUND     SOMETHING FLAPS AWAY INTO THE NIGHT, ANNOYED MUSIC MICHAEL     Are you certain you'll be all right?  I could bring in a cot - there's a couch in my dressing room--? MIRANDA     No, Michael, I will be fine.  Kiss me quickly and go to bed. SOUND     QUICK KISS MIRANDA     Sleep well. SOUND     DOOR SHUTS MIRANDA     [sighs]   Men.  [chuckles]  SOUND     RAP AT THE WINDOW, BUT SHE DOESN'T NOTICE DRACULA     [distant, creepy, heavy breathing]  Yessss. SOUND     LETS HER HAIR DOWN, BEGINS TO REMOVE CLOTHES MIRANDA     [humming to herself] SOUND     HEAVY GOWN LAID ON THE BACK OF A CHAIR SOUND     STEPS APPROACH THE WINDOW SOUND     TAPPING SOUNDS ON THE GLASS DRACULA     [creepy whisper]  Open the window. MIRANDA     Hmm?  MIRANDA     How vexing.  Tree branch?  We'll see about that--! SOUND     LATCH TURNS MUSIC MIRANDA      [Off, scream!] MICHAEL     Good god! SOUND     FLINGS OFF BEDCLOTHES, FOOTSTEPS MICHAEL     [calling] Miranda!  Darling!  I'll be right there! SOUND     DOOR FLINGS OPEN, A FEW STEPS.  DOORKNOB RATTLES, POUNDING ON THE DOOR MICHAEL     [frantic]  Miranda!  Open the door! SOUND     KNOCKING MICHAEL     I'm coming in! SOUND     HEAVY THUMP MIRANDA     [calling from behind the door, spooky sounding]  Michael?  Whatever are you doing? MICHAEL     Are - are you - all right? SOUND     DOORKNOB RATTLES MIRANDA     [close now] Of course, darling.  I woke from a... strange dream.  Nothing to fret over. MICHAEL     [off] If... you're... quite certain. MIRANDA     When am I not? MICHAEL     [off] Well.  Sorry.  I-- MIRANDA     Go back to bed, dear.  We'll talk tomorrow. SOUND     [off] MICHAEL'S FOOTSTEPS RECEDE MIRANDA     [long sigh]  Well...? DRACULA     [husky] Very good, my most delectable one... SOUND     SEXY NECK NIBBLING MIRANDA     [ecstatic gasp] MUSIC SOUND     WOODEN LEG STEPS SOUND     BRISK KNOCK ON A DOOR WALLACE     Doctor, sir?  It's morning, it is. MICHAEL     Come on in, Wallace.  I'm up.  SOUND     DOOR OPENS, STEPS APPROACH MICHAEL     Is Miranda-- Miss Locksley up? WALLACE     Feeling poorly, she says.  Wooden even 'ave the drapes open.  Travel don't suit 'er? MICHAEL     Hmm.  I suppose I might breakfast with Dr. Trevalian, then. WALLACE     I ain't sure where 'e can be found, sir.  Went out last night and ain't come back.  MICHAEL     Does he do that often? WALLACE     Can't say, sir. MICHAEL     [sigh]  I hate to breakfast alone. WALLACE       Ahem, sir.  Doctor Van Helsing would be glad of your company. MUSIC MRS. FARGE     Gorvi!  Gorvi! Where is that bloody idiot? SOUND      DOOR OPENS GORVI     [whimper] MRS. FARGE     What the divvil is wrong wit' ye, ye mongrel?  Get out here! GORVI     [whimpering]  Gorvi no like! MRS. FARGE     Gorvi like breakfast? GORVI     Yes.  Please. MRS. FARGE     Gorvi will get up and work, then! GORVI     Aye, Mrs. Farge. MRS. FARGE     Go fetch some water from the well, ye brute - and while you're out, you might look where you last left Lucas-- Dr. Trevalien, that is - and see wha' he's been up to all night. GORVI     No!  No go to old door!  No! MRS. FARGE     I'll get the whip! GORVI     [whimper] SOUND     SCUTTLES OUT THE DOOR MUSIC SOUND     VAN HELSING'S DOOR OPENS VAN HELSING     Come in, dear fellow!  Wallace? WALLACE     [leans in] Yessir? VAN HELSING     [muttered] The chapel? WALLACE     [muttered] Never made it, sir, the inmates was restless last night. VAN HELSING     Today then? WALLACE     Better anyway.  [significant]  Better light. VAN HELSING     I hope so. SOUND     MICHAEL ENTERS MICHAEL     Sorry?  Do you mind if I sit down with you? VAN HELSING     Never meant to exclude you, dear boy.  Simply thought I'd heard something last night that couldn't have been. MICHAEL     The bell? VAN HELSING     You heard it as well? MICHAEL     Of course.  Why? VAN HELSING     Would you do me an enormous favor? MICHAEL     If I can - I have a busy day ahead of me, and Miranda's - a bit under the weather. VAN HELSING     Soon as we finish here, then, go along with Wallace to the old chapel.  Take a look at the bell.  Would you? MICHAEL     Why? VAN HELSING     [considers]  Hmm.  That's a tale for after you've looked.  [changing tone, chatty]  Do you, by any chance, play chess? MUSIC SOUND     KNOCK ON THE DOOR MIRANDA     [dead tired] Go away! MRS. FARGE     Dinna want to start organizing everything? MIRANDA     Oh, blast.  SOUND     STUMBLING FEET, DOOR OPENS MIRANDA     Can you help me?  I feel weak as a kitten. MRS. FARGE     You do look a wee bit pale.  I'll fetch something hearty to drink. MIRANDA     [shudder] I couldn't face anything heavy. MUSIC AMBIANCE     OUTSIDE SOUND     WALLACE AND MICHAEL WALKING OUT TO CHAPEL MICHAEL     Humoring a delusion is not the right answer - in most cases. WALLACE     You 'eard the bell, too, sir. MICHAEL     But why go look at a bloody bell? SOUND     DOOR CREAKS OPEN WALLACE     Come along, then. SOUND     FOOTSTEPS GO IN, SLOW, THEN STOP SOUND     DOOR SHUTS WALLACE     [quiet but fervent] Oh, my gracious lord. MICHAEL     What is it?  Oh!  That must have been-- SOUND     DASHING FORWARD MICHAEL     [urgent] Help me move it! WALLACE     I fear it's too late for Dr. Trevalian. MICHAEL     Help me! BOTH     [grunting and heaving] SOUND     BELL ROLLS, BUMPS, AND THUMPS INTO A WALL MICHAEL     Good god! WALLACE     Sir? MICHAEL     You're right.  He's gone.  That thing must have fallen and crushed him. WALLACE     Shouldn't there be more blood, sir? MICHAEL     Not necessarily.  We'll get him back to the infirmary and take a look. WALLACE     I'll go for a stretcher, then, shall I? MICHAEL     Just a moment!  Is this the bell we heard? WALLACE     Yes, sir. MICHAEL     [echoey - inside the bell] But there's not even a clapper! WALLACE     'asn't been rung in decades, sir. MICHAEL     What are all these markings on the inside? WALLACE     Wouldn't know, sir.  Though I don't doubt Doctor Van Helsing could 'elp you. MICHAEL     [coming out] Really - why would he--? WALLACE     I think 'e was 'ere when the bell fell, sir. MICHAEL     It must have been sitting here - the clear circle on the ground - but this is odd-- MUSIC SOUND     DOOR BURSTS OPEN, MICHAEL STORMS IN MICHAEL     I demand an explanation.  Who, precisely, was trapped under that bell? VAN HELSING     [calm] What? MICHAEL     I saw the marks of fingernails!  Trying to scratch a way out!  Wallace said you were there, along with my father.  I want to know what you did. VAN HELSING     Sit.  [up]  Wallace? WALLACE     Yes, Sir? VAN HELSING     Please check on the residents, particularly any comely females. SOUND     WALLACE GOES OUT, SHUTS DOOR CAREFULLY VAN HELSING     Now, my boy... MICHAEL     You're not "mad" at all, are you?  You've lived here all this time-- VAN HELSING     Shh. Shh.  You need to hear this.  15 years ago, your father called upon my services to help him with a rather difficult problem - a rash of unusual deaths and nightmares among the female inmates.  Having had a great deal of experience with such obsessions and delusions, I was able to spot the problem immediately - a vampire. MICHAEL     [incredulous] A vampire?  One who believes he must steal life from the living?  VAN HELSING     No delusion - a true creature of the night. MICHAEL     Preposterous! VAN HELSING     Humor an old man.  This was not just any vampire, but Dracula - the lord of all vampires, whom I have sworn to destroy.  MICHAEL     But the bell? VAN HELSING     We trapped him.  Blessings etched on the inside - some from when it called the faithful, others we added - kept him penned.  Simply putting a stake through his heart, as would do for most vampires, is not sufficient for Dracula.  Far too simple for those who follow the dark arts to summon him back across the dark divide! MICHAEL     But there must be a way-- VAN HELSING     What do you think I have been researching all these years?  I believe I have the answer, but first we must locate him. MICHAEL     Why should I believe any of this? VAN HELSING     Ask your fiancée. MUSIC MRS. FARGE     Let me fetch the doctor. BRITT     Yes.  You can't be too careful! MIRANDA     [trying to be strong] Nonsense.  I'm just tired.  I'm... not used to the country. BRITT     Someone was looking into my room last night. MRS. FARGE     Nonsense.  You know that's all in your mind. BRITT     No, it was real!  Eyes.  At the window. MIRANDA     Red eyes? BRITT     You saw them too? MIRANDA     [evasive] Don't be silly.  How could it be? SOUND     DOOR BURSTS OPEN, FEET DASH IN, THEN STOP MIRANDA     [gasp] MICHAEL     Oh, goodness.  I'm sorry, but darling, there's something I must ask-- VAN HELSING     [coming on, commanding]  Remove that scarf and show us your neck, if you please. MIRANDA     [gasps and faints noisily] SOUND     BODY DROP MUSIC VAN HELSING     --resting normally.  Despite the slight anemia, she should recover.  We must watch her very closely, though, my young friend. MICHAEL     How could this have happened?  Miranda is the most sensible of women-- VAN HELSING     Does it take a fanciful mind to be attacked by a rabid dog?  No!  In fact, a more fanciful mind is often better prepared to ward off such evil.  Witness Miss Mecklin. BRITT     Me? VAN HELSING     What did he say to you, at your window? BRITT     It was just noises - scratching. VAN HELSING     Come now, there were words - if not in your ears, then in your mind, were there not? BRITT     [sniffling] It's my subconscious.  Not real. VAN HELSING     This time, I'm afraid, is much different.  You must help us. BRITT     He just said "open the window".  VAN HELSING     But it was definitely a "he?" BRITT     It is always men who are watching me. VAN HELSING     Did he say where he might hide by day? BRITT     No.  I am so sorry! VAN HELSING     Never mind.  You did well.  Keep your bible close tonight. BRITT     Oh, yes! MUSIC GORVI     [muttering]  No more for Gorvi.  He will sleep now.  No more work.  Gorvi will-- SOUND     DOOR OPENS, QUICK STRUGGLE DRACULA     [hissing whisper]  Silence! GORVI     [hand over his mouth]  Mmm! DRACULA     Shut the door. SOUND     DOOR SHUTS DRACULA     You did not release me, but I can overlook that, if you will serve me now. GORVI     [muffled] Mm-hm! [yes] DRACULA     Good.  I still know what you want.  The oh-so-lovely miss Britt. GORVI     [muffled] Mm-hm! [eager yes] DRACULA     Then this is what you must do... MUSIC SOUND     DOORS BEING LOCKED, WINDOW SHUTTERS SECURED VAN HELSING     I appreciate your humoring me, Michael. MICHAEL     Of course. VAN HELSING     Bringing everyone here to my rooms. MICHAEL     I assume you think we may be safe here? VAN HELSING     As safe as anywhere else. MIRANDA     How can we all sleep? VAN HELSING     You may lie on the couch, if you need to.  Michael and I will remain awake.  On guard. BRITT     I can help guard as well. VAN HELSING     Did you bring your bible? BRITT     I could not find it! VAN HELSING     Never mind, I think we have whatever we may need.  Wallace? WALLACE     [grim] Absolutely, sir. MICHAEL     What if he doesn't come here? VAN HELSING     He must.  I circled the patient rooms and staff quarters with poppy seeds and salt.  He will never get across that.  MICHAEL     So he will have to come here, or--? VAN HELSING     --or starve. MUSIC     TIME PASSES VAN HELSING     We can slow him with spells, or stake him through his heart, but to truly banish his soul to the purgatory he so richly deserves, only holy water will suffice - and not a mere sprinkling, a veritable dousing. MUSIC     TIME PASSES VAN HELSING     Vampires are irredeemably evil.  The only way to save miss Locksley from this hellish fate is to destroy this monster before she loses the last spark of humanity.  As long as her soul does not depart her body, she can be saved. MUSIC     TIME PASSES SOUND     MOST ARE SLEEPING VAN HELSING     This will be it.  Are you ready? WALLACE     Can't wait to see how it turns out, sir.  VAN HELSING     Good man. SOUND     KNOCK AT THE DOOR VAN HELSING     Ah...  It begins. GORVI     [muffled] Gorvi is alone?  Let Gorvi in! WALLACE     Bloody idiot. VAN HELSING     You may be more correct than you know.  Wait for my signal.  Michael, wake up, get the ladies into the dressing room, back there.  Whatever you do, do not open the door until you are certain it is morning - you may have to restrain miss Locksley, if Dracula has enough of a hold over her.  Can you? MICHAEL      Yes, I think so. VAN HELSING     Move, then.  There's a good lad. VAN HELSING     Take this-- SOUND     RATTLE OF NECKLACE CHAIN VAN HELSING     It offers some protection. SOUND     CROWD GOES OUT, DOOR SHUTS VAN HELSING     Now. WALLACE     Right.  Gorvi?  Is there anyone with you? GORVI     [muffled, but clearly lying] No.  Who would be with Gorvi? VAN HELSING     [laugh] No one alive.  Throw open the gate. WALLACE     A'right.  Just a moment. SOUND     DOOR THUMPS VAN HELSING     [hissed] Stay back. SOUND     DOOR SLAMS OPEN, HITS WALLACE WALLACE     Uhh! SOUND      BODY DROPS AND SLIDES ACROSS FLOOR VAN HELSING     Wallace! WALLACE     uhh...[out cold] SOUND     HEAVY BOOTS STRIDE CONFIDENTLY INTO ROOM VAN HELSING     Dracula! DRACULA     You stand between me and destiny, old man.  Step aside and I shall kill you quickly. VAN HELSING     Never.  Back, foul fiend! DRACULA     [hisses]  You believe you can tame me?  I have seared my flesh on your so-clever prison walls so many times, I have scars. VAN HELSING     And yet, you do not approach. DRACULA     Only a fool uses his hands to dig when he has a shovel... Gorvi! GORVI     [flying leap] Master! SOUND     BODY DROP - CROSS DROPS VAN HELSING     Unh! DRACULA     [evil laugh]  And now, my most precious enemy, prepare to meet your well-deserved fate! SOUND     DOOR SLAMS OPEN MICHAEL     No! SOUND     MICHAEL STORMS IN VAN HELSING     Dammit, boy!  You've ruined it!  Do what you want with me-- DRACULA     Of course, herr doktor!  You have always cared more for others than for yourself.  [commanding, hot] Come to me, my darling! MIRANDA     [breathless] I must go--! MICHAEL     No!  Get back! BRITT     Miss Miranda, you can't! GORVI     Britt! MIRANDA     [snarling]  Let me pass, strumpet! SOUND     SHORT CATFIGHT MIRANDA     Ugh! [hurling Britt] SOUND     BRITT ENDS UP IN DRAC'S ARMS GORVI     [upset] Britt! DRACULA     A gift?  For me?  You are too kind. MIRANDA     My love!  You don't want her! DRACULA     She is merely the aperitif, my dearest darling - [hot] you alone can satisfy me. MIRANDA     [ecstatic sigh] DRACULA     Now, my pale blonde flower.. BRITT     [struggles for a moment, then goes limp with a sigh, breathing hard] SOUND     FANGY NOISE GORVI     No!  Gorvi wants Britt! VAN HELSING     Wallace!  Ready! DRACULA     Imbecile! SOUND     THUMP AS GORVI HITS DRACULA SOUND     HEAVY THROW, BODY HITS WALL, NECK CRUNCH GORVI     [dying noises] DRACULA     Miranda, show your devotion - come and hold this delectable morsel for me. SOUND     RUNNING FEET WALLACE     Yaaaah! VAN HELSING     Kick him! DRACULA     [very slight] Oof.  WALLACE     [struggling] DRACULA     [chuckles nastily] And now what do you do?  I have your leg. WALLACE     [triumphant] Yes! SOUND     CLICK, SMALL EXPLOSION SOUND     MUCH WATER SPLASHES, HISSING BURNING NOISE DRACULA     What?  No!  [shrieking in agony] Ahhh! MICHAEL     Good God! VAN HELSING     Holy water!.  DRACULA     But how?  I would have seen a bottle.  Ahh! VAN HELSING     Wooden leg.  WALLACE     And a small blasting cap. DRACULA     Ahh! [receding] SOUND     LIQUIDY HORRIBLE PUDDLY NOISE WALLACE     Uh, Sir?  Can I get a hand? VAN HELSING     Certainly.  I'll even give you a leg up. MUSIC END  

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Nag-fanney ka na ba nang malala? As in 'yung pumunta ka sa mall shows, concert, bumili ng merch, album ng fina-fanney mo? Bilang madami kaming experience ni Dustin (yes ang ating co-host) d'yan, pinagkwentuhan namin ang aming mga fan boy/ fan girl moments! Yung mga time na may nakaaway pa kami para ipagtanggol ang mga idols namin. HAHAHAHA Super fun this episode lalo kung ikaw ay fanney din like uzzz! Share your most fanney moment on IG stories and tag us @kudaserye. At dahil hindi parin tapos ang anniversay celeb, binigyan tayo ni Podmetrics ng unique voucher for the upcoming Shopee 6.6 sale! Yessss, use "SHOPEE66KUDA" and get 100 off with a minimum of P400 from June 1 to 6. (For first-time users only ha) Mayroon din tayong special link para sa Shopee 6.6 sale (podlink.co/gmj) for daily 1 PHP deals, 20% cashback and free shipping with 0 minimun spend. Don't worry dahil meron din tayong Lazada link haha: podlink.co/g0h Your brand-new website is right around the corner. Go Daddy: podlink.co/v30 Podmetrics Code: Kuda Serye --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jazzaberilla/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jazzaberilla/support

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Do you struggle with Balayage? Dodgy blends? Splotches? Do you worry about how to turn your client's inspo pictures into a technique and placement?  If you are a Hairdresser that answered "YESSSS" to one or all of these questions, you're not alone!  The trouble with Balayage is nobody teaches hairdressers the blueprint so that they are clear on how to go about it.  You don't have to struggle with B-A-L-A-Y-A-G-E anymore! Because UK Educator 'Colour Me Sophie B' teaches Stylists trouble-shooting theory and practical techniques that are adaptable for every client request. In this episode, we’re talking about the trouble with Balayage and why you need a "work smarter not harder" business strategy as a Hairdresser or Salon Owner. Get ready to be tickled pink! Sophie's sassy colour language and enthusiasm for haircolour education had us both in laughter throughout the conversation. If you're looking to learn whilst having fun, this is definitely the podcast for you! ------ SHOW NOTES of this episode and resources mentioned in the interview https://www.kristinarussell.com.au/54 WANT TO LEARN HOW TO HAIR PAINT FOR REDHEADS? Free ebook for download https://kristinarussell.com.au/hair-painting-for-redheads-ebook/ DM KRISTINA ON INSTAGRAM https://www.instagram.com/colourkristinatalkspodcast  

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Yessss! The drinks did flow, but can you blame us? Three or four straight weeks of 20 games to discuss comes to a close for the time being AND we were treated with 4 red cards. Which means 4 shots, but we decided to just drink heavily before we started recording and let the chips fall where they may. We discuss the ups and downs of Man United and Liverpool, the resurrection of Sheffield, and Arsenal's crazy day at the office. We also touch on the cool new German jerseys, Messi's mega contract leak, and Neymar's wild side.

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Did you know that rejection piggybacks on physical pain pathways in the brain??? Yessss! That’s why it feels like someone punched the breath out of you. Join Ogo and friends as they speak in this ever so soft topic of rejection!

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Hey ya'll! Tonight we are starting the conversation about CHEATING. Being cheated on, being the cheater and supporting your friends in a relationships, where cheating exists. Yessss girl everything. This topic deserves at least 17 episodes lol. It is so complex. In this episode, I will share some of my personal experiences in a (cheating) relationship as well as, ways to gain back your partner's trust after cheating. Also, how not to being too invested in your friend's relationships. This is a whammy! Stay tuned y'all!

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Yessss ¡lo hicimos! Las chicas llevaron al club a la embarazada del momento. Esa que nos tiene bobas con todos los destinos a los que visita e ilusionadas por ver dónde #babyalejada pasará sus primeras aventuras.@alejateconale es un ser muy particular e interesante. Como mamá sabe lo que quiere y puede que en algunas cosas vaya en contra del sistema o lo que la cultura dominicana estila. Pero ¿fue siempre así? ¿Siempre se visualizó como madre a esta edad? ¿Conectó inmediatamente con su maternidad?Esta conversación es sumamente chula pues no hay persona más auténtica que Ale ❣️nos comparte todos sus sentimientos genuinos, la historia de su Oops! Y sus ilusiones como mami de una Alejada desde nacimiento.Im•per•di•ble•

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Kicking things off with the big O heheh! So in my first ever official episode of Taboo Topic Tuesday me & Mumma Grimes aka my mum talk all things ORGASM! Yessss no stone is left un turned in this in depth review on the female orgasm hahah! Enjoy Love Misha x

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Yessss, ganz besondere Folge! Daniel & Kawus empfangen das erste Mal Gäste auf dem Podcast. Und passend zum Tourabschluss der Stand-Up 44 Tour, sind das natürlich Felix Lobrecht und Kinan Al! Felix hat sich geprügelt, Daniel wurde mit 'nem Messer bedroht, Kinan wurde Opfer eines bewaffneten 20€ Überfalls und Kawus warnt vor'm Haifischbecken! Heiße Folge! Neukölln, Raubüberfälle, schlechte Straßenmusiker, Comedy Nerd Talk - diese Folge hat alles.Aufgenommen direkt vor der letzten Stand-Up 44 Show in Wien, viel Spaß!Hier geht's zum Chips und Kaviar Merch!!! --> shop.chipsundkaviar.de

Is the Universe Friendly?THE ANSWER IS 100 % YESSSS.i'll explain why in this audio...THE UNIVERSE is like EBAY but 100 times bigger.Support the show (https://paypal.me/NICKCAMARDA?locale.x=it_IT)

Guys, guys, guys! Today Carley and Maddie review the 1995 cult classic, Welcome to the Dollhouse and get to chat with the ICONIC Heather Matarazzo!! Yes! For real! They talk politics, quarantine, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Princess Diaries, Saved and so much more! She even confirms a script has been written for Princess Diaries 3!! YESSSS. Enjoy :) Instagram: @teenagedirtbagzpodcast Heather's Instagram: @heathermatarazzo

Kids and family photo shoots can be tricky!  In this podcast, Lindsay shares a ton of ideas of how to make photo shots creative and FUN so you get the best pictures and everyone has a great time!   It’s so cool to get great pictures of your kids with natural smiles and pictures that capture their energy and their expressions at this age.   But sometimes it’s easier said than done.  We focus so much on what everyone is going to wear and where everyone is going to stand that by the time your kids or your whole family get in position, it’s like ok now SMILEEE kids!!  And sometimes this works, you might get a few smiles out of them but we've learned that the best way to get the best photos of your kids is by making photo shoots fun!   So that’s what we’re talking about today!     Take pictures yourself or hire a photographer to do it or have a friend shoot it. If you’re in Orange County and looking for a professional photographer, my guy Greg is incredible, especially at kids shoots. He’s so great with the kids and has patience for daysss and is always looking for the most creative way to shoot it.   Here’s his info:  Greg Loza  greg@belleamiestudios.com   Lindsay talks about how she does a photo shoot for each kids birthday to capture that age and that moment.     Plan ahead and think about what they like doing. What would they walk into and be like Yessss!! I'm so excited for this!   Some ideas:  balloons, animals, decorating cookies/cupcakes, pinata, park or beach and a smash cake (always a smash cake!!)   Make sure you do the messiest scene last!  Start with a fun one to get the momentum going.  If you have any that are more traditional, stick that in the middle so we get everyone having fun first, then sneak that in after.    You have to head over to HowToBeAwesomeAtEverything.com for so many inspiration images too! 

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Whoa! The universe SPOKE with this one and it's powerful!!! All about how we meld the old and new for a holistic approach to energy work, as well as how we stand in our personal truth/frequency to reach critical mass!!! Yessss!!!

Yessss they're are many thing outdated.. is catering to men one? Have A Listen!

Episode 85, Season 5Is the real Paul McCartney dead?Did a false paul join the band to help the remaining members release albums?As a fan of the Beatles I found this conspiracy quickly becoming my favorite.Facebook  https://www.facebook.com/bizarreconspiracies/Twitter  https://twitter.com/BizarreiumWebsite  https://bizarrecon.blogspot.com/Email bizarreconspiracies@gmail.comFind us on Itunes, Stitcher, Tunein and YouTube!And Now On Spotify.Just Search, Bizarre Conspiracies.Drop a review, Rate us, Follow and Subscribe.Listen Here

-Rick Hogg from War HOGG Tactical and Mark Kelley from Kelley Defense discuss upcoming events and give an update on their training calendars. -The guys talk about "On The Range Podcast" and stay away from the COVID-19 discussion....YESSSS! -Video Shows: https://youtu.be/2WoikUuJc1k https://www.warhogg.com/p/war-hogg-pistol-500---may-30-31-swansea-sc https://www.kelleydefense.com/training -Rick's new Panteao Production video is now streaming. https://panteao.com/product/war-hogg-tactical-practice-2-protect/ -Have a question? It could be answered during an upcoming show. Visit our Instagram pages to submit questions: https://instagram.com/ontherangepodcast https://instagram.com/warhoggtactical https://instagram.com/kelleydefense -Web Sites: https://warhogg.com https://kelleydefense.com --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/on-the-range/message

Yessss, we're back with another "Commentary on the Commentary", this time for New Moon with director Chris Weitz and editor Peter Lambert. Sounds like a weird thing to cover, but hear us out! There was actually so much to learn about the making of New Moon and the 'art of cinema'.  Is Chris Weitz cute? What's with his accent? Was he into Kristen Stewart? Also mentioned: the Cullens' SWIMMING POOL; forgiveness as a concept; and Kelly accidentally calls Jacob 'sexy'. 

Gyrls! Join us on Our FIRSTTTT virtual podcast episode through SKYPE! Welcome to "Quarantine Podcasting"! GTWJ had to buckle down and do a virtual episode and It was been incredible!!! *FORGIVE OUR TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES / Video / Audio We will be better next time! :)Quarantine Relationships! We are in this together ladies! This episode we are talking about the OTHER side of COVID. How are you handling being in lockdown with your significant other? Perhaps you are single...how is THAT going? How often do you have sex now? What do you do to stay in love?! YESSSS all that with my lovely guest co-host / producer Mona Elizabeth and the unmatched voice and talent Soulfia! My ladies held it down on our first virtual episode and I LOVE them, so I know you will too! Gyrls! Hit me up, j Marie (@GYRLTALKwithjMariepodcast) to let me know what you think of this week's episode by using the hashtag #GTWJ Credits:* Host: j Marie (itsjmariecomedy) * Executive Producer: Jennifer Marie (itsjmariecomedy) * Written By: Jennifer Marie (gyrltalkwithjmariepodcast)* Producer: Mona Elizabeth - (@Mo_thatsme) * Guest Co-Host: Mona Elizabeth (@Mo_thatsme) * Musical Guest: Soulfia (@Soulfia1)* Background Music: Mike Miller (@guitarsurfer) * Editor / Studio: Jennifer Marie and HOME STUDIOS! * Prayer Ministry: (@PrayerOnTheSpot)Thank you so much for listening! Please subscribe and follow us on all platforms! Til next time! xoxo j Marie! Instagram: @GyrltalkwithjMariepodcastSubscribe to our podcast and YouTube Channel https://youtu.be/I9d_USFxMs4

SO MANY STRAUSSES (STRAUSSI?), SO LITTLE TIME. Yessss in this Strauss-centric episode we discuss the life and times of Johann Strauss II and Richard Strauss - unrelated by blood, but both rather famous for composing some classical bangers. Enjoy!Little bits and pieces you might want to know about...Here's where you can hear all the music from all the episodes: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6HxdsK2pKwY2Dt44nvSojlAnd our Patreon for those who want more TCP: https://www.patreon.com/ThatClassicalPodcastWebsite: https://www.thatclassicalpodcast.com/Twitter: https://twitter.com/thatclassicalInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/thatclassicalinsta/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thatclassicalpodcast/ See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.

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My friend Amber is not only one of the most talented photographers I know, she's an incredible wife, mom and human! In this episode we talk about women who take care of everyone but themselves, the "Yoga Pants" mom and the call she received that no one in the world wants to get. You are going to say "Yessss", cry,  and be moved to take action in your life. Are you ready? Come listen!

Episode 163: the hoopy hundred and sixty-third episode of the PokeProblemsPodcast! This month's spooky news... Pokemon Go Trapinch Community Day - now with Earth Power, is happening right now! (Oct 12, 11am to 2pm.) Original Stitch’s Pokémon Shirts are now available in the US! You can also get selected shirts for your avatar in Pokémon GO in a Vileplume pattern, a Lickitung pattern, a Magikarp pattern, and a Snorlax pattern. Don't forget October Legendary Raid hours... Altered Forme Giratina October 16 and TBA October 23 and 30 from 6:00 p.m. to 7:00 p.m. in your local time zone. Pokemon Masters has more new content, including the new story event "The Girl in Black and White" starring Hilda and Tepig. Hau and his Alolan Raichu are also appearing in Pokemon Masters. Pokemon Sword and Shield 24 hour Galarian live stream revealed all kinds of cool stuff, like the Galarian Ponynta! And... new Galarian starter merch is coming to the Pokemon Center. Speaking of Pokemerch: New ‘Completely Thank-Full’ Pikachu Funko Figure at the Pokémon Center! There's a Shaymin (Land Forme) cookie in the figure! Cookie cutter making machine pic.twitter.com/XyGCn51N0V— Tool Of The Day (@toolotheday) December 24, 2018 Pokemon Rumble Rush has some new game improvements in the latest updates, in addition to new content like Empoleon and Garchomp. Install the Version 1.1.0 update in the Super Mario Maker 2 game to magically gain the ability to play co-op and versus multiplayer with people on your Nintendo Switch friends list! YESSSS! The Nintendo Switch “Quad Goals” tour is coming to a college campus near you! Check out the locations and dates. In honor of Overwatch coming to the Switch on October 15, there's Reaper and D.Va Switch controllers! And have you heard of this Overwatch cookbook? Miz Sylver's arcade adventures continue! She tried WACCA, the hottest new 360 rhythm game, at the Round1 in Holyoke. She stopped by the Salem Willows Arcade area on her way to Bit Bar Salem, which has added the Special Collector's Edition of the Addam's Family Pinball Machine, as well as a ton of other new stuff including a new menu! Thanks for listening! If you have any questions or comments, we want to hear from you. Tweet, email, or comment on the blog or Facebook to let us know! Follow @pokemoncastTweet!function(d,s,id){var js,fjs=d.getElementsByTagName(s)[0],p=/^http:/.test(d.location)?'http':'https';if(!d.getElementById(id)){js=d.createElement(s);js.id=id;js.src=p+'://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js';fjs.parentNode.insertBefore(js,fjs);}}(document, 'script', 'twitter-wjs');!function(d,s,id){var js,fjs=d.getElementsByTagName(s)[0],p=/^http:/.test(d.location)?'http':'https';if(!d.getElementById(id)){js=d.createElement(s);js.id=id;js.src=p+'://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js';fjs.parentNode.insertBefore(js,fjs);}}(document, 'script', 'twitter-wjs');

A freewheeling talk with a leading Transformative Justice thinker and activist about pole dancing, polyamory, and zeroing in on the people who are wildly attracted to us.Produced work by E.T. Townsend at Freq Flag MediaNotes:Fat, Bratty, Femmehttps://www.akpress.org/revolutionstartsathome.html

Love & Greetings 2 You RDDC Famz!! Let's talk extra facts shall we..? In this week's episode, the converstaions of the arch enemy arises once again.. Yessss it has and those are,,,, "Our Secret Hater's"! You know, the one's that continue to smile in our faces but really want to throw a cup of hot coffee in..! Or those who fake kick it with us or around us, just to seem un-shady low-key mode but our senses seemingly tell us otherwise.. Well, that is the name of the game right now.. It's RDDC time Familian's :) Thank you for staying tuned-In, We Love & Appreciate You Always! Just a reminder to the Familianz, #RDDC will be airing every "Wednesday before 7pm CST"! Our networks are expanding and we are growing better. Some Sundays will be for guests interviews/announcements etc.. CHECK OUT THE LINK'S BELOW :) WELCOME RDDC-FAMILIAN'Z! Do you feel stuck? Lost? Depressed? Or need clarity within your life? Well find some of these answers by going to: https://soundcloud.com/real-double-dose-channel & tuning in! Be The Change, Feel The Passion And Embrace The Power Of The Spirit!- Lex T. Stay tuned : ) 'CST'-WEDNESDAY'S- ..FOR NOW, THAT IS! Stay Prosperous, Blessed & Tuned-In For More..We Thank You Always!! Sign Up For; Travel Give-Aways, Gift Cards + More Coming Soon + Our Youtube Channel! Instagram- @realdoubledosechannel https://www.facebook.com/RDDCLexTeam/ https://www.facebook.com/RDDCLexTeam/community/ RealDoubleDoseChannel@yandex.com realdoubledosechannel.blogspot.com YOUTUBE TEMPLINK-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaYAa7hjqiCxLlBMtmYadsw https://soundcloud.com/real-double-dose-channel https://plus.google.com/+RealdoubledosechannelBlogspot http://www.stitcher.com/podcast/real-double-dose-channel?refid=stpr http://tunein.com/radio/Real-Double-Dose-Channel-p939315/ https://www.spreaker.com/show/realdoubledosechannel_1 https://www.iheart.com/podcast/realdoubledosechannel-29787378/ https://www.blubrry.com/realdoubledosechannel/ iTunes- https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/realdoubledosechannel/id1135239586?mt=2 --> RDDC Apparel link- https://skreened.com/modifymywear/rddc-hoodie-love? *We Do Not Own & It Is NOT RDDC'S MUSIC CLAIMS OR COPYRIGHTS ETC. Music Brought To You By: "Audio Library". https://realdoubledosechannel.blogspot.com/p/the-information-sections.html

  Hi Lovely, How is life treating you? I've been thinking of you and thought I'd send a note to remind you of a few key things to make your life's journey a little smoother. Here's my TOP TEN LIST: 1. Love yourself. This is the key to everything good in your life. It may sound over simplistic but the actual practice of self-love is a lifetime practice. You came from love and are an expression of love. So remember to be loving to yourself every day — no matter what. Promise? When those “inner voices” come in with doubt to tell you that you aren't enough, tell them firmly they are mistaken. You ARE worthy of a magnificent, healthy, and abundant life! When you know that to be true, you only allow what's in your highest good to come into your life. That's what we all deserve. 2. Make pleasure a priority. Pursue the things that light YOU up! Don't put your passions and interests to the side. They are your roadmap to happiness. You deserve to be happy, and only you know how to make that happen…so make it happen. Don't get distracted by other people's agendas or how they want you to spend your time. 3. Stand firmly in who you are like a wise old tree with its deep roots. The world will always have an opinion about what you should be and how you should see yourself, so remember this is your one shot at life and you don't have time to waste people pleasing and playing small. 4. Don't settle for a partner who doesn't honor you. When you are in a relationship, it isn't a daily roller coaster ride. You don't have to question whether the one you love is committed to the relationship, because you just know. It doesn't mean that you don't have to work on your relationship (all great love requires communication and commitment). It does mean that if your partner isn't treating you with the respect you deserve, then it's time to move on. Great love does exist! This goes for friendships too. Let go of the toxic people in your life and surround yourself with a tribe of people who love you as you are. 5. Life has its seasons. Sometimes we are in a season where everything flows, and other times it is as if the universe wants to see how much you can handle. Ride the waves with grace knowing there will always be a peaceful shore ready to greet you in time — so keep the faith! 6. Find joy in the little things. Look for the humor in life and laugh every day just like when you were a little girl. Let your inner child illuminate your path.  7. Don't be afraid to ask for help. At times we need a helping hand, and it takes strength to admit when we don't have the answers and need guidance or a shoulder to lean on.  8. Remember that you are here for a special reason. You have unique gifts that you are meant to share. You are living your "purpose"when you use those special talents in a way that brings you joy. There are no rules about how to express your gifts. Think about being in service and how you can help and doors will open. Pursue what's whispering in your heart. You want to look back on your life and think, “YESSSS, I lived an awesome life!” 9. Don't wait for permission to go for your dreams and desires. Most people don't understand the vision you have for your life, so you have to trust in yourself and your inner knowing and take that first step. Dream big and often! It feels like you have all of the time in the world, but you don't. Make your dreams a priority and take inspired action every day. You'll thank me for this one later. ;) 10. Appreciate your beauty. Be grateful for your youth, your skin, your body, and your mind. Treat your body with respect - and nourish it. When you look back you'll realize just how beautiful you were, so don't wait twenty years to recognize the goddess that you are today. Enjoy each day, stay present, and be grateful for this gift of life and the gift of you. Xoxo, Your 40-Something Self   

This might be one of the most fun interviews we’ve done yet on the podcast. Shawna Beckmann is a fellow sales trainer that helps her clients “get paid without being a PITCH…” She’s raw, real, and tells her story of graduating college during an economic downturn and how she became an entrepreneur. Reinvention, a few moves across the county, and 5 kiddos later - Shawna is amazing at what she does! I know what you’re thinking - WAIT - did you REALLY put someone on your podcast that is a DIRECT competitor?! YESSSS - because she’s brilliant and because it’s all about community over competition. When you listen, you’ll hear that Shawn and I have very different styles and our business are very different. We just happen to share a passion for teaching sales to help women build businesses that make money! Shawna's Bio Shawna is a speaker and sales trainer for business owner who are eager to create a waiting list of happy paying clients. She helps them communicate more effectively without comprising integrity using her "Consensual Sales" framework. Her unique experience working in crisis call centers has revolutionized how business owners understand and implement their own sales strategy. Free Resource Three part video training on how to book eager paying clients with no regrets. WWW.CONSENSUALSALESTRAINING.COM

WE ARE LIVE! YESSSS! Welcome to She’s Unstoppable: The Podcast! In this episode, I’m sharing… Exactly how I launched (and re-launched) my business - when I was totally broke. The most important thing that I focused on to be successful from the beginning. How I transitioned from being an underpaid freelancer to a successful coach. Join the Unstoppable Women Entrepreneurs Facebook Group: bit.ly/uwenew

In this episode we share a deeply nourishing conversation with Daniel Foor, PhD, author of Ancestral Medicine and creator of the Practical Animism course. We explore embodiment as inter-relationship and indebtedness to the other-than-human world, about the intimacy of eating other bodies (whether plant or animal.) He says there are no environmental problems only human behavior problems and we explore how an animist, embodied worldview can help heal many current issues, including racism, sexism, disconnection, environmental harm and more. We explore that it’s not so important whether we can prove that ancestral healing or animism are “true,” but what kind of results living with these perspectives offer to improve our lives. We talk about grief as part of the process of becoming reconnected; the importance of slowing down; and the beauty of making offerings; as well as Daniel’s vision for his work in the world, which includes animist values becoming mainstream. (Yessss!) We’re so delighted to share this conversation with you. Find more about Daniel at ancestralmedicine.org. You can join us in his Practical Animism course through mid-June, 2019.

Miss Casey Kior and special guest DreaNicoleMusik, an amazingly talented RnB singer and philanthropist from Brooklyn NY, chop it up about what music is missing today. Yessss and she leaves us with a track,from her upcoming album titled MusicalTherapy!! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/cassandra565/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/cassandra565/support

Nerd Rage Radio Show Notes Episode 179: The Gangs All Here Nerd Weeks GOD, YESSSS! https://deadline.com/2019/01/kevin-smith-jay-and-silent-bob-sequel-saban-films-1202541853/ A Tolkien Biopic https://www.usatoday.com/story/life/movies/2019/01/25/exclusive-first-photos-jrr-tolkien-biopic-stars-nicholas-hoult/2669248002/ It’s Almost Like The Real DC https://www.cbr.com/dc-comics-layoffs-restructuring/ But On The Bright Side https://www.cbr.com/young-justice-outsiders-titans-streaming-hits/ Now That’s A Bird Box https://www.cbr.com/birds-prey-teaser-cast/ It Has Begun https://www.comicbookmovie.com/suicide_squad/james-gunn-officially-on-board-to-direct-suicide-squad-relaunch-with-mostly-all-new-cast-a166150 Could This Be The Official Word On Afflek https:/batman/the-batman-suicide-squad-2-dc-/www.comicbookmovie.com/super-pets-get-release-dates-ben-affleck-is-no-longer-the-dark-knight-a166147 Q&A screenshot Shoutouts Show is available on MANY PLATFORMS PODBEAN https://fanboychannel.podbean.com/ iTUNES https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/nerd-rage-radio-podcast/id1042384182?mt=2 SPOTIFY https://u922627.ct.sendgrid.net/wf/click?upn=TvhtDiauxJVhRdbUMx2NHL6ODzLmx4MtfKCdFx-2FSGFSUIPgiSYH7agMFJtneHw-2FtOsToPdn23I50qDGQC73qrw-3D-3D_usub8r351FyNadrHZvgptzygfrvb6k11ewTXwkQ4AB2e-2Buqcztp-2BcZiPKSMXYyHnMs8H-2FHJ8wTMBog1HGpnTaMkKnW4Kg8Fa1lCjfxjYYfsdqkIWXhZt6LW7romlh-2BdWFTj697WOEFj3wJ1eqhRKKxodfkcWmYRUVgJ86dwnyKekE458XM9RPYKOVKKBy8C7m67tCykUVtoaD3UdGJstiF4UAlhlg9O8SSJAkRP3Ves5YvL8qNxy0AcYho004ioOsr3dbiADKeYPTTbpic01T3eCC4jaHayKVwznZPNRQU4-3D YOUTUBE https://www.youtube.com/NerdRageRadio STITCHER Www.stitcher.com/podcast/nerd-rage-radio PLAYER FM Www.player.fm/series/nerd-rage-radio-podcast-1869373 PODBAY Www.podbay.fm/show/1042384182 https://overcast.fm/itunes1042384182/nerd-rage-radio-podcast SUPPORT US ON PATREON & GET TONS OF BONUS CONTENT!!!Patreon.com/nerdrageradio FOLLOW US ON SOCIAL MEDIA Facebook.com/nerdrageradiopodcast Instagram @nerdrageradioig Twitter @nerdragecast WRITE IN TO THE SHOW Email: info@nerdrageradio.com

The impermanence of everything… and what to do about it. Well, this might come across as a bit of a depressing episode… but it’s not meant to be that way, and it’s something that we just need to embrace, because it’s true for every one of us… and trying to hold on to tight to things that are going to fall away, is not only pointless, but it’s counterproductive. The topic is The impermanence of everything… and what to do about it. Answer: Have options. When you have options, everything in life becomes easier. Sometimes when you have too many options, it becomes overwhelming… But this post is specifically for girls that have put themselves in situations that they don’t feel like they can get out of. Everything in life is impermanent. From all the stuff that we buy, to relationships with all people (because all people die), down to our own bodies…. Because we will eventually die too. There’s something unexplainably enlightening when you’re really about able to let go of the outcome you thought was going to happen… And shift your life gracefully in a new direction. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve done it. Even when I haven’t really wanted to… but knew it was the best option for my life, even if I knew it wouldn’t feel good at first. This comes to down the places I’ve lived, the jobs I’ve had, and all the friendships and relationships I’ve been in. The best ways I know of to not feel stuck. Have money. Have friends. Know how to take advantage of the resources available because of the internet. Let's start with number 1…. And I really would place this at number 1. Because people (friends) come and go… and you never know who’s going to be available when you need them the most. But money is something you can always count on to get you out of I think any type of situation… other than of course a dangerous one with a crazy person that doesn’t give a shit if you offer them money or not. Money is the answer to a way out of everything. If you have money you can get an uber, get on a plane, rent an apartment or room, and start a new life. Or, just keep traveling to new places and making new money. Money is the answer. If we want to live life to its fullest… the answer is money. With money, relationships are happier, resources are purer, and life is more exciting, adventurous, and comfortable. Life is whatever you want, when you have money. I’m a hippie that’s converting to a capitalist because I’ve realized that in order for me to take care of my family, live how I want to, do what I want to, be who I want to…. (Which is completely fucking free….) I HAVE to have money. If you’re hearing my voice right now… you’re in the same position as me. Unless we lived in a tribe or grew our own food and had our out clean water supply… we have to have money. I realize how many people have a problem with money. It’s time to let that go. It’s time to decide you’re going to become rich. Number 2 is friends. Family is important to have…. But I think having friends you can rely on is better. For a couple reasons…. One is with Family, it hurts more if they say no, it’s harder for them to say no even if it’s super imposing on them… and besides that… It just feels better to have a friend that you know WANTS to help, instead of a family member that feels obligated. That being said… I’ve put myself in quite a few pinches that my sister has helped dig me out of. But in most cases… I’ve desperately not wanted to ask her, and in a lot of them they’ve been very uncomfortable for both of us. So thank you little sister if you ever find out about my podcast and you’re listening. I’m going to go into a story now about how having options with friends that truly care about you, how it can help and make you feel so much better about life…. But everything I’m about to say about how nice it feels to have friends……. This doesn’t mean you should everrr become friends with people because you think you can get something out of them. I think friendship is about helping each other grow. If you think you can help the other person grow, you see the potential, and they want more out of life… be friends with them! But if they become toxic in your life…. Let them go. Yessss that can be super hard…. But if you want to reach your fullest potential…. You can’t have someone dragging you down all the time. It’s too hard. And the other thing is, don’t become friends with someone just because you think they can get you somewhere, but you have no intention of adding value to their life. Don’t be that person. It’s incredibly unattractive. Add value to people’s lives, and people will be attracted to you… and when you’re down and out… they’ll do what they can to help you. As I’m writing this to talk about it later… just writing this is making my eyes start to tear up. So the story… about a month ago, I thought for sure my fiancée and I were going to break up. I mean, we had a huge fight…. And of course… being the little nomad that I am… after about 5 minutes of feeling horrible… I had to start game planning my next move. I hadn’t been to work. I had barely any money. I needed to decide where I wanted to move. How I was going to be able to rent a room, get an airbnb or couch surf until I had enough to pay for an apartment. Or did I want to move back in with my parents? It would save me money, but I would be living in a little town that didn’t have a strip club…. I would be able to help my dad with projects he has around the house, and help take care of my mom who could absolutely use the care… but is that in my highest and best good? I want to help my family maybe more than anything… but I think the best way I can help them, is to make money. When I make money, I can move them to a different location that’s nicer, where it’s sunny and so they can walk on the beach, get grounded and get plenty of vitamin D from the sunshine… I can buy my mom a hyperbaric chamber so that she can get full oxygen through her body and brain… I can take her to a specialist that can tell us if she has heavy metals in her brain which might be preventing her from being able to think clearly… I can get them a chef to make them super healthy meals every day… There’s a lot I’ll be able to help them with, as soon as I have money. So I started thinking about the best places to work/live. What was I going to do? I started planning on going to work 3 more times before my flight to see my parents was actually coming up that week. I didn’t think that my fiancée would kick me out…. But I’ve definitely been kicked out of places for not sleeping with people before, my fiancée would never kick me out for that… but I’ve just delt with so much shit staying with other people… that him telling me to leave, or me just wanting to leave because of being super uncomfortable… was right there are the forefront of my mind. So, this all brought me to the feeling of, now I need to go to work, because I HAVE to… and we all know how that feels…. It can be hard to go to work when you HAVE to go. I know in situations that I’ve literally HAD to go… has been super depressing and hard for me. It’s much easier to go to work when you don’t need to, but you’re working on a goal, or you have a great reason to go…. Other than you’re desperate. Guys can feel the desperate. Which is another great reason to be SMART with your money. To save up to 6 months of rent, so just in case something happens… you’ve got a cushion. It really is a lifesaver sometimes. So I went to the beach so I could get out of the house and attempt to think clearly about how my next week was going to look before I left California and probably never came back. And I got a text from my favorite girl in the world. If you’re in the facebook group you probably know who I’m talking about. She’s one of those people that I think about and am so incredibly thankful for…… Historically… I’ve been a very to myself kind of person. I’ve always wanted more, I’ve always been very particular… since I was in my late teens, I’ve heard that you’re the average of the 5 people you spend the most time with… and after really thinking about it… and seeing who I associated myself with … that scared me into not wanting to hang out with anyone. Something I want to say real quick about friendships…. Is they’re not like relationships. When you get a boyfriend/girlfriend…… there’s a CLEAR CUT time when y’all break up. “We’re done” it’s over… no more… probably won’t even still be friends…. But when you’re friends with someone.. and you decided they’re really quite toxic to be around……. Most people find it super hard and socially unacceptable to tell you’re friend “We’re done”. And this is a HUGE reason to be very selective with who you become friends with. Choose your friends wisely!!! Because it’s hard to break up with them. All that being said……. I’m incredibly incredibly incredibly thankful for my beautiful friend in Florida… And that day that I went to the beach…trying to plan my next literal move before I even went back to the house… And she texted me. Said that her and her daughter really missed me, and that “my room” was waiting for me anytime I was ready. She gave me a room in her house… The amount of stress and pressure that instantly fell off of me was indescribable. I had a place to go, with a club near by that I could instantly start making money in… So…. Find people that you truly admire… people that you have great conversations with… people that you respect and have fun with… And become friends with them! Keep in touch… and try to add value to their lives. However you can. People are so important. Relationships with the RIGHT people are so important anyway. Okay and 3rd. Leveraging the internet. I was in Nevada. Staying with a girl I used to work with… and while she was going out to work to make money…. I was trying to decide what I wanted to do with my life. I was very unhappy. I went with her so that I could walk around casinos and wait for guys to ask me to play. I had been out there before to do that, and actually had a lot of fun, and made a lot of money over a 2 week time span. But this time… was different. The introvert in me wasn’t letting me leave the house we were staying in. So while I was there…. Desperate for a life change…. I started thinking about where I could go that had the most money, that I would enjoy the most. I went downstairs and the person we were staying with had on a show about some of the wealthiest homes in the United States. And I don’t remember how many of them were in Miami… but it was enough to make me realize… I wanted to go to Miami. But how? I needed a place to stay. I needed the money to get there. And I needed a new job. I couldn’t stand the idea of working in a club when I got there. I really wanted a life change. So… realizing that you really can figure out anything you put your mind to… I decided to get on craigslist and make a post. I posted something about needing a place to stay, wanting to work for an entrepreneur, and being able to cook, clean, do assistant work, and being an outstanding networker. I got a message back the same day. Some guy named Rey. We worked out a deal that was basically he would pay for my flight, take care of all my necessities for the first month, and then he would start paying me. It was going to be a trail basis until then, but a guaranteed 1 month. I was stoked. I flew to Miami with a new feeling of excitement, accomplishment in getting a new job with an entrepreneur (trying to surround myself with people I wanted to be like)… and going back to Florida, which I was really missing. I missed the sand between my toes, and the year-round bikini weather. So, I got to Florida, and I think Rey had someone pick me up if I remember correctly. Got to his place… beautiful apartment in a rich area of Miami… annnnnnnnnnnnd I came to find out, that it was a one bedroom. He didn’t even have a couch I could sleep on. It was 2 1 seater chairs in his living room. So this meant I could sleep in his bed with him, or I could sleep on the floor in the living room. I wasn’t stressed out about it…. But I had a feeling it wasn’t a good sign. So, what does any good entertainer do that is trying to keep the peace with people and just get through life? I went into his alcohol cabinet. Vodka quickly became my best friend at his house. I had a list of chores to do, I was running on literally a couple hours of sleep, and no where to actually sleep. To make a long story short… after sleeping on the floor for 3 days… giving him a massage where he asked if he could be naked and had a huge boner… after he realized I didn’t want to have anything to do with him like that…. Things went bad. Real fast. So I’m in Miami, he hasn’t paid me a dime, and he tells me I need to leave. Lol it’s funny to think about now… but at the time… I was like fuck. I knew it was better than staying with him… but damnit. That was short lived, and I didn’t have a plan. Super fortuanately my sister happened to live within walking distance. Crazy right? So…. I walked out of his apartment and went to the pool and called my sister. This was supposed to be a shout out to using craigslist to find what you’re looking for, but I just realized that it might not sound like a good one. But, I will say, everything ended up pretty good. I got on Craigslist again, and that’s another long story… but I ended up staying in Miami for about 8 months before I decided it was time for me to move on. You NEVER KNOW what you’re going to find on craigslist. It can be a very valuable resource. Figure out exactly what you want… and post it. And maybe in multiple cities. Some other great resources are Whatsyourprice.com, which we’ve talked about on this channel, and I can’t recommend enough that you actually try it out. You can have men pay you to go on legit dates with them. This saved me a while back when I was going through some shit and couldn’t force myself to go to work. I was able to walk away from stripping for a while, and just go on fun dates with guys that paid me and took me out to eat. Another is Housecarers.com. This is a site where you can go on vacations (or stay if you just need to live somewhere for free for a while). They have people from all around the globe that need to have their house watched… either because they have pets, plants, or just a really nice house that they need someone to watch while they’re out of town. You can find houses to sit for a couple days, or a couple years…. And they’re all over the world. Maybe you can find one near a strip club that you want to work at. There’s also Couchsurfing.com This has been a very valuable resource for me. Let’s say you want to move to a new city, but want to go without paying for hotels, to check out the city, maybe work for a night or 2 at a club, and see if you actually want to live where you think you want to live. You can find people on this site that will “host you” which means let you stay with them… for free. If you take advantage of this opportunity… PLEASE be respectful of whoever you’re staying with. I think it’s an unwritten rule that if you’re on couch surfing, you need to be a respectful and cool person. Don’t leave their house messy, and if you’re planning on going there and working while you’re in town… TELL THEM. Or work day shift so that you don’t come into their home super late at night. Make SURE TO TELL THEM if you’re going to go to work, and ask if that’s okay. This could make things complicated if it’s a guy…. But I still think you should tell them… because it’s not okay to go stay with someone, leave at 9pm and come back at 2am. It’s their home, and they don’t know you. Let them know what’s going on. Okay, these are some major resources you can use that could end up being super helpful. I’m going to end it there. Have back up options and always be ready to adapt. It’s important. Remember this quote…. “It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent; it is the one most adaptable to change.” Embrace impermanence. Because everything is impermanent. And everything will change. Learn how to adapt quickly… and embrace change. Even if it’s not ideal. Embrace it, and be thankful for it. You can always improve on how things have changed… and besides that, they’re going to change again anyway. So just always look for the positive and see how you can make it a BETTER change. Take care. Stay positive. 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