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In this episode, mental health advocates Shaley Hoogendoorn and Julie Kraft discuss hypomania. For them, hypomania has two sides- the bright but also the dark. In this follow-up to episode 11, they share what it feels like in their minds and bodies when the destructive side of hypomania rears its head. What are the problems & pitfalls? In what ways are their lives, and the lives of those around them, affected the most? Listen in as Shaley and Julie also share about how they spot warning signs and now manage the messy parts of hypomania. It is their greatest hope that this episode gives a real-life glimpse into the rocky side of the rollercoaster that is hypomania. This is bipolar... (00:03:42) The challenges of unmanaged hypomania (00:06:37) Before medication: Hypomania's effects (00:15:01)  The journey of self-awareness (00:19:53) Understanding anger & rage (00:23:02) Balancing creativity & family (00:32:44) The importance of boundaries (00:38:12) Navagating self expectation & growth   If you are listening and have stories or tips or practices that help you cope, I'd love to hear. DM me on @this.is.bipolar on instagram or find me at thisisbipolar.com. I'd love to connect.   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here.It is my greatest hope that sharing journey living with bipolar disorder will comfort, educate and inspire others. If this episode or podcast means something to you and you want to give me the best birthday present ever- I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there. We are all in this together. Love, Shaley *Note: Hypomania is a lesser form of mania and a symptom of Bipolar 2 Disorder. Neither Julie nor Shaley have had a full-blown manic episode and cannot speak to that experience. Mania and Hypomania have a shadow side and in no way do they want to glorify it. Please know that we take hypomania very seriously and are committed to their treatment plans, which for them includes medication.   #thisisbipolar #thisisbipolarvlog #thisisbipolarpodcast

Join Host Shaley Hoogendoorn as she interviews fellow bipolar warrior Brennan Wood about his experiences with bipolar 2 disorder. They delve into the transformative power of community and discuss the impact of peer support groups, both online and in-person. In this episode, Brennan, a bipolar advocate with a rapidly growing TikTok community, also shares his firsthand experiences within the psych ward and the troubles he has faced living with bipolar disorder and navigating friendships. He recounts his journey from his initial diagnosis in his late teens through challenges with psychosis and the stigmas he faced, to finding empowerment through fitness and social media advocacy. Discover how storytelling and sharing lived experiences can help dismantle mental health stigmas and foster a supportive community, ensuring that no one feels alone in their journey. this is bipolar... 00:09:55 The Struggle of Friendship 00:016:35 The Psych Ward Experience 00:27:08 Navigating Stigma in Mental Health 00:36:36 Words of Encouragement  If you are listening and have stories or tips or practices that help you cope, I'd love to hear. DM me on @this.is.bipolar on instagram or find me at thisisbipolar.com. I'd love to connect.   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here.It is my greatest hope that sharing journey living with bipolar disorder will comfort, educate and inspire others. If this episode or podcast means something to you and you want to give me the best birthday present ever- I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there. We are all in this together. Love, Shaley About Brennan: Brennan is a TikTok content creator from Ontario, Canada who shares personal experiences and insights about living with bipolar disorder. His content blends humor, vulnerability, and advocacy to raise awareness and foster community support around mental health. Brennan has amassed over 20k followers so far and is quickly building a supportive community for those who are struggling with mental health issues. He aims to help beat the stigma and to foster a safe space for those who are struggling. You can connect with Brennan on TikTok  or Instagram @brennanlaughs.    

In this brief episode, host Shaley shares an honest update on her current battle with a challenging mixed episode of Bipolar 2 Disorder. Shaley opens up about the emotional and physical toll it has taken, offering insights into the realities of living with bipolar disorder. Amidst overwhelming feelings and fluctuating symptoms, Shaley discusses the importance of self-care, reaching out for support, and the difficulty of balancing work and personal life during such episodes. She highlights her commitment to sharing experiences to reduce stigma and foster understanding. Listeners are encouraged to engage with the community on Instagram and participate in peer support initiatives, reinforcing the strength found in shared experiences. Stay connected for upcoming episodes featuring special guests and continue on this journey of understanding and empathy together. this is bipolar...   If you are listening and have stories or tips or practices that help you cope, I'd love to hear. DM me on @this.is.bipolar on instagram or find me at thisisbipolar.com. I'd love to connect.   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here.It is my greatest hope that sharing journey living with bipolar disorder will comfort, educate and inspire others. If this episode or podcast means something to you and you want to give me the best birthday present ever- I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there. We are all in this together. Love, Shaley  

This episode of the podcast was recorded last year on MY BIRTHDAY so I brought it back!!!! Its all about bipolar, birthdays & BIG feelings! When I asked on Instagram if anyone else gets bipolar symptoms triggered by birthdays the response was huge. I'm not alone when comes to living with symptoms and episodes brought on by this mood disorder. When I look at the comments you all left on the previous post I could see it was something that we need to talk about so I recorded a solo episode! I share stories about the good, bad and often disappointing birthdays I've had. I also spilled the beans about what it was like to be an extrovert, teacher and event planner that goes wild planning kids birthdays WITH HYPOMANIA. It was not always pretty behind-the-scenes. I didn't realize how much I suffered until I really started talking about my experiences through the years. This episodes tells all of my big emotions and moods I have experienced about getting older or celebrating. The episode also covers practices that I do to that prevent or work through triggers so bipolar doesn't take over learner ruin my day. I can celebrate that I am much better at managing my big bipolar birthday feelings and I know what I need to enjoy the day. Tune in for a heartfelt discussion that challenges stigmas, promotes empathy, and celebrates the beauty of imperfection. this is bipolar...  Click to listen to the Highlights: (00:12:37) Surprises Gone Wrong (00:16:43) Learning to Let Go (00:20:09) Birthdays with Kids (00:29:02) The Pressure of Perfection (00:32:13) Strategies for Better Birthdays   If you are listening and have stories or tips or practices that help you cope, I'd love to hear. DM me on @this.is.bipolar on instagram or find me at thisisbipolar.com. I'd love to connect.   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here.It is my greatest hope that sharing journey living with bipolar disorder will comfort, educate and inspire others. If this episode or podcast means something to you and you want to give me the best birthday present ever- I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there. We are all in this together. Love, Shaley   Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, podcast host and mental illness advocate who aims to dismantle the stigma around mental health and create a safe community for those that struggle. She lives with bipolar 2 and currently hosts “This is Bipolar” vlog and podcast. Shaley is passionate about educating and empowering others about mental health disorders. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BP Hope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named "Sisters in Mental Illness." Shaley is also an elementary school teacher and an event planner. You can connect with Shaley on Instagram & TikTok @this.is.bipolar or find me at thisisbipolar.com  

Welcome to another episode of "This is Bipolar," where host Shaley Hoogendoorn delves into personal experiences and insights about living with bipolar 2 disorder. Shaley an advocate, teacher, wife, and mother, shares her own journey alongside guest Sara Schley, who brings her perspective as an entrepreneur and grandmother living with the condition. In this episode, they discuss the profound impact of proper diagnosis and the often-long journey to receiving it, emphasizing the importance of understanding the nuances of bipolar disorders, particularly bipolar 2. Shaley and Sara explore the misconceptions about bipolar depression, the challenges of parenting with a mental health condition, and the crucial role of community support in healing and empowerment. Through candid conversation, they aim to break down stigma, offer a supportive hand to those struggling, and showcase how creativity and resilience can emerge even in the face of adversity. Sara also shares information about her upcoming documentary film "Brainstorm," which promises to highlight inspiring stories and cutting-edge research on bipolar disorder. this is bipolar... Connect with us: IG @this.is.bipolar Youtube: this is bipolar channel TT @this.is.bipolar thisisbipolar.com   (00:07:35) Understanding Hypomania (00:11:16) Navigating Anger & Shame (00:12:58) The Reality of Bipolar Depression (00:19:14) Coping with Chronic Mental Illness (00:22:34) Discussing Parenting and Bipolar (00:26:22) The Weight of Suicidal Thoughts (00:39:46) The Making of the BrainStorm Film   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo  About Our Guest: Sara Schley is the author of the acclaimed memoir, BrainStorm: From Broken to Blessed on the Bipolar Spectrum. She is a business consultant, speaker, and author who has led organizational transformations at renowned companies around the world. She is a mother, grandmother, community leader, and has been married to a great guy for twenty-six years. She also has a Bipolar II brain, on the Bipolar Spectrum. Sara has kept this mostly a secret for four decades. Until now. She is choosing to tell her riveting story – from broken to blessed – to save lives, end stigma, and optimize healing for millions. Sara is also the leader of Seed Systems, an international consulting collaborative that she founded in 1994 to create a regenerative, inclusive, and kinder world. She has worked with over 50 enterprises and 1000s of individuals in every sector. A social change entrepreneur, Sara has also co-founded several networks including The SoL Sustainability Consortium, Women in Power, and most recently, WeTheChange. Sara has written two previous books: The Necessary Revolution: How Individuals and Organizations Are Working Together to Create a Sustainable World (Doubleday, 2008), based on her experience convening the SoL Sustainability Consortium and co-authored with business guru Peter M. Senge, and others which was translated into 10 languages; and Secrets of the 7th Day: How Everyone Can Find Renewal Through the Wisdom and Practices of the Sabbath (White Cloud Press, 2014). She has two new manuscripts in the works. Sara travels nationally and internationally for her work. (At least she did before Covid!) In her free time, she enjoys every outdoor sport there is: hiking, skiing, snowshoeing, ice skating, rafting, paddling, sailing, windsurfing, to name just a few. When not on the road or on the water, Sara lives in the hills in Western Massachusetts with her husband, twin teens, and one aging yellow lab. You can find all Sara's current projects here: saraschley.com Brainstorm the Film BrainTalk the Podcast   More about your Host: Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, content creator and currently hosts the popular “this is bipolar” vlog and podcast. She lives with bipolar 2 disorder and shares her story and the stories of others to dismantle the stigma around mental illness.  Shaley is passionate about educating and empowering others about bipolar disorder. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BP Hope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named "Sisters in Mental Illness."  Shaley's greatest hope is that creating safe spaces to connect will give hope and comfort those that struggle.  

Welcome to another episode of this is bipolar, where we dive deep into the complexities of living with Bipolar 2 Disorder and how it impacts relationships. Shaley Hoogendoorn, a mental illness advocate, and Andrea Vasilev, a doctor of psychology, share their personal experiences and professional insights into how bipolar disorder affects friendships, romantic relationships, and family dynamics. Through their candid conversation, listeners are encouraged to understand the challenges posed by mood swings and the importance of self-awareness and communication in maintaining healthy connections. This episode emphasizes the misconceptions around bipolar disorder and relationships, debunking the myth that individuals with bipolar cannot have successful and meaningful relationships. Shaley and Andrea discuss the struggles and stigmas faced, while also shedding light on the beauty of finding supportive networks and friends within the bipolar community. They also touch upon the importance of self-care and the role it plays in navigating romantic partnerships and family relationships. Join us to learn more about the nuances of bipolar and relationships, and discover new ways to support yourself and loved ones on this journey. (00:02:31) Relationships & Bipolar Challenges (00:13:48) Romantic Relationships & Communication (00:24:31) Intimacy & Hypersexuality (00:32:40) The Importance of Friendships (00:36:37) Navigating Family Dynamics (00:47:30) Breaking Stigmas & Myths   Connect with us: IG @this.is.bipolar Youtube: this is bipolar channel TT @this.is.bipolar thisisbipolar.com   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo  More about your Host: Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, content creator and currently hosts the popular “this is bipolar” vlog and podcast. She lives with bipolar 2 disorder and shares her story and the stories of others to dismantle the stigma around mental illness.  Shaley is passionate about educating and empowering others about bipolar disorder. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BP Hope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named "Sisters in Mental Illness."  Shaley's greatest hope is that creating safe spaces to connect will give hope and comfort those that struggle. Meet our Guest Co-Host: Dr. Andrea Vassilev holds a doctorate in psychology, is a therapist in California, and has lived with bipolar disorder for over 25 years. Andrea is the creator of the program Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder and serves on the Board of Directors of the International Society for Bipolar Disorders. As a clinician and academic with lived experience, Andrea brings a special perspective to both her professional and advocacy work. Andrea hopes that by telling her own story of life with bipolar disorder through the lenses of clinical causes, treatments, and outcomes that she can provide education, hope, and comfort to others. You can connect with her on Instagram @best.life.bipolar or at www.andreavassilev.com.  

Welcome to another empowering episode of "This is Bipolar," hosted by Shaley Hoogendoorn. This episode is a part of the  "Going Deeper" series, offering listeners an opportunity to explore the multifaceted nature of bipolar disorder with depth and nuance Join Shaley along with special guest Vasavi Kumar as they delve into the dynamic interplay of creativity and mental illness, particularly focusing on Bipolar Disorder. They answer a common question- Can you still tap into your creativity while being treated with medication? Does managing hypomania and mania take it all away? The conversation takes a personal turn as Shaley and Vasavi reflect on the  challenges and triumphs linked to medication and creativity, emphasizing the role of external and internal factors in nurturing a creative life.  Tune in to explore how engaging in small yet meaningful rituals, self-validation, and understanding the interplay between energy and creativity can illuminate the journey to self-acceptance and understanding.  You can live with a mood disorder and do beautiful and creative work.  Creativity may look differently than pre diagnosis but you can find to focus to bring your ideas to fruition. This episode is a call to accept and manage your bipolar, commit to staying creative and connect with a vibrantly alive community. Your story matters, and together, we can shed light on the diverse experiences within the Bipolar community. Connect with the 'this is bipolar' community here IG @this.is.bipolar or at thisisbipolar.com (00:02:26) Navigating Medication and Creativity (00:05:51) The Role of Quiet Spaces (00:09:44) Embracing Play Over Productivity (00:12:38) Finding Fun in Creation (00:16:51) The Connection Between Movement and Ideas (00:21:35) Momentum in Small Actions (00:29:13) Creativity in all Moods Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo  More about your Host: Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, content creator and currently hosts the popular “this is bipolar” vlog and podcast. She lives with bipolar 2 disorder and shares her story and the stories of others to dismantle the stigma around mental illness.  Shaley is passionate about educating and empowering others about bipolar disorder. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BP Hope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named "Sisters in Mental Illness."  Shaley's greatest hope is that creating safe spaces to connect will give hope and comfort those that struggle. Meet Vasavi: Vasavi Kumar is the author of SAY IT OUT LOUD, and a communication and visibility strategist who trains individuals to be assertive, confident, and bold. She advocates for mental health and helps those who live with bipolar disorder to release shame and find the support they need. You can purchase SAY IT OUT LOUD here: Canadian Amazon Link: SAY IT OUT LOUD: Using the Power of Your Voice to Listen to Your Deepest Thoughts and Courageously Pursue Your Dreams US Amazon Link: SAY IT OUT LOUD "It's a guide that teaches people how to communicate with the different parts of themselves in a healthy and productive way. Through my own experiences, I've come to understand that many of us struggle with internal conflicts and self-doubt, and we often suffer in silence. With SAY IT OUT LOUD, I hope to empower you, my reader to speak up, listen to themselves, and ultimately find peace and clarity within."

In this emotionally candid podcast episode, Shaley Hoogendoorn and Dr. Andrea Vassilev share their personal journeys living with bipolar disorder. The hosts delve into the topic of depression and what we can do when depressive symptoms and episodes arise to help cope. Together, they discuss the importance of community and support groups, providing a safe space for individuals to connect and share their experiences. The episode explores the complexities of bipolar depression, distinguishing between clinical and situational depression and offering strategies for coping. With a focus on self-care, mindfulness, and the power of human connection, Shaley and Andrea provide practical insights and encouragement for surviving and managing bipolar depression. Other Bipolar and Depression Warriors are invited to navigate a hopeful path, filled with compassionate guidance and personal anecdotes, reminding them that they are not alone and that their stories are far from over. (00:11:09) The Challenge of Self-Compassion (00:11:40) Strategies for Coping (00:15:47) The Importance of Professional Help (00:19:57) Power of Gratitude (00:29:25) Embracing Colour and Movement (00:31:24) Mindfulness and Grounding Techniques (00:31:24) Building Social Support (00:48:29) Distraction Through Creativity   Connect with us: IG @this.is.bipolar Youtube: this is bipolar channel TT @this.is.bipolar thisisbipolar.com   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo  More about your Host: Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, content creator and currently hosts the popular “this is bipolar” vlog and podcast. She lives with bipolar 2 disorder and shares her story and the stories of others to dismantle the stigma around mental illness.  Shaley is passionate about educating and empowering others about bipolar disorder. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BP Hope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named "Sisters in Mental Illness."  Shaley's greatest hope is that creating safe spaces to connect will give hope and comfort those that struggle. Meet our Guest Co-Host: Dr. Andrea Vassilev holds a doctorate in psychology, is a therapist in California, and has lived with bipolar disorder for over 25 years. Andrea is the creator of the program Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder and serves on the Board of Directors of the International Society for Bipolar Disorders. As a clinician and academic with lived experience, Andrea brings a special perspective to both her professional and advocacy work. Andrea hopes that by telling her own story of life with bipolar disorder through the lenses of clinical causes, treatments, and outcomes that she can provide education, hope, and comfort to others. You can connect with her on Instagram @best.life.bipolar or at www.andreavassilev.com.

Welcome to another enlightening episode of 'This is Bipolar,' hosted by the passionate mental health advocate Shaley Hoogendoorn. As a mom, wife, school teacher, and individual living with Bipolar II disorder, Shaley understands the power of sharing personal stories to educate others, dismantle stigma, and foster collective healing. In this episode, Shaley and her co-host Dr. Andrea Vassilev dive deep into the early warning signs and symptoms of depression, offering listeners valuable insights into recognizing these signals in themselves and others. The candid conversation covers key diagnostic criteria for major depressive episodes, highlighting that experiencing even some symptoms is valid and deserving of attention and support. Andrea, a registered psychological associate with over 26 years of living with bipolar disorder, adds her expertise and personal experiences, making the discussion both relatable and informative. Listeners are encouraged to reflect on their own experiences and consider how these insights might apply to them. Shaley and Andrea emphasize the importance of reaching out for help, sharing thoughts with healthcare providers, and appreciating that understanding one's own journey can aid in managing depression more effectively. Join this heartfelt dialogue as it provides hope and community for those navigating their mental health journeys. this is bipolar... (04:13) Early Warning Signs of Depression (09:28) Understanding Diagnostic Criteria (12:21) Personal Experiences with Depression (25:49) Navigating Relationships with Bipolar (31:22) The Impact of Depression on Connection (39:25) Community Insights on Depression (47:16) Encouragement for Those Struggling   Connect with us: IG @this.is.bipolar Youtube: this is bipolar channel TT @this.is.bipolar thisisbipolar.com   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo    Meet our Guest Co-Host: Dr. Andrea Vassilev holds a doctorate in psychology, is a therapist in California, and has lived with bipolar disorder for over 25 years. Andrea is the creator of the program Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder and serves on the Board of Directors of the International Society for Bipolar Disorders. As a clinician and academic with lived experience, Andrea brings a special perspective to both her professional and advocacy work. Andrea hopes that by telling her own story of life with bipolar disorder through the lenses of clinical causes, treatments, and outcomes that she can provide education, hope, and comfort to others. You can connect with her on Instagram @best.life.bipolar or at www.andreavassilev.com.

Join Shaley Hoogendoorn as she dives deep into conversations about living with Bipolar 2 disorder, focusing on self-love and acceptance. In this insightful episode, Shaley and is joined by author guest Hannah Blum. Hannah has written "The Truth About Broken: The Unfixed Version of Self-love and "Oh Mind Where Have You Gone". Together they explore the challenges of self-perception, the societal influences on self-worth, and strategies to overcome self-doubt. Through personal stories and shared experiences, they discuss the importance of owning one's narrative and the transformative power of loving oneself as is. Hannah shares her journey of embracing her imperfections and finding beauty in authenticity, while Shaley expands on the collective healing that arises from sharing mental health journeys. This episode encourages listeners to challenge societal norms around mental health, embrace their unique imperfections, and practice self-love as a continuous journey, rather than a destination. Inspirational and deeply personal, it aims to foster a community of understanding and break down the stigma surrounding bipolar disorder. Chapter Markers: (00:3:00) Understanding Self-Hate (00:07:10) Redefining Self-Love (00:09:26) Empowering Emotions (00:13:47) The Power of Affirmations My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo You can purchase Hannah's books here The Truth About Broken: The Unfixed Version of Self-love Amazon US: https://a.co/d/33n6VYv Amazon Canada: https://a.co/d/99SOWmn Oh Mind, Where Have You Gone Today? Amazon US: https://a.co/d/gE8Mgsx Canada: https://a.co/d/iFirz0x   More about Hannah: Hannah Blum, author of "Oh Mind, Where Have You Gone Today?" invites readers on a captivating journey through the uncharted territories of the human experience. This collection of poems and essays delves deep into themes of madness, mental health, mending, love, loss, patriotism, sensuality, and womanhood. Blum's unique writing style and evocative illustrations have garnered worldwide recognition, establishing her as a prominent figure in literary and mental health advocacy communities. Through her work, she aims to inspire change, encourage curiosity, and spark conversations about the intricate tapestry of humanity. You can connect with Hannah at halfwaytohannah.com Follow and follow @hannahdblum on IG for insights and inspiration.   #bipolar #thisisbipolar #bipolardisorder #selflove #mentalhealthmatters    

Join Shaley Hoogendoorn in this enlightening episode as she dives deep into the intricacies of bipolar disorder with distinguished expert Dr. Holly A. Swartz. Delve into the transformative potential of Social Rhythm Therapy, a groundbreaking intervention aimed at enhancing the well-being of those living with bipolar disorder. Discover the science behind circadian rhythms and how daily routines and social interactions can positively impact mood stability. Dr. Swartz shares practical strategies, emphasizing the importance of consistent habits and social connections in maintaining a balanced lifestyle. Whether you are seeking knowledge for yourself or supporting a loved one, this episode offers valuable insights and actionable advice to navigate the challenges of bipolar disorder. Don't miss this chance to learn from a leading authority in the field. (09:13) The meaning of 'circadian rhythms" (18:28) Shaley's biggest struggle with Social Rhythms (20:05) The journey of a psychiatrist (25:45) The 5 things used to measure rythyms (45:44) About "The Social Rhythms Therapy Workbook for Bipolar Disorder" (50:40) Building community and support   Follow IG @this.is.bipolar (subscribe for peer support) Youtube: this is bipolar channel TT @this.is.bipolar Buy Dr Holly A. Swartz's book here: US amazon link: The Social Rhythms Therapy Workbook For Bipolar Disorder Canada amazon link: The Social Rhythm Therapy WorkBook for Bipolar Disorder   Dr. Holly A. Swartz is Professor of Psychiatry at the University of Pittsburgh School of Medicine and President of the International Society of Bipolar Disorders (ISBD). She received her undergraduate degree from Harvard College, medical degree from Albert Einstein College of Medicine, and completed her psychiatric residency training at New York Hospital / Cornell University School of Medicine.  Dr. Swartz's research focuses on understanding and optimizing treatments for mood disorders. She is well known for her work evaluating Interpersonal Psychotherapy (IPT) and Interpersonal and Social Rhythm Therapy (IPSRT) as treatments for depression and bipolar disorder. Her research focuses on the role of IPSRT and pharmacotherapy in the management of bipolar II depression and IPT in the management of maternal depression. She is engaged in collaborative projects to develop computational frameworks to model dyadic interpersonal behaviors in relation to psychotherapy process and outcomes and to understand neural correlates of change in chronotherapeutic behavioral interventions. Her research has been funded by the National Institute of Health, National Science Foundation, and the Brain and Behavior Research Foundation. Follow Dr. Swartz on Instagram @socialrhythms_doctor.    

Welcome back to 'This is Bipolar,' where Shaley Hoogendoorn, a passionate mental health advocate living with Bipolar 2 disorder, invites us into a heartfelt conversation about navigating change as we head into 2025. Alongside her friend and new co-host, Dr. Andrea Vasilev, a doctor of psychology also living with bipolar, they explore the complexities of the New Year's transition for those living with bipolar disorder. Glammed up in sparkling New Year's dresses (which you can see on the Youtube version), the duo dives into the challenges and expectations that come with the start of a new year, offering hope and alternative perspectives on how to approach personal goals and resolutions. Their stories and practical insights help shed light on managing life's pressures, accepting one's bipolar journey, and finding solidarity in shared experiences. With emphasis on connection, self-acceptance, and redefining success, Shaley and Andrea encourage listeners to embrace their unique path, sharing methods they've employed to cultivate resilience and joy. Join them in this engaging episode, which reminds us that our stories aren't over and that there is profound strength in our shared journey. this is bipolar... (02:36) Welcoming Guest Co-Host (04:15) Embracing New Years Themes (07:54) Navigating Holiday Stress (12:59) Body memory & bipolar (14:53) The pressure of self-improvement (17:35) Goals vs Resolutions (21:16) Celebrating Small Achievements  (27:41) Accepting bipolar disorder (32:30) The Journey to Self-Love  (35:45) Redefining Success (40:29) Finding Joy in Quirkiness (44:40) Closing Thoughts on Acceptance Follow IG @this.is.bipolar Youtube: this is bipolar channel TT @this.is.bipolar   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo    About our guest cohost: Dr. Andrea Vassilev holds a doctorate in psychology, is a therapist in California, and has lived with bipolar disorder for over 25 years. Andrea is the creator of the program Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder and serves on the Board of Directors of the International Society for Bipolar Disorders. As a clinician and academic with lived experience, Andrea brings a special perspective to both her professional and advocacy work. Andrea hopes that by telling her own story of life with bipolar disorder through the lenses of clinical causes, treatments, and outcomes that she can provide education, hope, and comfort to others. You can connect with her on Instagram @best.life.bipolar or at www.andreavassilev.com. * to hear Andrea's full story scroll back to our 'Conversations with' episode or the 'Self stigma episode".

Join Shaley Hoogendoorn in this powerful episode of 'This is Bipolar' as she opens her heart and shares her journey living with Bipolar 2 disorder. With warmth and sincerity, Shaley discusses the impact of sharing personal stories in breaking stigma and fostering understanding around mental health. She highlights the value of storytelling and community in healing individually and collectively. In this episode, Shaley engages in an insightful conversation with special guest Jade Rose, a fellow mental health advocate and author. Jade shares her experience navigating life with bipolar disorder, discussing the journey to diagnosis, the challenges of living unmedicated, and the relief found through treatment. The dialogue dives deep into the manic experiences, sensory sensitivities, and the nuances of having a bipolar mind. Listen as both Shaley and Jade shed light on the importance of connection, understanding, and shared experiences in managing mental health. They explore creative expressions through words and podcasts as a means of reaching others, all while addressing the complexities of motherhood and maintaining balance in life with bipolar disorder. this is bipolar... Follow IG @this.is.bipolar Youtube: this is bipolar channel TT @this.is.bipolar   Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo    ABOUT JADE: Writer, Podcaster and Mental Health Advocate.  With background in Philosophy and Psychology I am passionate about using stories of lived experience to challenge stereotypes, break stigma and create cultural change. I share my experience living with bipolar 2 and navigating neurodiversity on my page @jade.rose.writes, you can also find me @theneurodiariespodcast and stay tuned for my novel Hearts of Glass (currently querying!).

In this episode of "This is Bipolar," host Shaley Hoogendoorn is joined by returning guest Birdie Thorne to discuss the unique challenges of coping with Christmas while living with Bipolar 2 Disorder. Shaley and Birdie, both mental health advocates, share their personal experiences and offer valuable insights into managing the emotional highs and lows that come with the holiday season. They delve into the pressures and expectations of holiday festivities, exploring how these can impact mental health. Shaley shares her journey of learning to balance her Christmas enthusiasm with self-care, while Birdie talks about creating meaningful holiday memories despite past difficulties. Listeners will find tips on maintaining routines, managing stress, and setting boundaries during this often overwhelming time of year. Join the conversation as Shaley and Birdie highlight the importance of finding comfort and joy, whether it's through quiet moments at home or cherished family traditions. This episode is a heartfelt reminder that everyone's holiday experience is unique, and it's okay to celebrate in a way that best supports your well-being. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Much love, Shaley xo  Follow @this.is.bipolar Instagram and subscribe for peer support.   About Birdie: About Birdie: Birdie is a mental health advocate, writer, and speaker. She has written articles for the International Bipolar Foundation and is a speaker with NAMI. You can find her on instagram @birdies.bipolar.brain for content on Bipolar and other mental health conditions. You can buy Birdie's book here: "I Am Her, She Is Me" by Birdie Thorne

Join Shaley Hoogendoorn, host of "Conversations With," as she delves into the fascinating world of emotions through the lens of "Inside Out 2." Living with Bipolar 2 Disorder, Shaley shares how storytelling can heal and educate, breaking down stigmas and bringing understanding to mental health. In this engaging episode, Shaley is joined by Charise Jewell, a mother and author diagnosed with Bipolar I, to discuss the representation of emotions in "Inside Out 2." The conversation covers the introduction of new characters like Anxiety and Ennui, and their impact on viewers, particularly children, in understanding mental health. Shaley and Charise explore how the movie portrays anxiety, the importance of compassion towards emotions, and the balance between joy and sadness. They discuss the film's depiction of anxiety attacks and its potential for teaching emotional literacy, while also critiquing some of the film's shortcomings in representing adult emotions. The episode emphasizes the significance of talking about mental health openly, both in families and in society, to foster understanding and resilience. Shaley and Charise encourage listeners to watch "Inside Out 2" and share their thoughts, highlighting its potential as a conversation starter about emotions and mental health. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ star review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   About Charise: A voracious reader and aspiring writer since childhood, Charise Jewell was born in South Africa and immigrated to Canada when she was seven years old. She holds an Honours B.Eng. in mechanical engineering from McGill University and worked as a robotics engineer for fifteen years before becoming a writer. Charise is the author of Crazy, Memoir of a Mom Gone Mad, her story about being diagnosed with bipolar disorder at age 40, the healthcare system, stigma, and recovery, and Normal, a novel about mental illness for pre-teens. Charise sits on two advisory councils at Mount Sinai Hospital, and has given talks about her experience and mental illness to a variety of audiences ranging from elementary students to construction workers. Charise lives in Toronto with her husband and three children. Visit her at www.charisejewell.com  

Join Shaley Hoogendoorn in an inspiring episode of "this is bipolar" as she delves into the power of sharing personal stories to educate and break down stigma surrounding bipolar disorder. Shaley, who lives with bipolar 2 disorder, believes that sharing is healing both individually and collectively, fostering understanding and connection. In this episode, Shaley interviews Lee Formella, a passionate advocate for mental health awareness from @benefits_of_bipolar. Lee shares his journey of living with bipolar disorder, how he began his advocacy work, and the impact it has had on his life and others. From the challenges of starting to share his story online to finding a supportive community, Lee's story is one of resilience and growth. Discover how Lee transitioned from working in bars to finding purpose and fulfillment in mental health advocacy, leading to a role with the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI). This episode is a testament to the strength found in vulnerability and the transformative power of community support. Listen in as Shaley and Lee discuss the importance of authenticity in advocacy, the challenges of facing criticism, and the profound connections made through shared experiences. Their conversation is a reminder that our stories are not over yet, and by sharing them, we can change perceptions and support each other in the journey of living with bipolar disorder.  this is bipolar.... Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. you can connect with me on IG @this.is.bipolar or by email thisisbipolarpodcast@gmail.com.  Love, Shaley About Lee: I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, cptsd, and generalized anxiety disorder in September of 2019 after surviving 15 years of suicidal thoughts and absolute chaos. Though a lot of hard work, self-awareness, and surrounding myself with a phenomenal support network, I have found some stability, contentment and success while living with bipolar disorder.  A little over a year ago, I decided to share my story after not finding many relatable folks initially who were living comfortably with bipolar disorder, but especially men. While I have since found so many incredible creators, writers and friends living with bipolar disorder, I am so happy to have started an account sharing my own story. It has led to lasting and meaningful relationships with people all around the world.  Over the last year, I have been lucky enough to share my story for law enforcement, at universities and for local support groups and mental health education programs. It has provided me with direction and a path that combined a passion with a path forward. Recently, I began a job (my first not in sales or restaurants!) as the Director of Education for NAMI Southeast Minnesota, which will allow me to continue this amazing journey of spreading knowledge to eliminate the stigma that follows a mental illness diagnosis.  You can find more of my story at benefitsofbipolar.com, on Instagram @benefits_of_bipolar, on YouTube @benefitsofbipolar and articles for the International Bipolar Foundation at ibpf.org! I truly love nothing more than meeting people who are passionate about mental illness and those who live with bipolar; please reach out!    

Trigger/Activation Warning Gemma's story is a hard story, but I felt compelled to hold space for all of it. This episode contains discussions of sensitive topics, including violence and sexual assault. I'm grateful for Gemma's willingness to speak to the stigma around all of these topics. As always, please take yourself.

Hi besties, it's Shaley! In this solo episode, I dive deep into a highly requested topic: disordered eating, especially in the context of living with bipolar 2 disorder. I share my personal experiences, struggles, and the cyclical nature of my relationship with food. From teenage dieting to adult binge eating, I explore how these patterns intertwined with my bipolar disorder. Join me as I discuss the impact of societal pressures, seasonal depression, and medication on weight and self-image. I also touch on the importance of community, peer support, and the transformative power of storytelling. Whether you're a returning listener or new to the podcast, I hope my story offers comfort and insight. Remember, you're not alone, and our stories are far from over. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   #bipolardisorder Connect with us on Instagram at @this.is.bipolar for more conversations and support. Let's smash the stigma together.

Welcome to another episode of this is bipolar with your host, Shaley Hoogendoorn. Shaley, a mom, teacher, wife, and content creator, shares her journey of living with Bipolar II disorder. In this solo episode, she delves into the early warning signs of hypomania. Shaley explores her personal experiences and engages with responses from the Instagram community to highlight common early warning signs such as sleep disturbances, racing thoughts, and impulsive behaviors. She emphasizes the importance of medication compliance and self-awareness in managing bipolar disorder. Additionally, this episode introduces the concept of shorter podcast segments that will feature insights from the community. Shaley also discusses the impact of seasonal changes, the urge to organize, and the challenges of maintaining relationships during hypomanic episodes. Join Shaley in this insightful and heartfelt discussion, and learn how recognizing early warning signs can help in managing bipolar disorder effectively. Don't miss the follow-up episode where she will share strategies and tips for handling hypomania and mania. Connect with the This is Bipolar community on Instagram at @this.is.bipolar and join the conversation!   MARKET RESEARCH OPPORTUNITY: If you have bipolar one disorder or major depressive disorder and are having at least one treatment there is an opportunity for you to be paid to share your story and experience. I am proud to partner with Health Influencers United and C-Space to offer an opportunity for participants to be a part of new market research. Together, we can have our voices be heard, and we can help shape the future of health support. In this group, you will be connecting with others. You may find comfort in these open discussions, in seeing that you are not alone in your experience. In joining this community, you're contributing to advancing healthcare. You'll be compensated for your time and for your insight. We deeply respect your privacy, so your participation is treated with the utmost care. And there are confidentiality protocols, so your personal information and identity will be safe. CLICK HERE and see if you qualify. By sharing your unique experience with major depressive disorder or bipolar 1, you have the power to create some positive change.   My dear listeners, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   #bipolardisorder

Welcome to 'this is bipolar' hosted by Shaley Hoogendoorn, a platform dedicated to sharing the lived experiences of those with Bipolar Disorder. In this episode, Shaley introduces the "Going Deeper" series, which delves into specific topics of a previous podcast guests. These episodes are designed to further inspire, educate, and break down the stigma surrounding mental illness. Join Shaley and her guest, Bassey Ikpi a New York Times bestselling author, as they explore the profound impact of Bipolar Disorder on daily life. Shaley and Bassey share some of their most painful friendship & romantic break ups. Bassey also shares her journey of writing a deeply personal book that serves as both a mirror for those who need to see themselves and a window for others to understand the experiences of their loved ones. Through vivid storytelling and candid discussions, this episode aims to foster empathy and awareness. Tune in to hear about the challenges of living with Bipolar, the importance of sharing our stories, and the power of understanding and support. Whether you're seeking comfort, knowledge, or a sense of community, this episode offers valuable insights. * Reminder* -the first full episode where Bassey shares her story is also available on the podcast. It would mean so much to me if you would be willing to go and follow the podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts or hit subscribe on here on YouTube. It's completely free for you to do but it's so valuable for me because I know it will help the episodes reach those that need it most. This is Bipolar. IG @this.is.bipolar YouTube: this is bipolar    More about Bassey: Bassey Ikpi is a Nigerian American writer and mental health advocate. Her debut essay collection, I'm Telling the Truth, But I'm Lying, was an instant New York Times bestseller. She appeared on HBO's Def Poetry Jam and joined the touring company for their Tony Award-winning Broadway show, and has appeared on numerous stages across the globe. Bassey is an active voice in the mental health community and a pop culture connoisseur; Her essays on both topics can be found on platforms including The New York Times, The Root, and Okay Africa. She is also the creator of #NoShameDay, an initiative that normalizes conversations surrounding Black mental health in order to reduce stigma. In short: Bassey Ikpi is a Nigerian American writer, ex-poet, constant mental health advocate, underachieving overachiever, and memoir procrastinator. She lives in Maryland.. Recognition and Awards: New York Times Bestselling Author Reading Women's Nonfiction Award Nominee Washington Post Bestselling Author WSJ+ Book of the Month Amazon: Top 100 Books Essence Magazine's Woke 100 The Root 100 Public Figure GOOP: 10 New Favorite Books Bitch Magazine: Most Anticipated Books of 2019  Bustle: 21 New Memoirs That Will Inspire, Motivate, and Captivate You Publishers Weekly Spring Preview Selection Electric Lit: 48 Books by Women and Nonbinary Authors of Color to Read in 2019 Bookish: Best Nonfiction of Summer Selection    

In this episode on 'this is bipolar', mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn has a enlightening conversation with Diana Partington, LPC-MHSP, M.ED. Diana is a mental health counselor specializing in Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT).  Shaley invited Diana on the podcast after using Diana's "DBT for Life- Skills to Transform the Way You Live"workbook. This workbook exceeded Shaley's expectations, she found the book to be so easy to read, follow and practice. Shaley is finding that integrating these DBT skills into her days really helps her with managing her mood symptoms. Diana and Shaley discuss the benefits and techniques of Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), including its origins, philosophy, and the importance of mindfulness and emotion regulation. They also explored the concept of mindfulness in daily life, the importance of distinguishing between facts and opinions, and the challenges of identifying observable behaviors in communication. Lastly, they discussed the effectiveness of Diana's workbook for individuals with bipolar disorder and how Shaley hopes it can be a resource for her listeners. this is bipolar... Buy "DBT for Life" by Diana Partington here   Use code: bipolar10 for $10 off  Register for Online Workshops Use code: bipolar25 for $25 off webinars My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo Want to work with me? email thisisbipolarpodcast@gmail.com or connect on IG: @this.is.bipolar More about Diana:  Diana Partington is a licensed professional counselor and author of DBT for Life: Skills to transform the way you live. She offers online DBT skills classes, workshops, and training for clients and clinicians across North America. She wrote her master's thesis at Vanderbilt on effectively teaching DBT skills for different learning styles. Passionate about making DBT skills accessible to everyone, Diana also speaks at major conferences and provides bespoke training for mental health professionals. Her website, DBTforLife.com (https://dbtforlife.com/talking-and-training/www.DBTforLife.com), is a hub of information about Dialectical Behavior Therapy, her educational offerings,  her book, and her podcast "Suffering Optional: DBT and the Dharma"  You can also connect with Diana on IG @sufferingoptional.    

Welcome back to "This is Bipolar" with your host, Shaley Hoogendoorn. In this episode, Shaley sits down with Missy, the inspiring founder of "Comfortable Silence," a brand dedicated to raising awareness and ending the stigma surrounding bipolar disorder. Missy shares her heartfelt journey from being diagnosed with bipolar disorder at a young age to navigating through the highs and lows of her condition. She talks about the challenges she faced, including a traumatic event in her teenage years, and how she coped with psychosis and manic episodes. Throughout the conversation, Missy opens up about the importance of mental health routines, the impact of affirmations, and the power of self-love. She also discusses the creation of "Comfortable Silence," a brand born out of her personal struggles and journal entries, aimed at inspiring others to embrace their uniqueness and find comfort in silence. Join Shaley and Missy as they explore the depths of living with bipolar disorder and the resilience it takes to turn pain into purpose. This episode is a beacon of hope for anyone struggling with their mental health, reminding us all that we are never alone in our journey. this is bipolar...   My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   About Missy

Welcome to another compelling episode of 'this is bipolar'. Your host, Shaley Hoogendoorn, is back with an inspiring and insightful conversation. In this episode, Shaley, a teacher, creator, podcaster, and mental health activist living with Bipolar II Disorder, speaks with the remarkable Hannah Blum. Hannah is a writer, author, and mental illness activist who has spent over a decade advocating for mental health awareness. Join us as Shaley and Hannah delve into the transformative power of sharing personal stories, shedding light on the realities of living with Bipolar II Disorder. They discuss the significance of storytelling in breaking stigma, the importance of lived experiences, and the need for greater representation and understanding in society. Hannah also shares her journey to diagnosis, her experiences in the mental health system, and the profound impact of acceptance and empowerment. Hannah introduces her new book, "Oh, Mind, Where Have You Gone Today?"—a beautiful and powerful collection of poetry, essays, and stories that explore the human psyche, healing, and mental illness. The book is a testament to the interconnectedness of all aspects of life and a call to embrace the full spectrum of our experiences. Don't miss this thought-provoking episode that challenges societal norms and encourages us to take up space and advocate for ourselves and others. Whether you're living with Bipolar Disorder, know someone who is, or simply want to learn more, this episode is a must-listen.  this is bipolar... Chapter Markers: 00:04:58 Childhood Reflections 00:18:58 Acceptance and Self-awareness 00:20:54 High School Struggles 00:24:09 Breakdown & Diagnosis 00:31:52 Involuntary Commitment 00:36:15 Discussion on Helpline 988 My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Much love, Shaley xo   Meet Hannah: Hannah Blum, author of "Oh Mind, Where Have You Gone Today?" invites readers on a captivating journey through the uncharted territories of the human experience. This collection of poems and essays delves deep into themes of madness, mental health, mending, love, loss, patriotism, sensuality, and womanhood. Blum's unique writing style and evocative illustrations have garnered worldwide recognition, establishing her as a prominent figure in literary and mental health advocacy communities. Through her work, she aims to inspire change, encourage curiosity, and spark conversations about the intricate tapestry of humanity. Follow @hannahdblum for insights and inspiration.

Welcome back to PART TWO of 'conversations with Leah Charles King. Shaley Hoogendoorn continues her inspiring conversation with Leah Charles King, a renowned TV presenter from the UK. Leah shares her journey of living with Bipolar II Disorder and the importance of smashing the stigma surrounding mental health. Leah discusses the common misconceptions about bipolar disorder and how society often views people with mental illness. She emphasizes the need for self-awareness and self-care to achieve mental wellness. The conversation delves into the challenges of managing bipolar disorder, the role of medication, and the importance of setting boundaries. Leah also reflects on her experiences in the TV industry and how media often misrepresents bipolar disorder. She shares her thoughts on how authentic representation can help break down stereotypes and foster understanding. Tune in to hear Leah's candid insights and learn how we can all contribute to a more inclusive and understanding world for those living with bipolar disorder. This episode is a must-listen for anyone interested in mental health advocacy and breaking down stigma. this is bipolar... Tune in for an inspiring listen and join the community on Instagram @this.is.bipolar. If you like or found this episode (or the podcast) helpful in anyway, please consider pressing the follow button &/or leaving us a 5 star review. It helps our podcast reach those that need it most.   A Few Things about Leah Charles-King: Almost 20 years mainstream experience in the media industry alone 1000's of hours of live unscripted TV presenting experience Countless speaking engagements as a host for prestigious events nationwide Produced and presented programs transmitted in Europe, USA and Africa Seen by a combined estimated TV audience of over 200 million viewers worldwide Producer credits for live and pre-recorded content for TV transmission Presented and appeared on ITV, BBC, BET, The Disney Channel, MTV, Sky1 and more Launched OHTV and BET International on UK television as their first on-screen talent First and only black female CITV continuity presenter in its 35 year history Has received 10 prestigious ‘Best Presenter” awards to date including Screen Nation Accomplished Voice Over artist for TV, Radio and Online advertisements and campaigns Corporate video presenter for high profile clients and brands Backing Vocalist for the likes of George Michael, Andreas Bocelli and Mary J Blige Female Activist for women in the creative industries with own initiative entitled “Wonder Women”; inspirational and networking events for International Women's Month. Has trained over 300 speakers and presenters at The Red Carpet Academy Personal Mentor to young women aged 18-28 years by offering internships at The Red Carpet Academy You can connect with Leah on her IG advocacy page @illuminatemh #Bipolar #bipolarDisorder #mentalhealth #mentalillness

I have a special treat this week- a FREE subscribers only episode for you! This exclusive episode was so incredibly helpful and so I decided to share it with ALL listeners. This conversation is just one example of the EXTRA content Instagram Subscribers have access to. Not only are there 2-3 subscribers only "going deeper" episodes a month, there is an IG group support chat AND monthly zoom connection meet ups. Sign up for subscriptions on Instagram today to learn and deeply connect with others living with mood disorders walking similar paths. I would love to see you there! We are all in this together.  this is bipolar... Shaley xo Listen to an enlightening episode of 'going deeper" where host Shaley Hoogendoorn dives deep into the realm of bipolar disorder and self-stigma with Dr. Andrea Vassiliev. Dr. Vasiliev, is a bipolar survivor and specialist as well as the creator of the groundbreaking program "Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder," shares her journey and expertise on combating self-stigma. In this episode, Dr. Vassiliev defines stigma and self-stigma, explaining their profound impact on individuals with bipolar disorder. She discusses the importance of rewriting personal narratives, focusing on strengths, and finding supportive communities. Shaley and Dr. Vasiliev also tackle practical strategies for recognizing and reframing negative self-beliefs, and the nuances of masking symptoms in various settings. Whether you're navigating bipolar disorder yourself or seeking to understand it better, this conversation is a treasure trove of insights and actionable advice. Tune in to learn how to dismantle self-stigma and embrace a more compassionate, empowered self-view. Meet Dr. Vassilev: Dr. Andrea Vassilev holds a doctorate in psychology and is a registered psychological associate in California. She has lived with bipolar disorder for over 25 years and is the creator of the original program, Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder. As a clinician and academic with lived experience, Andrea brings a special perspective to both her professional and advocacy work. Andrea hopes that by telling her own story of life with bipolar disorder through the lenses of clinical causes, treatments, and outcomes that she can provide education, hope, and comfort to others. You can connect with her on Instagram @best.life.bipolar or at www.andreavassilev.com.

"this is bipolar' unveils another power-packed episode, featuring Shaley Hoogendoorn and TV presenter and Ambassador @bipolar_uk, Leah Charles King. Embodying strength and resilience, both women share their personal battles with bipolar disorder and their commitment to shattering mental health stigma. In a discussion that is both heartbreaking and hopeful, they underscore the impact of bipolar disorder, harnessing their own experiences to educate and inspire. With additional focus on racial disparities in dealing with mental health, Leah emphasizes the need to address mental health issues regardless of colour or creed. From childhood struggles with feeling out of place to her challenges in navigating the entertainment industry and understanding her mental condition, this episode offers a raw, honest, and powerful look at Leah's journey in dealing with bipolar disorder.   The episode also provides a heartfelt discussion about embracing life with bipolar disorder. By sharing their personal tales of trials and triumphs, Shaley and Leah remind everyone struggling with their mental health that there is a way to rebuild their life after diagnosis, and that having bipolar disorder doesn't define one's life. They underline the importance of self-love, faith, perseverance, and maintaining a solid support system.   Most importantly, Leah highlights the way she dealt with her mood shifts - from extreme depression to euphoria - which marks her experience with bipolar disorder. She encourages others to understand and support mental health, emphasizing the power of faith and hope.Through a shared narrative and unique perspective, these women offer an enlightening discussion about bipolar disorder and mental health as they continue their most rewarding mission to smash the stigma of mental illness.  this is bipolar... Tune in for an inspiring listen and join the community on Instagram @this.is.bipolar. If you like or found this episode (or the podcast) helpful in anyway, please consider pressing the follow button &/or leaving us a 5 star review. It helps our podcast reach those that need it most. Chapter Markers 00:04:20 Life Beyond the Bipolar Closet 00:09:23 Childhood Trauma & Early signs  00:14:03 From Girl Bands to Mental Health Advocacy 00:21:03 Strive for Excellence & Perfectionism 00:28:03 Finding Hope & Life After Diagnosis   Leah Charles-King Fact file: Almost 20 years mainstream experience in the media industry alone 1000's of hours of live unscripted TV presenting experience Countless speaking engagements as a host for prestigious events nationwide Produced and presented programs transmitted in Europe, USA and Africa Seen by a combined estimated TV audience of over 200 million viewers worldwide Producer credits for live and pre-recorded content for TV transmission Presented and appeared on ITV, BBC, BET, The Disney Channel, MTV, Sky1 and more Launched OHTV and BET International on UK television as their first on-screen talent First and only black female CITV continuity presenter in its 35 year history Has received 10 prestigious ‘Best Presenter” awards to date including Screen Nation Accomplished Voice Over artist for TV, Radio and Online advertisements and campaigns Corporate video presenter for high profile clients and brands Backing Vocalist for the likes of George Michael, Andreas Bocelli and Mary J Blige Female Activist for women in the creative industries with own initiative entitled “Wonder Women”; inspirational and networking events for International Women's Month. Has trained over 300 speakers and presenters at The Red Carpet Academy Personal Mentor to young women aged 18-28 years by offering internships at The Red Carpet Academy You can connect with Leah on her IG advocacy page @illuminatemh #Bipolar #bipolarDisorder #mentalhealth #mentalillness

In this insightful episode of 'conversations with', our host Shaley Hoogendoorn engages in a deep and meaningful conversation with Dr. Andrea Vassilev, a bipolar specialist and survivor. They delve deep into personal experiences with Bipolar II and Unspecified BipolarDisorder, shedding light on mental health, self-stigma, and the importance of understanding this often misunderstood condition. Dr. Vassilev not only provides an overview of her own journey with bipolar disorder from her early diagnosis at the age of 14 but also highlights her work on the first self-stigma program for bipolar disorder, 'Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder.' Her moving tales and commitment to change resonate deeply, illuminating the path for others battling bipolar disorder. Apart from the meaningful personal narrative, this episode enlists insightful coping strategies from a clinical perspective. The conversation sheds light on life with bipolar disorder, from personal reflections and family interactions to coping mechanisms and the spectrum of bipolar experiences. The discussion ends with invaluable advice for those living with the disorder, emphasizing the importance of community support and self-care. Exploring the intersection of bipolar disorders and relationships, communication, and professional aid, this episode provides eye-opening perspectives and empathetic advice. Whether you are personally grappling with bipolar disorder, a supportive partner or simply seeking to understand better, this conversation offers valuable insights and understanding. Through the lens of those who live it, 'Conversations about Unmasking Bipolar' paints an honest picture of life with Bipolar Disorder. Join us on this journey of understanding, empathy, and acceptance towards changing the narrative around mental illness. this is bipolar...   Dr. Andrea Vassilev holds a doctorate in psychology and is a registered psychological associate in California. She has lived with bipolar disorder for over 25 years and is the creator of the original program, Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder. As a clinician and academic with lived experience, Andrea brings a special perspective to both her professional and advocacy work. Andrea hopes that by telling her own story of life with bipolar disorder through the lenses of clinical causes, treatments, and outcomes that she can provide education, hope, and comfort to others. You can connect with her on Instagram @best.life.bipolar or at www.andreavassilev.com (http://www.andreavassilev.com/) Resources mentioned: www.ossibd.com (http://www.ossibd.com/) (Overcoming Self-Stigma in Bipolar Disorder) Dr Jim Phelps- Why Am I Still Depressed; Recognizing and Managing the Ups and Downs of Bipolar 2 and Soft Bipolar Disorder Dr. Holly A. Swartz's book-The Social Rhythm Therapy Workbook for Bipolar Disorder 

In this episode of 'conversations with' mental illness activist, Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down with fellow advocate & Director of Education for NAMI (SE Minnesota), Lee Formella. This conversation not only digs deep into the before and after his diagnosis and shares it all with us. Lee is open about addiction and how it affected his jobs as well as how and why he became online advocate.  Shaley and Lee also talk about how much his life has changed since he committed to a managing his bipolar disorder. It is so helpful to hear the practices that help him live well with his bipolar symptoms.   This conversation is a raw and real glimpse into what it looks and feels like to live with bipolar. It is our hope that this episode will educate, comfort and inspire you all. You can read even more about Lee in his bio. This is bipolar… My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.   About Lee: I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, cptsd, and generalized anxiety disorder in September of 2019 after surviving 15 years of suicidal thoughts and absolute chaos. Though a lot of hard work, self-awareness, and surrounding myself with a phenomenal support network, I have found some stability, contentment and success while living with bipolar disorder.  A little over a year ago, I decided to share my story after not finding many relatable folks initially who were living comfortably with bipolar disorder, but especially men. While I have since found so many incredible creators, writers and friends living with bipolar disorder, I am so happy to have started an account sharing my own story. It has led to lasting and meaningful relationships with people all around the world.  Over the last year, I have been lucky enough to share my story for law enforcement, at universities and for local support groups and mental health education programs. It has provided me with direction and a path that combined a passion with a path forward. Recently, I began a job (my first not in sales or restaurants!) as the Director of Education for NAMI Southeast Minnesota, which will allow me to continue this amazing journey of spreading knowledge to eliminate the stigma that follows a mental illness diagnosis.  You can find more of my story at benefitsofbipolar.com, on Instagram @benefits_of_bipolar, on YouTube @benefitsofbipolar and articles for the International Bipolar Foundation at ibpf.org! I truly love nothing more than meeting people who are passionate about mental illness and those who live with bipolar; please reach out!  

This episode of the podcast is being released on MY BIRTHDAY!!!! Its all about bipolar, birthdays & BIG feelings! When I asked on Instagram if anyone else gets bipolar symptoms triggered by birthdays the response was huge. I'm not alone when comes to living with symptoms and episodes brought on by this mood disorder. When I look at the comments you all left on the previous post I could see it was something that we need to talk about so I recorded a solo episode! I share stories about the good, bad and often disappointing birthdays I've had. I also spilled the beans about what it was like to be an extrovert, teacher and event planner that goes wild planning kids birthdays WITH HYPOMANIA. It was not always pretty behind-the-scenes. I didn't realize how much I suffered until I really started talking about my experiences through the years. This episodes tells all of my big emotions and moods I have experienced about getting older or celebrating. The episode also covers practices that I do to that prevent or work through triggers so bipolar doesn't take over learner ruin my day. I can celebrate that I am much better at managing my big bipolar birthday feelings and I know what I need to enjoy the day. If you are listening and have stories or tips or practices that help you cope, I'd love to hear. DM me on @this.is.bipolar on instagram or send me an email at thisisbipolarpodcast@gmail.com. I'd love to connect.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here.It is my greatest hope that sharing journey living with bipolar disorder will comfort, educate and inspire others. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there. We are all in this together. Love, Shaley   Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, podcast host and mental illness advocate who aims to dismantle the stigma around mental health and create a safe community for those that struggle. She lives with bipolar 2 and currently hosts “This is Bipolar” vlog and podcast. Shaley is passionate about educating and empowering others about mental health disorders. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BP Hope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named "Sisters in Mental Illness." Shaley is also an elementary school teacher and an event planner. You can connect with Shaley on Instagram & TikTok @this.is.bipolar or email her at thisisbipolarpodcast@gmail.com

Part 2 of  ‘conversations about bipolar & the workplace' with returning favourite, rapper and content creator Brandon @therealbruss. In this second episode, mental health advocates, Shaley and Brandon talk about how living with bipolar has and continues to affect their experiences with work. They talk about further about there experiences managing bipolar at work. They not only share ideas to help symptoms at work, they share thoughts on how with education and understanding employers can really tap into the strengths of employers with bipolar disorder. These two advocates hope talk about the need to empower yourself and embrace your worth and identity beyond work. Shaley and Brandon didn't realize how much they needed to be seen and heard by another person walking a similar path. They were so immersed in conversation that it is a long one so go listen to part . Shaley and Brandon hope starting this hard conversation will educate, comfort and validate others.  this is bipolar... As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. My dear listeners, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. There is also an option on IG to become a subscriber to have access to exclusive 'going deeper' episodes of the podcast. Hope to see you there. Love, Shaley  About Brandon: B. Russ (he/him/his) is a rapper and content creator with bipolar 2. Diagnosed in 2017, he's spent the last few years using social media as a tool to normalize conversations around mental illness. Located in Atlanta, Georgia, he's currently working on new music that will speak to his struggles with bipolar and addiction. You can connect with B. Russ @therealbruss on Instagram and TikTok.   #thisisbipolar   #mentalhealth #mentalhealthpodcast #mentalillness  #bipolar #bipolardisorder 

Part 1 of  ‘conversations about bipolar & the workplace' with returning favourite, rapper and content creator Brandon @therealbruss. In this episode, mental health advocates, Shaley and Brandon talk about how living with bipolar has and continues to affect their experiences with work. They talk about their very first jobs, loss of jobs and ideas to help manage symptoms at work. Shaley and Brandon didn't realize how much they needed to be seen and heard by another person walking a similar path. They were so immersed in conversation that it is a long one so it is coming out in two parts. Shaley and Brandon hope starting this hard conversation will educate, comfort and validate others.  this is bipolar... As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. My dear listeners, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.  Love, Shaley  About Brandon: B. Russ (he/him/his) is a rapper and content creator with bipolar 2. Diagnosed in 2017, he's spent the last few years using social media as a tool to normalize conversations around mental illness. Located in Atlanta, Georgia, he's currently working on new music that will speak to his struggles with bipolar and addiction. You can connect with B. Russ @therealbruss on Instagram and TikTok.   #thisisbipolar   #mentalhealth #mentalhealthpodcast #mentalillness  #bipolar #bipolardisorder 

In this episode mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn has a conversation with content creator, Kit of @schizokitzo. Kit dives deep into what was like before and after her diagnosis of schizoaffective bipolar type. She shares the difference between bipolar type 1 symptoms and schitzoaffective disorder bipolar type symptoms. Kit also describes the psychotic break she experienced that lead up to her hospital stay and diagnosis of schizoaffective bipolar type. This authentic and powerful conversation is packed full of information and experience. Kit's mission with her content and advocacy is to bridge the gap between science and lived experience to break the stigma around mental health and she certainly does just that and more in this episode. Kit's work is smashing stigma and changing lives and we are so grateful for her voice. This is bipolar...  My dear listeners, As always, we talk about hard and messy mental illness topics. This episode could be activating so please take care of yourself. The episode is always here if you need to have breaks to take care of yourself. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen to your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.   Meet Kit: Kit is a mental health advocate and content creator that is diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. Her overall content focuses on her experience with her psychotic disorder, but also includes deep dives into various mental health topics on her YouTube channel. The mission of SchizoKitzo is to bridge the gap between science and lived experience to break the stigma around mental health.  You can find and connect with Kit @schizokitzo on facebook, X, instagram, youtube, TikTok and threads!  You can connect with Shaley @this.is.bipolar on IG, Threads and TikTok and this is bipolar on Youtube and Facebook. 

In this episode, Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down and has a in depth conversation with New York Times best-selling author and mental wellness advocate, Bassey Ikpi.  This episode shares Bassey's journey starting from her childhood in Nigeria and immigrating to the US with her family. Bassey tells of how she struggled and what her life looked like leading up to her diagnoses. The conversation covers things like how Bassey coped as a little girl by running, spinning and playing sports and how eating became a struggle. She also the full body experience of living with bipolar 2 disorder. Her descriptions of hypomania and depression in this conversation (as well as in her book) are relatable and powerful. Shaley and Bassey talk about so much more...  -  Bassey's experiences (good & bad) as mental wellness advocate online. - Stigma and misjudgement of people struggling with mental illness in the public eye. - Bassey's poem about bipolar disorder that she used to end her shows with. Youtube link : https://youtu.be/dGANPZr5deI - How she uses Alexa for daily reminders but also as a tool to audibly remind her of her worth. -Mindfulness, phone lockers, mini fridges, the STOP acronym and other strategies that help her manage the ups and downs of bipolar. Be sure to listen to the entire conversation, this beautiful conversation ends with so many tips and tricks that help both Shaley and Bassey manage their bipolar disorder. Bassey's story is one of struggle but also one of resilience and acceptance.  This is bipolar...  Meet Bassey: Bassey Ikpi is a versatile creative force known as a writer, author, ex-poet, performer, speaker, burpee abolitionist, and mental wellness advocate. She first made her mark on the classic 90s show BET's Teen Summit and gained recognition as a renowned poet on HBO's Def Poetry Jam. Her global tour with the Tony Award-winning Broadway show came to a pause with a bipolar II diagnosis, leading her to pivot towards mental wellness advocacy in her writing. Bassey now openly shares her journey living with a chronic mental illness, inspiring others to navigate life beyond diagnosis. Her story is vividly captured in the Instant New York Times Bestselling debut book, “I'm Telling The Truth, but I'm Lying” (Harper Perennial, 2019). Despite embracing roles like an underachieving overachiever and semi-pro procrastinator, Bassey is diligently working on various creative projects, including her upcoming second book. About the book: In I'm Telling the Truth, but I'm Lying Bassey Ikpi explores her life—as a Nigerian-American immigrant, a black woman, a slam poet, a mother, a daughter, an artist—through the lens of her mental health and diagnosis of bipolar II and anxiety. Her remarkable memoir in essays implodes our preconceptions of the mind and normalcy as Bassey bares her own truths and lies for us all to behold with radical honesty and brutal intimacy. IG @basseyworld    X: @basseyworld   To my listeners, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most.     #thisisbipolar #bipolar #bipolardisorder #mania #hypomania #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth #mentalillness #author #imtellingthetrithbutimlying #basseyikpi

In this episode, mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down with Niki Castle to talk about her journey with Bipolar Disorder. Not only does Niki share her story leading up to and after her bipolar diagnoses, She also speaks to her experience as a black woman, athlete, wife and parent living with a mood disorder disorder. Niki also shares all her strategies and practices that help her stay well. Niki's story is one of strength and resilience, she has turned her pain into purpose. We are so grateful for her willingness to have this conversation. This is bipolar...  IG @this.is.bipolar Meet Niki: Niki Castle is a mental health coach for parents who have a child struggling with their mental health. She specializes in working with young athletes, helping them strengthen their mental mindset and face the difficulties that come with competition. Her drive to help others comes from her own struggles with mental health. An athlete in high school, Niki went on to play basketball at Washington State University. Her freshman year, she started experiencing full-fledged manic and depressive cycles and first thoughts of suicide. The transition from high school to college, along with the pressures of playing PAC 12 basketball were too much to manage.  For the next 20 years she struggled with undiagnosed bipolar disorder, attempting to take her life twice followed by two hospitalizations. In 2014, after her second suicide attempt, Niki was finally diagnosed with bipolar i disorder and was introduced to medical professionals that would make up her recovery team. Thus began her journey to becoming a mental health coach and help others with their mental health challenges.  Niki is a graduate from the Jay Shetty Certification School. She also shares her story to help combat stigma as a part of NAMI's (National Alliance on Mental Illness) Ending the Silence program, where she presents to students, teachers, and parents throughout Los Angeles County. As a mother, it is her goal to apply her education and years of experience in the mental health community to help children and their parents equip themselves with the tools to navigate the challenges of life. You can connect with Niki @healingmindscoaching   We have an extra exclusive episode with Niki had about her work as a certified mental health coach. She supports young athletes and their parents. If you want to hear the bonus conversation please sign up to be an Instagram subscriber.   To my listeners, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. #thisisbipolar #bipolar #bipolardisoder #mania #hypomania #depression #anxiety #suicideprevention #suicideawarness #bipolar1 #bipolar2

THROWBACK!!!! This episode never uploaded fully and vanished. We were able to recover it and finally put up the full episode!!! ENJOY the OG hosts and bipolar besties Shaley & Julie!!!! LET'S TALK!! Join mental health advocates Shaley Hoogendoorn and Julie Kraft as they share how to keep important conversations going after Mental Health Awareness Days. Statistics tell us that 1 in 5 people struggle with a mental health disorder. This means someone that you know or love is suffering (often in silence) right now. How can you support those suffering around you? What does it look like to keep showing up when things get hard? Shaley and Julie share tips and tools to use when engaging in heavy, awkward, or uncomfortable conversations. They tell stories about the importance of language and how we can use them to hurt or help. It is Julie and Shaley's hope that this episode encourages us all to do our part in ending the stigma around mental health and mental illness. They believe that together we can keep the conversation going. This is bipolar...   @this_is_bipolar  #thisisbipolar #thisisbipolarpodcast

In this episode mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down with Joanna Imoo and Molly Novak to talk about mothering with a mood disorder. The episode gives great insight to two different experiences as parents. Joanna is a Mom of five kids that she homeschools and Molly is a single parent that shares custody and works as an attorney. The way they both care for their children, themselves and manage their bipolar disorder is encouraging and inspiring. Molly and Joanna talk about how they received their diagnoses and the events leading up to that time. Both believed it important to tell there children and they speak to how they did so and how heir children reacted.  Joanna and Molly candidly tell about their experiences being activated and/or triggered by parenting situations, how they handled it and what they might have done differently. They also share  how their symptoms, episodes and reactions effect their roles as mothers. They broke down how this looks in both mania and depression. Both women share valuable strategies and practices that help them manage their bipolar disorder and be the best parents they can. Shaley, Joanna and Molly hope that this episode will encourage others if they hope to have children in the future. Please know that those living with bipolar disorder know that with treatment, management and a support system you can have children and be wonderful parents. We  have an extra exclusive episode with Molly and Joanna had about the best ways family and friends can support parents living with bipolar disorder! If you want to hear the bonus conversation please sign up to be an Instagram subscriber. This is bipolar...  IG: @this.is.bipolar To my listeners, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Meet Molly: Molly is a mom to a 7-year-old girl who she has joint custody over, making her a single mom half the time. She is a lawyer, practicing public defense. Molly can often be found snuggling her cats, practicing her dance moves, or whipping up a new meal in the kitchen. Her & her daughter love exploring new places, hiking, and doing art together.  Meet Joanna: Joanna was born and raised in Vancouver, BC. Her parents immigrated from China in the 1950's and were a part of the Chinese immigrant group that grew and sell local vegetables in the Lower Mainland. To this day, she still loves working in her garden and being close with the earth. She now lives with her husband, 5 kids (ages 8-16) and mini schnauzer in Surrey, BC. She spends her time homeschooling her kids, volunteering with the local homeschooling community and serving the church. When she needs to unwind, she enjoys reading, writing and long walks. In November 2022, she was diagnosed with cyclothymia.

* Throwback It was just brought to our attention that only 3 minutes of this episode ended up loading on Spotify & Apple so I am reposting because even though it's an oldie, it's a goodie. Enjoy.   In this episode from 2021, mental health advocates Shaley Hoogendoorn and Julie Kraft discuss the importance of language. Words absolutely matter- they have the power to hurt or heal. Too often, mental health terms, even actual diagnoses, are loosely thrown around in everyday conversation. How many of us have heard the phrase, “The weather is sooo bipolar!” or heard ‘OCD' used as an adjective to describe a tidy person? Listen in as Julie and Shaley take a gentle and nonjudgemental look at specific terminology often misused (even, admittedly, by them!) They'll also explain how and why it can be so harmful. It is Shaley and Julie's greatest hope that this episode will help bring awareness to the words we use and the power they have!   *TRIGGER WARNING: mentions language surrounding suicide   To my listeners, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Love, Shaley    Instagram - @this.is.bipolar #thisisbipolar #thisisbipolarvlog. #thisisbipolarpodcast

In this episode on 'Conversations With", mental illness advocates Shaley Hoogendoorn and Birdie of @birdies.bipolar.brain have a real and authentic conversations about their experiences living with bipolar disorder. Birdy shares about what life looked like before and the events that led to her mood disorder diagnosis. Despite her diagnosis, it took Birdy until many years to fully embrace and start managing her bipolar disorder. She also discusses how the illness causes her to struggle with past jobs and work. I am so grateful for Birdie's advocacy and her willingness to talk about openly and honestly about symptoms like hypomanic anger, deep depression and suicidal ideation. You can follow along and connect with her on Instagram @birdies.bipolar.brain. Birdie's story will not only comfort others, it will give others the hope and courage to seek help. This is bipolar...  IG: @this.is.bipolar To my listeners, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. Meet Birdie: Birdie is a mental health advocate, writer, and content creator. She has made it her mission to bring awareness to mental health disorders with a comedic twist. You can find her on instagram @birdies.bipolar.brain where she showcases what it's like living with Bipolar 2 disorder, anxiety, and ADHD. Her goal is to help end the stigmas surrounding mental health disorders. 

In this bonus episode, mental health advocates Shaley Hoogendoorn and Charise Jewell talk about coping with the holidays while living with bipolar disorder. Shaley and Charise  share about their experiences as well as give tips and tricks that have helped them manage and even enjoy the holidays. They tell both embarrassing (hypomanic stocking stuffing) and heartfelt stories. Shaley and Charise give you a real life insight into our lives and traditions that worked and didn't work. Charise was one of the first guests on the podcast so go be sure to listen to that episode of 'conversations with' to here her fully story. Charise is honest, kind and resilient. Her openness with her diagnosis online and in her book Crazy; A Member of a Mom Gone Mad is paving the way for all of us to bravely share our journeys. Here are some of the tips sprinkled throughout the conversation: ~ Make a list of things that you really want to do so you don't overbook wth things that you don't enjoy but think you are obligated to because "everyone else" is. ~ Know your capacity and plan your holiday activities with in it. ~ make a list of triggers and what worked and didn't so you are prepared if hard things happen. Have a plan ready for what you can do if the same things that activate you are likely to happen at mandatory family gatherings. Be sure to listen to how Shaley deals with talking about race, gender and politics. Find a phrase that helps you diffuse the situation. ~ Find a space to take refuge when needed- even you only choices are the bathroom and car.  ~ Drive your own car or find your own transportation to events in case everything becomes too much and you need to run to the store or leave. ~ Build in time for do the things that bring you joy even if they are small.  ~ Be honest- you don't have to pretend to be holly jolly if you are not. Sometimes honesty actually leads to deeper conversations and connection. Chances there (many) are others feel the same. ~ Be sure to have safe people to check in with and remind you how loved you are. If you don't have anyone in mind find others with mental illness online to connect with others that understand what you are going through. Feel free to message Charise & I on Instagram and we can be a listening ear or give a word of encouragement. and many more... this is bipolar.   To my listeners, Thank you for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. If you want to have deeper conversations and hear more from my guests and others, go to @this.is.bipolar IG page and become a subscriber. There is so many extras that come along with a subscription. Thank you for supporting me and this podcast. 

In this episode, Mental Illness advocate Shaley Hoogendoorn chats with Gabe Howard, host of Inside Bipolar and author of 'Mental Illness is an Asshole'. Gabe is such a vibrant Bipolar Advocate, he tells his story in such an honest and straightforward way. He is passionate about his message that with help we can do great things despite our bipolar disorder. He talks about how he sets himself up for success by being honest about what he can do well and is not afraid of asking for the help he needs. They talk about how we celebrate our ‘wins' and accomplishments out loud to drown out the stereotypes and misconceptions that society has about living with bipolar disorder. Gabe went from writing a small blog to writing a popular book and becoming a sought after speaker all over the US and world. Gabe hopes that by showing up and continuing to advocate, others will know that they can reach their goals. He hopes they too can feel free to share their talents and hard work with the world.  This is an authentic conversation between two people that know what it is like to live well with bipolar for many years. Gabe and Shaley think that showing up and living everyday with bipolar disorder is an accomplishment and asking for help is necessary and brave. We are all in this together. this is bipolar... To my listeners, Thank you for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. If you want to have deeper conversations and hear more from my guests and others, go to @this.is.bipolar IG page and become a subscriber. There is so many extras that come along with a subscription. Thank you for supporting me and this podcast. 

Join mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn as she takes you through her journey with pregnancy and parenthood. Shaley is open and honest about what it felt like to be pregnant with undiagnosed bipolar disorder and diagnosed at 32 with a toddler and preschooler. If you want to hear a deep dive into what life looked like for a mama living with bipolar disorder raising two daughters- this is the episode for you. Shaley talks about everything from postpartum hypomania & anxiety to how her therapist suggested that she might just be a 'snowplow' parent to her now teenage daughters. There are stories of pregnant work tantrums, elaborate birthday parties, moms groups and how Shaley makes monthly "mom apology tours". It hasn't been an easy road but Shaley has found ways to manage her bipolar disorder and be the best mom she can be to her daughters. It is Shaley's greatest hope that this episode with give hope and comfort to other parents living with mental illness. Please know that if you are getting treatment, under a doctors care and managing your bipolar well, you too can be a parent. Parents that are committed to talking care of their bipolar disorder are and can be WONDERFUL parents.   this is bipolar....   To my listeners, Thank you for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. If you want to have deeper conversations and hear more from my guests and others, go to @this.is.bipolar IG page and become a subscriber. There is so many extras that come along with this exclusive subscription. Thank you for supporting me and this podcast.  

In this episode of 'Conversations With", Mental Illness advocate Shaley Hoogendoorn chats with Oliver Seligman, author of 'Befriending Bipolar: a patient's perspective'. Oliver is a truth teller and his book is a deep dive into his experiences with bipolar disorder, psychosis and eventually acceptance. I felt seen and understood because I could relate to many of his symptoms and stories.  Although not uncommon in bipolar disorder, Oliver's experience with severe manic episodes and psychosis are dramatic and frightening. He describes in detail what it feels like to break from reality and live in a world that is not real. They discuss how easy it is to convince yourself that you no longer need medication and the fallout from trying to wean off without medical supervision. This is a real and raw conversation between two people that know what it is like to live with bipolar for many years. I think others will find themselves in Oliver's story and be inspired by how he after years of struggle he learned that he could not only exist and manage his bipolar disorder, he could befriend it in a way that helps him live a more peaceful and meaningful life. Oliver's story is a story of hope and perseverance. this is bipolar... To my listeners, Thank you for being here. If this episode or podcast means something to you, I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. If you want to have deeper conversations and hear more from my guests and others, go to @this.is.bipolar IG page and become a subscriber. There is so many extras that come along with a subscription. Thank you for supporting me and this podcast.  

In this episode of 'Conversations With", Mental illness & bipolar advocates, Shaley Hoogendoorn and Jas Duval @the_bipolar_badass have a raw and real conversation about what it's like to live with bipolar disorder, suicidal ideation and how it affects every day life. Jas is open and honest about a manic episode that resulted in a sudden cross country move with only $500 to her name. She also shares how she has a second diagnosis of ADHD along with her bipolar diagnosis and how that affects her work life. Bipolar is a tricky illness and symptoms vary from person to person, Shaley and Jas are both on a mission to educate those that love folks living with bipolar disorder and comfort and connect with those that experience it. Jas is not only inspiring, she really is badass and I'm so grateful for her and what she puts out into the world. this is bipolar... Besties!!! I would be forever grateful if you would favourite this account & follow/subscribe the ‘this is bipolar' podcast wherever you listen your podcasts so you stay up to date. It would also mean the world to me if you gave a 5 ⭐️ review- this helps the podcast reach those who need to hear it most. If you want to have deeper conversations and hear more from Jas and others, go to @this.is.bipolar IG page and subscribe. There is so many extras that come along with a subscription. Thank you for supporting me and this podcast.  

In this episode, mental illness activist, Shaley Hoogendoorn talks with Artpreneur Michelle I. Gomez. Michelle shares her wild journey being diagnosed and living with bipolar 2 disorder as well as what it's like to be a multi-passionate Artist turned Artpreneur. Michelle talks about how finding out she had bipolar 2 disorder disrupted her life as a coach and how she had to get well, pivot and rebuild her herself and her career. Shaley and Michelle also describe in detail how they have experienced grandiosity as well as overwhelming anger in hypomania. They also give insight into what helps them get through without destroying their close relationships. We love hearing about Michelle's talent and purpose in helping neurodivergent women turn their passions into successful businesses. Her approach is different and unique in the business world because she puts a huge emphasis on always honouring mental health first. Everything about Michelle is fun, authentic and brilliant! Her advocacy for those of us living with bipolar disorder is inspiring and encouraging. This is bipolar...    My Friends, If you loved this episode and/or this podcast means something to you, would hit the follow button so you never miss an episode. We would also be forever grateful if you left a 5 star review. This helps get voices and stories of real lived experience out there to comfort more people that are struggling with mental illness to feel seen and understood.    Meet Michelle: Michelle I. Gomez is a multi-passionate Artist turned Artpreneur who lives with Bipolar Disorder 2! With a relentless focus on mental health, she empowers creative entrepreneurs to thrive in life, love, AND business. After founding her own successful art business - Creative Unions Event Design, Michelle transitioned to coaching neurodivergent women artists. Her ‘Artist to Artpreneur' program has empowered over 300 artists, guiding them to financial success through emotional intelligence coaching. Michelle is also the Founder of ‘The Mental Wealth Network,' offering monthly mental health workshops and support to neurodivergent multi-passionate Artpreneurs, helping them prioritize well-being in their businesses. In 2024, Michelle will launch a divergent love coaching program for “bichotas”, artists, and all kinds of women-identifying divergent thinkers. Join Michelle on a journey to true wealth - where healing happens in life, love, AND business - by following her and sending her a DM on Instagram @michelleigomez. #thisisbipolar  #manic #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthadvocate #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolarawareness #bipolarstrong

In this episode, Mental Illness Activist Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down and has a in depth conversation with best-selling author and world leading mental health expert, Julie A. Fast about her story with bipolar, her research, books and the Bipolar Significant Seven chapter of the second edition of Take Charge of Bipolar Disorder.  Julie and Shaley also discuss the challenges of living with bipolar disorder and work. She shares her limitations and how she creates and sticks to firm boundaries that allow her to cope with any symptoms from having both bipolar disorder and a psychotic disorder. Get a pen and paper or listen twice because Julie shares a wealth of valuable knowledge for this if us that live with bipolar disorder and those that love them. Julie's story is one of perseverance and inspiration. Her work has supported us bipolar warriors for years and I am so grateful for this conversation. this is bipolar...   IG: @this.is.bipolar TT: @this.is.bipolar FB: @thisisbipolar       Meet Julie: Julie A. Fast is a world leading mental health expert on the topics of bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety and psychosis.  She is the bestselling author of Loving Someone with Bipolar Disorder: Understanding and Helping Your Partner, Take Charge of Bipolar Disorder: A Four Step Plan for You and Your Loved Ones to Manage the Illness and Creating Lasting Stability and Getting it Done When You're Depressed: 50 Strategies for Keeping Your Life on Track. Julie is the top bipolar disorder management writer in the world with over 500,000 books sold and 15 million views of her online work for bp Magazine, Psychology Today and other publications. Julie lives with bipolar disorder and a psychotic disorder. Her official diagnosis is schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type. She is the third generation in her family to have bipolar disorder. She was in a long term relationship with a partner who has bipolar one. Julie's unique experience as a person who lives with bipolar disorder and a psychotic disorder and her long term relationship with a person who has bipolar gives her a unique view of the needs of those with the illnesses as well as those who care about someone with mood swings and psychosis. Julie does her own rigorous research and regularly trains healthcare professionals including general practitioners, social workers, therapists, natural practitioners and psychiatric professionals. Her work is widely used in clinical settings. Julie's latest research focuses on the impact of substances on the bipolar and psychotic disorder brain including cannabis marijuana. She shares this research in the Bipolar Significant Seven chapter of the second edition of Take Charge of Bipolar Disorder. Julie's work offers a balanced, well researched perspective on serious mental health disorders and their impact on the person with the diagnosis as well as family members and partners. Julie's interests include the impact of substances on the brain, repairing relationships affected by brain illnesses, how bipolar and psychosis symptoms impact the eyes and how to prevent bipolar and psychotic disorders in the next generation. Julie was the original consultant on the Showtime production Homeland starring Claire Danes and is a regular contributor to media sources on the topic of brain health. You can find all of the links to Julie's book on her website juliefast.com or follow her on IG @juliefast.    

In this episode of 'Conversations With', Mental Illness Activist, Shaley Hoogendoorn talks to Wairimu Ndung'u about her lived experience with bipolar disorder and ADHD. Wairimu openly shares what it what it was to experience the pressures of teenage and young adult life in school with undiagnosed bipolar disorder in Kenya, Africa. It was fascinating to learn about the cultural influence on stigmas and misconceptions about Bipolar Disorder in another part of the world. Wairimu is doing all different types of activism and education to smash the stigma around mental illness and mood disorders. Her story is one of perseverance and inspiration. I am so grateful for Wairimu's voice in her country and in the world. We feel honoured that she trusted us with his story. Wairimu's story is not over yet.  This is bipolar...   Meet Wairimu: Wairimu Ndung'u is a Kenyan bipolar activist empowering people living with mental illness through psychoeducation via social media. In 2021, she contributed to Meeting of Minds publication sharing how she navigated university while living with bipolar disorder. In 2022, she partnered with Myriam Sidibe, Founder of Brands on a Mission, to raise 2000 USD for people living with bipolar disorder receiving treatment at Kamili Organisation in Kenya. She's a member of Natrella's Wellness Network as a Mental Illness Support Buddy teaching patients how to advocate for themselves and maximize sessions with practitioners. She also runs "Team Sync", a workshop where she helps teams cultivate a founder mindset to unlock innovation and synergy by sharing her career journey as a person living with bipolar. Links to the two articles mentioned in the episode:      •    Navigating University With Bipolar Disorder: My Story (https://wairimundungukenya.wixsite.com/website/post/living-with-bipolar-in-university-wairimu-ndungu)     •    Suicide Is Not a Dirty Word  (https://wairimundungukenya.wixsite.com/website/post/suicide-is-not-a-dirty-word)   IG @this.is.bipolar TT: @this.is.bipolar YouTube: this is bipolar   #bipolar #thisisbipolar #bipolar #mentalhealthawareness #mental-illness

I am beyond excited to share a REUNION conversation with mental health advocate, artist, author and the bipolar bestie I started the podcast with! It was so powerful to be back together and talking about all the things bipolar!!!! Julie gives us a deep dive into the ups and downs this past year. She bravely shares with us her grief around losing her dad. It was such compelling convrsation. I loved learning new things about Julie and hearing how she is managing her bipolar disorder through it all. As always, Julie showed up as her real, vulnerable and wonderful self. We even get some not-yet-shared-on-the-internet updates about her current TILDA WHIRL BOOK!!!!!! This conversation was balm to my weary soul. Julie is one of my absolute favourite bipolar besties and I cannot wait for you to hang out with us for our reunion convo.  This is bipolar... If you enjoyed this episode or if this podcast means something to you please hit follow or subscribe button. If you really loved it, would you consider sharing it on your social media or with someone who might love it. Thank you for being here and supporting the work of 'this is bipolar'. I am forever grateful that I get to do this bipolar advocacy work. IG: @this.is.bipolar TT: @this.is.bipolar FB: @thisisbipolar   This is JULIE: Julie Kraft is a Canadian author, artist, and mental health advocate devoted to spreading awareness and shattering stigma. Since her bipolar II diagnosis in 2010, Julie has come to a place of fully embracing her bipolar mind- she credits it with allowing her to live a vibrant and full life. Julie is thrilled to have published her memoir, The Other Side of Me, and a children's book, Tilda Whirl- both in an effort to start the conversation on mental health at all ages. She has contributed to publications for Psych Central, Psycom, and BP Hope magazine. Julie was the previous co-host of the ‘This is Bipolar' vlog and podcast. Instagram - @this.is.bipolar (podcast/vlog) Facebook - thisisbipolar Instagram - Julie.kraft.author Website - www.juliekraft.com  (a one stop shop for everything - all social links, past work, resources, including the best links for both of my books)   #thisisbipolar #mentalhealthpodcast#podcast #thisisbipolarpodcast #mentalillnessawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness#mentalhealthadvocate #bipolar2 #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolarII #bipolarstigma #bipolarmind #bipolarmom#mentalhealthpodcast #podcast #stigma #depression

In this SOLO episode mental illness activist, Shaley Hoogendoorn shares what its like to have the hypomanic "switch" in Spring and leading into Summer. She talks through about the big shift from the winter depressive period to her hypomanic high she is currently coping with. This episode shares the really hard parts of living with bipolar disorder. Shaley's story is not entirely unique and she hopes that others that live with bipolar episode will feel seen, understood and less alone. Her greatest hope is that she could gives insight into the messy middle of living with a mood disorder and share her coping strategies and tools. IG @this.is.bipolar TIkTok @this.is.bipolar Your Hostess with the mostest: Shaley Hoogendoorn is a speaker, vlogger and mental health advocate who aims to dismantle the stigma around mental health and create a safe community for those that struggle. She lives with bipolar ll, and is passionate about educating and empowering others about mental health disorders. She has contributed to publications for Sanctuary Ministries, Psych Central and BPHope magazine. She hosted a series interviewing women living with mental illnesses at SheLoves Magazine in a series named: Sisters in Mental Illness. Shaley is a content creator currently co-hosts “This is Bipolar” vlog and podcast. Shaley is also an elementary school teacher and an event planner. If you enjoyed this episode or if this podcast means something to you please hit follow or subscribe button. If you really loved it, would you consider making a small donation to further support the work of 'this is bipolar'. I am forever grateful that I get to do this bipolar advocacy work.  

In this episode of 'Conversations With", mental illness advocates Shaley Hoogendoorn and Sarah Jickling talk about all things bipolar. Sarah is open and honest about how she wrestled with and rejected her bipolar diagnosis for many years. She shares about what life looked like before and the the rollercoaster ride that led to her mood disorder diagnosis. Sarah also has great insight into how the "wellness" industry can cause harm and delay diagnosis. Shaley and Sarah talk about how vulnerable they both were to the harm in believing that alternative medicine could cure their bipolar. This conversation gives an inside glimpse into the hard parts of living with mental illness AND also hope that there are treatable ways to manage and engage in creative and meaning fun work.   We are so grateful for Sarah's voice, as an advocate and also as a singer/songwriter. Go follow her, download all her music and podcast episodes. Her music is beautiful and makes us feel seen and understood. Our greatest hope is that this conversation gives courage to us all to seek help whenever we need are not ok. This is bipolar...    IG @this.is.bipolar TIkTok @this.is.bipolar If you enjoyed this episode or if this podcast means something to you please hit follow or subscribe button. If you really loved it, would you consider making a small donation to further support the work of 'this is bipolar'. I am forever grateful that I get to do this bipolar advocacy work.   Meet Sarah:  Sarah Jickling is a Canadian songstress and mental health advocate known for her candid look into uncomfortable subjects, served with an indie pop smile. In 2017, Sarah released her first solo album, “When I Get Better,” which documents her journey through bipolar recovery. Jickling's idiosyncratic songs have been featured on radio stations across the country and in independent films, and she has opened up about her experiences with mental illness on radio, local television, podcasts, blogs and at live speaking events. Music editor of the Georgia Straight Mike Usinger writes, "Over the past couple of years the Lotsusland-raised singer-songwriter has proven herself one of the most interesting fixtures on the city's music scene. Musically, Jickling traffics in a brand of pop that's beautifully inspirational." Sarah's music has earned her top spots in competitions such as Citr's Shindig!, Seattle's EMP Soundoff,102.7, the PEAK Performance Project, SFU's Launch Fest, Anxiety BC's Multimedia Contest, and Canada's Walk Of Fame Music Mentorship Program. She has been featured on CBC four times since the release of her solo album to discuss mental health and music, and her interview on Interesting Vancouver Presents was re-broadcast nationally on CBC One's Podcast Playlist. She now tours to high school across British Columbia destigmatizing mental illness and singing her heart out with Reach Out Psychosis, a educational concert created by the BC Schizophrenia Society. Paul McLellan (The Indie Mixtape, Go! Vancouver) calls Jickling an “epic rock star and brilliant conversation starter for mental health.” In 2019, Sarah is growing as a musician and tackling some of her most personal and difficult themes yet. Her upcoming album, The Family Curse, deals with intergenerational trauma and mental illness in families, and she is currently working with Harley Small (Peach Pit) and Carol Lynn Quinn (High Love) to push her boundaries both lyrically and sonically. When she is not singing in the recording studio or a high school gymnasium, Sarah can be found in hospital waiting rooms and pole dancing studios around Vancouver, BC.

On the last days of Asian American Pacific Islander Heritage month, we wanted to highlight Elizabeth Nguyen and her powerful book 'Aloha Vietnam'. Be sure to listen to the episode, buy her book and follow her @multidimensionalpsychiatry! In this episode mental illness advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn sits down with  Elizabeth Nguyen, MD.  Elizabeth is a psychiatrist, author and all around delightful human being. Although Elizabeth does not live with bipolar disorder, she has family that does so she understands the disorder in many ways. She has and continues to work closely with bipolar youth and adults regularly. It was such a treat to talk about Elizabeth's debut book ‘Aloha Vietnam'. It is a book with a main character that has bipolar disorder and is not a stereotype or a villain. Fair and kind representation of folks with bipolar disorder is rare in the non fiction books. We want everyone to read it because it helps bipolar warriors, like Shaley, see themselves in the character of Ahn. This book  is a perfect gift to educate those who don't understand bipolar disorder. Shaley asked a few questions that those from the @this.is.bipolar Instagram community for a psychiatrist that actually works with people that live with mood disorders and their families. Elizabeth's thoughtful answers will both teach and comforted us all. We are so grateful that there are doctors and and authors like Elizabeth that devote their time to helping so many on their bipolar healing journey. We are so excited to collaborate more with Elizabeth in the future. It is refreshing to speak to a medical professional that knows brain science and is dedicated to helping us to not only manage our bipolar disorder but flourish in our own unique ways. We are planning ways to ask and respond to all your questions. Follow @this.is.bipolar to watch for more conversations.   Meet Elizabeth: Elizabeth Nguyen, MD was born and raised in Honolulu, Hawaii. Her parents were refugees from Vietnam who arrived in Honolulu in 1975 at the end of the Vietnam War. She received her BA from Stanford University in Human Biology, her MD from Northwestern University, and her Psychiatry Residency and Child Psychiatry Fellowship training at UC Davis. She started her career in community mental health, with specific interests in cross-cultural psychiatry, the intersection of spirituality and mental health, and the healing power of water and the natural world. She is currently in private practice in Davis, CA. Aloha Vietnam is her first book and her first novel.   #thisisbipolar #thisisbipolarvlog #thisisbipolarpodcast #bipolarawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthpodcast  #aapiheritagemonth #aapiauthors

In this episode of 'Conversations With" Mental Health Advocate, Shaley Hoogendoorn talks to author and therapist Vasavi Kumar about all things therapy. Vasavi takes us back to when bipolar disorder presented in her life and then walks us through her ups and downs along the way. Vasavi has years of real lived experience with addiction and the high highs and low lows of  bipolar disorder.  Vasavi shares her insight on how healing it is to not only listen to your own thoughts but to talk back to yourself. It is a powerful tool to be able to speak out loud to the different parts of yourself. Vasavi gives us practical tips on how we can use this tool to understand ourselves and our bipolar brains better. Listening to all parts of ourselves helps us have more empathy and compassion for ourselves.  This is bipolar.... IG & TikTok: @this.is.bipolar  If you enjoyed this episode or if this podcast means something to you please hit the follow or subscribe button. If you really loved it, would you consider making a donation to further support the work of 'this is bipolar'. I am forever grateful that I get to do this bipolar advocacy work.   Meet Vasavi: Vasavi Kumar is the author of SAY IT OUT LOUD, and a communication and visibility strategist who trains individuals to be assertive, confident, and bold. She advocates for mental health and helps those who live with bipolar disorder to release shame and find the support they need.   Be sure to preorder or order Vasavi's SAY IT OUT LOUD book today. Official Release Date is May 16th!!!  "It's a guide that teaches people how to communicate with the different parts of themselves in a healthy and productive way. Through my own experiences, I've come to understand that many of us struggle with internal conflicts and self-doubt, and we often suffer in silence. With SAY IT OUT LOUD, I hope to empower you, my reader to speak up, listen to themselves, and ultimately find peace and clarity within."