Podcasts about gnostic mass

This is a BONUS Spooky Season episode of rabbitHOLE. It's only fitting to start with a cast member's haunting story*. Of course, in proper rabbitHOLE form, the BIT CREW A-Zs it to dead animal furniture. In episode six, you'll hear about hauntings, signs from beyond the grave, random appearances in rap videos, ironic award show categories, daytime dance clubs, over-caffeinated dates, New Ikea, talking furniture, and approval seeking. TLDR Version: Always confirm muffin ingredients. IYKYK As always, rabbitHOLE is unscripted and inspired by the CREW's real-life rabbit hole adventures. If you enjoy rabbitHOLE, follow, rate, and share rabbitHOLE with your friends! APOLOGIES:  Ikea (yet again), the OSCARS®, the GRAMMYS®, Insane Clown Posse, caffeine, Heinz Ketchup, Belle & Sebastian, IMDb, Sally Field, Basements, Pharrell Williams, Tufted Titmice, Dead Pets, Hill's Dad, Fear Factor, and the Williamsburg Co-op (if there is such a thing). BONUS NOTE! About Aleister Crowley - by Sabrina Kim Banes Aleister Crowley was an English occultist, ceremonial magician, writer, and mountaineer who lived from 1875 to 1947. He led the international magical society Ordo Templi Orientis, and his grasp of occult knowledge was second to none. He created his own religion, Thelema, whose teachings are contained in The Book Of the Law — and yes, the Gnostic Mass really does involve consuming trace amounts of bodily fluids.  Crowley's Tarot deck, the Thoth deck, which he co-created with Lady Frieda Harris, is known to this day as one of the most powerful and beautiful in existence. Nowadays, people remember Crowley as a sort of early 20th-century edgelord who wrote inflammatory poetry and encouraged people to do drugs and have lots of sex. Some say he drove all his partners mad. But his greatest esoteric teaching, "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law," continues to endure within occult circles. If you want to read more about him you should check out Perdurabo: The Life of Aleister Crowley by Richard Kaczynski. Not a reader? You can learn a little about some of the wild hijinks of the OTO's Agape Lodge (and the life of Jack Parsons) from the television series Strange Angel.  All errors included here are the sole responsibility of Sabrina Kim Banes! Thanks for reading, and happy spooky season!   DIRECTOR/CREATOR:  Billy Merritt CAST:  Konrad Andrew Sabrina Kim Banes Amber Bellsdale Luke Bovard Hill Kane Lisa Steckman Thea Marie Thorkildsen "rabbitHOLE" Improv is part of The BIT Comedy Network. Production Assistance, Audio Production & Graphics/Art by Hill Kane of Raising Kane Media + Marketing. MUSIC: "Shark Bait" performed by Little Kahunas | Produced by Peter Miller ©  Hosting Platform: Libsyn.com Legal Notices: "The BIT" and "The BIT Comedy Network" are Trademarks owned by Billy Merritt © 2024 Billy Merritt - All Rights Reserved Inquiries + Notices + Requests: TheBitComedyNetwork@gmail.com

NY Patriot and his cohost Theresa Cassar was a blast! We ended up going over some of the similarities of OTO and the Mormons! Finding out from a past OTO member NY Patriot and Occult Rejects would know! A Special Thank YOU to NY Patriot for having me on and letting me share the show! Please follow him at https://linktr.ee/occultrejectsandfriAlso a big shout out to Theresa please follow her work at https://linktr.eethespiritualgangster/Please LiKe

Dr. Nathan Bjorge is back for two hours of liberation theurgy…and so is Nic! We dive deep into the thelemic Gnostic Mass and what it has to teach us about the anxieties of modern life, sexuation, living out the death of god, nonduality, as well as discussions on Hegel, Lacan, the Agape Lodge, Jack Parsons, […]

On this week's episode, Abby is joined by Miranda Warzel to discuss The History of Black Masses. Make sure to follow Miranda on Twitch at BedtimeStoriesASMR and on IG @alien.meat.Nominate your favorite 2022 horror films here.lunaticsproject.comGet Lunatics Merch here. Join the discussion on Discord. Listen to the paranormal playlist I curate for Vurbl, updated weekly! Check out Abby's book Horror Stories. Available in eBook and paperback. Music by Michaela Papa, Alan Kudan & Jordan Moser. Poster Art by Pilar Keprta @pilar.kep.Support the show

Andrew For America sits down with podcaster and former member of the Ordo Templi Orientis (OTO), NY Patriot. NY Patriot tells the story of joining the occult secret society, what participation in the group entailed, the Gnostic Mass and what a "service" or "ritual" looks like, and his eventual decision to leave the organization. Andrew and NY Patriot also talk about ritual magic, whether or not the occult sciences are "satanic," Aleister Crowley and his religion "Thelema," NY Patriot's claim that Nazism IS occultism, meditation, frequencies, energy, ascending, life force, word magic, the internal rise of "leftism" within their ranks, and how these organizations "intend to mislead" not only their participants and adherents, but also...everyone else. Go check out the NY Patriot podcast, as well as Occult Rejects and Spiritual Gangsters podcasts! Visit politicsandpunkrockpodcast.com and buy a t-shirt or donate to the show! Visit altmediaunited.com and check out all the awesome podcasts! Visit allegedlyrecords.com and check out all of the amazing punk rock artists!

On Thursday March 10th, 2022 the Hermetic Hour with Host Poke Runyon will present a dramatic reading of Chapters Four and Five of his magical adventure novel The Tomb of Prester John. This will be of particular interest to those seeking to understand the origins of the Gnostic Mass and its roots in Valentinian and Simonic Gnostic traditions. Doc Roland's Lady archaeologist partner, a belly dancing former Scarlet Woman, channels both the spirits of Jesus's Mary Magdalene and Simon's Helen in their quest to find the Tomb of the medieval warrior priest king, while being stalked by her former lover Khalil Ibn Iblis, the Gnostic priest turned terrorist assassin. The Tomb of Prester John is a novel that delivers magical secrets in fiction form. In this episode you will discover that Gurdjieff's enneagram is the entrance to the Ninth Gate, that Jehovah is Popeye, and that The Gnostic Mass was originally Christian. So come with us on a quest for the Tomb of Prester John.

On Thursday September first, 2016 the Hermetic Hour with host Poke Runyon will discuss James Branch Cabell's romantic fantasy novel JURGEN (1919).This delightfully satirical and deeply esoteric work is considered Cabell's masterpiece and a classic of American literature. It might best be quickly described as an Oz book for adults. Modern readers will liken Cabell's tale to a Monty Python script. Chapter XXII was inspired by Aleister Crowley's Gnostic Mass which prompted Crowley to praise Cabell as America's greatest novelist. We will read the infamous 22nd chapter along with some of the symbolically described erotic passages that got the original book banned in New York. This backfired and made JURGEN a national bestseller in the 1920s. And it is still a great read -- so if you want to spend an hour with Messers Cabell and Crowley, tune in and we will follow Jurgen chasing his first love all the way from puberty to Hell, which is a liberal democracy and up to Heaven which is a Southern Baptist dictatorship, administered by a black house slave. Maybe we can get it banned again!

What happens when the Holy and Sacred Brotherhood you devoted the best part of the last decade of your life breaks apart, and you realise you were surrounded by people you do not share pretty much anything in common anymore? In this episode, IAO131 and myself try to answer this very question. As well as discussing our ideas on how to drag Thelema in the 21st Century, kicking and screaming if needs be. _ Find IAO131: https://www.thelemicunion.com Find Marco: http://www.marcovisconti.org  _ WHO'S OUR GUEST TONIGHT? Known for his excellent books "Fresh Fever From the Skies", "Naturalistic Occultism: An Introduction to Scientific Illuminism", and "HRILIU: Symbolic Explorations of the Gnostic Mass", IAO131 has been a member of O.T.O. for over a decade, culminating with the schisms of 2018 e.v. - and that's where begun to correspond more directly, given the abuse we had to both endure by the words and deeds of our ex-Brethren. These days he is the primary force behind Thelemic Union, an organisation dedicated to spreading the magical and philosophical system of Thelema. He aims to do this through fostering a secular, non-hierarchical community of Thelemites, disseminating well-researched and well-produced materials promoting Thelema, and representing Thelema and Thelemic values to inter-faith communities and the world in general. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/marcovisconti/message

This episode covers the Gnostic Mass which Thelemites celebrate as their main ritual. Get ready to hear about some practices that may make your jaw drop and your skin crawl. Mark is stunned through most of the episode and we are hopeful he has the courage to return to the show next week. Enjoy! Follow us on Instagram for visuals and additional content @the.cult.ure Sources for the episode: Sabazaius.oto-usa.org Thelemicunion.com Thelemapedia.org Oto-usa.org https://thelemicunion.com/orgasmic-ordeal-sexual-magic-thelema https://www.theguardian.com/culture/shortcuts/2013/apr/15/peaches-geldof-aleister-crowley-sex-cult-oto https://www.newsreview.com/sacramento/content/the-dark-gnarly-side/634720/ https://www.nationaltrust.org.uk/features/the-great-beast-666-who-was-aleister-crowley- https://www.thevintagenews.com/2018/05/14/abbey-of-thelema/ Wikipedia-thelema --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/theculturepod/support

From Scotland to Hastings and everywhere in between Aleister Crowley left a lot behind.Find out why Jimmy Page bought his house. Find out about the religion of Thelema. And find out how disappointing a Gnostic Mass is.New artwork by Raymond Rowell:www.projectravencreative.comhttps://www.teepublic.com/en-gb/user/harleywarrenContact the show at:Instagram: idontknowthepodcastEmail: idontknowpod@outlook.comSerial Spirits:  https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-serial-spirits/id1464367011The Unbelievers Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/the-unbelievers-podcast/id1442178268Ghost Hunting in New England: https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/ghost-hunting-in-new-england/id1461473802Intro music: https://www.bensound.com/royalty-free-music/cinematicMusic: "Classic Horror" "The Dread" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 Licensehttp://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Closing music: Professor and the Madman "Electroconvulsive Therapy" http://www.professorandthemadman.com/

Hey Eavesdroppers, this week we are joined by Georgia van Raalte. Georgia is an esoteric scholar, magical practitioner and author of The Priestess and Pearls: Rituals for the journey to the Divine Feminine. We had a great chat with Georgia, focused mainly towards her research of occult author Dion Fortune. We also examined the practice of ritual magic and some of the more famous practitioners and organisations within this area, as well as some of the history of this subject and its influence throughout history. Follow Georgia here... Website: www.templumabyssi.com Facebook: Temple of Our Lady of the Abyss  Instagram: templumabyssi156 Academia: https://surrey.academia.edu/GeorgiavanRaalte Find her book - Priestess and Pearls: Rituals for the Journey to the Divine Feminine, here: https://www.amazon.co.uk/Priestess-Pearls-Rituals-Journey-Feminine/dp/1890399779 And look out for her new book which will be published imminently -  Approaching Babylon: Essays for the Abyss Topics mentioned with Georgia...Dion Fortune, Psychoanalysis, Carl Jung, The Theosophical Society, H.P Blavatsky, The Mystical Qabalah, Austin Spare, Ritual Magic, Subconscious, Mysticism, Hermetic Order of The Golden Dawn, Magic, Summoning Ritual, St.Ignatius, Christian Magic, Prayer, Science vs Magic, Mesmerism, Occultism, Isaac Asimov, Euphoria, Ecstasy, Gnostic Mass, O.T.O, Ordo Templi Orientis, Esotericism, Divine Feminine, Paganism, Yahweh, Lilith, Concept of Property, Gnosticism, Sophia, Demons, Morgan le Fey, Arthurian Legends, Mythology, Historical Context, Sexual Magic, Tantra... After our chat with Georgia, we went through the usual Housekeeping, Rona News etc. Also, Phil did a guest spot on Never A Straight Answer. Talking all things secret societies.. Check it out here - https://nasapod.wixsite.com/home Message us here....follow, like, subscribe and share. (comments, corrections, future topics etc). We read out iTunes reviews if you leave them. Email Twitter Facebook Instagram YouTube Find out how to become a Producer here... Become a Producer! The Amish Inquisition is 100% supported by YOU.  NO Ads, NO Sponsorship, NO Paywalls. We really don't want to suckle at the teat of some faceless corporate overlord. But that is only avoidable with your help! Join your fellow producers by donating to The Amish Inquisition via the PayPal button on our website, simply donate whatever you think the show is worth to you. If you find the podcast valuable, please consider returning some value to us and help keep the show free and honest.

This week, we ask the question, what does Freemasonry and Rosicrucianism have in common? Do they have common memberships? What does it offer the student of philosophy? What were the offshoots of the organization? Can you still join such groups? Find all this and more—right now!  Links: The Midnight Freemason Article http://www.midnightfreemasons.org/2020/06/masonic-rosicrucianism-and-its.html The Occult Lodge Series http://www.midnightfreemasons.org/2015/04/the-occult-lodge-part-one.html The Gnostic Mass https://vimeo.com/gnosticmass/liberxv Our Patreon www.patreon.com/wcypodcast Support the show on Paypal https://wcypodcast.com/support-the-show Get some swag! https://wcypodcast.com/the-shop Intellectual Linear Progression https://wcypodcast.com/the-great-books-program Get the book! http://a.co/5rtYr2r Masonic Con Chicago http://www.masonicconchicago.com

The horrific exploits of Cardinal Bernadin of Chicago. This is one year after the summer of shame. #TnT give commentary. They also discuss Aleister Crowley and his system of SexMagick and his Gnostic Mass and Gnostic Catholic Church based in Switzerland. They also discuss the connection of Pope Paul VI with Saul Alinsky. It’s getting deep. Watch this crucial podcast episode by clicking here: Or listen to the audio mp3 here: If you’d like to order a copy of Taylor’s new book Infiltration: The Plot to Destroy the Church from Within, you can order it in Hardback, Kindle, or Audiobook or I’ll send you a signed copy through Patreon: Click here to become a Patron. Taylor Marshall was interviewed twice last week on Fox News by Lauren Green about how the Cardinals, Bishops, Clergy, and Catholic Church have been infiltrated demonically and compromised by human agents over the last 150 years based on historical facts, examples, and papal testimonies reaching back to the 1850s through the 1970s. Here are the two interviews: First Interview: FoxNews Radio Show: Dr. Taylor Marshall Researches the Spiritual Roots of the Clergy Sex Abuse Crisis and More Second Interview: FoxNews Digital Video Segment: Taylor Marshall: Is the devil behind the Catholic Church sex abuse crisis? The Taylor Marshall Show Podcast is now also available on Spotify: Play “Taylor Marshall Show” inside Spotify. Check out Patreon Patron Benefits! All these video discussions are free. Do you want to recommend a show, get signed books, and show support? Here's how: click on Patreon Patron link: Become a Patron of this Podcast: I am hoping to produce more free weekly podcast Videos. Please help me launch these videos by working with me on Patreon to produce more free content. In gratitude, I'll send you some signed books or even stream a theology event for you and your friends. Please become one of my patrons and check out the various tier benefits at: https://www.patreon.com/drtaylormarshall If the audio player does not show up in your email or browser, please click here to listen. If you find this podcast episode helpful, please share this podcast on Facebook. * Announcements: * The podcast is now on my channel on Youtube.com * The complete Sword and Serpent Trilogy is now published, including the third Book: Storm of Fire and Blood. * Download the Study Guide at: http://swordandserpent.com * New classes at New Saint Thomas Institute. We have just begun our New Testament Studies curriculum. Please visit: newsaintthomas.

The horrific exploits of Cardinal Bernadin of Chicago. This is one year after the summer of shame. #TnT give commentary. They also discuss Aleister Crowley and his system of SexMagick and his Gnostic Mass and Gnostic Catholic Church based in Switzerland. They also discuss the connection of Pope Paul VI with Saul Alinsky. It’s getting […] The post 266: Cardinal Bernadin Cover Up and Cardinal Cupich [Podcast] appeared first on Taylor Marshall.

For the 75th episode of The Hermit's Lamp Podcast we decided to have a little fun. Get to know the guy who runs the show a little better with a fun Ask Andrew Episode led by the wonderful Fabeku Fatunmise! So join us for something a little different this week, see if your question get's answered and let us know what you think! Thanks to everyone who listens and here's to 75 more amazing, magick filled episodes, and guests. If you are interested in supporting this podcast though our Patreon you can do so here. If you want more of this in your life you can subscribe by RSS , iTunes, Stitcher, or email. Thanks for listening! If you dig this please subscribe and share with those who would like it. Andrew   If you are interested in booking time with Andrew either in Toronto or by phone or Skype from anywhere click here.   FABEKU: Hey everybody, welcome to the Hermit's Lamp podcast. I am Fabeku, and I'm here today to interview Andrew MacGregor, episode 75! Hey man, how are you?  ANDREW: I'm doing all right. How are you?  FABEKU: I'm good, thanks for having me in this position. We get to kind of switch it up today. I get to ask you questions, which is kind of awesome.  ANDREW: Yeah, for sure. FABEKU: Yeah. ANDREW: Yeah. It's kind of a once a year thing where I sort of turn the tables and sit in this seat for a change and, you know, get to experience the nervousness and discomfort which is having to speak about myself for an extended period of time.  FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: So, yeah.  FABEKU: Perfect. So, let's dive into the uncomfortableness, right?  ANDREW: Yeah, exactly.  FABEKU: So, you know, I thought a good starting point might be ... So, in the last podcast we did together, we talked a lot about the dead, and the ancestors, and kind of that whole realm and relationships. I'm curious: tell me what ... I think, let's start with, what's the role that the relationship with the dead plays in your life? Like, tell me where is its place, and why is it such a big thing for you?  ANDREW: Hmm. So, I mean there's a couple layers to that, right? I mean, one of the things for me that exists with the dead, which is I have very easy access to them, right? If people are dead, and they're around, or want to be around, I can just converse with them, right? And so, that really changes my relationship to death, right? You know? I remember, a while ago I had this dream where an old roommate of mine showed up in the dream. And you know, in the dream we were hanging out in the kitchen where we lived together, and they said to me, "Hey, I'm dead! I just wanted to come and see if this would work, and if you could actually hear this message from me and know that I was dead." FABEKU: Hmm. ANDREW: Cause we had talked about these things a lot, sort of when we were roommates and stuff, and they were interested but skeptical. And, sure enough, I woke up the next day, and I was like, "Oh man, they died," and so I went and did some searching and found an obituary listing for them, you know?  FABEKU: Wow.  ANDREW: And, you know, so stuff like that is very interesting, right? And that changes a lot, you know? When my godmother passed away, I knew she was gone before I got the phone call, because I could see her standing in my living room, right? And I'm just like, "All right! So, it happened, eh? Okay." You know? So that's kind of the first piece of it, right? And so, when people slide over to the other side, I don't lose connection with them in the same way that a lot of people do, you know? And, you know, I have a shrine in the middle of my house which is literally like in the center of our main floor, right? When you walk in the front door, if you turn left, you'd be in the living room, if you go straight you'll be in the sort of kitchen and dining area and stuff, and right in that space at the bottom of the stairs going up, you know we have a dresser and on top of that are all the ancestors, right?  FABEKU: Hmm.  ANDREW: And so, they're always there, they're always included, and they're not all available, but many of them are always available to me. So that's one of the things that happens. I mean, the other thing that happens is that a lot of the spirits that I work with, you know when I'm working reading cards or doing magic for people, you know, those are also spirits of the dead, they are people that were alive at one point for the most part. And, you know, so I have these relationships with these spirits that are, you know, super clear and super helpful, and they provide me with guidance and they provide me with skills that I might not otherwise have. A number of them are happy to do work for me, when I need spirit work done, or for clients for that matter, and so there's this thing where, in that regard, I'm not the one always doing the work, when I sit down to read or when I sit down to, you know, do some spirit stuff for people. I'm actually part of a team of people ... FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: ... who show up for this work, and so, you know, that counsel that comes from my one guide who's been, you know, who was a card reader in their lifetime, and you know, she's been dead for over 300 years now, right? Kicking around, following her descendants, you know, down to me, and hanging out with the ones that are doing this kind of work, because it's the work she did when she was alive, right? That is a kind of access that doesn't really fit a lot of other experiences, you know? It's different than book learning, it's different than, you know, other kinds of things, right? So. I don't know, does that answer the question?  FABEKU: It does, and so what I'm curious about ... So, when people start to work with the dead, the ancestors, spirits, it seems like one of the questions that comes up is, how do you know that they're around, right? So, you said if they want to be around, that you have easy access to them, and it seems like a lot of people struggle to figure out whether the spirits want to be around, or whether they're bothering the ancestors or not ... How does that come through for you? You know, outside of some obvious dream where a roommate shows up and then you realize they've passed?  ANDREW: Mmmhmm. FABEKU: How ... What are the signs? What are the clues, for you?  ANDREW: So, I mean, let's talk about how it started for me. Cause I think that what I do now, that I've been doing it for 20 years, isn't super helpful a lot of the time to people, right? FABEKU: Right, yeah.  ANDREW: Because what I do now is like, I see them there, and they talk to me, and we have a conversation, and it's not the same as you and I are having this conversation right now, but it's not that distant from that either. Right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: But that's, you know, 20 years of doing explicit ancestor work and 30 years of magic and meditation and other things, right? But when I started doing this work, the thing that I started doing was, I started making space for them, and I started making time for them. And not in an everyday kind of way, but in a like once a week kind of way. And so, I set up a spot in my house, I had some pictures, I put a glass candle, and I would show up and I would say some prayers for them. And mostly I would say prayers that they would have appreciated, you know, I mean, my ancestors were Catholic and Anglican, for the most part, and so, you know. Our Father Who Art In Heaven and all that stuff. It's not my religion, it's not my belief, but I'm saying it for them, right? FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: And so, I would show up and make time, and then I would have a feeling during that window of time. And those feelings, and those experiences I would really prioritize, right? Because at that point, I'm creating a clear space where I'm stepping into sacred time, I'm opening myself up to these spirits, I'm announcing to them, "Hey folks! Every Sunday, 10 a.m., you want to drop in for tea? I will be here." FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: And then I kept that, right? And I kept that sort of practice for, you know, I kept that practice until that practice evolved to be every day, right? And I don't think that everybody needs to do that every day. I think that that is excessive for many people's lives, right? I mean, you know, I speak to them every day because, you know, five days a week, I'm working cards and spirit and I'm doing a lot of spirit work, right?  But for most people's lives, once a week is great. Keep it up! Keep showing up! And realize that you're there to give them something, which is prayers, energy, some light, an offering, whatever. And just let it build, you know? Because a lot of people, you know, the spirits, you're not going to bother them, right? Unless you're like showing up every week and being like, "But, but, how come this? and how come that? and why can't you make this happen for me?" Or whatever, right? Like, it's the same thing as it is for living people, right? If you're a bother, it's cause you're showing up every day and asking 'em for something, instead of showing up and being like "Hey, how are you? What can I do for you? Do you need anything?" You know, and if you think of it as building a relationship, then you're going to find that connection flourishes, and you're going to find over time that you and these spirits find your manner of communication.  FABEKU: I like that. And I like that idea of making like a regular space, establishing that rhythm, like "hey, I'll be here Sunday at 10," right? So, they know, you know, that space is there, the bridge is built, the connection is clear, I like that.  ANDREW: Yeah. Well, cause the other thing that happens is a lot of people, I think, get into a lot of trouble, because they're curious, and they're open, so then something shows up at 3 a.m., something shows up Tuesday afternoon, something starts whispering to them while they're on the subway, you know? But like, what is that? Is that your ancestors? Why are they being a jerk and ringing your phone at 3 a.m., you know? Like, what's up with that, right?  And so, you know, if you have this regular structure, then you can also have this regular expectation, which is, "Hey folks, unless, like, my house is on fire, don't bug me at other times, show up at that time, and let's have a really clean, respectful relationship." And because ... If you're sort of setting up this kind of practice, it will tend to insulate itself against other energies. And, you know, it's not a perfect guarantee but it'll be really helpful, and so you're not going to get random things cruising through your life and whatever, you're going to get your ancestors that are around. And then they're going to help hold that space and build it, right?  FABEKU: And how important do you think that rhythm, that regularity is, to that? Because I think that insulation piece you spoke to is important. How much ... How big of a part do you think that regularity plays to building that kind of container or that insulation up as opposed to just kind of sitting down and doing it when you want to or when you think of it or whatever?  ANDREW: Well. So. We've got to think about how do we reach these spirits, right? You know? And they're out there doing whatever they're doing. Right? Like, it's not like spirit is constantly sitting there, always, waiting for us, right? You know what I mean? They're not 24/7, you know, like Santa Claus watching us and seeing if we're good or bad, right? They're doing stuff. Right? And whether that's for other people, or for themselves, or things that we don't even really understand from this level, right?  So, if we have a structure, then they know where to show up, right? We've got some coordinates where things are going to happen, right? And, depending on the spirit and its relationship with you, it might be available more often, right? You know, I mean my guides that I work with are sort of continuously available to me for the most part. But that's an agreement that we've made and built over time, and that's an agreement that they're actually in part here to support and help me do the work that I do, because the work that I'm doing is the work that is their, part of their destiny to make happen, right?  But, you know, if we just show up randomly, it's not unlike strolling by somebody's house and knocking on the door. Are they home? Are they getting groceries? Are they sleeping? Who knows, right? But if we have this sort of regularity, then we can really sort of trust what's going on. And I also think that in time, it becomes possible to be more casual about connecting, once you really know the feel and the energy of the spirits, once you have ways to really trust who it is that's showing up. But in the beginning, if you're not sort of in the space that you've set aside to it and saying the prayers and going through that process that opens that door and closes that door, it's not as guaranteed what's showing up, right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: And, I think that the timing of that is maybe less important than is the space for that, right? But even at that. Maybe also the timing? Especially if you feel like you walk by five days a week and you don't feel anything there, you know? Maybe they're really busy with other stuff, right? So.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. Yeah. I like that. I like the idea of having a ... the words you use, coordinate, I like that. Right? It's kind of like, they always know where you'll be, at a certain time, and then they get to show up, and then you get to continue to build that bridge, deepen that relationship, do the work, I like that.  ANDREW: Mmmhmm. You know, and, I think that our job is to show up too, whether or not we feel them, right? FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: I remember my ancestors wanted my partner and I to go to church before we got married, right? We weren't getting married in a church but a bunch of them were like, we want you to go to a mass. And we're all like, "ehhh, okay guys, if that's what you want," right? And so, we ended up at this Anglican church, which, had like a 5 p.m. on a Friday mass. Right? There was us and one other person in the space, right?  FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: In this church that probably seats like three or four hundred people, right? And the priest came out and they did the mass, and ... And I remember sitting there watching them do the mass, and thinking, they would be doing this mass whether or not we were even here.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: That this is an agreement. I could tell that this was an agreement that they had made, in this case with God, what have you, but that they were going to hold this space no matter what, because that was their commitment and their practice. And I think that, you know, there's something deeply loving and relational about that, as opposed to kind of the more transactional spirit stuff that a lot of people, you know, myself included, started out with, right? Like "I really need a new job guys, you gotta help me out," 100 percent fair, but the more we find ourselves toward these deep lasting loving relationships with those energies, right? I mean, if they make sense for us to work with, the better, right? Because then, it's a completely different way of being.  FABEKU: Yeah, I like the relational piece of it, right? Because I think it is easy, to, whether it's intentional or not, to approach it like a transaction, and, you know, when there's the desire to dig deeper into these relationships, but yet, we're not really showing up, we're not really doing our thing, then to me, that kind of weakens the overall structure. It weakens the access and the experience of it.  ANDREW: Mmmhmm. Yeah. And it might be great, and they might not care, but they might really care, right? Or more still, they might really need something to help them, to help them help us, right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: And if we're not feeding them in that other direction, then, you know, they may not even be able to help, even if they're willing.  FABEKU: Right. Yeah.  ANDREW: Yeah.  FABEKU: So, you said that work with the ancestors, that it's changed your relationship to death. Say more about that. I'm curious.  ANDREW: Well, I mean, I really feel this sort of continuum, right? Like, spirit people die and one hundred percent I miss them, right? One hundred percent I'm sad. But, at the same time, you know, so many of these spirits are just on the other side now, and I can talk to them whenever I want, you know? I got a phone call from the partner of a long, long-standing client, who had an ever-escalating series of really critical health problems, to say that this person had passed away, you know? And, you know, I knew it was coming, and this person knew it was coming, cause he used to come to me, and we used to sit and talk about it, cause most of the people in their lives were in denial about it, right? But they had, you know, they had open brain surgery, you know, to remove stuff. Like, big problems, right? And then, big fallout from that.  And, so, when I heard the news, and when I had some time, I sat down and I'm like, "All right. What are they doing? How are they doing? What do they need?" Right? And, and I could find them, you know, and I could feel them, and really, for the most part, what was going on for them was, they were just laughing their ass off now. Cause they were like, "Aw man, what a crap show that was at the end," and even despite that, despite their hardships that they had in their life, one of the things that was really quite amazing about this person was, they had a life that few people would understand or believe, and yet they still laughed a lot, right? And when I kind of connected with them, and I felt that laugh from them, I'm like, "Oh yeah, you're all good now, right? You know you're done? You're ready to move on, you're going to do whatever." I'm like, "Cool. You don't need anything from me." Right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: And so that ability to sort of check, it leads less room or almost no room where regret has to live or where uncertainty has to live. You know, I feel like when it comes to, you know, specific spirits and my relationships to them, that I can know what's going on with them now in a way that is tremendously healing and brings closure and all that kind of stuff.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: Yeah.  FABEKU: Yeah.  And how has work with the ancestors, how has it changed your approach to magic? I mean you mentioned the not just you doing it all, which I think is good and important. What else has changed for you in terms of the way you see magic, the way you do magic because of these relationships?  ANDREW: So, I mean, when I started out in ceremonial magic, right? I would be like, okay, I'm going to contact this archangel or that goetic spirit or whatever, and I'm going to get them to do this work for me. Right? And that would involve sorting out a ceremony, figuring out what they need to call them, incense, and candles, and all sorts of patterns, and other things to kind of get to that space where I would go through these elaborate ceremonies to get something done. Right? And, you know, I would time it to the minute with the, you know, with the sun and the moon and the ... You know, sometimes I'd wait, I'd be like, "You know what, it's going to be really good next month when the sun's here and the moon's there, right?" And I would do all these things, right? And that stuff worked. You know, and that stuff does work, right?  But, like, so, so I would go through this process and I would do this work and so on, right? And the ceremonies themselves would take a long time, usually. You know, cause you've got to, I would do banishings, and then other banishings, and then openings, and then callings, and, you know, and depending on the spirit would depend on how much I had to call to get it there, and you know and so on. So, it could take like an hour or longer to do these things. And, and then I would do what I wanted to do, or ask for what I want to ask, and most of the time it would work well. Occasionally a spirit would be like, "sorry, you called the wrong number, too bad on you."  FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: Right? And then you got to go back to the drawing board, you know like, okay, you know, I thought that was going to work, but what else can I do? And so, I would have these things where, I'd always be looking for the windows where I could work, and looking for the constructs, and how to refine and elaborate these constructs to get me where I wanted to go.  So, now for the most part, I have a shrine for the spirits that I work with in this way, and generally speaking, a lot of it is very, like, straightforward by comparison. "Hey, is this," like, you know, I'll ask them, "Is this possible? Yes? Are you willing to do this work for me? Yes? What do you need?" And then I would get a list or an action or a thing or whatever. And then, and I'm like, "All right, is that it?" and they're like, "Yup," and then we're done, right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: And I will, you know, sometimes I will do more elaborate things, you know, if I'm making powders or like, doing stuff. Sometimes there's process involved, or if I'm cleaning somebody, sometimes there's process involved, you know, of doing the cleaning and using the items and so on. But, the kind of work, for like, just straight up to open doors for things, or to consecrate talismans ... Generally speaking, it's like, "Yeah, I'm good, give me these things, burn this incense, you know, leave it here for a day or a week, we'll be done." And that's it and I walk away. You know? And the thing about that that's different is, even when I was contacting spirits before for things, I was using so much of my energy to make that communication happen, right? But now, there's no distance between me and the spirit, and there's none of my energy required for the actual work.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: In terms of actually making the work itself happen, right? So, I'm basically just being like, you know, "Hey? will you do this thing? Yeah? Does this work for you? Yeah? Done." Give 'em the stuff, leave it, walk away, come back, "Is it ready? Did you cook it? All right, let's go, done." And that's it, you know. And that's such a different level of effort, right?  And the other thing about it is, it also means because I'm relying on the spirit, versus you know sort of these other ways of working, I don't really care what the moon's doing, or the sun's doing, or Mercury's doing, or whatever, because I'm working specifically with one thing that's going to do the work. And either it will or it won't or it can or it can't, and that's the end of the conversation. And I'm not worrying about all these other aspects so much. So, I've kind of slid completely out of this sort of kind of contemporary Western magic witchcraft way of like, paying attention to all these different pieces, and into a very very direct way of working that is super fruitful and ultimately super easy.  FABEKU: Yeah. I like that. And I think that that totally reflects my experience too, right? It's not that I don't acknowledge the importance of magical timing, but I think you're right. There's other ways to work where it's just not, you know, it's not the deciding factor at all.  ANDREW: Mmmhmm. Yeah.  FABEKU: Yeah.  ANDREW: And ultimately for me, it's more powerful because it's more convenient. Right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. Yeah.  ANDREW: Because you know, I've always been aware that necessity trumps other considerations. Right? and having found my way to a way of working with spirits that I work with, where those other things that are required are no longer required, means that I don't have to like, you know, double my effort cause the moon's not full, right? Or, you know, double my effort because this thing's in that, or be extra careful cause Mercury's retrograde. I mean, you know, it's not to say that those energies don't influence my life in a more general way, but in terms of the actual pieces of work, they don't seem present at all, you know? It's like people ask me, you know, they're like, "Oh, there's a full moon, no, it was the eclipse," or "The eclipse is coming up," you know? "What does that mean in the Orisha tradition?" And I'm like, "Nothing. Doesn't mean anything."  FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: I mean, it means that like, the Oshubwa's got a thing going on, you know? Maybe it might be kind of like this energy from this sign, like this is where we would find it, you know? Like, strange phenomenon in the sky? But it doesn't actually mean anything and it's not relevant. You know, it's not even a consideration, so.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. Yeah.  ANDREW: Yeah.  FABEKU: So, one of the other things that I wanted to talk about with the magic stuff. Both of us are artists, both of us are magicians, and we both work with art and magic in some kind of clearly interwoven ways. So, talk to me about the way "art as magic" works for you in your world and your practice.  ANDREW: [laughing] That--what else is there to say?--art is magic! It's the thing! Right?  [both laughing] ANDREW: So, I've been working on this deck called the Land of the Sacred Self Oracle. And, I've posted bits and pieces of it here and there. It doesn't exist publicly anywhere that I can kind of point to yet, but, you know, it's on my Instagram and stuff like that. And, when I started making this deck ... So, I was, over the last year, I made an Orisha tarot deck, and that deck was thought out and philosophized about and analyzed and whatever. And, not that it's not magical, cause I think that it is, but it was very cognitively driven as well. So that's one way in which I make art.  But when I started working on this Land of the Sacred Self Oracle, I took a more surrealist kind of open-ended dream-driven approach to it, right? And, what I want from this deck is, I want people to feel things, I want people to have experiences, I want them to be moved by it, and I'm not going to say anything about any of it, really. It's going to be a deck without a book for the most part. Because there's nothing to say about it. Right?  But when I'm making that work, right? For me, each of these cards comes from a place where I've been, and I'm sort of falling through the art back towards the sacredness of myself, and back towards the wholeness of who I am. And so, the process of making each of these cards is a magical act, right? And the actual act of making them is a way of creating magic that returns me back to myself from some kind of distance from that, you know? And I--when I'm feeling super connected, I almost never make these cards, because for me, they're about finding my way into this land where I am complete and magical and plugged into everything, and where I'm not caught up in taxes, driving around the city, problems with my, you know my kids are having at school, you know, whatever, right? Like all the life stuff, right? That can take us away from that spirit. These cards are gateways back towards that. Both personally in making them, but also, hopefully, as an artifact afterwards then for other people. Right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: So you know, that's one of the things that I do, and then I mean a lot of the other stuff I do is around self-identity through portraiture, and so I do a lot of portrait work, well for myself and other people, where I am, you know, trying to align myself to a place where I need to be, or trying to shift some part of my ego, or my own actually way of being into a different place. And then I set those up and I have one on the wall right now that I'm sort of looking at, where I look at them all the time until I feel like I occupy that space, you know? And it came out of a conversation that you and I had about something, where we were doing some work together, and there was, the image that you gave me was, "I feel like your future self is very close, but it's right beside you but covered in a sheet." FABEKU: Mmm.  ANDREW: And I was like, all right. So, I'm going to like, imagine myself lifting that sheet and looking at my future self and listening to what it has to say, and then drawing pictures of that, as a way of getting there. You know, as a way of, both sort of subtly, symbolically, nonlinearly, making changes that otherwise might take a very long time if I try to take a sort of more brain-driven talky approach to it. So.  FABEKU: And what is it about art? Why is art that bridge for you as opposed to writing about it, or meditation, or ... What is it specifically about art?  ANDREW: Hmm. For me, the act of making art is ... My whole system gets into it, right? Like, I can meditate and stuff like that, and I can sort of do spirit journeying, and like, you know I mean like there's many things that I could do, right? And I do some of those things at other times.  But the thing about making the art is that the process of it absorbs me, and the process of it reveals things to me through the process, right? So, like, I rarely, like when I'm doing these Land of the Sacred Self cards, for example, right? I'm like, what needs to be there? Oh. Giant egg? Okay, there's a giant egg, okay, it's floating in space, okay, and, it's actually hollow inside and there's a rabbit inside looking at a diamond, and there's a hole in the roof and there's a ladder that goes up to the sun, and the sun is throwing these things back down at the earth, and below the earth there's this cavern, and there's this journey that happens, right? Where it's created, and it reveals to me the things that need to be shown, right? The symbols, the patterns, and each step along the way is a process of making a change, you know? It's a ... it reminds me a lot of those sort of Tibetan Book of the Dead type things. It's like "Okay, so you're dying. Hey, you're dying, dude. Good luck. Go down the hall. There's a green door. Open the green door. Make a left turn. You're going to see a monkey. Keep walking." Like, I don't know. Whatever.  There are these pathways that we can be led, and when I'm making the art itself, some part of that sort of deep eternal part of myself, or other things leans in, and collaboratively we [inaudible] make the stuff happen.  FABEKU: And so, the revelatory piece ... tell me, how does that match up for you, being a diviner? Right? So how is that similar to and different from doing a spread of cards and looking at those set of symbols and how those things reveal pieces to us? How does the rabbit and the egg and the sun and the diamond ... How does that work?  ANDREW: So, with how I read for people when they're coming in for readings, with practical questions, it doesn't line up that much at all. I mean, I'm reading the cards, I'm predicting the future, I'm doing things like that, right? And, you know, I mean, all of that symbol interpretation and exploration is a similar skill, but it's not really the same. But, you know, and I talked a little bit about this in a Stacking Skulls episode that we just did, right? When I sit down every day, every couple days, and I read cards for myself, I look at the cards, I'm interpreting them, their meaning, I'm making some notes, and then I'm sliding into the symbols of the cards, or the visuals of the cards, and I start to abandon the meaning. Start to abandon the notion that that figure is even a figure. What if they're just a pattern? Right? You know, I start to look at things like where are there obstacles? Where are there ways through? And I start to slide into a very deeply poetic way of interpreting the cards.  And as I do that journey, it becomes very similar, it takes me into that space, right? And so, in that sense it's very similar to the process, and often coming out of that, I will end up with symbols or mantras or things that I'm working with, you know? And there's actually, there are actually sort of set symbols that recur to me when I work through the cards, and those mesh with what comes up in other places, but they're not the same, right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: You know, there's this sort of crank arm with a gear attached to it that I see often and I sort of come back to, as I'm looking at the cards, and I find it in all sorts of places where that's certainly not what the artist of the cards intended, right? And it reminds me of different aspects of the work that I'm doing. You know, that crank arm doesn't show up anywhere in any of my other work, right? It is a tarot interface symbol for me.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: You know? I don't see, like the rabbit as a recurrent theme in the Land of the Sacred Self cards, it's not a symbol that usually emerges in card reading for me. You know, I mean, like, number one, there's no rabbit in the Tarot de Marseilles, but beyond that, I don't even see them in there, even if I could, right? So. So they overlap in a similar way, and they take me to a similar place, but the art part is more about moving around the internal furniture and shifting ego pieces or rebuilding ego pieces, whereas the divination part is more about getting myself into the zone.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: And keeping myself in the zone, you know?  FABEKU: Yeah. ANDREW: It's more of a day to day piece and the art is more of a weekly or monthly, depending on how much I'm doing, but like kind of big picture piece.  FABEKU: And how does the art and magic piece come together in terms of the work that you do for other people, for client work and things?  ANDREW: Well, I mean when I'm doing these portraits for people, I do these portraits where I start with a photograph, and I step into the spirit world and see them from that point of view, right? And, you know, so I mean, what happens during that is, people get seen, that bigger vision of themselves, right? It gets revealed to them in a concrete way that they can look at and work with. You know, and when I do these impossible readings, which are sort of art videos that are set to sound and stuff, that are sort of transformational experiences, those pieces translate into a similar sort of shifting of their ego or their sense of self or their way of being in the world, that opens them up to bigger possibilities, deeper connections, and, you know, deeper openings, right? And you know, and then, I mean, secondarily, I mean it's totally, it totally is art, although not in the same way, I mean, all that stuff translates into my sigil work as well, right? I mean, to me making sigils is art in its own way, so.  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: Yeah.  FABEKU: And what do you think it is about art and magic that those two things play so well together and have played so well together for so long? What's the ... Why is that for you?  ANDREW: Well, I mean, where ... Where haven't they played well together, right? I mean, if you roll back through, I mean, obviously, maybe it's just the remembering mystics and magicians and so on, right, but like, you know, look at Crowley, right? He wrote a ton of poetry. You know? Look at Austin Spare, you know? He made so much art. And even the people who weren't artists, right? or weren't known for being artists? They, so many of them, made art even if it wasn't sort of shared or, you know, consumed on a bigger level, right? I mean I think that there is just sort of, there is a direct possibility of a connection that's there, where the art influences the magic, the magic influences the art, and both open us up to different ways of seeing the world, and it allows us to sort of, kind of like remember and live in dream space ... FABEKU: Mmm. ANDREW: ... while conscious and awake, right? You know, I mean like, look at Carl Jung's Red Book, right? You know I mean that sort of active imagination piece. It's there in so many different sources in one way or another, whether literary or, you know, or visual or whatever, and I think that having access to that is a tremendous tool that, you know, if we can get out of our way to allow it to happen is pretty tremendous, you know?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. Well, and I think there's something about both art and magic where you ... There's the whole working and thinking symbolically, you know, and to me that's really an equally important skill when it comes to the practice of magic and the creation of art or the experience of arts or, you know, whatever. It's this sigil, this candle, this plant, it's a symbolic proxy for whatever this piece is or there's the element of, you know, this, like you said, this rabbit, this sun, reveals a certain thing, that becomes a proxy for something. So, it seems that in some ways not only do they interface well but they're building similar muscles and using similar skills sets.  ANDREW: Yeah. I mean, they build a language for us, right? And they build a way of understanding things, right? And, you know, I mean it's like, I used to spend a lot of time looking at my dreams and writing down my dreams and analyzing them. And you know, I spent some time doing that with a Jungian analyst, for a few years, and, you know, those symbols very quickly became regular, right? Before they seemed chaotic and random, and I think that they were, right? I think that my unconscious and my shadow was trying to get my attention. And it was like, "All right, let's try a giant alligator. Okay, let's try falling. Okay, let's try shark attack! Okay, let's try a car accident. Let's try ..." You know, like things, right?  And, but when I started working on it, then the spaces that I was in became regular. You know, there was a smaller rotation of being in the same places, there was a smaller rotation of symbols that would emerge, and as I clarified what those things meant, then those symbols would not necessarily disappear, but they wouldn't occupy the dream in the same way, and then other symbols would emerge that would further clarify that. And I think that in the way that making art or building a sort of codex with spirits that you work with and stuff, you know, it becomes this thing, right? Where it's like okay, super super straightforward, and, you know, I mean, I do this and then that will help with this, or you know. This symbol is here, and oh wait, this symbol is emerging more strongly, and it's related to my anxiety, or my insecurity, or my fear, so I better check that, right? Or, you know, hey, this is warning me that this is a sign that shows up when I'm not paying attention to something that needs attention, maybe. You know, many things, right? But, yeah.  FABEKU: Well, the two things I like about that ... in some ways it kind of circles back to the conversation that we started with about the dead. The idea of making space, right? The symbols are initially kind of incoherent and all over the place, but the more we dig in, the more we give them space, the more we work with them, they're contained and they become increasingly coherent, and, I also like what you said about the language piece, right, because I think that there is something to both art and magic, where it's this sort of communication, whether it's communication to the audience, communication with the others, the invisible, and I think the more we understand that, and the more intentionally we build up the language, obviously just like learning any other language, the more skilled and adept we become at it.  ANDREW: Yeah, for sure. Right? I mean, so like, I talk to lots of people who are kind of starting out in magic, and they're like, "Do I need to learn kabbalah? Do I need to learn this? Do I need to learn anything? Why don't I just get it all from spirit?" And, if you can genuinely get it all from spirit, cool! Right? But that doesn't tend to happen very much. And it doesn't tend to happen in sort of one big revelation where they just download everything to you and now you're good to go. It takes time and there's a process, and, if you are working within a system, then it really behooves you to learn the symbols of that system, right? You know, I mean like, there's ... In the Orisha traditions, there's a proverb, which is, don't ask what you already know, right? And this proverb has SO many applications. But one of the applications that it has is, there are certain questions that you never ask cause you know that's just not how it's done, right? Like, you know what I mean, like if I'm going to give a pigeon to Elegguá, I wouldn't ask, I would never ask that question, cause it doesn't happen, right? It's not what's done, and so I never need to ask that question, right? But, and the more we know the questions that we can and should ask, or what symbols mean, or what the pattern of symbols are, the more we can remove all those sort of unnecessary questions, and therefore make space for deeper and more genuine connection. Which is kind of the opposite of what a lot of people, I see a lot of people sort of thinking, which is, I can just go to spirit and they can just tell me the things, and I'm like, that's cool, but that's a lot of work, right?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: It's a lot of work for spirit, and it's a lot of work for you, and if you don't already have a clearly codified relationship, you know ... And especially if you're working within a structure, then how do you know what's going on? And how do you know when you're asking a question that you shouldn't ask? And therefore, whatever answer you get is useless. Right?  FABEKU: Well, and that's the thing. So, I think in that way it's almost exactly like learning a language, because, you know, somebody I know is teaching me Romanian right now, I know maybe 30 words, maybe at best. [laughs] And so I could just say, well, you know, why don't I just intuitively express ... I don't have the vocabulary for it! I don't know the words! And the amount of effort required to get that to happen, like you said, is enormous. If I have access to 300 words, then that gives me greater ability to transmit what I want. And I think it's exactly the same thing when it comes to magic. You know? If you have the vocabulary you can use it. ANDREW: You know ... in my mind you're wearing like a ... FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: ... one of those like black artist turtlenecks, and you're doing interpretive dance!  FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: ... to communicate in Romanian to somebody. Right?  FABEKU: [laughing] Exactly! And I think there's a whole lot of magic that looks a lot like interpretive dance! [laughing] ANDREW: Yeah! FABEKU: So, one of the things I'm always curious about when I talk to magicians is, what's your magical origin story? How did you get into it? What was ... and whether it's the first ... they're the same thing or not, I'm curious, what's the first act of magic that you did, that really kind of solidified, "Holy shit, this is real," like "This is really a thing." ANDREW: So, I was always into it. Right? Like there was never a time where I was not interested in magical stuff. Right? I mean, when I was a kid, it was colored by kid lenses, wizards and dragons and Dungeons and Dragons and, you know ... And, the inroad where I started to find things that were more real was actually through like, 80s ninja movies, right? So, me and my friends were watching these movies, and were like, "You know what'd be cool? We should start meditating like them. We should start learning." Right? And, so we set up this space in my friend's suburban basement crawl space, right? We got some paper that was, we thought was rice paper, but whatever it was ...  FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: It made this little ninja room in the back, right? And we would crawl in there, and we would light up our incense, and we would sit and meditate. Right? And, then coming out of that, I started doing martial arts, and when I started doing martial arts, I started learning to meditate, right? And the person that I was studying from at the time, you know, he would sleep for four hours and then meditate for four hours every night. That was his deal. And he would do transcendental stuff, and he would do other things, and we did this meditation where, whatever we did to get there, we started to shrink. And he's like, "Just get smaller, get smaller, notice the mat you're on getting bigger," and in the meditation, he led us through to sort of dropping through the pores in the concrete on which we were laying. And looking at other things. And, some of that really started to open me up into other possibilities, you know? And, you know, around that time, I mean I'd already been excited and interested in magic, and I was reading a lot of like fantasy and stuff like that that tied into that, and you know, I found some books by Aleister Crowley, and you know, I found a bunch of other occulty-type books, which, you know, were 80s classics, like The Necromonicon, and ... FABEKU: [chuckling] ANDREW: ... the Satanic Bible!  FABEKU: [chuckling] ANDREW: But I started reading all this stuff, right? And, I started trying to think about it, trying to understand it. You know? And so, that was kind of the start of it for me. I don't really remember, like what the starting of doing magic was as such, you know? I mean, I remember trying to read, in Magic in Theory and Practice, Crowley's description of the banishing ritual and trying to do something with it, which is horrible. There are no actual instructions, right?  FABEKU: [laughing] ANDREW: In retrospect, actually knowing what is meant by it, I'm like, "Dude, you're a horrible technical writer!"  FABEKU: [laughing]  ANDREW: But you know, like, yeah, but like, at that time, I was very interested in a lot of stuff, and mostly, especially because when I was 14, I almost died in an accident, I really just wanted to understand things and know things, you know? And so, I just started reading everything, and talking to people, and, you know, kind of, you know, making art that was sort of heading in that direction. I was always making art, right? Ever since I was a kid, and I look at the art that I made leading into, you know, leading out of high school and into going to art school, and it was all psycho magical surrealist kind of things, right? You know? And, yeah, so.  FABEKU: And what is it about magic that's kept you doing it for 30 years? What's the thing that keeps you moving in this direction for three decades?  ANDREW: Cause life is fucking hard!  FABEKU: [chuckles] Yeah. ANDREW: If you, like, if you have some mechanism through which you can make life easier, and especially if you have some mechanisms where you can up your capacity to cope, or your resilience, then, then that's the things to keep doing, you know?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: Cause, like, life is no joke, right? It is not easy, and even when things are going well, it's often difficult, you know? I mean, there's just a challenge to persisting, right? To fighting with entropy all the time. And, for me, magic is that thing that allows me to be resilient, to roll with stuff, to manage things, to keep showing up, right? And, AND, to keep being available to the things that I want, right? And where there's a distance between the thing that I want, and where I am, you know, it helps me bridge that distance, it helps me get there, so.  FABEKU: I like that, a challenge to persisting. I think that's an incredibly accurate way of describing it.  ANDREW: Mmmhmm. yeah.  FABEKU: So, one of the questions somebody asked, and this might be a good way to wrap. I'm curious. They asked, "What's the most challenging thing about being you?" ANDREW: [chuckles] I mean, the most challenging thing about being me is being me. Right? It's also one of the great things about being me. I live in a way that other people don't really understand. Right? I mean, you know.  And I don't mean, like, woe is me, nobody gets me, and I'm going to sit around and wear my black turtleneck and smoke clove cigarettes, right? and drink, you know, drink port all day, or something, right? Like, you know, it's not in that like gothy angsty teen way, but my reality is really really different from so many other people's, right?  Practically speaking, I mean I run my own store; I make my living, you know, reading cards and doing spirit work for people; that in and of itself is different than, you know, 99.99 percent of the population, right? You know, I'm a priest in a Afro-Cuban religion, which is quite different from most of the other people. And even where there's the appearance of overlap, right? Like, many people are often like, well, like, you're just a pagan, right? Why don't you just hang out with pagans? I'm like, well, I mean technically you could see it as a pagan religion, but really it's a monotheistic religion, and, you know, and it's not that I have anything against pagans at all. But their relationship to spirit and especially their relationship to Orisha has no real resemblance to mine. And practically speaking doesn't have any real overlap. It's very different, right? It's so different in that regard, right?  And so, in many ways, my challenge is to really be authentic and honor all the stuff that I'm doing, but then to also not let that separate me or isolate me from the world, right? To like continue to be engaged and continue to stay in the world and doing things in the world that keep me connected to people on a more sort of, on other levels, right? You know, and to sort of always be working and looking to understand commonality through, you know, through these things that are pretty radically different, you know? So. Yeah. FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: Cause it's easy to start to feel like, oh, I'm the only person like this that I know, and that's not entirely true, but you know, it's not that far from being true, in many ways, right? And, you know? So. Yeah.  FABEKU: And how does magic keep you engaged? Say more about that piece.  ANDREW: I mean, so, like my practice of working with my ancestors, and working with, you know, spirits and the Orishas and stuff like that, you know, I mean, those things keep me engaged because the spirits keep being like, "Dude, don't herm it up! Don't go, you know, don't go live in the woods! Don't disappear!" Right?  And, they also sort of help me keep a perspective on ... It's easy, and I see both myself and other people at different times doing this, right? See things that mark difference, and sort of use that as a way of creating distance. Right? FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: Or justifying distance or allowing distance to be there, right? And, so, you know, I'm sort of, always sort of leaning on spirits and advice from spirit and guidance from divination and other things to keep myself from what might be a natural inclination to be more distant from the world, you know? And so, it keeps, they keep pushing me back, and then I use things like making art and sharing it and stuff like that as ways of creating connection. Right?  You know, I mean, in some ways this podcast, right, is a way of me creating and sharing connection, because I value the dialogues that come from doing this work and the way in which that keeps me engaged and keeps me connected with people whom I might otherwise not necessarily have a connection with or see a connection with. I create that and even if there's different ideas or disagreements even, that doesn't really matter, cause we're still connecting. You know?  FABEKU: Yeah. I like that. The whole connection piece, it's a big deal. Yeah.  ANDREW: It is a big deal. You know? And I think that it's a thing that, you know certainly I saw it in the ceremonial community when I was in that community, right? Lots of people separate themselves from the world by virtue of what they're doing, but I always go back to, there's a line from Crowley's Gnostic Mass, which I used as a mantra for a long time. Which is, "I am just a man amongst men. How will I be worthy to administer the virtues to the brethren?" Right? And like, that sort of piece of making sure I'm keeping myself in check if any arrogance is emerging, making sure that I'm recognizing that I have to both serve people in spirit, you know, cause those things are both part of the equation. You know? And just sort of noticing that my role is to be here on this world and be a part of this world, not just to disappear into the spirit realm, and, you know, wear a fancy hat and fancy robes. As much as I love my fancy robes.  FABEKU: [laughs] Well, you know what I love about that is I think that, to me, that's an important point that sort of stands out in a lot of conversations about magic. I think there's ... Often, and I've done the same thing, there's a conversation about kind of the outsiderness of magic and magicians, which I get, and I, you know, there's certainly kind of an Other component to it, but, I, what I like about the way you're talking about it is the way that the magic reengages you with life, so it decreases the distance instead of increasing it, which I think is ... Yeah, I think that's a different and really important point.  ANDREW: Yeah. And you know, the more I am brave about that, the more I find that people really just engage with it, you know? FABEKU: Mmmhmm. ANDREW: And people are just open to it in a way that's just like, "Oh, okay, cool!" You know? And like ... And granted I live in a relatively progressive city, right? You know, I mean I don't live in a super conservative kind of, you know, negatively religiously judgemental space, right? So, I mean, obviously my circumstance is not everybody's circumstance. But like, you know, the, I get tremendous support for my business from the city and from the provincial people and you know, like, I'm, and I just, go and engage with those people and they just recognize it as legitimate right from the get go, and just work with us, you know, and, you know, I'm just really open about those things. I try to be really open about what I'm actually doing and so on, and, you know, so many people have all these worries and anxieties about that, right? And, you know, you might find that there are problems. I run into some really weird stuff, you know. I had a cute couple of people sort of yell at me outside the store at different points in time or whatever, but, that's almost never the outcome that I get, you know?  FABEKU: Mmmhmm.  ANDREW: And, so, I mean again, I live in a progressive city, so there are places where obviously that's more of a challenge. But you know, I think that, you know, that being open and being engaged and being just like, these are the things, this is what I'm doing. I think that that gets us further than sort of, you know, cloistering in our temple and, you know, reading a lot of books.  FABEKU: Yeah.  ANDREW: Not that there's anything wrong with books.  FABEKU: [chuckles] Very well said. That seems like a good place to wrap our conversation, yeah?  ANDREW: Yeah, absolutely! Thank you for being the host.  FABEKU: No, thanks for having me. This has been fantastic. Congratulations on 75 episodes! I'm excited to see what's next for you!  ANDREW: Thanks man.  FABEKU: Absolutely.   

Voici le cent-dixième opus d'"En cadence", une émission mensuelle consacrée aux grands thèmes éternels de la musique populaire : l'amour, les voyages, les filles, la cornemuse ou les brouillons.Les fêtes de fin d'année sont toujours l'occasion idéale pour méditer sur le fait que le monde matériel dans lequel nous vivons est une catastrophe cosmique où nos âmes divines sont prisonnières, c'est pourquoi cette petite heure d'éveil gnostique remplacera parfaitement chants de Noël et autres cantiques.Liste des morceaux :01. Aleister Crowley - Excerpts from the Gnostic Mass & Oneohtrix Point Never - Ouroboros02. Arzachel - Azathoth03. Entheogens - Fire at Will04. Spires That in the Sunset Rise - Wide Awake05. Atlas Sound - Logos06. René Werneer - Reel de Saint Irénée07. Gnostic Gnomes - Hymnus Nanologicum08. Lox Coxhill - I Am the Walrus09. Claudio Rocchi - La Realta' non esiste10. Judee Sill - Jesus Was a Cross Maker11. 3's a Crowd - Gnostic Serenade12. The Gnostic Trio - Gnostic Hymn13. Current 93 - Thunder Perfect Mind I14. Graham Bond - Abrahadabra the Word of the Aeon15. Coph Nia - Gnostic Anthem16. The Residents - Pain and PleasureÉcouter

Brandy Williams centers her work on the insight gained through love: the radical love of our embodied selves, love for our partners and community, and the love of the gods which is the gateway into the world of spirit. Teacher, priestess, writer, initiator into the mysteries, she is passionate about sharing the knowledge of the gods and making magical traditions accessible to everyone. Williams works in Western Traditional Magic as a Thelemite, Golden Dawn magician and Witch. She co-founded the sororal order Sisters of Seshat, is the founder and director of Seattle Pagan Scholars, and past president of Covenant of the Goddess. Since 2001 she has been active in Ordo Templi Orientis, having served as master of Vortex Oasis and on Anahata Rose Croix Chapter. Williams is an ordained priestess in Ecclesia Gnostica Catholica and celebrates the Gnostic Mass with Vortex Oasis.

On Thursday September first, 2016 the Hermetic Hour with host Poke Runyon will discuss James Branch Cabell's romantic fantasy novel JURGEN (1919).This delightfully satirical and deeply esoteric work is considered Cabell's masterpiece and a classic of American literature. It might best be quickly described as an Oz book for adults. Modern readers will liken Cabell's tale to a Monty Python script. Chapter XXII was inspired by Aleister Crowley's Gnostic Mass which prompted Crowley to praise Cabell as America's greatest novelist. We will read the infamous 22nd chapter along with some of the symbolically described erotic passages that got the original book banned in New York. This backfired and made JURGEN a national bestseller in the 1920s. And it is still a great read -- so if you want to spend an hour with Messers Cabell and Crowley, tune in and we will follow Jurgen chasing his first love all the way from puberty to Hell, which is a liberal democracy and up to Heaven which is a Southern Baptist dictatorship, administered by a black house slave. Maybe we can get it banned again!  

Dr. Michael Estell of the OTO and EGC talks to us about Thelema, Aleister Crowley, the Gnostic Mass, sex magic, and more! US OTO Grand Lodge: http://oto-usa.org/ Support us on Patreon and you can watch this podcast as a video! Subscribe to the podcast via RSS | Subscribe to the podcast on iTunes | Subscribe to the […]

Satan in Thelema | Teach me how to Satan | Bavarian Illuminati | Living Thelema: Nature of Evil In this program: Intro & outro music: Song of Adoration by "The Principle of Satan in Thelema" by Joshua Adam Sharp "Teach Me How to Satan" by SickTanick Interview with Jeva Singh-Anand, by Joseph Thiebes "Living Thelema: The Shadow of the Magician: On the Nature of Evil" by Dr. David Shoemaker Announcements & News about the Thelemic Community [ ] More Info "Teach Me How to Satan" by Sicktanick Teach Me How to Satan video Interview with Jeva Singh-Anand Pre-Order: by Jeva Singh-Anand, Joseph Wages, Reinhard Markner by Baron Adolph von Knigge, translated by Jeva Singh-Anand Living Thelema: The Shadow of the Magician: On the Nature of Evil Main website: Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements Now available! by Gordan Djurdjevic U.S. Grand Lodge has published its Jun 23: Rutgers University Libraries, in association with Academia Ordo Templi Orientis, is holding at Rutgers' Alexander Library in New Brunswick, New Jersey. This event is open to the public. Jun 27-29: in the area of Harrisburg, Pennsylvania Jul 5: Thelemic author David Shoemaker lectures in the U.K.: July 11: Atlantis Bookshop, London July 12: AMeTh Lodge, O.T.O., London (including a Gnostic Mass officiated by David and his wife and Priestess Anna) July 19: Aug 9: Aug 29-31: Joseph Thiebes will lecture at , and later in the fall, at . Stay tuned for more details. September 5-9: in Biograd na Moru, Croatia September 5th, 6th and 11-15: Rite of Mars by Eleusyve Productions in Seattle, Washington. Check out their and their . September 26-28: Speech in the Silence contributors Richard Kaczynski, Greg Kaminski, co-producer Joseph Thiebes, and others will offer workshops at Oct 3-5: If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Tune in for Program 55 when the Sun enters Leo on July 22, 2014 e.v.

Mountaineering and Magick | Wee | O.T.O. Slovenia | Pyramids | St. Karl J. Germer | National Sleep Disorder | Living Thelema: Magick of the Gnostic Mass In this program: Intro & outro music: Song of Adoration by "Why is the last mile the hardest mile?: Mountaineering as an analogy for spiritual advancement in Julius Evola and Aleister Crowley" by Chris Giudice "Wee" by American Fado "Good of the Order: O.T.O. Slovenia" with Jure Sršen and Matjaž Lazar "Pyramids" by Astari Nite "Karl Johannes Germer: Saint of Ecclesia Gnostica Catholica" by Soror Barbelo "National Sleep Disorder" by American Fado "Living Thelema: Magick of the Gnostic Mass" by Dr. David Shoemaker Announcements & News about the Thelemic Community *** *** [ ] More Info Mountaineering and Spiritual Advancement Listen to Chris Giudice's previous contribution in . "Wee" and "National Sleep Disorder" by American Fado "Good of the Order: O.T.O. Slovenia" by Jure Sršen and Matjaž Lazar Email contact for O.T.O. Slovenia: "Pyramids" by Astari Nite Video for "Pyramids": "Karl Johannes Germer: Saint of E.G.C." by Soror Barbelo Living Thelema: Magick of the Gnostic Mass Main website: Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements Collective777: ARCANA, at Meinhart's Gallery & Curio in Pitman, New Jersey : Lon DuQuette lectures in Europe: May 29: May 31: June 7: June 9: Jun 14: Jun 15: David Shoemaker lectures in the U.K.: July 11: Atlantis Bookshop, London July 12: AMeTh Lodge, O.T.O., London (including a Gnostic Mass officiated by David and his wife and Priestess Anna) July 19: Jun 21-22: Jun 27-29: September 5-9: in Biograd na Moru, Croatia September 5th, 6th and 11-15: Rite of Mars by Eleusyve Productions in Seattle, Washington. Check out their and their . September 26-28: Speech in the Silence contributors Richard Kaczynski, Greg Kaminski, co-producer Joseph Thiebes, and others will offer workshops at If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Program 54 when the Sun enters Cancer on June 21, 2014 e.v.

Liber AL Chapter 3 | The Night | Perspectives on Thelema: IAO131 | L.A. Under the Guise of No-Thing | Living Thelema: Healing and Magick | Beat the Drums In this program: Intro & outro music: Song of Adoration by Reading by Soror Aeterna and Frater IAO131: Liber Legis Chapter 3 "The Night" by Eron Falbo "Perspectives on Thelema" with Frater IAO131 and Joseph Thiebes "L.A. Under the Guise of No-Thing" by American Fado "Living Thelema: Healing and Magick" by David Shoemaker "Beat the Drums" by Eron Falbo Announcements & News about the Thelemic Community [ ] [ ] More Info Reading: Liber AL vel Legis Chapter 3 Read along at: "The Night" and "Beat the Drums" by Eron Falbo "Perspectives on Thelema" by Joseph Thiebes, featuring Fr. IAO131 "L.A. Under the Guise of No-Thing" by American Fado Living Thelema: The Star Sapphire Main website: Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements April 25-27: in Garden Grove, California May 2: Collective777: ARCANA, at Meinhart's Gallery & Curio in Pitman, New Jersey : ; ; Lon DuQuette lectures in Europe: May 29: May 31: June 7: June 9: David Shoemaker lectures in the U.K.: July 11: Atlantis Bookshop, London July 12: AMeTh Lodge, O.T.O., London (including a Gnostic Mass officiated by David and his wife and Priestess Anna) September 5-9: in Biograd na Moru, Croatia September 5th, 6th and 11-15: Rite of Mars by Eleusyve Productions in Seattle, Washington. Check out their and their . If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Program 53 when the Sun enters Gemini on May 20, 2014 e.v.

Thelemic Values and the Wisdom of the Body | Ezekiel | Spectral Heresy In this program: Intro & outro music: Song of Adoration by "Thelemic Values and the Wisdom of the Body" by IAO131 "Ezekiel" by Solve et Coagula "Spectral Heresy" by Revenant Cult Announcements & News about the Thelemic Community [ ] [ ] More Info Thelemic Values and the Wisdom of the Body "Ezekiel" by Solve et Coagula "Spectral Heresy" by Revenant Cult Announcements Star Sapphire Lodge in the Los Angeles area will host a weekend of back-to-back performances of Aleister Crowley's Gnostic Mass, called . On March 8, David Shoemaker will be in Baltimore, Maryland offering lectures at a . U.S. Grand Lodge of Ordo Templi Orientis has produced a high-quality video of Aleister Crowley’s Gnostic Mass, thanks to the efforts of Anahata Chapter Rose Croix in Washington state. The video is , with audio commentary coming soon and a video release party March 14. March 19: for the long-awaited English translation of Aleister Crowley and the Temptation of Politics by Marco Pasi April 12 - Gordan Djurdjevic at - "Interpreting Indian Tantra and Yoga as Forms of Esotericism" Eleusyve Productions is working on a rock opera rendition of The Rite of Mars which will be performed in 2014. Check out their and their . Lon DuQuette lectures in Europe: May 29: May 31: June 7: September 5-9: in Biograd na Moru, Croatia If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Program 51 when the Sun enters Aries on March 20, 2014 e.v.

History & Liturgy of E.G.C. | What You’re Made Of | Sacred Dove In this program: Intro & outro music: Song of Adoration by "The History & Liturgy of Ecclesia Gnostica Catholica" by Joseph Thiebes "What You're Made Of" by Amy Saari "Sacred Dove" by Amy Saari Announcements & News about the Thelemic Community [ ] [ ] More Info The History and Liturgy of E.G.C. Amy Saari Amy's new album, Announcements Speech in the Silence contributor , has a new album called . On the weekend of February 21st through 23rd, Bubastis Oasis will host its annual Midwinter Magical Revival. You can or . Star Sapphire Lodge in the Los Angeles area will host a weekend of back-to-back performances of Aleister Crowley’s Gnostic Mass, called . On March 8, David Shoemaker will be in Baltimore, Maryland offering lectures at a . U.S. Grand Lodge of Ordo Templi Orientis has produced a high-quality video of Aleister Crowley’s Gnostic Mass, thanks to the efforts of Anahata Chapter Rose Croix in Washington state. The video is , with audio commentary coming soon and a video release party March 14. Eleusyve Productions is working on a rock opera rendition of The Rite of Mars which will be performed in 2014. Check out their , their , and their . If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Program 50 when the Sun enters Aquarius on February 18, 2014 e.v.

Hymn of Thelema | Alchemy in New England 1 | Via Vitae | LT: Creativity & Magick | Death Comes Knocking In this program: Intro music: Song of Adoration by Musical Interlude: "Hymn of Thelema" by One Three One featuring Sr. Fieri Facias "Alchemy in Colonial New England" by Greg Kaminsky Musical Interlude: "Via Vitae, verses 1 & 2" by Eleusyve Productions "Living Thelema: Creativity & Magick" by David Shoemaker Musical Interlude: "Death Comes Knocking" by Dry River Announcements & News about the Thelemic Community Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Hymn of Thelema Alchemy in Colonial New England 1 Via Vitae verses 1 & 2 Aleister Crowley's Living Thelema: Creativity & Magick Main website: Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Death Comes Knocking on Facebook on cdbaby on SoundCloud Announcements A book by Dr. David Shoemaker, based on his segments on this podcast, is . Be sure to listen to past Speech in the Silence contributor Craig Berry in his interview on the . Speech in the Silence co-producer IAO131 has published a book called which contains several texts in the style of Hindu Upanishads as well as some in the style of Buddhist sutras. Past contributor to Speech in the Silence, , has a new album called . On December 29th, Star Sapphire Lodge in the Los Angeles area will offer a celebration of the Gnostic Mass and a brief talk at the . On January 11th, David Shoemaker will offer a series of lectures at Scarlet Woman Lodge in Austin, on

ARARITA | Tzaddi | PSA | Trinc | Living Thelema: Creating Effective Magical Invocations | Apep In this program: Intro music: Song of Adoration by “Liber ARARITA” by Aleister Crowley, read by Frater Peredur with music by Ascension Conspiracy Musical Interlude: "Tzaddi" by One Three One featuring Soror Fieri Facias "End Magician Self-Cruelty PSA" by Frater IAO131 and Soror Fieri Facias Musical Interlude: "Trinc" by One Three One "Living Thelema: Creating Effective Magical Invocations" with David Shoemaker "Apep" by One Three One Announcements and News about the Thelemic Community Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info "Liber ARARITA" by Aleister Crowley, read by Frater Peredur with music by Ascension Conspiracy Frater Peredur read "Liber Librae" on . This reading is also . "Tzaddi," "Trinc," and "Apep" by One Three One "End Magician Self-Cruelty PSA" by Frater IAO131 and Soror Fieri Facias Don't miss "93 Hour Energy" by Frater IAO131 and Soror Fieri Facias in . Also check out "Liber Resh: The Solar Solution to Irregularity": Living Thelema: Creating Effective Magical Invocation Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements Congratulations! to Sister Ania on the historic achievement of running a to raise money for OTO Poland. She raised over 2000 British pounds and has a blog all about the campaign. Check out the . We're happy to announce that a new book by Dr. David Shoemaker will be released later this year based on his segments on this podcast, and will include additional discussion and resources. The title of the book will be Living Thelema: A Practical Guide to Attainment in Aleister Crowley's System of Magick. Tune in to future Speech in the Silence programs for further information about this book. We are thrilled to announce the launch of , which aims to raise awareness of esoteric and occult art in all its forms, to further the interests of its members, and to promulgate the Law of Thelema through the creation of artistic work and staging of creative public initiatives. The guild is currently accepting members working across a range of creative practices.. Visit our blog at speechinthesilence.com to get a link to the new website of . The International Headquarters of Ordo Templi Orientis has posted a lengthy announcement concerning a number of new developments, including: news about a major international art exhibition which will include ten original paintings from the Thoth Tarot by Aleister Crowley and Frieda Harris information about the newly completed restoration of the Thoth Tarot copyright litigation news information about several publishing projects that are coming to a head a major find in the OTO archives, leading Frater Superior Hymenaeus Beta to announce an important correction to the typescript of Liber AL vel Legis is now open in Perth, Western Australia, and will tour the country throughout 2013. has also been published. On April 26 through 28, Scarlet Woman Lodge in Austin presents a , featuring several lectures, social events, book signing, and the Gnostic Mass. Then Scarlet Woman Lodge celebrates its 20th Anniversary with . On May 17-19 Golden Lotus Oasis in the Los Angeles metropolitan area will offer : a weekend of initiation symbolism classes alongside other classes on Thelema, Magick, mysticism, yoga, and the Gnostic Mass. On May 25, Astarte Lodge in Berlin, Germany will celebrate its 25th anniversary. Celebrations will include a Gnostic Mass and banquet along with two fascinating presentations: "Beast in Babylon - Crowley's Berlin" by Fr. Asotos of Astarte Lodge and "Dead Souls: The Paintings of Aleister Crowley" by Fr. Akhem Sekher. All OTO members & their guests are welcome to attend. Registration is, however, required. For more information email the Lodge at . Also in May, a new graphic novel entitled Aleister Crowley: Wandering the Waste will be published in May, 2013. Scarlet Woman Lodge in Austin will hold their annual , featuring workshops, vendors, presentations, social events, and more on June 22nd and 23rd. will hold its annual conference on June 26-29 at the University of Gothenburg, Sweden. The ninth biennial will take place in Sacramento, California in August, 2013. A Thelemic cruise called will take place in January, 2014. A new film about Aleister Crowley’s friendship with Portuguese poet Fernando Pessoa is in production. Tune in to future Speech in the Silence programs to learn more. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Program 42 when the Sun enters Gemini on May 20, 2013 e.v.

Crowley and Gauguin | Initiate | Law of Liberty | Collects and Sitars | 93 Energy | The World of Magick is a Stage | Horus Calling | Living Thelema: Anima/Animus In this program: Intro music: Song of Adoration by "Aleister Crowley and Paul Gauguin" by Robert Buratti Musical Interlude: "Initiate" by Robot Chant Reading: Aleister Crowley's "The Law of Liberty" read by Frater Sabazius X° "Collects and Sitars" by the Sitar Outreach Ministry featuring Brother Jay Lee A message from our sponsor: 93 Hour Energy Reading: Lon Milo DuQuette reads from his introduction to "Best of the Equinox Vol. 2" Musical Interlude: "Horus Calling" by The Green Man "Living Thelema: Anima/Animus and the Magical Path" with David Shoemaker Announcements and News about the Thelemic Community Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info "Aleister Crowley and Paul Gauguin" by Robert Buratti exhibit, catalogue, events and more at Buratti Fine Art a short biographical by E.G.C. Bishop Tau Apiryon at Wikipedia The Nightmare Paintings, Buratti Gallery exhibit preview: Gallery Watch featuring Buratti Fine Art, part 1: Gallery Watch featuring Buratti Fine Art, part 2: Centre Pompidou: Traces du Sacré: Palais de Tokyo: La Chambre des Cauchemars: October Gallery: The Art of Aleister Crowley: "Initiate" by Robot Chant Aleister Crowley's "The Law of Liberty" read by Frater Sabazius X° full text "Collects and Sitars" by Sitar Outreach Ministry featuring Brother Jay Lee The Collects can be found within Aleister Crowley's "93 Hour Energy" by Frater IAO131 and Soror Fieri Facias Also check out "Liber Resh: The Solar Solution to Irregularity": "The World of Magick is a Stage" by Lon Milo DuQuette on Amazon.com Aleister Crowley's Essay, "Horus Calling" by The Green Man The album "Musick Without Tears" can be ordered through Living Thelema: Anima/Animus and the Magical Path Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements We're happy to announce that a new book by Dr. David Shoemaker will be released later this year based on his segments on this podcast, and will include additional discussion and resources. The title of the book will be Living Thelema: A Practical Guide to Attainment in Aleister Crowley's System of Magick. Tune in to future Speech in the Silence programs for further information about this book. is now open in Perth, Western Australia, and will tour the country throughout 2013. has also been published. On Thursday, March 21, Antero Alli will present his film, at Cloud 9 in Berkeley. On April 26 through 28, Scarlet Woman Lodge in Austin presents a , featuring several lectures, social events, book signing, and the Gnostic Mass. Then Scarlet Woman Lodge celebrates its 20th Anniversary with . On May 17-19 Golden Lotus Oasis in the Los Angeles metropolitan area will offer : a weekend of initiation symbolism classes alongside other classes on Thelema, Magick, mysticism, yoga, and the Gnostic Mass. Also in May, a new graphic novel entitled Aleister Crowley: Wandering the Waste will be published in May, 2013. June 5 through 9, the will take place in French Lick, Indiana. will hold its annual conference on June 26-29 at the University of Gothenburg, Sweden. The ninth biennial will take place in Sacramento, California in August, 2013. A Thelemic cruise called will take place in January, 2014. Sister Ania in the U.K. is . Check out the . A new film about Aleister Crowley’s friendship with Portuguese poet Fernando Pessoa is in production. Tune in to future Speech in the Silence programs to learn more. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Program 41 when the Sun enters Taurus on April 19, 2013 e.v.

Kenneth Anger and AC | Who Are You | Living Thelema: Qabalistic Coping Skills | Collective Stupidity In this program: Intro music: Song of Adoration by "The Influence of Aleister Crowley on Kenneth Anger" by Christian Giudice Musical Interlude: "Who Are You" by Frater Oz "Living Thelema: Qabalistic Coping Skills" with David Shoemaker Musical Interlude: "Collective Stupidity" by Clock Ticks Late Announcements and News about the Thelemic Community Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info "The Influence of Aleister Crowley on Kenneth Anger" by Christian Giudice is a group dedicated to the study of Western esotericism at the University of Gothenburg. : films directed by Kenneth Anger "Who Are You" by Frater Oz Living Thelema: Methods of Ritual Construction Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at "Collective Stupidity" by Clock Ticks Late Download free and stay tuned for an upcoming release at the Announcements is now open in Perth, Western Australia, and will tour the country throughout 2013. has also been published. Volume 13, number 2 of , is now available online. On February 19, Horus Oasis in Salt Lake City will offer . Star Sapphire Lodge in the Los Angeles metropolitan area will host its annual , a celebration of Aleister Crowley’s Gnostic Mass, with 11 performances of the Mass on the weekend of March 1st through 3rd. On March 8 in Seattle, featuring their recent rock opera adaptation of Aleister Crowley’s Rite of Sol. Sister Ania in the U.K. is . Check out the . Scarlet Woman Lodge in Austin celebrates its 20th Anniversary with . On May 17-19 Golden Lotus Oasis in the Los Angeles metropolitan area will offer : a weekend of initiation symbolism classes alongside other classes on Thelema, Magick, mysticism, yoga, and the Gnostic Mass. Also in May, a new graphic novel entitled Aleister Crowley: Wandering the Waste will be published in May, 2013. June 5 through 9, the will take place in French Lick, Indiana. will hold its annual conference on June 26-29 at the University of Gothenburg, Sweden. The ninth biennial will take place in Sacramento, California in August, 2013. A Thelemic cruise called will take place in January, 2014. A new film about Aleister Crowley’s friendship with Portuguese poet Fernando Pessoa is in production. Tune in to future Speech in the Silence programs to learn more. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Program 40 when the Sun enters Aries on March 20, 2013 e.v.

Survival | Message of the Master Therion | Hero of Megiddo | Death in Thelema In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by "Survival: The First and Last Ordeal of Initiation" by Lon DuQuette David Shoemaker reads "The Message of the Master Therion" by Aleister Crowley Musical Interlude: "I Once was the Hero of Megiddo" by Lon Milo DuQuette "Death in Thelema" by Frater IAO131 Announcements and News about the Thelemic Community Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info "Survival: The First and Last Ordeal of Initiation" by Lon DuQuette Lon DuQuette has appeared in numerous past episodes of Speech in the Silence, including: "Introduction to the Rites of Eleusis" excerpt in The Miracle of the Mass, with Constance Duquette: Part | | | | | | | "The Hermits of the O.T.O." in "The Message of the Master Therion" by Aleister Crowley online "I Once was the Hero of Megiddo" by Lon Milo DuQuette Check out the video of Lon singing this song: "Death in Thelema" by Frater IAO131 IAO131 has a and a Read the essay, . The following documents were referenced in this talk: by Aleister Crowley by Aleister Crowley by Aleister Crowley on the U.S.G.L. O.T.O. website by Aleister Crowley by Aleister Crowley , Chapter 41, by Aleister Crowley Announcements is now open in Perth, Western Australia, and will tour the country throughout 2013. has also been published. On February 5 in Amsterdam, on “The Problem of Disenchantment: Scientific Naturalism and Esoteric Discourse.” The event will be open to the public. In Seattle on February 9, Speech in the Silence co-producer Joseph Thiebes will offer an . Also on February 9, at Buratti Fine Art in Perth, Western Australia, will be co-sponsored by . On February 16 in Seattle, Onyieh Jewel and Scott Wilde will present . Bubastis Oasis in Dallas, Texas will offer a , featuring original rituals written by local and regional members. Star Sapphire Lodge in the Los Angeles metropolitan area will host its annual , a celebration of Aleister Crowley’s Gnostic Mass, with 11 performances of the Mass on the weekend of March 1st through 3rd. The first European OTO Conference will take place in Croatia in May, 2013. Watch this space for more details. The ninth biennial will take place in Sacramento, California in August, 2013. A Thelemic cruise called will take place in January, 2014. Sister Ania in the U.K. is . Check out the . A new graphic novel entitled Aleister Crowley: Wandering the Waste will be published in May, 2013. A new film about Aleister Crowley’s friendship with Portuguese poet Fernando Pessoa is in production. Tune in to future episodes of Speech in the Silence to learn more. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 39 when the Sun enters Pisces on February 18, 2013 e.v.

--- | Resh (music) | Living Thelema: Methods of Ritual Construction In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by "The Temple of Solomon: The Spiritual Heart of the Bible" by Brother James Wasserman Note: Br. Wasserman rescinded permission to use his talk on Speech in the Silence. This episode has therefore been redacted. Musical Interlude: Liber Resh set to music by Eleusyve Productions Living Thelema: Methods of Ritual Construction by Dr. David Shoemaker Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Liber Resh by Eleusyve Productions Living Thelema: Methods of Ritual Construction Magick in Theory and Practice (part 3 of Book 4) ( | ) Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements June 23-24, Scarlet Woman Lodge in Austin, Texas presents the second annual , a mystical gathering for seekers exploring the ancient mysteries, magick, metaphysics, and spiritual practice. July 6-8, Azul Nox Encampment will host on a 14 acre camp-ground in Dillsburg, Pennsylvania. July 14-16, Nihil Lodge in Tokyo, Japan, will host , a weekend retreat featuring workshops, a performance of the Gnostic Mass, and other activities in a beautiful and scenic setting. will be held August 26 in Stockholm, Sweden. On September 15, the annual will be held in Seattle, Washington. Seattle, WA: Tickets are now available for Eleusyve Productions’ rock opera rendition of . Tickets are available for the evenings of November 2nd, 3rd, 8th, 9th, and 10th. The November 3rd performance will also include a lecture by Lon DuQuette. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 32 when the Sun enters Leo on July 22, 2012 e.v.

The Miracle of the Mass 6 | I am Eternal | Living Thelema: Tarot and the Path of Initiation 2 | Path of Initiation In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by "The Miracle of the Mass" part 6, with . Musical Interlude: I am Eternal by David Shoemaker with voice by Robie Schriber Living Thelema: Tarot and the Path of Initiation part 2 of 2 by Musical Interlude: Path of Initiation by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info "The Miracle of the Mass" part 6 by Lon and Constance DuQuette Previous parts of this talk: Part 5: Part 4: | Part 3: | Part 2: | Part 1: | I am Eternal by David Shoemaker Voice by Robie Schriber, from . Copyright © 2012 (ASCAP). David Shoemaker's album, "Workings (2000-2010)" is . Living Thelema: Tarot and the Path of Initiation, part 2 of 2 Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Path of Initiation by SickTanick Listen to more music by SickTanick at his in Albequerque, NM. Announcements The Fall issue of , previously mailed to O.T.O. members in the U.S., is now available for free download. The has also been reworked to include a comprehensive table of contents, making it easier to find content in back issues. Legendary guitarist and Thelemite , featuring re-worked versions of unreleased songs intended for Kenneth Anger’s 1972 film of the same name, as well as avant-garde compositions and experiments from other projects. The Thelemic Holy Season starts today, March 20th, when in 1904 Aleister Crowley invoked Horus in Cairo with the Supreme Ritual and officially founded Thelema, bringing in the Aeon of Horus. The Holy Season culminates with the Three Days of the Writing of the Book of the Law, April 8th, 9th, and 10th, when Aleister Crowley received our holy book, Liber AL vel Legis, from his Holy Guardian Angel, Aiwass. This year, with readings and rituals; as well as workshops, the Gnostic Mass, and other events over the three days of the writing of The Book of the Law. On April 21, in Brooklyn, Connecticut offers a performance of Aleister Crowley’s Rite of Mars. June 22 through 24, William Blake Lodge in Baltimore, Maryland presents an , Featuring guest speaker Hymenaeus Beta and remarks by U.S. Grand Master Sabazius, U.K. Grand Master Hyperion, and Australia Grand master Shiva. This event is open to active O.T.O. members of the First Degree and above. for Eleusyve Productions' rock opera rendition of Aleister Crowley’s Rite of Sol. Opening weekend is November 2nd and 3rd, and the Saturday performance will also feature a lecture by Lon DuQuette. More performance dates will be announced soon. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 29 when the Sun enters Taurus on April 19, 2012 e.v.

The Miracle of the Mass 5 | Babalon’s Embrace | The Qabalistic Romance | Primal Sleep | Living Thelema: Tarot and the Path of Initiation 1 In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by "The Miracle of the Mass" part 5, with . Musical Interlude: Babalon's Embrace by "The Qabalistic Romance" by Musical Interlude: Primal Sleep by Living Thelema: Tarot and the Path of Initiation part 1 of 2 by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. "The Miracle of the Mass" part 4 by Lon and Constance DuQuette Previous parts of this talk: Part 4: | Part 3: | Part 2: | Part 1: | Babalon's Embrace by SickTanick Listen to more music by SickTanick at his in Albequerque, NM. "The Qabalistic Romance" by Frater Entelécheia in Dublin, Ireland Primal Sleep by Brother Rorac in Sacramento, CA Living Thelema: Tarot and the Path of Initiation, part 1 of 2 Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements A new book by James Wasserman is due to be published in Fall, entitled . February 18 and 19, , featuring lectures on Sex Magick, Erotic Art in Ancient Egypt, the Magical Personality, and True Will February 24 through 26, , offering classes about Thelema, O.T.O, Qabalah, Making Music for Ritual, and an exploration of the philosophical enigmas and economic paradoxes that come from individual participation in a group. February 25, will host a production of Aleister Crowley's Rite of Jupiter March 2 through 4, Star Sapphire Lodge in La Crescenta, California presents , with 11 celebrations of the Gnostic Mass performed throughout the weekend, including a performance of the Mass in Spanish. A silent auction will also be conducted. June 22 through 24, presents an O.T.O. Centennial and William Blake Lodge 20-Year Anniversary Celebration, featuring guest speaker Hymenaeus Beta and remarks by U.S. Grand Master Sabazius. This event is open to active O.T.O. members of the first degree and above. More details to be announced. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 28 on the Thelemic New Year when the Sun enters Aries on March 20, 2012 e.v.

CL: Life | Freedom | The Magical Record | Liber B In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by Liber CL: Liberty reading from the film inspired by the text, produced by . Musical Interlude: Freedom by "The Magical Record: On The Psychology, History, & Manner of Scribbling toward the Self" by Liber B vel Magi reading by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. Liber CL produced by the members of Aum. Ha. Lodge Read the document here: See the teaser trailer for the film inspired by this text at: Liber CL: Meditations in Light, Life, Love & Liberty is available on DVD! If you would like a copy of the movie all you have to do is mail your physical mailing address to . This movie is free and you don't even need to pay postage! Liber CL was filmed with promulgation in mind and is an excellent tool in spreading the Good News that is Thelema to the general public. Freedom by Frater Oz Listen to more music by Frater Oz at his "The Magical Record: On The Psychology, History, & Manner of Scribbling toward the Self", by Robie Schriber Read the paper co-authored by Robie Schriber and Richard W. Robins entitled "Self-knowledge: An individual-differences perspective" in the book, Handbook of Self-Knowledge, edited by S. Vazire & T. D. Wilson, More information about the magical diary: "John St. John" by Aleister Crowley, published in ; "The Book", "Some Remarks on the Magical Memory", "Of the License to Depart", "Liber E vel Exercitiorum", and "Magick in Theory and Practice: Introduction and Theorems" in by Aleister Crowley by Aleister Crowley "The Tarot Trumps of Thoth and Psychology" by Phyllis Seckler, in Liber B vel Magi reading Announcements The Bay Area Thelemic Temple is a brand new temple space in Oakland, California in which to gather, teach and celebrate Universal Brotherhood. It is the new home of Blazing Star Oasis, a duly-chartered local body of O.T.O., and the Grady Louis McMurtry Memorial Library. We envision regular celebrations of the Gnostic Mass, classes offered by practitioners of their favored disciplines, and social gatherings designed for the sharing of spiritual experience—the possibilities are limitless. At the heart of this miracle is Blazing Star Oasis, a dedicated group of Thelemites uniting our larger community in the pursuit of “True Will,” the one perfect and unique path for each individual. What will it take to make this a success? You. If you donate to help fund the creation of this new center of Life, Light, Love, and Liberty, the Bay Area Thelemic Temple and Blazing Star Oasis are offering certain gifts in return. Even a dollar helps! A new book by James Wasserman is due to be published in Fall, entitled . , the proceedings from the seventh biennial National O.T.O. Conference, has now been published by U.S. Grand Lodge and is available for purchase online. The summer issue of , previously shipped to U.S. Grand Lodge members, is now available for download. February 24 through 26, , offering several classes about Thelema and O.T.O. March 2 through 4, Star Sapphire Lodge in La Crescenta, California presents , with 11 celebrations of the Gnostic Mass performed throughout the weekend, including a performance of the Mass in Spanish. A silent auction will also be conducted. June 22 through 24, presents an O.T.O. Centennial and William Blake Lodge 20-Year Anniversary Celebration, featuring guest speaker Hymenaeus Beta and remarks by U.S. Grand Master Sabazius. This event is open to active O.T.O. members of the first degree and above. More details to be announced. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 27 when the Sun enters Pisces on February 18, 2012 e.v.

NOTOCON VIII: Kaczynski | Sabazius X° | The Anthem | DuQuette In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by NOTOCON VIII opening Remarks by Grand Master's Address by "The Hermits of the O.T.O." by "The Anthem" rehearsal at NOTOCON Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info More information about the segments: Opening Remarks Read about the history of Detroit and O.T.O. in Blue Equinox Oasis Journal #2: Panic in Detroit: The Magician and the Motor City. Ordering information can be found at the . The Equinox 3,No. 1, a.k.a. "The Blue Equinox," a.k.a., "Detroit's answer to The Necronomicon" is . Grand Master's Address Read the full text of Sabazius' speech, and find all his addresses from past occasions, at The Hermits of the O.T.O. Lon's book is available here: The Anthem This recording was a rehearsal for the performance of The Gnostic Mass at NOTOCON VIII. The Hermits of the O.T.O. Lon's book is available here: Announcements The Bay Area Thelemic Temple is a brand new temple space in Oakland, California in which to gather, teach and celebrate Universal Brotherhood. It is the new home of Blazing Star Oasis, a duly-chartered local body of O.T.O., and the Grady Louis McMurtry Memorial Library. We envision regular celebrations of the Gnostic Mass, classes offered by practitioners of their favored disciplines, and social gatherings designed for the sharing of spiritual experience—the possibilities are limitless. At the heart of this miracle is Blazing Star Oasis, a dedicated group of Thelemites uniting our larger community in the pursuit of “True Will,” the one perfect and unique path for each individual. What will it take to make this a success? You. If you donate to help fund the creation of this new center of Life, Light, Love, and Liberty, the Bay Area Thelemic Temple and Blazing Star Oasis are offering certain gifts in return. Even a dollar helps! A new book by James Wasserman is now available, entitled . , the proceedings from the seventh biennial National O.T.O. Conference, has now been published by U.S. Grand Lodge and is available for purchase online. December 6 ; and December 7 , David Shoemaker will offer a lecture entitled "Tarot and the Path of Initiation." January 15 at Blazing Star Oasis, Vere Chappell will offer a talk entitled . June 22 through 24, presents an O.T.O. Centennial and William Blake Lodge 20-Year Anniversary Celebration, featuring guest speaker Hymenaeus Beta and remarks by U.S. Grand Master Sabazius. This event is open to active O.T.O. members of the first degree and above. More details to be announced. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 26 when the Sun enters Aquarius on January 20, 2012 e.v.

Podcast Promulgation | Resh at NOTOCON | Living Thelema: Ego and the Great Work In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by "Principles of Podcast Promulgation" with Joseph Thiebes and Frater Puck Liber Resh at sunset, performed at Living Thelema: The Role of the Ego in the Great Work by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. Principles of Podcast Promulgation with Joseph Thiebes and Frater Puck Check out the podcast hosted by Frater Puck, Read Joseph Thiebes' essay on promulgation strategies in . Liber Resh by Aleister Crowley check out David Shoemaker's talk on Liber Resh in or listen to the segment on Living Thelema: The Role of the Ego in the Great Work Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements The Bay Area Thelemic Temple is a brand new temple space in Oakland, California in which to gather, teach and celebrate Universal Brotherhood. It is the new home of Blazing Star Oasis, a duly-chartered local body of O.T.O., and the Grady Louis McMurtry Memorial Library. We envision regular celebrations of the Gnostic Mass, classes offered by practitioners of their favored disciplines, and social gatherings designed for the sharing of spiritual experience—the possibilities are limitless. At the heart of this miracle is Blazing Star Oasis, a dedicated group of Thelemites uniting our larger community in the pursuit of “True Will,” the one perfect and unique path for each individual. What will it take to make this a success? You. If you donate to help fund the creation of this new center of Life, Light, Love, and Liberty, the Bay Area Thelemic Temple and Blazing Star Oasis are offering certain gifts in return. Even a dollar helps! A new book by James Wasserman is now available, entitled . , the proceedings from the seventh biennial National O.T.O. Conference, has now been published by U.S. Grand Lodge and is available for purchase online. December 6 ; and December 7 , David Shoemaker will offer a lecture entitled "Tarot and the Path of Initiation." December 11, James Wasserman will offer . December 11 in the Soror Meral Building in Sacramento, CA: . If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 25 when the Sun enters Capricorn on December 21, 2011 e.v.

Tzaddi | Creed at NOTOCON | CL: Liberty | Living Thelema: The Chakras and the Great Work In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by Liber Tzaddi reading by David Shoemaker Creed of the Gnostic Catholic Church, recited at Liber CL: Liberty reading from the film inspired by the text, produced by . Living Thelema: The Chakras and the Great Work by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. Liber Tzaddi Read the document here: The Creed of E.G.C. by Helena and Tau Apiryon Liber CL: Liberty Read the document here: See the teaser trailer for the film inspired by this text at: Liber CL: Meditations in Light, Life, Love & Liberty, is available on DVD! If you would like a copy of the movie all you have to do is mail your physical mailing address to . This movie is free and you don't even need to pay postage! Liber CL was filmed with promulgation in mind and is an excellent tool in spreading the Good News that is Thelema to the general public. Living Thelema: The Chakras and the Great Work Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements , the proceedings from the seventh biennial National O.T.O. Conference, has now been published by U.S. Grand Lodge and is available for purchase online. October 28th through 30th, Knights Templar Oasis in Salem, Massachusetts presents a weekend of Thelemic events coinciding with the Halloween celebrations in Salem, including: ; the ; and a special performance of the Gnostic Mass. December 11 in the Soror Meral Building in Sacramento, CA: . If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 24 when the Sun enters Sagittarius on November 22, 2011 e.v.

H.G.A. in the E.G.C. | Sympathetic Enemy | Living Thelema: Methods and Tools of A∴A∴ 2 | Remix In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by The Holy Guardian Angel in the Gnostic Catholic Church of O.T.O. by Musical interlude: Sympathetic Enemy by Living Thelema: The Methods and Tools of A∴A∴, Part 2 by Musical interlude: Sympathetic Enemy (The Orchestra of Leaves Remix) by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. The Holy Guardian Angel in the Gnostic Catholic Church of O.T.O. by T Polyphilus See for more of his writings. Living Thelema: The Methods and Tools of A∴A∴, Part 2 Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements We are pleased to announce that Speech in the Silence contributors have successfully raised the money to produce Aleister Crowley’s Rite of Sol as a rock opera. We look forward to more news about this production, and will keep you posted as we learn more. has published their ninety-third . This catalog is devoted to works by and about Aleister Crowley, and includes many interesting offerings. , the proceedings from the seventh biennial National O.T.O. Conference, has now been published by U.S. Grand Lodge and is available for purchase online. September 26th through October 2nd, Knights Templar Oasis in Salem, Massachusetts presents . October 7th through 9th, William Blake Lodge in Baltimore, Maryland presents , featuring celebrations of the Gnostic Mass, workshops, feasts, and more. That same weekend of October 7th through 9th, Star Sapphire Lodge will host its annual on a group campsite located only 40 minutes north of Los Angeles. October 28th through 30th, Knights Templar Oasis in Salem, Massachusetts presents a weekend of Thelemic events coinciding with the Halloween celebrations in Salem, including: ; the ; and a special performance of the Gnostic Mass. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to e-mail us at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 23 when the Sun enters Scorpio on October 23, 2011 e.v.

Nena’s Story | Four Yogic Texts 2 | Serpentine Procession | Living Thelema: Methods and Tools of A∴A∴ 1 In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by Nena's story, as told by Vere Chappell Introduction to Four Yogic Texts, part 2 of 2, by Brother Clay Fouts Musical interlude: Serpentine Procession by Soror Freyja Living Thelema: The Methods and Tools of A∴A∴, Part 1 by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. Nena's Story by Vere Chappell Vere told this story at the . Introduction to Four Yogic Texts by Brother Clay Fouts Traditional texts: Thelemic materials: Questions and comments welcome at . "Serpentine Procession" by Soror Freyja Soror Freyja led this choral performance for the Gnostic Mass at the . Living Thelema: The Methods and Tools of A∴A∴, Part 1 Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements September 4th through 6th, O.T.O. Japan presents “The Path of the Great Return and The Path in Eternity: The A∴A∴ and the O.T.O.", a series of lectures by J. Daniel Gunther and O.T.O. Australia Grand Master Shiva, in Tokyo. Contact to be put on the mailing list for this event. September 10th and 11th, AMeTh Lodge in London presents an open Thelemic conference called featuring a performance of the Rite of Isis composed by Aleister Crowley and Frater Achad and numerous speakers including Richard Kaczynski and Adrian Dobbie. October 7th through 9th, William Blake Lodge in Baltimore, Maryland presents , featuring celebrations of the Gnostic Mass, workshops, feasts, and more. October 29th in Salem, Massachusetts, Knights Templar Oasis and Joseph Thiebes present . If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to leave us feedback with their thoughts on the podcast. You can leave a comment on this blog or send us an e-mail at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 22 when the Sun enters Libra on September 23, 2011 e.v.

Four Yogic Texts part 1 | Know Your Name | Living Thelema: Meditation and Visualization Practices In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by Introduction to Four Yogic Texts, part 1, by Brother Clay Fouts Musical interlude: Your Name by Living Thelema: Meditation and Visualization Practices by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. Introduction to Four Yogic Texts by Brother Clay Fouts Traditional texts: Thelemic materials: Questions and comments welcome at . "Know Your Name" by Taon See for more information and downloads. Living Thelema: Meditation and Visualization Practices Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements On July 24 at Horizon Oasis in Seattle, Joseph Thiebes will offer a . On August 5th through 7th, the United States Grand Lodge of Ordo Templi Orientis will put the O.T.O. in MOTOR CITY at the eighth biennial in Detroit, Michigan. September 4th through 6th, O.T.O. Japan presents “The Path of the Great Return and The Path in Eternity: The A∴A∴ and the O.T.O.", a series of lectures by J. Daniel Gunther and O.T.O. Australia Grand Master Shiva, in Tokyo. Contact to be put on the mailing list for this event. September 10th and 11th, AMeTh Lodge in London presents an open Thelemic conference called featuring a performance of the Rite of Isis composed by Aleister Crowley and Frater Achad and numerous speakers including Richard Kaczynski and Adrian Dobbie. October 7th through 9th, William Blake Lodge in Baltimore, Maryland presents , featuring celebrations of the Gnostic Mass, workshops, feasts, and more. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to leave us feedback with their thoughts on the podcast. You can leave a comment on this blog or send us an e-mail at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 21 when the Sun enters Virgo on August 23, 2011 e.v.

Sermon on Baptism | (1=0) | Liber AL Intro | Living Thelema: Daily Magical Regimen In this episode: Intro music: Song of Adoration by Sermon on the Seventh Article of the Gnostic Catholic Creed, on the Baptism of Wisdom, by Musical interlude: (1=0) by Living Thelema: Getting Started with a Daily Magical Regimen by Outro music: Song of Adoration by Frater Oz [ ] [ ] More Info Information is categorized under the segments in the podcasts which mention the texts or websites. "Sermon on the Seventh Article of the Gnostic Catholic Creed" by T Polyphilus Liber AL vel Legis: Introduction Living Thelema: Getting Started with a Daily Magical Regimen Send your questions to Dr. Shoemaker at Announcements Agapé, the official organ of United States Grand lodge, O.T.O. has published its 4th number of volume 11 . On Saturday, June 25th, Scarlet Woman Lodge in Austin, Texas presents exploring the Ancient Mysteries, Magick, and many other aspects of Spiritual Practice, featuring a Gnostic Mass, a ritual to Ahathoor, ritual construction, remote viewing, the impact of initiation, tarot, sigils, cord working, and more! On July 1st through 9th, the Manchester International Festival presents the world premier of . On July 2nd and 3rd at Blazing Star Oasis in the San Francisco Bay Area, Joseph Thiebes will offer workshops delving into the topics of , and the . On July 24 at Horizon Oasis in Seattle, Joseph Thiebes will offer a . On August 5th through 7th, the United States Grand Lodge of Ordo Templi orientis will put the O.T.O. in MOTOR CITY at the eighth biennial in Detroit, Michigan. September 4th through 6th, O.T.O. Japan presents “The Path of the Great Return and The Path in Eternity: The A∴A∴ and the O.T.O", a series of lectures by J. Daniel Gunther and O.T.O. Australia Grand Master Shiva, in Tokyo. Contact to be put on the mailing list for this event. September 10th and 11th, AMeTh Lodge in London presents an open Thelemic conference called featuring a performance of the Rite of Isis composed by Aleister Crowley and Frater Achad and numerous speakers including Richard Kaczynski and Adrian Dobbie. October 7th through 9th, William Blake Lodge in Baltimore, Maryland presents , featuring celebrations of the Gnostic Mass, workshops, feasts, and more. If you would like to notify our listeners about an event or publication, or other news pertinent to Thelemites, send the details to us at [ ] [ ] Listener Feedback We encourage all of our listeners to leave us feedback with their thoughts on the podcast. You can leave a comment on this blog or send us an e-mail at Donate to support Speech in the Silence Tune in for Episode 20 when the Sun enters Leo on July 22, 2011 e.v.

Intro to Speech in the Silence | Winter Solstice | De Lege Libellum | sugam | Duo in Unum Welcome Welcome to the home of Speech in the Silence, the official podcast of the . Today marks both the Solstice and the release of our first episode. The focus of Speech in the Silence podcast is on Thelema, Aleister Crowley, and Ordo Templi Orientis while also touching upon the subjects of magick, yoga, and initiation. We will include lectures, music, interviews, discussions, and more. Also, we will feature readings of the Holy Books of Thelema and other important texts written by Aleister Crowley. Speech in the Silence is also a creative outlet for Thelemites, and we encourage listener feedback and participation. Call and leave a message with your feedback, responses, readings, and rants on our voicemail line (don't forget to mention your name and location): 646-402-5688 x 46368 Contact us via email at: [] In this episode: Intro music: "Song of Adoration" by Introduction to Speech in the Silence by Ashley Short explanation of the Winter Solstice by "De Lege Libellum" reading (part 1) by Musical interlude: "sugam" by "Duo in Unum" lecture on Solar Phallic Symbolism in the Gnostic Mass by Outro music: "Song of Adoration" by Links:  

And here, perhaps, you'll find some answers as to what I'm doing in Mass For The Shut-Out, and more importantly, how you can apply them in what you do spiritually. The roots go beyond Crowley's Gnostic Mass, The Mass, Passover Seder, or Cakes and Ale. One of the most ancient references is in the Old Testament, in Genesis when Melchizidek, who was both a king and a priest, met Abram (not Abraham yet) and greeted him with bread and wine. And that tells us that bread and wine must have been a well-established custom by that time, which we would know as the Bronze Age. It's also worth noting that in so many of the rites based on bread and wine, the Pagan/Wiccan aspects are there for anyone with the knowledge of where to look and the wisdom to know what to acknowledge. Anyone want to guess why a Roman Catholic priest makes the sign of the cross over the chalice? Might it harken back to the days when a Norse Vitki or Ghodi (or Vitka or Ghoda) would make the sign of Thor's Hammer over a similar vessel (or a drinking horn, for that matter)? So much to explore, and so much to learn. And you can put it all to use for your own benefit, too! Enjoy this exploration! Blessed Be!