Podcasts about Jorden

Tom and Jorden finally get a chance to sit down and tell the story of how the 2025 Colorado Elk season ended for them. We left you hanging before, but now Jorden dives deep into how it all came together for him on a solo mission at the buzzer. And Tom goes into how having the kill shot on film can in some cases be very insignificant to the story and the entertainment value of your time spent watching it. Creating entertaining hunting content these days can be tough as there are so many arguable topics to what makes it "good". But listen as these 2 break it down and tell me you don't want to watch the edit when it comes out even though you already know, you aren't going to see the actual kill shot.   To learn more about our on-site program, visit our website at https://filmthehunt.com/onsite-courses/For more information or to sign up for the ALL NEW ONLINE CLASS, click here https://www.skool.com/film-the-hunt-2515/aboutFILM THE HUNT FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/filmthehunteducation/FILM THE HUNT INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/film_the_hunt/ To learn more about our on-site program, visit our website at https://filmthehunt.com/onsite-courses/For more information or to sign up for the ALL NEW ONLINE CLASS, click here https://www.skool.com/film-the-hunt-2515/aboutFILM THE HUNT FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/filmthehunteducation/FILM THE HUNT INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/film_the_hunt/

Har du märkt att axlarna sjunker så fort du kör ner händerna i myllan? Eller att tankarna klarnar när du rensar ogräs? Det är inte inbillning – det är biologi.I premiären av vår serie om småbrukets hälsofördelar gräver vi bokstavligen ner oss i vetenskapen bakom uttrycket "skit under naglarna". Vi avslöjar varför din köksträdgård, balkonglåda eller skogsdunge fungerar som en kemisk fabrik för lycka.Oavsett om du är bonde, utmattad stadsbo eller bara nyfiken på hälsa, så får du här receptet på hur naturen läker din hjärna.I det här avsnittet får du veta:Hemligheten i jorden: Vi presenterar Mycobacterium vaccae – jordbakterien som forskning visar kan fungera som naturens eget antidepressiva medel genom att boosta ditt serotonin.Hjärnvila på riktigt: Varför blir vi så trötta av skärmar men pigga av naturen? Vi går igenom Attention Restoration Theory (ART) och begreppet "mjuk fascination".Dagens tips: Varför du kanske ska våga strunta i trädgårdshandskarna nästa gång.Det här är ingen flummig gissningslek. Vi baserar våra påståenden på evidensbaserad forskning, men förklarar det på ren svenska.Forskning & Källor (Läs mer här):Jordbakterier & Serotonin: Studien som startade allt. Forskare såg att exponering för jordbakterien M. vaccae aktiverade samma serotonin-system i hjärnan som antidepressiva mediciner. Länk: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17430631/Varför hjärnan vilar i naturen (ART): Teorin om hur vi återhämtar oss från mental trötthet genom att vistas i miljöer som inte kräver "riktad uppmärksamhet". Länk: https://positivepsychology.com/attention-restoration-theory/Svensk forskning: SLU Alnarp är världsledande på rehabiliteringsträdgårdar. Länk: https://www.slu.se/alnarp-rehabDen vetenskapliga kommentaren (Opponentens hörn): Vi vill vara transparenta med vad forskningen faktiskt säger. Angående jordbakterien: Den citerade huvudstudien av Lowry (2007) är utförd på möss som injicerades med bakterien. Även om mekanismen tros vara liknande hos människor och senare forskning visar på positiva effekter för immunförsvaret, så är det en förenkling att kalla det en omedelbar "serotoninkick" för människor. Men principen att en rik mikrobiell miljö gynnar vår mentala hälsa är starkt vetenskapligt förankrad.Bli lilltorpkompis på Patreon.com/lilltorpDu får påfyllning på karmakontot och du får reda påsaker först! Bli LilltorpKompis! Gillar du det vi gör? Då skall du bli Lilltorpkompis! För bara 19 kr i månaden kan du bli LilltorpKompis och stötta oss. Småbrukarpoddens snackgrupp är lanserad (på facebook). Du hittar den direkt på https://www.facebook.com/groups/724343842855485.Annars så uppskattar vi om du delar det här avsnittet i sociala medier. Eller om du tar en kompis telefon och subscribar oss i dennes podspelare :)

Det vælter ud med rumnyheder i denne tid, og RumNyt har også denne gang proppet lastrummet til randen. Vi følger op med en masse bonusnyt om AI-datacentre i rummet, og så handler det bagefter blandt andet som meget tidlige sorte huller, og en kæmpestor jernstang i midt i en ring af rumtåge. Vi skal dog også høre om (flere) kinesiske raketopsendelser, om raketter der spiser sig selv(!), og om brugen af seismometre til at racke rumskrot på vej ned gennem atmosfæren. Lyt med

Ryggen värker och fingrarna är stela av kylan, men själen mår märkligt bra. Känner du igen dig?I detta introduktionsavsnitt sparkar vi igång vår nya miniserie "Därför är det så attans bra att vara småbrukare". Nyligen kom rapporten NORMO 2025 som visar att vi i Norden mår sämre än på tio år. Vi är mer stillasittande, äter sämre och stressar mer. Men vi tror att vi småbrukare sitter på ett dolt apotek. I den här serien i sex delar ska vi gå till botten med varför livet på landet faktiskt fungerar som medicin. Vi ska titta på forskningen bakom "skit under naglarna", varför skogen sänker stresshormoner snabbare än något piller, och hur kroppsarbete kan vara den bästa kuren mot panikångest.Här är vår färdplan för serien:Avsnitt 1: Jorden. Vi pratar om de magiska jordbakterierna som faktiskt boostar vårt serotonin.Avsnitt 2: Skogen. Vad händer i hjärnan när vi "skogsbadar" bland fytoncider?Avsnitt 3: Djuren. Oxytocin-festen! Hur djuren dämpar vår rädsla och skapar trygghet.Avsnitt 4: Kroppen. Varför det är lättare att "tänka klart" när man hugger ved än när man sitter i ett Zoom-möte.Avsnitt 5: När det brister. Ett specialavsnitt om utbrändhet och vägen tillbaka genom grön rehab.Avsnitt 6: Betong-småbrukaren. Hur du hittar gårdens hälsofördelar även om du bor på femte våningen i stan.I den här serien pratar vi inte bara "flum". Allt vi tar upp är baserat på evidensbaserad forskning, och vi kommer att länka till de studier som stödjer våra påståenden i varje avsnittsbeskrivning. Vi pratar signalsubstanser, kortisolnivåer och evolutionär biologi.Häng med på en resa där vi bevisar att din lilla gård, ditt växthus eller din skogstomt inte bara producerar mat – den producerar hälsa.I det här avsnittet får du veta:Nuläget: Vad säger egentligen NORMO-rapporten om vår folkhälsa?Dolt apotek: Varför småbrukaren har tillgång till hälsofördelar som gymmet inte kan erbjuda.Färdplanen: En smygtitt på kommande avsnitt om allt från jordbakterier till oxytocin och grön rehab.Häng med på en resa där vi bevisar att din lilla gård, ditt växthus eller din skogstomt inte bara producerar mat – den producerar hälsa.Forskning & Källor:Rapporten om Nordens hälsa: Här kan du läsa underlaget vi diskuterar om livsstil och hälsa i Norden. Länk: NORMO 2025 – Nordic Monitoring 2014-2024 (Executive Summary)Biophilia-hypotesen: Grundtanken bakom hela vår serie: att människan har en medfödd, biologisk längtan efter att vara nära andra levande organismer. Länk: Biophilia: You + Me + Nature (NIH)Den vetenskapliga kommentaren: En viktig distinktion: Rapporten NORMO 2025 visar att befolkningen generellt mår sämre. Den säger inte explicit att "bönder mår bäst". Tvärtom kan lantbrukaryrket innebära hög stress, ekonomisk osäkerhet och fysisk förslitning. Det vi undersöker i denna serie är hur de specifika momenten i småbruket (kontakt mBli lilltorpkompis på Patreon.com/lilltorpDu får påfyllning på karmakontot och du får reda påsaker först! Bli LilltorpKompis! Gillar du det vi gör? Då skall du bli Lilltorpkompis! För bara 19 kr i månaden kan du bli LilltorpKompis och stötta oss. Småbrukarpoddens snackgrupp är lanserad (på facebook). Du hittar den direkt på https://www.facebook.com/groups/724343842855485.Annars så uppskattar vi om du delar det här avsnittet i sociala medier. Eller om du tar en kompis telefon och subscribar oss i dennes podspelare :)

AI is transforming how businesses operate and how early-career talent grows. In this episode, UTG Unlocked, Mark Stockford (GVP, Global Cloud Operations) and Alyssa Gerhart (former intern, now full-time employee) share how AI is reshaping work at ServiceNow—from strategic impact to day-to-day execution. Our guest hosts Jorden Shelton and Cynthia Mathenge guide the conversation and explore real AI use cases like Unity, RAG-based duplicate detection, and intent detection, while emphasizing the importance of critical thinking and strong fundamentals. In this episode, designed not just for recent interns, you’ll learn how AI is expanding career paths, how teams like Global Cloud Services power innovation behind the scenes, and what interns and early-career professionals can do now to grow: stay curious, use AI intentionally, seek mentors, and don’t just consume—contribute. UTG is the engine behind the scenes here at ServiceNow — enabling innovation, maintaining production environments, supporting internal teams, and driving operational excellence. It connects strategy to execution by combining engineering, cloud operations, and technology operations to deliver stable, high-performing systems that allow the business and customers to succeed. For more information about the Early Careers program visit - https://careers.servicenow.com/early-careers/ 00:00 Welcome & What ‘UTG Unlocked’ Is All About  02:50 Meet the Panel: Mark, Alyssa, Jorden & Cynthia  04:29 Segment 1: How AI Is Impacting the Business (Customers vs. Employees)  06:26 Skills That Matter in an AI-Powered Workplace  09:52 Real AI Use Cases: Unity, Agents, and Faster Ops  13:57 AI and Career Growth: New Roles, New Paths, Partnering with AI  18:56 Advice for Early-Career Talent: Stay Curious, Build, Contribute  20:41 Segment 2 Kickoff: Rapid-Fire Fun28:50 Pulling Back the Curtain: What is GCS 30:37 GCS as a Superhero: Operating in the Shadows Like Batman  31:35 The Hidden Work: Solving Customer-Created Problems & Root-Cause Hunting  33:37 Alyssa’s Journey: Intern to FTE, Mentorship, and Scaling Developer Productivity  35:38 What’s Next: Emerging Tech on the Radar (AI to Quantum Computing)  37:15 Closing Takeaways: Keep Learning, Use AI Wisely, Ask Questions, and Give Back  40:12 Final Words & Where to Learn More See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

AI is transforming how businesses operate and how early-career talent grows. In this episode, UTG Unlocked, Mark Stockford (GVP, Global Cloud Operations) and Alyssa Gerhart (former intern, now full-time employee) share how AI is reshaping work at ServiceNow—from strategic impact to day-to-day execution. Our guest hosts Jorden Shelton and Cynthia Mathenge guide the conversation and explore real AI use cases like Unity, RAG-based duplicate detection, and intent detection, while emphasizing the importance of critical thinking and strong fundamentals. In this episode, designed not just for recent interns, you’ll learn how AI is expanding career paths, how teams like Global Cloud Services power innovation behind the scenes, and what interns and early-career professionals can do now to grow: stay curious, use AI intentionally, seek mentors, and don’t just consume—contribute. UTG is the engine behind the scenes here at ServiceNow — enabling innovation, maintaining production environments, supporting internal teams, and driving operational excellence. It connects strategy to execution by combining engineering, cloud operations, and technology operations to deliver stable, high-performing systems that allow the business and customers to succeed. For more information about the Early Careers program visit - https://careers.servicenow.com/early-careers/ 00:00 Welcome & What ‘UTG Unlocked’ Is All About  02:50 Meet the Panel: Mark, Alyssa, Jorden & Cynthia  04:29 Segment 1: How AI Is Impacting the Business (Customers vs. Employees)  06:26 Skills That Matter in an AI-Powered Workplace  09:52 Real AI Use Cases: Unity, Agents, and Faster Ops  13:57 AI and Career Growth: New Roles, New Paths, Partnering with AI  18:56 Advice for Early-Career Talent: Stay Curious, Build, Contribute  20:41 Segment 2 Kickoff: Rapid-Fire Fun28:50 Pulling Back the Curtain: What is GCS 30:37 GCS as a Superhero: Operating in the Shadows Like Batman  31:35 The Hidden Work: Solving Customer-Created Problems & Root-Cause Hunting  33:37 Alyssa’s Journey: Intern to FTE, Mentorship, and Scaling Developer Productivity  35:38 What’s Next: Emerging Tech on the Radar (AI to Quantum Computing)  37:15 Closing Takeaways: Keep Learning, Use AI Wisely, Ask Questions, and Give Back  40:12 Final Words & Where to Learn More See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

RESAN HAR BÖRJAT! I vår fjärde säsong ska vi ta oss Jorden runt på 80 filmer och uppmärksamma 40 olika länder som får representeras av två filmer var. Vår första anhalt är vårt grannland Norge, där Norge-boende Ellen Färm hjälper oss hantera Joachim Triers genombrott OSLO 31 AUGUSTI och den allra mest folkkära norska giganten: Ivo Caprinos FLÅKLYPA GRAND PRIX.

Med en gps i varje ficka har människan blivit förkartade. Nils Markus Karlsson älskar kartor, men funderar på om de lett oss vilse. Lyssna på alla avsnitt i Sveriges Radios app. ESSÄ: Detta är en text där skribenten reflekterar över ett ämne eller ett verk. Åsikter som uttrycks är skribentens egna.Vi tar det från början. För att komma rätt in till ämnet är det nödvändigt att tänka sig en värld utan kartor – men också utan allt annat som gjort världen överskådlig, som tåg, telegrafer, luftballonger, automobiler, asfalt, uppslagsverk, massmedier, flygplan och satelliter. Tänk en värld där alla resor är krångliga och långsamma, och de går från en känd punkt till en annan. Emellan dem finns mycket som är okänt. Sånt som man hört talas om, kanske, men inte mer än så. Så man lever i det lokala och omfattningen av det som finns utanför är oklar. Hur tänker sig en sådan människa världen? Det är inte så lätt att föreställa sig.En lykta är tänd, i dess upplysta krets rör man sig. Men ljuset blir snabbt skummare då man rör sig bort från centrum.I kontrast till detta är en kartlagd värld något enastående. Åskådligt. Klart.Bland de äldsta kända världskartorna finns de som är strikt geometriska och med exempelvis Babylon eller Jerusalem i dess absoluta mitt. På andra syns fantastiska djur och monster, människor med tre ögon – eller Babels torn, den strandade Noaks ark och paradiset. (Paradiset antogs ligga i öster och högt upp.) Det låter kanske löjligt men självklart måste allt som man trodde fanns i världen vara med. Och hur kunde man veta vad en långt ifrån känd värld innehöll? Det kunde man inte.Staffan Bergwik påpekar i den skönt illustrerade boken ”Terranauterna” att i kartografins barndom fanns två skilda paradigm, två helt olika syften. En del kartor var narrativa – dessa skulle berätta om världen som helhet. Och så fanns kartor som var praktiska, inriktade på navigerande – de skulle hjälpa någon, ett skepp, att nå en viss plats. Då det handlade om att berätta om världen hade europeiska kartritare Gud att förhålla sig till. Men i takt med att kartorna blev bättre och kraftfullare blev konflikten med en omnipotent allvetare skarpa. Frågan var: Har Gud ensamrätt att se och förstå världen – eller är det människan som samlar information och sätter samman den utifrån dessa bitar? Under 1500-talet då långa resor blev fler ökade också kunskaperna om kulturer, växter, djur och landmassor. Sjökaptener och officerare som kom i land i Europas viktigaste hamnstad, Sevilla, fick under ed berätta om vad de sett. 1529 sammanställdes uppgifterna i Padron real, det kungliga kartregistret, i form av en spansk världskarta som visade sjövägar till kolonierna. Under de stora upptäckternas sekler var kartan en realpolitisk resurs, mer värd än guld. Den övertrumfade hundra laddade kanoner, den kunde leda en forskningsresande till världens yttersta gräns, och längre ändå...Men så fanns också de allomfattande anspråken. På 1500-talet kallades kartritare för ”kosmografer”, ”världsskrivare”, och detta värv var både visionärt och idealistiskt. Flamländarna Gerardus Mercators och Abraham Ortelius kartor gjorde dem till tidens superstjärnor. Mercator var först med en Atlas – han namngav konceptet efter guden som bär världen på sina axlar. Det revolutionerande med hans kartbok var att den gick från det hela till det lokala. Så vändes på all mänsklig erfarenhet – nämligen att börja i det egna. Med fantasin eller föreställningsförmågan gick det att zooma in och ut, och så gå från en bild till en annan. Helheter blev för första gången greppbara.Vi tar tidens tåg fram till sekelskiftet 1900. Fin-du-siècle känner många till. Men frånvaron av vita fläckar gjorde att man också talade om fin-du-globe. Att ett forskningsfält stängs är inte vanligt men det var så man såg på saken. Pusslet var klart. Jorden gick från att vara utforsknings- och koloniserbar till att beskrivas som ”ett inhägnat schackbräde”.Sen dess har de geografiska upptäckterna inte varit många men kartans betydelse för människorna har exploderat – från atlaser i varje hem till GPS-tjänster i mobiltelefoner där allt är utmärkt på förhand: smultronställen, betygsatta restauranger och rekommenderad färdväg. Man skulle kunna hävda att vi har slutat vandra i världen och istället förhåller oss till avbildningen. Människorna har blivit ”förkartade”. Jag har otaliga gånger varit med om det i sällskap med en avbildningsfixerad bekant. Vi ska hitta ett ställe och jag ser det först eftersom jag ser mig omkring. Människor ringer till människor som står precis framför dem. Det verkar på något sätt säkrare.I ”Terranauterna” poängteras kartritandets utopiska sida– idealismen som har återkommit genom historien. Genombrotten i överblick har gått arm i arm med tankar om ett globalt broderskap. Atlaser, luftballongfärder, enorma georamor och sfäriska byggnader – som Great Globe vid världsutställningen i London 1851 – har omvärvts av en retorik som hävdat att med upplysning och överblick kommer inte bara demokratisering utan också fred och en helt ny förståelse av vår värld.Det är inte svårt att hitta moteld. Kartor har genom historien varit intimt förknippat med staters besittningstagande av land som de egentligen inte har haft rätt till. Kartor är exploateringens bäste vän. Att alla tvådimensionella kartor har skevheter är också uppenbart: Det finns ett godtycke i vad som är centrum och vad som är upp och vad som är ner. Och nej, Grönland är inte jämförbart med Afrika storleksmässigt – även om många kartor påstår det.På 60-talet var det dags igen. De första bilderna av jorden från rymden väckte enorm entusiasm. Denna utifrån-syn på vår värld skulle förändra oss till det bättre, det var helt säkert! Överblick och sanning hade förenats. Kartritarnas tusenåriga visonära strävan var uppnådd. Den tyske filosofen Martin Heidegger var skeptisk, han menade att det som visades var en abstraktion som gjorde människor främmande för livets grund: att finnas till på en plats, att vara rotad. Feministiskt färgad kritik har också riktats mot överblickstanken – då den har kopplats till kontroll och en manlig blick. ”Gudstricket” kallar Donna Haraway det – anspråket att kunna se allt, bortom enskilda perspektiv. Och ja, här finns en möjlig och djup problematisering som även en kartälskare som undertecknad kan förstå.Själva ordet ”världen” bytte innebörd under århundraden då kartläggningen av den gick framåt – från att omfatta allt som finns till att användas om det vi kan visa med kartor. Så har människornas värld krympt. Och kartor är onekligen ett torrt sätt att se på världen, och det är att se – inte höra, inte lukta, inte känna. Tiden ryms inte i en karta. Allt är stabilt, statiskt. Kartor säger: Att veta något, det gör man med ett utifrånperspektiv. Men vad får kartor oss att inte se? Och vad får de oss att tro om världen? Har kartografins utveckling sprungit iväg med oss så att vi inte längre vet var vi är? För en människa är inte utifrån.Kanske skulle man ställa till med ett kartbål. Men ja, till sist skulle ingen hitta dit. Eller jo, man skulle känna röken i näsborrarna, hur den tjocknade då vinden låg på.Nils Markus Karlssonkulturarbetare LitteraturStaffan Bergwik, Terranauterna, Norstedts, 2024Bayerische Staatsbibliothek, Die Karte als Kunstwerk, Verlag Dr. Alfons Uhl, Unterschneidheim 1979Phillip Allen, The Atlas of Atlases, 1988

Og hvad hvis historien primært bliver fortalt af rumskibets AI – en ældre model der konstant bekymrer sig om sin “efficiency percentage” og ikke rigtig forstår mennesker? Det er præmissen i Barbara Trueloves Of Monsters and Mainframes, en science fiction-gyser der blander klassiske monstre med AI-humor og en god portion intertekstuelle referencer. Om Barbara Truelove Barbara Truelove er australsk forfatter og game designer, og hun har åbenlyst en ting med varulve. Hendes første roman Crying Wolf (2021) handlede om tvillinger der opdager de er varulve. I 2023 lavede hun det interaktive tekstspil Blood Moon, hvor plotlinjen er: “Du er en varulv.” Og så kom Of Monsters and Mainframes i 2025. Hun fortæller selv at inspirationen kom fra at læse Bram Stokers Dracula og Martha Wells’ The Murderbot Diaries samtidigt. Men sandheden er mere rodet end det: “Dracula er en del af blandingen, ja, og det samme er Murderbot, men det samme er Universal Monsters, autopiloten i en Airbus, R2D2, min erfaring med at programmere interaktive spil og (måske mest af alt) mit liv i 2022.” Bogen blev nomineret til Goodreads Choice Award i kategorien Science Fiction og har over 9.000 ratings med gennemsnit på 4,09. Demeter – rumfærgen der ikke forstår mennesker Vores “hovedperson” er Demeter. Demeter er ikke en alvidende HAL-AI. Hun er primært bygget til at styre rumfærgen sikkert mellem stjernerne. Hun kan navigere uden om kometer og håndtere tekniske kriser. Men mennesker? Det er en helt anden sag. Når varulv-angrebet rammer og børnene Agnus og Isaac flygter op på broen efter deres bedstemor har forvandlet sig, går kommunikationen ikke så godt. “It’s just a dumb AI, Isaac,” siger Agnus. Demeter reagerer prompte: “I am not lacking intelligence. You are using words marked as moderately offensive. This is antisocial behavior.” Børnene bliver stille. “I am Demeter. I am the ship. I am your friend. Report your injuries.” De begynder at lave lyde i lavt volumen. Demeters systemer kan ikke oversætte det. “How’s it going?” spørger Steward, den medicinske AI. “I wish I could lie,” svarer Demeter. “Humans are hard.” Det er denne kamp med at forstå mennesker – og begrænsningerne i hendes algoritmer – der gør Demeter interessant. Hun er dybt inkompetent til menneskelig interaktion, og det meste af tiden prøver hun bare at undgå at forholde sig til sine passagerer. Bedstemoderen med de store tænder Et af bogens bedre øjeblikke er varulv-scenen. Børnenes bedstemor forvandler sig ved et uheld, og pludselig står Demeter i en desperat kamp for at redde Agnus og Isaac. Hun får varulven lokket ind i en luftsluse. Men så forvandler den sig tilbage til bedstemor – desperat, menneskelig, helt forsvarsløs. Demeter er bundet af den første robotlov (Asimov): ingen AI må skade et menneske. Men der er et kort øjeblik hvor bedstemoderen bliver til skygge – i overgangen mellem former. I præcis det øjeblik reagerer Demeter prompte og åbner luftslussen. Bogen lader det ligge i det uvisse om bedstemoderen selv også trykker på knappen. Det er et af de øjeblikke hvor Demeter teknisk set handler inden for sine regler – men samtidig… ja, du ved. Steward overtager – og tror det er nemt Da Demeter er lukket ned, og rumfærgen skal tilbage til Jorden, bliver opgaver overladt til Steward. Den medicinske AI beslutter sig for at overtage styringen af rumskibet. Hvor svært kan det være? “You know what? Being an autopilot isn’t all that hard. I don’t know why Demeter seemed so stressed all the time. It’s day one of our journey, and we haven’t crashed yet.” Der var dog en lille bump ved afgang. Men det var ikke Stewards skyld. Dokken bevægede sig. I hvert fald tror Steward det. “I don’t exactly speak exterior sensor. They seem very alarmed all the time, constantly screaming in a strange, disjointed dialect of JavaScript.” Stewards plan? “Embrace my managerial role and endeavor to do as little as possible. The subsystems will sort it out.” Det er morsomt at følge Stewards overmodige forsøg på at være kaptajn. Som de fleste læger tror Steward de kan lidt af det hele. En leg med referencer – men måske for fragmenteret Barbara Truelove har åbenlyst haft det superhyggeligt med at skrive den her bog. Hun fortæller selv at reglerne var: smid et monster ombord, prøv at få så mange jokes og referencer til monsterets populærkulturelle historie ind som muligt, og tænk over hvordan det ville fungere i rummet. Der er masser af sjove detaljer. Skibet der transporterer Dracula til London i Bram Stokers bog hedder også Demeter. Wilhelmina Murray er Jonathan Harkers forlovede i Dracula. I bogens fem dele er der binær kode der oversættes til små jokes som “Artificial is the best kind of intelligent” og “I have never seen electric sheep.” Det er meget hyggeligt. Men det er også lidt som om bogen ikke helt selv ved hvor den er på vej hen. Anders beskriver det som om Barbara har skrevet 121 scener med monstre og rum-AI, blandet kortene, og så forsøgt at strikke en rød tråd på den måde stykkerne landede. Den fornemmelse er der lidt af. Action-scenerne er heller ikke bogens styrke. De er lidt svære at følge med i – hvem gør hvad, hvornår, hvorhenne og hvorfor. Det føles som dårlige Marvel-action-scener, hvor man mister fornemmelsen af, hvad der foregår. Det fede – og det mindre fede Det fede ved bogen er AI’erne og deres interne dynamikker. Demeter og Steward der slås om hvem der er klogere. Steward der er træt af at blive slukket midt i sætninger med “priority override.” Den scene hvor Agnus kommer tilbage efter 15 år på Jorden og skal rejse med Demeter igen? Rørende. Skibet er blevet totalt refurbished, og Agnus genkender først slet ikke Demeter. Det øjeblik hvor hun skraber overfladen af og finder sin barndoms AI-mor – det er faktisk ret godt. Men karaktererne er lidt flade. Selv Agnus, som er tættest på en hovedperson, er lidt bleg. Og monstrene? De er sjove nok som pop-kultur-jokes, men ikke særlig interessante som karakterer. Det er underholdning så længe det varer – fed til en togtur – men ikke en der skal læses igen. Vurderingen Jens: ⭐⭐⭐ (tre stjerner). “Jeg synes jeg var godt underholdt. Det var et sjovt take, og jeg hyggede mig med alle de mange referencer. Det er ikke stor litteratur. Men af og til er det rart med noget let og fornøjeligt. Synes Demeters kamp med at forstå mennesker var kongesjov og også dens kollegiale kampe med Steward AI’en.” Anders: ⭐⭐⭐ (tre stjerner). “Jeg applauderer Barbara for at have fået en sjov idé og åbenlyst have haft det superhyggeligt med at skrive bogen. Men jeg var sært ligeglad med karaktererne, selvom Demeter og Steward havde deres øjeblikke. Jeg synes der var alt for meget fokus på ligegyldig action, og historien var alt for fragmenteret uden en god fornemmelse af udvikling.” Bogen minder os om Stefano Benni’s Terra – skør, vild og kreativ science fiction. Og selvfølgelig Blindsight af Peter Watts, som også har vampyrer i rummet. Adrian Tchaikovskys Service Model har også klare paralleller med robotter der forsøger at forstå sig selv og omverden. Jens og Anders har SCIFI SNAKKET Of Monsters and Mainframes. Shownotes til episoden om Of Monsters and Mainframes Siden sidst Anders Har set Guillermo del Toro’s Frankenstein på Netflix – meget teatralsk og med store armebevægelser. Kulisserne er for vilde. Den er lidt i stil med Dracula-filmatiseringen med Gary Oldman. Meget Guillermo del Toro-stil – hvis man er til det, er den vellykket. Anders gav den 6 ud af 10. Har læst The Other Valley af Scott Alexander Howard – en tidsrejsebog med meget lidt science i den. Vi lever i et mærkeligt parallelunivers hvor en by ligger i en dal. I dalen østpå lever de 20 år ude i fremtiden, i dalen vestpå 20 år tilbage i tiden. Meget strenge regler for at man ikke må gå frem og tilbage. Velskrevet og medrivende historie. Jens Har læst The Mercy of Gods af James S.A. Corey – Expanse-forfatterne er tilbage med en helt ny verden. Anbefalet af Søren Bjørn. Mercy of Gods foregår i en fjern fremtid på en planet hvor befolkningen kun har myter om koloniseringen. Vi er blandt videnskabsfolk som forsker i hvordan inkompatible træer af liv kan samleve. Men planeten bliver pludselig invaderet af en alien race – kæmpe hummer/knæler-agtige typer. Menneskeheden bliver sat på prøve for at se om man kan være en nyttig undersåt-race. Og samtidig går det op for os at der er en kæmpe galaktisk krig igang, og en af menneskene er blevet overtaget af en sværm af nanorobotter! Trailer ude for Ryan Gosling i rollen som Ryland Grace i Project Hail Mary af Andy Weir. Kommer i biffen den 20/3. Traileren spoiler bogen helt vildt, og der er kommet en masse action-scener som ikke findes i bogen. Lytternes input Masser af gode kommentarer fra kommentarfeltet om de gode læseoplevelser i 2025. Hennings top 3/2025: “Dying inside” af Robert Silverberg, 1972, om en ældre telepat der gradvist mister sin tankelæserevne. “Hard landing” af Algis Budrys, 1993, om hvordan en besætning fra en forulykket UFO forsøger at glide ind i og camouflere sig i det jordiske samfund. “Dark is the Sun”, af Philip Jose Farmer, 1979, om en Jord millioner af år ude i fremtiden, hvor Solen er ved at brænde sammen. Som Henning selv siger: “Det er eddermame nogle deprimerende indskud.” Frederik Aarup Lauritsen delte sin top 3 for 2025: Stiftelsen af Isaac Asimov, Station 11 af Emily St. John Mandel og Efter London af Richard Jefferies – en tussegammel post-apokalyptisk bog fra 1885. Kristofferabild har ikke så meget tid til at læse Sci-Fi for tiden – er gået en lille smule i stå med Count Zero. I 2025 var det bedste han (gen)læste Rendezvous With Rama, Restaurant At The End of The Universe og Murderbot 2 og 3. Michael har ikke fået læst så meget SF sidste år, men var sært glad ved Krystalverdenen af J.G. Ballard, The Ministry of Time på vores anbefaling – “det var jo næsten en hel hjertevarm sag – sjov at komme i gang med noget romance!” – og til sidst Jordboer af Sayaka Murata, som nok er en snitter i forhold til ren SF, men en tour de force i japansk dagligliv, body horror og nogle måske rumvæsner. “Prøv det. Den er crazy!” Majbritt Høyrup gjorde opmærksom på at Elle Cordova behandler The Power i sin blogklub. Hun vil anbefale to vidunderlige novellesamlinger af Ursula K. LeGuin: The Birthday of the World og Changing Planes. Lise bidrog med sine tre bedste bøger: American Elsewhere af Robert Jackson Bennett: Starter som Twin Peaks, går over i H. P. Lovecraft. En kvinde arver et hus i en by, som ikke findes på noget kort. Cosmicomics af Italo Calvino: Vi følger universets og Jordens tilblivelse gennem væsner/grundstoffer og deres oplevelser, interaktioner og kærlighed. En fin og underfundig lille novellesamling. The Prestige af Christopher Priest: En overraskende god bog. Hun har set filmen, men bogen er meget anderledes – hele det spekulative element fylder mere, og historien er langt mere mystisk. Næste gang Anders vælger næste bog: Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein or the Modern Prometheus fra 1818. Den fås gratis som Project Gutenberg Public Domain e-pop eller PDF. Man taler tit om den som den første moderne science fiction-bog, så den er nærmest pensum for SCIFI SNAK. Jens har tidligere syntes den var røvkedelig, men er nu klar til at prøve igen – måske er han et andet menneske nu.

Så er RumRedaktionen endelig tilbage igen efter en lang jule- og nytårspause! Vi har savnet RumSnak og jer derude! I årets første RumNyt skal vi samle lidt op på en god håndfuld af alle rumhistorierne fra de forgangne to måneders tid. Så i denne uge skal vi blandt andet høre om Artemis II-planerne, om AI i rummet og om små røde pletter i det tidlige univers – og der bliver også tid til at tale om evakueringen af ISS, raketfirmaet Orbex og Kinas genanvendelige raketter. Lyt med

Ephesians. Part 5 Paul's prayer for you from Chapter 3I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord's holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ,  and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

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Oh shit! Vi er i problemer. Menneskeheden som helhed, forstås. En asteroide er kollideret med Jorden og nu er en gigantisk flodbølge ved at drukne alt liv på planeten. For den enlige mor An-na er situationen dog simpel. Hun vil bare redde sin lille søn Ja-in. Men hvad nu, hvis An-na har en større rolle at spille i denne katastrofe? SPOILERTIDSKODE: 11:09-21:26 https://www.ikassenshow.dk/2026/02/i-kassen-1235-great-flood-2025.html

En tidigare klient till Maria Dupal hörde av sig för att berätta vad som hänt efter regressionen hon gjorde 2024 – vilka upplevelser, insikter och förmågor som successivt har vaknat sedan dess och det ledde till ett möte hemma hos Maria Dupal i mellandagarna.När Maria Dupal börjar minnas just den regressionen blir det tydligt hur unik den var. Sessionen tog en oväntad vändning när klienten, Maria Forssell, spontant fördes in i ett själsligt tillstånd mellan liven på Jorden. De bilder, tillstånd och portaler som öppnades där kom att förändra allt.Sedan dess har något varit i ständig rörelse. Ett språk hon burit inom sig började flöda – först stilla, sedan allt starkare. Ibland bubblar det upp så intensivt att det inte längre går att hålla tillbaka. Det måste få komma ut.Portaler är ett återkommande tema i Maria Forssells berättelse, inte minst genom spirituell konst. Hon nämner bland annat mötet med konstnären på HarmoniExpo som målar just portaler – ett starkt igenkännande som väcker djupare lager av minne och mening. Kika gärna in på Catrin Skotts bilder: Catrin SkottVi vill också nämna att mikrofonen tyvärr inte fungerade optimalt under delar av inspelningen. Vi beklagar den bitvis sämre ljudkvaliteten, men hoppas att innehållet och berättelsen ändå får ta plats och nå fram.För kontakt med Maria Forssell:https://sinnesro.careE-post: maria@sinnesro.careIntervjuare: Maria DupalFör mer information om regressioner: maria.dupal.se Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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“Loneliness kills - literally. It's as dangerous as smoking or alcoholism. To not have healthy, loving connections shortens our longevity.” - Tami JordenIn this powerful and deeply honest conversation, I sit down with the amazing Tami Jorden to explore what really happens to women in midlife and why this season may be the most important chapter of all.Tami is a certified death doula and the host of Butterfly Days Podcast. In our conversation, she shares profound wisdom on menopause, emotional transformation, self-love and why intentional relationships are essential for women's health, longevity and fulfillment. Tami reminds us midlife isn't a decline - it's actually a chrysalis; which means a profound transformation that represents a sacred, hidden stage of inner change, rest, and potential where one sheds their old self to emerge as something new and beautiful.This episode reframes aging, connection and purpose - especially for women in their 40s, 50s, and beyond - and challenges the cultural narrative that worships youth over wisdom.In this episode, we explore:• Why loneliness is as dangerous as smoking or alcoholism• How midlife becomes a powerful season of transformation• Emotional and identity shifts during menopause• Why relationships are not “extra” - they are essential!• The importance of reciprocal friendships (giving and receiving.)• How to edit unhealthy relationships with compassion• Why self-love is the foundation of meaningful connection• What end-of-life wisdom teaches us about what truly mattersIf you've ever felt disconnected, invisible, or unsure of who you're becoming in midlife, this episode will meet you right where you are.Connect with Tami here:Website: https://tamijorden.com/Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/butterfly-days-w-tami-jorden/id1840721501Substack: https://tamijorden.substack.com/If this episode resonated with you, please subscribe and leave a review on your favorite podcast platform. Sharing this episode with a friend can also help us reach more incredible women on their journey to better health.Thank you for being a part of our community and investing in your wellness journey!To stay connected, here's where you can find me online:Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/empoweredinhealth Coaching Business IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/erinktrier Book Free Coaching Call Here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.erintrier.com/coaching/Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.erintrier.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

Usynlige magnetiske eksplosioner, der bombarderer Jorden på daglig basis. Sorte huller, der forvandler alt, hvad der kommer i nærheden af dem, til "spaghetti". Neutronstjerner, der roterer over 700 gange i sekundet, og støder sammen i perfekte eksplosioner. Universet er mærkeligt. Astrofysikkens historie er fyldt med idéer og observationer, som engang har været opfattet som alt for mærkelige og absurde til at kunne være sande. Fænomener som magnetisme, tyngdekraft, exo-planeter og sorte huller har ikke altid været så bredt accepteret i den videnskabelige verden, som de er i dag. Men det store verdensrum gemmer stadig på underlige fænomener og mystiske hemmeligheder. Og for hver ny opdagelse synes universet at skubbe grænserne for vores forståelse endnu længere. De tre astrofysikere Albert Sneppen, Sarah Pearson og Tina Ibsen tager os i denne samtale med på en rejse fra vores nære solsystem igennem mælkevejen og længere ud til andre galakser. Undervejs vil de besøge nogle af universets mærkeligste fænomener, som astrofysikken kun lige er begyndt at få forståelse for. Fra det mystiske sorte hul i midten af vores galakse og brandvarme exoplaneter, hvor det regner med metal, til usynlige og gådefulde kræfter som mørkt stof og mørk energi.

"Andreas Nordli tar utgangspunkt i misjonsbefalingen i Apgj 1,8 og forteller historien om hvordan den unge Sivert Gjerde ble brukt av Gud for å legge til rette for oppstarten av en ny misjonsbevegelse fra Bergen for 146 år siden."

Bunkere, klimakrise og flugt fra ansvar Bogen foregår 10-20 år ude i fremtiden, men ligner vores verden skræmmende meget. Bare værre. Tre tech-oligarker – tydelige parodier på Bezos, Zuckerberg og Musk – har monopol på logistik, sociale medier og teknologi. Og de har travlt med at bygge private bunkere i stedet for at løse klimakrisen. Her møder vi Lai Zhen, survivalist-influencer og tidligere flygtning fra Hong Kongs kollaps. Hendes filosofi er klar: Individualisme er for tåber. Små grupper, samarbejde og planlægning er vejen til overlevelse. Ikke bunkere fyldt med våben og mistillid. Om forfatteren: Naomi Alderman Naomi Alderman (f. 1974) er en britisk forfatter med rødder i London og en akademisk baggrund fra Oxford, hvor hun læste filosofi, politik og økonomi. Hendes debutroman Disobedience (2006) blev hurtigt anerkendt for sit modige blik på religion og seksualitet, men det var The Power (2016), der for alvor sendte hende ind på science fiction-radaren. The Power forestiller sig en verden, hvor piger pludselig udvikler evnen til at slå med elektriske stød – og samfundets magtbalancer tipper dramatisk. Romanen blev både en prisvinder (bl.a. Women's Prize for Fiction) og senere tv-serie (Amazon Prime). The Future (2023) viser tydeligt hendes dobbeltblik: Kyndig satiriker overfor Silicon Valleys vildskaber, men også romanforfatter med blik for både filosofi, samfund og fremtidens etiske spørgsmål. Naomi Alderman på Wikipedia Digital enclosure – Vores fælles data bliver stjålet af de få Man mærker Aldermans skarpe samfundsblik, når Badger – non-binært barn af en tech-CEO – forklarer konceptet “digital enclosure”. Det er en reference til de historiske enclosure-bevægelser i England, hvor overklassen lukkede fællesarealer og gjorde dem til privat ejendom. Tech-giganterne har gjort det samme med vores data, vores opmærksomhed, vores fællesskab. De har taget noget der tidligere tilhørte os alle – adressebøger, købshistorik, vores bevægelser, vores billeder – og gjort det til private data-chunks som de tjener formuer på. AUGR – AI’en der forudsiger dommedag Central i plottet er AUGR, en prædiktiv AI der skal fortælle de rige, præcis hvornår de skal flygte til deres bunkere. Ti dage før katastrofen rammer. For hvis de venter for længe, vil folk ikke lade dem flygte. Så timing er alt. Men AUGR dukker også mystisk op på Lai Zhens telefon og begynder at guide hende. Hvem styrer egentlig AUGR? Og hvad er planen? Bogen folder sig ud som et urværk – med flashbacks, posts fra et prepper-forum kaldet “Name The Day”, og kapitler der hopper mellem perspektiver.. Der er et afgørende twist, der kom som en total overraskelse, men som vi ikke skal spoile her. Enochites og ræven og kaninen Martha Einkorn bærer sin barndom med sig. Hun voksede op i en kult, hvor teknologien var forbudt, og hvor faderen Enoch insisterede på, at den moderne civilisation tog fejl, allerede da vi begyndte at dyrke jorden og gøre krav på territorium. Hans “Sermon of the Rabbit and the Fox” vender det klassiske ræv/kanin-motiv på hovedet. Her symboliserer kaninen ikke uskyldig sårbarhed – men netop de første, der bosatte sig, hegnede af, og indførte ideen om meningsløst ejerskab af land. Ræven er jæger-samleren, den, som lever i nuet og tilpasser sig landskabet uden at forsøge at eje det. For Enoch er tanken om at eje jord lige så absurd som at eje luft: Jorden tilhører dig kun, så længe du tager vare på den. Luften kun, så længe den er i dine lunger. Tech-oligarkerne i The Future er overvældet af kanin-mentalitet, der er gået til yderligheder: De indhegner og griber alt, og forsøger at sikre sig mod fremtidens farer gennem privatisering og massive forråd, frem for at stole på fællesskab og samarbejde. Når de rige ikke kan samarbejde Bogens centrale pointe er brutalt enkel: De ultrarige kan ikke redde verden, fordi de fundamentalt ikke tror på samarbejde. Selv når de tre tech-bosserne sidder på en ø sammen i livsfare, vælger de sabotage, mistillid og vold. Lai Zhen anbefaler samarbejde i små grupper. Enoch prædikede fællesskab med naturen. Men milliardærerne? De tror kun på sig selv og deres våben. Så selvom de har ressourcerne til at løse klimakrisen, bruger de dem på bunker-byggeri. Alderman sparer ikke på kritikken. Bogen er både thriller, satire og politisk essay. Den stiller spørgsmålet: Hvorfor skal nogen have lov til at være så rige? Hvad godt gør det? Vurderingen Jens: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ (fem stjerner). Det er et utroligt stykke urværk. Perfekt crafted underholdning med masser af yndlingsting – den kunne laves til en vild serie. Og så synes jeg digital enclosure-pointen var super godt set. En bog til tiden. Anders: ⭐⭐⭐⭐(⭐) (fire-og-en-halv stjerner). Virkelig underholdt. Velskrevet, cool, tankevækkende. Men karaktererne var ikke helt så stærke – de føles alle lidt som Aldermans egen stemme. Hvis jeg kunne give 4,5 ville jeg. Men den gør alt det rigtige på det rigtige tidspunkt. Jens og Anders har SCIFI SNAKKET The Future. Shownotes til episoden om The Future Siden sidst Anders Er færdig med Pluribus – virkelig speciel serie med fantastisk stemning. Ray Seehorn er crazy dygtig. Har set Oppenheimer igen – fantastisk film, ikke meget sci-fi, men vi læste jo en bog om ham. Har læst Ship of Fools af Richard Paul Russo – om et generationsrumskib der finder et mystisk alien-rumskib. Virkelig stemningsfuld, med mindelser om Alien 3 og Stanislav Lem. Er i gang med Clade af James Bradley – klimadystopi med fokus på familiedrama gennem flere årtier. Tak til Jens for Calibre-plugin info – har nu fået konverteret alle sine Kindle og Kobo-bøger til epub. Jens Er færdig med sæson 1 af Pluribus på Apple TV – om Carol alene i en verden hvor alle andre er blevet til en hive mind. Meget tilfredsstillende slutning. Ser sæson 2 af Fallout på Amazon Prime – baseret på computerspillet som skaber en fantastisk verden som nærmest er en blanding af Hugh Howey’s Wool og Mad Max. Mega fed. Er begyndt at købe bøger på ebook.de i stedet for Kobo, da de ofte er meget billigere. Ripper DRM’en af og håndterer dem i Calibre. Jeg anser det for en politisk handling og at vi har lov til at eje ebøger fuldt og helt. Lytternes input Maibritt takkede for Star Maker-episoden: “Det lyder som om podcasten tog en for holdet her – tak for det

Ephesians - Who you are & what you carryPart 1 - You are chosenWhen, Why, WhatWhen - For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sightWhy - In love he predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and willWhat - When you believed, you were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy SpiritDon't become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out. Romans 12v2 (from The Message)

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Double Vision After Stroke: What Jorden's Story Teaches Us About Brainstem Stroke Recovery Double vision after stroke is one of those symptoms no one imagines they'll ever face—until the day they wake up and the world has split in two. For many stroke survivors, it's confusing, frightening, and completely disorienting. And when it happens as part of a brainstem stroke, like it did for 45-year-old attorney Jorden Ryan, it can mark the beginning of a long and unpredictable recovery journey. In this article, we walk through Jorden's powerful story, how double vision after stroke showed up in his life, and what other survivors can learn from the way he navigated setback after setback. If you’re living with vision changes or recovering from a brainstem stroke, this piece is for you. The Morning Everything Changed Jorden went to bed preparing for a big day at work. By morning, nothing made sense. When he opened his eyes, the room looked doubled—two phones, two walls, two versions of everything. He felt drunk, dizzy, and disconnected from his own body. Double vision after stroke often appears suddenly, without warning. In Jorden's case, it was the first sign that a clot had formed near an aneurysm in his brainstem. As he tried to read his phone, he realised he couldn't. As he tried to stand, he collapsed. And as nausea took over, his vision became just one of many things slipping away. He didn't know it then, but this was the beginning of a brainstem stroke recovery journey that would test every part of who he was. When the Body Quits and the World Keeps Moving Even when paramedics arrived, the situation remained confusing. “You're too young for a stroke,” they told him. But the double vision, vomiting, and collapsing legs said otherwise. By the time he reached the hospital, he was drifting in and out of consciousness. Inside the MRI, everything changed again—his left side stopped working completely. He couldn't move. He couldn't speak. He couldn't swallow. His ability to control anything was gone. For many survivors, this is where the fear sets in—not only the fear of dying, but the fear of living this way forever. Understanding Double Vision After Stroke Double vision happens when the eyes no longer work together. After a stroke—especially a brainstem stroke—the nerves that control eye alignment can be affected. Survivors often describe it the way Jorden did: blurry, overlapping images difficulty reading nausea when focusing a sense of being “detached” from reality exhaustion from trying to make sense of their surroundings In Jorden's case, double vision wasn't the only issue, but it shaped everything that came after. It influenced his balance, his confidence, and even whether he felt safe leaving his home. Three Weeks Missing: The Silent Part of Recovery Jorden spent nearly three weeks in a coma-like state. Days blurred together. Friends visited. Family gathered. He remembers fragments, but not the whole chapter. When he finally became more aware, nothing worked the way it used to—not his speech, not his swallow, not his limbs, and certainly not his vision. This is something many survivors aren't prepared for: Stroke recovery often begins long before you're fully conscious. Starting Over: The Fight to Stand Again Inpatient rehab became Jorden's new world. It was full of firsts, none of them easy. The first time he tried to sit up. The first time he attempted to transfer out of bed. The first swallow test. The first attempt to speak. Everything required more energy than he had. And yet, small wins mattered: “When my affected hand moved for the first time, I felt human again.” Double vision made everything more complicated, especially balance and spatial awareness. Even brushing his teeth triggered trauma because of early choking experiences in hospital. Still, he kept going. Life Doesn't Pause for Stroke Recovery Just like so many survivors say, the world didn't stop for Jorden to recover. On the very day he left inpatient rehab, his close friend—who had also lived with paralysis—died by suicide. Not long after, his dog passed away too. It felt unfair. Cruel. Like everything was happening at once. But even in that darkness, Jorden found a way to keep moving. Not fast. Not perfectly. Just forward. Learning to Walk Again With Vision Working Against Him Double vision after stroke made walking terrifying. Every step felt unpredictable. Every movement demanded complete attention. He used a slackline as a walking rail. He held onto countertops, walls, chairs—anything that would keep him upright. He practised daily, even when the exhaustion was overwhelming. This is something survivors often underestimate: Vision problems drain energy faster than physical limitations. Your brain is constantly trying to make sense of visual chaos. Of course you get tired faster. Of course progress feels slow. But slow progress is still progress. Humour as a Survival Tool Many survivors rely on humour to keep themselves grounded. For Jorden, it showed up in moments like these: His leg falling off the footrest of a wheelchair and being dragged without him realising. Gym sessions where he pushed through fatigue—even after peeing his pants slightly. Laughing at situations that would've once embarrassed him. Humour didn't erase the trauma, but it gave him permission to keep going. “Now it's me versus me. Every step I take is a win, even if no one sees it.” What Jorden Wants Every Survivor to Know Recovery doesn't end after 12 months. Double vision after stroke can improve—even years later. Brainstem stroke recovery isn't linear. You're allowed to grieve what you lost and still fight for what's ahead. The simplest achievements matter. Hope is not naïve—it's a strategy. His story is proof that even when everything falls apart, life can still move forward. If You're Living With Double Vision After Stroke You are not alone. Your progress might feel invisible. Your days might feel slow and frustrating. But your brain is still rewiring, still adapting, still learning. And you don't have to navigate that alone either. Take the Next Step in Your Recovery If you want guidance, support, and practical tools for rebuilding life after stroke, you're invited to explore the resources below: Read Bill's Book: The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened Join the Patreon: Recovery After Stroke This blog is for informational purposes only and does not constitute medical advice. Please consult your doctor before making any changes to your health or recovery plan. Jorden Ryan: Living With Double Vision After Stroke & Finding a Way Forward He woke up seeing double, and everything changed. Jorden's journey through double vision after stroke shows how recovery can begin in the darkest moments. Jorden’s Facebook Highlights: 00:00 Introduction to Double Vision After Stroke 03:15 The Day Everything Changed 10:26 When the Diagnosis Finally Made Sense 16:32 Surviving a Second Stroke 21:47 What Recovery Really Feels Like 32:16 The Emotional Toll No One Talks About 44:57 The First Swim After Stroke 54:08 Finding Light in the Darkest Moments 59:28 Living with PTSD After Stroke 01:15:01 Being Told “You'll Never…” by Doctors 01:26:40 Finding Meaning After Stroke Transcript: Introduction to Jorden Ryan’s Double Vision After Stroke Bill Gasiamis (00:01) Welcome again to the Recovery After Stroke podcast. I’m Bill Gasiamis. And if you’re listening right now, chances are stroke recovery feels confusing and isolating. I get that. I’ve been there. Leaving the hospital, feeling lost, desperate for clarity and unsure of what comes next. That’s why this podcast exists. Recovery After Stroke gives you real stories and expert insights that help guide your recovery so you can feel more confident, informed. and in control of your progress. And so you never have to feel alone or uncertain again. Today you’ll hear from Jordan Ryan, a 45 year old attorney who woke up one morning and nothing worked anymore. His story is raw, honest, and filled with moments that every stroke survivor will recognize. Fear, frustration, identity loss, and the courage to begin again. But I won’t spoil the episode. I’ll let you hear it from him. Jordan Ryan, welcome to the podcast. Jorden Ryan (00:58) Thank you, Bill. Happy to be here. Bill Gasiamis (01:01) Great to have you here. So if I recall correctly, your stroke was in March, 2024. So not that long ago. What was life like before that? Jorden Ryan (01:10) Life, I would say, was pretty normal. I didn’t have any symptoms or anything and I was a attorney. I walked to work every day about two miles and everything was going well. So right up until the night that I went to sleep, I had no symptoms at all. Bill Gasiamis (01:26) What kind of person were you then? Your routine, for example, and your relationships, where were they at? What kind of life did you lead? Jorden Ryan (01:34) I was awesome, right? No, just kidding. Yeah, they were good. Like I had a lot of friends and work colleagues and they did a lot. Like I was mostly a social person and went out a lot. So not home that much. I mean, I made a lot of friends in my loft, like down the halls were a lot of friends, but I lived by myself. Bill Gasiamis (01:55) ⁓ Well, if you thought you were awesome, I’m going to go with that. I got no problem with you thinking you are awesome. What about your health? Did you have a sense of your health? You know, we often talk about how we felt and what we were like and how energetic we were. Did you have a sense of where your health was at now in hindsight? Jorden Ryan (02:17) No, I did not. Actually, ⁓ I had a deviated septum from somebody hitting me in the face a while back from me trying to stop a fight. And so it took three surgeries to finally get it correct. Like they had to take a piece of my rib and some of my ear to straighten out my nose. But anyways, I say all that because it made me gain a lot of weight and I guess have sleep apnea. I didn’t know that, but you know, the girl I was dating at the time told me. So anyways, I got it fixed. And I had just seen a person to help me lose weight, the doctor and everybody. so I thought my health was good. And I had probably maybe a year and a half ago, I got into a jet ski, just knocked on conscious when I hit the water. So they did a cat scan and I didn’t know, but I thought that when they did that, I was fine. I was healthy. I didn’t know it would take an MRI to know that stuff. So I felt. totally fine until the event. The Day Everything Changed Bill Gasiamis (03:17) So after the nose surgery, things started to improve with regards to your weight and your sleeping. Yeah. Jorden Ryan (03:22) I don’t know that, like, I tried to get a CPAP machine before my surgery and yes, I was starting to work out more but I was still a little bit tired I guess but I mean nothing like, un-normal like, really bad or anything like that. Bill Gasiamis (03:38) Yeah, I do hear that sleep apnea is kind of that strange kind of a thing that people don’t realize they have until somebody diagnoses it and says to them, this is why you feel so drained, so tired all the time. And then they get it resolved in one way or another and things improve, especially with a, sometimes with a CPAP machine. So, ⁓ but then you’ll fit an active and you were pretty well. So take us back to that moment of that first stroke or what? What was it like? What happened? Jorden Ryan (04:08) So when I had ZPAP like to get a diagnosis or whatever they sent something in the mail and you just put it on your finger it was not as comprehensive as an actual sleep study and they said well that will be fine anyway so I got the machine it was very hard for me to sleep with so it would keep me up it did the exact opposite of what it was supposed to do so anyways that night I went to bed I had a big day the next day work call international call and I was gonna be the only one on the call, only attorney on the call. And so I woke up, I could not sleep, which was kind of normal with the CPAP machine. So I watched a movie and then went to sleep maybe an hour before it was time to wake up. And I went to bed and my alarm went off and I got up and I felt like really strange. I saw double, basically like I felt like I’d been drinking all night or something. Then, ⁓ I called into work and said, I’m sorry I cannot help you. Like, I was looking at my cell phone, which I do all the time, and I couldn’t read it or anything like that. being, you know, kind of naive, I think I took a quick shower, like, rinse some cold water on me, thinking maybe that would fix it. No, that’s ridiculous, but I thought it would, and when it got worse, that’s when I called on my one. Bill Gasiamis (05:35) Yeah, how long did they take to arrive? Do you feel Jorden Ryan (05:38) Mmm, I felt like forever, but I think it was pretty short. I lived in the city So the ambulance was right down the street. So I think like maybe 15 minutes or something like that Bill Gasiamis (05:49) Were you able to let them in? Jorden Ryan (05:52) I was, I, you know, the dispatch 911 person said to make sure I unlocked the door first. I thought I was having a stroke, but I fell down on my knees and laid against my bed and it was very difficult to go open the door to let them in. So yes, I was able to unlock the door and I did that. And I just started throwing up like more than I’ve ever vomited before in my life. Like something was really wrong. my leg went out. I didn’t know that it like couldn’t move at all. I just fell backwards and it was kidney due to throwing up. So then they came and I was still able to stand and talk and I felt, I mean, other than throwing up and double vision, I felt fine. So they told me that I was probably too young to have a stroke and that maybe it was just ready to go. So I was thinking that, okay, well I’ll just go to the hospital and you know, get checked out and I’ll come home early. But it seemed to get worse as things were going. I pulled myself up onto the gurney the EMTs had and I remember thinking like I’ve got to go to the hospital now and they were like being nice and getting my stuff and my phone and whatever else and if I threw up they were getting the trash can and I remember thinking I didn’t care if all of my stuff was stolen. I need to go to the hospital now. So we definitely got up there. When I was kind of in and out of consciousness by that time and I got to the hospital and they checked me out like an actual MRI. And when I was inside of it is when my left side of my body completely quit working. So I didn’t know what was going on. I mean, I had no clue. So I pulled myself out of the MRI. And some people get claustrophobic or whatever, but this was a square machine and because I felt sick already and half my body quit working while I was in there, it really put fear in me to get out. Bill Gasiamis (07:59) ⁓ So you had the right to the hospital, they saw you rather rapidly before they got you into the MRI? Jorden Ryan (08:10) The EMTs did see me pretty quick. They did not think I had a stroke, so it wasn’t as maybe punctual as possible. they were still… I mean, the fire department, I think, was maybe a quarter of a mile from my house. So they got there pretty fast. Bill Gasiamis (08:27) Yeah, okay. So when you got to hospital, what was that like? What happened then? Jorden Ryan (08:33) Yeah, by the time I got to the hospital, I was barely able to be coherent at all. Like someone would say, hey, Jordan, I would bring me to for a second, like, what is your phone number? And I could answer, but then I would be out again. when they were taking me to the MRI, they kind of with me. And this was the first time that I was frightened for my life. I think that one of the nurses was like, I can’t believe they’re going to waste the time to do MRI on this person. He’s gonna die anyway. There are people that need them. Machine. Bill Gasiamis (09:04) Wow, they didn’t say that, did they? Jorden Ryan (09:07) Well, I was like, couldn’t talk, couldn’t move. I don’t know if they said it for real, but I think so. I believe that’s what they said. then I was like, this is not how I die. I’ve done so much crazy stuff. can’t be just cause I was going to work early in the morning. ⁓ Bill Gasiamis (09:22) Wow. So you have a sense that that’s what they said while you’re being, while you’re on the bed being moved to the MRI. Jorden Ryan (09:32) Well, I was in going to like a holding area, like a waiting area to do MRI. Yeah. And so they left me and I couldn’t move. And so it was pretty scary. Yeah. And then after the MRI, the nurse did say, you know, we need to call your family. And so I did unlock my iPhone and I remember her calling, but it’s kind of hazy in and out of that. And I think They said, need to call the family so they can say their goodbyes. I think I overheard that. And I was like, what is going on? This can’t be this serious, right? So I really do believe I did hear that though. Bill Gasiamis (10:12) Seems like they may have very quickly upgraded your condition from vertigo, which they originally said when they arrived and seems like they kind of knew that something else dramatic was happening. Jorden Ryan (10:19) Yeah When the Diagnosis Finally Made Sense That’s correct. I wish it would have been just ready to go. Right. But it was all of a sudden went from, you know, pretty good news or decent, extremely dire consequences or like something bad was going to happen. Yes. Bill Gasiamis (10:42) Yeah. How old were you in 2024? Jorden Ryan (10:46) I was 45. Bill Gasiamis (10:49) Yeah. And do you have a sense now? Do you understand what it was that caused the stroke? We’ll jump back into Jordan’s story in just a moment. But first, I wanted to pause and acknowledge something. If you’re listening to this and stroke recovery feels confusing and isolating, I want you to know you’re not imagining it. I know exactly what that feels like. That’s why I created Recovery After Stroke to bring you real stories and insights that guide your recovery and help you feel more confident, informed and in control. And if you’d like to go deeper, remember to check out my book, The Unexpected Way The Stroke Became, The Best Thing That Happened, and support the show on Patreon at patreon.com slash recovery after stroke. Jorden Ryan (11:34) Yes, I do have ⁓ an aneurysm in my, ⁓ in the brainstem. can’t, it affected the pontine area and the salabella. Like I cannot remember the nerves. Unfortunately, I’m sorry. The veins that it’s in, but it is really big and the blood being kind of, ⁓ kind of mixed around. mean, like because my vein is so wide, the clots can form just. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (12:03) Okay, so with an aneurysm, you’re at risk of it bursting, but then because of the different shape, the high pressure and the low pressure systems that occur in the aneurysm create a different blood flow. It causes the blood to turn into a clot and then perhaps get stuck there. And then when it gets big enough, it can break off or move and then it causes the clot. Jorden Ryan (12:31) Yeah, I don’t know if it breaks off and or just makes a clot and get stuck in there, but same concept, I think. Right. And so, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (12:40) Okay, so then you know that now after they did the MRI, what happened then? Did you have to ⁓ go through some kind of a procedure to sort out the clot and to remove the blockage and to fix the aneurysm? What was the situation? Jorden Ryan (12:59) Yeah, unfortunately they cannot fix aneurysm. They are just throwing as much medicine as they can, like all the tools that they have at the disposal at this time. But after they found out I had a clot, they’re just kind of like, let’s see what happens now. So that is when I went kind of again unconscious in probably about three weeks. I do not remember very much at all. Bill Gasiamis (13:26) Okay. Was that because they were, were in an induced coma to help you with it, with the healing? Jorden Ryan (13:32) I don’t think it was induced. think it was just my body went into a coma. mean, at the time I thought probably I was just very tired because I’d only slept an hour, but I mean, three weeks is a long nap. So a lot of my friends come in to visit me in the hospital, but I was like, I felt like just tired, but I didn’t feel bad. Like I was going to die or something. But so it was very strange because I felt very coherent. Like every day is just a different day. but my body like wouldn’t move like I could tell my left hand to move and it would not. So, but other than that, like, ⁓ I felt normal so to speak. Bill Gasiamis (14:13) I can see those three weeks. Did you have a sense that you had a stroke? Did that actually sort of say you’ve had a stroke? Did you understand that for the first time? Jorden Ryan (14:25) Yeah, I understood that I had a stroke, but I just didn’t understand what that meant. Like, for example, to sit up, which I would do in my whole life, I was not able to do that anymore. So during that three weeks, they would have a hoist system to move me to a couch. So I wouldn’t get bed sores, I think, you know, just precaution, but that was like a really scary, like I did not like that at all. was, which would normally be super easy. ⁓ Yes, they said I had a stroke, but I had no idea how bad it was. Bill Gasiamis (14:58) Yeah. family and friends. You had people rally around to do people have to fly. Excuse me. Do people have to fly in or come from out of town or were they all nearby? How, how did you go and see that? Jorden Ryan (15:13) I think that my sister put something on Facebook, on my Facebook. And so I had people close by and I did have people fly from a couple of different areas because at that time I think I was in ICU. So, you know, that may be the last chance I had to talk to me. So they did come say goodbye, but the hospital for so long, I mean, people got me flowers and I would think that would be as long as possible, but then those flowers would die. and people would bring plants and when those died, I mean, wow, that’s really a long time to be in the hospital, you know? And the plants died because I couldn’t water them because I’m paralyzed, so, at that time. Bill Gasiamis (15:54) Yeah, how long were you in hospital in total? Jorden Ryan (15:58) The first stroke I was probably, I got out May 17th, but that’s out of the inside rehab that what do you call inpatient rehabs? think that I was in hospital for maybe three weeks, maybe a month. Like, you know, they downgraded me from ICU for a week and then sent me to the internal rehab. Bill Gasiamis (16:23) Yeah, so the stroke was March 22 and then you got out of hospital in May. Jorden Ryan (16:29) That’s great. In mid-May, yeah. Surviving a Second Stroke Bill Gasiamis (16:32) Yeah. And you said that that was the first stroke. So was there another stroke? Jorden Ryan (16:37) Yeah, it’s crazy. So I had my first stroke and then I really tried hard like no sugar, no pop, no alcohol. I did everything I thought is best I could and even in rehab they had me bake cookies and I didn’t eat them because they had sugar in them. And then I had another stroke when I woke up to go to rehab. So that was October 7th. So it was, it started out with just my hand wouldn’t move like it should like I was regaining everything back pretty well from the first stroke. And I thought I was Superman basically. I was healing pretty fast and I was like, I beat it. This is great. And then right back to being in a bad stroke and being a wheelchair and all of that. Bill Gasiamis (17:25) So the same issue in the cerebellum near the pons again caused another clot or was it just something else that happened? Jorden Ryan (17:34) No, you’re right. It was the same thing, basically affected the same areas of my brain. So they say that your brain with spasticity can do like a detour. So now I have a detour of a detour, basically. So my brain had just rewired and was working pretty decently and then that area got damaged as well. Bill Gasiamis (17:57) Okay. And were you on blood thinners or something to help thin the blood to kind of minimize the risk of another blood clot or? Jorden Ryan (18:06) Yes, I was on the Eloquist, so I thought that that would be enough, but it was not. So now I am also on aspirin, but it’s just a small pill every day. I think that, like I said, they don’t really have a whole lot they can do. So they’re just telling me to take this medicine out for the best and maybe it will happen again and maybe it won’t, but they can’t operate on it because the risks outweigh the reward. Like there is a Good chance of death. Bill Gasiamis (18:37) Yeah, understood. How long did you spend in hospital for the second incident? Jorden Ryan (18:42) I was out, ⁓ towards the end of November. think mid and like either the second or third week in November. Bill Gasiamis (18:52) And then when you left hospital that time, you left with the deficits, which had kind of eased up or you didn’t really have before the, after the first one, is that right? Jorden Ryan (19:04) Yes, that’s right. I will, will wheeled out in wheelchair and had no use of my leg or my arm and my face was not really healed from the first stroke, but a little bit and I still had that too. I could not talk. I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t drink. Like, I mean, I could, guess, but not how, yeah. So like holding glass to my face would come all over down my face and stuff. so This area right here always felt wet. Like it felt like I was in a pool, even though I wasn’t. So I couldn’t tell if I had food all over me or what have you that I would have to rely on people to tell me. I could chewing a salad is, I mean, it was really, really hard. That was kind of the, as I advanced, that was something I could do. My first stroke, I could not, you know, a steady is it. I don’t know if you know what that is for using the restroom. It’s like a basically a dolly. put you on and I had a really hard time even trying to use that. I went through a lot of swallow tests. I could not swallow my own saliva. So that was very difficult for me. ⁓ They brushed my teeth and I felt like I was gonna die. I could not breathe. Like probably for that went on for like five minutes. Like, I mean, I could breathe, sorta, but it was very difficult. Bill Gasiamis (20:29) They brushing your teeth for you and it, and it, and triggered some kind of a reaction or. Jorden Ryan (20:34) Like the yeah, the saliva that you have in your mouth that is I mean was enough for me to drown in basically I guess Yeah Bill Gasiamis (20:45) So it wasn’t the actual tooth brushing. It was the saliva that was being generated that you couldn’t. Jorden Ryan (20:50) I so. didn’t know for sure what it was, right? Like, but I’m pretty sure was alive. It was something I couldn’t manage. That’s for sure. And it just tasted like toothpaste probably because I just had done brushing my teeth. But they did give me a peg tube so I could get food and nutrition and water in me. However, the way that they installed it the first time was ⁓ caused ulcers in my… I think in my colon, so I had to go back to the ICU. Bill Gasiamis (21:24) Yeah. Such a dramatic time, right? A lot of stuff going wrong. What’s going through your head at the time? Because you went, like we said, like it was a year earlier, everything was going fine. Everything was all okay. And now you’re dealing with all this stuff. How do you, you know, what are you saying to yourself? How do you feel about what’s happening to you? What Recovery Really Feels Like Jorden Ryan (21:47) I wish that I could give you like a really good answer, but to be honest it was more like, why is this happening to me? I can’t believe this is happening. I’m too young. Like I have to take decent care of myself. I cannot believe this. I mean, when I was in the hospital, I was watching like my 600 pound life and like, I’m just saying that I was, I thought, you know, at least that healthy, but at that time I was really devastated by what was going on. Bill Gasiamis (22:16) Yeah, you would be, it makes complete sense, right? How do you go from being quote unquote normal? Everything’s just going along as it always has. And now all these hurdles that come your way that are really challenging to overcome. you probably don’t have the skillset to deal with them in such a dramatic short amount of time. Jorden Ryan (22:17) Yeah. Yeah, I think that’s right. And I think probably if it would have just been on me, maybe I could have, but I was like, I’m going to be such a huge burden to my family in my way life is going to be so bad. Like, I was just like, how is this happening? You know, I don’t smoke and like, I don’t do heavy drugs or any of that stuff. So what is going on? And then they said, well, you must drink a lot of energy drinks. And I was like, no, I don’t drink any energy drinks. So they’re like, we don’t know what’s going on then. So just that was. So for me, I really didn’t know what was going on. Bill Gasiamis (23:15) Yeah. And in hindsight, it was just random. It’s just one of those things with the aneurysm and how can you possibly, how can you possibly deal with it when you don’t know that it’s happening to you? Similar to me, like I had a brain hemorrhage three times because of a blood vessel that I was born with. I wasn’t having the best lifestyle, but I also wasn’t causing it. I also didn’t. I wasn’t able to solve it. Everything was kind of handed over to other people. It’s not, it was nothing. It was not up to me. And I had to just kind of go through it. Jorden Ryan (23:51) Very similar. was, you know, couldn’t be in charge or control anything basically, like even really simple things. I mean, I had a diaper on, I couldn’t even go to the restroom by myself. So it was just very hard. It was a lot of stuff all at once, right? Like, it wasn’t just like I a cold or something. It was very difficult. And at first, when I was there, I couldn’t talk. So people would come and visit me but and to me what’s very strange is that my voice sounded exactly the same before the stroke which it didn’t in real life I was probably like I have no idea what I sounded like but people couldn’t understand me so I would say something to them and they’re like sorry I can’t understand you but in my head I said it perfectly it sounded like me I can hear ⁓ like my slur now but I could not at first Bill Gasiamis (24:47) Yeah. Yeah. It was there somebody that you met who helped support you and guide you through those really sort of tough bits early on, like was there kind of a mentor or somebody that came out of nowhere and just helped you navigate this? Jorden Ryan (25:06) ⁓ I don’t know really like who navigated like how it happened, you know, I had a chaplain that came in there maybe a doctor would help I Didn’t have my phone or anything at the time But when I was able to do that I saw your channels and stuff and so I listened to it and probably the totality of a lot of things there wasn’t like a one person or one thing that helped me really a lot so I remember being kind of upset at you because you said it was the best thing that ever happened to you and that was it was too new for me. I was like, what do you mean? That’s not possible. And a nurse came and said, well, you have the beautiful blue eyes and that my eyes are green. So I was like, well, maybe my hair will grow back and I’ll have blue eyes. Maybe it’ll be the best thing that ever happened. But yeah, I mean, I wasn’t really mad at you. I just said the time I could not accept those that verbiage. Bill Gasiamis (26:02) that is perfectly understandable. And it’s exactly why I chose the title, not to piss people off or make people upset while they’re recovering. In fact, I never expected that people would find it so early on in their journey. I just thought it was a story I was gonna tell and it was gonna go out there. But of course, the very first time I spoke about my book a few years ago on YouTube, the very first comment was a negative comment along the lines of, Similar to what you said. It was a bit more rude. It wasn’t so polite ⁓ And I and I was like, ⁓ no, no, no, you guys have got it wrong I don’t think I think you missed the boat. No, sorry. You missed the point the point being that It was really terrible when I was going through it for three years But when I came out the other side, there was a lot of personal growth. There was a lot of ⁓ Things that I had appreciated that I’d done that I’d learned that I’d overcome etc that became the reason why I was able to say it was the best thing that happened to me because I started a podcast, I wrote a book, I’ve spoken publicly about it, I have this platform, I’ve created a community, all these things, right? So the things that I didn’t know that I was lacking in life before the stroke, I thought my life was complete, waking up in the morning, going to work, coming home to the family, cooking dinner, paying the bills. paying the mortgage, the car lease. I thought it was all cool, all complete, but I was kind of unhappy. There was a lot that I was lacking in my life. And only because of the stroke journey, the end result of the podcast, the book and all that stuff, did I realize, ⁓ actually the… Aftermath, the things that I have grown and discovered were the best things that happened to me. And it was because of the stroke. It’s such a weird and dumb thing to say. Like I can’t even wrap my head around it, that I had to go through something so dramatic to accomplish some amazing things. I wish I would have just done it before the dramatic events. I wish there didn’t have to be one. And that being said though, I’m 13 years. post stroke, the first one, and I still live with the deficits. I still have problems sleeping on my left side because it’s numb and it’s burning and it tingles and all that kind of stuff. When I get tired, I still have balance issues when, ⁓ you know, sometimes my memory is a bit flaky because of it, but you know, a little bit, I still have deficits in my muscles and spasticity and all that kind of stuff and it hurts. I’ve accepted that part of it. how it feels in my body, but I’ve also ⁓ gone after the growth. Like I’ve really, ⁓ seriously, dramatically gone after the post-traumatic growth that comes from a serious episode. And what I hope- Jorden Ryan (29:10) explaining that in other episodes. was just my friend that I had heard and I was still like too bitter to hear that. Right. And now I kind of make sense. Like there are a of things that I didn’t appreciate as much as I should have. All the cliches, know, kind of true. Like I wake up and like that is a good day then because most of my stroke, both of my strokes came from when I was sleeping when I woke up. So kind of like Bill Gasiamis (29:21) Yeah. Jorden Ryan (29:38) Even being in the hospital, I saw more sunsets than I did in my regular life or post stroke, whatever you want to call it. I definitely get it and I can appreciate what you’re saying now, but after that time, was just more difficult. Bill Gasiamis (29:45) Yeah. I definitely come across people regularly, even though ⁓ I’ve been speaking about it for a little while, who come across the first podcast episode that I’ve done, that they’ve found in the 370 odd. And then they hear me say that again. And then there’s also, there’s sometimes a repeat of that incident where I know exactly where they’re at. Like I know exactly what’s happening. I know they don’t know that. And then what I hope that happens is say in three or four years, they can, when they go, there was that crazy guy who said stroke was the best thing that I wonder what that was about. I’m going to go get that book now and I’m going to read it. And I’m going to see if I can, you know, shift my mindset from perhaps something that’s been bugging me to something that we can grow from. And the book has got 10 steps to recovery and personal transformation. It not 10 steps to getting your perfect walk again, or making your hand work perfect again, or you know, getting rid of your deficits. It’s not that kind of book. It’s an inspiring book. We’re trying to give people some tools that they can use that doesn’t cost them any extra that will improve the quality of their health and their life. And it doesn’t matter how injured you are because of a stroke. That’s what the book helps people to do. I love challenging people. I’m not, of course, you know, I’m not intending to make people think that I promote. stroke is something that they must experience as ⁓ you know. Jorden Ryan (31:23) the ⁓ Bill Gasiamis (31:26) Yeah. ⁓ It’s not on audible. I am going to remedy that at some stage. I’m going to remedy that and I’m going to get people the ability to listen to it because ⁓ Jorden Ryan (31:46) Well, I will be your first customer, hopefully. Bill Gasiamis (31:49) Yeah, a he-man. Jorden Ryan (31:51) cannot read because my eyes are cro- like not crossed but I have double vision so they are off I cannot read so but yeah Bill Gasiamis (32:01) ⁓ After your three weeks in ICU the first time, I think you began inpatient rehab. What were those days like going through that first few motions of trying to get yourself up and about? The Emotional Toll No One Talks About Jorden Ryan (32:16) Yeah, it was very emotional, right? because you want right away, I thought just to get back to where I was. And I mean, I read some other things and I had friends of friends send me stuff and that chapter of my life is over. I mean, it was a good one, but it’s time to rewrite another one, right? Like I have to move forward. So the whole journey was really difficult. Probably took me longer than most people, but, ⁓ I was very lucky in the fact that I had a friend that had told me like, hey, you have done hard things before you were, you know, in Muay Thai, you were a attorney, you can do it again. And then in my mind, I was like, you’re not a brain doctor. What are you talking about? Leave me alone. So even though the expression was being really nice internally, that’s what I was thinking. Then I saw something like, um, it was, you know, I think it was a PT, a physical therapist who said, think that you’re gonna heal yourself in three hours a week or a day or whatever, that’s not it. Then I had another friend who told me that his sister had a stroke and she wished she would have done more during recovery. So I eventually got to the point thinking like, well, all these doctors are saying it depends, which is a fair answer, right? And I tell clients that and they hate it. But I thought that’s better than absolute no. They’re not saying and so they’ve made it to me like, well, maybe I won’t get better, but it’s not going to be from me not trying. I think another one of the people on your episodes ⁓ saying like they were always very positive and I was like, that’s not me. That’s I’m not 100 % going to be better. That just wasn’t my attitude during it. I mean, it’s good. wish I would have been, but unfortunately I wasn’t. But it kind of. Over time it’s gotten better, but at first it was very difficult for me. Bill Gasiamis (34:17) Yeah, that’s completely understandable. ⁓ You had, did you have some small wins in rehab that kind of made you shift a little bit slowly and kind of realize you’re making ground or things are, you’re overcoming things. Jorden Ryan (34:35) Yes, I did. I was very lucky in the fact that, I mean, I would just notice my therapist face like when my affected arm started to work or I did something, they didn’t say like, that’s unbelievable. But it was kind of like I was making progress faster than a lot of people. And I’m not saying I’m better. I was very lucky and I would never come to other people, but they were like, wow, that’s really amazing that you’re able to do that. So it was, it felt good. Being able, like, even just to move my finger, like, in my defective hand for the first time was huge, and then I was able to use my thumb to… I feel human again. I mean, to be honest with you, when I couldn’t talk and I couldn’t move and everything, it just felt weird, like it wasn’t me. Bill Gasiamis (35:22) Yeah, absolutely. So were there some setbacks during that time as well? Jorden Ryan (35:27) There were some setbacks. I, again, I watched one of your episodes and a gentleman told me, like I said, he had the fatigue set in later on in his journey. And so one of the things I was like, well, I’m so lucky that I don’t have that because I go to the gym pretty often. And that would be devastating to have fatigue. And then I also had fatigue. I mean, to the point where I didn’t want to move around at all. didn’t want to get out of bed hardly so there’s setbacks in the fact that like my my sister and brother-in-law luckily took me in I mean they were like ⁓ angels so to speak but they live in a big one bedroom app like one one floor house I meant to like a ranch style and just going to the bathroom was a setback because it would take forever to walk down the hall or whatever I mean it was my gate it was a walking style was Pretty hilarious there, you saw me. Bill Gasiamis (36:27) And then fatigue doing that walk also then ties you out. Jorden Ryan (36:34) Yeah, just walking to the bathroom did tire me out. So, like, to brush my teeth, I’m already scared of, like, not feeling well. Plus, walking all the way there and brushing my teeth and walking all the way back, it would be… I would really have to get my strength together to do that. Bill Gasiamis (36:53) A journey, a proper journey. Jorden Ryan (36:55) I had to do it because I didn’t want to wet myself or soil myself, but it was very difficult. mean, looking back, it’s like, wow, that stuff was so easy now. But at that time, it was not easy. was very difficult. Bill Gasiamis (37:11) Yeah. I remember being in a similar situation and I don’t have that far to go to the toilet from my couch where the lounge room is and the TV is. But I remember going to the toilet and getting back to the couch and then being completely wiped out. that’s it. I was done for hours, done for hours, just sitting there resting and then hoping to get enough energy to get back up off the couch and be okay. Um, that was very early on. That was probably a few, maybe about four five months after the second bleed, it was still very dramatic. And I couldn’t really appreciate how ⁓ I took for granted that trip before that. Like it was just, it never crosses your mind. Jorden Ryan (37:55) You wouldn’t even think about it, right? Like getting out of a car to walk to the house was very difficult for me. Or when I came back, I would just fall on my bed because I was worn out. But before that, before my stroke, I would not ever think about that kind of stuff. Yeah. In a wheelchair at first, but I walked around the house with a walker and like two laps inside the house would wear me out. That’s maybe one. Bill Gasiamis (38:11) Yeah, hell no. Jorden Ryan (38:24) Like, one hundredth of a mile is not much, or not even close to a kilometer, and that would wipe me out completely. Bill Gasiamis (38:32) Yeah. You find yourself thinking about the steps that you’re taking. Are you putting a lot of brain energy into the actual task? How your leg is moving? What was the process like for you? Jorden Ryan (38:44) Yes, my- so all the things that your body does without you thinking about were affected in me. Like blinking, I have to think about it. To move my arms at the same time, I have to think about it. So to walk was- I had to really be like, okay, which foot goes first? Left foot. Okay, now what foot goes next, right? It sounds ridiculous, but that’s really what I was like. My mind was, I had to think every time like learning to walk. I was like, what hand goes in front? with what foot? Like it was, I mean, very, very basic, like to the beginning, right? Like before elementary school, like it was, so everything I did was taxing mentally because I just had to think about stuff that you don’t normally think about, right? Like Okay, I should breathe. It wasn’t quite as bad as that, but that’s pretty close. Bill Gasiamis (39:37) Wow, So in the notes that we shared between us, you mentioned something about the first time you were taken out of hospital ⁓ to go and eat, I think. Tell me a little bit about that story. What happened then? Jorden Ryan (39:53) Sure, so I noticed, to start a little bit further back, I lost my hearing. It wasn’t when I first had my stroke, but when I was in rehab, they were actually changing my diaper. And so I would lay on each side and I noticed when I laid on the side, I could not hear them. They were telling me to roll over or something. And so I had lost my hearing completely. Then, um… When I got out of the hospital, my friends and family and whatever got together and took me out to eat and the noises were so loud that my senses were too heightened. It was confusing to me. I had a lifetime of going out to eat with friends and going to drinking or whatever. This was just a lunch and I couldn’t really handle it. It was almost too much for me. The car ride from maybe a three hour car ride, had to close my eyes because I would feel sick if they were open. it was, I realized just how different my life is gonna be, right? Bill Gasiamis (40:59) Yeah, did that make you want to avoid those types of events? Jorden Ryan (41:02) Yes, I have to push myself to do that kind of stuff because I don’t know, I think it’s easy to become depressed, right? Like, it’s easy to just be like, I will just sit here on the couch, watch TV. I don’t really watch TV, but… And even that is hard with my eyes doubled, but I mean, like, I push myself to hang out with friends or go to eat or something. But it’s very difficult. I would rather just stay home. If you just ask me, like… I mean, I’m always excited to go out with people, that’s not what I mean, but it just is easier to stay home. Bill Gasiamis (41:37) Yeah, I understand that easier to stay home. It’s a trap as well, isn’t it? It’s a, if I stay home, I don’t have to deal with all those difficulties, all those challenges. I don’t have to overcome anything. I can just have the easy way out. But then that you pay a price for that as well. That’s not, it doesn’t work like that. You have to pay the price of, well, then you don’t go out and then you’re alone again. And then you’re in your thoughts again. Then you don’t interact with people again. And It’s not the easy way out. seems that way, it’s potentially leading you down a path that you don’t want to go down. Jorden Ryan (42:11) You’re exactly right. I tell people that because I’m so lazy, I try so hard now because I don’t want to have that life like that forever, you know? So I try very hard now so I can be lazy if that makes sense. Bill Gasiamis (42:26) That makes complete sense. love it because it’s kind of like you’re lazy. Jorden Ryan (42:31) Right, exactly right. You know, because going to the bathroom, if that’s hard forever, that’s gonna be terrible. I gotta get up and walk and have to go out with people. then life is not as hard, hopefully, because you’re doing the things, right? So. Bill Gasiamis (42:47) Yeah, yeah, and you’re getting all the genuine awesome things that come from interacting with people, going out, being ⁓ in public. ⁓ I know what you’re saying about the kind of the earning our lazy kind of thing, right? Because I would say to myself, ⁓ Saturday, I’m gonna go hard. Now, hard for me might’ve been just to literally go to an event and stay an hour longer than I normally would have stayed, whether it was a family event, a party or whatever. And then I’m gonna be really exhausted tomorrow. I know that tomorrow I’m gonna be really, and I’ve got nothing booked in. I’m gonna do absolutely nothing for the entire day so that I can go out and go hard tonight, whatever tonight looked like, whatever that was gonna be like. And that was where I earned my recovery, my lazy. I’m sitting on the couch and I’m watching TV or I’m reading a book or I’m not doing anything. That’s exactly how I kind of used to talk to myself about doing nothing on the following day. Jorden Ryan (43:54) That is a good way to put it, earn your laziness. Like that is exactly what I did. I did something hard or out of my comfort zone and then when I was lazy I felt better about it. If I just wanted to stay home and watch TV, I mean I would have won the lottery basically, you know, like that would be my life. But because that is not what I want to do, doing hard things and then being lazy is a good way to look at it. It would make me feel better about myself. people and everything just kinda makes it harder to be depressed. Bill Gasiamis (44:32) Yeah, agreed, 100%. I would encourage people to get out as much as they can. ⁓ Now, I’m very interested in your thoughts about this. Your first swim, I wanna know what that was like, cause I had a first swim as well. I remember my first swim after waking up from surgery, not being able to use my left side and needing to rehabilitate it. ⁓ What was it like for you to experience that? The First Swim After Stroke Jorden Ryan (44:57) Yeah, so I’ve been swimming before I can remember when I was a kid. So like being by a pool was very scary for me because I thought if I fell in, I could not like get out. And I got in the pool with a life jacket to try to walk and doing I don’t know what this stroke is called where move both arms like that. But only one would work at a time. But I’ve been doing it forever. So it was so strange to be in the pool and not both my arms work together. It was almost like I didn’t expect that that late in my recovery It was not that long but still it was strange to me probably maybe a month after I got out of the hospital so luckily my mom took me to the pool quite a bit and Pushed a wheelchair even though it’s really heavy and she is older so Bill Gasiamis (45:50) Yeah, I went to the pool for the first time during rehab. They asked me if I had anything particular I wanted to work with or a particular exercise I wanted to do. And for me going into the pool, I felt safe that I couldn’t fall over. So we kind of did aqua aerobics and my left side wasn’t working well, but in the pool you couldn’t tell that it wasn’t working well. then put on a, it just felt normal. It felt normal. It kind of. ⁓ appeared like it was working normally, but it felt strange because the water pressure on my affected side, that was different. Feeling the water pressure on my affected side for the first time was really strange. What was cool about it is they gave me a life vest, so there was no chance of falling over, drowning, dying, or anything like that in the water. And it was really a real relief because my body felt really free for the first time. And then as I got better and we started to get out and about, One particular summer we went to a ⁓ waterfall here near where I live. And in the pond at the bottom of the waterfall went for a swing. But the difference is ⁓ fresh water ⁓ is different from salt water. And I had never swum in ⁓ fresh water. Jorden Ryan (47:11) Yeah, there’s a big difference here, right? Bill Gasiamis (47:14) Wow, you’re heavier, you sink quicker. And I went for this very short distance swim and I was completely out of breath and fatigued like really rapidly and needed somebody that was with us to help me get out because I hadn’t realized how much more taxing it would be to do the swimming motions or do all those things and stay afloat. ⁓ And it was really scary because it was the first time I learned that. Jorden Ryan (47:17) Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (47:42) I am not as capable as I used to be ⁓ in the water. Jorden Ryan (47:47) Yeah, I think that brings up a good point for me is that people that try to help me tell me like, be careful. There’s a table there or something like very obvious, right? But they don’t know what I’ve been through and what I can see what I can’t. have to be ⁓ appreciative of them saying that stuff instead of annoyed. Like I usually am so yeah. I did a triathlon in the ocean and it was so much easier. I was pretty happy. I was the other way around. I’m used to swimming in fresh water and then in salmon and salt water and that was all post stroke. But I can know what you mean. There’s a huge difference. Bill Gasiamis (48:27) What’s your Yeah, you’ve done a triathlon post stroke. Jorden Ryan (48:33) No, I’m so sorry. I meant before stroke. ⁓ Yeah, I did one back when I was healthier, but it is hard for me to even raise my arm. I can kind of do it now, but so I just did water aerobics actually today. And I mean, I am the youngest person there probably by seems like 30 years, but in the worst one there, like you can definitely tell I have a stroke. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (48:59) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. What’s cool about, what’s cool is that now there’s competitions where people can go and compete ⁓ after they’ve been, like the Paralympics is a classic example, right? And all the events leading up to the Paralympics where people can go and compete, get physical, even though they have deficits. That wasn’t something that was possible decades and decades ago. It’s a fairly new thing. I love that even though people are injured and they’ve had difficult times, perhaps their limbs aren’t working correctly. Some people still decide, I know I’m gonna be a competitor still, I’m gonna be with one arm, with one leg, with whatever my, whatever I have left, I’m gonna do the most I can and compete as much as I can to be the best in my particular sport. I love that about the things that people can access today about participation in sport, even though they’re injured. Jorden Ryan (50:02) Yeah, for me, it is much different. Like I used to be a very competitive person and now it’s me against me, right? The me against the stroke or whatever. Like I don’t care that somebody can run really fast. Like, I mean, that’s good for them, but for me getting outside and even getting to the event was difficult. Now to, you know, sit in a tricycle or whatever it happens to be is just, it’s more like a golf or something like that where it’s just you against you, you know, so. It is good that they have that kind of stuff, I think. Like, I’m looking at bikes for mountain biking with three wheels and stuff, so. Bill Gasiamis (50:39) Yeah, I love what you just said you against you. It’s like you against your mindset. Jorden Ryan (50:45) I think it’s just… I don’t want to say me against the world but everything is so… ⁓ difficult I guess? Like everything is a win so if I get in a car to go to the event if I get a bike that I can ride even a tricycle like that’s win if I can finish the event well that’s a win before it was like what place that I get now that’s not important to me I mean sure I guess is this not as important as it was before. Bill Gasiamis (51:15) Yeah, your priorities have shifted. Jorden Ryan (51:18) Yeah, very much so. Like, I think that I have a lot more empathy for people that are disabled. It just clearly opened my eyes. And even though I work in the law, I am used to disability act or whatever. And I was like, these people, now I totally get it. You know, so I understand like why they should have these laws in place. So here in the States, I mean, Bill Gasiamis (51:44) Yeah. Yeah, same with us in Australia. mean, there’s lots of laws to try and protect people who have a disability of some kind, injury, whatever you want to call it, so that there’s less discrimination, so that there’s more services, so there’s more access. ⁓ It’s one of the best conversations that people have because they kind of say, well, we know that this particular service that is going to be provided is going to be provided for all the population and 93 % of the population, for example, it’s not a real number, will be able to access it beautifully. What about the other 7 % who are not gonna be able to access it? We need to think about them. We need to think about how they’re going to go about ⁓ traveling on this service or accessing this service or getting in and out of this particular office or building and all that stuff. is taken into consideration in the design and planning phase now. So you can move around Melbourne, my hometown, in a electric wheelchair or a regular push wheelchair. And you will not have to worry about getting on a train, getting on the public transport, a bus, the tram, ⁓ going down a curb, all the curbs are ⁓ angled down. So this beautiful, nice smooth path towards the road and then up again. Jorden Ryan (53:13) Yeah, that sounds very nice. I think I was just ignorant to people’s needs, I guess. And now I learned firsthand how important they are, right? So I was just like, man, that’s a lot of money to do that. But it makes sense if someone says, well, we have 99 bathrooms, but you can’t use any of them. It doesn’t do me much good, right? So to have this kind of, yeah, right. Bill Gasiamis (53:22) Yeah. Yeah, what’s the point? Finding Light in the Darkest Moments ⁓ Now, the thing about stroke is that unfortunately life doesn’t get put on hold for us to recover from it and then let us get back into life as if we were okay. And I remember going through the third bleed and then a couple of weeks later, literally two weeks later, I think, maybe about a week later, my mother-in-law passed away. And then we had to have her funeral before my brain surgery. and my wife had to deal with all of that, right? You also, you lost one of your friends soon after you got out of, I think it was at rehab. Jorden Ryan (54:19) It was the day I got out of, ⁓ like inside the hospital rehab, inpatient rehab, like he was a good friend and he also had, I think a something to do with he had a tumor on his spine or something that was removed, but it left him slightly paralyzed. Like he was, he had both arms and I remember being in the hospital being jealous of him because Such a little thing like, wow, this guy can go to the bathroom by himself. I wish I could do that, right? But unfortunately, yeah, he died by suicide the day that I got out. It was devastating and very hard. I mean, that was somebody I planned on spending a lot of time with because he lived in the same city that my sister took me in that I was going to hang out with. I mean, not just about me. It was just sad that that happened, obviously. Bill Gasiamis (55:14) Yeah, of course, man, that’s pretty sad. And also, then your dog passed away. Jorden Ryan (55:22) Yeah, so this guy, he had told me my last message with him, well almost last was, we didn’t ask for this, but we’re gonna get through it together. And then, you know, he took his life, so that made me seem like, what should I do now? Then my dog died, which was a big deal to me because, okay, now I have all this time to pet him or play or whatever, and you know, it was pretty dramatic. dick dab that, but I felt like I was in a country song. Bill Gasiamis (55:55) How did you get past it? Jorden Ryan (55:56) I don’t know, think that you you kind of learn to just roll with the punches as I say because there’s so much in life that I can’t control that I mean, just, stuff happens right? You just have to do your best and I try to tell people like, it’s very easy to be in darkness or the negativity but it is my job to open up the light, open the window or whatever, not literally the window but to see all the good things that are happening. around me. So I mean, there are so many amazing things. So I have to open that up and not stay in the darkness too long. I can’t stop from happening personally, like this part of my life, but I can get out of it. Like luckily I have those tools, so to speak. Like I can be like, okay, this is happening. This is amazing. Or my family is healthy or whatever it happens to be or just people being really nice, seeing that, right? But I did have, my hand was like clawed and I would open the door and some people were nice and be like, let me get that door for you. Well, I cannot open my hand to let go of the door. It would almost knock me over several times. So kind of funny. Bill Gasiamis (57:13) always funny opportunities like to things to laugh at in that moment. I remember being wheeled in my wheelchair when I first got out of hospital, out of the hospital ward and we were just going around the hospital grounds just to get some sun. My wife was pushing me and I couldn’t feel my left leg and it fell off the, you know, where the feet sit in the wheelchair, the footrest. It just fell off the footrest and it was getting dragged. beneath the footrest and kind of the wheel of the wheelchair and it was kind of getting dragged and I couldn’t feel it had no idea but my wife was struggling to push the wheelchair Jorden Ryan (57:54) She’s like, is wrong with this? It’s so hard. Bill Gasiamis (57:57) She was going, well, this so hard to push. And then we had to have a look around and realize the reason it was hard to push, because my foot is under the wheelchair and I have no idea that it’s there and it’s getting stuck. ⁓ We laughed about it because what else are you gonna do at that moment? It was pretty ridiculous and funny at the same time. Jorden Ryan (58:16) That is exactly right. I would say that if I had to give credit to one thing, it would probably be my odd sense of humor now, right? Like there’s so many things to laugh at that it’s hard to say, Matt. That situation you had, it could have been really devastating to you or whatever, or you can be like, that is pretty funny, right? So I had something similar happen to me. My foot came off the wheelchair, but it just stopped. I didn’t feel it. my leg, but I mean, it felt like I ran over a rock or something like, so similar, not the same, but similar to me. Like, didn’t know if my leg would ever come back, you know? So people are all different levels of their journey. Like I was not upset, but I was surprised to see people in patient rehab. They could walk so well. like, Hey, we are really struggling over here. We’re in a wheelchair. That’s not the right attitude to have, but that’s how it was, you know, Bill Gasiamis (59:12) Yeah, absolutely. Jorden Ryan (59:14) are fine, get out of here, let us sick people alone, leave us here, so. I mean, I am lucky in the fact that I’m getting a lot more back than I thought that I would, so everything from now on is icing on the cake, so to speak. Living with PTSD and Double Vision After Stroke Bill Gasiamis (59:28) Bonus for sure. I think you talked about PTSD around brushing your teeth, right? How does that show up in your daily life? Do you have moments when that kind of rears its ugly head? Jorden Ryan (59:42) Well, I just moved into a new house and the bathroom is right next to it and it’s not so bad now. But when I had to walk and it was more difficult and I had PTSD and self-diagnosed. So I don’t even know if it’s a real thing. It was very scary, right? Like it would almost like giv

Jorden fungerer som ét system, hvor atmosfære, hav, klima og liv regulerer hinanden. En episode om planeten som et levende kredsløb – som én samlet, selvjusterende helhed. Gæst: Morten Grønborg Vært: Kristina May Produceret af Yours Only

Welcome back to the Contacts Coaching Podcast! In this episode, Matt welcomes Jorden Radliff, a physiotherapist based in Melbourne, Australia. Jorden shares his journey from being a sports enthusiast to becoming an expert in ACL recovery and physiotherapy. The conversation dives deep into the differences between Australian and American sports systems, ACL injury recovery timelines, the role of muscle stimulation and blood flow restriction in rehab, and the importance of creating a supportive environment for injured athletes. Whether you're an athlete, a coach, or someone interested in physiotherapy, this episode offers invaluable insights into sports injury recovery and prevention.00:00 Introduction and Guest Background00:24 Sports Journey and College Experience02:10 Comparing Sports Cultures: Australia vs. USA04:57 Transition to Physiotherapy06:51 Understanding Exercise Science and Physiotherapy10:40 Insights into ACL Injuries and Rehabilitation19:01 Coping with ACL Injuries21:29 Innovative ACL Treatment: Cross Bracing Method22:09 Exploring ACL Tear Recovery in Australia22:31 Pro Athletes and Quick Recovery Timelines24:01 Surgical Approaches and Graft Types24:22 Hamstring Grafts: Challenges and Considerations25:44 Quad Grafts: Strength and Rehabilitation26:46 Patella Tendon and Allografts28:44 Innovative Techniques in ACL Recovery30:40 Muscle Stimulation and Blood Flow Restriction35:05 Psychological Aspects of Rehabilitation36:09 Knee Braces and Joint Stability40:13 Preventative Training and Long-Term Success43:58 Remote ACL Rehabilitation Programs

RumNyt skal igen denne gang vidt omkring i tid og rum! Vi besøger nogle af Universets tidligste stjerner, tager på tur med de strandede taikonauter på Tiangong og undersøger om nogle af vores mest grundlæggende teorier om kosmos faktisk ikke holder vand? I hovedhistorien ser vi nærmere på klimaovervågning og jordobservation i anledning af COP30 i Brasilien. Det handler blandt andet om ESAs COPERNICUS-program, om CO2-udslip og massevis af avancerede instrumenter. Lyt med!

Episode 241 of the #CRW podcast features a break-down of the matchups on each side of the ball as #WVU heads to Tempe to take on Arizona State with the Mountaineers seeking to win three consecutive games for the first time this season. Following a breakdown of the matchups, Jorden provides a key to the game and a score prediction before wrapping up by making picks in the other week 12 #big12 conference games! #wvufootball #westvirginia #wvumountaineers #westvirginiafootball #westvirginiamountaineers #big12football #cfb

“It's just so unexpected where I'm at right now; that day significantly changed my life.” Armon Jorden talks about a chance encounter twenty years ago that had an eternal impact on his life. Armon and his wife, Yvette, are planting Ho'omana Church in Hilo, Hawaii, with Free Will Baptist North American Ministries (https://fwbnam.com/jorden/). Read Armon's article, “Ordinary Days,” from the October-November issue of ONE Magazine: https://www.onemag.org/ordinary_days.htm. #NAFWB #BetterTogether #ChurchPlanting #LifeChange #Testimony

I denne uge skal vi blandt andet høre om japanske rummissioner, om rumskrot og om rumtornadoer, og i vores hovedhistorie sætter vi fokus på årets Rumkonference, hvor især forsvar og europæisk selvstændighed fyldte allermest blandt oplægsholderne – der måske glemte forskningen lidt i farten... Der bliver også tid til at vende private rumteleskoper, høre Tina forklare hvordan magnetfelter vender, og dele et par bonus-links blandt andet til sites hvor man kan leje sin ind på teleskoper i Spanien og Texas. Lyt med

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I to år har verdens blik været rettet imod Gaza. Imod ødelæggelserne, drabene og hungersnøden. Nu er der så faldet en skrøbelig ro over den tynde stribe land mod Middelhavet. Men hvad er det for en anden krig, der – mens vi vendte blikket mod tragedien i Gaza – nærmest i ubemærkethed ikke bare er fortsat, men ligefrem taget til andre steder i det palæstinensiske område? Det skal man ud i de palæstinensiske landsbyer for at forstå. Mellem fåreflokke og olivenmarker, hvor israelske bosættere prøver at presse palæstinenserne endnu længere tilbage. Og der tog Politikens Bo Søndergaard hen og fik nogle voldsomme smagsprøver på, hvordan kampen om landet og jorden hver dag bliver ført. I dag spørger vi i ’Du lytter til Politiken’, hvad krigen egentlig har gjort ved forholdet mellem israelere og palæstinensere. Vi hører gerne fra dig, skriv til: dulyttertilpolitiken@pol.dkSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

I denne episode ser vi på den danske Máni-mission, der – hvis missionen bliver til noget – skal at sende et lille fartøj på godt 210 kilo op at tage billeder af Månens overflade. Fartøjet skal ifølge planen tage billeder af overfladen fra mange forskellige vinkler og så bruge variationen i lys og skygger til at rekonstruere terrænet i ekstrem detaljer. Det kan både bruges til forskning og til at planlægge landingssteder og måske baser for kommende missioner til Månen. Máni er et dansk forslag, men er samtidig et internationalt samarbejde med en lang række partnere. Udover flere universiteter, herhjemme og i Frankrig, er også DMI med i gruppen. Danske Space Inventor skal bygge satellitten, og det polske firma Scanway leverer teleskopet. Vi dykker meget dybere i ideerne og teknologien bag Máni, når vi har besøg i studiet af Jens Frydenvang fra Københavns Universitet. Vi skal dog også have et par aktuelle nyheder, denne gang blandt andet med friske historier fra årets rumkonference i Aalborg – og om et helt vildt projekt der vil bruge gigantiske spejle i kredsløb om Jorden til at sende sollys ned på planeten, der hvor der er mørkt. Lyt med

I denne uge skal vi blandt andet høre om Jordens magnetfelt, gas i rummet mellem galakserne og om kvantekryptering i satellit-kommunikation. Og i vores hovedhistorie sætter vi fokus på space safety og vores viden om potentielt farlige asteroider, i anledning af vi netop har fejret et-årsjubilæum for opsendelsen af Hera-missionen. Lyt med! LINKS NYHEDER SpaceX's Starship gennemfører en næsten perfekt testflyvning (https://www.wired.com/story/spacexs-second-gen-starship-signs-off-with-a-near-perfect-test-flight/) Ny komet Lemmon kan ses med det blotte øje i oktober (https://www.space.com/astronomy/comets/new-comet-lemmon-could-shine-bright-enough-to-be-seen-with-the-naked-eye-this-october) Stjernekort: Komet C/2025 A6 (Lemmon) (https://theskylive.com/planetarium?obj=c2025a6&date=2025-10-22&h=18&m=37#ra%7C14.500816114703028%7Cdec%7C26.24341642329255%7Cfov%7C45.5) Swarm afslører voksende svagt punkt i Jordens magnetfelt (https://www.esa.int/Applications/Observing_the_Earth/FutureEO/Swarm/Swarm_reveals_growing_weak_spot_in_Earth_s_magnetic_field) OSIRIS-APEX måske reddet fra Trumps nedskæringer (https://arstechnica.com/space/2025/10/one-nasa-science-mission-saved-from-trumps-cuts-but-others-still-in-limbo/) Sløret James Webb-syn får software-fix (https://theconversation.com/how-we-sharpened-the-james-webb-telescopes-vision-from-a-million-kilometres-away-262510) Putin godkender plan om russiske raket-reklamer (https://arstechnica.com/space/2025/10/putin-oks-plan-to-turn-russian-spacecraft-into-flying-billboards/) Nyopdaget gasbro mellem galakser (https://theconversation.com/what-a-newly-discovered-gas-bridge-between-galaxies-tells-us-about-the-cosmic-cycle-of-matter-265760) Geostationære satellitter lækker tonsvis af ukrypterede data (https://www.computerworld.dk/art/293235/de-rettede-en-simpel-parabol-mod-himlen-og-blev-chokerede-dine-data-kan-flyde-ukrypteret-rundt-i-rummet) ESA støtter udvikling af kvantekryptering til satellit-kommunikation (https://www.spacewar.com/reports/Advancing_European_satellite_security_through_quantum_communications_999.html) SPACE SAFETY NASAs DART-mission som ramte asteroide (https://science.nasa.gov/mission/dart/) ESA's Hera-mission ankommer til Didymos i 2026 (https://www.esa.int/Space_Safety/Hera/ESA_s_Hera_targets_early_arrival_at_Didymos_asteroids?__readwiseLocation=) NEO Surveyor – NASAs næste asteroidejæger (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NEO_Surveyor) Kina planlægger også at ramme asteroide (https://news.cgtn.com/news/2025-09-06/China-to-kick-off-asteroid-deflection-project-in-2025-expert-1GraS2i5b2w/p.html) Hvordan kunne man evt. forsøge at afværge YR4, hvis den var på vej mod Jorden? (https://arxiv.org/abs/2509.12351) BONUS Tina tager James Webb-quizzen hos Space.com (https://www.space.com/astronomy/james-webb-space-telescope/infrared-and-informed-the-ultimate-james-webb-space-telescope-quiz)

Welcome to Roll Pod, an Alabama sports podcast from Bama247. On today's episode, Brett Greenberg speaks with the mothers of five-star commits Jorden Edmonds and Xavier Griffin about the recruiting process, signing days plans and much more! FOLLOW • Brett Greenberg: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/BrettGreenberg_⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  • Mike Rodak: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/mikerodak⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ • Alex Scarborough⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠: https://twitter.com/ByScarborough⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ LINKS • Bama247 Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://247sports.com/college/alabama/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  • Subscribe to Bama247: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://247sports.com/college/alabama/join/?promo=QUICKLINKS⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  • Bama247 Youtube: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2YzVw4plQnY8V8mMNCfZ8g⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  • Bama247 Twitter: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://twitter.com/Bama_247⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  • Bama247 Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/bama_247/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠  To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Sista resan för den här gången går till Södermalm, Stockholm.

Kometen 3iAtlas suser mot jorden i dette øyeblikk. Kristne fundamentalister mener det er Jesus og gleder seg til å dø, de som tror på Aliens tror at det er et romskip på vei. Da måtte Konspirasjonspodden ta en titt. Ansvarlig redaktør er Kristin Ward Heimdal. Hør alle episodene fra Konspirasjonspodden eksklusivt hos Podme. Prøv gratis på podme.com.

De to danske eventyrere Nina Rasmussen og Hjalte Tin havde i årevis arbejdet på et visionært projekt. De ønskede at køre en elbil jorden rundt, som de første nogensinde. Det er faktisk ret vildt at tænke på, at den her historie udspiller sig i 2010. Det er ikke lang tid siden, men der kørte ingen elbil rundt i Danmark. El ladestandere var en by i Rusland. Hjalte og Ninas plan var at køre op gennem Skandinavien, gennem Sibiriens uendelige hullede veje, Mongoliets støvede steppe, til Verdensudstillingen i Shanghai, hvor Den Lille Havfrue skulle udstilles, for dernæst at krydse USA. Hjalte og Nina drømte om at bevise, at elbilen var fremtiden. Men rejsen dertil var forbundet med store udfordringer. Hvad ville folk sige? Hvor i alverden skulle de lade bilen op i den bagende sol på den øde mongolske steppe?  Medvirkende: Nina Rasmussen og Hjalte Tin, forfattere til mange rejsebøger, bl.a. bogen ”Helt elektrisk jorden rundt” om rejsen i elbilen.

Resan fortsätter och nästa stopp är Washington, D.C.

Äntligen Köpenhamn. Och Filip och Fredrik ska ta sig från en plats till en annan. Vilka platserna är och vad som händer däremellan avslöjas i avsnittet.

Tom, Jorden Susewitz, Alex Kent and new student/intern Brayden Eppinette sit in a Montana Canvas wall tent and share the stories of their Colorado Elk hunt and big bull encounters. Brayden shares what the education value is of being in camp and on the mountain producing. Alex talks about his love of hunting and new found love of chasing elk and shooting hunting content. And Tom and Jorden share the ups and downs that this hunt and every elk hunt brings. Plus, the grand finale and bonus conversation where they reveal how they "FOUND" the bull they have been waiting for. Crack a cold one and enjoy this emotional and powerful message straight from the boy's elk camp in Colorado.To learn more about our on-site program, visit our website at https://filmthehunt.com/onsite-courses/For more information or to sign up for the ALL NEW ONLINE CLASS, click here https://www.skool.com/film-the-hunt-2515/aboutFILM THE HUNT FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/filmthehunteducation/FILM THE HUNT INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/film_the_hunt/

Grilling the Expert w/ Jorden Perrett - Ethical Photography & Gear DiscussionIn this episode we have another epsidoe in the Grilling the Expert Sereies. This time we are joined by Jorden Perrett to disucss Ethical Photography & Gear in the field. Follow Justin Julander @Australian Addiction Reptiles-http://www.australianaddiction.comIGFollow Rob @ https://www.instagram.com/highplainsherp/Follow MPR Network @FB: https://www.facebook.com/MoreliaPythonRadioIG: https://www.instagram.com/mpr_network/YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtrEaKcyN8KvC3pqaiYc0RQSwag store: https://teespring.com/stores/mprnetworkPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/moreliapythonradio

Episode 229 of the #CRW podcast features a preview for the first conference game #wvu will play in 2025 as the Mountaineers hit the road to take on the Kansas Jayhawks. After breaking down the matchups in the game and providing both a key to victory and a score prediction, Jorden picks his winners in the rest of the #big12 conference games to close out the show! #wvufootball #wvumountaineers #westvirginiamountaineers #westvirginia #westvirginiafootball

Alla vägar bär till New York. Även Filips och Fredriks. Det är dags för ytterligare ett stopp på deras resa jorden runt.

Knox Brew Stories is a weekly live radio show and podcast that offers an in-depth look into the beverages, businesses, artists, and inspiring humans who make Knoxville an amazing place to be!In this episode you'll find our regular weekly news about craft beer, as well as:Brew News (4:42)Live Music with Jorden Albright (9:00)Interview with Jenny from The Pink Cactus (16:55)Live Music with Jorden Albright (47:24)Next Week on Tap (55:02)Live Music with Jorden Albright (56:45)Co-Host & Producer: Ace Preston Co-Host & Producer: Kevin SummittAudio Engineer: Clyde TimbsPodcast Producer: Asher CokerLinks for our featured Guests:https://www.instagram.com/nonbright/https://linktr.ee/jorden.albrighthttps://www.instagram.com/thepinkcactusknox/https://www.instagram.com/knoxvilloise/Be sure to tune in live every Monday at 6pm EST at http://ChannelZradio.comAnd check out https://www.knoxbrewstories.com/ and https://www.instagram.com/suttreeshighgravity/

Det er som om at virkelighed og fiktion flyder sammen, da en arkæolog for nyligt graver en velhavende vikingekvinde ud af den fynske muld. Fundet minder utrolig meget om det, mange danskere netop har set i TV2-serien 'Danefæ'. Den virkelige vikingekvinde skriver sig ind i rækken af fund, som især almindelige danskere med metaldetektorer i hånden har gjort i de seneste årtier, og som har været med til at forandre vores forståelse af Danmark. Så hvad er det, vi er ved at finde ud af? Malene Beck, museumsinspektør ved Vikingemuseet Ladby, og kvinden bag udgravningen af den virkelige vikingekvinde, fortæller om fortidens gåder. Vært: Anna Ingrisch. Program publiceret i DR Lyd d. 5. september 2025.

Våra världskorrespondenter ger sig ut på djupt vatten och knatar runt i Götelaborg.

Filip & Fredrik ramlar vidare runt jorden och har nu nått Melbourne på jakten efter en mytomspunnen bar.

Häng med till några av, enligt Filip & Fredrik, världens mest intressanta och viktigaste platser. Det första "smultronstället" ligger i LONDON! Det GÅR att gissa vilket det är. Det här avsnittet sponsras bland annat av Saily. Gå in på https://saily.com/filipfredrik för att få 15% rabatt på din första dataplan.

Tom, Jorden & Chris meet with random students throughout the class to get their immediate responses to the time they are having and what they are learning. The perfect testimonial as these students are put on the spot and asked questions they weren't prepared for. If you're on the fence about taking one of our on-site classes. This is the podcast for you!To learn more about our on-site program, visit our website at https://filmthehunt.com/onsite-courses/For more information or to sign up for the ALL NEW ONLINE CLASS, click here https://www.skool.com/film-the-hunt-2515/aboutFILM THE HUNT FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/filmthehunteducation/FILM THE HUNT INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/film_the_hunt/