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What a week, Cuties! Avril Lavigne… or Melissa, flies, home improvement projects, and Harriet Tubman got the Cute Ones through their weeks, but now they're here with Kendrick to break down the week's hottest (per them) headlines. The three discuss Patti Lupone's apology, Paige DeSorbo's new nightwear, and Julia Stiles trying to fxck her dad. Also, Donny and Chelsea want to go back on Kendrick's podcast, so give Kendrick 5 stars! THIS WEEK'S EPISODE IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: QUINCE: quince.com/cuteone MINT MOBILE: mintmobile.com/cuteone INTRODUCTION 4:20 Donny's sobriety update (Day 67) 6:00 Avril Lavigne Concert / Melissa Conspiracy Theory 10:10 Oh, Mary! Celebrity sightings  10:45 Skinnytok (trigger warning: ED) 14:20 Chelsea has electricity in her house! 15:30 LIVE SHOW NEWS!!!!! HEADLINES W/ KENDRICK TUCKER 19:30 Chelsea & Donny are banned from Kendrick's show :( 20:40 Love Island 22:00 Blake vs. Justin 23:15 Broadway News: Beetlejuice, Hell's Kitchen, & the latest with Patti LuPone 29:00 Paige Desorbo/Bravocon/RHOA 34:30 Jonathon Joss 35:00 Cutie of the Week To access AD FREE versions of our episodes, as well as bonus episodes and uncut audio and video, subscribe to our Patreon!  If today's episode makes you laugh or scream, please do us a favor and rate our show 5 STARS on Apple or Spotify This is the easiest way for us to grow our community! Get your Cutie MERCH! We're on YOUTUBE! Be sure to subscribe so you don't miss a second of our hijinx - now on video! Follow Us on Social Media! Chelsea: @ohnochels Donny: @realdonnywood Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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It's time to level up our produce game! There are few things more disappointing than biting into a floury apple, or cutting open a bruised avocado... if only we knew what mango to choose based on skin spots, or how to best store pears so they ripen perfectly…That, friends, is the mission of our next guest, Thanh ‘The Fruit Nerd' Truong.He's put a modern spin on the traditional fruiterer, using his growing social media profile to share entertaining tips on choosing, storing and prepping fruit and veg.  Thanh wants consumers to have the best possible eating experience without playing ‘Russian Roulette' with our produce.He understands that an elevated flavour experience is not only good for us, it benefits the whole horticulture supply chain - leading to a healthier population and planet.Thanh's knack for storytelling and passion for enjoying fresh produce is absolutely infectious.  Join Oli at the dawn wholesale fruit and vegetable market in Melbourne to discover how this second-generation fruiterer operates.  Takeaways As we've commodified fruit and vegetables we've lost the experience of the fruitererSocial media is an effective way to reinvigorate the storytelling behind fruit and vegetables  Equipping shoppers with knowledge gives them agency to choose their fruit better, store it better and have the best possible eating experienceConsumers have lost connection with their food and the horticulture industry could do more to educate the public'Braver' storytelling through social media, or even gaming platforms, could foster deeper connections between consumers and farming and claw back social licenseIncremental change in consumer eating habits will lead to a healthier population and planetDon't squeeze your avocados!Chapters00:00 Morning madness at the Melbourne fruit market03:44 A day in the life of a fruiterer08:28 Is social media the new shop front?17:08 How ag industries could better educate consumers and build social license29:57 Should cooking classes be compulsory in schools to encourage healthier eating?42:00 Thanh's Nuffield journey ahead55:06 The power of incremental change in shifting buying habits and reducing food waste01:01:06 Lessons from Asian food systemsLearn more about The Fruit Nerd and follow his wholesome content on Instagram.You can hear more episodes of Humans of Agriculture here.This episode of Humans of Agriculture is brought to you by our Partners at Rabobank Australia — proud supporters of the Nuffield Scholarship. Rabobank's commitment to backing bold ideas and future thinkers like Thanh Truong is shaping the future of food and farming.If you enjoyed this episode, share with a friend and let us know your thoughts at hello@humansofagriculture.com.  Don't forget to rate, subscribe, and leave a review!

Carl Wastie chats to Lady Zamar about her electrifying return to the music scene with Russian Roulette, a daring new single that marks the dawn of her Summer Era. Known for her genre-bending style and lyrical depth, the award-winning singer, songwriter, and producer dives into the thrilling tension of friendship on the edge of romance. Infused with playful rhythms, rich Afrobeat influences, and West African pidgin, Russian Roulette is more than a love song—it’s a gamble on vulnerability, risk, and emotional truth. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

A marriage between a self-proclaimed tech genius and his Russian doctor wife goes disastrously and fatally wrong.Sources:“Computer Programmer Leads Police to Wife's Body - ABC News.” ABC News, ABC News, 8 July 2008, https://abcnews.go.com/TheLaw/story?id=5327310&page=1.“Convicted Murderer, Filesystem Creator Writes of Regrets to Linux List - Ars Technica.” Ars Technica, 19 Jan. 2024, https://arstechnica.com/gadgets/2024/01/convicted-murderer-filesystem-creator-writes-of-regrets-to-linux-list/.Report, Daily Journal Wire. “Reiser: Marrying Nina Was ‘a Mistake' | Local News | Smdailyjournal.Com.” San Mateo Daily Journal, https://www.facebook.com/smdailyjournal/, 4 Mar. 2008, https://www.smdailyjournal.com/news/local/reiser-marrying-nina-was-a-mistake/article_8670f760-a5df-558a-9c6f-122c47bef966.html.Tygard, Judy. 48 Hours. 2008.Lee, Henry K. Presumed Dead. Penguin, 2010.Find LOVE MURDER online:Website: lovemurder.loveInstagram: @lovemurderpodTwitter: @lovemurderpodFacebook: LoveMrdrPodTikTok: @LoveMurderPodPatreon: /LoveMurderPodCredits: Love Murder is hosted by Jessie Pray and Andie Cassette, researched by Sarah Lynn Robinson and researched and written by Jessie Pray, produced by Nathaniel Whittemore and edited by Kyle Barbour-HoffmanSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

This week on DBC, Freddie Kraft, Tommy Baldwin, and Karsyn Elledge welcome in legendary NASCAR crew chief Rodney Childers to break down the weekend of racing at Texas. From a treacherous track to navigate to alternating strategies, the group had a lot to discuss. In Spot On/Spot Off, the group debates grass vs turf infields, Justin Allgaier's on-track incident with Kris Wright, Michael McDowell's 2-tire gamble, and the state of Texas after the 2017 repave. Plus, they read hilarious reviews of the show in a special segment, the group listens to entertaining calls on Reaction Theatre, and share their nominees for Shit Show Hall of Fame. It's an episode you won't want to miss. Timestamps29:46 Spot On/Spot Off1:08:45 Reaction Theatre1:11:44 #AskDBC1:16:58 Shit Show Hall Of Fame Must be 21+ and present in select states (for Kansas, in affiliation with Kansas Star Casino) or 18+ and present in D.C. First online real money wager only. $5 first deposit required. Bonus issued as nonwithdrawable bonus bets which expire 7 days after receipt. Restrictions apply. See terms at sportsbook.fanduel.com. Gambling Problem? Call 1-800-GAMBLER or visit FanDuel.com/RG. Call 1-888-789-7777 or visit ccpg.org/chat in Connecticut, or visit mdgamblinghelp.org in Maryland. Hope is here. Visit GamblingHelpLineMA.org or call (800) 327-5050 for 24/7 support in Massachusetts, or call 1-877-8HOPE-NY or text HOPENY in New York.Want more DBC? Check out and subscribe to the new DBC YouTube channel! Want more DBC? Check out and subscribe to the new DBC YouTube channel!

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Andy Schectman does not think Trump was playing 4D chess with his tariff rollout and then rollback, but rather was spooked by the nosedive in both the stock and bond markets, which forced his hand and proved him to be an emperor with no clothes. Countries around the world have taken notice, and as the flight to safety in the form of physical gold intensifies, there's no telling how high the price could go.Subscribe to the TRENDS Journal: https://trendsjournal.com/subscribe (Use coupon code COMMODITY for 10% off)Miles Franklin Precious Metals: https://milesfranklin.comEmail: info@milesfranklin.comAndy's Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@MilesFranklinCoFollow Jesse Day on X: https://x.com/jessebdayCommodity Culture on Youtube: https://youtube.com/c/CommodityCulture

This week we dive into the wild and intense Russian Roulette scene from Michael Cimino's debut film about a group of young men from Pennsylvania getting shipped to Vietnam and realizing that war is not everything they signed up for. Fascinating scene and conversation. Enjoy!

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In this special CSIS crossover episode with Russian Roulette's sister podcast, The Eurofile, Max Bergmann and co-host Donatienne Ruy welcome Tom Wright, senior fellow at Brookings and former Senior Director for Strategic Planning at the United States National Security Council (NSC) in the Biden administration, to discuss his recent article in Foreign Affairs outlining a U.S. strategy for Russia-Ukraine negotiations.  The interview covers the current state of play in negotiations, Trump and Biden's respective strategies toward Europe, and Tom's experience in government on a range of issues, including countering alignment between U.S. adversaries and competitors.  For the complete episode, covering big news in European defense and more, visit The Eurofile

The practice of immersing your body in ice water is growing in popularity based on claims of improved mood and well-being, muscle recovery after exercise, even longevity. But this ignores the well-established fact that sudden cardiac death is a real risk due to coronary spasm, causing heart attack, and unstable heart rhythms due to a situation called autonomic conflict. There are a growing number of lawsuits that have been filed for the many sudden cardiac deaths that have occurred. So let's discuss what we know about this concept of cold water immersion and why it is such a dangerous practice. • Immersion in water around 15°C/60°F triggers dangerous physiological responses• Cold exposure causes coronary arteries to spasm, potentially leading to heart attack• Most adults have some degree of endothelial dysfunction, making them vulnerable• "Autonomic conflict" occurs when both nervous system branches activate simultaneously• Multiple lawsuits have been filed over deaths from ice baths and polar plunges• Safer alternatives exist for achieving the claimed benefits of cold exposure• Cold showering (starting warm and gradually cooling) may offer similar benefits with less risk________________________________________________________________________________For BiotiQuest probiotics including Sugar Shift, go here.A 15% discount is available for Defiant Health podcast listeners by entering discount code UNDOC15 (case-sensitive) at checkout.*_________________________________________________________________________________Get your 15% Paleovalley discount on fermented grass-fed beef sticks, Bone Broth Collagen, low-carb snack bars and other high-quality organic foods here.* For 12% off every order of grass-fed and pasture-raised meats from Wild Pastures, go here._____________________________________________________________________________MyReuteri and Gut to Glow can be found here: oxiceutics.comSupport the showBooks: Super Gut: The 4-Week Plan to Reprogram Your Microbiome, Restore Health, and Lose Weight Wheat Belly: Lose the Wheat, Lose the Weight and Find Your Path Back to Health; revised & expanded ed

*Live show tickets available now* Sam and Dan reunite to recap this week's episodes of Australian Survivor and the CHAOS that continues this season. It's a barren week for our girl Paulie, who is gay and unhappy with his pickle. Karin crashes and burns in a risky Russian Roulette move and Logan gets beaten by a spider. Baby boy Kaelan asks JLP to keep his cool puzzle skills on the DL and we sadly say goodbye to some faves while AJ still terrorises the camp. That and some Real Housewives and The Traitors chat.Follow The Cringe is Real on Instagram, TikTok & Bluesky. 

Laura Delano is the author of “Unshrunk: A Story of Psychiatric Treatment Resistance”. Her story serves as a powerful lesson, illuminating the all too familiar path toward iatrogenic harm that continues to affect patients within our mental healthcare system. She is the Executive Director of Inner Compass Initiative, a charitable organization that she founded to help people make more informed choices about psychiatric diagnoses, drugs, and drug withdrawal. She is a leading voice in the international movement of people who've left behind the medicalized & professionalized mental health industry to build something different. Laura works with individuals and families around the world seeking guidance and support for psychiatric drug withdrawal and life post-psychiatry.Laura Delano Website Inner Compass Initiative 00:00 The Allure of Simple Explanations02:53 The Awakening of Laura Delano05:51 The Journey into Psychiatry08:47 The Impact of Diagnosis12:04 The Role of Family and Society15:00 The Medicalization of Mental Health18:08 The Influence of Pharmaceutical Industry21:00 The Consequences of Early Diagnosis24:04 The Quest for True Healing35:25 The Ethics of Experimental Drugs36:09 Understanding Perspectives in Psychiatry39:32 The Role of Responsibility in Prescribing43:16 Navigating Personal Identity and Mental Health47:45 Desperation and the Path to Psychiatry52:42 Cultural Reflections on Mental Health56:01 The Value of Pain and Suffering01:09:52 The Confusion of Psychiatric Treatment01:12:45 The Flaws in the Therapy Industry01:17:15 The Challenge of Questioning Authority01:19:46 The Trap of Psychiatric Diagnosis01:22:29 The Power Dynamics in Psychiatry01:26:46 The Disembodiment and Exploitation of Human Nature01:30:37 The Need for Medical Freedom01:34:39 The Importance of Compassion in Psychiatry01:39:30 Reclaiming Embodiment and True Nature01:41:54 Navigating the Path to Recovery RADICALLY GENUINE PODCASTDr. Roger McFillin / Radically Genuine WebsiteYouTube @RadicallyGenuineDr. Roger McFillin (@DrMcFillin) / XSubstack | Radically Genuine | Dr. Roger McFillinInstagram @radicallygenuineContact Radically GenuineConscious Clinician CollectivePLEASE SUPPORT OUR PARTNERS15% Off Pure Spectrum CBD (Code: RadicallyGenuine)10% off Lovetuner click here—-----------FREE DOWNLOAD! DISTRESS TOLERANCE SKILLS

A planned rollback of environmental protections is yet another example of how the Trump administration is playing Russian roulette with American lives, warns co-hosts Danielle Moodie and Andy Levy on this week's episode of The New Abnormal. Plus! The Washington Post columnist and author Philip Bump on why young men are politically shifting to the right, and GLAAD president and CEO Sarah Kate Ellis discusses growing attacks on LGBTQ rights Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

World-renowned illusionist and mentalist Derren Brown joins Ryan for a deep dive into his connection with Stoic philosophy. Derren shares how he first discovered Stoicism, how his perspective on Marcus Aurelius and the philosophy has evolved over the years, and the life-changing lessons it has taught him about happiness.Derren Brown's groundbreaking UK television career began in 2000 with Mind Control, and since then, he has captivated audiences with mind-bending feats—from playing Russian Roulette live on air to leading a national séance and even immobilizing viewers in their own homes.Derren is the first magician in history to tour globally with eight sold-out one-man shows. He holds a record five Olivier Award nominations (with two wins) and made his U.S. stage debut with SECRET, which won the New York Drama Desk Award for Unique Theatrical Experience before returning for a sold-out Broadway run in 2019.Check out Derren's latest work Meditations by Marcus Aurelius in Conversation With Deren Brown: https://derrenbrown.co.uk/books#meditationsPick up a copy of Derren Brown's book on Stoicism: Happy: Why More or Less Everything Is Absolutely FineFollow him on Instagram and X @DerrenBrown and on YouTube @OfficialDerrenBrown.

In this episode, Ann talks with Bryan Raymundo, owner of the Black Fragment Press. They discuss their meeting at the Mid America Print Council conference and Bryan's background, from growing up in Mexico and Kansas to his love for Black Sabbath and printmaking. Bryan reveals his journey into art, inspired by comforting his sick grandmother with drawings, and his challenges in balancing his family's immigrant expectations with his artistic aspirations. They delve deeply into his evolving art practice, the importance of mentors like Marco Hernandez and Jason Scuilla, and his passion for printmaking. Bryan shares his pedagogical philosophy, experiences teaching at the University of Nebraska at Omaha, and future plans to establish a collaborative art studio. The episode encompasses Bryan's personal anecdotes, his admiration for influential artists, and the profound impact printmaking has had on his life and career.   Episode image by Ann Shafer www.bryanraymundo.com IG @raymundo_printmaker Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Home Ain't Home, 2024. Woodcut. 14 x 16 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). The Hare that Met God, 2024. Woodcut. 14 x 16 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). X Sin Nombre, 2023. Etching. 12 x 18 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). My Manic and I, 2023. Etching. 12 x 18 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Only the Strong, 2023. Etching. 12 x 18 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Cold Heavens, 2023. Etching. 12 x 18 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Russian Roulette, 2021. Etching. 12 x 18 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Snuffed, 2017. Etching. 9 x 12 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Birds Calling, 2024. Woodcut. 22 x 30 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Beware of the Rhino Throne, 2024. Woodcut. 18 x 24 in. Courtesy of the Artist. Bryan Raymundo (American, born 1993). Barking, 2022. Woodcut. 24 x 24 in. Courtesy of the Artist.

This month we take a short break from the second series for an interview which AJ conducted with actor Constantine Gregory who played one of the two Russians in Russian Roulette: Ivan Ilyich Kusnetsov. American-born Constantine shares details of his Russian ancestry, his friendship with Richard Marner, and highlights from his career as both an actor and as a dialogue coach on films such as The Last Emperor and Conspiracy with Kenneth Branagh.  We are grateful to Constantine for sharing his memories wth us. If you enjoyed the interview and would like to show your appreciation for his contribution, then please consider donating to his chosen charity: Turning Tides: https://www.turning-tides.org.uk/ which seeks to end local homelessness in the UK.  If you would like to contact us then please email us on, or send a voicenote to: secretarmypod@gmail.com or send us a message on Bluesky: AJ is on secretarmypod.bsky.social while Andy can be found at andypodding.bsky.social. AJ is also still on Twitter at @secretarmypod. We'd love to hear from you, especially your takes on the Series 2 episodes Not According to Plan and Scorpion which are currently in preparation. Thank you! Next Time: Lucky Piece

Heilemann's flying solo this week, but fear not! In the absence of Axe & Murphy, Heilemann is joined by two Hacks renowned for their razor-sharp analysis and impeccable wit: Sarah Longwell and Ambassador Patrick Gaspard. Together, they break down Trump's presser with Macron, the latest in the Russia-Ukraine saga, the fine art of hiding behind empathy, Elon's latest 4D chess move (or tantrum?), playing possum, and much more!

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Video episode and more on patreon.com/agitator Live commentary on the first couple minutes of Tokyo Mafia 2: Wrath of the Yakuza. Brad Pitt as Alfredo Garcia. Sam Peckinpah's memorial service. Stefon King. Q-tip tampons and building a brand. Fuck, Marry, Kill. The physical logistics of Russian Roulette. Traditional publishing vs the entrepreneurial spirit. Keep up with the Agitator boys and friends: brokenriverbooks.com jdavidosborne.com kelbylosack.com The story "Podunk News" by Gadfly as read in the episode: https://www.hobartpulp.com/web_features/podunk-news  Our latest Rare Candy appearance as referenced: https://open.spotify.com/episode/1pgp0IDsf51x1nalnGRQaG?si=ZckBlbpeQ3ap5J3EAJjN9Q NOVEL MARKETING: Indie Publishing vs Traditional Publishing: https://open.spotify.com/episode/5L4CE0CktetNB3hWwJHZo2?si=eInOXofoQ0aOqJ9YdVZTxA The only good MOVIES podcast: https://www.patreon.com/c/lowres/posts This episode's theme song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2bkhRBHE2Q

Controversial, brutal, long... sexy? Let's find out on this week's episode where the fellas talk about Michael Cimino's The Deer Hunter. Brendan and Jason talk all about the controversial Russian Roulette scenes, Meryl Streep wrangling an Oscar nomination out of a paper-thin role, the struggle to get John Cazale in the film, the wedding scene that seemed to bore most people... does it hold up better today? All this and more in this week's show! Next week: We hate-drich! Questions? Comments? Suggestions? You can always shoot us an e-mail at forscreenandcountry@gmail.com   Full List: https://www.pastemagazine.com/movies/war-movies/the-100-greatest-war-movies-of-all-time Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/forscreenandcountry Twitter: https://www.twitter.com/fsacpod Our logo was designed by the wonderful Mariah Lirette (https://instagram.com/its.mariah.xo) The Deer Hunter stars Robert DeNiro, Christopher Walken, Meryl Streep, John Savage, George Dzundza, Chuck Aspegren and John Cazale; directed by Michael Cimino. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

'That megalomaniac upstart is rapidly degenerating into a latter-day Caligula!' Our review of Secret Army's gripping second series continues with John Brason's Russian Roulette: soon after hearing about the death of their leader Lisa, Lifeline have to contend with two Russian evaders, Brandt is asked to join a plot against Hitler, and Albert accepts Kessler's invite to a sinister garden party... While AJ realises just how much of the episode they had forgotten, Andy disagrees with himself from the past about both locations and musical instruments. The pair agree that the episode could also be called 'Natalie's Very Bad Day' and consider issues as diverse as: Alain's family and his share of the Muny farm; why everyone is suddenly and inexplicably calling Lisa, Yvette; the meaning of European hand gestures; and the decision not to subtitle the episode's plentiful Russian dialogue.  There's also Ryan's reaction on first viewing, Alex Wilcock considering both the episode's title and Kessler's return invitation to Albert, and Joanna from Australia who first watched the series at ten-years-old. The book that AJ mentions is The Nine by Gwen Strauss about a band of daring resistance women who escaped from Nazi Germany.  If you would like to contact us then please email us on, or send a voicenote to: secretarmypod@gmail.com or send us a message on Bluesky: AJ is on secretarmypod.bsky.social while Andy can be found at andypodding.bsky.social. AJ is also still on Twitter at @secretarmypod. We'd love to hear from you, especially your takes on the Series 2 episodes Trapped and Not According to Plan which are in preparation. Thank you! Next Time: Lucky Piece

Biff and Jurgen are back! Your two movie hosts have Oscar fever, and they're here to talk about the upcoming awards for their favorite films. All it takes is five dollars! They'll talk about anything you want! Just that one thing! Slap City picks: "Russian Roulette" by Red Velvet, "Challengers: Match Point" by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross Listen to our playlist here Join us in 2 weeks when we'll discuss our next pick, Magdalena Bay's Imaginal Disc!

Exploding Kittens, a kitty-powered version of Russian Roulette, has become a household staple. The company launched on Kickstarter and has never lost its edge. However, despite much success, the company's founding team decided to accept a $40 million investment, which it has yet to use.  Sand Hill Road Host Scott McGrew spoke with Elan Lee, the creator of one of the most successful card games in history, to learn more about the company's history and  success.  Sand Hill Road is hosted by Scott McGrew and produced and edited by Andrew Mendez. Sara Bueno manages NBC Bay Area's digital platforms. Stephanie Adrouny is the station's news director. If you'd like to get in touch, email us at sandhillroad@nbcuni.com or on any social media platform at @nbcbayarea.

With Harry Tchilinguirian away, Mita Chaturvedi hosts today's episode of Oil Insights and discusses the latest oil market developments with Onyx Research Associates Martha Dowding and Vincent Wu. Key topics include the impact of the Biden administration's latest slew of sanctions against Russian oil and its impact on the Brent/Dubai spread as Chinese and Indian refiners look for alternatives to Russian crude oil. The episode also delves into changes in ICE Brent positioning as per the latest Commitment of Traders report and Onyx's CTA Model, and the future outlook for oil prices amid this question mark on supplies and how OPEC+ fits into this narrative. Tune in for expert analysis and a glimpse into the crystal ball for 2025's oil markets.Correction: During the discussion at 10:09, the 1.2 million barrels per day surplus mentioned should be the LOSS of a 1.2 million barrels per day surplus.https://linktr.ee/onyxcapitalgroupFollow us:YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@worldofoilderivativesLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/onyx-capitalgroup/X: https://x.com/Onyx__EdgeTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@onyxcgroupInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/onyxcgroup/

12 - Just how bad is the response from LA and California's government? Dom goes in ontheir officials 1205 - Mayor Karen Bass is putting on a disasterclass. 1210 - Side question - All time way of speaking 1215 - Journalist Bill O'Reilly joins us today. Where did he develop his speaking cadence? What is next for Trump as he takes office in less than two weeks? How is he handling the transition and what are Trump's expectations for himself? Despite Trump's flaws, Bill does have faith Trump can do well given his determination. Where is H-1B on the list of priorities? Any new books coming soon? 1220 - Jim Kelly stops in for some impressions as we give our side question answers. 1240 - How did Nixon become President twice despite being a very awkward guy? 1250 - A California resident wonders why the local government is playing “Russian Roulette” with their lives?

12 - Just how bad is the response from LA and California's government? Dom goes in on their officials 1205 - Mayor Karen Bass is putting on a disasterclass. 1210 - Side question - All time way of speaking 1215 - Journalist Bill O'Reilly joins us today. Where did he develop his speaking cadence? What is next for Trump as he takes office in less than two weeks? How is he handling the transition and what are Trump's expectations for himself? Despite Trump's flaws, Bill does have faith Trump can do well given his determination. Where is H-1B on the list of priorities? Any new books coming soon? 1220 - Jim Kelly stops in for some impressions as we give our side question answers. 1240 - How did Nixon become President twice despite being a very awkward guy? 1250 - A California resident wonders why the local government is playing “Russian Roulette” with their lives? 1 - Girls' High is facing a lawsuit from a former student over racial discrimination. Dom beaks down the case and whether or not it has any standing. 105 - Will LA and California change their tune politically after this disaster? A LA news anchor gets humbled. 110 - Your calls. 120 - Why didn't George W. Bush or Karen Pence shake Trump's hand at Jimmy Carter's funeral? Breaking down funeral body language by former Presidents. 135 - Lip readers weigh in on what Trump and Obama are discussing at Jimmy Carter's funeral. 140 - Does the NFL have a CTE problem? Former Pro Bowler Tight End Steve Wycheck's brain autopsy found that he had Stage 3 CTE. 150 - Your time. Your calls on the side question and the day's top stories. 2 - Former Nixon and Trump advisor Roger Stone joins The Dom Giordano Program. What are the titles of his works? What was Richard Nixon like behind the scenes and how was he able to ascend to the highest office in the world despite being awkward? What were some of his hidden talents? How would Roger get Richard to open up? What makes Trump so successful and is it comparable to Nixon? What RINOs is Roger targeting? Roger gives his fashion and style tips. 210 - Money Melody! 215 - Winner? 225 - Discussing Pennsylvania lawmakers voting for and against the Laken Riley Act. 250 - Lightning Round!

Is the terror in the skies a bit overblown? The seemingly myriad of mid-air mishaps recently have made flying seem like playing Russian Roulette at 30,000 feet. Infamous recent examples have included the Alaska Airlines door disaster in March and Southwest Airlines' near crash-landing recently. However, experts have mixed opinions regarding whether it's still safe to fly the friendly skies. In the headlines on #TheUpdate this Wednesday, in our continuing coverage of the death of UnitedHealthcare CEO Brian Thompson, the man charged with murder in the killing made it clear he wasn't going to make things easy for authorities, shouting unintelligibly and writhing in the grip of sheriff's deputies as he was led into court and then objecting to being taken to New York to face trial. Elsewhere, Former U.S. Rep. Anthony Weiner has filed to run for a seat on the New York City Council, launching a potential political comeback after his once-promising career was destroyed by sexting scandals and later a criminal conviction for having illicit online contact with a child. And in the ongoing transition of power from Joe Biden to Donald Trump, President-elect Donald Trump made another flurry of job announcements, selecting Andrew Ferguson as the next chair of the Federal Trade Commission, Ron Johnson was nominated to be ambassador to Mexico, and Kimberly Guilfoyle to be ambassador to Greece.

Max and Maria were joined by Russian military expert Michael Kofman to discuss where the war in Ukraine may be headed in the year to come. With a new administration in Washington and political turmoil across Europe, Russia continuing to make grinding gains on the battlefield, and calls for some sort of negotiated settlement rising, the next six months could prove critical to the future direction of the conflict. This conversation was recorded live in the CSIS Brack Studio on December 12, 2024. The full video from this conversation is available on the CSIS website. This is the last episode of Russian Roulette for 2024. After a brief break for the holidays, we will return with new episodes in January 2025.

On December 8, 2022, Lee Clark and Cain Joshua Storey were exonerated after serving 25 years in prison for a crime they did not commit. Taped during a session at the Rome International Film Festival in November 2024, Susan Simpson, Jacinda Davis, and Kevin Fitzpatrick sit down with Lee and Josh to talk about life two years post exoneration. With special guests Joey Watkins, Mitchum Reeves, and Representative Katie Dempsey. Visit our website for behind the scenes photos and more. Follow us on social media: on Instagram, Twitter, and Facebook we are @proofcrimepod. Listener questions or tips about any of the cases we cover are welcome @proofcrimepod@gmail.com.  SPONORS: To get 15% off your next gift, go to UNCOMMONGOODS.com/proof. Sign up at https://www.butcherbox.com/proof and get our special deal! New users that sign up for ButcherBox will receive 2lbs of grass fed ground beef in every box for the lifetime of their subscription + $20 off your first box when you use code proof at checkout!  Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

AJ and Andy look back over the first series of Secret Army ahead of their exploration of series two. Andy shares memories of Clifford Rose while AJ teases content from a forthcoming interview with Jan Francis. They also consider their favourite directors, writers, regular characters and guest stars and reveal choices sent in by listeners.  As a piece of bonus content in the final 20 minutes AJ interviews Abigail Brown who played the farmer's daughter in the first episode of Secret Army before becoming a regular on Grange Hill. If you enjoy this interview please consider donating to one of her charities: Shelter or the NSPCC. If you would like to get in touch with us about this episode or have comments about the Series 2 episodes Russian Roulette or Lucky Piece (we've already recorded The Hostage) then please tweet us at @secretarmypod or email us (or send a voice-note): secretarmypod@gmail.com Thank you for coming down the line with us! Andy & AJ

Raven and Nick review season 3, episode 19 of CSI: Crime Scene Investigation titled "A Night at the Movies". They also discuss a Spot the Guest Star, cellphone etiquette in a movie theater, how they met, and the movie The Village.Support us on Patreon!We are now on Bluesky!Follow us on Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter/X.

Biden & Starmer are playing Russian roulette with your life! (A critical thinking special edition) Black Spy Podcast, Season 17, Episode 0009 This week's Black Spy Podcast had to be recorded. If one cast one's mind back two weeks, regular listeners will know that because I feared that the USA, the UK and collectively NATO were effectively goading Russia into nuclear war, I recorded three episodes on the issue. Unfortunately, I'm now explaining how this has got extraordinarily more critical! So, how has this occurred? I postulate that by giving Ukraine a blank cheque, a' la that given to ‘little' Serbia that lead to WW1 or frankly, that given by the US to Israel today, nuclear war has become almost inevitable. You see, whenever the tail wags the dog, great damage can be done. Therefore, with the Ukraine sponsored and supported to fire US, UK and possibly French missiles directly on to Russian soil, a line has been crossed that highly likely leads to WW3. In short, I fear for our lives! With Starmer attempting to make the UK relevant post Brexit, by being the bull dog in NATO that allows its personnel to target our Storm Shadow missiles directly at Russian soil; and, with Biden's Neocon administration desperate to give Trump no choice but to continue propagating the Ukraine war to sustain US Hegemony by hitting Russia with its longer range missiles, miscalculations can easily lead to direct war with Russia. Hence, I highlight to listeners how close we are to the point of no return. This episode explores, analyses and assesses this situation, which in the blink of an eye, could leave hundreds of millions of us in Europe dead; not to mention the USA and possibly many other parts of the world. So don't be afraid to contact us and put any questions you might have to any of the Black Spy Podcast team concerning this or any other of our episodes. If you want to continue learning whilst being entertained, please don't forget to subscribe to the Black Spy Podcast for free, so you'll never miss another episode. To contact Firgas Esack of the DAPS Agency go to Linked In To contact Carlton King by utilising any of the following: To donate - Patreon.com/TheBlackSpyPodcast Email: carltonking2003@gmail.com Facebook: The Black Spy Podcast Facebook: Carlton King Author Twitter@Carlton_King Instagram@carltonkingauthor   To read Carlton's Autobiography: “Black Ops – The incredible true story of a (Black) British secret agent” Click the link below: https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/BO1MTV2GDF/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_awdb_WNZ5MT89T9C14CB53651  

Getting close to the holidaze. Be thankful for something, you selfish punx. Lots of new stuff in this one! Toronto's The Slime, Portland's Carny Cumm, and Reno's Wretched Self and Buckaroo. Even a BGP turkey day tune... crickets. Go trip out on tryptophan, you freaks. Hit us up at brothersgrimpunk@gmail.com and grab our music on our Bandcamp page. Physical media available.485 Playlist:Faster is Always Punker...Faster is Always Better 0:32 Shut the Fuck Up Faster is Always Better Toronto Orange 0:33 The Slime Russian Roulette Chile Camino al Gólgota 1:35 Fractura - EP 2024 Portland Dickhole City Drowner 2:08 Carny Cumm Bandcamp Single 2024 SLAYGROUND - Burning Curse (bkgrd) 3:57 V/A Thrash Metal 2024 FISTFUL OF THRASH Vol​.​3 Turkey Vultures 1:05 BGP Unreleased Reno Collapsed 12:31 Wretched Self Wretched Self III WHAT'S THIS ALL 4 1:09 Buckaroo Demo Section D (Death Wing) 1:23 Richter Scale Secret Agent Headcheese    Escape From Alcatraz Go Bo Recs U(F)OLOGÍA 1:04 VERGüENZA DEMO 2 NC Cancer They Create 2:07 POLLUTE. Microplastics, Massive Profits NYNY Innocence Lost 1:20 Wizard Militia LIVE DEMO Patinando Olas de Concreto - XGRIFOX 0:37 XGRIFOX/Steven Seagal Extreme Noise Wrestling Championship Split w/ XGRIFOX Krpelj 0:48 Crustalno Jasno Hračak nadeSweden Sjuk i huvudet 0:50 PX-30 2023 Olympia Burnt Out 2:29 Minds Controlled Demo '24 DROWNING IN BLOOD - Liberation (bkgrd) 3:52 V/A Thrash Metal 2024 FISTFUL OF THRASH Vol​.​3 Idaho I Don't Want To Listen 2:27   Zap Pack  Bandcamp Single Other ways to hear BGP:Archive.org#485 on ArchiveApple PodcastsYouTube PodcastsPunk Rock Demonstration - Wednesdays 7 p.m. PSTRipper Radio - Fridays & Saturdays 7 p.m. PSTContact BGP:brothersgrimpunk@gmail.com@Punkbot138 on Instagram@BrosGrimPunk on XMore Music:Bandcamp - Follow us and download our albums: Brothers Grim Punk, Fight Music, and more!YouTube - tons of our punk playlists, from Anarchy to Zombies!

NEW MARRIAGE MONDAY on the Marriage By Design Podcast this week!  Click the video link to access BOTH video-on-demand and audio-only! Marriage By Design is a channel dedicated to digging into God's design for marriage and family - as well as talking practically live that out in our marriages and families. Our goal is to leave you encouraged that you CAN do marriage and family by God's design and to give you HOPE that God IS FOR YOUR MARRIAGE AND YOUR FAMILY!!! Want to respond?  Holler at us at any of the social spots below!   Facebook  /  Instagram  /  Twitter  /  YouTube   Want to support us financially? Click below!

We received a really thought provoking question from a viewer a couple of weeks ago that we wanted to address in a full podcast.  This is that podcast.  Is it wrong to watch television shows or movies with "just a little bit of sex/explicit content in them?  I mean, it isn't exactly porn, right? Let's get into that! Marriage By Design is a channel dedicated to digging into God's design for marriage and family - as well as talking practically live that out in our marriages and families. Our goal is to leave you encouraged that you CAN do marriage and family by God's design and to give you HOPE that God IS FOR YOUR MARRIAGE AND YOUR FAMILY!!! Want to respond?  Holler at us at any of the social spots below!   Facebook  /  Instagram  /  Twitter  /  YouTube   Want to support us financially? Click below!

Welcome to The Times of Israel's Daily Briefing, your 20-minute audio update on what's happening in Israel, the Middle East and the Jewish world. Arab affairs correspondent Gianluca Pacchiani and reporter Diana Bletter join host Jessica Steinberg for today's episode. Pacchiani offers a brief update regarding the latest in the US-brokered ceasefire proposal to Hezbollah in Lebanon, as Bletter speaks about the randomness of rockets that kill and cause damage in the north, including Jewish and Arab towns and villages. Pacchiani discusses the latest lineup of Hamas leadership in Gaza, with most of the leaders located out of the country and one possibly still in Gaza, and how they control the ongoing war from afar. He also looks at reactions from European leaders regarding Palestinian educational textbooks that radicalize younger generations. Finally, Bletter talks about scientific research from Tel Aviv University that could help in fighting cancerous tumors. For news updates, please check out The Times of Israel's ongoing live blog. Discussed articles include: Though ham-handed, report on Gazan anger at Hamas appears to reflect waning support As calls to deradicalize Palestinian textbooks get louder, some urge a broader focus ‘History repeats itself' as South Lebanon Army veteran, Israeli killed side-by-side In Arab town where 2 were killed by Hezbollah rockets, leaders demand shelters Annual festival includes an oud ode to a Jewish Tunisian diva Israeli researchers identify protein that stops immune cells from attacking tumors Subscribe to The Times of Israel Daily Briefing on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, YouTube, or wherever you get your podcasts. This episode was produced by the Pod-Waves. IMAGE: In Kiryat Ata, northern Israel, where a missile fired from Lebanon hit and caused damage on November 11, 2024 (Photo by Flash90)See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

After investigating her social circle, NCIS agents discovered that Erin was planning to go into the desert with her neighbor Christopher Lee. But Chris claimed to barely know her. NCIS and the local sheriff's department dug deeper, and found out that Chris and Erin had been having a secret affair for months before Erin went missing. Listen early and ad-free by subscribing to 48 Hours+ on Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/4aEgENo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Send us a textWorkaholic producer Wolfie is in an existential rut until one night he catches a bizarre ad for a party hotline hosted by a pair of strange singing balls: Rufus and Ronaldo. Could this be just the recipe to spice up his boring life? On Episode 640 of Trick or Treat Radio we discuss one of our most anticipated films of the year, Frankie Freako from director Steven Kostanski! We also chat about how Halloween has evolved since our youth, express our adoration for Astron-6's filmography, and unveil a fresh take on a Halloween classic tune! So, dust off your most outrageous Halloween costume, channel your inner celebrity lookalike, and strap on for the world's freakiest podcast!Stuff we talk about: Host, The Mole People, Rob Savage, quarantine films, found footage, Stephen King, C.H.U.D., Russian Roulette, handing out big candy bars, Entrepreneurial Tendencies, Halloween, Trunk or Treat, kids that don't say trick or treat, we are the unswallowed nation, Howard Dean, human sized orange Ooompa Loompa, the ridiculousness of the 2024 US presidential race, Monster Mash parody Monster Hash, Trick or Skeet Radio, Ghost World, Thora Birch, Firstborn, RIP Teri Garr, El Goro, Marko Stunt, AEW Fright Night Dynamite, Ozzy Osbear, Action Pants FX, Conor Sweeney, Matthew Kennedy, Adam Brooks, Divorced Dad, Psycho Goreman, W is For Wish, Steven Kostanski, Frankie Freako, Kristy Wordsworth, Boglins, Eric Stoltz, Gary Busey, The Editor, Ghoulies, Gremlins, Weird Science, practical fx puppets, Hobgoblins, Ghoulies, Critters, Blitz//Berlin, balding rat tail hairstyles, Freaked, Carrie, Trick r Treat, go out and vote, Puppet Master, Patreon Takeover, Mystics in Bali, Boy Kills World, Bill Skarsgard, smoke a pound of mash, and Frankie Freako and the Freakettes.Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/trickortreatradioJoin our Discord Community: discord.trickortreatradio.comSend Email/Voicemail: mailto:podcast@trickortreatradio.comVisit our website: http://trickortreatradio.comStart your own podcast: https://www.buzzsprout.com/?referrer_id=386Use our Amazon link: http://amzn.to/2CTdZzKFB Group: http://www.facebook.com/groups/trickortreatradioTwitter: http://twitter.com/TrickTreatRadioFacebook: http://facebook.com/TrickOrTreatRadioYouTube: http://youtube.com/TrickOrTreatRadioInstagram: http://instagram.com/TrickorTreatRadioSupport the show

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Joining us from Texas today is Caitlin and it is her birthday!Caitlin's first baby was born at 34 weeks via an emergency C-section due to elevated blood pressure and fetal distress. Though she was scared, it was not a traumatic experience and her recovery went well. She just knew that moving forward for future births, she wanted to experience labor and she wanted something different. Caitlin talks about the importance of knowing not just your provider's general stance on VBAC, but their specific policies surrounding it. At 39 weeks, she went to the hospital with preeclamptic symptoms. Still counting on her provider to support her VBAC, Caitlin started to face things she wasn't comfortable with. Her symptoms were under control, but she could tell that her baby wasn't yet ready to come. She knew she needed to sign an AMA and go home. When the time came, Caitlin was able to advocate for the birth she wanted, declined the interventions she knew she didn't truly need, and leaned on those who felt safe in her space. “Having the VBAC made me so proud and confident in myself and any future births that I'm blessed with.” Happy Birthday, Caitlin!!How to VBAC: The Ultimate Prep Course for ParentsFull Transcript under Episode Details Meagan: Hello, hello Women of Strength. You guys, I am so excited for today's episode. We have our friend, Caitlin, from– are you from Texas? Where are you from?Caitlin: I'm from Texas, yes. Meagan: Texas. Yes. I wanted to say that then I started questioning myself. She is from Texas and we just went over a quick rough draft of all the things that happened in her birth and there are so many points I feel like to her birth. One, she's a VBAC. She had preeclampsia with her first and her second. This is her second baby during her VBAC and with her first, she signed an AMA so we are going to talk about that and what that looks like. We're going to talk more about preeclampsia. We're going to talk about switching providers. One, switching providers but two, maybe trying to set ourselves up to not have to switch in the future and setting up ourselves to have a supportive provider from the beginning because she definitely had that and so much more. I'm really, really excited to get into the story. I do have a Review of the Week. This review is– I don't actually know how to say the name. Sidsie, maybe? It says, “Such an amazing resource for VBAC-hopeful mamas and others preparing for birth who haven't had a previous Cesarean. Their podcast has amazing birth stories and their blog has amazing articles. They have a ton of resources to find doulas and providers and are excited and happy to help support VBAC mamas. I recommend their podcast to my doula clients and I listen to each episode as it comes out. Definitely check it out.” I love that. This is a birth worker. Birth workers, we love you and we love your reviews. As you know, we do have a doula directory so if you are looking for a doula, these doulas are absolutely incredible. Go to thevbaclink.com and click on “Find a Doula”, search your area, and find out which doulas are close to you. Also, if you haven't had a chance, I'm requesting a specific place for reviews today. If you would not mind, head over to Google at “The VBAC Link” and click on it then leave a review. I would absolutely love it. Meagan: Okay, Caitlin. I'm already so excited that I just am going to turn the time over to you but before I do, I have to say one thing. Caitlin: I'm excited too. Do it. Meagan: Happy birthday. Caitlin: Thank you. Meagan: It's not your birthday the day you are recording, but we have determined it will be the day your episode comes out which we didn't do on purpose. Happy birthday. Caitlin: Thank you so much. I appreciate it. Meagan: You're welcome. You are welcome. All right. Well go ahead and share your stories. Caitlin: Okay, well I guess we should start with my first birth which was August 18, 2021. I was 34 weeks pregnant. I had lingering high blood pressure for about a week and it was elevating over time. My doctor was like, “Let's look at the baby.” With that check, baby was showing signs of distress and it was pretty immediate and quick. We went in for an emergency C-section. In the moment, I was so scared. It was my first child. I know what that meant. I didn't really care what that meant for my future births. I didn't really think of what that might mean for my future birthing experience. My main concern was that my current baby isn't doing well and let's do what we need to do to keep him and myself safe. That's how that went. I do want to say that my C-section was not traumatic. I didn't have a terrible recovery. It really was all good. I just knew that moving forward for future births that I wanted to experience labor. I had never experienced labor. I wanted to have more children than just two so I knew moving forward from that the risks that come with it. That's how my first kiddo was born. It was an emergency C-section. He was healthy. He was in the NICU for a little bit but that's just because he was so little at 34 weeks. Meagan: You actually had a preterm. That was another thing I forgot I wrote down. You had a preterm Cesarean. Caitlin: I did. Yes. It was very quick. We were at my doctor's appointment at 10:00 and got to the hospital and baby was born within an hour or two. It was a quick turnaround. It was a very high stress situation but it all worked out okay. Now my 3-year-old is wonderful. I'm grateful for how that all worked out and I'm glad that he was safe and that I was safe.That was my first birth. For my second, I knew that I wanted to try for a VBAC. I did extensive research and when I say extensive research, I mean I went crazy a little bit. No. there's never too much research. I did obtain all of the information I could find. I was listening to podcasts 24/7. I looked at studies and articles and the actual science behind it all. I just dove headfirst into it and I knew that this was what I wanted to try for. I wasn't scared of a repeat Cesarean. Again, I wasn't like, I can't do that again. I just knew this was the route I wanted to try to take. My due date for my second was August 19, 2023, so literally 2 years and a day after my first was born. I told my doctor at every single appointment even as early as it gets at the appointment where you hear the heartbeat and the appointment before they could even find the heartbeat, I was like, “I want a VBAC. I want a VBAC. I want a VBAC.” He was extremely receptive. He said, “You're a perfect candidate.” He was super receptive so I felt really good about it. I was thinking about this last night with my husband as I was running through all of the little details and I think my provider being so on board made me feel like I didn't need to do the little additional prodding questions to make sure that it was going to work out. It just seemed like every time I brought it up that it was a no-brainer. It was going to be VBAC fine. That's kind of your caveat for later but I felt like it was all going to be great. My provider was on board and that's the number-one checklist. But the thing I didn't do was ask him specifics. I didn't ask if I needed an induction, what does that look like? I didn't ask him, how many successful VBACs have you done? What is your approach if x, y, and z happens? I didn't get details because it just seemed so positive the whole time. Meagan: And that's the hard thing. It can be so easy to be like, “Hey, I want a VBAC. Do you support that?” “Yeah. Cool, no problem. Yep. Of course, we do. No worries.” Or like you said where he was like, “Yes, I know you want a VBAC. Let's move on,” instead of talking about that VBAC. I feel like that was maybe a little bit of a flag in ways. Caitlin: Yes. I should have picked up on it because it got to the point where I would walk into an appointment and the first words were, “I know you want a VBAC. We've got that.” I'm like, “Okay, great. We've got it.” I think I was a little naive that that was him checking that off the appointment list maybe and being like, I don't actually need to give this girl a VBAC when push comes to shove. Meagan: Or tell her anything, yeah. I really encourage people to ask open-ended questions like you said like, “How many VBACs do you support? How do you feel about VBAC and what does it look like? For some reason if I have to be induced, do you induce them and what does it look like then?” and all of those types of things. Caitlin: Definitely. Definitely. I started to feel all of this pressure because toward the end, we didn't really talk about a plan. Then the language changed to, “We can't really make a plan because we just have to wait and see if you're going to go into labor.” So then I was like, “Oh dang, then I really need to go into labor.” Then we got to 36-37 weeks and I'm getting more and more in my head, “What if I don't go into labor? What happens next? We still don't have a plan.” We started to do membrane sweeps. I got three membrane sweeps and I did them on the time period– I don't remember what it was. I think if you do two within 48 hours or something like that, people say– I don't know who people are. I was just a maniac with my research and they were like, “Maybe that will increase your chances of your body going into labor on its own.” I did three membrane sweeps trying to get the ball rolling. I stayed at 1 the whole time. No changes. I was doing all of the things at home up to week 39. I was eating dates, curb walking, drinking raspberry leaf tea, bouncing on the ball. I was pumping colostrum. My baby is 9 months old and I still have colostrum in her freezer. Meagan: Holy cow, girl. Caitlin: I was doing everything begging my body to please do this for me. Please. There were no changes. Meagan: It wasn't listening. It wasn't ready. Caitlin: It wasn't. I was also forgetting to consider the fact that my body with my first did not go into labor. This was my first real experience with childbirth and labor. Do you know what I mean? My C-section grew and changed me in so many ways and like I said, I don't regret that at all, but in my head I kind of counted that like, my body should be going into labor, when in reality, my body wasn't going to go into labor. At least not as early as I was trying to make it. So moving on from that, I did all of the things. I kept doing the things. I felt frustrated doing the things because the things weren't thinging and I couldn't but I tried and all I kept doing was being positive. My blood pressure was fine my entire pregnancy so we got past that 34-week mark which with my first, my high blood pressure started at week 33 and we got past that point. I felt really good about it. There were no high readings then on August 4th, I was 38 weeks. It was a Friday. I had felt kind of off during the day but I was also like, I'm 38 weeks pregnant. I'm probably going to feel off for the next however many weeks I'm pregnant. Then later that night, I noticed major swelling in my hands and my feet. I was like, this is something I am familiar with. I am not familiar with other things that are coming, but this is something that I am. We didn't have a blood pressure cuff so husband had me go to a CVS or Walgreens or something like that and take it in one of those machines and it was extremely high. I was apprehensive. I was like, I don't want to rush right in. I called my on-call person and obviously their response was to go to the hospital. They can't guide you through anything when it comes to high blood pressure over the phone. I go to the hospital. I was planning on going there for my VBAC even though I'm 39 weeks now and still at a 1 but I'm like, It's going to be fine. My doctor's on board. The bummer with that was that it was a Friday night and it was probably closer to the middle of the night and early Saturday morning. The nurse who had us at intake was actually– we recognized her and couldn't figure it out then she was like, When did you have your last baby? It was the same nurse who helped us prep for the emergency delivery of my first son. She was super sweet and super comforting. It was nice to have somebody who had seen what we went through previously. My blood pressure was still high at the hospital. They started some IV fluids and I was just resting. They checked on baby and he looked great. No issues with him which from my prior experience, that's what changed everything for me was that he was fine. So I kept asking throughout our time sitting and watching our blood pressure, I was like, “Baby is fine?” They were like, “He's doing great.” That was super, super– and that was completely different from my first time around. Then finally, the doctor came in who was working for that night and the first words out of her mouth were, “We'll do a C-section first thing in the morning. We'll get you on the calendar.” I was like, “Oh, well my plans were to try for a VBAC,” and that was basically met with an eye roll. She was like, “You can talk to the doctor who is in for your doctor this weekend because he's not the doctor over the weekend. You can talk to her and see what she thinks.” I was like, “No, yeah. I'll be happy to talk to her. Do you want me to call her right now? Because I'm not going to stay here. Don't put me on the schedule for tomorrow morning.” She actually did. She called the doctor who was in for the weekend from my doctor's practice and I mean, basically what I kept getting was, “Protocol is when you have high blood pressure this late in pregnancy, we just do a C-section.” Then every time I asked, “Why?” I was like, “If my baby is fine, why do we do a C-section? If my baby is doing okay,” and my blood pressure at that point was getting lower. We were managing it. I think the fluids helped, elevating my legs, resting, and all of those things. My blood pressure was lowering and my baby was fine. I was like, “Why?” They didn't really have an answer every time I asked that. I got on the phone with the doctor who was in for my doctor over the weekend and the one who would be doing the C-section the following morning. I'm telling you. We were on the phone for– I had her on speakerphone so my husband could hear what she was saying and what I was saying. My husband knew I did all of this research but as I was debating with this doctor, I could see on his face that he was learning things. He was like, “Oh, that's a good point. Oh, really? Okay. Okay. You're not that crazy, Caitlin. I see it. You know?” So I could see him learning through what I was saying to her about my why and why I wanted to do it this way. She was basically saying, “I can have a baby in your arms by lunch tomorrow. You could be walking around.” I was like, “That's really not my goal. That's not what I'm trying to do.” Finally, I was like, “Hey, look. Based on what I have found, I know that a good induction method would be a balloon Foley. Can you come do that? I'm not going to say yes to a C-section tomorrow with my baby doing fine and my blood pressure dropping. It's getting better.” She was like, “Okay.” She was like, “I can do it.” I was like, “Have you done it before?” She was like, “Yes I have. I will come in and do one tonight. We can see how you progress overnight and so on and so forth.” They put us in our room and my blood pressure was looking good. They take monitors off of me. They don't need to be watching baby anymore. All is good. We're sitting in the room. We are waiting for the doctor to come to start the balloon. Finally, I asked the nurse. I'm like, “Hey, is the doctor coming? She said she wanted to give me time to progress overnight so we could see how we were doing in the morning.” I'm aware of the fact that this could take a long time. I told the doctor that. I said, “I'm very patient. I'm not trying to rush this.” She's like, “I'll go check on the doctor and see where she's at.” She comes back in the room and said the doctor was asleep at home. The doctor said she was going to come do the balloon Foley first thing in the morning. I was like, “That's not what we talked about on the phone. The doctor told me she was going to come do it tonight so we could progress overnight and all that stuff.”Me and my husband are sitting in this room. Our kid is at home, our other child and they are not even checking me anymore. They're not monitoring anything. My blood pressure is good. The baby is healthy. I'm like, “Why is there no urgency?” If this was something that needed to be done, why are we not doing anything? I guess that was my concern. As I'm verbally processing this with my husband, the nurse was extremely professional but I felt a vibe. I asked my husband, “Did you feel the same thing when she was affirming what we were discussing verbally?” Just between him and I but I felt like she was like, “Yes. You're not wrong.” The second I said to my husband, “I think we should leave. I feel like this isn't right,” the nurse was like, “I can get you those papers whenever you want them.”She went and I was like, “I think I want them. I don't know. I'm a rule follower. I don't want to risk anything.” My husband was like, “Caitlin, I don't know. I don't know if this is safe,” but I just felt like if there was no urgency to get things moving now, then what's the urgency in waiting until Monday when I could talk to my provider who had encouraged me and said that the VBAC was possible the whole time? So we left against medical advice. It was very intimidating for somebody who was a rule follower. We felt like we were going to be dogs with our tails tucked between our legs walking out of the hospital with our bags on our shoulders. I was like, “Oh my gosh, those nurses are going to watch us and think we are causing harm to our baby.” But as we were walking out, it was the coolest thing ever. All of the nurses, I think they could tell that I was a little bit insecure about my decision or just not sure, but they were giving me thumbs-ups and silent, “You've got this” clapping. I was like, Oh my gosh, okay. This wasn't a dumb call. One nurse stood up and said to me as we were about to leave the door, “Thank you so much for advocating for your own health and standing firm in the decisions that you want to make for your birth.” It was so affirming for me. Meagan: I seriously have chills and goosebumps right now just hearing you say that and her saying that to you and you being able to leave feeling that especially when you felt like it was right, but then the way the world makes us feel about going against medical advice, you had that, Oh, I don't know if I should be doing this feeling as you were walking out. To have that advocacy as you were walking out I'm sure put so much power in your pocket. Caitlin: Totally. Totally, totally. That nurse was life-changing for me and I just felt okay going into the next day waiting to see my doctor whom I thought was going to be on my team with all of this stuff that I had been sticking up for. I get to my doctor on Monday. I rested for the weekend. There was nothing crazy. We just relaxed. I got a blood pressure cuff to monitor. It wasn't good. It was elevated but it never got to that zone where it was on Friday night when I went in. I went to my doctor on Monday. My blood pressure was elevated but not very high. He said, “Let's have you just lay low. Let's check you again on Thursday morning.” I went in Thursday morning and it had gotten higher again. He was like, “I'm not comfortable playing this game with your past and how your baby was the first time around.” He was like, “Let's not do that. Let's not push it to that point again and see.” I agreed with him in that. I was like, “Yeah, no. We're now playing Russian Roulette of it's high. It's not as high. It's high. It's not as high.” I was like, “Okay, great. What are we going to do to get the VBAC going? How do you usually approach this?” He completely froze. He was like, “Wait, no. I think we're going to do a C-section.” I was like, “What?” I was shocked and so confused and still only at 1 centimeter. I was like, “What are we talking about here? This is not what I said to you at every appointment.” My husband knew. He saw it all over my face. I was like, “Where is this coming from?” My doctor said, “I'll let you guys talk about it.” He left the room for a minute. When he left, my husband was like, “Caitlin, we have to trust our doctor.” I was like, “I do trust the doctor, but I trust what I know more,” then he was like, “You're not a doctor.” I was like, “No, I know but I've heard enough where these stories come into play.” All of the stories that I heard of people who had been successful with this, that's where it all comes into play and that's why I'm so passionate about sharing this because that's what made me be like, No. I know it can work and I've heard of it working. I went on. I think my doctor came in and he thought that he was going to come into a room and us be like, “Okay, yeah. We have to do what we have to do,” and no. Instead, I was like, “I would like to give myself all chances for a vaginal birth.” Now again, I said this before. “I am not scared of a C-section. I had a great experience. I recovered really well but I want to give myself a shot at this.” A question I should have asked way previously was about the balloon Foley thing but here I am, he was still positive the whole time that I just assumed that surely, if push came to shove, we would know what we were going to do. He told me that he had ever only done one and he doesn't really know or feel comfortable doing another. He said that I might not be dilated to get one in. Meagan: Okay. Caitlin: I was like, “Okay. Well, typically that's how you approach inducing a VBAC.” Meagan: Yeah. Caitlin: I was like, “Okay.” I told my husband, “I don't know what either of you want me to say. I would like to do a balloon Foley.” My doctor was like, “I don't feel comfortable.” Meagan: Did he say why? What about it didn't make him feel comfortable? Caitlin: He said he had only ever really done one. Meagan: That's why. Caitlin: I was like, “I'll be your second.” Meagan: Yeah. Yeah. Caitlin: Then it was more so the approach of, “I don't think one would fit.” That might be true. I don't really even know. I was at a 1 so I don't know but– Meagan: Usually if you're at a 1, and even people without an open cervix like even at half a centimeter, they can get it in. It's usually a little less pleasant, but typically a Foley will go in. Sometimes the cervix is still posterior which is also a sign that our baby is not ready to come, but if so, it can go out and around. One in his whole career? He's only placed one? That seems kind of crazy to me. Caitlin: That's what he told me. That's what he told me. I'm like, “Okay. Here's what I need you to do. Phone a friend or I will.” The power of Google, I started to Google local doctors in the area who were VBAC-friendly who were at the same hospital I had already been registered at and all of those things. He looked at me like I was absolutely insane. My husband did a little bit too, but I was like, “No. Find somebody then. If you won't do it, find somebody who will.” It was very awkward because when he did find a doctor who would do it for me, that was great. I was in the room or whatever and they were– he wasn't at the hospital when I got the balloon Foley, but the doctor who would, before I left my actual doctor's office, all of those nurses were very not on board with the call that I was making so that's an awkward feeling to be like, Okay. Everybody in this room thinks that I'm doing something wrong. It felt really good to leave. It felt good to go get to the hospital with a new set of nurses and a different doctor doing it. All went well. She placed it just fine. I'm so grateful that she was willing to just pop in for a patient that wasn't even her own. We got to the hospital around 12:15 and I had a male nurse. He was awesome. I was at a 1.5 when I got there so more than a 1. The doctor who did the Foley for me was great. When she got it in, she said she might have broken my water. She wasn't sure. She couldn't tell. It was pretty tight. It wasn't comfortable but I wouldn't describe it as painful. They started low-dose Pitocin and we hung out basically. I waited on that Foley to do its job and yeah. From noon until 6:00 PM, I was dilating. Things were happening and I think I got the epidural and it fell out right about the same time. I got the epidural right before it fell out. My contractions were picking up and coming really fast which was interesting because I just didn't expect it to happen that quickly. Everybody told me, the doctor on the phone, everybody told me, “It's going to take forever. Forever. You're not going to dilate. It's going to take forever.” It really wasn't taking forever because I had been there from noon to 6:00 and things were happening. The nurse I had was wonderful, wonderful. He was super helpful. He was super team VBAC. You've got this. When it came time for my shift change, I was so bummed. He was like, “I'll get a good one for you. I'll get a good one for you.” When the nurse came into the room, she was so excited it was me. It was the nurse who stood up and told me, “Thank you for advocating for yourself and how you want to bring your baby into the world.” She was just amazing and she was so excited it was me. I was so excited it was her and that was just a huge full-circle moment. She was like, “You're doing it. You've got it.” I was like, “Girl, you have no idea.” Once the balloon fell out, we spent the night repositioning just to keep things moving along. At midnight, the doctor came in to check and see, “Okay, did your water break when I put the balloon in or did it not?” It turned out that my water was already broken, but she also said there was pooling of a lot of blood. I was losing a lot of blood. She was very confused by that. She did a rushed ultrasound in fear of placental abruption and she did prepare us that if that was the case, I would be going back for an immediate C-section. My husband thinks it's funny. He made a joke, “Well that would have made all of this worth the time.” I was like, “It's not time for that but whatever.” That would have been a bummer if that was the case but there was a lot of bleeding so I knew that if it was placental abruption that we would go back for a C-section and all would be fine. That's the biggest thing that I want to say is that it would have been okay. It wouldn't have been earth-shattering to me. But the placenta looked good. I was like, “Praise be. Let's keep trucking along.” She was going to monitor the bleeding. She wasn't sure where it was coming from. We'll just wait on my body to do its thing. I'm just so grateful that this random doctor, I'd never met her. I never had met this woman but she made me feel that I was the one making the decisions about my body and my baby because that isn't how I had felt by the other three doctors who I had talked to in the process of this up to that point. Meagan: Yeah, which is sad. Three out of four providers made you feel like that versus uplifting, being part of your birth, making choices for yourself and your baby. Caitlin: Totally. Totally. I felt like maybe everybody who was looking at me thought I was maybe a pushover or just didn't know what I was talking about so when I pushed back on things, people backed off and were like, “Oh gosh, we don't want to deal with that girl.” Nobody wants to be that girl but everything continued to go great. We did lots of new positions and dilating was happening fairly quickly. I got to 9. In the morning, that same male nurse requested me again. I loved that. My nurses changed my life. They were amazing and the nurses were my cheer squad. They were amazing. They made me feel like things were going great. Meagan: They were doulas. They were acting as doulas in here. They were requesting you which is awesome and very rare. That's very rare. Caitlin: Yes. They were phenomenal and every time one of the familiar ones came in, I was like, “We're good. I'm good. I trust you with my life.” They were amazing. That was encouraging for me because having a doula wasn't really in our budget unfortunately, but I did need somebody else because my husband is very like, “Yeah, Cait. Whatever you feel passionate about you needing to do,” and he was totally on board, but it was nice to have somebody with a medical background saying, “No, you are doing the right things. Here's how we can progress you forward. Here's what we should do next.” I had never had a vaginal birth. He came back. He requested me. He was my nurse again. Then at 10:00 AM, my contractions became so intense and so on top of each other. I think it was worse that this happened after. I wish I had either never gotten the epidural and built up to that. The taste of having the pain relief and then it going away was not fun at all. It would have been better to just never have had the pain relief at that point. I was at 9 and they called the anesthesiologist. They did a flush of medication to offer some relief. That didn't change anything. So 2 hours later, they came back and he checked. He was like, “Oh, your epidural became dislodged.” I wasn't getting any of the medication that I was getting previously. So unfortunately, at 9 centimeters, you're in full-blown labor labor and they didn't realize for 2 hours what the problem was. Finally, it took my husband saying to somebody, “I don't think she is just feeling intense feelings. I think she is feeling the actual contraction,” which also was discouraging for me because that 2-hour span of no changes was the longest span I had gone with no progression in the entire experience. I was getting nervous about that. I was like, Not only am I in immense, excruciating pain, but why am I not dilating to a 10? Why am I not a 10? What's going on here? The anesthesiologist said to me, “Hey, you're at a 9. You can wait it out and when it's time to push, just push. You don't need the epidural to be working.” I was like, “I could do that, but I also got an epidural for the pain relief.” I was like, “No. I want the relief and I also want to be able to relax and see if that gets me to a 10.” They did place a second epidural. It helped. It took a while. It was basically the whole process restarting. My doctor told me, “Hey, since you were just up for 2 hours with contractions on top of each other, how about you try to rest? I'll check on how you guys are doing in a little bit.” He popped in a few minutes later and asked to check me. I was like, “Yes.” He lifted up the covers and my baby's hair was there in 30 minutes. Meagan: What? You were crowning? Caitlin: Yes!Meagan: Oh my gosh. Caitlin: I went from 2 hours at a 9. They gave me the second epidural and then within 30 minutes, they went to check and they didn't have to check anything because the baby was there. It's funny because we had just reset the room to be dark, comfortable, rest, and it was like, “Nope. Open the blinds. Get ready to go.” It was a crazy turnaround. My husband and I didn't believe it when he said it. We were like, “Hair? Already? We just sat here for 2 hours at a 9.” I never even got measured. Do they measure at a 10?Meagan: I mean, they can go in and be like, “You're complete.” Yeah. Caitlin: Right. Right. It went very fast. I was shocked by that. I pushed for 15 minutes and baby was born. It was smooth sailing from then on out. It was 24 hours total. Everybody's biggest threat to me was, “It's going to take forever. You're going to be there forever. You're going to be doing this forever.” It was 24 hours from start to finish. Baby being born. Baby being healthy. Me getting the VBAC. Me getting the golden hour because with my first, he was straight to the NICU. I didn't get to hold him or anything and I really wanted that. It was super redemptive for me and just super special that my husband and I were in the same room after the baby was born because he went to the NICU with our first. Having the VBAC made me so proud and confident in myself and any future births that I'm blessed with. Now I know. I'm an advocate and other moms can put their foot down for themselves. You have control of what happens to you as you bring a baby into this world. I don't think I knew that before being in the thick of it that I actually did get to make the calls. Meagan: Yes. Caitlin: Yeah. All of these medical things that came up like the high blood pressure and how easy I could have been like, “Okay yeah, whatever you say,” but just because of things that come up in pregnancy, it doesn't mean that you need to get straight to a surgery room. Meagan: I mean look at that. Your blood pressure did go back up to that high range and you didn't just go in and have a C-section. You had a slowly induced VBAC. Did your original male provider ever come back to the scene? Did that provider catch baby? Caitlin: He is the one who when I was stuck at the 9, he was in at that time. Meagan: Okay. Caitlin: He was there from being at 9 centimeters and he is the one who delivered my son. The other doctor came in to check on us after which was super sweet. She was incredible. But yes, he did come back for all of that. There was a sense of me being like, “Huh. This all worked out.” Meagan: Look at that. Caitlin: It all worked out. Would you look at that? It was interesting because he was very much like, “I knew you were determined.” I was like, “Okay, yeah. I was but you were trying to make me not be.” Meagan: Yeah. Caitlin: I don't know. I do believe that he did incredible with my first birth and especially with a first-time mom with that scary of a situation happening. I just think that sometimes it's what's more comfortable. It makes me sad because if that was my first baby, I literally would have not ended up in the situation I was in. I just wonder how many moms get put in these positions and then have to make– don't get to make the call because they don't know they can make the call. They don't know they are the ones who get to make the choice. Meagan: Yeah, exactly. It goes back to the review where it says that this podcast is for people who have had a previous Cesarean but also for people who haven't had a previous Cesarean and who haven't had these experiences and who may not have that full education yet. Caitlin: Right. Meagan: I think this podcast is so great for people who want to learn what happens out there and what could happen and what your options are and how people advocate for themselves. I'm so grateful for the nursing staff. Caitlin: Oh my gosh. They were so amazing. When we got moved to the other room after the baby was born, the nurse who was there when I signed my AMAs and stuff, the one who did all that with us, she came into the room and was clapping. She was like, “You did it!” Everybody was so on our team which was truly incredible. That meant everything for us. Meagan: Absolutely. Absolutely. Oh, go ahead. Caitlin: Another thing just for new moms too who haven't gone through it, the recovery is different. C-section moms are absolute heroes. They are tough as nails but also, the doctors were telling me, “You're so young and you'll bounce back so fast from a second section. It's not that bad. You healed great the first time.” That's all true. But the recovery was different because I didn't have a major abdominal surgery. Meagan: Yeah. Yes. Oh my gosh. Well, thank you so much for sharing your stories. Thank you for advocating for yourself and being an example to others on how to advocate for themselves. We know with preeclampsia that it really can be an overnight serious thing but it doesn't always mean that you have to just go and have a C-section. There are so many times where I see births where we have preeclampsia with really high blood pressures and proteins and all of the things. We go in for an induction and then it's managed. The blood pressure is managed throughout the entire rest of the pregnancy so I don't know. There's that. I just want to say there is that. Caitlin: There is. Meagan: A lot of times, providers say, “Oh, your blood pressure is so high. Labor would be far too stressful,” but there are so many ways to help manage the blood pressure. We do know that sometimes there are medically emergent reasons to go in and have a C-section but it doesn't always mean you have to. We have a preeclampsia blog. We are going to drop it in the show notes so if you want to learn more about preeclampsia and the risk factors and how to prevent it because there are ways that we can try to prevent them– getting our omega 3's, calcium, choline, getting a good salt intake, getting really, really great rich foods, proteins, fruits, vegetables. The Brewer's Diet is another amazing thing to check out. They have a whole preeclampsia section. Definitely check these things out. If you also have had preeclampsia before like Caitlin, the risks of having it again are slightly higher just because we've had it and things like that so if you've had it before, definitely check this out even before getting pregnant. I think there is a lot of preparing to do before we get pregnant. Sometimes it happens no matter what efforts you've had. Maybe you've done all of the things. Sometimes it just happens and it's out of our control. Like Caitlin was just talking to me about this before, she doesn't struggle with high blood pressure. It just comes during pregnancy. Caitlin: Mhmm. Yeah. My hope is that in future pregnancies that I wouldn't have high blood pressure again, but if I do, I just feel more equipped and more confident in how I want to manage that. Meagan: Exactly. Caitlin: Yeah. It's hard because when you are being told things by medical providers who do know what they are saying in regard to some extent and you want to continue to be like, “I'm going to do what's safest throughout my baby,” but my favorite question throughout my whole experience was, “If my baby is okay, if my blood pressure is lowering, then why are we making the decisions that we are making?” That's the pillar that my husband and I lived on in those disagreement conversations. Meagan: I wanted to point out before we go just piggybacking off of that that it is okay to ask questions. You can say, “Okay, but why?” or “What is the evidence on that?” or “What are the medical reasons you are suggesting for this or that?” You can ask questions, Women of Strength. That is advocating for yourself. Ask the questions so that you can make the final decision. Caitlin: If they don't have an answer, it's probably because there isn't an answer. Meagan: Right? And/or if there is some gaslighting happening, that probably means there is also not an answer but they are trying to create an answer and make you feel scared or like you would be stupid to make that choice.Caitlin: Mhmm. Mhmm. I really wish all nurses were like the ones we had. We had awesome nurses. Meagan: They sound incredible, absolutely incredible. Caitlin: They were. Meagan: Shoutout to them. Happy birthday again. Congratulations. Caitlin: Thank you so much. Thank you. Meagan: We will talk to you later. Caitlin: Thank you. ClosingWould you like to be a guest on the podcast? Tell us about your experience at thevbaclink.com/share. For more information on all things VBAC including online and in-person VBAC classes, The VBAC Link blog, and Meagan's bio, head over to thevbaclink.com. 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What a disgusting and disgraceful day for the UK as Starmer releases 2000 prisoners whilst robbing 10 Million pensioners of their fuel allowance. I thought that the grown ups were in charge, not the woke, virtue signalling sixth formers? Why couldn't these convicts be put in old Army camps or on the Libby Stockholm rather than Labour releasing them on to the streets and playing Russian Roulette with our safety? Why doesn't Labour cut foreign aid and the Billions they have just given Ukraine rather than making pensioners choose Heat or Meat this winter? Charity should always begin at home. Do you agree? Support this podcast here https://buymeacoffee.com/jongaunt   

Just because you cannot see the air you breathe does not make it any less necessary for you to live. Same goes for risk. If you do not know what risk you are taking, when and how in your creative business, you are just gambling. More like playing Russian Roulette. Let's talk arbitrage. Original Episode Number: 53 | Original Air Date: 5/25/2021 Links & Resources: Link to Sound File for Visually Impaired: Click Here Host: Sean Low of The Business of Being Creative Have your own opinion on Sean's tips and advice? Talk Back!! Email Shawn or record a voice message directly through his show's site! Link: Join Sean's Collective of Business Creatives Follow Sean on social media: Instagram: @SeanLow1 |Facebook: Facebook.com/Sean.Low.35 | LinkedIn | Twitter: @SeanLow — Podcast Network: The Wedding Biz Network Production House: Flint Stone Media Copyright of The Wedding Biz, LLC. 2021.

Exactly 85 years ago today, on 3 September 1939, the Second World War officially began with Britain's declaration of war against Germany. Russians might argue, however, the real war began on 22 June 1941 with Hitler's invasion of the Soviet Union. While, for America, of course, the war began on December 7, 1941, with the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor. World War Two was then, in a sense, three wars rolled into one featuring the alliance of Britain, the Soviet Union and America against the Axis. But this alliance, for the historian Giles Milton, was a short-term affair rather than a marriage which would inevitably disintegrate after the defeat of Nazi Germany. Indeed, in his interesting new book, The Stalin Affair, Milton describes it as an “impossible alliance” that might have “won” the war but would lose the peace and trigger the Cold War. GILES MILTON is the internationally best-selling author of twelve works of narrative history, including Nathaniel's Nutmeg and Churchill's Ministry of Ungentlemanly Warfare. His books have been translated into more than twenty-five languages and have been serialised on both the BBC and in British newspapers. He is also the writer and narrator of the acclaimed podcast series, Ministry of Secrets. Milton is a Fellow of the Royal Historical Society. The Times described Milton as being able ‘to take an event from history and make it come alive', while The New York Times said that Milton's ‘prodigious research yields an entertaining, richly informative look at the past. Giles Milton's book Nathaniel's Nutmeg is currently under option in America for a major TV series, and Churchill's Ministry of Ungentlemanly Warfare is also under option. All of Milton's books are available in print format and as e-books, in UK and US editions.Giles Milton was born in 1966. He was educated at Latymer Upper School and the University of Bristol, where he read English. His nonfiction books include Nathaniel's Nutmeg, Big Chief Elizabeth, Samurai William, The Riddle and the Knight, White Gold, Paradise Lost, Wolfram, Russian Roulette, Fascinating Footnotes from History. He is also the author of three novels, The Perfect Corpse, According to Arnold and Edward Trencom's Nose.  In the preface to the American edition of Fascinating Footnotes he has written: 'Much of my working life is spent in the archives, delving through letters and personal papers. The huge collection housed in Britain's National Archives is incompletely catalogued (the National Archives in Washington DC is somewhat better) and you can never be entirely sure what you will find in any given box of documents. Days can pass without unearthing anything of interest: I liken it to those metal-detecting treasure-hunters of North Carolina who scour the Outer Banks in the hope of turning up a Jacobean shilling or signet ring. Persistence often pays rich dividends and this book - an idiosyncratic collection of unknown historical chapters - is the result of my own metaphorical metal detecting. Amidst the flotsam and jetsam, I've found (I hope) some glittering gems.'  Milton's works of narrative history rely on personal testimonies, diaries, journals and letters to make sense of key moments in history, recounted through the eyes of those who were there. A Cornish slave boy held captive in Morocco; a Jacobean adventurer in Japan; a young German artist conscripted into Hitler's war machine - Giles Milton's books focus on the stories of ordinary people who found themselves attempting to survive in extreme situations.Named as one of the "100 most connected men" by GQ magazine, Andrew Keen is amongst the world's best known broadcasters and commentators. In addition to presenting KEEN ON, he is the host of the long-running How To Fix Democracy show. He is also the author of four prescient books about digital technology: CULT OF THE AMATEUR, DIGITAL VERTIGO, THE INTERNET IS NOT THE ANSWER and HOW TO FIX THE FUTURE. Andrew lives in San Francisco, is married to Cassandra Knight, Google's VP of Litigation & Discovery, and has two grown children.Keen On is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit keenon.substack.com/subscribe

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