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How is the role of the DPO (Data Protection/Privacy Officer) evolving in the US? What is the best approach to managing AI governance once a privacy program has been implemented? Matt Junod is a US privacy attorney and Florida native with a prior background in network engineering and security. He has worked in-house, rolling out and managing data protection programs as well as dealing with security and privacy compliance issues. Our guest has also served in privacy leadership roles since 2018, including the DPO position for a large technology services firm, and most recently a leading Internet job board. References: Matt Junod on LinkedIn EU Commission's General-Purpose AI Code of Practice NIST AI Risk Management Framework Joe Biden's Executive Order on Artificial Intelligence Elon Musk's X is changing its privacy policy to allow third parties to train AI on your posts (Techcrunch)

Couple et argent peuvent-ils faire bon ménage ? C'est le thème que nous allons aborder aujourd'hui avec un expert de la relation à l'argent : Christian Junod.Si la question ainsi posée semble banale, nous verrons que lorsque nous l'approfondissons, c'est tout un monde qui s'ouvre à nous. Qu'est-ce que notre rapport à l'argent dit de nous ? Quel rôle joue l'argent dans une relation amoureuse ? Pourquoi est-ce si souvent un sujet de conflit au sein du couple ? En débriefant de cet épisode, nous nous sommes demandés avec Marylise comment nous avions pu attendre si longtemps pour aborder ce sujet. Tant de choses semblent se jouer dans notre rapport à l'argent, aussi bien d'un point de vue personnel que d'un point de vue relationnel.Merci Christian de nous avoir offert un peu de votre temps pour nous enseigner sur ce sujet et nous montrer combien il est important de communiquer sur ce thème. Vous nous le direz, l'argent est encore beaucoup trop souvent un sujet tabou, pour nous-même, tout d'abord, mais également au sein de notre relation conjugale.C'est un épisode unique que nous vous proposons ici ; nous espérons qu'il sera pour votre couple source de questionnements, de débats, et pourquoi pas, de changements . N'hésitez pas à l'approfondir en écoutant les conférences de Christian Junod et en vous procurant ses livres. Vous trouverez toutes les références sur son site cjunodconseil.com. Christian Junod -Expert de la relation à l'argent en francophonie.Économiste et ancien banquier suisse, Christian est auteur (et co-auteur) de 3 livres best-seller dont « Ce que l'argent dit de vous » aux Editions Eyrolles, et le « Défi des 100 jours, cahier d'exercice pour libérer son rapport à l'argent et vivre son abondance librement » en co-création avec Lilou Macé aux Éditions Trédaniel.Il est aujourd'hui expert de la relation à l'argent en francophonie mondiale. Il travaille autant pour les particuliers que pour les entreprises et associations professionnelles, et intervient régulièrement dans différents médias.Passionné avant tout par l'humain, il s'est formé à la Communication NonViolente au coaching et aux approches systémiques.Fondamentalement positif, Christian a la croyance que chacun a des talents, des dons qui ne demandent qu'à être exploités pleinement pour en faire cadeau à l'ensemble.C'est pourquoi, en offrant le travail de transformation de sa relation à l'argent, il est particulièrement content de soutenir de nombreux êtres humains à oser entreprendre et ainsi à offrir le meilleur d'eux-mêmes au monde.Hébergé par Ausha. Visitez ausha.co/politique-de-confidentialite pour plus d'informations.

J'ai passé 2 jours en séminaire sur la relation à l'Argent avec l'incroyable Christian Junod et toute sa team de coach et d'invités exceptionnels. Je te fais un rapide débriefing avec ces 5 pépites à emporter

In this episode of Alumless, we dive into strategic engagement in university advancement with special guest Heather Junod, Associate VP for Alumni Engagement and Annual Giving at the University of Central Florida. We explore the challenges and opportunities schools face when crafting next-generation engagement strategies. Join us for a great conversation as Heather shares insights from her 16-year career at UCF, including how her team has leveraged dashboards to measure activity and target strategies that account for the breadth and depth of engagement. We also chat with Heather about the impact of UCF's rapid growth. Pick up this week's episode to hear valuable takeaways on scaling alumni engagement efforts while targeting key segments—and what the future holds for UCF's alumni engagement. A big thanks to our presenting sponsor, Protopia. Learn more about their AI-powered technology that enables scalable volunteerism. Visit protopia.co/alumless.

Je parle de Christian Junod et de son livre "Ce que l'argent dit de vous" un nombre incalculable de fois ! (ici, sur les réseaux sociaux, à nos clients...)Notre relation à l'argent cache bien des choses, la plupart du temps, que nous n'avons pas forcément envie de voir. Pourtant, en tant qu'entrepreneur·e il est indispensable d'aller creuser cette partie-là... car elle pourrait bien te réserver de bonnes surprises. Dans cet épisode : - Comment se manifestent les problématiques de money mindset ? - Qu'est-ce qui se cacher réellement derrière l'argent ?- Quelles questions se poser si j'épargne trop et que l'argent représente la sécurité pour moi ?- Qu'est-ce que je dois travailler si j'ai été élevé dans un contexte familiale ou l'argent "c'est mal" ?Si tu veux en savoir plus sur Christian, tu peux le retrouver :Sur LinkedIn : https://www.linkedin.com/in/christianjunod/ Son livre : "Ce que l'argent dit de vous"-- Je suis Pauline Sarda, entrepreneure, business coach et fondatrice de STEP 22.Tu veux en savoir plus ?Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/pauline.irl/LinkedIn : https://www.linkedin.com/in/paulinesarda/Site internet : https://paulinesarda.fr/Tu veux aller plus loin ?Découvre LA stratégie adaptée à ton business : https://paulinesarda.fr/quiz/Les 10 commandements pour réussir dans l'entrepreneuriat : https://paulinesarda.fr/10-commandements-business/Hébergé par Ausha. Visitez ausha.co/politique-de-confidentialite pour plus d'informations.

Qu'est-ce que l'argent dit de nous ? L'argent est encore une question bien tabou qui pour certains dévoilent une partie d'intimité. Interview passionnante à découvrir avec Christian Junod, un grand expert à la relation à l'argent. ******** Pour vous inscrire à nos podcasts premium c'est par ici ********** Retrouvez le texte de l'épisode sur notre blog. Abonnez-vous sur Itunes pour recevoir les notifications et en nous laissant un avis, vous nous envoyez des bulles de bonheur ! Suivez notre actu sur FB @2minutesdebonheur et sur insta @2minutesdebonheur, vous profiterez gratuitement de pleins de trucs, d'astuces et de mises en pratique liés au podcast de la semaine. Inscrivez-vous à la newsletter, vous serez ainsi notifié de nos nouveaux épisodes et vous recevrez un bon de réduction de 5% sur notre site. Et surtout, partagez nos épisodes à tous ceux qui veulent prendre le temps d'être heureux !

[METAMORPHOSE PODCAST] Anne Ghesquière reçoit Anne-Chantal Junod, coach certifiée ICS. Ensemble, elles explorent les constellations systémiques et familiales : nos schémas relationnels et comment (re)trouver sa place. Comment comprendre et se libérer des liens familiaux qui nous entravent ? La place que nous occupons dans notre famille n'est pas toujours aussi claire qu'il n'y paraît. Anne-Chantal Junod nous parle des Constellations systémiques et familiales, ce processus, créé par Bert Hellinger, qui permet de comprendre, clarifier et libérer ces schémas inconscients. Il fait circuler l'amour, là où il a été bloqué, et permet de retrouver une liberté qui aura des bénéfices pour soi, ses proches et les générations futures. Ancienne professeure des écoles en Suisse, aujourd'hui coach, Anne-Chantal Junod accompagne les personnes dans la réalisation de soi, personnelle et professionnelle. Elle vient de publier Les constellations systémiques et familiales aux éditions Eyrolles, où elle explique cet outil puissant. Épisode #517Avant-propos et précautions à l'écoute du podcast Recevez un mercredi sur deux la newsletter Métamorphose avec des infos inédites sur le podcast et les inspirations d'AnneFaites le TEST gratuit de La Roue Métamorphose avec 9 piliers de votre vie !Suivez nos RS : Insta, Facebook & TikTokAbonnez-vous sur Apple Podcast / Spotify / Deezer / CastBox/ YoutubeSoutenez Métamorphose en rejoignant la Tribu MétamorphoseThèmes abordés lors du podcast avec Anne-Chantal Junod :L'expérience personnelle d'Anne-Chantal Junod des constellations familiales.Le déroulement d'une séance de constellation familiale.Quand et pourquoi participer à une constellation familiale : focus sur les liens interrompus et les jumeaux perdus.Le fonctionnement des systèmes familiaux et l'impact possible de l'intervention systémique.L'impact du système familial sur la liberté individuelle.Comment se libérer des liens familiaux implicites et du duo loyauté / mauvaise conscience.Le concept de "mouton noir" ou comment la rébellion permet de faire évoluer les systèmes.Quelques citations du podcast avec Anne-Chantal Junod :"La survie du système est prioritaire sur le bien-être, voire la survie d'un des membres du système.""Refaire circuler l'amour, ça ne veut pas dire qu'on est d'accord avec ce qui s'est passé, c'est deux choses différentes." "Je n'ai pas besoin de savoir quel est ce secret qui me plombe pour pouvoir me libérer. Je le remets aux personnes ou à la génération à qui il appartient."Photo DR Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

Il existe trois mouvements possibles qui reflètent notre relation à l'argent. Ces trois mouvements ont été mis en avant par Peter Koenig. Dans son livre « Ce que l'argent dit de vous », Christian Junod les développe et donne divers exemples. Cette semaine nous avions envie de développer ces trois mouvements avec vous en y ajoutant notre touche personnelle : -          La tendance écureuil qui implique « J'amasse de l'argent, pièce par pièce ou à coup de centaines, milliers ou millions » -          La tendance repousseur qui implique « Je fais en sorte que l'argent n'arrive pas à moi et je le repousse » -          La tendance montagne russe qui implique « J'amasse et m'en débarrasse » Le tout est lié à la vision (positive ou négative) que les personnes ont de l'argent. Bonne écoute !     www.money-mindset.be

Apple, Mastercard, Coca-Cola… ces 3 marques sont parmi les plus puissantes du monde. Pourtant, elles ne sont pas forcément les meilleures. Leur succès s'explique par leur valeur perçue. Et cela s'applique à chacun de nous. Souvent, les opportunités et les réussites ne découlent pas seulement de nos compétences, mais de la manière dont nous présentons ces compétences. Tout être humain est prêt à acheter plus cher un produit ou service si sa valeur perçue est meilleure. En tant que porteur de projet, entrepreneur ou CEO, il est capital de parler ce que l'on fait en donnant de la valeur : - quel genre de problématique notre produit / service va résoudre - pourquoi il rendra la vie meilleure Les gens achètent une solution à un réel problème. Et plus on valorisera notre activité, plus notre relation à l'argent sera apaisée et on attirera l'abondance. C'est exactement ce dont on discute avec Christian Junod, véritable expert sur le sujet, dans ce nouvel épisode. En écoutant, vous découvrirez : - Ce que l'argent dit de nous - Pourquoi nos rapports à l'argent sont différents - Les principaux tabous autour de l'argent et comment les casser - Les fausses croyances limitantes qui nous empêchent d'aller plus loin - Comment réussir à fixer des prix justes et à dépasser cette peur de ne pas être légitime - Comment avoir un esprit business et orienter ses actions vers l'argent Merci et bravo Christian pour cette véritable masterclass ! Belle écoute.

Christian Junod est expert dans le domaine de la relation à l'argent. Il anime des conférences, des stages et des formations en ligne pour nous aider à apaiser notre relation à l'argent. Il est également l'auteur de nombreux livres permettant de comprendre et aider à améliorer son rapport à l'argent. Dans cet épisode, Christian nous aide à comprendre comment l'effet miroir peut nous aider à intégrer des parts de nous, nous apaiser et accepter notre relation à l'argent. Il donne de précieux conseils à destination des entrepreneurs pour aider à fixer ses prix, comment faire face à l'anxiété entrepreneuriale due à l'incertitude et comment cultiver un état d'esprit d'abondance. Vous pouvez retrouver Christian sur ⁠son site internet : Accueil - Christian Junod (cjunodconseil.com) Ses livre en ventes : Les livres - Christian Junod (cjunodconseil.com) Les dates de ses prochaines conférences : Présentation PowerPoint (cjunodconseil.com) Pour en savoir plus sur Anouk Corolleur : Site web : www.anoukcorolleur.com Épisode monté par ⁠⁠Laëtitia Garnache

Débat entre Marina Delgrande Jordan, co-responsable du secteur recherche à Addiction Suisse et responsable de l'Enquête nationale sur la santé des élèves en Suisse, Valérie Junod, professeure de droit aux Universités de Lausanne et de Genève, directrice du projet de recherche du Fonds national intitulé "Médicaments sous contrôle", et François Girardin, médecine chef du service de pharmacologie clinique au CHUV.

Replay du Live Insta #26 avec le passionnant Christian Junod.

[This blog will always be free to read, but it's also how I pay my bills. If you have suggestions or feedback on how I can earn your paid subscription, shoot me an email: cmclymer@gmail.com. And yes, I am available for speaking engagements.]Good morning, folks!It's that time again. Here are five positive things that'll hopefully make you smile, make you laugh, and make you think. And in case you missed it, check out last week's edition.1. Tom Junod's 1998 Esquire Profile of Fred RogersI'm going way back for this one because it's so damn good. In 1968, Rev. Fred Rogers, better known as Mister Rogers, launched his iconic program Mister Rogers' Neighborhood, which ran for 33 seasons and captured the hearts of several generations along the way. Five years before his death, he was covered by journalist Tom Junod for Esquire in what is widely considered one of the best celebrity profiles ever written. Every now and again, I go back and read it and marvel at Mister Roger's approach to life and the gorgeous and moving way in which Junod captures it on the page. It's the kind of piece that dares you to have a bit more faith in humanity, my favorite genre. It was also the basis for the 2019 feature film A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood, starring Tom Hanks.2. David Mack's Interview With a Disgruntled Oompa LoompaA few weeks ago, a disastrous “Willy Wonka chocolate factory experience” in Glasgow, Scotland went viral for being, hands down, one of the funniest and most intriguing public failures in recent memory. It was so bad that the whole thing was shut down within hours of opening after pissed off parents called the police and demanded refunds. This may sound pretty negative, but trust me: it's definitely the laugh you need. David Mack of Vulture landed an exclusive interview with Kirsty Paterson, a very poorly paid actor who played an Oompa Loompa and went viral for an iconic photo of her agonizing role in the production. 3. WaPo Columnist Monica Hesse Takes On Sen. Kyrsten Sinema's BrandSo, I have a cardinal rule that I follow pretty zealously: I don't mock or criticize anyone's personal appearance, even people I may find particularly unsavory, because how someone looks is, I believe, immaterial to their character. If someone sucks as a human being, aren't there valid reasons to criticize them without resorting to personal appearance? That said, I also don't like hypocrisy, and Sen. Kyrsten Sinema, the retiring senior senator from Arizona, has a fairly solid claim to the Biggest Hypocrite on Capitol Hill. Part of that hypocrisy is the way in which she intentionally uses clothing to code as an open and enlightened elected official while holding political positions that are anything but open and enlightened. It's quite a frustrating dynamic, and fortunately, Washington Post columnist Monica Hesse has delivered a humorous nugget of an essay getting to the heart of the matter.4. Saturday Night Live + ScarJo Brilliantly Parody Sen. Katie BrittThis past week, Pres. Biden delivered his State of the Union address to considerable praise from journalists and voters alike. The GOP response was delivered by Sen. Katie Britt of Alabama, and it kinda did the exact opposite. Not only was it widely panned across the political spectrum—Republican politicos called it a “disaster”—but it was revealed the next day by reporter Jonathan M. Katz that Sen. Britt had blatantly lied about a key anecdote involving the horrific trauma experienced by a migrant woman. Pretty nasty business. Fortunately, Saturday Night Live tapped Scarlett Johansson for a hilarious cold open parody of Sen. Britt's response. It may not be close to the consequences the Senator deserves for her exploitative and cruel nonsense, but it'll make you laugh. 5. Ryan Gosling Steals the Show at Last Night's OscarsThis year's edition of the Academy Awards was pretty damn good. From host Jimmy Kimmel nailing Trump with a particularly biting zinger to Billie Eilish delivering an exquisite live performance of “What Was I Made For?” to John Cena appearing in nothing but Birkenstocks and a placard onstage, there was fun for everyone. But it was Ryan Gosling's phenomenal performance of “I'm Just Ken” that broke the internet, proving that, once again, there is seemingly nothing Ryan Gosling can't do that won't make you root for him. Charlotte's Web Thoughts is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Get full access to Charlotte's Web Thoughts at charlotteclymer.substack.com/subscribe

Sita s'est entretenue avec Huguette Junod, responsable des Editions des Sables qui collabore et co-organise avec les Editions Encre Fraîche dans le cadre du "Printemps de la poésie" 2024 une balade littéraire poétique sur le thèmes des animaux le samedi 16 mars 2024 à 10h au Bioparc de Bellevue avec des auteurs romands de poésie. Un deuxième événement est organisé par Huguette Junod dans le cadre du "Printemps de la poésie 2024", une balade littéraire au cimetière des Rois le samedi 23 mars 2024 à 11h : un parcours avec huit tombes et des lectures de huit poètes, toutes les informations sur : www.ed-des-sables.ch  

Apple, Mastercard, Coca-Cola… ces 3 marques sont parmi les plus puissantes du monde. Pourtant, elles ne sont pas forcément les meilleures. Leur succès s'explique par leur valeur perçue. Et cela s'applique à chacun de nous. Souvent, les opportunités et les réussites ne découlent pas seulement de nos compétences, mais de la manière dont nous présentons ces compétences. Tout être humain est prêt à acheter plus cher un produit ou service si sa valeur perçue est meilleure. En tant que porteur de projet, entrepreneur ou CEO, il est capital de parler ce que l'on fait en donnant de la valeur : - quel genre de problématique notre produit / service va résoudre - pourquoi il rendra la vie meilleure Les gens achètent une solution à un réel problème. Et plus on valorisera notre activité, plus notre relation à l'argent sera apaisée et on attirera l'abondance. C'est exactement ce dont on discute avec Christian Junod, véritable expert sur le sujet, dans ce nouvel épisode. En écoutant, vous découvrirez : - Ce que l'argent dit de nous - Pourquoi nos rapports à l'argent sont différents - Les principaux tabous autour de l'argent et comment les casser - Les fausses croyances limitantes qui nous empêchent d'aller plus loin - Comment réussir à fixer des prix justes et à dépasser cette peur de ne pas être légitime - Comment avoir un esprit business et orienter ses actions vers l'argent Merci et bravo Christian pour cette véritable masterclass ! Belle écoute.

Pour ce 96ème épisode du podcast, nous sommes très heureux de vous présenter notre discussion avec Christian Junod (auteur, coach et conférencier spécialiste du rapport à l'argent)Pour faire suite au BOXON CREATIF intitulé MONEY, MONEY, MONEY nous avons décidé d'aller plus loin dans la réflexion autour de notre rapport à l'argent et à la créativité en invitant LE taulier du sujet et en ouvrant avec lui la boîte de Pandore...Dans cet épisode, Christian Junod nous parle :- de son arrière plan de maillon au sein du rouleau compresseur qu'est la finance- de la métaphore de la part de tarte- de ce qui l'a amené à se spécialiser sur le sujet du rapport à l'argent- de la définition de l'argent et de l'abondance- de l'impact du métier passion sur notre rapport à l'argent- du paradoxe de "gagner sa vie"- du déterminisme social- de nos limitations inconscientes et de nos insécurités- de la puissance de l'amour (envers soi d'abord puis envers les autres)- d'assumer son propre pouvoir en adressant le rapport aux autres- des mécanismes pour changer notre rapport à l'argentUn grand merci à Christian pour sa disponibilité et sa générosité !NOTES ET RESSOURCESCHRISTIAN JUNODhttps://cjunodconseil.com/Son best-seller "Ce que l'argent dit de vous"

Aujourd'hui, je suis ravie de recevoir à nouveau Christian Junod, expert du rapport à l'argent. Christian nous donne des conseils très concrets pour nous débarrasser de nos loyautés familiales, qui oui, se retrouvent aussi dans notre relation à l'argent. Allez, c'est parti… Pour en savoir plus sur Christian : son site internet : https://cjunodconseil.com/ ................................................. Merci d'écouter La petite voix

J'ai une ambition dans la vie et avec mon podcast : c'est devenir riche, et même super riche… Ca va ? Allez passée la boutade, dites-moi, comment venez-vous de réagir en entendant cela ? Est-ce que cela vous a fait sourire en mode “après tout, elle a raison”, est-ce que cela vous a crispé en mode “quoi, non mais ça va pas, on parle de bien être là, pas d'argent”… Parce que peut-être votre réaction parle plus de vous et de votre rapport à l'argent que de moi, non ? C'est tout le sujet du jour : avec Christian Junod, grand spécialiste du sujet, on va décortiquer le sujet. En commençant par parler de lui : avouer que passer de banquier en Suisse à expert de notre rapport à l'argent, ça intrigue non ? Ce qui est encore plus intéressant en écoutant Christian, c'est de réaliser combien finalement, c'est de nous et de nos émotions dont on parle quand on parle d'argent. Bienvenue donc dans un chouette épisode, éclairant et Avec Christian, nous allons parler d'un banquier qui avait besoin de sécurité, d'un licenciement salutaire, d'une rencontre essentielle et de notre rapport à l'argent notamment lorsque l'on a job passion, n'est-ce pas chers thérapeutes qui nous écoutent ? Pour en savoir plus sur Christian : son site internet : https://cjunodconseil.com/ son conseil lecture : La Prophétie des Andes de James Redfield son conseil bien-être : commencer les journées tranquillement ................................................. Merci d'écouter La petite voix

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You always hear that making a series of small changes is better than BIG BANG change. How does this really play out though? Doesn't that seem a little...naive when it comes to large organizations doing the BIG and MISSION CRITICAL work?  In this episode, Coté talks with Betty Junod on this topic. She draws from many sources like her first hand experience as an executive and working with the DevOps and cloud native community. They also discuss making culture changes in organizations and how recent work to figure out how to determine "business value." Watch the video of this recording if you prefer that kind of thing. Mentions: - Betty in LinkedIn. - Betty in Twitter. - The Developer Platform paper. - The Role of a Platform paper. - No Developer Left behind paper.

You always hear that making a series of small changes is better than BIG BANG change. How does this really play out though? Doesn't that seem a little...naive when it comes to large organizations doing the BIG and MISSION CRITICAL work?  In this episode, Coté talks with Betty Junod on this topic. She draws from many sources like her first hand experience as an executive and working with the DevOps and cloud native community. They also discuss making culture changes in organizations and how recent work to figure out how to determine "business value." Watch the video of this recording if you prefer that kind of thing. Mentions: - Betty in LinkedIn. - Betty in Twitter. - The Developer Platform paper. - The Role of a Platform paper. - No Developer Left behind paper.

Hi, Spring fans! In this installment Josh Long talks to VMware vice president [Betty Junod](https://twitter.com/BettyJunod) about VMware, its fantastic people, ecosystem, technologies, and more.

Dans le cosmos qu'est le monde de la joaillerie, Les sujets sont nombreux et divers comme autant de galaxies qui gravitent ensemble dans le système planétaire joaillier que GemGenève a construit. Ce salon devenu événement culturel offre à ses exposants comme à ses visiteurs un ensemble de sujets d'exploration autour de l'histoire du bijou, des savoirs faire ou des problématiques actuelles. Alors je les ai rassemblé dans un univers, cette nouvelle saison, la 7e, du podcast thématique Il était une fois le bijou.    Pour cette émission je vous propose d'explorer une nouvelle nébuleuse celle de automates musicaux. Des merveilles d'hier comme d'aujourd'hui qui rassemblent le génie créatif, les savoirs faire d'excellence, le défi de la miniaturisation, et bien sûr la magie de l'animation des objets.   Aussi, je vous invite à entendre Estelle Fallet, la conservateur en chef au Musée d'Art et d'Histoire de Génève, en charge du domaine Horlogerie, Emaillerie, Bijouterie et Miniatures et François Junod, considéré comme le plus grand automatier du monde, qui en plus de ses oeuvres animées originales est le créateur notamment du célèbre automate la Fée Ondine créé pour Van Cleef & Arpels.   Ensemble, ils racontent l'histoire des automates et les techniques qui se sont échangées entre l'Asie et l'Europe au cours du temps.   Ils expliquent combien il est difficile de préserver, de réparer, d'entretenir ces oeuvres et François Junod nous parle technique mécanique.   Estelle Fallet raconte les plus belle pièces du Musée d'Art et d'Histoire de Génève.   François Junod explique ses créations récentes et la formation de ses apprentis.   J'espère que cet épisode vous plaira et que nous pourrons en parler ensemble le mois prochain lors de la nouvelle édition du salon avant de nous retrouver sur ce podcats en janvier pour une nouvelle série d'épisodes sur la joaillerie.   Je suis Anne Desmarest de Jotemps et je donne une voix aux bijoux, chaque dimanche. Les semaines prochaines je vous retrouverai en alternance sur le podcast Brillante et le podcast Le Bijou comme un bisou.   Faites moi plaisir soutenez les podcasts en mettant des avis, des pouces et des étoiles sur Apple podcast et Spotify et partagez ce podcast sur vos réseaux sociaux.   A tout bientôt ! 

Dans cet épisode spécial, nous abordons un sujet souvent considéré comme tabou : la relation à l'argent. J'ai l'honneur d'accueillir Christian Junod, une figure emblématique en francophonie sur ce thème délicat. Entre spiritualité, évolutions personnelles et croyances ancrées, plongez avec nous dans cette discussion enrichissante pour redéfinir notre rapport à la matière et à l'argent. Site de Christian Junod : https://cjunodconseil.com/ Ses ouvrages : https://cjunodconseil.com/livres/

Bienvenue dans la série “Les Conversations du Scarabée” pour croiser des regards sur un thème, non pas en tant qu'experts mais plutôt comme des amis qui conversent ensemble et s'interrogent tour à tour. Pour cette première série en 6 épisodes un samedi par mois je cheminerai avec Alexandre Dana, fondateur de LiveMentor. Aujourd'hui, nous accueillons notre invité surprise Christian Junod pour parler du lien à la famille à travers les systémies, les constellations familiales et le transgénérationnel. Épisode #4 Les Conversations du Scarabée.Nous aborderons les thèmes suivants (extrait des questions) : Le coachingLa psychanalyse, la thérapie transgénérationnelleLa thérapie Imago et la méthode Gordon.Le tarot, l'ennéagramme, le human design.Anne Ghesquière, fondatrice du podcast Métamorphose est auteure et directrice de collection chez Eyrolles dans le domaine du bien-être. Elle vient de publier un conte pour adulte la Fée qui ouvrait les cœurs, préfacé par Christophe André.Alexandre Dana est fondateur de l'entreprise LiveMentor et l'auteur de deux livres, “La Méthode LiveMentor” ainsi qu' “Entreprendre et surtout être heureux” sur le sujet du burnout, aux Editions Eyrolles.Inscrivez-vous à la merveilleuse Newsletter Métamorphose ici pour rester en lien https://www.metamorphosepodcast.com/Où en êtes-vous dans votre métamorphose ? Découvrez votre Roue MétamorphoseSoutenez notre podcast en rejoignant la Tribu MétamorphoseRetrouvez Métamorphose, le podcast qui éveille la conscience sur Apple Podcast / Spotify / Spotify / Google Podcasts / Deezer / YouTube / SoundCloud / CastBox/ TuneIn.Suivez l'actualité des épisodes Métamorphose Podcast sur Instagram FacebookPhoto DR Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

Ein misslungener Banküberfall steht im Mittelpunkt des Kriminalhörspiels von Robert Junod. In Rohrbruch gibt es keine Helden, verschieben sich die Grenzen zwischen Gut und Böse. Wir treffen auf normale, durchschnittliche Menschen, ob Verbrecher, ob Geisel oder Polizist. Jeder versucht das Beste zu tun, so gut oder eben so recht und schlecht, wie es einem in einer aussergewöhnlichen Situation gelingt. Mit: Hans Suter (Martin Feller), Peter Holliger (Bruno X), Erwin Leimbacher (Kurt Hotz), Susanne Rathgeb (Doris Hofer), Inigo Gallo (Kommissär Gossweiler), Heinrich Hitz (Wachtmeister Hubacher), Eduard Huber (Wachtmeister Howald), Ruth Wyler (Telefonistin), Ruth Gutzwiller (Frau Howald) Tontechnik: Emil Leisi, Annelise Hasler - Regie: Walter Baumgartner - Produktion: SRF 1977 - Dauer: 44' Dieses Hörspiel steht bis am 16. Dezember 2023 zum Nachhören zur Verfügung.

Die Hoffnung auf das schnelle Geld treibt zwei junge Männer zu einem Verbrechen. Doch der Plan eines einfachen, todsicheren Banküberfalls, hat die Zufälle nicht vorhergesehen, die das Leben schreibt.  (03:26) Beginn Hörspiel (46:50) Gespräch Robert Junod, geboren 1928, Westschweizer Autor, schreibt Kriminalromane, Drehbücher und bisher etwa zwanzig Hörspiele, die in der Schweiz, Belgien, Italien und Deutschland ausgestrahlt wurden. Mit: Hans Suter (Martin Feller), Peter Holliger (Bruno X), Erwin Leimbacher (Kurt Hotz), Susanne Rathgeb (Doris Hofer), Inigo Gallo (Kommissär Gossweiler), Heinrich Hitz (Wachtmeister Hubacher), Eduard Huber (Wachtmeister Howald), Ruth Wyler (Telefonistin), Ruth Gutzwiller (Frau Howald) Aus dem Französischen von Charles Clerc - Tontechnik: Emil Leisi, Annelise Hasler - Regie: Walter Baumgartner - Produktion: SRF 1977 Bankraub als Auslaufmodell: https://www.srf.ch/news/schweiz/auslaufmodell-bankraub-warum-sich-bankueberfaelle-heute-weniger-lohnen Post wie immer gern an krimi@srf.ch

Anne Ghesquière reçoit dans Métamorphose Anne-Chantal Junod, thérapeute en systémie et constellations familiales et Christian Junod, auteur, conférencier, expert de la relation à l'argent. Nous avons tous en tête des “couples modèles” qui nous font rêver. Mais même pour ces “couples qui donnent de l'espoir aux autres”, conjuguer rêve avec longévité n'est pas inné et il faut prendre soin de la relation amoureuse. Aujourd'hui, une fois n'est pas coutume, je reçois un couple qui chemine depuis 45 ans ensemble dans un voyage pour « Réussir son couple, 40 ans d'expérience », le titre de l'ouvrage qu'ils ont co-écrit, auto-édité chez Publishroom Factory. Épisode #391Avec Anne-Chantal & Christian Junod j'aborderai les thèmes suivants (extrait des questions) : Pourquoi avez-vous décidé d'écrire un livre sur le couple ?Comment le couple favorise-t-il la transformation individuelle ?Que signifie la sécurité intérieure dans le couple ?Concernant la sexualité y a-t-il des idées reçues toxiques ?A quoi vous servent les “bilans de couple” réguliers ?Quid de l'élan amoureux dans le couple au long cours ? De la fidélité ?Pourquoi il est important de connaitre ses propres besoins ?Sur d'autres thèmes délicats, lien à l'argent, tâches ?Qu'est-ce que la personne "source" dans le couple ?Qui sont mes invités Anne-Chantal & Christian Junod ? Anne-Chantal est passionnée par la transmission, elle a a enseigné pendant 30 ans et accompagne aujourd'hui comme thérapeute les personnes à se déployer tant dans leur vie avec le processus des constellations systémiques et familiales.Christian Junod est économiste de formation, banquier durant 23 ans, puis conférencier, coach et auteur du best-seller « Ce que l'argent dit de vous », Ils sont auteurs de « Réussir son couple, 40 ans d'expérience » auto-édité chez Publishroom FactoryQuelques citations du podcast avec Anne-Chantal & Christian Junod : Anne-Chantal : "Pour moi réussir son couple c'est réussir à cheminer au quotidien avec les hauts et les bas."Christian : "Le défaut pour beaucoup de couples, c'est que l'on a tendance à mettre les choses à plat dans les moments difficiles."Anne-Chantal : "On se retrouve inconsciemment parce qu'on partage certaines valeurs, pouvoir les mettre à jour peut être aidant aussi dans les moments plus difficiles. "Christian : "Il n'y a pas une définition juste de la fidélité, c'est qu'est-ce que ça représente pour moi, qu'est-ce que ça représente pour l'autre et est-ce que c'est compatible ?"Inscrivez-vous à la merveilleuse Newsletter Métamorphose ici pour rester en lien https://www.metamorphosepodcast.com/Où en êtes-vous dans votre métamorphose ? Découvrez votre Roue MétamorphoseSoutenez notre podcast en rejoignant la Tribu MétamorphoseRetrouvez Métamorphose, le podcast qui éveille la conscience sur Apple Podcast / Spotify / Google Podcasts / Deezer / YouTube / SoundCloud / CastBox/ TuneIn.Suivez l'actualité des épisodes Métamorphose Podcast sur Instagram FacebookPhoto DR Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

Laissez un message vocal à Olivier ou à Christian en suivant ce lien vers la plateforme Vodio (c'est gratuit). N'oubliez pas de mentionner si vous nous autorisez à utiliser votre message et votre voix dans un prochain épisode pour vous répondre.Olivier Mageren, sexologue diplômé de l'ULB, vous propose un dialogue avec Christian Junod pour cheminer ensemble sur la thématique argent et sexualité. Christian Junod, économiste de formation, travaille depuis 13 ans dans l'accompagnement des personnes. Il est spécialisé dans la relation à l'argent et l'encouragement des changements pour permettre aux individus de mieux se connaître eux-mêmes et prospérer dans leur vie. Existe-t-il des similitudes entre les thématiques du domaine de l'argent et sexuelles? SI oui, lesquelles? Quand on participe à un atelier sur l'argent, on ne parle probablement pas de sexualité et inversement. Mais si on s'attardait un instant, que pourrions nous observer de particulier ? Quelles pistes s'ouvrent à notre compréhension et comment peuvent-elles contribuer à un mieux-être, un bien-être et une plus grande joie de vie. Comment se fait-il que certaines démarches pourraient tout autant améliorer votre situation financière que votre sexualité? Se développer dans un domaine aura plus que probablement des répercussion dans l'autre. Comment cela est-il possible? Ces deux thématiques si puissantes peuvent l'une et l'autre vous inspirer et contribuer de concert à votre réalisation. Ce podcast offre aux auditeurs des réflexions inhabituelles. Si vous êtes curieux de découvrir comment la relation à l'argent peut avoir un impact sur votre vie sexuelle et vice-versa, cet épisode du podcast "Entr'Nous" est à savourer.Liens : Christian JunodL'abondance, un chemin vers soiPeter KoenigSéquençage du podcast : [00:00:20] Introduction et présentation de Christian Junod[00:01:41] L'intention en enregistrant ce podcast[00:02:12] Ta vision de la sexualité[00:03:32] Qu'est-ce que ça t'évoque quand on parle d'argent et sexualité ?[00:04:33] Une zone de vulnérabilité[00:05:39] La relation à l'argent varie d'une culture à l'autre[00:07:14] S'autoriser à parler, oser[00:08:38] Quelques conseils pour parler argent[00:10:20] Point commun argent et sexualité : les tabous[00:11:57] Ainsi que les 3e grand tabou : la mort[00:13:03] Quel autre élément t'interpelle sur cette relation argent et sexualité ?[00:14:20] L'estime de soi, un élément clef dans ces 2 domaines, des idées pour l'augmenter ?[00:16:54] Apprendre l'estime de soi[00:18:20] La zone du connu, en sortir, l'agrandir et jouer[00:19:27] Une majorité de femmes présentes lors des ateliers sur l'argent de Christian[00:21:32] Comment arriver à sensibiliser davantage  les hommes à ces questions ?[00:22:55] Donner et recevoir, un élément clé[00:25:01] Revisiter ou ré expérimenter notre habilité à donner et à recevoir[00:27:09] En lien avec le slow sex[00:28:00] Dès que la question du financement est abordé dans les projets, tout capote.[00:30:59] Association inappropriées[00:34:19] Faire des pas énormes par rapport à la confiance et l'estime de soi en travaillant notre relation à l'argent[00:35:14] Un mot de la fin, un désir ?[00:36:24] Une gratitude à partager[00:37:22] Clôture du podcast

Michel Junod makes his THIRD appearance on Midlife Surfer. What a treat! Checkout Michel's fine shapes here here: https://surfboardsbymicheljunod.com/ & follow via IG @micheljunodsurfboards Donate to da pod! https://www.buymeacoffee.com/midlifesurfer Produced by Adam Montiel @adamontheair, who has a riveting podcast called "Where Wine Takes You" Email: midlifesurfer@gmail.com for questions, criticisms, and requests. Website: http://midlifesurfer.com Insta: @midlifesurferpodcast Music intro/outro: Tortoise "Benway" & "Six Pack" http://www.trts.com Jea!!!

This is Jenn in her own words. I'm Jenn Junod, it's lovely to meet you! As someone who thrives on human connection, I advocate for those who have gone unheard. My passion and experience create a space where people can come together, be it learning live, hosting Sh!t You Don't Want to Talk About, or being a Developcado. I am a developcado (devrel), speaker, podcast host, and live streamer. You can follow Jenn on Social Media https://twitter.com/JennJunod https://github.com/jennjunod https://www.twitch.tv/jennjunod Also check out some other links from Jenn https://teachjenntech.com/ https://www.shit2talkabout.com/ PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO THE PODCAST - Spotify: http://isaacl.dev/podcast-spotify - Apple Podcasts: http://isaacl.dev/podcast-apple - Google Podcasts: http://isaacl.dev/podcast-google - RSS: http://isaacl.dev/podcast-rss You can check out more episodes of Coffee and Open Source on https://www.coffeeandopensource.com/ Coffee and Open Source is hosted by Isaac Levin (https://twitter.com/isaacrlevin) --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/coffeandopensource/support

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This week I welcome Joe Junod of the awe-inspiring band DRYJACKET. Joe tells the story of the formation of the band through some ex's in their past lives. Joe really opens up to us about his tough times, good times and how to step out of his comfort zone. Joe and I find that we have a lot in common and truly find our “comfort zone” discussing the music we love. DRYJACKET'S music stylings lead you on an emotional journey through your own life. Join “Joe Luck” and I as we “Pass Through The Night” trying not to be “Intexticated!”DRYJACKET - “Going Out Of Business”  Thanks for listening!!! Please Follow us on Instagram @hiddentracks99

Les épisodes dont on parle :L'épisode de SébastienL'épisode de MarinaMerci à Christian, de retour 11 mois après le premier épisode d'Histoires d'Argent (que je vous invite à écouter ou réécouter, ça fait toujours du bien) !Son site internetSes livres

Merci à Christian Junod et à demain pour découvrir la suite !Son site internetSes livres

INTRODUCTION: Jenn has a story of her own. As a child, she suffered solitary confinement, physical abuse, mental abuse, sexual abuse, rape, divorce, abortion, cutting, and suicide attempts. Her turbulent background has forged a path to help those who are suffering, ignored and silenced. Sh!t You Don't Want to Talk About is a place people can come to find hope and healing, to know they are not alone, and to finally be heard. Clearly, Jenn's been through plenty of sh!t most people probably don't want to even acknowledge, let alone talk about. She thought she'd dealt with her past, but brain surgery in November 2020 unleashed a tsunami of memories that couldn't be ignored. Working through trauma, depression, anxiety, bipolar type 2, and ADHD will be a lifelong journey. Jenn strives to break the stigma of Sh!t You Don't Talk About and turn it into Sh!t 2 Talk About.  INCLUDED IN THIS EPISODE (But not limited to): ·      Jenn's Take On The Herschel Walker Hullabaloo ·      Jenn's Homeless Youth Experience·      Consent Matters!!!·      The Resurgence Of Forgotten Trauma·      Be Mindful Of Your Perspective When Bad Things Happen·      How PTSD Affects Both Military And Non-Military Folks·      Living Through A Lifetime Of Surgeries·      Jenn's Smokin' Hot TikTok·      Let's Give Ourselves More Credit·      Let's Accept Our Limits CONNECT WITH JENN: Website: https://www.Shit2talkabout.comLinkTree: https://linktr.ee/shit2talkaboutTikTok: tiktok.com/@shit2talkaboutLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/shit2talkabout/YouTube: https://bit.ly/3BRnT50Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/shit2talkabout/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shit2talkabout/Twitter: https://twitter.com/shit2talkabout  CONNECT WITH DE'VANNON: Website: https://www.SexDrugsAndJesus.comWebsite: https://www.DownUnderApparel.comYouTube: https://bit.ly/3daTqCMFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/SexDrugsAndJesus/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sexdrugsandjesuspodcast/Twitter: https://twitter.com/TabooTopixLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/devannonPinterest: https://www.pinterest.es/SexDrugsAndJesus/_saved/Email: DeVannon@SexDrugsAndJesus.com  DE'VANNON'S RECOMMENDATIONS: ·      Pray Away Documentary (NETFLIX)o  https://www.netflix.com/title/81040370o  TRAILER: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk_CqGVfxEs ·      OverviewBible (Jeffrey Kranz)o  https://overviewbible.como  https://www.youtube.com/c/OverviewBible ·      Hillsong: A Megachurch Exposed (Documentary)o  https://press.discoveryplus.com/lifestyle/discovery-announces-key-participants-featured-in-upcoming-expose-of-the-hillsong-church-controversy-hillsong-a-megachurch-exposed/ ·      Leaving Hillsong Podcast With Tanya Levino  https://leavinghillsong.podbean.com  ·      Upwork: https://www.upwork.com·      FreeUp: https://freeup.net VETERAN'S SERVICE ORGANIZATIONS ·      Disabled American Veterans (DAV): https://www.dav.org·      American Legion: https://www.legion.org ·      What The World Needs Now (Dionne Warwick): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfHAs9cdTqg  INTERESTED IN PODCASTING OR BEING A GUEST?: ·      PodMatch is awesome! This application streamlines the process of finding guests for your show and also helps you find shows to be a guest on. The PodMatch Community is a part of this and that is where you can ask questions and get help from an entire network of people so that you save both money and time on your podcasting journey.https://podmatch.com/signup/devannon  TRANSCRIPT: [00:00:00]You're listening to the sex drugs and Jesus podcast, where we discuss whatever the fuck we want to! And yes, we can put sex and drugs and Jesus all in the same bed and still be all right at the end of the day. My name is De'Vannon and I'll be interviewing guests from every corner of this world as we dig into topics that are too risqué for the morning show, as we strive to help you understand what's really going on in your life.There is nothing off the table and we've got a lot to talk about. So let's dive right into this episode.De'Vannon: Jenn Junod, the host of the shit you don't want to talk about podcast is back with me for round two, y'all. Now, in this episode, we're gonna be reaching deeper into Jen's experience with mental and physical health problems. We're also gonna get to hear Jen's take on the current Herschel Walker scandal that's happening right now.Yes. Hmm. Go ahead and listen people. Hello everyone, and welcome back to the Sex [00:01:00]Drugs in Jesus podcast. I'm wearing my shirt tonight that says, Be the light. I hope that Jen and I can shine a little light on y'all's darkness today if you're going through a dark time. Now, Jen is the host of the Shit You Don't wanna Talk About podcast.She's been on the show before and now she's back again to to dig a little bit deeper into her personal journey. Jen, how are you today? Jenn: Well, I, I like to say people really, especially in the tech industry, which is where I'm at now, really compare, like, do you want a zip up hoodie or do you want like a pullover hoodie?And most people want like a zip up hoodie because it's easier to take on and off. And I'm using that as an example of I am wearing my pullover hoodie and I always get them like, Really snug because when I'm not feeling will [00:02:00] go with pep as a good word, when I'm just like not feeling it, I always put on my pull over hoodie because it makes me feel safer and it makes me feel like more snuggled just walking around.And that is how I'm feeling today, that I need a little, give myself kindness and grace and not trying to push myself to have a lot of energy today.De'Vannon: Well, I share the fuck. Appreciate you coming on the show before we mash that record button you were expressing how you were on the fence about whether or not we should postpone or whatever you decided to just push through to show people truth.You know, we don't always have our shit together every day. Hell, I went to the weight loss clinic today to to get like the, one of the weight loss injections and I decided to keep on my fluffy winter flip flops, you know, just to be like, relax and shit. Which is something a fashionist, a diva like [00:03:00]me has never done before.I even wore them last night to go get a massage. And so sometimes just wanna go to the house with fucking roles in your head. Shit. Fuck it. Be done with it. . Jenn: Yes. Yes. I agree. I agree. De'Vannon: And so so y'all, in the Today Show, we're gonna be talking more about Jen and digging deeper into her mental health issue.In the last show she talked about like the abortions and the, the, the, all the abuse and the trauma and the drama. So much drama, you know, that she's been through growing up and, you know, and what prompted her just on her own podcast and the shit you don't want to talk about podcast. All that information go on the show notes.And I know she does her Twitter sphere Jenn: thing stay Yes. Twitter De'Vannon: space in the Twitter sphere, every Tuesday or think most win. And so be sure to catch her there also. And I look forward to the day when her memoir comes [00:04:00] out. I'm just gonna like, speak that into existence. Jenn: It will, it will one De'Vannon: day. And so, okay, so I'm gonna get your opinion on this dude who's been really popular in the news.You were so transparent about your abortions and everything last time. Have you heard of everything that's been going on with Herschel Walker? Jenn: Okay, so y'all, I don't, I live in like a bubble is what I've decided. I don't really know what's going on unless somebody tells me about it. But I'm, I'm Googling and that is the first person that came up.De'Vannon: There is nothing wrong with going to the Google machine and finding out what you need. And so basically this man is running for a Senate seat. He he's one of those backed by Republicans. Pro, pro-life, anti-abortion people and, hi, his, his thing is he's against abortion with no exclusion for rape, incest, anything like that at all.[00:05:00] Just period. But come to find out, he paid for his own abortions back in the day, has a couple of baby mamas and he don't take care of the babies and his own son, who's a social media influence or can't remember that pretty little thing's name right now, but it'll come to me, came out against his own dad.He was like, You need to shut this shit down and stop because you fake his hell. And so from the abortion standpoint, because these women are coming out, going like, one was like, he forced me. He wanted me to get the first abortion, so I did. But the second one, I told him to go fuck off and decided to keep the kid.And so, you know, I just wondered like, what, what, what you think these women might be going through? Seeing the man who wanted him to get the first abortion. Lying, lying to everyone saying, Oh, I don't remember any of this. But he wrote the check to pay for the abortion and then sent the woman a get well soon cardJenn: So it's I actually just listened to our other episode [00:06:00] and interesting timing of listening to that. I, I talked about how during my first termination, I, I felt forced, but it's not like anyone could do anything about it. It was a very I had to think about what that kid would've gone through to do it.And I, I would say for what this human hersel do, dad is doing, I don't think anyone should go into politics and. Forget about what they used to do. I personally think if somebody did something fucked up, then they should own it and say, This is why I just, I changed my ways, first off, second. I can only imagine what it felt like to be [00:07:00] paid to go get an abortion.I have been there. And and then third, I think scariest yet is the fact that there are people in wanting to gain power that want to gain ownership of our bodies. And in my opinion, that's the scariest part in the fact that as someone that has. Like the, the woman that you used as an example, she said yes to the first one that said, fuck off to the second one.I feel I, and again this is just my imagination, but I feel like she would be very empowered because she, she told him fuck off, and that is her taking back her power. And I think it's a very, very complex level of[00:08:00]fear when your, the person that caused your trauma has power not only over you, but over others. And it's, I know for myself it's been. I don't give a fuck what you did to me, but if you do it to someone I care about, if I see you doing it to someone else, I go into like overdrive of, I won't let them feel that way.And I could see some of the women possibly feeling like that, but then also going, I'm glad that I stayed silent because they're so afraid of what might happen to them, what might be taken away, what might be threatened. And there are many, many complexities that I can't even imagine about. Maybe he's secretly paying some of them.And what would happen if [00:09:00] they don't get the paycheck anymore? Are they gonna be able to feed the rest of their kids? What would happen if, you know, if they do talk about that they went through an abortion and now they are succeeding in their life, even though he forced them to do it, Wouldn't that be controversial for them saying that?They were against it, but almost happy they did it. It's, I mentioned this in in the other episode that I don't think anyone could imagine what someone else would feel about it unless they went through it. Because it is, there's so many complexities that go into this, De'Vannon: Well, you're pretty damn good on, on postulating and guessing at the complexities.It's like you're able to really, really put yourself in other people's shoes. So that strong level of empathy that you have is why you're so, such a great host and so great at everything you do, and basically given the world the big warm hugs like you do on a day to day basis. Because I hadn't thought about, [00:10:00] you know, like what if he was, I mean, he's been lying through the whole candidate candidacy, you know, clearly.But what if he really was paying them? You know, he's saying to the camera, I don't know, these bitches, whatever. Mm-hmm. . But really he's been bankrolling them and, and, and out of fear they've kept quiet because that's like a quiet control he's had over him this whole damn time. You never damn know the thing.Jenn: I, I do wanna add one other thing just because I also like to go into conspiracy things because I think partly it's very entertaining for myself is the fact of, so for those of you that may be like me that have no idea who Herschel Walker is and is Googling shit just something that is a very, very uneducated guess could be that if you have a person of color that has been given money and want to set an example, are they doing it and [00:11:00] doing it the way that others are telling them to because they want to be able to show that others can do it.even if it just disrupts their morals,De'Vannon: anything's possible. But what most commentators seem to believe is that Herschel is somebody who is mindless enough to be a yes man for the Republican party if he gets elected at the Senate. Because if you hear him talk, he used to be an NFL player, that he hit his head one too many damn times that he talks like he still has a fucking concussion.He's just like well and so he is the Plato for them. And so that's why, and I agree that's probably why they have him up there. And the thing is, we wouldn't be judging him for his shady pass if he wouldn't have judged the women first. And if, and if he wouldn't be throwing all the women under the bus for, for, for doing this.But what, you know, women can't get pregnant by themselves. Jenn: That's what I was just thinking, , like, you can't do it by [00:12:00] yourself. It's, it's, you know, we're not what Horse. Wait. Star, Star, What are the fishes that like self impregnate themselves? Horse fish, De'Vannon: sea horses, you think? Jenn: Yeah, that's what I'm trying to think about.Sea horses, horse fish. You know that horse too? De'Vannon: I know God. Ze can impregnate himself. He has all the power, so that's why I've always looked up to him. And the, the, the, the other fucked up part, and we're gonna pivot away from politics in just a moment, but you know, this is such a hot button topic right now.The bitch is over on, you know, like Fox News and the conservative commentators, you know, one of them, I can't remember this whole's name, but she was all like, I don't care if he had abortions, if he Aborts Baby E was on television. He was like, I want to get control of the Senate. And she was like, The women are skanks, but you know, The, the Republican party, like the women are gangs.The women [00:13:00] are the trouble, but the men, they get forgiven. Oh, he's changed his past will give him a second chance. But the women, but they're like, Oh no, that ho, You know, And the Republican party isn't even trying to hide this hypocrisy anymore. Yeah. Jenn: That I mean, I started listening to part of your episode on the cold Christianity, and that just reminds me, there's, there's so much that goes into that and I, Yeah.I disagree people, Some people are douche bags is all I can De'Vannon: say bags all the way. Yes. Goddamn fucking motherfucking D bags. So talk to me about when you were homeless before. Jenn: Oh, okay. Just you said we were gonna pivot. We're gonna pivot. I don't talk about it much [00:14:00] because when I look back, I didn't need to be homeless. That is something that I didn't realize then. If I going back then so listen to episode one to, you know, catch yourself up on my story because I'm not gonna repeat it all, it takes forever. , I was, let's see, I was sexually abused from my cousins from the ages of eight to 10.So my junior year of high school, I, the summer before is when I. Was listening to an Adam Sandler song, the shampoo bottle one, and Up the Ass and in the Car did not remember anything about my cousins, and it all flooded back to me. [00:15:00] All of it, just after like six years, didn't think of it. It all came back and my older cousin was now over the age of 18, so, and it had been out of the, out of five years, so it, they were like, We can't do anything.The cops were like, Yeah, whatever. We can't do anything. But my younger cousin, who's two years younger than me was about to start at the same high school I was. So little did I know how not awesome my dad is. Believe me, my mom tried to tell me she did. She, she has tried to tell me. But at that point in my life, I'm 1516 and I'm like, I've always wanted to have a relationship with my dad.I totally can do this. Like, I just wanna move in with him. He's promising me to get a car. He's promising that he'll get me a laptop for school. He promised that he'll finally like, pay for my boob job because, and y'all, I'm pausing there. It's not [00:16:00] just like a 16 year old wanting to get a boob job. My left rest never developed.I was named lo. So like there was a sincere reason why I wanted a boob job that young. Okay. Anyway, moving past that I did not know the type of or believe the type of.Manipulation and abuse that I would be walking into. When my parents were together, my mom was majority of the buffer, and they were together until I was 12, so it'd been four years. And basically the four, those four years, I was avoiding my dad. And so this was all new to me. And I moved in and he took off the facade of this charismatic person.He loved mom me. That is the best way of explaining it. And when I got there, it was [00:17:00] none of the problems is he made, came through one excuse or the other. He started isolating me again, just like he did when I was a child. And I was very, very fortunate in the fact that I. The person I was dating and his friends were like, We're not giving up on Jen.Like that's a bad area. So they would help me like sneak out on the weekends and help like come out and visit me even though I was 45 minutes away and I eventually said, You know what? I'm out. I'm moving. And I just, they all came and got my stuff and I just was like, I'm moving to back to Po. Patello where I was living.And I was, it was the beginning of my senior year at that point. My dad said, Well, you're truant. You're gonna you're gonna be arrested because of this, [00:18:00] cuz you're not going to school. And my boyfriend's at the Time's grandmother was like, you know, she can live with us. And she's like, I'll take power of attorney and take her, make sure she goes to school.Literally to this day, one of these weakest women. Who made such a big difference in my life. I moved in with her and her grandson and I we were very on again, off again, and by probably by Thanksgiving. So beginning of senior year started probably August. So by Thanksgiving we were done. And I thought that because he and I broke up that I could not live with her.I honestly, sincerely thought because if somebody didn't wanna be with me, other people wouldn't love me [00:19:00] and I didn't really have anywhere to go, even though logically looking back, yes, I eventually figured it out. I moved back in with her and stopped this chaos yet My senior year, I spent more time on in new beds than I did in my own car.I spent time becoming whoever anyone wanted me to be, just to not have to sleep in my car that night. And it, it was the type of thing that I don't remember a lot of my senior year there was a lot of drinking and I definitely was promiscuous. It was[00:20:00]also the year I said no, and I got roofied. Luckily the, the guy I was dating, I apparently called him and. He was able to find out from many other people where I was. And I was on a counter in the bathroom with three p three guys trying to undress me. And not even a month later, I went out with my soon to be roommate and she's a drinker and a partier and she, she loved to sleep around.She would brag about it all the time. And I said, No. And this guy kept trying to convince me, Well, it'll be alright. It'll be fun. And I fell asleep and I woke [00:21:00] up to him not listening to my no. And it's a really confusing time in the fact that I was. Sleeping with people to keep a roof over my head. And the two times I said no, people didn't listen.And it had a lot to do with why I couldn't comprehend, why I could have stayed at my ex's grandmother's house. She didn't care. She just wanted to love me. And it was a really difficult time in my life that my dad to this day still hasn't kept any of his promises story for another day. But my mom came up to help me get my license.My mom [00:22:00] helped me get my boob job so I could wear my dress for my senior prompt. She also got me a laptop. And I know we talked about my mom in the previous episode, but she always tried to do what my dad promised and never went through with too. But yeah, , De'Vannon: some people not to be parents. Jenn: So I agree. I agree.I thought I had tissue box in here. Apparently I don't. That's okay. De'Vannon: We have time. You can pause and go get it. We can pause and go get it if you want. Jenn: Sweatshirt. I'm not, You can keep this all the recording. I don't even care. Cause y'all life is fucking messy. It's not pretty. It's not. I mean, yes. Lots of life is beautiful.Yet, if we don't talk about this shit, how are we gonna realize that we're not [00:23:00] alone? De'Vannon: Yeah. Oh my God. A rough time in high school. You know, that's a lot to be going through, you know, then trying to focus on grades and everything like that. I'm so sorry. All this happened to you. I'm excited for the boob job, you know, and you know and so I heard you when you said that you did not need to be homeless.And that resonated with me because I feel the same way when I look back over when I was homeless, you know, in Houston. And so, you know, I had friends, you know, I was, you know, a, a, a veteran, but I didn't know about veterans programs at all. Cause I wasn't going to the VA for anything because in those days they were a nightmare.And And so I, you know, sometimes I think about that and I go, What was the difference? It was in [00:24:00] my mind and the way I perceive things. Mm-hmm. , so I could have called my parents to come and get me. I mean, I could, I could have, I did not have to do that, but I thought I was dying anyway. And so what, what, what is Jen?What are Jen and I saying to telling to you all is to be mindful of your perspective when negative things happen, and sometimes when you, Exactly. Sometimes when you think you're thinking straight, you're really not thinking straight, especially right after something bad has happened. Or even if it's a while, if there something bad is happening, you don't have that shit resolved.So then what can you do? Jen's gonna give you her suggestion, , My suggestion is to have somebody who you lean on or somebody who you can at least go to and be like, Bitch, I'm fucking up. I don't think I'm thinking straight. I need to bounce this idea off of you and be sure, I don't know. What would you, what would you suggest if somebody is in that situation?Jenn: I definitely agree and [00:25:00] I, I've heard the term like a lot or to like keep a journal and I'm like, Bitch, I'm not gonna keep a journal. Fuck that. Like I hate no now, but I am cognizant of. Working on tracking my patterns. So whatever way you track your patterns, I say that in the fact of I'm currently job hunting and I had a great day yesterday.I don't even remember what day it was. Like I had interviews that were going great. I had a guest on the show that was phenomenal. Like literally, everything is going so good and I'm miserable. Why am I miserable? I don't know. I have no idea why. I know because I keep track of these things that I do get depression.I am bipolar, type two, I am. These [00:26:00] things just happen and I've learned that. I need to be able to know, okay, am I just gonna check out and. Sit and play video games is, that's what's gonna help me get through this. Is it I need to go for a walk? Is it I need to have call one of my best friends? Is it I need to tell Tyler that I need all the cuddles in the world.What is it that I need to get through this? Because right now I feel alone, even though logic shows me I'm not alone. And it's very, very difficult to realize that. And I would say a big step of it is just tracking your patterns, because that will show you who am I happy around? Are these people that I'm [00:27:00] associating with?Am I miserable around them or am I happy around them? Do I feel like shit when I eat this certain food? It's weird. I found out that I am gluten intolerant. Like I can't eat gluten, but y'all, it fucks with me. So I know not to eat gluten. How do I feel if I don't exercise for a while? Does it really help or is it just because I wanna do it cuz everybody else says it?Like, what are things, How, how do I do life naturally and what are things that I want to improve on? Or what are things that I'm like, you know, fuck it. I am a sweetaholic so I'm gonna keep dark chocolate chips in the house instead of candy because if it's candy it'll be gone in a day. That's just who I am.I can live with that. De'Vannon: I'm a sweet aholic too. And I there's a basket I keep in the corner of the, like by like [00:28:00] by the patio door. And I found that if I just throw all the sweet shit in there, I don't. I won't go and reach for it, like it's in the pantry or somewhere like eye level. So this is down on like cat level and, and so , so these for me to forget about it.And then, so every now and then I'll remember, oh, there's a bucket of sweets over there. That way I don't feel deprived, but I've also placed it out of punch as a reach of myself. I Jenn: like it. I like it. I'm gonna do that without, I'll try it. Well, I'll see if that happens. And that's another, that actually brings up a really good point is once you find out these patterns, or even if you're not sure what they are, just trying something on seeing if it works.Like I have no idea if what you said is gonna work for me, putting it in the corner like I am, be like, Oh, D was right, this is like perfect. Or this is shit. It doesn't work for me. I'm not gonna do it anymore. But I tried it on to see if it's a [00:29:00] tool that will work for me. De'Vannon: Now, would you suggest that sort of strategy with dealing with all of the issues that you've talked to, talked about today?You know, what? If somebody has a barrage of negativity that their mind had closed off, you know, shut off the memory because of it was so traumatic that their brain cut it off of them. And what if it comes back? What do they find themselves in a, a rape situation? You know, do you recommend these sort of tools or what?Jenn: That one I think,De'Vannon: I mean, of course they can always reach out to you. You don't think decided every thing. Yeah, no, absolutely. Jenn: It's, it's the fact of dealing with ptsd and I know that so many people thought that it was only military that went through it. And I do not wanna take away from what our veterans have [00:30:00]gone through.Any, any force because even if you don't get shipped abroad, the military goes through some dark shit just through bootcamp and PTSD can affect us all in its posttraumatic stress disorder. And I say that as I did not realize I had PTSD until I had my brain surgery because that's when all my like memory slid it back.And I started having a lot more body reactions in the fact of you bring up the rape victim. I, the majority of my abuse was from people I trusted when, from the ages of eight to 10. And so if somebody that I trust tries to touch me at times, I go into fight or flight, it's very fucking annoying. and I'm still working through it yet by going to therapy, by going [00:31:00] to group help.Those are things that really help me get through it. It's also something that is not gonna go away anytime soon probably. Or it might go away for a while and it might come back cuz mental health is like, you know, it's not linear. It likes to be all over. And I would say just if it happens, especially if it happens in public, if it happens when you're driving, if it happens in those types of situations.First, please get yourself to safety. Please try to think about that first. No matter what is happening, it's not always possible to do this yet. Please get to safety and then who cares what the fuck you look like. If you are pulled over somewhere safe and having a meltdown, if you're in the middle of a grocery store having a meltdown, who the fuck cares if you are safe?Nobody's gonna hit you. Nobody's gonna run into you. Nobody's gonna do anything to you. [00:32:00]This is not always feasible, though. This can happen when you're doing other things and I don't know the resources to that. I'm happy to go look it up, but this is why I highly suggest at least having a relationship with a therapist you trust.Because I stopped going to therapy. Oh goodness, probably January this year and, but I still have my therapist number. So if shit hits the fan, if something happens, I can be like, Yo therapist, I need help. Or my family members know, I don't know what fuck just happened to Jen. She just like melted. Could you come like, Put her back together, please.De'Vannon: Mm-hmm. . Yeah, it's come and put me back together, Lord Jesus. Yes. So I do, I I would always recommend journaling and all your suggestions are phenomenal and so heartfelt and I appreciate the fuck out of them. And again, people can still reach out to you and [00:33:00] see what, we'll see what can be done see what can happen.I've started doing mdm, a assisted therapy with a social worker and also cell assignment therapy with a social worker for like my ptsd, ocd, anxiety and all of that. I recommend some of this hallucinogenic therapy to y'all cuz the, the drugs they prescribe. But in these clinics for me, re react very negatively with my system that I get from like a psychiatrist and shit like that.The hallucinogenics I've had a more positive results with. And so I walk away from them like I, when I've been on those trips. I don't feel like so out of body. I, my mind was just still, And for me, that is a strong deliverance because my mind is usually not still. And so that quietness followed me out of the therapy.And it's the same thing with me and like CBD gummies, because my body doesn't react to smoking weed at all, no matter the strand. But it does re [00:34:00] respond to the gummies. And so I take it as like a form of therapy. And I find that the quietness, my mind remembers it when I'm no longer under the influence of the drug.Jenn: I, I wanna add to that too in the fact that, as we were saying before, do what finds best for you. I'm biotech type too, which I found out is like, if I take drugs, it doesn't fuck me up in a good way. It fucks with my head bad. And so if I smoke weed, I'm probably ki crying in the bathtub. It's, it's not cool.Like I've been, I've talked to multiple the psychiatrists and I'm like, So I kinda wanna do lsd. And they're like, Please don't. It's just going not in the fact of like, please don't in the fact that, you know, all this is experimental. But because they're like, studies show that if you're bipolar type one or type two, you have [00:35:00] adverse effects to drugs because your brain already, the chemistry in it will not react properly like most people do.And I'm like, Oh, that makes sense because I've tried different things and it fucks with me where you talked about that you don't take the medications that a psychiatrist may prescribe. Those help me, but I know that they can fuck up other people. So please try and like have a. A buddy and on to go like, make sure you're doing okay, no matter which one you're trying.De'Vannon: Appreciate, sister. And so I heard you mention, you, you mentioned earlier like it was, it really, really hurt you because of people you, you trusted were, were some of the ones who had turned on you and And I just wanna to just pivot for just another, just another quick pivot and just us sin heart. Heartfelt warmth and love for people who feel that way [00:36:00] towards the church.We're not gonna go down a, a whole religious thing cause we did that on the last show and I appreciated it deliciously and delightfully. So, because, you know, we go to churches, and I was thinking about this earlier, you know, the only time we saw Jesus, like get up in arms, he tied that cord together and went in the temple and brand the people out who were like taking advantage of people, you know, in the house of God.And I was thinking, you know, he didn't go chasing down homosexuals or women who want abortions. And he didn't even much go chase the people who were swindler and cheaters outside of the church. He went into the church because it's bad enough that it's happening. But in a place like that where it's not supposed to happen, Is like the thing I think that really pissed him off.And so whenever we are expecting love from a place where it's supposed to come and we get hate, rejection, and pain, it's a more bitter pill to swallow. And so for all of you who have ever been heartbroken by somebody who you expected to treat you right, I'm sorry. I send you [00:37:00] love and peace and yes, fuck you, Lakewood Church because you were the ones who broke my heart and did that shit to me after our long relationship with each other.You mentioned that brain surgery. Tell, tell me why you had to have brain surgery. Jenn: Sure. So I think going through all my surgeries might make it a make a bit more sense. I am 2022, I am 34 and I had surgery number 10 this year. So me and surgery is not that scary. Let's see if I can remember all of my, I don't know if I can do them in order.Maybe I can. Okay. We're gonna see if I can do this. All right. So, Nope. I got, when I was little, little kid, I got tubes in my ears, which I didn't know was considered a surgery, but I guess it is. So I'm gonna count it. And then when [00:38:00] I was 13, I I was getting chronic bronchitis and they were noticing that my tonsils were causing it, but it's very, very dangerous to take out your tonsils when you have a any lung infections.So, but I wasn't gonna get better cuz I'm hardcore asthma and they they did it and I coded, which is a really weird experience because I like, remember looking down at myself. Very bizarre. Anyway, so that happened. I had my tonsils taken out, and then I had my gallbladder taken out, and then I had my first boob surgery when I was 17.And then I had an umbilical hernia, which basically because I [00:39:00] got my gallbladder out through my belly button, the scar tissue caused a hernia on where my umbilical cord would've been with my belly button. So that's why it's called an umbilical hernia. And it didn't go through. So I got another surgery for that.Oh, I'm missing one. They couldn't pull my teeth with me awake for my wisdom teeth, so they had to sedate me for it, like all the way out, sedated to what? What else am I thinking of? Oh, sinus and no surgery cuz I couldn't breathe out of my nose, brain surgery and in another boob job because it wasn't very good at when I was 17, so I finally got them nice.10. Yeah. So brain surgery was 2020 not the biggest deal. Me and going to [00:40:00] surgery is not a big deal. I'm just like, Oh, I have to have another, Okay, whatever. I've grown up around doctor's offices because I was su such a sick child. I was constantly hospitalized for my asthma and I got pneumonia a lot and bronchitis a lot.I was a really fun kid and it was around the age of three to four that my skull. Started forming a bump on my right temple and my mom was like, The fuck is going on with my daughter. So we lived in Phoenix at the time, and she took me to the hospital. They did MRIs and CAT scans and all that, and they found that my I had OID cysts on my brain.And an OID cyst is CYS is just like fluid. [00:41:00] It's just like a, if you take a bubble and it's on my the OID cyst is on the, between the brain and the spider webbing around your brain. And so they found it when I was like two or three, and they were like, Yo, don't worry about it. Most children, if they get it, they don't really know where I got it from, but they're like, Most children will grow out of it.Don't worry. So fast forward till I'm like eighth grade, so like 12, 13. And I'm in my mom's room for some reason, and I look in the mirror and I finally realize like, why is my temple so weird? And I'm like staring at myself like, What the fuck? Like as like a 13 year old, like this was mind blowing. I didn't know what it was, but it didn't really ever affect me other than I was like, I have this out.It looks really weird. I hate [00:42:00] it. Not a big deal. Very cosmetic, whatever, around the age. 20 something like, give or take. A year or two I started getting really, really bad pressure, headaches where I would have to tie a scarf around my head, cut off circulation to everything else, and. Like try to get rid of the pressure on my right temple.That happened a few times every year, maybe like not consistent enough to do anything about it or be concerned. I just thought I have all these medical conditions, I'm just probably a freak and it's another one of those things. I don't care. And in 2020 it started happening weekly. Okay, this is weird. And you can't really do anything.Like you can't work, you can't do much. And I was getting to the point where I had like this [00:43:00]giant jar of change that I would lay down on the bed with my head on the pillow and put change on my head to put like enough weight on it to try to get rid of the pressure. And I'm like, Okay, I gotta get this taken care of.Like this is, this is. Causing issues. And I'm like, Okay, I'll make an appointment, blah, blah, blah. I made an appointment with a neurologist and they're like, Yo, bro, try taking these like migraine medicines. Okay. Didn't fix it whatsoever. And then they were like, Don't worry about it. It's fine. A reference or nothing, don't worry.And so I'm, this is when my sister started working with me and were driving to work together and I'm driving and I have to pull over because my vision went away and I couldn't see all I could. It was just like, went all [00:44:00] black and the pressure was so bad, like I'm crying because it's just hurting so bad.So she finishes driving us to work and my partner came to pick me up cuz she needed to stay in work and they finally were like, Okay, cool. You can go see a surgeon. Well, I'm back in Phoenix at this point. And the same borrow barrow brain surgeons are in Phoenix or super dope, highly suggest them. I bring in my records to them cuz I still have the records, which, Oh yeah.Give me a second. You wanna see this? This is cool. Okay.Okay. I have the original scans from when I was a kid. Let's. I don't know how I'm gonna do this. De'Vannon: You probably have to have a light Jenn: behind it. I know. I'm like trying to think if I can do, Oh, I kiss the like, like this. Eh, eh, let me turn on my flashlight, bro. [00:45:00] Oh wow. Okay. Yeah. Okay. So, Oh, see, you can see where my eyeballs are, right?Yeah. And you see that giant, that big thing? Yeah. And then you can see one in the back of my head too. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. These are from when I was a kid.De'Vannon: Okay. And they just like left that there. Yeah, Jenn: because normally they go away naturally. Normally assist is like no big deal. So that's the one that's still there. It's actually grown. And so , I get so excited I bring these into the neurologist or the neurosurgeon with me and I'm like, Look, And they're like, We're not gonna do anything about it.No. They're like, It'll just go away. This isn't normal. Like, or this, These are routine things. No big deal. So they go and they're like, Hey, go get lidocaine shots. See if that helps. So I have to wait until one of these things normally go. Then I have to go into the doctor and get a lidocaine shot, which [00:46:00] is just numbing serum.And so they put a ton of lido and I'm like, It's not going away. And so it's not the pain at this point that's hurting. Like, yes, it hurts, but I'm crying because they can't figure it out. And at this point I'm thinking, no one will believe me. So I think I'm stuck with this for the rest of my life. But after further, they actually took it to like the board of Surgeons at the hospital.And they were like, Yo, like this isn't normal, that she gets headaches from this. Like she's going through so much. So they did a experimental surgery. What they did is if you think of a lake and then you think of this like randomly fluid as my river, as a river, they took my lake of a cyst and created a scar tunnel into the regular, like brain fluid that just chills in your brain.So as of it's [00:47:00] about two years now, it'll be two years on November 2nd I've had less than half a dozen headaches from it again. So it seems to be working. But that area, what they didn't know, and there's not a lot of research on it, is that having surgery there, because all of your long term memories are right around your right temple, like a little bit behind.And that is where they cut into me and they had to do the surgery. So yeah, it was like, Hey, you're gonna have brain surgery, but you're also gonna have to remember all the fucking shit you ever went through. And yeah, that was, that was fun.De'Vannon: Are you glad that the [00:48:00] memories were released to the extent that you are able to work on processing through it, or would you have rather it stayed hidden?Jenn: It's like when people say that they're grateful for what they went through because it makes them who they are. Yeah, I agree with that, but I never wanted to go through all this shit, you know, like it's not like I wanted all of that to happen. So it's like a both, like I think if I didn't remember all of it, I would have been ignorance as bliss.But because I did go through all of it, I also found my voice to be able to advocate for others and that is more important to me. Yet it took me, realizing what I [00:49:00] went through to be able to find the strength to do it. Yet my ignorant is bliss side of me would've been totally fine, not realizing that my entire life.Yeah, it's like you, you know, I, I like the harder path I normally choose it. Not meaning to because I'm very stubborn, but, so it's a, it, it happened, De'Vannon: it worked out. I appreciate it. That's a positive perspective over. I encourage everyone to try their best to find something good out whatever it is that you went through.I agree with you in terms of my own history. Had there been another way, Lord, but it didn't go that way, so fuck it. Here we are. Let's move on. Hallelujah. To have and praise now since in staying better in adding to the problems that are already there. Yep. So you mentioned something that we're gonna pivot as we begin to wrap up here.Y'all, this bitch. Has probably the best [00:50:00] TikTok channel that I've ever like swed over, her outfit she has on the sequin and the glitter and the gl. It's just so powerful and it's so encouraging and it's so inspiring. And I mean, it's like, it's like, it's like on your TikTok channel you look like, so you like God extracted all of the pride spirit from every gay person in the world and just like put it in you and then you're the living manifestation of what it means to just be happy and acceptingAnd Jenn: so thank you. And I will say part of that was the person that was marketing and just being able to read what I wanted to do. Like she gave me the topic, but I was able to know how to make it happen. I, those videos are old because I haven't posted on TikTok or Instagram. The podcast is kind of on pause because I don't know how to do that myself.[00:51:00]Like if somebody says Jen, like it was, and I hate that I didn't know this, that it was National Indigenous Day recently. And I was like,Why did I not know that? Why did I not know that we changed laws from Columbus Day to be National Indigenous Day? Why are we not making it better known? And I also, you mention about how I post about Juneteenth and I am very proud of that post. Yet at the same time, I'm very disappointed in myself. That I didn't make a post for Hispanic Heritage Month or for Indigenous People's Day, but I also have to, even though I'm disappointed, I have to be able to say, Jen, you're one person.[00:52:00]You, you're only one person. Yes, I can make a difference. I also only have people have said spoons in the mental health area. I only have so much bandwidth. I only have so much that I can give. And if I half asked any any everything, people aren't gonna get what they deserve. And that's why I've put everything on pause.Now. If anybody wants to help me on social media, you are welcome into my life. I'm just gonna put that out there. Someone wants to come into my life and help on social media. That's, that's basically, I just need someone to be like, Jen, post this. Like, get the ideas outta my head and help me. I need somebody to hold my hand.But I, I appreciate where you were going with that. I just wanted to almost, it's almost like self deprecating where I'm like, I have to call myself out on that because I, I do still feel that disappointment in myself. De'Vannon: Well, [00:53:00] I mean, you already said it. You're only one person. I'll add to that, that you're, you cannot necessarily stand up for every group of people all the time, and perhaps it's not meant for you two.So whatever was meant to happen did happen. Wherever. Wasn't, didn't. And the beautiful thing about social media, podcasting, writing books, those things are ever green in the sense that even though those videos might be old, they can still have a positive influence on somebody today, which is one of the main reasons why we do what we do.Because, you know, social media work, podcasting is like a living testimony when we're dead and gone. People can still go back and find this. And it won't matter how old it is, what they're gonna be concerned about is, can I relate to this and can it help me? And what we are going through now is the same thing some people went through before.The same people, the same thing people are gonna go through after. So give yourself a break. Girlfriend, you doing the damn thing. And so thank you. And so shout out to Cardi B. [00:54:00] Yes. I love her. And so so she has an incredible, So I think, I think social media is great. I don't care. I don't think I even noticed that it was outdated because it was so captivating.It was so captivating. I was just so intrigued. And so one of, though, you were talking about like anxiety and depression and you mentioned just a few seconds ago about how you, everything was going great when you were searching for the job and everything, but you were still sad. A person who's super close to me in my life.Gets that way. Sometimes I get that way very, very rarely, and when I do, there's a scripture in the book of Psalms where David, I believe is talking and he's having one of those types of days and he's all like, Why are you cast down my soul and why are you quid within me? He was like, I'm sad. I don't know why I feel sad.Yeah. That's how I found it in the scripture. I know not everybody is [00:55:00] spiritual and scriptural, you know, like I am, but it really, really sparked with me when you mention that because sometimes our emotions betray our reality. Mm-hmm. , either way, a person can be manic and shit can just be like really terrible and they could be overly optimistic and I'm all like, No girl.This is serious. You need to calm down and deal with this shit. Then in the other hand, everything is great and yet they're sad with the blinds closed and under the covers, so. Jenn: It's, it's definitely something that I posted it becausefirst off, it fucking sucks anxiety attacks, depression being bipolar, type two being bipolar, like, mental health struggles are, are not talked about and accepted enough. And I, I do want to [00:56:00] mention that there, I, I wanna talk about my own struggles. Yes, I do also wanna call out that systemically there are marginalized communities that have to deal with mental health issues even more because of microaggressions and things that a white folk don't necessarily deal with.And I. I wanna call that out because that is something that many people won't acknowledge that they're going through something because they see it as racism from others. That that's the emotion that's coming up is because of that. I say that because anxiety and depression and anything that has changes our moods without our desire to [00:57:00] ptsd, we, they don't, they're not our front.They really, as we were talking earlier, really cause us to think things that are untrue. And it can be, yes, exercise and diet can help. Other people do have success with that. Some people don't. Some people need experimental drugs. Some people need prescribed drugs. Some people need therapy. Some people need journaling.Some people need kickboxing and boxing to be able to beat the shit outta something. It's different for all of us, and I want others to see that they're not alone going through it. Because I, I don't remember what I said in that post because I was crying. It was, it was fun but it was where we,[00:58:00]we don't expect it. So what do we do when it happens? How do we prepare ourselves if it happens? How do we have these conversations? If I am having a panic attack and. Van and I call you, what do you do? Like what are you supposed to do that that's not something that's taught in school. If I'm having a panic attack, like that's not something that if I'm becoming dis, having coping mechanisms that are unhealthy, such as self harm that friendships or family is taught to deal with, and this is really why I want to share these journeys because show that it happens before it may happen, but also be able to have people go, Oh shit, I went through that like a year ago.Maybe I should go look into getting help or [00:59:00] resources or builder tool belts. Because without it, we we're kind of just a hot fucking mess in the fact that this is when bad situations happen in my opinion. De'Vannon: Hey, I think your opinion is a golden opinion, and I encourage to listen to your opinion. I commend you on caring enough to make a Juneteenth video like you did.And she also has a, an ally video because Jen is a friend of the gays darling. Yes. The need, expect her to find her at any of your prides. You never know where she might end up next. So Jenn: it's true. I, well, I wanna go to all the prides. I really wanna go to Atlanta. That is where I hope I get to go next year.Like that would De'Vannon: be fun. You know what? Whenever you wanna plan it, you know, my boyfriend is from outside of Atlanta, and so I be in Atlanta like a lot. Yay. And then I just heard that they have an iowaska retreat thing outside of Atlanta, and so that's one of my next things to try for therapy. And [01:00:00] so yes, we can definitely plan in Atlanta Pride because their, their prides like happens in October.You know, they wait until not in June. Oh, yay. So and so so that was, you know, that pretty much wraps us up. I, I wanted to do this deeper, this deeper dive with you. I thank you for your transparency. The website is www dot shit, the number two talk about.com. She has a link tree also shit to talk about.And all of this will go in the show notes. The podcast is shit you don't want to talk about with the great hostess, as I, as I say in my Sian accent. And so my dear, there is anything you'd like to say to the world. Any last words? Closing comments, remarks, salutations, whatever. Go on. Jenn: I do. And that is beautiful.Humans. As shitty as it is, you'll get through this and you got this. It's not the end of the world, no [01:01:00] matter how much it seems. It is cause y'all. We're just a few of the people that can tell you that you can get through it. We've been through some shit, but it's also, you don't have to go through it.Like we said, there's other ways too.De'Vannon: All right. Thank you so much for coming on the show, my girl. You wrapped it up nicely. We'll see you next time. Thank you. Bye. Bye.Thank you all so much for taking time to listen to the Sex Drugs and Jesus podcast. It really means everything to me. Look, if you love the show, you can find more information and resources at SexDrugsAndJesus.com or wherever you listen to your podcast. Feel free to reach out to me directly at DeVannon@SexDrugsAndJesus.com and on Twitter and Facebook as [01:02:00] well.My name is De'Vannon, and it's been wonderful being your host today. And just remember that everything is gonna be right. 

INTRODUCTION: Jenn has a story of her own. As a child, she suffered solitary confinement, physical abuse, mental abuse, sexual abuse, rape, divorce, abortion, cutting, and suicide attempts. Her turbulent background has forged a path to help those who are suffering, ignored and silenced. Sh!t You Don't Want to Talk About is a place people can come to find hope and healing, to know they are not alone, and to finally be heard. Clearly, Jenn's been through plenty of sh!t most people probably don't want to even acknowledge, let alone talk about. She thought she'd dealt with her past, but brain surgery in November 2020 unleashed a tsunami of memories that couldn't be ignored. Working through trauma, depression, anxiety, bipolar type 2, and ADHD will be a lifelong journey. Jenn strives to break the stigma of Sh!t You Don't Talk About and turn it into Sh!t 2 Talk About.  INCLUDED IN THIS EPISODE (But not limited to):  ·      Let's Talk About The Elephant In The Room·      The Effects Of Shame On Mental Health·      The Importance Of Not Feeling Alone·      The Usefulness Of Vision Board·      Let's Have Boundaries With Family, Shall We?·      Why God, Church & Religion Are Separate·      A Super Moving Abortion Story·      Surviving A Suicide Attempt·      Child Abuse Trauma·      A Glimpse Into The Cult Of Christianity Podcast  CONNECT WITH JENN: Website: https://www.Shit2talkabout.comLinkTree: https://linktr.ee/shit2talkaboutTikTok: tiktok.com/@shit2talkaboutLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/shit2talkabout/YouTube: https://bit.ly/3BRnT50Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/shit2talkabout/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shit2talkabout/Twitter: https://twitter.com/shit2talkabout   CONNECT WITH DE'VANNON: Website: https://www.SexDrugsAndJesus.comWebsite: https://www.DownUnderApparel.comYouTube: https://bit.ly/3daTqCMFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/SexDrugsAndJesus/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sexdrugsandjesuspodcast/Twitter: https://twitter.com/TabooTopixLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/devannonPinterest: https://www.pinterest.es/SexDrugsAndJesus/_saved/Email: DeVannon@SexDrugsAndJesus.com  DE'VANNON'S RECOMMENDATIONS: ·      Pray Away Documentary (NETFLIX)o  https://www.netflix.com/title/81040370o  TRAILER: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk_CqGVfxEs ·      OverviewBible (Jeffrey Kranz)o  https://overviewbible.como  https://www.youtube.com/c/OverviewBible ·      Hillsong: A Megachurch Exposed (Documentary)o  https://press.discoveryplus.com/lifestyle/discovery-announces-key-participants-featured-in-upcoming-expose-of-the-hillsong-church-controversy-hillsong-a-megachurch-exposed/ ·      Leaving Hillsong Podcast With Tanya Levino  https://leavinghillsong.podbean.com  ·      Upwork: https://www.upwork.com·      FreeUp: https://freeup.net VETERAN'S SERVICE ORGANIZATIONS ·      Disabled American Veterans (DAV): https://www.dav.org·      American Legion: https://www.legion.org ·      What The World Needs Now (Dionne Warwick): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfHAs9cdTqg  INTERESTED IN PODCASTING OR BEING A GUEST?: ·      PodMatch is awesome! This application streamlines the process of finding guests for your show and also helps you find shows to be a guest on. The PodMatch Community is a part of this and that is where you can ask questions and get help from an entire network of people so that you save both money and time on your podcasting journey.https://podmatch.com/signup/devannon  TRANSCRIPT: [00:00:00]You're listening to the sex drugs and Jesus podcast, where we discuss whatever the fuck we want to! And yes, we can put sex and drugs and Jesus all in the same bed and still be all right at the end of the day. My name is De'Vannon and I'll be interviewing guests from every corner of this world as we dig into topics that are too risqué for the morning show, as we strive to help you understand what's really going on in your life.There is nothing off the table and we've got a lot to talk about. So let's dive right into this episode.De'Vannon: Jenn Junod is the host of the shit. You don't want to talk about podcast, but baby, we've got some shit to talk about today. This girl is here to serve up some vulnerable and transparent realness y'all and she's doing it in a way that's so sincere. And so heartfelt that even on myself was taken aback.This girl has been through all kinds of shit in her life from child [00:01:00] abuse, to mental abuse, to rape divorce, and. She's got an abortion story that would make anyone with a heart cry or at least feel something for God's.Please listen to what Jen has to say. Been heart and an open mind and share it with someone you care about. Hello? Hello. Hello everyone. Welcome back to the sex drugs and fucking Jesus podcast. I have with me, the lovely gen ALD of the, of the, of the shit. You don't want to talk about podcast, bitch. How you doing today? Jenn: delightful, especially since, you know, last night we did the first live with you and I was fangirling so hard that I was like, just stumbling all over myself and I'm just like, yay.We're [00:02:00] gonna do it again next week. So I am delightful. It's like, you know, the day after. De'Vannon: Yeah, that after glow, like we had some red, hot monkey sex all night then we'll do it again and again and again, and everyone gets to watch. And so, so today we're gonna be talking about Jen's life history. Her podcast, I think is a fabulous name shit you don't want to talk about.And you look gorgeous by the way. I love the hair. I love the plows, the tits, everything is just great. And so yeah, I was going through the titles on your podcast and I was like, this could have been like, like we could do like a podcast swap and switch the names from sex, drugs, and Jesus to yours.And it would both fit because yes, I love how you're cover. Very taboo topics and very things that are usually off the kitchen [00:03:00] table. Although it's still at the kitchen table, this it's just not being stated. So I think you and I agree that the elephant is the room is pro in the room is probably the most important thing to not miss out on.So, so your show is titled shit. You don't wanna talk about, which is all about the elephant in the room. So why, why, why should the elephant in the room not be ignored Jenn: when you ignore the elephant and skirt around it, go hi, you know, go around the Bush. What, however you want to say it. It, a lot of it has to do with shame.And when you create shame, it causes. So much more mental health issues that can there's a book that I absolutely adore called the body, keeps the score where when you go through trauma, it can cause many mental health issues and can cause autoimmune [00:04:00] diseases. And I feel like on so many podcasts that I've, I've been on and of guests that have been on the show, we have Brene brown to really think of streamlining a lot more about the knowledge around shame and being able to start talking about it.So therefore we're not hiding behind it anymore. And it's something that I never meant to always talk about. It's just, I always felt really awkward at parties or meeting people. And the only people I really connected with was when we were talking about real shit, not talking about the weather.De'Vannon: Talking about real shit. I sometimes I think about a lot of how back when I got HIV and everything, if I wouldn't have felt so alone, if me and my friends were talking about real shit, but instead we were too busy judging everyone else. We were too busy being, you know, cute little gaze running from club to [00:05:00] club and doing a bunch of cocaine in the bathroom all the time.And you know, but we never really no judgment against being a cute little gay running from club, the club, doing cocaine in the bathroom far. Be it for me to judge you. I would've been your dealer back in the day, but my whole thing is while we were starting all the cocaine and partying it up and judging everyone else, we should have also been.It would've served us better if we would've also been vulnerable about our problems, you know? And then when I got HIV, I wouldn't have thought I was the only one running around with it when probably half the damn people in the bathroom, starting to cocaine with me either also had it too. So, or knew someone who, you know, who had it.There was no reason for me to have this sense of isolation. And that's a huge thing that I. A trend with you and your writings on your website and your videos, especially your TikTok videos. Okay. Everyone needs to check out her TikTok channel, wanna list everything in the showy notes from the hair and the makeup and all the goddamn [00:06:00] sequence that you're dazzling with.And she, she is a straight ally, but my God is her pride flag fly high. Jenn: I, I met some friends at, at pride this year and she sent in a group chat of, you know I'm queer, but I hate, I hate bright colors and I'm like, so can I get a shirt that matches yours and says, I'm not queer, but I love bright colors.And she's like, yes, we need to go and match with that because I absolutely love everything bright and color. De'Vannon: Bright and colorful and shiny and new that sort of shit is for you. Ooh. I Jenn: love De'Vannon: that. and so thank you. And so a common theme that I see is this whole you are not alone thing. Talk, talk to me about why it's so important for you to reiterate the fact that people are not alone.Jenn: Something that [00:07:00] I, I also want to, to answer that that is coming up for me is when you mention going club to club and you know, stewarding Coke or that's a lot of times for many of us. Yes. It can be fun. Yeah. A lot of times it's us hiding behind something and I know for myself, In the past, it was like self harm.I was a cutter. I have suicide attempts getting in very, very bad situations. I never did well with drugs, which come to find out. It's probably because I'm bipolar type too, which apparently that makes you not as drugs and alcohol don't mix as well. I don't know. Maybe I was just like way too depressed all the time to do them.But I, I mentioned that because when we think about our coping strategies, we are taught coping [00:08:00] strategies from someone somewhere. If it's like I was gonna say media, but now it's probably social media. We are taught about it from our parents, from school, from TV, from friends. And that can be taught that we are alone.because of that shame because we don't know anybody else that's going through it. And a big reason that I always come back to people are not alone, is from the ages of two to about eight. I was locked in my room for weeks on end in solitary confinement. I had like the potty potty bowls, like the potty training, like toilets, like for little kids.And that's what I had to use. There were times where I didn't have anything in my room. There were times where I started and my dad took away all of my [00:09:00] toys and the first night I got my sleeping bag. The second night I got to have my Teddy bear or a pillow. And I wanted baby, my Teddy bear because I knew.I felt so alone. And I knew what it was like when my best friend would go around the side of the house and talk to me when my dad was throwing pool parties. And I never ever want anyone to feel that alone because just because we're in this situation and it can be any shitty situation. And there are people out there that care it's a lot of times, at least from what I've seen from so many individuals is figuring out for ourselves that we're not alone to push through it.And then we like end up finding people that are willing. Like we attract people that want to help. That sounds a little blue. Woo. [00:10:00] But it's like our vibe changes. De'Vannon: There's nothing wrong with some spirituality, honey, because the spiritual things affect. Everything. And just like the, the elephant in a room that doesn't get spoken about that yet, he really affects everyone in the room, spiritual and mental and emotional things are the same way.So the things we do physically are gonna say more than a manifestation of what came up inside of us first. So if you wanna call it woo, woo or whatever, who, whoever the hell, who, you know, you know, do not deny it's importance, embrace that shit, you know? Yes. We change our vibes. We change what we attract to us, you know our expectations.It's like, if you don't believe in yourself and you walk into a room, I'll crest, fall letting sad and wearing boring colors and shit, then people are not likely to believe in you as well. [00:11:00] But if you change your vibe and the way you think about yourself, then when you walk into the room, because you believe in yourself now, Everyone else will believe in you too.And then you only have your haters of course, but you know, that just comes along with success and strength. So , Jenn: and that is a lot easier said than done of changing your vibe and your mindset. And that's like a story for another day. I just wanna call out that it's not always that easy of just like changing your vibration and bam everything's fixed.It does definitely take time, De'Vannon: takes time and dedication and and learning a new path, you know, because you know, you learn to be defeated, self defeating and things like that. A lot of times when we're young and we don't realize we're taking on these habits, so now you gotta relearn how to live. And I use the vision board.I put pictures on my wall of how I wanted [00:12:00] to be, cuz I had to transition from being homeless and having nothing and spinning out control to having. Solid life that is structured into having prosperity and everything. And I put colorful pictures of everything, and I use that to reshape and to reframe the way I, I think about thought about myself and I still keep it to this day.So that's just one thing that worked for me. I recommend vision boards you know, and a lot of prayer and fasting and calling on the Lord. And we know whoever your higher power is connecting with that in whatever way you want to do it. But on a more practical level, you know, the vision board is something that's physical.You stick it on the wall and voila Jenn: exactly, exactly. And it's definitely something that I know at one point I was in my early twenties and I went to a five day like personal development workshop. And at the end of it, they were. [00:13:00] Picture what you're going to be doing in five years from now. And I completely drew a blank.And because at that point I was surprised I was still standing. And then on my I think I was around 25 when that happened. And then on my 30th birthday, that weekend, I had an opportunity to work in Europe and I'm on the train from cologne, Germany to Paris. And I get it checked into my hotel room and I just cry because I couldn't imagine being able to live the life I wanted to live to be able to even see Paris, to let alone live till I was 30.And it's even if you can't picture it right now, knowing that. You're not alone in that you can get through it [00:14:00] as my mom has always said. And it does help sometimes. Not always, but this too shall pass. And that's where I lean into a higher power of knowing that if I keep showing up, even if I don't have the answers, it will work out.And I love how you keep bringing up spirituality, because I think that's something that I, at least on shit you don't wanna talk about. We don't talk about it very often because I myself believe in ju in a higher power, not necessarily a title or anything, but, and it can be tricky bringing those type of topics up with people and not putting in my own views with it.so, well, I appreciate that. You talk De'Vannon: about. I don't see anything wrong with mixing in your own views, but you know, when it comes to higher power, you know, I, I [00:15:00] believe in YWE the God of the Hebrews, you know, what, whatever you wanna call him. But I, I always remember, you know, you know, the story of Moses when he's on the side of the mountain and he's first really meets God for real.And he wants to identify God, and he's asking him, who are you? You know, what category shall I put you in? How shall I address you or whatever. And the Lord told him, you know, I am that I am, which means in that moment, God was not necessarily ascribing to any sort of title or name or whatever, because any title that we can give to him is too small.Anyway. So the ones that we have are just a negotiation of God on our part, you know, to help us because we need, you know, do you know, to always have something in a category that we can understand. So. She needs to, we need to, she has to be a woman. She can't be non-binary, she can't be transgender. You gotta be straight.You know, it's other about humans, you know, in order for [00:16:00] us to feel comfortable, we have to know how do we classify you? Where do we put you? Mm-hmm you know, and so, so sure if you're higher power has no name. Okay. , it's something we've seen before about that. So Jenn: I love that. I love that. And I love how welcoming you are with that, because it's, it's not a conversation that I get to have very often.De'Vannon: Oh, but you did, to an extent with Mr. John Vanna yes. Of a cult called cult of Christianity podcast. And I'm gonna be interviewing him on Friday, but yes, that's the one show though that I am gonna pick your brain about towards the end of this interview. Okay. Just to kind of, you know, give people a little taste test of the flavor of the, a, of like, of an actual show.Yeah. And then we go from there. So this whole being locked up in solitary confinement as a [00:17:00] kid, first of all, I'm sorry that it happened. I'm just gonna say in advance, I'm sorry for everything bad that happened to you. That we're gonna talk about because it's quite a lot of shit so, okay. Couple of things.So you said your friend. Would talk to you. I'm imagining that there's some sort of like vent or a window to this room you're locked up in. How was she able to access you? Because I'm assuming she didn't just Walt sit down the hall through the house. Jenn: No, she didn't. It, so I lived in a three bedroom ranch.I would probably call it a two and a half bedroom ranch house. It, the, the room was pretty small and it had one window. And what would happen is my dad would throw, I grew up in Phoenix up until the age of eight and we, well, he would throw pool parties all the time in the back. And then she would go through the side of the house [00:18:00] and talk to me through the window.So. I would be able to open the screen the window a little bit to hear her and talk to her for a little bit until normally it was her mom trying to get her, luckily because her dad is not nice. Like my dad. And at that time, my mom was very, verylike brainwashed by my dad. I mean, he was, he was physically abusive, emotionally abusive to her, very narcissistic gas lighting that my mom ended up being physically and emotionally abusive to me in the long run yet. She never wanted to do it. It was like I ended up being her only outlet. So it's been a lot easier to forgive her.I also have forgiven my dad. At the same time, I choose not to have a [00:19:00] relationship with him because you can forgive and still keep a boundary. And that boundary is what I need to not have that toxic individual in my life. De'Vannon: Okay. I'm all further forgive. This is the boundaries there's family member right now.Who's cut off because they don't know how to talk. Talk to me and treat me right. So am I better? Don't have time for all that, cause I'm not gonna hurt myself over saying angry at that person. But at the same time, I don'tappreciate you doing that all the time about people getting over this addiction to family. So if it's blood family, it's not serving you, dad, sister, brother, cousin, fuck them. Get you a chosen family. You don't have to deal with that shit from them. Because I'm, I'm happy you explain it about your mom, cuz when you told me her quote, this two show pass, I wrote that down because I was trying to [00:20:00]reconcile in my head.How in the hell you were being abused in this household and yet she has this nice flower reword from the Hebrew Bible here. This is from Isaiah who said this in the book of Isaiah, cuz she's, he's preaching to you the Hebrew scriptures while you're being, you know, abused and locked up in the room. But you know, you explain just now like how she was going through everything.Like, Jenn: So it's also very complex, like even looking at it to this point of like in, after many years of therapy and being in a very stable relationship now for myself has taught me a lot about my mom too, which may sound weird. I'm an only kid and I feel like the older I get the easier it is to understand my mom, because I'm almost the age that she was when she had me.And I say that in [00:21:00] the fact that I'm learning that when I get very, very upset of like if my partner and I fight and it's a horrible fight, I may, majority of the time will black out the event, but I know what I felt. And it took me a long time to realize that that's what happened to my mom too. Of it's a coping mechanism.It's where you detach yourself or people may. I don't remember what the term is, but you actually like step out of yourself and see it happening to you. So it's happening to you instead of you doing it. And I think that's what my mom went through quite a bit because I I'm bipolar type too. I have depression, I have [00:22:00] anxiety.I have ADHD. I am also dyslexic. So it's just a, and PTSD. It is a very fun bunch. And I say that in the fact that there will be times where there's too many noises going on at once. Like a friend was pulling out of my grandmother's driveway, the music was playing. She was talking to me, there was a car coming down the street and she was about to pull out.She had plenty of room, but I was like, stop the car. You have to stop the car. And she's like, why? And I'm like, I can't breathe. And it's because I was going into a panic attack. I was, it was too much stimulation all at once that I couldn't comprehend what was going on. And I know that my mom has dealt with panic attacks her entire life.And yes, it was a different generation, but my dad would smack her in the [00:23:00] ear to try to get her to snap out of it. He would dump, like go fill five gallon buckets and pour them over her over and over and over again. He's pushed her downstairs. He's he conditioned her to think that she was nothing. And he isolated her as well, where I was isolated in my room.She was being isolated from all of her friends and family. He, for example, I didn't meet my family in Colorado until I was. 19. I think like I have a memory or two when I was under five and then I'd never met them again till I was older. And it was because my dad would tell this side of the family. So this is his family in Colorado that my mom and I want nothing to do with them that they can't stand, we can't stand them.And then he would come back and tell my mom and I, that we're unloved. No one [00:24:00] will love me. He's only going because he has to go. And so my mom really started believing that she was unloved. And my dad also a Barry's Lynn that I have a hard time with religion at this time where this is all happening is my dad.I feel that my dad joined the Mormon church for power, not for good. And when my mom has gone to the church for help. They didn't listen to her because my dad was this almighty cool dude. And the same thing happened to me when I tried to get help from my mom, no one believed me. And it's the type of thing that it's taken a lot of work yet, even though my mom and I have, she is very conservative and religious and hates the podcast half the time and [00:25:00] loves it the other half.And I'm just like, okay, mom, just, we're not gonna talk about anything. Yet at the same time, we do get into these very big debates of for example, about Juneteenth. She was like, I think it's stupid holiday. And I was like, why? It is one of the most important holidays that we need to stop whitewashing history and.Getting her to start thinking about it, made it, so that way eventually she understood and appreciated why Juneteenth was a holiday and that growth that I see in my mom, she has her ways yet she's still open to learning about other things and also has worked incredibly hard on being someone that cares for me without she's not looking for a return on investment, [00:26:00] basically where they're at a point that is what she was doing.If she didn't get anything at it out of it, she wouldn't do it. My dad to this day is definitely for the ROI. If he can't control it or get something out of it, he will just throw a tantrum and try to get control. De'Vannon: The way you speak of him, reminds me there's a, a documentary called keep sweet prey. And that is on Netflix.And it Chronicles the fellowship of a latter day saints. The Jeff's guys and all of that, that of course is an offshoot from Mormonism. Yeah. They became so extreme. I think even the Mormons was like, God damn, you know? Yeah, damn. And so, but it talks about that, how they suppress the women. And of course they're having sex with these 11, 12 year old girls and getting them pregnant.And then when the women, a few of them dare to try to complain, then of course it's always the woman's fault. She doesn't know what she's talking [00:27:00] about. The women are stupid, you know, they're cut off from everybody and stuff like that. And it's unfortunate that it makes God look bad in a way, because people until a person becomes spiritually mature, they will conflate.Church, religion and God, when in fact those three things are completely separate. A church is just a building. You go to . And so you don't, you know, again, churches came about, because back in the old Testament, people wanted to be like the other nations around them. God was perfectly cool. Just like hanging out his tents and hanging out in people's hearts is really what he wants, but they pushed the issue on this whole building.And God being super flexible, worked with humans and gave them, you know, let them build these churches, but he wasn't really trying to have all that from the beginning. And then religion is all man made all of these different denominations from the beginning. People were either you believed in God or you didn't there wasn't a [00:28:00] Christian way in a Catholic way, in a fucking Baptist way, in an AME way.Wasn't all of that. You know, as I say that the further I get away from churches and religion, the closer I get to God. And so, but I understand it is, is a bitch of a process, especially once you've been hurt and received trauma from a church of all places or watch somebody you love go through hurt to get back to good spiritually because you know, you look at the church, the church hurt people, you know, where's God, and all this, it takes a while, but you can overcome it.You know, whoever it is. I say, you, during this interview, I'm not actually talking to you. I know I got you talking to you and the whole world, all 8.7 billion people, however, oh, geez. So, okay. So I just, you can't imagine, like when you say solitary confinement just reminds me of the times [00:29:00] that I've been locked up in jail and just knowing that the world is going on around you mm-hmm you cannot be a part of it.Is like a terror in and of itself. So I imagine you in that room, hearing the parties and hearing the music and the noise, and you can't be a part of it, it sucks to be that close to something. And you have a wall standing in between you being in jail sucks. And so let me get, let me get more more you, how shall I say more granular, more intense with you here?Cause she, you know what I, I think I'm gonna read, I'm gonna read your bio that's okay. Because it's such a well written bio, so, and it will be of course included the show notes. And of course it is on her website, which will also go in the show notes, but it. Shit two. [00:30:00] Talk about.com, which is the number two.I'm also gonna put her link treat and show notes as well. But let me read this bio to y'all it's story time y'all should have bought my drag.So it says Jen has a story of her own. As a child, she suffered solitary confinement, physical abuse, mental abuse, sexual abuse, rape divorce, abortion, cutting, and suicide attempts. Her turbulent background is forged a path to help those who are suffering ignored and silenced. Shit, you don't wanna talk about is a place.People can come to find hope and healing to know they are not alone enough. Finally be heard. Clearly Jen's been through plenty of shit. Most people probably don't want to even acknowledge, let alone talk about, she thought she dealt with her past, but brain surgery in November, 2020 unleash [00:31:00] just tsunami of memories that could not be ignored.Honey, working through trauma, depression, anxiety, bipolar type two in eight, the D to the age to the D will be a lifelong journey. Jen strives to break the stigma of shit you don't talk about and turn it into shit. You do talk about. Jenn: I'm like trying not to smile the entire time you're talking about this.Like, I've I'm just gonna steal this clip. And at some point I'm putting like that part of it on TikTok, just as a heads up like that is going on, my TikTok De'Vannon: do with it, what you will, it's like, it's like a single episode that probably be done on your journey to deal with each one of these things. But tell me about the one thing that I know on this list would piss every Republican off the abortion.[00:32:00]Jenn: Yeah. So I've actually had two of them. The, the I'm gonna go with a second one first because I was heartbroken over that one. It was I had an I U D and my I U D failed and the person. I was with, and I'm still with I could see him. He would be an amazing father. I fell in love with him while we worked together and just seeing how his leadership and how kind he is and how well he takes care of his fam, how well, and he puts up with me, like, he's just like such an incredible human that it broke my heart.When luckily my doctor and my gynecologist, they [00:33:00] they're friends. That's actually how I got the referral. They both got on the phone with me at the same time. And they were like, Jen, if, if you keep, if you take this to term, either you could die, the baby could die, or both of you could die. The likelihood of you, both living with where the I U D implanted itself is not likely that.You'll be able to live and taking out the I U D will terminate the pregnancy. And I say that in the fact of it's like, I had a choice, but I didn't have a choice that one I've never wanted to have kids. And Tyler doesn't want kids either. It's, I've always, even since a young, young child, I have always wanted to adopt, I want every possible person to adopt of every age, like ever, [00:34:00] like this is my big lifelong dream.And so it was very conflicting in the fact of I wanted it yet. Didn't want it, but couldn't have it. It was a very, very different emotional experience than my first termination. My first termination. It was very interesting. I had a group of three friends and three friends plus me. So four of us, and we would all talk about it in like high school that, you know, if we ever got pregnant, that we would take it to term, we would never want an abortion.And then, and then it happens to you and you're an abusive relationship. And you can't imagine this kid [00:35:00] being somebody's child and picturing them going through worse things than you went through as a child.It was the type of thing that at that point in my life, I was still very much trained to be in very toxic relationships because that is what I grew up in. I. I always, always strive to get my father's approval in everything that the relationship I was in, I was doing the same thing. It was, I put this guy on a pedestal.Yes. He was a PhD student. Yes. He was from China. Yes. He's like really hot and six two, but he wasn't the coolest human on the inside. And it was not only was he like yelling at me that I got pregnant. It's like, it's not my fault. It wasn't like I [00:36:00] was trying to get pregnant. And when you go to get a termination, you're asked, is anyone forcing you to do this?Because your partner's not allowed in the room with you. And I get why they're asking it yet at the same time.I it's not like they planned parenthood or anybody or society in general is gonna do anything, even if I was forced, because it's not like they're going to go arrest him, which that would just fuck up his life. And I'm like, what would that do? They're not gonna let me raise on my own because of parental rights.It's it was definitely a different, a different situation [00:37:00] and a different type of guilt than the, the second one yet the first one, it wasn't the guilt of necessarily getting the termination. It was like getting. It done being with this human and possibly putting a child at risk yet at the same time, I luckily had the same primary care doctor.She broke it down for me and she's like, Jen, it sells at this point, it sells, it's nothing it's just sells. And that really did help me comprehend what was happening because my body, like I got COVID and I was like, literally like thought I got hit by a bus. I get sick. Like if I get a cold, I'll get bronchitis because of my asthma.I'm a pansy [00:38:00] when it comes to like anything medical. And so the effects of the pregnancy hit me faster than it can other women or those who have, can get pregnant. I do wanna say that, but it definitely.It was scary each time going to planned parenthood to people that were incredibly kind there and them having to be outside with security, being able, because there were people out there threatening, threatening me, just like they were threatening other people, just going to go get birth control. And I honestly, I wish I could just tell.I get, I get people are pro-life like, you want to see other, like people succeed yet. Our system is very broken because the people that we have right now, [00:39:00] we have so many systemic issues that I, I would've been in a very bad situation if I took it to term yet. Now we're being told in so many different states that.It's not our choice. And that terrifies me because it's like my grandfather having control of my body. But my grandfather wouldn't, you know, be here to take care of the baby. He wouldn't be here to give me money for the baby. And I feel like that's what it is. It's some old white dude just saying, yeah, you gotta keep it.And it's like, I don't know. This one is hard for me too, because it does remind me a lot about religion in the fact of, in many religions and humankind growing up, you know, as humankind [00:40:00]grows up there was where, you know, men wanted to propagate. They were like, let me, you know, get all the bitches pregnant.And I feel like that's almost what's happening again. Is. Yet, like back in the day, at least from what I've seen from studies is that there was a sense of somehow for community to help raise the child when that happened. And I don't think back then they really, you know, had abortions, but it's like, they want that to happen again yet, not give these pregnant humans, the resources, and they're not giving the humans that currently don't have resources, accessibility.There are too many communities and children that even in the us, don't have a safe roof over their head and are scary neighborhoods. And I am [00:41:00] grateful that I did both of them because it gave me the strength and understanding of what individuals may go through when they choose to have an abortion.De'Vannon: Okay, so good. God girl. So let me see how I'm gonna come at this. So, you know, religion is, religion is a thing which can be forced, but always like to remind people that this is the importance of getting to know God for yourself. Mm-hmm because God is not a forceful being. And the best example that I have of this is the whole road to Damas conversion story.Now, whenever this is preached, people usually preach it because this person was converted and Jesus appeared to him in the shining light. And there was much rejoicing. But what I get out of this story is. Saw the character in question here was [00:42:00] trying to do before Jesus cock blocked him. What he did was he went and got the religious leaders, lawmakers of the land, the San Hedron to give him political and legal power to persecute people who were not living according to how he thought they should be living.It's no different than what Republicans are doing today. And then on the, on his wages was like, no, bitch, I rebuke you stop. I did not commission you to go and force people in chains and in, and through threats to live, according to what you consider to be righteous, it's no different than what Republicans are doing.They get all, and the people hanging outside the abortion clinics, trying to threaten you. They've gotten all spun up on their emotions and they've gotten this confused with thinking that it's the voice of God and really it's just their own head talking to them. And now they've gone on all these witch hunts.and everything like that. But the Lord, you know, has already told [00:43:00] them, you know, you can do all these things and try to persecute all these people. But if you never know me, then you're not going to be able to enter into my rest when you die. So it's not about going out and trying to change the world.It's about trying to get close to God and these Republicans and these people hanging outside the abortion clinic wouldn't know God, if he walked up and stood in front of them, they know the first thing about spiritual living. And so, so I like to throw that out there because I know how easy it is to see these people who.Religion in the name of God, doing things like this that are totally not nice and it can be confusing, but the only way you can overcome that is to get to know God for yourself. You Jenn: know, I'm just giggling, cuz you're doing the finger pointing as you're talking, which just like reminds me of somebody that's like super religious.Like, you know, when they're like pointing at you. I, I will say for myself, I know that [00:44:00]there's a distinction I'm personally like. And so when I mention it, I, I specifically do try to say religion, not like God, like it reminds me of, you know, religion and like there's so many different, like for change to happen.Like for some reason there's we have so much history of just humans wanting power and mostly. Is white dudes and Catholicism and colonialization the entire world. Yet, that doesn't mean that, you know, all of Britain is bad. You know, it's not, all of Catholicism is bad, it's not, you know, all religions are bad.It is religion as a whole is I personally struggle with it [00:45:00] and I'm finding my own path to a higher power, especially something that I really, really struggle with. And this does have a bit to do with the abortions, but yet at the same time, not of one of my best friends passed away when I was 15 and I she passed away in November and in.February. I tried to take my own life and all I could say was why didn't she live? And I did. And it's very, very difficult for me. And I, I would say a lot of people of like, why things happen like that? Why do these traumas happen? And I think a lot of it is we [00:46:00] can't just blame a higher power. There are things out of control.There are things that need to happen to because become who we're meant to be. And a lot of those things are shit. You don't wanna talk about so it's. That's why I, I know I, I said earlier that I struggled to talk about religion because it's still a very unknown for me yet. I am working on finding my own spirituality because it does help me center myself believing in something.De'Vannon: Well, I think you're on the, the best path because to me, the whole point of, of spirituality is to have a personal relationship to God. And so when you say that you're finding your own path, I think that that's the whole point. I view churches in this whole instructional way of approaching God. Okay.That's a starting point, but I believe people [00:47:00] should graduate from the need to go to church. And stuff like that. Cuz church is a schoolhouse is a place where you go to learn shit. There's no other school that you are expected to stay in for the rest of your fucking life. Yeah. You know, at some point you've gotta get close enough to God where you can be like, all right, church, thanks to the foundation.Bye bitches. I'm just gonna go be with God now. Cuz if you don't do it now you're gonna do when you die. Cause you cannot, can't stay attached to the church's nipple forever. I mean, they want you to cause they want your fucking money, but, and I don't mean that negatively or positively, but it's just true.They're an entity. They need fucking money to stay around. Yeah. And bitches get to graduating on their asses and it's gonna put their bottom line in jeopardy. So I don't have an agenda of what I'm telling you. I'm just trying to get you super free. So But I think that what you're doing is, is perfect.Like I want to find a way to God for myself and I just wanna be with him or her or they, however it is you choose to refer [00:48:00] her power. And I don't want to have a church or an old white wrinkly man telling me how to do it. I'll just take it from here. Thank you very much. I think, I think that's perfect.Jenn: and, and to that point, something that I do wanna mention that I don't know if it'll help anybody else, but a few years ago I was at a different personal development course. I've been to a lot of those and I met someone named TA and I just went tall, ALA just cuz it rhymed. And it made me happy that when things rhyme and she's like, that's cute.But a is God, I was like, whoa. Oh, oops, my bad. And it. And she's Muslim and that's where she's she's from. Actually I don't remember where she's from, but ever since that point, for some reason, if I say ALA, [00:49:00] it feels safe. If I say, God, it doesn't. And I think it is the terminology of the association with the word, not with the, the higher power.And I wanna mention that to like anybody listening, because if you're struggling with just like finding your way through this shit, and you wanna hire power, you don't have to call them God. There are other terms for them. It could be higher spirit. It could be boss lady. It could be, you know, whatever is gonna make it easier for you to know that somebody has your back.De'Vannon: Amen. And amen. So when, when you said you had the suicide attempt, was it does this have anything to do with you fearing, like you wouldn't live past 30 or was that like mental health thing? Is there a correlation there is, are those two separate things? [00:50:00]video1201517871: There's Jenn: a correlation yet? It would be easier to tell you after the rest of my story, like out of all the other pieces, because me not thinking that I would live till 30 sprouted from such a young age of, I don't even remember when I just never thought I would live very long.And by the time I was 15 having a suicide attempt and wondering why I lived, I just figured I would die soon. De'Vannon: How did you try to kill yourself? Jenn: Pills. and I sh I technically should have died. I went, I went home and I gave my mom a hug and kissed goodnight for the first time in like a really long time.And I [00:51:00] told the cats goodnight. We had two cats and I went to the bathroom and I had this giant bottle of medication and I had a water bottle and like a gallon water. And I just started pouring them in my mouth and then chugging pouring in my mouth and chugging. And at that point I sat there for a minute and the world already started getting dizzy.And so I stumbled into my room and I just fell on my back and I woke up in the morning. Because my mom's like, Hey, you need to get up for school. And she's like, oh shit, you're sick. Never mind I'll call in for you because I just had white paste all over me, which falling asleep on my back and puking many, many times someone can die from that.By suffocating on their own vomit. And I lived, and [00:52:00] my mom, I was always sick. I mean, I'm sick all the time anyway, but I was really sick all the time then. And it was, that happened on a Wednesday and I didn't get to the hospital until Sunday because I didn't tell my mom what happened. She just was like, you're sick.Okay. Whatever. And finally she saw I wasn't getting better. So she took me to the ER and I'm going in and out of consciousness. And I still can't keep anything down at this point. And. The nurses told my mom that I have hepatitis C, which is, I guess is not like hepatitis a and B I don't know enough about them, but it's like, can be like a serious cold, but not like I don't understand it.All I know is that's what happened. And my mom went to call some of my friends let them know because it can be very contagious. And that's when I told the nurse that I took the Tylenol [00:53:00]and they charge started checking my liver and they were gonna Lifelight me down to I, at this point, I'm in Idaho.They were gonna Lifelight me down to salt lake for a liver transplant. And for some reason they couldn't do it that night. They were planning on doing it. First thing in the morning, they checked all my numbers again, and I was fine. Like it never happened.De'Vannon: Do you think you received a miracle.Jenn: I think that's a very complex question to answer. I,I think thata few years after that, I worked at a restaurant where this friend's name was our letter that passed away a few months beforehand. And [00:54:00] our letter was seriously, one of the best humans in the entire world. And her mom came into this restaurant that I was a hostess at, and it's been years, I'm a senior in high school and she just like starts crying when she sees me.And she's like, Jen, you have to promise me that you will do something big in the world because their letter couldn't and. It's the type of thing that I've learned that yes, I've gone through a lot of shit, but at the same time, I do have opportunities and privileges that others don't and I can give them a platform.I can be an advocate. I can be an ally because nobody deserves to go through this shit and we all need help. And [00:55:00] I don't know if it was just our letter, you know, hanging out and you know, going like, bitch, you're not gonna die. She would say something like that. or a miracle or whatnot, but it's definitely something that I do my best to.Remember now that if I don't take care of myself, I can't take care of everyone else. And it's can be incredibly lonely wanting to strive to help. And yet knowing that you can't help everybody in the world, which I feel like you, you might understand in the fact of like your book was, you asked me if I found any of it cathartic.And it was, it was knowing that like when your mom kept [00:56:00] showing up, even though like in the book, at least it sounded like you didn't always like reply to her very nicely or treat her nicely at that time. And it, it was cathartic in the fact that my father-in-law who. Has been, was a meth addict for 30 years, moved in with us last year.And he's been clean for over a year now. And it's these type of things that I'm like, you know, if I didn't go through this shit, I wouldn't have been able to handle my father-in-law living with us. I wouldn't have been able to, you know, talk about Juneteenth with my mom. And I'm, I'm not trying to say this as like, oh goodness, I heard this term the other day value preaching or something like that, where like, people are like, I'm doing this.So you should feel like, so sorry for me. I'm [00:57:00] like, oh God, that is a really annoying thing. But it's like, if we go through shit, there was a reason for it. We just have to find it De'Vannon: true. We've got to be an Alchemist and turn it from one form of matter into another. So I love that book.Which one I'm I'm thinking of the anime full metal Alchemist. Jenn: Oh no. The Alchemist is actually an incredible book. And from Pablo, like Alta, it could be, I don't I'm do not quote me on that. I'm looking it up right now. It's like, seriously, one of the best books. It is Paul Coelho. We're gonna go with that.It's by a Brazilian author, which was actually first [00:58:00] published in 1988 and has been translated in so many languages. And it is, I think, have you ever read it? I'm guessing you haven't read it. You should read. It is a It's about a boy seeking treasure and that's all I'm gonna say. And there's a much bigger picture in it that you, I feel like would absolutely love and enjoy.De'Vannon: If the winds below in my favor for that, then I shall read it. One day I will tuck it right back in the back of my nogging and then if it makes its way to the front, then it's meant to be thank you for the suggestion. So do you still have hepatitis C or was it like a childhood thing? Jenn: I never actually had it.It was my, all the liver failure was from my taking the pills. De'Vannon: Gotcha. So, [00:59:00] and what we're going to do since we're nearing the end of our hour here, I'm going to invite you to come back on the show because there's some stuff that I wanted to talk about. Like, like your own history of homelessness. I wanted to get, get into those TikTok videos too.When you did one on June team, you did one about being an, an LGBTQIA plus ally. That was the one that you were crying and talking about the anxiety and the depression. And then I wanted to get more into like the ADHD and the bipolar type two because of your passion about speaking. So those are the things that I wanna have you back on to cover the next time.Yay. And so, but I still wanted to, so to close out, I wanted to talk about a boy over at the call of Christianity. Oh, yes. Yes. So I wanted to read some of the topics of some of the titles from your show, which I mentioned at the beginning of this one, just so people can get a feel [01:00:00] for the flavor. So the most recent one that came out is called raise the lie.There's another one called repeatedly dead dealing with self hatred. Andralia what's endophilia gay guys.That's it then Jenn: it has a better like proper term then, but I think it is gay men andCelia meaning is oh no, it is just wait, showing pre preference for males or humans as distinguished from animals. It's normally showing a preference for males. So men showing a preference for males. Yeah. De'Vannon: So they can get into all kind of things like toxic masculinity and stuff like that too.Jenn: [01:01:00] Oh yeah. Like they're pride month. That was a fun one.That, that was a fun one that. We talked about a lot of shit that month De'Vannon: mm-hmm I love on your website, you have a little colorful pride logo on some of the episodes that, that looked like they were pride, distinct, distinct Jenn: for pride. Yes. I need to switch my, the logo back on so many things, because I just really liked the logo being so colorful, but I'm at the same time, I'm like, Jen, you have to put it back to the normal logo.Okay. De'Vannon: keep the color on my, on my down under apparel website, my clothing website, E each year we do pride sale each year up until now. It's been through June, but I couldn't bring myself to end it because of everything that's going on and how much a love, I feel like needs to just be proliferated and just infused into the world.I was like, you know what? I don't think pride needs to end because June is over. And so, you know what? I'm just gonna leave the cell up [01:02:00] until I feel like taking it down. And I don't know when that'll be. And so. So cult of Christianity John veer you know, he has his own podcast and everything like that.So just as we get ready to close here, just tell me about like your experience with that, because I think it's so interesting, cuz religion is one of the things I love talking about the most mm-hmm , it's something that you're struggling with and then we have the call to Christianity bringing us to like a meeting point.So how was your experience with that episode? Jenn: I would say that it was a,Hmm. Validating in the fact of, so I asked John to go a little bit out of his wheelhouse to kind of go [01:03:00] over quickly, a brief history of religion. And more distinctly Christianity. And I think he did a fabulous job doing so it was hard because it really does show how religion and so much of religion is.And notice I'm saying religion, not God mm-hmm , but religion is based off of men in power. And it was very, very validating hearing that. And I ended up actually cutting that episode short because on shit, you know, I wanna talk about, I wanna give people talk about this shit in a way to share the knowledge, not necessarily my opinion.And so I'm actually gonna be having somebody come on. That is [01:04:00] Is Christian and goes to multiple different denominations. And like, just because it is the type of thing that we all have our own spiritual path, I've been so curious about so many different religions. That's also, I wanna have all sorts of religions on the podcast yet.It was very, very difficult not to be like amen to everything John was saying and fuck religion, but I didn't. And that was my experience with it because it wasinteresting of how so much of history is only written by those. I mean, it makes sense, but history is written by those who win and those who overpower others. So the story of religion is very different than what. [01:05:00] A higher power may have wanted. De'Vannon: That's all true. And I, I love this may sound like sadistic and shit, but I love the way God doesn't necessarily make it super easy for us to hit it.I mean, it's there, I mean, for God sake, the internet and everything, if you really wanna look cause I'm shit up and fact check it, you can. Yeah. I love the way that it's kind of riddled. And tainted like that because through the struggle of reaching for God, it's like a, it's like a plant that's planted in dirt, but it has a climate's way out or butterfly coming out of its cocoon.It's not an easy process, but like you stated earlier, we need that struggle to turn us into who we're going to be. And so God does it. It's easy for us to get to God, but we may have to cipher through some bullshit, you know, to really get clarity on him. But I think it's like that because he wants to see if we really give a fuck enough about him to, [01:06:00] to try cuz we'll go for anything hard in life money.Sex relationships, our children, that many people put on pedestals, our pets, which many people put on pedestals, you know, I do. And I'm my, dog's Jenn: the cutest in the world. I'm De'Vannon: sure that he or she or they are, but, you know, but what I'm saying is I love it because you know, just too many times people get real casual with spiritual stuff and they're like, well, we'll get to it one day or I'll just twirl through church on Sunday for an hour that you'd cut it.I'm more like, I'm like you know, maybe not, you know, if you really, really trying to get close. And so, so I'm happy you have that conversation with oh, good old John. And what you're saying is true, and I'm gonna be talking with Barry Bowen from the Trinity foundation, which investigates churches and PR pastors and stuff like that.And we're gonna talk about the money trail that follows the people [01:07:00] who interpret the Bible. Now and how it, how it's behind the scenes is quite corrupt. I think it's quite corrupt. They have yet to do the interview, but because because I've been wondering for a while, you know, who the fuck interprets the Bible, you know, I know when they sit down and do it, they don't invite trans people and black people and indigenous people.It's still old fucking white people, you know, doing it all. So the last thing I'll say before we wrap this up to echo your point, there's this I'm a documentary who I just consume them like a, like a porn store consumes Dick. I'm telling you, I just can't get enough. And so ghetto, cock consumption. And so so there's a book of queer that is on discovery.It's the five episode thing and they get into the true history. So they tell us about how Abraham Lincoln was big, old queer, you know, and everybody, and all these people you didn't think. And even king [01:08:00] James himself, according to the book of queer, the same person, the king James version of the Bible is the one I'm talking about.Apparently he loved the boys too. And so, so I, I suggest people to check it out, but the whole point of what they was saying is that the same people who commissioned this whole transcription of the Bible were like not straight themselves. Mm-hmm . And then@overviewbible.com, my friend Jeffrey Crans runs that website.And then he gets into like historical topics about the Bible. There's one video of his, I watched today really gets in the detail about how, how, like it took about 500 years of really for the Bible to come to be what it is, how there's really no original text of it left. You know, it gets into like the subject, you know, the subjectivity of the nature of it, who commissioned at the Bible, how the Catholics had their 73 books.And then the, the Protestants had their 66 books, you [01:09:00] know, you know how it was really not a set in stones thing. Right. So that's all I have to say about it. I'm looking forward to speaking with John. I've loved talking to you for this first time around. I'm looking forward to doing it again, bitch. Is there anything else you would like to say to the world?Jenn: Yes on the mental health aspect. On my Twitter, I host a Twitter space every Wednesday at 9:00 AM, Pacific noon Eastern to talk about all of these NeuroD diversities. A lot of it is coming from the tech world, but I specifically mentioned that because a lot of times we don't always know how to deal with NeuroD diversities, which is like bipolar ADHD dyslexia, you know, these not being [01:10:00]atypical and the struggles.And that is I think, a great spot to learn more. About it without having to, like, you can ask a question and I feel like Twitter is kind of a cool space to do so. Cause you don't need to be as public about it, you know, to get answers. So definitely suggest checking that out. And it's on my personal Twitter, which is Jen genau, Jen gen.De'Vannon: Okay. I'll be sure we include all of that in the show notes. Thank you so much for coming on and we look forward to filming part two. Yay. Thank you.Thank you all so much for taking time to listen to the sex drugs in Jesus podcast. It really means everything to me. Look, if you love the show, [01:11:00] you can find more information and resources at SexDrugsAndJesus.com or wherever you listen to your podcast. Feel free to reach out to me directly at DeVannon@SexDrugsAndJesus.com and on Twitter and Facebook as well.My name is De'Vannon and it's been wonderful being your host today and just remember that everything is gonna be right. 

Betty Junod, VP of Product Marketing at VMware Tanzu, kindly took up Craig’s challenge to explain the various parts of the Tanzu ecosystem, and how the traditional IT buyer and the modern cloud native really aren’t that different. Do you have something cool to share? Some questions? Let us know: web: kubernetespodcast.com mail: kubernetespodcast@google.com twitter: @kubernetespod and @craigbox Chatter of the week NASA DART mission Deep Impact Armageddon Apparent retrograde motion Planets beyond Neptune News of the week Istio sails into the CNCF SPIFFE and SPIRE graduate Episode 45, with Andrew Jessup Brigade archived Sysdig 2022 Cloud Native threat report The nice TeamTNT Episode 188, with Kateryna Ivashchenko Episode 169, with Anna Belak Chainguard introduces Wolfi workerd, from Cloudflare Introducing Palaemon Custom org policy for GKE in preview Leveraging Kubernetes for an elastic platform at Blablacar by Sebastien Doido Links from the interview VMware History Docker Solo.io VMware Tanzu introduction blog VMware acquires Heptio VMware acquires Pivotal Tanzu Mission Control Tanzu for Kubernetes Operations Tanzu Application Platform Tanzu Kubernetes Grid Bring your own host to TKG Project Pacific introduction TKG 2.0 VMware Aria Operations for Applications Tanzu Application Service Cloud Foundry Open source projects: Velero Antrea Carvel Cartographer Michigan cider Detroit-style pizza Betty Junod on Twitter

“The biggest thing for me is to share my own story and influence others to open up and realize they are not alone” on the Daily Grind, your weekly goal-driven podcast. This episode features Kelly Johnson and special guest Jenn Junod. Junod is a creator and host. She has a story of her own. As a child, she suffered solitary confinement, physical abuse, mental abuse, sexual abuse, rape, divorce, abortion, cutting, and suicide attempts. Her turbulent background has forged a path to help those who are suffering, ignored and silenced. Sh!t You Don't Want to Talk About is a place people can come to find hope and healing, to know they are not alone, and to finally be heard. Clearly, Junod's been through plenty of sh!t most people probably don't want to even acknowledge, let alone talk about. She thought she'd dealt with her past, but brain surgery in November 2020 unleashed a tsunami of memories that couldn't be ignored. Working through trauma, depression, anxiety, bipolar type 2, and ADHD will be a lifelong journey. Junod strives to break the stigma of Sh!t You Don't Talk About and turn it into Sh!t 2 Talk About. S4 Episode 12: 08/04/2022 Featuring Kelly Johnson with Special Guest Jenn Junod Audio Credit Intro: Draw The Line Mastered by Connor Christian Follow Our Podcast: Instagram: @dailygrindpod https://www.instagram.com/dailygrindpod/ Twitter: @dailygrindpod https://www.twitter.com/dailygrindpod Podcast Website: https://direct.me/dailygrindpod Follow Our Special Guest: Twitter: @jennjunod https://twitter.com/jennjunod Instagram: @jennjunod https://www.instagram.com/jennjunod/ Twitter: @shit2talkabout https://twitter.com/shit2talkabout Sh!tYouDon'tWantToTalkAbout Instagram: @shit2talkabout https://www.instagram.com/shit2talkabout/ Website: https://www.shit2talkabout.com/ --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/dailygrindpod/support

Today's ADHD friend is Jenn Junod and she is a fellow podcaster.  Her podcast is titled “Sh!t You Don't Want to Talk About.” Where she is changing the conversation from Sh!t You Don't want to talk about...into Shit2TalkAbout.  But more important than these things is the fact that Jenn's ADHD story is filled with hardships she has had to overcome and the struggles she has endured.  Somehow, she managed to come out of all of this ALIVE.  Jenn is using her strength to help you.  I cannot stress enough how much strength & power this ADHDer has....  Jenn, YOU ARE…SOMETHING…FOR SOMEONE.Follow Jenn on twitter @JennJunod & follow her podcast @Shit2talkaboutYou can find everything on her website https://www.shit2talkabout.com/Lobow's SPARK is proudly supported by Terri Shubilla, Clair Simpson, Casey Elliot, Sarah Delano, Justin Allingham, Blushing Crafter, Jamie Young, Leo Guinan and Kirk Hofstrom.Lobow's SPARK has started a fundraising effort for Crisis Text Line.  We have a goal of $19 per episode as $19 supports one person in their time of absolute crisis with their mental health. If you would like to donate through our fundraiser in titled “Lauren's Infinity”, the link is listed below.https://www.classy.org/fundraiser/3638033 Lobow's SPARK is proudly sponsored by Feather – Feather Your Impact with Feather CRM. If you need help managing your online relationships, go to www.feathercrm.io . You can also follow Feather on twitter @feathercrm Join our discord where you will be welcomed, supported, and encouraged by other people with ADHD. https://discord.com/invite/9RbCsSDWXVSupport the showSupport the show

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY DAILY GRIND! Birthday fun and best wishes on the Daily Grind, your weekly goal-driven podcast. This episode features Kelly Johnson and special guest Jenn Junod. On today's episode, Junod steps into the host role to interview Johnson about the Daily Grind Podcast and origin story. Celebrating our three year anniversary of podcasting and many more! S4 Bonus Episode 1: 08/02/2022 Featuring Kelly Johnson with Special Guest Jenn Junod Audio Credit Intro: Draw The Line Mastered by Connor Christian Follow Our Podcast: Instagram: @dailygrindpod https://www.instagram.com/dailygrindpod/ Twitter: @dailygrindpod https://www.twitter.com/dailygrindpod Podcast Website: https://direct.me/dailygrindpod Follow Our Podcast Host: Instagram: @kellyfastruns https://www.instagram.com/kellyfastruns/ Twitter: @kellyfastruns https://twitter.com/kellyfastruns Follow Our Special Guest: Twitter: @jennjunod https://twitter.com/jennjunod Instagram: @jennjunod https://www.instagram.com/jennjunod/ Twitter: @shit2talkabout https://twitter.com/shit2talkabout Sh!tYouDon'tWantToTalkAbout Instagram: @shit2talkabout https://www.instagram.com/shit2talkabout/ Website: https://www.shit2talkabout.com/ --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/dailygrindpod/support

Today, I'm joined by a Junior Energy Expert at the International Organization for Migration, Anaïs Matthey. I met Anaïs on the Antarctic expedition cruise that I went on last year and I was immediately drawn to her fearlessness when it comes to challenging conversations. We reflect on our thoughts about the carbon footprint and privilege that goes along with the expedition cruise, as well as the innovation and education that we experienced on that trip. A lot of Anaïs's work is rooted in the intersection of climate change and social justice. We get into details of her current project in Mozambique, which is focused on improving energy access for people who have been displaced by the 2019 tropical cyclones, one of the worst storms on record to affect Africa and the Southern Hemisphere. We talk about the primary challenges linked to sustainable energy access and decarbonization efforts in displacement settings. Plus, we discuss the current technology available for bringing clean energy access to off-grid communities and how Anaïs is dedicated to empowering people experiencing displacement. Anaïs also touches on how she's developed such a passionate, intimate relationship with sustainability and highlights some of the teachers and mentors who have inspired her along the way. We round out our conversation by sharing advice for people who want to dive deeper into learning about what they can do on an individual level to fight the climate crisis. Listen to the episode on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Google Podcasts, or on your favorite podcast platform. Topics Covered: The importance of celebrating innovation while also challenging greenwashing Fostering resilience in displaced communities by providing sustainable energy solutions An overview of Anaïs's recent humanitarian trip to Mozambique How systems of power prevent advocacy and activism Why it's crucial to do work that aligns with your values and contributes to wellbeing of our home planet Resources Mentioned: Anaïs's Antarctica article CO2 Air Capture Guest Info Anaïs's Twitter Anaïs's LinkedIn Learn More and Connect: Instagram: @theoramoench Facebook Group: facebook.com/groups/relationshipdojo Relationship Dojo: truly-chosen.mykajabi.com/relationship-dojo Website: trulychosen.com Email Us: hello@trulychosen.com

Episode fifty-three of Strong Enough Podcast brings Jenn Junod, host of "Sh!t You Don't Want to Talk About," a podcast aimed at changing the conversation and the stigma around the uncomfortable things we don't want to talk about. Jenn's own childhood was filled with solitary confinement, abuse, and gaslighting, and her experiences led her to give others a place to find hope and healing and see that they are not alone. During this episode, Jenn shares some of the trauma she experienced growing up and how these traumas affected her and her relationships. She discusses how she was able to forgive her mother, who was complicit in some of her abuse, and set healthy boundaries that have strengthened their relationship. Jenn provides helpful tips that we can all use to cope with traumatic experiences in our lives. Jenn's upbeat attitude and ability to shift her focus away from what others think will inspire you! #survivor #trauma #healingstrongenoughpod.comInstagram.com/strongenoughpodFacebook.com/strongenoughpodstrongenoughpod@gmail.com Guest Information:Jenn Junod@Shit2TalkAbout

Acclaimed long-form writer Tom Junod takes us behind “Untold,” the massive, 30,000-word immersive story of ‘the most dangerous player in the history of college football' recently released by ESPN Magazine. ESPN senior writer Tom Junod has written some of the most enduring and widely read longform journalism of the last 30 years. He joined ESPN in 2016 and has specialized in deeply reported stories on subjects ranging from Muhammad Ali's funeral to Tom Brady's desire to play forever. He has been nominated for an Emmy for his work on “The Hero of Goodall Park,” an E60 Film on the ancient secrets that were revealed when a car drove on a baseball field in Maine during a Babe Ruth League game in 2018. In his most recent story for ESPN, “Untold,” he and ESPN investigative reporter Paula Lavigne spent nearly two years uncovering the horrifiic crimes of Todd Hodne, a Penn State football player who in the late 1970s terrorized State College PA and Long Island NY as a serial sexual predator. Before coming to ESPN, Junod wrote for GQ and Esquire, where he won two National Magazine Awards and was a finalist for the award a record 11 times. For Esquire's 75th Anniversary, the editors of the magazine selected his 9/11 story “The Falling Man' as one of the seven top stories in Esquire's history. in 2019, his story on beloved children's TV host Fred Rogers, “Can You Say…Hero?,” served as the basis for the movie “A Beautiful Day in The Neighborhood,” starring Tom Hanks and Matthew Rhys. His work has been widely anthologized in collections including The Best American Magazine Writing, the Best American Sports Writing, the Best American Political Writing, the Best American Crime Writing, and the Best American Food Writing. He has also written for The Atlantic.  Junod has won a James Beard Award for an essay about his mother's cooking, and is working on a memoir about his father for Doubleday. Born and raised on Long Island, he lives in Marietta, GA with his wife Janet, his daughter Nia and his pit bull Dexter. Hosted by Jaci Clement, CEO and Executive Director, Fair Media Council. FMC Fast Chat is the podcast of the Fair Media Council. www.fairmediacouncil.org Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Acclaimed long-form writer Tom Junod takes us behind “Untold,” the massive, 30,000-word immersive story of ‘the most dangerous player in the history of college football' recently released by ESPN Magazine. ESPN senior writer Tom Junod has written some of the most enduring and widely read longform journalism of the last 30 years. He joined ESPN in 2016 and has specialized in deeply reported stories on subjects ranging from Muhammad Ali's funeral to Tom Brady's desire to play forever. He has been nominated for an Emmy for his work on “The Hero of Goodall Park,” an E60 Film on the ancient secrets that were revealed when a car drove on a baseball field in Maine during a Babe Ruth League game in 2018. In his most recent story for ESPN, “Untold,” he and ESPN investigative reporter Paula Lavigne spent nearly two years uncovering the horrifiic crimes of Todd Hodne, a Penn State football player who in the late 1970s terrorized State College PA and Long Island NY as a serial sexual predator. Before coming to ESPN, Junod wrote for GQ and Esquire, where he won two National Magazine Awards and was a finalist for the award a record 11 times. For Esquire's 75th Anniversary, the editors of the magazine selected his 9/11 story “The Falling Man' as one of the seven top stories in Esquire's history. in 2019, his story on beloved children's TV host Fred Rogers, “Can You Say…Hero?,” served as the basis for the movie “A Beautiful Day in The Neighborhood,” starring Tom Hanks and Matthew Rhys. His work has been widely anthologized in collections including The Best American Magazine Writing, the Best American Sports Writing, the Best American Political Writing, the Best American Crime Writing, and the Best American Food Writing. He has also written for The Atlantic.  Junod has won a James Beard Award for an essay about his mother's cooking, and is working on a memoir about his father for Doubleday. Born and raised on Long Island, he lives in Marietta, GA with his wife Janet, his daughter Nia and his pit bull Dexter. Hosted by Jaci Clement, CEO and Executive Director, Fair Media Council. FMC Fast Chat is the podcast of the Fair Media Council. www.fairmediacouncil.org Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

World-class shaper, world-class surfer, and great guy Michel Junod joins the pod once more. Check out Michel's shapes at www.surfboardsbymicheljunod.com and IG @micheljunodsurfboards Midlifesurferpodcastlistener, win some free Uroko gear! Every $5 donation to the show is a ticket for a drawing we'll do next episode (Ep. 60). One lucky donator gets $200 in Uroko product. Donate here: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/midlifesurfer Produced by Adam Montiel @adamontheair, who also has a much better podcast called "Where Wine Takes You" Email: midlifesurfer@gmail.com for questions, criticisms, and requests. Website: http://midlifesurfer.com Insta: @midlifesurferpodcast Intro/outro music: Playboi Carti "Magnolia" http://www.cashcarti.com/ Jea.

Episode 197 of the Sports Media Podcast features two guests — ESPN investigative reporter Paula Lavigne and ESPN senior writer Tom Junod. They are the co-authors of “Untold,” a 30,000-word piece that investigates the horrific actions of Todd Hodne, a former football player and student at Penn State in the late 1970s who was a serial predator and ultimately a murder. The piece took two years to report. In this podcast Lavigne and Junod discuss how they learned of Hodne's story; the reporting process for their piece; how they characterized Penn State's response to their queries; if the piece says something about the silence that happens in college football towns; the incredible strength of Betsy Sailor, and the story of Betsy and Irv Pankey; how they view Joe Paterno after their reporting; the decision to contact Jerry Sandusky; what happens next with the story; the resources ESPN gave them to report; and more. You can subscribe to this podcast on Apple Podcasts, Google Play, Stitcher, and more. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Jenn has a story of her own. As a child, she suffered solitary confinement, physical abuse, mental abuse, sexual abuse, rape, divorce, abortion, cutting, and suicide attempts. Her turbulent background has forged a path to help those who are suffering, ignored, and silenced. Sh!t You Don't Want to Talk About is a place people can come to find hope and healing, to know they are not alone, and to finally be heard. Clearly, Jenn's been through plenty of sh!t most people probably don't want to even acknowledge, let alone talk about. She thought she'd dealt with her past, but brain surgery in November 2020 unleashed a tsunami of memories that couldn't be ignored. Working through trauma, depression, anxiety, bipolar type 2, and ADHD will be a lifelong journey. Jenn strives to break the stigma of Sh!t You Don't Talk About and turn it into Sh!t2TalkAbout. website: shit2talkabout.com email: jenn@shit2talkabout.com social media: @shit2talkabout