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Angry Americans with Paul Rieckhoff
Gallup: Independent Voters Hit 45% – So Why Does the Political Establishment Keep Pretending They Don't Matter?

Angry Americans with Paul Rieckhoff

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2026 8:57


In this special episode, Paul Rieckhoff reads an op-ed he co-authored with John Opdycke that challenges the narrative that independent voters don't matter. Despite new Gallup polling showing independents now represent 45% of all American voters—the highest number recorded in modern history—the political establishment continues to dismiss them as "leaners" who are really just partisans in disguise, or "spoilers" who siphon votes from legitimate candidates. Paul unpacks why this dismissive narrative persists and traces it back to Ross Perot's explosive 1992 presidential campaign, when 20 million Americans went off-script and forced both parties to pay attention. The Perot movement produced a balanced budget, the Contract with America, and Clintonian triangulation—and terrified the DC establishment in the process. Today, 10,000 Americans switch their registration from Democrat or Republican to Independent every single week. Five independents are running for U.S. Senate this fall, with over 100 independent candidates expected across all levels of government. A majority of Americans now support open primaries that allow non-party voters to participate in publicly funded elections. The independent movement isn't just growing—it's ready to lead. Because every episode of Independent Americans with Paul Rieckhoff breaks down the most important news stories--and offers light to contrast the heat of other politics and news shows. It's independent content for independent Americans. In these trying times especially, Independent Americans is your trusted place for independent news, politics, inspiration and hope. The podcast that helps you stay ahead of the curve--and stay vigilant. Connect with Independent Americans: Subscribe on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all podcast platforms Read more at Substack Support ad-free episodes at Patreon  Connect: Instagram  • X/Twitter • BlueSky • Facebook  Follow on social: @PaulRieckhoff on X, Instagram, Threads, and Bluesky -WATCH video of this episode on our YouTube channel. -Read the entire Oped here and share this episode with someone that needs to hear it. -Learn more about Paul's work to elect a new generation of independent leaders with Independent Veterans of America. -Join the movement. Hook into our exclusive Patreon community of Independent Americans. Get extra content, connect with guests, meet other Independent Americans, attend events, get merch discounts, and support this show that speaks truth to power.  -And get cool IA and Righteous hats, t-shirts and other merch now in time for the new year.  Independent Americans is powered by veteran-owned and led Righteous Media.  And now part of the BLEAV network!  Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Meet My Brain - A Field Guide to Autism
Unmasking: What We Lose by Pretending and How to Get It Back

Meet My Brain - A Field Guide to Autism

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2026 48:21


Unmasking is an ongoing process of noticing when we're performing, deciding what serves us, and making gradual adjustments, according to Essy Knopf therapist and author of “Unmasking: What We Lose by Pretending and How to Get It Back”. Essy shares his autism diagnosis at 25 and later recognition of ADHD, highlighting how masking and non-stereotypical presentations delayed identification. In this conversation Essy shares about:Internalized ableism Conditional self-worth Burnout, and The difficulty of forming authentic connections while performing for acceptance. This episode offers a grounded discussion of identity, self-advocacy, and living more intentionally as a neurodivergent adult.Book: Unmasking: What We Lose by Pretending and How to Get It Back Website: https://essyknopf.comCheck out Essy's YouTube channel Essy on InstagramLearn more about Sunsama! Support the showSunsama free trial: https://try.sunsama.com/xi4blkokndgk RATED IN THE TOP 0.5% GLOBALLY with more than 1,000,000 downloads! If you are an autistic person who has written a book about autism or if you have a guest suggestion email me at info@theautisticwoman.com. InstagramKo-fi, PayPal, PatreonLinktreeEmail: info@theautisticwoman.comWebsite

The Chaos Engine Podcast
S1E12 - Cepheid Variable: Frontier - Episode 12 - Cabin Fever

The Chaos Engine Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2026 45:03


The group finds a line on a job Buy Stars Without Number here! We have a Patreon! What to support us? Click HERE! The Cast: GM - Chris Hayden Hardcrow - Tyler Santander Clemente - Jake You can find us on: Instagram Bluesky Youtube You can also email us at chaosenginepod@gmail.com We have a Discord now! Feel free to stop by if that interests you! Check out our friends: Pretending to be People! Stories & Lies Sorry, Honey I have to Take This Tabletop Talk Wilderspace Gaming Doomed to Repeat The Great Old Ones Gaming Negative Modifier Chaos Springs Eternal The Black Flare Podcast 9mm Retirement Radio Suffer Not

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals
Canada's Emergencies Act Deemed Illegal | Christine Van Geyn and Jimmy Connor

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2026 28:47


Christine Van Geyn is the litigation director for the Canadian Constitution Foundation (CCF) which litigates against unconstitutional and unlawful government action. Christine discusses the recent decision by the Federal Court of Appeal stating that evoking the Emergencies Act in February of 2022 by the Federal government was unconstitutionaListen on Spotify When You're Pretending to Workout: https://open.spotify.com/show/33A8EgA...Listen on Apple When You're Driving: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/prof...Follow Jimmy Connor:LinkedIn:   / jimmyconnorofficial  X (@jamesconnor1999): https://x.com/JamesConnor1999X (@BloorStreetCap): https://x.com/BloorStreetCap*This video/interview is not financial advice. This channel, Bloor Street Capital, is not responsible for the performance of its guests, sponsors or affiliates. WAIVER & DISCLAIMERIf you register for this webinar/interview you agree to the following: This webinar is provided for information purposes only. All opinions expressed by the individuals in this webinar/interview are solely the individuals' opinions and neither reflect the opinions, nor are made on behalf of, Bloor Street Capital Inc. Presenters will not be providing legal or financial advice to any webinar participants or any person watching a recorded version of the webinar. The investing ideas and strategies discussed on this webinar/interview are not recommendations to buy or sell any security and are not intended to provide any investment advise of any kind, but are made available solely for educational and informational purposes. Investments or strategies mentioned in this webinar/interview may not be suitable for your particular investment objectives, financial situation, or needs. You should be aware of the real risk of loss in following any investment strategy discussed in this webinar/interview. All webinar participants or viewers of a recorded version of this webinar should obtain independent legal and financial advice. All webinar participants accept and grant permission to Bloor Street Capital Inc. and its representatives in connection with such recording. The information contained in this webinar/interview is current as of January 20, 2026, the date of these recordings, unless otherwise indicated, and is provided for information purposes only. Bloor Street Capital was paid a fee for organizing and producing this event.

SuperFastBusiness® Coaching With James Schramko
Once They See It’s Optional, You Can’t Order Them Back

SuperFastBusiness® Coaching With James Schramko

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 13, 2026 6:17


If one capable operator with AI can replace a team of five, the org chart needs rewriting. Pretending otherwise only speeds up talent loss.

The Gentle Rebel Podcast
Why Is It So Hard to Say “I Don't Know”?

The Gentle Rebel Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 13, 2026 22:33


“How do you tend to respond when you do not know?” We had this question in our Journal Circle a couple of weeks ago. It’s at the heart of many issues in our world right now. How do we hold it?When do we conceal it?Where do we turn for knowledge?And what do we do with it when we acquire it? That’s what we explore in this episode of The Gentle Rebel Podcast. https://youtu.be/QRAS1dib_GM Our Relationship With Not Knowing I find this advert baffling. A couple are wandering around the Leeum Museum in South Korea. They didn't know it was big; they only gave themselves an hour. He thinks a roof tile is a book. Even when his phone corrects him, they skip off giggling without listening to the information. It reminds me of a billboard from the AI company Turing that says the quiet part out loud: “We teach AGI to think, reason, and code—so you don’t have to.” Are we being encouraged to outsource our thinking and reasoning, not to support and deepen our cognitive abilities, but to replace them? Are they saying we don’t have to think or reason anymore? Even if that’s not the intention, it’s certainly the outcome of using many tools like this. There seems to be a disregard for the sacred delight of human consciousness, thought processes, and creativity. And a subtle quest to eliminate mystery, curiosity, and the learning that comes from not knowing. Yet not knowing has always been central to human potential. It is the driving force of creativity, innovation, and deeper connection to the worlds within, around, and between us. Open and Closed Stances As people reflected in our Journal Circle, a thread emerged: openness vs closedness. Closed not-knowing: defensive, protective, secretive. Open not-knowing: curious, relational, exploratory. Closedness can feel tight. Clenched. Like rushing to paint over the threat of embarrassment or being found out. Openness can feel spacious. Physically expansive, deeper, and less pressured. Where the uncertainty is met with an invitation into possibility and curiosity rather than grasping, clinging, and defensiveness. We explore several ways this plays out in everyday life. Pretending To Know One response to not knowing is pretending to know. We’ve probably all done it. Nodding along when everyone else seems to understand. Staying quiet because asking a question feels risky. Research in 2007 found that children aged 14 months to five years ask an average of 107 questions per hour. By the time they reach late primary school, many stop asking questions altogether. In the episode, I share an anecdote from research led by Susan Engel, where a ninth grader is stopped mid-question with the instruction: “No questions now, please; it's time for learning.” Within institutional settings, our natural curiosity and creativity can be left behind, and if questions are deemed disruptive or inappropriate, we may simply pretend to know and struggle quietly. This is especially true for many more introverted and sensitive people, who are already generally disposed to slot in around others without drawing much attention to themselves. Child-like Curiosity A child doesn’t see their lack of knowledge as a reason to be ashamed. It’s underpinned by the electric buzz of connection. Everything is new, mysterious, and waiting to be explored. For an adult moving through and out of a rigid system, not knowing can feel like an exposing story in which their worth as a human is assessed. Pretending to know can become an adaptive strategy. A way to keep the peace. A way to belong. There's also the technological version, prominent in many AI tools people rely on for accurate information. These systems are designed to always produce an answer, even when they are wrong. This reflects the kind of closed pretending that aims to foster a perception of expertise, so those listening believe that the source’s confidence equates to competence. But pretending doesn't only come from intentional deception. It can stem from stories we absorb, linking knowledge with worth: “I must know in order to be useful.”“I must be useful in order to be accepted.” Letting go of that story can be liberating. Saying “I Don't Know” “I don't know” is an option. A surprisingly radical one. When it is open, it creates space to explore our unknowing. An open “don’t know” admits not knowing with hands turned towards learning and discovery. It might come with an inner spark and the freedom from performance. A closed “I don't know” shuts things down. It can signal indifference or defensiveness. Sometimes that boundary is healthy. Sometimes it is armour. Being “In The Know” There is also the social currency of being “in the know.” Trends. News. Other people's business. Ignorance can feel like bliss. It can also feel like exclusion. From a closed place, being in the know becomes about control. From an open place, it can become a source of connection. The ability to link ideas, introduce people, and catalyse collaboration. Knowing What's Best Another response to uncertainty is doubling down on certainty. We are pattern-seeking creatures. We build cognitive maps to navigate a complex world. But when ambiguity feels overwhelming, certainty can feel like solid ground, even if it's forged, manufactured, and brittle. Closedness says “this is how it is”, refuses nuance, and punishes curiosity and accountability as disrespect, insolence, and rudeness. Open wisdom looks different. It sits shoulder to shoulder, acknowledges nuance, and is willing to say, “I don't know the best thing to do here.” Admitting one does not know can be a radical act in cultures that equate doubt with weakness and desperately seek a way to explain and understand everything, even without empirical evidence. Knowing That We Don't Know In a 1933 essay lamenting the rise of the Nazi movement in Germany, Bertrand Russell wrote, “The fundamental cause of the trouble is that in the modern world the stupid are cocksure, while the intelligent are full of doubt.” Charles Bukowski said something similar when giving advice to budding writers: “But the problem is that bad writers tend to have the self-confidence, while the good ones tend to have self-doubt.“ These quotes highlight the importance of knowing what we do not know — and recognising the limits of our own perspective. This took us to a detour into the Dunning–Kruger effect, which is the idea that we can speak confidently about subjects precisely because we don't yet know what we don't know. Reading Maps and Navigating Life “I don't know, but I am aware of where to look to figure it out.” In The Return To Serenity Island course, we map elements of life, seeing it as a treasure laden island. Not knowing is a door to connection, curiosity, creativity, and exploration. But it can also feel disorienting, confusing, and alienating at times. Maps help disorientation become orientation-in-progress without strict instructions or someone else’s path to follow. They can bring us home to ourselves.

The Todd Starnes Podcast
Obama is pretending to be outraged about voter ID requirements

The Todd Starnes Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 12, 2026 122:51


On this episode of Fox Across America, Jimmy Failla pans former President Barack Obama over his statement on social media about the House-passed SAVE Act, which would implement stricter voting measures. Political commentator Debra Lea stops by to take some calls with your radio buddy about voter ID requirements. PLUS, Fox News Political Analyst Gianno Caldwell explains how he's carrying on his late brother's legacy through the Caldwell Institute. [00:00:00] Obama's disingenuous take on voter ID [00:38:40] Callers on the SAVE Act [00:57:05] Debra Lea [01:15:20] FNSN staff [01:33:40] Gianno Caldwell Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals
Michael Oliver and Jimmy Connor on Silver and Gold

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 12, 2026 43:46


Free Virtual Silver Conference Feb 14 at 8am ET Register https://bit.ly/4q5txHuMichael Oliver discusses what investors should do now on gold, silver, lithium, uranium and oil.To learn more about Michael check out his website https://www.olivermsa.com/Listen on Spotify When You're Pretending to Workout: https://open.spotify.com/show/33A8EgA...Listen on Apple When You're Driving: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/prof...Follow Jimmy Connor:LinkedIn:   / jimmyconnorofficial  X (@jamesconnor1999): https://x.com/JamesConnor1999X (@BloorStreetCap): https://x.com/BloorStreetCap*Bloor Street Capital Inc. was paid a fee for producing this event. Bloor Street Capital Inc. and its affiliates may or may not hold investments in companies discussed or interviewed. *This video/interview is not financial advice. This channel, Bloor Street Capital, is not responsible for the performance of its guests, sponsors or affiliates. WAIVER & DISCLAIMERIf you register for this webinar/interview you agree to the following: This webinar is provided for information purposes only. All opinions expressed by the individuals in this webinar/interview are solely the individuals' opinions and neither reflect the opinions, nor are made on behalf of, Bloor Street Capital Inc. Presenters will not be providing legal or financial advice to any webinar participants or any person watching a recorded version of the webinar. The investing ideas and strategies discussed on this webinar/interview are not recommendations to buy or sell any security and are not intended to provide any investment advise of any kind, but are made available solely for educational and informational purposes. Investments or strategies mentioned in this webinar/interview may not be suitable for your particular investment objectives, financial situation, or needs. You should be aware of the real risk of loss in following any investment strategy discussed in this webinar/interview. All webinar participants or viewers of a recorded version of this webinar should obtain independent legal and financial advice. All webinar participants accept and grant permission to Bloor Street Capital Inc. and its representatives in connection with such recording. The information contained in this webinar/interview is current as of February 9, 2026, the date of these recordings, unless otherwise indicated, and is provided for information purposes only. Bloor Street Capital was paid a fee for organizing and producing this event.

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals
Osisko Development Update | Sean Roosen and Jimmy Connor

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 11, 2026 27:30


*Bloor Street Capital Inc. was paid a fee for producing this event. Bloor Street Capital Inc. and its affiliates may or may not hold investments in companies discussed or interviewed.Osisko Development (TSXV: ODV | NYSE: ODV) is focused on developing the Caribou Gold Project in B.C., Canada. Osisko released an optimized feasibility study on the project and when up and running Caribou will produce 190k ounces of gold at an AISC of $1157 and will have a mine life of 10 years. Osisko also has the Tintic Project in the state of Utah. To learn more https://osiskodev.com/Listen on Spotify When You're Pretending to Workout: https://open.spotify.com/show/33A8EgA...Listen on Apple When You're Driving: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/prof...Follow Jimmy Connor:LinkedIn:   / jimmyconnorofficial  X (@jamesconnor1999): https://x.com/JamesConnor1999X (@BloorStreetCap): https://x.com/BloorStreetCap*This video/interview is not financial advice. This channel, Bloor Street Capital, is not responsible for the performance of its guests, sponsors or affiliates. WAIVER & DISCLAIMERIf you register for this webinar/interview you agree to the following: This webinar is provided for information purposes only. All opinions expressed by the individuals in this webinar/interview are solely the individuals' opinions and neither reflect the opinions, nor are made on behalf of, Bloor Street Capital Inc. Presenters will not be providing legal or financial advice to any webinar participants or any person watching a recorded version of the webinar. The investing ideas and strategies discussed on this webinar/interview are not recommendations to buy or sell any security and are not intended to provide any investment advise of any kind, but are made available solely for educational and informational purposes. Investments or strategies mentioned in this webinar/interview may not be suitable for your particular investment objectives, financial situation, or needs. You should be aware of the real risk of loss in following any investment strategy discussed in this webinar/interview. All webinar participants or viewers of a recorded version of this webinar should obtain independent legal and financial advice. All webinar participants accept and grant permission to Bloor Street Capital Inc. and its representatives in connection with such recording. The information contained in this webinar/interview is current as of January 20, 2026, the date of these recordings, unless otherwise indicated, and is provided for information purposes only. Bloor Street Capital Inc. was paid a fee for organizing and producing this event.

ADHD Chatter
LATE DIAGNOSED ADHD: How To Heal After Years Of Pretending (5 Steps)

ADHD Chatter

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 10, 2026 45:06


Dr Judith Mohring is a Cambridge educated psychiatrist who specialises in ADHD. She's here to guide you through the 5 stages of processing a late ADHD diagnosis. Chapters: 00:00 Trailer  03:33 The hardest part of a late ADHD diagnosis  04:34 Grief 06:44 Resentment  13:38 Relief  15:08 Unmasking realisations  18:49 Complex diagnosis emotions  20:27 Tiimo advert  21:29 Late diagnosis regression  23:53 How to unlearn ‘normal' 37:21 Personal growth after a diagnosis  39:19 Most popular audience questions  42:49 Judith's ADHD item Visit Dr Judith Mohring's website

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals
Oceana Gold Update | Gerard Bond and Jimmy Connor

Bloor Street Capital - Making Money With Minerals

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 10, 2026 18:02


*Bloor Street Capital Inc. was paid a fee for producing this event. Bloor Street Capital Inc. and its affiliates may or may not hold investments in companies discussed or interviewed. Oceana Gold (TSX:OGC) has 4 producing gold mines in 3 countries and is on track to produce 450k+ ounces of gold. Oceana recently received approval to develop and operate WNP, which included a high-grade underground mine in New Zealand. To learn more https://oceanagold.com/Gain More Insights On: Listen on Spotify When You're Pretending to Workout: https://open.spotify.com/show/33A8EgA...Listen on Apple When You're Driving: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/prof...Can't Get Enough of Jimmy Follow On:LinkedIn:   / jimmyconnorofficial  X (@jamesconnor1999): https://x.com/JamesConnor1999X (@BloorStreetCap): https://x.com/BloorStreetCap*For business inquires including any potential acting gigs in Hollywood Blockbusters, please reach out at info@bloorstreetcapital.com*This video/interview is not financial advice. This channel, Bloor Street Capital, is not responsible for the performance of its guests, sponsors or affiliates. WAIVER & DISCLAIMERIf you register for this webinar/interview you agree to the following: This webinar is provided for information purposes only. All opinions expressed by the individuals in this webinar/interview are solely the individuals' opinions and neither reflect the opinions, nor are made on behalf of, Bloor Street Capital Inc. Presenters will not be providing legal or financial advice to any webinar participants or any person watching a recorded version of the webinar. The investing ideas and strategies discussed on this webinar/interview are not recommendations to buy or sell any security and are not intended to provide any investment advise of any kind, but are made available solely for educational and informational purposes. Investments or strategies mentioned in this webinar/interview may not be suitable for your particular investment objectives, financial situation, or needs. You should be aware of the real risk of loss in following any investment strategy discussed in this webinar/interview. All webinar participants or viewers of a recorded version of this webinar should obtain independent legal and financial advice. All webinar participants accept and grant permission to Bloor Street Capital Inc. and its representatives in connection with such recording. The information contained in this webinar/interview is current as of January, 2026 the date of this webinar/interview, unless otherwise indicated, and is provided for information purposes only. Bloor Street Capital Inc. was paid a fee for this interview.

Badass Agents Podcast
CHAOS TO ORDER | Mindset Mastery w/ A.Z. Araujo

Badass Agents Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 9, 2026 28:20


In this episode of Do The Work | Mindset Mastery, I talk about what it really looks like when life starts to feel chaotic even when everything on the surface appears to be moving forward. I share how easy it is to drift off track without even realizing it, not because we lack discipline or desire, but because we allow unchecked thoughts, comparison, and distraction to slowly take control. This episode is about awareness, responsibility, and learning how to bring order back when everything inside feels like it is sitting at a ten. I start by reflecting on how common it is for people to abandon their goals early in the year. Not because they are lazy or incapable, but because distractions quietly take priority. I see it in business, in relationships, and in myself. We put energy into things that do not actually move the needle, and before we know it, we are frustrated, exhausted, and reacting instead of leading. When life is full with business, family, marriage, and responsibility, it is easy to carry unresolved pressure without ever slowing down to identify where it is coming from. I share a personal example involving Carla and how disagreements can escalate even when neither of us can remember what started them. The issue was never the moment itself. I was already operating at a ten. When we fail to check our thoughts and emotions early, we carry that weight into every interaction. One small comment or inconvenience becomes the final straw. This pattern shows up everywhere. In marriages, friendships, parenting, and business decisions. The problem is not the situation. It is the lens we are viewing it through. I explain how comparison quietly fuels this chaos. Watching others move fast or succeed differently can trigger self doubt even when we are doing the right things. That doubt grows when it is ignored. It turns into fear, insecurity, and frustration that eventually spills into areas of life that have nothing to do with the original trigger. When that happens, we start blaming circumstances, people, markets, or systems instead of taking responsibility for our internal state. One of the biggest shifts I talk about is accepting that I am human. Certain things bother me. Pretending they do not only makes the problem worse. Creating space from distractions is not weakness. It is leadership. I share how intentionally muting content and refocusing my attention helped me regain clarity and alignment. When I mind my business, focus on what I can control, and stay present, everything improves. When I avoid the work or escape into comparison and noise, I stay stuck. This episode is a reminder that growth does not come from more information. It comes from action, discipline, and honesty with yourself. The chaos does not disappear by accident. Order is created when we identify our triggers, challenge our thoughts, and commit to doing what we already know needs to be done. Reader Reflection Questions What thoughts or comparisons have been quietly putting you on edge lately Where in your life are you reacting at a ten instead of addressing the root cause early What distractions do you need to create space from so you can refocus on what you can control Notable Quotes "I was already at a ten. The situation did not take me there." "When I stop checking my thoughts, everything around me becomes chaotic." "I do not need more information. I need more action and alignment."   Follow A.Z. Araujo on Social Media: Instagram: @azaraujo Facebook: A.Z. Araujo TikTok: A.Z. Araujo YouTube: Do The Work Podcast   For Real Estate Agents in AZ: Learn more about Do The Work Coaching and A.Z. & Associates: dothework.com/azaa   Upcoming Events: If you're a real estate brokerage owner, sign up for one of our upcoming events. Visit: dothework.com bigmoneybrokerage.com Join my mailing list for updates!   New Do The Work Gear: Check out the latest DTW and Do The Work Gear! Hats, shirts, journals, and more: • • shop.dothework.com

The Chaos Engine Podcast
S1E11 - Cepheid Variable: Frontier - Episode 11 - Factions

The Chaos Engine Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 9, 2026 39:03


This week Chris takes us through some Faction Rounds. Buy Stars Without Number here! We have a Patreon! What to support us? Click HERE! The Cast: GM - Chris Hayden Hardcrow - Tyler Santander Clemente - Jake You can find us on: Instagram Bluesky Youtube You can also email us at chaosenginepod@gmail.com We have a Discord now! Feel free to stop by if that interests you! Check out our friends: Pretending to be People! Stories & Lies Sorry, Honey I have to Take This Tabletop Talk Wilderspace Gaming Doomed to Repeat The Great Old Ones Gaming Negative Modifier Chaos Springs Eternal The Black Flare Podcast 9mm Retirement Radio Suffer Not

The Grave Talks | Haunted, Paranormal & Supernatural
Was Something Pretending to Be Someone He Loved? | Real Ghost Stories

The Grave Talks | Haunted, Paranormal & Supernatural

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 7, 2026 26:24


In his early twenties, Frank was living with roommates, working overnight shifts, and carrying a kind of grief he rarely spoke about. One evening, curiosity led him to participate in something he didn't take very seriously—at least not at first.The experience started off casually, almost playfully, with responses that felt vague and impersonal. But as the questions continued, something shifted. The answers grew sharper, more specific, and uncomfortably familiar, touching on things Frank hadn't shared with anyone in the room.There were no dramatic moments, no immediate fallout. What followed instead was subtle and deeply personal: a lingering sense of unease, changes in his dreams, and the feeling that whatever had responded wasn't finished being noticed.#OuijaBoardExperience #TrueParanormalStory #RealGhostStoriesOnline #ListenerStory #ParanormalEncounters #EmotionalHaunting #Unexplained #SpiritualDeception #TrueGhostStory #PersonalParanormalLove real ghost stories? Want even more? Become a supporter and unlock exclusive extras, ad-free episodes, and advanced access:

CrabDiving Radio Podcast
CrabDiving – Fri 020626 – MAGA Stopped Pretending They’re Not Racists

CrabDiving Radio Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 7, 2026 116:19


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Inside Access with Jason LaCanfora and Ken Weinman
Why do we keep pretending Mike Elias has changed?

Inside Access with Jason LaCanfora and Ken Weinman

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 5, 2026 12:55


The guys discuss Framber Valdez signing a three year deal with the Tigers and why it's just another sign things haven't changed for the Orioles front office.

Hard Factor
Man arrested again for seeking diaper changes, pretending to be disabled | 2.4.26

Hard Factor

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 4, 2026 51:44


Episode 1888 - brought to you by our incredible sponsors: Better Help - BetterHelp makes it easy to get matched online with a qualified therapist. Sign up and get 10% off at BetterHelp.com/HARDFACTOR. Brunt - Get $10 Off at BRUNT with code HARDFACTOR at www.bruntworkwear.com/HARDFACTOR Quince -  Refresh your winter wardrobe with Quince. Go to Quince.com/HARDFACTOR for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. LUCY -  100% pure nicotine. Always tobacco-free. LUCY's the only pouch that gives you long-lasting flavor, whenever you need it. Get 20% off your first order when you buy online with code (HARDFACTOR) lucy.co 00:00:00 Timestamps 00:03:00 Epstein files update 00:08:34 Moltbook Update, the Ai social media platform has a corn site 00:20:15 Tunnel Girl update from our hometown  00:28:21 Phony bio-lab busted in Las Vegas home 00:37:27 Diaper man arrested again, can't stop tricking people into changing his diaper  And much more Thank you for listening and supporting the pod! Go to patreon.com/HardFactor to join our community, get access to Discord chat, bonus pods, and much more - but Most importantly: HAGFD!! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Joey and Nancy on WIVK
Group Therapy: I've Been Pretending to Be Gluten Free to Avoid My Coworker's Cooking

Joey and Nancy on WIVK

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 4, 2026 9:29 Transcription Available


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Harman Memorial Baptist Church
How Joseph Shows Us True Biblical Forgiveness

Harman Memorial Baptist Church

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 4, 2026 44:59


Forgiveness is one of the most beautiful commands in Scripture — and one of the hardest to live out. In this message, we walk through Genesis 42–45 and discover how Joseph models biblical forgiveness, wise discernment, and God‑honoring restoration.This sermon explores how forgiveness can be present in the heart long before trust is restored in a relationship. Joseph shows us that forgiveness is not pretending sin didn't happen, not ignoring patterns of harm, and not rushing reconciliation. Instead, it is choosing mercy while discerning whether repentance and transformation are truly present.If you've ever struggled with forgiveness, trust, or healing from past wounds, this message will speak deeply to your heart. Key ScripturesGenesis 42–45 — Joseph tests his brothersRomans 8:28 — God works all things for goodLuke 6:27–36 — Love your enemiesRomans 12:17–21 — Overcome evil with good

WIVK 107.7 Podcasts
Group Therapy: I've Been Pretending to Be Gluten Free to Avoid My Coworker's Cooking

WIVK 107.7 Podcasts

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 4, 2026 9:29 Transcription Available


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Coastal Sports Pod
209. The Curse Of Goat

Coastal Sports Pod

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 4, 2026 63:19


We return from the holidays with empty wallets, loud confidence, and zero lessons learned.In this episode, We kick things off with life updates, launch a new NRL tipping comp (mortgage at risk), and somehow start planning 2026 despite barely surviving this week. Goat's curse tightens its grip, Think About It passes (RIP to a real one), and Volk reminds Lopez that champions don't do rematches for charity.Tennis corner gets spicy as Alcaraz completes the slam set, Rybakina finally gets her first major, and we immediately pretend we've always rated them… at the right price.Then it's time to cook: Horses to follow (trust us bro). Back-to-back quaddie wins (allegedly). Accountability segments for horse racing and football (pain). European football best bets that feel like locks until kickoff. EPL Matchday 25 preview with confidence that should be regulated. Bin List & Listener questions - Drinking matcha mid-workout like it's a performance enhancer. Pretending to be bad at things so you never get asked again. Buying absolute scams off Marketplace. Early World Cup futures (value hunters only). The Bischoff & yoghurt agenda no one asked forAll this before we sign off, responsibly ignore bankroll management, and promise “one last bet”.Gamble responsibly. Or don't. We won't.Stay up to date on our socials @coastalsportspod (0:00) Catch Up (2:10) New NRL Tipping Comp (3:09) 2026 CSP Plans (6:09) Goat's Ongoing Curse (9:47) Think About It Passing (12:46) Volkanovski Handles Lopez Again To Keep The Belt(19:52) Carlos Alcaraz Completes Slam Set With AO Title (23:17) Elena Rybakina Wins Her First Grand Slam (24:16) Horses To Follow (30:06) B2B Quaddie Wins(31:00) Horse Racing Accountability(31:16) Football Accountability (31:53) European Football Best Bets (37:01) EPL Match Day 25 Preview & Predictions (50:15) Drinking Matcha As Intra Workout (53:12) Pretending To Be Bad At Something So You Don't Have To Do it (54:56) Buying Items Off Market Place (55:33) Early World Cup Futures Look(56:56) Bischoff & Yoghurt Trend (1:01:00) Signing Off

The Cass and Anthony Podcast
Naked, stealing snacks, and pretending to be the waterboy?

The Cass and Anthony Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 3, 2026 4:24 Transcription Available


It's your Ill-Advised News, the stupid criminals of the day. Support the show and follow us here Twitter, Insta, Apple, Amazon, Spotify and the Edge! See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

The Chaos Engine Podcast
S1E10 - Cepheid Variable: Frontier - Episode 10 - Change of Scenery

The Chaos Engine Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 2, 2026 43:39


Plans have changed... Buy Stars Without Number here! We have a Patreon! What to support us? Click HERE! The Cast: GM - Chris Hayden Hardcrow - Tyler Santander Clemente - Jake You can find us on: Instagram Bluesky Youtube You can also email us at chaosenginepod@gmail.com We have a Discord now! Feel free to stop by if that interests you! Check out our friends: Pretending to be People! Stories & Lies Sorry, Honey I have to Take This Tabletop Talk Wilderspace Gaming Doomed to Repeat The Great Old Ones Gaming Negative Modifier Chaos Springs Eternal The Black Flare Podcast 9mm Retirement Radio Suffer Not

Real Ghost Stories Online
Was Something Pretending to Be Someone He Loved? | Real Ghost Stories

Real Ghost Stories Online

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 29, 2026 26:24


In his early twenties, Frank was living with roommates, working overnight shifts, and carrying a kind of grief he rarely spoke about. One evening, curiosity led him to participate in something he didn't take very seriously—at least not at first.The experience started off casually, almost playfully, with responses that felt vague and impersonal. But as the questions continued, something shifted. The answers grew sharper, more specific, and uncomfortably familiar, touching on things Frank hadn't shared with anyone in the room.There were no dramatic moments, no immediate fallout. What followed instead was subtle and deeply personal: a lingering sense of unease, changes in his dreams, and the feeling that whatever had responded wasn't finished being noticed.#OuijaBoardExperience #TrueParanormalStory #RealGhostStoriesOnline #ListenerStory #ParanormalEncounters #EmotionalHaunting #Unexplained #SpiritualDeception #TrueGhostStory #PersonalParanormalLove real ghost stories? Don't just listen—join us on YouTube and be part of the largest community of real paranormal encounters anywhere. Subscribe now and never miss a chilling new story:

Leadership Purpose with Dr. Robin
You're Done Pretending This Still Fits | Ep 264 with Dr. Robin

Leadership Purpose with Dr. Robin

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 28, 2026 13:00


This week's "At her Career Crossroads" insight comes from me, Dr. Robin. "You are not at a crossroads because you're confused. You're at a crossroads because you're ready. Readiness often feels like discomfort, not chaos, but restlessness, not panic, but misalignment, not fear, but a gentle insistence that something more true is calling." Here are 3 reasons why you should listen to this episode: You might be feeling a quiet restlessness, even though everything in your life looks successful — I talk about why that feeling matters. I share what I've learned from working with high-achieving women who've reached this same moment — and why it's not about burnout or crisis. If you're craving clarity or asking yourself, "What's next?" — this episode will help you recognize that this isn't the end of a chapter, it's the beginning of your next one. I'm Dr. Robin, a professor, speaker, author, and the creator of the PurposeMAKER™ philosophy. In this solo episode, I'm sharing what it really feels like to reach a career crossroads — and how you can meet it with clarity, direction, and purpose. Join the waitlist for the Clarity Circle here at: https://robinlowens.com/waitlist   Would you prefer to watch or listen to the podcast on YouTube?Head on over to https://www.youtube.com/@leadershippurposepodcast   Want to connect? Connect with Dr. Robin on  LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/robinlowensphd/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/robinlowensphd Instagram:  https://www.instagram.com/robinlowensphd/ Email: Robin@LeadershipPurposePodcast.com   Thank you for listening! Rate, review, & follow on Apple Podcasts or your favorite podcast player. Talk to you soon!   This episode was produced by Lynda, Podcast Manager for GenX Creative Entrepreneurs at https://www.ljscreativeservices.co.nz    

Mornings with Monette
EP 299 How to Rebuild Intimacy Without Pressure, Performance, or Pretending

Mornings with Monette

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 28, 2026 13:45


EP 299: How to Rebuild Intimacy Without Pressure, Performance, or PretendingNow that you understand why desire shuts down, let's talk about how intimacy can begin again — gently, safely, and honestly.In this episode of Miracle Marriage Makeover, I share what God taught me about rebuilding intimacy in my own marriage without forcing change, pretending everything was fine, or putting pressure on myself or my husband.You'll learn why intimacy isn't about effort — it's about atmosphere.Why emotional safety matters more than perfect words.And how small, tender moments can slowly restore closeness.If you're a wife who wants intimacy but feels hesitant, tired, or unsure how to begin again, this episode will help you see intimacy as something you create over time — not something you perform.We talk about presence over pressure.Connection over control.Grace over guilt.And I'll remind you that intimacy doesn't return through striving — it returns through safety.If you don't want to walk this season alone, I would love to welcome you into my private, faith-centered community for empty-nest wives:Empty Nest Wives – Rebuilding Intimacy & Connectionhttps://www.facebook.com/share/g/161mSZ1zmG/Your marriage is not too far gone.Your heart is not too late.And God is still working in your story.

Medium Curious
How to Clear Heavy Energy: Angels and Energy Protection for Sensitive Souls!

Medium Curious

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 28, 2026 49:57


In this conversational “hangout” episode, Jane Morgan and Sarah Rathke invite listeners into a real-time catch-up—recorded Monday, January 26—because the collective intensity is loud right now and pretending it isn't there isn't helping. Sarah and Jane just keep coming back to the truth that we need to anchor the light. Jane shares a playful-but-profound experiment: going on a “date with Spirit” (yes, with a notebook), including an unexpected “celebrity spirit” moment that becomes less about proof and more about impact—did it fill her up, steady her, and bring her back to light? From there, the conversation goes deeper: What do we do with “darkness” (in the world and in the unseen)? Why some mediums don't talk about entities/demons at all—and why Sarah and Jane are choosing a more nuanced stance: just because they haven't experienced something doesn't mean it isn't real for someone else. They also share practical, body-based and energetics-based ways to recover when you're tuned into the fear, rage, uncertainty, and grief of the collective—plus why technology can feel “static” to the nervous system and energy field, and how to clear it fast. What You'll Hear in This Episode A simple, beautiful way to strengthen mediumship: “make a friendship with Spirit” Jane's “date with Spirit” + what to do when your logical brain yells “BS” The difference between working in high vibration (mediumship) vs. getting pulled into heavy energetic residue How trauma/addiction can create its own “energy field” that feels entity-like Signs you're “swamped” (fear, panic, anxiety) and how to reset quickly Practical tools: hands-on-body breathing, grounding + “as above, so below,” bubble-clearing, nature, water-blessing, and calling in angels A candid behind-the-scenes moment: podcast production strain, tech glitches, and why ratings/reviews matter Key Takeaways Impact matters. Whether an experience is “provable” isn't always the point—if it steadies you, opens you, and brings you back to love, that ripple is real. Discernment is the job right now. You can engage what's hard without living there—pause, check your state, choose your next input. Heavy energy can cling when you move too fast. Especially after intense readings or intense news cycles—clear your field before you jump to the next thing. Your body is your quickest reset button. Hands to chest + belly, breathe, drink water, get outside, come back into your senses. You can choose light without denying darkness. “Pretending it doesn't exist” isn't the solution; meeting it with grounded presence is. Ask for help (even if you feel silly). Prayer, angels, guides, ancestors, “higher power”—call it what you want. The act of reaching changes your state. Practical “Anchor the Light” Tools Mentioned Swamp-check: notice fear/panic/anxiety as a cue to pause and repair Hands on body: one hand on chest, one on belly, slow breath Bless/charge water: set intention before drinking (love, calm, clarity) Root + light column (“as above, so below”): earth connection + higher connection meeting in your core Clear the bubble/field: remove what isn't yours (breath, imagery, “vacuum,” “broom,” etc.), then call your energy back Nature as a reset: “Tree, fix me.” (Honestly.) Call in help: angels/ascended masters/Spirit team—especially when you're past your own capacity   “We have to grab every little straw of joy.” “The power… is awareness.” “We are being called to anchor the light… so that we can illuminate the darkness.” Can you be our angels? Just share and download. Please rate us, give us some five stars. ⭐️ Medium Curious Website: https://www.mediumcurious.com Jane's Website: https://www.janemorganmedium.com Sarah's Website: https://www.sarahrathke.com Jane's new cohort 'Source Studio'; https://www.janemorganmedium.com/higher-calling Instagram: @mediumcuriouspod https://mediumcuriouspod.substack.com/  

Apologue Podcast
#410 Matthew Holtby

Apologue Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 27, 2026 56:51


Blending indie with equal parts folk-rock and traditional singer-songwriter, Holtby crafts songs that lyrically deal with everyday life; love, loss, the passage of time and reflection. “Pretending” covers all of these bases. “This is a song about giving yourself the advice you’d want to give others” says Holtby.  “There are certain inevitabilities in life that we all must face in one form or another. I’d found myself asking the same questions for a long time, and realizing nobody was going to save me unless I faced the facts and made these choices for myself. It’s about getting over it… whatever it might be.” The song was produced by Holtby and longtime drummer and musical partner  Terrence Craig Toutant at Matthew’s home studio in Warkworth, Ontario with additional production by  Rob DeBoer. It was mixed by Chad Skinner at Half Moon Audio in Toronto.  Photo Credit: Kendra Taylor Matthew Holtby Links : WebsiteSpotify Artist PageApple Music Artist PageYouTubeBandcampInstagramTikTokFacebookBlueskyX Checkout my YouTube Channel with long form interviews from the Subversives | the History of Lowest of the Low. https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9d1VSeOHYuxFWKuRdmn9j8UTW6AHwS_fAlso my Weekly Tour Vlog is up an live on the YouTubeshttps://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9d1VSeOHYuwphwhc4zd0VgY66f1OUQZp Pledge monthly with Patreon https://www.patreon.com/apologueShop Apologue products at http://apologue.ca/shopCheck out new Four Square Here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/foursquare/brighton-beach-ephttps://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/foursquare/seven-oh-sevenhttps://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/foursquare/industry-at-home–21st-anniversary-remix-remasteredhttps://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/foursquare/when-weeks-were-weekends

Were You Raised By Wolves?
Jumping Over Babies, Asking Callers to Announce Themselves, Giving Plants Without Pots, and More

Were You Raised By Wolves?

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 26, 2026 41:01


Etiquette, manners, and beyond! In this episode, Nick and Leah tackle El Colacho, asking callers to announce themselves, giving plants without pots, and much more. Please follow us! (We'd send you a hand-written thank you note if we could.)Have a question for us? Call or text (267) CALL-RBW or visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ask.wyrbw.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠EPISODE CONTENTSAMUSE-BOUCHE: El Colacho (Baby-Jumping Festival)A QUESTION OF ETIQUETTE: Using new call screening technologyQUESTIONS FROM THE WILDERNESS: How do we avoid inviting our friend's new girlfriend to our private yoga group? When gifting houseplants, should they be given with their pots?VENT OR REPENT: Shopping for grandchildren, Pretending to schedule an interviewCORDIALS OF KINDNESS: Thanks to Tamron HallTHINGS MENTIONED DURING THE SHOWEl ColachoMing dynasty cloisonnéErin JacksonYOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO...⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Support our show through Patreon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Subscribe and rate us 5 stars on Apple Podcasts⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Call, text, or email us your questions⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Follow us on Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, and ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Visit our official website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Sign up for our newsletter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Buy some fabulous official merchandise⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠CREDITSHosts: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Nick Leighton⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Leah Bonnema⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Producer & Editor: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Nick Leighton⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Theme Music: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Rob Paravonian⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ADVERTISE ON OUR SHOW⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Click here for details⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TRANSCRIPT⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Episode 294See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Willie D Live Podcast
Dr. Candice Matthews EXPOSES Corruption In The Foster Care System, Standing Up To Politicians & People Pretending To Be Allies In Her Fight For Justice (Throwback Episode)

Willie D Live Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 26, 2026 65:52


Subscribe To The Willie D Live Audio Podcast at:https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/williedlivepodcastArtistActivist InvestorPodcasterSupport This ChannelCashApp http://cash.app/$williedlive PayPal http://www.paypal.me/williedlive Support My Foundationhttps://marvelousbridge.orgFollow me on Social Media:Instagram: williedliveTwitter: williedliveTikTok: williedliveFacebook: williedofficial

The Chaos Engine Podcast
S1E9 - Cepheid Variable: Frontier - Episode 9 - Light's Out

The Chaos Engine Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 26, 2026 51:10


Everything Changes Buy Stars Without Number here! We have a Patreon! What to support us? Click HERE! The Cast: GM - Chris Hayden Hardcrow - Tyler Santander Clemente - Jake You can find us on: Instagram Bluesky Youtube You can also email us at chaosenginepod@gmail.com We have a Discord now! Feel free to stop by if that interests you! Check out our friends: Pretending to be People! Stories & Lies Sorry, Honey I have to Take This Tabletop Talk Wilderspace Gaming Doomed to Repeat The Great Old Ones Gaming Negative Modifier Chaos Springs Eternal The Black Flare Podcast 9mm Retirement Radio Suffer Not

The Irresistible Woman Podcast
The Hidden Signals That Make Him Want You More

The Irresistible Woman Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 23, 2026 24:27


Tune in to learn about the subtle, almost invisible ways you communicate desire, confidence, and presence without even thinking, and how to start sending irresistible signals effortlessly, without chasing or over-explaining.

The Daily Motivation
Why Admitting 'I Don't Know' Changed Everything | Lewis Howes

The Daily Motivation

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 21, 2026 6:01


Leave an Amazon Rating or Review for my New York Times Bestselling book, Make Money Easy!Check out the full episode: https://greatness.lnk.to/1876Lewis spent most of his life performing. Pretending to be confident when he was actually insecure. Acting like he knew things when he didn't know anything. Living inside this cage where he'd only do things he knew others would accept, terrified of being laughed at or looking foolish. But here's what shifted everything: the moment he stopped pretending, stopped beating himself up after every failure, and allowed himself to stumble and say "I don't know" out loud. That's when mentors appeared. That's when opportunities showed up differently. His ego shrank and his growth exploded because he finally gave himself permission to be seen trying and failing and making mistakes.The biggest trap isn't failing. It's fearing what other people will think when you fail. It's the judgment, the disappointment, the "I knew she couldn't do it" whispers you imagine happening behind your back. But when you let go of that imaginary need to have everything put together, when you admit you're not supposed to be perfect, something profound happens. You stop taking failure personally and start seeing it as proof you're evolving. You're not a failure because something didn't work. You're a success because you're putting in the work, getting feedback, and improving. That's where wisdom lives. That's where your entire world opens up.Sign up for the Greatness newsletter: http://www.greatness.com/newsletter Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Rebel News +
Ezra Levant Breaks Down Mark Carney's Davos Speech — and Confronts Justin Trudeau on the Street

Rebel News +

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 21, 2026 35:18


Tonight on The Ezra Levant Show, Ezra is in Davos, Switzerland for the annual gathering of the global elite at the World Economic Forum — where Canada's most powerful figures feel safest from scrutiny. Ezra reacts to Mark Carney's speech and then goes behind the scenes on his encounter with Justin Trudeau. While roaming the streets of Davos, Ezra and the Rebel News team unexpectedly ran into Justin Trudeau, casually strolling the promenade alongside pop star Katy Perry. In Switzerland, there were no police cordons, no intimidation, and no arrests for asking questions — a stark contrast to how Rebel News journalists are treated for doing the same thing back home in Canada. Ezra breaks down the uncomfortable truth: Canadian police are routinely used to shield politicians from accountability, while in Davos, even with armed police and military everywhere, journalists are free to ask questions without interference. But the real bombshell of the night comes from Mark Carney. Fresh off a globe-trotting tour that included Communist China, Carney takes the Davos stage to declare that the post-World War II, rules-based international order is over. His solution? A realignment away from the United States — and toward China. Ezra dismantles Carney's speech piece by piece, exposing how polished, MBA-speak can mask deeply radical ideas. Carney argues that “middle powers” like Canada should band together — not against authoritarian regimes — but against America. In practice, that means weakening our largest trading relationship, abandoning military reality, and embracing Chinese economic dominance, all while claiming it will somehow help Canadian workers. Ezra explains why this vision isn't just naive — it's dangerous. Canada sends roughly 80% of its exports to the United States. Our airspace is defended by American fighter jets. Our economy, security, and geography are inseparable from our southern neighbour. Pretending otherwise may earn applause in Davos, but it collapses under real-world scrutiny. And yet, the Davos crowd loved it. Why? Because Carney is exactly what this conference rewards: a globe-trotting technocrat with multiple passports, reflexive hostility toward Donald Trump, and an instinctive sympathy for global governance over national sovereignty. This episode also features Ezra's raw, on-the-street interaction with Trudeau — evasions, gaslighting, and silence included — plus a preview of an even bigger confrontation still to come from Davos. Rebel News is on the ground, asking the questions regime media won't — and that the world's most powerful people hope you never hear. Watch tonight's episode, see the footage for yourself, and decide who's really speaking for Canada's future. The Rebel News podcasts features free audio-only versions of select RebelNews+ content and other Rebel News long-form videos, livestreams, and interviews. Monday to Friday enjoy the audio version of Ezra Levant's daily TV-style show, The Ezra Levant Show, where Ezra gives you his contrarian and conservative take on free speech, politics, and foreign policy through in-depth commentary and interviews. Wednesday evenings you can listen to the audio version of The Gunn Show with Sheila Gunn Reid the Chief Reporter of Rebel News. Sheila brings a western sensibility to Canadian news. With one foot in the oil patch and one foot in agriculture, Sheila challenges mainstream media narratives and stands up for Albertans. If you want to watch the video versions of these podcasts, make sure to begin your free RebelNewsPlus trial by subscribing at http://www.RebelNewsPlus.com

Be Unmessablewith: The Podcast hosted by Josselyne Herman-Saccio
Are You Protecting a Relationship That Isn't Real?

Be Unmessablewith: The Podcast hosted by Josselyne Herman-Saccio

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 20, 2026 16:29


Here's something that might sting a little. If you are constantly making excuses for someone's behavior, you may be in love with your idea of them, not the actual person. In this episode of Be Unmessablewith the podcast, I'm talking about the subtle but exhausting habit of protecting relationships that are not real. Not just romantic relationships, but friendships, work dynamics, and family relationships where you are hiding parts of who you are in the name of keeping the peace.When you hide yourself, it can feel like you are protecting the relationship, but what you are really doing is watering plastic plants. No matter how much energy, care, or love you pour in, they will never grow. I've worked with high achievers for decades who look wildly successful on the outside, but feel disconnected and lonely in their relationships. Control, perfectionism, and people pleasing may help you succeed professionally, but they quietly destroy intimacy. Performance is not connection. Pretending is exhausting. And the exhaustion does not come from work. It comes from hiding.In this episode, you'll learn:How hiding parts of yourself creates the illusion of intimacy without real connectionWhy making excuses for others is often protecting a fantasy, not a relationshipHow social media trains us to mistake performance for closenessWhat happens when you stop hiding and start showing up honestlyReal relationships do not require decoding, defending, or constant excuse making. They are clear, consistent, and reciprocal. The moment you stop watering plastic plants and start telling the truth, you give others permission to do the same. Connection does not come from perfection. It comes from presence. The question is not whether authenticity matters. The question is whether you are ready to stop protecting what is not real and start cultivating what actually is.Connect With JosselyneWebsite: beunmessablewith.comInstagram: @beunmessablewith

Start with Small Steps
265 - The Power of Pretending: How Psychological Halloweenism Can Improve Your Life

Start with Small Steps

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 20, 2026 18:04 Transcription Available


265: The Power of Pretending: How Psychological Halloweenism Can Improve Your LifeIn this episode, we explore a fascinating and unexpected idea: pretending your way into better choices. It might sound counterintuitive, especially in a culture that champions authenticity. But what if tapping into a different persona, even temporarily, could make you braver, healthier, and more productive? Welcome to the concept of psychological Halloweenism—the practice of stepping outside your own identity to access traits you need in the moment.Inspired by a quote from Jim Henson—“Life's like a movie. Write your own ending. Keep believing. Keep pretending.”—this episode dives into how adopting a different mindset or character can push us toward growth and better decision-making.Top Topics in This Episode1. The Science of Pretending and the Brain's RolePretending isn't about being fake—it's about gaining perspective. When we imagine how someone else would approach a problem, the brain pulls from our own experiences and merges them with that imagined personality. This creates mental distance from our usual behavior patterns, helping us think and act in new, more productive ways.2. Lessons from Childhood: Halloween and BeyondKids know this intuitively—put on a superhero costume and suddenly they're bold and unstoppable. That confidence boost doesn't have to be limited to childhood. Adults can benefit from stepping into different roles too, whether it's through visualization, intentional behavior changes, or playful role-play.3. Psychological Halloweenism in ActionWe look at a 2016 study that showed how pretending to be someone else—like a narrow-minded librarian or a creative poet—helped people think more creatively. The specific persona didn't matter; what mattered was getting outside their default mindset.4. Real-Life Role Models and Borrowed TraitsFrom imagining a friend who's super organized to channeling a bold, assertive personality in tough situations, you'll hear practical stories about using alter egos to face challenges. Whether it's Grocery Shopping Jill, a fictional rule-setter who keeps spending in check, or a fitness-minded adventurer friend, these personas offer clarity and motivation.5. Power Poses and the Missed MessageWe revisit the infamous “power pose” concept, not as a failed body language trick, but as an example of missing the point. It wasn't the pose that created confidence—it was the story and persona behind it that mattered. Without imagination and internal narrative, the magic falls flat.6. Odysseus and Rule-Based Self-ControlDrawing inspiration from Greek mythology, the episode illustrates how we can create systems to protect ourselves from our own impulses. Just as Odysseus tied himself to the mast to resist the sirens, we can adopt personas that follow pre-set rules to avoid self-sabotage.Key TakeawaysSometimes, we need to borrow courage, discipline, or creativity. Pretending to be someone who already has the traits we lack in the moment can help us overcome inertia, make better choices, and reach our goals. This doesn't fracture your identity—it builds a bridge to the person you want to become. Whether it's Grocery Shopping Jill, a fearless adventurer, or a highly organized roommate, those alter egos can be powerful guides.Using psychological Halloweenism gives us a break from self-judgment, allowing action and growth where there might otherwise be resistance. Pretending, far from being fake, can be one of the most authentic steps toward change. So the next time you're stuck, ask: Who would handle this better? Then, pretend you're them—just long enough to take the next right step.This episode is your invitation to explore what it means to grow through imagination and intentional identity-shifting. Who might you become—if only for a moment—to move forward in your...

The Chaos Engine Podcast
S1E8 - Cepheid Variable: Frontier - Episode 8 - Visitors

The Chaos Engine Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 19, 2026 50:57


We have company, but what are their motives? Buy Stars Without Number here! We have a Patreon! What to support us? Click HERE! The Cast: GM - Chris Hayden Hardcrow - Tyler Santander Clemente - Jake You can find us on: Instagram Bluesky Youtube You can also email us at chaosenginepod@gmail.com We have a Discord now! Feel free to stop by if that interests you! Check out our friends: Pretending to be People! Stories & Lies Sorry, Honey I have to Take This Tabletop Talk Wilderspace Gaming Doomed to Repeat The Great Old Ones Gaming Negative Modifier Chaos Springs Eternal The Black Flare Podcast 9mm Retirement Radio Suffer Not

Grace Church Miami - Sermons
Purity, Pretending, and Pardon: Living in the Light

Grace Church Miami - Sermons

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 18, 2026


Eric Bancroft (1 John 1:5-10)

My Crazy Family | A Podcast of Crazy Family Stories
77 Minutes On The Floor: Uvalde Teacher Describes Listening To His Students Die | Gonzales Trial

My Crazy Family | A Podcast of Crazy Family Stories

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 17, 2026 43:15


Arnulfo Reyes lay on the floor of Room 111 for 77 minutes. Shot twice. Pretending to be dead. Listening. Waiting for help that wouldn't come fast enough.The only surviving teacher from that classroom took the stand in the Adrian Gonzales trial and described May 24, 2022, in detail the jury will never forget. He saw a "black shadow" in the doorway. Watched fire come from the gun. Took a bullet to his arm and fell. Then he heard the shooter kill every single one of his students. All eleven children in his classroom died. The gunman taunted him. Splashed Reyes' own blood on his face. Shot him in the back.When prosecutor Bill Turner asked if any of his students survived, Reyes gave a two-word answer: "No, sir."Earlier in the week, crime scene photographs showed jurors what investigators found inside Room 111. Pools of blood. Drag marks. Bloodstains dried on desks and textbooks. A child's tennis shoe soaked red. Former Texas Ranger Juan Torrez testified that trajectory rods placed into bullet cavities showed the shooter fired downward — through the desks — at children who were hiding underneath.Judge Sid Harle warned the gallery. No family members left. They passed tissues and watched for over an hour.Defense attorney Nico LaHood pressed Reyes on the unlocked doors throughout the school — including the door to his own classroom. Reyes admitted locking it was his responsibility. The defense wants the jury to see failures everywhere, not just in Adrian Gonzales.Gonzales faces 29 counts of child endangerment. The prosecution says he knew where the shooter was and didn't act. The defense says he did what he could in chaos. Sixty witnesses remain. Trial resumes Monday.#UvaldeTrial #AdrianGonzales #ArnulfoReyes #RobbElementary #Uvalde #HiddenKillers #TrueCrime #TexasTrial #CourtroomTestimony #JusticeJoin Our SubStack For AD-FREE ADVANCE EPISODES & EXTRAS!: https://hiddenkillers.substack.com/Want to comment and watch this podcast as a video? Check out our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/@hiddenkillerspodInstagram https://www.instagram.com/hiddenkillerspod/Facebook https://www.facebook.com/hiddenkillerspod/Tik-Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@hiddenkillerspodX Twitter https://x.com/tonybpodListen Ad-Free On Apple Podcasts Here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/true-crime-today-premium-plus-ad-free-advance-episode/id1705422872This publication contains commentary and opinion based on publicly available information. All individuals are presumed innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. Nothing published here should be taken as a statement of fact, health or legal advice.

The Irresistible Woman Podcast
What Powerful Women Get Wrong About Influence in Love

The Irresistible Woman Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 16, 2026 21:36


Powerful women know how to lead, communicate, and make things happen. So why does influence feel so much harder in love? In this episode, we're unpacking the subtle—but critical—misunderstanding that causes so many high-achieving women to over-effort, over-explain, or feel like they're carrying the emotional weight of the relationship.

Law Enforcement Today Podcast
Police, They Said It Could Not Be Done, Undercover With the Crips

Law Enforcement Today Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2026 40:45


Police, They Said It Could Not Be Done, Undercover With the Crips in Texas. For years, many in law enforcement believed it was impossible. Crossing racial, cultural, and gang boundaries at the deepest level of a violent criminal organization was something most said simply could not be done. But one Texas police officer proved them all wrong. Available for free on the Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast website, also on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Youtube and most major Podcast networks. Tegan Broadwater, a veteran of the Fort Worth Police Department, spent nearly two years embedded in one of the most dangerous Crips gangs operating in Fort Worth, Texas. What began as skepticism, and even laughter from colleagues, turned into one of the most successful undercover investigations the department had ever seen. The Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast on social media like their Facebook , Instagram , LinkedIn , Medium and other social media platforms. “They told me flat out that it wouldn't work,” Broadwater later said. “That I wouldn't blend in, wouldn't be accepted, and wouldn't survive long enough to make a case. I took that personally.” Supporting articles about this and much more from Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast in platforms like Medium , Blogspot and Linkedin . A Mission Few Would Attempt Undercover work, also known as a covert or clandestine operation, requires an officer to assume a false identity, gain trust, and quietly gather intelligence without ever revealing who they truly are. Unlike plainclothes policing, undercover operations demand total immersion, deception, and constant vigilance. Broadwater's assignment went even further. “There's undercover, and then there's deep cover,” he explained. “Deep cover means you live a separate life. You don't visit it, you become it.” Police, They Said It Could Not Be Done, Undercover With the Crips in Texas. Look for The Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast on social media like their Facebook , Instagram , LinkedIn , Medium and other social media platforms. His experience existed somewhere between traditional undercover work and deep cover. Pretending to be a high-end cocaine dealer, Broadwater infiltrated a violent Crips set responsible for drug trafficking, prostitution, and brutal violence that terrorized innocent residents. The risk was absolute. “If you're discovered, there's no arrest,” he said. “There's no backup. There's just consequences.” Two Years Inside the Fishbowl What followed was a high-stakes, real-life cat-and-mouse game between Broadwater and M.D., a calculated drug lord with a street-level MBA and sharp instincts. Broadwater earned trust, navigated betrayal, and lived daily with the psychological strain of maintaining his cover. “The stress doesn't turn off,” he said. “You're always acting, always watching, always measuring your words. Eventually, that pressure catches up to you.” Police, They Said It Could Not Be Done, Undercover With the Crips in Texas. Available for free on their website and streaming on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Youtube and other podcast platforms. Over the course of the operation, Broadwater helped dismantle a major Crips network, leading to the arrest of 51 gang members. But the cost was high. The emotional toll of living among violent criminals, forming complex relationships, and witnessing generational cycles of crime ultimately led him to retire early from the Fort Worth Police Department. “I didn't leave because I was weak,” Broadwater said. “I left because the work changes you. And I knew it was time to choose my family, my health, and my future.” From the Streets to the Page Broadwater documented his experience in his book, Life in the Fishbowl – The Harrowing True Story of One Cop Who Took Down 51 of the Nation's Most Notorious Crips. The book is both an action-packed account of undercover policing and a deeply reflective examination of America's War on Drugs, gang culture, and more. Police, They Said It Could Not Be Done, Undercover With the Crips in Texas. The Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast episode is available for free on their website , Apple Podcasts , Spotify and most major podcast platforms. “All book profits are donated to charities that mentor children of incarcerated parents,” Broadwater noted. “If we want real change, we have to break the cycle before it starts.” The book has drawn praise from some of the most respected voices in law enforcement and beyond. “For me there's no more compelling reading than books written by cops who can write,” said Mike Levine, NY Times bestselling author of Deep Cover. “This is must-reading for every cop in or out of uniform.” Former Apollo XVII Commander Gene Cernan called it “a gripping story of determination and courage,” while retired FBI Hostage Rescue Team Commander Danny O. Coulson described Broadwater as “the insider's insider.” More information about his work can be found at his website, see below, and his content is available on the Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast website also on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Youtube and other major platforms Beyond the Badge Today, Tegan Broadwater continues to share his story through the Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast, their Facebook, Instagram, YouTube, Apple, Spotify, Podcasts, and News platforms, offering rare insight into undercover policing, stress, identity, and survival. His podcast and book are available through his website, where he focuses on education, mentorship, and reform. Police, They Said It Could Not Be Done, Undercover With the Crips in Texas. The episode can be found on The Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast website, on Apple podcasts, Spotify, Youtube and on LinkedIn, Facebook, Instagram, and across most podcast platforms where listeners will find authentic law enforcement stories. “They said it couldn't be done,” Broadwater reflected. “But sometimes the impossible just needs someone willing to step into the fire and stay there long enough to change things.” In the end, his story is not just about police work, it's about courage, consequence, and the unseen cost of walking undercover into a world most people could never imagine. Listeners can tune in on the Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show website, on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, YouTube, and most every major Podcast platform and follow updates on Facebook, Instagram, and other major News outlets. You can find the show on Facebook, Instagram, Pinterest, X (formerly Twitter), and LinkedIn, as well as read companion articles and updates on Medium, Blogspot, YouTube, and even IMDB. Background song Hurricane is used with permission from the band Dark Horse Flyer. You can contact John J. “Jay” Wiley by email at Jay@letradio.com , or learn more about him on their website . Stay connected with updates and future episodes by following the show on Facebook, Instagram, LinkedIn, their website and other Social Media Platforms. Interested in being a guest, sponsorship or advertising opportunities send an email to the host and producer of the show jay@letradio.com. Listen to this special episode on the Law Enforcement Talk Radio Show and Podcast website on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Youtube, Facebook, Instagram, LinkedIn, and most major podcast platforms. Find a wide variety of great podcasts online at The Podcast Zone Facebook Page , look for the one with the bright green logo. Be sure to check out our website . Be sure to follow us on X , Instagram , Facebook, Pinterest, Linkedin and other social media platforms for the latest episodes and news. Police, They Said It Could Not Be Done, Undercover With the Crips in Texas. Attributions Tegan Broadwater Amazon Wikipedia United Nations Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Pep Talks with the Bitter Buddha

Is everyone pretending we're not living in a fascism? Well, the dogs sure are pretty in this regime. bits bits bits, sunset, puppies, bits bits bits, politics and laughter. Enjoy! Watch Eddies New Special on YouTube Let Rocket Money help you reach your financial goals faster at http://RocketMoney.com/PEP Visit https://prizepicks.onelink.me/LME0/PEP use code PEP to get $50 in lineups when you play your first $5 lineup! Go to www.eddiepepitone.com for show dates and all things Eddie Check out our full videos on YouTube: https://shorturl.at/mpsIL For additional content support Eddie on Patreon: www.patreon.com/eddiepepitone Please write us a review on iTunes https://tinyurl.com/mv57us2d Watch The Bitter Buddha the documentary by Steven Fienartz about Eddie. https://www.justwatch.com/us/movie/the-bitter-buddha Send emails to: EddiePepPodcast@gmail.com Follow Eddie on Twitter: @EddiePepitone Instagram: @EddiePep Follow Kevin @KevinTienken Thank you to Allen Mezquida for our beautiful artwork

It's Going to Be Okay!
Faith Without Pretending: Finding Steady Hope Under Real-Life Pressure

It's Going to Be Okay!

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 13, 2026 17:42


What does it look like to live a faithful Christian life without pretending—when depression, anxiety, family pressure, money stress, and exhaustion are very real?In this episode of It's Going to Be Okay, Nicky Asher-Bowling shares an honest, grace-filled conversation about:Faith that makes room for struggleLife under constant pressure at home, work, and in relationshipsWhy healing is often slow, steady, and sustainable, not instantLetting go of shame and performance in your walk with GodWhy you were never meant to carry this aloneThis isn't an episode about fixing yourself.It's permission to be honest with God, to name what's heavy, and to take small steps toward hope—without guilt.If your faith is real but your life feels overwhelming, this episode is for you.

First Baptist Opelika
Pretending to Trust God - Isaiah 1:2-20, Dr. Will Spivey

First Baptist Opelika

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 13, 2026 25:28


Message: Pretending to Trust God Isaiah 1:2-20 Dr. Will Spivey, NextGen Pastor    Prayer Requests: https://bit.ly/2wuoRpR  FBCO Messengers: fbcopelika.com/messenger  Subscribe to our Email Messenger (Newsletter): https://bit.ly/3cscn78 Guest Registration: https://bit.ly/3beXWx6  Online Giving: https://www.fbcopelika.com/give  Serve: https://bit.ly/2NRdH78  Sermon Transcripts: http://bit.ly/43ADj9f  Sermon Archives: https://www.youtube.com/@FBCOpelika/streams

The Chaos Engine Podcast
S1E7 - Cepheid Variable: Frontier - Episode 7 - Hidden Gems

The Chaos Engine Podcast

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 12, 2026 53:30


A new job bring big surprises Buy Stars Without Number here! We have a Patreon! What to support us? Click HERE! The Cast: GM - Chris Hayden Hardcrow - Tyler Santander Clemente - Jake You can find us on: Instagram Bluesky Youtube You can also email us at chaosenginepod@gmail.com We have a Discord now! Feel free to stop by if that interests you! Check out our friends: Pretending to be People! Stories & Lies Sorry, Honey I have to Take This Tabletop Talk Wilderspace Gaming Doomed to Repeat The Great Old Ones Gaming Negative Modifier Chaos Springs Eternal The Black Flare Podcast 9mm Retirement Radio Suffer Not

Order of Man
KIPP SORENSEN | Self-leadership for the New Year

Order of Man

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 6, 2026 73:01


Leading others doesn't begin with a title—it begins with self-leadership. Too many men chase influence, authority, or recognition before they've learned how to lead themselves. That's where imposter syndrome creeps in—of course you're not as good yet; leadership isn't a destination, it's a discipline. It's not just tactical execution or getting things done—it's service, responsibility, and the relentless pursuit of getting better. Leadership at home, leadership with your kids, leadership over your own habits and standards. In this episode, I talk with leadership expert, Kipp Sorensen. Today, we break down the three traps of self-leadership that quietly sabotage men: the Victim, the Persecutor, and the Rescuer, the dark side of influence, how to get your own wishes and desires met, how to be aware of "polite manipulation," and why honoring agency (yourself and others) is the key to leading well. SHOW HIGHLIGHTS 00:00 - Why Self-Leadership Comes Before Leading Others 03:10 - Can Everyone Be a Leader? Mindset vs Skillset 06:15 - Why Ryan Rejects "Imposter Syndrome" 09:00 - Parenting, Projection, and Self-Awareness 12:55 - Jiu-Jitsu, Ego, and the Cost of Pretending 17:45 - Where Men Struggle Most With Self-Leadership 18:05 - The Victim Mindset Explained 22:10 - The Hidden Payoff of Victimhood 26:00 - Taking Ownership and Closing the Integrity Gap 30:30 - Why We Justify Our Worst Behaviors 37:00 - The Persecutor Trap in Leadership 44:15 - How to Have Hard Conversations Without Blame 46:35 - Why Performance Is Emotional, Not Technical 51:20 - The Rescuer Trap and "Nice Guy" Leadership 56:10 - Why Difficulty Is Required for Growth 01:00:40 - Stress as a Catalyst for Learning 01:03:40 - Alignment, Leadership, and Kipp's New Mission Battle Planners: Pick yours up today! Order Ryan's new book, The Masculinity Manifesto. For more information on the Iron Council brotherhood. Want maximum health, wealth, relationships, and abundance in your life? Sign up for our free course, 30 Days to Battle Ready

Dopey: On the Dark Comedy of Drug Addiction
Dopey Replay: The Crack Fueled Exploits of Hairy Tongue Will

Dopey: On the Dark Comedy of Drug Addiction

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 6, 2026 156:28


No inserted ads: www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast The episode opens with your intro, then the bulk of the show is Hairy Tongue Will's massive, chaotic, detailed telling of his addiction, near-death runs, arrests, relapse cycles, dead friends, and eventual recovery.Will describes the early Long Island chaos with Richie, Mike, and Lenny—everyone strung out on heroin, crack, coke, and whatever they could get. He recalls the first serious turn: showing up to a house where Lenny was passed out after a three-day crack run, realizing “the demons are taking over.” Mike and Richie spiral deeper, and Will keeps managing to “hold it together” thanks to jobs, work ethic, and a strange electrical-job stabilizer that kept him semi-functional.He details years of DUIs, probation, manipulating drug tests, smoking crack constantly while still working 16-hour electrician shifts, and thriving socially because coworkers lived vicariously through him. He normalized chaos, missing only “one no-call/no-show every two weeks,” which he considered acceptable.Will then dives into his first short attempt at stability, living in a basement apartment. His probation officer surprises him the day after a holiday: the apartment is filled with beer cans, bongs, baggies. He fails the test, is sent back to rehab/jail cycles, and explains why Long Island addicts often choose jail over treatment. He describes his surreal time in jail—being sent to the Montauk Lighthouse on work crews, eating egg sandwiches and black-and-milds with the guards, becoming “the useful guy,” actually feeling respected and purposeful.Back outside, he tries again, fails again, collects DUIs, cycles through companies, loses jobs, hustles side work, and repeatedly relapses. A wedding night leads to another DUI. COVID hits while he's in jail. He gets out, starts working nonstop, earns money, piles cash in a closet, stacks crypto, reads self-help books, sleeps on a mattress on the floor, becomes obsessed with success and control.Then he meets a girl in Tennessee. He drinks again “successfully” only when he flies there. He builds a double life—working himself numb, drinking out of state, convincing himself he's different.Eventually, on a work trip, he gambles, wins big, drinks an old fashioned, and secretly cooks his boss's cocaine into crack. This reignites the obsession. Will starts traveling the Northeast and Midwest, repeatedly pulling crack-seeking missions: gas stations, high-crime neighborhoods, asking strangers, “I'm looking for some hard.” He builds drug contacts in Bridgeport, Dayton, Maine, Virginia, wherever the job sends him. He smokes in hotels, hallucinates blood on floors, changes rooms repeatedly.He recounts the deaths of friends:Mike, whose father turned their home into a sheet-walled trap house with dealers and bikers living inside.How Mike died with his father selling sneakers off his dead son's body.Richie, who got sober then died of fentanyl after nearly two years clean.Will's life collapses further—obsession, resentment toward God, jealousy, terminal uniqueness. He becomes a “demon,” wanting to die like his friends. He terrifies his girlfriend with delusional FaceTimes, nine-day runs, psychosis. She moves in without knowing the truth and becomes trapped in codependency.He stays high for 26 straight days, manipulates her with antihistamine allergy episodes to cover his psychosis, hides crack pipes around the house with ring cameras everywhere. He finally admits some truth, gives her $5,000 to escape, but she stays another nine months.He tells insane stories:Pretending he's a trust-fund baby to get free crackGetting shot at by a dealer after a misunderstanding over “two grams” vs “two ounces”Driving through wooded roads barefoot at gas stationsDealers trying to jump himBecoming a mule for a recently-released dealer (Ace)Near misses, violence, and pure street insanityEventually, during a pickup, he gets chased, prays for police lights, and his car breaks down. Cops descend. He gets a mountain of charges (“five decades worth”). He thinks he'll die in prison. Bail reform gets him released. He immediately uses again for 17 more days.A sober lawyer tries pushing him toward St. Christopher's. Will resists, manipulates LICR, relapses again, cancels his own insurance, tries to die, and after weeks of chaos his mother gets him re-approved. He enters St. Chris, still delusional, still dangerous.There he breaks. He admits suicidal thoughts, gets a guard stationed outside his door, hears the blunt truth—you're the worst-off guy here and you did this to yourself. It lands. Will begins working the program: spiritual direction, grief groups, codependency, meetings, kitchen duty, everything. He reconnects with his mother in sobriety. He attends court in suits provided by the facility and ultimately receives an unexpectedly generous plea deal.He comes home early, tries to run his own program, stays sober for months, but on Mother's Day runs into an old acquaintance who shows him a Newport box with a pipe inside. He relapses immediately for three days, misses Mother's Day entirely.That night, suicidal again, he receives a series of calls: first from Jordan, then from his tough sponsor, who gives him clear direction—go to a sober house, go to daily groups, go to nightly meetings, call people, build structure. Will frauds his urine to get in, but once inside, follows every instruction. He stabilizes.He recounts being 18 months sober now, having been at meetings nearly every night, with a recent slip in commitment due to chasing an “intimate partner godshot” that didn't work out. You reassure him that it's fine and that balance is part of recovery.More or less thats the whole thing! On a brand new fucko, crackead episode of that good old dopey show! Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Pretending to be People
Patreon Bonus // The Quiet Year: Part One, Spring and Summer // Well and With Wet Balls

Pretending to be People

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 3, 2026 92:39


This here formerly-exclusive episode is the first of two sessions we played of The Quiet Year, a collaborative map building game that we absolutely fell in love with! From the book itself... "This is a map-drawing game. Together, you play as a community rebuilding after the collapse of civilization. Your decisions will define the values and future of this community, and these decisions will get added to a map which is constantly evolving. This map blends literal cartography with symbols, creating a rich visual record of land and people. Players collaborate to steer the fate of the community, while also introducing problems and tensions along the way." Listen to the rest of the story and support the show on Patreon. Enter the scenario contest (under 1500 words, theme of "Pretending to be People") by emailing PretendingPod@gmail.com with the subject line "Scenario Contest 2026."  Enter the fanart contest / drawing by commenting on the pinned thread on the subreddit. Buy some merch at the Contention General Store. Follow along on Bluesky. Find other listeners on Discord and Reddit. Join the chat on Twitch. Soundtrack by WAAAVV. Wolf the Dog played "My Life is Great and It's All My Fault" by Altar Girl.