Podcasts about confiding

Jamila Risvi was 31 when she was diagnosed with a brain tumor. Confiding in friend Rosie Waterland, who’d suffered PTSD and depression for years, the friends found the way they were supported in their illness varied greatly because of a perceived distinction between mental and physical illness. In their book 'Broken Brains', Jamila and Rosie walk us through their diagnoses and the nuances of the medical system, while revealing the effects of illness on our family and identity.Listen to more from our Hope Podcasts collection at hopepodcasts.com.au. And send the team a message via Hope 103.2’s app, Facebook or Instagram.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

Finding Gainful Godliness in Confiding Contentment - 1 Timothy 6:3-10 - Pastor John Dube

It's NFL Draft time so we go after a rare sports movie, Draft Day! Ivan Reitman's last film, it dives entertainingly into the world of the NFL Draft in a smart, entertaining way. A fantastic cast and a lot of entertaining moments and scenes round out a very underrated sports movie. Before we peel back the layers on Draft Day, we each bring our Top 5 Sports Movies of all time to the table. So inflate those balls, grab your favorite team jersey, and always look for the money on the last page of your playbooks... it's time for Draft Day on The Movie Defenders podcast! Click here to listen and connect anywhere: https://linktr.ee/moviedefenders 00:00:00 Intro and Announcements 00:23:10 Top 5 Sports Movies of All Time 00:53:32 Draft Day Discussion Starts 01:11:20 Seahawks Unsure 01:22:33 The Trade Offer 01:36:26 A New Offer 01:40:04 Sonny Tells the Browns Staff 01:52:53 Coach is Pissed 02:13:03 Confiding in Ali 02:28:52 Coach Calls Bo Again 02:41:13 "I want my #1s back, all of 'em..." Special thanks to our amazing Patreon supporters! Alex Kirkby  Alexis Helman Barrett Young Bart German Brett Bowen Daryl Ewry Doug Robertson Ena Haynes Eric Blattberg Jason Chastain Josh Evans Joshua Loy Katherine Boulware Kevin Athey Mark Nattress Mark Martin Megan Bush Michael Puckett Nick Nagher Randal Silver Sean Masters Stephanie Ewry Attack of the Killer Podcast

Send us a textUnlock the secrets to building meaningful relationships while maintaining privacy as Alexis Thomas and I navigate the delicate balance between confiding and oversharing. Discover why it's crucial to choose the right confidants and how even the most well-intentioned loved ones can sometimes complicate your relationship dynamics. Together, we explore practical strategies to manage emotions, avoid unintended revelations, and seek unbiased advice to ensure the well-being of your relationships.Explore the importance of trustworthy relationships and the power of honest communication. Alexis and I question the notion of self-sufficiency in companionship, challenging the belief that isolation is the answer. Delve into the biblical perspective on the necessity of human connection and learn how to cultivate a supportive network without falling into the trap of oversharing. We discuss the roles of therapists and counselors as impartial advisors, offering insights into the benefits of turning to these professionals for guidance.Join us as we tackle the intricacies of communication within relationships, from setting boundaries to navigating the fine line between venting and seeking advice. We address the impact of heated arguments on children, the importance of apologizing to prevent trauma, and the dynamics of advice-giving across generations. I express my heartfelt gratitude to Alexis for her invaluable contributions and extend an invitation to listeners to connect and share their thoughts. Remember, you're not alone in this journey, and we're here to support you every step of the way.Support the showConnect with MoBecome a Subscriber for subscriber only content: https://www.buzzsprout.com/1834533/subscribeMerchandise: https://demo-with-mo.myspreadshop.com/ Website: https://www.demowithmo.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/demowithmopodcast/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/demowithmo/Facebook Relationship Community:https://www.facebook.com/groups/548524369897098/?ref=share TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@demowithmo/

Here are 10 things you should never tell anyone: Personal Secrets 1. Your deepest fears and insecurities. 2. Intimate details about your relationships. 3. Private financial struggles or debts. Confidential Information 1. Others' secrets or confidences shared with you. 2. Sensitive or confidential work information. Potentially Harmful Thoughts 1. Negative thoughts about someone's appearance. 2. Harmful or violent thoughts or intentions. Past Mistakes or Regrets 1. Embarrassing or shameful past experiences. 2. Personal regrets or mistakes that could harm others. Security and Safety 1. Your passwords, PINs, or sensitive login information. - Trust wisely and cautiously. - Consider the consequences of sharing. - Maintain healthy boundaries. - Protect yourself and others. - Keep confidential information secure. However, it's essential to note that: - Sharing struggles with a trusted therapist or counselor can be beneficial. - Confiding in a trusted friend or family member can provide support. - Reporting harmful or illegal activities is crucial. Use discretion and judgment when deciding what to share and with whom.

If you have been struggling to build self-confidence or wondering how to build self-confidence then this episode is for you. In this episode of the Permission to Love podcast we explode the concept of self-confidence, particularly for those who have experienced trauma. My hope is that you will find insights and practical steps on how to rebuild or build self-confidence for the first time. This episode emphasizes that self-confidence is not merely a feeling but a core belief that must be nurtured and developed through consistent actions and trust in oneself.Key Topics:Self-Confidence Defined:- Self-confidence is the ability to trust oneself.- It's a core belief, not just a feeling.Building Trust with Yourself:- Importance of showing up for yourself consistently:- Keeping promises to yourself to build self-trust.Practical Steps to Build Self-Confidence:- Start with small, achievable commitments.- Ensure consistency in actions.- Use corrective experiences to reinforce positive behaviors.Challenges for Trauma Survivors:- How trauma can dismantle self-confidence.- Strategies to rebuild trust in oneself.Action Steps:- Choose one small commitment to yourself this week and follow through.- Reflect on past experiences and look for ways to create corrective experiences.- Keep a journal of your commitments and track your follow-through.Chapters:00:00 - Introduction: Defining Self-Confidence03:17 - Common Challenges with Self-Confidence05:24 - What Self-Confidence Truly Is06:39 - Confiding in Yourself: Building Trust08:29 - The Impact of Trauma on Self-Confidence10:55 - Building Self-Confidence Through Experiences12:09 - My Journey with Self-Confidence and Starting a Podcast14:15 - Execution: The Key to Building Self-Confidence16:56 - New and Corrective Experiences18:02 - Consistency and Repeated Experiences20:15 - Keeping Promises to Yourself21:02 - Trusting Yourself: A Core Belief23:34 - Self-Betrayal and Its Impact on Self-Confidence25:36 - Making and Keeping Commitments to Yourself28:14 - Practical Steps to Start Building Self-Confidence TodayYou are worthy of your own love,JerryMy New Book:Returning: Meditations and Reflections on Self-Love and HealingTransformational Coaching:Learn More Here!Support the Show:My Patreon PageHow is your relationship with yourself going?Get your free-self assessment guideWatch On YoutubeWebsite:www.jerryhenderson.orgSupport the Show:My Patreon PageTrouble Sleeping?Sleep ResetGet Your Free Weekly Healing Tips!Free Guided Self-Love Meditation:Get it Here!Website:www.jerryhenderson.orgInstagram: ...

Join us in this  message from the Holy Ghost series, where we discover how Christians find comfort through the Holy Spirit. Drawing from key scriptures like John 16:5-15 and John 14:26-27, we explore:Calm in the Chaos: Discover the supernatural peace promised by Jesus.Confirming Our Identity: Learn how the Holy Spirit affirms our identity as God's children.Correction: Understand the Spirit's role in gentle correction.Counsel: Receive divine guidance and wisdom.Confiding in Us: Experience the intimate friendship Jesus offers.Embrace the comforting presence of the Holy Spirit in your life.Scripture References:John 16:5-15John 14:26-27Philippians 4:6-7Ephesians 1:13-14Romans 8:14-16Hebrews 12:8Proverbs 12:1John 15:151 Corinthians 2:7-10Watch the full message to deepen your understanding and be blessed by the Comforter! Connect with Us:* Website: www.overflowdfw.com* Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/overflowDFW* Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/overflowdfw/#HolySpirit #HolyGhostSeries #ChristianFaith #BibleTeaching #SpiritualGrowthKeywords: Holy Spirit, Comfort, Christian Faith, Biblical Teaching, Spiritual Peace, Identity in Christ, Divine GuidanceSupport the Show.

What do you consider cheating? Liking bikini or gym pics? Confiding in a friend other than your partner?  Going to strip clubs? Jeena and Drue are joined again by Kolter and Dominique Bouchard to discuss what is cheating and what is not. Kolter and Dominique, parents and content creators, are the first guests to appear twice on the podcast! Both hilarious couples share stories they know regarding cheating, give their takes on celebrity cheating scandals, and play a rapid fire round of "Is it Cheating?" Join in on the conversation in the comments and let us know what you think is considered cheating! #IsItCheating #Cheating #Cheaters #Marriage #Relationships #InterracialMarriages #HTP

That's right it's time for another Global Strangeness special and this one was a blast to talk about. Michael couldn't make this one even though it was his topic choice but join Debra, Scott, and Jeremy as we talk all topics surrounding sleep paralysis. Don't worry listening to this will not make the demons come to you tonight or willllll it lol.   Uncensored, Untamed & Unapologetic U^3 Podcast Collective: https://www.facebook.com/groups/545827736965770/?ref=share Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@juggalobastardpodcasts?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8xJ2KnRBKlYvyo8CMR7jMg

As-salamu alaykum and welcome to the Shaded on the Day of Judgment podcast with Lena Tleib. The podcast is dedicated to deepening the understanding of Islam, while aiming to cultivate a sense of unity and inclusivity among all listeners. It will be delving into the richness of Islamic teachings and history by offering insightful lectures and discussions. Please follow us on other platforms to learn more and stay updated:  Youtube: Shadeddoj  Instagram: Shadeddoj  Tik Tok: Shadeddoj   Website: Shadeddoj.org  To contact us please email us at: info@shadeddoj.org 

VYS0033 | Battle-Owl vs Sci-fi Centipede - Vayse to Face with Loren Fetterman - Show Notes In this episode artist, illustrator, esoteric free-thinker and Hine's tattoo-artist of choice, Loren Fetterman, completely blows Hine and Buckley's minds in a mushroom cloud of psychedelics, synchro-mysticism and inner astrology. Loren gives Hine and Buckley a whirlwind tour of his unique, self-styled brand of magick, detailing how he brings back and integrates life-changing ideas from this trips, how he invented a mirror point calendar system and bone watch to track his own personal symmetry, how he uses insight meditation to understand the recurring fractal cycles and patterns which form his life and wider reality and how he summoned a Battle-Owl to defeat an attacking Sci-fi Centipede formed entirely from his baby photos... (recorded 13 December 2023) Thanks to Loren for being so generous with his time and insights and thanks, as always to Keith for impressive work on the show notes - give Keith a follow on bluesky: @peakflow.bsky.social Loren Fetterman online Loren's website (https://www.lorenfetterman.com/) Loren on Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/lorenfettermantattoos/) Article Based in Loren's Disertation (https://rerc-journal.tsd.ac.uk/index.php/religiousexp/article/view/43) Hine's Intro Goth subculture - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goth_subculture) Blind Date (British game show) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blind_Date_(British_game_show)) Graham Skidmore ('Our Graham') - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Graham_Skidmore) Tattoo artist - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tattoo_artist) Synchromysticism - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchromysticism) Mixed martial arts - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mixed_martial_arts) Caged Fighters 2: Johnathan Proctor vs Loren Fetterman - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gq1eRT3wK_k) The Paradox of Confiding in (Near) Strangers - PsychologyToday.com (https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/brain-waves/201709/the-paradox-confiding-in-near-strangers) UFO conspiracy theories - Disclosure - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/UFO_conspiracy_theories#Disclosure) Ceremonial (Ritual) magic - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ceremonial_magic) Meditation - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meditation) Shadow work - Insider.com (https://www.insider.com/guides/health/mental-health/shadow-work) Psychedelic drug - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychedelic_drug) Todmorden - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Todmorden) Where is Loren from, and what was the point at which he realised that there was more to life, and reality, and consciousness, than is described in consensus reality? Berlin - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Berlin) Fall of the Berlin Wall - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fall_of_the_Berlin_Wall) Sky News report (1989): The Fall Of The Berlin Wall - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpubkTiD6c4) Virginia - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Virginia) Game design - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Game_design) Dungeons and Dragons - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dungeons_%26_Dragons) Martial arts - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martial_arts) Psychedelic drug - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychedelic_drug) Ninja - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ninja) The Matrix (1999 film) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Matrix) The Matrix (1999) Official Trailer - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKQi3bBA1y8) The Last Samurai (2003 film) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Last_Samurai) The Last Samurai (2003) Official Trailer - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UzIBKT217o) Psychedelic experience - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychedelic_experience) Entity encounters and the therapeutic effect of the psychedelic mystical experience - AKJournals.com (https://akjournals.com/view/journals/2054/4/3/article-p171.xml) Kundalini - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini) Qigong (chi gung) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qigong) Shaolin Monastery - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shaolin_Monastery) How to make a Qi (Chi) ball - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYuw9opgU1c) Jiddu Krishnamurti - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jiddu_Krishnamurti) Charles Webster Leadbeater - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Webster_Leadbeater) Theosophical Society - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theosophical_Society) The Luminous Life Of The"Anti-Guru": Jiddu Krishnamurti - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZRxYyS8alU) Truth is a Pathless Land by J. Krishnamurti - Goodreads (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1175786.Truth_Is_a_Pathless_Land) Meditation - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meditation) The Shamanic Journey - ShamanLinks.net (https://www.shamanlinks.net/shaman-info/about-shamanism/the-shamanic-journey/) Animal Spirit Guides - PsychicLibrary.com (https://psychiclibrary.com/animal-spirit-guides/) Astral projection - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astral_projection) Lucid Dreaming - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lucid_dream) Kenshō - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kensh%C5%8D) Time - Stanford.edu (https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/time/) Cyclic view of time in the philosophy of history - Britannica.com (https://www.britannica.com/science/time/Cyclic-view-of-time-in-the-philosophy-of-history) Religious Studies - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_studies) Rudolf Steiner - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rudolf_Steiner) Qi (Chi) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qi) Imagination - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imagination) Shaolin monk bends spears with neck - YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKDCzjie7QU) Tai Chi - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tai_chi) Bad trip - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bad_trip) Pure Guava (1992 album) (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pure_Guava) Ween (band) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ween) Mind–body dualism - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mind%E2%80%93body_dualism) What is the link between imagination, creativity, and reality, and can imagination and creativity be used to manipulate reality? Western esotericism - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Western_esotericism) Eastern esotericism - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eastern_esotericism) Materialism (philosophy) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Materialism) Theory of forms (Platonic idealism) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theory_of_forms) Qi (Chi) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qi) Ayahuasca - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ayahuasca) Ayahuasca entities - Soul-Herbs.com (https://www.soul-herbs.com/ayahuasca-entities/) Telepathy - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telepathy) VYS0032 | O Buddha, Where Art Thou? - Vayse to Face with Roger Jayamanne (https://www.vayse.co.uk/vys0032) Tibetan Buddhism - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tibetan_Buddhism) Is Life a Dream? - PsychologyToday.com (https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/mysteries-consciousness/201907/is-life-dream) Dreams Are More Real Than Anyone Thought - PsychologyToday.com (https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/biocentrism/202108/dreams-are-more-real-anyone-thought) How have Loren's first-hand experiences influenced the way in which his personal practice has developed? First principle - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/First_principle) Bob Ross - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bob_Ross) How Magic Works: A guide in theory and practice - MagicalExperiments.com (https://www.magicalexperiments.com/blog/how-magic-works-a-guide-in-theory-and-practice) Enlightenment (spiritual) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enlightenment_(spiritual)) Initiation: Religious and spiritual - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Initiation#Religious_and_spiritual) Astral plane - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astral_plane) Angel - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angel) Invocation - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Invocation) Evocation - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evocation) Mother Ayahuasca: Mysterious Meeting With Divine Mother - BeholdRetreats.com (https://www.behold-retreats.com/post/mother-ayahuasca) How to develop a practice in Loren's self-guided style How to Keep a Dream Journal – Benefits, Apps and Examples - Find-a-Therapist.com (https://www.find-a-therapist.com/dream-journal/) Archetype - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archetype) Synchronicity - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchronicity) Writing Down the Bones by Natalie Goldberg - Goodreads (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/44905.Writing_Down_the_Bones) Zen - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zen) What are the patterns of life and time, and where do they come from? Golden ratio - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Golden_ratio) Fractal - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fractal) Space-time May Have Fractal Properties on a Quantum Scale - Phys.org (https://phys.org/news/2009-03-spacetime-fractal-properties-quantum-scale.html) Introduction to the fractality principle of consciousness and the sentyon postulate, National Library of Medicine (https://ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3741678/) Cosmology - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cosmology) Eternalism (philosophy of time) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eternalism_(philosophy_of_time)) Exploring the Block Universe Theory: How Life Resembles a Movie - Medium.com (https://medium.com/ponderthisio/exploring-the-block-universe-theory-how-life-resembles-a-movie-an-in-depth-guide-5c9412b4974a) Free will - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Free_will) Harmonic - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harmonic) Interval (music) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interval_(music)) Musica universalis (Music of the spheres) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Musica_universalis) Paul Weston's website (https://www.paulwestonglastonbury.com/) Gregorian calendar - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gregorian_calendar) Talking Magical Timing and Personal Synchronicity | Paul Weston - Rune Soup podcast (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XdHjmmjU0A) Loren's devices: The Timepiece and the Calendar Planetary Archetypes, PandoraAstrology.com (https://pandoraastrology.com/planet/) I Ching - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Ching) Bagua (trigrams) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bagua) Terence McKenna - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terence_McKenna) The Invisible Landscape by Terence McKenna - Goodreads (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/191375.The_Invisible_Landscape) Steampunk - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steampunk) Live action role-playing game (LARP) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Live_action_role-playing_game) Aura (paranormal) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aura_(paranormal)) Garuda - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Garuda) Muay Thai (Thai boxing) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Muay_Thai) Newcastle upon Tyne - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Newcastle_upon_Tyne) What is cage fighting? - Speak-MMA.com (https://speak-mma.com/blog/what-is-cage-fighting/) Waveform - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Waveform) Goethe quote: “Music is liquid architecture…” - AZQuotes.com (https://www.azquotes.com/quote/825473) Neidan (Chinese internal alchemy) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neidan) Chakra - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chakra) Taoism (Daoism) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taoism) Dark Night of the Soul: Contemporary understanding - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dark_Night_of_the_Soul#Contemporary_understanding) Tantra - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tantra) Astrology - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astrology) Perennial philosophy - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perennial_philosophy) Time travel, timeloops, and Loren's day-to-day relationship with time Time travel - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Time_travel) Timeloops: Precognition, Retrocausation, and the Unconscious by Eric Wargo - Goodreads (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/41132463-time-loops) Temporal paradox - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temporal_paradox) Śūnyatā (philosophical concept, “emptiness”) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C5%9A%C5%ABnyat%C4%81) First Cause - Britannica.com (https://www.britannica.com/topic/first-cause) Pratītyasamutpāda (Buddhist doctrine, dependent origination) (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prat%C4%ABtyasamutp%C4%81da) Origami - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Origami) Multi-verse - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Multiverse) Loren's initiatory mega-trip Psilocybe cubensis - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybe_cubensis) Big Bang - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Bang) Photon - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Photon) Star system - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Star_system) Tattoo - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tattoo) Tesseract - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tesseract) Non-dual awareness - MindOwl.org (https://mindowl.org/non-dual-awareness/) Kundalini - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini) Carl Jung - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung) Active imagination - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Active_imagination) Who is Philemon? 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B. Yeats - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/W._B._Yeats) A Vision - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Vision) A Vision by W.B. Yeats - Goodreads (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/947771.A_Vision) Allen Ginsberg - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allen_Ginsberg) Howl (poem) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Howl_(poem)) Howl (poem): 1957 obscenity trial - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Howl_(poem)#1957_obscenity_trial) Georgie Hyde-Lees (wife of W. B. Yeats) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgie_Hyde-Lees) The Phases of the Moon - YeatsVision.com (https://www.yeatsvision.com/Phases.html) Daniel Ingram's website (https://www.integrateddaniel.info/) What is insight meditation, and how can someone start their own practice? Clarification: Insight Meditation vs. Concentration, Reddit (https://www.reddit.com/r/Meditation/comments/2i7dm2/clarification_insight_meditation_vs_concentration/) Insight Meditation: Where The Attention Goes, InsightTimer.com (https://insighttimer.com/blog/what-is-insight-meditation/) Śūnyatā (philosophical concept, “emptiness”) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C5%9A%C5%ABnyat%C4%81) Anattā (“non-self” ) - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anatt%C4%81) Concentration Meditation: Peaceful Resistance Against Invasive Tech - MindfulStoic.net (https://mindfulstoic.net/concentration-meditation/) Mantra - Wikipedia (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mantra) Body Scan Meditation - PositivePsychology.com (https://positivepsychology.com/body-scan-meditation/) S.N. 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Fluent Fiction - Mandarin Chinese: Confiding in Stone: A Journey of Self-Discovery at the Beijing Opera House Find the full episode transcript, vocabulary words, and more:fluentfiction.org/confiding-in-stone-a-journey-of-self-discovery-at-the-beijing-opera-house Story Transcript:Zh: 张伟开着他普通的小汽车，行驶在北京的熙熙攘攘的街头。他的目的地是他心中的梦想—北京歌剧院。他特别喜欢乐队的节奏和歌剧的舞美。他总是独自坐在他那旧皮座位上，享受那份宁静。然而，今天的他有些不同。En: Zhang Wei drove his ordinary car through the bustling streets of Beijing. His destination was his dream in his heart - the Beijing Opera House. He especially loved the rhythm of the orchestra and the beauty of the opera's sets. He always sat alone in his old leather seat, enjoying the tranquility. However, he was feeling a little different today.Zh: 当他进入歌剧院的园林时，他的眼睛被一件艺术品吸引。不是在庭院里的那座泛着金光的古老雕像，而是那个矮矮的，饱经风霜的石像。读着介绍牌上的原型名字，“李白”，他遥想那个山中欢笑的人，于是他向那尊雕像走去。En: As he entered the gardens of the opera house, his eyes were drawn to a piece of art. It wasn't the ancient statue that shimmered with gold in the courtyard, but the short, weathered stone statue. Reading the name of the prototype on the plaque, "Li Bai," he imagined the man who laughed in the mountains and walked towards the statue.Zh: “你好，李白。”张伟心情复杂地对着雕像说道。En: "Hello, Li Bai," Zhang Wei said to the statue with mixed emotions.Zh: 他开始向雕僐藏述心中的困惑和压力，他希望能从李白那个追求自由恣意生活的人格中得到解答和提示。然而，雕像只是静静的矗立在那里，张伟的讲述只得到了风的响应。En: He began to describe his confusion and pressure to the statue, hoping to find answers and guidance from the personality of Li Bai, who pursued a life of freedom and indulgence. However, the statue just stood there quietly, and Zhang Wei's narrative only received the response of the wind.Zh: 此时一位保洁阿姨过来，看到了这一幕，她走过来问：“先生，你确定你和雕像讲话吗？”En: At this moment, a cleaning aunt came over and saw the scene. She walked up and asked, "Sir, are you sure you were talking to the statue?"Zh: 张伟愣住了，然后非常羞涩地说：“我只是误以为……他可能回答我。”En: Zhang Wei was stunned, then very shyly said, "I just thought... he might answer me."Zh: 保洁阿姨微笑着说：“你没有错，每个人都需要找个出口来表达自己，就像我经常和这些花草树木说话一样。”En: The cleaning aunt smiled and said, "You're not wrong. Everyone needs to find an outlet to express themselves, just like how I often talk to these flowers, plants, and trees."Zh: 张伟惭愧地低下了头，他现在才意识到他一直以来寻找的并不是别人的回应，而是自己内心的宁静和释放。也许人真的需要有个地方去倾诉，无论是谁，都需要有种方式来宣泄自己的压力。张伟非常感谢这个陌生的阿姨，她的一句话瞬间点亮了他的世界。En: Zhang Wei felt ashamed and lowered his head. He realized now that what he had been seeking was not the response of others, but the peace and release within himself. Perhaps people truly need a place to confide in, and everyone needs a way to relieve their stress. Zhang Wei was very grateful to this stranger aunt. Her words instantly brightened his world.Zh: 然后，张伟微笑着向阿姨道了谢，然后他开始用新的视角看待歌剧，在音乐的交汇中找寻自我，找寻故事，找寻人生。En: Then, Zhang Wei smiled and thanked the aunt, and he began to view opera from a new perspective, searching for himself, stories, and life in the intersection of music.Zh: 这就是一个平凡而又不平凡的日子——张伟在一个风和日丽的下午，与李白的雕像诉说生活中的困扰与压力，在一个普通的阿姨的提点下，找到了看待问题的新视角，为他的心灵带来了宁静。En: This was an ordinary yet extraordinary day - Zhang Wei, on a beautiful sunny afternoon, shared the troubles and pressures of life with the statue of Li Bai. With a gentle reminder from an ordinary aunt, he found a new perspective to approach problems and brought tranquility to his soul. Vocabulary Words:Zhang Wei: 张伟car: 小汽车Beijing: 北京Opera House: 歌剧院orchestra: 乐队sets: 舞美leather seat: 皮质座位tranquility: 宁静garden: 园林art: 艺术品ancient statue: 古老雕像stone statue: 石像prototype: 原型Li Bai: 李白mountains: 山中laughter: 欢笑confusion: 困惑pressure: 压力freedom: 自由indulgence: 恣意response: 回应wind: 风cleaning aunt: 保洁阿姨talking: 讲话outlet: 出口flowers: 花草plants: 植物trees: 树木peace: 宁静relief: 宣泄

God is a very present help in trouble.

In today's episode, we explore the importance of surrounding ourselves with the right people and how it directly impacts our well-being.   I share: The importance of surrounding oneself with supportive and authentic individuals Cultivating a space for open communication and sharing Confiding in trusted individuals who provide a safe space Recognizing that not everyone can be a closest confidant Choosing who to surround ourselves with is always a choice   Mom, if you want to learn how to set healthy boundaries (when you learn how you can show your kids), please reach out.   https://calendly.com/durrett-scottie/connectioncall

On episode 26 of the Move Abroad Coach Podcast, I am talking about self-sabotage and how as humans, we love to get in the way of our own dreams. It's almost like we just cannot help it! It comes down to wanting to do something big, but then we get cold feet and revert to self-sabotage and undermining the decision that we once were so excited about.In this episode, I am jumping into why we do this and how to navigate back to the excitement for this big leap in your life. You should be surrounding yourself with people who love and support you, so how do you find your way back to those people?! Listen now!Here's what we talk about in today's episode:Wait until the “perfect” time to move abroad (retired, too busy, or things “settle down”)Confiding in people who would never do this, don't support you, or don't “get it”You isolate yourself from people who are going through this, who could actually be a big helpSearching for jobs at home, while still searching for jobs abroad. Why?!You've gotten hung up on a “roadblock”, yet are not seeking the resources to get through thatResources Mentioned:→ Move Abroad Crash Course→ Freedom Life Course + Private Coaching→ Episode 5 — The 5 Biggest Excuses I Hear About Why You Can't Move Abroad→ Episode 17 — Help! I've Applied to 50 Jobs and Haven't Heard Back From Any of Them with Move Abroad Coach Marta→ Episode 24 — The Comfort Zone is Where Dreams Go to Die

"To truly embrace the present moment, especially when we have no power to alter the result, it is essential that we approach life with compassion." - Michael John CusickWelcome to another episode of Restoring the Soul with Michael John Cusick. In today's episode, titled "Embracing the Unchangeable in the Messiness of Life," we dive into the antidote to negative messages, starting with the power of self-compassion and self-awareness. Julianne and Michael John Cusick explore the importance of becoming aware of what's happening within ourselves and around us and the value of offering self-compassion in the face of old negative tapes that often replay in our minds. They discuss the role of humility and confiding in others, creating a sense of community and healthy attachment. We'll also explore the act of offering a blessing to those struggling with negative messages, lack of self-compassion, and self-awareness. Join us as we journey through this episode filled with wisdom, vulnerability, and the transformative power of self-compassion and connection.CONTACT RESTORING THE SOUL:- Tweet us at @michaeljcusick and @PodcastRTS- Like us on Facebook- Follow us on Instagram & Twitter- Follow Michael on Twitter- Email us at info@restoringthesoul.com Thanks for listening!

**Trigger warning for this week's episode - deals with sexual abuse and family trauma.  Hey Friends, This week's interview is a harder topic, yet incredibly inspiring, filled with hope and wisdom. Susan Gold joins me to share her story and opens up about the painful truth of her past - the unimaginable sexual abuse she endured from a young age within her own family and the sexual harrasment she encountered in the early years of her career. You'll be moved by Susan's courage as she recounts the pivotal moment when she found solace in confiding in the legendary Barbara Walters, who provided a compassionate ear and unwavering support, and how she worked up the courage to face her abuser. The moment of confrontation can be both terrifying and liberating. Susan will share her thought process during that crucial encounter, offering insights into the emotional rollercoaster she experienced. Even through this darkness, Susan found a way to embrace gratitude and transform her pain into strength, and we talk about the uplifting moments of her story, where she found light and hope even in the most challenging of circumstances. Susan Gold is magical. After a challenging upbringing she made her way to NYC to become known for matching celebrities to brands. She experienced sexual harassment in the workplace and has a unique story of standing up to it.  Her memoir: Toxic Family: Transforming Childhood Trauma into Adult Freedom is her personal and professional trajectory, not to be missed! Listen in as we talk about: What you need to know about Susan Sexual abuse from a young age within her family  Confiding in Barbara Walters and confronting her abuser Starting her own talent brokerage  How she originally got her talent agency job The tools she used to help muster the courage to say something and do something Susan's thought process during confrontation  Finding gratitude in the situation  Information about her book Episode Sponsors Arbonne Greens Gut Glow Bundle. Use promo code ARBONNE10 at checkout to get 10% off. (https://www.arbonne.com/ca/en/shop-all/nutrition/green-gut-glow-convenience-pack/p/1055%20CA)  Or start a subscription and save with 20% off every order and free shipping! (https://www.arbonne.com/ca/en/arb/JessicaStephensToronto/cart?shareId=8835579432487)  Do you love the show? Support us on Patreon so we can keep growing! https://www.patreon.com/IJustBlankNowWhat    I'd love to connect with you: Come follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jess.loves.life/  Signup for my new newsletter at: https://jessicastephens.ca/  Or read more about all the things I love on my Blog: https://jessicastephens.ca/blogs/jess-loves-life  Connect with Susan: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/susangoldismagical/  LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/susangoldconsulting/  Get a free audio snippet of Susan's book and a 15 minute video conversation to connect with your own story here: https://www.susangold.us/   

Hey DCC PODHEADS! Happy Friday! Welcome to a new episode! On today's episode we discuss the new "Barbie" movie. Alien spaceship crash two pilots found. Confiding in another person outside your relationship. Summer summary. New music from Nas - Magik 2. New music from Byron Messiah ft Burna Boy - Talibans 2. New music from Drake & Central Cee - On The Radar Freestyle. Click the link here for fitness by Phoenix fit workouts, meals and more https://www.etsy.com/shop/Fitnesswithphoenix --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/degreescouchchron/support

We all want a friend who is trustworthy, in whom we can confide with confidence, but the truth is that, while we can try to be discerning about who we share what with, at the end of the day, friendship demands trust. So how can we lead the way in being a friend who is trustworthy for our people? Kimber and series guest co-host Meghan Fravel look at three areas of friendship that demand trust: in the moment, behind your back, and down the road. Check out this  episode to learn how we can grow as trustworthy friends in each of these areas.For more Your Sister, Kimber content, including the Blog and FREE Resources, visit yoursisterkimber.com! Become a subscriber at Your Sister, Kimber to get exclusive access to my NEW free resource, straight to your inbox.Let's become friends! Follow me on Instagram or Facebook for more of Your Sister, Kimber.Don't forget to leave a rating & review on Apple Podcasts! This is such a blessing to me and really helps new friends find the show. Thank you, friends!

In this episode of the Yalla! Let's Talk. Podcast, we have Samir Mourani. Samir is an entrepreneur, co-founder of the men's lifestyle publication, Gent's Post, and host of popular podcast, #gentstalk on YouTube channel, @GentsPost. Samir and I discuss redefining masculinity in the modern man and how we can break down barriers of toxic masculinity that plague the world today. We further discuss Samir's journey on becoming more vulnerable as an Arab man, and how he uses his podcast to spread awareness of becoming an "emotionally healthy" man in today's world. WHAT WE DISCUSS: 00:00 Intro 01:58 Why does Samir emphasize the fragility of a man's ego on his podcast? 07:11 How does Samir approach his mental health after becoming more vulnerable with himself? 10:14 How does toxic masculinity in the Arab world affect the modern Arab man? 17:05 Advice on accessing mental health resources for older generations 25:41 Confiding about your vulnerabilities with a man versus a woman 27:47 Why is it difficult for Arab and Middle Eastern men to open up? 33:32 What does an emotionally healthy man look like? 35:37 What does Samir hope to accomplish with @GentsPost? 46:01 Best and worst piece of advice Samir has received 47:38 Outro Follow Samir Mourani & @GentsPost GENT'S POST PUBLICATION: https://gentspost.com/ GENT'S POST INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/gentspost?igshi... SAMIR MOURANI INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/samirmouran... GENT'S POST TIKTOK: https://www.tiktok.com/@gentstalkpod GENT'S POST YOUTUBE:    / @gentspost   ___________________________________________________________________________________________________ YALLA! LET'S TALK. PODCAST: YOUTUBE:   / yallaletstalk   ANCHOR: https://anchor.fm/yallaletstalk SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/3ymbJTX... APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast... ANGHAMI: https://play.anghami.com/podcast/1034... FOLLOW OUR SOCIALS: INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/yallaletsta... TIKTOK: https://www.tiktok.com/@yallaletstalk... SNAPCHAT: https://www.snapchat.com/discover/Yalla! Let's Talk.

The Bible teaches in Mark 11:22 to, "Have faith in God." We should be studying the Word of God on a daily basis because the scriptures teach that "faith cometh by hearing and hearing by the word of God."

✨ Click here to book a complimentary breakthrough call: https://calendly.com/giuliaguerrieri/strategysession Everything you want is on the other side of fear. But, it's feeling the fear, embracing it and still showing up. Believe me - there is so much power in taking up space, saying "this is what and who I am" and being unapologetic as fuck about it. Sure, it won't always be easy and it will be scary and you won't know for sure that it will work out. But you must TRUST the process. Because... to quote Glennon Doyle (if you're reading or listening Glennon, I love you) "We can do hard things." The lives we lead all come down to choices. Everything is a choice. So what are you choosing? --- EPISODE TOPICS: Click here to book a complimentary breakthrough call Being delusional and calling in the exact life you've always dreamed of Stepping into your power Confiding in a mentor for biz growth & so much more! --- CONNECT WITH GIULIA: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/iamgiuliaguerrieri/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@iamgiuliaguerrieri YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@iamgiuliaguerrieri Business Inquiries: hello@giuliaguerrieri.com Website: https://giuliaguerrieri.com/ --- WORK WITH GIULIA: ⚡️ Click here to book a complimentary breakthrough call ⚡️ Join Our FREE Community, The Conscious Creator Club, Here (*free course inside*)

Yes! You do want to avoid making as many mistakes as you can. I mean, why would you want to make a mistake that you can't undo?? Let me help you now. Take a short listen and learn to the top 12 divorce mistakes people make. #2 Confiding in the wrong people https://betterdivorceacademy.com/ Be sure to take advantage and book a call NOW. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/thriving-in-chaos/message

People are let down so often that it is difficult to trust.

Did you ever pour your heart out to a friend, only to discover you were playing right into that friend's insidious master plan which would leave you broken-hearted and miserable? (Yeah, we hate it when that happens too.) Fortunately in this podcast it's our friend Lili that's getting duped – not us! Yes, it's time to learn about some Chinese girl-to-girl deception, and pick up some Mandarin along the way. Episode link: https://www.chinesepod.com/0462

ETL Echo and Friends present: Winter Wonderfics “What is it that you want?” So many things. “Books,” she said. He watched her for a long time before he slowly shook his head. “Try again.” Hermione huffed, irritated beyond reason that he'd seen through it. “I want somebody to read a book I told them about,” she said, picking at her nail bed. “Just because they want to feel close to me.” It came out horribly vulnerable, a needy and naked thing that ought to be clothed. Confiding in Malfoy of all people probably wasn't wise, but he was a man transformed, no longer hollowed out by fear. He didn't haunt the halls in penance; he lived it through his interest in his Muggle-born students, in her. If anybody was the ghost here, it was Hermione. She'd left behind her body once the War was over, severed the nerve endings of every emotion when it all became too much. Draco leaned forward. “Are you lonely, Granger?” “Are you?” she shot back, scowling. “All the fucking time.” --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/etl-echo/message

The Boyz are back from break with another crazy episode! The Boyz first talk Dave Chappelle's SNL monologue (21:45). The Boyz talk about the grand opening and grand closing of Elon Musk's Twitter Blue (30:59). The Boyz give their opinions on Trump running for presidency again (43:04). The Boyz discuss Gisele moving on from Tom Brady (50:35).

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Katelyn Larson is a 30 year old writer trying to figure out what's next after leaving a 5 year unhealthy relationship and smashing the age old cliche that women need to be married and have kids by a certain age. She believes that women can start over at any age and follow their dreams. She recently launched her own podcast Winging Life with Katelyn, Thursdays on Spotify, where she talks about life, love, and how starting over isn't as scary as we assume it is.   Also, did we mention she recently landed a book deal?! She's in a new chapter of her life, and she's making major moves. She closed one door, and while it may not have been easy, a lot of other doors started opening not too long after. Katelyn, we love seeing you thriving and out there living your dreams!   Connect w/ Katelyn: IG: @winginglifewithkate  Twitter: @winginglifepod  Patricia's program, Your Next Chapter, started on September 21st. The waitlist for the next cohort is now open. View https://www.patriciacosulich.com/coaching for more information. Click here to book your free Explore Call with Patricia.   Connect with The Transitions Project! @patricia.cosulich & @the_transitions_project 00:00:00 — The Transitions Project Intro 00:01:50 — Katelyn's journey over the past 5 years 00:05:10 — Knowing when to call it quits 00:15:00 — Knowing what to focus on after 00:18:25 — Confiding in your close community 00:24:10 — Shifting your mindset from a place of guilt 00:31:30 — Personal leadership 00:37:00 — Writing routines 00:40:40 — Katelyn's new podcast premiering May 5th 00:42:30 — If Katelyn's friends described her as a food... 00:42:55 — What song makes Katelyn want to dance? 00:44:15 — Your Next Chapter Promo 00:45:20 — The Transitions Project Outro Music Credits: "Almost Bliss" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0

In today's episode, I'm joined by my good friend Stephanie Dickinson (also a relationship coach), and we're talking all about asking for our desires from our partners. Grab a cup of coffee or tea and sit down for a heart-to-heart with us. In this episode, Stephanie & I share our real-life, intimate stories around asking for what we want from our partners.  As we've discovered, it's not easy to ask for what we want. We often build stories around why what we want isn't possible, or we drop our desires before we get the courage to ask for them.  Here we give you tangible ways to break down the process — how to identify a desire in ourselves and the feelings that come up around the desire, how to approach the desire with a partner, friend, or loved one, and how to be open to others' desires when we're on the receiving side of a request.  We also explore masculine/feminine dynamics and how to work with the opposing energies when it comes to asking for a desire.  If this episode moves you, please let me know by reaching out by email (megandlambert@gmail.com), Instagram DM (@megandlambert), or leaving a review to let us know your thoughts!  If you're curious about our offerings, visit us at www.integratedintimacy.co. Connect with Stephanie on Instagram Schedule a call with Stephaniehttps://schedulestephanie.as.me/schedule.php?appointmentType=34999529 Timestamps: (2:16 - 6:22) Stephanie opens up about an edgy desire she's asked for recently, and how it went for her(6:25 - 8:18) Talking yourself out of your wants as a form of self-rejection(8:20 - 12:07) The inner work Stephanie does to identify desires in herself(12:26 - 17:08) Megan's desire to do the tantra retreat - and how she persistently and gently brought James on board(17:18 -19:50) Resentment is the smoke on the fire of your desire(19:52 - 26:32) Confiding in your friends to dig deeper before approaching your partner(26:36 - 31:59) Being on the receiving end of someone else's desires and setting boundaries(32:00 - 38:20) Navigating “charged” sensations in difficult conversations(38:21 - 41:00) Setting a “context” or framework around conversations with loved ones(41:02 - 43:54) Sharing our current (secret) desires that we haven't yet spoken to our partners about

FAITH LIFE!DAILY NUGGET with Pastor ShaneWednesday, August 17, 2022Pastor Shane talks about the faith life that Christians should be living in this daily nugget.To support this ministry (click link below):  https://www.hisvision.org/give

Why does my partner keep score? Usually they are simply pointing something out that they would like us to change or expressing a difference of opinion. Keeping score often appears in escalated conflict when a basic instinct is triggered in both partners to prove one's “rightness” to the other. 7 things that can ruin your relationship - Confiding in others. ... - Being manipulative There are times when you may feel that you are not in the right relationship and your partner is not perfect. ... - Hiding addictions. ... - Emotional cheating. ... - Financial cheating. ... - Being selfish. ... - Not standing up for your partner. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/therealephriampodcastshow/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/therealephriampodcastshow/support

HE IS FAITHFUL & JUST TO FORGIVE YOU!DAILY NUGGET with Pastor ShaneFriday, July 29, 2022Pastor Shane shares from 1 John 1:9 in this passage.To support this ministry (click link below):  https://www.hisvision.org/give

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CW: mentions murder and possible sexual assaultPrior to the summer of 1996, Blair Adams of Surrey, British Columbia seemed to have a lot going for him. He had many friends, a job he enjoyed and was good at, and was close with his family. However, in June, something happened that started Blair to change drastically. Confiding in friends, he said someone was out to kill him.  When his mother asked if he was alright, he was evasive. After a couple of failed attempts, Blair made it to the US and made a cross-country, nonsensical journey where it seems his deepest fear came true. Join us as we look further into this 28-year-old unsolved case. Our BOLO this week is Tamara Bell, missing from Little Rock, AR. If you know where Tamara may be, please call the Little Rock Police Department and give her family some peace. https://charleyproject.org/case/tamara-halona-bellIf you like what you hear and are in a position to do so, we would appreciate a coffee.  https://www.buymeacoffee.com/okaysopodYou can visit us at okaysopod.com or on Facebook, Insta, and TikTok @okayso.pod.Our original theme song, Small Town Disaster, was written, performed, and produced by Matthew Palmer. You can find him on FB @guitarfeller, Insta @guitarfeller97 and TikTok @guitarfellermusic.Sources:https://unsolved.com/gallery/blair-adams/https://www.grunge.com/728794/the-mysterious-death-of-blair-adams-explained/https://www.historicmysteries.com/blair-adams-unsolved-mystery/https://www.knoxnews.com/story/news/crime/2017/09/11/unsolved-canadian-blair-adams-raced-knox-county-slain-half-nude-his-gold-untouched/610262001/https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Blair_Adamshttps://mysteriousuniverse.org/2018/10/the-weird-unexplained-death-of-blair-adams/Support the show

Even when we've grabbed the gold ring, it's possible to feel like something is missing. That was the case for Dr. Michelle Quirk, a pediatrician whose career and life were firing on all pistons … and yet. She felt burned out and boxed in. On this episode of She Turned Entrepreneur we learn how, step by step, the founder of Mindful Marathon, a coaching practice devoted to aspiring runners, hit her stride! Michelle didn't want to abandon her medical practice, but still had to face the fact that it wasn't bringing her enough of what she wanted. For anyone else who has experienced this gnawing feeling, she has some advice: First, take a pause. Spend some time with yourself. In Michelle's case, she cleared space for taking long runs. And before she knew it? Michelle had completed her first marathon and gotten clarity about this much: She was passionate about running! Knowing what you love is the entrepreneur's first challenge. What Michelle did next was equally important, however. She looked for a sounding board, in her case a fellow physician who had found a way to add a new venture while keeping her medical practice going at the same time. It was an “aha” for Michelle, who envisioned Mindful Marathon for the first time. Today she's got a thriving practice, coaching one-to-one and in small groups, offering a virtual race series, designing training plans and running retreats. Whatever your goal – running a marathon or building a business – Michelle will inspire you with her story, resources and simple tips for shifting from stuck to full steam ahead! Here are key takeaways from the conversation:· You don't have to run a marathon. Just lace up your shoes and start with five minutes!· As was the case for Michelle, entrepreneurial ventures offer an opportunity to reimagine or reinvent our identities. · If you undertake an entrepreneurial venture, some people will ask if you've lost your mind. But you will also find plenty of cheerleaders. Stick with the latter!· Have a passion? With time and patience, you can find a way to turn it into a business. · Burnout Remedy: Take a step back and spend some time with yourself.· If you're feeling stuck, don't hesitate to seek counsel from a friend, a therapist or coach.· Are you a new runner? Start low and go slow. Find a pace that's comfortable for you!· If you stay consistent you will get there – in running, in business, in life! Here's a quick look into the episode:· Michelle's evolution from being a kid who hated running to being a periodic runner in her young adult years to becoming a devotee when she discovered the restorative nature of running as part of a self-care plan during a particularly stressful period of life.· At the peak of her career as a young pediatrician, Michelle hit a patch where she was training but felt like she needed something more. The decision to run her first marathon proved transformational.· Michelle hasn't quit medicine so much as folded it into her coaching enterprise and overall identity. She felt the desire to get out of the box and try something new.· Mindful Marathon offers one-to-one coaching, group programs for beginners, a virtual race series, training plans and running retreats.· Creating a Niche: Michelle followed her passion and evolved it organically, which afforded her time and space to find ways to marry medicine with running.· Michelle has been able to maintain a medical practice and a coaching practice by setting up dedicated work hours for both.· When she felt stuck on a treadmill, literally and metaphorically, Michelle got intentional. She took time to pause and be with herself, which she did while out on long runs that ultimately helped her get clarity about her purpose and the direction she needed to go.· Confiding in a fellow physician who had started a coaching practice in addition to her medical practice proved a gamechanger for Michelle, for whom it opened up a new path.· Tips for Wannabe Runners:1. Wherever you are in terms of conditioning, get moving.2. Start low and go slow.3. Find a “conversational” pace that's comfortable for you.4. Leave your technology at home and just be present to how you feel.5. Try run-walk intervals to build up stamina.· Even though we live in a “compare and despair” social media culture, Michelle urges runners at whatever level not to get caught up in trying to keep up with anyone else.· Recommended Reading:o "The Miracle Equation: The Two Decisions That Move Your Biggest Goals from Possible, to Probable, to Inevitable," by Hal Elrod.o "The EntreMD Method: A Proven Roadmap for Doctors Who Want to Live Life and Practice Medicine on Their Terms," by Nneka Unachukwu. About Michelle:In the midst of a lively career in pediatrics, Dr. Michelle Quirk discovered that running could change her life. She embraced the sport by becoming a certified run coach with the Road Runners Club of America (RRCA), a local Girls on the Run coach, and a Disney World-loving marathoner. She founded Mindful Marathon to help make running easy and fun for busy professionals. For anyone thinking that running is too hard or that they can't be runners, Michelle is ready to help transform you into a runner. She develops customized training plans for every type of runner—new, old, somewhere in between—and fits those training plans into busy lives, helping her athletes find their edge and achieve their goals.

TRUST! DAILY NUGGET with Pastor Shane April 19, 2022 Think about Abraham and Sarah. God promised them a son, Isaac. God delivered His promise as we all know by reading the story in our Bibles, but it took trust to believe what seemed so unbelievable.

ENTER THE MULTIVERSE: THE MOVIE - PART I // THE LEGEND OF SUPACREE: ENTER THE MULTIVERSE LEGENDS: ORIGINS Apparently, There's a movie between Season 3, and Season 4. Of which show? All of them. ALL OF THEM? That's a lot. That is a lot. Does she know she's being recorded? She doesn't know she's being recorded. Oh, My God. ANANDAR THE GREAT. who's this now? --that's my sponsor --that's my manager --that's my... Oh. "Oh." ...Oh. Ah! She's a witch! Yo--She's a fairy! WHAT'S THIS MAGIC? ...kk. damn. i'm a dick. she's such a diva. what an asshole. I guess it's a series of important encoded messages, or something. 4 fucking hours?! I'm not listening to this. We're listening to this. I shouldn't post this. Don't post this. Damn. I'm a dick. A fucking narcisist. What an asshole! What a dick. A fucking sociopath. "My body doesn't know what it needs." "My body knows exactly what it needs." Here, take this. You can't just-- [does.] SUPACREE is a dick. She's a dick. [SECRET LIFE OF SUNNI BLU] Whatever. Something out there asked for this. What about your superstardom? What about it? Give me that. Ugh. What is this? *coughs* WHAt THE-- doctor sebi maps.me dissappear. -blu. Fall//Fly (never) capo 1 Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so… Lost in my mind, in time Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so out of touch Oh I've never been so out of touch Oh I'll never forget to call again Oh I've never been so Out of touch If i could love you a life time And I probably might, I find I'd give you all my light (or none ) We'll find, in time Which one Oh I've never seen such love in my world Oh, I've never seen such love in my world oh, I've never seen such love in my world Oh, i'll never forget to fall again, Oh, I've never seen such love in my world …Oh, I've never been so high in my life Oh, i”ve never been so high in my life Oh, I'll never forget to call again— Oh, i've never been so high in my life Oh I''ve never been so high in my life Oh i”ve never been so high in my life Oh, I'll never forget to fall… ___ 4427 43 2900 5671 12/3 369 The question wasn't whether I wanted to stay, or go; in fact, I wanted to go, and to stay—but underlying and now, overlying, was the wonder of in what way I would spend my birthday. Did it matter? I wanted it not to, and yet, here I was, caught in the wash, and the album or book, or episode– whatever it was, that was coming about from it was meant to be called “Three Nights In San Cristobal” , but something was pressing me to get out, now that I had the certainty and assertion of what I was; Then It just stops. OH MY GO- RUSKO aka “Christopher Mercer” is standing trial for the involuntary manslaughter of his roommate; He becomes famous in a nearby parallel for being the the first human known to have committed murder by way of sound frequency— FUCK. —little does anyone know… SUPACREE headlines an entire festival during a blackout. Was it bad? yeah. did they throw trash at me? Only a little. aww. SUPACREE is a Superstar DJ. Oh great, yeah. She is possibly the best— THE BEST &, also/a- SHH. “Bread's Dead” LIVE KETO SET. What is this. just buy tickets. What is it? I'll buy them. PAUSE. AND THEN WHAT? MILEY CAME IN ON A WRECKINGBALL. You mean, “like” a wrecking ball”? NO. I mean, YES, she was ON a wrecking ball, so– “like' but, WAS. WHAT. BROAH. DID SHE COME OFF? sortof. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHAT DRUGS ARE YOU ON? NONE. hey, look watch. RELEASE THE KRAKEN. YOOOOOOOOOOOOO. got a new guitar; got another gig got a new guitar, got another gig got a new guitar got another gig —got another gig —got another gig. Well, now that I'm famous, it makes everybody seem more human. The good ones, the bad ones– Except for women. Women are monsters. I hate them. You are them. I was them. NO, I wasn't. Was I wrong for loving you? (It's too human) I didn't want to do this— (It's so stupid) True, I'll use it, too “i'll use him” “Cool” I'm just a tool, to you, then. Then, there was Justin Roiland, the unsung hero of them all–mostly because he wasn't ‘sung' at all, but mostly spoken–the amount of comfort his voice had always provided was, in the very least, heroic–if I understood the context of Poetic Justice at all, that's probably what it was. But even he, in my mind, being all of consciousness at once, now, more often than not, had collided with the thoughts of fame and wealth, and what exactly it does; I paused hard upon reflecting on the ‘retarded' amounts of laugher that seemed to be unstoppable, as I formed the then-very-loose-plot of my own projects, or rather, the conglomerate of them all, which would eventually become The Festival Project Perhaps, I thought, all that it really was is that I had been watching the final outcome of a ride I was also on, for all of them–however, as much as I wanted, I couldn't seem to forge the great gifts of The Prodigal Sonny, and as it turned out, I wanted either all of it or none. Now that I was properly out of carbohydrates, I could focus on being somewhat hot, at least until someone with an actual body walked by or just happened along; I had somewhere along the way decided that women with perfect bodies were in fact not Gods, or rather Goddesses, but Satan in his truest form– as often and awkwardly from afar, I often watched as men would become useless and lost followers in their company, typically unarmed with more than looks– But, I knew at this point that the men I had so affectionately fawned after had climbed the social and even political ranks so much so that, The Actresses, The Models, The Musicians and otherwise multi talented women of the world– A world to which I may have once belonged, had my mother not destroyed my body– my upbringing clipping me with a 25-year-long inability to produce positive thoughts concerning The Self. Now that I had properly shifted my self-hatred into Skrillex, which didn't exist as a man, but a business, I could unravel the rest of the infinite that was somehow expanding as quickly as it was collapsing. Considering Luis was now seemingly preoccupied with the ugly punk rock girl, and now that I would be properly sealed-off from whatever truck stop… Stop scratching. You look awful. It's just because i'm black and I need my hair done. Just cut it off! Fuck that nonsense. Why not? Same reason I put clothes on: It covers up the ugly. God Loves Ugly. Oh yeah? Well maybe UGLY just loves GOD cause nobody wants it so there's no one left to talk to BUT him. “Him” ? Or not.. Whatever. It's beyond the human concept what The God Consciousness is. *coughs* whatever she wants. Or IT. Check it out. Another fucking demon. ‘The Demon Whisperer' Demons don't whisper, they cough. (Or pretend to cum.) Who does that? Pornstars. Models. Whatever these are. –truck stop travelers would pass through rampantly, leaving nothing but the trash of processed junk and coughing obnoxiously, rather than having to hang above it all in a hammock, only ever wishing for Skrillex so that I could fight the mosquitoes off. I just wanted a home, and, though I was only joking about the mangoes, it seemed my faith was at least partially restored, as the room I had decided was the closest thing… Suddenly, the ability to write, at least, as I had been–in this form, was vanishing; Of course, having to scrambble to some effect to make sure that I wasn't listening to Dillon Francis– Why, exactly, is that? Why is what? Why is Dillon Francis on The Blacklist? Because. Dillon Francis Made Me Laugh AND DEN?! Dillon Francis Made Me Cry. Oh noooo. Oh I love her. This plot is so racist. So is Hollywood. IN THIS DIMENSION: The Chinese Woman from Freaky Friday, and The Chinese Woman from Dude Where's My Car are actually the same woman–she just has two jobs. HAVE–THREE JOB. Oh, three jobs. That's a lot, Mrs. Wong! (Racist name, by the way) —and, she's gone. No, i”m not. Get me off this planet. LIQUID STRANGER If you want. Enter: The Psychonauts His music had inspired the entire plot of Ascension… I could be gone from it, but not forgotten or lost; at some point it seemed as though everything I had written hadn't even belonged to me… Well, it was almost a thought process, in narrative form. Then what happens? This. This is the festival project. Why'd you get up? I felt I was being watched. Well, you're not. (But I was) hy·per·son·ic /ˌhīpərˈsänik/ Learn to pronounce adjective 1.relating to speeds of more than five times the speed of sound (Mach 5). 2.relating to sound frequencies above about a thousand million hertz. Now that I had nearly drifted off into an experience that was more in my body than out… She's–immune to ACID? In– SUPACREE throws DILLON FRANCIS out the window. Wait, what window. It–doesn't matter. DILLON FRANCIS [falling] YES IT DOES No, it doesn't. ((yes it does)) Oh–it does? [Everyone nods, especially DILLON FRANCIS, who seems to momentarily stop falling as if he's forgotten he ever was.] [Dillon Francis Nods] Well then… [He is suspended in mid air] Really high up. Oh My God. [He hits the ground, hard. Surprisingly, he does not splatter–and luckily, appears to have already been unconscious. In the darkness, upon impact.] RUN. Just then, I remembered who Ever was– who never was; The daughter I had thought up and then forgotten under everything i had become; The mumbling, stumbling drunken father I loved, only reminded me of the… And…it's gone. What! We can't add south park! That's too many plots! Well, you're practically Butters. I am– [BUTTERS] Mantequilla!!!!! MORE TEQUILA. Sacred Science: Ancient Egyptian “It Doesn't Matter” CC's new friend falls into an infinite loop, where SUPACREE flees for her life from superstardom and fame; He (Inwardly, also SUPACREE—) and his friend “Kiwi” relay a series of messages through several various futuristic intergalactic languages and advanced codes, which CC, operating newly as “Blū” and DJ Ū in her full creative persona, has learned to decode through music programming hypnosis, and ha developed a keen expertise in the studies of synaesthetics, and telekinesis. Oh. This is next level. It's multiple levels. Okay, heavy duty. I'll roll one. Oh. [Three overly attractive idealistic males enter The Vortex] Jesus Christ, Almighty. Oh. I told you, sit here. This is good. I needed that. — ‘I needed that.' Nothing happens without purpose or reason. What is “purpose”? What is “reason”? Oh, What's this *Daddy* Alright, I should get on with my day. No, stay seated. That's not fair. NO, watch it— Wait for it; Just wait. He—spoke BIRD. He was huge. Gigantic. THIS ISN'T HAPPENING. Don't be tall. I wasn't gonna! Oh, no, no, no. Everything was rock hard bodies and chest hair; The matted dreads of the friend beside me added adverse texture to the clean cut and very well-to-do-looking gentlemen who had against my will-to-wish, decidedly planted themselves parallel and just out of my line of sight, by peripheral—just so that to study them I had to sneak to peek at each of them, as within moments of spotting them all at once, as always, I could tell that each of them—with great respect, in their… “PALM/CC* MAAAAAAAAN— We waste time on SOOO much buuulllllshiiiiit! Oh, I get it. This is illuminati. You got it. —in their own unique sense and in the proper respective realms—they each had something to give, and to receive, to The Goddess, most recently hidden and writhing in sexless pain– Oh, My God. What's this around his neck. I don't know. Let's see here. Is it obsidian? HE SPEAKS BIRD. GO FOLLOW HIM. I just gushed. Don't be gross. Oh no, don't open your mouth. [The man begins to speak; he is oversexily foreign.] Oh My GOD. This dragon is going to destroy something! She's going to destroy EVERYTHING. That's what she does best! I had arguably never been so horny in my life, and nothing but the damage was being done, to my psyche and my subconscious ability to self destruct when super imposed upon. @terrazadelarquitecto She was wild, and wanted to know all there was to know to become and unleash the sprawling Goddess that had begun to take her Maiden form in the wash that was coming up into the shaken and awoke knowledge that was— they were all so perfect, Sacred Science: The king of pharaonic theocracy R.A.Schwaller De Lubicz There he is. Hey, there, sailor. What the fuck is THIS. How. Why be that large? Has it's benefits. Christ Almighty. Is that the one you want? Is it, then? Realizing I was being programmed to buy another something, I stopped myself from the influence of all that was around me, a playful gesture to indulge, by kindly rejecting the notion, in a push to finally move about my day; I was again becoming The Insomniac, or, whether or not I had known it all along, I always had been—which meant, in the suffering of losing my knack for writing anything and everything at any given time. I am a sitting duck. [Dillon Francis emerges from the water, gasping for every bit of breath.] Don't look at that. Mooh, my God. It's in color. Why is that—? Now What was *then*? Answer this question, No , Answer this Question: Okay. lol. _ here's this: What's this crappy place? Harsh. No, i'm serious. This is horrible. Okay, ouch. I mean it, this is bad. Where is this? Uh- Why are we here? This..is the bottom of my heart. This is gross. dang. Wait. so you're saying Yeah, get this They literally went—“within” Uhuh. To the bottom of his heart, literally— Yes, the inward infinite; The literal material externalization– The literal—yes. And she's like: “Ew” “Ew.” …Ew. [SECRET LIFE OF SUNNI BLU] I love the illuminati. Why would you say something like that? Look at this: What are those. They're not Crocs! Are they diamond encrusted? Indeed they are. Is that gold. Solid Gold, and Platinum; They're not plated. How would you even walk in those. I would not— Because you can't. I could, cause I'm man-strong — I just would not; Because it's ridiculous? Don't use that word around me. It is ridiculous! No, it's a synonym of ridiculous, because ridiculous doesn't exist—Anyway. Someone should put you to sleep. I've Michael Jackson'd Myself three times since I got famous—and you know what I got? It wasn't sleep! That's Off subject. Nothing's ‘on' subject. It's really *not* I love dudes in weird pants. Period. Still on the outside; Dead on the inside Inside out and On my head, Alone, my mind, along— But on my own ride A tribe of gypsies, With me, (or without me) Living out loudly, and badly But I was quite poorly, Or worried, but good on the core Wonder what's it all worth , with no surf and no certainties; copy + paste. ep -En Ūtero [Extended] 6:18 -hopskoch. -takitoo. 6:01 -43. -and then what? -Ū C'ESME'T Why are you walking me to my wild side? PETRUTHEIO Because it's my wild side. [beat] PETRUTHEIO (CONT'D) –What if I gave you all my love? C'ESME'T Why would I want that much love? PETRUTHEIO What if it wasn't that much? C'ESME'T Then why would I want it at all? He likes these games, ain't no heartbreak Raise the stakes No harm, no foul; It's an eye for an eye, and and ear for an ear, here She said “I live a fast life” He said, “I drive a fast car” but it wouldn't go far, no It wouldn't go far at all, now! I sometimes forget i'm famous enough to just live out my life, I forget i'm an idol, I decided my mind is a diamond I'm higher than high now, Hey now, The Lord of the Flies Now I might need to file another reliable lie There's another way to settle down, now Call it automatic, press repeat and need to eat But need to breathe again Can't keep secrets from the reaper, Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply green. I sometimes forget i'm famous enough to just Live it out, loud But I don't want to go, now! How about a round of applause— cause I like the sound of it Got a Dalmatian on the Greyhound What now? I'm finally proud of my Finally proud of my No, I'm just finally proud of me; Figure out how to be found There's another way to settle down, now Call it automatic, press repeat and need to eat But need to breathe again Can't keep secrets from the reaper, Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply green. Black background, green Plus sign (insomniac sweater) rarity. (purple) -Ū. mirissa g.pool “fucking mosquitoes.” I told you, you need Skrillex. And I told YOU to shut your dirty mouth, you hooker. Hookers get paid. Yeah, by Skrillex. –that's enough. I am the only one at my table; I am the only one on my team I been inside the box for so long, that if you let me out, I might scream I am the only crayon in the whole damn box I'm the only sand on my beach and I don't preach what I practice; But I practice what I preach Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah oh oh oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh oh hey Do you have a problem? Is it with me? Should I pray the Lord your soul to keep? Should I call the reaper? Or the state police? Is it martyrdom or suidice if they write a press release? SKRILLEX You looked like a deer in the headlights. SUPACREE Oh yeah? well, you looked like a bat on a windshield I'll give you ten thousand dollars if you can get that hat off her head. Are you serious? 15Gs if you can get it to touch the ground. SUPACREE we're playing a game i made up TIM We're playing a game *I* made up. SUPACREE I am you. TIM Now you've got it. I don't know what just happened— Okay— But this lady just saw down straight into my soul, where a ghost lives. You're a ghost? My soul's haunted!!! That is deep bro. …And he's got music. —So he's almost always gonna be alright And she's got—music; So she's almost-always gonna be alright. You can go ahead. It *is* funny. I don't like it. It's already hilarious. Where are we? Where *is* this? And you will *never* find me. We found you. Eyes on God. Oh My— WHAT. I'm *sorry* mom. Why are you looking at *ME*. ‘Cause I'm SORRY. Don't look at *ME* sorry. Wait. How many people can I be at once? All of them. No. Yes. Watch: [Watching.] …Watching… [Watching—gets knocked out.] Now. Now, you caught me in a bad spot; I'm getting off in dark spaces Come, come along now. Way beside, but along on my own, now. Tie your love down/ Tie your love down; Oh, Now all the way out of the way This is innosense, in a sense Go down to the shore, For the fun of it; Come now, you got to Tie down Tie down Tie down Dive down wide-eyed, Humbled with pride— While you're siding, Colliding with Idols, Confiding in no one, and residing nowhere— Nowhere to go, If they don't care ‘Who are you?' Now I'm getting caught in dark spaces; I'm getting off in a bad spot; Come, along now. Along, but way beside all on my own now In a sense, this is innocence Down, Tie Your love— Down Down, Tie your love, down All the way out of the way, Now— Oh! In a sense, this is innocence. I've got summer on my mind. ‘I take no part in the festival; if you look to kill me, I only ask that you do it quickly. ‘ What movie is this? This is ‘The Insomniac”. Oh, Okay well—what happens in it? CREE? SUPACREE. What are you DOING here? This is how I wrote The Legend of SUPACREE. I thought this was “The Insomniac”? This is how I wrote this, too. Wrote what? Just— Just. Keep. Writing. —And it doesn't stop for nothing. It really doesn't; it doesn't stop for anything. What is this. Audio. It's DJ Shit. ___ Bitch, what is your deal? I don't have one. Yes you DO. My soulmate made a deal with the devil;He sold the soul we share for success, wealth, and fame—but did not include love in the fine print. Watch this. What is this. It's a test. It's all a test. _ Open the map. I'm not gonna do that. I'm not playing. Are you insane? By standard definition? By any definition. I mean— [Some Mild Insanity.] I could be. INSOMNIAC. Who would do this. Who wrote this? Who's paying for this? Now that the stones that I Carried for The Luminaries had grown heavy, I could not carry them all at once, and at the same time was also in the process of getting smaller; So small that it would become difficult to carry one or more of the stones in my bosoms. Wow. Control your self. Wish I could. For some reason the whole world smelled like sex; There was nothing but bodies in the ripe perfection of the perfect paradisiacal air; Sunlight reflecting off of each and every thing thing that was under it..The days were long, and the nights were almost a blur, but I was less concerned with any one person or circumstance beyond my own well being for more than a fraction of the moment. But because I let it become funnier, all the while behaving as an omnipotent observer, it was unfolding quite beautifully, and very theatrically; I couldn't help but keep track of the movement around me, and how it related to my innermost reflections in this existence, seemingly everlasting. ‘--Now he's gonna cut the head off this bird, I guess.' Owh. This is beyond out of control. Unacceptable. The game hasn't started; the map isn't even open yet; Why are the refs making calls? You are OUT of BOUNDS. I'M NOT PLAYING. This is so far off the map. There's a secret passageway. They LEAKED. The MAP. All of a sudden, nothing bothered me. I was my own worst enemy, but now it seemed that I was magically washing away in my fears. Not far from freedom, I wasn't gone from the idea of what Love was, but was drawn towards a darker, more solitary cause. What is this story. I guess this is The Legend of Supacree. I'M NOT CURSED. I'm not SUPACREE. Fair. Fair. [Heavy Skrillexian Accent] FIAR!!! You're are Fired. I'm a- what? So I pulled these cards. Oh, woah, now. Drop this, here. I can't; Wow. Wow. Wow. Wooo00000wwwoooooowwwwwwWW. Do you know who you ARE? Do *you* know who I am? Oh, My God! I feel like that's an important factor. What the fuck is this show? go for the gold! I told you, the whole damn cast of; Sons of Anarchy; what on god. This all happened. *ecstatic* Ohhh Noooooo. [TIS + LEGEND OF SUPACREE + GERALD'S WORLD = ENTER THE MULTIVERSE / LEGENDS] key: live that long maybe it's not my place Maybe it's not my place to say, maybe It's not my place Maybe it's not my place, to say I'll just say grace, and clear my plate My patience [is] —- What the fuck. lol You know what? I like cake, you bitch!! Then eat some cake, you— [a death glare] —Overly-agressive person! I guess I'm just Suspiciously Capricious Kinda skittish when I'm in my kitchen scripting this in Yiddish, washing dishes in my menacingly hideous unmentionables spitting shit I didn't get to send to— …anybody interesting. #skrillex 3 Weeks Earlier… And of course, the first night I thought it either safe or warm enough to sleep entirely in the nude, the man next door somehow found it necessary to burst into my apartment, to which my lackluster and almost non-existent response became more alerting to me than the incident itself; I realized at that point, the amount of trauma I had sustained had created a nearly unexcitable individual, as I pondered the kind of reaction any ‘normal' woman might have had to that, something which may have seemed terribly frightening once upon a time, but was now, as anything else, merely comical. I had just finished what I considered to be the conclusion of ‘Season 3' of my Podcast series, still gaining an incomprehensible cult following, to which I questioned in curiosity, but none-the-less kept present, however awaiting karmic response, or some external universal backlash, as the season, which I posted all-at-once in an effort to regain some of my consciousness, as it seemed to have been ripped away in pieces– no longer belonging to myself, but a ghost that could neither decide whether it wanted to haunt or befriend me. In the early dawn, finally able to rest, I slipped into that of another vivid and astral projection of lucid dreaming–however, becoming increasingly sensitive to the notion of love, I chose not to record its happenings, only allowing the fondest of any memory I had kept from the dream sequence, a relief; as the connection I had received was both joyfully unexpected, and greatly needed. With only pending payments still pending for weeks and mere days left in the dwelling I inhabited, and almost nothing left–pennies, actually, by the American standard of conversion, I kept myself from weeping and only could depend on yet another intervention of Divinity to again rescue me, again–from this, a city which may have excited me in safety, but that I had grown to dislike increasingly, only having come with hopes of releasing The Festival Project internationally, however– with this rendition of The Electric Daisy approaching quickly within the week, my sanity became wavering under the notion that EDD had any humanity, as they had seemingly used me as some sort of experimentation, dangling the money I so desperately needed like a carrot in front of me–randomly allowing payments in my greatest moments of desperation and disparity. This disparity, however, would leave me stranded in a hostile 3rd world country. The Legend of SUPACREE I'm functioning at low capacity, I haven't eaten When I sleep, I hardly dream Or remember where I've been in Astral projections; This circle of protection, A perfection of reflected projections Of the vision, Created in our image; Imagine, Making television— I had to write a film about it Now I just remembered, I have albums, the advantage I want him, but can't have him Above average handsome man// All I am is an obsessive fan without a family Have a plan, But nothing left to stand for I'm just buried in the sand, And asking if the seagull might just hold my hand Damn I'm so damaged Damn A dine and dash sounds nice, I can't— I'm showing tracks I feel like trash, But haven't half the magic left I had inside my hands Damn After all that I just feel fat Maybe a can of cannellini beans, In place of meat Maybe a salad in a bag Can I afford that? Yeah, but then it's back to Jimmy Fallon Damn Damn My karma came back fast I left the man with Jimmy Fallon, I'm not worth ⅓ the bag of Pretzels that I smashed Inside the can of rancheros, That fell out as I ran A random act Of patriotism, Dressed up in a sinful Leather dress, And a dad hat The House Nigga caught me red handed: I told him I was hungry, then just left it [red light camera] Man. I just saw the flash Ask Uncle Sam if I can have my land back But I'd have to move my mask, And haven't been vaccinated; So I can't… Pass, Beyond the border or internationals At that, I text my fake ass friends a snap Of half of someone's head, He's sitting in first class, And can probably afford to check a bag, But all I have is my back pack And I'm certain under a black mask Is the man who backmasked tracks, And blasted from the past With ashes grey to match His privileged rich pajama, with the slacks He bounces back, And asks a fan to— “Gimmie your hat” And just like magic, she passes it. Wait, I'm actually passing, yeah? Who's actual class is this? Pasqualle's a proud headmaster, And a Bampheramph, The Captain dances in his honor I put on my cap and gown, But can't go on, and can't believe I'm being honored Valedictorian Kandi Accomplished PLUR Police and Motherfucker OG Raver Graduate, I'm still glowing up from all the love I got when coming up from under, Or something; I had to lose my temper Followed one and then another, And I wonder what was up When it was over I'm just a lover; But I never found The One, Now I'm not gonna I'm too busy seeking out producers, to compete with Got computer, complete with Ableton Don't mind me, I'm just writing all this out instead of sorting through the Dillon and the Sonny or the anyone I've ever loved just listening And listening And singing, writing, dancing; I was born inside the box, And I still haven't started living Change my name to Sunnï Daisy Raiin, I go insane in pain Just sorting me through all these possibilities inside my brain Yes, I guess I've changed LA made me everything I hate about myself And so I'm changing I don't want anything I need Just take this apathy and envy, gluttony and greed, I guess I'll serve the PLUR Police, Until I find the peace the city needs So I can sleep in it— And I can finish writing my goodbye to everyone I love; Including me— I can't be S U P A C R E E, She's just a vigilante alien, a superpowered something Who should be mixing, But she's busy writing this. What is it? It's...A Saga. A Saga of What. Just—a saga. Oh, My God. No, I'm not— This is a lot. Look I promised. Promised what. This fucking Saga. Saga for What?! Everybody else is drunk and on drugs; I'm keeping the records of history that's lost. [meanwhile, lost in the sauce] LLLAAAALLAAKANSJSKahajajaaqwqwwewwAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!! Oh. I see. It's a lot. Ah. Carry on. Lost your shine? Lost my Skrillex! You miss it? Do I Miss—? … You know what? What. Fuck you, dude. ...no can do. [later] Are we relaxed? What is this? I need it. You fucked up. This isn't right. No, it isn't. — BLACKOUT. What happened here? Are we rolling? Cut to commercial. — Are you serious? I'm so serious!!! She's so serious. CUT TO: Grocery Store, Day [over the store radio] She's a maniac, maniac on the floor!! What is she DOING? What are you doing? I'm doing me, bitch. And she's dancing like she never has before. —cut to rave— ***WUBZ*** Who is this? I'm on my own tonight. Is she drinking?!? THATS NOT FAIR! Oh, Sweet Jesus! —regular Jesus: [to sweet Jesus] aha! It's you this time. Sweet Jesus: fuck, no fair. THIS ISN'T SKRILLEX. Sweet Baby Jesus. Sweet Jesus: (relieved) YES. Regular Jesus: Oh, you're saved. Nice. [Passes baby Jesus to Sweet Jesus, then footballing the infant into the outer realms, dusting his hands off and flexing.] Send the Messiah. Wait, which one? Yeah, whose Messiah? CUT BACK TO: ‘the rave' ...Who's baby is this? Woah, cool baby. I respect that. [The third raver simply lifts his diffraction glasses, astonished by the bedazzling baby Jesus's vibe.] Wait, Baby Jesus is bedazzled? MAYBE: CUT TO: A flash of the alternate dimension, where indeed baby Jesus is Bedazzled.] Cut back to: No, his vibe. Is he sparkling? It's his aura. Oh. Pfft. Lol. Okay. —- First of all, I've never had this many black friends before. .. Oh, my God… I am alarmed. She's so stupid… Actually, just ugly—! Eyyy. Woahhh! But now I'm— You're a fan. Hey—I ate a fan for breakfast—okay?! Literally. OKAY. Ew, gross. Just kill me. [without hesitation] HANZEL No—Ze Rulez. [Lowers Rave Weapon] __ I'm highly allergic— —Don't need Skrillex. Brought my own! — [stabs self] What is that? Oh shit, it's the EPI(c)PEN OH SHIT. Nice. It also writes. After the stab? Usually after, yes. You, have to. Oh, yeah, huh? No, you actually have to stab yourself first with it—or else it won't write. — Anyway—what were you trying to write? ...fuck, I forgot. Good job, Sonny. ___ Take me back! You wanted this. I wanted NOTHING. You got there! Agh!! Then when you did, you wanted to leave. There's no music. It's literally NOTHING. Except Jimmy Fallon. WHAT?! Since when?! What? Since literally ever. What?! No way. Let me see. Let me see. Oh my—WOAH. Let me see. Nothing is something! Unh-uh bro! What the— IT IS JIMMY FALLON. There will be Hell to pay!!!! Hell?! To pay?! Hah, yeah, right— You expect Satan to pay, dad—? He doesn't have any money—he just keeps making shit up and then making people give it to him for nothing. ...for nothing…? Yeah, literally nothing. The people that worship him go there instead of here or hell when they die. That's terrible. Yeah, and then when he gets it he keeps spending it on useless shit. He is a useless shit. He's nothing. I have to h/save my kid. // Alternately: I have to shave my kid! Lol. Okay, then. — It is terrible. Explain Jimmy— (((Jimmy Fallon has a galaxy…))) Raven Simone—*ahem* ((Incase Raven summons Raven Symons)) —-AHEM RAVEN SYMONE)) Don't forget the— RAVEN SYMONÉ. Which Jimmy—dead Jimmy or live Jimmy? Like, Jimmy Fally? Jimmy Fallon Live, Jimmy. Is this why—- JIMMY FALLON shhhhh shhhh—-!!!! they poured the pennies? Ah yeah, the last dollar… Westwood trees have good memories… What?? She can see dead people?! SO—Maybe—-maybe she can see Ricky!!!! WESTWOOOD, CALIFORNIA, 199? PASQUALE ROTELLA is a dashing young man; he and his friends are gathered, en route to a secret location. Pasquale, please— Come on, Ricky—can you tell me where we're going with these Daisies strapped to our knees????? —- There's that. Doompy Poomp Doompy* Poomp again I don't know what it's doing . ...He just does whatever he wants…

ENTER THE MULTIVERSE: THE MOVIE - PART I // THE LEGEND OF SUPACREE: ENTER THE MULTIVERSE LEGENDS: ORIGINS Apparently, There's a movie between Season 3, and Season 4. Of which show? All of them. ALL OF THEM? That's a lot. That is a lot. Does she know she's being recorded? She doesn't know she's being recorded. Oh, My God. ANANDAR THE GREAT. who's this now? --that's my sponsor --that's my manager --that's my... Oh. "Oh." ...Oh. Ah! She's a witch! Yo--She's a fairy! WHAT'S THIS MAGIC? ...kk. damn. i'm a dick. she's such a diva. what an asshole. I guess it's a series of important encoded messages, or something. 4 fucking hours?! I'm not listening to this. We're listening to this. I shouldn't post this. Don't post this. Damn. I'm a dick. A fucking narcisist. What an asshole! What a dick. A fucking sociopath. "My body doesn't know what it needs." "My body knows exactly what it needs." Here, take this. You can't just-- [does.] SUPACREE is a dick. She's a dick. [SECRET LIFE OF SUNNI BLU] Whatever. Something out there asked for this. What about your superstardom? What about it? Give me that. Ugh. What is this? *coughs* WHAt THE-- doctor sebi maps.me dissappear. -blu. Fall//Fly (never) capo 1 Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so… Lost in my mind, in time Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so out of touch Oh I've never been so out of touch Oh I'll never forget to call again Oh I've never been so Out of touch If i could love you a life time And I probably might, I find I'd give you all my light (or none ) We'll find, in time Which one Oh I've never seen such love in my world Oh, I've never seen such love in my world oh, I've never seen such love in my world Oh, i'll never forget to fall again, Oh, I've never seen such love in my world …Oh, I've never been so high in my life Oh, i”ve never been so high in my life Oh, I'll never forget to call again— Oh, i've never been so high in my life Oh I''ve never been so high in my life Oh i”ve never been so high in my life Oh, I'll never forget to fall… ___ 4427 43 2900 5671 12/3 369 The question wasn't whether I wanted to stay, or go; in fact, I wanted to go, and to stay—but underlying and now, overlying, was the wonder of in what way I would spend my birthday. Did it matter? I wanted it not to, and yet, here I was, caught in the wash, and the album or book, or episode– whatever it was, that was coming about from it was meant to be called “Three Nights In San Cristobal” , but something was pressing me to get out, now that I had the certainty and assertion of what I was; Then It just stops. OH MY GO- RUSKO aka “Christopher Mercer” is standing trial for the involuntary manslaughter of his roommate; He becomes famous in a nearby parallel for being the the first human known to have committed murder by way of sound frequency— FUCK. —little does anyone know… SUPACREE headlines an entire festival during a blackout. Was it bad? yeah. did they throw trash at me? Only a little. aww. SUPACREE is a Superstar DJ. Oh great, yeah. She is possibly the best— THE BEST &, also/al SHH. “Bread's Dead” LIVE KETO SET. What is this. just buy tickets. What is it? i'll buy them. PAUSE. AND THEN WHAT? MILEY CAME IN ON A WRECKINGBALL. You mean, “like” a wrecking ball”? NO. I mean, YES, she was ON a wrecking ball, so– “like' but, WAS. WHAT. BROAH. DID SHE COME OFF? sortof. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT DRUGS ARE YOU ON? NONE. hey, look watch. RELEASE THE KRAKEN. YOOOOOOOOOOOOO. got a new guitar; got another gig got a new guitar, got another gig got a new guitar got another gig —got another gig —got another gig Well, now that I'm famous, it makes everybody seem more human. The good ones, the bad ones– Except for women. Women are monsters. I hate them. You are them. I was them. NO, I wasn't. Was I wrong for loving you? (It's too human) I didn't want to do this It's so stupid True, I'll use it, too “i'll use him” “Cool” I'm just a tool, to you, then Then, there was Justin Roiland, the unsung hero of them all–mostly because he wasn't ‘sung' at all, but mostly spoken–the amount of comfort his voice had always provided was, in the very least, heroic–if I understood the context of Poetic Justice at all, that's probably what it was. But even he, in my mind, being all of consciousness at once, now, more often than not, had collided with the thoughts of fame and wealth, and what exactly it does; I paused hard upon reflecting on the ‘retarded' amounts of laugher that seemed to be unstoppable, as I formed the then-very-loose-plot of my own projects, or rather, the conglomerate of them all, which would eventually become The Festival Project Perhaps, I thought, all that it really was is that I had been watching the final outcome of a ride I was also on, for all of them–however, as much as I wanted, I couldn't seem to forge the great gifts of The Prodigal Sonny, and as it turned out, I wanted either all of it or none. Now that I was properly out of carbohydrates, I could focus on being somewhat hot, at least until someone with an actual body walked by or just happened along; I had somewhere along the way decided that women with perfect bodies were in fact not Gods, or rather Goddesses, but Satan in his truest form– as often and awkwardly from afar, I often watched as men would become useless and lost followers in their company, typically unarmed with more than looks– But, I knew at this point that the men I had so affectionately fawned after had climbed the social and even political ranks so much so that, The Actresses, The Models, The Musicians and otherwise multi talented women of the world– A world to which I may have once belonged, had my mother not destroyed my body– my upbringing clipping me with a 25-year-long inability to produce positive thoughts concerning The Self. Now that I had properly shifted my self-hatred into Skrillex, which didn't exist as a man, but a business, I could unravel the rest of the infinite that was somehow expanding as quickly as it was collapsing. Considering Luis was now seemingly preoccupied with the ugly punk rock girl, and now that I would be properly sealed-off from whatever truck stop… Stop scratching You look awful. It's just because i'm black and I need my hair done. Just cut it of. Fuck that nonsense. Why not? Same reason I put clothes on: It covers up the ugly. God Loves Ugly Oh yeah? Well maybe UGLY just loves GOD cause nobody wants it so there's no one left to talk to BUT him “Him” ? Or not.. Whatever. It's beyond the human concept that The God Consciousness is *coughs* whatever she wants. Or IT. Check it out. Another fucking demon. ‘The Demon Whisperer' Demons don't whisper, they cough. (Or pretend to cum) Who does that? Pornstars. Models. Whatever these are. –truck stop travelers would pass through rampantly, leaving nothing but the trash of processed junk and coughing obnoxiously, rather than having to hang above it all in a hammock, only ever wishing for Skrillex so that I could fight the mosquitoes off. I just wanted a home, and, though I was only joking about the mangoes, it seemed my faith was at least partially restored, as the room I had decided was the closest thing… Suddenly, the ability to write, at least, as I had been–in this form, was vanishing; Of course, having to scrambble to some effect to make sure that I wasn't listening to Dillon Francis– Why, exactly, is that? Why is what? Why is Dillon Francis on The Blacklist? Because. Dillon Francis Made Me Laugh AND DEN?! Dillon Francis Made Me Cry. Oh noooo. Oh I love her. This plot is so racist. So is Hollywood. IN THIS DIMENSION: The Chinese Woman from Freaky Friday, and The Chinese Woman from Dude Where's My Car are actually the same woman–she just has two jobs. HAVE–THREE JOB. Oh, three jobs. That's a lot, Mrs. Wong! (Racist name, by the way) —and, she's gone. No, i”m not. Get me off this planet. LIQUID STRANGER If you want. Enter: The Psychonauts His music had inspired the entire plot of Ascension… I could be gone from it, but not forgotten or lost; at some point it seemed as though everything I had written hadn't even belonged to me… Well, it was almost a thought process, in narrative form. Then what happens? This. This is the festival project. Why'd you get up? I felt I was being watched. Well, you're not. (But I was) hy·per·son·ic /ˌhīpərˈsänik/ Learn to pronounce adjective 1.relating to speeds of more than five times the speed of sound (Mach 5). 2.relating to sound frequencies above about a thousand million hertz. Now that I had nearly drifted off into an experience that was more in my body than out… She's–immune to ACID? In– SUPACREE throws DILLON FRANCIS out the window. Wait, what window. It–doesn't matter. DILLON FRANCIS [falling] YES IT DOES No, it doesn't. ((yes it does)) Oh–it does? [Everyone nods, especially DILLON FRANCIS, who seems to momentarily stop falling as if he's forgotten he ever was.] [Dillon Francis Nods] Well then… [He is suspended in mid air] Really high up. Oh My God. [He hits the ground, hard. Surprisingly, he does not splatter–and luckily, appears to have already been unconscious. In the darkness, upon impact] RUN. Just then, I remembered who Ever was– who never was; The daughter I had thought up and then forgotten under everything i had become; The mumbling, stumbling drunken father I loved, only reminded me of the… And…it's gone. What! We can't add south park! That's too many plots! Well, you're practically Butters. I am– [BUTTERS] Mantequlla MORE TEQUILA. Sacred Science: Ancient Egyptian “It Doesn't Matter” CC's new friend falls into an infinite loop, where SUPACREE flees for her life from superstardom and fame; He (Inwardly, also supacree—) and his friend “Kiwi” relay a series of messages through several various futuristic intergalactic languages and advanced codes, which CC, operating newly as “Blū” and DJ Ū in her full creative persona, has learned to decode through music programming hypnosis, and ha developed a keen expertise in the studies of synaesthetics, and telekinesis. Oh. This is next level. It's multiple levels. Okay, heavy duty. I'll roll one. Oh. [three overly attractive idealistic males enter The Vortex] Jesus Christ, Almighty. Oh. I told you, sit here. This is good. I needed that. — ‘I needed that.' Nothing happens without purpose or reason. What is “purpose” What is “reason” Oh, What's this *Daddy* Alright, I should get on with my day. No, stay seated. That's not fair. NO, watch it— Wait for it; Just wait. He—spoke BIRD. He was huge. Gigantic. THIS ISN'T HAPPENING. Don't be tall. I wasn't gonna! Oh, no, no, no. Everything was rock hard bodies and chest hair; The matted dreads of the friend beside me added adverse texture to the clean cut and very well-to-do-looking gentlemen who had against my will-to-wish, decidedly planted themselves parallel and just out of my line of sight, by peripheral—just so that to study them I had to sneak to peek at each of them, as within moments of spotting them all at once, as always, I could tell that each of them—with great respect, in their… “PALM/CC* MAAAAAAAAN— We waste time on SOOO much buuulllllshiiiiit Oh, I get it. This is illuminati. You got it. —in their own unique sense and in the proper respective realms—they each had something to give, and to receive, to The Goddess, most recently hidden and writhing in sexless pain– Oh, My God. What's this around his neck. I don't know. Let's see here. Is it obsidian? HE SPEAKS BIRD. GO FOLLOW HIM. I just gushed. Don't be gross. Oh no, don't open your mouth. [The man begins to speak; he is oversexily foreign.] Oh My GOD. This dragon is going to destroy something! She's going to destroy EVERYTHING. That's what she does best! I had arguably never been so horny in my life, and nothing but the damage was being done, to my psyche and my subconscious ability to self destruct when super imposed upon. @terrazadelarquitecto She was wild, and wanted to know all there was to know to become and unleash the sprawling Goddess that had begun to take her Maiden form in the wash that was coming up into the shaken and awoke knowledge that was— they were all so perfect, Sacred Science: The king of pharaonic theocracy R.A.Schwaller De Lubicz There he is. Hey, there, sailor. What the fuck is THIS. How. Why be that large? Has it's benefits. Christ Almighty. Is that the one you want? Is it, then? Realizing I was being programmed to buy another something, I stopped myself from the influence of all that was around me, a playful gesture to indulge, by kindly rejecting the notion, in a push to finally move about my day; I was again becoming The Insomniac, or, whether or not I had known it all along, I always had been—which meant, in the suffering of losing my knack for writing anything and everything at any given time. I am a sitting duck. [Dillon Francis emerges from the water, gasping for every bit of breath.] Don't look at that. Mooh, my God. It's in color. Why is that—? Now What was *then*? Answer this question, No , Answer this Question: Okay. lol. _ here's this: What's this crappy place? Harsh. No, i'm serious. This is horrible. Okay, ouch. I mean it, this is bad. Where is this? Uh- Why are we here? This..is the bottom of my heart. This is gross. dang. Wait. so you're saying Yeah, get this They literally went—“within” Uhuh. To the bottom of his heart, literally— Yes, the inward infinite; The literal material externalization– The literal—yes. And she's like: “Ew” “Ew.” …Ew. [SECRET LIFE OF SUNNI BLU] I love the illuminati. Why would you say something like that? Look at this: What are those. They're not Crocs. Are they diamond encrusted? Indeed they are. Is that gold. Solid Gold, and Platinum; They're not plated. How would you even walk in those. I would not— Because you can't. I could, cause I'm man-strong — I just would not; Because it's ridiculous? Don't use that word around me. It is ridiculous! No, it's a synonym of ridiculous, because ridiculous doesn't exist—Anyway. Someone should put you to sleep. I've Michael Jackson'd Myself three times since I got famous—and you know what I got? It wasn't sleep! That's Off subject. Nothing's ‘on' subject. It's really *not* I love dudes in weird pants. Period. Still on the outside; Dead on the inside Inside out and On my head, Alone, my mind, along— But on my own ride A tribe of gypsies, With me, (or without me) Living out loudly, and badly But I was quite poorly, Or worried, but good on the core Wonder what's it all worth , with no surf and no certainties; copy + paste. ep -En Ūtero [Extended] 6:18 -hopskoch. -takitoo. 6:01 -43. -and then what? -Ū C'ESME'T Why are you walking me to my wild side? PETRUTHEIO Because it's my wild side. [beat] PETRUTHEIO (CONT'D) –What if I gave you all my love? C'ESME'T Why would I want that much love? PETRUTHEIO What if it wasn't that much? C'ESME'T Then why would I want it at all? he likes these games, ain't no heartbreak Raise the stakes No harm, no foul; It's an eye for an eye, and and ear for an ear, here She said “I live a fast life” He said, “I drive a fast car” but it wouldn't go far, no It wouldn't go far at all, now! I sometimes forget i'm famous enough to just live out my life, I forget i'm an idol, I decided my mind is a diamond I'm higher than high now, Hey now, The Lord of the Flies Now I might need to file another reliable lie There's another way to settle down, now Call it automatic, press repeat and need to eat But need to breathe again Can't keep secrets from the reaper, Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply green. I sometimes forget i'm famous enough to just Live it out, loud But I don't want to go, now! How about a round of applause— cause I like the sound of it Got a Dalmatian on the Greyhound What now? I'm finally proud of my Finally proud of my No, I'm just finally proud of me; Figure out how to be found There's another way to settle down, now Call it automatic, press repeat and need to eat But need to breathe again Can't keep secrets from the reaper, Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply green. Black background, green Plus sign (insomniac sweater) rarity. (purple) -Ū. mirissa g.pool “fucking mosquitoes.” I told you, you need skrillex. and I told YOU to shut your dirty mouth, you hooker. Hookers get paid. Yeah, by Skrillex. –that's enough. I am the only one at my table; I am the only one on my team I been inside the box for so long, that if you let me out, I might scream I am the only crayon in the whole damn box I'm the only sand on my beach and I don't preach what I practice; But I practice what I preach Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah oh oh oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh oh hey Do you have a problem? Is it with me? Should I pray the Lord your soul to keep? Should I call the reaper? Or the state police? Is it martyrdom or suidice if they write a press release? SKRILLEX You looked like a deer in the headlights. SUPACREE Oh yeah? well, you looked like a bat on a windshield I'll give you ten thousand dollars if you can get that hat off her head. are you serious? 15Gs if you can get it to touch the ground. SUPACREE we're playing a game i made up TIM We're playing a game *I* made up. SUPACREE I am you. TIM Now you've got it. I don't know what just happened— Okay— But this lady just saw down straight into my soul, where a ghost lives. You're a ghost? My soul's haunted!!! That is deep bro. …And he's got music. —So he's almost always gonna be alright And she's got—music; So she's almost-always gonna be alright. You can go ahead. It *is* funny. I don't like it. It's already hilarious. Where are we? Where *is* this? And you will *never* find me. We found you. Eyes on God. Oh My— WHAT. I'm *sorry* mom. Why are you looking at *ME*. ‘Cause I'm SORRY. Don't look at *ME* sorry. Wait. How many people can I be at once? All of them. No. Yes. Watch: [Watching.] …Watching… [Watching—gets knocked out.] Now. Now, you caught me in a bad spot; I'm getting off in dark spaces Come, come along now. Way beside, but along on my own, now. Tie your love down/ Tie your love down; Oh, Now all the way out of the way This is innosense, in a sense Go down to the shore, For the fun of it; Come now, you got to Tie down Tie down Tie down Dive down wide-eyed, Humbled with pride— While you're siding, Colliding with Idols, Confiding in no one, and residing nowhere— Nowhere to go, If they don't care ‘Who are you?' Now I'm getting caught in dark spaces; I'm getting off in a bad spot; Come, along now. Along, but way beside all on my own now In a sense, this is innocence Down, Tie Your love— Down Down, Tie your love, down All the way out of the way, Now— Oh! In a sense, this is innocence. I've got summer on my mind. ‘I take no part in the festival; if you look to kill me, I only ask that you do it quickly. ‘ What movie is this? This is ‘The Insomniac”. Oh, Okay well—what happens in it? CREE? SUPACREE. What are you DOING here? This is how I wrote The Legend of SUPACREE. I thought this was “The Insomniac”? This is how I wrote this, too. Wrote what? Just— Just. Keep. Writing. —And it doesn't stop for nothing. It really doesn't; it doesn't stop for anything. What is this. Audio. It's DJ Shit. ___ Bitch, what is your deal? I don't have one. Yes you DO. My soulmate made a deal with the devil, He sold the soul we share for success, wealth, and fame—but did not include love in the fine print. Watch this. What is this. It's a test. It's all a test. _ Open the map. I'm not gonna do that. I'm not playing. Are you insane? By standard definition? By any definition. I mean— [Some Mild Insanity.] I could be. INSOMNIAC. Who would do this. Who wrote this? Who's paying for this? Now that the stones that I Carried for The Luminaries had grown heavy, I could not carry them all at once, and at the same time was also in the process of getting smaller; So small that it would become difficult to carry one or more of the stones in my bosoms. Wow. Control your self. Wish I could. For some reason the whole world smelled like sex; There was nothing but bodies in the ripe perfection of the perfect paradisiacal air; Sunlight reflecting off of each and every thing thing that was under it..The days were long, and the nights were almost a blur, but I was less concerned with any one person or circumstance beyond my own well being for more than a fraction of the moment. But because I let it become funnier, all the while behaving as an omnipotent observer, it was unfolding quite beautifully, and very theatrically; I couldn't help but keep track of the movement around me, and how it related to my innermost reflections in this existence, seemingly everlasting. ‘--Now he's gonna cut the head off this bird, I guess.' Owh. This is beyond out of control. Unacceptable. The game hasn't started; the map isn't even open yet; Why are the refs making calls? You are OUT of BOUNDS. I'M NOT PLAYING. This is so far off the map. There's a secret passageway. They LEAKED. The MAP. All of a sudden, nothing bothered me. I was my own worst enemy, but now it seemed that I was magically washing away in my fears. Not far from freedom, I wasn't gone from the idea of what Love was, but was drawn towards a darker, more solitary cause. What is this story. I guess this is The Legend of Supacree. I'M NOT CURSED. I'm not SUPACREE. Fair. Fair. [Heavy Skrillexian Accent] FIAR!!! You're are Fired. I'm a- what? So I pulled these cards. Oh, woah, now. Drop this, here. I can't; Wow. Wow. Wow. Wooo00000wwwoooooowwwwwwWW Do you know who you ARE? Do *you* know who I am? Oh, My God! I feel like that's an important factor. What the fuck is this show? go for the gold! I told you, the whole damn cast of; Sons of Anarchy; what on god. This all happened. *ecstatic* Ohhh Noooooo. [TIS + LEGEND OF SUPACREE + GERALD'S WORLD = ENTER THE MULTIVERSE / LEGENDS] key: live that long maybe it's not my place Maybe it's not my place to say, maybe It's not my place Maybe it's not my place, to say I'll just say grace, and clear my plate My patience [is] lol You know what? I like cake, you bitch!! Then eat some cake, you— [a death glare] —Overly-agressive person! I guess I'm just Suspiciously Capricious Kinda skittish when I'm in my kitchen scripting this in Yiddish, washing dishes in my menacingly hideous unmentionables spitting shit I didn't get to send to— …anybody interesting. #skrillex

ENTER THE MULTIVERSE: THE MOVIE - PART I // THE LEGEND OF SUPACREE: ENTER THE MULTIVERSE LEGENDS: ORIGINS Apparently, There's a movie between Season 3, and Season 4. Of which show? All of them. ALL OF THEM? That's a lot. That is a lot. Does she know she's being recorded? She doesn't know she's being recorded. Oh, My God. ANANDAR THE GREAT. who's this now? --that's my sponsor --that's my manager --that's my... Oh. "Oh." ...Oh. Ah! She's a witch! Yo--She's a fairy! WHAT'S THIS MAGIC? ...kk. damn. i'm a dick. she's such a diva. what an asshole. I guess it's a series of important encoded messages, or something. 4 fucking hours?! I'm not listening to this. We're listening to this. I shouldn't post this. Don't post this. Damn. I'm a dick. A fucking narcisist. What an asshole! What a dick. A fucking sociopath. "My body doesn't know what it needs." "My body knows exactly what it needs." Here, take this. You can't just-- [does.] SUPACREE is a dick. She's a dick. [SECRET LIFE OF SUNNI BLU] Whatever. Something out there asked for this. What about your superstardom? What about it? Give me that. Ugh. What is this? *coughs* WHAt THE-- doctor sebi maps.me dissappear. -blu. Fall//Fly (never) capo 1 Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so… Lost in my mind, in time Oh I've never been so high in my life Oh I've never been so out of touch Oh I've never been so out of touch Oh I'll never forget to call again Oh I've never been so Out of touch If i could love you a life time And I probably might, I find I'd give you all my light (or none ) We'll find, in time Which one Oh I've never seen such love in my world Oh, I've never seen such love in my world oh, I've never seen such love in my world Oh, i'll never forget to fall again, Oh, I've never seen such love in my world …Oh, I've never been so high in my life Oh, i”ve never been so high in my life Oh, I'll never forget to call again— Oh, i've never been so high in my life Oh I''ve never been so high in my life Oh i”ve never been so high in my life Oh, I'll never forget to fall… ___ 4427 43 2900 5671 12/3 369 The question wasn't whether I wanted to stay, or go; in fact, I wanted to go, and to stay—but underlying and now, overlying, was the wonder of in what way I would spend my birthday. Did it matter? I wanted it not to, and yet, here I was, caught in the wash, and the album or book, or episode– whatever it was, that was coming about from it was meant to be called “Three Nights In San Cristobal” , but something was pressing me to get out, now that I had the certainty and assertion of what I was; Then It just stops. OH MY GO- RUSKO aka “Christopher Mercer” is standing trial for the involuntary manslaughter of his roommate; He becomes famous in a nearby parallel for being the the first human known to have committed murder by way of sound frequency— FUCK. —little does anyone know… SUPACREE headlines an entire festival during a blackout. Was it bad? yeah. did they throw trash at me? Only a little. aww. SUPACREE is a Superstar DJ. Oh great, yeah. She is possibly the best— THE BEST &, also/al SHH. “Bread's Dead” LIVE KETO SET. What is this. just buy tickets. What is it? i'll buy them. PAUSE. AND THEN WHAT? MILEY CAME IN ON A WRECKINGBALL. You mean, “like” a wrecking ball”? NO. I mean, YES, she was ON a wrecking ball, so– “like' but, WAS. WHAT. BROAH. DID SHE COME OFF? sortof. WAHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT DRUGS ARE YOU ON? NONE. hey, look watch. RELEASE THE KRAKEN. YOOOOOOOOOOOOO. got a new guitar; got another gig got a new guitar, got another gig got a new guitar got another gig —got another gig —got another gig Well, now that I'm famous, it makes everybody seem more human. The good ones, the bad ones– Except for women. Women are monsters. I hate them. You are them. I was them. NO, I wasn't. Was I wrong for loving you? (It's too human) I didn't want to do this It's so stupid True, I'll use it, too “i'll use him” “Cool” I'm just a tool, to you, then Then, there was Justin Roiland, the unsung hero of them all–mostly because he wasn't ‘sung' at all, but mostly spoken–the amount of comfort his voice had always provided was, in the very least, heroic–if I understood the context of Poetic Justice at all, that's probably what it was. But even he, in my mind, being all of consciousness at once, now, more often than not, had collided with the thoughts of fame and wealth, and what exactly it does; I paused hard upon reflecting on the ‘retarded' amounts of laugher that seemed to be unstoppable, as I formed the then-very-loose-plot of my own projects, or rather, the conglomerate of them all, which would eventually become The Festival Project Perhaps, I thought, all that it really was is that I had been watching the final outcome of a ride I was also on, for all of them–however, as much as I wanted, I couldn't seem to forge the great gifts of The Prodigal Sonny, and as it turned out, I wanted either all of it or none. Now that I was properly out of carbohydrates, I could focus on being somewhat hot, at least until someone with an actual body walked by or just happened along; I had somewhere along the way decided that women with perfect bodies were in fact not Gods, or rather Goddesses, but Satan in his truest form– as often and awkwardly from afar, I often watched as men would become useless and lost followers in their company, typically unarmed with more than looks– But, I knew at this point that the men I had so affectionately fawned after had climbed the social and even political ranks so much so that, The Actresses, The Models, The Musicians and otherwise multi talented women of the world– A world to which I may have once belonged, had my mother not destroyed my body– my upbringing clipping me with a 25-year-long inability to produce positive thoughts concerning The Self. Now that I had properly shifted my self-hatred into Skrillex, which didn't exist as a man, but a business, I could unravel the rest of the infinite that was somehow expanding as quickly as it was collapsing. Considering Luis was now seemingly preoccupied with the ugly punk rock girl, and now that I would be properly sealed-off from whatever truck stop… Stop scratching You look awful. It's just because i'm black and I need my hair done. Just cut it of. Fuck that nonsense. Why not? Same reason I put clothes on: It covers up the ugly. God Loves Ugly Oh yeah? Well maybe UGLY just loves GOD cause nobody wants it so there's no one left to talk to BUT him “Him” ? Or not.. Whatever. It's beyond the human concept that The God Consciousness is *coughs* whatever she wants. Or IT. Check it out. Another fucking demon. ‘The Demon Whisperer' Demons don't whisper, they cough. (Or pretend to cum) Who does that? Pornstars. Models. Whatever these are. –truck stop travelers would pass through rampantly, leaving nothing but the trash of processed junk and coughing obnoxiously, rather than having to hang above it all in a hammock, only ever wishing for Skrillex so that I could fight the mosquitoes off. I just wanted a home, and, though I was only joking about the mangoes, it seemed my faith was at least partially restored, as the room I had decided was the closest thing… Suddenly, the ability to write, at least, as I had been–in this form, was vanishing; Of course, having to scrambble to some effect to make sure that I wasn't listening to Dillon Francis– Why, exactly, is that? Why is what? Why is Dillon Francis on The Blacklist? Because. Dillon Francis Made Me Laugh AND DEN?! Dillon Francis Made Me Cry. Oh noooo. Oh I love her. This plot is so racist. So is Hollywood. IN THIS DIMENSION: The Chinese Woman from Freaky Friday, and The Chinese Woman from Dude Where's My Car are actually the same woman–she just has two jobs. HAVE–THREE JOB. Oh, three jobs. That's a lot, Mrs. Wong! (Racist name, by the way) —and, she's gone. No, i”m not. Get me off this planet. LIQUID STRANGER If you want. Enter: The Psychonauts His music had inspired the entire plot of Ascension… I could be gone from it, but not forgotten or lost; at some point it seemed as though everything I had written hadn't even belonged to me… Well, it was almost a thought process, in narrative form. Then what happens? This. This is the festival project. Why'd you get up? I felt I was being watched. Well, you're not. (But I was) hy·per·son·ic /ˌhīpərˈsänik/ Learn to pronounce adjective 1.relating to speeds of more than five times the speed of sound (Mach 5). 2.relating to sound frequencies above about a thousand million hertz. Now that I had nearly drifted off into an experience that was more in my body than out… She's–immune to ACID? In– SUPACREE throws DILLON FRANCIS out the window. Wait, what window. It–doesn't matter. DILLON FRANCIS [falling] YES IT DOES No, it doesn't. ((yes it does)) Oh–it does? [Everyone nods, especially DILLON FRANCIS, who seems to momentarily stop falling as if he's forgotten he ever was.] [Dillon Francis Nods] Well then… [He is suspended in mid air] Really high up. Oh My God. [He hits the ground, hard. Surprisingly, he does not splatter–and luckily, appears to have already been unconscious. In the darkness, upon impact] RUN. Just then, I remembered who Ever was– who never was; The daughter I had thought up and then forgotten under everything i had become; The mumbling, stumbling drunken father I loved, only reminded me of the… And…it's gone. What! We can't add south park! That's too many plots! Well, you're practically Butters. I am– [BUTTERS] Mantequlla MORE TEQUILA. Sacred Science: Ancient Egyptian “It Doesn't Matter” CC's new friend falls into an infinite loop, where SUPACREE flees for her life from superstardom and fame; He (Inwardly, also supacree—) and his friend “Kiwi” relay a series of messages through several various futuristic intergalactic languages and advanced codes, which CC, operating newly as “Blū” and DJ Ū in her full creative persona, has learned to decode through music programming hypnosis, and ha developed a keen expertise in the studies of synaesthetics, and telekinesis. Oh. This is next level. It's multiple levels. Okay, heavy duty. I'll roll one. Oh. [three overly attractive idealistic males enter The Vortex] Jesus Christ, Almighty. Oh. I told you, sit here. This is good. I needed that. — ‘I needed that.' Nothing happens without purpose or reason. What is “purpose” What is “reason” Oh, What's this *Daddy* Alright, I should get on with my day. No, stay seated. That's not fair. NO, watch it— Wait for it; Just wait. He—spoke BIRD. He was huge. Gigantic. THIS ISN'T HAPPENING. Don't be tall. I wasn't gonna! Oh, no, no, no. Everything was rock hard bodies and chest hair; The matted dreads of the friend beside me added adverse texture to the clean cut and very well-to-do-looking gentlemen who had against my will-to-wish, decidedly planted themselves parallel and just out of my line of sight, by peripheral—just so that to study them I had to sneak to peek at each of them, as within moments of spotting them all at once, as always, I could tell that each of them—with great respect, in their… “PALM/CC* MAAAAAAAAN— We waste time on SOOO much buuulllllshiiiiit Oh, I get it. This is illuminati. You got it. —in their own unique sense and in the proper respective realms—they each had something to give, and to receive, to The Goddess, most recently hidden and writhing in sexless pain– Oh, My God. What's this around his neck. I don't know. Let's see here. Is it obsidian? HE SPEAKS BIRD. GO FOLLOW HIM. I just gushed. Don't be gross. Oh no, don't open your mouth. [The man begins to speak; he is oversexily foreign.] Oh My GOD. This dragon is going to destroy something! She's going to destroy EVERYTHING. That's what she does best! I had arguably never been so horny in my life, and nothing but the damage was being done, to my psyche and my subconscious ability to self destruct when super imposed upon. @terrazadelarquitecto She was wild, and wanted to know all there was to know to become and unleash the sprawling Goddess that had begun to take her Maiden form in the wash that was coming up into the shaken and awoke knowledge that was— they were all so perfect, Sacred Science: The king of pharaonic theocracy R.A.Schwaller De Lubicz There he is. Hey, there, sailor. What the fuck is THIS. How. Why be that large? Has it's benefits. Christ Almighty. Is that the one you want? Is it, then? Realizing I was being programmed to buy another something, I stopped myself from the influence of all that was around me, a playful gesture to indulge, by kindly rejecting the notion, in a push to finally move about my day; I was again becoming The Insomniac, or, whether or not I had known it all along, I always had been—which meant, in the suffering of losing my knack for writing anything and everything at any given time. I am a sitting duck. [Dillon Francis emerges from the water, gasping for every bit of breath.] Don't look at that. Mooh, my God. It's in color. Why is that—? Now What was *then*? Answer this question, No , Answer this Question: Okay. lol. _ here's this: What's this crappy place? Harsh. No, i'm serious. This is horrible. Okay, ouch. I mean it, this is bad. Where is this? Uh- Why are we here? This..is the bottom of my heart. This is gross. dang. Wait. so you're saying Yeah, get this They literally went—“within” Uhuh. To the bottom of his heart, literally— Yes, the inward infinite; The literal material externalization– The literal—yes. And she's like: “Ew” “Ew.” …Ew. [SECRET LIFE OF SUNNI BLU] I love the illuminati. Why would you say something like that? Look at this: What are those. They're not Crocs. Are they diamond encrusted? Indeed they are. Is that gold. Solid Gold, and Platinum; They're not plated. How would you even walk in those. I would not— Because you can't. I could, cause I'm man-strong — I just would not; Because it's ridiculous? Don't use that word around me. It is ridiculous! No, it's a synonym of ridiculous, because ridiculous doesn't exist—Anyway. Someone should put you to sleep. I've Michael Jackson'd Myself three times since I got famous—and you know what I got? It wasn't sleep! That's Off subject. Nothing's ‘on' subject. It's really *not* I love dudes in weird pants. Period. Still on the outside; Dead on the inside Inside out and On my head, Alone, my mind, along— But on my own ride A tribe of gypsies, With me, (or without me) Living out loudly, and badly But I was quite poorly, Or worried, but good on the core Wonder what's it all worth , with no surf and no certainties; copy + paste. ep -En Ūtero [Extended] 6:18 -hopskoch. -takitoo. 6:01 -43. -and then what? -Ū C'ESME'T Why are you walking me to my wild side? PETRUTHEIO Because it's my wild side. [beat] PETRUTHEIO (CONT'D) –What if I gave you all my love? C'ESME'T Why would I want that much love? PETRUTHEIO What if it wasn't that much? C'ESME'T Then why would I want it at all? he likes these games, ain't no heartbreak Raise the stakes No harm, no foul; It's an eye for an eye, and and ear for an ear, here She said “I live a fast life” He said, “I drive a fast car” but it wouldn't go far, no It wouldn't go far at all, now! I sometimes forget i'm famous enough to just live out my life, I forget i'm an idol, I decided my mind is a diamond I'm higher than high now, Hey now, The Lord of the Flies Now I might need to file another reliable lie There's another way to settle down, now Call it automatic, press repeat and need to eat But need to breathe again Can't keep secrets from the reaper, Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply green. I sometimes forget i'm famous enough to just Live it out, loud But I don't want to go, now! How about a round of applause— cause I like the sound of it Got a Dalmatian on the Greyhound What now? I'm finally proud of my Finally proud of my No, I'm just finally proud of me; Figure out how to be found There's another way to settle down, now Call it automatic, press repeat and need to eat But need to breathe again Can't keep secrets from the reaper, Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply Everything you need is simply green. Black background, green Plus sign (insomniac sweater) rarity. (purple) -Ū. mirissa g.pool “fucking mosquitoes.” I told you, you need skrillex. and I told YOU to shut your dirty mouth, you hooker. Hookers get paid. Yeah, by Skrillex. –that's enough. I am the only one at my table; I am the only one on my team I been inside the box for so long, that if you let me out, I might scream I am the only crayon in the whole damn box I'm the only sand on my beach and I don't preach what I practice; But I practice what I preach Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah oh oh oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh oh hey Do you have a problem? Is it with me? Should I pray the Lord your soul to keep? Should I call the reaper? Or the state police? Is it martyrdom or suidice if they write a press release? SKRILLEX You looked like a deer in the headlights. SUPACREE Oh yeah? well, you looked like a bat on a windshield I'll give you ten thousand dollars if you can get that hat off her head. are you serious? 15Gs if you can get it to touch the ground. SUPACREE we're playing a game i made up TIM We're playing a game *I* made up. SUPACREE I am you. TIM Now you've got it. I don't know what just happened— Okay— But this lady just saw down straight into my soul, where a ghost lives. You're a ghost? My soul's haunted!!! That is deep bro. …And he's got music. —So he's almost always gonna be alright And she's got—music; So she's almost-always gonna be alright. You can go ahead. It *is* funny. I don't like it. It's already hilarious. Where are we? Where *is* this? And you will *never* find me. We found you. Eyes on God. Oh My— WHAT. I'm *sorry* mom. Why are you looking at *ME*. ‘Cause I'm SORRY. Don't look at *ME* sorry. Wait. How many people can I be at once? All of them. No. Yes. Watch: [Watching.] …Watching… [Watching—gets knocked out.] Now. Now, you caught me in a bad spot; I'm getting off in dark spaces Come, come along now. Way beside, but along on my own, now. Tie your love down/ Tie your love down; Oh, Now all the way out of the way This is innosense, in a sense Go down to the shore, For the fun of it; Come now, you got to Tie down Tie down Tie down Dive down wide-eyed, Humbled with pride— While you're siding, Colliding with Idols, Confiding in no one, and residing nowhere— Nowhere to go, If they don't care ‘Who are you?' Now I'm getting caught in dark spaces; I'm getting off in a bad spot; Come, along now. Along, but way beside all on my own now In a sense, this is innocence Down, Tie Your love— Down Down, Tie your love, down All the way out of the way, Now— Oh! In a sense, this is innocence. I've got summer on my mind. ‘I take no part in the festival; if you look to kill me, I only ask that you do it quickly. ‘ What movie is this? This is ‘The Insomniac”. Oh, Okay well—what happens in it? CREE? SUPACREE. What are you DOING here? This is how I wrote The Legend of SUPACREE. I thought this was “The Insomniac”? This is how I wrote this, too. Wrote what? Just— Just. Keep. Writing. —And it doesn't stop for nothing. It really doesn't; it doesn't stop for anything. What is this. Audio. It's DJ Shit. ___ Bitch, what is your deal? I don't have one. Yes you DO. My soulmate made a deal with the devil, He sold the soul we share for success, wealth, and fame—but did not include love in the fine print. Watch this. What is this. It's a test. It's all a test. _ Open the map. I'm not gonna do that. I'm not playing. Are you insane? By standard definition? By any definition. I mean— [Some Mild Insanity.] I could be. INSOMNIAC. Who would do this. Who wrote this? Who's paying for this? Now that the stones that I Carried for The Luminaries had grown heavy, I could not carry them all at once, and at the same time was also in the process of getting smaller; So small that it would become difficult to carry one or more of the stones in my bosoms. Wow. Control your self. Wish I could. For some reason the whole world smelled like sex; There was nothing but bodies in the ripe perfection of the perfect paradisiacal air; Sunlight reflecting off of each and every thing thing that was under it..The days were long, and the nights were almost a blur, but I was less concerned with any one person or circumstance beyond my own well being for more than a fraction of the moment. But because I let it become funnier, all the while behaving as an omnipotent observer, it was unfolding quite beautifully, and very theatrically; I couldn't help but keep track of the movement around me, and how it related to my innermost reflections in this existence, seemingly everlasting. ‘--Now he's gonna cut the head off this bird, I guess.' Owh. This is beyond out of control. Unacceptable. The game hasn't started; the map isn't even open yet; Why are the refs making calls? You are OUT of BOUNDS. I'M NOT PLAYING. This is so far off the map. There's a secret passageway. They LEAKED. The MAP. All of a sudden, nothing bothered me. I was my own worst enemy, but now it seemed that I was magically washing away in my fears. Not far from freedom, I wasn't gone from the idea of what Love was, but was drawn towards a darker, more solitary cause. What is this story. I guess this is The Legend of Supacree. I'M NOT CURSED. I'm not SUPACREE. Fair. Fair. [Heavy Skrillexian Accent] FIAR!!! You're are Fired. I'm a- what? So I pulled these cards. Oh, woah, now. Drop this, here. I can't; Wow. Wow. Wow. Wooo00000wwwoooooowwwwwwWW Do you know who you ARE? Do *you* know who I am? Oh, My God! I feel like that's an important factor. What the fuck is this show? go for the gold! I told you, the whole damn cast of; Sons of Anarchy; what on god. This all happened. *ecstatic* Ohhh Noooooo. [TIS + LEGEND OF SUPACREE + GERALD'S WORLD = ENTER THE MULTIVERSE / LEGENDS] key: live that long maybe it's not my place Maybe it's not my place to say, maybe It's not my place Maybe it's not my place, to say I'll just say grace, and clear my plate My patience [is] lol You know what? I like cake, you bitch!! Then eat some cake, you— [a death glare] —Overly-agressive person! I guess I'm just Suspiciously Capricious Kinda skittish when I'm in my kitchen scripting this in Yiddish, washing dishes in my menacingly hideous unmentionables spitting shit I didn't get to send to— …anybody interesting. #skrillex

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-How has The Confiding Codependummy: 30 Days of Journaling Prompts for a less-codependent and more-conscious YOU helped Listener MV? -What realizations did MV come to thanks to completing the CC? -Why do YOU, yes YOU-READING-THIS-RIGHT-NOW, need to get yourself The Confiding Codependummy ASAP? In this week's episode, an amazingly supportive listener MV comes on to tell-all about her experience going through The Confiding Codependummy. It's a collection of 30 journaling prompts which I created for listeners just like you and MV to help you dive deeper into your codependency and help you along your healing journey! MV shares what motivated her to buy the CC, how it went, and a HUGE REALIZATION she had about her codependency thanks to journaling. She adds how she also was able to develop more self-trust, self-reliance, and healthy patterns in her relationship all thanks to completing the Confiding Codependummy.  Girl–if you haven't gotten The Confiding Codependummy, STOP everything you are doing and BUY IT now. INVEST IN YOUR HEALING. It's the equivalent of $1 a day for the next 30 days. Hop to it! Help me help you! Helpful links: https://codependummy.com/toolsforhealing/ Buy here: https://keap.app/checkout/cvv081/confidingcodependummy More on the episode: MV and I begin by catching you all up on her, how she came to find the podcast, and what has kept her listening for the past year (thanks for the support MV!).  We then explore what motivated MV to purchase the Confiding Codependummy and her initial experience.  MV shares how, thanks to some painful codependent moments, she found the motivation to start and complete the CC. However, it wasn't easy. She had memories from her childhood come up that were hard to face: feeling wrong, feeling abandoned, feeling unprepared.  Marissa asks MV how she was able to persist despite the feelings. MV talked about it in therapy, reached out to Marissa, and also got support from others. She also was able to rely on herself for reassurance and started the writing again after a brief break.  AND YOU GUYS, MV FREAKIN' FINISHED THE CONFIDING CODEPENDUMMY.  ALL 30 JOURNALING PROMPTS! YYAASS! A round of applause for MV please.  She reveals the realizations she had as a consequence of completing the Confiding Codependummy and how that's impacting her day-to-day life, including her relationship with her boyfriend and loved ones.  Her healing journey continues and I hope you can all hear how she sped up the process thanks to committing to and completing the CC.  Get yourself a copy here: https://keap.app/checkout/cvv081/confidingcodependummy Questions for you: How do you relate to MV's experience with codependency? What have you started and stopped along your healing journey? (therapy, courses, the self-validation challenge?) What would it mean for you to invest $30 in yourself and your healing journey by purchasing The Confiding Codependummy? If you hesitate, how come?  What would it take after listening to this episode for you to start taking action via The Confiding Codependummy? Thank you for listening! Thank you MV for coming on!GET YOUR CONFIDING CODEPENDUMMY HERE: www.codependummy.com/toolsforhealing Marissa's info: www.codependummy.com  marissa@codependummy.com  @therapywithmarissa on Instagram  Support the podcast by leaving a rating & review. A subscribe and share is welcomed! RRSS! One last time: START THE CONFIDING CODEPENDUMMY TODAY: https://keap.app/checkout/cvv081/confidingcodependummy 

Check out Minda and Jenna's podcast Dead Girls TalkingThey're pretty funny and down-to-earth people.If you like my content please subscribe to the patreon where I upload more frequently. patreon.com/jewanon

Lauren Welkie, Senior Sales Enablement Associate at ZipRecruiter returns to talk about my favorite topic: confidence. We tackle the importance of confidence and how we should be mindful of the words we tell ourselves because this can either help or hinder our career and life success. To continue the conversation and connect with Lauren, LinkedIn is the best place to reach her. Episode Resources: Episode #20: "Mental Health: Let's Talk About It" Do you have something you would like featured on the show? Send an email to: hello@dressedsmart.com Drop a DM on Instagram and say hello! Thank you for listening! I'll see you next time. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/francesca-zampaglione/support

Can a man change for a woman? Would you continue to date him/her if you guys found out you were related ( based on a situation from Tik Tok) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/letstalkishpodcast3/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/letstalkishpodcast3/support

My path to becoming a musculoskeletal specialist started when I was a young runner. I developed a 33-degree curvature of the spine or scoliosis, which produced constant pain. Through the work I now do, I was able to end the pain, correct the problem, and continue my running career, later going on to run a 2:23 marathon.The objective of the Wharton Process is to take the mystery and confusion out of attaining optimal health, and provide simple solutions to complicated problems by balancing flexibility and strength.  A key component of our process is education – providing people with the tools necessary to harness and achieve optimal health.  Health, fitness, and athletics are a metaphor for the human spirit, a spirit that is indomitable and expansive.Do you remember your lowest moment? What urged you forward? How did you pick yourself up, dust yourself off—and return to your path? Did you long for a roadmap, guide, or mentor? How did you pivot and continue your journey? In this show we discover the deeper drives and strategies our guests employed to rise in their chosen endeavor. We learn the key decisions, and defining moments forging their lives on the anvil. We learn how they commit to the process through a life of embracing their craft. Many have achieved excellence, even mastery. They impart gems of wisdom. During these episodes we may be able to take away valuable concepts, adopt new mindsets, and ways of being-Impacting our  lives, and the lives of those around us. During this podcast, we ask our guest ten essential questions. We discover their genesis, rise, and fall. We learn how they pivoted back on course, resuming their journey. Confiding what they would redo or do differently. We learn crucial decisions forging them on the anvil. During these interviews, stories, and conversations we reveal their Intrinsic Drive™As a young athlete, a thirty-three-degree scoliosis of the spine left me in constant pain, unable to continue the sport I loved. Opting against spinal fusion and Herrington rod surgery, with no guarantee of pain relief---and a certain end to my athletic career. I restored my range of motion, gained structural strength, and muscular balance. During the two years of hard work, discipline and focus, spinal compression, neuromotor disconnect, and fascial adhesions began to let go. My scoliosis reduced to less than one degree, then zero. Now, free from chronic pain, I began to run, then compete again. I trained and worked with the world's best athletes. I ran two hours and twenty -three minutes for the 26.2-mile marathon in Florence, Rotterdam, and Austin.  Over more than three decades, I've assisted athletes to break world records, Olympians and World Championship Medalists, to university team and individual champions, and professional team world titles, co-authored four books to share this self-care process—empowering those suffering from difficult conditions and chronic pain. This show was born of a desire to explore and share individual and collective experiences of pursuit, dedication, and growth. Transforming discipline into habit, enjoying the process, and actualizing dreams.  Intrinsic Drive™ is produced by Ellen Strickler and Phil Wharton. Special thanks to Andrew Hollingworth, our sound engineer and technical editor.  For more information on this and other episodes visit us at www.whartonhealth.com/intrinsicdrive. Follow us on socials including, Instagram @intrinsicdrivelive 

 The Pandemic, Lay-offs, pay-cuts, foreclosures, and debt are all realities of the world we live in.  What we share with our child about our family's financial problems, and the way we share it, can have a profound impact on their ability to process and cope — and even on their financial future.If you or the other co-parent are facing a trying time financially, whether or not you've tried to hide it from your child, they most likely already know.  Children are incredibly perceptive and they can pick up on parents' stress, conversations, and changed spending habits  much more accurately than most will give them credit for.  Picking up on these cues without the explanation and assurance of a parent can lead to confusion and insecurity — emotions that can cause stress, anxiety, and physiological problems.How much you should share depends on your child's age and maturity level. Generally, it is recommended that sharing fewer details and emphasizing security with children 12 and under — the basic concept of frugality is all they can really process.  Most teens, however, will be financially literate and can handle more information.  If they can understand it, they can better cope with it, and they may be more receptive to discussing your family's money issues. Don't lie. You can choose how you phrase things and how much to share depending on your situation, but don't give false information about your money problems.Educate your children on finances. Trying times and slimmer budgets provide an opportunity for teaching your children about money, saving, frugality, and wants vs. needs. Berger said you can use your own financial missteps as a lesson, focusing on what you've learned and not being afraid to admit if you've made mistakes. "It's okay to be fallible," he said.Focus on the positive. Emphasize that the difficult changes now will be better for the long-term, that a move or change in activity allows for new opportunities elsewhere and that no matter what, you parents will always love you and be here for you.Show a united front. Have a conversation with the other co-parent and discuss it ahead of time, so you both can agree on what to say to the kids and how before confronting them. If you have an open conversation without the children you can hopefully discuss Don't use your child as your confidant. It's important to maintain the parent/child relationship as a healthy boundary. Confiding in a child like a peer or "over-sharing" will give them an added sense of stress. The child does not have the answers or the mindset to take responsibility for your family's finances — focus on their best interests in the situation. Do allow your child the space to express their anger – give them the space to open up and be sure to listen – pillow talkDo let your child talk freely to another trusted adult – grandmother, teacher, close family friend – if your child can talk through their feelings with someone that you both respect, it will help them come to terms with what has happened. It will help them come to terms with what has happened, yes they can talk to you but they may be afraid of hurting you and they may want to discuss you as well.With support and reassurance your child can come through this difficult place and come out on the other side as an empathic, caring and responsible person.Resources for Single Parents:www.asinglemother.orgwww.coabode.orgwww.singlemotherguide.com

Flirting with someone other than your spouse.Confiding in the opposite sex. Spending time alone with someone else.Talking negatively about your spouse. Chatting on the internet with someone of the opposite sex.Dressing to attract the attention of someone other than your spouse.Texting someone of the opposite sex. Not being a willing sexual partner with your spouse. Putting your parents, friends or children before your spouse. Support the show (https://strongermarriageworkshops.com/Welcome/)

In this episode, Michelle answers questions on what to do when your friend stops sharing information with you, whether men and women can be just friends and how to have a conversation with a friend about your relationship if they want space. She gives you tips on how to find new friends (even in the middle of a pandemic!) and she shares how as a society we should be talking about the significance of a friend breakup, as often as we talk about romantic relationships ending.For more information, follow Michelle on Instagram, TikTok and Twitter @MichelleLElman See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.