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Rae Alexandra has 35 stories to share with you, plus her own. In this Women's History Month episode, meet and get to know Rae. She recently published a book with City Lights Publishing called Unsung Heroines: 35 Women Who Changed the Bay Area. It's of course available at City Lights, but you can also find it at your local independent bookstore. I read the book and could not put it down. Only toward the end of the 35 essays did I start to recognize the women Rae features. I love history and I love learning and I have mixed feelings about the fact that there are so many rad women whose stories are untold. Thank you, Rae Alexandra, for shining on a light on these incredible women. These days, she's a staff writer at KQED. But Rae's story starts in Wales in the UK. She grew up in Cardiff, the capital of the country. (I learn in the conversation that Wales is a country. I also learn that "United Kingdom" and "Great Britain" are the same thing. Now, British vs. English we don't touch, for obvious reasons. But I digress …) Ed. note: I'll describe my conversation with Rae as two Gen Ex journalist types with ADHD (is that redundant?) doing their best to be linear. To me, the meanderings of our talk are totally normal. Rae says that Wales is delightful and has all the best castles, but that's because of the number times the country has been invaded and conquered. Close to where her mom lives today is a castle that boasts the world's largest crossbow. When I ask when Rae was born (1978), we discover that she's a horse as in Year of the Horse (aka 2026). Cool. Rae continued to call Cardiff home up through her college years. She didn't go to another school outside of Wales that had accepted her because she was attached to a group of skateboarders in her hometown. After she graduated, though, she moved to London. Music has been central for Rae as far back as she remembers (same). She shares stories of being maybe 5 and listening to the Top 40 with her cassette recorder ready to nab her favorite songs (same). According to Rae, the English look down on the Welsh, and have for some time, based on classist generalizations. Wales is where the UK mines most of its coal. London-types consider their neighbors to the southwest feral, and in some regards, the Welsh are, she says. In the Eighties, she remembers stories about IRA bombings appearing on the news nightly. Also, in Wales, miners went on strike and everyone knew about it. Rae says that Wales in the Eighties was essentially like listening to The Clash. We go on a sidebar about siblings, birth order, and what it means to be the youngest, which Rae and I both are. Growing up, she was close with both her older sisters. Today, one lives in Australia and the other lives in the London suburbs. Around age 10, Rae discovered metal. By 12, she decided that she would become a music journalist. In her teen years, she "snuck" her writing into local and college newspapers. The music journalism she consumed in those days included publications like Smash Hits, Kerrang!, NME, and Melody Maker. In fact, her first job out of college was at Kerrang! We go on a sidebar on the whole idea of living somewhere vs. visiting, and how they're so totally different on every level. I use Chicago, where I lived for a full six months in the Nineties, as my example. Rae offers up a stay in Brooklyn as hers. That job at Kerrang! is what brought Rae to London, another place she found impossible to live. I ask her to expound on what it was about the place, and she indulges me. She says that you have to be obscenely wealthy to live in Central London, so most folks are forced to the outskirts. But the jobs are in the middle of town, and so you end up spending around two or three hours a day commuting underground. It was/is also gray—the weather, the architecture—and the people in London were, as Rae describes it, hostile. When she goes into detail about the ways in which they were hostile, we agree that only you get to shit on your own hometown. People who aren't from there aren't allowed. It's a rule. Look it up. After a year working for the magazine in London, Rae met a guy from San Francisco. She'd been to The City and even spent significant time here working for Maximum Rock 'n' Roll. (At this point in the recording, I mistakenly call the BBQ place near Hayes and Divisadero until sometime in the early 2000s "Brothers." It was in fact called Brother in-law's. My apologies.) She moved in with that guy she met, lived with him for six months in London, and then it was time for him to come home to SF. He asked her if she wanted to join him and she accepted. She had already transitioned to freelance writing for the magazine, because office life didn't suit her, so work wasn't so much a problem. But upon arrival, she soon discovered how difficult it was to do anything without a Social Security number. That added an extra layer to moving here. But it wasn't the place itself or its people that made things hard. It was the system, so to speak. Also, while she was getting settled and learning how to survive in the US without an SSN, she started to see that the guy was, let's just say, not for her. She felt he'd been playing the long game when they lived together in London, but once back on his home turf, some of his sociopath tendencies emerged. It was 2002 and she lived in Bernal Heights on Cortland. She spent most of her time in the Mission, just down the hill. After a short time, the guy convinced her that they needed to get married, so they moved back to London. The marriage lasted three months, and Rae returned to her new home—San Francisco. When she came back, she experienced a stretch of housing instability. You could call it "couch surfing," but either way, it was dicey. Six months or so later, things settled. It was easier to live cheaply in the early 2000s, also. A $5 burrito could be a whole day's worth of food. And Rae had befriended enough bartenders that she rarely paid full-price for booze. She describes "The Blackout Triangle" of Killowatt, Delirium, and Dr. Bombay's. She also regularly visited Beauty Bar until that place went downhill. Check back this Thursday for Part 2 with Rae Alexandra. We recorded this episode at Vesuvio in North Beach in February 2026. Photography by Jeff Hunt
We pause our nascent Monolith of Phobos episodes yet again due to irrational excitement for the forthcoming CLD record, and this time the great Rich Ragsdale joins the podcast to talk about how the visual components of the album came to be. Rich directed the CLD video Blood & Rockets, and returned to the fold to create the comic book that accompanies The Great Parrot-Ox album; he also directed the Golden Egg of Empathy video, which provides a glimpse of the overarching narrative. Rich discusses the creative and collaborative processes for the comic book, including some abandoned concepts, and how his numerous influences led to what we will soon hold in our hands. Find Rich on Instagram @richragsdale and at richragsdale.comGet involvedInstagramFacebookEmailBurn your money
History for Italy. Delirium for Scotland. Resurgence for Wales. What a weekend! LTBP Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
This week's edition of Into The Vault features Die Laughing!Playlist: L.A. Witch - 777Nox Novacula - FloodCrasher - Truth/DareSummer Bruises - Gut RotThe Radiation Flowers - Take The CreditDie Laughing - Glamour And SuicideDie Laughing - Safe Little WorldDie Laughing - AphelionSnooper - SubdivisionDry Cleaning - RocksLung - The SnakeMaraudeur - (Legacy)Puppet Wipes - Holding Ceremony Over His Wife's CorpseDescargo y Maleficio - RabiaPixel Grip - Moment With GodPatriarchy - Boy On A LeashTeZATalks - STOPIT!Anissia & Nixote - Dead Girls Make The Cutest MythsBITWASHERE - !I'm Sorry Women!Yuzna - Queen Of The EelsMari Kattman - PunisHERgrabyourface - Tear Myself AwayPurity Ring - Place Of My OwnPhantom Orchid - Self Love GurlAnna Pidgorna - Teach Your Daughters | Навучайте дочокJapanese Breakfast - Little GirlAfternoon Bike Ride - Miss Universe
Max Denoise, Rinkarna & Joanna Angelina - Goodbye (David McRaeRemix) [SUANDA VOICE]Sonation - Аwakening [2ROCK UPLIFTING]CLASSIC: Lost Witness & Laura-Ly - Carry Me Home (Amsterdam Trance)DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Doppenberg & MIDI Kittyy - Who You Are [FSOE]4.Dosem - Levitize [Anjunadeep]3.N-sKing ShoMa & Josie Sandfeld - Steal Your Light [Ascent]2.Roman Messer & Brittany Egbert - Odyssey [Suanda Music]1.0Gravity & Ren Faye - It's All Down To You [FSOE]GUEST MIX: Ed LynamBryn Whiting Feat. Hati - Miracles [Reason II Rise]The Roc Project & Fliterheadz Feat. Tina Arena - Never (Dan Harrison Remix) [White Label]Steve Hill & Grinder - Runaway (Smalltown Boy) [Masif]Cristobal Tapia De Veer - Renaissance (The White Lotus Season 2 Theme) (Ed Lynam Remix) [White Label]Hi-Gate - Pitchin' (Shugz x Trance Wax Remix) [All Ways Dance]Breather - Come On (Ed Lynam Remix) [Tidy]
Ce mercredi, Marjorie Hache propose deux heures de rock et de pop dans RTL2 Pop-Rock Station, entre classiques et découvertes. La soirée s'ouvre avec Pixies et "Where Is My Mind", avant de convoquer Beastie Boys, Pearl Jam, Muse, Royal Blood ou encore Amy Winehouse. L'émission rend aussi hommage à Keith Flint de The Prodigy, disparu le 4 mars 2019, avec "Breath". L'album de la semaine reste "The Mountain" de Gorillaz. Le titre diffusé ce soir, "Delirium", accueille la participation posthume de Mark E. Smith, figure du groupe The Fall. Dans le registre des nouveautés, Rob Zombie dévoile "I'm A Rock'n Roller", Puscifer apparaît avec "Bad Wolf" et les Écossais de The Twilight Sad présentent "Attempt A Crash Landing". La reprise de la soirée revisite "Whole Lotta Love" de Led Zeppelin avec la version enregistrée par Tina Turner en 1975. Parmi les autres moments marquants, la recommandation de Francis Zégut met en lumière Brigitte Calls Me Baby, tandis que la séquence Fresh Fresh Fresh présente le groupe français Discozero avec "Get It ! Get It ! Get It !". L'émission navigue ensuite entre Linkin Park, First Aid Kit, Dick Dale ou Radiohead jusqu'à minuit. Pixies - Where Is My Mind The Twilight Sad - Attempt A Crash Landing The Prodigy - Breathe Muse - Plug In Baby The Undertones - Here Comes The Summer Amy Winehouse - Rehab Aretha Franklin - I Say A Little Prayer Gorillaz - Delirium (Feat. Mark E. Smith) Beastie Boys - No Sleep Till Brooklyn Royal Blood - Trouble's Coming Pearl Jam - Alive Rob Zombie - (I'm A) Rock "N" Roller Tina Turner - Whole Lotta Love Linkin Park - Faint Brigitte Calls Me Baby - Slumber Party America - A Horse With No Name The Smashing Pumpkins - Today Puscifer - Bad Wolf Tom Petty - I Won't Back Down First Aid Kit - The Lion's Roar Discozero - Get It ! Get It ! Get It ! Sex Pistols - Pretty Vacant Dick Dale - Misirlou Radiohead - Pyramid Song Car Seat Headrest - Beach Life-In-Death Hébergé par Audiomeans. Visitez audiomeans.fr/politique-de-confidentialite pour plus d'informations.
Michigan Medicine marks five years of recognizing World Delirium Awareness Day with a special edition of The Wrap, celebrating how a single, focused initiative has grown into a powerful, systemwide movement transforming delirium awareness, prevention and patient care. In this episode, leaders from nursing, psychiatry, pediatrics and ambulatory care speak candidly about why delirium remains one of the most urgent and often underrecognized patient safety challenges, and how Michigan Medicine is working to change that reality. Check it out today! Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
Lite sent snubblar vi in i dina hörlurar denna månad. Ikväll har vi valt ett nytt resmål på vård jordenruntresa och landar i Nederländerna. Vi pratar om de Lift (Hissen 1983) och Amsterdamned (1988) av Dick Maas. Vi muttrar också om filmerna Delirium, Watchers och oväntat otäcka yakuzafilmen Brother från 2000.
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This week's edition of Into The Vault features Deathstars!Playlist: Alix Fernz - SeringueAversions - Empty Centuryshame - Axis Of EvilAPACALDA - HindsightTouched Fables - Never Let Me DownCutouts - SoreDeathstars - CyanideDeathstars - Death Dies HardDeathstars - The Perfect CultPøltergeist - Walking AloneSAMWOY, featuring Ev Bird - Sub In The TrunkFamily Man - Company Of PortraitsChurch Of Trees - Say No To The LiarsEKKSTACY - ForeverSTAHV - Circuit CrushMildred - Hungbenestrophe - Pig Butcher (KSYM Radio Edit)Kontravoid - So It Seems (Joel Eel Remix)DJ Phoenix - Rendered LifeSpider Lilies - Descendbattery cage - Forever Never EndsEn Esch, featuring DJ Mea (Lords Of Acid) - EpicSalbany - Jwa2Drummachinemike - Post HumanBy Storm - GrapefruitBrainwasher - At Least It Beats An ActorHer Motives Are Silent - CelestialVarious Artists, featuring Lola de la Mata - Calibration GodBrother Dragon - hear her breatheJustin Karas - Beatrice DancesNeko Case - LouiseIris Caltwait - Throw All That Love AwayOtis Wilkins - Sadie's Got A GunMadeline Kenney - Scoop
0Gravity & Ren Faye - It's All Down To You [FSOE]Simon McCann & Evolving Suns Audio - On This Day [Cohesion Records]CLASSIC: Orkidea - Beautiful (Alt+F4 Remix)[Sential Recordings]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Dosem - Levitize [Anjunadeep]4.Joris Voorn, Moonman, Ferry Corsten - Don't Be Afraid [Spectrum (NL)]3.Chris Metcalfe - Supernature [FSOE]2.N-sKing ShoMa & Josie Sandfeld - Steal Your Light [Ascent]1.Roman Messer & Brittany Egbert - Odyssey [Suanda Music]GUEST MIX: Dark FusionDark Fusion - When The Sun SetsID - IDID - IDID - IDAsteroid - Earthling (FSOE)ID - IDID - ID
Nelver - Proud Eagle Radio Show #613 [Pirate Station Online] (25-02-2026) ✅ Subscribe to Telegram channel: https://t.me/nelvermusic All episodes: https://band.link/proudeagle YouTube Video: https://youtu.be/hVCRKgptbD4 Tracklist: 01. Nick Lawyer & UFO9 - Fly Away 02. Fred V & WHAT EVA - Horizon 03. Omen - Chirality 04. ICONS & Bass Banditz & Mazin Amadi - Strangest Secret 05. JT.dnb - Listen 06. Unglued - Who Dis 07. Camo & Krooked & Tiga & Zyntherius - Sunglasses At Night 08. Misanthrop - Conflex 09. Hackmorizon - Hold Me In The Dark 10. YUSSI - I Run 11. NC-17 & Philth - DiJi 12. Monyu - Hyst 13. WilSun - You're Ok (Skulder & Mully Remix) 14. Proton Kid - V3ktor5 15. Hologram - Digital Seagull 16. Koax - Airlock 17. Malivu - Berserk 18. Monyu - Folded Space 19. Acid Purrr - Bass Poem 20. Ainonow & Slaythoven - Bedlam (R3IDY Remix) 21. Serpnt - Bad (VIP) 22. Leks & Silloh - Strain 23. Creatures & Wingz - You (Miss) 24. JJL - Action 25. Minor Forms - You Say 26. Scuro & Undecentum - Sonar (Relict Remix) 27. Omen - Cold 28. Riya & Level 2 - Love 29. Liquefaction - No More 30. Mia Kirkland & Danny Byrd - Lonestar 31. Bluefootjai - Soul On Fire 32. Nelver - Doesn't Take 33. Liquefaction - Lyric 34. ONISM - Projections 35. Nelver - Dayfall 36. Avalon Rays - Cold Wind 37. Bluefootjai - Deep Blue 38. Cooper Stites - Humans 39. Keist & Oversight - Open My Eyes 40. Nelver - Free Fantasy 41. Low:r - Delirium (feat. Montagu) 42. Nelver - Viewpoint 43. Soul Foundation - Careless Control 44. Vorso - Harsh Light 45. Meanderman - Mother's Sun 46. Cooper Stites - Sunrise 47. Qumulus - Blue Notes 48. Science of Man - High Times 49. Unknown Artist - Applebum (The Ring Tone Tune) 50. Exile & Benny V & Entice MC - Grass Gets Greener 51. WHIPPED CREAM - About You [feat. Showjoe] (Flava D Remix) 52. Hiraeth - Deep Blue (Phloem Remix) 53. Nelver - Your Mover To The Club 54. Dan Kingsley - I Need You 55. Nelver - Nightwalker (VIP) 56. Rezilient - Becoming 57. Kontrast - Delusions 58. Funktional - Blue Shadow 59. Metal Work & Just Mack - Control 60. nCamargo - The Promised 61. Nelver - Nothing Left Weekly updated Playlist "Proud Eagle" on Spotify: https://bit.ly/4ncuv3g Follow Nelver: https://www.instagram.com/nelvermusic/ https://vk.com/nelver https://spoti.fi/2ThGKDT https://soundcloud.com/nelver https://www.facebook.com/nelverdnb/ https://www.mixcloud.com/Nelver/ https://twitter.com/Nelvermusic #nelvermusic #drumandbass #newmusic #electronicmusic #dnbculture #vibes #mood #exclusive #trending #viral #proudeagle
This week's edition of Into The Vault features Unter Null!Playlist: Karma Sutra - ShroudBambara - Dive ShrineFotokiller - EchoesReduction Plan - HideModel/Actriz - DivaUnter Null - I Hate YouUnter Null - StrayUnter Null - I Can't Be The OneThe Birthday Massacre - FacesUndead Sex Ring - PulseStrange Boutique - Under SurfaceGouwzee - Faulty VesselsBria Salmena, featuring Lee Ranaldo - See'erPandemik9 - KhrysalisNoisuf-X - Happy BirthdayBlutengel - WirZanias - Happy EndingsAnissia & Nixote - Collapse SymphonySeptembryo - Every Star Is DeadTrust - Lost Souls/EelingsThe Golden Age of Wrestling - Revenge Body (Denton, TX)Peter Gagliardi - Bound For A Sullen ThreatNew Chance - Something HumanMEGAFAUNA - Isn't This EnoughAvi C. Engel - NyxÓlöf Arnalds - LifandiBlack Violet - Dark BlueJapanese Breakfast - Men In BarsAda Lea - Something In The WindTebby & The Heavy - Just Sayin'
Dosem - Levitize [Anjunadeep]Beat Service - In The Dark CLASSIC: Sasha / Emerson – Scorchio [Sony]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Lewis Duggleby & Jennifer Rene - Whispering Words [Suanda Music]4.Darren Anthony -The Final Goodbye [Forevolution]3.Chris Metcalfe - Supernature [FSOE]2.N-sKing ShoMa & Josie Sandfeld - Steal Your Light [Ascent]1.Roman Messer & Brittany Egbert - Odyssey [Suanda Music]GUEST MIX: Joseph JamesJoseph James - The UniverseNu NRG & Liam Wilson - FreefallJoseph James - Aurora SkyI.D - I.DAllen Watts - StimulateBryan Kearney - Awaken (I.D Remix)I.D - I.D
What do you get when you put on the early Pink Floyd, pair it with Carl Sagan's Cosmos, and throw Buzz Aldrin in for fun, then drink loads of red wine with Sean Lennon and Les Claypool? You get the title track to The Monolith of Phobos, a journey of whimsy and wonder. Get ready for psychedelic delights of all sorts!Buzz Aldrin on CSPANGet involvedInstagramFacebookEmailBurn your money
This week's edition of Into The Vault features Dope Stars Inc.!Playlist: Cold Summer - PermafrostDouble Eyelid - No ControlThe xx - TeardropsAbrichten - LiegestützeAlien Nosejob - S.O.S. 75Dope Stars Inc. - Generation PlasticDope Stars Inc. - Can You ImagineDope Stars Inc. - Take ItHalfCutLemon - The Sun Is DyingThe Chameleons - David Bowie Takes My HandOv Sulfur - Endless//LovelessCDNQB - ResistanceLigation - After Godsclipping. - Run ItTerence Fixmer - Razor SharpMarie Davidson - DemolitionTeZATalks - GOODGRRLMari Kattman - AscendingVenera, featuring Chelsea Wolfe - All Midnightshyenaedon - WombattleLaser Rey - Slash BackPOSTNAMERS - ShahnjirelNTHNL - Hate Creatorwihtikow - ∞DEBBY FRIDAY - albertaControlled Bleeding - In Dark Waters (Vocal Mix)Ariel Ulysses - 43-32Ethel Cain - PunishLaura Hickli - Strawberriesparallel - luckyHélène Barbier - A HouseFrankie Cosmos - Bitch Heart
Lewis Duggleby & Jennifer Rene - Whispering Words [Suanda Music]Steve Allen - Children Of The Horizon [Uplift]CLASSIC: Tiësto featuring Kirsty Hawkshaw - Just Be (Antillas Club Mix)[Black Hole]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Roman Messer & Brittany Egbert - Odyssey [Suanda Music]4.Darren Anthony -The Final Goodbye [Forevolution]3.RIVER X Signum - What Ya Got 4 Me [Armada Captivating]2.Gareth Emery, LSR/CITY feat Annabel - without u (Steve Allen Remix)[Create Music Group]1.Chris Metcalfe - Supernature [FSOE]GUEST MIX: James BlackJames Black Presents - The NebulaGenix - AmnesiaKirst Hawkshaw - Fine Day (I.N. Remix)Ryan K & Inoblivion - ParalysedSasha Vatoff - Greece 2000
if you have any feedback, please send us a text! Thank you!This episode of Vital Times features a conversation with clinician-scientists Dr. Jamie Sleigh and Dr. Elizabeth Whitlock, whose work focuses on delirium and perioperative brain health. They explore the emerging role of intraoperative processed EEG monitoring and its potential to improve postoperative neurological outcomes. This discussion highlights the evolving tools and evidence-based strategies anesthesiologists use to deliver safe, high-quality care and optimize patient outcomes across the perioperative continuum.
This week's edition of Into The Vault features Stiff Valentine!Playlist: Letters To Norma Eyes in the Dark - Dearly BelovedSexagisma - Coming Right UpCorpus Delicti - SarabandBonnie Trash - and in the end, I'll wait for youCemetery Sex - Under Your SkinStiff Valentine - AbsolutionStiff Valentine - DisconnectStiff Valentine - Suicide ExecuteSmall Pleasures - Mon AmourDial Up - Locked InSONS - The DreamerBETABOYS - Broken Heart616 - Cinderella ValentineThe Birthday Massacre - Cruel LoveMiss Construction - HateVampire Beach Babes - BlackstarSextile - Push UpsTraumabond - Mating RitualRotersand - Sexiness Of SlowLebanon Hanover - StrangeloveRooster37 - Heart And SoulDas Mörtal - I Just Want To Hold You (Part I)pseudo-antigone - loversMelo Suavé, featuring Fred Synth - DanceFlowDeep Covers - RepeaterLost Decade - Can't Live Without Your Lovegrabyourface - My Last Act Of LoveYe Gods - May Your Heart Burn BrightBITWASHERE - Bleeding Heart (Astrid's Song)Nils Lassen - A Little Love, A Little HateBrian Eno, Beatie Wolfe - My Lovely DaysMelody's Echo Chamber - Flowers Turn Into GoldNiloo - Valentines In KamakuraThey Say Stories - 49 Love
Gareth Emery, LSR/CITY feat Annabel - without u (Steve Allen Remix)[Create Music Group]Inzite - Everest (Aeon Shift Remix) [EXTREMA GLOBAL MUSIC]CLASSIC: Above & Beyond Pres. OceanLab – On A Good Day [Anjunabeats]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Aly & Fila feat Jwaydan - We Control The Sunlight (Darren Porter Remix)[FSOE]4.Solarstone- The Last Defeat Pt. 1 (Obie's Dark Side Remix)[Pure Trance]3.Simon Patterson - You're All I Need (Extended Mix) [ARMADA]2.Darren Anthony -The Final Goodbye [Forevolution]1.RIVER X Signum - What Ya Got 4 Me [Armada Captivating]GUEST MIX: TassoKyberian - So Cynical / No RemorseTasso - IDID-ID / No RemorseEric Prydz - Call On Me (Tasso remix)Tasso - IDTasso - ID
The Crusaders face-off in a deadly run-in with Radvir. The fight may prove tougher for them than they originally thought. Will one of them fall in battle? Cast: Gary Eoff - Game Master Gary Garcia - Thwip McClintock Phillip De Leon - Genoeva Natacia Ursula de Cascabel aka "Genny" Keith Thomason - Yaneeko John Blizzard - Diego Dominus Klint Georgeson - Porkchop Music: Dark Discovery from Gates of Delirium by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/gates-of-delirium/) Forging the Scarab from The Dead Matter: Cemetery Gates by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/the-dead-matter-cemetery-gates/) Ambiance: Sword Coast Soundscapes (http://www.youtube.com/swordcoastsoundscapes) Need some snacks to enhance your gaming session? Check out the D&D Adventures Rations Pack from Mythical Meats! https://shop.mythicalmeats.com/products/dungeons-dragons-variety-pack?sca_ref=7946851.eGmnnJQVAwIneaihttps://ntsdgaming.com?sca_ref=6402987.ZaeDIC1rRt
The following is an AI-generated rough transcript of the Equipping Hour. It may contain inaccuracies. Opening and Introduction Smedly Yates: Well, good morning. Happy Sunday. Welcome to Grace Bible Church this morning and to Equipping Hour. This morning, we’re going to be doing a follow-up from an equipping hour that Jake taught on January 11th on dementia. And that was, Jake, that was riveting and encouraging. And I thought you taught us everything we needed to know, but apparently you didn’t. Because the numbers of follow-up questions from that equipping hour broke all records. So we’ve sort of accumulated those questions. And let me just encourage you, if you didn’t get a chance to listen to that equipping hour from January 11th, pull it up on the website, go back and listen to that. And this morning, what we’re going to do is just put the questions that many of you asked in person and submitted. Or just get to ask those of Jake in front of all of us. And so Jake really is going to give most of the answers here. I don’t know if I have a whole lot to say. Other than these are the questions we got, Jake, help us. So with that, let me open us in a word of prayer and we’ll get started. Heavenly Father, thank you so much for your kindness to us. We don’t deserve to have physical ability endure in this life. We don’t deserve to have mental capacity sustained in this life. We truly only deserve condemnation under your wrath for our sins. And so anything that you give to us, we pray to use as a gift, as a stewardship, to use well and for your glory, and to be content and to trust you as things diminish. And we thank you for the preparation, for mental decline. You’ve already given us from principles from your word. We pray even now as we discuss caring for one another and seeking to glorify you in personal worship in our physical existence that you would be honored as we listen and apply and are strengthened and sharpened to help others. We ask all this in Jesus’ name. Amen. I’m going to start with kind of a personal question that came in, Jake, and it goes like this. If I try not to get dementia, you gave us a lot of helps, dietary exercise, sleep, some of those things that were really helpful, practical things. So if I’m doing those things, if I’m trying not to get dementia, am I expressing distrust and dissatisfaction in God and his sovereignty? Stewardship, Planning, and God’s Sovereignty Jacob Hantla: Maybe. So, yeah, we spend a lot of time talking about the practical ways that you might want to steward this life and this body that God’s given you. The big hitters were exercise, right? We said if there’s one that you can do, it’s that. But there’s a lot more. There’s a, but if you’re doing those things, is that sinful? It might be. There’s a way to do the right thing for the wrong reasons. Planning, though, is not unbelief. Planning like God doesn’t exist is unbelief. or planning like God’s way isn’t best in your selfishly, arrogantly grabbing after your own desires. That’s unbelief. That’s sin. So the issue isn’t whether you should steward, but it’s whether an action that you’re saying is stewardship is actually a mask for control, pride, and fear. Proverbs 27:12 says the prudent sees danger and hides himself. There’s a way to see that. Where you see danger, you hide yourself from it. You take planned steps in order to avoid it that actually roots itself from fear of the Lord. And that would be right. And in contrast, it says the simple go on as if that danger isn’t there and they suffer for it. So there’s nothing inherently righteous or right and just saying, I’m going to trust the Lord and use that as a mask for just lazy thoughtlessness. Similarly, there’s nothing righteous at all in saying, I don’t want what I fear is coming and I’m going to grasp after what I want. But James 4, you guys might want to open there. This is, a really, really helpful section of scripture for planning. And it reveals why we actually have to, at the heart of all of this, guard our hearts, not merely do the right thing. James Chapter 4. And this is in the context of the warning, or the command to humble yourself from verse 10, humble yourselves before the Lord because God resists the proud and gives grace to the humble. And now, he says, come now, verse 13, you who say today or tomorrow, we’re going to go into such and such a town, spend a year there trade, and make a profit. Yet you do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? You’re a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes. Instead, you ought to say, if the Lord wills, we will do this or that. So the take home from that is not don’t plan, don’t run a business, but rather as you run it, run it as one who actually embraces and recognizes your temporalness, your weakness, your dependence, and God’s sovereignty. Smedly Yates: If we zoom out from the topic of dementia, and we just think about the principle underlying that, we’re dealing with the realities of God using human means in his sovereign plans. If we rephrase the question, we might say, is it sin and distrust of the Lord to study for your chemistry exam? No, of course not. Can you sin by studying for your chemistry exam without thought toward God and exalt your own pride and intellect and your hard work? Yeah, that’d be wrong. A godless, practical, atheistic approach to effort would be sin. But a laziness that says, well, I’m just trusting in the Lord, but I’m not going to go apply for a job, study from my exam, practice for the athletic endeavor, or whatever is sin the other way. And I love the example of evangelism. We know that God will save people, but we know that God uses means to do it. So is it a failure to trust God when I go out and share the gospel with people? No, it’s actually the obedience that God uses as a means to accomplish his ends. Now, I can’t control the results. So you can be faithful, worshiping the Lord, telling others how great Jesus is all day long and nobody gets saved and God is honored and we trust him. Jacob Hantla: Yeah. There’s two biblical, I love the illustration. It’s throughout the Bible of horses and chariots. You can write down Proverbs 21:31 and Psalm 20:7. In Proverbs 21:31, it says, the horse is made ready for the day of battle. Who does that? We do that. The people do that, and they go, battle, but it says, but victory belongs to Yahweh. And similarly, in Psalm 20:7, this, this was actually one of my favorite passages in fighting cancer. I stole it from Piper in his book, Don’t Waste Your Cancer. He says, some trust in chariots, and some in horses, but we trust in the name of Yahweh our God, which doesn’t mean go to battle with slow horses and broken down chariots, it’s wise to get the best you can. If you know that you might be facing a future with dementia or anything else you might face, chemistry test or other health problem, be diligent to plan, but do it in a way that when you don’t get dementia, it wasn’t your effort that gets the glory. It was Yahweh’s. And if you get dementia anyway, you say, it was the Lord’s will. It’s best, I trust. Reverse Sanctification and Dementia Smedly Yates: A question came through, and really there were several facets that sort of get at the same kind of question. But people wondered, and this comes obviously from people who have worked hard to care for people with various forms of dementia. But it seems like Christians at times can experience what looks like reverse sanctification. Is that what’s going on there? Have people been abandoned by the Holy Spirit when behaviors change in mental decline. Jacob Hantla: Yeah, I think probably about five, six of you asked that question with very particular circumstances in mind. And the question doesn’t overstate the reality of what occurs. So reverse sanctification. Sanctification is the process of progressively being conformed to the image of Christ from the point of salvation, usually, and normally for a Christian, until the point when they finish well, die, and are taken home, and then glory. But that doesn’t always happen for Christians. The reality is sometimes in dementia, some Christians become more childlike in their faith. It’s not inevitable that your sanctification will reverse. And I don’t think that’s the right term. It’s the observed reality that we see. But sometimes their faith becomes more simple, but not less godly. They might tell the same stories over and over again. Or if you imagine sometimes what happens in dementia, your existence in the moment is separated from what’s gone before it. So you’re always disoriented. That’s terrifying. And so you see the Christian in those moments having a childlike trust questions that you feel bad for them, but they are trusting the Lord in a real way. But sometimes, and this is the words of Dr. John Dunlop, wrote a book on the Christian and dementia. He goes, dementia can indeed change personalities. It has transformed wonderful, loving, godly people into tyrants. And that happens. I’ve seen, you see somebody who was self-controlled loving. and as they progress into dementia, they curse. They use language that’s not befitting a Christian at all. There’s inappropriateness in all kinds of ways. And so what’s going on there? I think it’s helpful. I’m going to do another physiology lesson. Bear with me, I promise it’s worth it. It helps me. So there’s some types of dementia, especially that there’s one we talked about called frontotemporal. What does that mean? It’s the area of the brain in which it happens. And it changes the way that your brain physically works. So there’s an, I’m going to oversimplify a little bit. So, but this is, this is helpful. If you think of your prefrontal cortex, you might have heard that word because we joke. Teenagers, their prefrontal cortex isn’t fully developed. And that’s true. It’s why you don’t trust your kids to make life-altering decisions. But the prefrontal cortex is, you could think of it as the executive control center of your brain. It houses the part of your brain for abstract thought, concentration, working memory, and most critically, inhibition of inappropriate thoughts and actions. You and I do it all the time you think it’s like the breaks. There’s a filter on, thank God there’s a filter, right? Something comes to your mind and it doesn’t come out your mouth. Because of the prefrontal cortex, it overrides automatic impulsive thoughts. It helps you consider the consequences in the future before acting. It connects your current behaviors to the past experiences and your goals. And when that area is damaged, somebody has a really hard time choosing the appropriate behavior for the situation. The damage, it sort of removes the filter. There’s another thing, orbital frontal cortex. It’s just another area of your brain. You don’t need to know the big word. But what that is is that’s particularly critical for regulating social behavior. When that area of the brain gets damaged, like if you get a cancer to that area or a surgery that affects, that area instantly, that person can explain what appropriate social behavior is, but they don’t recognize when their behavior violates that. So it’s manifested by like just a list from a textbook that I looked up on this. It’s greeting strangers in an overly familiar manner, standing too close to others, inappropriate touching, being aware of social norms, like I said, but unaware that your behavior violates that, and that can go to extremes, sexual inappropriateness, language inappropriateness, and they’re just unaware. You and I, if we were to be saying that, it would be sin. In this case, it actually may represent a physical inability. So what’s going on there? I want to think about the brain and the believer. When the Holy Spirit expresses self-control in a believer. So, right, the fruit of the spirit is self-control. And I just said, well, self-control comes from the prefrontal cortex. So are we just our brains? No. When the Holy Spirit makes a believer new. And when the Holy Spirit controls that believer, he does it in a way through the working of our physiologic brain that enables us to submit to him, which means that he’s actually using our prefrontal cortex in a renewed way. I think it’s helpful. Open your Bible’s to Ephesians 5:18. I think this is really helpful. And there is an inner working between the way our brains and our most inner us, your soul, your mind, you’re who you are. There’s a working there that we, don’t truly understand, but that we can get glimpses into here. And I think that that, if we think of the way our brains in the working of the Holy Spirit to accomplish things like self-control, I think this is a helpful verse. Ephesians 5:18, do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery. And what’s that contrasted with? But be filled with the Holy Spirit, with the Spirit. So what does alcohol physically do? Alcohol in a person, it actually, you’re going to now see why I did this physiology lesson, it actually dramatically reduces prefrontal cortex activity. It takes the break off. It takes the filter off. You may still have the Holy Spirit, but the physiologic means that he uses to exercise control of, you would use to minimize your expressions of sin while in this body that’s falling apart, you’ve now chemically altered that. And so you have a lack of self-control, an impaired moral reasoning, increased risk-taking. Similarly, your orbital frontal cortex goes dysfunctional. That’s why I mentioned those two things. That happens with alcohol and anything that stimulates GABA receptors. That would be like benzodiazepines, some sleeping pills, some anti-enactylase, some anti-enactylase. anxiety meds, it can lead to social inappropriateness for those same reasons. Opioids. Research shows that chronic amphetamine and opioid use alters decision-making by ways that are very similar to focal damage to that orbital frontal cortex. You can see now chemicals interacting with your brain in a way that we’re used to seeing those people don’t act right. THC from marijuana, same thing, decreased brain volumes in chronic use, especially in the orbital frontal cortex. Sleep deprivation. Tons of breakdown, temporary, and the connection between amygdala, which is like your fighter flight, your stress area, and your prefrontal cortex connectivity. So sleep deprivation triggers this. You basically don’t have a brain. on your emotional regulation. So why am I going through all that? If we have the ability, it’s right for us to keep ourselves from breaking our brain intentionally. Don’t be drunk. Avoid chemicals that would alter those areas and make the expression of self-control more difficult or less likely. and you can actually, you see it in your kids when they’re unslept, more prone to sin. You see it in yourself. So imagine yourself with 48 hours without sleep, then drink a little bit of alcohol. You will become disinhibited, irritable, and be much more prone to sin. Don’t do that to yourself. But now what happens if that’s actually happening physically because areas of your brain are dying, they’re tangled up with proteins, or they’re otherwise that they can’t access the energy stores to function? That’s effectively what they’re, but they can’t sleep it off or sober up. It helps you be probably a little more understanding and maybe see that it’s not actually a reversing of sanctification, but rather, I think it’s a, well, let’s just turn to 2 Corinthians 4, and I think we’ll see what it is. You see that dementia can change behavior by damaging the brain’s physiologic instruments of restraint and judgment, but it’s not the same thing as the Holy Spirit moving out. sanctification isn’t stored in a lobe of the brain. You are more than your brain. It’s actually our brain is that part of us that’s wasting away. It’s not our inner man. So 2nd Corinthians 4:16, we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. day. This is helpful to remember in somebody whose outer self is falling apart, not just physically their body doesn’t work anymore, but their brain’s not working. This light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison. As we look not to the things that are seen, but the things that are unseen, the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. It’s really helpful. when we look at somebody with dementia and it looks like they’re becoming less and less Christian. I love the way John Piper says it. He has a helpful ask Pastor John on dementia. And he says, Paul’s telling us that weak, in glorious, demented shadow of a once strong Christian in front of us is on the brink of glory and power. You need to go into nursing homes and think that way. These people are on the brink of glory and power. We must keep this continuity in mind between diminished powers of human beings here and the spectacular powers that they’re going to have in the resurrection. It’s so important if we lose a sense of that continuity for the Christian, will assume that we are becoming less human rather than being on the brink of gloriously superhuman. So it’s helpful to see that your brain is the outer person that’s wasting away. And that isn’t necessarily connected to the what God has done in the most inner you. Confrontation, Rebuke, and Care for the Weak Smedly Yates: Given that reality, Jake, we think about somebody whose inhibitions are broken down. The manifest ability for self-control allows things in the heart to make their way out. Is there ever a place for confrontation, rebuke, encouragement, help for somebody who’s still living the Christian life, still susceptible to sin? At what level is it appropriate? How should we think about, you know, helping behavior and rotten speech and things like that? Jacob Hantla: Yeah, absolutely. There is. You have to recognize that the purpose of rebuke would be repentance, right? And just like with children and with all Christians, it’s really wise and necessary to discern when possible between sin and inability. The reality is that we can’t always do that. But before I go there, I want to get back to this question. Let’s think about ourselves and what we’re going to be prone to do with what I just said. I’m going to be prone, you might be prone, to say, well, I didn’t sin. It’s just my physiology that made me do it. You don’t get off the hook ever in the Bible because your physiology had a weakness. God uses our weakness and our physiology as the platform in which he demonstrates his power, and particularly his power over sin. Our brains, actually a significant part of why they’re weak and why they break like this, is because it’s a part of God’s judgment for us. Romans 1, right? We became futile in our thinking, and our minds were darkened as a result of our unwillingness to acknowledge God as God. We are not merely our brains, and yet the dysfunction of our brains is actually a significant part of the fall. God renews that. He changes that in the believer. And if you as a Christian say, I know where I am particularly vulnerable, maybe I’m heading down a path towards dementia, or maybe I have some particular weaknesses where I haven’t slept much this week. I just had back surgery. I know I’m going to be on an opioid for pain, and I know that I’m going to have a particular—even if you can’t say the area of your brain that’s going to not function right—you're going to say, all right, Jake taught me that I’m going to tend to act inappropriately towards people. I’m not going to view myself rightly. I’m going to have a lack of self-control. I better ask for help. I’m not going to justify sin, but I’m actually going to be more vigilant for it. Fight it more diligently and get people around me to help me fight it. So now let’s go to the question of, is it ever appropriate to rebuke a dementia patient? Let’s assume that person is a Christian. Go to 1 Thessalonians 5:14. If that person is a Christian and they are sinning, even if they’re not even aware of it, they’re going to say, will you please come to me and help me? I’m going to need help. We need to, as best we can, use the right tool for the situation. Discern weakness, faint-heartedness, and still don’t hesitate to admonish unruliness or idleness. So 1 Thessalonians 5:14: “We urge you, brothers, admonish the idle or the unruly, encourage the fainthearted, help the weak.” Do you see those three different instructions? Somebody might be expressing sin. All three of these might be evidences of—in all of these three cases—there might be somebody evidencing unbelief or something that needs turning, changing. And in one case, the tool is admonishment. In another, it’s actually help. And in the other, it’s encouragement. Now consider the person with dementia. Their brain is not functioning the way that yours is. They can’t connect their actions to what’s socially appropriate. They can’t connect their actions with the goals they’re aiming at. They might be unclear as to even the situation that they find themselves in, the context of their life. That’s a pitiable—in all the right ways—pitiable circumstance. That would tend to make that person fainthearted, very weak. What they probably need more than admonishment is help and encouragement. I love Poithress. This is from Piper and Grudem’s book, Recovering Biblical Manhood and Womanhood. He says, “Our privilege as Christ’s children altogether should stimulate rather than destroy our concern to treat each person in the church with the sensitivity and respect due to that person by reason of his age, gift, sex, leadership status, personality,” and I would add mental status. So how should you do this? With mild impairment, let’s just go down a category. If you had somebody with mild impairment—not all dementias, it’s not this catch-all where everybody’s all the same—you can have a mild impairment. Probably normal accountability. They’re going to tend to need more admonishment and help and encouragement, but be slower, be gentle, be more concrete. You’re probably not going to be able to string together three or four if-then statements to logically get them there. Make it simple. Sort of like when you’re admonishing your three-year-old, maybe your five-year-old, your seven-year-old. You still do it, but not in the same way that you would a 25-year-old or a 35-year-old. But then with moderate impairment, your correction probably becomes more redirection. Just simple statements of, “That’s not okay. Let’s go over here.” Change the environment. And then severe impairment, probably treat it more as symptom management, prioritizing safety, comfort. Simple statements still: “That’s not okay.” Like you would use for your one-year-old: “Use your hands for gentleness. We don’t speak like that. That doesn’t honor the Lord.” Normal Aging, Forgetfulness, and Dementia Smedly Yates: Statements like that. This is so helpful, Jake. I think partly because we don’t want to be in a position where we’re shocked and our black-and-white categories of sanctification, justification, get in the way of compassionate care and love for someone who is in a weakened state that needs help. It’s not dismissing sin, but just really helpful, compassionate care. I have a more personal question for you. Last evening, we had a number of friends in our home, and I got confused and thought that a dear sweet friend was somebody else altogether. And it occurred to me later, I asked a really strange question that didn’t make any sense to her at all. Do I have dementia? Jacob Hantla: I don’t think so. But you are getting older. There’s a forgetfulness that’s just a part of being human. And there is a forgetfulness that’s increasingly normal with age. Smedly Yates: You’re right behind me. You’re catching up. No, you’re not catching up, but you’re behind me. Jacob Hantla: Percentage-wise, I’m catching up, and I will never in an absolute, absolute way. So there’s normal aging, and some normal cognitive decline with aging is very different than actual dementia. So if you do have questions about that, it’s helpful. Regardless, if you just say, hey, I’m getting old. I’m not sleeping as well. Just as a result of not sleeping as well, as a result of just being weaker, maybe having more history behind you, some more stuff to forget, or whatever, you realize, hey, I don’t have dementia, but I’m not who I once was. That’s not a bad place to be. There’s a weakness there that’s helpful to get people around you to augment your weaknesses. How much more, if you were heading toward dementia. I promise I’ll tell you if I see it. You do the same for me. But regardless, you might or you might not. I don’t think you do. But let’s say that you’re saying, I forget stuff, do I have dementia? The second that you start thinking that, you’re probably not the right person to be making that call. It’s wise to get family members, elders, even medical professionals, doctors to assess: is this dementia? Is it a reversible cause? What’s the probability it’s going to accelerate? And then as you start seeing more and more likelihood that, yeah, this is progressing, start getting people around you to start relinquishing intentionally controls that you might have on your life. Can you double-check me on any purchases greater than X amount of money? Let’s go update the will. Let’s get you on a power of attorney. Invite them to take away the keys at the appropriate time. Even if you say that’s a long way from now, that’s a really humble way to invite, in a godly way, people who love you to be enabled to help you. Forgetting the Gospel and Childlike Faith Smedly Yates: Jake, can a believer forget the gospel in a mentally diminished state or not have the ability to articulate the gospel? Jacob Hantla: Yeah. They can. Memories are stored in our brain. And you might not have access to those memories even while you are saved. Right? That unbreakable chain of salvation will end in glorification from Romans chapter 8: all those whom he foreknew, and it gets all the way to glorification. And in the midst of that may be a trial like your memories are disconnected from you in a way that you can’t explain concepts like substitutionary atonement, you might not even remember that Jesus is your Savior, though he is. And so if somebody has forgotten those things, don’t tire of reminding them of those things. Because even if that memory can only stay with them for that one moment, it’s real. And it might help them endure that moment. It’s a really complex, I can’t say that we understand it at all. But God does. There’s a complex relationship between our thoughts, our memories, how those connect to our actions, and what our ultimate status before God that’s normally expressed through faith. And you can’t have faith without trusting in Jesus. So how can somebody who doesn’t even know who Jesus is trust in him? I’m just going to say I’m not God. God knows. And when you are in your right mind, if you do, that’s evidence of God’s work in you. Because nobody can say Jesus is Lord apart from, in me, and being it, apart from God changing them, saving them, making them new. And so if their brain breaks, and they no longer are able to say that in the same way, I don’t think that’s going to be devastating because they weren’t saved on the merit of faith, but they were saved by grace through the exercise of faith. That faith may look different now. But it’s helpful to think of what kind of people go into the kingdom. Like the disciples, when the children were coming, and they said, no, don’t let them near. And Jesus says, no, it’s, it’s that kind of person who gets into the kingdom. Don’t think that those, faith doesn’t have to be complex. Faith doesn’t have to be well reasoned out. That doesn’t mean that you have an excuse not to think. Peter says, add to your faith knowledge, right? We are expected to grow in faith. I’d love to hear you expound on this, Smed. But there’s a childlikeness of faith that actually in your dementia, you might be able to express that. In your arrogance, maybe in your self-trusting when your faculties are working, it may actually be God’s means of separating you from your strength, because when we’re weak, we’re strong in him, that we don’t get to see all the interplay of that, but we may be a means moment by moment of reminding the Christian who forgot who Jesus was of who he is. Smedly Yates: I think that’s so helpful. The weakest place you will ever be in life are at your last moments on the earth. No matter how it is you go out of this life. Just last night I was working through the details of the resurrection in 1 Corinthians 15. And listen to this, Paul is comparing the resurrection to a seed sown into the ground and then what comes out afterwards. And there are different levels of glory from sun, moon to stars, different kinds of bodies, fish, and other things. But not everybody’s the same. But every human being who faces physical mortality ends life here and then experiences resurrection, every one of us will experience the most profound weaknesses in the last moments. And here’s how Paul describes it. The body is sown, placed into the ground like a seed, corruptible. Subject to absolute humiliating corruption, raised incorruptible. No longer ever subject to corruption. And when we think about brain deterioration, that word corruption is weighty. Sown in dishonor. The last moments of anyone’s physicality are the most dishonorable. Stripped of power, stripped of strength, stripped of dignity, but raised in glory. And Jake, what you shared earlier about somebody being on the brink of the kind of glory that C.S. Lewis described—if we were to see a resurrected saint now we’d be tempted to fall down and worship them or run away in abject terror. We just have no idea what this glory is like on this side of it. But we go from the lowest, most undignified, most powerless spot in our earthly existence in those last moments. And he goes on and says, put in the ground in weakness, raised in power, put in the ground natural, raised supernatural. And so the earthy is first and then the spiritual. And so it’s just helpful to think about not being surprised when someone is at their most profoundly weak, not just physically but mentally, end-of-life scenarios. Jacob Hantla: Yeah, it’s profoundly humbling. And it makes us want to say, I don’t want to be there. Can I avoid that? Okay. I mean, do your best. And ultimately God may bring us there in a way that all of us, sometimes our last moments are momentary, sometimes our last moments of that corruptible humiliation last a really long time. In this tent we groan, longing to put on our heavenly dwelling, if indeed by putting it on, we may not be found naked. For while we are still in this tent, this physical body that’s falling apart, we groan, being burdened. Not that we would be unclothed. It’s not merely saying, hey, let’s take this thing off, but that we would be further clothed so that what is mortal may be swallowed up by life. It’s not even worth comparing. And so if that’s the way that God has to be glorified in us—to go back to that first question—okay, I’ll do that. It’s light and momentary, even if it lasts a long time. And even if I’m not even able in the moment to contemplate what time is, it’s humiliating. And you know what? I’m going to ask the Lord to take that from me. I’m going to say, God, please don’t. That’s an okay prayer. That’s similar to what Paul prayed and said in 2 Corinthians 12. And Jesus says, no, my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. And if Jesus says that to you, Christian, you can say, okay, I’m going to be content with weaknesses. And man, if you get to care for somebody in their weak moments there, it’s helpful to have these things in mind to know they’re on the brink of glory. Marriage, Roles, and Dementia Smedly Yates: I want to move to a practical and theological question related to roles, thinking particularly about husbands and wives honoring biblical roles in marriage, particularly when a husband is experiencing mental decline and dementia. How does a wife caring for a husband honor those roles with a diminished ability? Jacob Hantla: Yeah, that’s a really helpful question. I loved thinking through this. Smedly Yates: I came up with it myself. No. Several people asked. I just wrote it down. Jacob Hantla: You did. I think we want to avoid two opposite errors. One is a view of submission and leadership as a rigid subservience. If a husband can’t lead, the wife can’t act. Or on the other side, a role evaporation. That illness or inability cancels biblical patterns. Both of those would be absolutely wrong. Did you get that? One would be if the husband can’t lead, then the wife shouldn’t be able to act. And if the husband can’t lead because of inability, role distinction, that God set out that is grounded in creation order, not in ability, right? Men aren’t pastors because we’re better at it or smarter at all or better teachers. That’s not where God grounds it. But in his purposes. And so it’s helpful. If we think about what femininity is, so we’re helping a wife whose husband is just incapable of leading in the ways that she wishes he could, a heart that longs to follow. You think of 1 Peter 3:4. The adorning for the woman is in the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious. Normally, that’s going to be expressed through submitting to husbands, to their leadership, even in ways, as long as their leadership—for unbelievers, as long as their leadership doesn’t lead them to go against the Lord—even submitting to that with a gentle and quiet spirit. That’s going to play itself out differently for a husband who can’t lead through inability or poor decision-making due to brain decline. You go to Proverbs 31. This breaks the category of a submissive wife as one who’s subservient and just says, “Tell me exactly what to do, so I only do that thing.” No, an excellent wife who can find, she’s far more precious than jewels. The heart of her husband trusts in her. He will have no lack of gain. She does him good and not harm all the days of her life. You see right there a husband who can trust his wife, whose wife is working for his good and not harm, that’s a wife who’s embraced godly roles. It’s not a wife, it’s not neediness that she expresses, but productivity and care. Jump forward to verse 15 of Proverbs 31. She rises while it is yet night, provides food for her household, portions for her maidens, she considers a field and buys it, the fruit of her hand, she plants a vineyard, she dresses herself with strength and makes her arms strong. She perceives that her merchandise is profitable, her lamp does not go out at night. This is a woman who can work, who can work hard, but very different from that which feminists would say, hey, a woman who doesn’t need a man, a woman who functions for her own good, depart from him, but this is a woman who’s functioning strong for the good of her husband. And her husband trusts, she, verse 27, looks to the ways of her household. She doesn’t eat the bread of idleness. Children and her husband call her blessed and praise her. Charm is deceitful, beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. This biblical femininity is rooted in fear of the Lord, love of her husband, not a desire to dominate over the husband, but to come alongside as a God-given helper to build him up, that can be demonstrated in very unique, very God-glorifying ways with a husband whose mind is increasingly not working. It’s fundamentally a disposition to honor and support the husband voluntarily and gladly. Leadership often involves delegation. So, husbands: if you’re heading that way, plan in advance for the kinds of ways so that your wife, even when you can no longer give your preferences, she knows, and it seems like in the moment, she’s actually working against it when you no longer understand what’s going on. She’s actually able to follow. So it’s good and right for the wife to be productive, capable, in a way that might look independent, but with a hard attitude that supports. So anticipate that. I want to give a personal example. This is actually hard and a little bit embarrassing. So dementia is different than delirium. Delirium is something that’s short-term, usually from a cause. You see it in elderly when they get like UTIs. You can see it from medications. Post-surgery, I see it all the time with anesthesia. As many of you guys know, I spent a long time in the hospital with Burkitt lymphoma. I was getting a lot of chemo. They stick a needle in my spine, give me chemo directly into my cerebral spinal fluid around my brain. I was on tons of pain medication and all kinds of other medications that did weird things to my brain. I don’t remember this time, but there was apparently a few days—I remember bits and pieces of it—where I was out of my mind. I at one point apparently tried to hit Kiki. I took all my clothes off and tried to go in the hall at the hospital. Kiki was a loving, submissive, supportive wife by helping me not do that. I am very grateful for her tearfully persevering, guarding me from myself as my brain was failing me. At that point, thankfully, in a reversible way. But she was not stepping out of her God-ordained role by saying, “No, Jake, you cannot go in the hall naked. No, Jake, you cannot hit me. Jake, get in bed,” and even physically and chemically restraining me for a time. That was a gracious expression of role differentiation that I think honored the Lord and honored me. I remember also, just husbands to wives, me at the—I was reading my vows this morning from almost 25 years ago. I wrote in those vows. And I’d encourage you guys to think through that now. And singles, as you’re thinking through marriage, think through what it might mean in all the different stages. I said, “I pray that as we grow old together, our love will grow stronger because we are together growing as one closer to Christ. I commit myself to loving you, even when your beautiful body is gone, even when your mind is not sharp, even when you do not recognize who I am. No matter what the cost to me, I will be married to you until God takes you.” And that’s what it means. That love isn’t in it for what the other one can give. It’s not self-seeking. It actually seeks the good of the other. So have this mind in you, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped after, but he emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being found in human form. He did that all the way to the point of death, death on the cross. That’s what husbands are called to. That’s what all of us are called to. So thinking, I am above changing this diaper or correcting my spouse for the thousand and seventy-second time this week. Stooping that low is nothing compared to our Savior’s humble condescension to us. And so you actually are embracing God-given roles as a Christian when we help and endure and love our spouse to the very end. Honoring Parents and End-of-Life Care Smedly Yates: And that’s a great segue, Jake. When I think about what you just described, our parents did those very things for us when we were helpless. There may come a time where those roles are reversed and we’re helping our parents in their end-of-life situations. I’m going to ask you a series of questions that came in and you can answer whichever ones you want. I’ll try to go faster so we get through them. Maybe. Maybe we do a part 17 of this series, whatever. But I’m thinking about the command, the prohibition, do not sharply rebuke an older man. And the positive commands honor your father and mother. Those commands don’t expire. And when I think about don’t sharply rebuke an older man, there ought to be an elevated view of those who have walked this life longer than we have. We’ve lost that in an American culture, right? Tribal cultures have kept that in some ways. Other places, other cultures have kept that. We just sort of disregard the elderly as a new cultural phenomenon. And, you know, the word euthanasia, the beginning of the word is, is eu or good and thanasia, thanos, death. Good death. It’s not good. And we don’t discard people when they’re no longer of utilitarian purpose. But that is where our culture is going. And Christians must look very different. So when we think about how do we gently, compassionately, lovingly honor God, honor our parents, loving them through end-of-life scenarios. Here’s a series of questions. How do I honor those relationships when compassionate care, sometimes correction, help the 1,077th time. Dad, use your words. Don’t use your hand. You know, whatever it is. Give me the keys. How do we do that and honor them in our disposition? Number two, is it sin to employ the resources of home health care or a live-in situation, a retirement community, etc.? And then what do we need to think about with end-of-life scenarios? Yeah. That’s a lot of questions. Let’s go. Jacob Hantla: Let’s go. So I think honoring your parents means, first off, it’s a disposition of the heart, but it’s a disposition of the heart that is connected to meeting their physical needs. You went to 1 Timothy 5. Do not sharply rebuke an older man, but encourage him as you would a father. And then dot that dot, second, verse 2, older women as mothers. And then it rolls into, let’s think of widows who are truly widows. Open to 1 Timothy 5. This is maybe a section that you’re like, you might not read this honor widows who are truly widows section, thinking it applies to you. It does. And I think in it is the answer to this question, or at least a significant part of it. Verse four, the thought here is the church needs to take care of widows, but don’t do so in a way that robs a family of the responsibility and need to take care of their own parents. So look at verse four. If a widow has children or even grandchildren, let them first learn to show godliness to their own household. And now look at this three part: make some return to their parents. So rooted in just a mom, dad, thank you for however many years of my life. You changed my diapers and fed me and looked after every need. It’s okay if my career is messed up because I have to have you in my home and I have to go take care of you. That is, do you see what it says? That is actual showing of godliness. I love what you just said. It’s so different than the culture. The culture might do this in a way that Christians have to be sharply different than. It is godliness to make return for the way that your parents cared for you. Number two, this is pleasing in the sight of God. You don’t do it out of social obligation—well, who else is going to do it? They don’t have enough insurance. Or even if they do have insurance and you do get the privilege of having live-in help. No, you are seeking to please the Lord as you make return to them. This is pleasing. Yeah, and then the third was, yeah, so godliness, make return to their parents. It’s please the Lord. Take care of your parents. Meet the needs. And if you don’t, verse 8, do you see what it says? If anyone does not provide for relatives, especially members of his household, do you see what you’re saying? You have denied the faith and you are worse than an unbeliever. This is what James is referring to in chapter 2. That’s a faith that’s dead being by itself. The religion, end of James 1, the true religion, takes care of orphans and widows in their distress. How much more are your parents? So, yes, take care of your parents. You have to. It’s a great privilege. It’s actually God’s ordained means of living out godliness. So can you send your parents to a care home? Does that mean you have to maximally sacrifice? Not necessarily. It doesn’t mean that you have to perform every task. Neglect is sin, but using help may be wisdom. The reality is dementia needs are often 24-7. They involve skilled needs at times. They may wander, fall, be incontinent, unsafe swallowing. Care at home at all costs—that may be rooted in love. It may also be rooted in pride or even foolishness. Honor can actually look like choosing a good facility, visiting often, advocating, overseeing care. Encourage the church to be involved, but don’t demand the church do the work at you avoiding it. I don’t remember what the other questions were. Smedly Yates: That’s all right. We got one minute left, Jake. Would you close our time in prayer? Closing Prayer Jacob Hantla: God, thank you for your word and just how replete it is with wisdom and principles and instruction and most of all revelation of who you are and what pleases you. God, I pray from this and just from this lesson and all the trials that you bring us through related to dementia and so many others that you would increasingly form us each individually and then corporately as your body. Form us into your image. Increase our godliness and then, God, bring us safely home. We love you. Be glorified in our lives and in our church. In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen. The post Equipping Hour: Dementia and the Christian Q&A appeared first on Grace Bible Church.
Aly & Fila feat Jwaydan - We Control The Sunlight (Darren Porter Remix)[FSOE]Darren Anthony -The Final Goodbye [Forevolution]CLASSIC: The Conductor & The Cowboy - Feeling This Way (Simon McCann Remix)[Pure Trance]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.KBK & Angel Falls - Follow The Light [Abora Recordings]4.Solarstone- The Last Defeat Pt. 1 (Obie's Dark Side Extended Remix)[Pure Trance]3.Paul van Dyk & Ciaran McAuley 'When I Found You' [Blackhole]2.Javah, Will Room & Stacey Jay - Sea Of Dreams [Ablazing Records]1.Mhammed el Alami & Rebekah Rae - Strangers In The Rain [Amsterdam Trance] GUEST MIX: Johan GielenThree Drives - Greece 2000 (Max Styler Rework)[Armada]Daniel Wanrooy - Losing Sleep (Extended Mix) [Black Hole Recordings]ID- ID (Extended Mix) [White label]Artisse - Lithium (Extended Mix) [Create Music]Johan Gielen presents Airscape - Million Miles (Extended Mix)[Black Hole Recordings]Johan Gielen presents Airscape – L'Esperanza (Pierre Pienaar Rmx) [Black Hole Recordings]Paul van Dyk & Ciaran McAuley - When I Found You (Extended Mix) [Black Hole Recordings]
Stargazers & Paulina Dubaj - Break My Fall [Amsterdam Trance]Richard Durand - Rubicon [FSOE]CLASSIC: Alena - Turn It Around (Space Brothers Rethink)[Basic Beat Recordings]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.DT8 Project & Simon Gregory - Now & Forever (Club Mix) [MONDO RECORDS] 4.Paul van Dyk & Ciaran McAuley 'When I Found You' [Blackhole]3.Johan Gielen pres. Airscape - Million Miles [Black Hole Recordings]2.Michael Angelo - Falling [Amsterdam Trance]1.Javah, Will Room & Stacey Jay - Sea Of Dreams [Ablazing Records]GUEST MIX: 2MindSSauli- Air [RSNT]Armin Van Buuren/Rising Star- Sonic Samba [Armind]2MindS -ID [Unreleased]K-series- There's nothing I won't do (k14) [Tidy Two]4Strings, CJ Stone- I can't help myself [Future Sequence]Chicane, OnTune -Saltwater [Armada]
For the first bi-weekly episode of Horror Bytes, Safe Room's indie horror showcase, Neil and Jay chat about the detective-themed horrors of Delirium & Between the Lines! Safe Room is a Bloody Disgusting weekly horror video game podcast with new episodes every Monday and Thursday. For additional streaming services: Linktree. Feel free to follow the show and hosts on Twitter & Blusky: Safe Room's Twitter | Safe Room's BluSky | Neil | Jay | Horror Bytes | Show less
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Show notes at pharmacyjoe.com/episode1097 In this episode, I'll discuss whether ICU patients benefit from daily QTc interval monitoring during antipsychotic use for delirium.
Reactions from a brilliant Manchester derby as Manchester United beat Man City 2-0.It was Michael Carrick's first game back at the club as head coach, building on his unbeaten run in the dugout, which currently stands at three wins and one draw.Brian, Dale and Fitzy also share their thoughts on ex-players crossing the line with their criticisms.Thanks for your continued support of the Simply Red Podcast. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
Javah, Will Room & Stacey Jay - Sea Of Dreams [Ablazing Records]Sean Mathews – Supersonic [FSOE]CLASSIC: Armin van Buuren feat. Susana - Shivers [Armada]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Diago - Eivissa [Ablazing Records]4.0Gravity - Chase Your Dreams [FSOE]3.Stu B - Striving Forward [EXTREMA GLOBAL MUSIC]2.Johan Gielen pres. Airscape - Million Miles [Black Hole Recordings]1.Michael Angelo - Falling [Amsterdam Trance]GUEST MIX: LangeLange & James Black Presents - I am Not a Number [Create Music]Lange - God Loves The Truth (Club Mix) [Create Music]Darren Tate - Venus (Lange Remix) [Mondo Records]Atlantis vs Avatar - Fiji (Lange Remix)Lange presents X-odus feat. Xan - I'm in Love Again (Original 2003 Mix) [Create Music]Lange feat The Morrighan - Follow Me (Stephen Kirkwood Remix) [Universal]
The JournalFeed podcast for the week of Jan 5-9, 2026.These are summaries from just 2 of the 5 articles we cover every week! For access to more, please visit JournalFeed.org for details about becoming a member.Wednesday's Spoon Feed:Older adults discharged from the ED with delirium had almost 3 times the risk of 30-day mortality compared to those discharged without delirium.Friday's Spoon Feed:This RCT of 100 patients with intermediate-high risk PE showed that mechanical thrombectomy plus anticoagulation was superior to anticoagulation alone in reducing RV/LV ratio and earlier normalization of vitals.
IKLR - Take Me [Essentializm]Diago - Eivissa [Ablazing Records]CLASSIC: 4 Strings - Take Me Away (Darren Porter Rework)[CD-R]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Lost Witness,Christopher Corrigan & Theia- Where The Sky Meets Yesterday [Amsterdam Trance]4.Stu B - Striving Forward [EXTREMA GLOBAL MUSIC]3.Aerial Beat - Delight [Perfect Euphoria]2.Michael Angelo - Falling [Amsterdam Trance]1.Johan Gielen pres. Airscape - Million Miles [Black Hole Recordings]GUEST MIX: BiXXID – IDID – IDMark Sherry & Christina Novelli – Lighting Fires (Darren Porter & BiXX Remix)[Outburst]ID - ID BiXX & Susana – Believe in Me [Black Hole Recordings]BiXX – Fingerprints [Nocturnal Knights]
The Carrion Crusaders find themselves in a sticky situation Cast: Gary Eoff - Game Master Gary Garcia - Thwip McClintock Phillip De Leon - Genoeva Natacia Ursula de Cascabel aka "Genny" Keith Thomason - Yaneeko John Blizzard - Diego Dominus Klint Georgeson - Porkchop Music: Forbidden Crypts from Born of the Night by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/born-of-the-night/) Procession of the Damned from Gates of Delirium by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/gates-of-delirium/) Dark Discovery from Gates of Delirium by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/gates-of-delirium/) Forging the Scarab from The Dead Matter: Cemetery Gates by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/the-dead-matter-cemetery-gates/) Ambiance: Sword Coast Soundscapes (http://www.youtube.com/swordcoastsoundscapes) Need some snacks to enhance your gaming session? Check out the D&D Adventures Rations Pack from Mythical Meats! https://shop.mythicalmeats.com/products/dungeons-dragons-variety-pack?sca_ref=7946851.eGmnnJQVAwIneaihttps://ntsdgaming.com?sca_ref=6402987.ZaeDIC1rRt
We read and discuss "Ode on a Grecian Urn" by John Keats and poems from her newest book Burn, published in 2025 by Pitt Press.Barbara Hamby was born in New Orleans and raised in Honolulu. Her poems have appeared in The New Yorker, Poetry, American Poetry Review, Ploughshares, Yale Review, and The New York Times. She is the author of seven poetry collections including Holoholo (2021), Bird Odyssey (2018), On the Street of Divine Love: New and Selected Poems (2014), All-Night Lingo Tango (2009), and Babel (2004). Her second book, The Alphabet of Desire (1999) won the New York University Press Prize for Poetry. Her first book, Delirium (1995), won the Vassar Miller Prize, The Kate Tufts Award, and the Poetry Society of America's Norma Farber First Book Award.The John Simon Guggenheim Memorial Foundation honored Barbara as a 2010 Guggenheim Fellow in Poetry. Her short story collection Lester Higata's 20th Century won the 2010 Iowa Short Fiction Award.Barbara edited an anthology of poems, Seriously Funny (Georgia, 2009), with her husband David Kirby. She teaches at Florida State University where she is a Distinguished University Scholar.
Lost Witness,Christopher Corrigan & Theia- Where The Sky Meets Yesterday [Amsterdam Trance]Stu B - Striving Forward [EXTREMA GLOBAL MUSIC]CLASSIC: Ian Van Dahl - Try (Alphazone Remix) [Nulife]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Roman Messer & Roxanne Emery - Lost & Found [Suanda Music]4.Aerial Beat - Delight [Perfect Euphoria]3.Tasso - Push Wave (Extended Mix) [PURE TRANCE NEON]2.Michael Angelo - Falling [Amsterdam Trance]1.Johan Gielen pres. Airscape - Million Miles [Black Hole Recordings]GUEST MIX: Simon McCannAFTERUS - Six Degrees [Reason II Rise Music]Tori Amos - Professional Widow (Tasso's Armand Van Helden Retake) [CD-R]Ridgewalkers featuring El - Find (Lostly Remix) [Pure Trance]JX - Son Of A Gun (Dan Stone Remix) [CD-R]4 Strings & CJ Stone – I Can´t Help Myself [Future Sequence]Maarten De Jong - Super Ding [Armada Captivating]
Four Tet - Into Dust (Still Falling) (Solarstone Pure Mix) [White Label]Lee McNeill- Slip Away [Lost Kommunication Records Ltd]Spencer Newell & Adara - I Didnt Run [FSOE]Alphar - I Can't Stop [Lost Kommunication Records Ltd]Mike Nichol - Midland (Lange Remix) [Create Music]Mark Sherry & Brieanna Grace - Forever [Black Hole]Factor B - Ghosts [Theatre Of The Mind Music]Mehran Vedadi - I Can't Live Without You [Lost Kommunication Records Ltd]AFTERUS - Six Degrees [REASON II RISE MUSIC]Masters & Nickson Feat. Justine Suissa - Out There (5th Dimension) (Driftmoon Remix)[Armada Captivating]Darren Tate & Mike Koglin - Now Is The Time (Omnia Remix) [Armada Captivating]Ben Hemsley - Angel [bebé recordings]Ben Gold - Kick It [ARMADA MUSIC]Maarten De Jong - Super Ding [Armada Captivating]
Agnelli & Nelson – El Niño [Xtravaganza]Energy 52 - Café Del Mar '98 (Original Three 'N One Mix) [Superstition Records]Delerium- Silence (DJ Tiësto's In Search Of Sunrise Remix) [Yeti Records]Rank 1 - Airwave (Rank1 vs. Dutch Force Remix) [Manifesto]Robert Miles - Children [DBX Records]Tin Tin Out Strings For Yasmin (Adam White 25 Refit) Lost Witness & Trance Classics - 7 Colours (Patrick Dreama Remix) [Amsterdam Trance]Push – The Legacy [ Bonzai]Veracocha - Carte Blanche [Deal Records]System F - Out Of The Blue [Flashback (Flashover Recordings)]Cosmic Gate – Fire Wire [Data]Members of Mayday - 10 in 01 [Captivating Sounds]
En este episodio de Actitud Saludable, el podcast de Hospital Galenia, el Dr. Humberto Estrada, médico internista, neurólogo y especialista en movimientos anormales, nos habla sobre la migraña, una condición neurológica frecuentemente minimizada como un simple dolor de cabeza. A lo largo de esta charla, desmitificamos creencias comunes, abordamos la importancia de un diagnóstico adecuado y explicamos por qué la migraña es un problema de salud pública que sí tiene tratamiento. Escúchalo y conoce cuándo un dolor de cabeza requiere atención médica especializada.El Dr. Humberto Estrada te invita a escuchar el #podcast para conocer más del tema. ¡No te pierdas sus recomendaciones! ¡Disfruta del episodio 295 y continúa escuchando cada uno de nuestros #PodcastsMédicos preparados especialmente para ti!➡️ ENLACES DE INTERÉSOtros episodios de Actitud Saludable | Epilepsia
Send us a textThe boys are back after a snowy Pittsburgh week where the plows were missing, cars were sliding, and chaos felt inevitable. We break down the Steelers' solid 28–15 win over the Dolphins, then dive straight into the Pittsburgh Scanner with bootleg Steelers merch being sold out of a box truck downtown and a legendary Burger King moment on East Carson involving flying cheeseburgers.Corndick of the Week delivers peak nonsense, from a DoorDash driver caught pepper-spraying someone's food “because of a spider,” to In-N-Out retiring order number 67, NASCAR executives roasting their own fans in leaked texts, and Michael Jordan taking the whole sport to court. Brother in Arms brings everything from a naked guy working out at Planet Fitness, 50 Cent choosing ABC so inmates can watch his Diddy takes, GameStop accepting taxidermy animals for store credit, and Andy Dick doing Andy Dick things. We wrap it all up with Gear Grinders and some truly unhinged What Would Greenfield Do questions, including Bitcoin vs lottery tickets and the most cursed poop math you've ever heard.Check out our upcoming events, social media, and merch sale at the link below https://linktr.ee/GFP Spotify:https://open.spotify.com/show/7viuBywVXF4e52CHUgk1i5 Produced by Lane Media https://www.lanemediapgh.com/
Sentry feat. Anna Renae- Haunted [2Rock Uplifting]Joseph James - Aurora Sky (Original Mix) [KEARNAGE]CLASSIC: Paul van Dyk - For An Angel [Vandit]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.JES x York - Starlight December [Magik Muzik] 4.Aerial Beat - Delight [Perfect Euphoria]3.RIVER & GIA - Air [Armada Music]2.Chris Metcalfe - Running Man [FSOE]1.Ramsey Westwood - Techno vs Trance GUEST MIX: James CottleJames Cottle & Cari – Chasing Butterflies (Extended Mix) [Pure Trance Neon]Mearzie - Stargazer (Craig Connelly Remix) [Blue Dot]Jordan Tilstone – Give Me All U Got (Extended Mix) [FSOE]Ørjan Nilsen – Viking (20 Year Anniversary Extended Mix) [Armada Captivating]RAM & Susana – RAMelia (Digital Culture Extended Remix) [Black Hole Recordings]Tiësto & FORS –Me To Life (Izzy Remix) [White Label]
Santa Tom Nickel is back with more Christmas cheer from across the pond! A legendary brewery Huyghe Brewry in Melle, Belgium that's known from it's pink elephants on the bottle of Delirium gives us this amped up version of the infamous Belgian blonde with Delirium Noel. Smooth and full of dark fruit flavors it's hard to beleive that this beer hits at 10% AVB.
Send us a textIn this episode of Entertain This!, actress Kerry Frances discusses her role as medical examiner “Tammy” in Netflix's Wake Up Dead Man: A Knives Out Mystery (theaters November 26, 2025; streaming December 12, 2025), aiding Benoit Blanc (Daniel Craig) amid stars like Josh O'Connor, Glenn Close, and Mila Kunis. She returns to Rian Johnson's franchise after her debut as “Sally” in the 2019 Oscar-nominated Knives Out.A versatile talent—actress, singer-songwriter, director, and producer—Frances shines in Peacock's Poker Face with Natasha Lyonne; her single “You & Me & Everything” (November 2025) features in US & Ourselves, where she stars. Her directorial debut, Mama Mama, won Best Actor at the Bernardsville Film Festival after premiering at HollyShorts 2025.Theatrically, she toured Fiddler on the Roof opposite originated the lead in off-Broadway's Delirium's Daughters. Her music includes the holiday single “For Christmas” and tracks on Underdogs. Tune in for insights on her creative journey and advocacy.Support the show
Une nouvelle entrée dans notre tour de France des éditeurs de comics, édition 2025/2026 ! Après avoir reçu Laurent Lerner de Delirium, nous poursuivons ce nouveau cycle de discussions en compagnie de Florent Degletagne et Loup Salles (qu'on a le plaisir d'accueillir pour la première fois dans le podcast), afin de faire le bilan de l'année pour Bliss Éditions et de regarder vers l'avenir !Bliss Éditions fait son bilan 2025 sur First Print !La maison d'édition bordelaise est venue jusqu'à Paris (ou plutôt, au SLPJ de Montreuil) et nous avons profité de cette occasion pour enregistrer ce podcast. On revient sur les succès de l'année comme L'Île aux Orcs, Planchette, Le Serment de Nos Pas et X-O Manowar Invaincu, tout en abordant les difficultés du milieu de l'édition, qui n'est jamais bien facile, surtout dans l'indé. À ce propos d'ailleurs, on vous permet de mettre deux liens qui permettent de soutenir directement l'éditeur et de découvrir leurs travaux :Pour participer à la campagne Quantum & Woody, c'est par là !Et pour se faire plaisir dans la braderie de l'année, c'est par ici !Par la suite, nous abordons une année 2026 qui va se montrer particulièrement copieuse du côté de Valiant avec tout le programme autour de Resurgence of the Valiant Universe, la grande relance orchestrée par Alien Books de l'autre côté de l'Atlantique. Mais le programme Bad Idea et jeunesse n'est pas en reste non plus ! Et attendez... on rêve ou Bliss vient de nous lâcher qu'ils ont aussi signé leur première création originale ?!Si vous appréciez ce podcast, ne manquez pas de le faire savoir en le partageant tout autour de vous, en en parlant également en dehors d'internet, et n'hésitez pas à nous soutenir via Tipeee pour que l'on puisse continuer à faire toutes ces émissions !Soutenez First Print - Votre podcast comics (& BD) préféré sur TipeeeHébergé par Ausha. Visitez ausha.co/politique-de-confidentialite pour plus d'informations.
JES x York - Starlight December [Magik Muzik] Aerial Beat - Delight [Perfect Euphoria]CLASSIC: Jam & Spoon - Be Angeled (Sound Express Remix) [Logic 3000 Records]DAVE PEARCE'S TOP 5 5.Chris Metcalfe - Running Man [FSOE]4.RIVER & GIA - Air [Armada Music]3.Lost Witness - Set Me Free (Robin MciLmoyle and G Summers Remix)[CD-R]2.Kaselia and dalmoori - Aviation [Ascent Recordings]1.DT8 Project, Lustral, & Andrea Britton - This Is What You Mean To Me [Mondo Records]GUEST MIX: SolarstoneSolarstone - Memoryland [Black Hole]James Cottle & Cari - Chasing Butterflies [Pure Trance NEON]IDLostly & Katherine Amy - Forever (Aeon Shift Remix) [Pure Trance]Craig Connelly - New York Sunday (Sequence Six Remix) [Pure Trance NEON]Solarstone & IKO - Once (Xijaro & Pitch Remix) [Black Hole]
The crew makes their way down into the basement of Radvir's shop and get a little more than they bargained for. Cast: Gary Eoff - Game Master Gary Garcia - Thwip McClintock Phillip De Leon - Genoeva Natacia Ursula de Cascabel aka "Genny" Keith Thomason - Yaneeko John Blizzard - Diego Dominus Klint Georgeson - Porkchop Music: Gates of Delirium from Gates of Delirium by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/gates-of-delirium/) Procession of the Damned from Gates of Delirium by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/gates-of-delirium/) Halls of Insurrection from Gates of Delirium by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/gates-of-delirium/) Forging the Scarab from The Dead Matter: Cemetery Gates by Midnight Syndicate (https://www.midnightsyndicate.com/product/the-dead-matter-cemetery-gates/) Ambiance: Sword Coast Soundscapes (http://www.youtube.com/swordcoastsoundscapes) Need some snacks to enhance your gaming session? Check out the D&D Adventures Rations Pack from Mythical Meats! https://shop.mythicalmeats.com/products/dungeons-dragons-variety-pack?sca_ref=7946851.eGmnnJQVAwIneaihttps://ntsdgaming.com?sca_ref=6402987.ZaeDIC1rRt
Platypus Revenge plays along to Roswell Delirium. Steve the Mad Drummer, Harry Weinberg, Hank Maiorino and DJMAGIKCLOWNS
Ben and MP race through a topic-free episode as MP quickly loses his voice. As always, the boys present a playlist of brand new indie rock tracks that will flower your meat and leave you stranded at a gas station. EPISODE PLAYLIST:MX LONELY, “Big Hips"Big Other, “See No Evil"Bus Crush, “Break a Friend"gladie, “Car Alarm"Sisters, “Creatures"Man/Woman/Chainsaw, “Only Girl"Remember Sports, “Bug"Broken Record, “50% Sea"Living Hour, “Waiter"Sorry, “Today Might Be The Hit"Francis of Delirium, “Little Black Dress"Computer, “Concrete Vehicles"BONUS TRACK: Living Hour, “Big Shadow"
Moderator: BobbieJean Sweitzer, M.D. Participants: Leah Acker, Ph.D., M.D. Articles Discussed: Mixed-Methods Analysis of Preoperative Distress and Postoperative Outcomes in a Prospective, Observational Cohort of Older Transcript
In this episode we got to sit down with Neton Vega during Latin Grammy week in vegas to talk about his brand new album "Delirium". We were surprised to find out he stepped away from musica regional mexicana except for the last song on the album titled "/Desvelaos". Although the conversation centered around music we got a chance to talk about everything from dealing with his newfound fame to the current state of censorship on corridos by the Mexican Government and his thoughts on it.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
Melvyn Bragg and guests discuss the dance which, from when it reached Britain in the early nineteenth century, revolutionised the relationship between music, literature and people here for the next hundred years. While it may seem formal now, it was the informality and daring that drove its popularity, with couples holding each other as they spun round a room to new lighter music popularised by Johann Strauss, father and son, such as The Blue Danube. Soon the Waltz expanded the creative world in poetry, ballet, novellas and music, from the Ballets Russes of Diaghilev to Moon River and Are You Lonesome Tonight. With Susan Jones Emeritus Professor of English Literature at the University of Oxford Derek B. Scott Professor Emeritus of Music at the University of Leeds And Theresa Buckland Emeritus Professor of Dance History and Ethnography at the University of Roehampton Producer: Simon Tillotson Reading list: Egil Bakka, Theresa Jill Buckland, Helena Saarikoski, and Anne von Bibra Wharton (eds.), Waltzing Through Europe: Attitudes towards Couple Dances in the Long Nineteenth Century, (Open Book Publishers, 2020) Theresa Jill Buckland, ‘How the Waltz was Won: Transmutations and the Acquisition of Style in Early English Modern Ballroom Dancing. Part One: Waltzing Under Attack' (Dance Research, 36/1, 2018); ‘Part Two: The Waltz Regained' (Dance Research, 36/2, 2018) Theresa Jill Buckland, Society Dancing: Fashionable Bodies in England, 1870-1920 (Palgrave Macmillan, 2011) Erica Buurman, The Viennese Ballroom in the Age of Beethoven (Cambridge University Press, 2022) Paul Cooper, ‘The Waltz in England, c. 1790-1820' (Paper presented at Early Dance Circle conference, 2018) Sherril Dodds and Susan Cook (eds.), Bodies of Sound: Studies Across Popular Dance and Music (Ashgate, 2013), especially ‘Dancing Out of Time: The Forgotten Boston of Edwardian England' by Theresa Jill Buckland Zelda Fitzgerald, Save Me the Waltz (first published 1932; Vintage Classics, 2001) Hilary French, Ballroom: A People's History of Dancing (Reaktion Books, 2022) Susan Jones, Literature, Modernism, and Dance (Oxford University Press, 2013) Mark Knowles, The Wicked Waltz and Other Scandalous Dances: Outrage at Couple Dancing in the 19th and Early 20th Centuries (McFarland, 2009) Rosamond Lehmann, Invitation to the Waltz (first published 1932; Virago, 2006) Eric McKee, Decorum of the Minuet, Delirium of the Waltz: A Study of Dance-Music Relations in 3/4 Time (Indiana University Press, 2012) Eduard Reeser, The History of the Walz (Continental Book Co., 1949) Stanley Sadie (ed.), The New Grove Dictionary of Music and Musicians, Vol. 27 (Macmillan, 2nd ed., 2000), especially ‘Waltz' by Andrew Lamb Derek B. Scott, Sounds of the Metropolis: The 19th-Century Popular Music Revolution in London, New York, Paris and Vienna (Oxford University Press, 2008), especially the chapter ‘A Revolution on the Dance Floor, a Revolution in Musical Style: The Viennese Waltz' Joseph Wechsberg, The Waltz Emperors: The Life and Times and Music of the Strauss Family (Putnam, 1973) Cheryl A. Wilson, Literature and Dance in Nineteenth-century Britain (Cambridge University Press, 2009) Virginia Woolf, The Voyage Out (first published 1915; William Collins, 2013) Virginia Woolf, The Years (first published 1937; Vintage Classics, 2016) David Wyn Jones, The Strauss Dynasty and Habsburg Vienna (Cambridge University Press, 2023) Sevin H. Yaraman, Revolving Embrace: The Waltz as Sex, Steps, and Sound (Pendragon Press, 2002) Rishona Zimring, Social Dance and the Modernist Imagination in Interwar Britain (Ashgate Press, 2013)
Welcome to episode 716. We have three tales for you this week, about an ominous voice calling from the woods, a dangerous bargain to break a curse, and a descent into madness at the hands of a monstrous clock.COMING UPGood Evening: new release from Frank Oreto: 00:01:06Bret Chandler's The Voice Past the Tall Jack Pines as read by Michelle Kane: 00:03:39Allister Nelson's One Night With the Lindworm as read by Sara Sheckells: 00:14:29[Trigger] Jonathan Agar's Delirium as read by Stephen Gagin: 00:28:14TRIGGER WARNINGSDelirium contains scenes of Suicide/Suicidal Ideation.PERTINENT LINKSSupport us on Patreon! Spread the darkness.Shop Tales to Terrify MerchFrank Oreto's It's Dark In Here: Twenty-One Weird Tales and One Poem About SquirrelsBuy Frank Oreto's It's Dark In Here: Twenty-One Weird Tales and One Poem About Squirrels on KindleMichelle Kane on InstagramMichelle Kane on ThreadsStephen GaginOriginal Score by Nebulus EntertainmentNebulus on FacebookNebulus on InstagramSPECIAL THANKS TOLestle BaxterOrion D. HegreSupport this show http://supporter.acast.com/talestoterrify. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.
Melvyn Bragg and guests discuss the dance which, from when it reached Britain in the early nineteenth century, revolutionised the relationship between music, literature and people here for the next hundred years. While it may seem formal now, it was the informality and daring that drove its popularity, with couples holding each other as they spun round a room to new lighter music popularised by Johann Strauss, father and son, such as The Blue Danube. Soon the Waltz expanded the creative world in poetry, ballet, novellas and music, from the Ballets Russes of Diaghilev to Moon River and Are You Lonesome Tonight. With Susan Jones Emeritus Professor of English Literature at the University of Oxford Derek B. Scott Professor Emeritus of Music at the University of Leeds And Theresa Buckland Emeritus Professor of Dance History and Ethnography at the University of Roehampton Producer: Simon Tillotson Reading list: Egil Bakka, Theresa Jill Buckland, Helena Saarikoski, and Anne von Bibra Wharton (eds.), Waltzing Through Europe: Attitudes towards Couple Dances in the Long Nineteenth Century, (Open Book Publishers, 2020) Theresa Jill Buckland, ‘How the Waltz was Won: Transmutations and the Acquisition of Style in Early English Modern Ballroom Dancing. Part One: Waltzing Under Attack' (Dance Research, 36/1, 2018); ‘Part Two: The Waltz Regained' (Dance Research, 36/2, 2018) Theresa Jill Buckland, Society Dancing: Fashionable Bodies in England, 1870-1920 (Palgrave Macmillan, 2011) Erica Buurman, The Viennese Ballroom in the Age of Beethoven (Cambridge University Press, 2022) Paul Cooper, ‘The Waltz in England, c. 1790-1820' (Paper presented at Early Dance Circle conference, 2018) Sherril Dodds and Susan Cook (eds.), Bodies of Sound: Studies Across Popular Dance and Music (Ashgate, 2013), especially ‘Dancing Out of Time: The Forgotten Boston of Edwardian England' by Theresa Jill Buckland Zelda Fitzgerald, Save Me the Waltz (first published 1932; Vintage Classics, 2001) Hilary French, Ballroom: A People's History of Dancing (Reaktion Books, 2022) Susan Jones, Literature, Modernism, and Dance (Oxford University Press, 2013) Mark Knowles, The Wicked Waltz and Other Scandalous Dances: Outrage at Couple Dancing in the 19th and Early 20th Centuries (McFarland, 2009) Rosamond Lehmann, Invitation to the Waltz (first published 1932; Virago, 2006) Eric McKee, Decorum of the Minuet, Delirium of the Waltz: A Study of Dance-Music Relations in 3/4 Time (Indiana University Press, 2012) Eduard Reeser, The History of the Walz (Continental Book Co., 1949) Stanley Sadie (ed.), The New Grove Dictionary of Music and Musicians, Vol. 27 (Macmillan, 2nd ed., 2000), especially ‘Waltz' by Andrew Lamb Derek B. Scott, Sounds of the Metropolis: The 19th-Century Popular Music Revolution in London, New York, Paris and Vienna (Oxford University Press, 2008), especially the chapter ‘A Revolution on the Dance Floor, a Revolution in Musical Style: The Viennese Waltz' Joseph Wechsberg, The Waltz Emperors: The Life and Times and Music of the Strauss Family (Putnam, 1973) Cheryl A. Wilson, Literature and Dance in Nineteenth-century Britain (Cambridge University Press, 2009) Virginia Woolf, The Voyage Out (first published 1915; William Collins, 2013) Virginia Woolf, The Years (first published 1937; Vintage Classics, 2016) David Wyn Jones, The Strauss Dynasty and Habsburg Vienna (Cambridge University Press, 2023) Sevin H. Yaraman, Revolving Embrace: The Waltz as Sex, Steps, and Sound (Pendragon Press, 2002) Rishona Zimring, Social Dance and the Modernist Imagination in Interwar Britain (Ashgate Press, 2013) Spanning history, religion, culture, science and philosophy, In Our Time from BBC Radio 4 is essential listening for the intellectually curious. In each episode, host Melvyn Bragg and expert guests explore the characters, events and discoveries that have shaped our world.