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AVM Burst in the Brain: A Recovery Story of Patience, Aphasia, and Finding Your Way Back Jennifer Tomscha was 39, driving her three-and-a-half-year-old daughter home from preschool, when an AVM burst in her brain. She felt a wash of dizziness first. Then her vision started collapsing on the right side. She pulled onto a narrow verge on the highway between Greytown and Carterton in New Zealand, tried to reach her husband, got no answer, and dialled 111 instead. When the dispatcher asked what was wrong, she said something she still can’t fully explain: “I think I’m having a stroke.” She didn’t know yet that she had two arteriovenous malformations in her left frontal lobe — one discrete, one diffuse. She didn’t know that within hours she’d be helicoptered to Wellington Hospital for an emergency craniotomy, or that the following Monday a neurosurgeon named Dr. Woon would spend thirty hours trying to remove both malformations from her brain. She just knew something was wrong, and that her daughter was in the back seat, and that she couldn’t keep driving. That moment — pulling over, self-diagnosing, refusing the urge to simply lie down and rest — may be the reason she’s alive. What happens when an AVM bursts in the brain An arteriovenous malformation is a tangle of abnormal blood vessels that connects arteries directly to veins, bypassing the capillary network that normally regulates blood flow. Most people with an AVM never know they have one. But when an AVM bursts in the brain, blood floods into surrounding tissue at high pressure, and the consequences are almost always severe: haemorrhagic stroke, seizures, sudden neurological deficits, and in many cases, death. Jennifer’s first surgery controlled the bleeding. The second, five days later, was supposed to remove both malformations. It didn’t go as planned. The surgical team discovered that blood flow to the first AVM was feeding the second one, causing the brain around it to swell. Dr. Woon had to make an impossible decision in the middle of the operation: let her die, or remove a portion of healthy brain tissue along with the malformation. He chose to keep her alive. The surgery took thirty hours. When it was finally over, he called her husband and said, “Well, you’ll be lucky if she talks.” The six weeks she can’t remember Jennifer has no memories of the first six weeks after her AVM burst. She was in a medically induced coma for the surgery, then in intensive care, then transferred to rehabilitation. Everything she knows about that period has been told to her by other people. When her memory started returning, she found herself in a rehabilitation ward in Masterton, using adult nappies, unable to sit up in bed. The front of her skull had been removed and wouldn’t be replaced for months. She wore a protective helmet whenever she walked. And yet — she insists — she felt fine. [Quote block — mid-article] “I kept saying, ‘I’m okay, I’m fine. You guys should just take it easy around me.’ But of course, I wasn’t really fine.” — Jennifer Tomscha The honest recognition of what had happened to her didn’t come for almost two years. It took that long for her brain to have enough capacity to think about her brain. The myth of the one-year recovery window Most stroke survivors are told, either directly or by implication, that the first year matters most. That after twelve months, improvements slow. That after two years, you’ve plateaued. Jennifer’s experience — and the experience of nearly every long-term survivor interviewed on this podcast — contradicts that narrative. Four years after her AVM burst, she is still discovering what recovery means. Her academic writing, once her profession as the Director of the Writing Program at NYU Shanghai, doesn’t flow the way it used to. She can’t recall songs from memory anymore, or sing the ones she used to sing. Her aphasia shows up most at night, when she’s tired. She still takes an afternoon nap most days. But she’s also finishing a PhD. She can read as well as she ever could. She’s speaking, articulately, in a podcast interview eighty minutes long. And the parts of recovery she thought had stopped improving are, quietly, still improving. What Jennifer wants other survivors to know Her advice, offered near the end of the conversation, is short and unsparing: “You can rest, and that’s okay. You can be as slow as you want to be, and that’s also okay. But don’t give up. Just keep going — at whatever pace feels right.” It’s a rejection of both the productivity culture that tells survivors to push harder and the clinical culture that tells them to accept their limits. Recovery, for Jennifer, isn’t a race against a deadline. It’s a long, patient process of finding out what comes back and learning to live fully with whatever doesn’t. Bill’s book and community If Jennifer’s story resonates with you, Bill Gasiamis’s book — The Unexpected Way That A Stroke Became The Best Thing That Happened To — explores the same territory: the slow, unexpected, sometimes beautiful work of rebuilding a life after a brain event. Get the book here Readers who want to support the podcast and connect with the community of survivors it serves can do so at Patreon. Support on Patreon This blog is for informational purposes only and does not constitute medical advice. Please consult your doctor before making any changes to your health or recovery plan. Jennifer Tomscha: An AVM Burst in Her Brain at 39, and the Four-Year Climb Back to Herself She self-diagnosed her own stroke while driving with her daughter. Four years on, she’s still discovering what recovery really means. Highlights: 00:00 Introduction and Background 10:00 Reflections on the Experience 18:00 Long-term Effects and Adaptations 26:45 Identity and Self-Perception Post-Stroke 38:48 The Long Game of Recovery 51:07 The Journey of Recovery 01:03:42 The Evolution of the Podcast Transcript: Introduction and Background: AVM Burst in the Brain Jennifer Tomscha (00:00) Dr. Woon was my neurosurgeon. And he just said, I’ll never do another surgery like that ever again. it was really long. And I think he definitely had made me worse. Like they had taken out. too much of my normal brain. when he called my husband after the surgery was over, Dr. Woon said like, well, you’ll be lucky if she talks. he was just so discouraged from how the AVM surgery went. when I finally talked to him on Zoom. was so you And I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah, of course I can. He was like, will you show me? and I walked up and down the room and he was like laughing so hard at my being able to walk. He was like so enthusiastic about it. Bill Gasiamis (00:44) Welcome back everybody. I am Bill Gassiomas and my guest today is Jennifer Tomche. In March, 2022, Jennifer was 39 years old living in New Zealand, finishing the first year of a PhD program when something happened to her brain that changed everything. What followed was a medical emergency unlike anything I’ve heard described on this podcast and a recovery story that quietly dismantles one of the most damaging myths in stroke survivor community. That after a certain point, the window for improvement closes. Jennifer is four years out from what happened to her. She still takes an afternoon nap every day. She still notices the edges of what her brain can and can’t do. And she is also finishing a PhD, raising two children and speaking with a clarity and warmth that will stop you in your tracks. This is a conversation about what it actually means to play the long game and why might be the most important thing any survivor can do. Before we get into it, if this podcast has been part of your recovery journey, I’d love for you to check out my book, The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened, at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. And a genuine thank you to everyone supporting this work on Patreon. If you wanted to support the show, you can go to patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. really helps me keep the conversation going. Let’s get into it. Bill Gasiamis (02:12) Jennifer Tomscha welcome to the podcast. Jennifer Tomscha (02:14) Thank you. I’m glad to be here. Bill Gasiamis (02:17) It’s lovely to have a local with me. Usually all my guests are from the United States or Canada or the United Kingdom. You’re just a hop, skip and a jump away in New Zealand. Jennifer Tomscha (02:20) Yeah. Mm hmm. Yep. Yep. I’m American originally, but we moved here in 2020. So ⁓ we I’m grew up in Iowa. And then and then I after but we were living in Shanghai for us for almost seven years, my husband and I were living in Shanghai and I was teaching at New York University, Shanghai and then when COVID happened in China. Bill Gasiamis (02:35) Where are we from in America? Jennifer Tomscha (02:54) they told us to leave the country because it was where it started. So, and we had two kids, so my husband didn’t want to go back to the United States. And so my sister lives in New Zealand. So we moved here and then we just stayed here. mm-hmm. So, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (03:11) So in China, was it just a request? Was it a directive? What was the situation? Jennifer Tomscha (03:18) From New York University, they said if you weren’t a Chinese national citizen, they strongly urged us to leave because they just didn’t know how they were gonna manage it. everyone, mean, in China, they had had SARS in the early 2000s, so they had already had it. And so right away, everyone had their masks on. They were ready to… go and I was like, I want to get out of here. So we went to New Zealand and they also had a lockdown, but it was just for a month and then everyone could wander around because the virus was not here. we just stayed and I got into this PhD program. So that’s why we’re still in New Zealand. Bill Gasiamis (04:00) Wow. That kind of brings us to the first question I ask most people these days is what was life like before stroke? So there was a little bit of stuff going on. was, work in China. There was a bit of, ⁓ travel from the United States to China. was children, but daily life. What, what was that like before the stroke? Jennifer Tomscha (04:21) When I saw my stroke happened in March of 2022 and at that time I had been in my PhD program for about a year. And I was just finishing up my research proposal. And so I was doing that during the day and my kids were both at, I have an older son who was in second grade year two. And then I have a daughter who was in preschool. And so my days were I dropped them off at their schools and then I would work for a little while. And then I would. go and get them. So, and then they would come home and we would do all the other stuff in parenting. And my husband at that time was working at the library. So he had, he was at the libraries from nine to five every day. So he was at work. And that’s what, that’s what we were doing. Yeah. When I had my stroke. I was busy trying to finish up this research proposal. And then, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (05:14) 39 years old at the time as well. Jennifer Tomscha (05:16) Yes, was 39. Bill Gasiamis (05:18) any signs, any kind of inkling that something was not right. Jennifer Tomscha (05:23) I didn’t, weirdly, so I’m trying to think about, my whole life I’ve had this thing where if, especially at just certain points if I hit my, this is maybe nothing to do with anything, but if I hit my elbow or my wrist, then I would pass out. And sometimes I would have like a little seizure while I was passing out. So wasn’t just like a regular fainting, it was like a seizure. And I had some of those in high school and I actually went to the, hospital for those at one point and I think they didn’t know what that was and they just did an EEG. I don’t even think we had an MRI where I lived. So I didn’t really know and then that sort of passed. But I was feeling when I have a daily journal that I was writing and when I go back and read that daily journal, the whole, for a couple months ahead of time, I was like, I just feel kind of weird. I don’t feel great. I feel like a little bit sick and I don’t know what’s wrong with me. And at that time they were allowing COVID to enter New Zealand. They were putting it in. So I was like, I think I might have COVID, but I took a bunch of tests. They were all negative. And then my stroke happened on Tuesday, but the Friday before I was so sick. And then that weekend I was really sick too. And then I got, like, I kind of felt like I woke up, I felt really nauseous. And then I felt better on Monday and Tuesday. And Tuesday was when my stroke happened. So I think that was all, it was all, think, my body reacting to, I was probably bleeding in my head at that time or something. mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (06:57) I got it. And we’re to have to go back and talk about how it was that when you got hit on your, on your wrist and your elbow, how hard was the hit? Jennifer Tomscha (07:05) I don’t know. Not super hard, I just, I don’t know what, I actually don’t know, and maybe it’s nothing to do with it. You know, maybe it’s something else in my body that I am prone to fainting. But I don’t know, I don’t really know why that, and maybe it wasn’t anything like that. But I had one day when I was 16 and I passed out three times and that did seem kind of funny. And I went to the doctor and I passed out while I was at the doctor’s office. So they were like, there’s nothing wrong with you. So they put me to the hospital. They did the EG. stayed the night. And then they were like, there’s nothing wrong with you. So that was it. But I think if nowadays they probably would have done an MRI, maybe, and they would have seen that I had my AVM and my whole life would have been different because I wouldn’t have done all the stuff that I’ve done now. Like my mom was like, if we had known you had had an AVM, you would have gone to school. in Sioux City, you know, or we would have done something to keep you nearby because we would be worried about you. Instead, I was just like, doing whatever I wanted to, which is good. Bill Gasiamis (08:14) Laze, but that’s kind of good. But also I get the preventative thing. One of the, my former guests had a daughter who had an AVM and I think she was five when she passed away from a bleed in the brain because of an AVM. That’s horrific. And one of the, it’s actually worth listening to that episode and it’s worth me interrupting this right now to jump on and find that episode so that I can share it with people. And this particular lady has made it her life’s mission to raise money, get an MRI machine and do preventative scans for people in case they have an AVM or some other undiagnosed neurological condition. I think it’s Gina. Gina Keely. OK, it’s. And her ⁓ foundation is now called the Paige Keeley Foundation, it’s the most heartbreaking story. It’s episode 141 and I’ll have the link in the show notes and I’ll have it in the YouTube description. So for anyone listening, jump back and have a look at that. And also maybe even consider supporting the foundation because the story is heartbreaking and the efforts that this lady is going to ensure that this doesn’t happen to other people is just amazing. So. I wanted to, I raised that because I had a, in 2011, no, no, in 2010, about 18 months before my actual AVM bled, I had a really terrible negative episode, nauseous, room spinning, like all the signs of stroke, but completely missed the, completely missed Jennifer Tomscha (09:47) Mm. Bill Gasiamis (09:55) the AVM when I went and actually had an MRI. So yeah, I went to the hospital, gave them my, rundown of what was happening to me and they were so switched on and they got me in and they did all the tests, but they didn’t find anything because they didn’t know what they were looking for. And there was no obvious sign of bleeding. So they didn’t dig deeper. And I have a friend of mine who is a radiographer who actually did my MRIs Jennifer Tomscha (09:58) ⁓ really? Mm. Reflections on the Experience Bill Gasiamis (10:22) when I was in hospital being treated after my AVM burst in 2012. And he said to me, the preventative stuff is very difficult because if you don’t specifically know what you’re testing for, you don’t know how to set up the machine and how many slices that it needs to take and at what resolution. So that when you deliver that to the radiologist and they’re looking at it, can they see an AVM and then pass that on? Jennifer Tomscha (10:37) Mmm Bill Gasiamis (10:49) that information onto the neurologist. They might even miss it, even though they’re doing MRI. But what Jena is doing, it sounds like they’re specifically going after aneurysms, AVMs, other malformations, and therefore they have kind of this better opportunity to find it. So if somebody is considering getting a preventative scan of their brain, you have to be very specific. Jennifer Tomscha (10:53) Bye. Bill Gasiamis (11:14) with the team of doctors, radiographers, neurologists, as to what you want them to look for and make sure that they adjust the scan so that it’s fit for purpose. Jennifer Tomscha (11:25) That’s interesting. That’s really interesting. Bill Gasiamis (11:26) Yeah. So what was the day of the stroke like? Was it, you said you’re feeling better on that Tuesday. Jennifer Tomscha (11:34) Mm-hmm. I had a good day. I have like lots of notes from my research proposal and I went to pick up. I don’t know why I did it this way actually. I went, my daughter’s preschool is in our town, Greytown, and I went and picked up her first and then I went to get my son. His school is a Montessori school. It’s in one town north. And so I went and got her and we were driving in the car and when I turned onto the highway that connects Greytown and Carterton, I just felt like a wash of dizziness and I started losing sight, I think, in my right eye. And it’s seven kilometers from Graytown to Carterton. And right before we got into Carterton, I pulled over onto the side of the highway. I tried, so by that time I think I had lost most of the sight in my one, my right eye. And so it wasn’t very long actually. And so I tried to call my husband, he didn’t answer. And then I just called 111 and I was like, I don’t know why I was like, I think I’m having a stroke, but I don’t know why I even thought that actually. Do know what I mean? I just, was like, something is wrong with me. And so my daughter was fussing in the back and, I don’t really remember anything after that. I don’t remember the paramedics coming. I don’t remember talking to anyone. but so when they, I think the police came first and then Then the paramedics came and they said I was nauseous, but talking a little bit. But then they moved me into the ambulance and, I started, choking and, or something, and they had to intubate me in the ambulance. And then they took me in. I was helicoptered off to Wellington hospital. So. Bill Gasiamis (13:12) How did you feel about it? I know you did the right things. You nailed it. But how did you feel? What were you thinking? I was completely oblivious to the risk I was at or in. Jennifer Tomscha (13:14) Yeah. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. I don’t know. just, let’s see, I think… I think when I was losing my vision, that was hard. I mean, I’m really lucky. There was a little ⁓ path on the side of the road right before you enter Carterton. So I pulled over there so I could still control the car. You know what I mean? I wasn’t so bad. And I could dial 111 on my phone. I could still think about those things. But it wasn’t very long after I dialed 111 and talked to those people that I’d that my memory is gone. So I think, I mean, I have spent a lot of time trying to like go back and figure out like, what was it? What could I have done early? know, like I was really lucky I was in the car, because honestly, because if I was at home, I might’ve like laid down and taken a nap and not called anybody actually, or called Dan and half have not answered. So then I could just see myself. Bill Gasiamis (14:14) you Jennifer Tomscha (14:22) It was actually really lucky that I was in the car with my daughter because it made me, I mean, I couldn’t keep driving very well. And so it made me pull over and it made me, I’d have to do something because I wasn’t in town. So I had to like figure out how I was going to manage the situation. And so I was really lucky actually that I was in the car and that I was in a public space where I was easy to find and like I could, so I felt like really lucky that all that happened. in that time period, but also that soul that my daughter was with me because it made me, I had this like parental responsibility that I had to, I couldn’t keep driving with her in the car. Like I just, I knew I had to do something and quickly. I feel like, I feel really lucky that that was the situation that I was in because I could see a different day where I didn’t go get the kids at that time. And I maybe would have tried to take a nap and it would have been totally different. So you know what I mean. Bill Gasiamis (15:19) It’s such a common thing for people to go, oh, I’m not feeling well. I think I’ll just go lay down and have a rest and see if I can just get over it, sleep through it or whatever. yeah. And then it just leads to even more and more trouble or problems. The fact that you said, I think I’m having a stroke, right? That is so cool and bizarre and amazing. Jennifer Tomscha (15:29) Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. The guy was like, why? And I was like, well, I’m losing my sight. I was like, I mean, I don’t know how it was. I was like, why do you think you’re having a stroke? I was like, I don’t know. But there was something wrong. You know what I mean. Bill Gasiamis (15:52) Yeah, that’s such a good question for me. Why do you think I’m going to strike? I don’t know, but I just came up with it. What? That was enough though. Like that was such a response from you to say, I think I’m having a stroke. It’s very, very rare that people get there, but the fact that you got there kind of gave, gave them also like an understanding of how to attend the site and what to do. Jennifer Tomscha (16:01) Mm. Bill Gasiamis (16:18) And that saves time as well. That saves a ton of time. Jennifer Tomscha (16:21) Right. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (16:23) and gets them, even though you may have been wrong, right? Gets them looking in the direction because they’re already got that in their mind. And then, well, let’s look at that first and then let’s suss it out. She might be completely wrong. But I walked into the hospital after my, while I was having the third blade and said, I’m having a brain hemorrhage or something like that. And I was in the hospital upright, standing, looking normal and Jennifer Tomscha (16:27) Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that’s true. That’s ⁓ Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (16:51) They were looking at me like, okay, what are you on? This guy, this guy must be on something because it doesn’t look like he’s having a stroke. And then I had to try and convince them, but I wasn’t giving them my contact details. So they weren’t able to bring up my record. And all they were saying was just give us your name, give us your name. We’ll put it in the system. We’ll have a look. And eventually they got it out of me and, ⁓ and I was right. But yeah, such a good thing. Jennifer Tomscha (16:54) Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, uh-huh. no. Hmm. you Bill Gasiamis (17:21) I love those little bits and pieces that go well together because you often hear I often hear the bits and pieces that didn’t go well and and it turned out differently and how old was your daughter at the time? Yeah, wow. Jennifer Tomscha (17:30) Mm-hmm. She was three and a half. And so she was still in the backseat, know, backwards in her car seat. And then we stopped and she was like, why are we stopping or whatever in her three and a half year old voice? And I was like, I just had to make a couple of phone, you know, I don’t know what I said to her. And then I think when the police came, she was asleep. Like she fell asleep back in the car. then, and then. It’s just, I, I’ll, so then for the next six weeks I don’t have any memories of anything. So all, all of the information has been given to me by other people. But, so, yeah. Long-term Effects and Adaptations Bill Gasiamis (18:04) So was quite a large blade after all of that. Jennifer Tomscha (18:06) Yeah, it was large. They took me, so I flew in the helicopter from Masterton to Wellington and I think they, by then my sister had gotten to the hospital and they, yeah, I think they said, yeah, they did an emergency, is it craniac? Or what’s the? Bill Gasiamis (18:25) Craniotomy, Jennifer Tomscha (18:26) Yeah, they did an emergency cradionomy and they saw that I was bleeding. And then they saw that I had this large left frontal or frontal lobe AVM. So, and then they said that at that moment they couldn’t tackle that AVM. So they, controlled the bleeding and then they, and they left my skull out and then, yeah. And then, then they, they talked to the neurosurgeon and He, that was a Tuesday and he said, why don’t you, I was in a coma, just keep her in a medical coma. And then Monday they would do the, the, the surgery to get rid of the AVM. Bill Gasiamis (19:05) And then that surgery happened. Jennifer Tomscha (19:07) That happened and it was, had my, actually had two AVMs. One was really discreet and they could see all the endings of it. And the other one was diffuse. I don’t really understand it, but, the neurosurgeon said there was like parts of regular brain in and around the AVM. I don’t really understand how that happens, but, ⁓ so they started in the morning and they did, they got rid of the one AVM. They were taking it out. And then something about the blood vessels that had some of they had been putting blood into that AVM. They then started feeding into the other AVM. So then that AVM made my brain sort of swell where that AVM was. And so the neurosurgeons had to decide if, mean, basically it was like, let me die. because they couldn’t do anything about it, or they would get rid of that AVM and they would just take out the brain that was, the normal brain that was in the regular AVM. So they took, they decided not to let me die, thank goodness, and they decided to do that. so, but it was really long surgery, it was 30 hours, I think they just didn’t, yeah, it was really long. And… And I think Dr. Woon was my neurosurgeon. And he just said, when he went and sewed my head back together, he didn’t think I was listening, but I was in the other room and I could hear him after I had my skull put back in. And he was like, I’ll never do another surgery like that ever again. it was too, it was really long. And I think he definitely thought that he had made me worse. Like they had taken out. too much of my normal brain. when he called my husband after the surgery was over, like they didn’t call him. Dan, my husband was waiting for the whole 30 hours and they only called him one time at like 11 o’clock that night. And they were like, we’re finishing up. But then they had all this other stuff happen. So they didn’t actually call him again until noon the next day. And Dr. Woon said like, well, you’ll be lucky if she talks. Because we had to take out. he was just so discouraged from how the AVM surgery went. And so, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (21:24) Dr. Woon needs to give himself way more credit. Jennifer Tomscha (21:27) I know, I know, I also think that. I also think that, I mean, it’s, I mean, neurosurgeons, they’re, it’s amazing that you could, I’ve just, it’d be so weird if your job was to cut people up and go into their brains and try and fix something in that organ, which is so mysterious, do you know? Like, yeah, so. Bill Gasiamis (21:48) Wow. 30 hours. So he also is thinking in his career, he’s probably never going to come across another 30 hour surgery. Yeah. Well, only if it’s necessary to make somebody better, but yeah, we definitely want to avoid that if we can for every human on the planet and for Dr. Woon, but I just, I’m just completely in awe of these people. I bumped into my surgeon last year. Jennifer Tomscha (21:57) I hope not. mean, I hope, you know, yeah, I don’t think, yeah. Right. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (22:15) because I had another MRI, because I had another bout of headaches and all that kind of stuff. still, you know, it hasn’t ended. I still go through all these things. And I mean, I mean kind of, I get emotional when I’m around her and when I’m in the room with her. If she told me to jump off a cliff because there is something positive down there and I would do it. If she said, if she said punch a hole through that wall, I would do it. Like I would do whatever she said because Jennifer Tomscha (22:20) no. Yes. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (22:44) I just cannot get over the, know, when, you know, when you make a decision, some people, my phone is weird. I’ve never done this before, but you have a piece of fabric and it’s got some lines on it. And you know, if you cut it wrong, that you can’t use that piece of fabric for that pair of trousers anymore. You’ve got to use it for something else. Like that’s a pretty mild problem to happen. Like you cut wrong, you go in the wrong place. You pop that aside and. You’re useful. If you do that to a human, there’s no going back. And you’ve got to make that decision every single time you walk into the operating theater. And imagine his family. Like, I feel like we need to reach out to his family and say, is there anything we need to make up for? I know we had your husband for 30 hours, but like, how can we support your family now that he’s done that for my family? Jennifer Tomscha (23:40) Yeah, yeah, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (23:40) Do you know, like it’s so interesting that these people have been able to get to that level of capability. Jennifer Tomscha (23:49) Yes. Bill Gasiamis (23:50) with humans and helping people stay alive and be here with their family, be a mom, be a wife, be a daughter, be a member of the community. Jennifer Tomscha (23:51) Mm-hmm. Yep. Yep, exactly. It’s just, it’s amazing. It’s just so, and I’m so grateful to him and he had another neurosurgeon working with him and yeah, it did, I mean, yeah, it’s amazing. I always think though, I’m trying to think about like, did, why, if he cut out those parts of my brain, why weren’t they, why? I mean, I have some things I can’t do that I could do before. Like I can’t, this is so weird. I can’t recall songs very well and I can’t sing songs from memory, like at all. Like that part of my brain is done, which is fine, but I used to sing a lot. but I think because if the AVM is there when you’re in your, if it’s there when you’re in your mom’s womb, like if you’re, when you’re developing. It’s probable that my brain was like, there’s a little issue here in this brain. We’ll move some of the stuff away from, don’t you think that would be, yeah, because I just think like, I think where my AVMs were, my brain was like, we’re gonna move, we’re not gonna put stuff by those AVMs because yeah, because your brain is really adaptable. Like that’s one of the things that I’ve been reading since I had my stroke. Bill Gasiamis (24:59) Wow. Yeah, I’ve never thought about that. Why not? That makes sense, Jennifer. Because it’s… Yeah. Jennifer Tomscha (25:18) My mom’s like, your brain is so adaptable and flexible and it can do different things. You just have to try doing things, you know, and failing. Bill Gasiamis (25:26) And the blood flow is not right. So you imagine with blood flow not being right, then the brain’s not developing correctly in that spot anyway. And it’s just developing where there is blood flow. Jennifer Tomscha (25:37) Yes, exactly. Exactly. I just I feel like that makes sense to me. And that’s why if you’re the neurosurgeon, I mean, you really don’t know. Like Dr. Woon didn’t know what was there. But I just feel like maybe my brain when it was developing was like, well, this isn’t a good spot and this other spot isn’t a good spot. So we’ll just do everything in a different place. And the brain is really you can really do that. I think your brains are really plastic in the way that they can order themselves. And so I So it’s still all Dr. Woon. I’m just so grateful to him and everything that he did. Because honestly, I feel like I come from the States. I don’t know that a neurosurgeon, I just don’t know how long a neurosurgeon would have, they might be like, I’m done, I can’t do this anymore. I just don’t really know. It just all depends on the doctor and who sees you and everything. So I just felt so lucky to have been here. Bill Gasiamis (26:30) Imagine doing a 30 hour shift on any day for anything. Jennifer Tomscha (26:34) No. And the thing about neurosurgery is like you’re in, I mean you’re doing like, you’re in a microscope or whatever doing that little and you’re tying off a little blood vein and I don’t know, it’s nuts, it’s so nuts. mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (26:39) them. Identity and Self-Perception Post-Stroke Yeah. And they talk about, you know, how dangerous it is to drive when you’re off a take when you haven’t slept, when all those things. And these guys are going for 30 hours and they’re doing the most intricate, life altering surgery and it all goes perfectly well. So how wrapped was he when he realized how well it went. Jennifer Tomscha (27:09) I didn’t talk to him until June, so that was at the end of March. And then I was in the ICU for a while. then they moved me to Masterton and I did rehab. And then I went to this last clinic, this ABI, this brain clinic for people who had brain injuries. And that’s when I finally talked to him on Zoom. And he was like, so can you walk? And I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah, of course I can. He was like, will you show me? and I walked up and down the room and he was like laughing so hard at my being able to walk. He was like so enthusiastic about it. I was, you know, I mean, we can talk about this too. was, everyone was like, when I finally have my memory back, I was in Masterton and I was using a diaper. I couldn’t walk. I couldn’t step in bed, but I remember being, actually, ⁓ I remember being like, I’m fine. I’m fine. Everyone is just fussing over me. But of course, they were right too. Do you know what I mean? But I was like, I’m okay. Everyone needs to just like, let me just relax around me. And everyone was like, everything I did, they would be like, you know, I couldn’t feed myself. And then, you know, there’s all this stuff. And I was like, I’m really okay. You guys should just. take, like, I’m fine. I kept saying that, like, I’m okay, I’m fine. You guys are all. But of course, I wasn’t really fine, but I felt like, Bill Gasiamis (28:36) It sounds like you weren’t physically there yet, but you were emotionally and mentally fine. Like it sounds like you were on the, you kind of knew that things were going to turn out or. Jennifer Tomscha (28:48) I think so. I think, or maybe, I always think like maybe you can only manage so much. like at that time I had my front part of my skull was gone because it had been taken out when they did both my surgeries. And so I had to wear like a rugby helmet or whatever when I walked. But otherwise I would sit in my room and it looked terrible. It’s just so terrible. but I just didn’t really recognize that. Like I didn’t, wasn’t, I couldn’t do all the things at once. So I think I was just thinking about like, and finally at the middle of May, my mom and sister, I still had my like long hair in the back and short in the front. So my sister was gonna cut the long hair in the back. And I saw myself in a mirror and I was like, that doesn’t look very good. You know, like I wasn’t, I don’t feel like I was totally aware. I wasn’t, my brain wasn’t. totally back in it. It’s a long time to recover and I feel like my brain only gave me, I don’t know, I felt like I couldn’t think about my own brain, maybe for like a year or something, really think about it in a second order way. Bill Gasiamis (29:59) allow yourself to kind of observe your state, your brain condition. Jennifer Tomscha (30:02) Yes. Yes, I think I was like, it was like that my it was like maybe in October of the next year, October of 2023, where I was like, Oh, I can think about my brain and what it is in a way that I couldn’t. Because I don’t know, you have to go through, you just have to relearn a lot of stuff. But I didn’t like I’m lucky, like, it didn’t affect my reading, so I could read right away. I’m not a very good writer, like, I don’t have good handwriting anyway, and my handwriting still maybe isn’t as good as it was before I had my stroke, but, yeah. I feel like, felt like, the actual healing was a longer process than I thought it was going to be, especially right when I first woke up, because I was like, I’m fine, but I wasn’t really fine, actually. Do you know what I mean? Bill Gasiamis (30:55) 100%, they can make doctors and neurosurgeons do a 30 hour surgery, find that part, fix it, ta-da-da-da-da, do all those things, but they can’t make a helmet for God’s sake look half decent after they’ve taken your skull out. Like as if it’s bad enough, have skull missing and then they put this terrible looking thing over your head. Jennifer Tomscha (31:11) No. It’s true. It’s true. It’s true. Yeah. Yeah. So, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (31:22) And I know for women like hair is a big deal and become. Jennifer Tomscha (31:27) It was really, I have always liked my hair and it was, I had short hair for about a year and a half maybe, you know, and I started growing out more and that was a little bit hard. I felt like that’s really vain, but I was like, man, I just did not like that short hair. Cause it’s not very, I don’t know. I just, wanted my old hair back. So I was lucky that it came back though. You know, everything, it’s not cancer. It’s a different thing. So you have a different, you know. Bill Gasiamis (31:51) I never would have told you that your hair didn’t look good, but my favorite hair is brunette curly hair. Yeah. My wife is a brunette naturally and she has curls in her hair and she straightens it all the time. I haven’t seen her brunette curly hair for 30 years. Jennifer Tomscha (31:57) Thank you. ⁓ yeah. no. Bill Gasiamis (32:13) I’m like, woman, that’s what I like. Like that’s my thing. you stop straightening your hair, but I can’t get it to stop. ⁓ Jennifer Tomscha (32:20) Yeah, that’s fine. Everyone has to do what they want with their hair and everything. you know, that’s something that one thing I think about my stroke is you just got to go live your life. Like you can’t and you’ve done that beautifully. You know what I mean? Like this podcast is amazing. it’s just like, you just got to go do what feels good for you at the time and what you want to do and just do it. and stop saying no, or you know what I mean. Bill Gasiamis (32:49) I’m trying. am. know exactly what you mean. One of the biggest things is identity is a big, big thing. And I don’t talk about me so much. I’ll talk about what happened to me, my stroke journey, but I don’t really give people a look behind the curtain. You know, sort of really understand what’s going on. This is just all a facade. And one of the challenges that I have is this painting company that I started 20 years ago was the main source of income. And it stopped abruptly seven years in when I became. Jennifer Tomscha (33:02) Hmm. Mm-hmm. Great. Bill Gasiamis (33:17) and it sort of still kept bubbling along. And then I got back to it in 2019 because my clients were still calling me and I was well enough after seven years of going through stroke and all the stuff of surgery, learning to walk again and all that. I was good enough to sort of get back into it. And of course in 2019, I only had six months and then we were in lockdown. And then in lockdown, we had two years of lockdown in Melbourne, and then I’m trying to keep that thing going again. And then there was this massive influx of work after lockdown because everyone’s going, I’ve been looking at these walls for two years. They look terrible. Let’s get them painted. They had spare money because they hadn’t spent anything for two years. And that was like, let’s do this and let’s do that. And there was this massive amount of work for about 18 months. And then that was done. It was gone. And it’s been a steady decline since as soon as Trump opened his mouth and did something in Iran and said what he said, and he plummeted like we’ve got no work. And I’m okay to have no work because I’ve been there before and we’ve managed our affairs so that we’re okay. But I can’t employ people right now at all. That’s gone. And getting people back and starting that again is going to be extremely difficult because the curve Jennifer Tomscha (34:27) Yeah. Mmm. Hmm. Bill Gasiamis (34:36) is not it’s not going to be a sharp dip and then it’s going to be a big spike of work and demand and all that kind of stuff. this podcast has been my saving grace every time I’ve needed to occupy myself with a project and make it so that I’m not thinking about me. The podcast was there. I did. I did an interview. It got me over the line. But now the biggest void that’s going to occur is not that I’m going to Jennifer Tomscha (34:47) Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (35:05) potentially not have work in this field and after shut it down, which is gonna be fine if I do that, I’m okay with that. I’ll kind of pass it on to my younger son who’s looking to do some work in a similar space. I’ll give him the phone number and he’ll be able to take those types of inquiries and then he’ll do it on his own, like very small, the way I started at the beginning. And is that I’m gonna have all the time in the world. Jennifer Tomscha (35:23) Mm. Bill Gasiamis (35:29) on my hands to do the thing that I’ve been avoiding doing because I had this business that relied on me and the thing was to do public speaking. Right. And to actually do it the way that I’ve wanted to do it for more than a decade, which was to talk about the topics that I want to talk about, which no one’s talking about post-traumatic growth, overcoming trauma, how that’s applicable in organizations. Jennifer Tomscha (35:38) yeah, yeah, Mmm. Bill Gasiamis (35:56) how to treat people better in an organization so they have less mental health issues, so they have less physical issues, so they’re sick less, so they enjoy their work, so they’re not hating their life. And now I’m going to have all the time in the world to do it. And I’m shitting myself. That’s the biggest issue, right? So that’s a little bit of a look behind the curtain. I am loving this. This is an amazing thing. And I do remember when I first started it, I was concerned about what people would say about me. You’re going to sound dumb, Bill. You you’re not going to, you know, what authority do you have? All those kinds of things, they were coming up in my head. And then when I wrote the book, the same thing, I wrote my first book, The Unexpected Way That a Strike Became the Best Thing That Happened to Me. Everyone has said, don’t write that book. Don’t write that. Jennifer Tomscha (36:27) Mm. Bill Gasiamis (36:39) Don’t let that be your title. It’s bizarre, it’s weird, like it’s strange, it’s too long and all these things. So I did it. And of course, the first time I spoke about it on YouTube, one of the first comments was a negative comment on my YouTube channel. It’s like, ⁓ okay. My God, that’s a kick in the guts. Jennifer Tomscha (36:44) really? ⁓ yeah. Bill Gasiamis (37:03) So those little kicks in the guts that I’ve had along the way have been few and far between, but they’re the ones that seem to persist the most. And they stay in that part of your head, which says, you know, that public speaking gig, you’re probably going to do the first one and they’re going to say you were terrible. And then you’re to feel all sad at 52 about, you know, yourself and all these things. Jennifer Tomscha (37:15) Yeah. you Bill Gasiamis (37:29) how you’re going to overcome that emotionally and mentally and all this kind of stuff. It’s like, Bill, relax. You’re gonna have time to build your new career at 52. You’re gonna have time to do it. So that’s like, all right. I find myself getting pushed into a corner and only then responding with, all right, all right, I better step up again. I better do this again. Jennifer Tomscha (37:33) Mm-hmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (37:58) Very strange, re-imagining yourself and recreating yourself after stroke is a huge thing because you’re also doing it with a stroke brain. Whereas before I had no excuses, I was doing it still. Like the pattern is the same. The stroke brain part of it is an obstacle that I wish I didn’t have, but somehow this stroke brain part has made me do things I’ve never done before. Jennifer Tomscha (38:14) You The Long Game of Recovery Bill Gasiamis (38:27) a podcast, a book. You know, I was a tradie. I was like, I didn’t study. didn’t read. In my, by the time I got to the age of 37, honestly, Jennifer, I reckon I’d read maybe seven books. And they were about this criminal underworld figure in Melbourne who had this, who had this career and of being like really terrible and somehow. He was the thing that I was interested in reading about. Like that’s the only thing that captured my imagination. Everything else, everything else I picked up from listening to podcasts or watching shows on TV and that kind of stuff. So I wanna just, I wanna make people understand that the battles that you’re fighting, I’m fighting, it’s real. Like you’re not doing it alone. Everyone’s fighting this. How do I reimagine myself? Jennifer Tomscha (38:56) Bye! Bill Gasiamis (39:20) after stroke, you know, I don’t tell people I’m an author. Still, this book has been out for three years. I’ve had amazing reviews. I’ve had a couple of, you know, negative reviews and that’s okay. I’m not, I’m not an intellectual. I haven’t, I’ve never studied how to write literature, any of that stuff. And it’s sold about seven or 800 copies just through the podcast. Jennifer Tomscha (39:21) Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. That’s pretty good. That’s actually quite a bit, I feel like. It’s quite a bit, actually. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (39:47) I feel like to like I don’t promote it. I don’t tell anyone about it just in the podcast. And it’s like, I still don’t say I’ve authored a book. Nobody knows. Jennifer Tomscha (39:56) You should say it. mean, I do think the what are you going to do after you have a stroke? How are you going to do it? It’s all very strange and scary, I think. And like, yeah, I, I totally get your feeling about it. And it’s just really tricky to know what is the You know, for me, I feel like I was in middle of my PhD, so I took 22 months or 20 months off of doing the PhD just to rest. And then I went back in and it was, it is still, it was really hard. I like, wasn’t very good at figuring out how to write in the academic way. Which was my position. I was director of the writing program at NYU Shanghai. So I was like, that was my thing. And it was very hard to figure out how to return to do the critical work of my thesis. was just, it’s just, I don’t know, my brain just couldn’t figure out how to do it right. It was really interesting. was like, the sentences I was writing weren’t as good. They probably still aren’t as good. You know, like when I look at what I was writing before I had my stroke, which is part of my thesis, and then the stuff I wrote after my stroke, I feel like I can tell a little bit of a difference in the fluency of my writing, for sure. So, yeah. And I just, so… Yeah, I don’t know. It’s tricky. It’s tricky to figure out. But I was really lucky, actually. I think the PhD was helpful because… I could just go at it on my own time and I could just take however much time I needed. And I, I had a deadline. but it was good to just, it was actually like a really good place to start to work my brain again, to be like, okay, I have to, I’m going to write on this author and what she thinks about character. And I’m just going to, and I have these other texts that I’m interested in and I have to figure out how I’m going to. Represent them in my own work. And so it was really good to do all that. It was a good stepping stone for me I think actually to get back into it and to see What I could and couldn’t do very well, like I feel like I’m a really good reader. I’m a really good Critic and I’m not so good at ⁓ writing down what I think anymore as well So I’m just I really have to work on and I don’t know how you get it back like Bill Gasiamis (42:26) articulating Jennifer Tomscha (42:28) Yeah, articulating what I mean and yeah, I feel like I can’t, I can’t say things as artfully or as proficiently as I used to. So I don’t know, this woman who is getting her PhD at Vic too, she’s like, she studies how people learn to read. And she was like, if you’re having problems with academic writing, you should get a, and I still haven’t done this, you should get an academic book and you should listen to it because a lot of learning to read is listening to how sentences sound. She was like, so you should listen to an academic book and that will help you think about how those sentences work and how they’re maybe different from like, I write fiction. So fiction is one thing and then this is a different way of writing. So she said that was one thing that she thought I should do to help. develop my proficiency in academic writing, which was really interesting. So. Bill Gasiamis (43:25) Yeah, it’s a different approach. You know, it’s coming from the auditory, you know, system and therefore the auditory digital system. Therefore you go in and you you, you pick up nuances that you wouldn’t have known were there if you’ve never heard an academic speak or if you’ve never read an academic document in that way. So you might read it. Jennifer Tomscha (43:28) Mm-hmm. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (43:51) to get something out of it. Like, okay, what is this academic saying about this topic? But that’s not paying attention to the structure of how it’s written. That’s a different filter. Jennifer Tomscha (43:55) Mm-hmm. No, exactly. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Exactly. So I thought that was an interesting way to think about, like, how I could get better at that thing. That was, like, a really important thing for me. That, for some reason, it did just get a little bit, I don’t know, stunted? Or I don’t know what happened, you know? Or I just haven’t been in academia as much. So you know what I mean? So, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (44:17) Yeah. Yeah, 100%. The skill is not as refined or, or practiced as your other skills. So it’s not the thing that you’re the best at. and you’re getting better at it. The thing about it is also, may I add you’re only four years out from all the drama that you had with your brain. So there’s a lot of healing to happen that is going to improve. That’s going to get better and better. And in four or five years from now, you will have Jennifer Tomscha (44:29) Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (44:49) turn the corner again, you’ll see that there’s more and more improvement. It’s really important for people to hear this, who are three, two, one, five, six years in, there’s still heaps of healing and recovery to come. So it’ll happen. Jennifer Tomscha (45:07) Yeah, that was something that my husband and I, in my first year after my stroke, he would be like, go to the gym. And he did. He, I went to the gym and I, had me lift weights and he wanted me to like exercise. And he was like, what are you doing to improve your mind and your body over this first year? And I was like, I’m, I’m again, I was like, I’m fine. I’m really fine. And, and, ⁓ he thought I wasn’t doing enough. Like he wanted me to just go at it with this intensity. I don’t know. was an, cause I was like, I am going at it with my own sort of intensity, but he wanted me to be more aggressive than I wanted to or something. You know what I mean? He wanted me to be like, he wanted to see me really working at it and like sweating or doing, you know what I mean? And I was like, I don’t wanna, I don’t know. Bill Gasiamis (45:59) He wanted it to be more masculine. Jennifer Tomscha (46:01) Yeah, I guess. And he’s not very masculine guy. I mean, he’s a masculine guy, but he’s like, he was just he just wanted to see me sweating it out or doing the really see my focus. And I just yeah. And that has been an issue because he’s like, yeah, he’s just like, are you going to work again? I was like, yes, I’ll work. I just don’t know what I’ll do. And I don’t know if I could do a full eight hour day right now. I still take a nap every day in the afternoon. So But yeah, it’s just, don’t, yeah, so. Bill Gasiamis (46:34) It’s easy for a caregiver to say that because they haven’t had a stroke. Thank God. Thank God. ⁓ Jennifer Tomscha (46:40) No, I know. Thank goodness. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Actually, I mean, I feel really bad for Dan and my mom and my sister. Like, it’s actually worse to be the caregiver in some ways because you just, you don’t go through it. So you, you don’t really know what it’s like. Bill Gasiamis (46:55) I and you, and if you’ve got an imagination, a wild imagination, you could turn it into something completely way worse than what it is. And if you’re ignorant, which most family members and caregivers are, let’s face it. And that’s okay. Then you do the other thing. You play it down and you assume she should be going harder than that or Jennifer Tomscha (47:11) Yeah. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (47:19) If I was, if it was me, I’d be doing that. But your brain has actually been injured and in that space, perhaps where motivation is for some people. And there is no way that you can make that person more motivated by willing them on or telling them to go to the gym or whatever. That could actually be missing the motivation part. So there’s a whole bunch of things that caregivers and family members miss. And it’s for me, it’s when I’m surrounded, when, when the people that are around me are Jennifer Tomscha (47:33) Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (47:46) ⁓ people who don’t want to engage deeply in those types of troubles, life and all that kind of stuff. they’re great people. They’re just like, emotionally they don’t go deep, right? They love it that there’s ambiguity around like what’s wrong with me. Cause they look at me, I look right. And then they just go, everything’s fine. He looks amazing. I feel better now. And when I’m around him, I can just talk about dumb stuff. Jennifer Tomscha (48:07) Mmm, yeah, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (48:14) And we can talk about things that are not important and everything’s fine. And it’s kind of like head in the sand. It’s a, you know, one step, one emotional step removed from the actual goings on. And it kind of also helps me strangely enough, because then I don’t have to deal with their inability to handle actual life and the real things that are going on. Jennifer Tomscha (48:39) Mm. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (48:43) that can just be living in La La Land and I don’t have to deal with that level of complexity. So it’s kind of, they’re both situations are helping me in a way. Whereas at the beginning I was taking that negatively. The thing I do, the thing I would like to do is challenge caregivers to listen to the podcast, especially of the spouse who I’ve interviewed. Jennifer Tomscha (48:50) Yeah. Yeah, that’s true. Bill Gasiamis (49:09) You know, and then a couple more after that to get an insight so that they’re not guessing or second guessing or think they know better, et cetera. No doubt about it. they, know, they know some things about us that they can see that we’re not doing a pattern in behavior that we’re avoiding. Perhaps they know that part and all that type of thing. But we’ll say, we’re also dealing with a messed up brain. So have a bit of a kind of a Q Jennifer Tomscha (49:13) Hmm. Right, right. Bill Gasiamis (49:36) be curious about where that person’s coming from, not how you’re feeling about where they’re coming from. And that’s what family members and caregivers do. They make it about them. And I had to say a few times to people in my circles, like, it’s not about you. Jennifer Tomscha (49:43) Right. Ha Tomscha Tomscha! Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Bill Gasiamis (49:56) It’s actually really about me. cannot walk and I can’t use my left hand. It’s not about you. Like I know you woke up with a numb leg one day because you slept on it wrong, but it’s not the same. Jennifer Tomscha (50:05) Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That’s funny. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (50:14) My wife was dragging my foot in the wheelchair. It had fallen off the, you know, the rest where your leg, your feet sit. It had fallen off and I hadn’t noticed. This is like day three or day four after brain surgery. And it was dragging underneath the footrest. And she noticed that the wheelchair wasn’t moving and she was shoving it until we realized. Jennifer Tomscha (50:22) higher. Bill Gasiamis (50:40) My foot was stuck underneath the rest and we had a laugh. that kind of like, that’s one of those, if those people were there and they saw that, they would realize like, it’s not about your numb leg when you slept on it weird one night. take your stuff and just, you know, park it for now. So it’s interesting. That’s kind of why I think I do this podcast. I think it’s for those Jennifer Tomscha (50:44) Yeah, yeah, Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. The Journey of Recovery Bill Gasiamis (51:08) people if they, I’ve never told them that they should jump on, but if they, for example, get curious one day and they want to know what it’s like to be in Bill’s head, pick one of the 400 episodes. Just have a listen. Jennifer Tomscha (51:09) Mmm. I have a question for you. you, this is something that, so you think you could just, you can keep improving from your stroke. There’s not like a deadline. There’s not like a couple of years or any. Bill Gasiamis (51:36) One of the things I learned from my wife and my brother, my brother is my biggest nemesis. You he’s older and he’s the most loving guy. He’s the most supportive guy, but he has a weird way of doing it. Just, you know, we’re different characters, right? So he just is a bit different in the way. one, one of the things my brother said was that I picked up, I reckon it was five, six years ago is he’s in it for the long game. Jennifer Tomscha (52:03) Hmm. Bill Gasiamis (52:04) When I was young, I had 20 jobs in 10 years. He said two jobs in 40 years or 30 in 30 years. So he just chips away, works away, works away, works away. This is an analogy, right? But also a true story. My wife started her, her, her master’s in psychology. She only started that a few years ago, but the whole. Jennifer Tomscha (52:08) Hmm. Hmm. Bill Gasiamis (52:28) journey to get to the Masters of Psych started in I think late 2011 or early 2011, about a year before I ended up in hospital. She is just now finishing the last part of her Masters degree and she found a job literally a week ago in her field two days a week. Jennifer Tomscha (52:35) Mm. Mmm. ⁓ Bill Gasiamis (52:56) to work as a provisional psychologist so that she can get the 1500 hours of work in the field before she actually gets her actual full psychology license. And I’m like, dude, I get it. So what you’re telling me is that if you just start and never stop, you’re gonna see some kind of progress. And I apply that to… Jennifer Tomscha (53:08) Right. That’s amazing. Mmm. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (53:27) stroke recovery. I know that people are dealing with far more deficits that perhaps you and I show visibly and that their hand may not specifically work the way that it always that they wanted it to work or that the way that it worked before. But that doesn’t mean the brain’s not continuously continuously healing that part of the brain might be gone. But as far as healing the parts around the brain that are still there, that’s continuing. Jennifer Tomscha (53:28) Uh-huh. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (53:58) And if, and, and one of the questions that I have for people is like, is what I’m doing supporting my recovery or is it hindering my recovery? Because I’ve met stroke survivors who have gone back to the smokes, who have gone back to alcohol. And if you’re doing things that are getting in the way of recovery, then you’re not allowing the brain to continuously do what it does best, which is overcome challenges, rewire. Jennifer Tomscha (54:05) Mmm. Bill Gasiamis (54:25) find new ways around, know, develop new neural pathways and adapt. And that’s kind of where I think it’s at adaption, right? And the great thing about understanding these days about neurodiversity and understanding what somebody with ADHD goes through is the one skill they’re really, really good at is adaption. Jennifer Tomscha (54:31) Mm-hmm. Mm, that’s interesting. Yeah, yeah. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (54:49) because and people with dyslexia. my God, like some of the biggest, most wealthy billionaires on the planet had dyslexia. Richard Branson is a classic example of that. Yeah. And they adapt. They find a way to somehow overcome the normal world and be weird in the way that they see letters and what letters do and how they move on a page and all that kind of stuff because their brain adapts and they can just continuously improve their adaption strategy. Jennifer Tomscha (54:57) really? didn’t know that. Mm-hmm. Bill Gasiamis (55:17) to get to a point where no one knows that they have this condition. So that’s what I’m really passionate about. That’s why the podcast exists. I’ve interviewed in my 400 episodes, I’ve certainly interviewed stroke survivors who I’ve had improvement 10, 11, 12, 13 years post stroke, got a finger movement back. Yeah, got sensation back, something rewired. So yeah. Jennifer Tomscha (55:19) Right. Mm-hmm. really? That’s amazing. Yeah, becau

We have Kill Tony bad boy, Uncle Lazer visiting Anniewood this week and it was a blast! Laze confronts Annie about what she's been saying online about him and they talk new projects and drinking habits! "Welcome to AnnieWood Tour" dates - check them out and catch her in your city! https://www.annielederman.com/shows And just so you don't forget, here's Todd's YouTube channel:  @officejungle-t7n  https://www.youtube.com/@officejungle-t7n Want more, Annie? Of course you do! Here's where you can find her: MEMBERSHIP: Join the Movement and subscribe to our new Patreon! With uncensored and ad-free weekly episodes, exclusive live-stream content, raffles and giveaways, viewer awards, and more! You don't want to miss all the action happening here on Patreon! https://www.patreon.com/annielederman YOUTUBE: Thanks for checking out my podcast, AnnieWood! Click to Subscribe! https://localast.ro/SubAnnie New episodes every Thursday at 9am PST / 12pm EST! INSTAGRAM: Please give us a follow on our NEW Anniewood Podcast Instagram channel for BTS content and a bunch of exclusive media and live videos! @welcome2anniewood WEBSITE: Head to my website, http://annielederman.com for some kicka$$ merch and a list of all my tour dates! Can't wait to see you all out on the road! OUR SPONSOR (THANK YOU!): Get special discounts from our sponsors using the codes below! Support the show and get 15% off your OneSkin order with the code ANNIE at https://www.oneskin.co Support the show and get 10% off Hero Bread's new recipe. Use code ANNIE at https://www.hero.co Support the show and start earning Bilt Points when you pay your rent. Head to https://www.joinbilt.com/annie Produced and Edited by: Walker Media @toddwalker.mp4 This Video Podcast Contains Paid Advertising. #AnnieLederman #AnnieWood #interview #comedy #unclelazer #killtony

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Join us for a pretty deep discussion about things on this edition of Five Questions with guest Scott Ryfun. We sat down and really had a heart to heart about a few things and for us it was kind of a soul piercing revelation. Big thanks to @cloudynyxx for providing one of our questions for this week's show. We hope you enjoy this longer than normal discussion. The end has a killer remixed track Star Wars EDM Electro Soundtrack Mix [Mixed by Jay de Laze], look for it on YouTube here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfosddqAaDI Thanks much and remember, It's always sunny on Scarif!

durée : 01:12:59 - Été Classique Matin du vendredi 23 août 2024 - par : Max Dozolme - Ce matin Max Dozolme vous mène au bal, un bal où les musiciens de l'orchestre vous ont préparé un programme de danses anciennes revisitées, baroques, classiques et néoclassique, sous le regard en miroir du Bal des Laze de Michel Polnareff.

This time we talk to Laze Janev about SynapseLink, Fabric and other solutions for analytics in Dynamics 365 for Finance and Supply Chain. We are talking about what is happening to Bring your own Database and Export to DataLake. What you need to know about DeltaLake and the Lakehouse Architecture. We are also talking about the cost drivers in the different solutions. Laze Janev will be talking at the European Microsoft Fabric Community Conference  You can find out more about Laze here Gustav and Johan

"MUSIQUE ! - Comment sont nés vos tubes préférés ?" NOUVEAU PODCAST CHAQUE MERCREDI A 18H SUR SOUNDCLOUD Dans ce numéro figure la naissance des titres suivants : "On ira tous au paradis", Michel Polnareff, 1972 "Ca fait rire les oiseaux", La Compagnie Créole, 1986 "XXL", Mylène Farmer, 1995 "Etre à la hauteur", Le Roi Soleil, 2005 + "Ce soir, je sors", Clarika, 2024 + "Adieu", Jérémy Frérot, 2024 + "Tu trouveras", Natasha Saint-Pier et Agustin Galiana, 2024 Extraits chansons également diffusés dans l'émission : "Qui a tué grand'maman", Pomme, 2024 (reprise de Michel Polnareff) "Le bal des Laze", Laurent Voulzy, 2024 (reprise de Michel Polnareff) "Le bal masqué", La Compagnie Créole, 1984 "Soca Party sur la plage", La Compagnie Créole, 1986 "Ca faire rire les oiseaux", Capitaine Révolte, 2024 (reprise) "Mon essentiel", Le Roi Soleil, 2005 "Tant qu'on rêve encore", Le Roi Soleil, 2005 "Tu trouveras", Natasha Saint-Pier, 2002 "Encontraras", Natasha Saint-Pier avec Miguel Bosé, 2003 (version franco-espagnole) Réécoutez vos tubes préférés et découvrez-les sous un autre jour ! Toutes les émissions ici: soundcloud.com/yann-fadigas/sets/musique-comment-sont-nes-vos Concept: Animée par Yann FADIGAS, "MUSIQUE !" raconte dans chaque numéro la naissance des grands tubes français et internationaux des années 60 à 2010 à travers des histoires. L'émission commence par les anecdotes puis la diffusion d'une chanson des années 60 puis 70, 80, 90, 2000 et 2010 pour finir par deux chansons récentes datant de la décennie actuelle. Le tout montre l'évolution musicale de ces soixante dernières années ! Important: Je ne touche aucun droits d'auteur sur ces chansons. Les droits reviennent intégralement aux auteurs/compositeurs/interprètes. Diffusion: Mercredi 10h-11h sur RDL (103.5 dans le Centre Alsace) ecouterradioenligne.com/rdl-colmar/ Tous droits réservés

January 29- February 4, 2024  This week starts with system busting Uranus connecting to master mover Mars. The fog is lifting. Our heads are clearing. All planets are direct. Monday holds an awesome productive energy with Mars and Uranus hooking elbows and supporting each other to bust out of ruts.  This is fast paced supportive energy.  A breath of fresh air.  Things can't stay the same. Change is the only thing we can count on. How exciting! On the 27th Uranus moved direct after 5 months of thwarting.  We can happily be our weirdest selves with Uranus strong in the Cosmos.  In fact, the best way to your best life is simply being you. In all your stange and wondrous glory.   Friday we have another helpful energy when Mercury and Neptune do a little dance. We can think in dreamy ideals. Laze around and let our minds wonder.  This is a productive activity where inspiration has a chance to be born. When we get stuck on the hamster wheel we lose our mojo.  We need to break from the so-called real world so we can see the possibilities. And there are many. We are really entering a new world with Pluto in Aquarius. Things are moving faster than fast. Rest assured you can keep the pace. You were born for this place.  The best way to utilize this energy is by following your hunches and listening for insight.  We have a built-in guidance system. Disconnect from the world long enough to connect with yourself. All of your answers are within.  Next week things get moving even faster. Take care of yourself. Hydrate and nourish yourself with the utmost of care. Healthy and happy is the best way to be when you meet your dreams in real life.   Special thanks to Janosh for the art work

No Decor e Arte de hoje, Janina Ester fala sobre alguns dos tipos de suíte oferecidas pelo mercado imobiliário. Confira!See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

Poți susține #VULNERABIL cu o cafea chiar aici - ⁠https://www.buymeacoffee.com/vulnerabil⁠ Paul Laze este soț, tată și consultant financiar. Acum câțiva ani a pus bazele companiei All about finance, dintr-o pasiune personală și o dorință puternică de a ajuta oamenii să își gestioneze resursele financiare cu înțelepciune. În episodul de azi vei descoperi câțiva pași simpli prin care poți să devii mai organizat cu bugetul tău, astfel încât să economisești, dar și să dăruiești din inimă. Vei afla la ce este folositor un fond de urgență, cum poți ajunge să investești și să pui deoparte banii pentru vacanța mult visată, chiar dacă până acum nu ai reușit. Aaaa, și să nu uit, Paul te ghidează și în cum ai putea să îți stingi mai repede creditul. E un episod atât de ușor de înțeles și am încercat să pun întrebări cu ajutorul cărora să răspund ascultătorilor indiferent de cât de mic sau de mare este venitul lor. M-am pus în pielea omului care nu știe nimic despre organizat bugete și sper eu că a ieșit ceva care să răspundă multelor curiozități pe care le ai, dar să te și ajute să faci pași înspre schimbare. Eu sunt sigură că acest episod te va ajuta să începi cu dreptul anul 2024 și să alegi înțelept cum și înspre ce îți direcționezi banii pe care îi ai tot datorită grației Domnului care îți dă sănătate. Dă mai departe oricui, pentru că e imposibil să fie cineva care nu are nevoie de un asemenea episod. ________ Pe Paul îl găsești aici: Telefon - 0749 370 891 Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/paul.laze Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/paullaze/ ________ Instagram - www.instagram.com/all.about.finance Facebook - www.facebook.com/all.about.finance.ro ________ Recomandari de apps gratuite pentru monitorizare buget: 1. Money Manager 2. Spendee 3. Buddy 4. Monefy 5. Cash Control __________ Dacă vrei să fii partenerul meu în crearea episoadelor viitoare o poți face printr-o donație AICI –⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.buymeacoffee.com/vulnerabil⁠⁠⁠ Nu uita să dai FOLLOW dacă asculți pe Spotify, un RATING și un REVIEW dacă asculți ⁠pe Apple Podcasts și SUBSCRIBE dacă asculți pe Youtube. Prin asta contribui la fiecare episod al acestui podcast și mă ajuți să ducem poveștile acestea mai departe. Urmărește-mă și pe rețelele sociale: Instagram – ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/ramylazar/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Facebook – ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.facebook.com/ramy.scurtu⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Website – ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://ramonalazar.ro⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

No Fica a Dica de hoje, Isabela Lapa fala sobre a exposição de Hélio Faria, no Palácio das Artes, que tem a proposta de unir a tradição natalina e a cultura mineira. Confira!See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

No Decor e Arte de hoje, Janina Ester aproveita a proximidade do Natal e traz duas versões para você organizar sua mesa natalina. Confira!See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

Michel Polnareff, une véritable icône de la chanson française, est actuellement honoré d'une manière exceptionnelle ! En effet, un album hommage intitulé "Il était une fois Polnareff" est prévu pour voir le 3 novembre prochain. Cet album présentera des reprises des chansons emblématiques de l'artiste, interprétées par une variété d'artistes et de groupes tels que Catherine Ringer, Indochine, et Lilly Wood and The Prick. Bien que la liste complète des chansons ne soit pas encore dévoilée, on sait déjà que Pomme revisitera "Qui a tué grand'maman ?", que Laurent Voulzy donnera une nouvelle interprétation de "Le bal des Laze", et que Yaël Naim offrira sa propre version en anglais du célèbre "Lettre à France". Il faudra patienter encore quelques semaines avant de pouvoir écouter les premiers extraits de cet... • La suite sur https://www.radiomelodie.com/podcasts/11367-il-etait-une-fois-polnareff-un-album-de-reprises-va-voir-le-jour.html

Toute la saison, André Manoukian, dans la voix de Laurent Gerra, raconte au micro de RTL l'histoire secrète d'une chanson bien connue du grand public. Ici, découvrez les origines cachées de "Le bal des Laze" de Michel Polnareff. "Couillon de culture", "Macron des sources" ou encore "Les lettres de François Mitterrand"... Tous les weekends, cet été, Laurent Gerra vous propose de revisiter ces grandes imitations, en série !

Not Rise and Moan. Or Rise and Laze. Not even Rise and do what we can. Life is asking us to Shine. Every minute, every day.Music: https://www.purple-planet.com

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It's Saturday morning and the sun is out! Laze with some audio cartoons with Red Panda- Mind Master #2, SuperGuy #27, and Kids Just want to Have Fun #13! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

It's Saturday morning and the sun is out! Laze with some audio cartoons with Red Panda- Mind Master #2, SuperGuy #27, and Kids Just want to Have Fun #13! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Secrets are revealed.Lakefoot sort-of sings a song.And he's not bad too.  More info at EvilIsland.net and https://www.facebook.com/EvilIslandAudio

Saadallah Sarkis is an entrepreneur and strategy consultant focused on building a people-centric venture and culture. His experience in Strategy& across clients in the MENA region, has enabled him with the needed skill-set to launch LAZE, a global rolling papers brand with a community invested in art, creativity, and entrepreneurship. In this episode, Saadallah discusses his story in launching the disruptive “People Beyond Papers” brand and encourages young aspiring entrepreneurs in taking the leap. Key Timestamps:- [00:35] Who is Saadallah and What is LAZE?- [04:25] Why People Beyond Papers?- [11:36] Working with Friends and Style of Leadership- [17:40] What do you do to handle that level of stress of entrepreneurship?- [28:00] What would you advise people who want to start a business?Key Quotes from Saadallah Sarkis:- “Who said that the brand should be owned by just one person?”- “A unique brand developed and created by a global pool of people, we never saw this model before”- “Don't fear about exploring any stereotype” - “Perception to entrepreneurship is still outdated”- “Whenever I want to know about a topic, I prefer to go to an expert of this topic”---About Ally SalamaForbes 30 Under 30:https://www.forbesmiddleeast.com/lists/30-under-30-2021/ally-salama/Linkedin:https://www.linkedin.com/in/allysalama/Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/allysalama/Twitter: https://twitter.com/allysalamaAbout Saadallah Sarkis:Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/laze.ltd/?hl=enLinkedIn:https://www.linkedin.com/in/saadallah-sarkis-babab4165/---Support the show by dropping us a rating and review!©Ally Salama 2022 | Produced by EMPWR House

Saadallah Sarkis is an entrepreneur and strategy consultant focused on building a people-centric venture and culture. His experience in Strategy& across clients in the MENA region, has enabled him with the needed skill-set to launch LAZE, a global rolling papers brand with a community invested in art, creativity, and entrepreneurship. In this episode, Saadallah discusses his story in launching the disruptive “People Beyond Papers” brand and encourages young aspiring entrepreneurs in taking the leap.   Key Timestamps: - [00:35] Who is Saadallah and What is LAZE? - [04:25] Why People Beyond Papers? - [11:36] Working with Friends and Style of Leadership - [17:40] What do you do to handle that level of stress of entrepreneurship? - [28:00] What would you advise people who want to start a business? Key Quotes from Saadallah Sarkis: - “Who said that the brand should be owned by just one person?” - “A unique brand developed and created by a global pool of people, we never saw this model before” - “Don't fear about exploring any stereotype”   - “Perception to entrepreneurship is still outdated” - “Whenever I want to know about a topic, I prefer to go to an expert of this topic” --- About Ally Salama Forbes 30 Under 30:https://www.forbesmiddleeast.com/lists/30-under-30-2021/ally-salama/ Linkedin:https://www.linkedin.com/in/allysalama/ Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/allysalama/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/allysalama About Saadallah Sarkis: Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/laze.ltd/?hl=en LinkedIn:https://www.linkedin.com/in/saadallah-sarkis-babab4165/ --- Support the show by dropping us a rating and review! ©Ally Salama 2022 | Produced by EMPWR House

Minggulibur Podcast Weekly Report untuk 12 September 2022 menghadirkan: Beetleflux - A Lullaby For The Tired People Eleanor Whisper - Superficial IGMO - Take It Over Laze - Orang Kita Morfem - Megah Diterima (EP) Efek Rumah Kaca - Heroik Kritik, Saran, Donasi dan Press Release kirim ke Instagram: @minggulibur.podcast Twitter: @mglbr Donasi: saweria.co/mingguliburpodcast E-mail: mglbrpdcst@gmail.com

Prva diskoteka u Beogradu otvorena je davne 1967. godine. Danas, poznata pod imenom "Kod Laze Šećera" ima status jedne od najboljih urbanih legendi grada, a Lazar Šećerović je tu da se pobrine da ona i dalje živi. U podcastu "Život na srpskom" divni Laza Šećer daje nam priču o tom kultnom mestu i vremenu kad je Beograd bio ispred sveta, obojenu anegdotama iz prve ruke - ono što je Njujorku bio čuveni "Studio 54" u Beogradu je čitavu deceniju ranije bila diskoteka "Kod Laze Šećera", ali i mnogo više. Diskoteka otvorena u podrumu njegove porodične kuće, danas poznatog muzeja Dom Jevrema Grujića, pokrenula je pravu kulturnu revoluciju, na užas tadašnjeg sistema. Šećerović se priseća koje su sve domaće, ali i holivudske zvezde tog vremena dolazile u "Društveni klub KK Crvena zvezda" (kako je ovo mesto bilo registrovano), kao i s kakvim pritiscima su se suočavali zbog toga što "kvare socijalističku omladinu". Zbog toga je uostalom posle samo godinu i nešto dana diskoteka zvanično zatvorena. Međutim, zapravo, nikad nije prestala da postoji. Ne samo što je Laza Šećer do danas nastavio sa svojim tematskim žurkama, već i mlade generacije imaju svoje uspomene iz čuvenog kluba "Šećer". Ovom prilikom saznajemo i kako se ta priča nastavlja; zašto se ljuti što se devojke danas prozivaju starletama, a momci manekenima; kako gleda na današnje vreme, a njegovu poruku mladima svi bi trebalo da zapamtimo. Autorka podcasta "Život na srpskom" je Ana Kalaba.

Minggulibur Podcast Weekly Report untuk 23 May 2022 menghadirkan: Fellbeast - Pathetic Yoko City Dream - The Eternal Atoms Angelana - Waste Bananach - Sick Mind Navicula - Kembali Ke Akar Vira Talisa feat. Laze - Mejikuhibinu Kritik, Saran, Donasi dan Press Release kirim ke Instagram: @minggulibur.podcast Twitter: @mglbr Donasi: saweria.co/mingguliburpodcast E-mail: mglbrpdcst@gmail.com

Episode Summary:  Today, we speak with returning guest Christ Anderson, Founder, and CEO of Ledge Lounger.  Chris recounts the many developments that Ledge Lounger underwent (and is currently undergoing) since his last appearance on the podcast, with a particular focus on how he and his team navigated the pandemic.  He speaks on strategies his team has adopted to improve customer transparency over the past couple of turbulent years, which include decreasing lead time and proactive communication. He adds that training a product management team that is prepared for unforeseen changes in the market has been a huge boon for the business.  Chris goes on to share Ledge Lounger's secret to thriving in the new normal, staying innovative, and maintaining and even continuing to build on customer trust. Last but not least Chris jumps into 3 new lines of products that you do not want to miss!  Topics Discussed:  01:03 - Navigating the pandemic  04:17 - Moving into a new facility  08:49 - Offering a product that creates memories  11:18 - Dealing with the supply chain during COVID  13:39 - Improving customer transparency  20:13 - Keeping up with demand  24:46 - Setting standards for dealers  26:55 - Updating Ledge Lounger's resources  31:27 - Letting pool builders guide the design  37:49 - Designing the Autograph Collection  42:43 - Echo Collection  43:24 - Laze Pillows  53:24 - Ledge Lounger's dedication to their customers  56:01 - Staying on the cutting edge as a company  Sponsors:  Ledge Lounger  Skimmer  Leslie's  AquaStar  Connect with Guest:  Website  Instagram  Facebook  LinkedIn  Pinterest  Vimeo  Houzz  Connect with Pool Chasers:  Website  Instagram  Facebook  Facebook Group  Twitter  YouTube  Patreon  Key Quotes from Episode:  My biggest fear is monotony—not driving forward and innovating. I believe that every business should strive for greatness year after year after year.  You have to create a space for [customers] to be able to communicate with you easily and freely.  It's better to be prepared for much more than you think you're going to sell so that you can take advantage of growth, as opposed to being in the opposite position where you can't keep up with sales.  We know we're the best. We know we can be the best. But we have to take a step back and always think about how we can be better. 

Jon Laaser served as the voice of the Hokies from 2015 until 2022. Jon has decided to move into a new phase of his career and partner with his wife Renée and start the "Laaser's Lady Bug Society". We catchup with Laze on his time at tech, decision to step down, and his next endeavor! 

In this episode Josh and Jared talk with Sarah Loudermilk the owner of Laze L Farm Photography. We talk about the importance of good pictures and much more. Sit back, relax and enjoy the show!

In this episode of VINIAR, Laze shares about the alay culture in Indonesia, the most heartbreaking moment in his life, and how to compromise with yourself. Watch and listen Laze's new single 'Tempat Pulang' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMgrnk_yzoQ Make us rich. Subscribe to our channel! VOLIX. Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/volix.media/ Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@volix.media #VOLIX #VINIAR #CultivateYouthCulture Starring Laze Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/laze92_/ YouTube: @LAZE TikTok: @laze92_ Hosted by: Basboi Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bas.boi/ YouTube: @Basboi TikTok: @bas.b0i Executive Producer: Trivet Sembel Mieska Alia Farhana Producer: Valerian Pradovi Production Assistant: Meinitya Azzahra Radia Nethania Luthfina Editor: Willy Rahman Videographer: Leonardo Rakha

durée : 00:07:27 - Le Wake-up mix - Le wake-up-mix, c'est huit minutes de gros son pour bien vous réveiller.

Laze Elliot is a pioneering icon in the Hip Hop and R&B worlds and on the international touring stage. Laze e Laze, as he is known, has sold over 25 million records, collaborating with many giants in the recording industry. Not only is Laze a multi-platinum producer, but he's also a media and marketing executive. Laze recently founded Taylos Media which serves as a platform to advance children in the 21st century with new technology in Media Production, and he serves on the board of The Off School Grounds Coalition.

Minggulibur Podcast Weekly Report untuk 14 February 2022 menghadirkan: The Kudanil - Melangkah Dengan Pasti Heartwire - Type Hinting No Return(Void) (EP) Berthcavés - Sail Trough Prejudize - Coward feat. Satan Heir//Vague Laze feat. Livingroom - Tempat Pulang RAN - Selalu Bersama Kritik, Saran, Donasi dan Press Release kirim ke Instagram: @minggulibur.podcast Twitter: @mglbr Donasi: saweria.co/mingguliburpodcast E-mail: mglbrpdcst@gmail.com

Na koji način se boriti protiv poziva stranačkih aktivista i ko im je dostavio brojeve mobilnih telefona građana? Zašto plaćamo metro 60 posto skuplje nego Beč, Mumbai i Nju Jork? Kako bezbedno preći Radničku ulicu kada zeleno za pešake traje prekratko? Opet je probijen Savski nasip, voda iz nelegalnih cevi curi, zašto nadležni ne raguju danima? Zašto nema saobraćajne signalizacije u ulicama Stanka Opsenice, Svetolika Lazarevića Laze i Lazara Kujundžića?

Voice of the Hokies, Jon Laaser Joins Wes One Last Time On Air   Brought to you by Cowan Gates

Voice of the Hokies, Jon Laaser, Previews the Upcoming Commonwealth Cup & Discusses Thanksgiving Traditions. Brought to you by Cowan Gates.

Jon Laaser, Voice of the Hokies, joins Wes to discuss the Hokies' opening night for college basketball as well as the upcoming football matchup against the Blue Devils.

The gang recaps our loss at Boston College. Worry not, we end it on a happy note with a new installment of "Lazeisms". 

I was joined by former Richmond Flying Squirrels radio broadcaster, and the current voice of the Virginia Tech Hokies, Jon Laaser. Today's conversation centers around the current Hokies football team and the overall vibe of the program. The ACC is a bit of a free-for-all with Clemson's two losses, and we also get into the impact it creates if Notre Dame joined the ACC in football. Basketball season is right around the corner as Laze previews the season ahead, and we close with a little baseball talk. Follow Jon on Twitter https://twitter.com/LazeVT (@LazeVT).

J-Ham and Corn talk bouncing back from Notre Dame into a critical matchup in the Coastal with Pitt. It's Homecoming week in Blacksburg and Lecitus Smith goes 1-on-1 with Laze as well!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

"Listen 2 Laze" with the Voice of the Hokies Jon Laaser on post Notre Dame, preparing for Pitt, and a Lightning Round.

"Listen 2 Laze" "The Voice of the Hokies" Jon Laaser discusses the Hokies offense out of the bye week, the matchup against Notre Dame and "The Squid Game".  

Laze and Mike are joined by J-Ham and Corn to diagnose WVU and look ahead to Richmond! Plus, Raheem Blackshear goes 1-on-1 with Laze as he prepares for the Spiders and a return to Lane Stadium.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Jon & Mike are joined by J-Ham and Corn to get you ready for WVU and a trip to Morgantown! Plus, Big Play Tre Turner joins for a 1-on-1 with Laze!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

YERRRRRRR On this brand spanking new episode we had two very special guests in the building.. @grandavian & @lazecix sat down with the team to speak their minds on numerous heavy hitting topics, but before we got into the episode we had to showcase their talents with a lil' freestyle, and after our guests introduced themselves we got into what they represent; G.O.G x WinWRLD. To provide some context, we briefly visited our back stories in regards to how we all met and know each other to allow our guests to give our supporters and idea of where they started vs. how far they've come as basketball players and rap artists. From there we gave them the platform to speak on what their image means to them, and what their image means to the culture, seeing as they are in two positions that black youth idolize. In addition to this for @lazecix the whole idea of one's "image" has changed as NCAA athletes are now able to profit off of their name. This was important to outline because it was a mutual belief that we all have in regards to what's "cool" in today's society, what's "cool" today is no longer what's good for the black community. So, to that point we asked our guests how can we redefine what "cool" is? From this point we went to speak on substantial living, and what that practice can do to further our generation and our demographic, we ended off this conversation talking about our list of priorities - what they were when we were younger vs. what they've become now.... enjoy! If you're new to the pod you might as well go ahead and subscribe, like drop a comment AND follow the socials... For all our audio listeners don't be that person who forgets to leave a rating;) * Rate & Subscribe to the Ninety Nine to Infinity Podcast on all streaming platforms. * FOR ALL NINETY NINE TO INFINITY CONTENT: https://linktr.ee/ninetyninetoinfinity Hosts: Jalen (Drewski) Instagram https://www.instagram.com/jalendrewski/Juwan (Ju) Instagram https://www.instagram.com/juwanb11/ Nick (Hamilton) https://www.instagram.com/nickhamilto... Special Guests: Laze (KeShaun Saunders) https://www.instagram.com/lazexcix/?hl=en GOG.ENT https://www.instagram.com/gog.ent/?hl=en Grandavian (Grant Adu) https://www.instagram.com/grandavian/?hl=en https://music.apple.com/ca/artist/grandavian/1421844295 SCORiNG (Official Music Video) https://youtu.be/SN9hkzp3HhE WinWRLD https://www.instagram.com/winwrldorder/?hl=en CLASSFULL

Check these guys out at www.Instagram.com/Rockymichaelsmusic Instagram.com/lazemusic

They Said What They Said.... Stay Positive ! Test Negative! When Talking About the Podcast Use #OverRatedTruthPod DONATE TO OUR PATREON: www.patreon.com/join/TheOverratedTruthPodcast Email: OverRatedTruthPod@Gmail.com Follow all our social media's IG : @OverRatedTruth Twitter.com/OverRatedTruPod --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/theoveratedtruth/message

Drugi poudarki: Občina Kranj velik korak bliže gradbenemu dovoljenju za kanalizacijo v industrijski coni Laze. Okoljevarstveniki omenjajo možnost referenduma. Trimilijonska naložba občine Brežice v obnovo dveh mostov čez Krko Zaradi negotovih razmer ponekod manjši vpis otrok v vrtec in vse več odlogov vpisa v prvi razred

S4E3. Havie Parkasya atau yang lebih dikenal sebagai Laze mengutarakan kejanggalan hidupnya di album kedua, tentang menjadi realistis bermusik di Indonesia, juga peran baru sebagai host sebuah talk show. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/agordiclub/message

Yes! We are who we are! We say what we say! We did what we Did (Mahonee & LaZe). Stay Positive ! Test Negative! When Talking About the Podcast Use #OverRatedTruthPod DONATE TO OUR PATREON: www.patreon.com/join/TheOverratedTruthPodcast Email: OverRatedTruthPod@Gmail.com Follow all our social media's IG : @OverRatedTruth Twitter.com/OverRatedTruPod --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/theoveratedtruth/message

Heute zur Gast habe ich einen 15 jährigen jungen Mann bei mir und wir reden über die Bildung. Dabei kommen Schulbildung, Finanzbildung usw. vor. Auch reden wir über Book/life smarte Menschen. Name von seinem Podcastkanal: End of Laze

Shout out to LAZE!!

Di ambil dari sesi Instagram Live kami bersama Laze, hari ini We Discuss membahas proses pembuatan dari album terbarunya, "Puncak Janggal". Mulai dari tantangan menggunakan Bahasa Indonesia dalam musik rap, hingga pencarian sensasi versus esensi dalam sebuah karya, Laze berbagi perspektif juga pengalaman sebagai musisi, dan bagaimana ia menggunakan karya untuk merekam perjalanannya.

The NFL has released a statement encouraging players to put themselves in a non-mandatory bubble for the postseason. Wes discusses this and the decreasing interest in Thursday Night Football.   “Voice of the Hokies” Jon Laaser gives his reaction to both Whit Babcock and Justin Fuente’s press conferences, the Hokies decision to move forward with Fuente, what Laze thinks needs to change in the organization, and what is a common misconception about Virginia Tech’s football program?

Laze baru baru ini merilis sebuah album yang berjudul "Puncak Janggal" naaah... pembicaraan panjang X lebar X tinggi terjadi di studio kami antara @laze92_ , @tuantigabelas dan @itsyacko ⁣ ⁣ Wawancara ini wajib banget lo tonton nih teman teman, karena Laze menceritakan tentang segala ke "gatelan" nya!! ⁣ ⁣ Jangan lupa juga nonton GOGON yang disajikan oleh @bang.julid yang berisi rangkuman Julidan minggu ini.⁣ ⁣ Terima kasih Laze semoga album ini bisa sukses dan terima kasih juga untuk kalian yang sudah menonton, berikan komentar kalian tentang bahasan kami minggu ini dengan Laze. Selamat menikmati.⁣ ⁣ LAZE⁣ https://www.instagram.com/laze92_/​⁣ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8km...​⁣ https://open.spotify.com/album/3lRo2f...​⁣ ⁣ PreachJa Records⁣ https://www.instagram.com/preachja/​⁣ https://www.youtube.com/c/preachja​⁣ ⁣ STUFA EAT & BREW⁣ https://www.instagram.com/stufa.eat/​⁣ ⁣ Reach us on :⁣ ⁣ HIPHOPHORE⁣ https://www.instagram.com/hiphophoreb...​⁣ https://open.spotify.com/show/1rn0d6o...​⁣ ⁣ MUGOS MEDIA⁣ https://www.instagram.com/mugosmedia​⁣ https://www.youtube.com/c/MUGOSMEDIA​⁣ https://www.mugosmedia.com​⁣ ⁣ YACKO⁣ https://www.instagram.com/itsyacko​⁣ ⁣ TUAN TIGABELAS⁣ https://www.instagram.com/tuantigabelas​⁣ ⁣ BANG JULID⁣ https://www.instagram.com/bang.julid/​⁣ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCAfH...​⁣ ⁣ For Business Inquiries :⁣ Email : hiphophoremugos@gmail.com

Poročali smo o preventivni akciji Ponovno na izpitno vožnjo, v kateri se je spomladi in jeseni preizkusilo dvesto voznikov, širjenju industrijske cone Laze in drugih projektih v občini Kranj, spregovorili pa smo tudi o tem, kako je sadje v pisarni priložnost za zdrav način življenja in kako pogosto je tradicionalni slovenski zajtrk na mizi družinske Kmetije Čeh.

Découvrez Fabrice B, Artiste installé en Baie de Somme & son nouveau single en exclu : Mallorca. A la base Deejay ayant crèe une agence "jour de fete animation" il y a 20 Ans, son activité s'est arrêté suite à l'épidémie du Covid 19 depuis Mars. Ne connaissant ni le solfège, ni aucun instrument de musique, il compose de chez lui avec des ordinateurs. Son premier single "Laze" a été repéré 15 jours plus tard par un label américain qui lui a proposé un contrat. Aujourd'hui, Fabrice B présente son nouveau titre "Mallorca" qui sortira le 19 Novembre 2020.

Liz Clarke on how the latest Washington Post story of sexual harassment and toxic workplace culture involving the Washington Football Team (Redskins) came together and will the NFL investigate after these latest allegations by 25 women. “Voice of the Hokies” Jon Laaser discusses how the 2020 college football season could look, the season opener between the Hokies and the Cavaliers, plus who is the newest Hokie that Laze is most excited to see this year?​

Organizado pela Aliança Francesa, a edição especial de agosto acontecerá no dia 26 de agosto, às 18h. O objetivo é apresentar ao público importantes diretoras cinematográficas francesas que moldaram gerações, promovendo debates acerca de seus principais filmes. As inscrições para participar estão abertas através do e-mail: cultura@aliancafrancesabh.org See omnystudio.com/policies/listener for privacy information.

Domingo será Dia dos Pais e o chef Flavio Trombino indica pratos deliciosos para fazer deste dia, ainda mais memorável para toda a família.  See omnystudio.com/policies/listener for privacy information.

Host Robonggo, Oyob, Niki, dan Bibiw kembali! Kali ini, mereka membicarakan kompilasi garapan Berita Angkasa bertajuk 'Adiksi Adaptasi' juga single-single terbaru dari Laze hingga Petra Sihombing. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/agordiclub/message

We're are back with another installment 'Laze N Align' featuring a very close friend to the podcast DaAncient Ryu. The first segment #26 is by the Jam enStuff Knight, Offering some laid back downtempo/neosoul feel tunes and a little beat of Hip hop/Poetry. The Second Part #27 is served by the most consistent Beat selector in the Vaal, The beat guru ka sebele DaAncient Ryu lol, Serving some dope Chillbeat and Downtempo tunes. "LAZE N ALIGN" Follow DaAncient Ryu's Podcast: @themba-ngwenyeni-qp

We're are back with another installment 'Laze N Align' featuring a very close friend to the podcast DaAncient Ryu. The first segment #26 is by the Jam enStuff Knight, Offering some laid back downtempo/neosoul feel tunes and a little beat of Hip hop/Poetry. The Second Part #27 is served by the most consistent Beat selector in the Vaal, The beat guru ka sebele DaAncient Ryu lol, Serving some dope Chillbeat and Downtempo tunes. "LAZE N ALIGN" Follow DaAncient Ryu's Podcast: @themba-ngwenyeni-qp

We're are back with another installment 'Laze N Align' featuring a very close friend to the podcast DaAncient Ryu. The first segment #26 is by the Jam enStuff Knight, Offering some laid back downtempo/neosoul feel tunes and a little beat of Hip hop/Poetry. The Second Part #27 is served by the most consistent Beat selector in the Vaal, The beat guru ka sebele DaAncient Ryu lol, Serving some dope Chillbeat and Downtempo tunes. "LAZE N ALIGN" Follow DaAncient Ryu's Podcast: @themba-ngwenyeni-qp

We're are back with another installment 'Laze N Align' featuring a very close friend to the podcast DaAncient Ryu. The first segment #26 is by the Jam enStuff Knight, Offering some laid back downtempo/neosoul feel tunes and a little beat of Hip hop/Poetry. The Second Part #27 is served by the most consistent Beat selector in the Vaal, The beat guru ka sebele DaAncient Ryu lol, Serving some dope Chillbeat and Downtempo tunes. "LAZE N ALIGN" Follow DaAncient Ryu's Podcast: @themba-ngwenyeni-qp

We're are back with another installment 'Laze N Align' featuring a very close friend to the podcast DaAncient Ryu. The first segment #26 is by the Jam enStuff Knight, Offering some laid back downtempo/neosoul feel tunes and a little beat of Hip hop/Poetry. The Second Part #27 is served by the most consistent Beat selector in the Vaal, The beat guru ka sebele DaAncient Ryu lol, Serving some dope Chillbeat and Downtempo tunes. "LAZE N ALIGN" Follow DaAncient Ryu's Podcast: @themba-ngwenyeni-qp

We're are back with another installment 'Laze N Align' featuring a very close friend to the podcast DaAncient Ryu. The first segment #26 is by the Jam enStuff Knight, Offering some laid back downtempo/neosoul feel tunes and a little beat of Hip hop/Poetry. The Second Part #27 is served by the most consistent Beat selector in the Vaal, The beat guru ka sebele DaAncient Ryu lol, Serving some dope Chillbeat and Downtempo tunes. "LAZE N ALIGN" Follow DaAncient Ryu's Podcast: @themba-ngwenyeni-qp

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U trećoj bonus epizodi imao sam priliku da ugostim Lazara Jelića, autora najslušanijeg regionalnog košarkaškog podcasta Mrežica. Sa Lazom razgovaramo o tome kako je nastao podcast Mrežica, kako izgleda kontaktirati i intervjuisati naše proslavljene sportiste, smešnim događajima sa snimanja, ali i tome u kom pravcu će se na dalje razvijati sportski podcasti uključujući i Mrežica. Uživajte! Donacije za dalji razvoj podcasta možete ostaviti na Patreon-u: https://www.patreon.com/priceizdijaspore?fan_landing=true

This week we are joined by Destiny Community Legend Laze Summerstone to talk all things Watermelon Exo, Destiny and a whole heap more!!! Find Jake at: https://twitter.com/lazesummerstone Steel Series Link: https://tinyurl.com/ryoua9p Social Media: https://twitter.com/myelingames https://twitter.com/LogPowerslave Find Us Live: https://www.twitch.tv/logpowerslave https://www.twitch.tv/MyelinGames

11 April 2020

Laze E in the cockpit for the second hour of power at the Ageing B Boys Units stage of Crumplstock 2020!   The post Crumplstock Laze E Plastic Attack Set 2 appeared first on Disco Scratch.

I used to absolutely LOVE the Plastic Attack on a Friday night when the great Laze E was on RTE and after a hard week of graft, a few ales, sitting in the POV in the cellar listening to the great selections of music, almost every show ordering stuff off Discogs as it was Edutainment… […] The post Crumplstock Laze E Plastic Attack Set 1 appeared first on Disco Scratch.

Laze E in the cockpit for the second hour of power at the Ageing B Boys Units stage of Crumplstock 2020!   The post Crumplstock Laze E Plastic Attack Set 2 appeared first on Disco Scratch.

18 Januari 2020

Notre invité : le rappeur Efrasis pour la sortie de son nouvel EP « Il faudra s’y faire ». Il est accompagné de son producteur Nag Rom du Wolf Crew Records. Vous pouvez suivre l’actualité de Efrasis sur sa page Facebook. Au sommaire de l’émission : 1) Le portrait chinois de l’invité 2) Les bayes de l’invité : Nous avons parlé du parcours d’Efrasis, de ses aspirations, de ses références, de la problématique de l’ascension sociale. Il sera en concert : le 21 novembre à l’Aquarium (Grenoble) le 28 novembre au Festival Jazz RA (Vienne) le 12 décembre dans le cadre de la soirée Emergences IV salle Olivier Messiaen (Grenoble) 3) L’instant téloche : Disney+ ou le Netflix à la sauce Disney qui rebat les cartes du streaming légal. • Extrait de la bande-annonce française de Disney+ 4) Les musiques de l’invité : Avant tu riais de Nekfeu avec Clara Luciani (Squa, 2016) – chanson diffusée en intégralité Banlieusards de Kery James (À l'ombre du show business, 2008) Otto de SCH (JVLIVS, 2018) Le bal des Laze de Michel Polnareff (Le bal des Laze, 1968) 5) L’instant narration : Mathilde nous raconte à sa manière une histoire d’amour tragique face aux différentes castes. Librement inspiré d’un fait divers qui s’est produit en Inde le 6 novembre 2019. 6) Annonce – Le baye de la semaine : Nous avons besoin de VOUS. Si vous voulez intégrer la grande famille Open Bayes et devenir chroniqueur d’un soir sur New’s FM, contactez-nous par e-mail openbayes38@gmail.com ou en DM Instagram @openbayes et abonnez-vous ! Les musiques entendues dans l’émission : Générique : Parov Stellar – Catgroove / All Night (mash-up fait par nous-mêmes) (The Art of Sampling, 2013)Extraits musicaux d’Efrasis (issus de son EP « Il faudra s’y faire », 2019) : 14h45 Il faudra s’y faire Speedy Gonzales Ars longa, vita brevis Autres musiques utilisées pendant l’émission : Pour le portrait chinois : China-PiPa · 徐梦圆 (China-PiPa - 2016) Pour l’instant téloche : Magic Hour par Parallax (Pusher, LLC - 2019) Boss of me par They Might Be Giants (Music from Malcolm in the Middle, 2001) Gem’ les moches (instrumental) par Stupeflip (The Hypnoflip Invasion, 2011) Le roi des voleurs, extrait du film Peter Pan (1953 – doublage de 1992) Hit the Road Jack par Aureba (Un sentiment, 2013) Pour l’instant narration : Musique de percussion, puissant et relaxant Tribal Rhythm de la chaine YouTube Musique Apaisante et Bien Etre (sous licence Creative Commons BY 3.0) Marry Me (suite) de Hans Zimmer (Bande originale du film Pirates des Caraïbes II – revised by Victor Slijkhuis)

Hidup cuma sekali. Kenapa tidak berjuang untuk hal yang kita cintai daripada mengeluhkan hal yang kita benci?

Seguimos avanzando en nuestra transición hacia el 2019, con algunas obras que fueron publicadas tan a finales del 2018 que pueden considerarse como pertenecientes a la cosecha del nuevo año. Han sido unos últimos meses muy frenéticos y trepidantes, así que permitidnos que levantemos un poco el pié del acelerador y os traigamos un programa algo más corto. Seguro que más de un oyente lo agradecerá, para sí poder ponerse al día. ;-) Así que en este programa os traemos menos discos, pero no por ello menos interesantes. No os perdáis los nuevos y magníficos trabajos de Coma Rossi, In Continuum, Jean Michel Jarre, Los Lobotomys, Rifftia, Season of the Crow, Stephan Thelen y The Laze. Una buena selección de música para pasar un buen rato y planificar una merecida compra de disquitos que incorporar a nuestra colección. ¡Que disfrutéis del programa!

Seguimos avanzando en nuestra transición hacia el 2019, con algunas obras que fueron publicadas tan a finales del 2018 que pueden considerarse como pertenecientes a la cosecha del nuevo año. Han sido unos últimos meses muy frenéticos y trepidantes, así que permitidnos que levantemos un poco el pié del acelerador y os traigamos un programa algo más corto. Seguro que más de un oyente lo agradecerá, para sí poder ponerse al día. ;-) Así que en este programa os traemos menos discos, pero no por ello menos interesantes. No os perdáis los nuevos y magníficos trabajos de Coma Rossi, In Continuum, Jean Michel Jarre, Los Lobotomys, Rifftia, Season of the Crow, Stephan Thelen y The Laze. Una buena selección de música para pasar un buen rato y planificar una merecida compra de disquitos que incorporar a nuestra colección. ¡Que disfrutéis del programa!

There’s a big moon contingent in this one… Did China just put the first slave on the moon? Was the 60’s Moon Craze directly associated with the Rocket Craze of the Cold War? And, did we really go the moon, as JFK said, “not because we are LAZE, but because we are CRAZE?”Thank you for listening! Now go out and download Henning KO’s new game, Fox Hunt! Here is the link to download it: https://anomalina.itch.io/foxhuntAlso please look out for a dirty H stream of the game (very soon due to Boshing - We hate you Bill Gates!) on our new YouTube Channel! Here is a link to that channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcIn1XiUub0UYfpcIavelEA/featured?view_as=public“Portland is the East Berlin of the West.”#Sketch #MidRareNerd #BlueFlu #theAOCScooterTooter #OpportunityMoron #ThatBeAGoodPodcast

Afternoon Crowd bersama Uga dan Dewa dengan bintang tamu LAZE.

You Can Do It Christmas Podcast : One Guest, One Mix, One Hour, One Week This Week : Joris Laze Discover our styles and me for exclusif perfomances every week. Tracklist : Joris Laze : 01: Maceo plex - Conjure Balearia 02: Hot since 82 - Evolve or di 03: Au ra & Camelphat - Panic Room 04: Super flu - Doppt 05: Rico Tubbs - Chemistry (Phlegmatic Dogs Remix) Bassner : 06: Malaa - Paris 96’ 07: Ethan Fox - Breathe 08: Save As - Release 09 : Marcus Knight - Creatures 10: Kryder & HIIO - La Luna 11: Viduta - Off Beat 12 : Bassner - People from All Over The Word 13 : Bassner Ft. Coline - Look Forward

In this one, we kick it off with some RIPs, Morgan Freeman is a shitbag, Patrick Melrose, Mega Man 11, Active Shooter is a thing that exists, Weezer makes dreams come true, Roseanne, Hawaii is still going, Bob Hope, The Sisters Brothers, Spawn, Boba Fett, Boston Celtics, NFL, Reader Mail, Westworld recap, and our spoiler-filled review of Solo: A Star Wars Story. Thanks for listening! sundaysundaysandwich@gmail.com @sunday_sandwich on twitter @xantharsmash also sunday.sandwich on insta Facebook and iTunes, like, rate and review! "Oh!" ---C3PO

A quiet, lazy week on the game-playing front ensures the lads have nothing to talk right? WRONG! Between delays, Deadpool’s sequel, early E3 announcements, and the final days of both the Vita and Boss Key, there’s plenty to ‘ave a chinwag about! ‬ Intro and Games: -> 17:52 News: 17:52 -> 51:53 Beginning of the End: 51:53 -> Full Episode Notes: http://shouldiplaythisgame.com/2018/05/21/siptg-135-de-laze-21-05-2018/

Last part to our LL series! The LAZE (also, DvT conferences, and the virtual community!!!)

Welcome Guardians! Join us Episode 1 of Grenades and Horseshoes as we feature our first 4 segments: 1. Grenades and Horseshoes: Hosts talk about about their week in Destiny and update on Destiny news. 2. Vacuum: This perk sucks and so do these clips. Hosts share fail clips 3. Ashes to Asset: From the fire to the fantastic. Hosts share clips of victory 4. Quick Draw: We feature Destiny Artist, Exotic Watermelon Exo, LazeSummerstone doing a time lapse of his excellent Destiny art. You can check out more of Laze's work at: https://twitter.com/lazesummerstone Follow the hosts throughout the week at: Grenades and Horseshoes: @GandHshow MarkSquare - @MarkSquare_ Yunalala - @yunielala GreyGhost2E - @GreyGhost2E Join us live every Wednesday night at 9pm EST at www.twitch.tv/Planet_Destiny

It's been awhile since I last was here in the land of the pod of the cast. But the creative juices have been flowing and I have some BIG stuff coming up. And I'm here to let you all in on what that is (as much as I can say at the moment) and how you can be involved! I will leave all the necessary information for you to follow, like, and subscribe so you may be right up in the front row. Twitter: @YesThatAlLytle @ClearAs_MudProd @BtBWrestling Facebook: @ClearAsMudProd or search Clear As Mud Productions and Al Lytle Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRnnJc6CXVjbHFiLG8SPSwQ (Or search Clear As Mud Productions)

SWEET BEATS Ловите бомбу для вашего танцпола! (House + Trap)

SWEET BEATS Ловите бомбу для вашего танцпола! (House + Trap)

Aloha mai kakou, Sean Robbins This evening's podcast was part of a new live video feed. Each week's show will be visible from this web site during the shows recording. Special requests are listed below as well. Click here to hear this show: Please enjoy this broadcast of new Hawaiian music, most of which you have probably never heard before. Songs featured in tonightʻs show include: Morning Star Makana Venus, And The Sky Turns To Clay As The World Tunes Makana Venus, And The Sky Turns To Clay Affirmation Pali All In Ray Of Light Pali All In Mama Kalama Brothers Keau Understanding Next to Me Kalama Brothers Keau Ka Lehua Sean Robbins Ka Lehua The Sound Of The Sea Surrounds Me The Brothers Cazimero The Best of The Brothers Cazimero Vol. II E Ku'u Baby Hot Cha Cha The Brothers Cazimero The Best Of The Brothers Cazimero Vol. II Napo`opo`o Gary Haleamau Hemolele Na Ka Pueo Gary Haleamau Hemolele

Aloha mai kakou, Sean Robbins This evening's podcast was part of a new live video feed. Each week's show will be visible from this web site during the shows recording. Special requests are listed below as well. Click here to hear this show: Please enjoy this broadcast of new Hawaiian music, most of which you have probably never heard before. Songs featured in tonightʻs show include: Morning Star Makana Venus, And The Sky Turns To Clay As The World Tunes Makana Venus, And The Sky Turns To Clay Affirmation Pali All In Ray Of Light Pali All In Mama Kalama Brothers Keau Understanding Next to Me Kalama Brothers Keau Ka Lehua Sean Robbins Ka Lehua The Sound Of The Sea Surrounds Me The Brothers Cazimero The Best of The Brothers Cazimero Vol. II E Ku'u Baby Hot Cha Cha The Brothers Cazimero The Best Of The Brothers Cazimero Vol. II Napo`opo`o Gary Haleamau Hemolele Na Ka Pueo Gary Haleamau Hemolele

This week includes Mix Comp Winners from Dj Laze, Ferris Bueller, Kevin Chang, Laidback Lito. Tune in every 2nd & 4th Wednesday @6PM PST on OrbitRadio.FM!! Follow us @ www.PandaFunk.com www.Twitter.com/PFrecords www.Facebook.com/PandaFunkMusic

On this massive show we have: MOP step up live from Sweden as Billy Danze and Laze salute their loyal fans, break down the new album Foundation and explain why they passed through so many labels and rejected what they saw there. Duckdown Records' nucleus, Buckshot joins us live on the show for an informative and enlightening discussion about his own survival skills, longevity, life with KRS-1 and much more. If you listen carefully, he also uses the bathroom whilst in interview - a first for The Friday Night Live Show. Sholay! Shabazz The Disciple and Hell Razah fly into the studio packed with energy and heart , as they explore the new Thug Angelz album, the demonz and angelz surrounding us all and much more. A must hear. Esoteric is in fine form as he delivers a massively entertaining exploration of his latest album, which is based solely on a very vivid dream he once had. He also talks about life on Babygrande, his colleagues in hip hop and a lot more. Punchlyne, fresh off the release of his new EP and his massively successful blog,steps in to talk sensationalism, the importance of self and of course, his relationship with Fokis. Jojo Pellegrino takes us on a journey through destiny's path, as he passionately explains his road to glory and why he feels that Violator turned their icy cold shoulder on him. Energetic would be a euphemism for this guy - watch for the live spit. AND THAT'S NOT ALL! Kyza Smirnoff is with us to talk Terra Firma, his new album, life as a UK emcee and why he will be quitting the game after his next album. Enjoy and let us know you listened! Contact us at conspiracyworldwide@gmail.com Montana Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/mista_montana Menace Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/menaceuk Conspiracy Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/conspiracyradio Friday Night Twitter: http://twitter.com/conspiracyfm -

On this massive show we have: MOP step up live from Sweden as Billy Danze and Laze salute their loyal fans, break down the new album Foundation and explain why they passed through so many labels and rejected what they saw there. Duckdown Records' nucleus, Buckshot joins us live on the show for an informative and enlightening discussion about his own survival skills, longevity, life with KRS-1 and much more. If you listen carefully, he also uses the bathroom whilst in interview - a first for The Friday Night Live Show. Sholay! Shabazz The Disciple and Hell Razah fly into the studio packed with energy and heart , as they explore the new Thug Angelz album, the demonz and angelz surrounding us all and much more. A must hear. Esoteric is in fine form as he delivers a massively entertaining exploration of his latest album, which is based solely on a very vivid dream he once had. He also talks about life on Babygrande, his colleagues in hip hop and a lot more. Punchlyne, fresh off the release of his new EP and his massively successful blog,steps in to talk sensationalism, the importance of self and of course, his relationship with Fokis. Jojo Pellegrino takes us on a journey through destiny's path, as he passionately explains his road to glory and why he feels that Violator turned their icy cold shoulder on him. Energetic would be a euphemism for this guy - watch for the live spit. AND THAT'S NOT ALL! Kyza Smirnoff is with us to talk Terra Firma, his new album, life as a UK emcee and why he will be quitting the game after his next album. Enjoy and let us know you listened! Contact us at conspiracyworldwide@gmail.com Montana Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/mista_montana Menace Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/menaceuk Conspiracy Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/conspiracyradio Friday Night Twitter: http://twitter.com/conspiracyfm -