Cosmic ASSplorations podcast

Watch this episode on Youtube.Today we weave with the luminous Emma Marshall—a brand alchemy & conscious leadership mentor, international retreat facilitator, poet, musician, and a fiercely soft woman whose presence is a transmission in itself.Emma guides women into building brands that pulse with truth, resonance & deep impact—while getting paid to be fully, unapologetically themselves.

“The essence of the Gene Keys is the transformation of the suffering of our past into the Gifts of the future.” ✨

"Slow is the new Deep." - Eline Wigestrand

I almost chose not to publish this episode. Sometimes when I sit down to record my solo musings, I feel like I can wander so far & wide that it can be hard for people to follow. I also share so openly & unfiltered that it feels really raw sometimes to share it with the world. In full honesty, almost every solo episode I make, my inner critic comes in to sprinkle some harsh criticism & tries to make me insecure about what I shared. It makes me wonder if it's even valuable for people, if it makes sense, if what I'm sharing is even valid etc. You probably know the script, as this Inner Critic archetype is one most of us get visited by at least occasionally. But you see, it comes down to a choice... What will I do with these stories that I tune in at the moments of trying to release sth vulnerable that I made/revealed? What will I CHOOSE to do with these little voices? How will I respond? At this point, I know the stories of this inner critic well enough to know they are simply invitations into wider self-compassion, deeper self-mastery, softening of the ego & surrendering to the flow of love that I feel wants to speak through me. It's a skill that came with practice. It's a journey of connecting, learning, "failing", messing it up, getting lost, reconnecting, claiming, CHOOSING! So here I am, letting myself be vulnerable in this sharing, trusting that those who of you who are meant to come in touch with these messages will receive their purpose in a way that is just right for you at this point. Or maybe it will come back & make sense somewhere down the line. :)

What a ride 2023 has been… The ripples keep rippling.  As with any ritual, the completion & the closure of the energetic loops is an essential part of the process. So here we close 2023 with the biggest lessons & experiences the last few months of the year; the sacred connection with the Goddess ISIS (living in the in-between spaces, moving with the mystery, surrendering to the unique timeline of your life) Family Constellation course, the burdens of our lineage & the addiction to our drama navigating the pain of separation, abandonment, superiority, belonging, parenting our parents, people-pleasing returning to the north (moving to Sweden + Norway), building resilience the struggles of living the nomadic life healing past-life karmic patterns in relationships masterful manifestation (trusting the guidance before it makes sense) dreams I had forgotten about coming true the art of prayer rock bottom gold

After leaving Bali & returning to Europe in June 2023, I spent my summer in a lil tantric community in the Swedish country-side called Ängsbacka. It's a very special vortex of exhilarated growth, and that's exactly what it offered - especially within the realms of relationships & health. It was a summer of close community life, rain, volunteering, dancing, singing, loving, crying, orgasming, drinking tea, praying, picking blueberries, running naked through the forest, bathing in lakes, having TREE-somes, attending a bunch of temple nights & spanking workshops, experimenting with polyamory, receiving new blueprints of relating, riding through some panic attacks & dealing with some tricky infections. Join me for this saucy ride through my summer of 2023. In full honesty, it got a bit saucier than I intended. ;) P.S.: My muse Eva Skledar & I recorded an episode for her podcast while we were at the community together. If you speak Slovene, you can go deeper with us here: ⁠on sisterhood, polyamory & living in a tantric community⁠.

This is a journey through my April, May & June of 2023 that were mainly signified by different plant medicine journeys, deep healing, leaving Bali & returning back to my homeland of Slovenia to host my first Cosmic ASS retreat at my family house.  In this episode, I share my experiences with medicines like kambo, bufo (5-MeO-DMT), mushrooms, cannabis & ayahuasca, my journey of ancestral clearing, feminine + masculine rising, womb healing, kundalini activations & ancient feminine mysteries through Egyptian Goddess ISIS.  From the most vulnerable human aspects like struggling with pressure, worth, value & productivity, to melting into the golden fields of Higher Consciousness - I guess this is the spectrum that Cosmic ASSplorations always cover anyway. P.S.: You can now watch this ep & hang out with me in video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fevakristina/videos

PART 1 (after intro) of my personal 2023 apocalypse reflection! Ride through the main lessons & ass-kicking experiences of the first 3 months of 2023 with me! And oh my, did they bring me down on my knees in so many ways...

It's been one UFFF of a year! 2023. Uffff.

"Sometimes you simply have to fuck up a little!"  - Lexy Davis

Welcome, cosmic lovers, to an episode that takes us deep into the mysteries of the womb, the depths of the feminine wisdom, the reclamation of our power through the sacred feminine, the power of yoni, the divine union & the awakened sexuality.

"You only get it when you let it go." - George Joy Zouein

"It is all already here if you allow yourself to truly be Here." - Feva Kristina, cosmic ASS witch Hello, cosmic lovers. Ya gal landed back on European soil & is preparing to hold the first Cosmic ASSplorations retreat. As a part of the preparation, the body decided to rest, purge & transmute by "getting sick". So we surrender, trust & well, decide to enjoy it. :) On day 3 of bed-ding, I felt like going through the journals I filled while living in Bali, and then got inspired to make a podcast episode commenting & expanding on it. So here we are! As always: cheeky, playful, raw, vulnerable flow that takes us on reflections about: a beautiful meeting I had with someone in Bali, the nature of our dynamic & the wonderful polarity dance that we experienced an ecstatic, blissful kirtan experience with cacao activation (releasing so much shame from childhood & religious upbringing) being one with God full-body energy orgasms during cold plunging intense kundalini rising in the sauna the (in)ability to experience orgasms with a partner healing with your own voice & sound (shedding shame) the great paradox of life & living (free will & absolute determinism) embodied feeling VS analyzing your emotions (when journaling becomes a means of distraction & escape from truly feeling your emotions, rather than processing them in a grounded way) why I do TANTRIC astrology glimpses into my medicine journey with bufo (5-meO-DMT) "Love God inside your body. Love yourself like the Universe loves you." Play with me:⁠⁠⁠  @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠Moar: ⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠ ⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠

"Bali is like social media in real life." - Vic Stratford

"Sensuality is what connects us to our own life & body. It's how we experience life, especially as women." - Alexandra Marie Wild

"You've been hating yourself your whole life to fit in, it's time to start loving yourself fully to stand out." - Mimi Morrall

"God is one kinky mthrfckr." - Bodhi

"There is this ironic paradoxical journey of leaving home to realize I was home the whole time. What is even that journey? Of self-betterment? Only that at some point of the journey there is a realization that I don't need to be better - I am already amazing as I am." - Bodhi

"Underneath the pain is an endless ocean of ecstasy." - Jasmeen Hana

My early morning post-meditation reflection. A quite vulnerable & personal share on what I've been moving through around this Eclipse season. Childhood stories that imprinted a sense of wrongness, not-enough-ness aka too-much-ness, shame & guilt, leading to repression, not feeling safe & supported, which is still sometimes showing up for me in a sense of victim + lack mentality. In this episode, I share my process of leading myself back to wholeness, gratitude & love, without further repressing & neglecting the valuable, tender, hurting parts of me & my inner child. Sensual shadow play, baby.

A unique & powerful cosmic AS*S session that is combining astrology, Human Design, Gene Keys, cards, Akashic Records & past life remembrance. Challenging our patterns & conditioning, bringing through activating clarity & deep soul recognition. Expanding our awareness & reminding us of what (else) is possible, so that we can ground into clarity & truth, choose differently - in accordance with what feels more aligned & authentic to us personally. So that we can live in the most powerful & healing integrity. This reading is packed with not only knowledge that these sacred tools of astrology, HD, Gene Keys hold for us, but also offers contemplative questions & wisdom nuggets that EVERYONE can benefit from. Through feeling Nour (on the receiving end of this reading) land into her inner clarity & vision, open yourself up to feel & receive the energetic essence of this gift to expand you into yours.

Scorpio sting activates the deepest corners of our being & seduces us into the darkness of its Underworld. Endless inner caves shaped by mysterious emotional rivers echo with our most potent desires, expanding our longings for deep intimacy & “forbidden” passions that have a potential to dissolve us into pure Presence & unity with Truth. The intense rocking of these subconscious waves can often feel like dying. What would happened if you stopped resisting & just surrendered? What if you allowed your shadows to swallow you whole & maybe actually lead you to your own wholeness? Scorpio teaches us that death is just a part of the process, not the end; an energetic transformation. How can you support Death to do Her magic? How can you create a safe space to welcome intense emotional experiences into your loving awareness? Not to fix, judge or get rid of, but simply allow it to express & be witnessed. To lovingly & patiently sit in the intensity & discomfort, and get curious about the essence of arising triggers. Listen to them, observe; how do they move, look, sound, feel in your body? What is at the core? These are all activations. The arrows that lead us to more of us. Anchors that allow us to drop deeper into ourselves. ♏ This Scorpio season, choose to dare to meet yourself deeper. Trust that your fears are here to expand you & your desires to guide you. Welcome this new level of internal power & intimacy with yourself and the world. Allow this season to reveal to you your emotional landscapes in a completely new way. The part of us that's about to die is not the one that we don't like, but the stories that make us believe we shouldn't like them. So let's play with our shadows, instead of hiding in them or from them.

"Love is not a relationship. Love is not what we do. Love is what we are." - Chandresh Bhardwaj Under the light of the Sun & Venus in Libra, the sign of partnerships & love, we are talking about love with a 7th generation tantra teacher, an adorer of the Feminine in all Her forms, a poet to the Devi Consciousness lineage & a true devotee of Kali Ma. Chandresh brings a modern context twists & thought-provoking ideas on how we perceive masculine and feminine energy through the primordial tantra wisdom traditions. With nods from The Dalai Lama and Dr. Deepak Chopra, he creates transformative meditation programs, provides spiritual advice to decision-makers in Hollywood and Wall Street, helps leaders to lead with awareness and intention, and facilitates spiritual programs for drug rehabilitation centers. ♡ I invite you into this unique "satsang" of love, where we dive into: *guest convo starts at 6.20 min Meeting Chandresh through his chart How can we understand love (& money) through Goddess Lakshmi (= Venus in Vedic Mythology) & Devi Consciousness (= Divine Feminine) How tantra views relationships & love? What is the difference between a tantric relationship & a sacred union (relationships as spiritual path) Different stages of love What is the healing that needs to be embraced before we are able to truly embody divine love? What healing are we avoiding that is preventing us to experiencing the love we desire? How to hold space for transformation within relationships? What does it mean to love freely? What makes us artists in love? How can we bring more art into loving? Chandresh the Instagram poet: @cbmeditates Chandresh's podcast Leela Gurukul Moar about his work: www.leelagurukul.com Play with me: @fevakristina Book a cosmic session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations Apply for Cosmic Coaching (1:1 intimate dance): https://forms.gle/mx259y11M24KLpzL7 ♡ Much luv, Feva Kristina

OHMILOOOORD! Libra season is ey BIG time period for my 5-planets Libra ASS that is also celebrating her Solar Return. Besides birthday hype & casual every day life celebrations, I am also eeeep-ing to 1 year of podcasting! WAH!! Deeply grateful for & expanded by this journey! Thank you for dancing & loving along.

"The whole strategy to living your life is to simply not resist the natural pull. Your body will naturally feel drawn to the right direction for you." - Diana Sab, Voice of the Sacred

A season for stepping more deeply into your purposeful alignment & holistic well-being, recognizing the healing powers of your wounds & insecurities, embodying your devotion to Love, rooting into the inherent perfection of what is, creating your unique, sustainably efficient flow, diving deeper into the sacred tools of understanding systems of energy (astrology, Human Design, Gene Keys, enneagram etc.) & mastering the gifts of your choices & convictions. A perfect synastry between the Spirit in you & the human of You. ❥ ♍ VIRGO ASSPLORATIONS: The mastery of Self Purposeful direction of energy The archetype of Virgin Mary & the concept of 'purity' Life purpose VS life mission Redefining efficiency Holistic alignment through 5 yogic koshas The story of Chiron - The Wounded Healer (astroid) Turning our pain into power Mastering our divine humanness Is your service really serving you (serving "the greater why") The trap of a healing process ❥ Play with me: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Book a Cosmic Session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations/cosmicassplorations?month=2022-05 22 days of play & pleasure challenge: https://cosmicassplorations.com/masterclasses Cosmic Coaching (1:1 intimate dance): https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching Cosmic ASSplorations Gang - embodied astrology bundle: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang ❥ Much luv, Feva Kristina

"We can read all the scriptures, but the real wisdom is found in our blood, bones & breath. It's really felt in every cell of our bodies, if we are open to receiving that wisdom." - Angelina Knight (Rebellious Mystic, Medicine Woman, Feminine Embodiment Leader, Transformational Dancer)

"Oh sacred neteru from the Great Above, may our hearts remember the language of wholeness being sung to us by you, the Ancient Guardians of Shamanic Egypt. May we embrace our Divine Humanity and remember that our true mission has always been the embodiment of Heaven on Earth. Infinite thanks for the Secret Codes that are now being activated within our body and soul's memory. At the Turning of the Ages, on the threshold of the New Aeon, we mend the Sacred Hoop of our wounds and dance our way into wholeness. At last we finally remember—we are the ones we've been waiting for!" - from the book/transmission Shamanic Egyptian Astrology by Linda Star Wolf and Ruby Falconer An intro to a Leo season guest feature episode on Egyptian Mysteries with Feminine Embodiment Mystic Angelina Knight (look for part II). ☥ Play with me: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Book a Cosmic Session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations/cosmicassplorations?month=2022-05 22 days of play & pleasure challenge: https://cosmicassplorations.com/masterclasses Cosmic Coaching (1:1 intimate dance): https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching Cosmic ASSplorations Gang - embodied astrology bundle: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang ☥ Much luv, Feva Kristina

The season of play & pleasure! Creative self expression. Romance & love affair (with life & hot lovers). Joy. Courage. Confidence. Will power. Shining your light & sharing your gifts. Creativity. Child-like spirit. Taking risks & being bold. Leadership. Open heart. Drama. Radiance. Happiness. • LEO ASSPLORATIONS: Leo themes & energies The embodiment of the Sun (your Sun astrology) - connecting to that vital force of the Sun (within) that motivates us to seek the highest expression of the true self What connects you to your joy & pleasure? How do you even define & experience pleasure? What does it mean to you? What place does it have in your life? How do you experience satisfaction? What is holding you back from experiencing more pleasure? >>> special LEO SEASON CHALLENGE: 22 DAYS OF PLAY & PLEASURE = expanding our awareness, experience & embodiment of pleasure. Reconditioning our perception, our patterns & our habits in a playful, pleasurable way to be able to experience more joy, presence, expanded awareness, sensuality, authentic expression & radiance. Opening up to new levels of pleasure & making it a new default way of living & relating to life. When: thought Leo season, August 1 - August 22 What: daily play & pleasure practices (that you get to curate for yourself) 2h initiation Masterclass on Monday, August 1, at 10.00 CET Cheeky pleasure workbook with loving guidance, playful exercises & a reflective pleasure journal Community platform for sharing, loving, crying + yummy nuggets of content for extra guidance, empowerment & inspiration BONUS: Cosmic ASS Guide (astro workbook) Investment: 22 eur (1 pleasure eur a day) Pleasurable additions: 1 x personal 1:1 session: 4 x 1:1 support …with customised practices, personal support & guidance, empowered accountability & sacred tools like astrology (especially focused on your unique pleasure story that astrology is telling), tarot, akashic records (what your soul has to reveal around your pleasure journey) & reiki (opening up your energy body to let the pleasure flow move more clearly & easefully). IG/DM for moar. • Play with me: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Book a Cosmic Session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations/cosmicassplorations?month=2022-05 Apply for Cosmic Coaching (1:1 intimate dance): https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSe-Y7zfn25IBrmSaKV7J2itaNuo_wxTvSrkAcGak-Z-e7Ek_g/viewform Cosmic ASSplorations Gang - embodied astrology bundle: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang • Much luv, Feva Kristina

This is such a soothing episode for the feminine heart & all of the lovers of the feminine heart; while honoring the beautiful holding of the masculine behind it all. In this Cancer-inspired guest episode, I am blessed by the presence of Mahé Ravi Hardev - the muse of beauty, the lover of depth, the leader of truth. She is a heart-centred mystic on somatic trauma healing & wild emotional alchemy that embraces polarity union, welcomes in feminine leadership, worships devotional love, plays in-between the cycles of death and rebirth & reminds us of the profound act of re-wilding (back) into nature. I would like to invite you to stay in the flow with us till the end of this episode, because that's where my possibly favorite part of this beautiful conversational dance waves through. May this flow nurture you, too. ✤ ASSPLORATIONS (welcoming Mahé at 7:10 min): What does it mean to be an oceanic being? Feminine intuition backed by masculine integrity What does it "actually" mean to be 'in your feminine'? Do you -t r u s t- the feminine depth? A polarity of polarity - how are we always in polarity? How to feel into your core polarity essence? What does it mean to be in leadership (leading from surrender)? On deepening our capacity to receive & be in pleasure But how do you know what you actually want? The energetics of Divine Feminine & the feminine shadow (Divine Feminine as popularity queen?) How can you "work" with the Goddess (archetype)? How to invite in more of the feminine? ✤ Get a taste of Mahé: https://www.instagram.com/mahe.hardev/ Connect with meh: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Dance with me through Cosmic Coaching: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching Book a cosmic session: https://cosmicassplorations.com/ Dance with me through Cosmic Coaching: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching ✤ Much luv, Feva Kristina ✤

WATERY CANCER SEASON - mmmmm. Cancer as... Nurturer. Divine Mother. Divine Feminine. Emotionally attuned. Private. Internal. Empathic. Can get defensive. Vulnerable. Emotional safety. Home. Sanctuary. Ancestry. Roots. Lineage. Family. May these Cancerian waters within & without bless you in the most delicious ways. • This is the solo seasonal episode that was actually recorded live within The Gang. It's a spoken transmission that in the second part of the Gang Hang spills into a guided meditation, accompanied by a Monthly Journal. If you feel called to dive into this season deeper with me, you (hopefully) know how to find me. emotional looping Our personal healing is generational healing How are we writing our own ancestral story right now How to connect to your ancestors & heal your lineage? Is past life regression dangerous? How do we connect with our own Akashic Records? • CANCER SEASON MEDITATION: Arriving home, into the safe space within, rooted into inner safety Connecting to our cosmic team; our ancestors, spirit guides, angels, gods & goddesses that we feel connected to, our higher self… How are you being called to work with your ancestors & your lineage? Connecting to some past life memories that might be helpful for our understanding & clarity at this stage of our journey How does the completely embodied authentic version of you feel like What action steps need to be taken for you to fully step into your power Merging with the most authentic, powerful, abundant version of you If you want to immerse your soul into this yummy meditation flow, simply DM me through instagram: @fevakristina • Play with me: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Apply for Cosmic Coaching (1:1 intimate dance): https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSe-Y7zfn25IBrmSaKV7J2itaNuo_wxTvSrkAcGak-Z-e7Ek_g/viewform Cosmic ASSplorations Gang: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang Book a Cosmic Session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations/cosmicassplorations?month=2022-05 • Much luv, Feva Kristina

Spicy! Spicy episode! Uff uff! The playful, creative, curious, airy Gemini archetypes opens the door for us to explore & expand on: ARTFUL COMMUNICATION MASTERFUL BOUNDARIES FEMININE-MASCULINE POLARITY EMBODIED EXPRESSION In this special Gemini season treat I am joined by my awesomeeeeee friend Saskia Wijsman, a Deep Embodiment Coach that waves her magic through the realms of relationships, sexuality, pleasure & well, love. ○ GEMINI ASSPLORATIONS: 2:00 - The magic of Cosmic ASSplorations Gang 3:35 - The importance of being connected to our desires 5:06 - Working with our intuition, the Spirit, the Universe, astrology & the archetypes 7:20 - The new chapter of Cosmic ASSplorations Gang + special offers 10:55 - The outline of this episode: What is embodiment? What are we trying to embody? The separation/connection between the mind & the body (feeling with the body VS the mind) Conscious, playful & embodied expression & communication (relation to others) - in partnership, with ourselves, through triggers (fear of feeling our feels, why we feel blocked in the expression of our emotions, what to do when feeling numb or too overwhelmed to be able to communicate clearly etc.) We go deep into different aspects of feminine & masculine energies & the role they play in the way we feel & express ourselves. Some (pleasure) practices to explore our relationships between the feminine & the masculine. What different elements in the astrology can suggest about our communication style. How to bring more sexiness (aka openness & light-heartedness) into difficult situations, even through kink & dirty talk - uuuu. 13:13 - Dirty talk disclaimer!!!! 16:50 - Convo with Saskia 1:33:39 - outro with an invitation into Cosmic Coaching (calling you out) ○ Connect with Saskia & watch her live in her beautiful embodiment: https://www.instagram.com/saskiawijsman/ Connect with me & watch me share some weird(ly cool) witchy stuff: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Check out my new webbieeeeee: https://cosmicassplorations.com/ Join The Gang: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang Book a cosmic session: https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations/cosmicassplorations?back=1&month=2022-06 Dance with me through Cosmic Coaching: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching Much luv, Feva Kristina

As the curious connector, the witty communicator & the creative networker as Gemini is, this astrological season is about implementing this archetype's cleaver, cameleonic, playful qualities to learn about, strengthen & nurture the connection & communication between our mind, body, heart & soul. With Mercury, the ruler of Gemini, still preforming its retrograde dance, we are rewriting the stories that govern our lives, clearing up the distortion field of mental confusion, releasing the mind's fear of the unknown & connecting to our soul's ever-knowingness. Allowing the intuitive guidance & the clarity of the heart to strengthen our trust in ourselves & the unique unfolding of our unique path. •

"The less I do, the more I receive." - Joanne Chen For this special Taurus season podcast dance (full of (astro) goodies), I am joined by Joanne Chen - an amazing Woman, Soul Architect, Law Of Attraction Expert, Conscious Manifestation Coach & a sister who I feel so beautifully embodies what Taurus archetype represents. #catlife Why are Taurus qualities (khm) essential in manifestation & law of attraction? What is Human Design revealing to us about our manifesting abilities? How can we use astrology to help us magnitize, create, attract, manifest, recognize, ____ (insert yo style) what we need & want? We are inviting you into an activating conversation around aligning & attracting our *heart's desire* with *sustainable efficiency*, prioritizing our *well-being*, truly, deeply recognizing our *worth*, intentionally *managing our energy* & opening ourselves up to receive all kinds of *luxuries* life wants to shower us with. And of course, Taurus & its ruling planet Venus also bring us the topic of *money*. We discuss about the limiting beliefs, conditioned stories, blocks & myths around money + highlight the new ways of relating to money, financial stability, abundance & wealth. ◉ TAURUS ASSPLORATIONS 00:00 - INTRO: what Cosmic ASSplorations is about 03:36 - Cosmic ASSplorations Gang 05:50 - on Akashic Records 08:40 - On moneeeeey, wealth, abundance, self-worth & safety 11:00 - intro into our featuring conversation 12:30 - ASSPLORATIONS WITH JOANNE The importance & elements of a *strong foundation* What is *essential for well-being*? What are *law of attraction* (LOA) & *manifestation* (& how does Joanne work with them)? What creates a *quantum shift*? How to *embody financial abundance* Anxieties, self-worth & conditioned stories around (making) money If money was a lover, what would the relationship between you two be like? "Luxury is a state of mind" The art of *Sensual Receivership* The myth of *financial security & consistency* How to feel *emotions in the body* Manifesting with *Human Design & astrology* How does Joanne play with life, her business & service? What frequency are you embodying? The practice of *gratitude* (but can we think positive/gratitude when our life feels like shit?) 1:34:20 - LA OUTRO with luv ◉ Connect with Joanne: https://www.instagram.com/joanne.t.a.chen/ https://divinehumangrid.com/ ◉ Play with me: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Cosmic ASSplorations Gang membership: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang Book a Cosmic Session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations/cosmicassplorations?month=2022-05 *22% off for my lovely Taurus & Scorpio peeps (if your Sun, Moon, Ascendant, Midheaven or North Node are in Taurus or Scorpio) Apply for Cosmic Coaching (1:1 dance): https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSe-Y7zfn25IBrmSaKV7J2itaNuo_wxTvSrkAcGak-Z-e7Ek_g/viewform ◉ Much luv, Feva Kristina

Deep, slow inhale - long, audible exhale. Welcome to the earthy realms of Taurus. Reminding us of the beauty of our being, expensiveness of our creative expression, luxury of our sensuality, infinity of our worth, romance of the mundane processes & safety of the present moment. It is time to rest our bodies & give our bones to the ground. The collective North Node (= directing our focus & showing us the area of collective growth) has been moving through Taurus since the beginning of the year asking all of us to explore, elevate & embody more of the energetic aspects this zodiac sign is reflecting to us. It is a part of our planet's evolutionary journey. We are also entering a powerful Eclipse season, electrifying the Taurus-Scorpio axis. What this all means, what to bring closer to our awareness & how to further deepen this embodied path... Yep, this is gonna be the episode for it. TAURUS ASSPLORATIONS: - Why Taurus is important for ALL of us - What are NODES OF FAITH & how are they guiding us on a personal & collective level - What are ECLIPSES about & how is this particular ECLIPSE SEASON rocking us - Main energies of Taurus: slowing down (in all areas of life) connecting to our 5 senses & expanding our sensuality recognizing the beauty all around us the way we consume things & life (hoarding, holding, grasping, indulging in) grounding & embodiment creating stability & security feeling held & supported receiving the luxuries of life our relationship to money, wealth, abundance (+ a part of my story around it) our sense of worth & deservingness do we allow ourselves to truly rest a sense of independence, how we rely on ourselves, what we can always count on getting resourceful getting clear on our values & priorities and how we live in alignment with what truly matters to us simplicity > simplifying our lives the sacredness of the mundane (seeing everything as sacred, being in a loving relationship with the whole of life) how we love, feel loved & share love To further explore this energies, themes & topics, how they reflect & manifest in your own life, we are taking them on a sensual wild within the Cosmic ASSplorations Gang membership. WEEK 1: ASTRO GANG HANG (getting down & dirty with (your personal) astrology) + monthly journal (guided reflection; this month it is focused on exploring our relationship to money, our sense of worth & deservingness) WEEK 2: Gang Q&A with Akashic Records (deeper into the money & worth energetics) WEEK 3: Embodiment Masterclass (creating & encoding embodied anchors, imprinting supportive energies into our bodies to be able to hold the expansion, growth & abundance that this Eclipse season wants to deliver us in a grande way) More about The Gang: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang For all the questions, reflections & love letters: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/ Much luv, Feva Kristina

Welcome to the renewed Cosmic ASSplorations podcasttttt! Ayeeeeee. The Astrological New Year welcomed quite a few shifts in my Cosmic ASS Universe, and this podcast is one of the playgrounds for these upgrades. We'll still be gathering here on monthly basis, but now with more focus & more beautiful beings contributing their magic to this space. And we're diving right in, power up, full on, fireeeeeee - Aries style. INTRO - The new flow of this podcast - Themes of today's episode - On Cosmic ASSplorations Gang membership (kicking off on Thursday, March 31st, with a FREE New Moon ritual + opening ceremony *sign up to join) - On the energies of Aries & its planetary ruler Mars - The potency & the guidance of our desires (= the main topic of the first month inside Cosmic ASSplorations Gang) - On the 1st house & the Ascendant / the Rising sign (14.20) On PLEASURE with the Pussy Queen herself - Chloe Adriana (IG: @thechloeadriana). - How do we experience pleasure? - Why we get disconnected from pleasure? - How to open up to more pleasure (how to create more safety externally & internally to be able to let go into pleasure)? - Different types of pleasure (mental, physical, emotional, sensual, spiritual, playful, tantric, dark pleasure etc.) - Roleplaying in & out of bed - The art of slowing down - Pleasure as a healing modality - Pleasure as a teach for life + (1.01.00) an invitation into COSMIC ASSPLORATIONS GANG membership https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang Pre-party price ends after the opening ceremony on March 31st, so cummmm!!!! Thanks for playing with me, lovers. Stay connected: @fevakristina Luv ya, Feva

THIS IS THE FINAL SEASONAL ASSPLORATIONS EPISODE Woooooot?! Yas yas... Here's the sASS we are delivering in this tender episode: What is shifting for the podcast Stepping into our Truth & letting go of what doesn't feel aligned anymore Astrological New Year Having hard conversations Honouring each others processes Letting go is not necessarily cutting off What's next On Aries season & the Aries archetype * + WELCOME TO COSMIC ASSPLORATIONS GANG A monthly membership program of exploring & embodying our playful & pleasurable authentic flow under the guidance of the Cosmos. A practical, creative & embodied way to experience astrology. A safe, supporting, radically accepting container where you get to fully be yourself (= whole), be witnessed, supported & celebrated by a heartful, soul-fam community of like-minded, big-hearted & soul-led beings. An edgy, empowering & encouraging space for healing & growing through play & pleasure. * The journey takes off this Aries season, with a Full Moon ritual + opening ceremony on Thursday, March 31, at 9.00 am CET. Let Feva know you'll be there > @fevakristina OR sign up directly through this portal: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdffL8UcwTdaT0SqlneRQm2hwpx5rCwd1VQT_LsOhdkEuWzhg/viewform Feel more into the Cosmic ASS Gang space through the Gang Guide at https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-assplorations-gang. * Stay in touch with Alja through her instagram @responsibleevolutionproject. * We fucking love you! Alja & Feva

Heyooo and welcome back dear friends! As two proper Libra Mercuries we have A LOT to say (all the time), sooooo… who's up for ey bonus episode, yo?! This extra treat convo here covers a super important topic for… well, life. Cause it's ALL ABOUT INTUITION, babey! What is intuition? How does it work? Can we all tap into it or is this skill reserved for a select “gifted”/lucky few? How do we personally experience intuition and what are our favourite ways to connect with it? To make this really practical, we guide you through a little check-in process so you can begin to differentiate between the voice of your fears/ego and the voice of your intuition. We also discuss some very concrete & practical ways of deepening your relationship with your intuition through attuning to your body, your dreams, and the greater cycles. This one is a note taker, fellas! And it is intended to turn your intuitive self right on! Bonus ASSplorations: What is intuition? Does everyone have intuition? Is everyone able to tune into their intuition? How do we sense/connect to/receive our intuition? (receiving channels) On receiving messages through Akashic Records How do we distinguish between the voice of the ego (fear, conditioning) VS the voice of intuition (a practical step-by-step check-in process) Fear: “But what if our intuition is guiding us into the wrong direction?” How to meet our fears Common sense VS soul sense > combining intuition with logic, rationality & practicality (Pisces + Virgo axis) The “try & error” approach Practical ways to strengthen our trust & our relationship with our intuition What role does the body play in our connection with intuition Dream analysis Enhancing intuitive living

Welcome, magical being, to the dreamy, watery and transcendental Pisces season. This otherworldly archetype rules the 12th house and represents final dissolution into everything - and nothing - that there is. In this episode, Alja offers a personal perspective on her experience with having a Pisces moon, opening the door into the topics of deep emotions, energetic sensitivity, imagination and unconditional love. From there, our journey takes us through the rather practical topics of subconscious programming, nervous system sensitivity, coping mechanisms, addiction and escapism, and into the abstract concepts of the quantum nature of our reality, past life memories, transcendence and Oneness. Take a deep breath, set your intentions for this deep dive into the mysterious Piscean realms, & allow it to help you release into the timeless space at the centre of your heart. Piscean ASSplorations: The main Pisces & 12th house themes (self-undoing, transcendence, collective subconscious, universal love) “Right” VS “wrong” Subconscious (re)programming How we are conditioned to see separation Unconditional love The Age of Pisces (human transcendence, inter-connectivity, dissolution of the self and connection to a higher ideal + institutionalization of spirituality, separation) The Quantum Field, the Matrix & the Womb The power of imagination Seeing to believe VS believing to see Past life energies & memories, regression On phobias & irrational fears The practical view on what it means to be highly sensitive Coping mechanisms (escapism, addictions & eating disorders) Escapism vs retreat Retreating into art Come party with us on IG: Alja: https://www.instagram.com/responsibleevolutionproject/ Eva Kristina: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/

Welcome to the season of weirdos, aliens, freaks, rebels, David Bowies, revolution, pissing other people off by being your authentic mthrfckng self orrrr - as astrology refers to it - Aquarius season. As the polarity axis of magnetic and expressive Leo, this enigmatic archetype seeks to understand how its unique and authentic expression as an individual can contribute to our society and collective as a whole. In this fun and hella wihuu episode (and you may or may not be able to sense some fab-flag Aqua vibes from us) we cover a whole lotta ground with the main topic being AUTHENTICITY. We break down this power word and dive into what authenticity truly is (for us), and isn't, on an energetic and behavioural level. We weave into it some topics from the previous episodes, connecting how healing trauma through inner child and shadow work is fundamental to coming closer to our true selves. Aquarian ASSplorations: Special gift from us to you

Well hello, boss b*itches! The 4th episode is all about Capricorn-related themes & energies. Misunderstood by many, the Capricorn archetype is oftentimes perceived as cold, rigid and conservative. Yet, as with all the signs, it is only the lower expression that misses out on its true magic. In this episode we dive into the topics of structure, hierarchy, leadership and systems. We explore how the archetype's lower expression is the prevalent energy in today's capitalist system and how it manifests in our day to day lives. We then explore our own personal journeys from working in such hierarchical, patriarchal and rigid systems, to stepping out of them to embody a higher expression of Capricorn energy through body-based business, embracing our emotions and cultivating feminine-form leadership. Cap ASSplorations: Seasonal astro themes (Capricorn archetype, 10th house, Saturn, Midheaven, career astrology) Our experiences working in marketing, music industry & academia Unsustainable productivity & unhealthy working lifestyles Redefining what success, ambition, discipline & hard work mean to us Fear of success, power & responsibility From Doing to Being Moving towards feminine leadership, body-based business & embodied success Building new structures & setting better goals Boss B*tches on IG: Alja: https://www.instagram.com/responsibleevolutionproject/ Eva Kristina: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/

In this episode, we dive into the juicy concepts of higher knowledge, freedom, belief systems, truth seeking, dogma, religion and spirituality with the intention of bringing some practicality and grounding to these rather abstract concepts. We take you on our very own journeys: from growing up in highly religious environments, to seeking individuation through sex, drugs & rock n' roll (but mostly drugs), to finally breaking out of externally imposed belief systems to accept, embrace and embody our own inner truth. This episode is a freaking truth-seeking bomb, and we hope you will deeply enjoy this wide-ranging conversation about all things SAG. “Let's party, but deep.” Sag ASSplorations: Eclipse season context our early religious experiences what God represents to us why we need belief systems & how they shape us what is Truth, how does it feel & is there something like The Absolute Truth our spiritual progression, seeking truth further altered states of consciousness through psychedelics, drugs, plant medicine, breathwork & other spiritual practices the pain & fear of the truth - the dark night of the soul which spiritual practices we engage in (morning & evening rituals/routines, different kinds of yoga & meditation, pranayama, on creating an altar, sensual shadow play, neural reprogramming, changing our habits, journaling, self-pleasure, self-massage, breathwork, sacred ropes/shibari, floating etc.) on the last Solar Eclipse in Sagittarius - expanding our perception of what we think is possible for us in this lifetime Connect with us on Instagram! Alja: https://www.instagram.com/responsibleevolutionproject/ Eva Kristina: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/

In this podcast, Alja and Eva Kristina, a neuroscientist and an astrologer, explore the universe of archetypal energies associated with various astrological seasons. We have entered Autumn; the season of slowing down, closure and death - and if that isn't a perfect combination of energies to dive deep into the Scorpio archetype! However, this episode is by no means aimed only at those with strong Scorpio placements in their charts. The astrological wheel teaches us that all 12 zodiac archetypal energies are present in each of us; through gaining greater understanding of how they manifest in our lives, we can learn more about ourselves and how we interact with the world. The main topics of this episode are death, transformation and SHADOW – the parts of ourselves we separated from to fit into society, to feel loved and accepted. But separation always causes pain, and without being consciously aware of it, these are the very parts that cause us to feel triggered, jealous and judgmental towards those around us. Many people are afraid to face and embrace their shadow, as it is not always easy - yet, once we are ready to dive into the murky depths of our subconscious, shadow work is a beautiful journey that allows us to not only gain wisdom and compassion but to also step into our true worth and authenticity. The flow of this season's ASSploration: death & birth, cycles of transformation the Scorpio archetype (one of the most misunderstood signs) the 8th house in astrology chart the fear of death as the fear of unknown the need to control and lack of trust the fear of rejection what is shadow & how to recognize it types of shadows & examples generational pain/shadow transferred through epigenetics religious shadow around sexuality & pleasure the (true) power (struggle) : power as control VS power as unconditional love & full embrace “what we don't own, owns us” some Ayahuasca stories, ayeeee shadow work as healing separation within and without when shadows become our comfort zone the pleasure of the pain & why we actually enjoy being broken the real needs & desires that are hidden underneath our fears shadows as little children that just want to be loved & protected holding pain to hold love Sensual Shadow Play Masterclass by Eva Kristina Conscious Individualism by Alja A little guided loving meeting with the shadow *practice by Eva Kristina at around 1:00:00* Let us know how you liked the episode, if you learned anything new and got some inspiration to dive into your own shadow work. We always love to hear from you! Connect with us on Instagram: Alja: https://www.instagram.com/responsibleevolutionproject/ Eva Kristina: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/

In this podcast, Alja and Eva Kristina, a neuroscientist and an astrologer, explore the universe of archetypal energies associated with various astrological seasons. This season the Sun shines on Libra - however, this is by no means aimed only at those with strong Libra placements in their charts. Astrological wheel teaches us that all 12 zodiac archetypal energies are present in each of us; through gaining greater understanding of how they manifest in our lives, we can learn more about ourselves and how we interact with the world. Libra is oftentimes associated with balance - but what does balance even mean? In this episode we discuss common misconceptions about Libra archetype, balance as a pulsation between extremes, overthinking our experiences at the expense of feeling them, people pleasing tendencies, personal boundaries and the question of integrity, and how to use personal values as a guidepost towards choosing what is right for you. The flow of this season's ASSploration: astrology as a storytelling tool what da hell does balance even mean? finding balance through extremes the air element and its connection to mental processes, rationality, intellect over-identification with the mind, overthinking, overanalysing, anxiety how we bypass emotional processes in the name of intellectual understanding Ayurveda: Vata Dosha in the context of balance indecisiveness, people-pleasing & codependent tendencies setting healthy boundaries & how to know when your boundaries have been crossed what does being in integrity mean how to use your mind as a tool, instead of being its slave different levels of feeling & receiving aka embodiment the importance of knowing your priorities & being rooted in your values how to better connect to the guidance from within alignment with our purpose & our authentic expression desire and pleasure as guides to more balance Spanda and pulsation between extremes as a basic property of how energy works our upcoming workshop 12 min grounding meditation by Alja to end the episode Connect with us on Instagram! Alja: https://www.instagram.com/responsibleevolutionproject/ Eva Kristina: https://www.instagram.com/fevakristina/