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SOCA THERAPY - MAY 18, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday May 18th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoWotless (Dr. Jay Plate) - Kes The BandCalypso (Jus Now Road Mix) - GBM NutronBig Bad Soca (Jester Anthem Edit) - Bunji GarlinGirls - Fay-Ann LyonsUp In D Party - JadelStress Bout That - Adam ODip - HypasoundsSplit In De Middle - FreezyDiggy Dagga Dat - Black BoyDown Dey - MelickFling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoBob The Builder - Lady Lava Dora The Explorer - Sackie Zero - King Bubba FMMental Day - KesThe Spirit - Machel MontanoUmbrella - Bunji GarlinBehavior Nothin - Skinny FabulousDouble Bubble - Skinny FabulousGo Hard - Machel Montano x Skinny FabulousPlenty - Skinny FabulousIt’s The Weekend - Skinny FabulousWatch Thing - Skinny FabulousBamcie - Yung Bredda x Added RankinThe A List - PumpaDr. Cassandra (Ryan Sayeed’s PHD Intro) - College Boy Jesse x Yung BreddaLike Ah Boss - Machel MontanoZouk La Se Sel Medikaman - KassavLose Control - Kera SmithBatabano - Cayman Carnival All StarsYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Streamed in the Cayman Islands on the Apple Music World Charts7. Mas - Mical Teja x Freetown Collective6. Feteland - Kerwin Du Bois x Kes5. Boss Lady (Sign Me Up) - Kes The Band4. Holiday - Problem Child3. Lucy - Destra2. DNA - Mical Teja1. Dansa - Klassik FrescobarThis Carnival - Imani RayThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownCocoa Tea - KesJam Dung - GBM Nutron x Travis World x Jonny BlazeTabanca - Mical TejaNo Love - Terron Da Artist x System32Dotish (Muv Short Edit) - LyrikalKettle Pot - Yung BreddaSaddle - Anika BerryRetro - VoicePardy - Machel MontanoKarma - Wetty BeatzSick - Triniboi JoocieLast Man - BoyzieBounce It - Mad SkullPAN MOMENTS Joshua Regrello Steelpan Covers of:Espresso - Sabrina Carpenter Essence - Wizkid x TemsIs This Love - Bob MarleyTANTY TUNE(1989) Free Up - TambuEngine Room - OlatunjiDo We Ting - Kes x Lord NelsonLife After Fete - Kerwin Du BoisEverytime - Nadia BatsonJamtown (RaeMix) - Rae x TanoJamtown - Coutain x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoHero - GBM Nutron x TanoNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONBehave - Marlo feat. Luni Spark & ElectrifyDanger - Skinny Fabulous x Problem ChildLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TAnything - Mr KillaThousand - Bunji GarlinHard Fete - Bunji GarlinTruck Instructions - Nailah Blackman x Jus Now x DJ DaikySound Check - Mad Skull x Wetty BeatzBeatin Road - Preedy x Smiddy SmithDocument We - Shal Marshall x Kerwin Du BoisMake Ah Stage - Fay Ann LyonsMas - JfiyreHigher Power - Mical TejaSpeechless - Kerwin Du Bois x Voice x Teddyson John x LyrikalMagic - Kes x Jimmy October x Etienne CharlesFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - MAY 11, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday May 11th 2025Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoHer Mudda (Dr. Jay Plate) - PumpaFitness - Trinidad Killa x JadelYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyBessFren - Nailah Blackman x Ding DongThe Great Escape - Patrice RobertsRoad Meeting - Fay-Ann Lyons x Syri Lyons x Travis WorldCarry It (Mr Vik Band Edit) - Bunji GarlinPardy - Machel MontanoAye Aye Aye - Square OneAll Night - Donella WeekesTake A Wine - BudWatching Me - Gailann x BenjaiWishful Encounters - Bunji GarlinMy Love Will Never Die - Da BhaanSpanish Fly - AtaklanTabanca - Mical TejaNext Gyal - GBM NutronThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaGood Spirits - Full BlownForget About It - Kerwin Du BoisBrain Freeze - Leadpipe x Jus-Jay10 Outta 10 - Machel MontanoPeople Business - Teddyson John x Skinny FabulousWutless - Th3rdWarming Up - Adam O x AkaiiusweetJuice - PumpaTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Streamed In British Virgin Islands on Apple Music (World Category)7. Best Life - Xclusive Sounds feat. Jarvy6. Vent - Teddyson John feat. International Stephen5. Anxiety - Patrice Roberts4. Wine & Dip - Adam O x Marvelus3. Dansa - Klassik Frescobar2. Blessing - Blaka Dan1. Bouwey - 1T1 feat. TheomaaSocamazing - Adam OBro Code - Hunter x Jab KingSound Check - Mad Skull x Wetty BeatzShake The Place - Machel Montano x DestraBacchanal - DestraIn The Meantime - Alison HindsSaucy Baby - Denise “Saucy Wow” BelfonIllegal - Machel MontanoBoss - BenjaiBe Humble - Maximus DanMother & Wife - Bunji GarlinOld Woman Alone - TallpreeToot Toot - TemptressBag Ah Sugar - Terra D GovernorIvy - Terra D GovernorPink Panther (Bouyon Remix) (DJ Shy Intro) (4) Big Phat Fish - Machel Montano & XtatikMusic Farm - XtatikStalker - Machel MontanoObeah Man - Maga DanWine Dem Out - Dawg E. SlaughterKaise Bani - Rikki JaiSoca Billboard - General GrantTake Me Home - Freetown CollectivePAN MOMENTSWoman On The Bass - Neal And Massy Trinidad All StarsTANTY TUNE(1978) Sugar Bum Bum - Lord KitchenerNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONMAS - JFiyre Play Mas - Teddyson John x LyrikalTrue Masquerader - Kes The BandState Of Mind - DestraShe Coming - Machel MontanoSpoil Mehself - Kerwin Du BoisLoner - LyrikalDucking - Fadda FoxWhen Tomorrow Comes - Don TrentToo Own Way - VoiceIn Meh Space - Nadia BatsonSlip In - GeoEating Cat (Meow Meow Meow) - Suhrawh x RawsheidKitty Cat - Square One feat. Andy ArmstrongTiger Baby - MilitantTiger Baby - Salty x Militant x Travis WorldThrowback - Ding DongDisco - Lucrativ x Lord NelsonHello - KesCocoa Tea - KesCarnival Darling - Coutain x GBM NutronUngrateful (Clean) - Patrice RobertsFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

Dr. Matthew Tyler returns to explore the layers of palliative care — what it is, what it isn't, and how it differs from hospice. We discuss everything from managing physical and existential pain to the role of family dynamics and coping skills in end-of-life care. Is pain at the end of life inevitable, and how can it be managed? What role can patients and families play in guiding medical decisions at the end of life? How can families and caregivers better cope with the complexities of serious illness? Whether you're supporting a loved one or navigating illness yourself, this conversation offers practical insight and hope. Dr. Tyler also introduces his new caregiver coaching services, designed to help families find clarity and confidence in uncertain times, especially when local palliative care is not available.https://howtotrainyourdoctor.com/https://www.facebook.com/people/How-to-Train-Your-Doctor/100095193314200/?sk=reels_tabhttps://www.instagram.com/howtotrainyourdoctor/https://www.youtube.com/@howtotrainyourdoctor

SOCA THERAPY - MAY 4, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday May 4th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoCounting My Blessings (Dr. Jay Plate) - Nadia BatsonBlessing Me - Jimmy October x CoutainBless Me - GBM NutronTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveSituations - Coopa Dan x Shaquille GFGTwo Steps - Coopa Dan x Dj SpiderAsphalt - Shaquille GFG x Dj SpiderWett - Lyrikal x Dj SpiderThrow Back - Grateful Co x Dj SpiderGimme More - Problem Child x Patrice RobertsThis Carnival - Imani RayGod Got Me - Shal Marshall x Teddyson JohnGrand Style - Jamesy PCelebration - Bunji Garlin x Banx & RanxTraffic Jam - Kes x Tano x Full BlownEnergy - Mical TejaHomage - Th3rdAngel - Imani RayCan You Feel It - Terri Lyons x Dj Private RyanHappy Papi - Machel Montano x Travis World x Dan EvensMind My Business - Patrice Roberts x Travis World x Dan EvensAll Eyes On You - Skinny Fabulous x Travis World x Dan EvensDown Dey - MelickGo Down - FreshieWhen U Eating - Skinny BantonBlessing - Blaka DanMy House - Farmer NappyBamBilamBamBilamBilamBam - Farmer NappyBy Any Means - VoiceWhere I Am - Freetown CollectiveSavannah Grass - Kes The BandFling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoBaddest DJ - Imani Ray x Tionne Hernandez x Keke x Nicki PierreTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By Farmer Nappy Streamed on Spotify That Were Released From January 2023 to Present7. Would You - Farmer Nappy6. Thankful - Farmer Nappy5. Livin’ Meh Life - Farmer Nappy x XplicitMevon4. Smooth Ride - Farmer Nappy 3. How Ah Livin - Farmer Nappy2. In The Center - Famer Nappy x GBM Nutron1. Gyal Like Rain - Farmer Nappy x Christopher MartinBumpa Love - Bunji Garlin x Hang JackMiracle - Kes x TanoSomeone Else - Litleboy x Quan x Trilla GIn D Front - Wetty Beatz x Triniboi JoocieOwe Me Nothing - Voice x Skinny FabulousFling It - Patrice RobertsDoh Bother Meh - Problem Child x LavamanStagga Dance - Natty x Thunda x MuddyPeople - Mikey Mercer x Sir FingazHigher Power - Mical TejaBessFren - Nailah Blackman x Ding DongParty Time - Skinny FabulousWave It - Machel MontanoPardy - Machel MontanoLong Time - Edwin YearwoodSo Long - Nadia BatsonHookin’ Meh - Farmer NappyPAN MOMENTSHookin Meh - BP RenegadesTANTY TUNE(1986) The Hammer - Charlie’s Roots feat. David RudderMadness - David RudderOil & Music - Machel Montano x David RudderSoca Baby - Kerwin Du Bois x David RudderNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONJiggy - MarloSick Jab - Loose CannonMore Jab - Skinny FabulousWhole Lot Ah Land - Problem ChildFront Yard Wet - Skinny BantonHigh Influence - LavamanDutty Dancing - Hypa 4000Waiting On The Stage - Machel Montano x Badjohn RepublicAnxiety - Patrice RobertsDNA - Mical TejaUp & Up - Skinny FabulousFatt - Nadia BatsonBamcie - Added Rankin x Yung BreddaPush Bumpers - Machel MontanoThe Greatest Bend Over (Mr Vik Band Edit) - Yung BreddaCocoa Tea (Mr Vik Band Edit) - KesCalypso - V'ghnNo Weapon - Tian WinterCrash (Dr. Jay Plate) - Tian WinterTrini - BenjaiGive Away (Dr. Jay Plate) - Singing DianneLorraine - ExplainerFeel The Love - Freetown Collective x Dj Private RyanEndless Vibrations - Marge Blackman x Nailah BlackmanFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

Sermon for May 4, 2025 | Preaching text: John 21:1-19

SOCA THERAPY - APRIL 28, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday April 27th 2025Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoWorkie (Dr. Jay Plate) - Busy SignalHold You - Demarco x SheenwrksOh La La - Sekon StaReady Up - Nigy Boy x Skinny FabulousGlue - PreedyCarnival Darling - Coutain x GBM Nutron This Carnival - Imani RayEvery Time I See You - Problem ChildDoh Hold Back - Dymez x daPixelGod Got Me - Shal Marshall x Teddyson JohnGimme More - Problem Child x Patrice RobertsRight Now - It’s Jus (Jus D)De Band Comin - Shurwayne WinchesterDead Or Alive - Shurwayne WinchesterFetting For Days - Imij & CO feat. Michelle XavierFetting For Days (Dr. Jay Plate) - Michelle XavierDe River - Blue Ventures feat. Sanelle DempsterCraziness - Xtatik feat. Machel MontanoTay Lay Lay - Xtatik feat. Peter C LewisThe Heart Of A Man - Machel Montano x ZanStreet Controversy - GailannStart It - Sean CaruthFly - DestraTake Over - KMCPassion - MilitantSenorita - Troots N IceBefore The Night Is Over - KrosfyahTill The Morning - Kes The BandTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Trending Songs in Jamaica compiled by The Soca Source (data collected April 11-17th)7. One Piece - GBM Nutron x Tano6. Too Own Way - Voice5. Blessing - Blaka Dan4. DNA - Mical Teja3. Bamcie - Yung Bredda x Added Rankin2. Dansa - Klassik Frescobar1. The Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaPepper Vine - Machel Montano x Lady Lava x Drupatee x DJ Private Ryan x Jus NowBob The Builder - Lady LavaDora The Explorer - SackieTraffic Jam - KesMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesTiger Baby - Salty x Militant x Travis WorldFling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoWelcome To Spice Mas - V'ghnGreatness - V'ghnHow Ah Livin - Farmer NappyHomage - Th3rdBig Jam - Kylo x MoneaPGLT - Adam O x MystroThe A List - PumpaHuntin - Hunter x Mr. Killa x DJ AvalancheDay One - MarloYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyPardy - Machel MontanoPAN MOMENTSAh Feelin - Johann ChuckareeMy House - Johann ChuckareeToo Real - Johann ChuckareeTANTY TUNE(1991) Dancehall Soca - Byron Lee and The DragonairesMood - Shaggy x KesHoneycomb - Kes x Busy Signal x Michael BrunClose To Me - Kes x ShenseaNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONShow Off - Miguel Maestre x TheFreshMenContest - Lil RickBoost Har Up - KonshensFormation - Father Phillis x KonshensOwn It - Imani RayFeting Family - Shal MarshallWutless - Th3rdWining Sweet - Problem ChildPlenty Love - TionneBrawlin - Dymez x daPixelPriceless - Imani RayCome Baby - Mole De ChiefWicked Waistline - Skinny Fabulous x The FathaLook Up (Caribbean Ceiling Challenge) - Dj Cheem x Young ChowGood Medicine - JaigaLocation - PreedyFar Away - Dj Private Ryan x Adam OChange The World - Dj Private Ryan x Ricardo Drue x Drastic x LillyCan’t Take My Joy - Dj Private Ryan x Terri LyonsBad Head - Lyrikal x Travis World x Jonny BlazeFavorite Secret - V'ghn x Travis World x Jonny BlazeJam Dung - GBM Nutron x Travis World x Jonny BlazeTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - APRIL 20, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday April 20th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fmSoca Train (Dr. Jay Plate) - Maximus DanSoca Train (Dr. Jay Plate) - GypsyFree Up - TambuMusic (Dingolay) - The Mighty ShadowJudit - ScrunterIf You Get What You Want - Burning FlamesWalk And Wine - InvaderThe Bus Conductor - PoserGolo - Second ImijHigh On The Dance Floor - H20 PhloDJ Ride - Square OneRevenge Of The DJ - Leon ColderoWrong Name - TCKim II - Anslem Douglas x TCJamtown - Coutain x TanoJamtown (RaeMix) - Rae x TanoHero - GBM Nutron x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoMusical Healing - TraffikFix It Up - Carl & Carol JabobsIn The Center - GBM Nutron x Farmer NappyKeep Rolling It - KrosfyahMud - BlazerMud Dung - Burning FlamesMuddy Angels - TreasonLeh Go - Blaxx Mash Up - BlaxxHold Your Bam Bam - SpeedyBreakdown - SerenaderTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop College Boy Jesse Songs Streamed on Spotify7. Happy Song6. Pump5. Worry Less4. Doing It 3. Catching Up2. Live Yuh Life (feat. Dj Private Ryan)1. Anything (feat. Timeka Marshall x Coolblaze x Scotch Bun It)Angela - Tony RicardoSugar Plum - BaronBahia Girl - David RudderDat Soca Boat - The Mighty ShadowFeeling The Feeling - The Mighty ShadowTension - The Mighty ShadowThe Garden Want Water - The Mighty ShadowIf I Wine, I Wine - The Mighty ShadowPillow Fight - Lord KitchenerCome Le’ Weh Jump Up - Johnny KingTitanic - Hey ChoppiGangalee - Shurwayne WinchesterPrivate Party - Karene AscheDown Dey - GBM NutronOne Life (C'est La Vie) - Preedy x BlackboyHey Sugar (C'est Love Ou) - Motto x Dj Tony MixAyayai - Hey ChoppiBody Like Dat - Dev4 Kampé - Joé Dwèt FiléSiyé Bwa - Kassav’Mwen Di Ou Awa - Kassav’Mocking Meh - XtatikKaka Lay Lay - Denise BelfonObadele - KrosfyahOn De Road - Massive Chandileer2 Jook & A Tremble - GuneyBump & Shake Yuh Bam Bam - ConnectorPapa Chunks - Roaring LionMih Lover - Lord NelsonCalypso Music - David RudderAh Comin’ Too - MerchantRack Me Rack Me - RootsmanOil In The Coil - ScrunterIs Thunder - The Mighty DukeHello - Super BlueHello (DJ Lovaboi Festival Edit) - KesTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveLife After Fete - Kerwin Du BoisEverytime - Nadia BatsonCarnival Jumbie - BlaxxWhole Day We Jammin (Remix) - Blacka Dan x BlaxxMan Ah Bad Man - BudSend That Riddim Crazy - Bunji GarlinSend That Riddim CrazyBashment To Carnival - KMCBrownings - Chinese LaundryAh Madd Ah Badd - PoserFinal Boarding Call (Megamix) - B2BChutney Bacchanal - Chris GarciaFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

They say new York drinking water is some of the cleanest— don't buy it! I saw a billboard that said 8 glasses of tap water will prevent a heart attack. That's because it already has so much asprin in it! Yooo! Don't drink that! “Some of the cleanest drinking water in the country” Then what the fuck is in the tap water in the rest of the country?! New York tap water ain't right! It's not. Even my brita filter is like “Well, I'll do my best” But it doesn't. I drink tap water out the brita filter and I'm still like “Well geez, I'm sleepy” Fuck that. I moved to New York and had to double triple my budget for water. “New York tap water is “potable” What doe ther even mean. Notice it's not the word “safe” or “healthy” or “clean” It's “potable” Which means— It passes for people we don't really consider people anyway. If you can't afford a real clean water then you deserve whatever's in this mess here— “It's potable” Don't trust that. This is coming from the same government that tried to tell us ketchup was a vegetable. KETCHUP IS A VEGETABLE = NEW YORK DRINKING WATER IS SAFE TO DRINK. THIS IS THE SAME LIE. TRANSACRIPT: (Uncorrected, cause this is a lot of words.) We'll see how bad it gets. Good morning Krusty crew! you guys are Kusty crew now. I'm sure at least a few of you listeners are Krusty, like my morning voice. Hello. This episode is brought to you by Amazon. I'm just kidding. They're not paying me. However, I always have like a particular difficulty, like retrieving my Amazon fresh order, and I'm pretty sure so that it's it's so that I can come back on here and be like,Yo, okay, like what the fuck is up with Amazon? And allthough I don't think they need advertising. I haven't seen an actual television and like years, but I've never seen a commercial for Amazon. I've never seen a commercial like they don't need it. They fucking totally cornered the market on every fucking thing you need. Everything. like to the point that some people are like specifically like anti-amazon, which I don't know, I think I want to pride myself on being anti-amon for a while, but really Amazon was like anti-me. They're like your identity. You're sketchy. Now, who are you? I like I couldn't I couldn't Amazon for the longest time and it caused me the greatest difficulty in my life. I was literally paying like more for everything that I needed period. There was no like there was no finagling. I just love finagling. I don't know why. There't there was no getting around it. Like I couldn't just like oh, like here's a here's a fucking alternative to Abbott, there's no alternatives. Like I found companies in the process of doing that that I do like, but like I still have to revert back to Amazon because like most of those companies are like really good, like sustainable companies and like organic companies and like even small businesses, but at the same time, because they are those things, they cost me more and so it's like I can't afford like not to do this anyway. what's going on? We get an episode today. Well, we get we get an episode. We according to this Amazon hall, by the way took two days, like I thought that I was making an order because I was well, here here it is. It's like this was my equivalent for like drunk ordering anything. I don't drink. But if there, you know, if there's like a close, you know, like, I don't know. I don't think I could actually manage to my indigenous heritage kind of grants me like a certain functionality when drinking, although there's like a level. There's like a limit. Like I go from completely functional and like cooperative to no, like very quickly. So I don't think that I could be the type of like blacked out drunk person to order on Amazon. But if I were, this is this is the order I would have made. I guess you could I guess you could kind of compare the fact that like I went out after, what, two days of not working out? I had to go run an errand and that was the worst. That was the worst. I went out in New York ugly for the first time and I went out in New York ugly for the first time in a long time because I I was like, okay, I learned my lesson. like don't be ugly in New York. So I went out ugly because I didn't care. I was like, okay, well, I have to do this fucking errand and everything was bad. Everything went wrong. Everything was bad because well, I mean like I blamed myself I wasn't working out. I think I ran like a considerable amount that day and did like maybe 15 minutes on the pelone, but it wasn't enough. because I I went out and like lights were flickering and there was I was like, what? fucking side dimension is this is not where I live? This is not the place, this is not the place. and so I went out and I had a horrible time, and when I came back, I was like, fuck it, I'm hungry. and I'm pretty sure I just did what's fucked up is damn, I meant to Google. I meant to Google whatever the fuck the thing is that you do before Passover. I'm pretty sure it's called Schchitz. Like I'm not 100% sure because I keep telling myself like I'm gonna Google that. Passover is literally like tomorrow. But also I just got rice. And I left lintils off of my I think lintils is a no, no. I think it's disputed. Like people are like lintels and oats and some people are like yes, and some people are like no. And I'm like,Yo, dude, well, I'm vegan. And a lot of Jews are not, so I mean, like can't we just like substitute, but like the whole point of schitz or whatever you call it, I need to look it up. I'm pretty sure it's Fish. Sch fits like 90% sure, but that's I mean like 90 still 90's and A. It's a low A, but it's an A. And so I think it's something close. I think it starts with the S and ends with a Z like most Jewish and or Yiddish slang terms. or words. I don't know, I love Jews. I'm obsessed with them. I've been thinking about going to like actual services on Saturdays. However, I I like I find it hard to actually move myself on Saturdays in New York. I'm like there's too much. It's too much. It's too much. I don't wanna be out. fuck this. I don't wanna go out even if it's like too a Jew church, like it might be worth it. Especially if it was like like you know, nothing like Mormon church, not in the middle of the day for five hours. Not in the middle of the day for five hours, it might be. I mean, like I don't I don't know. I don't know anything about the actual, like I don't know anything about that shit. I just have it somewhere in my body. I'm like Jew things. hello Jews. anyway. it's no secret. I love Jews. I love Mormons. I actually like all the people. especially people who practice religiously like religiously. I'm like, oho, dude, like, well, I mean like they're extremists, but they're extremists atheists. so I mean like both of like just to be an extremist in any way is wrong. I worked very, very minimally for in for an extremist vegan last year, and I'm still traumatized by it. I still like he grabbed my backpack to keep me from fucking catching the bus and which, by the way, was the day that I lost my wallet. I specifically blame that. like I blame him for that. like I dropped my wallet because he was like, oh, we have to do this or we have to do a group hug. And he like, I was like, oh, nope, my bus is coming and he grabbed the in and he grabbed the back of my backpack and like for some reason now he grabbed the back of my backpack and I was like, what the fuck you doing? He was like, we have to do a group hug. And then I was like, yo, and then I ended up running for the bus and like g getting paid and not having my wallet with me by the time I got back to my apartment, cause I was like shaking him. I was like, the fuck are you pulling on me? Now every time I get every time I get caught on something, I cuss that motherfucker out. like, I don't know. I don't know if it has any direct, like effect on him, cause like every time, every time I get caught on something, and I feel like the motion of a pull, I I just start cussing him out in my brain. I'm like,uck this dude. I hate you. But anyway, I hated him for a lot of reasons. I didn't quit that job cause he paid in cash at the end of each day. It was like he was like one of those horrible people that's like bro, I don't like and everybody knew it and everybody like tipted and walked on eggshells around this motherfucker. But like he paid in cash. He paid in cash tax free at the end of each day, so it was like, yo, if you could get through the end of each day without quitting, you get your whole paycheck today, which and he was paying like a pretty living wage like over minimum wage for New York. So I was like, okay, all right. But I think that I think that was the game. It was like I was supposed to quit because he was like he was terrible. and it was like, why haven't you quit yet? I'm like, he pays in cash. At the end of the day, like all I have to do is suffer through this fruit. however long it takes to get cash at the end of the day. Then I drop my wallet and that was a terrible thing because he paid in cash at the end of the day and I dropped my wallet and nobody's turning in a fucking wallet with a full paycheck of cash in it. So I never got that wallet back and then I well, we could call it like a draw not too long after because he he was like, why haven't you quit yet? I'm going to make you quit. I'm like, you will not make me quit. I will get paid cash at the end of this day. Cash. Anyway, anyway, it's tax free cash, daily, I'll be back. Anyw, what's going on? Oh, I don't know. I don't know. Was that saying something about Amazon? Oh, extremists. I mean, like I don't I don't think that has anything to do with anything, but being extreme oh, he is extremist vegan. Like he would do mean things to you to try to make you be like oh, I give up meat completely and like veganism is one of those things where it's like it's like alcoholism. Like you have to be ready to change. You get or like ear anything, honestly. like any kind of whatever, like you can't make a person do anything until they're ready. Like you can try, but like most of the time the behavior is just gonna revert back to itself like overeating not working out not working out, like the sugar, like dietary changes, like pretty much any like major behavioral changes have to be initiated by that person for like a personal reason. Like you and even if you are going to convince them to change in some way, you have to like you have to suit them. You have to make it kind of seem like it's their idea. Like you can't just force your ideas onto somebody and be like, oh, you're you know what, you're right. Like I would change because you were this fucking mean to me. I'm like, that doesn't make actually, you know what, after a year of going out at New York, I was like, fine. And then I remembered why because I was like, it's not that bad, whatever, sweatuit and I had fucking I've been getting a lot of work done, so I had my nails like Cardi B long for a while, but then I was like, this is inefficient. if for the things that I have to do, like the amount of things that I have to do with my hands, I can get all this done quicker and then do my nails again later as's not gonna be like that big of a deal, because it, you know, like it you do just figure out a different way to do things with your hands. It's like almost like the nails aren't there, except for typing. And I type very fast and I work very fast, so I'm like, okay, like, these nails gotta go. And so they went. And so I've just been down back to bare bones and like natural hair and no makeup and like yo, yesterday, yes, because I did this twice because I was like once you do it once, I was like I was already like in the bottom of like people scowling at me and shit. So I was like, okay, well, you know, scowls, whatever, I can do this again because I have like one more errand and this dude, this kid this kid that works at the Walgreens was like, oh, I thought you were a terrorist. Like, he didn't say that, but he did. He was like he was like, I thought you were gonna lay down and like, I thought it was over. I thought you were gonna like pull out a can of C4 and blow us all up. And I was like, what? And I forgot that I was like usually like when I go out pretty people treat me nice cause duh. felt like when I go out like regular, people are like oh, like oh, like I'm like, oh, is it that bad? That's what I told the kid, cause I forgot like, I'm just so used to like, I'm still the same consciousness. I'm still the same personality on the inside like it don't matter like, you know, like I just ran here. I I'm like high on endorphins or whatever. likeT's like he was like, oh, like, oh, and I was like, oh, God, is it that bad? I have like a cone head because I'm wearing a bun, but I'm also wearing a hat and a hood, cause it's been nicely cold. It's been great and I I'm worried about the environment cause it's not raining. It's spring, like we're about the hop straight from like the dead of winter to summer and it like and I know it's almost summer because it was like 9 pm last night and the sun had just gone down. I was like, oh, that's fucked up. It's spring again. I was like no, as bad news. It's like that's bad news. It hasn't rained once. Like how are the fucking people? Like, what is the birth doing? Because I mean, like the P people are bad. Well, I mean, like no, not necessarily. I just hadn't like, honestly, the people are always the same. It's like perception, so like when I do my hour on the pelotone and my mild minimum run or whatever, and then I go out into the world, I'm like literally don't like all that shit like bounces off of me. Like the people are still shitty. I'm sure of it. but like I'm just just don't care. It's like a shield live like indoor friends feeling at my peak. That's what I feel. But lately I haven't been feeling great so I haven't been working out, so I haven't I haven't been feeling great because I haven't been working out and it is it has the possibility to be what's it called a vicious cycle, but it did it. Like I was I realized it right away that I was like, oh, this is this is wrong. This is wrong, I don't live here. I don't live here, and I had a very good hour on the pillot last night because two two days ago, I was like, oh, this is this is what happened. I went out and I came back and I was feeling like negative. I was like, no, that was a bad experience. I' hungry now because, you know, sometimes anxiety causes my stomach to churn in a way that's like just fill it with something. And I'm like, okay, usually I understand like anxiety, eating and I can avoid it. Like I understand that like, okay, this is stress or whatever. and I can like, you know, just fill my stomach with water as I'm not hungry. I'm like nervous. I'm not hungry I have anxiety. Like most of the time people eat because they're bored, not because they're hungry. And so I'm like, you know, I'm I don't I haven't I don't mind at all. And so I kind of refuse to allow myself to get bored, but like I do notice like like I eat more when I put like, okay, this this Amazon hall says to me that I'm about to make some ball music because it is the equivalent of something that's like I would have done in a state of like a different state of mind or consciousness as if I were drinking. This this like, okay, like our only emptied it pre-pisode because I was sure that I was like, oh, I know I have ice cream in here. I finally found the fucking bin and Jerry's that I wanted. I was so sick of going to the store and looking through fucking like container after container of bin and Jerry's and not finding the one that I rigid like the first one that I picked up, the first time that I decided like, I'm going to give n non-air Ben and Jerry's a try. I've tried all the other expensive fucking ice creams vegans, and I'm for the most like oh, this one's kind of got like ice chips in it's like freezer burnt tasting this one melts funny and turns into like a gelatinous goo. So I'm like okay Ben and Jerry's like knows what the fuck they're doing and they do what's fucked up about Ben and Jerry's is they're non-airy tastes and is texturized, like they regular ice cream. So it's like the closest thing to regular ice cream. I don't get paid by the way, by any of these people. However, I am like now getting into like the the likeet verse of doing things because I have to because I'm like I make too much music for people not to know about it. Like whether it's gonna be like mediocre bass music or eventually like, I don't know, the most legendary bass music of all time. I now have goals. Well, I mean, like I kind of entered into this DJ thing with like the one thing. I was like, okay, like, if I can't be this, like, what is the point of being like anything else if I can't be this good at doing that, like why would I even like and then I realized I'm like, oh, I'm doing like a house oriented sets, but like, yo, I came here for dubstep. Like, what? oh, are we going to talk about some? We have to talk about subtrronics because I can't I'm like, yo, I can't like, what? Like, I understand as a like, I'm I'm a double fan now because I okay, let's finish all these things. Don't go out in New York ugly. Just don't be ugly in New York. Just don't do it. Just try. just try. just try and New York will give you back an energy what you fucking like it's you you get out of it what you put in. Just try, try. I see people wearing less croccks now. This is good, like, but my equivalent of not wearing crocs is like yo like hair and makeup every day, like non-negotiable. Don't be ugly. I'm like, okay, all right, whatever. I get an out, that kid was like, oh, are you a terrorist? I was like, what the fuck, kid? Like, you were you were nice to me the other day. I'm the same person. I'm the same person making the same transaction, what the fuck? Anyway, so I got back from my errands feeling just totally destroyed. and I made this Amazon hall, but I thought that I was gonna eat in a few hours, whatever I was ordering instead of two days from when I was ordering, they were like, oh no, this is the next available delivery window. I was like that is a deficit to like my like, what if I don't want it two days from now? This is technically an impulse decision based on the fact that I'm reacting badly to whatever the fuck just happened outside. Actually, you know what, though. I just unpacked this fucking Amazon hall, which, by the way, I get the most expensive and non-exciting Amazon haul of all time. The only is like of all time, every time I order Amazon, I'm disappointed unless dish soap or like, I don't know, cleaning supplies. I get like a certain I'm like, yes, it's here. Lysyle has a new fucking scent that I'm just I adore it. I'm like, yo, yo, this doesn't smell like anything I've smelled before for like cleaning. It's like the fabulosa ofysol, which why haven't I just been using fabuloso? Fabuloso used to be mad cheap. Now everybody like caught on to the fact that fabuloso is one of the best multiurpose cleaners ever like of all time. No, they're not paying me either, but I don't really care. Like my whole new thing is like, my whole new thing is like everybody's like subscribe this and fucking $15 a month and like y, dude, you're sucking everybody's income out of them, like everybody who's living under a certain level of fucking like everybody who can't just buy things flat out has to buy them on a subscription and if you count up all the subscriptions like that's like the whole like the common American worker right now, like the common one, like not the, oh, I have an okay job or like, you know, you should just get an education or like, whatever you're elitist mentality makes you think that like your life and your privilege is not like your life and your privilege is your merit. That's I'm not talking about you because you skated through life on your genetics, basically, and you think that you earned what you have, but you didn't. Your grandparents and their parents did and blah, blah, blah, and your lucky that way. But the rest of us are out here like $15 a month for this $20 a month for that. and it adds up to like your entire income is like, okay, after your living expenses like you're still gonna be in like a pretty unshakable amount of debt. because you're like, okay, well, I mean, like I can't afford to do it flat out. Like if I did all these subscriptions at once, flat out, and each of them is like 200 hundred a year, if I did them all flat out, I would be like, I don't know, like at least 5K like a year just like at once. I don't have that. Most people don't have that. and so it's like, okay, well, you can break it down and this is how the businesses are fucking people. They're like oh well, I mean like you can pay for it monthly but it's actually more monthly. Like you save money if you do it yearly, but it's like oh, but if I need everything pretty much all at wants if I need everything pretty much all at once and I can't afford to do everything all at once by the year, I'm actually going to pay more doing it by the month, but I can only afford to do it by the month. So this is the thing that's like fucking with me. I'm like, oh, you guys are fucking with people. What's my point? Oh, I don't know, oh, everybody's being fucking greedy as fuck, which is is just leaving a bad taste in my mouth for humanity at all. I'm like, you greedy motherfuckers. Like, I might live this life in an in an ideal way for now, but it is a temporary space of like discomfort in order for me to observe and understand, like, how better my energy can be suited in the next don't I don't. I mean, like my next incarnation needs to be like a body list, like orb of air and light. Like that's I don't want another like human body, because first of all the planet is like unless you guys find like another habitable planet. and like, I'm not in the I'm not in the fucking level yet where they're gonna be like, oh, like you're fucking worth saving, like we'll take you to our like, we'll take you to our Elysium in space, where only the elite people and the people that we deem worthy will be here and we'll leave like pretty much Hollywood's been telling us forever. They're like, yo, we're gonna leave all the poor ugly, colored people on this planet. and like, when this planet is like destroyed by it by pretty much our doing. And we're gonna like float on some kind of system and space because we have no idea for like a second, like a close enough habitable planet for us to then, like just move on to, like, I don't care what you say, like repopulating Mars is dumb. It is dumb. It is dumb. It's not a fucking it's not a happy place. Like because at one point, because at one point it was a habitable planet. And guess what? we're we're pretty destructive species. It's just historically and like beyond historically, because typically once we destroy ourselves, like as a species, all of our knowledge all of our knowledge and records are destroyed with us. So we have this like, we have this sense of knowing within our like within our mega that's like, oh, if something happened here. But what? And some people have actually access to that within their minds and within their consciousness. It's like, oh yeah, it's like, like, yeah, a lot ofass music producers are like, what, you think I'm from here? I don't give a fuck about this. I don't give a fuck about this. I'm like, I get it. Like this is just for now. This is just for now. I might be included in this, but also I'm like, yo, dude, like I'm pretty environmental when it comes down to like this planet is, you know, anyway. was I just saying, don't be ugly in New York. Oh, okay, so I made this Amazon fucking hall, like a drunk fucking person. Although, like a drunk person, I was kind of looking out for my future self because there's a lot of stable, like there's a lot of pantry staples in here that's like, bro, you won' run out of food. like you might have rice blowat, but you won't run out of food because sometimes I do sometimes I spring so much for the organic and for the like for the like vitamin packs, like superfoods they call it superfoods, but those are just regular foods. Like if you strip down all the foods that are not foods, like all the foods that are actually just like chemical and overprocessed, like if you took all those things off the planet, because they shouldn't exist really anyway. Like you would be left with what they call superfoods or what they market as superfoods that are actually just foods. like, no, these are the foods that you were technically like designed to eat. These are the foods that will fuel your energy for whatever the fuck you have to take on. This is the food that you're like you're made to eat. But they call it superfoods and market it as such and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I just got bored. Anyway, what the fuck was that saying? Oh, I took I had like had a hand and creating my next masterpiece. Because I got things that I typically don't. I'm I don't fuck with things like that, like snack foods. But as I said before, like we're not produced that snack, I really do, and I haven't been snacking because I'm like, oh dude, like it's not worth it. I'm I'm New York vein like also have these DJs are just like so skinny, and I'm just like, oh, this body shaving, you can't say that or. I'm like, no, like I aspire to be that. so that people actually pay attention not for what I'm doing, but how I look. So trust me, I'm assimilating. I really am. Oh, which, by the way, I have a discord now. I don't know what the fuck it's for. I have no idea I also have a twitch. I have a twitch. There's nothing on it. I have I have pretty much everything. I even got a Snapchat. I haven't had a sn Snapchat since Ollie died because Ollie was my only sn Snapchat friend as it I have a sn Snapchat. This is all for music though. It's not like when I think about it, I'm like oh, this is the dumbest fucking shit ever and I'm do it when I'm fucking I'm actually figuring out like I'm using like I have TikTok eww and well what's great about it is I am using it like as a business tool so I'm not stuck on the shit like I'm not I am scrolling now, but not I'm like what's weird is like my energy is like looking for something. I'm like oh like okay, like this DJ posted something or like this might want a free copy of my fucking of my music to play or whatever. So I should hit them up. Like as I'm using it as a business platform more than like a social platform because I'm just not just not a social person. It doesn't make sense to be, but now I'm understanding like with the feedback that I'm getting that like, oh, this is how you do it. Like I'm not gonna get a job in this industry unless I assimilate to like what I'm hoping doesn't happen is that I assimilate too much because now all of a sudden I'm like I should get a vape I should get a vape like all the kind that I like are illegal in New York. And I'm actually really proud of the fact that I quit vaping when I got here like when I got here because I was thinking that I was traveling outside of the country and like I didn't want to be like I don't know, traveling outside of the US makes me feel like I'm an ambassador for my country so I don't want to represent my country badly. However, I feel like the actual chosen representatives of the country are not doing like the greatest job. so it doesn't matter what I do like because they are technically the ambassadors to this country like they like I'm pretty much aware like a stamp on my head that has their fucking face and or name on it when I go outside the country anyway I don't know I I usually try to assimilate in that way when I travel outside of the country like learn to speak like you're not American because most countries have an opinion about that. They're like oh you're an American deer, they're you're stupid. I'm like I'm not arguing. How many miles is a kilometer? Can you translate this before we hold up? Let me get Google translate? I'm I'm American, man. I'm American to the point where I have the fucking math doesn't make sense. Like it doesn't make sense. Apple pie, I yeah, apple pie. However, though, I realized because of this, and my indigenous heritage, I have kind of like a like a weird, I don't know, I can't I amm not sure. Like I think because of the way that I've decided to craft my lifestyle, I have like kind of an upperhand advantage at like understanding culture, like understanding culture just culturally, like what has happened from like the inside of the like the like the corporate, like conglomerate capitalists, like like set epicenter. Well, I don't know. I've been reading enough about China to be like wow, China. Also, I't I'm loving this. I'm getting I'm getting feedback on my fucking like my what's it called? My stats or whatever. And I don't have a lot of fans and followers, which is sad, which by the way, if you're listening to this, like check check out my other big gold check out the YouTube. It's at the festival project by the way YouTube YouTubeube.com slash at because it's weird that they have like for their backslashes, but it's at the festival project I'm the festival project. There's a whole bunch of people trying to really like I've been telling people that my project is the festival project for a while and now all these people are coming out of nowhere like I'm the festival project. I'm like, you are not. Like, you are not the festival project. Stop lying on yourself. I'm the festival project. I've always been the festival project, at the festival project, that's me, not anybody else. That's you, technically, like the letter you, with no check mark because I'm not paying for that shit. Would I become notable enough to have a Wikipedia page, they'll put the fucking check mark on it for me. I ain't paying for it. I'm paying for it the fuck that like that's like you could buy a grabby award now. I'm sure that you can. I' 100% sure that you could do that. Which is sad and it's likeo, dude, I actually like I what's it? I I don't know. I think I come from a weird world where it's like I hold the academy to like such high regard that it's like I'm like the fact that I'm like pretty certain that you could buy a Grammy makes me sad because it's like like I don't know this whole oh, that's what I was saying. I'm giving away all my shit for free because everybody's greedy motherfuckers. Like I'm giving away my music for free like the album that I dropped yesterday all the rage is 100% free. All you have to do is go on my website and download it. That's it like you don't even have to spend money on a subscription for a streaming service like you could just go get that at my website www.mU.uru. That's the website you can just download whatever the fuck I haven't put all my music up there because honestly I'm I'm realizing how much music I have and like how long I've been making music and I'm like, oh you're like oh okay, first of all, I'm like it's gonna be it's hard it's hard enough for me to just format it and put it on a flash drive just to like have all my music together because I've made it over time and so the expand it it's just a lot like it's just a lot all my music's not in one place, all my mixtapes are not in one place. I just got to sound cloudy yesterday. I only got a SoundCloud to enter a fucking beat making contests the first time I've ever done anything like that like I've entered DJ contests so I can try to get a job, but I've never done a beat making contest, so I've never had to actually like condense my creative space into like a one minute thing. And so, I don't know, I really enjoyed doing that, but it's not something that I was looking at the other contest, they were like, it's for a clout. I'm like, that's stupid. I don't want to waste time on clout. Cloths not gonna pay my bills, anyhho. Clout. Oh, what was I saying? Oh, I was supposed to talk about subtrronics, my Galypes, refrigerator. These Ecuadorian bananas. Okay, I have a like I eat a lot of bananas because bananas and for whatever reason, if found bananas like synonymous with New York City, I always have even before before I lived here, I think it's just because it was like the cheapest thing that I could find is like bananas like bananas. That's what I gonna eat bananas. So I always just kind of like for some reason it was like, oh, from in New York, I need bananas. Now I live in New York and I'm like I see why. But now I'm like my flavor palate is changing to be more specific and so I'm like a banana connoisseur, but I finally like I landed on a I landed on bananas. I landed on bananas that I just love so much. First of all, they're huge, they're huge. I also like these really tiny bananas that are like sweet and little and like they have a very specific taste, and I like the red ones, and yo, that lady when I lived in Mexico, she was so elusive, like she came she was the only lady in the whole place with red bananas and like these red, these really tiny red bananas have like the like they're the best bananas I've ever tried. But the second bananas, the second best bananas I've ever tried are Ecuadorian bananas. and I'm like, yo, dude, first of all, they are huge. Like they're big thick, they're like big, they're big and they're d they're big, big, perfectly sized bananas. good girth. good, nice, just good bananas. They're huge. and uh I don't know, like I started going to the store and then I stopped going to it because rac is oops, I'm not supposed to say that. I I just realize something. I realize something about the world like that you can't even you can't even insinuate like a conversation about race. Like people people will get like people start to get upset, like one way or another. Like I said, extremism on both sides exists. I don't like I can't I'm I'm post racial. Like I can't pick a side anyway like you're gonna put me on one side or another based on your perception of who I am or what I do but like I'm completely like I'm like literally the most neutral thing that ever like literally the most neutral thing that ever. And so what was I just saying, oh, I don't know, I went into a hole. Acuadorian bananas. We'll just we'll just re her back to Acuadorian bananas. Yes, extremism, no. Ecuadorian bananas, yes. They are the best. They are the best, and not only is the size perfect, but the flavor of the banana is just a little bit different from like Guatemalan bananas or Mexican bananas, like no, Ecuadorian bananas. And so now I've gotten into the habit of like, I found another store that has Ecuadorian bananas, thank goodness, because like when I stopped going to the other store, I was like god damn it, they have the Ecuadorian bananas. like that was the one thing from there that I liked and the Uber pancakes. But we'll it's okay. That controversial episode, which I'm like, what's it called? referencing may or may not er. I need to it's like a twohour episode that I did in an emotional kind of turmoil. I need to check that episode to see if I want to air it. It might it might not. Like it could just be like deleted, because I felt like it was forced. I was like why are you try why are you trying to make me act out of my fucking character? Fuck you. Like I don't like when people try to force things. So that sometimes happens where people will come out of the woodwork and be like, talk about this experience. And I'm like, "Yo, dude, you just cornered me into making me feel like unsafe and not great. I don't necessarily and then it was like the energy was like, okay, I have to talk about this, but I didn't like the way that it made me feel. So the fact that it felt forced was like eh but I definitely earned that next tattoo. I'm I'm behind on tattoos I have two tattoos that I have to get it. I definitely earn that one. I earn that one with the help of Erica body, but I'll explain that in some in the multiverse and legends things later. I don't understand how things work sometimes in the universe, but that was one of those things I was like this is this is not even a synchronicity. This is like a this is an experience. We'll see if that episode's worth posting, but either way, I in the tattoo, I earn the tattoo beforehand, that was just the solidification, I think. Anyhho. what the fuck is I say? Ah, Ecuore bananas, yes, yes. Because it makes me think like like, if their bananas are like this, what are their women like? Like, I could give no fucks about the men. I'm not a lesbian, but like, I'm thinking in the way of like a I'm thinking in the masculine way that's like, you know, if they're bananas tastes like this, like, what are their women like Ecuadorian bananas? I think about that, because I'm like yod dude, like my taste profile is based on my diet. So, if these bananas come from Euador, like, what else comes from Ecuador that's fucking perfect. probably women. I don't believe in perfect men. I mean, like perfect looking, sure, perfect acting, sure, a combination of these things to together, rare, but like a per perfect women exist all over the place. Like perfect men. I don't think is a thing. I don't think it is. And that's not me being sexist or like because honestly, if you listen to the way that I speak, like being like a I don't have a preference for gender, just don't be a fucking sh shit hole of a human being. Like I don't care what you are, how you are, like just be cool, you know, like B peaceful and mind your manners and shut the fuck up. I mean like I'm not trying to silence people, but like be mindful of your environment. You know what I'm saying? Be mindful of people around you because there are so many there so many. And you are the focus I to try to say Acuadorian bananas, yes, as good. Are we ready to talk about subronics? Did I talk about all my websites and stuff? We have a discord. It's I think you can find me on discord at blue the guru and it's the same on twitch. I haven't posted anything to twitch yet. I did. I did tape a couple of my performances, but they were horrible. They were horrible and honestly they were just so that I could enter a contest so I could try to get a job. Like that was it. I did that. I was like, well, I have to do something because you you miss 100% percent of the chances you don't take. I believe truly in that so like I would rather enter something that's like mediocre and at least be on the radar and be like, hey, I'm trying. Like I'm really trying with all the things that like all the things that I'm going through and all the work that I have to do like I'm at least trying to get my work seen and I'm at least trying to put it out there and like, you know, the odds of me winning at something like that, especially if it is last minute and it is like mediocre and I know it's not my best performance, which, by the way, I think okay, people really like, oh, this is what I was saying about my audience. One, people really like talkatoo. That's one of my first actual productions, okay? It has almost no technique whatsoever. Well, it does, and I I did work like really hard on it, but like yo, I made that song in a tree, literally a tree, like like a tree. People like this song. It's for some reason gotten really popular, like no out of nowhere. Like people are like this song. I'm like, really? I made that in a tree with no plugins, no I'm pretty sure it's all stock samples. People love it. People love that song, but honestly it is one of my like it is it like it mixes with everything, talking to like if you need like a filler song and I think it is long enough that's like, yo, dude. Like, if you need to go to the bathroom or whatever, like this song is like the song rocks. And honestly, I don't know why that well, I mean, like that song is special. It was the first song I ever heard played back on a system at a festival. because I was like, like here's my music, whatever. And I didn't expect because the DJ was like,, you suck. And I was like, and just be just looking at me because I like ran up during a fucking uh, like a power outage at this fucking rave. I was like, yo, like this this might be the only time that I could actually talk to the you you miss 100% of the chances you don't take. So I was like, okay, like, this might be the only time I could talk to this guy. The power just went out and I was like, then now is my chance because like otherwise mid party and it was a good party, like it was a good one. It was a good it was it was a good one. It was a really great. It was a really great. um but, yeah, that was the first time I ever heard my music played back because I like ran up and I was like yod like here here's me, here's my music, here's a flas I have like you could keep it. has my music on it and it had I think at the I think it just had copy and paste on it like that whole EP was done and so a copy and paste is just talk to this other song called Nero, which has me like hand drumming on it, which is a cool song too. I use the Ableton push. I love the Ableton push and I had to forfeit it because it wasn't going back in my luggage. I couldn't afford it. So somebody fucking I feel charitable about this. Somebody inherited a $1200 at the time that it's depreciated, somebody inherited what I paid $1200 for for free, I think we're even. Anyway, um I add in uteroakatu and 43 on it. That's copy and paste and like, I I ran up during a blackout and I was like here. like, here's my stuff. And he was so annoyed. The DJ was so fucking annoyed. He was like, what are you saying? Like, and if they were like, the powers are, we can't get the power to come back on. so like people had started like a drum circle over in the corner and some people were leaving, they're like, you know, when the power goes out of a fucking festival or a rave like first of all, it's not a it's not a slammer. Like it's not a banging fucking festival and or rave if the power doesn't go out at least once or the cops come. Like if there's no raid, people don't get raided these days, do they? Yeah, that used to bring like a certain element of fucking like fear and excitement that like, yo, this party might only last five minutes. Let's get it anyway. It's New York old New York rave culture. hey, they're having a party over here because we're having a party over here but like shut down that party. Snitches in New York have always been a thing. like, if somebody over there is doing something that competes with your business, like you snitch on them, that would that's old school dance music culture. That's what they used to do, like those little preppy and we're not gonna put a color to it, but those little preppy boys that were like doing the old school, like underground, like break it in raves. Like that's what they were doing. They were like, oh, he's uh doing a there's a party over here in a secret place over here that shouldn't be. But those people were also doing a party and they wanted all the fucking people to come to their party and said that that party. So they were just snitch. They were just like hey, I got a tip. I got a tip on these motherfuckers. And then and then the other party would get shut down and everybody would be like, rolling balls, be like okay, we're still need a I need a party, like where's the other party? And there would always be somebody from the other party there to like usher people to the other party, like, I know where the party is. Yeah, these people. Anyway, I have I have such a love for the culture. What what the fuck was I just saying? Oh, one people have talked to which I made in a tree. That's almost that's almost discouraging. I'm like, yo dude, I'm footing in all this fucking like putting in all this extra work and like this fucking sound design and engineering and like trying to fucking trying to achieve subtronics but sober. Ha ha I'm like, uh, I'm also like ten years older than this kid. at least, excuse me, I don't know what the fuck is happening. Coffee early in the morning. Is my nose running or is it just like, oh, it's almost summer, so we're getting moist in the bitch, like we're just gonna get tepid for the next six months with no rain. Like it's gonna be like the moistures in the air. Enjoy that crawls. anyway I need to figure out what the fuck is schitz is or if that's what it's called. the longer I stay in New York. The easier it is for the old Jew and me to fucking arise. Ugh Anyway, what the fuck was I just saying? Oh, I love this about my statistics. My fans, although there are a few of them are speckled all over the world. I still don't know where Kazakhan is. but I think I have I have a couple listeners in Kazakhstan and they're in two different cities. I'm like that's pretty incredible to me. I was likeYo, dude, where the fuck is Kazakh stand? I don't know. I also found like, okay, like I don't I don't know where half these places are, but like I don't wanna go there although this place this one particular place I'm like oh dude, I don't know where the fuck you're at. I don't know where the fuck you're at and nobody knows where the fuck you're at cause I tried to look you up on a map and it was too distinctively like non places. I was like, is it this place or this place? And they're like it could be this place where that place? And I'm like cracked, but where is it? They're like nowhere, don't worry about it. I'm like damn! Okay, but I have a family there, so that's cool. I got fans all over the world, but they're like speckled. They're not, you know, by the hundreds or millions or billions. Are we gonna talk about that? Eventually, eventually, yes, we'll talk about my love of late night television. Yes, we have talked about that. But not right now. Because that could easily take up a whole episode, easily take up a whole episode. If you ever want to know the state of like if you ever want to know the state of mainstream, America, just check late night, because honestly, that's just like an anchor man dressed up in a little monkey suit as to whatever the fucking day people were talking about reiterated for the night people to understand. It's the same news. They are part of the news networks. I've just realized this cause I'm like oh no that's more like entertainment oh, it's the news. It's just the news kind of funny. It's just the same news that like whatever the NBC oh no, okay, like let's not NBC. Oh, yeah, NBC is doing enough right now. like go. No wonder why they didn't want causeby to buy the network, they would've fucked up their plans. He would have fucked up their plans. I'm like, I don't know what he was gonna do with MBC, but like he would have fucked up whatever they're doing now. That's why they prevented that. They were like, no. no, we have plans. They they're for the foreseeable future. Anyway, let's not NBC, because there's also CBS and uh that's it. At this point, I'm like, yeah, I'm pretty sure they're just like moving towards like the like a mass conglomeration of like, we're all the same. I'm like kind of like, and what's funny is they outfit themselves to pretend that they're like, I like this is so funny how left leaning it is when like all y' motherfuckers swing right easily. But I'm like, okay, I understand that this is for the masses, the masses are left swing. I'm like, okay, this is politics again, let's not do this. But everything is, it really is. Anyway, oh my go, what'll talk about my love for late night honor diff episode completely. Well, I mean, like we have a season devoted to it. We do, because I'm like, oh, they have to be like included in this in into the multiverse in legends, because like basically all of the mainstream pop culture like go like flows through late night TV. like that's where it goes. Like if you heard about it, you probably heard about it on late night TV because it is media like that's like anybody who's anybody goes through late high TV. I will not talk about all of I mean like there's so many different there's not really variations. I just said what it is. They're basically anchormen that are disguised not as anchorman. They are giving you the same news from the morning time news or the daytime talk shows, but watered down so that it seems like different news, but it's not as the same news all day. They work for the network, the network works for the dest network work for it themselves. What the fuck? I haven't figured this out yet, like on an intellectual level, I'm starting to, but it's one of those things where it's like mm kid, curiosity killed the cat. Curiosity killed and skinned many cats. Don't look here. I'm like, I got it, I get this. I got it, shut up. Shut up. Let me sit my fucking mug. guys when it comes down to it, I am assimilating well enough to be like, okay, I'm on Instagram twitch. Fucking I'm on Twitter, which is now X. I don't know. I think so. I have it. It's there like I don't use it or anything, but like I'm trying to see what the engagement for this upcoming season will be and if it works, then it works, but I have kind of thought about shooting this podcast in like a if I'm going to do anything, it's going to be anhilate night format where I have like a specific set of like this is what we're going to talk about. I do have a monkey suit picked out. I do have that because I like the format. It's easier it's easier for me to digest and then regurgitate information for my fans and followers this way. Like that's I don't know, like besides the fact that like I have been studying comedy for like the better part of two years now and that I grew up screenwriting and w like, ah, I don't know, like like I get it, though. I get why I'm so like hardwired to this. It's like yo dude, like via the television, we're so comfortable with these people because it's like oh like you're in my house like Lin Letterman, you're in my house like my whole entire existence, my whole childhood. So it's like that's like familiarity to a point that you can't you can't shake it. So like you can grow up and like, you know, the next the predecessors of the next and the next any man comes and like takes over the role of the last any man, but also like evolves the masses for the next coming generation and like the traits of the like it's it's a very interesting culture. I'm obsessed. like I love late night TV. I love TV, but I love late night TV specifically and we'll talk about that more in depth. I guess at some point because I do have to explain this entire weird what seems like an offshoot season well, it was kind of an offshoot season because I lost a season. I don't know what the fuck happened to it. Well now I'm going through my hard drives and I'm like, here it is. It's in here. It's all in here. I'm like, oh, so here we will answer my question. Soon, what did I write last year? I don't know. don't know at all. I really don't. I know a post in some of it. Some of it got like mirrored back in the universe, like, did you know you wrote this? I'm like, no, it's kind of prophetic in a way. just kind of happened. It took over my body anyway. What did I write last year? I don't know. Somebody read it. Somebody read it and then I have to do I have to do more like protections for my intellectual property because yo, I wrote half the Super Bowl commercials facts. I did I did. I was like yo,ude, I wrote this. Michael documents, what the fuck you do I Google documents? Like fuck you like fuck you unless that money is going into a pool to later pay me. When I like reach a certain level as an incentive, like we know we stole this from your fucking show, which, by the way, is just available online to anybody who fucking wants to copy and paste it and the descriptions you idiot. Yeah, I'm like yeah, well I mean like I can't really afford to join the writer's guild. They're like in that respect we will rip you off. only so that I can make sure that this commercial reaches your eyes and time for you to understand that like yo, you just put this out here for free. I'm like well love is free and music should be free. Like I'm technically just taking like a bag like a like a back step to like what the fuck is happening in the corporate world, which is sucking people like it's bleeding people who are already tired dry. And I'm like, well, I'm not going to do that. I'm not going to be like, you know, like like, like, yes, I put like a PayPal about me link like if you want to donate to the festival project or later the complex collective cause I will not collect donations for my nonprofit until it's actually I've actually established the nonprofit as a 501 C3 and so like like the way that I'm doing my music right now is that like half of my profit goes to the festival project, which is like my my label, my independent label and media company. But the other half of my my like income, my earned income from music or, you know, however I earn or monetize, goes to the complex collective, which is a completely nonprofit organization, like meant to contribute back to the artists and like the artist community. not just the artist community, but just like to the overall health and wellness of like the like to to humanity as a whole, I think. Well, that's what the complex collective is kind of it's it's a health and wellness based nonprofit to the charity. So my the way that I what's it the way that I credit myself is that like the I use the complex collective, which is a nonprofit, as my music publisher, so that anything from the complex collective goes into the pool for the nonprofit, because I have to like, I can't consciously go throughout the rest of my life without giving back to my community and that way. like be because the way my life has gone so far, I don't like as much as I want to volunteer, I like well, I tried and then I like the the food bank that I volunteered for was like so and they had some organizational issues. They had some uh leadership issues. And so I was like, this is actually a toxic environment, which sucks. so I decided not to do that and uh and, you know, put all my uh energy of being like a charitable person into like my own, like I'll just my own nonprofits, non-for-profit is to give back to the community to artists and people in it in like transitionary, whatever. um That's the complex collective. So that's that's why you see that. That's why you see that badge on everything. That's the nonprofit sector. It is a subsidiary to the festival project, and I'm pretty much like devote my like I pretty much devote my my uh my gains, so to speak, into like both pools. Eventually, I'll have enough to then solidify the nonprofit with a um well, I have to you know, you have to pay. It's not it's not free for nonprofit. It's not. And so that's what that is. What else was I saying? Fans all over the world? Yes, we have fans all over the world. It's really cool. A lot of these places I've never heard of, but I do I find it a little bit, uh heartwarming and chanting, like I'm a little bit magical that like I'm hitting people in like some of the major dance cities, like Sal Paulo, Brazil, and uh like like places that are Amsterdam, London, uh I have more. I have more people in the UK than I thought, but it's okay because I I like them. I like them. Well, I like people. I like people that are people. Well, people be people on it so not all the time. Like sometimes I'm like, oh, this is like this is characteristic of your species. Like this is why this is this way. Like this is this is a whole human thing. It's not attractive at all. But I think we' close to an hour, I'd had to be oh, six minutes what do I got for six minutesronics. I'm I can't okay, I love subronics like as like Won as a fan because I went to a few of his performances. I'm not gonna lie. Every time his whole audience has BO. everybody. I'm like, oh, nobody in here has D right. But I think I got my fucking I don't know, maybe it was a sign. I was I was mixing the other day like nonstop and I'd been running around and I have a special jacket that I wear when I DJ that's like a really it's like a nice, I don't know what material it is, but it's really nice, like a uh a sports jacket, like a bomber. No, it's not a bomber style. It's like a I can't I can't remember this. It's like a sports jacket, but it's this material that's really nice. it's just always been my DJ jacket. It's like my lucky DJ jacket. and uh I usually wash it like on a delicate cycle and don't put it in the dryer to keep it preserved because it's really, really nice and I had been running around for a couple days and then mixed for like a solid, I don't know, I was in there like all together, I was in there, I think like nine or ten hours and I spent most of those the most of that time, like actively mixing because my music was not it was not s synched, so I had to hand pitch everything on four decks, which was overwhelming, which, by the way, I also did not know, which is why, like you like I did post at least one of the videos. but it's I'm embarrassed. I'm wearing yellow. yellow's not a good color. I'm looking heavy as fuck, like, oh, man, they had that video in the sidebar next to this girl, that's like a size double zero model. like fucking DJ and the rainforest with like grown footage and like HD, like, and then all her videos were like, she was she was like DJing and the one was like in the rainforest. one was like on a beach. Like she just had like she was all these destinations that had the drone footage, like money, but also like beauty just like pure beauty. Like she didn't have to do good. Like her music sounded good, but like she looked awkward as fuck not being able to dance to her own music. But still, like the like what why would you be paying attention to that when A she's beautiful, that's a distraction, be drone footage of like whatever the fucked rainforest or like tropical beach, like she was everywhere. I was like fuck this bitch. And algorithm's like Toby salty. I was like, I'm a little salty because it showed my thumbnail next to her thumb nail and I was like, no, no, no no. no like, oh so bad. So now I know. I know better than to look fat. Don't be ugly in New York. I was actually in full hair and makeup with my nails done with my Cardi B style nails. Yes, I was, but the yellow shirt on camera and it wasn't the best camera. It was like so I like I I used to have a camera like that when I first got into filmmaking when I was like eight. It was like the same camera. I'm like yo, this is bad. It's really bad. But, you know, all that's investments, investments. I don't think it's gonna be even I don't think it's gonna be any better, which, by the way, some people are delusional, bro. I just got Snapchat. I haven't had Snapchat since Allie died so I've been like I've been away from like that whole world and like seeing first of all, people actually pay money to dress their fucking, like, what are those things called? their little animated. Like, okay, you're paying money to put clothes on a on a 2D creature, you are dumb. That's why they do that, though. I'm like, oh, I need this forage shirt for my fucking Snapchat animated thing. I'm like, that's stupid. I mean, like if you got it. But still, even if you got it, it seems like I could have a million dollars and I still wouldn't spend a dollar to dress a fucking animime character. That's stupid. I like that's stupid. However, these are the same people that are posting actual like I could never post a selfie without filter on, cause I'm looking at myself in the camera with no make up and no hair and like just ugly. And I'm looking at myself in the camera and then one of these filters comes on and I'm like yo, I am beautiful. One of these filters comes out and just automatically made me pretty. And I was like, oh, like, but some people post that selfie and then they're under the or they put that as the background on their phone and they're under the illusion that that's what they look like like bitch, you don't look like that. You don't look like that you should not like that's for fun. You should not send those pictures. You should not you I don't think you should be able to save those pictures. Like, no, like, honestly, and if you post them, wouldn't it be funny if the algorithm just took off all the fucking corrections? Wouldn't it be funny if like, oh, like we see this filter, we'll just take off the filter when you post it. So like it posts with all without the Photoshop or without the filter, that would be hilarious. That'd be a funny hack. But coders who doing more like ethical things are nonethical things. I don't know what hackers do. I got accused of being one once, because I had a bunch of flash drives and hard drives. I realized that this is just like this is just what happens when you become a music producer. I'm like, I don't have space for this. I need more like I need more flash drives. I need more hard drives. I need more SD cards. Like I need space for my stuff. Somebody was like people think you're a hacker. I was like, you're an idiot. But that's hilarious. And that was one of the funniest things I've ever been accused of being, because it's like, bro, if I was a hacker, do you think I'd be staying in this fucking hostel, dummy? Fucking dumb. Why would I be hacking from this hostel? Well, I do really actually, you know what? I think that yes. But also we have more stories to tell eventually, what was I gonna say about subtrronics? I just love this music, very good, very, very good, very good. That's it. I don't have anything else to say. I thought I was gonna take up at least half an episode, because I was actively listening to it. I've been actively listening to it like sober in the middle of the day, but it is good running music sometimes. Sometimes I'm just like, oh dude, like I have to stop running and head bang. like this is inappropriate, this is inappropriate. I don't I don't know, I don't highly recommend a lot of bass music, like in the city setting, because something happens mechanically in your brain, something at least my brain, where it's like, oh, like that shouldn't synchronize this way. That shouldn't do that. Don't do that. why? What frequency? Idiots. idiots. lots the same guy, by the way. This is the same guy. He doesn't like, what's fucked up is he have a whole vehicle, he doesn't leave the neighborhood. Like he's a menace, like he does not leave the neighborhood. He doesn't. like he drives in circles all day. And like that's his that's he has like no other power. I get it. Like I' I'm understanding like I'm studying the psychology of people with small brains like this. is that like he has no power over like the rest of his life, so like that's his that's his like freedom. That's his power as being able to do that for like a second at a time, like he that's it, then he rounds the corner and does it again, then he rounds like the fucked up thing to me is it's like bro, you're not going to go anywhere with that. Like you have a whole vehicle, a whole vehicle, like anything I have to do I have to go on foot. That's I'm not gonna lie to disadvantage. I mean, like it's not too much of a disadvantage in New York, but anywhere else it's like, you don't have a car. I'm like, yeah. I don't. Like New York is probably the only place in the US that you absolutely really don't need one. You really don't. And honestly, when I see people with cars here, I'm like yo dude, I hope you paid that all the way off because like, honestly like if you're in debt for that, like you you lost like, you lost, like you're not going anywhere and it's like depreciating as you drive it, like this just like, I don't know. I saw well, I was on the bus and we hit a car. The bus kept going. Bus kept going and totally did. It did not make it didn't even flinch like the bus was like oops, you were over the line. I was like damn damn. So eventually eventually that person is gonna come out and be like, oh. ho No, anyway, we do have to talk about some of this entered the multiverse. We are over an hour, so thank you for listening. Yay, what I want on the peloton one arm on the pelotone. Again, I'm not getting paid, but I think going against the grain of like corporate greed right now is the best thing. So all of the things that I can possibly like put online for free. I'm putting online for free. um I'm also trying to get I'm trying to start the process of giving away like copies of my album for free and you know, as springtime and festival season gears up, public spaces. Oh, we didn't talk about the fluffer. First of all, I was worried that it wasn't gonna come out. Excuse me, gosh, what is happening right now? Flip? It snot. stuck somewhere trapped in my space. I'm sorry about that. If you can hear that on this recording, I apologize for that. I apologize, but whatever. Ooh, maybe, well, yeah, I do get like weird. I get weird when I don't work out enough, so I did that. I also went to the gym. I ran yesterday, and then I got on the peloton for an hour and I slept hard between like shaking myself awake to be like, my Amazon

They say new York drinking water is some of the cleanest— don't buy it! I saw a billboard that said 8 glasses of tap water will prevent a heart attack. That's because it already has so much asprin in it! Yooo! Don't drink that! “Some of the cleanest drinking water in the country” Then what the fuck is in the tap water in the rest of the country?! New York tap water ain't right! It's not. Even my brita filter is like “Well, I'll do my best” But it doesn't. I drink tap water out the brita filter and I'm still like “Well geez, I'm sleepy” Fuck that. I moved to New York and had to double triple my budget for water. “New York tap water is “potable” What doe ther even mean. Notice it's not the word “safe” or “healthy” or “clean” It's “potable” Which means— It passes for people we don't really consider people anyway. If you can't afford a real clean water then you deserve whatever's in this mess here— “It's potable” Don't trust that. This is coming from the same government that tried to tell us ketchup was a vegetable. KETCHUP IS A VEGETABLE = NEW YORK DRINKING WATER IS SAFE TO DRINK. THIS IS THE SAME LIE. TRANSACRIPT: (Uncorrected, cause this is a lot of words.) We'll see how bad it gets. Good morning Krusty crew! you guys are Kusty crew now. I'm sure at least a few of you listeners are Krusty, like my morning voice. Hello. This episode is brought to you by Amazon. I'm just kidding. They're not paying me. However, I always have like a particular difficulty, like retrieving my Amazon fresh order, and I'm pretty sure so that it's it's so that I can come back on here and be like,Yo, okay, like what the fuck is up with Amazon? And allthough I don't think they need advertising. I haven't seen an actual television and like years, but I've never seen a commercial for Amazon. I've never seen a commercial like they don't need it. They fucking totally cornered the market on every fucking thing you need. Everything. like to the point that some people are like specifically like anti-amazon, which I don't know, I think I want to pride myself on being anti-amon for a while, but really Amazon was like anti-me. They're like your identity. You're sketchy. Now, who are you? I like I couldn't I couldn't Amazon for the longest time and it caused me the greatest difficulty in my life. I was literally paying like more for everything that I needed period. There was no like there was no finagling. I just love finagling. I don't know why. There't there was no getting around it. Like I couldn't just like oh, like here's a here's a fucking alternative to Abbott, there's no alternatives. Like I found companies in the process of doing that that I do like, but like I still have to revert back to Amazon because like most of those companies are like really good, like sustainable companies and like organic companies and like even small businesses, but at the same time, because they are those things, they cost me more and so it's like I can't afford like not to do this anyway. what's going on? We get an episode today. Well, we get we get an episode. We according to this Amazon hall, by the way took two days, like I thought that I was making an order because I was well, here here it is. It's like this was my equivalent for like drunk ordering anything. I don't drink. But if there, you know, if there's like a close, you know, like, I don't know. I don't think I could actually manage to my indigenous heritage kind of grants me like a certain functionality when drinking, although there's like a level. There's like a limit. Like I go from completely functional and like cooperative to no, like very quickly. So I don't think that I could be the type of like blacked out drunk person to order on Amazon. But if I were, this is this is the order I would have made. I guess you could I guess you could kind of compare the fact that like I went out after, what, two days of not working out? I had to go run an errand and that was the worst. That was the worst. I went out in New York ugly for the first time and I went out in New York ugly for the first time in a long time because I I was like, okay, I learned my lesson. like don't be ugly in New York. So I went out ugly because I didn't care. I was like, okay, well, I have to do this fucking errand and everything was bad. Everything went wrong. Everything was bad because well, I mean like I blamed myself I wasn't working out. I think I ran like a considerable amount that day and did like maybe 15 minutes on the pelone, but it wasn't enough. because I I went out and like lights were flickering and there was I was like, what? fucking side dimension is this is not where I live? This is not the place, this is not the place. and so I went out and I had a horrible time, and when I came back, I was like, fuck it, I'm hungry. and I'm pretty sure I just did what's fucked up is damn, I meant to Google. I meant to Google whatever the fuck the thing is that you do before Passover. I'm pretty sure it's called Schchitz. Like I'm not 100% sure because I keep telling myself like I'm gonna Google that. Passover is literally like tomorrow. But also I just got rice. And I left lintils off of my I think lintils is a no, no. I think it's disputed. Like people are like lintels and oats and some people are like yes, and some people are like no. And I'm like,Yo, dude, well, I'm vegan. And a lot of Jews are not, so I mean, like can't we just like substitute, but like the whole point of schitz or whatever you call it, I need to look it up. I'm pretty sure it's Fish. Sch fits like 90% sure, but that's I mean like 90 still 90's and A. It's a low A, but it's an A. And so I think it's something close. I think it starts with the S and ends with a Z like most Jewish and or Yiddish slang terms. or words. I don't know, I love Jews. I'm obsessed with them. I've been thinking about going to like actual services on Saturdays. However, I I like I find it hard to actually move myself on Saturdays in New York. I'm like there's too much. It's too much. It's too much. I don't wanna be out. fuck this. I don't wanna go out even if it's like too a Jew church, like it might be worth it. Especially if it was like like you know, nothing like Mormon church, not in the middle of the day for five hours. Not in the middle of the day for five hours, it might be. I mean, like I don't I don't know. I don't know anything about the actual, like I don't know anything about that shit. I just have it somewhere in my body. I'm like Jew things. hello Jews. anyway. it's no secret. I love Jews. I love Mormons. I actually like all the people. especially people who practice religiously like religiously. I'm like, oho, dude, like, well, I mean like they're extremists, but they're extremists atheists. so I mean like both of like just to be an extremist in any way is wrong. I worked very, very minimally for in for an extremist vegan last year, and I'm still traumatized by it. I still like he grabbed my backpack to keep me from fucking catching the bus and which, by the way, was the day that I lost my wallet. I specifically blame that. like I blame him for that. like I dropped my wallet because he was like, oh, we have to do this or we have to do a group hug. And he like, I was like, oh, nope, my bus is coming and he grabbed the in and he grabbed the back of my backpack and like for some reason now he grabbed the back of my backpack and I was like, what the fuck you doing? He was like, we have to do a group hug. And then I was like, yo, and then I ended up running for the bus and like g getting paid and not having my wallet with me by the time I got back to my apartment, cause I was like shaking him. I was like, the fuck are you pulling on me? Now every time I get every time I get caught on something, I cuss that motherfucker out. like, I don't know. I don't know if it has any direct, like effect on him, cause like every time, every time I get caught on something, and I feel like the motion of a pull, I I just start cussing him out in my brain. I'm like,uck this dude. I hate you. But anyway, I hated him for a lot of reasons. I didn't quit that job cause he paid in cash at the end of each day. It was like he was like one of those horrible people that's like bro, I don't like and everybody knew it and everybody like tipted and walked on eggshells around this motherfucker. But like he paid in cash. He paid in cash tax free at the end of each day, so it was like, yo, if you could get through the end of each day without quitting, you get your whole paycheck today, which and he was paying like a pretty living wage like over minimum wage for New York. So I was like, okay, all right. But I think that I think that was the game. It was like I was supposed to quit because he was like he was terrible. and it was like, why haven't you quit yet? I'm like, he pays in cash. At the end of the day, like all I have to do is suffer through this fruit. however long it takes to get cash at the end of the day. Then I drop my wallet and that was a terrible thing because he paid in cash at the end of the day and I dropped my wallet and nobody's turning in a fucking wallet with a full paycheck of cash in it. So I never got that wallet back and then I well, we could call it like a draw not too long after because he he was like, why haven't you quit yet? I'm going to make you quit. I'm like, you will not make me quit. I will get paid cash at the end of this day. Cash. Anyway, anyway, it's tax free cash, daily, I'll be back. Anyw, what's going on? Oh, I don't know. I don't know. Was that saying something about Amazon? Oh, extremists. I mean, like I don't I don't think that has anything to do with anything, but being extreme oh, he is extremist vegan. Like he would do mean things to you to try to make you be like oh, I give up meat completely and like veganism is one of those things where it's like it's like alcoholism. Like you have to be ready to change. You get or like ear anything, honestly. like any kind of whatever, like you can't make a person do anything until they're ready. Like you can try, but like most of the time the behavior is just gonna revert back to itself like overeating not working out not working out, like the sugar, like dietary changes, like pretty much any like major behavioral changes have to be initiated by that person for like a personal reason. Like you and even if you are going to convince them to change in some way, you have to like you have to suit them. You have to make it kind of seem like it's their idea. Like you can't just force your ideas onto somebody and be like, oh, you're you know what, you're right. Like I would change because you were this fucking mean to me. I'm like, that doesn't make actually, you know what, after a year of going out at New York, I was like, fine. And then I remembered why because I was like, it's not that bad, whatever, sweatuit and I had fucking I've been getting a lot of work done, so I had my nails like Cardi B long for a while, but then I was like, this is inefficient. if for the things that I have to do, like the amount of things that I have to do with my hands, I can get all this done quicker and then do my nails again later as's not gonna be like that big of a deal, because it, you know, like it you do just figure out a different way to do things with your hands. It's like almost like the nails aren't there, except for typing. And I type very fast and I work very fast, so I'm like, okay, like, these nails gotta go. And so they went. And so I've just been down back to bare bones and like natural hair and no makeup and like yo, yesterday, yes, because I did this twice because I was like once you do it once, I was like I was already like in the bottom of like people scowling at me and shit. So I was like, okay, well, you know, scowls, whatever, I can do this again because I have like one more errand and this dude, this kid this kid that works at the Walgreens was like, oh, I thought you were a terrorist. Like, he didn't say that, but he did. He was like he was like, I thought you were gonna lay down and like, I thought it was over. I thought you were gonna like pull out a can of C4 and blow us all up. And I was like, what? And I forgot that I was like usually like when I go out pretty people treat me nice cause duh. felt like when I go out like regular, people are like oh, like oh, like I'm like, oh, is it that bad? That's what I told the kid, cause I forgot like, I'm just so used to like, I'm still the same consciousness. I'm still the same personality on the inside like it don't matter like, you know, like I just ran here. I I'm like high on endorphins or whatever. likeT's like he was like, oh, like, oh, and I was like, oh, God, is it that bad? I have like a cone head because I'm wearing a bun, but I'm also wearing a hat and a hood, cause it's been nicely cold. It's been great and I I'm worried about the environment cause it's not raining. It's spring, like we're about the hop straight from like the dead of winter to summer and it like and I know it's almost summer because it was like 9 pm last night and the sun had just gone down. I was like, oh, that's fucked up. It's spring again. I was like no, as bad news. It's like that's bad news. It hasn't rained once. Like how are the fucking people? Like, what is the birth doing? Because I mean, like the P people are bad. Well, I mean, like no, not necessarily. I just hadn't like, honestly, the people are always the same. It's like perception, so like when I do my hour on the pelotone and my mild minimum run or whatever, and then I go out into the world, I'm like literally don't like all that shit like bounces off of me. Like the people are still shitty. I'm sure of it. but like I'm just just don't care. It's like a shield live like indoor friends feeling at my peak. That's what I feel. But lately I haven't been feeling great so I haven't been working out, so I haven't I haven't been feeling great because I haven't been working out and it is it has the possibility to be what's it called a vicious cycle, but it did it. Like I was I realized it right away that I was like, oh, this is this is wrong. This is wrong, I don't live here. I don't live here, and I had a very good hour on the pillot last night because two two days ago, I was like, oh, this is this is what happened. I went out and I came back and I was feeling like negative. I was like, no, that was a bad experience. I' hungry now because, you know, sometimes anxiety causes my stomach to churn in a way that's like just fill it with something. And I'm like, okay, usually I understand like anxiety, eating and I can avoid it. Like I understand that like, okay, this is stress or whatever. and I can like, you know, just fill my stomach with water as I'm not hungry. I'm like nervous. I'm not hungry I have anxiety. Like most of the time people eat because they're bored, not because they're hungry. And so I'm like, you know, I'm I don't I haven't I don't mind at all. And so I kind of refuse to allow myself to get bored, but like I do notice like like I eat more when I put like, okay, this this Amazon hall says to me that I'm about to make some ball music because it is the equivalent of something that's like I would have done in a state of like a different state of mind or consciousness as if I were drinking. This this like, okay, like our only emptied it pre-pisode because I was sure that I was like, oh, I know I have ice cream in here. I finally found the fucking bin and Jerry's that I wanted. I was so sick of going to the store and looking through fucking like container after container of bin and Jerry's and not finding the one that I rigid like the first one that I picked up, the first time that I decided like, I'm going to give n non-air Ben and Jerry's a try. I've tried all the other expensive fucking ice creams vegans, and I'm for the most like oh, this one's kind of got like ice chips in it's like freezer burnt tasting this one melts funny and turns into like a gelatinous goo. So I'm like okay Ben and Jerry's like knows what the fuck they're doing and they do what's fucked up about Ben and Jerry's is they're non-airy tastes and is texturized, like they regular ice cream. So it's like the closest thing to regular ice cream. I don't get paid by the way, by any of these people. However, I am like now getting into like the the likeet verse of doing things because I have to because I'm like I make too much music for people not to know about it. Like whether it's gonna be like mediocre bass music or eventually like, I don't know, the most legendary bass music of all time. I now have goals. Well, I mean, like I kind of entered into this DJ thing with like the one thing. I was like, okay, like, if I can't be this, like, what is the point of being like anything else if I can't be this good at doing that, like why would I even like and then I realized I'm like, oh, I'm doing like a house oriented sets, but like, yo, I came here for dubstep. Like, what? oh, are we going to talk about some? We have to talk about subtrronics because I can't I'm like, yo, I can't like, what? Like, I understand as a like, I'm I'm a double fan now because I okay, let's finish all these things. Don't go out in New York ugly. Just don't be ugly in New York. Just don't do it. Just try. just try. just try and New York will give you back an energy what you fucking like it's you you get out of it what you put in. Just try, try. I see people wearing less croccks now. This is good, like, but my equivalent of not wearing crocs is like yo like hair and makeup every day, like non-negotiable. Don't be ugly. I'm like, okay, all right, whatever. I get an out, that kid was like, oh, are you a terrorist? I was like, what the fuck, kid? Like, you were you were nice to me the other day. I'm the same person. I'm the same person making the same transaction, what the fuck? Anyway, so I got back from my errands feeling just totally destroyed. and I made this Amazon hall, but I thought that I was gonna eat in a few hours, whatever I was ordering instead of two days from when I was ordering, they were like, oh no, this is the next available delivery window. I was like that is a deficit to like my like, what if I don't want it two days from now? This is technically an impulse decision based on the fact that I'm reacting badly to whatever the fuck just happened outside. Actually, you know what, though. I just unpacked this fucking Amazon hall, which, by the way, I get the most expensive and non-exciting Amazon haul of all time. The only is like of all time, every time I order Amazon, I'm disappointed unless dish soap or like, I don't know, cleaning supplies. I get like a certain I'm like, yes, it's here. Lysyle has a new fucking scent that I'm just I adore it. I'm like, yo, yo, this doesn't smell like anything I've smelled before for like cleaning. It's like the fabulosa ofysol, which why haven't I just been using fabuloso? Fabuloso used to be mad cheap. Now everybody like caught on to the fact that fabuloso is one of the best multiurpose cleaners ever like of all time. No, they're not paying me either, but I don't really care. Like my whole new thing is like, my whole new thing is like everybody's like subscribe this and fucking $15 a month and like y, dude, you're sucking everybody's income out of them, like everybody who's living under a certain level of fucking like everybody who can't just buy things flat out has to buy them on a subscription and if you count up all the subscriptions like that's like the whole like the common American worker right now, like the common one, like not the, oh, I have an okay job or like, you know, you should just get an education or like, whatever you're elitist mentality makes you think that like your life and your privilege is not like your life and your privilege is your merit. That's I'm not talking about you because you skated through life on your genetics, basically, and you think that you earned what you have, but you didn't. Your grandparents and their parents did and blah, blah, blah, and your lucky that way. But the rest of us are out here like $15 a month for this $20 a month for that. and it adds up to like your entire income is like, okay, after your living expenses like you're still gonna be in like a pretty unshakable amount of debt. because you're like, okay, well, I mean, like I can't afford to do it flat out. Like if I did all these subscriptions at once, flat out, and each of them is like 200 hundred a year, if I did them all flat out, I would be like, I don't know, like at least 5K like a year just like at once. I don't have that. Most people don't have that. and so it's like, okay, well, you can break it down and this is how the businesses are fucking people. They're like oh well, I mean like you can pay for it monthly but it's actually more monthly. Like you save money if you do it yearly, but it's like oh, but if I need everything pretty much all at wants if I need everything pretty much all at once and I can't afford to do everything all at once by the year, I'm actually going to pay more doing it by the month, but I can only afford to do it by the month. So this is the thing that's like fucking with me. I'm like, oh, you guys are fucking with people. What's my point? Oh, I don't know, oh, everybody's being fucking greedy as fuck, which is is just leaving a bad taste in my mouth for humanity at all. I'm like, you greedy motherfuckers. Like, I might live this life in an in an ideal way for now, but it is a temporary space of like discomfort in order for me to observe and understand, like, how better my energy can be suited in the next don't I don't. I mean, like my next incarnation needs to be like a body list, like orb of air and light. Like that's I don't want another like human body, because first of all the planet is like unless you guys find like another habitable planet. and like, I'm not in the I'm not in the fucking level yet where they're gonna be like, oh, like you're fucking worth saving, like we'll take you to our like, we'll take you to our Elysium in space, where only the elite people and the people that we deem worthy will be here and we'll leave like pretty much Hollywood's been telling us forever. They're like, yo, we're gonna leave all the poor ugly, colored people on this planet. and like, when this planet is like destroyed by it by pretty much our doing. And we're gonna like float on some kind of system and space because we have no idea for like a second, like a close enough habitable planet for us to then, like just move on to, like, I don't care what you say, like repopulating Mars is dumb. It is dumb. It is dumb. It's not a fucking it's not a happy place. Like because at one point, because at one point it was a habitable planet. And guess what? we're we're pretty destructive species. It's just historically and like beyond historically, because typically once we destroy ourselves, like as a species, all of our knowledge all of our knowledge and records are destroyed with us. So we have this like, we have this sense of knowing within our like within our mega that's like, oh, if something happened here. But what? And some people have actually access to that within their minds and within their consciousness. It's like, oh yeah, it's like, like, yeah, a lot ofass music producers are like, what, you think I'm from here? I don't give a fuck about this. I don't give a fuck about this. I'm like, I get it. Like this is just for now. This is just for now. I might be included in this, but also I'm like, yo, dude, like I'm pretty environmental when it comes down to like this planet is, you know, anyway. was I just saying, don't be ugly in New York. Oh, okay, so I made this Amazon fucking hall, like a drunk fucking person. Although, like a drunk person, I was kind of looking out for my future self because there's a lot of stable, like there's a lot of pantry staples in here that's like, bro, you won' run out of food. like you might have rice blowat, but you won't run out of food because sometimes I do sometimes I spring so much for the organic and for the like for the like vitamin packs, like superfoods they call it superfoods, but those are just regular foods. Like if you strip down all the foods that are not foods, like all the foods that are actually just like chemical and overprocessed, like if you took all those things off the planet, because they shouldn't exist really anyway. Like you would be left with what they call superfoods or what they market as superfoods that are actually just foods. like, no, these are the foods that you were technically like designed to eat. These are the foods that will fuel your energy for whatever the fuck you have to take on. This is the food that you're like you're made to eat. But they call it superfoods and market it as such and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I just got bored. Anyway, what the fuck was that saying? Oh, I took I had like had a hand and creating my next masterpiece. Because I got things that I typically don't. I'm I don't fuck with things like that, like snack foods. But as I said before, like we're not produced that snack, I really do, and I haven't been snacking because I'm like, oh dude, like it's not worth it. I'm I'm New York vein like also have these DJs are just like so skinny, and I'm just like, oh, this body shaving, you can't say that or. I'm like, no, like I aspire to be that. so that people actually pay attention not for what I'm doing, but how I look. So trust me, I'm assimilating. I really am. Oh, which, by the way, I have a discord now. I don't know what the fuck it's for. I have no idea I also have a twitch. I have a twitch. There's nothing on it. I have I have pretty much everything. I even got a Snapchat. I haven't had a sn Snapchat since Ollie died because Ollie was my only sn Snapchat friend as it I have a sn Snapchat. This is all for music though. It's not like when I think about it, I'm like oh, this is the dumbest fucking shit ever and I'm do it when I'm fucking I'm actually figuring out like I'm using like I have TikTok eww and well what's great about it is I am using it like as a business tool so I'm not stuck on the shit like I'm not I am scrolling now, but not I'm like what's weird is like my energy is like looking for something. I'm like oh like okay, like this DJ posted something or like this might want a free copy of my fucking of my music to play or whatever. So I should hit them up. Like as I'm using it as a business platform more than like a social platform because I'm just not just not a social person. It doesn't make sense to be, but now I'm understanding like with the feedback that I'm getting that like, oh, this is how you do it. Like I'm not gonna get a job in this industry unless I assimilate to like what I'm hoping doesn't happen is that I assimilate too much because now all of a sudden I'm like I should get a vape I should get a vape like all the kind that I like are illegal in New York. And I'm actually really proud of the fact that I quit vaping when I got here like when I got here because I was thinking that I was traveling outside of the country and like I didn't want to be like I don't know, traveling outside of the US makes me feel like I'm an ambassador for my country so I don't want to represent my country badly. However, I feel like the actual chosen representatives of the country are not doing like the greatest job. so it doesn't matter what I do like because they are technically the ambassadors to this country like they like I'm pretty much aware like a stamp on my head that has their fucking face and or name on it when I go outside the country anyway I don't know I I usually try to assimilate in that way when I travel outside of the country like learn to speak like you're not American because most countries have an opinion about that. They're like oh you're an American deer, they're you're stupid. I'm like I'm not arguing. How many miles is a kilometer? Can you translate this before we hold up? Let me get Google translate? I'm I'm American, man. I'm American to the point where I have the fucking math doesn't make sense. Like it doesn't make sense. Apple pie, I yeah, apple pie. However, though, I realized because of this, and my indigenous heritage, I have kind of like a like a weird, I don't know, I can't I amm not sure. Like I think because of the way that I've decided to craft my lifestyle, I have like kind of an upperhand advantage at like understanding culture, like understanding culture just culturally, like what has happened from like the inside of the like the like the corporate, like conglomerate capitalists, like like set epicenter. Well, I don't know. I've been reading enough about China to be like wow, China. Also, I't I'm loving this. I'm getting I'm getting feedback on my fucking like my what's it called? My stats or whatever. And I don't have a lot of fans and followers, which is sad, which by the way, if you're listening to this, like check check out my other big gold check out the YouTube. It's at the festival project by the way YouTube YouTubeube.com slash at because it's weird that they have like for their backslashes, but it's at the festival project I'm the festival project. There's a whole bunch of people trying to really like I've been telling people that my project is the festival project for a while and now all these people are coming out of nowhere like I'm the festival project. I'm like, you are not. Like, you are not the festival project. Stop lying on yourself. I'm the festival project. I've always been the festival project, at the festival project, that's me, not anybody else. That's you, technically, like the letter you, with no check mark because I'm not paying for that shit. Would I become notable enough to have a Wikipedia page, they'll put the fucking check mark on it for me. I ain't paying for it. I'm paying for it the fuck that like that's like you could buy a grabby award now. I'm sure that you can. I' 100% sure that you could do that. Which is sad and it's likeo, dude, I actually like I what's it? I I don't know. I think I come from a weird world where it's like I hold the academy to like such high regard that it's like I'm like the fact that I'm like pretty certain that you could buy a Grammy makes me sad because it's like like I don't know this whole oh, that's what I was saying. I'm giving away all my shit for free because everybody's greedy motherfuckers. Like I'm giving away my music for free like the album that I dropped yesterday all the rage is 100% free. All you have to do is go on my website and download it. That's it like you don't even have to spend money on a subscription for a streaming service like you could just go get that at my website www.mU.uru. That's the website you can just download whatever the fuck I haven't put all my music up there because honestly I'm I'm realizing how much music I have and like how long I've been making music and I'm like, oh you're like oh okay, first of all, I'm like it's gonna be it's hard it's hard enough for me to just format it and put it on a flash drive just to like have all my music together because I've made it over time and so the expand it it's just a lot like it's just a lot all my music's not in one place, all my mixtapes are not in one place. I just got to sound cloudy yesterday. I only got a SoundCloud to enter a fucking beat making contests the first time I've ever done anything like that like I've entered DJ contests so I can try to get a job, but I've never done a beat making contest, so I've never had to actually like condense my creative space into like a one minute thing. And so, I don't know, I really enjoyed doing that, but it's not something that I was looking at the other contest, they were like, it's for a clout. I'm like, that's stupid. I don't want to waste time on clout. Cloths not gonna pay my bills, anyhho. Clout. Oh, what was I saying? Oh, I was supposed to talk about subtrronics, my Galypes, refrigerator. These Ecuadorian bananas. Okay, I have a like I eat a lot of bananas because bananas and for whatever reason, if found bananas like synonymous with New York City, I always have even before before I lived here, I think it's just because it was like the cheapest thing that I could find is like bananas like bananas. That's what I gonna eat bananas. So I always just kind of like for some reason it was like, oh, from in New York, I need bananas. Now I live in New York and I'm like I see why. But now I'm like my flavor palate is changing to be more specific and so I'm like a banana connoisseur, but I finally like I landed on a I landed on bananas. I landed on bananas that I just love so much. First of all, they're huge, they're huge. I also like these really tiny bananas that are like sweet and little and like they have a very specific taste, and I like the red ones, and yo, that lady when I lived in Mexico, she was so elusive, like she came she was the only lady in the whole place with red bananas and like these red, these really tiny red bananas have like the like they're the best bananas I've ever tried. But the second bananas, the second best bananas I've ever tried are Ecuadorian bananas. and I'm like, yo, dude, first of all, they are huge. Like they're big thick, they're like big, they're big and they're d they're big, big, perfectly sized bananas. good girth. good, nice, just good bananas. They're huge. and uh I don't know, like I started going to the store and then I stopped going to it because rac is oops, I'm not supposed to say that. I I just realize something. I realize something about the world like that you can't even you can't even insinuate like a conversation about race. Like people people will get like people start to get upset, like one way or another. Like I said, extremism on both sides exists. I don't like I can't I'm I'm post racial. Like I can't pick a side anyway like you're gonna put me on one side or another based on your perception of who I am or what I do but like I'm completely like I'm like literally the most neutral thing that ever like literally the most neutral thing that ever. And so what was I just saying, oh, I don't know, I went into a hole. Acuadorian bananas. We'll just we'll just re her back to Acuadorian bananas. Yes, extremism, no. Ecuadorian bananas, yes. They are the best. They are the best, and not only is the size perfect, but the flavor of the banana is just a little bit different from like Guatemalan bananas or Mexican bananas, like no, Ecuadorian bananas. And so now I've gotten into the habit of like, I found another store that has Ecuadorian bananas, thank goodness, because like when I stopped going to the other store, I was like god damn it, they have the Ecuadorian bananas. like that was the one thing from there that I liked and the Uber pancakes. But we'll it's okay. That controversial episode, which I'm like, what's it called? referencing may or may not er. I need to it's like a twohour episode that I did in an emotional kind of turmoil. I need to check that episode to see if I want to air it. It might it might not. Like it could just be like deleted, because I felt like it was forced. I was like why are you try why are you trying to make me act out of my fucking character? Fuck you. Like I don't like when people try to force things. So that sometimes happens where people will come out of the woodwork and be like, talk about this experience. And I'm like, "Yo, dude, you just cornered me into making me feel like unsafe and not great. I don't necessarily and then it was like the energy was like, okay, I have to talk about this, but I didn't like the way that it made me feel. So the fact that it felt forced was like eh but I definitely earned that next tattoo. I'm I'm behind on tattoos I have two tattoos that I have to get it. I definitely earn that one. I earn that one with the help of Erica body, but I'll explain that in some in the multiverse and legends things later. I don't understand how things work sometimes in the universe, but that was one of those things I was like this is this is not even a synchronicity. This is like a this is an experience. We'll see if that episode's worth posting, but either way, I in the tattoo, I earn the tattoo beforehand, that was just the solidification, I think. Anyhho. what the fuck is I say? Ah, Ecuore bananas, yes, yes. Because it makes me think like like, if their bananas are like this, what are their women like? Like, I could give no fucks about the men. I'm not a lesbian, but like, I'm thinking in the way of like a I'm thinking in the masculine way that's like, you know, if they're bananas tastes like this, like, what are their women like Ecuadorian bananas? I think about that, because I'm like yod dude, like my taste profile is based on my diet. So, if these bananas come from Euador, like, what else comes from Ecuador that's fucking perfect. probably women. I don't believe in perfect men. I mean, like perfect looking, sure, perfect acting, sure, a combination of these things to together, rare, but like a per perfect women exist all over the place. Like perfect men. I don't think is a thing. I don't think it is. And that's not me being sexist or like because honestly, if you listen to the way that I speak, like being like a I don't have a preference for gender, just don't be a fucking sh shit hole of a human being. Like I don't care what you are, how you are, like just be cool, you know, like B peaceful and mind your manners and shut the fuck up. I mean like I'm not trying to silence people, but like be mindful of your environment. You know what I'm saying? Be mindful of people around you because there are so many there so many. And you are the focus I to try to say Acuadorian bananas, yes, as good. Are we ready to talk about subronics? Did I talk about all my websites and stuff? We have a discord. It's I think you can find me on discord at blue the guru and it's the same on twitch. I haven't posted anything to twitch yet. I did. I did tape a couple of my performances, but they were horrible. They were horrible and honestly they were just so that I could enter a contest so I could try to get a job. Like that was it. I did that. I was like, well, I have to do something because you you miss 100% percent of the chances you don't take. I believe truly in that so like I would rather enter something that's like mediocre and at least be on the radar and be like, hey, I'm trying. Like I'm really trying with all the things that like all the things that I'm going through and all the work that I have to do like I'm at least trying to get my work seen and I'm at least trying to put it out there and like, you know, the odds of me winning at something like that, especially if it is last minute and it is like mediocre and I know it's not my best performance, which, by the way, I think okay, people really like, oh, this is what I was saying about my audience. One, people really like talkatoo. That's one of my first actual productions, okay? It has almost no technique whatsoever. Well, it does, and I I did work like really hard on it, but like yo, I made that song in a tree, literally a tree, like like a tree. People like this song. It's for some reason gotten really popular, like no out of nowhere. Like people are like this song. I'm like, really? I made that in a tree with no plugins, no I'm pretty sure it's all stock samples. People love it. People love that song, but honestly it is one of my like it is it like it mixes with everything, talking to like if you need like a filler song and I think it is long enough that's like, yo, dude. Like, if you need to go to the bathroom or whatever, like this song is like the song rocks. And honestly, I don't know why that well, I mean, like that song is special. It was the first song I ever heard played back on a system at a festival. because I was like, like here's my music, whatever. And I didn't expect because the DJ was like,, you suck. And I was like, and just be just looking at me because I like ran up during a fucking uh, like a power outage at this fucking rave. I was like, yo, like this this might be the only time that I could actually talk to the you you miss 100% of the chances you don't take. So I was like, okay, like, this might be the only time I could talk to this guy. The power just went out and I was like, then now is my chance because like otherwise mid party and it was a good party, like it was a good one. It was a good it was it was a good one. It was a really great. It was a really great. um but, yeah, that was the first time I ever heard my music played back because I like ran up and I was like yod like here here's me, here's my music, here's a flas I have like you could keep it. has my music on it and it had I think at the I think it just had copy and paste on it like that whole EP was done and so a copy and paste is just talk to this other song called Nero, which has me like hand drumming on it, which is a cool song too. I use the Ableton push. I love the Ableton push and I had to forfeit it because it wasn't going back in my luggage. I couldn't afford it. So somebody fucking I feel charitable about this. Somebody inherited a $1200 at the time that it's depreciated, somebody inherited what I paid $1200 for for free, I think we're even. Anyway, um I add in uteroakatu and 43 on it. That's copy and paste and like, I I ran up during a blackout and I was like here. like, here's my stuff. And he was so annoyed. The DJ was so fucking annoyed. He was like, what are you saying? Like, and if they were like, the powers are, we can't get the power to come back on. so like people had started like a drum circle over in the corner and some people were leaving, they're like, you know, when the power goes out of a fucking festival or a rave like first of all, it's not a it's not a slammer. Like it's not a banging fucking festival and or rave if the power doesn't go out at least once or the cops come. Like if there's no raid, people don't get raided these days, do they? Yeah, that used to bring like a certain element of fucking like fear and excitement that like, yo, this party might only last five minutes. Let's get it anyway. It's New York old New York rave culture. hey, they're having a party over here because we're having a party over here but like shut down that party. Snitches in New York have always been a thing. like, if somebody over there is doing something that competes with your business, like you snitch on them, that would that's old school dance music culture. That's what they used to do, like those little preppy and we're not gonna put a color to it, but those little preppy boys that were like doing the old school, like underground, like break it in raves. Like that's what they were doing. They were like, oh, he's uh doing a there's a party over here in a secret place over here that shouldn't be. But those people were also doing a party and they wanted all the fucking people to come to their party and said that that party. So they were just snitch. They were just like hey, I got a tip. I got a tip on these motherfuckers. And then and then the other party would get shut down and everybody would be like, rolling balls, be like okay, we're still need a I need a party, like where's the other party? And there would always be somebody from the other party there to like usher people to the other party, like, I know where the party is. Yeah, these people. Anyway, I have I have such a love for the culture. What what the fuck was I just saying? Oh, one people have talked to which I made in a tree. That's almost that's almost discouraging. I'm like, yo dude, I'm footing in all this fucking like putting in all this extra work and like this fucking sound design and engineering and like trying to fucking trying to achieve subtronics but sober. Ha ha I'm like, uh, I'm also like ten years older than this kid. at least, excuse me, I don't know what the fuck is happening. Coffee early in the morning. Is my nose running or is it just like, oh, it's almost summer, so we're getting moist in the bitch, like we're just gonna get tepid for the next six months with no rain. Like it's gonna be like the moistures in the air. Enjoy that crawls. anyway I need to figure out what the fuck is schitz is or if that's what it's called. the longer I stay in New York. The easier it is for the old Jew and me to fucking arise. Ugh Anyway, what the fuck was I just saying? Oh, I love this about my statistics. My fans, although there are a few of them are speckled all over the world. I still don't know where Kazakhan is. but I think I have I have a couple listeners in Kazakhstan and they're in two different cities. I'm like that's pretty incredible to me. I was likeYo, dude, where the fuck is Kazakh stand? I don't know. I also found like, okay, like I don't I don't know where half these places are, but like I don't wanna go there although this place this one particular place I'm like oh dude, I don't know where the fuck you're at. I don't know where the fuck you're at and nobody knows where the fuck you're at cause I tried to look you up on a map and it was too distinctively like non places. I was like, is it this place or this place? And they're like it could be this place where that place? And I'm like cracked, but where is it? They're like nowhere, don't worry about it. I'm like damn! Okay, but I have a family there, so that's cool. I got fans all over the world, but they're like speckled. They're not, you know, by the hundreds or millions or billions. Are we gonna talk about that? Eventually, eventually, yes, we'll talk about my love of late night television. Yes, we have talked about that. But not right now. Because that could easily take up a whole episode, easily take up a whole episode. If you ever want to know the state of like if you ever want to know the state of mainstream, America, just check late night, because honestly, that's just like an anchor man dressed up in a little monkey suit as to whatever the fucking day people were talking about reiterated for the night people to understand. It's the same news. They are part of the news networks. I've just realized this cause I'm like oh no that's more like entertainment oh, it's the news. It's just the news kind of funny. It's just the same news that like whatever the NBC oh no, okay, like let's not NBC. Oh, yeah, NBC is doing enough right now. like go. No wonder why they didn't want causeby to buy the network, they would've fucked up their plans. He would have fucked up their plans. I'm like, I don't know what he was gonna do with MBC, but like he would have fucked up whatever they're doing now. That's why they prevented that. They were like, no. no, we have plans. They they're for the foreseeable future. Anyway, let's not NBC, because there's also CBS and uh that's it. At this point, I'm like, yeah, I'm pretty sure they're just like moving towards like the like a mass conglomeration of like, we're all the same. I'm like kind of like, and what's funny is they outfit themselves to pretend that they're like, I like this is so funny how left leaning it is when like all y' motherfuckers swing right easily. But I'm like, okay, I understand that this is for the masses, the masses are left swing. I'm like, okay, this is politics again, let's not do this. But everything is, it really is. Anyway, oh my go, what'll talk about my love for late night honor diff episode completely. Well, I mean, like we have a season devoted to it. We do, because I'm like, oh, they have to be like included in this in into the multiverse in legends, because like basically all of the mainstream pop culture like go like flows through late night TV. like that's where it goes. Like if you heard about it, you probably heard about it on late night TV because it is media like that's like anybody who's anybody goes through late high TV. I will not talk about all of I mean like there's so many different there's not really variations. I just said what it is. They're basically anchormen that are disguised not as anchorman. They are giving you the same news from the morning time news or the daytime talk shows, but watered down so that it seems like different news, but it's not as the same news all day. They work for the network, the network works for the dest network work for it themselves. What the fuck? I haven't figured this out yet, like on an intellectual level, I'm starting to, but it's one of those things where it's like mm kid, curiosity killed the cat. Curiosity killed and skinned many cats. Don't look here. I'm like, I got it, I get this. I got it, shut up. Shut up. Let me sit my fucking mug. guys when it comes down to it, I am assimilating well enough to be like, okay, I'm on Instagram twitch. Fucking I'm on Twitter, which is now X. I don't know. I think so. I have it. It's there like I don't use it or anything, but like I'm trying to see what the engagement for this upcoming season will be and if it works, then it works, but I have kind of thought about shooting this podcast in like a if I'm going to do anything, it's going to be anhilate night format where I have like a specific set of like this is what we're going to talk about. I do have a monkey suit picked out. I do have that because I like the format. It's easier it's easier for me to digest and then regurgitate information for my fans and followers this way. Like that's I don't know, like besides the fact that like I have been studying comedy for like the better part of two years now and that I grew up screenwriting and w like, ah, I don't know, like like I get it, though. I get why I'm so like hardwired to this. It's like yo dude, like via the television, we're so comfortable with these people because it's like oh like you're in my house like Lin Letterman, you're in my house like my whole entire existence, my whole childhood. So it's like that's like familiarity to a point that you can't you can't shake it. So like you can grow up and like, you know, the next the predecessors of the next and the next any man comes and like takes over the role of the last any man, but also like evolves the masses for the next coming generation and like the traits of the like it's it's a very interesting culture. I'm obsessed. like I love late night TV. I love TV, but I love late night TV specifically and we'll talk about that more in depth. I guess at some point because I do have to explain this entire weird what seems like an offshoot season well, it was kind of an offshoot season because I lost a season. I don't know what the fuck happened to it. Well now I'm going through my hard drives and I'm like, here it is. It's in here. It's all in here. I'm like, oh, so here we will answer my question. Soon, what did I write last year? I don't know. don't know at all. I really don't. I know a post in some of it. Some of it got like mirrored back in the universe, like, did you know you wrote this? I'm like, no, it's kind of prophetic in a way. just kind of happened. It took over my body anyway. What did I write last year? I don't know. Somebody read it. Somebody read it and then I have to do I have to do more like protections for my intellectual property because yo, I wrote half the Super Bowl commercials facts. I did I did. I was like yo,ude, I wrote this. Michael documents, what the fuck you do I Google documents? Like fuck you like fuck you unless that money is going into a pool to later pay me. When I like reach a certain level as an incentive, like we know we stole this from your fucking show, which, by the way, is just available online to anybody who fucking wants to copy and paste it and the descriptions you idiot. Yeah, I'm like yeah, well I mean like I can't really afford to join the writer's guild. They're like in that respect we will rip you off. only so that I can make sure that this commercial reaches your eyes and time for you to understand that like yo, you just put this out here for free. I'm like well love is free and music should be free. Like I'm technically just taking like a bag like a like a back step to like what the fuck is happening in the corporate world, which is sucking people like it's bleeding people who are already tired dry. And I'm like, well, I'm not going to do that. I'm not going to be like, you know, like like, like, yes, I put like a PayPal about me link like if you want to donate to the festival project or later the complex collective cause I will not collect donations for my nonprofit until it's actually I've actually established the nonprofit as a 501 C3 and so like like the way that I'm doing my music right now is that like half of my profit goes to the festival project, which is like my my label, my independent label and media company. But the other half of my my like income, my earned income from music or, you know, however I earn or monetize, goes to the complex collective, which is a completely nonprofit organization, like meant to contribute back to the artists and like the artist community. not just the artist community, but just like to the overall health and wellness of like the like to to humanity as a whole, I think. Well, that's what the complex collective is kind of it's it's a health and wellness based nonprofit to the charity. So my the way that I what's it the way that I credit myself is that like the I use the complex collective, which is a nonprofit, as my music publisher, so that anything from the complex collective goes into the pool for the nonprofit, because I have to like, I can't consciously go throughout the rest of my life without giving back to my community and that way. like be because the way my life has gone so far, I don't like as much as I want to volunteer, I like well, I tried and then I like the the food bank that I volunteered for was like so and they had some organizational issues. They had some uh leadership issues. And so I was like, this is actually a toxic environment, which sucks. so I decided not to do that and uh and, you know, put all my uh energy of being like a charitable person into like my own, like I'll just my own nonprofits, non-for-profit is to give back to the community to artists and people in it in like transitionary, whatever. um That's the complex collective. So that's that's why you see that. That's why you see that badge on everything. That's the nonprofit sector. It is a subsidiary to the festival project, and I'm pretty much like devote my like I pretty much devote my my uh my gains, so to speak, into like both pools. Eventually, I'll have enough to then solidify the nonprofit with a um well, I have to you know, you have to pay. It's not it's not free for nonprofit. It's not. And so that's what that is. What else was I saying? Fans all over the world? Yes, we have fans all over the world. It's really cool. A lot of these places I've never heard of, but I do I find it a little bit, uh heartwarming and chanting, like I'm a little bit magical that like I'm hitting people in like some of the major dance cities, like Sal Paulo, Brazil, and uh like like places that are Amsterdam, London, uh I have more. I have more people in the UK than I thought, but it's okay because I I like them. I like them. Well, I like people. I like people that are people. Well, people be people on it so not all the time. Like sometimes I'm like, oh, this is like this is characteristic of your species. Like this is why this is this way. Like this is this is a whole human thing. It's not attractive at all. But I think we' close to an hour, I'd had to be oh, six minutes what do I got for six minutesronics. I'm I can't okay, I love subronics like as like Won as a fan because I went to a few of his performances. I'm not gonna lie. Every time his whole audience has BO. everybody. I'm like, oh, nobody in here has D right. But I think I got my fucking I don't know, maybe it was a sign. I was I was mixing the other day like nonstop and I'd been running around and I have a special jacket that I wear when I DJ that's like a really it's like a nice, I don't know what material it is, but it's really nice, like a uh a sports jacket, like a bomber. No, it's not a bomber style. It's like a I can't I can't remember this. It's like a sports jacket, but it's this material that's really nice. it's just always been my DJ jacket. It's like my lucky DJ jacket. and uh I usually wash it like on a delicate cycle and don't put it in the dryer to keep it preserved because it's really, really nice and I had been running around for a couple days and then mixed for like a solid, I don't know, I was in there like all together, I was in there, I think like nine or ten hours and I spent most of those the most of that time, like actively mixing because my music was not it was not s synched, so I had to hand pitch everything on four decks, which was overwhelming, which, by the way, I also did not know, which is why, like you like I did post at least one of the videos. but it's I'm embarrassed. I'm wearing yellow. yellow's not a good color. I'm looking heavy as fuck, like, oh, man, they had that video in the sidebar next to this girl, that's like a size double zero model. like fucking DJ and the rainforest with like grown footage and like HD, like, and then all her videos were like, she was she was like DJing and the one was like in the rainforest. one was like on a beach. Like she just had like she was all these destinations that had the drone footage, like money, but also like beauty just like pure beauty. Like she didn't have to do good. Like her music sounded good, but like she looked awkward as fuck not being able to dance to her own music. But still, like the like what why would you be paying attention to that when A she's beautiful, that's a distraction, be drone footage of like whatever the fucked rainforest or like tropical beach, like she was everywhere. I was like fuck this bitch. And algorithm's like Toby salty. I was like, I'm a little salty because it showed my thumbnail next to her thumb nail and I was like, no, no, no no. no like, oh so bad. So now I know. I know better than to look fat. Don't be ugly in New York. I was actually in full hair and makeup with my nails done with my Cardi B style nails. Yes, I was, but the yellow shirt on camera and it wasn't the best camera. It was like so I like I I used to have a camera like that when I first got into filmmaking when I was like eight. It was like the same camera. I'm like yo, this is bad. It's really bad. But, you know, all that's investments, investments. I don't think it's gonna be even I don't think it's gonna be any better, which, by the way, some people are delusional, bro. I just got Snapchat. I haven't had Snapchat since Allie died so I've been like I've been away from like that whole world and like seeing first of all, people actually pay money to dress their fucking, like, what are those things called? their little animated. Like, okay, you're paying money to put clothes on a on a 2D creature, you are dumb. That's why they do that, though. I'm like, oh, I need this forage shirt for my fucking Snapchat animated thing. I'm like, that's stupid. I mean, like if you got it. But still, even if you got it, it seems like I could have a million dollars and I still wouldn't spend a dollar to dress a fucking animime character. That's stupid. I like that's stupid. However, these are the same people that are posting actual like I could never post a selfie without filter on, cause I'm looking at myself in the camera with no make up and no hair and like just ugly. And I'm looking at myself in the camera and then one of these filters comes on and I'm like yo, I am beautiful. One of these filters comes out and just automatically made me pretty. And I was like, oh, like, but some people post that selfie and then they're under the or they put that as the background on their phone and they're under the illusion that that's what they look like like bitch, you don't look like that. You don't look like that you should not like that's for fun. You should not send those pictures. You should not you I don't think you should be able to save those pictures. Like, no, like, honestly, and if you post them, wouldn't it be funny if the algorithm just took off all the fucking corrections? Wouldn't it be funny if like, oh, like we see this filter, we'll just take off the filter when you post it. So like it posts with all without the Photoshop or without the filter, that would be hilarious. That'd be a funny hack. But coders who doing more like ethical things are nonethical things. I don't know what hackers do. I got accused of being one once, because I had a bunch of flash drives and hard drives. I realized that this is just like this is just what happens when you become a music producer. I'm like, I don't have space for this. I need more like I need more flash drives. I need more hard drives. I need more SD cards. Like I need space for my stuff. Somebody was like people think you're a hacker. I was like, you're an idiot. But that's hilarious. And that was one of the funniest things I've ever been accused of being, because it's like, bro, if I was a hacker, do you think I'd be staying in this fucking hostel, dummy? Fucking dumb. Why would I be hacking from this hostel? Well, I do really actually, you know what? I think that yes. But also we have more stories to tell eventually, what was I gonna say about subtrronics? I just love this music, very good, very, very good, very good. That's it. I don't have anything else to say. I thought I was gonna take up at least half an episode, because I was actively listening to it. I've been actively listening to it like sober in the middle of the day, but it is good running music sometimes. Sometimes I'm just like, oh dude, like I have to stop running and head bang. like this is inappropriate, this is inappropriate. I don't I don't know, I don't highly recommend a lot of bass music, like in the city setting, because something happens mechanically in your brain, something at least my brain, where it's like, oh, like that shouldn't synchronize this way. That shouldn't do that. Don't do that. why? What frequency? Idiots. idiots. lots the same guy, by the way. This is the same guy. He doesn't like, what's fucked up is he have a whole vehicle, he doesn't leave the neighborhood. Like he's a menace, like he does not leave the neighborhood. He doesn't. like he drives in circles all day. And like that's his that's he has like no other power. I get it. Like I' I'm understanding like I'm studying the psychology of people with small brains like this. is that like he has no power over like the rest of his life, so like that's his that's his like freedom. That's his power as being able to do that for like a second at a time, like he that's it, then he rounds the corner and does it again, then he rounds like the fucked up thing to me is it's like bro, you're not going to go anywhere with that. Like you have a whole vehicle, a whole vehicle, like anything I have to do I have to go on foot. That's I'm not gonna lie to disadvantage. I mean, like it's not too much of a disadvantage in New York, but anywhere else it's like, you don't have a car. I'm like, yeah. I don't. Like New York is probably the only place in the US that you absolutely really don't need one. You really don't. And honestly, when I see people with cars here, I'm like yo dude, I hope you paid that all the way off because like, honestly like if you're in debt for that, like you you lost like, you lost, like you're not going anywhere and it's like depreciating as you drive it, like this just like, I don't know. I saw well, I was on the bus and we hit a car. The bus kept going. Bus kept going and totally did. It did not make it didn't even flinch like the bus was like oops, you were over the line. I was like damn damn. So eventually eventually that person is gonna come out and be like, oh. ho No, anyway, we do have to talk about some of this entered the multiverse. We are over an hour, so thank you for listening. Yay, what I want on the peloton one arm on the pelotone. Again, I'm not getting paid, but I think going against the grain of like corporate greed right now is the best thing. So all of the things that I can possibly like put online for free. I'm putting online for free. um I'm also trying to get I'm trying to start the process of giving away like copies of my album for free and you know, as springtime and festival season gears up, public spaces. Oh, we didn't talk about the fluffer. First of all, I was worried that it wasn't gonna come out. Excuse me, gosh, what is happening right now? Flip? It snot. stuck somewhere trapped in my space. I'm sorry about that. If you can hear that on this recording, I apologize for that. I apologize, but whatever. Ooh, maybe, well, yeah, I do get like weird. I get weird when I don't work out enough, so I did that. I also went to the gym. I ran yesterday, and then I got on the peloton for an hour and I slept hard between like shaking myself awake to be like, my Amazon

They say new York drinking water is some of the cleanest— don't buy it! I saw a billboard that said 8 glasses of tap water will prevent a heart attack. That's because it already has so much asprin in it! Yooo! Don't drink that! “Some of the cleanest drinking water in the country” Then what the fuck is in the tap water in the rest of the country?! New York tap water ain't right! It's not. Even my brita filter is like “Well, I'll do my best” But it doesn't. I drink tap water out the brita filter and I'm still like “Well geez, I'm sleepy” Fuck that. I moved to New York and had to double triple my budget for water. “New York tap water is “potable” What doe ther even mean. Notice it's not the word “safe” or “healthy” or “clean” It's “potable” Which means— It passes for people we don't really consider people anyway. If you can't afford a real clean water then you deserve whatever's in this mess here— “It's potable” Don't trust that. This is coming from the same government that tried to tell us ketchup was a vegetable. KETCHUP IS A VEGETABLE = NEW YORK DRINKING WATER IS SAFE TO DRINK. THIS IS THE SAME LIE. TRANSACRIPT: (Uncorrected, cause this is a lot of words.) We'll see how bad it gets. Good morning Krusty crew! you guys are Kusty crew now. I'm sure at least a few of you listeners are Krusty, like my morning voice. Hello. This episode is brought to you by Amazon. I'm just kidding. They're not paying me. However, I always have like a particular difficulty, like retrieving my Amazon fresh order, and I'm pretty sure so that it's it's so that I can come back on here and be like,Yo, okay, like what the fuck is up with Amazon? And allthough I don't think they need advertising. I haven't seen an actual television and like years, but I've never seen a commercial for Amazon. I've never seen a commercial like they don't need it. They fucking totally cornered the market on every fucking thing you need. Everything. like to the point that some people are like specifically like anti-amazon, which I don't know, I think I want to pride myself on being anti-amon for a while, but really Amazon was like anti-me. They're like your identity. You're sketchy. Now, who are you? I like I couldn't I couldn't Amazon for the longest time and it caused me the greatest difficulty in my life. I was literally paying like more for everything that I needed period. There was no like there was no finagling. I just love finagling. I don't know why. There't there was no getting around it. Like I couldn't just like oh, like here's a here's a fucking alternative to Abbott, there's no alternatives. Like I found companies in the process of doing that that I do like, but like I still have to revert back to Amazon because like most of those companies are like really good, like sustainable companies and like organic companies and like even small businesses, but at the same time, because they are those things, they cost me more and so it's like I can't afford like not to do this anyway. what's going on? We get an episode today. Well, we get we get an episode. We according to this Amazon hall, by the way took two days, like I thought that I was making an order because I was well, here here it is. It's like this was my equivalent for like drunk ordering anything. I don't drink. But if there, you know, if there's like a close, you know, like, I don't know. I don't think I could actually manage to my indigenous heritage kind of grants me like a certain functionality when drinking, although there's like a level. There's like a limit. Like I go from completely functional and like cooperative to no, like very quickly. So I don't think that I could be the type of like blacked out drunk person to order on Amazon. But if I were, this is this is the order I would have made. I guess you could I guess you could kind of compare the fact that like I went out after, what, two days of not working out? I had to go run an errand and that was the worst. That was the worst. I went out in New York ugly for the first time and I went out in New York ugly for the first time in a long time because I I was like, okay, I learned my lesson. like don't be ugly in New York. So I went out ugly because I didn't care. I was like, okay, well, I have to do this fucking errand and everything was bad. Everything went wrong. Everything was bad because well, I mean like I blamed myself I wasn't working out. I think I ran like a considerable amount that day and did like maybe 15 minutes on the pelone, but it wasn't enough. because I I went out and like lights were flickering and there was I was like, what? fucking side dimension is this is not where I live? This is not the place, this is not the place. and so I went out and I had a horrible time, and when I came back, I was like, fuck it, I'm hungry. and I'm pretty sure I just did what's fucked up is damn, I meant to Google. I meant to Google whatever the fuck the thing is that you do before Passover. I'm pretty sure it's called Schchitz. Like I'm not 100% sure because I keep telling myself like I'm gonna Google that. Passover is literally like tomorrow. But also I just got rice. And I left lintils off of my I think lintils is a no, no. I think it's disputed. Like people are like lintels and oats and some people are like yes, and some people are like no. And I'm like,Yo, dude, well, I'm vegan. And a lot of Jews are not, so I mean, like can't we just like substitute, but like the whole point of schitz or whatever you call it, I need to look it up. I'm pretty sure it's Fish. Sch fits like 90% sure, but that's I mean like 90 still 90's and A. It's a low A, but it's an A. And so I think it's something close. I think it starts with the S and ends with a Z like most Jewish and or Yiddish slang terms. or words. I don't know, I love Jews. I'm obsessed with them. I've been thinking about going to like actual services on Saturdays. However, I I like I find it hard to actually move myself on Saturdays in New York. I'm like there's too much. It's too much. It's too much. I don't wanna be out. fuck this. I don't wanna go out even if it's like too a Jew church, like it might be worth it. Especially if it was like like you know, nothing like Mormon church, not in the middle of the day for five hours. Not in the middle of the day for five hours, it might be. I mean, like I don't I don't know. I don't know anything about the actual, like I don't know anything about that shit. I just have it somewhere in my body. I'm like Jew things. hello Jews. anyway. it's no secret. I love Jews. I love Mormons. I actually like all the people. especially people who practice religiously like religiously. I'm like, oho, dude, like, well, I mean like they're extremists, but they're extremists atheists. so I mean like both of like just to be an extremist in any way is wrong. I worked very, very minimally for in for an extremist vegan last year, and I'm still traumatized by it. I still like he grabbed my backpack to keep me from fucking catching the bus and which, by the way, was the day that I lost my wallet. I specifically blame that. like I blame him for that. like I dropped my wallet because he was like, oh, we have to do this or we have to do a group hug. And he like, I was like, oh, nope, my bus is coming and he grabbed the in and he grabbed the back of my backpack and like for some reason now he grabbed the back of my backpack and I was like, what the fuck you doing? He was like, we have to do a group hug. And then I was like, yo, and then I ended up running for the bus and like g getting paid and not having my wallet with me by the time I got back to my apartment, cause I was like shaking him. I was like, the fuck are you pulling on me? Now every time I get every time I get caught on something, I cuss that motherfucker out. like, I don't know. I don't know if it has any direct, like effect on him, cause like every time, every time I get caught on something, and I feel like the motion of a pull, I I just start cussing him out in my brain. I'm like,uck this dude. I hate you. But anyway, I hated him for a lot of reasons. I didn't quit that job cause he paid in cash at the end of each day. It was like he was like one of those horrible people that's like bro, I don't like and everybody knew it and everybody like tipted and walked on eggshells around this motherfucker. But like he paid in cash. He paid in cash tax free at the end of each day, so it was like, yo, if you could get through the end of each day without quitting, you get your whole paycheck today, which and he was paying like a pretty living wage like over minimum wage for New York. So I was like, okay, all right. But I think that I think that was the game. It was like I was supposed to quit because he was like he was terrible. and it was like, why haven't you quit yet? I'm like, he pays in cash. At the end of the day, like all I have to do is suffer through this fruit. however long it takes to get cash at the end of the day. Then I drop my wallet and that was a terrible thing because he paid in cash at the end of the day and I dropped my wallet and nobody's turning in a fucking wallet with a full paycheck of cash in it. So I never got that wallet back and then I well, we could call it like a draw not too long after because he he was like, why haven't you quit yet? I'm going to make you quit. I'm like, you will not make me quit. I will get paid cash at the end of this day. Cash. Anyway, anyway, it's tax free cash, daily, I'll be back. Anyw, what's going on? Oh, I don't know. I don't know. Was that saying something about Amazon? Oh, extremists. I mean, like I don't I don't think that has anything to do with anything, but being extreme oh, he is extremist vegan. Like he would do mean things to you to try to make you be like oh, I give up meat completely and like veganism is one of those things where it's like it's like alcoholism. Like you have to be ready to change. You get or like ear anything, honestly. like any kind of whatever, like you can't make a person do anything until they're ready. Like you can try, but like most of the time the behavior is just gonna revert back to itself like overeating not working out not working out, like the sugar, like dietary changes, like pretty much any like major behavioral changes have to be initiated by that person for like a personal reason. Like you and even if you are going to convince them to change in some way, you have to like you have to suit them. You have to make it kind of seem like it's their idea. Like you can't just force your ideas onto somebody and be like, oh, you're you know what, you're right. Like I would change because you were this fucking mean to me. I'm like, that doesn't make actually, you know what, after a year of going out at New York, I was like, fine. And then I remembered why because I was like, it's not that bad, whatever, sweatuit and I had fucking I've been getting a lot of work done, so I had my nails like Cardi B long for a while, but then I was like, this is inefficient. if for the things that I have to do, like the amount of things that I have to do with my hands, I can get all this done quicker and then do my nails again later as's not gonna be like that big of a deal, because it, you know, like it you do just figure out a different way to do things with your hands. It's like almost like the nails aren't there, except for typing. And I type very fast and I work very fast, so I'm like, okay, like, these nails gotta go. And so they went. And so I've just been down back to bare bones and like natural hair and no makeup and like yo, yesterday, yes, because I did this twice because I was like once you do it once, I was like I was already like in the bottom of like people scowling at me and shit. So I was like, okay, well, you know, scowls, whatever, I can do this again because I have like one more errand and this dude, this kid this kid that works at the Walgreens was like, oh, I thought you were a terrorist. Like, he didn't say that, but he did. He was like he was like, I thought you were gonna lay down and like, I thought it was over. I thought you were gonna like pull out a can of C4 and blow us all up. And I was like, what? And I forgot that I was like usually like when I go out pretty people treat me nice cause duh. felt like when I go out like regular, people are like oh, like oh, like I'm like, oh, is it that bad? That's what I told the kid, cause I forgot like, I'm just so used to like, I'm still the same consciousness. I'm still the same personality on the inside like it don't matter like, you know, like I just ran here. I I'm like high on endorphins or whatever. likeT's like he was like, oh, like, oh, and I was like, oh, God, is it that bad? I have like a cone head because I'm wearing a bun, but I'm also wearing a hat and a hood, cause it's been nicely cold. It's been great and I I'm worried about the environment cause it's not raining. It's spring, like we're about the hop straight from like the dead of winter to summer and it like and I know it's almost summer because it was like 9 pm last night and the sun had just gone down. I was like, oh, that's fucked up. It's spring again. I was like no, as bad news. It's like that's bad news. It hasn't rained once. Like how are the fucking people? Like, what is the birth doing? Because I mean, like the P people are bad. Well, I mean, like no, not necessarily. I just hadn't like, honestly, the people are always the same. It's like perception, so like when I do my hour on the pelotone and my mild minimum run or whatever, and then I go out into the world, I'm like literally don't like all that shit like bounces off of me. Like the people are still shitty. I'm sure of it. but like I'm just just don't care. It's like a shield live like indoor friends feeling at my peak. That's what I feel. But lately I haven't been feeling great so I haven't been working out, so I haven't I haven't been feeling great because I haven't been working out and it is it has the possibility to be what's it called a vicious cycle, but it did it. Like I was I realized it right away that I was like, oh, this is this is wrong. This is wrong, I don't live here. I don't live here, and I had a very good hour on the pillot last night because two two days ago, I was like, oh, this is this is what happened. I went out and I came back and I was feeling like negative. I was like, no, that was a bad experience. I' hungry now because, you know, sometimes anxiety causes my stomach to churn in a way that's like just fill it with something. And I'm like, okay, usually I understand like anxiety, eating and I can avoid it. Like I understand that like, okay, this is stress or whatever. and I can like, you know, just fill my stomach with water as I'm not hungry. I'm like nervous. I'm not hungry I have anxiety. Like most of the time people eat because they're bored, not because they're hungry. And so I'm like, you know, I'm I don't I haven't I don't mind at all. And so I kind of refuse to allow myself to get bored, but like I do notice like like I eat more when I put like, okay, this this Amazon hall says to me that I'm about to make some ball music because it is the equivalent of something that's like I would have done in a state of like a different state of mind or consciousness as if I were drinking. This this like, okay, like our only emptied it pre-pisode because I was sure that I was like, oh, I know I have ice cream in here. I finally found the fucking bin and Jerry's that I wanted. I was so sick of going to the store and looking through fucking like container after container of bin and Jerry's and not finding the one that I rigid like the first one that I picked up, the first time that I decided like, I'm going to give n non-air Ben and Jerry's a try. I've tried all the other expensive fucking ice creams vegans, and I'm for the most like oh, this one's kind of got like ice chips in it's like freezer burnt tasting this one melts funny and turns into like a gelatinous goo. So I'm like okay Ben and Jerry's like knows what the fuck they're doing and they do what's fucked up about Ben and Jerry's is they're non-airy tastes and is texturized, like they regular ice cream. So it's like the closest thing to regular ice cream. I don't get paid by the way, by any of these people. However, I am like now getting into like the the likeet verse of doing things because I have to because I'm like I make too much music for people not to know about it. Like whether it's gonna be like mediocre bass music or eventually like, I don't know, the most legendary bass music of all time. I now have goals. Well, I mean, like I kind of entered into this DJ thing with like the one thing. I was like, okay, like, if I can't be this, like, what is the point of being like anything else if I can't be this good at doing that, like why would I even like and then I realized I'm like, oh, I'm doing like a house oriented sets, but like, yo, I came here for dubstep. Like, what? oh, are we going to talk about some? We have to talk about subtrronics because I can't I'm like, yo, I can't like, what? Like, I understand as a like, I'm I'm a double fan now because I okay, let's finish all these things. Don't go out in New York ugly. Just don't be ugly in New York. Just don't do it. Just try. just try. just try and New York will give you back an energy what you fucking like it's you you get out of it what you put in. Just try, try. I see people wearing less croccks now. This is good, like, but my equivalent of not wearing crocs is like yo like hair and makeup every day, like non-negotiable. Don't be ugly. I'm like, okay, all right, whatever. I get an out, that kid was like, oh, are you a terrorist? I was like, what the fuck, kid? Like, you were you were nice to me the other day. I'm the same person. I'm the same person making the same transaction, what the fuck? Anyway, so I got back from my errands feeling just totally destroyed. and I made this Amazon hall, but I thought that I was gonna eat in a few hours, whatever I was ordering instead of two days from when I was ordering, they were like, oh no, this is the next available delivery window. I was like that is a deficit to like my like, what if I don't want it two days from now? This is technically an impulse decision based on the fact that I'm reacting badly to whatever the fuck just happened outside. Actually, you know what, though. I just unpacked this fucking Amazon hall, which, by the way, I get the most expensive and non-exciting Amazon haul of all time. The only is like of all time, every time I order Amazon, I'm disappointed unless dish soap or like, I don't know, cleaning supplies. I get like a certain I'm like, yes, it's here. Lysyle has a new fucking scent that I'm just I adore it. I'm like, yo, yo, this doesn't smell like anything I've smelled before for like cleaning. It's like the fabulosa ofysol, which why haven't I just been using fabuloso? Fabuloso used to be mad cheap. Now everybody like caught on to the fact that fabuloso is one of the best multiurpose cleaners ever like of all time. No, they're not paying me either, but I don't really care. Like my whole new thing is like, my whole new thing is like everybody's like subscribe this and fucking $15 a month and like y, dude, you're sucking everybody's income out of them, like everybody who's living under a certain level of fucking like everybody who can't just buy things flat out has to buy them on a subscription and if you count up all the subscriptions like that's like the whole like the common American worker right now, like the common one, like not the, oh, I have an okay job or like, you know, you should just get an education or like, whatever you're elitist mentality makes you think that like your life and your privilege is not like your life and your privilege is your merit. That's I'm not talking about you because you skated through life on your genetics, basically, and you think that you earned what you have, but you didn't. Your grandparents and their parents did and blah, blah, blah, and your lucky that way. But the rest of us are out here like $15 a month for this $20 a month for that. and it adds up to like your entire income is like, okay, after your living expenses like you're still gonna be in like a pretty unshakable amount of debt. because you're like, okay, well, I mean, like I can't afford to do it flat out. Like if I did all these subscriptions at once, flat out, and each of them is like 200 hundred a year, if I did them all flat out, I would be like, I don't know, like at least 5K like a year just like at once. I don't have that. Most people don't have that. and so it's like, okay, well, you can break it down and this is how the businesses are fucking people. They're like oh well, I mean like you can pay for it monthly but it's actually more monthly. Like you save money if you do it yearly, but it's like oh, but if I need everything pretty much all at wants if I need everything pretty much all at once and I can't afford to do everything all at once by the year, I'm actually going to pay more doing it by the month, but I can only afford to do it by the month. So this is the thing that's like fucking with me. I'm like, oh, you guys are fucking with people. What's my point? Oh, I don't know, oh, everybody's being fucking greedy as fuck, which is is just leaving a bad taste in my mouth for humanity at all. I'm like, you greedy motherfuckers. Like, I might live this life in an in an ideal way for now, but it is a temporary space of like discomfort in order for me to observe and understand, like, how better my energy can be suited in the next don't I don't. I mean, like my next incarnation needs to be like a body list, like orb of air and light. Like that's I don't want another like human body, because first of all the planet is like unless you guys find like another habitable planet. and like, I'm not in the I'm not in the fucking level yet where they're gonna be like, oh, like you're fucking worth saving, like we'll take you to our like, we'll take you to our Elysium in space, where only the elite people and the people that we deem worthy will be here and we'll leave like pretty much Hollywood's been telling us forever. They're like, yo, we're gonna leave all the poor ugly, colored people on this planet. and like, when this planet is like destroyed by it by pretty much our doing. And we're gonna like float on some kind of system and space because we have no idea for like a second, like a close enough habitable planet for us to then, like just move on to, like, I don't care what you say, like repopulating Mars is dumb. It is dumb. It is dumb. It's not a fucking it's not a happy place. Like because at one point, because at one point it was a habitable planet. And guess what? we're we're pretty destructive species. It's just historically and like beyond historically, because typically once we destroy ourselves, like as a species, all of our knowledge all of our knowledge and records are destroyed with us. So we have this like, we have this sense of knowing within our like within our mega that's like, oh, if something happened here. But what? And some people have actually access to that within their minds and within their consciousness. It's like, oh yeah, it's like, like, yeah, a lot ofass music producers are like, what, you think I'm from here? I don't give a fuck about this. I don't give a fuck about this. I'm like, I get it. Like this is just for now. This is just for now. I might be included in this, but also I'm like, yo, dude, like I'm pretty environmental when it comes down to like this planet is, you know, anyway. was I just saying, don't be ugly in New York. Oh, okay, so I made this Amazon fucking hall, like a drunk fucking person. Although, like a drunk person, I was kind of looking out for my future self because there's a lot of stable, like there's a lot of pantry staples in here that's like, bro, you won' run out of food. like you might have rice blowat, but you won't run out of food because sometimes I do sometimes I spring so much for the organic and for the like for the like vitamin packs, like superfoods they call it superfoods, but those are just regular foods. Like if you strip down all the foods that are not foods, like all the foods that are actually just like chemical and overprocessed, like if you took all those things off the planet, because they shouldn't exist really anyway. Like you would be left with what they call superfoods or what they market as superfoods that are actually just foods. like, no, these are the foods that you were technically like designed to eat. These are the foods that will fuel your energy for whatever the fuck you have to take on. This is the food that you're like you're made to eat. But they call it superfoods and market it as such and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I just got bored. Anyway, what the fuck was that saying? Oh, I took I had like had a hand and creating my next masterpiece. Because I got things that I typically don't. I'm I don't fuck with things like that, like snack foods. But as I said before, like we're not produced that snack, I really do, and I haven't been snacking because I'm like, oh dude, like it's not worth it. I'm I'm New York vein like also have these DJs are just like so skinny, and I'm just like, oh, this body shaving, you can't say that or. I'm like, no, like I aspire to be that. so that people actually pay attention not for what I'm doing, but how I look. So trust me, I'm assimilating. I really am. Oh, which, by the way, I have a discord now. I don't know what the fuck it's for. I have no idea I also have a twitch. I have a twitch. There's nothing on it. I have I have pretty much everything. I even got a Snapchat. I haven't had a sn Snapchat since Ollie died because Ollie was my only sn Snapchat friend as it I have a sn Snapchat. This is all for music though. It's not like when I think about it, I'm like oh, this is the dumbest fucking shit ever and I'm do it when I'm fucking I'm actually figuring out like I'm using like I have TikTok eww and well what's great about it is I am using it like as a business tool so I'm not stuck on the shit like I'm not I am scrolling now, but not I'm like what's weird is like my energy is like looking for something. I'm like oh like okay, like this DJ posted something or like this might want a free copy of my fucking of my music to play or whatever. So I should hit them up. Like as I'm using it as a business platform more than like a social platform because I'm just not just not a social person. It doesn't make sense to be, but now I'm understanding like with the feedback that I'm getting that like, oh, this is how you do it. Like I'm not gonna get a job in this industry unless I assimilate to like what I'm hoping doesn't happen is that I assimilate too much because now all of a sudden I'm like I should get a vape I should get a vape like all the kind that I like are illegal in New York. And I'm actually really proud of the fact that I quit vaping when I got here like when I got here because I was thinking that I was traveling outside of the country and like I didn't want to be like I don't know, traveling outside of the US makes me feel like I'm an ambassador for my country so I don't want to represent my country badly. However, I feel like the actual chosen representatives of the country are not doing like the greatest job. so it doesn't matter what I do like because they are technically the ambassadors to this country like they like I'm pretty much aware like a stamp on my head that has their fucking face and or name on it when I go outside the country anyway I don't know I I usually try to assimilate in that way when I travel outside of the country like learn to speak like you're not American because most countries have an opinion about that. They're like oh you're an American deer, they're you're stupid. I'm like I'm not arguing. How many miles is a kilometer? Can you translate this before we hold up? Let me get Google translate? I'm I'm American, man. I'm American to the point where I have the fucking math doesn't make sense. Like it doesn't make sense. Apple pie, I yeah, apple pie. However, though, I realized because of this, and my indigenous heritage, I have kind of like a like a weird, I don't know, I can't I amm not sure. Like I think because of the way that I've decided to craft my lifestyle, I have like kind of an upperhand advantage at like understanding culture, like understanding culture just culturally, like what has happened from like the inside of the like the like the corporate, like conglomerate capitalists, like like set epicenter. Well, I don't know. I've been reading enough about China to be like wow, China. Also, I't I'm loving this. I'm getting I'm getting feedback on my fucking like my what's it called? My stats or whatever. And I don't have a lot of fans and followers, which is sad, which by the way, if you're listening to this, like check check out my other big gold check out the YouTube. It's at the festival project by the way YouTube YouTubeube.com slash at because it's weird that they have like for their backslashes, but it's at the festival project I'm the festival project. There's a whole bunch of people trying to really like I've been telling people that my project is the festival project for a while and now all these people are coming out of nowhere like I'm the festival project. I'm like, you are not. Like, you are not the festival project. Stop lying on yourself. I'm the festival project. I've always been the festival project, at the festival project, that's me, not anybody else. That's you, technically, like the letter you, with no check mark because I'm not paying for that shit. Would I become notable enough to have a Wikipedia page, they'll put the fucking check mark on it for me. I ain't paying for it. I'm paying for it the fuck that like that's like you could buy a grabby award now. I'm sure that you can. I' 100% sure that you could do that. Which is sad and it's likeo, dude, I actually like I what's it? I I don't know. I think I come from a weird world where it's like I hold the academy to like such high regard that it's like I'm like the fact that I'm like pretty certain that you could buy a Grammy makes me sad because it's like like I don't know this whole oh, that's what I was saying. I'm giving away all my shit for free because everybody's greedy motherfuckers. Like I'm giving away my music for free like the album that I dropped yesterday all the rage is 100% free. All you have to do is go on my website and download it. That's it like you don't even have to spend money on a subscription for a streaming service like you could just go get that at my website www.mU.uru. That's the website you can just download whatever the fuck I haven't put all my music up there because honestly I'm I'm realizing how much music I have and like how long I've been making music and I'm like, oh you're like oh okay, first of all, I'm like it's gonna be it's hard it's hard enough for me to just format it and put it on a flash drive just to like have all my music together because I've made it over time and so the expand it it's just a lot like it's just a lot all my music's not in one place, all my mixtapes are not in one place. I just got to sound cloudy yesterday. I only got a SoundCloud to enter a fucking beat making contests the first time I've ever done anything like that like I've entered DJ contests so I can try to get a job, but I've never done a beat making contest, so I've never had to actually like condense my creative space into like a one minute thing. And so, I don't know, I really enjoyed doing that, but it's not something that I was looking at the other contest, they were like, it's for a clout. I'm like, that's stupid. I don't want to waste time on clout. Cloths not gonna pay my bills, anyhho. Clout. Oh, what was I saying? Oh, I was supposed to talk about subtrronics, my Galypes, refrigerator. These Ecuadorian bananas. Okay, I have a like I eat a lot of bananas because bananas and for whatever reason, if found bananas like synonymous with New York City, I always have even before before I lived here, I think it's just because it was like the cheapest thing that I could find is like bananas like bananas. That's what I gonna eat bananas. So I always just kind of like for some reason it was like, oh, from in New York, I need bananas. Now I live in New York and I'm like I see why. But now I'm like my flavor palate is changing to be more specific and so I'm like a banana connoisseur, but I finally like I landed on a I landed on bananas. I landed on bananas that I just love so much. First of all, they're huge, they're huge. I also like these really tiny bananas that are like sweet and little and like they have a very specific taste, and I like the red ones, and yo, that lady when I lived in Mexico, she was so elusive, like she came she was the only lady in the whole place with red bananas and like these red, these really tiny red bananas have like the like they're the best bananas I've ever tried. But the second bananas, the second best bananas I've ever tried are Ecuadorian bananas. and I'm like, yo, dude, first of all, they are huge. Like they're big thick, they're like big, they're big and they're d they're big, big, perfectly sized bananas. good girth. good, nice, just good bananas. They're huge. and uh I don't know, like I started going to the store and then I stopped going to it because rac is oops, I'm not supposed to say that. I I just realize something. I realize something about the world like that you can't even you can't even insinuate like a conversation about race. Like people people will get like people start to get upset, like one way or another. Like I said, extremism on both sides exists. I don't like I can't I'm I'm post racial. Like I can't pick a side anyway like you're gonna put me on one side or another based on your perception of who I am or what I do but like I'm completely like I'm like literally the most neutral thing that ever like literally the most neutral thing that ever. And so what was I just saying, oh, I don't know, I went into a hole. Acuadorian bananas. We'll just we'll just re her back to Acuadorian bananas. Yes, extremism, no. Ecuadorian bananas, yes. They are the best. They are the best, and not only is the size perfect, but the flavor of the banana is just a little bit different from like Guatemalan bananas or Mexican bananas, like no, Ecuadorian bananas. And so now I've gotten into the habit of like, I found another store that has Ecuadorian bananas, thank goodness, because like when I stopped going to the other store, I was like god damn it, they have the Ecuadorian bananas. like that was the one thing from there that I liked and the Uber pancakes. But we'll it's okay. That controversial episode, which I'm like, what's it called? referencing may or may not er. I need to it's like a twohour episode that I did in an emotional kind of turmoil. I need to check that episode to see if I want to air it. It might it might not. Like it could just be like deleted, because I felt like it was forced. I was like why are you try why are you trying to make me act out of my fucking character? Fuck you. Like I don't like when people try to force things. So that sometimes happens where people will come out of the woodwork and be like, talk about this experience. And I'm like, "Yo, dude, you just cornered me into making me feel like unsafe and not great. I don't necessarily and then it was like the energy was like, okay, I have to talk about this, but I didn't like the way that it made me feel. So the fact that it felt forced was like eh but I definitely earned that next tattoo. I'm I'm behind on tattoos I have two tattoos that I have to get it. I definitely earn that one. I earn that one with the help of Erica body, but I'll explain that in some in the multiverse and legends things later. I don't understand how things work sometimes in the universe, but that was one of those things I was like this is this is not even a synchronicity. This is like a this is an experience. We'll see if that episode's worth posting, but either way, I in the tattoo, I earn the tattoo beforehand, that was just the solidification, I think. Anyhho. what the fuck is I say? Ah, Ecuore bananas, yes, yes. Because it makes me think like like, if their bananas are like this, what are their women like? Like, I could give no fucks about the men. I'm not a lesbian, but like, I'm thinking in the way of like a I'm thinking in the masculine way that's like, you know, if they're bananas tastes like this, like, what are their women like Ecuadorian bananas? I think about that, because I'm like yod dude, like my taste profile is based on my diet. So, if these bananas come from Euador, like, what else comes from Ecuador that's fucking perfect. probably women. I don't believe in perfect men. I mean, like perfect looking, sure, perfect acting, sure, a combination of these things to together, rare, but like a per perfect women exist all over the place. Like perfect men. I don't think is a thing. I don't think it is. And that's not me being sexist or like because honestly, if you listen to the way that I speak, like being like a I don't have a preference for gender, just don't be a fucking sh shit hole of a human being. Like I don't care what you are, how you are, like just be cool, you know, like B peaceful and mind your manners and shut the fuck up. I mean like I'm not trying to silence people, but like be mindful of your environment. You know what I'm saying? Be mindful of people around you because there are so many there so many. And you are the focus I to try to say Acuadorian bananas, yes, as good. Are we ready to talk about subronics? Did I talk about all my websites and stuff? We have a discord. It's I think you can find me on discord at blue the guru and it's the same on twitch. I haven't posted anything to twitch yet. I did. I did tape a couple of my performances, but they were horrible. They were horrible and honestly they were just so that I could enter a contest so I could try to get a job. Like that was it. I did that. I was like, well, I have to do something because you you miss 100% percent of the chances you don't take. I believe truly in that so like I would rather enter something that's like mediocre and at least be on the radar and be like, hey, I'm trying. Like I'm really trying with all the things that like all the things that I'm going through and all the work that I have to do like I'm at least trying to get my work seen and I'm at least trying to put it out there and like, you know, the odds of me winning at something like that, especially if it is last minute and it is like mediocre and I know it's not my best performance, which, by the way, I think okay, people really like, oh, this is what I was saying about my audience. One, people really like talkatoo. That's one of my first actual productions, okay? It has almost no technique whatsoever. Well, it does, and I I did work like really hard on it, but like yo, I made that song in a tree, literally a tree, like like a tree. People like this song. It's for some reason gotten really popular, like no out of nowhere. Like people are like this song. I'm like, really? I made that in a tree with no plugins, no I'm pretty sure it's all stock samples. People love it. People love that song, but honestly it is one of my like it is it like it mixes with everything, talking to like if you need like a filler song and I think it is long enough that's like, yo, dude. Like, if you need to go to the bathroom or whatever, like this song is like the song rocks. And honestly, I don't know why that well, I mean, like that song is special. It was the first song I ever heard played back on a system at a festival. because I was like, like here's my music, whatever. And I didn't expect because the DJ was like,, you suck. And I was like, and just be just looking at me because I like ran up during a fucking uh, like a power outage at this fucking rave. I was like, yo, like this this might be the only time that I could actually talk to the you you miss 100% of the chances you don't take. So I was like, okay, like, this might be the only time I could talk to this guy. The power just went out and I was like, then now is my chance because like otherwise mid party and it was a good party, like it was a good one. It was a good it was it was a good one. It was a really great. It was a really great. um but, yeah, that was the first time I ever heard my music played back because I like ran up and I was like yod like here here's me, here's my music, here's a flas I have like you could keep it. has my music on it and it had I think at the I think it just had copy and paste on it like that whole EP was done and so a copy and paste is just talk to this other song called Nero, which has me like hand drumming on it, which is a cool song too. I use the Ableton push. I love the Ableton push and I had to forfeit it because it wasn't going back in my luggage. I couldn't afford it. So somebody fucking I feel charitable about this. Somebody inherited a $1200 at the time that it's depreciated, somebody inherited what I paid $1200 for for free, I think we're even. Anyway, um I add in uteroakatu and 43 on it. That's copy and paste and like, I I ran up during a blackout and I was like here. like, here's my stuff. And he was so annoyed. The DJ was so fucking annoyed. He was like, what are you saying? Like, and if they were like, the powers are, we can't get the power to come back on. so like people had started like a drum circle over in the corner and some people were leaving, they're like, you know, when the power goes out of a fucking festival or a rave like first of all, it's not a it's not a slammer. Like it's not a banging fucking festival and or rave if the power doesn't go out at least once or the cops come. Like if there's no raid, people don't get raided these days, do they? Yeah, that used to bring like a certain element of fucking like fear and excitement that like, yo, this party might only last five minutes. Let's get it anyway. It's New York old New York rave culture. hey, they're having a party over here because we're having a party over here but like shut down that party. Snitches in New York have always been a thing. like, if somebody over there is doing something that competes with your business, like you snitch on them, that would that's old school dance music culture. That's what they used to do, like those little preppy and we're not gonna put a color to it, but those little preppy boys that were like doing the old school, like underground, like break it in raves. Like that's what they were doing. They were like, oh, he's uh doing a there's a party over here in a secret place over here that shouldn't be. But those people were also doing a party and they wanted all the fucking people to come to their party and said that that party. So they were just snitch. They were just like hey, I got a tip. I got a tip on these motherfuckers. And then and then the other party would get shut down and everybody would be like, rolling balls, be like okay, we're still need a I need a party, like where's the other party? And there would always be somebody from the other party there to like usher people to the other party, like, I know where the party is. Yeah, these people. Anyway, I have I have such a love for the culture. What what the fuck was I just saying? Oh, one people have talked to which I made in a tree. That's almost that's almost discouraging. I'm like, yo dude, I'm footing in all this fucking like putting in all this extra work and like this fucking sound design and engineering and like trying to fucking trying to achieve subtronics but sober. Ha ha I'm like, uh, I'm also like ten years older than this kid. at least, excuse me, I don't know what the fuck is happening. Coffee early in the morning. Is my nose running or is it just like, oh, it's almost summer, so we're getting moist in the bitch, like we're just gonna get tepid for the next six months with no rain. Like it's gonna be like the moistures in the air. Enjoy that crawls. anyway I need to figure out what the fuck is schitz is or if that's what it's called. the longer I stay in New York. The easier it is for the old Jew and me to fucking arise. Ugh Anyway, what the fuck was I just saying? Oh, I love this about my statistics. My fans, although there are a few of them are speckled all over the world. I still don't know where Kazakhan is. but I think I have I have a couple listeners in Kazakhstan and they're in two different cities. I'm like that's pretty incredible to me. I was likeYo, dude, where the fuck is Kazakh stand? I don't know. I also found like, okay, like I don't I don't know where half these places are, but like I don't wanna go there although this place this one particular place I'm like oh dude, I don't know where the fuck you're at. I don't know where the fuck you're at and nobody knows where the fuck you're at cause I tried to look you up on a map and it was too distinctively like non places. I was like, is it this place or this place? And they're like it could be this place where that place? And I'm like cracked, but where is it? They're like nowhere, don't worry about it. I'm like damn! Okay, but I have a family there, so that's cool. I got fans all over the world, but they're like speckled. They're not, you know, by the hundreds or millions or billions. Are we gonna talk about that? Eventually, eventually, yes, we'll talk about my love of late night television. Yes, we have talked about that. But not right now. Because that could easily take up a whole episode, easily take up a whole episode. If you ever want to know the state of like if you ever want to know the state of mainstream, America, just check late night, because honestly, that's just like an anchor man dressed up in a little monkey suit as to whatever the fucking day people were talking about reiterated for the night people to understand. It's the same news. They are part of the news networks. I've just realized this cause I'm like oh no that's more like entertainment oh, it's the news. It's just the news kind of funny. It's just the same news that like whatever the NBC oh no, okay, like let's not NBC. Oh, yeah, NBC is doing enough right now. like go. No wonder why they didn't want causeby to buy the network, they would've fucked up their plans. He would have fucked up their plans. I'm like, I don't know what he was gonna do with MBC, but like he would have fucked up whatever they're doing now. That's why they prevented that. They were like, no. no, we have plans. They they're for the foreseeable future. Anyway, let's not NBC, because there's also CBS and uh that's it. At this point, I'm like, yeah, I'm pretty sure they're just like moving towards like the like a mass conglomeration of like, we're all the same. I'm like kind of like, and what's funny is they outfit themselves to pretend that they're like, I like this is so funny how left leaning it is when like all y' motherfuckers swing right easily. But I'm like, okay, I understand that this is for the masses, the masses are left swing. I'm like, okay, this is politics again, let's not do this. But everything is, it really is. Anyway, oh my go, what'll talk about my love for late night honor diff episode completely. Well, I mean, like we have a season devoted to it. We do, because I'm like, oh, they have to be like included in this in into the multiverse in legends, because like basically all of the mainstream pop culture like go like flows through late night TV. like that's where it goes. Like if you heard about it, you probably heard about it on late night TV because it is media like that's like anybody who's anybody goes through late high TV. I will not talk about all of I mean like there's so many different there's not really variations. I just said what it is. They're basically anchormen that are disguised not as anchorman. They are giving you the same news from the morning time news or the daytime talk shows, but watered down so that it seems like different news, but it's not as the same news all day. They work for the network, the network works for the dest network work for it themselves. What the fuck? I haven't figured this out yet, like on an intellectual level, I'm starting to, but it's one of those things where it's like mm kid, curiosity killed the cat. Curiosity killed and skinned many cats. Don't look here. I'm like, I got it, I get this. I got it, shut up. Shut up. Let me sit my fucking mug. guys when it comes down to it, I am assimilating well enough to be like, okay, I'm on Instagram twitch. Fucking I'm on Twitter, which is now X. I don't know. I think so. I have it. It's there like I don't use it or anything, but like I'm trying to see what the engagement for this upcoming season will be and if it works, then it works, but I have kind of thought about shooting this podcast in like a if I'm going to do anything, it's going to be anhilate night format where I have like a specific set of like this is what we're going to talk about. I do have a monkey suit picked out. I do have that because I like the format. It's easier it's easier for me to digest and then regurgitate information for my fans and followers this way. Like that's I don't know, like besides the fact that like I have been studying comedy for like the better part of two years now and that I grew up screenwriting and w like, ah, I don't know, like like I get it, though. I get why I'm so like hardwired to this. It's like yo dude, like via the television, we're so comfortable with these people because it's like oh like you're in my house like Lin Letterman, you're in my house like my whole entire existence, my whole childhood. So it's like that's like familiarity to a point that you can't you can't shake it. So like you can grow up and like, you know, the next the predecessors of the next and the next any man comes and like takes over the role of the last any man, but also like evolves the masses for the next coming generation and like the traits of the like it's it's a very interesting culture. I'm obsessed. like I love late night TV. I love TV, but I love late night TV specifically and we'll talk about that more in depth. I guess at some point because I do have to explain this entire weird what seems like an offshoot season well, it was kind of an offshoot season because I lost a season. I don't know what the fuck happened to it. Well now I'm going through my hard drives and I'm like, here it is. It's in here. It's all in here. I'm like, oh, so here we will answer my question. Soon, what did I write last year? I don't know. don't know at all. I really don't. I know a post in some of it. Some of it got like mirrored back in the universe, like, did you know you wrote this? I'm like, no, it's kind of prophetic in a way. just kind of happened. It took over my body anyway. What did I write last year? I don't know. Somebody read it. Somebody read it and then I have to do I have to do more like protections for my intellectual property because yo, I wrote half the Super Bowl commercials facts. I did I did. I was like yo,ude, I wrote this. Michael documents, what the fuck you do I Google documents? Like fuck you like fuck you unless that money is going into a pool to later pay me. When I like reach a certain level as an incentive, like we know we stole this from your fucking show, which, by the way, is just available online to anybody who fucking wants to copy and paste it and the descriptions you idiot. Yeah, I'm like yeah, well I mean like I can't really afford to join the writer's guild. They're like in that respect we will rip you off. only so that I can make sure that this commercial reaches your eyes and time for you to understand that like yo, you just put this out here for free. I'm like well love is free and music should be free. Like I'm technically just taking like a bag like a like a back step to like what the fuck is happening in the corporate world, which is sucking people like it's bleeding people who are already tired dry. And I'm like, well, I'm not going to do that. I'm not going to be like, you know, like like, like, yes, I put like a PayPal about me link like if you want to donate to the festival project or later the complex collective cause I will not collect donations for my nonprofit until it's actually I've actually established the nonprofit as a 501 C3 and so like like the way that I'm doing my music right now is that like half of my profit goes to the festival project, which is like my my label, my independent label and media company. But the other half of my my like income, my earned income from music or, you know, however I earn or monetize, goes to the complex collective, which is a completely nonprofit organization, like meant to contribute back to the artists and like the artist community. not just the artist community, but just like to the overall health and wellness of like the like to to humanity as a whole, I think. Well, that's what the complex collective is kind of it's it's a health and wellness based nonprofit to the charity. So my the way that I what's it the way that I credit myself is that like the I use the complex collective, which is a nonprofit, as my music publisher, so that anything from the complex collective goes into the pool for the nonprofit, because I have to like, I can't consciously go throughout the rest of my life without giving back to my community and that way. like be because the way my life has gone so far, I don't like as much as I want to volunteer, I like well, I tried and then I like the the food bank that I volunteered for was like so and they had some organizational issues. They had some uh leadership issues. And so I was like, this is actually a toxic environment, which sucks. so I decided not to do that and uh and, you know, put all my uh energy of being like a charitable person into like my own, like I'll just my own nonprofits, non-for-profit is to give back to the community to artists and people in it in like transitionary, whatever. um That's the complex collective. So that's that's why you see that. That's why you see that badge on everything. That's the nonprofit sector. It is a subsidiary to the festival project, and I'm pretty much like devote my like I pretty much devote my my uh my gains, so to speak, into like both pools. Eventually, I'll have enough to then solidify the nonprofit with a um well, I have to you know, you have to pay. It's not it's not free for nonprofit. It's not. And so that's what that is. What else was I saying? Fans all over the world? Yes, we have fans all over the world. It's really cool. A lot of these places I've never heard of, but I do I find it a little bit, uh heartwarming and chanting, like I'm a little bit magical that like I'm hitting people in like some of the major dance cities, like Sal Paulo, Brazil, and uh like like places that are Amsterdam, London, uh I have more. I have more people in the UK than I thought, but it's okay because I I like them. I like them. Well, I like people. I like people that are people. Well, people be people on it so not all the time. Like sometimes I'm like, oh, this is like this is characteristic of your species. Like this is why this is this way. Like this is this is a whole human thing. It's not attractive at all. But I think we' close to an hour, I'd had to be oh, six minutes what do I got for six minutesronics. I'm I can't okay, I love subronics like as like Won as a fan because I went to a few of his performances. I'm not gonna lie. Every time his whole audience has BO. everybody. I'm like, oh, nobody in here has D right. But I think I got my fucking I don't know, maybe it was a sign. I was I was mixing the other day like nonstop and I'd been running around and I have a special jacket that I wear when I DJ that's like a really it's like a nice, I don't know what material it is, but it's really nice, like a uh a sports jacket, like a bomber. No, it's not a bomber style. It's like a I can't I can't remember this. It's like a sports jacket, but it's this material that's really nice. it's just always been my DJ jacket. It's like my lucky DJ jacket. and uh I usually wash it like on a delicate cycle and don't put it in the dryer to keep it preserved because it's really, really nice and I had been running around for a couple days and then mixed for like a solid, I don't know, I was in there like all together, I was in there, I think like nine or ten hours and I spent most of those the most of that time, like actively mixing because my music was not it was not s synched, so I had to hand pitch everything on four decks, which was overwhelming, which, by the way, I also did not know, which is why, like you like I did post at least one of the videos. but it's I'm embarrassed. I'm wearing yellow. yellow's not a good color. I'm looking heavy as fuck, like, oh, man, they had that video in the sidebar next to this girl, that's like a size double zero model. like fucking DJ and the rainforest with like grown footage and like HD, like, and then all her videos were like, she was she was like DJing and the one was like in the rainforest. one was like on a beach. Like she just had like she was all these destinations that had the drone footage, like money, but also like beauty just like pure beauty. Like she didn't have to do good. Like her music sounded good, but like she looked awkward as fuck not being able to dance to her own music. But still, like the like what why would you be paying attention to that when A she's beautiful, that's a distraction, be drone footage of like whatever the fucked rainforest or like tropical beach, like she was everywhere. I was like fuck this bitch. And algorithm's like Toby salty. I was like, I'm a little salty because it showed my thumbnail next to her thumb nail and I was like, no, no, no no. no like, oh so bad. So now I know. I know better than to look fat. Don't be ugly in New York. I was actually in full hair and makeup with my nails done with my Cardi B style nails. Yes, I was, but the yellow shirt on camera and it wasn't the best camera. It was like so I like I I used to have a camera like that when I first got into filmmaking when I was like eight. It was like the same camera. I'm like yo, this is bad. It's really bad. But, you know, all that's investments, investments. I don't think it's gonna be even I don't think it's gonna be any better, which, by the way, some people are delusional, bro. I just got Snapchat. I haven't had Snapchat since Allie died so I've been like I've been away from like that whole world and like seeing first of all, people actually pay money to dress their fucking, like, what are those things called? their little animated. Like, okay, you're paying money to put clothes on a on a 2D creature, you are dumb. That's why they do that, though. I'm like, oh, I need this forage shirt for my fucking Snapchat animated thing. I'm like, that's stupid. I mean, like if you got it. But still, even if you got it, it seems like I could have a million dollars and I still wouldn't spend a dollar to dress a fucking animime character. That's stupid. I like that's stupid. However, these are the same people that are posting actual like I could never post a selfie without filter on, cause I'm looking at myself in the camera with no make up and no hair and like just ugly. And I'm looking at myself in the camera and then one of these filters comes on and I'm like yo, I am beautiful. One of these filters comes out and just automatically made me pretty. And I was like, oh, like, but some people post that selfie and then they're under the or they put that as the background on their phone and they're under the illusion that that's what they look like like bitch, you don't look like that. You don't look like that you should not like that's for fun. You should not send those pictures. You should not you I don't think you should be able to save those pictures. Like, no, like, honestly, and if you post them, wouldn't it be funny if the algorithm just took off all the fucking corrections? Wouldn't it be funny if like, oh, like we see this filter, we'll just take off the filter when you post it. So like it posts with all without the Photoshop or without the filter, that would be hilarious. That'd be a funny hack. But coders who doing more like ethical things are nonethical things. I don't know what hackers do. I got accused of being one once, because I had a bunch of flash drives and hard drives. I realized that this is just like this is just what happens when you become a music producer. I'm like, I don't have space for this. I need more like I need more flash drives. I need more hard drives. I need more SD cards. Like I need space for my stuff. Somebody was like people think you're a hacker. I was like, you're an idiot. But that's hilarious. And that was one of the funniest things I've ever been accused of being, because it's like, bro, if I was a hacker, do you think I'd be staying in this fucking hostel, dummy? Fucking dumb. Why would I be hacking from this hostel? Well, I do really actually, you know what? I think that yes. But also we have more stories to tell eventually, what was I gonna say about subtrronics? I just love this music, very good, very, very good, very good. That's it. I don't have anything else to say. I thought I was gonna take up at least half an episode, because I was actively listening to it. I've been actively listening to it like sober in the middle of the day, but it is good running music sometimes. Sometimes I'm just like, oh dude, like I have to stop running and head bang. like this is inappropriate, this is inappropriate. I don't I don't know, I don't highly recommend a lot of bass music, like in the city setting, because something happens mechanically in your brain, something at least my brain, where it's like, oh, like that shouldn't synchronize this way. That shouldn't do that. Don't do that. why? What frequency? Idiots. idiots. lots the same guy, by the way. This is the same guy. He doesn't like, what's fucked up is he have a whole vehicle, he doesn't leave the neighborhood. Like he's a menace, like he does not leave the neighborhood. He doesn't. like he drives in circles all day. And like that's his that's he has like no other power. I get it. Like I' I'm understanding like I'm studying the psychology of people with small brains like this. is that like he has no power over like the rest of his life, so like that's his that's his like freedom. That's his power as being able to do that for like a second at a time, like he that's it, then he rounds the corner and does it again, then he rounds like the fucked up thing to me is it's like bro, you're not going to go anywhere with that. Like you have a whole vehicle, a whole vehicle, like anything I have to do I have to go on foot. That's I'm not gonna lie to disadvantage. I mean, like it's not too much of a disadvantage in New York, but anywhere else it's like, you don't have a car. I'm like, yeah. I don't. Like New York is probably the only place in the US that you absolutely really don't need one. You really don't. And honestly, when I see people with cars here, I'm like yo dude, I hope you paid that all the way off because like, honestly like if you're in debt for that, like you you lost like, you lost, like you're not going anywhere and it's like depreciating as you drive it, like this just like, I don't know. I saw well, I was on the bus and we hit a car. The bus kept going. Bus kept going and totally did. It did not make it didn't even flinch like the bus was like oops, you were over the line. I was like damn damn. So eventually eventually that person is gonna come out and be like, oh. ho No, anyway, we do have to talk about some of this entered the multiverse. We are over an hour, so thank you for listening. Yay, what I want on the peloton one arm on the pelotone. Again, I'm not getting paid, but I think going against the grain of like corporate greed right now is the best thing. So all of the things that I can possibly like put online for free. I'm putting online for free. um I'm also trying to get I'm trying to start the process of giving away like copies of my album for free and you know, as springtime and festival season gears up, public spaces. Oh, we didn't talk about the fluffer. First of all, I was worried that it wasn't gonna come out. Excuse me, gosh, what is happening right now? Flip? It snot. stuck somewhere trapped in my space. I'm sorry about that. If you can hear that on this recording, I apologize for that. I apologize, but whatever. Ooh, maybe, well, yeah, I do get like weird. I get weird when I don't work out enough, so I did that. I also went to the gym. I ran yesterday, and then I got on the peloton for an hour and I slept hard between like shaking myself awake to be like, my Amazon

SOCA THERAPY - APRIL 13, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday April 13th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoJamtown (RaeMix Dr. Jay Plate) - Rae x TanoJamtown (Dr. Jay Plate) - Coutain x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoHero - GBM Nutron x TanoWelcome To Soca - Kerwin Du BoisBumpa - Machel MontanoChocolate - OlatunjiChocolate (Jester VIP Edit) - Adam O x VictoriousSexy Chocolate Girls (Remix) - Farm P x Kerwin Du BoisChocolate - Sanell DempsterInto You - Patrice RobertsHold You Tonight - Machel Montano x Vybz KartelSuper Soca - Machel Montano x Vybz KartelRum & Calypso - Jimmy OctoberBlind - Hey Choppi Dingolay (DJ Kevin Feels Edit) - Mical Teja x Nailah BlackmanGood Spirits - Full BlownNo Sweetness - KesThe Truth - Machel MontanoThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaTop Ranking - Shal MarshallRemove Yuhself - BlaxxWhole Day We Jammin - Blaka DanCarnival Tabanca - Bunji GarlinCall My Name - DestraTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs by Blaka Dan Streamed On Spotify7. Touch It6. Wuk Is Dat5. Last Horn4. Not in Dat3. Relation Fabrication 2. Loyal Side Man1. BlessingLifetime Tabanka - Skinny BantonFuh Spite - Kes The BandJam Somebody (SMJ Refix) - JadelBamcie - Added Rankin x Yung BreddaThe A List (DJ Tate Remix) - Pumpa x Kerwin Du BoisScrub It 2 - Deejay AsapSwing Engine - Burning FlamesMakin’ Me High - Third BassRoll It - StarchildBumper - DJ GrandmasterWave It Low - NatashaHigher - VoiceHigher (Dr. Jay Plate) - VoicePressure - Kes The BandPampalam - Faith CallenderStarta Pack - Tionne HernandezCarnival Contract - Bunji GarlinBad Switch - Kerwin Du Bois x SimbaarleyBend Over Gal - King Bubba FmI Don’t Care - Lil RickBaddest DJ - Imani Ray x Tionne Hernandez x Keke x Nicki PierreJiggy - Added Rankin Love Bombing - Lady Lava x Problem ChildPAN MOMENTSPan in A Minor - Amoco RenegadesTANTY TUNE(1986) Kaka Roach - Lord KitchenerThe Cook (Coal Pot) - TraffikHard Wuk - Dread & A BaldheadBoss Lady (Sign Me Up) - Kes The BandMental Day - Kes The BandUmbrella - Bunji GarlinThe Spirit - Machel MontanoBehaviour Nothing - Skinny FabulousNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONSweetness - Traffik feat Shayne BaileyCocoa Tea (Mr Vik Band Edit)- Kes The BandDansa - Klassik FrescobarFair Sa - HypasoundsEngine Room - OlatunjiHoliday (Jester Edit) - Madonna x Problem ChildSearch Party - PreedyI’ll Be Ok - RupeeSoca Therapy - Patrice RobertsFallin’ - Nadia BatsonMillion - Kes The BandForget About It - Kerwin Du BoisFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - APRIL 6, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday April 6th 2025Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoBig Girl Now (Dr. Jay Plate) - Patrice RobertsBehaving The Worst - Skinny FabulousHappiest Man Alive - Machel MontanoStranger - Farmer NappyHero - GBM Nutron x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoJamtown - Coutain x TanoJamtown (RaeMix) - Rae x TanoAh Love It Here - Ricardo DrueImpossible - Problem Child x Patrice RobertsUp & Up - Skinny FabulousDo Like That - LyrikalFatt - Nadia BatsonBam Bam Season - Nailah BlackmanBamcie - Added Rankin x Yung BreddaYuh Lie - Added RankinRum Sweet - Problem ChildBottle Over Head - Wetty Beatz x Triniboi JoocieWah Do - OlatunjiWhole Day - Ms AlyshaTo D Future - Bunji GarlinLeh Go - BlaxxWhistle & Horn - CassiBlessing - Blaka DanTraffic Jam - Kes x Tano x Full BlownEnergy (Ryan Sayeed’s Whoaaa Intro) - Mical TejaHigher - VoiceHigher (Dr. Jay Plate) - VoiceHow Ah Livin - Farmer NappyDr Cassandra - GabbySaddle - Anika BerryBet Meh - Machel MontanoDotish - LyrikalRetro - VoiceKettle Pot - Yung BreddaTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The SourceTop Songs from Patrice Roberts Released Since October 2024 Based on Spotify Streams7. Talk Bout This 6. Leh We Play5. Blessings4. Kitty Cat3. The Great Escape2. Dash Dem Away1. Tun UpOne Wine - Machel Montano x Sean Paul x Major LazerOne Wine - Shurwayne WinchesterTitanic - Hey ChoppiSweetness - GBM NutronHelp Me - Problem ChildMeet In The Middle - Nadia BatsonOne Dance - LyrikalTalk To Me - KesFine Wine - PreedyHighly Flavored - Teddyson JohnFull Of Love - Full BlownWassy - Full BlownWassy (Dr. Jay Plate) - Full BlownGood Spirits - Full BlownThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaNo Sweetness - KesThe Truth - Machel MontanoEskimo - Trinidad KillaTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveFaluma - Square OneSugar - Square One Carnival Is - AtoShut Up Mega Mix - B2BPAN MOMENTSJahaji Bhai (Steelpan Cover) - Joshua RegrelloTANTY TUNE(2001) Nah Leaving - Denyse PlummerRiddim - Mical Teja x CoutainFallin’ - Nadia BatsonYou Make Me - Farmer NappyI Am Soca - Kerwin Du Bois x Patrice RobertsAh Feeling Mehself - Patrice RobertsVagabond - Ricardo DrueBig Bad Soca (Jester Anthem Edit) - Bunji GarlinJouvert Morning - J FiyreNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONMore Fiyre - J FiyreVibes Cyah Done - Machel MontanoShiver - Nadia BatsonIn Your Eyes - Erphaan AlvesBacchanalist - Kerwin Du BoisLook Fuh Dat - Kes The BandCya Stop Meh - ShradahHolding On - Ricardo DrueGetting On Bad - Machel MontanoCome From? (Ryan Sayeed’s Intro) - Erphaan AlvesThe Best - Sekon StaHer Love - FlipoOut On De Road - DarnellaPhenomenal - BenjaiOla - OlatunjiLife of The Party - Problem ChildI Love The Way - DaneelGet To Know You - Ricardo DrueA Little Wine - Patrice RobertsLike It Like This - Patrice Roberts x KesMiddle Of Something - Problem ChildSplinters - Shal MarshallBYE x2 - Saddis x Jus Jay KingBless Me - GBM NutronEnergy Killers (Road Mix) - Kerwin Du BoisSmooth Ride (Road Mix) - Farmer NappyDansa - Klassik FrescobarDance - Machel Montano x KassavFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

During the Watergate scandal of the early 1970s, Senator Howard Baker posed the question during a hearing, "What did the President know, and when did he know it?" We intuitively understand that the specific knowledge people have and the amount of time they have it can either exonerate or implicate them. What does God know, and when does he know it? It's often said that God is "all-knowing," but what is the actual content of that knowledge? Do our choices matter, or is the future set in stone? Does prayer change things, or is everything destined to play out in a predetermined way? It turns out God is like Dr. Strange. 

SOCA THERAPY - MARCH 30, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday March 30th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoTake Me Home (Dr Jay Plate) - Freetown CollectiveCyah Hear Yuh (Dj Kevin Build Edit) - Patrice RobertsVibes Team - PreedyA Little Jam - Problem ChildThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownCarnival Darling - Coutain x GBM Nutron Hold Meh - Kevin LyttleEvery Time I See You - Problem ChildDoh Hold Back - Dymez x daPixelGod Got Me - Shal Marshall x Teddyson JohnGimme More - Problem Child x Patrice RobertsThis Carnival - Imani RayOne Piece - GBM Nutron x Tano Banga (Hype Intro Edit) - KesVisa - Teddyson JohnBest In A While - Nadia BatsonDansa - Klassik FrescobarBumpa - Machel MontanoWelcome To Soca - Kerwin Du BoisHoliday (DM Intro Edit) - Problem ChildMental Day - Claudette PetersMental Day - KesCalling In Sick (Dj Crown Prince Intro) - King BubbaBlessing - Blaka DanTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Winning Soca Monarch Songs Streamed on Spotify7. Funky Business - Fimba6. Run Wid It - Mr. Killa5. Cheers To Life - Voice4. Wotless - Kes The Band3. Like Ah Boss - Machel Montano2. Ola - Olatunji1. Too Real - Kerwin Du Bois Wave It - Machel MontanoParty Time - Skinny FabulousYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyFlatten - Voice & Bunji GarlinAnxiety (Muv Short Edit) - Patrice RobertsBand Of The Year - Patrice Roberts x Machel MontanoThe Great Escape - Patrice RobertsThe Islands - Patrice Roberts x Bunji GarlinLike Yuh Self (Riddim Master Edit) - Patrice Roberts x Machel MontanoHeaven (Dr. Jay Mas & Saldenah Plate) - Nadia Batson x KesPAN MOMENTSSparrow Medley - Catella Trinidad All-StarsTANTY TUNE(1956) Jean And Dinah - The Mighty SparrowHookin’ Meh - Farmer NappySo Long - Nadia BatsonJammin - Anika BerryJammin (Dr. Jay Plate) - Anika BerrySaddle (Dr. Jay Plate) - Anika BerryNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONSweetness - SpadeHomage -  Th3rdSmall Circles - Adam OIn Love - Patrice Roberts x TimoDouble Bubble - Skinny FabulousThankful - Farmer NappyToo Own Way (Dj Kevin Cheerful Intro) - VoiceCelebration - Bunji Garlin x  Banx x RanxDown Dey - MelickMash Up - BlaxxHappy Papi - Machel Montano x Travis World x Dan EvensAll Eyes On You - Skinny Fabulous x Travis World x Dan EvensMind My Business - Patrice Roberts x Travis World xDan EvensDevotion - DestraBless This Party - Patrice RobertsFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - MARCH 16, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday March 16th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9p on Flow 98.7fmPeople (Dr. Jay Plate) - Kes The BandHall Of Fame - Mical TejaToo Own Way - VoiceWave - Nailah BlackmanCelebration - Bunji Garlin x Banx x RanxMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesTraffic Jam - Kes x Tano x Full BlownFling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoGood Spirits - Full BlownNo Sweetness - KesThe Truth - Machel MontanoThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaBubbling Champion (Muv Short Edit) - Dj Private Ryan x JadelAlive & Well (Jester VIP Edit) - VoiceRight For Somebody (TW Edit) - Kerwin Du BoisNot One Thing - Patrice RobertsJammin - Machel MontanoRadar - KesCarnival Darling - Coutain x GBM NutronAye Gyal - Hey Choppi x Chalmer JohnCocoa Tea - KesTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveRags - Trilla-G x Skinny Fabulous x ShellyPardy - Machel MontanoTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Road Marches of 2024 Streamed on Spotify7. Keys To the City - Kollision Band Teflons (St. Kitts & Nevis)6. Gravity Falls - Young Vice x Sweet NewGen Band (Antigua & Barbuda)5. Look Something To Talk About - Ricky T (St. Lucia)4. Tomorrow - Brucelee Almightee x Noize Boyz (Barbados)3. The Tape - Dash (Grenada)2. Carnival Jumbie - Problem Child (St. Vincent & Grenadines)1. DNA - Mical Teja (Trinidad & Tobago)Rude - The Fatha x Trinidad KillaIn The Center - GBM Nutron x Farmer NappyDown Dey - MelickDisco - Lucrativ x Lord NelsonOwn It - Kerwin Du Bois x Nigel LewisThrowback - Viking Ding DongOld Firewood - RupeeMind My Business - Patrice Roberts x Travis World x Dan EvensHappy Papi - Machel Montano x Travis World x Dan EvensAll Eyes On You - Skinny Fabulous x Travis World x Dan EvensWho Ready - Nessa Preppy x Alison HindsBend - Imani RayRing Finger (Radio Edit) - Lady LavaThe A List - PumpaBianca - PumpaWrong Again - Skinny BantonHorn Child - Sheldon DouglasHorn Dance - BlackieBlessing - Blaka DanPAN MOMENTSBlessing - Shell Invaders Steel OrchestraTANTY TUNE(1987) Ah Cyar Wine - DelamoSexy Whining - RupeeBuss A Wine - Bunji Garlin x Fay Ann LyonsSaddle (Muv Short Edit) - Anika BerryKettle Pot - Yung BreddaBet Meh - Machel MontanoDotish - LyrikalRetro - VoiceNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONLeggo Meh Man - Shayne BaileyFor All Of Those - StatementLive Yuh Life (Like Yuh Playing Mas) - Kes The Band x David RudderPray - VoiceBuild Ah Fence - Patrice Roberts x Busy SignalPush & Go Through - MarvayLift Me Up - Dj Crown Prince x King Vers x Ricardo DrueHustle Hard - Hoipong x GBMNutron x CoolBlazeFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

How do you turn an idea into lasting thought leadership? Dr. Ruth Gotian has done just that—translating academic research on high achievers into actionable insights that help individuals and organizations thrive. In this episode, we explore the power of mentorship, the resilience of high achievers, and the relentless pursuit of excellence. Ruth shares stories of Olympic champions, astronauts, and Nobel laureates who refused to settle for mediocrity. Like Dr. Peggy Whitson, who applied to NASA for a decade before becoming the agency's chief astronaut. Or the Olympian already planning his next win on the flight home. Ruth knows success isn't a talent—it's a learned skill. She shares how to identify your superpowers, leverage them, and plant ambition like a seed that grows into unstoppable drive. She also reveals her own journey of thought leadership—from struggling with the first chapter of The Success Factor to writing books, speaking globally, and democratizing knowledge in every format possible. Her latest book, The Financial Times Guide to Mentoring: A Complete Guide to Effective Mentoring (The FT Guides), co-authored with Andy Lopata, was named Runner-Up for Leadership Book of the Year (The Leadership Awards 2024). Whether you're looking to elevate your own success or help others rise, Ruth's insights will change the way you think about achievement. Three Key Takeaways: • Success is a Learned Skill, Not Just Talent – High achievers aren't born extraordinary; they develop habits, resilience, and a relentless pursuit of growth. Whether it's Olympians, astronauts, or Nobel laureates, they all follow a process to success that anyone can adopt. • Mentorship is a Game-Changer – The right mentors can push you further than you ever imagined. Surround yourself with people who believe in you more than you believe in yourself, ask the tough questions, and challenge you to think bigger. (The Financial Times Guide to Mentoring explores this in depth.) • Persistence Separates the Good from the Great – Dr. Peggy Whitson applied to be an astronaut for 10 years before finally being accepted—then went on to become NASA's Chief Astronaut. The difference between those who succeed and those who don't? They refuse to give up. Want to know if you are a High Achiever?  Take this 2 minute assessment to find out.

SOCA THERAPY - MARCH 9, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday March 9th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoHigher (Dr. Jay Plate) - VoiceDr. Cassandra - GabbyZouk La Se Sel Medikaman - KassavMusic All Night - Caribbean Traffik Jam feat. Steve SealeySurrender - Atlantik feat. Tony PrescottBottom In De Road - Iwer GeorgeBamcie - Yung Bredda x Added RankinLewe We Play - Patrice RobertsSweet For Days - Patrice RobertsCyah Hear Yuh - Patrice RobertsBest In A While - Nadia BatsonDansa - Klassik FrescobarOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoPenthouse - VoiceFull Of Vibe (Dj Kevin Edit) - Voice x Marge BlackmanDancing Away (Djsk Intro Edit) - VoiceThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownTabanca - Mical TejaCarnival Tabanca - Bunji GarlinHero - GBM Nutron x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoJamtown - Coutain x TanoTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceIn honour of Machel Montano tying Lord Kitchener with the most Road Marches in Trinidad and Tobago, we count down the Top Road Marches by Machel Montano streamed on Spotify7. PARDY - Machel Montano (2025)6. Advantage - Machel Montano (2011)5. Waiting On The Stage - Machel Montano (2016)4. Ministry Of Road (M.O.R.) - Machel Montano (2014)3. Soca Kingdom - Machel Montano x Superblue (2018)2. Like Ah Boss - Machel Montano (2015)1. Famalay - Machel Montano x Skinny Fabulous x Bunji Garlin (2019)Her Mudda - Machel Montano x PumpaFitness - Trinidad Killa x JadelHardest Jam - LyrikalCarnival Contract (Mr. Vik Band Edit) - Bunji Garlin Road Meeting - Fay Ann Lyons x Syri Lyons x Travis WorldSomeone Else - Litleboy x Quan x Trilla GYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyLast Drum - Kes x TanoFlatten - Voice x Bunji GarlinCarry It - Bunji GarlinCarry It (MadMan Remix) - Bunji Garlin x Nicki MinajRetro - VoiceKettle Pot - Yung BreddaSaddle - Anika BerryDotish - LyrikalBet Meh - Machel MontanoPAN MOMENTSBet Meh - BP RenegadesTANTY TUNEFlag Woman - Lord Kitchener (T&T Road March 1976)NORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONLike It - Faith AntoineSteamy Service (Radio Edit) - Yung BreddaBlessing - Blaka DanToo Own Way - VoiceTrinidad Sweet - Voice x VghnThankful - Farmer NappyDoubles Everyday (Parody) - Ryan SpartanCocoa Tea - KesEs**mo - Trinidad KillaTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveNever Again - Machel MontanoBless This Party - Patrice RobertsChoose One (Muv Short Edit) - Farmer NappyD Soca Band - GBM NutronWhole Day - Machel MontanoMore Gyal For Me - JubyDown Deh - MelickCarry On - Patrice RobertsLucy - DestraFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - MARCH 2, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday March 2nd 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm Toronto from Trincity Studios in TrinidadFete I Like (Dr. Jay Plate) Bunji GarlinCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildLike Never Before - Problem ChildBehaviour Nothing (Clean) - Shal MarshallExplore (Remix) (Clean) - Vghn x Nailah Blackman x Travis WorldTouch D Road (Muv Short Edit) - Bunji Garlin x Travis WorldSkeg Out - Lady Lava x Travis WorldBeatin Road - PreedyLike Yuh Self (Ryan Sayeed’s Conceited Intro) - Patrice Roberts x Machel MontanoYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyHigher Power (Ryan Sayeed’s High Voltage Intro) - Mical TejaForever - Nailah Blackman x Skinny FabulousCome Home - Nailah Blackman x Skinny FabulousBlessing - Blaka DanCoffee (Muv Short Edit) - Nadia BatsonDown Dey - MelickWe Love Party - Dj Private Ryan x WadicksMental Day (Muv Short Edit) - KesThe Spirit - Machel MontanoCheers To Life - VoiceWhere I Am - Freetown CollectiveThankful - Farmer NappyPepper Vine - Machel Montano x Lady Lava x Drupatee x Dj Private Ryan x Jus NowThrow Waist - RaeThrowback - Viking Ding DongOld & Grey - Patrice RobertsThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaNo Sweetness - KesThe Truth - Machel MontanoGood Spirits - Full BlownTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Released in January Based on Spotify Streams7. Hero - GBM Nutron x Tano6. Pressure - Kes5. Jamtown - Coutain x Tano4. Medicine - Kes x Tano3. Es**mo - Trinidad Killa2. PARDY - Machel Montano1. Fling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoFlatten - Voice x Bunji GarlinFind Out - Skinny FabulousAnything - Mr KillaLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TThousand - Bunji GarlinCarry It - Bunji GarlinBad Switch - Kerwin Du Bois x Simbaarley x Dj Private RyanThe Great Escape - Patrice RobertsRoad Meeting - Fay-Ann Lyons x Syri Lyons x Travis WorldSpirit - Erphaan AlvesIn The Water - Suhrawh x Chow MinisterNasty Up - Problem ChildRukshun - LyrikalLong Live Soca (Dr. Jay Plate) - VoiceHigher - VoiceToo Own Way - Voice PAN MOMENTS(2025 Panorama Champions) Too Own Way - Republic Bank ExodusTANTY TUNE (1980) Soca Baptist - Blue BoyOil & Music - Machel Montano x David RudderTalk Yuh Talk - 3 CanalSoca Eden - DestraFeel To Wine - Destra x Super Jigga TCNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONFeters - Miguel MaestreFetting Champion - MX Prime x Dj Private Ryan x Jus NowMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesJam Somebody (SMJ Refix) - JadelBamcie - Yung Bredda x Added RankinWave - Nailah BlackmanDNA (Dj Kevin Festival Intro) - Mical TejaJumbo Jet - Bunji GarlinFamalay (Scratch Master Remix) - Machel Montano x Bunji Garlin x Skinny FabulousParty Bad - Mr Legz x Mr KillaProfessional (Dj Crown Prince Anu Intro) - Ricardo DrueRum Sweet - Problem ChildTrinidad Sweet - Voice x VghnTrinidad Good Morning - Peter RamHow Ah Livin - Farmer NappyOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoCocoa Tea - KesTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveRiddim - Mical Teja x CoutainFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - FEBRUARY 23, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday February 23rd 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoMo Wuk (Dr. Jay Plate) - Patrice RobertsPush - Imij & Co. feat KesBe Mine Tonight - BlazerIs It Me - Sean CaruthTake A Wine - BudWatching Me - Gailann x BenjaiWishful Encounters - Bunji GarlinMusic Man - AjamuHome For Carnival - Kevin LyttleTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveSweet Sweet Carnival - Reddy x MattazOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoCocoa Tea - Kes x TanoRunaway - Mical TejaParty Budget - Kris KennedyMan With Ride (Big Ride) - Motto x Blackboy x EzraNever Again - Machel MontanoBless This Party - Patrice RobertsWhy - Problem ChildWould You - Farmer NappyBest In A While - Nadia BatsonJamtown - Coutain x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoHero - GBM Nutron x TanoTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Released in December Based on Spotify Streams7. Fallen Fetters - Skinny Fabulous x Machel Montano6. Higher Power - Mical Teja5. Higher - Voice4. The Truth - Machel Montano3. Good Spirits - Full Blown2. No Sweetness - Kes1. The Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaBlessing - Blaka DanWe Love Party - Dj Private Ryan x WadicksOwn It - Kerwin Du Bois & Nigel LewisToo Own Way (DJ Kevin Cheerful Edit) - VoiceToo Own Way (Dr. Jay Plate) - VoicePepper Vine - Machel Montano x Lady Lava x Drupatee x Dj Private Ryan x Jus NowChutney Steam (Ryan Sayeed’s Vapor Rub Intro) - Ravi B x Tempa x Travis WorldImpossible (D Ninja Edit) - Problem Child x Patrice RobertsThe Menu - Teddyson JohnFete Woman and Alcohol (F.W.A) - TerronAh Love It Here - Ricardo DrueLike Ah Boss (Ryan Sayeed’s “Look Trouble Now” Intro) - Machel MontanoLike Ah Boss - Machel MontanoLeh Go (It’s Not A Joke Edit) - BlaxxWhistle & Horn - CassiBamcie - Added Rankin x Yung BreddaJam Somebody (SMJ Refix) - JadelWar 2004 - The Original Defosto HimselfPAN MOMENTS(2004 Panorama Champions) War 2004 - ExodusTANTY TUNE(1982) Lorraine - ExplainerDear Promoter - Voice x KesFeting Family (Muv Short Edit) - Shal MarshallOwn It - Imani RayDown Dey - MelickNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONDe Last Time - Miss CaliLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TThousand - Bunji GarlinForever - Nailah Blackman x Skinny FabulousGreat Escape (Madness Muv x Marcus Williams Roadmix) - Patrice RobertsRoad Meeting - Fay-Ann Lyons x Syri Lyons x Travis WorldTouch D Road (Muv Short Edit) - Bunji Garlin x Travis WorldSkeg Out - Lady Lava x Travis WorldExplore (Remix) (Clean) - Vghn x Nailah Blackman x Travis WorldBehaviour Nothing (Clean) - Shal MarshallCarry It - Bunji GarlinPARDY - Machel MontanoFete I Like (MUV Short Edit) - Bunji GarlinYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyOut & Bad - VoiceAnxiety - Patrice RobertsFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

Like Dr. Frankenstein, a genius scientist the dead back to life – but when he does so with his recently killed wife, he learns why man should never play God. *** Hear the story in this OTR marathon's episode of Lights Out with the story “Death Robbery” from July 16, 1947!Darkness Syndicate members get the ad-free version. https://weirddarkness.com/syndicateInfo on the next LIVE SCREAM event. https://weirddarkness.com/LiveScreamInfo on the next WATCH PARTY event. https://weirddarkness.com/TVCHAPTERS & TIME STAMPS (All Times Approximate)…00:00:00.000 = Show Open00:02:00.000 = CBS Radio Mystery Theater, “The Thomas Jefferson Defense” (September 27, 1975) ***WD00:47:48.139 = Inner Sanctum, “Dead Mean's Debt” (June 26, 1945)01:17:43.529 = The Key, “What Happens When You Die” (1956) ***WD(LQ)01:42:37.959 = Lights Out, “Death Robbery” (July 16, 1947) ***WD02:12:22.139 = The LineUp, “The Cigar Box Boys Case” (February 15, 1951)02:42:35.709 = Philip Marlowe, “Long Rope” (February 05, 1949)03:12:40.009 = The Black Mass, “A Predicament / Tell-Tale Heart” (June 20, 1964) ***WD03:42:38.579 = Beyond Midnight, “40th Birthday” (1968-1970) ***WD04:14:13.149 = MindWebs, “They” (August 04, 1978)04:44:22.933 = Ellery Queen's Minute Mysteries, “Crossword Puzzle Murder” (1965) ***WD04:45:41.458 = Starlight Theater, “Man Hires Hit Man to Kill Him” (ADU) ***WD05:13:20.751 = Show Close(ADU) = Air Date Unknown(LQ) = Low Quality***WD = Remastered, edited, or cleaned up by Weird Darkness to make the episode listenable. Audio may not be pristine, but it will be better than the original file which may have been unusable or more difficult to hear without editing.Weird Darkness theme by Alibi Music Library= = = = ="I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness." — John 12:46= = = = =WeirdDarkness® is a registered trademark. Copyright ©2025, Weird Darkness.= = = = =CUSTOM WEBPAGE: https://weirddarkness.com/WDRR0329

SOCA THERAPY - FEBRUARY 16, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday February 16th 2025Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoThe People Man (Dr. Jay Plate) - Kisha x MataFamalay - Machel Montano x Skinny Fabulous x Bunji GarlinIs We (TW Edit) - Patrice RobertsBun Up - Shal MarshallRoad Meeting - Fay-Ann Lyons x Syri Lyons x Travis WorldYou Alone - Imani Ray x PreedyForever - Nailah Blackman x Skinny FabulousFlatten - Voice x Bunji GarlinPardy (DJ Kevin Extended Intro) - Machel MontanoNight and Day (Remix) - Th3rd x Nailah BlackmanHappy Life - Teddyson JohnParty With You - GBM NutronFull Of Love - Full BlownWassy - Full BlownWassy (Dr. Jay Plate) - Full BlownCyah Hear Yuh (DJ Kevin Build Edit) - Patrice RobertsVibes Team - PreedyA Little Jam - Problem ChildTabanca - Mical TejaFully Toxic (Jus-Jay Dibby Intro) - Leadpipe x Jus Jay KingToxic (Radio) - Patrice Roberts x Ricardo DrueI Need - Adam OBetter Together - V'ghn x CryaveQueen (Remix) - Imani RayTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveTake Me Home (D Ninja Acoustic Edit) - Freetown CollectiveDriver - Shal MarshallThrow Waist - RaeMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesBlaze Fire (Radio) - PreedyTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Released In November Based On Spotify Streams7. Her Mudda - Machel Montano x Pumpa6. You Owe Me - Kerwin Du Bois5. Thousand - Bunji Garlin4. Retro - Voice3. Wave It - Machel Montano2. Carry It - Bunji Garlin1. Cocoa Tea - Kes x TanoDoubles Everyday (Cocoa Tea Parody) - Ryan SpartanOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoTitanic - Hey ChoppiNo Sweetness - KesThe Truth - Machel MontanoGood Spirits (Dr. Jay Plate) - Full BlownThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Great Escape - Patrice RobertsLast Drum - Kes x TanoFallen Fetters - Skinny Fabulous x Machel MontanoHigher Power - Mical TejaCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildPanorama (Muv Short Edit) - Ding Dong x System32PAN MOMENTSPan by Storm - Vat 19 FonclaireTANTY TUNE(1990) Frenchman - TaxiLiki Tiki - Kes x J Perry x Michael BrunGud Gud - Hey Choppi x Machel MontanoGangalee - Shurwayne Winchester x DJ SpiderDown Dey - GBM Nutron x DJ SpiderNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONJouvert Morning - J FiyreWake Up - WaddicksDoh Rough It Up - Imani Ray x Anika BerryCoffee (Muv Short Edit) - Nadia BatsonWork It Out (Radio) - V'ghnMedicine - Kes x TanoHero (D Ninja Edit) - GBM Nutron x TanoJamtown - Coutain x TanoDown Dey - MelickGo Dung (Remix) Lil Rick x MachelDansa - Klassik FrescobarBumpa - Machel MontanoWelcome To Soca - Kerwin Du BoisBlessing - Blacka DanToo Own Way - VoiceThe Islands - Patrice Roberts x Bunji GarlinFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

Dr. Jeffrey Singer is a senior fellow at the Cato Institute. He is the Founder of Valley Surgical Clinics, the largest and oldest private group surgical practice in Arizona. He has been in private practice as a general surgeon for more than 40 years. He is also a visiting fellow at the Goldwater Institute in Phoenix. Singer is a member of the Board of Scientific Advisors of the American Council on Science and Health. He writes and speaks extensively on regional and national public policy, with a specific focus on the areas of healthcare policy and the harmful effects of drug prohibition. In this episode Dr. Singer shares his extensive knowledge on the history of prohibition, then the crackdown on prescription drugs, and what a world with more legal drugs might look like. He busts a few myths too, and some of them will blow your mind because they're opposite what we hear on the news. Dr. Singer believes a much healthier world is available to us if we move away from prohibition, let doctors be doctors, and police be police, and allow adults to have more legal, regulated options for substance use. Learn more at https://enditforgood.com/

How does a medical Doctor and practicing Muslim like Dr. Zuhdi Jasser find success in changing his centuries old religion?

SOCA THERAPY - FEBRUARY 9, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday February 9th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoWave (Dr. Jay Plate) - Nailah BlackmanBamcie - Added Rankin x Yung BreddaSugar Wine - Hey Choppi x LyrikalJam Somebody - JadelToo Own Way - VoiceFeelings - PreedySweet & Rude - Mela Caribe x Dj Private RyanAuction - Orlando OctaveFling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoHigher - VoicePractice - GBM NutronNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownThe Truth - Machel MontanoThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Answer - Erphaan AlvesDon’t Stop - Shurwayne WinchesterDo Wey Yuh Want - NatahleeOil Pumping - KrosfyahGet Ready To Wine - Alison Hinds x Elephant ManCock Back And Roll - Machel MontanoBy De Bar - Godfathers AsylumBrain Freeze (Scratch Master Mashup) - Leadpipe x Jus JayBrain Freeze - Leadpipe x Jus JayPenthouse - VoiceHustle Hard - Hoipong x GBM Nutron x CoolBlazeGood Love - Jimmy OctoberTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By GBM Nutron Currently Streaming in Trinidad on Apple Music7. D Soca Band - GBM Nutron6. When Last - GBM Nutron x Jus Jay5. Hot Gyal Anthem - GBM Nutron x Jus Jay4. In The Center - GBM Nutron x Farmer Nappy3. I Like That - GBM Nutron2. Hero - GBM Nutron x Tano1. One Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoOn D Inside - GBM Nutron x M1Carnival To Remember - MilkoTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveNever Again - Machel MontanoCarnival Please Stay - Shurwayne WinchesterRunaway - Mical TejaCocoa Tea - KesWelcome To Soca - Kerwin Du BoisRetro - VoiceJamtown - Coutain x TanoEnergy - Mical TejaStagga Dance - Lil Natty x Thunda x MuddyRoad Meeting - Fay-Ann Lyons x Syri Lyons x Travis WorldTouch D Road - Bunji Garlin x Travis WorldExplore - V'ghn x Travis WorldParty (Drum Mix) - Machel MontanoCarry It - Bunji GarlinTrinidad Sweet - Voice x V'ghnPAN MOMENTSTrinidad Sweet - Bishop Anstey East & Trinity College East Steel Orchestra (2025 Trinidad Secondary School Champions)TANTY TUNE(1996) Party Time - BaronDance Floor - BaronSoca Man - BaronMelosian Rhapsody - BaronTell Me Why - BaronNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONRestless - JaxxMi Amor - Troots N IceAll Is Yours - Onika BosticLove Handles - Shaquille GFGLove It (TW Edit) - KesLove Generation - Maximus DanFeel The Love - Freetown Collective x Dj Private RyanI’m Yuh Lover - Nadia BatsonThankful - Farmer NappyTraffic Jam - Kes x Tano x Full BlownWelcome To Carnival - V'ghnScene - GBM NutronTrouble In The Morning - V'ghnPeople - KesSoca Global - Erphaan AlvesFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - FEBRUARY 2, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday February 2nd 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoSaddle (Dr. Jay Plate) - Anika BerryBet Meh (Muv Short Edit) - Machel MontanoKettle Pot - Yung BreddaDotish - LyrikalRetro (Muv Short Edit) - VoiceRetro (Dr. Jay Plate) - VoiceForever Young (Muv Short Edit) - OlatunjiMore Gyal For Me - JubyBless Me - GBM NutronRaise Up The Vibe - Adam O x Choppi PARDY - Machel MontanoThe Great Escape - Patrice RobertsForever - Nailah Blackman x Skinny FabulousRoad Meeting - Fay-Ann Lyons x Syri Lyons x Travis WorldTouch D Road - Bunji Garlin x Travis WorldExplore (Remix) (Clean) - V'ghn x Nailah Blackman x Travis WorldTogether - Nadia BatsonHigher Power - Mical TejaFlatten - Voice x Bunji GarlinUltimate Party - KrosfyahTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By Edwin Yearwood Streamed on Spotify7. Feels Like Home Again - Edwin Yearwood6. Dushi - Krosfyah feat. Edwin Yearwood5. Road Jam - Krosfyah feat. Edwin Yearwood4. Sak Pase - Edwin Yearwood3. Wet Me -  Krosfyah feat. Edwin Yearwood2. Sweating -  Krosfyah feat. Edwin Yearwood1. Pump Me Up -  Krosfyah feat. Edwin YearwoodTalk To Me - KesTack Back - Kes x TanoJunction - Coutain x TanoAye Gyal - Hey Choppi x Chalmer JohnWhen Last (Remix) - GBM Nutron x Jus Jay King x Grateful CoRunaway (Radio Edit) - Mical TejaNever Leave Ya - Kerwin Du BoisFlirt - Farmer NappyOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoCocoa Tea - KesCocoa Tea (Vintage Remix) - Artificial IntelligenceParty With You - H2O PhloTake Me Home - Freetown CollectivePAN MOMENTSIron Park 2025 Medley -  Trinidad All Stars Steel OrchestraTANTY TUNE(1992) The Phung Uh Nung Sweet - The Mighty DukeWine - Burning Flames feat. Onika BosticOwn It (Muv Short Edit) - Imani RayIs Mas - Patrice RobertsIn A Mess - Problem ChildFeting Family - Shal MarshallBest Friend - Shal MarshallHot Gyal Performance - GBM NutronDown Dey - MelickGood Medicine - JaigaMedicine (D Ninja Edit) - KesJamtown - Coutain x TanoHero (DJ Ste Intro) - GBM NutronWelcome To Soca - Kerwin Du BoisBumpa - Machel MontanoNo Way - Kris KennedyMusic Is Life - Nessa Preppy x M1 x Dj SpiderRiddim - Mical Teja x CoutainThe Greatest Bend Over (Mr Vik Band Edit) - Yung BreddaThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONCrabs In Ah Barrel - Elsworth James feat. Devon MetroWhat A Feeling - Krosfyah feat. Edwin YearwoodFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - JANUARY 26, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday January 26th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoCounting My Blessings (Dr. Jay Plate) - Nadia BatsonFar From Finished - VoiceMs Carnival (Jester VIP Edit) - Voice x KeonePrivate Party - LyndseyNo Tomorrow - Kerwin Du Bois x Adana RobertsRemember The Days - Jimmy OctoberBlessings - Hey ChoppiTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveOne Piece (Muv Short Edit) - GBM Nutron x TanoCome Over - Shal Marshall GBM Nutron x ReinaCloser - Adam OI Pray - Teddyson JohnDrunky - Kerwin Du BoisToo Own Way (Dr. Jay Plate) - VoiceThrowback - Viking Ding DingThankful (Muv Short Edit) - Farmer NappyAngel - Imani RayBlessing - Blaka DanBlaze Fire (Radio Edit) - PreedyMas Go Play (Muv Short Edit) - Erphaan AlvesCelebration - Bunji Garlin x Banx & RanxFuh Spite - Kes The Band                  Heart of Carnival (Jap x Smooch Intro) - V'ghnDNA (DJ Kevin Festival Intro Edit) - Mical TejaEnergy (Dr. Jay Plate) - Mical TejaHigher (Muv Short Edit) - VoiceCarry It - Bunji GarlinCarry It (Dr. Jay Plate) - Bunji GarlinStart (Kerry Stink Intro) - Skinny Fabulous x Dat CQSmoke Up - Patrice RobertsTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By Imani Ray Streamed on Spotify7. Dynamite - Imani Ray x Full Blown Entertainment6 Single - Problem Child x Imani Ray5, Bend - Imani Ray4. Freak - Imani Ray x Patrice Roberts3. Vibes Overload - Imani Ray x Rebel Muzik2. Take Jam - Imani Ray x Precision Productions1. Dancing Partner - DJ Private Ryan x GBM Nutron x Imani RayLike Dat - Klassik FrescobarIn The Center - GBM Nutron x Farmer NappyDown Deh (Muv Short Edit) - MelickDown Dey - MelickCoffee (Muv Short Edit) - Nadia BatsonMedicine - Kes x TanoHero (D Ninja Edit) - GBM Nutron x TanoJamtown (D Ninja Edit) - Coutain x TanoFeting Family (Muv Short Edit) - Shal MarshallIn A Mess - Problem ChildIs Mas - Patrice RobertsOwn It - Imani RayTingo (Dr. Jay Plate) - Nessa PreppyD'Journey (Make It) (SMJ Refix) - Devon Matthews x Ella AndallLive Yuh Life (Like Yuh Playing Mas) - Kes The Band x David RudderPAN MOMENTSLive Yuh Life Like Yuh Playin’ Mas - AfropanTANTY TUNE(1989) Song For A Lonely Soul - Charlie’s Roots feat. David RudderSweet Sweet Carnival - Reddy x MattazCocoa Tea (Muv Short Edit) - KesCocoa Tea x The Greatest Bend Over (D Ninja Transition) - Kes x Yung BreddaThe Greatest Bend Over (Dr. Jay Plate) - Yung BreddaThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownGood Spirits (Dr. Jay Plate) - Full BlownEs**mo (Remix) - Trinidad Killa x Nicki MinajMs. Masquerader - Adam O x ARK ProductionsMiss Masquerader - Dj Puffy x SimbaarleyCut Me Loose - Kes x Travis WorldBreaking All The Rules - Kevon CarterTitanic - Hey ChoppiDo My Thing - GBM Milko x GBM NutronCalypso - GBM NutronPray - VoiceNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONBig up All DJs (Toronto) - Maneuva x Elvin BelfonFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - JANUARY 19TH, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday January 19th 2025Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoGood Spirits (Dr. Jay Plate) - Full BlownThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Greatest Bend Over (Dr. Jay Plate) - Yung BreddaNight and Day (Remix) - Th3rd x Nailah BlackmanAye Gyal - Hey Choppi x Chalmer JohnI’ll Be There - ZanOwn Woman - Jadel x Juniah LifaSuccess - Patrice RobertsTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveSweet Sweet Carnival - Reddy x MattazMash Pit - LyrikalFind Out - Skinny FabulousLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TAnything - Mr KillaThousand - Bunji Garlin Carry It - Bunji GarlinCarry It (Dr. Jay Plate) - Bunji GarlinHigher Power - Mical TejaExplore (Remix) (Clean) - Vghn x Nailah Blackman x Travis WorldYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy Toot Toot - TemptressBag Ah Sugar - Terra D GovernorAll The Wine - Jab KingEntering GreenzLand - Bunji GarlinWicked Jab - TallpreeRum Jumbie - Problem ChildCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildCarnival Jumbie (Dr. Jay Plate) - Problem ChildJumbie (Road Mix) - Machel MontanoAh Feelin’ - Leadpipe x SaddisGreat Day - Lil RickCome Out To Win - King BubbaTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By Leadpipe Streamed On Spotify7. Straight Shotz - Leadpipe x Saddis x Jahmel6. Dreams - Leadpipe x Saddis5. Gone Clear - Leadpipe x Saddis x Ragga Ross4. Fully Toxic - Leadpipe x Jus Jay King3. Not Alone - Leadpipe x Skinny Fabulous x Jus Jay King2. Sometime - Leadpipe x Jus Jay King1. Brain Freeze - Leadpipe x Jus Jay KingRude - The Fatha x Trinidad KillaSweet & Rude - Mela Caribe x Dj Private RyanFling It Up - Machel x DavidoOwn It - Kerwin Du Bois x Nigel LewisOwn It - Imani RayFeting Family - Shal MarshallFeting Family (Jester Edit) - MikeyMash Up - BlaxxDutty Dutty - Dj CheemTake Bamboo - MelickDown Dey - MelickWave - Nailah BlackmanToo Own Way - VoicePardy - Machel MontanoTogether - Nadia BatsonPortrait of Trinidad - Mighty SniperPAN MOMENTSPortrait Of Trinidad And Tobago (Live) - Panazz PlayersTANTY TUNE(1997) Little Black Boy - GypsyJustice - Squeezy RankinI Pray (Acoustic) - Teddyson JohnArtform (Radio Edit) - Coutain x DwalaTitanic - Hey ChoppiOne Wine - Shurwayne WinchesterMy Kinda Gyal - RupeeWah We Doin - Machel MontanoCarnival Meeting - LyrikalTun Up - Patrice RobertsFrenchie (Clean) - DJ PuffyBacchanal Lady - V'ghn x TanoJamtown - Coutain x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoHero - GBM Nutron x TanoCocoa Tea (Mr Vik Band Edit) - KesMore Gyal For Me - JubyYou Owe Me - Kerwin Du BoisNo Regrets - Skinny FabulousBartender - Nadia BatsonLast Dollar - GBM Nutron x Adam OTrouble On The Road - Skorch Bun ItLife So Sweet - Th3rdNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONDrinking - This Is Kash x Yung BreddaBaby Love - Shurwayne WinchesterLove It - KesFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - JANUARY 12, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday January 12th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoBlessing (Dr. Jay Plate) - Blacka DanThankful - Farmer NappyFeelings - PreedyThrow Waist - RaeDisco - Lucrativ x Lord NelsonThrowback - Ding Dong Feters - Miguel MaestreFeting Family - Shal MarshallIs Mas - Patrice RobertsIn A Mess - Problem ChildOwn It - Imani RayYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy Higher Power (Muv Hype Edit) - Mical TejaHotspot - Lyrikal x Travis WorldNot From Here - Lavaman x Travis WorldAddicted - Jab King x Travis WorldExplore (Radio) - V'ghn x Travis WorldExplore Remix (Radio) - V'ghn x  Nailah Blackman x Travis WorldTouch D Road - Bunji Garlin x Travis WorldPushing - Pumpa x Stadic x Jonny BlazeMadness - Lyrikal x Skinny Fabulous x Stadic x Jonny BlazeShake Down - Mr Killa x Patrice Roberts x Stadic x Jonny BlazeFete I Like - Bunji GarlinThousand - Bunji Garlin Find Out (Clean) - Skinny FabulousLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TAnything - Mr KillaOwe Me Nothing - Voice x Skinny FabulousTogether - Nadia BatsonTack Back - Kes x TanoNice Time - Machel MontanoMeh Darling - JadelTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs on Trinidad & Tobago’s Apple Music Charts from Jan 10th 20257. Energy - Mical Teja6. The Truth - Machel Montano5. One Piece - GBM Nutron x Tano4. Good Spirits - Full Blown3. No Sweetness - Kes2. Cocoa Tea - Kes x Tano1. The Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaDriver - Shal MarshallJam Somebody - JadelBen Ova Miss (Super Clean Radio Edit) - DJ Private Ryan x Mela Caribe x Yung BreddaResumé - Kerwin Du Bois x StemzFling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoJumbo Jet - Bunji GarlinParty Bad - Mr Killa x Mr LegzRum Sweet - Problem ChildYuh Lie - Added RankinMas Go Play (Dr. Jay Plate) - Erphaan AlvesToo Own Way - VoiceRum Shop - ASAP BandAliens - Upset SquadKeys To the City - Kollison BandCarnival Is - AtoWho To Blame - AtlantikJammers - Miss TCSteel Band Power - Burning FlamesAh Reading - Iwer GeorgePAN MOMENTS1998 Carnival Medley (Ah Reading / How It Go Look / Bashment To Carnival / Footsteps / Toro Toro) - Exodus SteelbandTANTY TUNE(!988) Melosian Rhapsody - BaronHero - GBM Nutron x TanoJamtown - Coutain x TanoMedicine - Kes x TanoCountryside - Teddyson JohnSweet Man - SaltyMore Gyal For Me - JubyBless Me - GBM NutronBet Meh - Machel MontanoSaddle - Anika BerryKettle Pot - Yung BreddaRetro - VoiceDotish - LyrikalNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONDotish - Ms PaigeDown Dey - GBM Nutron x DJ SpiderDancing Partner - GBM Nutron x Imani Ray x DJ Private RyanFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - JANUARY 5, 2025Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday January 5th 2025Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fmMr Bissesar (Dr. Jay Plate) - DrupateeChutney Steam (Ryan Sayeed’s Vapor Rub Intro) - Ravi B x Tempa x Travis World Single Forever (Remix) - KI x Machel MontanoSingle (Zess Freestyle) - travelwithzoe x Aaron DuncanRing Finger (Radio Edit) - Lady LavaSingle - Problem Child x Imani RayStart De Jouvert - Skinny BantonJouvert Morning - J FiyreBlaze Fire (Radio Edit) - PreedyInventor (Izaman) (Razorshop Roadmix) - OlatunjiOh Yay - OlatunjiOh Yay (Remix) - Olatunji x Run TownBum Bum (Remix) - Timaya x Machel MontanoFling It Up - Machel Montano x DavidoHot Gyal Performance - GBM Nutron Best Friend - Shal MarshallDown Dey - MelickOwn It - Imani RayIs Mas - Patrice RobertsIn A Mess - Problem ChildFeting Family - Shal MarshallToo Own Way - VoiceHow Ah Livin (Muv Short Edit) - Farmer NappyAngel - Imani RayGreatness - V'ghnEverytime (Mr Vik Band Edit) - Nadia Batson Market - Nadia BatsonWhen Last (Remix) - GBM Nutron x Jus Jay King x Grateful CoCyah Hear Yuh - Patrice RobertsA Little Jam - Problem ChildBest Ride - Coopa Dan x DJ SpiderTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Soca Songs Worldwide of 2024 Here is the criteria:- Songs had to be released between Sept 15th 2023 to Sept 15th 2024- Results Date Range is from Jan 1st 2024 to November 30th 2024- Data collected from various streaming platforms as well as radio play globally7. Dutty Flex - Kes6. Runaway - Mical Teja5. Penthouse - Voice4. Banga - Kes3. Carnival Contract - Bunji Garlin2. DNA - Mical Teja1. Tack Back - Kes x TanoCocoa Tea - KesTabanca - Mical TejaThe Truth - Machel MontanoGood Spirits - Full BlownNo Sweetness - KesThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaOne Piece - GBM Nutron x Tano Dancing Partner (Jeff Battalion Mash Up) - DJ Private Ryan x GBM Nutron x Imani RayCloser (Dr. Jay Plate) - Imani RayOne Ah Dem - Shal MarshallAh Love It Here - Ricardo DruePAN MOMENTS(2024 Antigua Panorama Champions) Ah Love It Here - Hell’s Gate Steel OrchestraTANTY TUNE(1984) Satan Coming Down - The Mighty SwallowSubway Jam - The Mighty SwallowNew York - Bunji GarlinDotish - LyrikalKettle Pot - Yung BreddaBet Meh - Machel MontanoSaddle - Anika BerryRetro - VoiceBartender - Nadia BatsonNo Regrets - Skinny FabulousDoh Watch No Face - Imani RayDucking Yuh - ZanFlashing Lights - Adam OVex Money - Fay-Ann LyonsRoll Yuh Bumper - Problem ChildYou Owe Me - Kerwin Du BoisOld Firewood - Rupee Coffee - Nadia BatsonSoca Alive - Lyrikal x Travis WorldNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONSweet Sweet Carnival - Reddy x MattazD Thing Now Start - Patch No Discipline - Jadel Drinking Partner - Travis World x WadicksFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - DECEMBER 29, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday December 29th 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoCarry It (Dr. Jay Plate) - Bunji GarlinParty Time - Skinny FabulousWave It - Machel MontanoCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildHigher Power - Mical TejaUp & Up - Teddyson JohnAnything - Mr KillaThousand - Bunji Garlin Mash Pit - LyrikalStay Right There - Superman HD x. Ricky TCan Do - Ricky T x Claudette Peters x LavamanBetter Than Them - Bronxx x Mata x Ricky TLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TFind Out - Skinny FabulousLeh We Play - Patrice RobertsJam Somebody (SMJ Refix) - JadelWave - Nailah BlackmanFetting Champion - Dj Private Ryan x MX Prime x Jus NowThrowback - Viking Ding DongDriver - Shal MarshallMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesMas Go Play (Dr. Jay Plate) - Erphaan AlvesHigher - VoiceHigher (Acoustic) - VoiceThrow Waist - RaeBoogie Woogie - Rae x Roy CapeAh Home - OlatunjiFetting - College Boy JesseWave It - SwappiF.U.N - Patrice RobertsTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By Voice Streamed on Spotify7. Penthouse - Voice6. Pandemonuin - Voice x Lil Natty x Thunda5, Far From Finished - Voice4. Full Of Vibe - Voice x Marge Blackman3. Year For Love - Voice2. Alive and Well - Voice1. Cheers To Life - VoiceRetro - VoiceDotish - LyrikalKettle Pot - Yung BreddaSaddle - Anika BerryBet Meh - Machel MontanoSweet Man - SaltyD Soca Band - GBM NutronWhole Day - Machel MontanoChoose One - Farmer NappyFor Your Eyes Only - Kerwin Dubois x Nadia BatsonNo Love - Terron Da Artist x System32Bam Bam - Arielle AlexaThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownPAN MOMENTS (dedicated to Joshua Regrello for playing the steelpan for a Guiness World Record setting 31 hours)Play Panman Play - Joshua RegrelloCalypsoul - Joshua Regrello x Andre J DonawaTANTY TUNE(1978) Pan In The Twenty First Century - Lord KitchenerHow Ah Livin - Farmer NappyThe A List - Pumpa Back Bend (Remix) - Subance x Uncle EllisBad In Bum Bum - Mighty x SubanceOwn It - Imani RayFeting Family - Shal MarshallIn A Mess - Problem ChildIs Mas - Patrice RobertsStab It Out - Patrice Roberts x Pamputtae x Dan Evens x DJ PuffyPush Back - Level Vibes x Dan Evens x DJ PuffyBubble Up - Tionne x Dan Evens x DJ PuffyBend - Yung Bredda x Dan Evens x DJ PuffyLoyal - Adam O x Dan Evens x DJ PuffyBess Party - Lyrikal x Orlando OctavePush Dat Back - College Boy Jesse x Dj SpiderOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveCocoa Tea - KesWassy - Full BlownWassy (Dr. Jay Plate) - Full BlownWhole Day (Dr. Jay Plate) - RaeLive Your Life (Dr. Jay Plate) - College Boy Jesse             Keep Jamming On (Dr Jay Plate) - KesNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIOND Fan - Slammer Cutter x Kerwin DuBoisOut & Bad - VoiceHeart Of Carnival - V'ghnFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - DECEMBER 15, 2024Sunday December 15th 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistMaking You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoBring Out The Ham (Dr. Jay Plate) - Marcia MirandaMaria (Dr. Jay Plate) - CrazyDe Sweetest Lime - Baron x H20 PhloBaila La Parang - RemBunctionTrini Christmas - Nicole De CouteauSmoke In De Kitchen - RizonChristmas By Your Door - H20 PhloTight - OlatunjiBlack Cake Lover - Sugar AloesAnita - ScrunterCocoa Tea - KesTake Me Home - Freetown CollectiveTabanca - Mical TejaOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaNo Sweetness - KesThe Truth - Machel MontanoGood Spirits - Full BlownSample - Problem Child Bare Good Vibes - Shal MarshallBest Jam Ever (Dr. Jay Plate) - Patrice RobertsWould You - Farmer NappySaddle - Anika BerryDotish - LyrikalBet Meh - Machel MontanoRetro - VoicePeople Business - Teddyson John x Skinny FabulousHold Me - Charly Black10 Outta 10 - Machel MontanoShots (One For Di Road ) - MottoNaked - Skinny FabulousBoss Lady (Sign Me Up) - KesBye Bye - Miguel MaestreSweet Sweet Carnival - Reddy + MattazTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs by Teddyson John Streamed On Spotity7. X Games - DJ Private Ryan x Teddyson John6. Kitay Sa - Teddyson John5. Creme De La Creme - Teddyson John4. Party Nice - Teddyson John3. Speechless - Kerwin Du Bois x Voice x Lyrikal x Teddyon John2. Allez - Teddyson John1. Vent - Teddyson John x International StephenMe Lover - Teddyson JohnFeeling Nice - Adam OBless This Party (Ryan Sayeed’s Interfaith Intro) - Patrice RobertsNever Again (Muv Short Edit) - Machel MontanoBless Me - GBM NutronEngine Room - OlatunjiWotless - Kes The BandVagabond - Ricardo DrueHappy Music (DJ Kevin Edit) - Ricardo DrueSocaholic - Ricardo DrueAh Love It Here - Ricardo DrueProfessional - Ricardo DrueID (Stamp Your Name) - Ricardo DrueThrowback - Viking Ding Dong x System32The Guns - Spice & CompanyPAN MOMENTS(2025 Single Pan Panorama Champions) The Guns - Suan Juan East Side (arranged by Duvone Stewart)TANTY TUNE(1985) Tiney Winey - Byron Lee & The DragonairesSearch Party - PreedyLife After Fete - Kerwin Du BoisEverytime - Nadia BatsonBartender - Nadia BatsonNo Regrets - Skinny FabulousThrow Waist - RaeRemote - JadelWet and Wild - Fay-Ann LyonsWave - Nailah BlackmanHigher - VoiceSugar Wine - Lyrikal x Hey ChoppiThe A List - Pumpa The A List Benderella (DJ Tate Remix) - Pumpa x Kerwin DuBoisBruk It Set It (Riddim Master Road Intro) - AkaiiUsweet x EKBlaze Fire - PreedyBlaze De Fire - Bunji GarlinBreakaway - Fay-Ann LyonsI Produce This - Shawn “Mastermind” NoelClear De Way - Godfathers AsylumNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONIt’s Always Carnival Time - Kardinal Offishall x Kes x Quinn MarieBetter Days - Patrice RobertsMood - Shaggy x KesFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - DECEMBER 22, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday December 22nd 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoMadame Jeffery (Dr. Jay Plate) - ScrunterIt’s Christmas - BaronCome Go - BaronBreathalyzer - Dick LochanAlexander - Kenny J.Black Cake & Sorrel - Da $pirit$Fete Cyah Over (Parang Mashup) - LyrikalHappy Place - LyrikalBackyard Jam (Victorious Universe Roadmix) - Farmer NappyCocoa Tea (Mr Vik Band Edit) - Kes One Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoThe Greatest Bend Over - Yung BreddaThe Truth - Machel MontanoNo Sweetness - KesGood Spirits - Full BlownTimeless - Kernal RobertsMasterpiece - Sekon StaCome Down - LyrikalSweetest Feelin - Teddyson JohnDance with Me - Nadia BatsonGood In Goodbye - Farmer Nappy x Alison HindsTimeless - Nailah Blackman x KesFarewell - DestraFallen Fetters - Skinny Fabulous x Machel MontanoYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy TOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By Skinny Fabulous Streamed on Spotify7. Watch Thing - Skinny Fabulous6. Bend Yuh Back - Skinny Fabulous x Travis World x Dan Evens5. Go Hard - Skinny Fabulous x Machel Montano4. Behaving The Worst - Skinny Fabulous3. Up & Up - Skinny Fabulous2. Come Home - Skinny Fabulous x Nailah Blackman1. Famalay - Skinny Fabulous x Machel Montano x Bunji GarlinFind Out (Clean) - Skinny FabulousThousand - Bunji Garlin Mash Pit (Clean) - LyrikalLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TAnything - Mr KillaMess It Up - Fay-Ann LyonsWave It - Machel MontanoParty Time - Skinny FabulousIn Dey - Erphaan Alves x Nailah BlackmanExplore (Clean) - V'ghn x Travis WorldCarry It - Bunji GarlinThankful - Farmer NappyToo Own Way - VoicePAN MOMENTSRelator Medley (Christmas Is Yours, Let’s Be Friends) - Len “Boogsie” SharpeTANTY TUNE(1981) Alegeria - Daisy VoisinMon Bon Ami - Angela HunteHuman - Machel MontanoOil & Music - Machel Montano x David RudderComing Again - Machel MontanoBet Meh - Machel MontanoDotish - LyrikalKettle Pot - Yung BreddaSaddle - Anika BerryRetro - VoiceHustle Hard - Hoipong x GBM Nutron x CoolBlazeSuccess - Patrice RobertsI’ll Be There - ZanSweet Sweet Carnival - Reddy x MattazFine Wine - PreedyHighly Flavored - Teddyson JohnHow U Get So Bad - Tarrus Riley x AjjiTalk To Me - KesSoca Parang x Jing Ah Ling (Edited Kalloo Remix)Single (Zess Freestyle) - travelwithzoe x  Aaron DuncanRing Finger (Radio Edit) - Lady LavaFeters - Miguel MaestreCoffee - Nadia BatsonDown Dey - MelickNORTHERN PRESCRIPTION(2010) Frustration - JaxxOne Of A Kind - Voice x Machel MontanoBlinkin Bad - Skinny FabulousFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

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On this episode of The Founder's Sandbox, Brenda speaks with Tammy Alvarez, founder and CEO of Career Winners Circle. Tammy is also an author, professional keynote speaker, inspirational coach, trainer, and epic storyteller. After experiencing firsthand burn out in a corporate career she struck out and intentionally created a work /life balance that resulted in  creating Career Winners Circle, a company offering career coaching, helping individuals figure out what you do that you love and organizations that want to ignite their employees. They speak about Tammy leaving corporate life in New York, and how to “weather through”  seasonality in your business and your career to come back to your "Why?" You can find out more about Tammy and her writing at: https://www.linkedin.com/in/tammyalvarez https://careerwinnerscircle.com/ “Escaping the Career Trap: Transform Your Apathy Into Ambition and Never Hate Mondays Again;” and the book Tammy mentions in this episode: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/scale-or-fail-allison-maslan/1128886160 You can subscribe to Next Act Advisors at https://nextactadvisors.com/product/subscriptions/ and be sure to use the special discount code "sandbox25" for friends of The Founder's Sandbox for 25% off your subscription.   transcript:  00:04 Hi, I'm pleased to announce something very special to me, a new subscription-based service through Next Act Advisors that allows members exclusive access to personal industry insights and bespoke 00:32 corporate governance knowledge. This comes in the form of blogs, personal book recommendations, and early access to the founder's sandbox podcast episodes before they released to the public. If you want more white glove information on building your startup with information like what was in today's episode, sign up with the link in the show notes to enjoy being a special member of Next Act Advisors. 01:01 As a thank you to Founders Sandbox listeners, you can use code SANDBOX25 at checkout to enjoy 25% off your membership costs. Thank you. 01:20 Welcome back to the Founder's Sandbox. I am Brenda McCabe, your host in this monthly podcast. We're now into our third season. The monthly podcast reaches entrepreneurs and business owners who learn about building resilient, purpose-driven and sustainable businesses with great corporate governance. I want to assist entrepreneurs and entrepreneurs in building those scalable, well-governed and resilient businesses. And guests to my podcast are founders, business owners, 01:49 themselves who want to use the power of the private enterprise, be it small, medium, or large, to create change for a better world. Through storytelling with each of my guests that are going to touch upon resilience, purpose-driven enterprise, and sustainable growth, my goal is to provide in a fun environment where we can equip one startup founder at a time the skills to build a better world through great corporate governance. 02:20 Today, my guest is Tammy Alvarez. Tammy is joining the podcast as founder and CEO of Career Winners Circle. She also is an author, professional keynote speaker, inspirational coach, trainer, and epic storyteller. So welcome, Tammy, to the Founder's Sandbox. Thank you, Brenda. It is such a pleasure to be here today. I do feel a bit intimidated. You know, you're an epic storyteller, and I thought... 02:49 So we have two storytellers in the sandbox today. Should be good. Excellent. So in prior conversations with you, Tammy, and I did take some time to listen to some other podcasts where you've been featured. You, like me, share a mission. And you're very mission-driven. And you've experienced firsthand burnout in the corporate world. And you intentionally created. 03:18 a work life balance, which we're going to learn about more today that resulted in creating career winners circle. And it's a company that's offering coaching, career coaching, helping individuals figure out what you do that you love. Every guest and I we choose a title for the podcast, our title for this podcast with Tammy Alvarez, CEO of career 03:46 is purpose pivoting careers. So Tammy, you are joining us from Mexico City. I am. But your journey actually started years ago in New York and Wall Street. And then you took a little jaunt over to Belize. And I found some commonalities, my own work. 04:13 is informed by a major life change that I made back over 20, actually 15 years now, I moved back to the US after 25 years in Europe. And I work with companies, not necessarily individuals, to be fit for purpose, poised for growth, and made for resilience. What made you leave the Manhattan, Wall Street life and go offshore before it became fashionable? 04:41 in the post-COVID world? It was an interesting culmination of activities, if you will. I grew up in and around Wall Street. So my whole career was really around financial services and I loved the corporate career. Throughout my corporate career, I made 11 different changes in terms of the jobs that I had, everything from sales to audit and everything in between. 05:09 in five different industries and around Wall Street, because I had this mindset that if you don't like it, change it. And that's kind of how I navigated through my career. And I remember this one day, here I am, top of my career, managing director, the height of my career is managing like over 2000 people in 35 countries, like all these big girl things that are going on. And I remember sitting in a boardroom, we had missed earnings again. 05:39 And we were just waiting for the bloodletting to begin, right? So our boss comes in and every quarter it would turn into a game of hot potato. Of whose fault was it? Like, it's not my fault. It's sales fault. It's operations. It's this, it's that. And it just was actually, you know, became comical. And then we'd all go out for a few beers after the meeting was over. And so this time was particularly brutal in terms of how difficult the analyst call was. And I remember having this. 06:07 out of body experience it felt like in the movies. You know, when you're floating over the table and you're associated to it, but you're not really there. And I didn't realize it at the time, but my career had received its death sentence because I developed this disease that I call I don't give a shititis. And so, you know, six months later, I had found myself, I had cashed out of Wall Street. 06:32 I had moved to a tropical island off the coast of Belize in Central America and started this business, which was by far the most terrifying thing I've ever done. And I just really needed that reset because I had stopped learning. And it felt like I had just seen everything and to go to another company would have been the same, you know, the same thing with a different shade of lipstick. And I needed to reignite my desire to actually learn. 07:00 fail successfully and move my business forward. Say that again, you wanted to reignite. I needed to reignite my desire, my ability to learn, but also how to fail successfully. Okay. And continue to start a new chapter. Right, right. And we did speak about some of your intentional choices. All right, you leave, you had it. 07:28 What would you call that? You had a disease? Oh, yeah. I don't give a shititis, right? So yes. I think a lot of us have that disease, and we just don't realize it's, you know. Right. Well, by speaking your truth, which is what I'm hearing, and my listeners will as well. I was struck, though, Tammy, because you landed in that tropical island, but you really didn't yet know what you were about to do, right? I had no idea. 07:58 you age out of Wall Street, you just do. And so part of my plan, soft plan, the extent of my business plan, Brenda, was I'm gonna coach someday and sit on a few boards and do some academic work. That was the extent of my business plan. So when I pulled the plug, I think I've made every mistake an entrepreneur could possibly make, probably twice, because I'm a slow learner. And so I just fumbled my way through in the dark and just. 08:24 kept trying things and kept failing at things until I finally figured out the secret sauce, but it took several years for me to get to that point. And it was terrifying, right? In terms of feeling like I had lost the skill to learn, I'm like, oh, this is taking a lot longer than it used to because I purposefully stayed at a corporate. I did not wanna have a business to business company because I knew I was still addicted to the work. Yep. 08:51 And if I'd gone right back in, I'd just be in the same rat race under my own flag. And so I purposely sent myself to serve consumers and I didn't know anything about mailing lists or drip campaigns or marketing funnels. I knew none of this stuff. And so that, that journey was absolutely one of the most frustrating and rewarding journeys I think I've had. And, and you know, did you, um, you're six years into 09:17 this almost seven now. Yeah, exactly. auspicious number. Do you really believe that you've removed the golden handcuffs of a corporate life or and you are the best operator to actually be working with people that are leaving corporate life in Wall Street? Yes. And yes. Excellent. You know, since the day I started the firm, I've never worked more than 30 hours a week. 09:45 Right. We would go scuba diving a couple of days a week before work. Just as a way to start our day. What better way than to go play with the fish and get salty. And it was interesting. So I had how to coach when I, when I finally realized that I can't do this on my own. And I probably should actually get some help with somebody who's done this before. I was not looking at the finances in my business the way I was supposed to. And she kept asking me, you know, every time we met, where are we with the numbers? Where are we with the forecast? 10:15 And I would just, I didn't do what I didn't do it. And so she finally asked me, she goes, what are you afraid of? And of course I bristled, cause I'm like, I'm not afraid of anything. And she let it go because she knew she hit a nerve. And so I let that marinate for a little bit. And after a session or two, what it turned out Brenda, is that I was afraid of success. Okay. 10:38 I didn't know it at the time consciously, but I was afraid that I was gonna end up tethered to my desk just like I was in corporate. And so I was abandoning all the good practices and the things that I had learned in corporate because when I cut the cord, I cut everything. I didn't keep the good stuff. And so once I started to realize that some of these routines will actually help me scale without compromising my lifestyle, then that's when things really started to turn around for me. 11:05 Now we've got six coaches. We're serving individuals and businesses worldwide. And I'm still, I don't work on Fridays. And those boundaries are so important to me because I just gave up on those for my entire adult life. You said a few things here, too, that really caught my attention. So you intentionally did set out to want to make a difference in other people's lives. So you started with your own. 11:35 You work no more than 30 hours a week. You've built your work life, your work around the work-life balance. Yes. And you kept the good stuff that matter from that corporate life. I'm curious, is this a type of consulting that you do with the individuals that you coach? Yes, we do. Because a lot of the mid-assessors 12:04 mid to senior level leaders that we coach, start their own businesses. And so we helped them on that journey. And so the business found me initially, because one of the biggest mistakes I made is that I created a bunch of amazing programs that no one would buy. So I was like, okay, this is a terrible idea. Because I was a transformation expert on Wall Street. So we, every time the building was burning, my team and I were running in while everyone else was running out. I loved it. 12:31 But when I was in corporate, I realized that most people suck at this. Okay. And so I'm like, let me teach people how to be really strong transformational leaders, which was a great idea, but that didn't work with a business to consumer model because they wouldn't pay for it because they didn't see that as a gating factor to their success. That's right. And as I was talking to potential clients, it's like, yeah, yeah, I don't care about that, but I want to know how you did what you did. I was like, Oh, you do. And like, you know, cause they. 13:00 Most of our clients when we started were mid to senior level leaders, single career, multiple companies usually, but single career, and now they're miserable and they feel stuck and they know they don't like this, but they don't know what they did like. And there's a lot of shame that comes with that. And so I deconstructed the things that I did naturally over the past 20 years in terms of making all these moves. I'm like, how do I help others do this? And so the business actually found me. 13:29 And that's really how we started. But then as our customers' journeys evolved and they started to go into smaller companies and become C-suite executives for mid-size organizations or start their own firms or begin their own nonprofits, then we continue to serve them on that journey because those are new challenges and new opportunities for them to need a wingman or a win-win-win for. And so now we really work with 13:57 business leaders and individual executives within companies, if you don't wake up and love Monday every Monday, you're doing it wrong. Exactly. It's not a pipe dream. And that's really where we step in and add that value and make that difference. That's a great segue to the title of your book that you recently authored, The First Quarter of 2024. How did you? 14:26 Make the time Tammy, while running your business, attending to your clients, working with building your own team. So for my listeners, Tammy is author of Escaping the Career Trap, Transform Your Apathy into Ambition and Never Hate Mondays Again. So applause. Thank you. So you are an author. How did you find the time? 14:53 um, to write this and how, who was your target audience? Um, and how has that influenced the type of work you're doing today? Yeah, the book, um, has been in the making since I started the company. And I had a really good mentor because that was the first thing I wanted to do was write a book. And so he sat me down. He lived in Belize as well. And so he and I were, you know, having a cocktail on the terrace, looking over the ocean. He's like, Tammy, you don't need a book. 15:23 you need customers. And he's like, without customers, you don't have a business. And so this idea of a book kept going on my vision board year after year after year. And so the timing turned out to be perfect because we were moving from Belize to Mexico City. I had no friends in Mexico City yet, and I didn't speak the language very well. And so this was a really good time for me just to hunker in. 15:52 and really finally get this passion project of mine over the finish line. And obviously it takes a village, right? So I had a great coach and even better editor. You know, I'm a thought leader, I'm not an author by trade. And so there was a lot of heavy lifting in terms of making this readable for our audience. And the book surprised me actually, because originally it was written for the disenfranchised worker. Like if you hate Mondays, you need to read the book. And it's a coaching book. 16:21 where you absolutely know step by step exactly what you need to do. But then what surprised me is that organizations started to pay me to come in and deliver this message to their teens. Oh my gosh. I was like, you do realize I talk in the first two chapters about how messed up everything is. And they're like, yes, but this is the message. Cause in the message, the so what to this is that I think everyone needs to become that CEO. 16:50 of you incorporated. And when you start to treat your career like a business, whether you are a corporate person or whether you actually have your own business, because a lot of us haven't promoted ourselves into that CEO spot yet. But when you start to think about things in terms of running a business and apply those to how you manage your career, everything changes. And it's good for the individual, it's good for the business, it's good for everyone. 17:16 And so, you know, with the book now, we are working with companies who are really struggling with the majority of their employees who also have, I don't give a shit, itis. Okay. And like, how do you wake them up? Because there's this, especially in the middle market space, there's this concept of this, you know, global talent shortage crisis is what they're calling it. And so I'm here with all the layoffs, how can there be a talent shortage crisis anywhere? 17:43 But what I strongly believe, and what we're starting to prove out with our clients now, is that businesses have everything they need right under their nose. They just don't know how to activate it. Right, right. And so we've created a, you know, literally a three month like adrenaline rush process to reactivate the ambition and get people to start to lean in and care about what they do again. And it's made amazing results and differences for our clients. 18:12 So at the end of the day, we're all about loving Mondays in every way possible. And whether that's helping organizations or individuals find their path, there's a way forward for everyone. Right, I love the comment you made around the first three chapters when you were surprised that corporates were asking you to come in and speak is that everyone needs to become a CEO within their business, right? The business line, right? 18:40 Did I quote you correctly? Because I mean, you know, so when you treat your career like a business, yeah, and you become the CEO of you incorporated, then that's when the magic starts to happen. 18:55 I can't wait to read it because I will be honest, I have not read your book, but I loved the catchy title, Escaping the Career Trap. Transform your apathy into ambition and never hate Mondays again. And those golden handcuffs are there, right? Right on the cover. And I think for entrepreneurs and solopreneurs and new business owners, we feel trapped too sometimes and we become a victim of the monster we've created, either a victim of our own success. 19:24 or we're not seeing the growth that we expected and things are harder than we planned for. And so much of what's in the book and also what we coach on really helps you break through that and find your way to the other side. Because I think all of our careers have what I call seasonality, right? And we all know success isn't linear. And so when you start to embrace that seasonality in your business, 19:50 and in your career and realize, okay, how can I show up better for me first? Because when I do that, then the downstream impacts are gonna show up in my business. 20:04 seasonality and how can I show up better? All right. Let's switch gears. Tammy, we've talked about how you from created your business over the last seven years, walk my listeners through a typical is the, is the word engagement. Is it one-on-one? Um, do you consult as well for the executive team of the midsize companies? Walk my listeners through that experience. 20:29 Yeah, absolutely. And so we do work privately and we have group, you know, we have group programs that we use. And then we also do business advisory work. And so a typical engagement in any of those scenarios is really not only getting clear on what good looks like, but why? Oh, because so many times we were like, I want to do this, you know, a business is like we want to expand, you know, an individual is like, I want to get promoted or, you know. 20:57 in group settings, we do a lot of women in leadership type work. You know, it's like, I want whatever. And then the next question is why? Why? And if those answers ring hollow, then it's time to go back and take a look at that to figure out what you really do want. Because so often we're on autopilot, we do something because it's what's expected next. 21:23 We do something because well, that's what all the books and the magazines and the podcasts I'm supposed to do. And all of these things, it's like, no, let's lean back in and figure out what do you want? And I think a really good example is I had this summer, I had a summer of flow is what I called it. And we had hired all these coaches last year. We launched the book in January. We had a great book launch party in New York City in April. And everybody's like, what's next? And I'm like, I'm tired. 21:49 Nothing is next. Right, and so I promised we're gonna run the business, but I was just gonna not make any big decisions or start anything new for the whole summer. Nice. Now the summer flow is led into a raging river, but I needed that time to assess what I wanted. And as I was doing this, I read this book called Scalar Fail. Scalar Fail. And so one of the exercises is that, you know, you put your big hairy goal out there from a revenue perspective and you triple it. 22:17 And so I did that and I'm like, well, this is exciting and all that kind of fun stuff. But then I started to back into what the operational and personal expense would be in terms of lifestyle to do that. I'm like, I don't wanna work that hard. It's not for me. Right? And so I think checking in and asking ourselves why, because if you find that you've achieved something that you wanted and you get there, and suddenly you look around and you're like, 22:46 is this all there is, then you've been running the wrong race. And so we don't check in enough to make sure that the race we're running is going to give us the finish line that is truly where we need to be. So that's the really first part of the engagement, because once that's clear, then from an execution perspective and building that path forward through coaching and through skill building and through advisory work, that stuff becomes a lot easier. 23:14 because when you know Simon Sinek is great with that whole start with why, because when you're really connected to that, that is where you get your resilience. Okay. You know, I have found there's been several times in my life where I want to give up. Okay. And things got too hard. Do I really want this? Like, you know, it was just easier to just play it safe, do nothing, all the things. But when I connected to my, you know, my true why, like. 23:42 what is going on with me personally, then that's where I found my grit to keep going. Like when I was younger in my career, you know, quick story, but long story short, my parents split up when I was a teenager, my mom, my sister and I ended up homeless. And I saw how much she struggled. And I swore that that would never be me. And so for the beginning part of my career, my ambition was fueled by fear. Yes. 24:07 Um, and so, but that's what kept me going. It's like, I don't want this, like, you know, and so, so that was really what allowed me to find that internal fortitude to do the things that just seemed impossible. Now, when I started this business, I started to have second thoughts again. I'm like, this is so irresponsible. 24:25 It's like, you are a grown adult and you've left the job everybody wants. You're living on a tropical island. You have no idea where your first paycheck is coming from, let alone the second and third. It's like, what are you doing? And I was afraid, because at that time, my parents were aging and they had no money separately. And so my sister and I were supporting them financially. And I'm like, I have one daughter. I'm like, I don't want to be a burden on her because I'm off playing around the world. And so when I realized that, okay, now my... 24:54 you know, my big reason for doing what I do and for wanting what I want is so that way I'm never a burden on her, but I can still have the life that I want for me. Then the days where I wake up and I'm like, I'll be like doing this. I still get up and do it anyway. Right. So yeah. Thank you for sharing that personal story. And I feel honored that you shared that here on the Founder Sandbox. 25:24 So I'm good on how my listeners can use your services. So it's either individuals or mid-size companies. Yep, yep. Entrepreneurs, mid-size companies, that kind of stuff. Yes. So at Next Act Advisors, I work a lot with scaling companies. So it's normally the CEO and the founding team. I'm all about building scalable and resilient companies. 25:54 and the management of risk is very important. Can you, and you have a lot of clients that come from the Wall Street world, right? Do you have any specific highlights or experiences with executives who have pivoted their careers while working with you and are actually working in the risk and compliance functions? I mean, I'd love to hear some real life stories. Yeah, when I was in corporate, you know, 26:24 three of those 11 roles that I had, one was operational risk for a client defense, one was internal audit, so the very last stop, and then a major role in compliance, in terms of international banking and during the financial crisis. And so I think having a sales background, which is how I started my career, moving into middle office and operations, and then ultimately leading some risk functions, 26:51 There's a few things that I think if you're sitting in a risk function today, that make a difference between being adequate at your job and being an amazing business partner. And it's so easy to just hide behind the word no. Okay. It's safe. Like you can't do that. Like Dr. No. Right? You can't do that. You can't do this. You can't do these things. Whereas there's a true risk part. 27:18 is going to be able to help guide a business executive on how to get to yes, safe, and in a safe way. And very few, I think, risk partners actually do that. And so knowing I had a quota that I had carried in my life and frontline with clients when they're irritated because it takes so long to get them onboarded, or they have to fill out this form 700 times or whatever it is, it's like as a risk partner, it's your job to help. 27:47 the business safely get to yes and grow. And I think it's just too easy to hide behind the checklist, hide behind that this is what the regulators said. I mean, we need to listen to the regulators. They are there for everyone's safety. But there's so many ways to not have to have that contentious or that myopic relationship. And so I think from a risk partner perspective, really understanding how the business works. 28:15 really understanding where the risks are. So let's face it, you know, if you are going to be completely risk adverse, you would never open up your front door on a rainy day with marble floors. Because the chance of somebody slipping and falling is too high, but we open our doors every day. So there's at some level an assumed acceptance of risk. And like, how do we do this in a way that business people understand? You know, cause you've got your. 28:43 RCS says you've got your risk assessments. You've got all these things. The end of the day, they're just spreadsheets. No one cares about, right? You've got to and so to bring this alive, I'm like, OK, here's what we need to do. Let's find a way to do that. And with the business partners with you hand in hand, it's just an amazing combination to be able to get things done in a good way. I like that. I love how you've really brought it back to how a risk professional could tell their story and a more 29:13 coming CEO of your own career, all right? Let's go to another question related to 2025. So you took the summer off, you were in flow, now we're in a raging river. We are definitely in a raging river now, that's for sure. The team is like, hope you enjoyed the rest. You have something in store for 2025 that is related to your service offering with CEOs and management teams. Tell us a little bit more about that. 29:41 upcoming launch. Yeah, so excited about this. And this is going to be an absolute game changer for so many businesses. And really started with that aha moment I had when companies wanted me to start talking about the messages in the book. And so what we've done is we've cracked the code on how to reignite a workforce that no longer cares. In ways that actually move the dime. 30:11 Okay. And revenue, profitability, quality, customer satisfaction, key talent retention. And so it's called Amplify 360. And what we do is we take this three pronged approach to work with a company for three months. I think most leaders have kind of fallen out of love with a long term culture play. 30:35 Right, you bring consultants in, you bring organizational design people in, you bring in employee engagement surveys, you do all these things and nothing works. So what do you do? And so what we do is we take three months, basically it's an adrenaline shot to get the company started and kind of pivoted onto the right track. But we work with three different constituents. We work with the employees and teach them how to become that CEO of their career. Okay. 31:03 we work with the leadership team to teach them how to not screw that up. Okay. Right? Cause that's a press like, oh, I got a stick. I don't like this. It makes me uncomfortable. And then we work with the executive team and the board to make sure that their policies, their procedures, the things that they're recognizing and moving people forward in terms of behavior are taking the organization in the right direction of travel. Okay. 31:29 Because one of those three pieces, when one of them breaks, the whole thing breaks. Okay. And so we spend the first month doing baseline work and seeing where the company's at. The second month is skill building and training and coaching and those types of things. The third month is operationalizing this so they can be self-sufficient. Wow. And so it is fast, it is high energy. It layers in with, 31:59 You still have to run a business, so we don't have to shut down for three months to do this. And what we've found in some of our preliminary pilots is that the entire dynamic starts to change. And all of a sudden, the people who didn't have much to say are engaged and connected. And one of the biggest core foundational things that we work on is we work on connecting an individual's personal 32:28 um, ambition, you know, they're the things that get them, that get them up at night or aspirations rather. So we take their aspirations and connect them to the company's biggest goals. I love it. See, we don't tap into aspiration because you can't measure it. Right. But there's a reason all of us get out of bed in the morning, regardless of what we do for a living. So what is that? And when you figure out what that is, 32:56 And then you start applying that to the company's, you know, biggest objectives. Now, all of a sudden everyone is winning because typically the things that you have the biggest aspirations about are also the things you're most skilled in. Now you have more people spending time playing to their strengths. They're doing things that they personally care about and the business is winning too. So would you say that your secret sauce in this amplify 360 degree approach 33:26 is aligning the individual's personal aspiration with the corporate goals. Yes, that is absolutely step one, right? And it's something no one's doing, right? Everyone's talking employee engagement. I'm telling you to think about aspirations. Absolutely. Wow. And Tammy, just for clarification, are you focusing this new service offering on 33:56 it's sector agnostic. People are people, right? Our area of strong expertise are middle market companies that are in STEM and in hypergrowth, right? That's really where this has the best opportunity for an ROI fast. But we serve all clients in terms of if you need that kind of support and you're willing to do the things that you need to within your organization. But middle market STEM, that's really our sweet spot. Excellent. 34:26 Well, it's now your time to share with my listeners how to contact you, Tammy Alvarez, or your company. What would you, there'll be show notes for this episode and we'll be providing material to give some some information on how. Absolutely. Yeah. So, so the one thing I love to ask all of our listeners to do is connect with me on LinkedIn and send me a message. Let me know you heard the podcast, what you thought, you know, what you agreed with, what you didn't. I love to hear your stories. 34:55 But you can also reach us at care We are offering a complimentary strategy assessment for companies who might need the Amplify 360 solution, where we can see, are you ready for this and where's your best opportunity? So really between the website and LinkedIn, those are the best ways to get ahold of us right now. Well, thank you, Tammy. We're gonna go back to the founder sandbox and I love to ask each of my guests. 35:24 The meaning of three words, which is the areas of work where I engage with my clients. And it's on building resilient businesses, purpose-driven businesses and scalable growth. What does resilience mean to you? Resilience to me is being able to find joy no matter what life throws at you. Wow. 35:50 What about purpose-driven businesses? From a business perspective, I think having a purpose-driven business is about having that unifying force within your organization that everyone can get behind. Goes much further than a vision, mission, value statement. But again, it's the organizational aspiration. What is the reason we are getting out of bed in the morning, like a career winner circle? Our purpose? 36:20 is to make sure that everyone loves Mondays again, right? And to eradicate the apathetic haze that has taken over in organizations. And that is our purpose. It's big and everyone's behind that. And so that's where I think the value of having a purpose-driven company comes into play. Thank you. Scalable growth. Scalable growth kind of ties to me into resilience, right? In terms of the rate of change that individuals and businesses are experiencing right now is significant. 36:50 And so one of the things, especially through Amplify 360 that we focus on is making sure that the entire organization's ecosystem is future-proofed. And so, you can focus on your own shop, but if all your suppliers, your vendors, or your customers are changing tack and you don't know, then you can do all the things right for all the wrong outcomes. And so it's for me, that scalability, a big piece of that is you look at all the things that are involved 37:20 ecosystem internally and externally and make sure that everything is as feature-proofed as it can possibly be. Like amazing nuggets there. Thank you. Last and final question, Tammy, did you have fun in the sandbox today? I love playing in the sandbox, right? So I did, Britta. Thank you so much for the invite. And hopefully some of the things that we talked about today resonate with the listeners where you can start to take action on some of these things right away. Well, thank you. 37:49 My listeners, if you like this episode with Tammy Alvarez, sign up for the monthly release where founders, business owners, corporate directors, and professional service providers learn about how to build with strong governance, resilience, scalable, and purpose-driven company to make profits for good. Signing off for this month, thank you very much.  

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Oshun (Battalion Music Remix) - Freetown Collective x Dj Private Ryan 6. Mighty People - Freetown Collective x Sheriff5. World On Fire - Freetown Collective x Patrice Roberts x Dj Private Ryan4. Where I Am - Freetown Collective3. Kasandra - Freetown Collective x Stadic2. Mas - Freetown Collective x Mical Teja1. Feel The Love - Freetown Collective x Dj Private RyanIt’s Christmas - Rome x Nailah BlackmanHomemade Wine - ScrunterSOS To Santa - Bindley BIndian Soca Parang Chick - TaxiGood Medicine - JaigaForever Young - OlatunjiCome From? - Erphaan AlvesHolding On - Ricardo DrueLook Fuh Dat - Kes The BandCya Stop Meh - ShradahGetting On Bad - Machel MontanoMagic Drum - Machel Montano x Len ‘Boogsie’ Sharpe x Phase 2PAN MOMENTS(2009) Magic Drum - Phase II Pan GrooveTANTY TUNE(1985) Too Young To Soca - Machel MontanoBet Meh - Machel MontanoSaddle - Anika BerryKettle Pot - Yung BreddaDotish - LyrikalRetro - VoiceThe Bomb Song - Bunji GarlinFete I Like - Bunji GarlinHardest Jam - LyrikalRum Bus - KonshensFitness - Trinidad Killa x JadelHer Mudda - Machel Montano x PumpaYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy Tomorrow - Brucelee AlmighteeAddicted - Jab King x Travis WorldNot From Here - Lavaman x Travis WorldExplore (Radio) - V'ghn x Travis WorldCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TMash Pit - LyrikalThousand - Bunji Garlin Find Out - Skinny FabulousNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONToronto - Miguel MaestreDubai - Sekon Sta x Dj Private RyanIt’s Carnival - Destra x Machel MontanoFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - NOVEMBER 24, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday November 24th 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoEnergy (Dr. Jay Plate) - Mical TejaDr. Mashup - Machel MontanoBad Chargie - Viking Ding Dong x Machel MontanoFinally - V'ghn Trinidad Sweet - Voice x V'ghnGreatness - V'ghnThankful - Farmer NappyThe Spirit - Machel MontanoUmbrella - Bunji GarlinBehavior Nothin - Skinny FabulousMental Day - KesOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoA Little Jam - Problem ChildCyah Hear Yuh - Patrice RobertsVibes Team - PreedyNice Time - Machel MontanoMeh Darling - JadelBest In A While - Nadia BatsonCocoa Tea - KesTabanca - Mical TejaNo Love - Terron Da Artist x System32Feeling Nice - Adam OTitanic - Hey ChoppiArtform (Radio Edit) - Coutain x DwalaNight and Day (Remix) - Th3rd x Nailah BlackmanSoca Kingdom - Machel Montano x SuperblueSound Check - Mad Skull x Wetty BeatzLike Never Before - Problem ChildBehaviour Nothing (Radio Edit) - Shal Marshall TOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs by Freetown Collective streamed on Spotify as of November 14th7. Oshun (Battalion Music Remix) - Freetown Collective x Dj Private Ryan 6. Mighty People - Freetown Collective x Sheriff5. World On Fire - Freetown Collective x Patrice Roberts x Dj Private Ryan4. Where I Am - Freetown Collective3. Kasandra - Freetown Collective x Stadic2. Mas - Freetown Collective x Mical Teja1. Feel The Love - Freetown Collective x Dj Private RyanIt’s Christmas - Rome x Nailah BlackmanHomemade Wine - ScrunterSOS To Santa - Bindley BIndian Soca Parang Chick - TaxiGood Medicine - JaigaForever Young - OlatunjiCome From? - Erphaan AlvesHolding On - Ricardo DrueLook Fuh Dat - Kes The BandCya Stop Meh - ShradahGetting On Bad - Machel MontanoMagic Drum - Machel Montano x Len ‘Boogsie’ Sharpe x Phase 2PAN MOMENTS(2009) Magic Drum - Phase II Pan GrooveTANTY TUNE(1985) Too Young To Soca - Machel MontanoBet Meh - Machel MontanoSaddle - Anika BerryKettle Pot - Yung BreddaDotish - LyrikalRetro - VoiceThe Bomb Song - Bunji GarlinFete I Like - Bunji GarlinHardest Jam - LyrikalRum Bus - KonshensFitness - Trinidad Killa x JadelHer Mudda - Machel Montano x PumpaYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy Tomorrow - Brucelee AlmighteeAddicted - Jab King x Travis WorldNot From Here - Lavaman x Travis WorldExplore (Radio) - V'ghn x Travis WorldCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TMash Pit - LyrikalThousand - Bunji Garlin Find Out - Skinny FabulousNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONToronto - Miguel MaestreDubai - Sekon Sta x Dj Private RyanIt’s Carnival - Destra x Machel MontanoFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - NOVEMBER 17, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday November 17th 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoSoca Nice (Dr. Jay Plate) - V'ghnAh Love It Here - Ricardo DrueFollow The Music - MX Prime x Jus NowToo Own Way - VoiceMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesThankful - Farmer NappyYou - Triniboi JoocieShe Ready (Muv Monk She Ready Transition) - Adam O x SaltySoca Party - Nadia Batson                  Coffee - Nadia BatsonCocoa Tea - KesBubbling Champion - DJ Private Ryan x JadelOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoTabanca - Mical TejaJam On De Inside - JaigaHappy Place - LyrikalBetter Days - Patrice RobertsBackyard Jam - Farmer NappyDotish - LyrikalSaddle - Anika BerryKettle Pot - Yung BreddaPantry - MottoRetro - VoiceBet Meh - Machel MontanoTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Streamed in Bermuda on Apple Music (World Category)7. Holiday - Problem Child x Jus Jay King6. When Last - GBM Nutron x Jus Jay King5. Vent - Teddyson John4. Bend Over - Machel Montano3. Lucy - Destra2. Energy - Mical Teja1. DNA - Mical TejaForever Young - OlatunjiD Soca Band - GBM NutronChoose One - Farmer NappyWhole Day - Machel MontanoLife So Sweet - Th3rdBest In A While - Nadia BatsonThrow Dem Out - PreedyRude - The Fatha x Trinidad KillaJouvert Morning - J FiyreIn The Center - GBM Nutron x Farmer NappyHulk - BlaxxBeating Rum Road (Muv Word Play Transition) - Wadicks x PreedyCarry It - Bunji GarlinLike Never Before - Problem ChildBehaviour Nothing - Shal Marshall PAN MOMENTS(1997 T&T Panorama Champions) Guitar Pan - Amoco RenegadesTANTY TUNE (1988) Engine Room - David RudderEngine Room - OlatunjiHigher Than High - Machel MontanoSomebody - Blazer feat. Bunji Garlin, Maximus Dan & Fay Ann LyonsYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy Start The Party - Erphaan AlvesFete I Like - Bunji GarlinNORTHERN PRESCRIPTION(World Premiere) Feters - Miguel MaestreHigh Life - Machel MontanoPeace Of Mind - VoiceFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - NOVEMBER 10, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday November 10th 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoCause It (Dr. Jay Plate) - ZanOwn It - Imani RayIn A Mess - Problem ChildIs Mas - Patrice RobertsFeting Family - Shal MarshallFeelings - PreedyIn Meh Space - Nadia BatsonOne Two Step - Ziggy RankingDisco - Lucrativ feat. Lord NelsonWhole Day - Machel MontanoD Soca Band - GBM NutronChoose One - Farmer NappyBig People Party - Farmer NappyHow Ah Livin - Farmer NappyThankful - Farmer NappyWhere I Am - Freetown CollectiveI Got U (Quixx Edit) - Ricardo DruePop A Bottle - Machel MontanoCooler Fete - Nadia BatsonIn Trouble - Farmer Nappy x Alison HindsLooking For It - Patrice RobertsThrowback - Viking Ding DingNah Missing Me - Edwin YearwoodPassion - MilitantTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Streamed In Belize on Apple Music (on November 8th 2024)7. DNA - Mical Teja6. Fast Wine - Machel Montano5. Big Bad Soca - Bunji Garlin4. Splinters - Shal Marshall3. The A List - Pumpa2. Ring Finger (Radio Edit) - Lady Lava1. Artform (Radio Edit) - Coutain x DwalaBlessing Me - Jimmy October x CoutainMiss Continental - Nailah Blackman x DJ ObiBless Me - GBM NutronBest In A While - Nadia BatsonNeed It (Riddim Master Intro) - Claudette PetersNat U - Claudette PetersKings And Queens - Ricardo Drue x Claudette Peters Go So - Ricardo Drue x Claudette PetersCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildCarry It - Bunji GarlinPan & Soca (Road Mix) - Bunji GarlinPAN MOMENTS(1981 T&T Panorama Champions) Unknown Band - Trinidad All StarsTANTY TUNE(1981 T&T Road March) Ethel - Blue Boy(1981 Antigua Road March) Up & Jumpin - ReddingObeah Wedding (Tabanca Edit) - Mighty SparrowTabanca - Mical TejaOne Of A Kind - Aaron DuncanAye Gyal - Hey Choppi x Chalmer JohnOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoTremble It (Dr. Jay Plate) - DestraWave (Road Mix) - Fay Ann LyonsSwing - Nadia BatsonAnxiety - Patrice RobertsStarta Pack - Tionne HernandezPampalam - Faith CallenderSugar - Square One feat. Alison HindsSound Check - Mad Skull x Wetty BeatzSomeone Else (Radio Edit) - Litleboy x Quan x Trilla GYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy NORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONParang Here To Stay - June SmithBonnie & Clyde - DestraIt’s Carnival - Destra x Machel MontanoDropboxSoca Therapy PlaylistSunday November 3rd 2024Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoSomething To Talk About (Dr. Jay Plate) - Ricky TBetter Than Them - Bronxx x Mata x Ricky TCan Do (Clean) - Ricky T x Claudette Peters x LavamanFind Out (Clean) - Skinny FabulousThousand - Bunji Garlin Mess It Up - Fay-Ann LyonsCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildStagga Dance - Natty x Thunda x MuddyYou Alone - Imani Ray x Preedy Miss Good Reputation - XtatikFull Of Love - Full BlownAll My Love - Patrice Roberts x Tarrus Riley My Love Will Never Die - Da BhaanMe Lover - Teddyson JohnFete & Rum - Motto x OlatunjiTeasing Me - Problem ChildMatilda - JaigaI Doh Know - DevTabanca - Mical TejaOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoFeeling Nice - Adam OMarket - Nadia BatsonBetter Days - Patrice RobertsBackyard Jam - Farmer NappyJam On De Inside - JaigaHappy Place - LyrikalTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Streamed in Sri Lanka on Apple Music (October 2024)7. Symptoms - 5 Star Akil6. Blaze It Up - Bunji Garlin5. Wine & Stop - Skinny Fabulous4. Day One - Farmer Nappy x Machel Montano3. Wukking Up - Patrice Roberts2. Fire Fi Dem - Bunji Garlin1. Going Off - Skinny Fabulous x Precision ProductionsThrowback - Viking Ding Dong x System32Energy (Muv Short Hype Edit) - Mical TejaToo Own Way - VoiceMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesGreatness - V'ghnThe A List (DJ Tate Remix) - Kerwin Du Bois x PumpaJam Somebody (SMJ Refix) - JadelKitty Cat - Patrice RobertsParty In The Road - Skinny FabulousSlip In - GeoBen Ova Miss (Super Clean Radio Edit) - DJ Private Ryan x Mela Caribe x Yung BreddaWhat Ah Feeling - MarloAfter Quarantine - BlaxxShake Down - Nadia BatsonCareless - Terri LyonsJumbo Jet - Bunji GarlinParty Bad - Mr Legz x Mr KillaFamalay (Scratch Master Remix) - Machel Montano x Bunji Garlin x Skinny FabulousCircles - Kerwin Du BoisMusic Is Life - Nessa Preppy x M1 x Dj SpiderDNA - Mical TejaPAN MOMENTS (2024 NYC Panorama Champions) DNA - Pan EvolutionTANTY TUNES(1976) How You Jamming So - The Mighty SparrowBless Me - GBM NutronMeh Darling - JadelAll The Way - Jamesy PHard Way - Stamina SmurfTake Him - Nicki PierreNice Time - Machel MontanoVibes Team - PreedyA Little Jam - Problem ChildCyah Hear Yuh - Patrice RobertsNaked - Skinny FabulousBoss Lady (Sign Me Up) - KesShots (One For Di Road) - MottoEverytime - Nadia BatsonLife After Fete - Kerwin Du BoisNo Love - Terron Da Artist x System32NORTHERN PRESCRIPTION(2021) Santa Missing - Miguel MaestreObsessive Winers - Destra x Alison Hinds x Denise BelfonA Little Wine - Patrice RobertsA Little Bit O’ Wine - Allan Welch x General GrantWine - Burning FlamesWine Up On Me (Road Mix) - ZoelahBuss A Wine - Bunji Garlin x Fay-Ann LyonsFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

Kiera is a guest on Dr. Gallagher's Podcast in this crossover episode! There is a lot of important ground covered here, including how to establish the ideal practice flow, the differences in consulting between speciality and general practices, why being a human being feels like a lost art, how to hire the best people, and more. Episode resources: Listen to Dr. Gallagher's Podcast: Apple, Spotify, YouTube Reach out to Tiff, Britt, and Dana Tune Into DAT's Monthly Webinar Practice Momentum Group Consulting Subscribe to The Dental A-Team podcast Become Dental A-Team Platinum! Review the podcast Transcript: Brendan (00:02.346) Of the Dental A Team, this is Kiera Dent, right? So this is, I love that it's dent because there's dental dentin, part of the tooth and stuff. So it's just perfect. It really worked well. And you have a consulting agency, right? Dental A Team. And how many years have you been in around?   Kiera Dent (00:16.95) Yeah.   Kiera Dent (00:25.494) Thank you.   Kiera Dent (00:30.976) Yeah, so we've, the company is almost eight years old. She's about to have her eighth birthday in November, but yeah, it's been fun. It was a complete random idea that I came up with to start it, honestly, to help a bunch of dental students and here we are. So it's been a really fun place to be.   Brendan (00:49.738) Two more months and eight years, congrats!   Kiera Dent (00:51.796) I know. Thank you. Thank you. It came from, I worked at Midwestern University's Dental College for three years while my husband did pharmacy school. And one of the students straight out of school said, hey, Kiera, I want you to come help me start my practice. And I said, my gosh, like, absolutely. I've always wanted to be a practice owner. I was a dental assistant and a treatment coordinator and an office manager prior. And so I went and I helped her start her practice and   We took our practice from 500,000 to 2.4 million in nine months and opened our second location. And then I thought, my gosh, like if I could help her do this, there's all my other like favorite dental students. Like I'm sure I could probably be a resource and a help for them. And so that's really what spurred the consulting company. I had never worked with a consultant before. And then I started helping practices and adding, you know, 25,000 of production to their schedules very quickly. I was adding, increasing case acceptance to a hundred percent.   within one day and I just thought, okay, there's something about this and it doesn't have to be hard, but I'm gonna be a resource for all those dentists in school because you guys go to school and you're so passionate about what you're doing, but then there's the business side of it. And so if I could be a resource, a trusted resource, knowing what you're learning in school, so that way you guys can be so successful, positively impact your world, help your community, help your team, help your patients, and you guys are living your best lives.   That really is what spurred me into being a consultant. So here we are all with the love. have no clue what consultants should do. I just keep making up what I believe my students from Midwestern would want to have and just keep coming from love of you guys, just doing the best to support dentistry and us supporting you in that vision.   Brendan (02:30.004) Excellent. And so you're not at Midwestern anymore. That was only in the beginning for those years. So roughly eight years ago.   Kiera Dent (02:33.068) Mm -mm. Yep. Yep. I worked there for three years. No, so three years. And then I went and I worked in Colorado for two years. And then I started the company in 2016. Yeah, 2016. So it was great. It was a good time. And here we are now, eight years later.   Brendan (02:48.904) And in Colorado, that was the practice that you brought them from X to that would be roughly five X. Wow. Well done. Well done. So they started for a year there. You knew them. You had a good rapport, good relationship with them over a year or two. You grew it from that. then you're like, and that's when you decided, OK, let's scale. How did you take that next step from there? So it was just you working at her practice. Right. And then from there, you said.   Kiera Dent (02:55.008) Mm -hmm. Yeah. Thanks.   you   Kiera Dent (03:08.384) Totally.   Kiera Dent (03:13.344) Mm -hmm. Yep.   Brendan (03:16.136) So you don't work with her anymore. was like a see you later. I'm going to figure it better.   Kiera Dent (03:18.072) No. It was incredible. And we had such a good run. And I have to give mad kudos to her as a dentist, because I think we were really a dynamic duo. I came in with amazing like management and TC skills. We both didn't know what we were doing. And I think that that's part of doctors opening practices. But kudos to her for bringing me on because she knew I knew pieces she didn't know how to do.   but yeah, it was, I think more her vision. We both were very gung -ho. We wanted to serve more. We wanted to have a bigger impact and footprint. And so it was, we got this practice going and then we bought our second location and then there ended up getting like seven practices all together. But things I learned from that was, it was over the course of like five, six, I ended up leaving. She continued. and it was something very interesting that those are like sexy numbers to put up on a scoreboard and.   Brendan (04:00.019) In two years?   Kiera Dent (04:12.268) Everybody always has the bright eyes of like, my gosh, like how did you do that? But I think my obsession has come, like her and I were both on like death row. Like we were working 2 a to 10 p It was insanity to try and get that success. And while yes, there's sexy numbers on the board, we both realized that there's more to life than what we were doing. And are we gonna just like slay and try and drive this through or is there maybe something more to this? so yes, it was, we did part ways and I'm just so proud of everything that she created.   But I, like one, my marriage, my life, all of those things were falling apart. And I realized me traveling back and forth from Reno Tahoe area to Colorado all the time was just really hard on my marriage. I wasn't seeing my husband. I was completely anorexic. I was like 98 pounds and I'm 5 '8". And it was just, everything felt like it was deteriorating. And so that was where it had to be like, let's do a step back. Her life was deteriorating. And I thought...   there has to be a better way to success than what we've done. Like, yes, we've got sexy numbers to throw up on the board. Yes, we've got all these cool things, but is there not a better way that we can do this where you can have an incredible family and you can have incredible numbers and you can have a thriving business. And that really has become my passion and obsession is helping more dentists live a fulfilled life, hitting up those sexy big numbers or whatever they want to do, but still maintain their life, their identity, their freedom is really what I'm obsessed with within our company and our culture.   and really helping dentists get that life.   Brendan (05:41.89) yeah, and that's such a great pitch to where it's let's let's seize that life that we dreamed of again. love that now in where it started to get a little rocky there speaking of Colorado, but while it started to happen was that the first two years when you were there was that within the five six years when she scaled to seven or so practices first two   Kiera Dent (05:47.68) Yeah.   Kiera Dent (05:51.634) Hahaha   Kiera Dent (05:55.564) Mm   Kiera Dent (05:59.692) No, so that was my first two years. Yeah, absolutely. And both of us were there. And I think that that happens, right? You've got all the student debt. I used to call her 2.5, like when she's hunched over, not like good ergonomics. I'm like, hey, 2.5, we're 2.5 million debt. Like with student loans, the practice acquisition, within our first couple of months of owning the practice, our building was being torn down. So we had to move our patient base to another location, build up another practice. So   And I think oftentimes it's how people come out, right? Like you've got a lot of debt, you've been sitting in residency for so long, or you've been in school for so long or whatever it is, or you're an associate and you feel like, okay, I bought this practice. I think there's this like innate desire to just hit the ground running, but we forget that that can only sustain for so long. Like we are human bodies, we are not human robots. And realizing that there's...   so much that can happen. We also were very naive. We did not have systems in place and we just kept adding more fuel to our fire that was already burning and blazing bigger than we were. And so we got to a good place. We were hiring other doctors, but I think that that's where my obsession has come of, like, let's give systems. And I just got off a podcast with one of our doctors that we work with and her and her husband are kind of thriving and jamming the same way I was.   But what they've done differently is we like, we're really specific of let's get all these systems in place before we buy our second location. And like, let's slow to grow rather than like fly to die. Like it was a very different model and they're thriving and they're happy and their marriage is incredible. There's different, like both are available to us. I think I'd prefer, let's take the, take the sustainable route that's very doable that keeps your passion alive rather than killing you off at the beginning.   Brendan (07:46.548) Yeah, yeah. So when you translate into systems and processes, I, so coming from a clinician, a provider background system and processes, I have an idea, you know, like the system I'm thinking of is like the computer or no, but really in a practice setting, if I could just have some insight to what you mean behind that developing systems and processes before you buy that second practice, what were some of those systems, if I can, if I can know.   Kiera Dent (07:51.178) Of course.   Kiera Dent (08:01.321) Yeah.   Kiera Dent (08:06.102) Sure.   Kiera Dent (08:16.015) Of course, yeah. And this is what I just geek out on. This is why we have the podcast. It's like tactical, practical with ease. So it's like, do you have a process for how you're doing our billing process? And in Dental A Team, I actually made 12 categories that kind of fall within the 12 months of systems to have. So there's your office management. You've got your practice profitability and your numbers. We have our dental assistants and how we set up our rooms and our operatories. We have our handoffs. We have our   like how we hire and onboard people. We have our operations manual completed. We have our treatment tracker and case acceptance. We have our hygiene protocols to put those into play to make sure our hygiene teams diagnosing and we're treating patients the same way. We have our doctor optimization where we're really working on like, what are the clinical skill sets of our doctors and are we maximizing their skills within? And so those are what I mean by systems. And I'll be completely honest. We were like just two girls flying by the seat of our pants.   So like we did not have a process for billing. We did not have a process for scheduling. It was just like dump it in and we'll figure out how to do it versus like you can have, I mean, I've added multiple millions to people's schedules just by having block scheduling with ease and they're out by four o 'clock, they're out by three o 'clock. We're putting up really hard, like great numbers. The patients are happy, the team is happy. Like literally I have a practice that I took from 2 million to 4 .5 million just by changing their block scheduling.   And so it's like, these are the simple systems that maybe you don't have to go buy another practice unless a DSO or something like that is what you're trying to do. But let's make sure that we have those, because I've also gone to offices and they're like, we're completely maxed out on our space and I find an operatory there. We don't actually have to go buy a bigger building. We can keep it here. We can systematize it here. We can maximize, like, are we doing our handoffs? Are we collecting before they leave? Are we having proper treatment plans?   Are we tracking our case acceptance? Are we watching the things that like our hygiene teams doing? What's our hygienists producing per hour? Are there ways that we can help our patients more? What's our morning huddle? Those systems in place make it clockwork where it's very predictable magic behind the scenes. Like we know we will have magic in our practice because we have systems in place. And maybe we don't have to go for the multi -practices unless that's our drive and our desire, then by all means, let's do it.   Kiera Dent (10:37.408) but let's make it to where we can stamp it out. I promise you, like you look at McDonald's, think that's the easiest one. They were the crowning jewel of systems. They were not stamping this out haphazardly. They were looking for the efficiency and making it to where each new place would have the same exact experience just in a different location. What's your experience and your practice and how can you go replicate that with ease is really what I mean by systems behind the scenes.   Brendan (10:43.572) Mmm.   Brendan (11:01.556) Yeah, and were you doing all this at Midwestern?   Kiera Dent (11:05.67) No. So at Midwestern, if you recall, I feel like I was your tooth lunch lady. I handed out all the teeth, the composite, the like all the things I don't know in the simulation center. So I worked with the first and second year students and helped with the radiology and all of that. But prior to that, I was a dental assistant, a treatment coordinator, a scheduler, a biller. I just wanted to get a discount on my husband's tuition. I'll be fully honest. And it just had to work out. So then I became this cute little tooth lunch lady. Like, here's your teeth, here's your composite, here's your bands.   Brendan (11:32.958) Hahaha   Kiera Dent (11:34.99) And then went and helped her in Colorado and then started helping other dentists just really.   Brendan (11:40.084) Yeah. And Midwestern, because there are two Midwesterns, there's Arizona and Illinois, right? You were in Arizona, was going to say, because Reno, Nevada. Are you still in Reno, Nevada?   Kiera Dent (11:43.262) Arizona. We are. Yep. So we still live here. My husband ditches residency here because my family lives over in California. So it was the closest location without paying California tax. Yeah.   Brendan (11:57.16) Wonderful wonderful and just just just step back to being at Midwestern have you ever seen it like a show or a movie or something where The guy or girl moves the plant that's in the shade into the light and then all of a sudden the flower blooms I Feel like that's where you moved yourself out of the shade into the light not to make the old figurative But I literally see like because because now you're killing it you're consulting with all these practices and stuff doing so no, that's a really   Kiera Dent (12:11.338) Yes.   Kiera Dent (12:22.262) Thank you.   Brendan (12:25.662) First of all, the story is incredible because you've to appreciate someone who takes that hop, skip and a jump gets into the environment. That's a maybe it's a risk and it just they blossom. that's, you know, I don't want to, I don't want to be like a radio show here, but I, know, I really seek for the optimism in people's lives. There's a lot of fear going on these days. There's a lot of skepticism, a lot of conspiracies, and it's really nice to find let's let's hone back in together and let's really get into the nitty gritty of the good things.   Kiera Dent (12:37.568) Thank you.   Brendan (12:54.898) and success stories. yeah, so that's just, wanted to touch that really there because I really appreciate that. You know, we need, we need risk takers and we need to admire those and understand how they did it. Okay. So moving on, can you just shout out your podcast on, so everyone knows?   Kiera Dent (12:55.308) Totally.   Kiera Dent (12:58.7) Thank you.   Kiera Dent (13:07.916) Yeah, of course. Yeah, we have the Dental A Team podcast. Gosh, I think I'm about up to, we might have surpassed our 900 mark and headed towards our 1000 mark of episodes. So definitely try to have a ton of resources for free out there. And for any dentists out there listening or students, like I love the students. Clearly I have a very soft spot in my heart for students and residents, people who want to grow. But if you go to our website, TheDentalATeam.com, we have our podcast link.   And literally you go and you type in anything, treatment planning, scheduling, verbiage for dropping insurance, like you name it. I probably have a podcast or two on them and all of our databases there for you. So trying really hard just to give back. and like you said, my goal is to positively impact the world of dentistry in the greatest way possible and just remind us of how like blessed we are to be able to change people's lives through dentistry. And, I truly believe that owning a practice should not be hard. It does not need to be hard. You can still have everything you want. So yeah.   Our podcast, The Dental A Team, love to have you there. Thank you for that shout out.   Brendan (14:10.314) Yeah, thank you. Thank you. Now continuing, if you can do me a favor and on your Instagram, the bio, if you can just change, I think you changed the name of your handle, your organization, the company, the podcast, that handle changed in your bio. I think it's, might've been an older handle, but you can't click it is what I mean. We just got to fix that. That'll help out your followers so that they can make the link between you and you know, and your consulting group. Just something I noticed, but yeah. So, so moving on for there.   Kiera Dent (14:12.897) Yes.   Kiera Dent (14:19.965) Mm   Kiera Dent (14:26.842) sure.   Kiera Dent (14:32.118) Yeah.   Thank you.   Brendan (14:37.852) So you have the pockets you have on providers and stuff. You just had Dr. Jason Auer back on. I just saw him last week at the Amos conference, which is pretty cool. And I had him on the podcast last year. That's a lot of fun. How often do you meet with providers, owners, DSOs versus private practices? I'm curious what the percentages are there. And then the percentages of providers versus do you ever talk with other   Kiera Dent (14:43.36) Okay.   Brendan (15:06.74) people that consult for practices.   Kiera Dent (15:09.022) Yeah, for sure. So hopefully I understood your question. I'll answer and if I missed it, please, I'm here for it. But our consulting primarily focuses on GP practices. We have a really strong pediatric following as well. Some OS, some ortho. We kind of dabble in all of the specialties a little bit, but really GP and our niche is to work with the practice owners. We sometimes will work with their associates, so the doctors and then also the team. As I found,   Like we put so much out there for the doctors. Like everybody is targeting the doctors. Why would they not? The doctors are the buyer, the doctors are the ones running the practice. But I realized if we can elevate the team as well and we can teach the team to think like owners and we can get the team inspired and excited, that's 90 % of the battle of having a successful practice. So we coach both. We raise up office managers. We build leadership teams. We do quarterlies. I do work with startup practices all the way up to multi -level DSOs.   And so really kind of everything in between my sweet spots, usually the two, three, four, five locations is really what I love to do or practice owners who are wanting to grow and possibly sell to a DSO. I love the startups. love to give them the system so they really do well. Exponentially, we have an entire CE online database that's got operations manual and all those pieces, but really my body has physically been in over 250 dental practices. I used to travel about   265 days a year. And so I now have cut that back and I don't travel as much as I used to for work. I do more for fun, but that's really kind of our nutshell. And then we bring all of our doctors together and I love to get doctors to just share. from the brand new owner to the experienced owner, having them collaborate together in mastermind settings where there's so much knowledge, I get to see it. Most people don't get to be in 200 offices. They don't get to work with 200 teams.   But to bring all these teams together and bring all these doctors together, that's where we elevate and lift everybody up. And so it's really fun. So hopefully that answered your question, but if not, ask any other ones about that.   Brendan (17:15.124) Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, that definitely answers it. And what kind of percentages are you at now versus in the beginning working with DSOs versus smaller private practices? I'm curious.   Kiera Dent (17:23.66) Gotcha. So we're more like, I would say 90 % are our private practices and 10 % are the DSOs. However, a lot of our practices do sell to those larger DSOs, which I think is just a common piece right now. But I am very pro not, I don't have a one size fits all. Our consulting is very much, what does that doctor want to do? And some doctors are like, Kiera, I get emails from DSOs every other day, but that's not what I want to do.   And my job's not to say like, let's build it to sell to a DSO. My job is to say, Brendan, what life do you want to have? What do we want to do? Where do you want to be? Like, what do you want your financial retirements to be? How much time do you want off from the practice? And let's build your practice to suit your life and fulfill your life. Because if you are happy and thriving, everything else will fall into place.   Brendan (18:10.516) Yeah, I would like everything else to fall into place one day. Hopefully nine months after graduating, that's the goal. I did already sign with a practice. It's a multi -practice out on Long Island. How many practices have you worked with on Long Island?   Kiera Dent (18:12.492) It will.   Kiera Dent (18:20.351) Amazing.   Long Island, I've actually had two over there. So I've definitely been up in that area. I had a practice in the Bronx, definitely not dental 365. I used to work with an office named Brian Stimler. He was out there and then there was another office in there just slipping. This was, mean, we're talking six years ago that was in Long Island. I like, I could see them. I just cannot remember their name. I'll look it up post show and let you know.   Brendan (18:27.786) 10 .0365, who, who, can I know?   Kiera Dent (18:46.829) But yeah, I'm flying out to Canadaigua on Sunday to go and work with a practice up there. So I still come out that way, but I don't have any more on Long Island.   Brendan (18:56.02) That's all right. Wow. Okay. So you're all over the U S Canada at all. Cause you mentioned.   Kiera Dent (18:59.198) Mm -hmm. So I have consulted in Canada. I've consulted in Australia and New Zealand as well. I was trying to do the whole international thing. We have lots of listeners international, which is super fun. But I almost got deported from Canada on one of my visits. after that, which I thought Canada of all the places. So almost the client told me just to say I was going for fun. so I did. They like searched my phone.   Brendan (19:15.546) What? How did that happen?   Kiera Dent (19:27.722) They were like, what are your clients? What do you do? Like, what do these friends do? They're dentists and they told me, technically I'm allowed to go over there to collect data without a visa, but if not, that they could deport me. I was so scared. I've never been that scared in my entire life. I was shaking. I definitely went and visited by Niagara Falls. Like I literally was a whole complete tourist. I told my clients like, I'm sorry, we'll not be doing anything. We still have a good giggle from that time. But yeah, after that, I just stopped.   Traveling International for development.   Brendan (19:57.802) Is that by plane, car? Like what?   Kiera Dent (20:00.308) It was in the airport. I should have. So it's funny. I was actually in Canandaigua and their practice was in Toronto and it was like a two, maybe a two hour drive across the border. And I should have done that. But my assistant at the time, like we were just new, we were young and I had someone booking travel for me. And so she flew me back to Newark and then flew me to Toronto. And when I did that going through Toronto customs, I was rookie.   The things I did wrong one I was dressed like a business professional on a Saturday Two I was trying to be so super ultra honest and put that I had peanuts like I had nuts in my bag Which was so dumb like I wasn't eating it there like I don't know what my thought process was on it And I remember getting a pink line across my little document going into Canada Which sent me to the right not to the left. I was sitting there waiting forever then I started to wonder like   Why am I in this line? Like usually this is a faster thing. Then I started to get nervous. like I have contracts and things like that in my email. Luckily when I got up there, the lady was not having any, anything like we were not getting onto good terms. Like they're very strict at border control. And luckily my, they're so mean.   Brendan (21:14.794) They are like for like it's good to be strict, but you're there for business. What's wrong with I don't like why are they stopping? I don't know what and the peanuts. What's wrong with peanuts?   Kiera Dent (21:22.152) So they say, are you bringing any nuts with you? And I was like, why did I say yes to that? Just don't eat them while you're over there if you accidentally, or throw them away. I don't know what my deal was. yeah, but then on my flight back, my client was like, you're fine. You got over. And I said, I don't think I'm fine. And truth be told, when I went back to the airport, there's a code that they'll put on some tickets. I couldn't check in. So when I was flying back, I wasn't allowed to check in on.   line said go to the airport. I printed my ticket and I got four S's on my boarding pass, which then meant I got searched up and down left and right. The really cool thing is because I do work in dental offices, my bag and my shoes actually flagged that I had bomb making materials on me. They asked what I do for work and what my husband does for work, found out we were in healthcare, which I mean, there are some things that we do have in dental offices that probably could contribute.   Brendan (21:56.554) no, yeah.   Kiera Dent (22:20.214) So when they found out I worked in healthcare, I was allowed to go, everything was fine. I got to the gate, I got searched again at the gate, and then finally I was able to fly back home. So I have never been so excited to see the US flag flying after. So that was my end of international consulting. I've still consulted people in Canada, but they have to come over to the US. I'll meet them right at the border, but we do it all in the US now. So that was a good lesson learned early on.   Brendan (22:46.665) Okay.   Yeah, yeah, fair enough. And you could probably do a bit virtual. Why do you need to meet in person? I'm curious.   Kiera Dent (22:54.74) Yeah. So that was like really what I built the company on and we've since shifted and whatnot. But what I found was like going to people's offices, like I went to one office, I'd been consulting them for about six months and I walked in and they had paper charts. Never once did paper charts come up on any of our calls. And I'm like, excuse me, we have paper charts in this office. Like how was that never a conversation? And what I realized is what me as a consultant might see that maybe isn't like   a good flow or good things, a dentist who's been doing this for years might not even know that that's abnormal. And so sometimes being able to see the practice can really help. It can really help us evaluate. We can get the team on board. So that's been something that's been really fun. But we've also now learned that, like, I think after seeing so many practices myself, we know a lot more of the questions to ask of the team pieces of the flow. There's different ways. mean, COVID really helped exponentially grow that virtual piece. And honestly, we can get, I would say,   We're like 98 % as good of results virtually as we were getting in person. So the only thing I think people miss is just like us being with their teams. So now we're flying all of our doctors and teams together. So we're still able to influence. And we learned through COVID, we did virtual team events and teams love it. Like we ship swag boxes and we really learned how to have this like fun, engaging experience virtually that teams get bought into. And then it's cheaper for the doctors not to have to fly an entire team.   Brendan (23:58.548) if could.   Kiera Dent (24:22.092) to a location as well.   Brendan (24:23.956) Right, right, right, right. I just thought of a couple things to ask you really quickly. Have you ever met Paul Vigario of SurfCT? No, okay, they're an IT company. They do a bunch of things, but you were mentioning kind of, I forget the exact word you used, but you were saying like building up and motivating the team of the dental office. He uses the word empower, which I thought was interesting. I didn't know if you guys had crossed paths or something, but he would be a good person to connections in the network. The other thing is I could,   Kiera Dent (24:31.658) I have not. That'd be a one.   Kiera Dent (24:42.221) Mm   Kiera Dent (24:50.944) Yeah.   Brendan (24:53.8) I wanted to ask you because you like to go your at least you started the business by going in person to these offices. Do you have any recommendations that you make as far as the flow? Because you have the waiting room and then you have the operatories and all double chairs. Maybe if consult consulting group, consult rooms and follow up rooms next to them. And then towards the end on the way out, it's different from the entrance because people got dental treatment and they got to make that payment. Hopefully before they leave the office. Is that anything that you evaluate and make better or   Kiera Dent (25:19.717) Mm -hmm.   Kiera Dent (25:23.564) Totally. Yeah. One of my offices, they're a very big booming practice. They do over 14 million a year in one location. And I went up to their office and it's kind of my running joke. said, you guys, I don't even want to put this on my resume that I did this for your practice. We're talking big booming practice, huge practice. They've been doing amazing for years. What I implemented in their practice were flowers that I went and bought from the store.   and put in vases at their checkout location because what I noticed is they were not getting a high of cases closed because there was no privacy. It was too big of a thing. And I also noticed the flow was really confusing because people were coming from both directions and they were actually running into each other. Patients were backing up, patients were leaving. And I'm I'm kind of embarrassed that like, Kiera Dent came in, Dental A Team, and I put flowers on your checkout.   But what happened was their case acceptance skyrocketed. The patient flow I practiced with the entire team. Because what's crazy is those little things we don't think about, but the patient experience exponentially increases and our case acceptance goes up exponentially. So I'm like a miracle girl in practices. Case acceptance is my jam. Having really smooth flows for practices is really what I love to do. And so yes, in my perfect world, if I get to see your blueprints before you build the practice,   Always having an in and an out because it really helps but if like the practice is how it is Let's figure out flows Sometimes I'll just add a little bench by the checkout where people can actually seat their patients so the patient's not leaving the door Little different things where you can hand like a route slip or anything of communication like the baton passing between the front and the back office so that way everything is just so clean and what's going on between the front to the back and having that flow very   very easy. But yeah, that's something I really love to see. Because just one small little thing or in big offices, I do like a direction and a flow of traffic. So that way we're getting all patients going through one door, getting them to check out, there's a set process. I call it like the HOV lane or the like, so they're just a quick checkout, like a speedy checkout, send them to this person. If they're a longer one, put them here, have different people that are better with different skill sets at those two seats.   Brendan (27:16.394) Interesting.   Brendan (27:30.378) I like that.   Kiera Dent (27:41.61) Sometimes on the check -in, I'll have people take payments, so we're not backing them up. In really large practices, when they start to get bigger and bigger, I will start to have the clinical team, like very easy. If they just need a fluoride payment, just swipe that card in the back, very easy. We can get credit cards on file. And then there's checks and balances to make sure none of it gets missed because more hands in pots can oftentimes lead to chaos. But if it's a systematized way, you can do so much with a flow and make everybody's life so much easier.   Brendan (28:09.738) Absolutely. So then at least to my next question and right on that, virtually, how do you assess someone's patient flow and the routes and finding that HOV lane?   Kiera Dent (28:18.348) So, oftentimes we will still go to practices, but if I'm not in a practice, it's really simple. Like do a little FaceTime video with me, like walk me through your practice, show me what your patients are doing. and what's really fun about our consulting is when you've seen so many offices, you can like within 10 minutes of being in a practice, I already know what they could do to improve very quickly. Cause you just see it. It's like we're playing a game and I spot it. And so just do a fast, easy FaceTime. I've got an office right now and   We work through their entire flow virtually and everything's moving really well. So just an easy FaceTime or a Zoom will take me around the whole office and we can just pick up a small little change here or there.   Brendan (28:59.998) that a lot. Are you only working with general dentistry? Can you come over and work in oral surgery at least a little bit? Maybe.   Kiera Dent (29:05.782) course. Yeah, we have three OS offices right now. So yes, we do branch out to other specialties. OS is fun. I like working with GPs that did implants and things which I get there's a world of like OS you're more trained. GPs love to dabble. I think like I'm not here for that debate but I am here for I love OS. I think OS is so awesome the things that we can do for patients I think.   being able to give people confidence back, being able to do it with so much ease. I love surgery, I love surgery cases, I love implants, I love bone grafting. We did a ramus and we harvested the ramus for an implant and it did not go well. So I have a lot of respect for MaxoFacial who do it well because ours was not a good experience. But it's just fascinating the thing. So yes, we definitely work in OS and help with that.   Brendan (29:43.08) A lot of fun, yeah.   Kiera Dent (30:04.202) And they're just different things.   Brendan (30:04.532) You said, yeah, you said three office. Is it three different offices or like one organization or the three different organizations? Okay. Okay. It is one of the max. I'm curious, max, Dr. Iraq's.   Kiera Dent (30:09.652) Mm -hmm. Mm -hmm. Yeah. Yep. Yeah. No, no. I would love to just go see how they do it because I think I'd learn so much. And that's the other fun thing. I am always, I tell offices, I'm like, I'm here to teach you any tip and piece that can make your life easier, but I'm also here to learn from you too. So much of what we do in our consulting, yes, came from experiences and things we brought to it.   But there's so many great ideas that I see in offices that I'm obsessed with. I've seen really awesome ways to cut down supply costs just with tip -out bins. I've seen awesome ways with flow. I've seen really awesome things with things you do in the waiting room. There's just so many cool things when you go and see offices. So I would love to go see Mac's offices. What are they doing? What's their patient experience like? What's their team experience like? Because offices...   Brendan (30:45.567) Mm.   Brendan (31:01.587) Yeah.   Kiera Dent (31:05.164) It's usually dependent upon the owner doctor. I'm like, you can easily, I usually within like five or 10 minutes of meeting a team, I can tell, will they be successful or not? And most of it is due to the owner doctor and how they are. Dr. Jason, he's incredible. He has such a heart of gold. He's very committed to where he's going. I'm like, he, he like plants success everywhere he goes because of who he is. like, his team of course is thriving. know they're thriving without even seeing his office. So yeah, it'd be really fun to go see him.   Brendan (31:14.452) Hmm   Brendan (31:34.132) They are, they really are. And you need to meet Megan Dwyer too. She's like his go -to, maybe you know of her though. Yeah, they are, their organization is pretty incredible. Of the DSOs, I would put them at the top of the list, I think. Moving forward, I'm very curious to see, because they're fairly new. They've been in it for a bit, but they're fairly new. I'm curious to see where they go. I still have a couple more questions if you have some more time. What's, so here's a quick one. What's something you like to spot the,   Kiera Dent (31:34.986) Thank   Kiera Dent (31:47.104) Mm   Kiera Dent (31:57.546) Yeah, of course I do. Yeah, absolutely.   Brendan (32:03.838) The gaps, I love that. What's one difference you see in oral surgery offices that's different from the general dentist office?   Kiera Dent (32:11.3) Wes is just big treatment plans most of the time. Like it's a, we're not, we're there to build a relationship. We're there to love them, but we're not there. Like you're not there Dennis forever. Like you guys are there for very much a specialty. And so like the way you schedule an OS practice compared to how I schedule a GP practice, the relationship building with an OS practice, a lot of it's going to be relationship building with all your GPS in the area where GPs.   are more about just attracting patients in. So that's something I see a lot, but OS is, I think OS is helping the doctors. OS has a reputation of like, pop that anesthetic in, take the teeth out and off they go. It's kind of a little bit more, it is a little more rash. And so just helping those doctors realize like that experience is getting you the reputation all the way out. Like you're an incredible surgeon.   Brendan (32:59.06) more rash. Yeah.   Kiera Dent (33:08.372) Make sure the bedside manners match your expertise. Make sure that patient feels your love for them because dentistry is such an intimate experience. Like nowhere do you let a stranger put their fingers in your mouth. Like it's just, weird. Like we literally let these strangers do it. It's very weird. And so helping those, is. And then a lot of OS, I noticed that they're such brilliant surgeons that they struggle with team dynamics a lot.   Brendan (33:19.388) It is. It's your mouth. Yeah.   Very vulnerable, yeah.   Kiera Dent (33:35.424) That's something I noticed more so in OS than I noticed in GP. so helping them see like you are this incredible surgeon and I want you to be the expert there. And I also want you to be a human to your team. Like Dr. Jason is, he is a very different OS. He doesn't have that chip. He doesn't have the, which I mean, my husband's in medicine too. And there's some surgeons who have that chip on their shoulder and they're total jerks. And like I watched even in the healthcare, some doctors are such   Brendan (33:36.088) Kiera Dent (34:03.67) jerks to their team. And I'm like, you get so much more further if your team's behind you than you do by like barking orders at them or telling them. And I understand surgery is stressful. Like if we mess up, the surgery has some not so great side effects to it. And so I understand the need for that perfection, but I'm like, teach your team with those perfect systems that you want it perfect every time and then love on them when they do great things too is something I noticed. Now that's not like   Brendan (34:13.524) Mm -hmm.   Kiera Dent (34:32.006) blanket statement because there's GP doctors that have that need that exact same advice. But that is something I think it's just OS is it's fast. It's like shucking teeth all day long and   Brendan (34:42.046) Yeah, no, it's so it's so disappointing though. And I completely connected with that. I'm surrounded by such brilliant people. Some of the people that have gotten just at my program, don't want to mention the program, but at my program surrounded by other oral surgery surgeons and residents that have gotten the top scores in the country. And but there's just such a disconnect where they're like, they just think it's taken out teeth. And I get made fun of for taking a long, I like to take a long time at the consult. I'll ask you three times before you walk out. Are there any questions that I can answer for you? You know, I don't care if that's annoying.   or if I'm taking too long and the assistants are bugging me or making fun of me from the hallway and stuff. But it's that patient experience. It's exactly what you said. And I make a lot of content on the side, make fun of that too. But no, I'm really connecting with you on that. It's such an important thing. And I cannot stand that ego. I don't care if you have a DDS and an MD. We are human beings. And outside of the clinic, you're Josh. You're just Peter. You know, I'm just Brendan, right?   Kiera Dent (35:38.956) Thank   Brendan (35:41.066) You're not talking to this and that. And you know, obviously there's so many amazing people out there and you know, those are some of my friends. So I'm not talking about them, but it's an interesting thing. It's so weird to find such a predominance of that ego and elevated mindset. And I've found dentists who are just the same exact thing too. For another time though, but yeah, feel like we're going on to that. But it does, comes down to the patient experience. And I really do appreciate that.   Kiera Dent (36:02.861) you   Kiera Dent (36:09.398) for sharing.   Brendan (36:11.074) man, I just missed there were another two things that I had lined up ready to go. shouldn't have said anything.   Kiera Dent (36:18.49) No, you're good. I think though, as you said that, I think the greatest thing that doctors can do is build that confidence in your patient. I tell all my treatment coordinators and consultors and doctors, I'm like, they are not here buying dentistry. They are buying your confidence. They are buying your, that you're going to get the best results because I'm like, people forget that like we live in dental Tinder.   Like there is another dentist, there's another maxofacial somewhere else that can get like, they can do the same thing. And I'm like, they're buying you, they're buying your confidence, they're buying what you can give them of the dream and the hope. And so yes, like I love to ask what questions do you have for me? I want you to be rock solid leaving here. That helps that patient know one, what questions do you have for me is great. It's open -ended. I'm getting them to say yes to me rather than no to me.   Two, I'm telling them how I want them to feel. I want them to feel rock solid, confident, moving forward. What questions do you have for me? If they tell me they want to check with their spouse, absolutely, I want you to check with your spouse. What questions do think your spouse will ask you? That way I can make sure you're fully prepared for it. That's my way I can get past it and find out what's really taking this patient back. When they're like, hey, I need to check my work schedule, absolutely no problem.   Let's add you to the schedule. So me, Kiera Dent, who's ditzy over here, doesn't forget about you, Brendan. I never want to let you slip through the cracks. I'll just pop you on the schedule. You give me a call when you get to work, if that doesn't work for you, because I would hate to let you slip through the cracks. So many little things where we're making that patient the VIP. I feel like in today's world, it's funny because we think that there's so much competition out there, but I'm like, it's actually really easy to stand out and it's called being kind. I think the world has gone through the COVID crank.   I think we've become very self -centered in a lot of ways in the world. And I'm like, the greatest way for us to give incredible patient experience is to be kind, to show up as a human being, to sit knee to knee with them on their level. Like you said, what questions do you have for me? I think we've kind of forgotten how to be human beings. We've become human robots. And that's how you can actually stand out in today's world. I'm like, it's such an easy way to get an edge is to just be kind and to treat them.   Kiera Dent (38:27.828) and make sure that they're rock solid confident is going to be the way to win those patients. And then like, I don't care whatever you do have great bedside manners. but I remember my ER doctor when I had an appendix burst, I loved my ER doctor, I loved him and he was so busy, but he made me feel so taken care of. And my husband went out to while I was waiting in the room and he's like, our doctor is literally running between rooms, but as soon as he gets the door, he like walks in so slow and like, Kiera I'm here, whatever questions you have.   and then would like book it as soon as he left the room. I never felt that rush. I felt like he was taking great care of me. And I think that's a great way for all dentists to have an edge and to win the patients that need to be served by you.   Brendan (39:11.21) Yeah, you need to have that humanistic quality to you it and just back to you were saying how it's like tinder There's always another it's like there's always gonna be another oral surgeon who's taller. There's always gonna be on their dentists That's better looking That's that's so funny And just just a few more questions. I I got back to it by the way the Within those first two years, I'm curious I want to just just if we could touch into the secret sauce a little bit here   Kiera Dent (39:23.628) Sure.   Kiera Dent (39:28.768) Yep. Good.   Brendan (39:40.884) Cause I'm going to start in this practice next August, August 15th. And I am, I want to, I want you to come over and do a whole revamp and we figure out what's going on. The offices, the practices, I'll pay for it. However we got to do it. But within those first two years, I'll be working for someone, but you were with someone who had started her own practice or was working in.   Kiera Dent (39:59.724) Nope, we started it. We bought it from a retiring doctor. Yep.   Brendan (40:01.61) Start from there. What were some of those key things, maybe two or three things, if you could touch on them that got her from the, regardless of the numbers, but what got really the scaling going? You said systems and processes, so you got those going. Is there another one or two things that I should be looking for in my first two years? I got a two -year contract, that's where I signed. I want to be a partner there one day. What's something I should be looking into to find or bring to the table to be that missing piece, if you can share something, one or two things.   Kiera Dent (40:19.724) Thank   Mm   Kiera Dent (40:29.78) Yeah, of course. So I think I'd find out where are the gaps in that practice right now. What are the things that the owner doctor maybe doesn't enjoy doing? Are they really amazing with numbers? Are they really amazing with the team? Are they really amazing clinicians? Because usually people have a natural gravitation to something. And so when I look at practices and partnerships, I work a lot with partners and helping doctors come together.   Brendan (40:40.36) you   Kiera Dent (40:55.94) is what's the complimentary piece? So like when I have a husband wife duo in a practice, I'm like, all right, one of you is probably naturally gifted with the team and one of you is probably naturally gifted with numbers. That usually tends to be the dynamic I see with partners. When there's multiple partners in there, we obviously bring different skill sets to the table. But I would say go find out as a partner, if your skill sets the team or if it's numbers, I also say that that can't be your crutch either.   You still need to go learn the other side of it. So that way you can be a resource for them. So just because you might not like numbers, go figure it out, figure out how they do the billing, go talk to the front office, have them like you sit in the chair and physically send the bill. So you understand what that process is like. So you know how you can help support your team as well. And also how you can check and audit the numbers in the books. I really love when doctors come in with an owner mindset and there's also gotta be a level of appreciation.   while there's also confidence. So recognizing that that doctor took all the risk to build this practice for you, I think goes a long way. But then at the same time, you need to come in with something that they don't have that you're going to bring in. really being observant of what don't they like or what are the gaps? How's the team doing? Are we doing team meetings, listening to podcasts? And then also remembering that you're a leader. So I think you leading, no matter if you care to do it or not.   as a doctor, you're just a natural leader to your team. We are always going to follow you. We're always going to respect you because you're our doctor. And so I think those are the pieces, but I feel pretend this was your practice. What things would you have to know? You'd have to know the numbers. You'd have to know what profitability is. You'd have to know what your EBITDA is. You'd have to know the billing processes. You'd have to know how to hire and fire. You'd have to know the HR portion of it. You also have to be a great clinician. And so as you like, usually I say your first six -ish months, you got to be a bang of   clinician. Like I need you to come in, I need you to produce, I want you to do all these things and really learn that mentorship piece and then like start to take on those little pieces of the practice ownership. So when you come to the table, you're not just bringing a check to buy into the practice, you're bringing skills that are very valuable to this practice that's complimentary to what they have already.   Brendan (43:05.994) Excellent and thank you for that. We actually are doing some stuff on the marketing side so I'm very glad that you mentioned those things. Okay great so we'll be touching base throughout next year. I start August 15th so we'll be doing that. We'll be touching base. Is your work expensive?   Kiera Dent (43:18.355) I'm caught.   Kiera Dent (43:28.199) Yeah, of course. So we do online and we do in person and really we try to customize it to your practice. And so all of our fees have always been covered by either the amount we reduce in your overhead or the production we add to your practice. I've never once not had our consulting paid for and we range anywhere from like ,600 a month all the way up to $4 ,500 a month, depending upon the amount that we would be doing, whether we're coming to your practice, whether we're coming out here.   what different pieces we're doing and how much hands -on. But really, my goal is how can we help people succeed and flourish is what I love to do.   Brendan (44:00.468) next one.   Brendan (44:06.354) Excellent. And you have a team, I'm sure you have other people who's Shelby, by the way, she's just, she helps coordinates things or.   Kiera Dent (44:12.441) Yes, Shelby is my executive assistant and our customer success. And she really so she does all of my scheduling and coordinating, which is incredible. And then she also takes care of all of our clients, too. So she's beautiful. She's incredible. I hired her. She was my next door neighbor, actually. And I was like, I was like, this girl takes care of my plants when I'm on the road. She just noticed my plants were dying and started watering them for me. She just like randomly check in on me. She was a waitress. And I'm like,   Brendan (44:28.468) Amazing! That's great!   Kiera Dent (44:40.138) This girl loves people so much. want her in my life and on my team. so, yeah, we've worked together for almost four years now and she's just truly incredible.   Brendan (44:50.922) That's amazing. that's so nice that it's like a family business. Yeah!   Kiera Dent (44:53.44) So look for good talent. I know, look for good talent everywhere. I've hired people from my next door neighbor. I've hired people from friends of friends. I've hired people from church. You always gotta be on the lookout for incredible talent because those people are the people you want in your life.   Brendan (45:09.428) How do you find the roles for them in your company? I'm curious, because with one of my marketing startups right now, with the co -founders, that's what we're looking for. We need this and this done. But then finding the right people, you know, on top of the day -to -day, the nine -to -five, you found people at church, neighbor. And they just happened to fit that thing that was missing at that one time, or they molded, you trained them. I'm curious.   Kiera Dent (45:23.98) Sure.   Kiera Dent (45:31.168) Thank   both. So I think it's important, like whenever I tell people like, hey, we're going to try and find a role. And we don't know, I just say, great, like, let's write down everything, like, just dump it all on a list of everything that you are either doing, or you need to delegate out or things you'd like to not be doing. And then let's see if we can cluster it. So can we lump tasks together? Like for me, I need someone to book my travel, I need someone to do my emails, check the mail, like take care of my clients when I was on the road.   All that really falls into an assistant role. And then I was able to go find that person. And when I first did it, just dumped everything on a list. I went back with a pink highlighter, my favorite color. And I'm like, these are things that truly only I can do. And it's a good ego test because 90 % of that list is not only you can do. They're probably like 5 or 10%. That truly are tasks that only you can do. And then I looked at the ones that took me the most amount of time. And then I was like, OK.   Who could I hire for this? And that's how I started hiring these different positions. Now, a lot of times, you kind of know an assistant role or an executive assistant role or a manager role or a marketing person. And then I'll either put posts out there, job postings out there. I write my posts. I hate jobs to where I'm like, I don't know. I make them very fun because I really love that person and I want them to come be with us and realize how great of a position this will be for them. But no, there's so much that can be done.   with freelancers, like my first personal assistant I hired for 500 bucks a month. like, I don't even know what I'm having you do, but like, know I need you. So like more tasks will come as you take on more things and I'll just like keep paying you. And so then they just morph. And usually those personal assistants or those assistants that are kind of at random, like jack of all trades, master of nothing, they really just... So I found my first one on Indeed. I hired her. I just put an ad out.   Brendan (47:20.446) Yeah. Where did you find that person, by the way?   Brendan (47:27.518) Thank you.   Kiera Dent (47:28.876) Viva HR is a great resource too, that I love. I'm happy to share a link with all the listeners. It's $99 a month and you can post on all the platforms, unlimited ads. And I was like spending $15 ,000 a year on job postings for a while. This has cut down a huge expense for us. So I do post there. but I write mine very fun. So I like talk about how fun our company is. I talk about our Disneyland retreats. go on, I talk about like, what's your favorite cupcake flavor. So that way it's just very intentional. And then for them to come back to me.   I do tell them they have to respond back with certain things. And if people don't do it, I just weed through. But yeah, the first personal assistant I hired, she was a college student. She came from a great company in the area. And she just loved me from day one. For personal assistants, I have a really good process that I'm happy to share with anyone trying to hire this role, where we make them do certain things like book a trip for me, schedule this dinner thing. And I look to see their thought processes and how long it takes them. So I kind of test them through the interview process.   So she was hired from Indeed. Another one was hired. Shelby was my next door neighbor. But yeah, they just come from all over random. But I found the best people for that role are usually from hospitality. So waitresses, servers, Starbucks. Anyone in that service tanning anything in that world where you've got to really be high end nice. I love a waitress or a waiter because they've got to watch so many people.   Brendan (48:26.388) Mmm.   Kiera Dent (48:53.376) They serve a bunch of people. They're very fast paced. Like that's a good person who matches me. I love to bring those people in. but yeah, that's, so that's where I find those people. But indeed, honestly, college towns, a lot of people in college town just want like, I don't need them full time. So they're really good role to bring in part time. But I found the ones that are in college usually are the best ones for that personal assistant. And then   Brendan (48:56.67) Yes.   Brendan (49:01.642) Speaking of tanning, yeah, this light isn't doing me any good. But all right, anyways, start, keep going, keep going. I'm very worried.   Kiera Dent (49:21.036) depending on what they're going into school for. Shelby was going to school for business administration, so it was a perfect match for her. My other one was going to school for teaching, so she was with me through the time she got her degree, and now we're still really good friends after that too.   Brendan (49:34.026) Amazing. You're brilliant. This is one system in process to another. I really appreciate this. I really do. Excellent.   Kiera Dent (49:38.73) Thank you. Thank you. I want to make your life easy. So whatever we can do to like simplify and ease people's lives. That's what we're here for.   Brendan (49:47.046) Yeah, absolutely. Thank you so much for coming on. No, I'm just now you're we're hitting the cap where there's there's a lot to take in here. Can you do me a favor and please go and take a look at Max's offices and everything like within this year so that afterwards that we can talk stealing double things.   Kiera Dent (50:04.46) Right. Exactly. Well, he's so great because he's been on your podcast earlier today. He just mentioned he was like, everybody thinks they're competitors. And the reality is we're not competitors. There's enough teeth to go around. There's enough like all, all ships rise, like all tides rise all ships. And I love that perspective. I'm like, we need more people like him. I guarantee you if you went and saw his offices, he'd take you around. And that's the type of doctors. Like, we attract these doctors.   Brendan (50:28.84) I did actually, yeah.   Kiera Dent (50:32.32) who want to give to others, who want to lift each other up, that want to share their best ideas. And that's what I'm committed to just creating more of because the more we celebrate, the more we share, the more we lift each other up and we give all these ideas, like I will happily give anything I can for you because the more you can succeed, the more you're going to rise other people up with you as well. So why not? The world needs more goodness and more positivity. So let's create it.   Brendan (50:56.21) It does. does. The one thing because he has a corporation now. It's a big organization. They're amazing. They're beautiful. But then there's going to be certain ceilings and walls and what you can and can't do. Unfortunately. And I was very I saw his offices and he is outstanding and his team is great. They're lot of fun. They're a lot of fun. And I I love that. But I just saw the path to kind of I don't know where I'm going to make it. And I want to try to go towards administrative in addition to   taking out teeth and doing the oral surgery. And I felt that in a DSO, there would be certain boundaries that might prevent that growth. And I'm sure you understand that, right? Especially with your story of the blossoming, right? So yeah, I could do, and then there was one person that their organization hired that I knew of that probably wouldn't work well, but butting heads kind of stuff. So you have to make decisions as you move on. So I'd be very curious if I was to work there.   Kiera Dent (51:47.148) Sure.   Brendan (51:52.126) We wouldn't have a future of a project together of building, creating systems and processes. So you know what I mean? Like, and this is kind of like how I like to connect. had a great conversation today. I can't thank you for not coming on. You have such a busy schedule. Shelby's great, by the way. I'm all over the place. It's only me here right now. And one day learning from you, maybe I could scale, but thank you so much for coming on. I'm going to, I'm going to be posting this on whatever platforms we can. I'm sorry that you're recording this with the backwards Riverside. Thanks.   Kiera Dent (51:57.299) Sure.   Kiera Dent (52:06.41) Thank you.   Brendan (52:21.78) for Shelby to putting that together though. Yeah, thank you. I know we're hitting that hour mark. So I want to be conscious of your time. Maybe we could do part two sometime in the future. Or maybe when you come through, if you can. Can I, I know you have a team now, in the future, revamping the practice and stuff. Is there a different price from getting you versus a team member, a delegate? How does that work?   Kiera Dent (52:22.841) Yeah, of course. Thank you.   Kiera Dent (52:31.18) Thank   Kiera Dent (52:34.516) Yeah.   Kiera Dent (52:45.453) Yeah, great question. I have always tried to make sure that whomever I hire is just as good as me, if not better. I even tell other people, I'm like, honestly, my consultants are usually better than me due to the fact that all they do is consulting. And so they're truly incredible for it. So I have never wanted to have a different fee for myself or for consultants. And so currently, it's the same fee. I just don't take on as many clients. However, with that said,   certain people that we've connected with and if I'm in the area and it works out, by all means, I'm happy to come. And even sometimes it's me plus a consultant because I just, my biggest expectation of ourselves is I feel like we have got to be there for clients. Like when I need my coach, I need her. And so we are so on top of it that I would never want to have it where I am busy, I'm on podcasts, the clients can't get in touch. So I always, if I even am on an office,   I pair myself with another consultant just so you guys always have support and you're never left due to the fact that I am busy and I do travel. absolutely, there's no extra fee if it's me or someone else. So yeah, that would be, but honestly, our consultants, I only bring on consultants in our company that have my experience or better, that they've had to grow multiple practices, that they have the dental experience, that they've got the passion for dentistry, that they've grown multiple practices.   because I don't feel like if you haven't been in their shoes, it's very hard to convince people of what to do or to even have that empathy. yeah, so that's how we operate. But now if I didn't bring on people that were just as good as me, if not better, I think that'd be a flaw of myself as well.   Brendan (54:23.924) That's such a good idea. Do you ever get all your teams, the consultants together on the podcast all at once? How often do you do that?   Kiera Dent (54:29.482) We do. actually did one. It was actually really weird to have all of us on there because like virtually you don't know who's goin

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SOCA THERAPY - OCTOBER 27, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday October 27th 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoNah Goin Home (Dr. Jay Plate) - Biggie IrieTabanca (Ryan Sayeed’s Changed Intro) - Mical TejaBest In A While - Nadia BatsonMe Lover - Teddyson JohnOne Piece - GBM Nutron x Tano 1 Minute - Anika BerryFeeling Nice - Adam OEnergy Killers (Road Mix) - Kerwin Du BoisBYE x2 - Saddis x Jus Jay KingBye Bye - Miguel MaestreCyah Hear Yuh - Patrice RobertsA Little Jam - Problem ChildReady To Chip - Skinny BantonIn My Dreams - Valene NeddTombstone - Mandella LinkzNo Personal - LavamanBottle Over Head - Triniboi Joocie x Wetty BeatzWah Do  OlatunjiWhole Day - Ms AlyshaTo D Future - Bunji GarlinWhistle & Horn - CassiLeh Go - BlaxxEpic - MachelThe Fog - MachelPrescription - Ravi BRum Bottle - RomeFeelings - PreedyTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs Streamed in Grenada across all streaming platforms (Oct 4-10th 2024)7. DNA - Mical Teja6. The Tape - Dash5. Addicted - Jab King x Travis World4. Tack Back - Kes & Tano3. Someone Else (Radio Edit) - Litleboy x Quan x Trilla G2. West Gyul (Radio Edit) - PNDRN1. Explore (Radio Edit) - V'ghn x Travis WorldStagga Dance - Natty x Thunda x MuddyLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TFind Out (Clean) - Skinny FabulousCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildNext # In Line - Added RankinBlessed - Kennie MontanaBOTS (Battle Of The Sexes) - Problem ChildHeadways - SpielbergStart D Party - Imran NerdyHello Carnival - Ezra D Funmachine x Tori ElleChoo Choo - DestraI Pay For This (Road Mix) - Farmer Nappy x MachelMy Posse - Nadia BatsonLive Yuh Life (Like Yuh Playing Mas) - Kes The Band x David RudderBlessings - Hey ChoppiHolding On - TurnerAye Yo - Sekon StaCatching Feelings - Nadia BatsonHello - Kes PAN MOMENTSCheers To Life (Pan Cover) - Jimi LaPierre from Sons Of SteelTANTY TUNE (1984) Stinging Bees - GrynnerDust Dem - Roy Cape & The Kaiso All Stars feat. Kurt AllenJammers - Miss TCAgony - KrosfyahGym Jam - Burning FlamesDis Is Home - Nigel & Marvin Lewis feat. John KingLucy - Destra Away - PreedyOla - OlatunjiThe Best - Sekon StaHer Love - FlipoPhenomenal - BenjaiHaunted - MachelToo Real - Kerwin Du BoisOld & Grey - Patrice RobertsCyah Shut Down - Erphaan AlvesPelting Waist - PreedyLove Ah De Music - KesFallin (Ryan Sayeed Intro) - Kes The BandRight Dey (Illusion Mix) - Kes The BandThrowback - Viking Ding Ding x System 32NORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONOh Ya Yoi - JaxxFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - OCTOBER 13, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday October 13th 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoHappy Carnival (Dr. Jay Plate) - Patrice RobertsBend - Nessa PreppyBruk Time - GrabbaBenderella - Kerwin Du BoisLike Ah Boss (Ryan Sayeed Intro) - Machel MontanoCarnival Is Here (Ryan Sayeed Intro) - Kes The BandUp & Up - Skinny FabulousSo Bad - Ricky TDo Like That - LyrikalFatt - Nadia BatsonDrinking All Day - Hollywood HpFeeling It (TW Edit) - SwappiGive Thanks - HitzThanks - RupeeThanks For The Love - Kerwin Du BoisCyah Hear Yuh - Patrice RobertsBYE x2 - Saddis x Jus Jay KingStay Far - Problem ChildFalling - Machel MontanoBirthday Bashment Freestyle - Lil RickBa Ba Ben (Wine & Bend Pt 2) - DJ CheemMarket - Nadia BatsonOne Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoPush - Imij & Co.Turnaround - Hot SandAye Aye Aye (Remix) - Square One feat Alison HindsGyal Wuk (Scratch Master Remix) - Machel Montano x Buji BantonCarnival Calling - De Wassi One x Alison HindsMiami Vibes - RootsmanTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Soca Streamed on iTunes (World Category) in the United States Of America (Oct. 10th)7. Would You - Farmer Nappy6. Tabanca - Mical Teja5. Engine Room - Olatunji4. Holiday - Problem Child3. Face Down - Klassik Frescobar2. Tempted To Touch - Rupee1. Kitty Cat - Patrice RobertsIs Mas - Patrice RobertsIn A Mess - Problem ChildOwn It - ImaniFeting Family - Shal MarshallCause It - ZanIn The Center - GBM Nutron x Farmer NappyNiceness - Kenny MontanaGood Medicine - JaigaBuss Ah Wine - Bunji Garlin x Fay AnnShe Got The Juice - Pumpa x MarvelousDip & Roll - LyrikalEverytime (Mr Vik Band Edit) - Nadia BatsonPlenty Gyal - Bunji GarlinBumpers Rule - Nadia BatsonYeast - KMCThrowback - Ding Dong x System 32Energy - Mical TejaMake Love (Remix) - Machel Montano x Buju BantonTalk To Me - KesPAN MOMENTSBazodee - Ray HolmanTANTY TUNE(1988) Doctor Carnival - Machel MontanoCarnival Is Bacchanal - Ghetto Flex x RockyLeh Me Know - StacyDo for Do  Lil RickAll Is Yours - Onika BosticO Weh O - VanillaDNA - Mical TejaVI People - Spectrum BandWorkout - Jougo x Adam OCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildGravity Falls - Sweet NewGen BandTomorrow - Brucelee AlmighteeShowcase - Small Axe Band x Ras KellyLook Something To Talk About - Ricky TThe Tape - DashAnxiety - Patrice RobertsSoca Therapy (Extended Intro) - Lil Rick x King BubbaNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONAll Woman Special - Connector x Radford EtienneMe Lover - Teddyson JohnBlessing Me - Jimmy October x CoutainBless Me - GBM NutronFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - OCTOBER 6, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday October 6th 2024Making You Wine from 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoParty Genie (Dr. Jay Plate) - College Boy JesseKitty Cat - Patrice RobertsSlip In - GeoParty In The Road - Skinny FabulousJam Somebody (SMJ Refix) - JadelThrowback - Ding Dong x System32Angel - Imani RayHeart of Carnival - V'ghn x MSK MuSiKHow Ah Livin (Muv Short Edit) - Farmer NappyOutside Jam - GBM Nutron x DJ Spider One Piece - GBM Nutron x TanoAye Gyal - Hey Choppi x Chalmer JohnWould You - Farmer NappyTabanca - Mical TejaSituations (GFG Remix) - Coopa Dan x Shaquille GFGBest Ride - Coopa Dan x DJ SpiderSpirit Waist (Ryan Sayeed & Private Ryan Intro) - DJ Private Ryan x Mela Caribe x OlatunjiMajor Damage - Lyrikal x David RudderMan Ah Bad Man - BudSend Dem Riddim Crazy - Bunji GarlinBef La - First Serenade BandBalance Batty - WCKCrank It - Krosfyah feat. Edwin YearwoodRev De Engine - General GrantTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Songs By Yung Bredda Streamed On Spotify7. Sugar Waist feat. Kerwin Du Bois6. Gyal Road feat. Father Philis & Stadic5. Steamy Service4. Doggie feat DJ Cheem3. Trampoline2. Feel It1. How You Feeling feat. DJ HottyDNA (DJ Kevin Festival Intro Edit) - Mical TejaMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesAh Love It Here - Ricardo DrueIs Mas - Patrice RobertsFeting Family - Shal MarshallIn A Mess - Problem ChildOwn It - ImaniIn Meh Space - Nadia BatsonRosie - Destra x Yung BreddaFuh Spite - Kes The BandCan You Feel It - DJ Private Ryan x Terri LyonsMash Up - BlaxxTime Ah We Life (Riddim Master Intro) - Tian WinterBackbone (Riddim Master Intro) - G EveGood Vibes (Riddim Master Intro) - Island PrinceFeeling Nice - Adam OTack Back - Kes x TanoJunction - Coutain x TanoMy Dahlin - Adana RobertsI Like That - GBM NutronSearch Party - PreedyPenthouse - VoiceLife After Fete - Kerwin Du BoisPAN MOMENTSEverytime (Pan Cover) - Micheal The Pannist x Joshua RegrelloTANTY TUNE (1991) - If I Rude, I Rude (Ruthven) - Devon GeorgeRude - The Fatha x Trinidad KillaRude Ways - LyrikalRude Gyal - Kimba SorzanoCall Meh - OlatunjiWine For Meh - VigilanteWe Time - JW & BlazeIn Charge - Machel MontanoWhole Night - L PankTrouble In The Morning - V'ghnAttitude - Holla Bak x Skinny FabulousBreakup Song - Adam OSomeone Else - Litleboy x Quan x Trilla GSound Check - Mad Skull x Wetty BeatzStagga Dance - Natty x Thunda x MuddyHeadways (Lash Up) - SpeilbergLike Yuh Self (Ryan Sayeed’s Conceited Intro) - Patrice Roberts x Machel MontanoPampalam - Faith CallenderStarta Pack - Tionne HernandezRound & Rosie (BD “Instructions” Edit) - Nailah BlackmanLast One Standing - Ricardo Drue & D.w.OPandemonium - Voice x Natty x ThundaCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONOu Ou Love - Miguel MaestreI Dare You - DestraFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - SEPTEMBER 29, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday September 29th 2024Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoFire In The Wire (Dr. Jay Plate) - Calypso RoseI Don’t Mind - Winston SosoInez - Ras IleyWine On Something - The Mighty SwallowNot Me Is The Music - TambuThe Party Hot Hot Hot - Iwer GeorgeDoh Back Back - The Mighty SparrowHit It - Mighty GabbyNani Wine - CrazyBass Man - The Mighty ShadowSoca Baptist - Super BlueMash It Up - JaysonRaise Yuh Hand - Flying CloudSoca Train - Maximus DanSoca Train - GypsyTiney Winey - Byron Lee & The DragonairesAh Feeling To Rock - Plain ClothesRock It - MerchantNetty, Netty - Roaring LionJuantana Mera - Burning FlamesTalk - Barbados TroubadoursTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Soca from the living legend David Rudder streamed on Spotify7. Bahia Girl6. Rally Round the West Indies5. Madness4. The Hammer3. Calypso Music2. High Mas1. Trini To The Bone feat. Carl JacobsSoucouyant - GBM Nutron x DJ Private Ryan x David Rudder x Paul Keens DouglasOoh La La - BecketBetty Goaty - PenguinDon’t Try That - CrazyTen To One Is Murder - The Mighty SparrowYear For Love - VoicePAN MOMENTSThis Feelin’ Nice - Phase II Pan GrooveTANTY TUNE(1974) Endless Vibrations - Lord ShortyEndless Vibration - Marge Blackman x Nailah BlackmanAh Feel To Party - Black StalinMiami Vibes - RootsmanGet Up And Dance - Leston Paul & The New York ConnectionTell Me Why - BaronSugar Bum Bum - Lord KitchenerDisco Daddy - Lord NelsonJudith - ScrunterSoca Rhumba - ArrowNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONI Like Calypso - Elsworth James feat. Ian “Sunshine” WiltshireBacchanal Time - SuperblueWork - Denise BelfonCome - SilhouetteHold Your Bam Bam - SpeedyDr. Cassandra - The Mighty GabbyFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

CARIBBEAN CONNECTION WITH RADIO LEGEND JAI - SEPTEMBER 21, 2024Caribbean Connection with Radio Legend JaiSaturday September 21st 2024Special Guest Host 9pm - 12am on CHIN Radio 100.7fmWe Having A Party - BaronCome With It - Black StalinParty Lover - ScrunterGet Up & Dance - Leston Paul & The New York ConnectionJahaji Bhai - Brother MarvinDhantal Fever - Second ImijNah Leaving - Denyse PlummerSweet T&T - NatashaTobago Girl - The Mighty SparrowAh Trini 360 Dat Like It - Benjai x Lord NelsonLove You So - Orlando OctaveKeep Up - Marlon AsherHoliday - Problem ChildHot Gyal Anthem - GBM NutronArch - Rhea LayneIn The Center - GBM Nutron x Farmer NappyNight & Day (Dr. Jay Plate) - Th3rdKeep My Cool - KesCut Meh Loose - Kes x Travis World1 On 1 - Jimmy OctoberBody Language - Michael The PannistMadame Jeffrey - ScrunterCarmenante - BaronHush Your Mouth - Kenny J.Tanty (Remix) - ScrunterLuv Up - Shandileer feat Carl JacobsMih Lover - Lord NelsonFeeling Nice - Adam OBless Me - GBM NutronOn Fire - Nessa PreppyParty And Fun (Clean) - Problem ChildBYE x2 - Saddis x Jus Jay KingLife After Fete (MUV Short Edit) - Kerwin Du BoisEverytime - Nadia BatsonLook Meh Friend (BD Certified Edit) - Patrice RobertsBottle - Bunji GarlinInventor - OlatunjiIn A Mess - Problem ChildIs Mas - Patrice RobertsOwn It - ImaniFeting Family - Shal MarshallMas Go Play - Erphaan AlvesPlay Mas - Teddyson John x LyrikalThe Greatest Feeling - Voice x Leadpipe x SaddisGreatness - V'ghnHow Ah Livin - Farmer NappyBless - Moses Revolution feat Shyann BaileyNat U (Quest Edit) - Claudette PetersFuh Spite - Kes                Rum Sweet - Problem ChildWeh Yuh Want (Soca Baby) - Prezzi DonWelcome Back - Imani RayHappy Daze - Nailah BlackmanTrajectory - Bunji GarlinYuh Lie - Added RankinSmall Pin (Jumbie Horn Edit) - BecketParty Bad - Mr Legz x KillaJump And Wave - PreacherJump & Wave - John KingSignal To Lara - SuperblueWave It Low - NatashaHave Ah Time - General GrantBumper - DJ GrandmasterKaka Lay Lay - Denise BelfonFootsteps - Xtatik feat Wayne RodriguezSweet - FlexOh Suzanna - Atlantik feat Peter C LewisRipe Plantain - Barbados TroubadoursRudeness On De Road - New DirectionHandbrake - Zulu LightningHold Up Your Foot - Zulu LightningPut Your Hand On Your Head (And Wine) - Sound Rev feat Derrick SealesBreakaway - TraffikFrustration - EarplayOn De Road - Massive Chandileer feat Ronnie MacIntoshBest Self - Nailah Blackman x LyrikalToday - Bunji GarlinTomorrow - Brucelee AlmighteeIn Ha Back - MegabiteBam Bam Wall - Motto x Fire StrypzBam Bam - Lil RickWhistle While You Work (Clean) - Triple KayShake Your Pampalam - Asa BantonSomeone Else - Litleboy x Quan x Trilla GBOTS (Battle Of The Sexes) - Problem ChildNext # In Line (Clean) - Added RankinBlessed - Kennie MontanaCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildThe Moment (Dr. Jay Plate) - MuddyThe Tape (Dr. Jay Plate) - DashPampalam (Dr. Jay Plate) - Faith CallendarStarta Pack (Dr. Jay Plate) - Tionne HernandezBeatin Road (Dr. Jay Plate) - PreedyAh Di Iron (Dr. Jay Plate) - Drastic Anxiety (Dr. Jay Plate) - Patrice RobertsFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

SOCA THERAPY - SEPTEMBER 22, 2024Soca Therapy PlaylistSunday September 22nd 2024Making You Wine From 6-9pm on Flow 98.7fm TorontoHulk (Dr. Jay Plate) - Blaxx Soca Party (Riddim Master Anthem Intro) - Nadia BatsonShe Ready - Adam O x Salty                Lost And Found - PreedyBad in Bum Bum - Mighty x SubanceThe A List - PumpaBen Ova Miss (Super Clean Radio Edit) - DJ Private Ryan x Mela Caribe x Yung BreddaSlip In - GeoBack fi Ya Bend - Slida x SlipeNo Behavior (Touch Down, Shell Down) - Cloud 5Mashup “When Ah Touchdown” - King Bubba FMMizik - HypasoundsMas Go Play - Erphann AlvesLive Yuh Life (Like Yuh Playing Mas) - Kes The Band x David RudderAll of Me - Zan x NiyaleeAye Gyal - Hey Choppi x Chalmer JohnPressure - Nailah BlackmanPractice - GBM NutronSlow Wine - RaeIn Meh Eyes - Viking Ding Dong x Karene AsheLook Meh In Meh Eye - Gailann x RockyCarnival Darling - TreasonPowder Puff - XtatikLong Time - Edwin YearwoodHave A Little Wine - Lil RickTurn Me On - Kevin Lyttle x MaddzartOver You - Kimba SorzanoCelebrate Life - Kevon Carter x Shal MarshallCounting My Blessings - Nadia BatsonBlessing Me - Jimmy October x CoutainNever Again - Machel MontanoGyal Wuk - Machel MontanoWining Season - Machel MontanoWukkin Up - Patrice RobertsBorn Wit It - Alison HindsTOP 7 COUNTDOWN - Powered By The Soca SourceTop Soca Streamed In United Arab Emirates (UAE) on Apple Music (Reggae)7. All We Have - Destra x V'ghn6. Truck On D Road - Bunji Garlin5. #BAD - Skinny Fabulous4. Carry On - Patrice Roberts3. Ola - Olatunji2. Better Than Them - Machel x Timaya1. Big Bad Soca - Bunji GarlinRum Done Friend Done - Christo x Yung SeecheIn A Mess - Problem ChildIs Mas - Patrice RobertsOwn It - ImaniFeting Family - Shal MarshallAll About Soca - Derrick SealesOideyo - DJ Private Ryan x Lyrikal x Ann G x Jus NowIs D Weekend (Soca Therapy Plate) - Third BassFrom Me Heart - Lil RickAh Love It Here - Ricardo DruePlay Mas - Teddyson John x LyrikalPAN MOMENTSDown Dey - Michael The Pannist x Connell ThompsonBody Language - Michael The PannistTANTY TUNE(1989) Workey Workey - Burning Flames(1989) Island Girl - Burning FlamesIron - Ricardo DrueNo Weapon (Jime Edit) - Tian WinterNat U (Quest Edit) - Claudette PetersBam Bam (Remix) - Drastic x Shal MarshallWinin’ Freestyle (Dr. Jay Plate) - Hypa 4000Dutty Dancing - Hypa 4000High Influence - LavamanFront Yard Wet - Skinny BantonWet It Up (Jester Edit) - ZeekTake Ah Bathe - Iwer GeorgeCarnival Jumbie - Problem ChildHorn - Marlo BennSomeone Else (Radio Edit) - Litleboy x Quan x Trilla GSound Check - Mad Skull x Wetty BeatzStagga Dance - Natty x Thunda x MuddyAddicted - Jab King x Travis WorldNot From Here - Lavaman x Travis WorldJab Jab Festival - Pumpa x Travis WorldExplore (Radio) - V'ghn x Travis WorldMiracle - Kes x TanoUnruly - King Bubba FMStop Calling Me Phone - Lil RickResurrect It - Skinny Fabulous x Lil Rick x King Bubba FMCome Home - Nailah Blackman x Skinny FabulousBurn - Skinny FabulousSpoil Button - Lil KerryBi Polar - LavamanNORTHERN PRESCRIPTIONChristmas Nice - ConnectorFollow Dr. Jay @socaprince​ and @socatherapy“Like” Dr. Jay on http://facebook.com/DrJayOnline

What would it look like to have Jesus-centered peaceful parenting? Is your parenting style just a list of do's and don't or getting to the heart of your child? After correction do you feel more or less connected with your kids? Today, Dr. David and Amanda Erickson, join me to discuss their new book The Flourishing Family. They founded Flourishing Homes and Families to equip and empower Christian parents to lead their families with grace and gentleness through parenting principles that are rooted in the teaching of Jesus.  We cover so many topics from hitting toddlers to snarky teenagers and how to approach them with grace while still teaching them to respect the people around them. They encourage us to repair and prepare instead of scare through creative ideas that include purchasing a punching bag and redirecting behavior when needed. David reminds us that as parents we are helping our children see that they are image bearers of God and to embrace who He created them to be.  Connect with David and Amanda:  Website:  Flourishing Homes and  Families Facebook: Flourishing Homes and Families Instagram:  Dr. David and Amanda Erickson (@flourishinghomesandfamilies) Links Mentioned:   The Flourishing Family: by Dr. David and Amanda Erickson Connected Families | Parent with confidence; lead with grace Related Episodes: Gentle Christ-Centered Parenting :: David and Amanda Erickson [Ep 363] Parenting Sensitive and Intense Kids :: Lynne Jackson and Lydia Rex [Ep 395] Connecting Through Play :: Charissa Fry [Ep 319] Featured Sponsors:  Thrive Causemetics: Refresh your everyday look with Thrive Causemetics. Beauty that gives back. Get an exclusive 20% off your first order at thrivecausemetics.com/DMA.  Greenlight: Sign up for Greenlight today and get your first month free when you go to Greenlight.com/dma.  Lands End: Seize the summer in Land's End. Head to landsend.com and use code DONTMOMALONE to get 30% off your summer purchase.  Find links to this week's sponsors and unique promo codes at dontmomalone.com/sponsors. 

When you are born in Cambodia and work hard to get through medical school to be an OB/GYN you cannot imagine the horrors of a despotic dictator taking over your country and putting all intellectuals in work or prison camps. Haing Ngor pretended to be a cab driver to stay alive and had to stand by and not reveal his medical skill just to stay alive. In the face of torture and loss of most of his family he stayed alive and made it to a Red Cross outpost by crawling through thorns and eating scorpions to stay alive. Dr. Ngor could not have imagined he would one day be holding the cinematic worlds most prized possession in his hand: the Oscar for his exemplary work in the film "The Killing Fields," which is based on the life of a journalist/guide who helped American journalists get out alive. And turns out to be Dr. Ngor's story too.