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Send us a textWe thought the magic would come after we healed, right? But what if healing isn't the end goal?What if the real magic starts… when the chaos finally goes quiet?In this raw, wildly relatable solo episode, I'm talking about what comes after the heartbreak, the breakdown, the paperwork…. and why your next chapter might be the one you've actually been waiting for.Because healing isn't a montage.It's crying in IKEA. It's wondering if you need a lampshade or a life coach.It's feeling guilt, rage, relief…. all in one school run…. and still asking, who the f*ck am I now?

If you do really well with your diet until you're eating out or until someone brings doughnuts into the office, this episode is for you.My Fuck Yes Framework will help you look at tempting foods in a new way and learn how to be more mindful around them without cutting them out altogether.Links and resources:Sign up for one on one coaching with me: ⁠https://www.fittotransformtraining.com/coaching.html⁠Follow me on Instagram @nikias_fittotransform: ⁠http://instagram.com/nikias_fittotransform/⁠Visit my website: ⁠https://www.fittotransformtraining.com⁠Sign up for my free newsletter: ⁠https://mailchi.mp/157389602fb0/mailinglist⁠Sign up for the No Quit Kit email series on retraining your mindset for long-term fat loss success: ⁠https://mailchi.mp/4b368c26baa8/noquitkitsignup⁠

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In this episode of The Roxanne Show, I'm flipping the script on “playing it safe” and challenging you to live boldly, authentically, + intuitively—on YOUR terms.This is your permission slip to ditch society's tired expectations, trust yourSELF, + design a life that makes your soul scream, “F*ck YES!”Living a “f*ck yes” life is not about reckless abandon - it's about radical alignment. It's about knowing who you are, trusting your gut, + making decisions that reflect your highest, most liberated self.This isn't about being “realistic.” It's about being authentic.Permission to Live Unapologetically: If you've ever felt boxed in by expectations, this episode will help you break free and own your truth.Trusting Your Inner Compass: Learn how to silence the noise and follow your intuition—the ultimate guide to your most aligned life.Audacious Goal-Setting: Ready to dream bigger? I'll show you why thinking boldly isn't reckless—it's necessary.Reclaiming Your Power: Say goodbye to “shoulds” and hello to a life driven by your authentic desires.Reflection as a Superpower: Discover how regular self-check-ins keep you evolving and thriving.Rebel-Wisdom for Courageous Living: Walk away feeling empowered to craft a life that's a full-body YES, even when the world says no.xRx⭐️YOUR SUPPORT MATTERS: Please: Subscribe + 5⭐️Star rating review HEREMy team + I appreciate your support!STAY CONNECTED WITH ROXANNE SAFFAIE ️INSTAGRAMSUBSTACKYOUTUBETWITTERTHREADSauthenticity, intuition, courage, values, desires, live authentic life, trust your intuition, set audacious goals, self-directed life, personal growth journey, how to live a fuck yes life, importance of knowing your values, ways to cultivate authenticity, trusting intuition for success, overcoming fear with courageWHY YOU'LL LOVE THIS EPISODE:

Nancy Pledges her passionate best for Mike.Based on a post by m storyman x, in 2 parts. Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.I sat on the sofa staring out the back window and across the yard, wondering what they were talking about. A few minutes turned into half an hour, which turned into almost an hour. My curiosity finally got the best of me and I snuck down the hall as quietly as I could. I stopped at the door and listened, hoping to hear their conversation. But conversation was not what I heard. What I heard was soft gentle moaning. Two different sounds of moaning. I shook my head in confusion and pushed the door open silently, moving it ever so slowly so that the hinge, which occasionally squeaks, wouldn't. I peeked around the door to the bed and stood there, staring.No wonder I didn't hear them talking. Linda was laying on the bed, as naked as she had been in the kitchen, with her feet on my pillow, her knees pushed wide. My wife on top, held herself on her hands and knees, equally naked, with her head between Linda's legs, licking her cunt, while moaning in pleasure at Linda's attentions to hers.I stepped into the room and neither seemed to notice me at all. I watched the two of them making out, licking each other, driving the other toward climax. Was this why Nancy wasn't interested in sex with me any longer? Was she getting it from Linda instead? I hadn't ever known her to be interested in other women, at least not in that way. But it was hard to deny what I was seeing. It didn't take my body long to respond to what I was seeing, my cock soon standing hard and rigid. Pointing up over the horizon, like an artillery cannon barrel.No, if she was getting it from Linda, I was damn well going to make sure she understood what she was giving up. I stepped to the end of the bed, looking at my wife's ass and cunt, held in the air by her knees, while Linda licked and played with her swollen clit. Linda saw me and smiled. She moved her hand from my wife's ass and reached for my cock. She pulled me in toward her, pulling my engorged head toward both her mouth and my wife's cunt. She aimed me right to my wife's sopping wet lips and then used her other hand to reach around my ass and coaxed me into the ‘docking portal'. She'd stopped licking my wife and rubbed my engorged head up and down Nancy's slit, wetting my mushroom with my wife's juices.I reached for my wife's hips, making her jump slightly as she felt my big firm hands on her. She stiffened, almost as if she were going to refuse me, and then her stiffness faded as Linda rubbed my head around her lips a little harder, working it between her lips and into the entrance of her depths. My wife wiggled her hips side to side, much like she used to when she was inviting me to fuck her hot hole. I pushed toward her, forcing my engorged head slowly into her, spreading her hot wet vagina as I slipped ever so slowly into her."Oh, fuck yes." Nancy moaned as I pushed my way deeper into her. "That's it honey. Fuck me. Make me come around your fat cock!" She lowered her head to Linda's cunt again and I heard her muffled moan as I started to stroke slowly in and out of her.Every stroke brought my balls across Linda's face, slapping her eyebrows slightly. In and out I started to thrust, my cock stroking its full length in and out of her. Linda wrapped her left hand around my ass cheek and  hooked her other hand around Nancy's thigh. Linda was now conducting the symphony movement of our love anthem. Linda's middle finger pressed my anus tightly and eventually entered just inside my sphincter.I felt Nancy's already excited cunt start to spasm when I'd barely started stroking, Linda having apparently gotten her already very close to climax. I knew I was still quite a ways from my own climax as I held her hips and kept thrusting, pushing in and out so that my cock teased her insides from the entrance all the way to the end of her tunnel.Nancy always said that my thick shaft felt so much bigger when I fucked her from behind. I wanted her to enjoy it. I wanted her to feel my cock making her climax. I wanted her to remember how good it felt that first time, that time laying on the picnic table, feeling a cock slide into her for the first time. I wanted her to enjoy it like she did then, coming so hard to my stroking cock that her body surprised both of us and pumped her juices out all over my stomach and crotch. I wanted her to climax that hard again."Oh fuck!" she squeaked as she pulled her face from Linda's cunt. "Oh fuck me, lover. God you feel so good. Come for me. Fill me up with your cum. Oh God! Yes! That's it. Fuck me!" She hadn't been all that vocal for years, and hearing her talk like a vulgar whore, begging me to fuck and fill her; pushed all the right buttons at the right time. While my mind was still imagining that it was that first time again, feeling her for the first time, I held her hips and drove harder into her, rocking the entire bed as I pumped in and out of her with abandon.My body raced toward climax as I thrust myself deep into my wife, a feeling of elation and desire all mixed together running through my body. I was so close, I wanted to come, I wanted to fill her cunt with my cum, I wanted her to keep climaxing as long as I could make her. I kept thrusting, trying to keep holding her climax at its peak as long as I could. I felt a hand on my ass, moving with me, coaxing me harder into my wife.I looked down past my thrusting cock at Linda's face, grinning up at me, waiting, coaxing. In a moment of clear realization I knew what she wanted."Oh Fuck!" I grunted loudly as my body spasmed. I could feel my cock pumping shot after shot of cum into my wife's spasming cunt, filling her, feeling her climax still squeezing and milking me, like I hadn't felt for oh so many years. I stood there, my knees leaning against the mattress, panting, listening to my wife moan and pant herself, my cum still leaking into her as my cock twitched occasionally."Oh God, yes. So good." She moaned softly, laying her head between Linda's legs again, but not to lick her any longer. Linda released her hold on my ass and instead hooked her index finger around the base of my cock. She coaxed me back, backing me out of my wife slowly. My now softening tallywhacker slipped from Nancy's reddened, swollen cunt lips, and dropped onto Linda's face.Linda tiled her head back and opened her mouth. I slid inside Linda's waiting mouth and she sucked my shrinking cock for only a few seconds before gently pushing me further back. I knew why, though I was surprised that she'd want to.I stood, my cock almost dripping the remaining cum in Linda's face, holding my wife's ass cheeks for balance. I watched Linda lick the cum oozing from my wife's gaping cunt, my white cream leaking from her and dripping down off her twat lips into Linda's mouth."Tastes just like that cookie." Linda moaned softly. "I swear that was cum flavored icing.""I kinda thought it tasted like Nancy's cunt." I panted as I moved onto the bed and flopped onto my back, momentarily exhausted.I lay there, trying to catch my breath, listening to Linda lick my wife, sending occasional shudders through her body. Nancy finally had all she could take and shifted off Linda and over onto me, laying down on me. She lay flat on me, her tits smashed to my chest, her face inches from mine. Without a word she lowered her lips to mine and kissed me. Hesitantly at first, and then with growing urgency. She held my face and kissed and sucked my lips, almost as if she were afraid I was going to not be there.Linda rolled onto her side, facing away from us, then resumed her own masterbations, stroking her cunt with two fingers, while her other hand fondled her aroused nipples. Linda was a moaner.Finally, after what had to be at least five minutes, both Nancy and I panting breathlessly, she softened and then stopped her kisses. "I'm sorry love." She whispered into my ear as she laid her cheek beside mine."For what?" I whispered back."For not realizing what I was doing to you. For almost losing you. I never meant for it to happen. I should have known. I should have heard you. You said it, I know you did. Even Linda heard you. But I was too busy with my own feelings that I didn't listen to you. I don't want to lose you. I don't want you to have to find it someplace else. I don't want you to walk out of my life. I don't want anyone but you, but I have to, I need to, I, I.""Shush." I whispered, pressing her chest into me, holding her face next to mine. "I don't want to lose you either. You're the love of my life. Why would I leave you?""Because I forgot. I forgot how it was. I laid here, crying, feeling sorry for myself that Linda could coax you into sex so easily. I thought that you didn't care anymore or want me anymore. But she told me. She said she's seen me reject your advances too many times, that you had to think that I didn't want you anymore. Nothing could be farther from the truth. It's just, It's. I don't know how to explain. But I was wrong. I should have listened. I should have seen the signs. Please don't leave me." She practically begged me before she started crying, her tears running down her face and my cheek as well, where we were pressed together."I'm not leaving. Shish. I'm still here," I whispered back, stroking her back and ass."Promise?""Oh lover. You know I can't live without you.""I used to think that. I used to think that I never had to worry. I used to think you were mine forever, and, well, I watched you pleasuring her, right there, right in front of me, right in our own kitchen. I, I was scared. I was afraid that I was going to lose you. I was mad. I was mad at you, I was mad at Linda.”“I was actually mad at myself. Mostly now at myself. You did what I pushed you to. You did it because I ignore you. I don't do what we used to do.""I don't understand. What we used to do?""When we were first together. I worked so hard to give you everything you desired. I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to love me. I wanted you to want me, to desire to be with me. I knew that sexual contentment was a big part of that. I knew that if I didn't make you feel happy that way, that there'd be no chance of lasting love. Guys need that. They need sex. They need it to feel complete. I forgot that. I forgot because I had your love and I forgot that I needed to return it the way you needed it, not the way I felt like giving it. My empathy failed.”"I don't understand, Nancy. When we were first together, you were playful, you loved doing all those things, all those ways, all those places. You didn't like it? You were just, what, faking enjoying it?" I asked with concern and no small amount of hurt welling up in my heart. Had our whole relationship been based on a lie?She rolled off of me, onto her back, next to me. "I didn't not enjoy it, but I wouldn't have chosen to do it by myself if you hadn't asked me to.""Then why didn't you say no?" I rolled on my side to look at her face."I never wanted to say no. I thought it was what was expected. That guys had sex that way. I wanted to be wanted, so I focused on meeting your desires. But I lost that, over the years.""I'm confused. You had to know not all guys did all that. I mean, I loved what we did. I loved the variety and the newness of every time we did it someplace different, or in a different way, or whatever. But if you didn't want to, you had to know it wasn't required.""Wasn't it? What has been your complaint for the last twenty years? That we never do anything like that anymore. Kinda sounds required to me."I rolled facing Nancy; Linda still in her own world, at the foot of the big bed. Nancy rolled onto her side and rested her head so our noses nearly touched, stroking her fingers on my chest. "I'd have never made you do anything you didn't want to. Not if I knew. Now you're telling me everything that we did was faked?""Not faked. Just not, always my choice." She whispered. "The guy I was with, before you. He was, well, he didn't believe in sex before marriage, so we didn't. Not at all. He never even tried to take my bra off or pull down my pants or anything. So, when I started dating you, I did what you wanted, just like I did what he wanted.""Why did you leave him?""After two years, I needed more. I needed that physical relationship. I wanted intimacy, and he didn't seem any closer to asking me to marry him than when we started dating. So, I moved on, or at least I was planning on it. The day you spilled coke all over me? I was out with my best friends, they were trying to convince me that it was time to move on and find someone different. Someone that could make me feel completely different than Jerry did.""And me dumping a whole cup of soda pop down your shirt was definitely different.""It wasn't that. It was how incredibly cute you were, trying to apologize. Three times you almost rubbed your hand down my boobs to wipe the soda that was soaking in, off. I suddenly wanted to feel your hands on me. I wanted to see what it felt like to be physically loved.”“ If you hadn't asked me to get undressed for you in that park that one night, there wouldn't be another date. I wasn't going to go through that again. I could tell you were nervous. I was too. But I wanted to feel your hands on me, and once I did, I didn't want to stop. I wanted you to touch me and stroke me and make love to me as many times as you wanted. When I realized you liked being teased, liked seeing me in sexy little things, liked it when I played with you in public places, liked it when I let you play with me in those places, well, those are the things I did. I didn't not like them, but if I had been choosing, I wouldn't have done a lot of them. Doctor Ruth said a woman can only keep a man if she keeps him satisfied. So I was committed to keeping you satisfied. At least I used to" Nancy was starting to cry again."After the girls were born, you kinda stopped wanting sex. Why? What did I do wrong?" I wanted to know."You did nothing wrong. I just didn't feel like I could do those kinds of things anymore. I didn't want the girls to get the idea that doing that kind of thing was how you got a man. I know. That's how I got you. But after a few years I just stopped trying to please you that way. I convinced myself you didn't seem to need it any more, that you knew how I loved you, even if I didn't show it physically. I forgot that was how you felt loved. I forgot that all the things that you did that made me feel loved, weren't the things that made you feel loved. Linda reminded me of that. Seeing you kneeling in front of her, licking her, teasing her cunt, making her climax. It made me realize that I'd messed up. I'd failed to do what a wife should be doing, making her man feel loved and cared for. I suddenly realized that Linda had so easily taken over what had been only mine for so long. Linda hasn't had a man for years, but she wishes that she did.""If that's true, why the hell were you two women having sex?""That's easy." Linda said from where she was still laying, now listening to us. "We wanted to. While we were talking we had an overwhelming urge to kiss, which led to touching, which lead to, well you know." Then Linda added; “You're the one with the cookie, Mike. Like the serpent in Eden, you seduced both of us with one bite of that treat.”"I wouldn't have thought you were into girl stuff." I said softly to my wife."I haven't, well, before today, I never did. I just couldn't help myself. I wanted to kiss her. I wanted to feel her lips on me, on my nipples, on my cunny lips. I wanted to feel her making love to me. I don't know why, but I wanted it so bad.""Just like I needed to have your cock in my mouth.” Linda interjected. “Just like I want your cock in me so bad right now. I want to feel you pumping it into me until you fill me with your cum." Linda said, rolling over. "So how about it? Wanna let me ride you until we both come?""I think I better save it for Nancy," I answered her, getting a squeeze from Nancy in appreciation."Well, if you're not going to fuck me, I have a dildo at home that's just begging to feel my hot cunt around it." Linda said as she stood up. "You know, I might not even bother to get dressed. Just put my shoes on and run home naked and get it. Wanna watch me? Wanna see me pumping it in and out of myself?""It's sorta chilly out." I said, avoiding the answer she wanted to hear.She grinned. "Good. It'll make my nipples nice and hard. You sure you don't want to come watch me?""I better not." I answered quietly. She shrugged and got up. A few moments later we heard the back door open and close, leaving us alone in the house. "What now?""I don't know. I have an urge to fuck you under the Christmas tree." Nancy winked"So why don't we?" I encouraged her fantasy."Is that what you want?" Nancy giggled."That's the wrong question. The question you should ask, is that what We want?""Right now, I think it is." She whispered."Okay. I don't know if my cock is up to a third round, but I'm game to try.""Oh honey, I think I can handle that. You go out there and lay down on the carpet and I'll be out in a few minutes, and I guarantee that I'll get you hard." She said with a soft giggle.I nodded and got off the bed. I didn't know what she had in mind, but I was willing to let her try whatever she wanted. I grabbed a pillow off the sofa and lay down on the carpet to wait."I'm back!" Linda said as she walked in through the garage door again, this time holding a large purple translucent cock. "Oh. Waiting for me?" She asked, stepping over to me and squatting down over me. She rolled onto her knees and slid her wet cunt along my flaccid cock. "I'm not even going to need ‘Carlos', am I?" she asked setting the dildo aside."Linda. I'm waiting for Nancy. I don't think she's going to want to see you on my lap. Please don't make me choose!"She frowned. "I won't, but I can keep it warm, can't I?"I rolled my eyes. "If you promise to get right off when Nancy comes out.""I do." She answered with a wicked little grin. She began to rock her hips, grinding herself against my cock. She reached for my hands and pulled them up to her tits, cupping each one with my hands. "I know how you like natural tits." She whispered."How do you know how much I like tits?""Seriously? You think I haven't ever noticed how you look at my boobs when I'm wearing a skimpy shirt or a swim suit? God you can't keep your eyes off boobs.""Guilty as charged I guess." I answered, squeezing her soft tits. They weren't nearly as large as Nancy's but they were a nice comfortable handful."I didn't think I had to be that quick." Nancy said from the hallway.Linda looked back at her and then moved up off me. "I was just keeping him warm for you."

Nancy Pledges her passionate best for Mike.Based on a post by m storyman x, in 2 parts. Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.I sat on the sofa staring out the back window and across the yard, wondering what they were talking about. A few minutes turned into half an hour, which turned into almost an hour. My curiosity finally got the best of me and I snuck down the hall as quietly as I could. I stopped at the door and listened, hoping to hear their conversation. But conversation was not what I heard. What I heard was soft gentle moaning. Two different sounds of moaning. I shook my head in confusion and pushed the door open silently, moving it ever so slowly so that the hinge, which occasionally squeaks, wouldn't. I peeked around the door to the bed and stood there, staring.No wonder I didn't hear them talking. Linda was laying on the bed, as naked as she had been in the kitchen, with her feet on my pillow, her knees pushed wide. My wife on top, held herself on her hands and knees, equally naked, with her head between Linda's legs, licking her cunt, while moaning in pleasure at Linda's attentions to hers.I stepped into the room and neither seemed to notice me at all. I watched the two of them making out, licking each other, driving the other toward climax. Was this why Nancy wasn't interested in sex with me any longer? Was she getting it from Linda instead? I hadn't ever known her to be interested in other women, at least not in that way. But it was hard to deny what I was seeing. It didn't take my body long to respond to what I was seeing, my cock soon standing hard and rigid. Pointing up over the horizon, like an artillery cannon barrel.No, if she was getting it from Linda, I was damn well going to make sure she understood what she was giving up. I stepped to the end of the bed, looking at my wife's ass and cunt, held in the air by her knees, while Linda licked and played with her swollen clit. Linda saw me and smiled. She moved her hand from my wife's ass and reached for my cock. She pulled me in toward her, pulling my engorged head toward both her mouth and my wife's cunt. She aimed me right to my wife's sopping wet lips and then used her other hand to reach around my ass and coaxed me into the ‘docking portal'. She'd stopped licking my wife and rubbed my engorged head up and down Nancy's slit, wetting my mushroom with my wife's juices.I reached for my wife's hips, making her jump slightly as she felt my big firm hands on her. She stiffened, almost as if she were going to refuse me, and then her stiffness faded as Linda rubbed my head around her lips a little harder, working it between her lips and into the entrance of her depths. My wife wiggled her hips side to side, much like she used to when she was inviting me to fuck her hot hole. I pushed toward her, forcing my engorged head slowly into her, spreading her hot wet vagina as I slipped ever so slowly into her."Oh, fuck yes." Nancy moaned as I pushed my way deeper into her. "That's it honey. Fuck me. Make me come around your fat cock!" She lowered her head to Linda's cunt again and I heard her muffled moan as I started to stroke slowly in and out of her.Every stroke brought my balls across Linda's face, slapping her eyebrows slightly. In and out I started to thrust, my cock stroking its full length in and out of her. Linda wrapped her left hand around my ass cheek and  hooked her other hand around Nancy's thigh. Linda was now conducting the symphony movement of our love anthem. Linda's middle finger pressed my anus tightly and eventually entered just inside my sphincter.I felt Nancy's already excited cunt start to spasm when I'd barely started stroking, Linda having apparently gotten her already very close to climax. I knew I was still quite a ways from my own climax as I held her hips and kept thrusting, pushing in and out so that my cock teased her insides from the entrance all the way to the end of her tunnel.Nancy always said that my thick shaft felt so much bigger when I fucked her from behind. I wanted her to enjoy it. I wanted her to feel my cock making her climax. I wanted her to remember how good it felt that first time, that time laying on the picnic table, feeling a cock slide into her for the first time. I wanted her to enjoy it like she did then, coming so hard to my stroking cock that her body surprised both of us and pumped her juices out all over my stomach and crotch. I wanted her to climax that hard again."Oh fuck!" she squeaked as she pulled her face from Linda's cunt. "Oh fuck me, lover. God you feel so good. Come for me. Fill me up with your cum. Oh God! Yes! That's it. Fuck me!" She hadn't been all that vocal for years, and hearing her talk like a vulgar whore, begging me to fuck and fill her; pushed all the right buttons at the right time. While my mind was still imagining that it was that first time again, feeling her for the first time, I held her hips and drove harder into her, rocking the entire bed as I pumped in and out of her with abandon.My body raced toward climax as I thrust myself deep into my wife, a feeling of elation and desire all mixed together running through my body. I was so close, I wanted to come, I wanted to fill her cunt with my cum, I wanted her to keep climaxing as long as I could make her. I kept thrusting, trying to keep holding her climax at its peak as long as I could. I felt a hand on my ass, moving with me, coaxing me harder into my wife.I looked down past my thrusting cock at Linda's face, grinning up at me, waiting, coaxing. In a moment of clear realization I knew what she wanted."Oh Fuck!" I grunted loudly as my body spasmed. I could feel my cock pumping shot after shot of cum into my wife's spasming cunt, filling her, feeling her climax still squeezing and milking me, like I hadn't felt for oh so many years. I stood there, my knees leaning against the mattress, panting, listening to my wife moan and pant herself, my cum still leaking into her as my cock twitched occasionally."Oh God, yes. So good." She moaned softly, laying her head between Linda's legs again, but not to lick her any longer. Linda released her hold on my ass and instead hooked her index finger around the base of my cock. She coaxed me back, backing me out of my wife slowly. My now softening tallywhacker slipped from Nancy's reddened, swollen cunt lips, and dropped onto Linda's face.Linda tiled her head back and opened her mouth. I slid inside Linda's waiting mouth and she sucked my shrinking cock for only a few seconds before gently pushing me further back. I knew why, though I was surprised that she'd want to.I stood, my cock almost dripping the remaining cum in Linda's face, holding my wife's ass cheeks for balance. I watched Linda lick the cum oozing from my wife's gaping cunt, my white cream leaking from her and dripping down off her twat lips into Linda's mouth."Tastes just like that cookie." Linda moaned softly. "I swear that was cum flavored icing.""I kinda thought it tasted like Nancy's cunt." I panted as I moved onto the bed and flopped onto my back, momentarily exhausted.I lay there, trying to catch my breath, listening to Linda lick my wife, sending occasional shudders through her body. Nancy finally had all she could take and shifted off Linda and over onto me, laying down on me. She lay flat on me, her tits smashed to my chest, her face inches from mine. Without a word she lowered her lips to mine and kissed me. Hesitantly at first, and then with growing urgency. She held my face and kissed and sucked my lips, almost as if she were afraid I was going to not be there.Linda rolled onto her side, facing away from us, then resumed her own masterbations, stroking her cunt with two fingers, while her other hand fondled her aroused nipples. Linda was a moaner.Finally, after what had to be at least five minutes, both Nancy and I panting breathlessly, she softened and then stopped her kisses. "I'm sorry love." She whispered into my ear as she laid her cheek beside mine."For what?" I whispered back."For not realizing what I was doing to you. For almost losing you. I never meant for it to happen. I should have known. I should have heard you. You said it, I know you did. Even Linda heard you. But I was too busy with my own feelings that I didn't listen to you. I don't want to lose you. I don't want you to have to find it someplace else. I don't want you to walk out of my life. I don't want anyone but you, but I have to, I need to, I, I.""Shush." I whispered, pressing her chest into me, holding her face next to mine. "I don't want to lose you either. You're the love of my life. Why would I leave you?""Because I forgot. I forgot how it was. I laid here, crying, feeling sorry for myself that Linda could coax you into sex so easily. I thought that you didn't care anymore or want me anymore. But she told me. She said she's seen me reject your advances too many times, that you had to think that I didn't want you anymore. Nothing could be farther from the truth. It's just, It's. I don't know how to explain. But I was wrong. I should have listened. I should have seen the signs. Please don't leave me." She practically begged me before she started crying, her tears running down her face and my cheek as well, where we were pressed together."I'm not leaving. Shish. I'm still here," I whispered back, stroking her back and ass."Promise?""Oh lover. You know I can't live without you.""I used to think that. I used to think that I never had to worry. I used to think you were mine forever, and, well, I watched you pleasuring her, right there, right in front of me, right in our own kitchen. I, I was scared. I was afraid that I was going to lose you. I was mad. I was mad at you, I was mad at Linda.”“I was actually mad at myself. Mostly now at myself. You did what I pushed you to. You did it because I ignore you. I don't do what we used to do.""I don't understand. What we used to do?""When we were first together. I worked so hard to give you everything you desired. I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to love me. I wanted you to want me, to desire to be with me. I knew that sexual contentment was a big part of that. I knew that if I didn't make you feel happy that way, that there'd be no chance of lasting love. Guys need that. They need sex. They need it to feel complete. I forgot that. I forgot because I had your love and I forgot that I needed to return it the way you needed it, not the way I felt like giving it. My empathy failed.”"I don't understand, Nancy. When we were first together, you were playful, you loved doing all those things, all those ways, all those places. You didn't like it? You were just, what, faking enjoying it?" I asked with concern and no small amount of hurt welling up in my heart. Had our whole relationship been based on a lie?She rolled off of me, onto her back, next to me. "I didn't not enjoy it, but I wouldn't have chosen to do it by myself if you hadn't asked me to.""Then why didn't you say no?" I rolled on my side to look at her face."I never wanted to say no. I thought it was what was expected. That guys had sex that way. I wanted to be wanted, so I focused on meeting your desires. But I lost that, over the years.""I'm confused. You had to know not all guys did all that. I mean, I loved what we did. I loved the variety and the newness of every time we did it someplace different, or in a different way, or whatever. But if you didn't want to, you had to know it wasn't required.""Wasn't it? What has been your complaint for the last twenty years? That we never do anything like that anymore. Kinda sounds required to me."I rolled facing Nancy; Linda still in her own world, at the foot of the big bed. Nancy rolled onto her side and rested her head so our noses nearly touched, stroking her fingers on my chest. "I'd have never made you do anything you didn't want to. Not if I knew. Now you're telling me everything that we did was faked?""Not faked. Just not, always my choice." She whispered. "The guy I was with, before you. He was, well, he didn't believe in sex before marriage, so we didn't. Not at all. He never even tried to take my bra off or pull down my pants or anything. So, when I started dating you, I did what you wanted, just like I did what he wanted.""Why did you leave him?""After two years, I needed more. I needed that physical relationship. I wanted intimacy, and he didn't seem any closer to asking me to marry him than when we started dating. So, I moved on, or at least I was planning on it. The day you spilled coke all over me? I was out with my best friends, they were trying to convince me that it was time to move on and find someone different. Someone that could make me feel completely different than Jerry did.""And me dumping a whole cup of soda pop down your shirt was definitely different.""It wasn't that. It was how incredibly cute you were, trying to apologize. Three times you almost rubbed your hand down my boobs to wipe the soda that was soaking in, off. I suddenly wanted to feel your hands on me. I wanted to see what it felt like to be physically loved.”“ If you hadn't asked me to get undressed for you in that park that one night, there wouldn't be another date. I wasn't going to go through that again. I could tell you were nervous. I was too. But I wanted to feel your hands on me, and once I did, I didn't want to stop. I wanted you to touch me and stroke me and make love to me as many times as you wanted. When I realized you liked being teased, liked seeing me in sexy little things, liked it when I played with you in public places, liked it when I let you play with me in those places, well, those are the things I did. I didn't not like them, but if I had been choosing, I wouldn't have done a lot of them. Doctor Ruth said a woman can only keep a man if she keeps him satisfied. So I was committed to keeping you satisfied. At least I used to" Nancy was starting to cry again."After the girls were born, you kinda stopped wanting sex. Why? What did I do wrong?" I wanted to know."You did nothing wrong. I just didn't feel like I could do those kinds of things anymore. I didn't want the girls to get the idea that doing that kind of thing was how you got a man. I know. That's how I got you. But after a few years I just stopped trying to please you that way. I convinced myself you didn't seem to need it any more, that you knew how I loved you, even if I didn't show it physically. I forgot that was how you felt loved. I forgot that all the things that you did that made me feel loved, weren't the things that made you feel loved. Linda reminded me of that. Seeing you kneeling in front of her, licking her, teasing her cunt, making her climax. It made me realize that I'd messed up. I'd failed to do what a wife should be doing, making her man feel loved and cared for. I suddenly realized that Linda had so easily taken over what had been only mine for so long. Linda hasn't had a man for years, but she wishes that she did.""If that's true, why the hell were you two women having sex?""That's easy." Linda said from where she was still laying, now listening to us. "We wanted to. While we were talking we had an overwhelming urge to kiss, which led to touching, which lead to, well you know." Then Linda added; “You're the one with the cookie, Mike. Like the serpent in Eden, you seduced both of us with one bite of that treat.”"I wouldn't have thought you were into girl stuff." I said softly to my wife."I haven't, well, before today, I never did. I just couldn't help myself. I wanted to kiss her. I wanted to feel her lips on me, on my nipples, on my cunny lips. I wanted to feel her making love to me. I don't know why, but I wanted it so bad.""Just like I needed to have your cock in my mouth.” Linda interjected. “Just like I want your cock in me so bad right now. I want to feel you pumping it into me until you fill me with your cum." Linda said, rolling over. "So how about it? Wanna let me ride you until we both come?""I think I better save it for Nancy," I answered her, getting a squeeze from Nancy in appreciation."Well, if you're not going to fuck me, I have a dildo at home that's just begging to feel my hot cunt around it." Linda said as she stood up. "You know, I might not even bother to get dressed. Just put my shoes on and run home naked and get it. Wanna watch me? Wanna see me pumping it in and out of myself?""It's sorta chilly out." I said, avoiding the answer she wanted to hear.She grinned. "Good. It'll make my nipples nice and hard. You sure you don't want to come watch me?""I better not." I answered quietly. She shrugged and got up. A few moments later we heard the back door open and close, leaving us alone in the house. "What now?""I don't know. I have an urge to fuck you under the Christmas tree." Nancy winked"So why don't we?" I encouraged her fantasy."Is that what you want?" Nancy giggled."That's the wrong question. The question you should ask, is that what We want?""Right now, I think it is." She whispered."Okay. I don't know if my cock is up to a third round, but I'm game to try.""Oh honey, I think I can handle that. You go out there and lay down on the carpet and I'll be out in a few minutes, and I guarantee that I'll get you hard." She said with a soft giggle.I nodded and got off the bed. I didn't know what she had in mind, but I was willing to let her try whatever she wanted. I grabbed a pillow off the sofa and lay down on the carpet to wait."I'm back!" Linda said as she walked in through the garage door again, this time holding a large purple translucent cock. "Oh. Waiting for me?" She asked, stepping over to me and squatting down over me. She rolled onto her knees and slid her wet cunt along my flaccid cock. "I'm not even going to need ‘Carlos', am I?" she asked setting the dildo aside."Linda. I'm waiting for Nancy. I don't think she's going to want to see you on my lap. Please don't make me choose!"She frowned. "I won't, but I can keep it warm, can't I?"I rolled my eyes. "If you promise to get right off when Nancy comes out.""I do." She answered with a wicked little grin. She began to rock her hips, grinding herself against my cock. She reached for my hands and pulled them up to her tits, cupping each one with my hands. "I know how you like natural tits." She whispered."How do you know how much I like tits?""Seriously? You think I haven't ever noticed how you look at my boobs when I'm wearing a skimpy shirt or a swim suit? God you can't keep your eyes off boobs.""Guilty as charged I guess." I answered, squeezing her soft tits. They weren't nearly as large as Nancy's but they were a nice comfortable handful."I didn't think I had to be that quick." Nancy said from the hallway.Linda looked back at her and then moved up off me. "I was just keeping him warm for you."

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Dating Rulesby  musicankane - listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.Galina gave him a look, "Are you asking me out on a date?"Jake blushed, "Well I mean, no...maybe?"She laughed, "Jake I'm literally leaking your sperm out of my twat right now, I think you should be well beyond being nervous around me." She sat herself in his lap and put her arms around him. "You are very sweet, and very good in bed. But I can't date you, I kind of already have a boyfriend so..."Jake looked at her, "You came over to fuck me when you have a boyfriend?" He couldn't believe it, but then his mind went to that party at GGK with Rachel. What is with these girls and boyfriends but not really giving a shit.  "I promised you I would, and it was worth it." She explained. "Didn't you like fucking me?""Well yeah but what about your boyfriend?"She shrugged dismissively. "He's been ignoring me a bit lately and I was getting horny, you give me a chance to get some relief myself and it was worth it. I think I came three times, but it might have been more my head was spinning for a bit there." She kissed him gently and got off of him. "Jake don't worry about it, all will be well you are bound to find a girl especially with how word has gotten around GGK and other places on campus. Trust me someone might just fall into your lap and onto your dick before you even realize it's happening."Jake smiled at her weakly, "Well that's actually a bit reassuring actually. Thank you."Galina waved, "No problem, and remember I'm down. I gotta go now though I still have to finish an assignment before tomorrow afternoon. Goodnight Jake." She said, heading out his door."Night." He said to himself.Alexis had been incredibly bummed that Jake told her there was no D&D game for an unknown length of time. She'd really wanted to play it again, but more importantly than that she wanted to use it as an excuse to see him again. She felt terrible that even after she'd texted him, he didn't continue the conversation. Just a "no" and a little explaination, then nothing. No "how are you", no "what's up", nothing.It was her fault though, she couldn't really be upset with him. She had every chance to be with him, every chance to just forget her own stupid desire to join some fucking club and persue something meaningful with a guy who was great. Instead she just used him and chased him into the arms or any girl willing. And thanks to her, there were a lot of willing girls.Soon word about Jake would get around campus beyond the walls of Gamma Gamma Kappa sorority. Jake had been seen at the party and he visibly didn't fit in, which meant that rumors would spread especially when and if he was seen with other GGK girls on campus. Once that happened he would be fighting girls off with a stick and she would have no shot because he would long since have no reason to even remember her name.It would e all her fucking fault too.She sat with her textbook open where she was supposed to be doing her reading assignments, but all she could think about was Jake. She kept glancing at the phone every time it buzzed, but it was always just the GGK group chat and never the name she wanted to see.Alexis had thought about texting him again to see if he just wanted to fuck or something. After the party she had remained vigilant on her birth control and according to the doctor and the medication she was perfectly safe to get filled with sperm as much as she wanted. While the idea of just being a booty call for him didn't excite her all that much, it would be a way to remain in his life and on his mind. So it could be at least better than nothing.If Jake had the pick of whomever he wanted, why would he ever pick her though? If he met his needs with other girls whom hadn't seemingly discarded him after they'd used him, why wouldn't he just be with them instead?Alexis heard the door open behind her and she glanced back to see Galina walk in. "Hey Alexis I'm back." She said."Oh hey, what's up?" Alexis asked turned toward her room mate. "You rushed out of here in a hurry, what was that about?" She then saw Galina's state, hair fucked up, skin glistening with sweat, face rosy and flush. "Oh did Joshua summon you for a little romp in the sack?"Galina looked down at herself, and shrugged, "Umm yeah. Yeah he did."As if on queue her phone began to ring and from her seat Alexis could see Josh's face appear on Galina's screen. Galina put up a finger for Alexis and frowned, "Hey baby? No, not tonight. I told you I have a assignment to get done. I know it's early but I don't want my grades to slip barely two weeks into the semester. No...just jerk yourself off then Josh, I'm not pussy you get to just summon whenever you want. No Josh, fuck off." She spat and hung up on him.Alexis raised an eyebrow. "Was that Josh? What, did he want a round two already?" She asked.Galina gave her a blank look, "What?"Alexis gestured to her, "You look like someone fucked your knees weak. If you didn't just come from Josh, who did you rush off to..." Alexis paused and it began to click in her head. "No!"Galina frowned and pouted, "I'm sorry Alexis, I promised him."Alexis jerked to her feet, "Jake?" She screamed, "Really? Of all people, why him?""Well that's a stupid question. What are you so mad about anyway Alexis. He fucked Niece, Rachel, you, me, at this rate he'll be the first guy in history to fuck every active GGK member in a single semester, fuck once other girls on campus learn about him he'll run through everyone that so much as smiles at him."Alexis huffed, "But you know I want him.""Sucks to suck Alexis, you fucked him up. You could have left the party at any time that night to go to him and you didn't. You didn't chase him and he feels used. At least if you are going to use a guy at least have the decency to give him a nice send-off instead of ghosting him like a piece of shit." Galina insisted."Oh fuck you Gal."Galina smiled, "Too late, Jake already did that and my legs are literally dripping in his nut. So I'm gonna shower and you can kiss my ass." She blew Alexis a kiss, turned away and slapped her ass before darting into the bathroom.Alexis growled in a rage and flopped into her chair. She didn't know what made her more angry, the fact that Galina had done what she'd done, or the fact that Alexis knew Galina was right. Who was she kidding? Galina was right, Alexis had fucked up. She spun to the desk and slammed her text book shut, there was no way she was going to get any reading done tonight so fuck it.Alexis sat at the desk and grabbed her phone, flipping it to Jake's number she brought up the text screen and started to type frantically. Before she finished her text she growled in frustration and erased it, then hit the call button she would call him that would be better than just a text. She disconnected the call before it could even ring. No! She couldn't, god what was wrong with her?Jumping out of her seat she slipped into her shoes and ran out the door.Jake showered and washed himself completely clean, feeling really refreshed thanks to Galina. His body wasn't literally shaking with the desperation to bust a nut, and he finally felt relaxed for the first time in several days. He came out of the bathroom, rubbing a towel on his head to get his hair as dry as he could before he climbed into bed. He hated sleeping on a wet pillow.He had also used some baby wipes to clean the little bit of post-coital drip that leaked from Galina before she'd gotten off the bed. He remember the stain that Niece had left behind with him and he learned to clean up after sex so that you didn't roll into a surprise wet spot, or even worst find a dried cum stain randomly in your favorite sleeping spot.He put on a pair of nylon basketball shorts and nothing else to climb into bed with. Jake wasn't big on sleeping naked, so just a pair of shorts was the way to go for him. He never slept in a shirt because it would always wake him up as it would twist or ball up on him uncomfortably. Tossing back the sheet he started to climb into bed when knocking came to the door.It was almost 10pm, who would be showing up this late? He wondered if it was a GGK girl coming to surprise him or something like that, but he doubt it...well maybe?He opened the door and there was Alexis wearing nothing but a pair of extremely short pink shorts which the bottom of her ass stuck out of, and a white thin tank up that not only showcases her cleavage but also allowed him to clearly see her nipples through the thin fabric. Luckily it was dark because there is no way she'd just walk through campus like this. He found himself once again blown away by how fucking incredible her body was. Looking at her like this, it was hard to stay mad at her."Alexis?" He asked looking her up and down, "What are you doing here?"She smiled weakly and shrugged, "I...I just want to talk, can I come in?"Jake sighed and leaned against the door. "Alexis I don't know if that's such a good idea."Alexis frowned, "Please Jake, five minutes?"He pressed his lips firmly together, then nodded and let her push past him into the room. Shutting the door he didn't follow her into the dorm and instead leaned back against the now closed door. "Okay so?" He began.Alexis glanced around the room, not really seeing anything but just trying to find the words to say, something that she could say to even begin to make this right. "Jake I'm sorry, I want you to know that I am unbelievably sorry, beyond anything I've ever been sorry for in my entire life."Jake shrugged, "Sorry about what Alexis? You got everything you wanted."Alexis shook her head, "I didn't get you.""Me?" He spat. "Alexis you Had me, but you were too busy using me for your fucking club!" He held up a finger, "Not once mind you, that first time i mostly understood even though it upset me, I could at least understand, but then you did it again! When you picked me that night I thought that was it, you're in and then we could be normal and together. But no I was ushered out the door without a goodbye and silence for a fucking Week!"Alexis was frowning and hanging her head, "I fucked up. I know." She said weakly.Jake smacked his hand on the door, "Yeah, look Alexis I think you are an amazing girl too focus on social bullshit that means fucking nothing. And it's fucking shitty that you chose that over an actual relationship. You think those bitches care about you? They don't, Galina came over to fuck me tonight at the drop of a fucking hat because they only care about social standing and partying, not you. None of them could give a fuck whether you joined or not, and your place could be taken by just about anyone!"Alexis said nothing and let him just dig into her. Everything he said was right and she knew it. She had been shallow and she'd been greedy even. "I just hoped that...I just thought that I might be able to patch things up with us. If not exclusive or in a relationship at all at least...friends?"Jake shook his head, "Friends? Alexis I can't be friends with you. You were the girl of my dreams, my fantasies, when I was with you I thought I was dreaming. I can't be friends with you, because I'll always look at you and want you more than you could ever know, but I can't trust you to not destroy my heart."Alexis was crying, tears rolling down her cheeks."Now I'm going to take Niece's advice, I'm going to sow my oats and take advantage of life here the best I can." He sighed and opened the door. "I think you should just go."Alexis looked at him, her eyes wet, tears dripping off her chin. "I'm sorry." She cried gently.Jake nodded, "Yeah me too." He told her and gestured her out the door.The next few days were rough for him. Jake didn't like the confrontation with Alexis because it felt final, and it didn't sit well at all with him but he knew it had to be done. He didn't want to be hurt or rejected and Alexis made him feel both. Whether she intended it or not, he felt like this pain would ultimately be for the best.At least with sex he could make it just that. Though there was a part of him that really didn't want JUST the sex. He really wanted to date someone, hang out, study together, maybe game, other shit couples did. As cool as it was that he could have someone beautiful almost whenever at this point, he didn't like it as much as he thought he would.Once he'd gotten over the hump of the, well it wasn't really a breakup because they hadn't actually been together in the first place, but whatever it was it was done. Once that was through with he began to get his shit back on the track to mostly normal. School work, gaming, reading, the normal things in his life. Though he did keep an eye out for other things to do on campus that were a bit more of the social type of activity.There was going to be another party next weekend that actually wasn't being held at GGK. Instead, Delta Sigma Phi, was throwing their Lacrosse Bash. It was a tradition that was supposed to help guarantee the team's success in the coming year and it was a party that was held under a truce with GGK in which GGk would not have a party for the entire week leading up to the DSP party. That way by the time the DSP party rolled around, people would be desperate for a chance to cut loose.While the party wasn't open to everyone on campus, it was far more open than something GGK would throw. They were free with the invites so long as a DSP member vouched for you at the door. The problem was Jake didn't know anyone who pledged DSP, he wasn't into sports and didn't really know anyone that was.So he reached out to the only person he knew who had connections to everything on campus.Hey Niece I have a question, do you know anyone at DSP? He wrote her.Niece got back to him quickly, it was amazing how fast girls could reply sometimes. Of course I do, why?Well I'm trying to take your advice and branch out my social circle a bit more, I know they got a party coming up and I was hoping you might know a way I could get an invite.I'm so proud of you! Don't worry about it, consider yourself invited I will take care of it.Jake smiled at the text. It really paid to have connections. Thanks I owe you one.You owe me nothing. Happy to help. I'll see you there.You're going?I'm Queen Bitch, I am everywhere, never forget that. Followed with a smiley emojiHe never would. It made him feel good to know people, especially people as powerful as Niece. Niece seemed to be able to make anything and everything happen that she wanted, and having her on his side was probably the best possible ally to have.The next step now that he was good to party was to change his look. Something about his nerdy haircut and his Star Wars T-shirts was just not going to cut it. First thing he did was went to a proper barbar shop and got a cut. He told the barber that he was trying to look good for a party and the guy patted him on the shoulder, "I got you bud."Jake walked out with a high fade and short spikey hair that made him look totally different than his usual slicked back and kind of greesy look. He'd wondered how those girls could even stand to look at him before, this haircut alone made him look a hundred percent better. A hairstyle was only the first step though, he needed new clothes and he was lost with what to get or even what would be cool. But he knew someone who might.Rachel are you free by chance this afternoon?Again she was so fast to reply it amazed him. I could be, why you wanna fuck?Always, but that's not what I need. I'm gonna go to a party at DSP this weekend and I want to not look like a twat. I was wondering if you would be down to go clothes shopping with me?Omigod, omigod, omigod! Yes! Fuck Yes!Well she seemed eager. They set up a time to meet up at a nearby mall and Rachel showed up with a frightening smile on her face. She smiled even wider somehow when she saw his new hair. "Oh look at how sexy you look. What has gotten into you?" She asked.Jake shrugged, "Niece suggested I branch out, so I'm trying to shake up the look a bit and do that." He did a spin for her, "You like?"

Dating Rulesby  musicankane - listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.Galina gave him a look, "Are you asking me out on a date?"Jake blushed, "Well I mean, no...maybe?"She laughed, "Jake I'm literally leaking your sperm out of my twat right now, I think you should be well beyond being nervous around me." She sat herself in his lap and put her arms around him. "You are very sweet, and very good in bed. But I can't date you, I kind of already have a boyfriend so..."Jake looked at her, "You came over to fuck me when you have a boyfriend?" He couldn't believe it, but then his mind went to that party at GGK with Rachel. What is with these girls and boyfriends but not really giving a shit.  "I promised you I would, and it was worth it." She explained. "Didn't you like fucking me?""Well yeah but what about your boyfriend?"She shrugged dismissively. "He's been ignoring me a bit lately and I was getting horny, you give me a chance to get some relief myself and it was worth it. I think I came three times, but it might have been more my head was spinning for a bit there." She kissed him gently and got off of him. "Jake don't worry about it, all will be well you are bound to find a girl especially with how word has gotten around GGK and other places on campus. Trust me someone might just fall into your lap and onto your dick before you even realize it's happening."Jake smiled at her weakly, "Well that's actually a bit reassuring actually. Thank you."Galina waved, "No problem, and remember I'm down. I gotta go now though I still have to finish an assignment before tomorrow afternoon. Goodnight Jake." She said, heading out his door."Night." He said to himself.Alexis had been incredibly bummed that Jake told her there was no D&D game for an unknown length of time. She'd really wanted to play it again, but more importantly than that she wanted to use it as an excuse to see him again. She felt terrible that even after she'd texted him, he didn't continue the conversation. Just a "no" and a little explaination, then nothing. No "how are you", no "what's up", nothing.It was her fault though, she couldn't really be upset with him. She had every chance to be with him, every chance to just forget her own stupid desire to join some fucking club and persue something meaningful with a guy who was great. Instead she just used him and chased him into the arms or any girl willing. And thanks to her, there were a lot of willing girls.Soon word about Jake would get around campus beyond the walls of Gamma Gamma Kappa sorority. Jake had been seen at the party and he visibly didn't fit in, which meant that rumors would spread especially when and if he was seen with other GGK girls on campus. Once that happened he would be fighting girls off with a stick and she would have no shot because he would long since have no reason to even remember her name.It would e all her fucking fault too.She sat with her textbook open where she was supposed to be doing her reading assignments, but all she could think about was Jake. She kept glancing at the phone every time it buzzed, but it was always just the GGK group chat and never the name she wanted to see.Alexis had thought about texting him again to see if he just wanted to fuck or something. After the party she had remained vigilant on her birth control and according to the doctor and the medication she was perfectly safe to get filled with sperm as much as she wanted. While the idea of just being a booty call for him didn't excite her all that much, it would be a way to remain in his life and on his mind. So it could be at least better than nothing.If Jake had the pick of whomever he wanted, why would he ever pick her though? If he met his needs with other girls whom hadn't seemingly discarded him after they'd used him, why wouldn't he just be with them instead?Alexis heard the door open behind her and she glanced back to see Galina walk in. "Hey Alexis I'm back." She said."Oh hey, what's up?" Alexis asked turned toward her room mate. "You rushed out of here in a hurry, what was that about?" She then saw Galina's state, hair fucked up, skin glistening with sweat, face rosy and flush. "Oh did Joshua summon you for a little romp in the sack?"Galina looked down at herself, and shrugged, "Umm yeah. Yeah he did."As if on queue her phone began to ring and from her seat Alexis could see Josh's face appear on Galina's screen. Galina put up a finger for Alexis and frowned, "Hey baby? No, not tonight. I told you I have a assignment to get done. I know it's early but I don't want my grades to slip barely two weeks into the semester. No...just jerk yourself off then Josh, I'm not pussy you get to just summon whenever you want. No Josh, fuck off." She spat and hung up on him.Alexis raised an eyebrow. "Was that Josh? What, did he want a round two already?" She asked.Galina gave her a blank look, "What?"Alexis gestured to her, "You look like someone fucked your knees weak. If you didn't just come from Josh, who did you rush off to..." Alexis paused and it began to click in her head. "No!"Galina frowned and pouted, "I'm sorry Alexis, I promised him."Alexis jerked to her feet, "Jake?" She screamed, "Really? Of all people, why him?""Well that's a stupid question. What are you so mad about anyway Alexis. He fucked Niece, Rachel, you, me, at this rate he'll be the first guy in history to fuck every active GGK member in a single semester, fuck once other girls on campus learn about him he'll run through everyone that so much as smiles at him."Alexis huffed, "But you know I want him.""Sucks to suck Alexis, you fucked him up. You could have left the party at any time that night to go to him and you didn't. You didn't chase him and he feels used. At least if you are going to use a guy at least have the decency to give him a nice send-off instead of ghosting him like a piece of shit." Galina insisted."Oh fuck you Gal."Galina smiled, "Too late, Jake already did that and my legs are literally dripping in his nut. So I'm gonna shower and you can kiss my ass." She blew Alexis a kiss, turned away and slapped her ass before darting into the bathroom.Alexis growled in a rage and flopped into her chair. She didn't know what made her more angry, the fact that Galina had done what she'd done, or the fact that Alexis knew Galina was right. Who was she kidding? Galina was right, Alexis had fucked up. She spun to the desk and slammed her text book shut, there was no way she was going to get any reading done tonight so fuck it.Alexis sat at the desk and grabbed her phone, flipping it to Jake's number she brought up the text screen and started to type frantically. Before she finished her text she growled in frustration and erased it, then hit the call button she would call him that would be better than just a text. She disconnected the call before it could even ring. No! She couldn't, god what was wrong with her?Jumping out of her seat she slipped into her shoes and ran out the door.Jake showered and washed himself completely clean, feeling really refreshed thanks to Galina. His body wasn't literally shaking with the desperation to bust a nut, and he finally felt relaxed for the first time in several days. He came out of the bathroom, rubbing a towel on his head to get his hair as dry as he could before he climbed into bed. He hated sleeping on a wet pillow.He had also used some baby wipes to clean the little bit of post-coital drip that leaked from Galina before she'd gotten off the bed. He remember the stain that Niece had left behind with him and he learned to clean up after sex so that you didn't roll into a surprise wet spot, or even worst find a dried cum stain randomly in your favorite sleeping spot.He put on a pair of nylon basketball shorts and nothing else to climb into bed with. Jake wasn't big on sleeping naked, so just a pair of shorts was the way to go for him. He never slept in a shirt because it would always wake him up as it would twist or ball up on him uncomfortably. Tossing back the sheet he started to climb into bed when knocking came to the door.It was almost 10pm, who would be showing up this late? He wondered if it was a GGK girl coming to surprise him or something like that, but he doubt it...well maybe?He opened the door and there was Alexis wearing nothing but a pair of extremely short pink shorts which the bottom of her ass stuck out of, and a white thin tank up that not only showcases her cleavage but also allowed him to clearly see her nipples through the thin fabric. Luckily it was dark because there is no way she'd just walk through campus like this. He found himself once again blown away by how fucking incredible her body was. Looking at her like this, it was hard to stay mad at her."Alexis?" He asked looking her up and down, "What are you doing here?"She smiled weakly and shrugged, "I...I just want to talk, can I come in?"Jake sighed and leaned against the door. "Alexis I don't know if that's such a good idea."Alexis frowned, "Please Jake, five minutes?"He pressed his lips firmly together, then nodded and let her push past him into the room. Shutting the door he didn't follow her into the dorm and instead leaned back against the now closed door. "Okay so?" He began.Alexis glanced around the room, not really seeing anything but just trying to find the words to say, something that she could say to even begin to make this right. "Jake I'm sorry, I want you to know that I am unbelievably sorry, beyond anything I've ever been sorry for in my entire life."Jake shrugged, "Sorry about what Alexis? You got everything you wanted."Alexis shook her head, "I didn't get you.""Me?" He spat. "Alexis you Had me, but you were too busy using me for your fucking club!" He held up a finger, "Not once mind you, that first time i mostly understood even though it upset me, I could at least understand, but then you did it again! When you picked me that night I thought that was it, you're in and then we could be normal and together. But no I was ushered out the door without a goodbye and silence for a fucking Week!"Alexis was frowning and hanging her head, "I fucked up. I know." She said weakly.Jake smacked his hand on the door, "Yeah, look Alexis I think you are an amazing girl too focus on social bullshit that means fucking nothing. And it's fucking shitty that you chose that over an actual relationship. You think those bitches care about you? They don't, Galina came over to fuck me tonight at the drop of a fucking hat because they only care about social standing and partying, not you. None of them could give a fuck whether you joined or not, and your place could be taken by just about anyone!"Alexis said nothing and let him just dig into her. Everything he said was right and she knew it. She had been shallow and she'd been greedy even. "I just hoped that...I just thought that I might be able to patch things up with us. If not exclusive or in a relationship at all at least...friends?"Jake shook his head, "Friends? Alexis I can't be friends with you. You were the girl of my dreams, my fantasies, when I was with you I thought I was dreaming. I can't be friends with you, because I'll always look at you and want you more than you could ever know, but I can't trust you to not destroy my heart."Alexis was crying, tears rolling down her cheeks."Now I'm going to take Niece's advice, I'm going to sow my oats and take advantage of life here the best I can." He sighed and opened the door. "I think you should just go."Alexis looked at him, her eyes wet, tears dripping off her chin. "I'm sorry." She cried gently.Jake nodded, "Yeah me too." He told her and gestured her out the door.The next few days were rough for him. Jake didn't like the confrontation with Alexis because it felt final, and it didn't sit well at all with him but he knew it had to be done. He didn't want to be hurt or rejected and Alexis made him feel both. Whether she intended it or not, he felt like this pain would ultimately be for the best.At least with sex he could make it just that. Though there was a part of him that really didn't want JUST the sex. He really wanted to date someone, hang out, study together, maybe game, other shit couples did. As cool as it was that he could have someone beautiful almost whenever at this point, he didn't like it as much as he thought he would.Once he'd gotten over the hump of the, well it wasn't really a breakup because they hadn't actually been together in the first place, but whatever it was it was done. Once that was through with he began to get his shit back on the track to mostly normal. School work, gaming, reading, the normal things in his life. Though he did keep an eye out for other things to do on campus that were a bit more of the social type of activity.There was going to be another party next weekend that actually wasn't being held at GGK. Instead, Delta Sigma Phi, was throwing their Lacrosse Bash. It was a tradition that was supposed to help guarantee the team's success in the coming year and it was a party that was held under a truce with GGK in which GGk would not have a party for the entire week leading up to the DSP party. That way by the time the DSP party rolled around, people would be desperate for a chance to cut loose.While the party wasn't open to everyone on campus, it was far more open than something GGK would throw. They were free with the invites so long as a DSP member vouched for you at the door. The problem was Jake didn't know anyone who pledged DSP, he wasn't into sports and didn't really know anyone that was.So he reached out to the only person he knew who had connections to everything on campus.Hey Niece I have a question, do you know anyone at DSP? He wrote her.Niece got back to him quickly, it was amazing how fast girls could reply sometimes. Of course I do, why?Well I'm trying to take your advice and branch out my social circle a bit more, I know they got a party coming up and I was hoping you might know a way I could get an invite.I'm so proud of you! Don't worry about it, consider yourself invited I will take care of it.Jake smiled at the text. It really paid to have connections. Thanks I owe you one.You owe me nothing. Happy to help. I'll see you there.You're going?I'm Queen Bitch, I am everywhere, never forget that. Followed with a smiley emojiHe never would. It made him feel good to know people, especially people as powerful as Niece. Niece seemed to be able to make anything and everything happen that she wanted, and having her on his side was probably the best possible ally to have.The next step now that he was good to party was to change his look. Something about his nerdy haircut and his Star Wars T-shirts was just not going to cut it. First thing he did was went to a proper barbar shop and got a cut. He told the barber that he was trying to look good for a party and the guy patted him on the shoulder, "I got you bud."Jake walked out with a high fade and short spikey hair that made him look totally different than his usual slicked back and kind of greesy look. He'd wondered how those girls could even stand to look at him before, this haircut alone made him look a hundred percent better. A hairstyle was only the first step though, he needed new clothes and he was lost with what to get or even what would be cool. But he knew someone who might.Rachel are you free by chance this afternoon?Again she was so fast to reply it amazed him. I could be, why you wanna fuck?Always, but that's not what I need. I'm gonna go to a party at DSP this weekend and I want to not look like a twat. I was wondering if you would be down to go clothes shopping with me?Omigod, omigod, omigod! Yes! Fuck Yes!Well she seemed eager. They set up a time to meet up at a nearby mall and Rachel showed up with a frightening smile on her face. She smiled even wider somehow when she saw his new hair. "Oh look at how sexy you look. What has gotten into you?" She asked.Jake shrugged, "Niece suggested I branch out, so I'm trying to shake up the look a bit and do that." He did a spin for her, "You like?"She nodded and reached up to run her finger through his spikes. "I do, it looks much cleaner. Good job dude.""Ok but now I need clothes so....try to keep the price reasonable?" He asked.She clapped her hands, "Oh this is going to be so much fun."It wasn't fun, it sucked. It was the suckiest thing to ever suck. Rachel had a fucking blast, throwing all manner of shirts, slacks, pants, ties, shoes, whatever the fuck at him. And he had to try on every single thing. Try it on, come out so she could see, spin for her, go back put on something else, repeat. It was awful and it took HOURS. She never got tired, like a little Energizer Bunny or something.Finally at the end of all of it Jake had a selection of shirts, pants, and a new pair of shoes to wear to social spaces that would help him fit in with the crowd a bit more. Which he was thankful for, but god he wondered how other people handled shopping with their girlfriends or whatever. Rachel was insane.As they were leaving Rachel grabbed his hand, "So there you are, you are gonna look very handsome and people will love you."Jake nodded, "Hey thanks for this, it was....""Torture?" She finished."Kinda. A little bit." He confessed.She slapped his arm and pushed him away. "So who you taking to the party?"Jake looked at her, "What do you mean, why would I be bringing anybody?""I thought you and Alexis were...""No!" He cut her off, "No Alexis and I are not anything. I...she hurt me and I told her I couldn't really handle it."Rachel looked up at him, she was such a petite girl he hadn't realized how small she was even when she'd been riding him at the party. The memory of her revenge fucking him in front of her boyfriend had sent a tingle running through him. "That sucks I'm sorry, I thought you guys would be cute."Jake shrugged, "I would have traded all the sex with everyone for just her. I thought she liked me and maybe she did a bit. But in the end she wanted GGK more so I wish her well but I can't forgive that."Rachel put her arms around him and just hugged him, her head turned and rested against his chest. "I'm sorry, I broke up with Kyle too after that night. So I understand the bummer a failed relationship can be."He hugged her back and smiled, "It's alright, I'm free in a way. You know, booty call freely or whatever. Which is something I never thought I would have the option to do based off my previous social status and skills."Rachel chuckled softly and patted him on the chest, "Well there you go, how many booty calls have you had so far? Been through all of GGK yet?"Jake shook his head, "Nah, just one. It's weird because she told me to call or text or whatever, but it feels weird just summoning someone for sex and not actually have any interaction with them beyond that. But I was really desperate when I called her."Rachel smirked, "Anyone I know?""Of course. You're GGK.""Fair enough, who?""You really want to know?"She just smiled, "Gossip is king.""I don't know if I should tell you then.""Oh come on, don't be a cock tease." She pleaded.He sighed, "Galina."Rachel froze and stared at him in shock, "Holy fuck. You are a cold blooded motherfucker."He gave he a confused look, "What are you talking about?"She put a hand over her mouth, "You didn't know did you?"Jake just looked at her, was she fucking with him. "Rachel, what?"She grimaced, "Galina is Alexis' roommate."Jake's eyes went wide. "No!"She nodded and shrugged, "Yeah."Jake sighed, "Well fuck me.""You want to?" She asked, smirking."Stop it."She giggled. "Hey you were already done with Alexis anyway so it's not THAT big of a deal." She held up her fingers pinched just a little bit apart, "Maybe a little fucked up, but you didn't know so it's not like you did it on purpose or anything."Jake slapped his forehead, "I think Alexis knew anyway."Rachel looked at him quizzically."Well, that night I was getting into bed and Alexis showed up basically asked us to be together and was really upset." He explained, "She must have figured it out, or Galina told her, or something and she came over as I was going to bed. That's when we had our, I guess our final discussion and I haven't heard from her since. I am gonna feel bad about doing anything with Galina again though."Rachel hugged him again, "I know it sucks, I'm sorry." She stepped back and smiled softly, "I'd actually like to ask you out, but I'm also enjoying being single for the first time in a long time. But hey I have an idea." She said cheerfully, "Let's make a deal. If you and I are both still technically single by the end of the semester, then we date."Jake smiled at her, "Sure Rachel that sounds good. Think you can handle dating a dork like me though?"She waved him off dismissively, "How hard can it be, suck your dick while you play video games and make a couple sandwiches?"He laughed, "Okay deal then. But exercise your jaw so you're in shape for that when the time comes."She elbowed him, "Ha, Ha, big dick joke, I get it."The day before the party, Jake was sitting at the library looking through a text book for a economics class. It wasn't an economics book though, it was a business management book so it wasn't a required textbook, but it did have some extra information that applied to the E-con class and Jake wanted to have that extra information.He was at his favorite spot in the back of the library. There was a small corner in the back of the Biology section that didn't get a lot of use as Biology and the related sciences were not popular majors at this school. While Jake didn't understand why, he didn't mind it either because it let him have this little spot all to himself where he could study without the light noise of the library, things like people turned pages or the sounds of pens rubbing on paper, or the click of laptop keyboards typing away.Jake was reading and making notes, lost to the world around him when he felt a gentle hand on his shoulder. "Excuse me?"He jerked and the girl who'd spoken yelped back startled. "Oh sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."She was a beautiful girl with caramel skin, flawless features, long dark hair, wearing a yellow summer dress that hung to just above her knees but clung to her tight little frame beautifully. Jake blinked at her in confusion, taken aback by her beauty. He'd thought she would be easily fit in as a GGK girl but he had never seen her there before. That didn't mean anything, but it meant she was a new face to him.He blinked and shook his head, "No, no problem I get in my head a bit when reading."She smiled at him as if embarrassed. "Yeah sorry, I was wondering if you might be able to him me."Jake sat back in his seat, "I mean it depends, what is it you need?"She blushed, "This is going to sound really stupid, and really out of nowhere." She paused and set a couple of books on the table. A quick glance told Jake they were human anatomy and biology books. An actual biology major? At this school? She was a rare breed indeed. "I need someone's opinions on my life drawings."Jake was confused, "Your what now?"She opened one of her books and pulled out a couple of pages of what appeared to be thick drawing paper. She clutched them to her chest and smiled awkwardly, "Okay this might be a little strange, please don't freak out on me. You see I'm in a life drawing class and sometimes we draw people in the nude, but I totally suck at the..." She cleared her throat softly, "fun parts."Jake raised an eyebrow. "Fun parts.""Well..." She took a quick look around and made sure nobody was looking, then took one of the pages from her chest and set it before him. It was a bunch of drawings of dicks, all kinds of dicks, all kinds of shapes, just dicks everywhere. Jake jerked his gaze away and up at her, her face contorted in embarrassment.He flipped the page over, "What the heck? What am I supposed to help with?"She sat down across from them and tapped the books. "I have a test coming up with a live male model and I have to draw his..." she paused and glanced around then leans forward to whisper, "penis." Then she gestured towards the sheet she'd given him. "But I suck dick and drawing dicks. I've tried copying the images in like anatomy books but the pictures are always too small or not detailed enough so I have to like, fill in the shafts in my head and it isn't working, look." She pointed at her sheet.Jake flipped the page over to have another look, and she was right. They were clearly dicks, but not great dicks. The basic shape was ok enough, but there was only minor shading for detail in the shafts. Some of her shapes were awfully creative to, dicks didn't work like bendy straws. But he didn't understand how he was supposed to help.He flipped the page back over and shook his head, "I mean I see what you're talking about, but I'm not sure exactly how I'm to help."She chewed her lip. "I uh, I was hoping you'd maybe model for me?" She winced as she said it completely embarrassed. "I know it's a weird thing to ask. You don't know me and I don't know you, but I'd pay you if you want. I just didn't want to ask someone I knew because it would be too awkward to draw someone that I knew."Jake looked at her with wide eyes. "You want me to, what pose naked for you?"She shrugged, "If it makes you more comfortable you wouldn't have to be naked, I just need your...bottom parts.""Yo I don't know about that, did GGK send you to me or something?"She frowned in confusion, "Who?"He shook his head, "Never mind. Look I don't know if I'm comfortable with someone just drawing my dick.""I understand." She said dejected, "I don't blame you, I have an art room key the door would be locked and nobody could walk in. It'd be totally private, and I would only be drawing your...thing. So nobody would know it was you. And now I'm realizing how creepy I'm being."She reached out and took her drawing page back, stuffing it back into one of the textbooks. "I'm sorry I bothered you." She said.Jake looked at her and thought for a second. Weird as it was to have someone just approach him for his dick, it wasn't like it was the first time that happened, nor would it be the first time he would just whip his dick out for a girl he barely knew the name of. She wasn't even trying to fuck him, maybe."Wait." He called to her as she started away. She spun back toward him, "I'll help you if you want. I got time and I suppose there is no harm in helping out."She rushed back over with a huge smile, "Really? You will?"Jake nodded, "I have had a bit of recent experience with new people seeing my...you know never mind maybe it'll be fun or something I don't know." He told her."Oh god, I can't thank you enough." She set her stuff back onto the table and reached into her bra through the top of her dress. She pulled out a folding piece of green paper and said, "Here, please take this. Can you meet me in art room 405 in like an hour?"Jake took the paper and nodded, "Okay 4 0 5, one hour. Let me wrap up here and I'll head over."She wiggled her hands in excitement and smiled, "Oh my gosh, thank you so much, I can't tell you how much this is going to help me. Thank you."She darted away and Jake glanced down at the paper in his hand. He blinked when he realized she'd handed him a hundred dollar bill. She had actually paid for his help, by much more than he really expected. "Well I can't back out now." He muttered to himself.To be continued, by  musicankane for Literotica

EPISODE 3 - Always My Hero - “Superman…I'm Me”Greetings Super friends! Welcome to Superman & Lois & Pals. I'm Henry Bernstein and alongside me is my favorite super pal, Professor Sam Brody. First image dropped of Superman with Krypto and all I have to say is, he's a good boy.Let's talk about Superman & Lois Season 4, Episode 2 - A World WithoutDirected by:David GiuntoliWritten By:Brent Fletcher and Todd HelbingThe Apple TV and Imdb description is: Reeling from failure, Jordan begins to spiral; Jonathan discovers newfound strength; Gen. Lane recruits John Henry and Natalie Irons, before making a choice that will change everything.I CAN'T SEE THE SHOW IT'S TOO DARK! Make TV Turn Up Brightness Again!“Can you ever truly explain how much a person meant to you?” The opening montage with Lois' monologue is almost too much to handle. They are really laying it on thick. Is that a funeral? Did they bury him or are they just talking in front of a tree?I don't understand the conversation Sam is having with the other DOD agent. Is she a superior? Or is he ordering her around?Oooh flashback! Omg I loooooove that Clark is awkwardly telling Sam the secret lol. “Superman - I'm me, we're the same person” Haha the slo mo glasses reveal. I have to say, he does look and seem different! Very reminiscent of Reeve in that famous scene from STM in Lois' apt!Great seeing John Henry and Nat!What a scoop for the Smallville Gazette!I actually really like that Jonathan is mad at Jordan and needs some space. This is real brother shit. Especially with twins. “You were never trying to save dad, you were trying to be a hero and now he's dad, my dad is dead and I never get to see him again.” This was great acting. JONATHAN HAS POWERS!!! FUCK YES!!!!“Can't believe he's flying already” - me too Lois, me too. They call freeze breath, “ice breath,” what do you think about that?Lois calls this bad timing, but I think it's GREAT timing. The more stable brother got powers. Let's fucking go.They are doing a great job with keeping Tyler in the mix with these flashbacks. “We don't get to sign up for the friends and family program.” This is great showing us these conversations between Sam and Clark because we've earned these flashbacks from what we went through with Sam in the first season and then seeing him come around and then now seeing that version of him again, seems like a familiar reminder.What's Doomsday eating? Lex: “The difference is I like him” That's messed up lolWow I love Jonathan cutting up fruit and smelling it! I don't think I've ever thought about that particular power being intense for Superman. “Your father hated limburger cheese”Do you feel it's realistic that Jordan still plays video games? I feel like if I had powers I would fly to every place in the world I've always wanted to see. Instead of a racing game I would actually race. “G'afternoon Superboy” lolOhhhh F, Lois chose Jonathan. Damn. Didn't see that coming. All this backdoor politics in the DOD is boring to me. MARTHA!!!!!!! “Clark you're gonna be a great husband and a terrific father” Love that she has the signature bun tooLois: “don't you ever say that to me again, EVER. “Lex Luthor is using you to hurt me”Who is “Jones?!” J'onn J'onez?jesust how many times is Sam Lane going to almost die. Super-Sam let's GO! Did NOT see this coming. “Suit up John.” Oh yeah they're both suiting up! Double STEEL. Lois in a Wedding Dress! She looks beautiful, I'm crying. “You fell in love with Clark Kent but you're marrying Superman.” “Ok Pumpkin, I trust you. But I see how much you love him….you have my blessing.” That actually is a huge revelation that they got the blessing.You called Superman with a human heart!!!!Great character arc for Sam Lane. I love that he got to be the hero saving Lois, the kids and Superman. “He's gonna come back, I'll be there too for every beat”Ah so the funeral was for Sam, not Superman. Nice twist. What was the significance of the matching shirts the boys were wearing? Update - the shirts were gifts from Sam for their fishing trip. This is long term story telling.  Follow us on twitter at https://x.com/SupermanPalsPod!Check out a video version of this episode at https://www.youtube.com/@gonzo3249! Click subscribe!

Dating Rulesby  musicankane - listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.Galina gave him a look, “Are you asking me out on a date?”Jake blushed, “Well I mean, no…maybe?”She laughed, “Jake I’m literally leaking your sperm out of my twat right now, I think you should be well beyond being nervous around me.” She sat herself in his lap and put her arms around him. “You are very sweet, and very good in bed. But I can’t date you, I kind of already have a boyfriend so…”Jake looked at her, “You came over to fuck me when you have a boyfriend?” He couldn’t believe it, but then his mind went to that party at GGK with Rachel. What is with these girls and boyfriends but not really giving a shit.  “I promised you I would, and it was worth it.” She explained. “Didn’t you like fucking me?”“Well yeah but what about your boyfriend?”She shrugged dismissively. “He’s been ignoring me a bit lately and I was getting horny, you give me a chance to get some relief myself and it was worth it. I think I came three times, but it might have been more my head was spinning for a bit there.” She kissed him gently and got off of him. “Jake don’t worry about it, all will be well you are bound to find a girl especially with how word has gotten around GGK and other places on campus. Trust me someone might just fall into your lap and onto your dick before you even realize it’s happening.”Jake smiled at her weakly, “Well that’s actually a bit reassuring actually. Thank you.”Galina waved, “No problem, and remember I’m down. I gotta go now though I still have to finish an assignment before tomorrow afternoon. Goodnight Jake.” She said, heading out his door.“Night.” He said to himself.Alexis had been incredibly bummed that Jake told her there was no D&D game for an unknown length of time. She’d really wanted to play it again, but more importantly than that she wanted to use it as an excuse to see him again. She felt terrible that even after she’d texted him, he didn’t continue the conversation. Just a “no” and a little explaination, then nothing. No “how are you”, no “what’s up”, nothing.It was her fault though, she couldn’t really be upset with him. She had every chance to be with him, every chance to just forget her own stupid desire to join some fucking club and persue something meaningful with a guy who was great. Instead she just used him and chased him into the arms or any girl willing. And thanks to her, there were a lot of willing girls.Soon word about Jake would get around campus beyond the walls of Gamma Gamma Kappa sorority. Jake had been seen at the party and he visibly didn’t fit in, which meant that rumors would spread especially when and if he was seen with other GGK girls on campus. Once that happened he would be fighting girls off with a stick and she would have no shot because he would long since have no reason to even remember her name.It would e all her fucking fault too.She sat with her textbook open where she was supposed to be doing her reading assignments, but all she could think about was Jake. She kept glancing at the phone every time it buzzed, but it was always just the GGK group chat and never the name she wanted to see.Alexis had thought about texting him again to see if he just wanted to fuck or something. After the party she had remained vigilant on her birth control and according to the doctor and the medication she was perfectly safe to get filled with sperm as much as she wanted. While the idea of just being a booty call for him didn’t excite her all that much, it would be a way to remain in his life and on his mind. So it could be at least better than nothing.If Jake had the pick of whomever he wanted, why would he ever pick her though? If he met his needs with other girls whom hadn’t seemingly discarded him after they’d used him, why wouldn’t he just be with them instead?Alexis heard the door open behind her and she glanced back to see Galina walk in. “Hey Alexis I’m back.” She said.“Oh hey, what’s up?” Alexis asked turned toward her room mate. “You rushed out of here in a hurry, what was that about?” She then saw Galina’s state, hair fucked up, skin glistening with sweat, face rosy and flush. “Oh did Joshua summon you for a little romp in the sack?”Galina looked down at herself, and shrugged, “Umm yeah. Yeah he did.”As if on queue her phone began to ring and from her seat Alexis could see Josh’s face appear on Galina’s screen. Galina put up a finger for Alexis and frowned, “Hey baby? No, not tonight. I told you I have a assignment to get done. I know it’s early but I don’t want my grades to slip barely two weeks into the semester. No…just jerk yourself off then Josh, I’m not pussy you get to just summon whenever you want. No Josh, fuck off.” She spat and hung up on him.Alexis raised an eyebrow. “Was that Josh? What, did he want a round two already?” She asked.Galina gave her a blank look, “What?”Alexis gestured to her, “You look like someone fucked your knees weak. If you didn’t just come from Josh, who did you rush off to…” Alexis paused and it began to click in her head. “No!”Galina frowned and pouted, “I’m sorry Alexis, I promised him.”Alexis jerked to her feet, “Jake?” She screamed, “Really? Of all people, why him?”“Well that’s a stupid question. What are you so mad about anyway Alexis. He fucked Niece, Rachel, you, me, at this rate he’ll be the first guy in history to fuck every active GGK member in a single semester, fuck once other girls on campus learn about him he’ll run through everyone that so much as smiles at him.”Alexis huffed, “But you know I want him.”“Sucks to suck Alexis, you fucked him up. You could have left the party at any time that night to go to him and you didn’t. You didn’t chase him and he feels used. At least if you are going to use a guy at least have the decency to give him a nice send-off instead of ghosting him like a piece of shit.” Galina insisted.“Oh fuck you Gal.”Galina smiled, “Too late, Jake already did that and my legs are literally dripping in his nut. So I’m gonna shower and you can kiss my ass.” She blew Alexis a kiss, turned away and slapped her ass before darting into the bathroom.Alexis growled in a rage and flopped into her chair. She didn’t know what made her more angry, the fact that Galina had done what she’d done, or the fact that Alexis knew Galina was right. Who was she kidding? Galina was right, Alexis had fucked up. She spun to the desk and slammed her text book shut, there was no way she was going to get any reading done tonight so fuck it.Alexis sat at the desk and grabbed her phone, flipping it to Jake’s number she brought up the text screen and started to type frantically. Before she finished her text she growled in frustration and erased it, then hit the call button she would call him that would be better than just a text. She disconnected the call before it could even ring. No! She couldn’t, god what was wrong with her?Jumping out of her seat she slipped into her shoes and ran out the door.Jake showered and washed himself completely clean, feeling really refreshed thanks to Galina. His body wasn’t literally shaking with the desperation to bust a nut, and he finally felt relaxed for the first time in several days. He came out of the bathroom, rubbing a towel on his head to get his hair as dry as he could before he climbed into bed. He hated sleeping on a wet pillow.He had also used some baby wipes to clean the little bit of post-coital drip that leaked from Galina before she’d gotten off the bed. He remember the stain that Niece had left behind with him and he learned to clean up after sex so that you didn’t roll into a surprise wet spot, or even worst find a dried cum stain randomly in your favorite sleeping spot.He put on a pair of nylon basketball shorts and nothing else to climb into bed with. Jake wasn’t big on sleeping naked, so just a pair of shorts was the way to go for him. He never slept in a shirt because it would always wake him up as it would twist or ball up on him uncomfortably. Tossing back the sheet he started to climb into bed when knocking came to the door.It was almost 10pm, who would be showing up this late? He wondered if it was a GGK girl coming to surprise him or something like that, but he doubt it…well maybe?He opened the door and there was Alexis wearing nothing but a pair of extremely short pink shorts which the bottom of her ass stuck out of, and a white thin tank up that not only showcases her cleavage but also allowed him to clearly see her nipples through the thin fabric. Luckily it was dark because there is no way she’d just walk through campus like this. He found himself once again blown away by how fucking incredible her body was. Looking at her like this, it was hard to stay mad at her.“Alexis?” He asked looking her up and down, “What are you doing here?”She smiled weakly and shrugged, “I…I just want to talk, can I come in?”Jake sighed and leaned against the door. “Alexis I don’t know if that’s such a good idea.”Alexis frowned, “Please Jake, five minutes?”He pressed his lips firmly together, then nodded and let her push past him into the room. Shutting the door he didn’t follow her into the dorm and instead leaned back against the now closed door. “Okay so?” He began.Alexis glanced around the room, not really seeing anything but just trying to find the words to say, something that she could say to even begin to make this right. “Jake I’m sorry, I want you to know that I am unbelievably sorry, beyond anything I’ve ever been sorry for in my entire life.”Jake shrugged, “Sorry about what Alexis? You got everything you wanted.”Alexis shook her head, “I didn’t get you.”“Me?” He spat. “Alexis you Had me, but you were too busy using me for your fucking club!” He held up a finger, “Not once mind you, that first time i mostly understood even though it upset me, I could at least understand, but then you did it again! When you picked me that night I thought that was it, you’re in and then we could be normal and together. But no I was ushered out the door without a goodbye and silence for a fucking Week!”Alexis was frowning and hanging her head, “I fucked up. I know.” She said weakly.Jake smacked his hand on the door, “Yeah, look Alexis I think you are an amazing girl too focus on social bullshit that means fucking nothing. And it’s fucking shitty that you chose that over an actual relationship. You think those bitches care about you? They don’t, Galina came over to fuck me tonight at the drop of a fucking hat because they only care about social standing and partying, not you. None of them could give a fuck whether you joined or not, and your place could be taken by just about anyone!”Alexis said nothing and let him just dig into her. Everything he said was right and she knew it. She had been shallow and she’d been greedy even. “I just hoped that…I just thought that I might be able to patch things up with us. If not exclusive or in a relationship at all at least…friends?”Jake shook his head, “Friends? Alexis I can’t be friends with you. You were the girl of my dreams, my fantasies, when I was with you I thought I was dreaming. I can’t be friends with you, because I’ll always look at you and want you more than you could ever know, but I can’t trust you to not destroy my heart.”Alexis was crying, tears rolling down her cheeks.“Now I’m going to take Niece’s advice, I’m going to sow my oats and take advantage of life here the best I can.” He sighed and opened the door. “I think you should just go.”Alexis looked at him, her eyes wet, tears dripping off her chin. “I’m sorry.” She cried gently.Jake nodded, “Yeah me too.” He told her and gestured her out the door.The next few days were rough for him. Jake didn’t like the confrontation with Alexis because it felt final, and it didn’t sit well at all with him but he knew it had to be done. He didn’t want to be hurt or rejected and Alexis made him feel both. Whether she intended it or not, he felt like this pain would ultimately be for the best.At least with sex he could make it just that. Though there was a part of him that really didn’t want JUST the sex. He really wanted to date someone, hang out, study together, maybe game, other shit couples did. As cool as it was that he could have someone beautiful almost whenever at this point, he didn’t like it as much as he thought he would.Once he’d gotten over the hump of the, well it wasn’t really a breakup because they hadn’t actually been together in the first place, but whatever it was it was done. Once that was through with he began to get his shit back on the track to mostly normal. School work, gaming, reading, the normal things in his life. Though he did keep an eye out for other things to do on campus that were a bit more of the social type of activity.There was going to be another party next weekend that actually wasn’t being held at GGK. Instead, Delta Sigma Phi, was throwing their Lacrosse Bash. It was a tradition that was supposed to help guarantee the team’s success in the coming year and it was a party that was held under a truce with GGK in which GGk would not have a party for the entire week leading up to the DSP party. That way by the time the DSP party rolled around, people would be desperate for a chance to cut loose.While the party wasn’t open to everyone on campus, it was far more open than something GGK would throw. They were free with the invites so long as a DSP member vouched for you at the door. The problem was Jake didn’t know anyone who pledged DSP, he wasn’t into sports and didn’t really know anyone that was.So he reached out to the only person he knew who had connections to everything on campus.Hey Niece I have a question, do you know anyone at DSP? He wrote her.Niece got back to him quickly, it was amazing how fast girls could reply sometimes. Of course I do, why?Well I’m trying to take your advice and branch out my social circle a bit more, I know they got a party coming up and I was hoping you might know a way I could get an invite.I’m so proud of you! Don’t worry about it, consider yourself invited I will take care of it.Jake smiled at the text. It really paid to have connections. Thanks I owe you one.You owe me nothing. Happy to help. I’ll see you there.You’re going?I’m Queen Bitch, I am everywhere, never forget that. Followed with a smiley emojiHe never would. It made him feel good to know people, especially people as powerful as Niece. Niece seemed to be able to make anything and everything happen that she wanted, and having her on his side was probably the best possible ally to have.The next step now that he was good to party was to change his look. Something about his nerdy haircut and his Star Wars T-shirts was just not going to cut it. First thing he did was went to a proper barbar shop and got a cut. He told the barber that he was trying to look good for a party and the guy patted him on the shoulder, “I got you bud.”Jake walked out with a high fade and short spikey hair that made him look totally different than his usual slicked back and kind of greesy look. He’d wondered how those girls could even stand to look at him before, this haircut alone made him look a hundred percent better. A hairstyle was only the first step though, he needed new clothes and he was lost with what to get or even what would be cool. But he knew someone who might.Rachel are you free by chance this afternoon?Again she was so fast to reply it amazed him. I could be, why you wanna fuck?Always, but that’s not what I need. I’m gonna go to a party at DSP this weekend and I want to not look like a twat. I was wondering if you would be down to go clothes shopping with me?Omigod, omigod, omigod! Yes! Fuck Yes!Well she seemed eager. They set up a time to meet up at a nearby mall and Rachel showed up with a frightening smile on her face. She smiled even wider somehow when she saw his new hair. “Oh look at how sexy you look. What has gotten into you?” She asked.Jake shrugged, “Niece suggested I branch out, so I’m trying to shake up the look a bit and do that.” He did a spin for her, “You like?”She nodded and reached up to run her finger through his spikes. “I do, it looks much cleaner. Good job dude.”“Ok but now I need clothes so….try to keep the price reasonable?” He asked.She clapped her hands, “Oh this is going to be so much fun.”It wasn’t fun, it sucked. It was the suckiest thing to ever suck. Rachel had a fucking blast, throwing all manner of shirts, slacks, pants, ties, shoes, whatever the fuck at him. And he had to try on every single thing. Try it on, come out so she could see, spin for her, go back put on something else, repeat. It was awful and it took HOURS. She never got tired, like a little Energizer Bunny or something.Finally at the end of all of it Jake had a selection of shirts, pants, and a new pair of shoes to wear to social spaces that would help him fit in with the crowd a bit more. Which he was thankful for, but god he wondered how other people handled shopping with their girlfriends or whatever. Rachel was insane.As they were leaving Rachel grabbed his hand, “So there you are, you are gonna look very handsome and people will love you.”Jake nodded, “Hey thanks for this, it was….”“Torture?” She finished.“Kinda. A little bit.” He confessed.She slapped his arm and pushed him away. “So who you taking to the party?”Jake looked at her, “What do you mean, why would I be bringing anybody?”“I thought you and Alexis were…”“No!” He cut her off, “No Alexis and I are not anything. I…she hurt me and I told her I couldn’t really handle it.”Rachel looked up at him, she was such a petite girl he hadn’t realized how small she was even when she’d been riding him at the party. The memory of her revenge fucking him in front of her boyfriend had sent a tingle running through him. “That sucks I’m sorry, I thought you guys wou

In conversations with friends and through my own experiences, I know our animals who've crossed the rainbow bridge can still communicate with us. My kitty girls show up in my dreams from time to time. My guest today is Maribeth Decker. And when she started receiving messages from her dogs after they passed away, it led her to her current vocation.Like many of my guests, Maribeth was raised to conform to social expectations. Be good, be quiet, be smiley. Don't ask questions. Do as you're told. Whatever you're told is the absolute truth. At age 13, she was out in the woods when she asked God if He existed. She received an incredible response from a loving, intelligent presence. Part of the message was that maybe the humans in her life didn't have all the answers after all.In college, she studied pre-med and was horrified by being forced to do experiments on live turtles and mice. After college, her boyfriend suggested she join the Navy, which was a “Fuck Yes” decision for her. In the service she lived up to the drunken sailor stereotype. But when she lost her drinking partner because he decided to get sober, she decided to get sober too. After 17 years, Maribeth took early retirement from the Navy and became an association manager. During that time, her first husband died, leaving her with young children. She could have worked as an association manager until she retired, and given all she had been through, that would have been fine for Maribeth.But Fine is a 4-Letter Word.Instead, Maribeth felt a calling to do something else – massage therapy, then Reiki. After 21 years as an association manager, having already taken courses in massage therapy and Reiki, she retired from her job and went into these practices full-time. Things were going great; this was a right fit. Then her deceased dogs began sending her messages.Eddie transitioned right before she left for a business trip. While on the airplane, Maribeth felt Eddie's presence in the aisle and even petted her. Eddie stayed with her the first night in the hotel to make sure she was able to do her best work. Similarly, Timmy, who had passed years before, visited her at her home. He was a full-body apparition, grinning to say he was OK, he was happy and he loved her. Had Maribeth become Dr. Doolittle? What did all this mean?In a moment, when you meet Maribeth, you'll discover how this led her to a new and exciting chapter working with animals to help them become better family members through intuitive communication, medical intuition, and energy healing.Maribeth's hype song is “Pyro” by Kings of Leon.Resources:Maribeth Decker's website: https://sacredgrove.com/ LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/maribethdecker/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/spiritualpetpeopleInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/maribethdecker/ Also, check out the following episodes we discussed during our interview:Tap Into Your Intuition & Own Your True Self with Brigitte BakerYou Have a Ghost in Your Neck with Melanie...

My Summer Job Search posted by JessicasEroticRamblings ; narrated by Ava;Welcome To Steamy Stories PodcastMy new step-dad helps me avoid mom's mandate.Posted by jessicas erotic ramblings. Listen to the ► Podcast at Steamy Stories.I was 18 and had just finished my final year of high school. My plan was to go to college in the fall but before then I just wanted to have some fun. I had been so stressed out with schoolwork for the past year and I needed to spend the summer having a good time with my friends before I was off to college. My mother had other ideas and had told me that now I was 18, I had to start contributing financially at home; which I was totally not happy about.I wanted to have some fun over the summer and not be stuck in some summer job just to make my mother happy. She was such a killjoy and sometimes it felt like she never wanted me to be happy. There ended up being a big fight about it over dinner one evening and my stepfather John had actually stuck up for me and had said there was no need for me to contribute financially at the moment as they were not exactly hurting for money, but to my mother it didn't matter. She said I had to get a summer job and that was it, end of discussion. John worked from home so he was around the house all day while my mother was out at work. I liked John and as I lay in bed one morning I started to hatch a naughty little plan of how I could use John to help me avoid getting a summer job so I could spend the summer with my friends without my mother ever finding out. I climbed out of bed and searched through my closet looking for the shortest skirt I could find. I got dressed in a tiny black skirt and slipped on a silky shirt, choosing not to wear a bra underneath. Then I went looking for John. He was sitting at his desk in his home office reading something when I walked over to him and sat on the edge of his desk next to him. The little skirt I was wearing rode up my thighs even higher when I hopped up onto the desk. “Hi sweetheart, what's up?” he said as I noticed him glancing at my little skirt and bare legs before quickly looking back at whatever he was reading. “Oh nothing, really. Well actually there was one thing I wanted to discuss with you John, if you have a few minutes free for me?” I said as I smiled at him. “I always have time for you Jessica. After all you are my favorite stepdaughter.” “I'm your only stepdaughter.” “Which means you're my favorite,” he said with that stupid looking grin he had whenever he thought he was being funny. I rolled my eyes at him and shook my head as I noticed he was checking out my little skirt again. “Anyways. I had this idea about the summer job thing that could make everybody happy,” I said as he realized he had been staring at my legs for too long and quickly looked back into my eyes. “Uh Oh.  Jessica's getting ideas. There's trouble ahead,” he said and laughed. I smiled and rolled my eyes at him again. There was a lot of eye rolling when John was around. “Well at dinner the other night you said you didn't think I really needed a summer job as we weren't hurting for money,” I said as I edged along his desk a little closer to him. “Yes that's right Jessica, you know my job pays very well and we don't need you to contribute financially but when your mother gets an idea in her head it's hard to change her mind,” he said. “Well, this is where my idea comes in John. I was thinking that if you gave me a little money every month so I had enough to give to my mother to convince her I had a summer job, and maybe enough so I could go out and have a good time with my friends, then in return I could give you something nice?” I said to him as I pushed his reading material aside and slid along his desk until I was sitting directly in front of him. “Something nice?” he asked as I watched him squirm in his chair a little. “What exactly are you asking me, here; or rather, offering me here, sweetheart?” “In return for you giving me enough money to avoid getting a summer job so I can hang around with my friends all summer, I'm offering you; sex,” I said as I bit my lip and hoped to god he wasn't going to flip out on me for being this inappropriate with my own stepfather. He just sat and stared at me for what was probably just a few seconds but what seemed like an eternity. Then he suddenly placed his hands on the soft pale skin of my bare thighs and smiled at me. He looked into my eyes as he slowly slid his hands further up my thighs until his fingertips reached the hem of my very short skirt. “Is this a serious offer young lady? As this kind of thing is way too dangerous to be just said for fun or as a joke,” he said as he stared at me with a very businesslike look on his face. I wasn't used to this side of John but I was so glad he was taking me seriously. “It's a serious offer John. I'm not a little girl anymore. I know exactly what I'm offering you in exchange for money,” I told him as he pulled his hands from my thighs and pushed his chair back a little. “Come here and sit on my lap Jessica so you can tell me the finer details of your little proposal,” he said as he patted his thigh. I slid off the desk and sat sideways on his lap as he put an arm around my back to hold me. “Ok Jessica let's get this straight. You are saying that if I give you a certain amount of money each month so you don't have to get a summer job, you will let me Fuck you?” “Yes John, that is exactly my offer,” I replied as I could feel his arousal growing as I felt his cock starting to bulge in his pants as I sat on his lap. He slid his hand over my knee and up my thigh, this time not stopping at the hem of my skirt. Sliding his hand beneath it until he was feeling my pussy through my panties. “I love this idea Jessica but I think I need you to prove you are genuinely serious about what you are offering me. I want you to let me Fuck you right now,” he said as he continued to slowly rub my pussy through my panties while he moved my hair away from my neck with his other hand then started to kiss my soft neck. I hadn't been expecting things to suddenly accelerate so quickly as I thought he might need some time to consider this kind of offer, but his touches and his kisses were making me horny. “We can Fuck right now John,” I said softly as I felt his fingers pull my panties aside as he slowly slid a finger inside my now wet pussy. I bit my bottom lip as I moaned from his finger sliding in and out of my pussy. He kissed along my neck then started nibbling on my ear lobe as I squirmed in his lap. “Jessica honey, I need you to ask me to Fuck you,” John whispered softly into my ear as my pussy was soaking his finger. Right at that very moment I couldn't believe how much I actually needed him to Fuck me. It wasn't just for the money. It wasn't just to get out of a dumb summer job. I was so Fucking horny that I was desperate to be Fucked by a real man. “John; please Fuck me. please do it to me,” I gasped breathlessly as John suddenly lifted me from his lap and stood me up facing his desk as he kicked the chair away. He pulled my top off then pulled down my little skirt before placing his hand on my back and slowly easing me down until I was leaning over his desk resting on my elbows. He told me not to move as I heard him pull off his shirt then unfasten and push down his jeans. He kicked them off as he stood naked behind me. I felt his hands caressing my shoulders then sliding down my back feeling the softness of my skin. His hands caressed my ass as he slid his fingers between my legs and back up to my pussy. “Jessica sweetheart, I'm gonna admit that this past year I've been noticing how you have grown into a beautiful young woman. I've tried to suppress any naughty thoughts I've had about you but no longer. I wanna Fuck you girl. I wanna slide my cock inside this pussy and find out if it's as tight as I think it is,” he said as I felt the head of his cock sliding along my slit. I moaned as he started to push between my wet pussy lips. I could feel my lips stretching around his swollen cock head and oh god I wanted him to Fuck me. “Oh god, John!” I gasped as the head popped inside me then the first couple inches of cock starting to fill me. He slid his hands to my hips and held me as he pushed a little more. My back arched as John gave me his cock. “Oh Fuck, your pussy is so Fucking tight. Oh god Jessica. Yes; Fuck Yes!” he groaned as he bottomed out deep inside me. My pussy was so full of cock. He started pulling back and pushing back deep. Just a few inches at first until his shaft was sliding easily inside me then he started Fucking me with his full length. I had never had a guy inside me as big as John and oh god it was heavenly. I was being Fucked against his desk and my nipples were so hard as my tits rubbed against the surface as he rocked me slowly back and forth along his shaft. “Does that feel good Jessica? Do you love my cock Fucking your pussy my little baby girl?” he asked as I moaned as he Fucked me. “Oh yes John! I love it. Oh John I wanna cum for you!” I whimpered as he had started Fucking me a little harder. He slid one of his hands to my shoulder then his other hand took a handful of my hair. John Fucked me harder as an incredible orgasm shook my body. I squealed for John as he Fucked me as I came on his cock. Oh god, I had never cum so hard in my life. “Oh yes.. Cum baby cum! That's it Jessica, cum for me while I Fuck your gorgeous cunt. You are so Fucking tight!” he cried out as he thrusted deep and hard. I could feel my right leg trembling as my orgasm coursed through me like an electric shock. My mind spinning as my stepfather slammed his cock into my soaking pussy. He pulled my head back harder as he said, “I know you're on the pill so I'm not pulling out baby. I'm gonna give you my cum, right about; Now! Ah!” “John!” I screamed as my pussy clenched his cock as he pumped his cum into me. He was thrusting slower but harder as I could feel his seed flooding my insides. He kept cumming and cumming until his thrusts finally slowed and he pulled me up until my back was against his chest. His cock still inside me as he slid his hands up to my tits, cupping them in his hands as he kissed my neck. He held me for a few moments until he pulled out of my pussy. He turned me to face him and put his hands on my shoulders. “Clean me up, Jess,” he said as he gently but firmly pushed me down to my knees in front of him. His cock was glistening with our combined juices as I did as I was instructed and started to lick up the length of his cock. Tasting our mixed cum as my tongue slid up from the base of his shaft up to the tip. Every time my tongue flicked over the tip his cock twitched and he let out a little gasp. I looked up at him and smiled as I swirled my tongue around the tip. “Oh you little minx,” he said as he smiled back at me. I answered him by starting to suck on the head of his cock. John groaned so loudly as I sucked him. “Jessica you've got me feeling like a teenager again. You're making me Fucking hard again already.”“Is that a bad thing?” I said as I smiled up at him. “Not if you want more cock you horny little minx,” he said as he stroked my red hair. I kept sucking his cock which was now as hard as before as he looked down on me. After enjoying my mouth a little while longer he pulled me up to my feet. He lifted me up onto the desk and stepped between my legs. He placed his cock inside me again and pulled my legs around him. I moaned as he grabbed my ass in both hands and picked me up as I tightened my legs around his waist. My arms were wrapped around his neck as he held me against him with his cock deep inside me. John started bouncing me up and down on his hard cock as I moaned, my head falling back. “Oh my god, your pussy was made for my cock baby. Umm so Fucking tight. You love it don't you Jess? You love my cock Fucking your pussy. . tell me?” he gasped as he continued bouncing me up and down his shaft. My fingers were locked together around his neck as my tits bounced up and down. “Yes; oh John, I love your dick. I wanna cum! I wanna cum!” I screamed as I stared into his eyes. “Call me Daddy. Call me Daddy when you cum for me. Cum on my cock baby. Do it! Cum for me!” he yelled and I screamed as my pussy spasmed around his cock, gripping him like a vice as my entire body trembled in his arms. “Daddy I'm cumming I'm cumming!” I screamed as he Fucked me through another orgasm. His cock slamming deep every time he dropped me back down onto his hard shaft. John was gasping and he dropped to his knees with my legs still wrapped around him. He lay me back onto the floor and lay on top of me never missing a thrust into my pussy as he wrapped one arm around my back to hold me while his other hand slid beneath my head to grab another handful of red hair. He stared into my eyes so lustfully then kissed me hard. His tongue pushing into my mouth, kissing me as his cock exploded hot and sticky inside me, pumping rivers of cum into my young teen pussy. Kissing me as he flooded my pussy once more. He broke the kiss then lay against me panting as his cock twitched emptying the last drops of cum inside me. I lay gasping beneath him as my legs let go of my tight grip around him. “I love you Daddy,” I whimpered into his ear as he lay over me. He lifted up onto his elbows as he looked at me smiling. “I love you too Jessica,” he said and kissed me again. “Tonight we tell your mother you have a summer job as I need to Fuck every single day. Later that evening as we were all sitting around the dinner table I lied to my mother about getting a summer job and John told her he had agreed to drop me off at work every day and to pick me up afterwards. She was very happy with this news and was even happier when I started addressing John as Daddy. She had hated the fact I had always called him John as to her it seemed like I wasn't accepting him as my new father, so she loved that I was finally calling him Daddy. She didn't need to know the real reason he was now my Daddy. While we were talking over dinner I had been rubbing my foot between John's legs under the table and I could feel how hard his cock was bulging against his pants. It was fun watching him trying to keep his composure as he chatted to my mother.John and I Fucked all summer long. After my mother had left for work we would Fuck all morning and then John would drop me off at a friend's house and I would have fun with my friends all afternoon while my mother believed I was working Then around dinner time he would come and pick me up to drive me home. Most times I would give him a blowjob during the drive home as I genuinely loved John's cock. It was the best summer of my life.By jessicas erotic ramblings, for Tumblr.

My Summer Job Search posted by JessicasEroticRamblings ; narrated by Ava;Welcome To Steamy Stories PodcastMy new step-dad helps me avoid mom's mandate.Posted by jessicas erotic ramblings. Listen to the ► Podcast at Steamy Stories.I was 18 and had just finished my final year of high school. My plan was to go to college in the fall but before then I just wanted to have some fun. I had been so stressed out with schoolwork for the past year and I needed to spend the summer having a good time with my friends before I was off to college. My mother had other ideas and had told me that now I was 18, I had to start contributing financially at home; which I was totally not happy about.I wanted to have some fun over the summer and not be stuck in some summer job just to make my mother happy. She was such a killjoy and sometimes it felt like she never wanted me to be happy. There ended up being a big fight about it over dinner one evening and my stepfather John had actually stuck up for me and had said there was no need for me to contribute financially at the moment as they were not exactly hurting for money, but to my mother it didn't matter. She said I had to get a summer job and that was it, end of discussion. John worked from home so he was around the house all day while my mother was out at work. I liked John and as I lay in bed one morning I started to hatch a naughty little plan of how I could use John to help me avoid getting a summer job so I could spend the summer with my friends without my mother ever finding out. I climbed out of bed and searched through my closet looking for the shortest skirt I could find. I got dressed in a tiny black skirt and slipped on a silky shirt, choosing not to wear a bra underneath. Then I went looking for John. He was sitting at his desk in his home office reading something when I walked over to him and sat on the edge of his desk next to him. The little skirt I was wearing rode up my thighs even higher when I hopped up onto the desk. “Hi sweetheart, what's up?” he said as I noticed him glancing at my little skirt and bare legs before quickly looking back at whatever he was reading. “Oh nothing, really. Well actually there was one thing I wanted to discuss with you John, if you have a few minutes free for me?” I said as I smiled at him. “I always have time for you Jessica. After all you are my favorite stepdaughter.” “I'm your only stepdaughter.” “Which means you're my favorite,” he said with that stupid looking grin he had whenever he thought he was being funny. I rolled my eyes at him and shook my head as I noticed he was checking out my little skirt again. “Anyways. I had this idea about the summer job thing that could make everybody happy,” I said as he realized he had been staring at my legs for too long and quickly looked back into my eyes. “Uh Oh.  Jessica's getting ideas. There's trouble ahead,” he said and laughed. I smiled and rolled my eyes at him again. There was a lot of eye rolling when John was around. “Well at dinner the other night you said you didn't think I really needed a summer job as we weren't hurting for money,” I said as I edged along his desk a little closer to him. “Yes that's right Jessica, you know my job pays very well and we don't need you to contribute financially but when your mother gets an idea in her head it's hard to change her mind,” he said. “Well, this is where my idea comes in John. I was thinking that if you gave me a little money every month so I had enough to give to my mother to convince her I had a summer job, and maybe enough so I could go out and have a good time with my friends, then in return I could give you something nice?” I said to him as I pushed his reading material aside and slid along his desk until I was sitting directly in front of him. “Something nice?” he asked as I watched him squirm in his chair a little. “What exactly are you asking me, here; or rather, offering me here, sweetheart?” “In return for you giving me enough money to avoid getting a summer job so I can hang around with my friends all summer, I'm offering you; sex,” I said as I bit my lip and hoped to god he wasn't going to flip out on me for being this inappropriate with my own stepfather. He just sat and stared at me for what was probably just a few seconds but what seemed like an eternity. Then he suddenly placed his hands on the soft pale skin of my bare thighs and smiled at me. He looked into my eyes as he slowly slid his hands further up my thighs until his fingertips reached the hem of my very short skirt. “Is this a serious offer young lady? As this kind of thing is way too dangerous to be just said for fun or as a joke,” he said as he stared at me with a very businesslike look on his face. I wasn't used to this side of John but I was so glad he was taking me seriously. “It's a serious offer John. I'm not a little girl anymore. I know exactly what I'm offering you in exchange for money,” I told him as he pulled his hands from my thighs and pushed his chair back a little. “Come here and sit on my lap Jessica so you can tell me the finer details of your little proposal,” he said as he patted his thigh. I slid off the desk and sat sideways on his lap as he put an arm around my back to hold me. “Ok Jessica let's get this straight. You are saying that if I give you a certain amount of money each month so you don't have to get a summer job, you will let me Fuck you?” “Yes John, that is exactly my offer,” I replied as I could feel his arousal growing as I felt his cock starting to bulge in his pants as I sat on his lap. He slid his hand over my knee and up my thigh, this time not stopping at the hem of my skirt. Sliding his hand beneath it until he was feeling my pussy through my panties. “I love this idea Jessica but I think I need you to prove you are genuinely serious about what you are offering me. I want you to let me Fuck you right now,” he said as he continued to slowly rub my pussy through my panties while he moved my hair away from my neck with his other hand then started to kiss my soft neck. I hadn't been expecting things to suddenly accelerate so quickly as I thought he might need some time to consider this kind of offer, but his touches and his kisses were making me horny. “We can Fuck right now John,” I said softly as I felt his fingers pull my panties aside as he slowly slid a finger inside my now wet pussy. I bit my bottom lip as I moaned from his finger sliding in and out of my pussy. He kissed along my neck then started nibbling on my ear lobe as I squirmed in his lap. “Jessica honey, I need you to ask me to Fuck you,” John whispered softly into my ear as my pussy was soaking his finger. Right at that very moment I couldn't believe how much I actually needed him to Fuck me. It wasn't just for the money. It wasn't just to get out of a dumb summer job. I was so Fucking horny that I was desperate to be Fucked by a real man. “John; please Fuck me. please do it to me,” I gasped breathlessly as John suddenly lifted me from his lap and stood me up facing his desk as he kicked the chair away. He pulled my top off then pulled down my little skirt before placing his hand on my back and slowly easing me down until I was leaning over his desk resting on my elbows. He told me not to move as I heard him pull off his shirt then unfasten and push down his jeans. He kicked them off as he stood naked behind me. I felt his hands caressing my shoulders then sliding down my back feeling the softness of my skin. His hands caressed my ass as he slid his fingers between my legs and back up to my pussy. “Jessica sweetheart, I'm gonna admit that this past year I've been noticing how you have grown into a beautiful young woman. I've tried to suppress any naughty thoughts I've had about you but no longer. I wanna Fuck you girl. I wanna slide my cock inside this pussy and find out if it's as tight as I think it is,” he said as I felt the head of his cock sliding along my slit. I moaned as he started to push between my wet pussy lips. I could feel my lips stretching around his swollen cock head and oh god I wanted him to Fuck me. “Oh god, John!” I gasped as the head popped inside me then the first couple inches of cock starting to fill me. He slid his hands to my hips and held me as he pushed a little more. My back arched as John gave me his cock. “Oh Fuck, your pussy is so Fucking tight. Oh god Jessica. Yes; Fuck Yes!” he groaned as he bottomed out deep inside me. My pussy was so full of cock. He started pulling back and pushing back deep. Just a few inches at first until his shaft was sliding easily inside me then he started Fucking me with his full length. I had never had a guy inside me as big as John and oh god it was heavenly. I was being Fucked against his desk and my nipples were so hard as my tits rubbed against the surface as he rocked me slowly back and forth along his shaft. “Does that feel good Jessica? Do you love my cock Fucking your pussy my little baby girl?” he asked as I moaned as he Fucked me. “Oh yes John! I love it. Oh John I wanna cum for you!” I whimpered as he had started Fucking me a little harder. He slid one of his hands to my shoulder then his other hand took a handful of my hair. John Fucked me harder as an incredible orgasm shook my body. I squealed for John as he Fucked me as I came on his cock. Oh god, I had never cum so hard in my life. “Oh yes.. Cum baby cum! That's it Jessica, cum for me while I Fuck your gorgeous cunt. You are so Fucking tight!” he cried out as he thrusted deep and hard. I could feel my right leg trembling as my orgasm coursed through me like an electric shock. My mind spinning as my stepfather slammed his cock into my soaking pussy. He pulled my head back harder as he said, “I know you're on the pill so I'm not pulling out baby. I'm gonna give you my cum, right about; Now! Ah!” “John!” I screamed as my pussy clenched his cock as he pumped his cum into me. He was thrusting slower but harder as I could feel his seed flooding my insides. He kept cumming and cumming until his thrusts finally slowed and he pulled me up until my back was against his chest. His cock still inside me as he slid his hands up to my tits, cupping them in his hands as he kissed my neck. He held me for a few moments until he pulled out of my pussy. He turned me to face him and put his hands on my shoulders. “Clean me up, Jess,” he said as he gently but firmly pushed me down to my knees in front of him. His cock was glistening with our combined juices as I did as I was instructed and started to lick up the length of his cock. Tasting our mixed cum as my tongue slid up from the base of his shaft up to the tip. Every time my tongue flicked over the tip his cock twitched and he let out a little gasp. I looked up at him and smiled as I swirled my tongue around the tip. “Oh you little minx,” he said as he smiled back at me. I answered him by starting to suck on the head of his cock. John groaned so loudly as I sucked him. “Jessica you've got me feeling like a teenager again. You're making me Fucking hard again already.”“Is that a bad thing?” I said as I smiled up at him. “Not if you want more cock you horny little minx,” he said as he stroked my red hair. I kept sucking his cock which was now as hard as before as he looked down on me. After enjoying my mouth a little while longer he pulled me up to my feet. He lifted me up onto the desk and stepped between my legs. He placed his cock inside me again and pulled my legs around him. I moaned as he grabbed my ass in both hands and picked me up as I tightened my legs around his waist. My arms were wrapped around his neck as he held me against him with his cock deep inside me. John started bouncing me up and down on his hard cock as I moaned, my head falling back. “Oh my god, your pussy was made for my cock baby. Umm so Fucking tight. You love it don't you Jess? You love my cock Fucking your pussy. . tell me?” he gasped as he continued bouncing me up and down his shaft. My fingers were locked together around his neck as my tits bounced up and down. “Yes; oh John, I love your dick. I wanna cum! I wanna cum!” I screamed as I stared into his eyes. “Call me Daddy. Call me Daddy when you cum for me. Cum on my cock baby. Do it! Cum for me!” he yelled and I screamed as my pussy spasmed around his cock, gripping him like a vice as my entire body trembled in his arms. “Daddy I'm cumming I'm cumming!” I screamed as he Fucked me through another orgasm. His cock slamming deep every time he dropped me back down onto his hard shaft. John was gasping and he dropped to his knees with my legs still wrapped around him. He lay me back onto the floor and lay on top of me never missing a thrust into my pussy as he wrapped one arm around my back to hold me while his other hand slid beneath my head to grab another handful of red hair. He stared into my eyes so lustfully then kissed me hard. His tongue pushing into my mouth, kissing me as his cock exploded hot and sticky inside me, pumping rivers of cum into my young teen pussy. Kissing me as he flooded my pussy once more. He broke the kiss then lay against me panting as his cock twitched emptying the last drops of cum inside me. I lay gasping beneath him as my legs let go of my tight grip around him. “I love you Daddy,” I whimpered into his ear as he lay over me. He lifted up onto his elbows as he looked at me smiling. “I love you too Jessica,” he said and kissed me again. “Tonight we tell your mother you have a summer job as I need to Fuck every single day. Later that evening as we were all sitting around the dinner table I lied to my mother about getting a summer job and John told her he had agreed to drop me off at work every day and to pick me up afterwards. She was very happy with this news and was even happier when I started addressing John as Daddy. She had hated the fact I had always called him John as to her it seemed like I wasn't accepting him as my new father, so she loved that I was finally calling him Daddy. She didn't need to know the real reason he was now my Daddy. While we were talking over dinner I had been rubbing my foot between John's legs under the table and I could feel how hard his cock was bulging against his pants. It was fun watching him trying to keep his composure as he chatted to my mother.John and I Fucked all summer long. After my mother had left for work we would Fuck all morning and then John would drop me off at a friend's house and I would have fun with my friends all afternoon while my mother believed I was working Then around dinner time he would come and pick me up to drive me home. Most times I would give him a blowjob during the drive home as I genuinely loved John's cock. It was the best summer of my life.By jessicas erotic ramblings, for Tumblr.

My Summer Job Search posted by JessicasEroticRamblings ; narrated by Ava;Welcome To Steamy Stories Podcast My new step-dad helps me avoid mom's mandate. Posted by jessicas erotic ramblings. Listen to the ► Podcast at Steamy Stories. I was 18 and had just finished my final year of high school. My plan was to go to college in the fall but before then I just wanted to have some fun. I had been so stressed out with schoolwork for the past year and I needed to spend the summer having a good time with my friends before I was off to college. My mother had other ideas and had told me that now I was 18, I had to start contributing financially at home; which I was totally not happy about. [[MORE]] I wanted to have some fun over the summer and not be stuck in some summer job just to make my mother happy. She was such a killjoy and sometimes it felt like she never wanted me to be happy. There ended up being a big fight about it over dinner one evening and my stepfather John had actually stuck up for me and had said there was no need for me to contribute financially at the moment as they were not exactly hurting for money, but to my mother it didn't matter. She said I had to get a summer job and that was it, end of discussion.  John worked from home so he was around the house all day while my mother was out at work. I liked John and as I lay in bed one morning I started to hatch a naughty little plan of how I could use John to help me avoid getting a summer job so I could spend the summer with my friends without my mother ever finding out. I climbed out of bed and searched through my closet looking for the shortest skirt I could find. I got dressed in a tiny black skirt and slipped on a silky shirt, choosing not to wear a bra underneath. Then I went looking for John.  He was sitting at his desk in his home office reading something when I walked over to him and sat on the edge of his desk next to him. The little skirt I was wearing rode up my thighs even higher when I hopped up onto the desk.  “Hi sweetheart, what's up?” he said as I noticed him glancing at my little skirt and bare legs before quickly looking back at whatever he was reading.  “Oh nothing, really. Well actually there was one thing I wanted to discuss with you John, if you have a few minutes free for me?” I said as I smiled at him.  “I always have time for you Jessica. After all you are my favorite stepdaughter.”  “I'm your only stepdaughter.”  “Which means you're my favorite,” he said with that stupid looking grin he had whenever he thought he was being funny. I rolled my eyes at him and shook my head as I noticed he was checking out my little skirt again.  “Anyways. I had this idea about the summer job thing that could make everybody happy,” I said as he realized he had been staring at my legs for too long and quickly looked back into my eyes. “Uh Oh.  Jessica's getting ideas. There's trouble ahead,” he said and laughed. I smiled and rolled my eyes at him again. There was a lot of eye rolling when John was around.  “Well at dinner the other night you said you didn't think I really needed a summer job as we weren't hurting for money,” I said as I edged along his desk a little closer to him.  “Yes that's right Jessica, you know my job pays very well and we don't need you to contribute financially but when your mother gets an idea in her head it's hard to change her mind,” he said.  “Well, this is where my idea comes in John. I was thinking that if you gave me a little money every month so I had enough to give to my mother to convince her I had a summer job, and maybe enough so I could go out and have a good time with my friends, then in return I could give you something nice?” I said to him as I pushed his reading material aside and slid along his desk until I was sitting directly in front of him.  “Something nice?” he asked as I watched him squirm in his chair a little. “What exactly are you asking me, here; or rather, offering me here, sweetheart?”  “In return for you giving me enough money to avoid getting a summer job so I can hang around with my friends all summer, I'm offering you; sex,” I said as I bit my lip and hoped to god he wasn't going to flip out on me for being this inappropriate with my own stepfather. He just sat and stared at me for what was probably just a few seconds but what seemed like an eternity. Then he suddenly placed his hands on the soft pale skin of my bare thighs and smiled at me. He looked into my eyes as he slowly slid his hands further up my thighs until his fingertips reached the hem of my very short skirt.  “Is this a serious offer young lady? As this kind of thing is way too dangerous to be just said for fun or as a joke,” he said as he stared at me with a very businesslike look on his face. I wasn't used to this side of John but I was so glad he was taking me seriously.  “It's a serious offer John. I'm not a little girl anymore. I know exactly what I'm offering you in exchange for money,” I told him as he pulled his hands from my thighs and pushed his chair back a little.  “Come here and sit on my lap Jessica so you can tell me the finer details of your little proposal,” he said as he patted his thigh. I slid off the desk and sat sideways on his lap as he put an arm around my back to hold me. “Ok Jessica let's get this straight. You are saying that if I give you a certain amount of money each month so you don't have to get a summer job, you will let me Fuck you?”  “Yes John, that is exactly my offer,” I replied as I could feel his arousal growing as I felt his cock starting to bulge in his pants as I sat on his lap. He slid his hand over my knee and up my thigh, this time not stopping at the hem of my skirt. Sliding his hand beneath it until he was feeling my pussy through my panties.  “I love this idea Jessica but I think I need you to prove you are genuinely serious about what you are offering me. I want you to let me Fuck you right now,” he said as he continued to slowly rub my pussy through my panties while he moved my hair away from my neck with his other hand then started to kiss my soft neck. I hadn't been expecting things to suddenly accelerate so quickly as I thought he might need some time to consider this kind of offer, but his touches and his kisses were making me horny.  “We can Fuck right now John,” I said softly as I felt his fingers pull my panties aside as he slowly slid a finger inside my now wet pussy. I bit my bottom lip as I moaned from his finger sliding in and out of my pussy. He kissed along my neck then started nibbling on my ear lobe as I squirmed in his lap.  “Jessica honey, I need you to ask me to Fuck you,” John whispered softly into my ear as my pussy was soaking his finger. Right at that very moment I couldn't believe how much I actually needed him to Fuck me. It wasn't just for the money. It wasn't just to get out of a dumb summer job. I was so Fucking horny that I was desperate to be Fucked by a real man.  “John; please Fuck me. please do it to me,” I gasped breathlessly as John suddenly lifted me from his lap and stood me up facing his desk as he kicked the chair away. He pulled my top off then pulled down my little skirt before placing his hand on my back and slowly easing me down until I was leaning over his desk resting on my elbows. He told me not to move as I heard him pull off his shirt then unfasten and push down his jeans. He kicked them off as he stood naked behind me. I felt his hands caressing my shoulders then sliding down my back feeling the softness of my skin. His hands caressed my ass as he slid his fingers between my legs and back up to my pussy.  “Jessica sweetheart, I'm gonna admit that this past year I've been noticing how you have grown into a beautiful young woman. I've tried to suppress any naughty thoughts I've had about you but no longer. I wanna Fuck you girl. I wanna slide my cock inside this pussy and find out if it's as tight as I think it is,” he said as I felt the head of his cock sliding along my slit. I moaned as he started to push between my wet pussy lips. I could feel my lips stretching around his swollen cock head and oh god I wanted him to Fuck me.  “Oh god, John!” I gasped as the head popped inside me then the first couple inches of cock starting to fill me. He slid his hands to my hips and held me as he pushed a little more. My back arched as John gave me his cock.  “Oh Fuck, your pussy is so Fucking tight. Oh god Jessica. Yes; Fuck Yes!” he groaned as he bottomed out deep inside me. My pussy was so full of cock. He started pulling back and pushing back deep. Just a few inches at first until his shaft was sliding easily inside me then he started Fucking me with his full length. I had never had a guy inside me as big as John and oh god it was heavenly. I was being Fucked against his desk and my nipples were so hard as my tits rubbed against the surface as he rocked me slowly back and forth along his shaft.  “Does that feel good Jessica? Do you love my cock Fucking your pussy my little baby girl?” he asked as I moaned as he Fucked me.  “Oh yes John! I love it. Oh John I wanna cum for you!” I whimpered as he had started Fucking me a little harder. He slid one of his hands to my shoulder then his other hand took a handful of my hair. John Fucked me harder as an incredible orgasm shook my body. I squealed for John as he Fucked me as I came on his cock. Oh god, I had never cum so hard in my life.  “Oh yes.. Cum baby cum! That's it Jessica, cum for me while I Fuck your gorgeous cunt. You are so Fucking tight!” he cried out as he thrusted deep and hard. I could feel my right leg trembling as my orgasm coursed through me like an electric shock. My mind spinning as my stepfather slammed his cock into my soaking pussy. He pulled my head back harder as he said, “I know you're on the pill so I'm not pulling out baby. I'm gonna give you my cum, right about; Now! Ah!”  “John!” I screamed as my pussy clenched his cock as he pumped his cum into me. He was thrusting slower but harder as I could feel his seed flooding my insides. He kept cumming and cumming until his thrusts finally slowed and he pulled me up until my back was against his chest. His cock still inside me as he slid his hands up to my tits, cupping them in his hands as he kissed my neck. He held me for a few moments until he pulled out of my pussy. He turned me to face him and put his hands on my shoulders.  “Clean me up, Jess,” he said as he gently but firmly pushed me down to my knees in front of him. His cock was glistening with our combined juices as I did as I was instructed and started to lick up the length of his cock. Tasting our mixed cum as my tongue slid up from the base of his shaft up to the tip. Every time my tongue flicked over the tip his cock twitched and he let out a little gasp. I looked up at him and smiled as I swirled my tongue around the tip.  “Oh you little minx,” he said as he smiled back at me. I answered him by starting to suck on the head of his cock. John groaned so loudly as I sucked him. “Jessica you've got me feeling like a teenager again. You're making me Fucking hard again already.” “Is that a bad thing?” I said as I smiled up at him.  “Not if you want more cock you horny little minx,” he said as he stroked my red hair. I kept sucking his cock which was now as hard as before as he looked down on me. After enjoying my mouth a little while longer he pulled me up to my feet. He lifted me up onto the desk and stepped between my legs. He placed his cock inside me again and pulled my legs around him. I moaned as he grabbed my ass in both hands and picked me up as I tightened my legs around his waist. My arms were wrapped around his neck as he held me against him with his cock deep inside me. John started bouncing me up and down on his hard cock as I moaned, my head falling back.  “Oh my god, your pussy was made for my cock baby. Umm so Fucking tight. You love it don't you Jess? You love my cock Fucking your pussy. . tell me?” he gasped as he continued bouncing me up and down his shaft. My fingers were locked together around his neck as my tits bounced up and down.  “Yes; oh John, I love your dick. I wanna cum! I wanna cum!” I screamed as I stared into his eyes.  “Call me Daddy. Call me Daddy when you cum for me. Cum on my cock baby. Do it! Cum for me!” he yelled and I screamed as my pussy spasmed around his cock, gripping him like a vice as my entire body trembled in his arms.  “Daddy I'm cumming I'm cumming!” I screamed as he Fucked me through another orgasm. His cock slamming deep every time he dropped me back down onto his hard shaft. John was gasping and he dropped to his knees with my legs still wrapped around him. He lay me back onto the floor and lay on top of me never missing a thrust into my pussy as he wrapped one arm around my back to hold me while his other hand slid beneath my head to grab another handful of red hair. He stared into my eyes so lustfully then kissed me hard. His tongue pushing into my mouth, kissing me as his cock exploded hot and sticky inside me, pumping rivers of cum into my young teen pussy. Kissing me as he flooded my pussy once more. He broke the kiss then lay against me panting as his cock twitched emptying the last drops of cum inside me. I lay gasping beneath him as my legs let go of my tight grip around him.  “I love you Daddy,” I whimpered into his ear as he lay over me. He lifted up onto his elbows as he looked at me smiling. “I love you too Jessica,” he said and kissed me again. “Tonight we tell your mother you have a summer job as I need to Fuck every single day.  Later that evening as we were all sitting around the dinner table I lied to my mother about getting a summer job and John told her he had agreed to drop me off at work every day and to pick me up afterwards. She was very happy with this news and was even happier when I started addressing John as Daddy. She had hated the fact I had always called him John as to her it seemed like I wasn't accepting him as my new father, so she loved that I was finally calling him Daddy. She didn't need to know the real reason he was now my Daddy. While we were talking over dinner I had been rubbing my foot between John's legs under the table and I could feel how hard his cock was bulging against his pants. It was fun watching him trying to keep his composure as he chatted to my mother. John and I Fucked all summer long. After my mother had left for work we would Fuck all morning and then John would drop me off at a friend's house and I would have fun with my friends all afternoon while my mother believed I was working Then around dinner time he would come and pick me up to drive me home. Most times I would give him a blowjob during the drive home as I genuinely loved John's cock. It was the best summer of my life. By jessicas erotic ramblings, for Tumblr.

My Summer Job Search posted by JessicasEroticRamblings ; narrated by Ava;Welcome To Steamy Stories Podcast My new step-dad helps me avoid mom's mandate. Posted by jessicas erotic ramblings. Listen to the ► Podcast at Steamy Stories. I was 18 and had just finished my final year of high school. My plan was to go to college in the fall but before then I just wanted to have some fun. I had been so stressed out with schoolwork for the past year and I needed to spend the summer having a good time with my friends before I was off to college. My mother had other ideas and had told me that now I was 18, I had to start contributing financially at home; which I was totally not happy about. [[MORE]] I wanted to have some fun over the summer and not be stuck in some summer job just to make my mother happy. She was such a killjoy and sometimes it felt like she never wanted me to be happy. There ended up being a big fight about it over dinner one evening and my stepfather John had actually stuck up for me and had said there was no need for me to contribute financially at the moment as they were not exactly hurting for money, but to my mother it didn't matter. She said I had to get a summer job and that was it, end of discussion.  John worked from home so he was around the house all day while my mother was out at work. I liked John and as I lay in bed one morning I started to hatch a naughty little plan of how I could use John to help me avoid getting a summer job so I could spend the summer with my friends without my mother ever finding out. I climbed out of bed and searched through my closet looking for the shortest skirt I could find. I got dressed in a tiny black skirt and slipped on a silky shirt, choosing not to wear a bra underneath. Then I went looking for John.  He was sitting at his desk in his home office reading something when I walked over to him and sat on the edge of his desk next to him. The little skirt I was wearing rode up my thighs even higher when I hopped up onto the desk.  “Hi sweetheart, what's up?” he said as I noticed him glancing at my little skirt and bare legs before quickly looking back at whatever he was reading.  “Oh nothing, really. Well actually there was one thing I wanted to discuss with you John, if you have a few minutes free for me?” I said as I smiled at him.  “I always have time for you Jessica. After all you are my favorite stepdaughter.”  “I'm your only stepdaughter.”  “Which means you're my favorite,” he said with that stupid looking grin he had whenever he thought he was being funny. I rolled my eyes at him and shook my head as I noticed he was checking out my little skirt again.  “Anyways. I had this idea about the summer job thing that could make everybody happy,” I said as he realized he had been staring at my legs for too long and quickly looked back into my eyes. “Uh Oh.  Jessica's getting ideas. There's trouble ahead,” he said and laughed. I smiled and rolled my eyes at him again. There was a lot of eye rolling when John was around.  “Well at dinner the other night you said you didn't think I really needed a summer job as we weren't hurting for money,” I said as I edged along his desk a little closer to him.  “Yes that's right Jessica, you know my job pays very well and we don't need you to contribute financially but when your mother gets an idea in her head it's hard to change her mind,” he said.  “Well, this is where my idea comes in John. I was thinking that if you gave me a little money every month so I had enough to give to my mother to convince her I had a summer job, and maybe enough so I could go out and have a good time with my friends, then in return I could give you something nice?” I said to him as I pushed his reading material aside and slid along his desk until I was sitting directly in front of him.  “Something nice?” he asked as I watched him squirm in his chair a little. “What exactly are you asking me, here; or rather, offering me here, sweetheart?”  “In return for you giving me enough money to avoid getting a summer job so I can hang around with my friends all summer, I'm offering you; sex,” I said as I bit my lip and hoped to god he wasn't going to flip out on me for being this inappropriate with my own stepfather. He just sat and stared at me for what was probably just a few seconds but what seemed like an eternity. Then he suddenly placed his hands on the soft pale skin of my bare thighs and smiled at me. He looked into my eyes as he slowly slid his hands further up my thighs until his fingertips reached the hem of my very short skirt.  “Is this a serious offer young lady? As this kind of thing is way too dangerous to be just said for fun or as a joke,” he said as he stared at me with a very businesslike look on his face. I wasn't used to this side of John but I was so glad he was taking me seriously.  “It's a serious offer John. I'm not a little girl anymore. I know exactly what I'm offering you in exchange for money,” I told him as he pulled his hands from my thighs and pushed his chair back a little.  “Come here and sit on my lap Jessica so you can tell me the finer details of your little proposal,” he said as he patted his thigh. I slid off the desk and sat sideways on his lap as he put an arm around my back to hold me. “Ok Jessica let's get this straight. You are saying that if I give you a certain amount of money each month so you don't have to get a summer job, you will let me Fuck you?”  “Yes John, that is exactly my offer,” I replied as I could feel his arousal growing as I felt his cock starting to bulge in his pants as I sat on his lap. He slid his hand over my knee and up my thigh, this time not stopping at the hem of my skirt. Sliding his hand beneath it until he was feeling my pussy through my panties.  “I love this idea Jessica but I think I need you to prove you are genuinely serious about what you are offering me. I want you to let me Fuck you right now,” he said as he continued to slowly rub my pussy through my panties while he moved my hair away from my neck with his other hand then started to kiss my soft neck. I hadn't been expecting things to suddenly accelerate so quickly as I thought he might need some time to consider this kind of offer, but his touches and his kisses were making me horny.  “We can Fuck right now John,” I said softly as I felt his fingers pull my panties aside as he slowly slid a finger inside my now wet pussy. I bit my bottom lip as I moaned from his finger sliding in and out of my pussy. He kissed along my neck then started nibbling on my ear lobe as I squirmed in his lap.  “Jessica honey, I need you to ask me to Fuck you,” John whispered softly into my ear as my pussy was soaking his finger. Right at that very moment I couldn't believe how much I actually needed him to Fuck me. It wasn't just for the money. It wasn't just to get out of a dumb summer job. I was so Fucking horny that I was desperate to be Fucked by a real man.  “John; please Fuck me. please do it to me,” I gasped breathlessly as John suddenly lifted me from his lap and stood me up facing his desk as he kicked the chair away. He pulled my top off then pulled down my little skirt before placing his hand on my back and slowly easing me down until I was leaning over his desk resting on my elbows. He told me not to move as I heard him pull off his shirt then unfasten and push down his jeans. He kicked them off as he stood naked behind me. I felt his hands caressing my shoulders then sliding down my back feeling the softness of my skin. His hands caressed my ass as he slid his fingers between my legs and back up to my pussy.  “Jessica sweetheart, I'm gonna admit that this past year I've been noticing how you have grown into a beautiful young woman. I've tried to suppress any naughty thoughts I've had about you but no longer. I wanna Fuck you girl. I wanna slide my cock inside this pussy and find out if it's as tight as I think it is,” he said as I felt the head of his cock sliding along my slit. I moaned as he started to push between my wet pussy lips. I could feel my lips stretching around his swollen cock head and oh god I wanted him to Fuck me.  “Oh god, John!” I gasped as the head popped inside me then the first couple inches of cock starting to fill me. He slid his hands to my hips and held me as he pushed a little more. My back arched as John gave me his cock.  “Oh Fuck, your pussy is so Fucking tight. Oh god Jessica. Yes; Fuck Yes!” he groaned as he bottomed out deep inside me. My pussy was so full of cock. He started pulling back and pushing back deep. Just a few inches at first until his shaft was sliding easily inside me then he started Fucking me with his full length. I had never had a guy inside me as big as John and oh god it was heavenly. I was being Fucked against his desk and my nipples were so hard as my tits rubbed against the surface as he rocked me slowly back and forth along his shaft.  “Does that feel good Jessica? Do you love my cock Fucking your pussy my little baby girl?” he asked as I moaned as he Fucked me.  “Oh yes John! I love it. Oh John I wanna cum for you!” I whimpered as he had started Fucking me a little harder. He slid one of his hands to my shoulder then his other hand took a handful of my hair. John Fucked me harder as an incredible orgasm shook my body. I squealed for John as he Fucked me as I came on his cock. Oh god, I had never cum so hard in my life.  “Oh yes.. Cum baby cum! That's it Jessica, cum for me while I Fuck your gorgeous cunt. You are so Fucking tight!” he cried out as he thrusted deep and hard. I could feel my right leg trembling as my orgasm coursed through me like an electric shock. My mind spinning as my stepfather slammed his cock into my soaking pussy. He pulled my head back harder as he said, “I know you're on the pill so I'm not pulling out baby. I'm gonna give you my cum, right about; Now! Ah!”  “John!” I screamed as my pussy clenched his cock as he pumped his cum into me. He was thrusting slower but harder as I could feel his seed flooding my insides. He kept cumming and cumming until his thrusts finally slowed and he pulled me up until my back was against his chest. His cock still inside me as he slid his hands up to my tits, cupping them in his hands as he kissed my neck. He held me for a few moments until he pulled out of my pussy. He turned me to face him and put his hands on my shoulders.  “Clean me up, Jess,” he said as he gently but firmly pushed me down to my knees in front of him. His cock was glistening with our combined juices as I did as I was instructed and started to lick up the length of his cock. Tasting our mixed cum as my tongue slid up from the base of his shaft up to the tip. Every time my tongue flicked over the tip his cock twitched and he let out a little gasp. I looked up at him and smiled as I swirled my tongue around the tip.  “Oh you little minx,” he said as he smiled back at me. I answered him by starting to suck on the head of his cock. John groaned so loudly as I sucked him. “Jessica you've got me feeling like a teenager again. You're making me Fucking hard again already.” “Is that a bad thing?” I said as I smiled up at him.  “Not if you want more cock you horny little minx,” he said as he stroked my red hair. I kept sucking his cock which was now as hard as before as he looked down on me. After enjoying my mouth a little while longer he pulled me up to my feet. He lifted me up onto the desk and stepped between my legs. He placed his cock inside me again and pulled my legs around him. I moaned as he grabbed my ass in both hands and picked me up as I tightened my legs around his waist. My arms were wrapped around his neck as he held me against him with his cock deep inside me. John started bouncing me up and down on his hard cock as I moaned, my head falling back.  “Oh my god, your pussy was made for my cock baby. Umm so Fucking tight. You love it don't you Jess? You love my cock Fucking your pussy. . tell me?” he gasped as he continued bouncing me up and down his shaft. My fingers were locked together around his neck as my tits bounced up and down.  “Yes; oh John, I love your dick. I wanna cum! I wanna cum!” I screamed as I stared into his eyes.  “Call me Daddy. Call me Daddy when you cum for me. Cum on my cock baby. Do it! Cum for me!” he yelled and I screamed as my pussy spasmed around his cock, gripping him like a vice as my entire body trembled in his arms.  “Daddy I'm cumming I'm cumming!” I screamed as he Fucked me through another orgasm. His cock slamming deep every time he dropped me back down onto his hard shaft. John was gasping and he dropped to his knees with my legs still wrapped around him. He lay me back onto the floor and lay on top of me never missing a thrust into my pussy as he wrapped one arm around my back to hold me while his other hand slid beneath my head to grab another handful of red hair. He stared into my eyes so lustfully then kissed me hard. His tongue pushing into my mouth, kissing me as his cock exploded hot and sticky inside me, pumping rivers of cum into my young teen pussy. Kissing me as he flooded my pussy once more. He broke the kiss then lay against me panting as his cock twitched emptying the last drops of cum inside me. I lay gasping beneath him as my legs let go of my tight grip around him.  “I love you Daddy,” I whimpered into his ear as he lay over me. He lifted up onto his elbows as he looked at me smiling. “I love you too Jessica,” he said and kissed me again. “Tonight we tell your mother you have a summer job as I need to Fuck every single day.  Later that evening as we were all sitting around the dinner table I lied to my mother about getting a summer job and John told her he had agreed to drop me off at work every day and to pick me up afterwards. She was very happy with this news and was even happier when I started addressing John as Daddy. She had hated the fact I had always called him John as to her it seemed like I wasn't accepting him as my new father, so she loved that I was finally calling him Daddy. She didn't need to know the real reason he was now my Daddy. While we were talking over dinner I had been rubbing my foot between John's legs under the table and I could feel how hard his cock was bulging against his pants. It was fun watching him trying to keep his composure as he chatted to my mother. John and I Fucked all summer long. After my mother had left for work we would Fuck all morning and then John would drop me off at a friend's house and I would have fun with my friends all afternoon while my mother believed I was working Then around dinner time he would come and pick me up to drive me home. Most times I would give him a blowjob during the drive home as I genuinely loved John's cock. It was the best summer of my life. By jessicas erotic ramblings, for Tumblr.

My Summer Job Search posted by JessicasEroticRamblings ; narrated by Ava;Welcome To Steamy Stories Podcast My new step-dad helps me avoid mom's mandate. Posted by jessicas erotic ramblings. Listen to the ► Podcast at Steamy Stories. I was 18 and had just finished my final year of high school. My plan was to go to college in the fall but before then I just wanted to have some fun. I had been so stressed out with schoolwork for the past year and I needed to spend the summer having a good time with my friends before I was off to college. My mother had other ideas and had told me that now I was 18, I had to start contributing financially at home; which I was totally not happy about. [[MORE]] I wanted to have some fun over the summer and not be stuck in some summer job just to make my mother happy. She was such a killjoy and sometimes it felt like she never wanted me to be happy. There ended up being a big fight about it over dinner one evening and my stepfather John had actually stuck up for me and had said there was no need for me to contribute financially at the moment as they were not exactly hurting for money, but to my mother it didn't matter. She said I had to get a summer job and that was it, end of discussion.  John worked from home so he was around the house all day while my mother was out at work. I liked John and as I lay in bed one morning I started to hatch a naughty little plan of how I could use John to help me avoid getting a summer job so I could spend the summer with my friends without my mother ever finding out. I climbed out of bed and searched through my closet looking for the shortest skirt I could find. I got dressed in a tiny black skirt and slipped on a silky shirt, choosing not to wear a bra underneath. Then I went looking for John.  He was sitting at his desk in his home office reading something when I walked over to him and sat on the edge of his desk next to him. The little skirt I was wearing rode up my thighs even higher when I hopped up onto the desk.  “Hi sweetheart, what's up?” he said as I noticed him glancing at my little skirt and bare legs before quickly looking back at whatever he was reading.  “Oh nothing, really. Well actually there was one thing I wanted to discuss with you John, if you have a few minutes free for me?” I said as I smiled at him.  “I always have time for you Jessica. After all you are my favorite stepdaughter.”  “I'm your only stepdaughter.”  “Which means you're my favorite,” he said with that stupid looking grin he had whenever he thought he was being funny. I rolled my eyes at him and shook my head as I noticed he was checking out my little skirt again.  “Anyways. I had this idea about the summer job thing that could make everybody happy,” I said as he realized he had been staring at my legs for too long and quickly looked back into my eyes. “Uh Oh.  Jessica's getting ideas. There's trouble ahead,” he said and laughed. I smiled and rolled my eyes at him again. There was a lot of eye rolling when John was around.  “Well at dinner the other night you said you didn't think I really needed a summer job as we weren't hurting for money,” I said as I edged along his desk a little closer to him.  “Yes that's right Jessica, you know my job pays very well and we don't need you to contribute financially but when your mother gets an idea in her head it's hard to change her mind,” he said.  “Well, this is where my idea comes in John. I was thinking that if you gave me a little money every month so I had enough to give to my mother to convince her I had a summer job, and maybe enough so I could go out and have a good time with my friends, then in return I could give you something nice?” I said to him as I pushed his reading material aside and slid along his desk until I was sitting directly in front of him.  “Something nice?” he asked as I watched him squirm in his chair a little. “What exactly are you asking me, here; or rather, offering me here, sweetheart?”  “In return for you giving me enough money to avoid getting a summer job so I can hang around with my friends all summer, I'm offering you; sex,” I said as I bit my lip and hoped to god he wasn't going to flip out on me for being this inappropriate with my own stepfather. He just sat and stared at me for what was probably just a few seconds but what seemed like an eternity. Then he suddenly placed his hands on the soft pale skin of my bare thighs and smiled at me. He looked into my eyes as he slowly slid his hands further up my thighs until his fingertips reached the hem of my very short skirt.  “Is this a serious offer young lady? As this kind of thing is way too dangerous to be just said for fun or as a joke,” he said as he stared at me with a very businesslike look on his face. I wasn't used to this side of John but I was so glad he was taking me seriously.  “It's a serious offer John. I'm not a little girl anymore. I know exactly what I'm offering you in exchange for money,” I told him as he pulled his hands from my thighs and pushed his chair back a little.  “Come here and sit on my lap Jessica so you can tell me the finer details of your little proposal,” he said as he patted his thigh. I slid off the desk and sat sideways on his lap as he put an arm around my back to hold me. “Ok Jessica let's get this straight. You are saying that if I give you a certain amount of money each month so you don't have to get a summer job, you will let me Fuck you?”  “Yes John, that is exactly my offer,” I replied as I could feel his arousal growing as I felt his cock starting to bulge in his pants as I sat on his lap. He slid his hand over my knee and up my thigh, this time not stopping at the hem of my skirt. Sliding his hand beneath it until he was feeling my pussy through my panties.  “I love this idea Jessica but I think I need you to prove you are genuinely serious about what you are offering me. I want you to let me Fuck you right now,” he said as he continued to slowly rub my pussy through my panties while he moved my hair away from my neck with his other hand then started to kiss my soft neck. I hadn't been expecting things to suddenly accelerate so quickly as I thought he might need some time to consider this kind of offer, but his touches and his kisses were making me horny.  “We can Fuck right now John,” I said softly as I felt his fingers pull my panties aside as he slowly slid a finger inside my now wet pussy. I bit my bottom lip as I moaned from his finger sliding in and out of my pussy. He kissed along my neck then started nibbling on my ear lobe as I squirmed in his lap.  “Jessica honey, I need you to ask me to Fuck you,” John whispered softly into my ear as my pussy was soaking his finger. Right at that very moment I couldn't believe how much I actually needed him to Fuck me. It wasn't just for the money. It wasn't just to get out of a dumb summer job. I was so Fucking horny that I was desperate to be Fucked by a real man.  “John; please Fuck me. please do it to me,” I gasped breathlessly as John suddenly lifted me from his lap and stood me up facing his desk as he kicked the chair away. He pulled my top off then pulled down my little skirt before placing his hand on my back and slowly easing me down until I was leaning over his desk resting on my elbows. He told me not to move as I heard him pull off his shirt then unfasten and push down his jeans. He kicked them off as he stood naked behind me. I felt his hands caressing my shoulders then sliding down my back feeling the softness of my skin. His hands caressed my ass as he slid his fingers between my legs and back up to my pussy.  “Jessica sweetheart, I'm gonna admit that this past year I've been noticing how you have grown into a beautiful young woman. I've tried to suppress any naughty thoughts I've had about you but no longer. I wanna Fuck you girl. I wanna slide my cock inside this pussy and find out if it's as tight as I think it is,” he said as I felt the head of his cock sliding along my slit. I moaned as he started to push between my wet pussy lips. I could feel my lips stretching around his swollen cock head and oh god I wanted him to Fuck me.  “Oh god, John!” I gasped as the head popped inside me then the first couple inches of cock starting to fill me. He slid his hands to my hips and held me as he pushed a little more. My back arched as John gave me his cock.  “Oh Fuck, your pussy is so Fucking tight. Oh god Jessica. Yes; Fuck Yes!” he groaned as he bottomed out deep inside me. My pussy was so full of cock. He started pulling back and pushing back deep. Just a few inches at first until his shaft was sliding easily inside me then he started Fucking me with his full length. I had never had a guy inside me as big as John and oh god it was heavenly. I was being Fucked against his desk and my nipples were so hard as my tits rubbed against the surface as he rocked me slowly back and forth along his shaft.  “Does that feel good Jessica? Do you love my cock Fucking your pussy my little baby girl?” he asked as I moaned as he Fucked me.  “Oh yes John! I love it. Oh John I wanna cum for you!” I whimpered as he had started Fucking me a little harder. He slid one of his hands to my shoulder then his other hand took a handful of my hair. John Fucked me harder as an incredible orgasm shook my body. I squealed for John as he Fucked me as I came on his cock. Oh god, I had never cum so hard in my life.  “Oh yes.. Cum baby cum! That's it Jessica, cum for me while I Fuck your gorgeous cunt. You are so Fucking tight!” he cried out as he thrusted deep and hard. I could feel my right leg trembling as my orgasm coursed through me like an electric shock. My mind spinning as my stepfather slammed his cock into my soaking pussy. He pulled my head back harder as he said, “I know you're on the pill so I'm not pulling out baby. I'm gonna give you my cum, right about; Now! Ah!”  “John!” I screamed as my pussy clenched his cock as he pumped his cum into me. He was thrusting slower but harder as I could feel his seed flooding my insides. He kept cumming and cumming until his thrusts finally slowed and he pulled me up until my back was against his chest. His cock still inside me as he slid his hands up to my tits, cupping them in his hands as he kissed my neck. He held me for a few moments until he pulled out of my pussy. He turned me to face him and put his hands on my shoulders.  “Clean me up, Jess,” he said as he gently but firmly pushed me down to my knees in front of him. His cock was glistening with our combined juices as I did as I was instructed and started to lick up the length of his cock. Tasting our mixed cum as my tongue slid up from the base of his shaft up to the tip. Every time my tongue flicked over the tip his cock twitched and he let out a little gasp. I looked up at him and smiled as I swirled my tongue around the tip.  “Oh you little minx,” he said as he smiled back at me. I answered him by starting to suck on the head of his cock. John groaned so loudly as I sucked him. “Jessica you've got me feeling like a teenager again. You're making me Fucking hard again already.” “Is that a bad thing?” I said as I smiled up at him.  “Not if you want more cock you horny little minx,” he said as he stroked my red hair. I kept sucking his cock which was now as hard as before as he looked down on me. After enjoying my mouth a little while longer he pulled me up to my feet. He lifted me up onto the desk and stepped between my legs. He placed his cock inside me again and pulled my legs around him. I moaned as he grabbed my ass in both hands and picked me up as I tightened my legs around his waist. My arms were wrapped around his neck as he held me against him with his cock deep inside me. John started bouncing me up and down on his hard cock as I moaned, my head falling back.  “Oh my god, your pussy was made for my cock baby. Umm so Fucking tight. You love it don't you Jess? You love my cock Fucking your pussy. . tell me?” he gasped as he continued bouncing me up and down his shaft. My fingers were locked together around his neck as my tits bounced up and down.  “Yes; oh John, I love your dick. I wanna cum! I wanna cum!” I screamed as I stared into his eyes.  “Call me Daddy. Call me Daddy when you cum for me. Cum on my cock baby. Do it! Cum for me!” he yelled and I screamed as my pussy spasmed around his cock, gripping him like a vice as my entire body trembled in his arms.  “Daddy I'm cumming I'm cumming!” I screamed as he Fucked me through another orgasm. His cock slamming deep every time he dropped me back down onto his hard shaft. John was gasping and he dropped to his knees with my legs still wrapped around him. He lay me back onto the floor and lay on top of me never missing a thrust into my pussy as he wrapped one arm around my back to hold me while his other hand slid beneath my head to grab another handful of red hair. He stared into my eyes so lustfully then kissed me hard. His tongue pushing into my mouth, kissing me as his cock exploded hot and sticky inside me, pumping rivers of cum into my young teen pussy. Kissing me as he flooded my pussy once more. He broke the kiss then lay against me panting as his cock twitched emptying the last drops of cum inside me. I lay gasping beneath him as my legs let go of my tight grip around him.  “I love you Daddy,” I whimpered into his ear as he lay over me. He lifted up onto his elbows as he looked at me smiling. “I love you too Jessica,” he said and kissed me again. “Tonight we tell your mother you have a summer job as I need to Fuck every single day.  Later that evening as we were all sitting around the dinner table I lied to my mother about getting a summer job and John told her he had agreed to drop me off at work every day and to pick me up afterwards. She was very happy with this news and was even happier when I started addressing John as Daddy. She had hated the fact I had always called him John as to her it seemed like I wasn't accepting him as my new father, so she loved that I was finally calling him Daddy. She didn't need to know the real reason he was now my Daddy. While we were talking over dinner I had been rubbing my foot between John's legs under the table and I could feel how hard his cock was bulging against his pants. It was fun watching him trying to keep his composure as he chatted to my mother. John and I Fucked all summer long. After my mother had left for work we would Fuck all morning and then John would drop me off at a friend's house and I would have fun with my friends all afternoon while my mother believed I was working Then around dinner time he would come and pick me up to drive me home. Most times I would give him a blowjob during the drive home as I genuinely loved John's cock. It was the best summer of my life. By jessicas erotic ramblings, for Tumblr.

Ever find yourself trapped in your own head when it comes to sex?  With layers upon layers of 'shoulds' and 'should nots,' conditioning, shame, and fear, it's easy to lose touch with the present moment. Whether you're exploring self-pleasure or sex with a partner, these barriers can keep you from fully letting go in the moment and connecting with your pleasure.  In this episode I dive into how to break free from these barriers and follow your authentic desires by fully tuning into your body using breathwork and cultivating a delicious sensory awareness. I also share some of my healing journey from sexual trauma and how I learnt to tap into my desires and multiorgasmic nature using Erotic Mindfulness. I am so excited to share this with you because I know this episode will lead you to feel more of that FUCK YES in your body during sex!  What You'll Learn: 00:41 The power of presence to unlock your authentic desires.  10:09 A three-part breath technique to cultivate sensory awareness.  10:41 My personal story on healing from trauma and learning my desires. 16:09 How to tap into your erotic intuition. 17:12 Tuning into your body and connecting with your "fuck yes" and "fuck no". Featured on the show:  Subscribe to my email list for weekly mindset shifts that will transform your sex life in under 5 minutes. Join the conversation on Instagram and share your insights from this episode. Discover my signature program Erotic Mindfulness 

In today's episode we talk about the relationship advice article, "Fuck Yes Or No" by Mark Manson. Do we like his advice? Fuck Yes! https://markmanson.net/fuck-yes  https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61555647065712 patreon.com/talkingshippodcast 

What is the vision you have for your life?Why even have a life vision?Today, we explore why vision is mission critical to your F*CK YES life.9 Questions to help you define your F*CK YES vision:What do I MOST love to do?Who inspires me + why? (Alternate: Who makes me envious + why?)What stories inspire me?What does success mean to me?How would I spend my time if I had Oprah money?What kind of lifestyle do I want?What makes me excited to get out of bed in the morning?If I could make ONE contribution to the world before I die, what would that be?You're on your deathbed, reflecting on your long life and saying, “I'm so proud of myself for [fill in the blank].”Say hey to Katherine on IG: https://www.instagram.com/kathbrooksReady to drop the Nice Guy Syndrome to live with WAY less anxiousness + WAY more joy?Schedule a free, no-obligation Discovery Call with Katherine here to discuss 1:1 coaching: https://calendly.com/kathbrooks/coaching-consult-call

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FUCK the fairytale! How does that land on you? Does it make you go FUCK YES we need to be realistic about love OR does it make you go FUCK NO I desire the fairytale and that's what I'll get. Well when dating coach Damona Hoffman suggests you F the Fairytale, she kinda wants you to feel both. Tired of the same old dating game and ready to find real, lasting love? Join us in this episode of FUCK the Fairytale as we explore what a true fairytale relationship looks like with expert dating coach Damona Hoffman. We'll challenge outdated ideas of the ideal partner and redefine what happiness looks like in modern relationships. Don't miss your chance to discover true love - watch now! FOLLOW DAMONA HOFFMAN https://www.instagram.com/damonahoffman/ https://damonahoffman.com/  Ritual Visit http://ritual.com/LOVERS to start Ritual or add Synbiotic+ to your subscription today. Ritual is offering Lovers and Friends 30% off during your first month.  BetterHelp Visit http://BetterHelp.com/lovers today to get 10% off your first month.  HelloFresh Go to http://HelloFresh.com/loversfree and use code loversfree for FREE breakfast for life!  Quince  Go to http://Quince.com/lovers for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns! Damona Follow Shan http://instagram.com/shanboodram http://tiktok.com/shanboody

This episode is a RIDE, ya'll! I'm so honored to share this conversation with business witch baddie Lexi D'Angelo. Previously the Founder of the Tabwoo Institute for the Transformational Arts, Lexi is now...in a phase of rediscovery and exploration aka...she's not professionally doing anything until she feels a clear "FUCK YES" on her next steps. Lexi had the business so many people aspire to. Seven figure revenue, raving fans, tons of followers, and she walked away because she knew in her soul it was no longer right for her. And this is after having several different businesses, to boot!  I invited Lexi on because she's someone who's not afraid to pivot, change, or allow people to see her reinvent herself, and it's beautiful to see in a world where so many of us feel afraid to learn in public, or to leave anyone behind when we change.   You can find Lexi on instagram at https://www.intstagram.com/lexidangelo     ______________________________________   If you're ready for a massive uplevel in every area of your life and business, I want to see you apply for Best Year Yet, my private 1:1 coaching and mentorship program for 2024. Book a call right here: https://cerabyer.as.me/bestyearyet   And all year round you're invited to join the world class business education, coaching, and community housed within The Elemental Entrepreneurship Coven at https://www.intuitiveedgecoaching.com/coven. Enter code PODCAST on any checkout page for 11% off your first 3 months of membership. 

Hello beautiful ones!  I am so excited to share this month's interview with Lucy Jones with you.  I think it might be one of my favourite episodes ever:  our conversation was so rich and so full of the kinds of things I think we *really* need to be talking about when it comes to matrescence and motherhood.   I started following Lucy in the early days of writing her new book, Matrescence: On the Metamorphosis of Pregnancy, Childbirth and Motherhood.  I was totally captivated by the ecological lens she applied to the transition to motherhood.  It was so much like my own perpsective and experience that I felt I'd found a kindred spirit. Lucy's book is one of the first on the experience of matrescence, and it is a raw and riveting account of her own metamorphosis as well as a cultural critique about modern motherhood. As we near the close of registration for the 2023 Season of MotherSHIFT and The Village, I'm delighted to be able to share this conversation with the many of you who are also walking this path of matrescence and matrescence-support.   Here's some of what Lucy and I talk about in this episode: > The rarely spoken-of and yet increasingly common ecological awakening that so many new mothers have – and Lucy's personal experience of leaning into her relationship with the living world as she traversed her own matrescence. > The things no one ever fucking told us about motherhood, including the societal expectations of motherhood versus the realities so many of us face.  We talk about ideologies around birth and mothering and how they deny us the opportunity to feel "normal" in these richly complex and usually paradoxical experiences. > The absence of modern-day rite and ritual to support us through matrescence, and how we must engage in the act of culture creation in order to reclaim these. > How liberal feminism lets mothers down, and how motherhood revolutionizes our relationship with work (and capitalism). > The untapped power of matrescence to radicalize us and poise us to advocate for social change (the biggest FUCK YES of this whole episode!).   I loved this interview so much, and I hope you enjoy tuning in!

A big thank you to Hallie Avolio

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Join me on today's special episode where I am sharing the live recording from the F*ck Yes Portal Masterclass!! In this masterclass, I dive deep into: losing ourselves in the name of productivity and hustle culture building a business in co creation with the spirit of your business learning that your magic is led by your PLEASURE having a business that honors all of YOU, as the creatrix the importance of learning to create and be led by FUCK YES moments in order to create FUCK YES results in your business and so much more!   Learn about BAA: http://www.tiffanycheung.co/baa Join the Magicmind October 2023 Waitlist: here My Current Offers: https://trainings.tiffanycheung.co/store  Join my free community - the Business Activation HQ!: https://www.facebook.com/groups/1580969585443939 Connect on Instagram: www.instagram.com/tiffanycheung.co

If you are ready to HEAL past pain, REMEMBER how DOPE you are, and FEEL FULLY ALIVE, Sign up for my FREE newsletter: zfrmz.com/zB1rNRpQ7u9JgnoOU1ypTransform your mornings and set the tone for a productive, intentional, and fulfilling day with this practical guide to optimizing your morning routine.In this podcast, I share what I have learned on how to create morning routines/rituals that are optimized and feel like a FUCK YES.In this podcast you will learn:How to create morning rituals that are FLEXIBLE and feel like a FUCK YESWhy you “SHOULD” AND “SHOULDN'T” avoid your phone for the 1 hour of the dayMy top practices to start the day with PEACE, ENERGY, and CLARITYWhy I recently THREW OUT my morning routineFor the past 5+ years, I have been refining my own morning practice to be one that LIGHTS ME UP and this conversation is all about how you can create a morning practice that LIGHTS YOU UP too!| Connect with Wolf |Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/followth3wolf/-| Support the Podcast |Patreon | https://bit.ly/FTWpatreon

Do you wake up every day next to your partner feeling lucky, peaceful, cherished & unbelievably loved?  If not, this is your wake-up call babe!! It might be time to find a more aligned partnership and start honoring that part of you that longs for more. Because you absolutely get to have all the security, sex, love, aliveness & alignment you've ever desired - and more!  In today's episode, I'm showing you what's possible as I dive into aligned partnership. I share what it can really look like with some sneak peeks into my own relationship with my king, and how to create a full-body, fuck YES, aligned partnership of your own.  I get into: Aligned partnerships & how to find/create your own! Playing the “cool girl” in relationships - and what this does to you Anxious attachment, cheating & paranoia Having the SAME fight over and over in your relationship (and what to do about it) Walking away from good relationships What happens when you fight in a misaligned relationship How communication looks inside of my aligned partnership And more   MODERN GODDESS, my 4-month program for women who are ready for orgasmic sex, devoted partnership, and feminine radiance: https://magicjujucoaching.com/modern-goddess Connect with me on IG: https://www.instagram.com/magic__juju/?hl=en  

Have you ever felt clueless when someone asks you “What turns you on?” It makes total sense when you grew up reading 100 hottest sex tips from Cosmo every week. With every magazine and friend telling you how you should experience sex it can leave you feeling disconnected from what actually brings you pleasure. In this episode I'm debunking a “right” or “wrong” way to turn on and sharing a simple way to always find your fuck yes in sex. I'm excited to share how you can remove all this noise, reconnect to yourself and return to what really turns you on. Full show notes here: www.rosamaxwell.co.uk/blog/ep15-find-your-yes Join Erotic Mindfulness here: https://tinyurl.com/erotic-mindfulness

We're back after a 2-month hiatus from podcasting, blogging, promo-ing, and social media … and we're feeling GREAT.    A lot has changed in those two months. Like a LOT.   For one, we (Aimee, Ellie, Rob, and Bear) left LA and are now all living together in Austin, TX. And that's just the tip of the massive change iceberg.    Throughout the last several months, we've been slowly passing through what feels like a major portal.    It's been an initiation into what it really means to tune into and trust desire, especially when you don't have instant clarity about what's next and the place you are looks pretty damn perfect on paper.    Most of all, it's been an incredible growth opportunity and a chance to really experience the profound difference between acting out of urgency and waiting patiently for the Fuck Yes!    Today, we're diving into the intense portal that the last year has been for all of us — what we wrestled with, what we waited for, how we grew, and what we've learned.    Listen to find out: What made us decide to relocate  How it's been working to have Aimee living with Ellie + fam  Why Aimee was a “yes” to Austin — and things that have surprised her What it means to wait patiently for the clarity of your desire in a world that's obsessed with instant gratification How to trust the greater plan of the Universe, even when your life looks nothing like you wish it did Explore our website: https://www.desireonfire.com/ Come and join our FB community: https://www.facebook.com/groups/DesireOnFire/ And connect with us on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/desireonfire/   Connect with Aimee: Check out my instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/aimeebatuski/   Connect with Ellie: Check out my instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/elliemontgomerie

Welcome to The Embodied Woman Podcast. Today we are talking all about being a “Fuck Yes”. In this episode, we cover what it means to be a fuck yes, how it feels, and of course how to embody that feeling. We dive into reflecting on your decisions, how to find where in your body you feel into those yes and no's, and how to start leaning into those body responses in order to unlock the deliciousness of life.  In this episode you will hear: Reflecting on the last time you made a fuck yes decision What happens energetically when you say yes and actually take aligned action  Who are you being and how it will help you expand into your desires The power of leaning into your body's yes's  Getting curious about where those nervous feelings are coming from The importance of tuning into your body and where it say yes or no  What actually makes success and getting clients inevitable in your life The meaning behind the “no” and the expansion it comes with   Find Your Archetype: Take The UNTAMED Archetype Quiz here   Do me a huge favor and screenshot this episode, share it on your Instagram, and tag me @iamtaylorsimpson and the podcast @embodiedwomanpodcast  If you feel called to, it would mean the world if you left a review for me on apple podcast. It helps future listeners find this show.    Let's Connect:  @iamtaylorsimpson

In this episode, I'm joined by Vicky Gourlay (they/she), who is a non binary queer Priestess and worker of Aphrodite, no bullshit astrologer, disabled and lazy witch and all round Gemini/Sagittarius icon. Through the lens of pleasure centered witchcraft, they help support their students disrupt norms and craft a witchcraft practice that feels like a FUCK YES! Vicky and I had an absolutely amazing conversation about following pleasure and simplicity in your spiritual practice, so that it is sustainable and can support you long-term - free of burn out, shame, and self-judgement. Vicky shared about their own journey of working with Aphrodite and how Aphrodite and goddess work can help us challenge our internalized biases and practice self-intimacy. Connect with Vicky Website: www.theaphrodisianwitch.com Instagram: @the.aphrodisian.witch If you resonated with basically anything and everything in this episode, then you would love the Starlight Coven, (Vicky and I are SO on the same page about creating a practice that truly fulfills you!) Click here to check out the Starlight Coven now: https://lupinehollow.krtra.com/t/W0P5Ue1iEta4

Listen to the incredible demonstration that Libby Stewart is of someone who has moved from despair to leadership where in her words ‘I really love to give a fuck'. This is a very, very tender and powerful conversation speaking to the reality of trauma that once rendered Libby incapacitated to ask for help to now living the consequences of loving and accepting herself fully including the ripples of this into her leadership. In this episode Libby speaks to what really matters to her and takes a stand for the importance of having extraordinary conversations versus half arsed attempts at responding to the reality our mental health crisis across the board - men, women and non gender specific. I know this episode is a bloody powerful catalyst as Libby shows us that we can turn our lives around through the decision, will and conviction of taking 100% personal responsibility for a life worth living. If you'd like to connect with Libby because you too give a fuck about what you're bringing to the world and feel drawn to having Libby's support, you can reach her on LinkedIn here https://www.linkedin.com/in/libbystewartsocialcoach/. She is a Journalist / Writer / Advocate / Communications Specialist / Business Development and NDIS Champion. :: If you're pulled to join us in Kenya in one week's time 1 - 13 November and if you know Michelle Richmond or myself, please message us. If you don't know us please email me at gisele@giselegambi.com.au. We have 1 more place available. :: If you feel it's the right time to ask for help by coaching with me, please complete a Coaching Application form where you'll get to know more about the coaching options and I'll get to know you better https://giselegambi.com.au/coach-with-gisele/ Once I receive your application I'll contact you to book in a time to connect. Or you can also DM me on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/gisele.gambi/ or go the good old fashioned email route at gisele@giselegambi.com.au :: If you'd like to receive more goodness in your inbox via a new weekly newsletter where I'll share more insights, stories about my own personal transformation journey, client wins, meditations and more, please subscribe here https://giselegambi.com.au/insights/ :: Artwork credit

Welcome to day 8 of the Momentum Project! Today we are talking about FUCK YES energy, the kind of energy that just makes people so stinking excited to be a part of your life. So today, I'm revealing some of my favorite non-negotiable recurring rituals that have helped me to be more intentional with my life and energy.   As I said in the episode, “Having fuck yes energy is so much more than feeling good. It's about being the energetic match for everything that you desire.”   Thanks for listening. Thanks for being here. Your daily hit of mentorship will be back, same time, same place, tomorrow! TOPICS DISCUSSED   Monthly celebrations and how they shifted everything in my life and business Other rituals (my favorites!) that ensure I'm living within FUCK YES energy LIMITLESS CEO BUNDLE   The Limitless CEO Bundle includes six of my signature programs: AWAKENED, SHAMELESS, DYNAMIC FEMININITY, LAYERS OF LIMITLESSNESS, ENERGETIC MASTERY, and my signature cyclical alignment course, THE FLOW LAB. When purchased individually, all of these programs are valued at over $1,200. But now you can bundle all of them together for a one-time price of $777. Become the CEO of your dreams, learn to build your business in such a way that the strategy feels like freakin' magic, unlock the energetics of your emotional power, rise shameless and radically confident, illuminate possibility, amplify ease, and rewire your brain to work WITH you. I am here to help you tap into your brilliance. You are a unique, wonderful, beautiful woman, and your business gets to match that.   >>> Get it here: https://ashmcdonald.thrivecart.com/the-limitless-ceo-bundle/  THE MOMENTUM PODCAST COURSES   The Momentum Podcast Courses have arrived! Go-at-your-own-pace-private-podcast-freaking courses. This means you can listen on your own time, 2x the speed, listen in your car, at the gym, while you're doing dishes, or even out for a walk. It really doesn't matter. You can do anything you want while tuning into some of my most sought-after courses, POTENT, DEVOTED, BOUNTIFUL, plus a never before offered live program called EMBODIED. And I've put them all into a podcast format just for you. I cannot wait for you to hear what's in store and to take your life and your business to the next level. You can bundle all four courses together at a special price or choose the one that speaks to you and your current phase of life.   >>> Get them here: https://ashmcdonald.thrivecart.com/the-momentum-bundle/  THE GIVEAWAY   Make sure you listen to the very end for an extra special opportunity, the instructions for how to enter are in the podcast. Please note, you must be on the email list to be eligible to win. Drop your info on the link below!   >>> https://view.flodesk.com/pages/631f7543e7f6956350b43991  CONNECT WITH ASH   Instagram: @ashmcdonald Website: ashmcdonaldmentoring.com

Today's episode is a monument to my manifested experience at Burning Man. This year I was hesitant to attend but once my flame of desire was ignited, I was on my way within 24 hours. What unfolded was beyond what I could have planned. I want to impart on you the liberation of commanding your pussy power both unsexualized and accepting of imperfections. I realized through this experience just how much my outward expression was acting as a barrier to those who wanted to engage with me. We often try so hard to maintain our image and control our path. However, the Divine powers will always work through you even in your most unabashed playful self, because the most beautiful thing you can wear is confidence; with that you will attract love and expose yourself to the joy of real unplanned experiences.    Key Takeaways: Waiting until it was a Fuck Yes! [3:00] Getting ignited and stroking the flame of desire  [6:30] Voicing my desire without attachment [8:00] Effortless manifestation [10:00] Let go of the vision and the attachment; allow it to reveal itself to you [14:45] Allowing the men around me to handle everything for me  [15:30] There is no certainty [18:00] #Getfree [21:40] Experiencing full liberation [22:35] Unsexualized pussy power demands respect [25:00] Welding and commanding the power of your pussy in your higher heart chakra [27:40] Saying yes to the experience [31:00] Fully present in our goddess embodiment  [39:00] The divine moving through me: Real unplanned experiences [46:00] No longer giving your power to an outside source [50:00] It's not you it's them [53:10] People want to get close to you but they don't know how [56:30]   Resources: https://www.josefinabashout.com/   https://www.instagram.com/pusssypriestess/   Awaken your confidence & feminine fire  https://www.josefinabashout.com/awaken-the-fire-sign-up    Foria Wellness for dripping wet pleasure & arousal https://glnk.io/j703/josefinabashout 20% off JOSEFINABASHOUT20   Onna Lifestyle for pleasure tools  https://www.onnalifestyle.com/?ref=7SQdeda72sK20     Memorable Quotes: “Burning man is actually work and play at the exact same time at the exact same place.”  [6:45]   “This year was all about that beautiful opportunity for me to receive more guidance, in a way that could be better than I could figure out on my own.” [15:40]   “Even if we feel 100% certain that this thing is going to happen, that we're meant to go on this path, that this is the career, the love life, the sex life , the relationship, whatever it is that we think we're 100% certain on; there's never actually 100% certainty and that only creates attachment.” [18:20]   “Any part of us that is not free is going to be tethered to and tied to either a story or an identity or part of our past, a part of our fear; anything that is just an anchor for us to feel safe.”  [22:05]   “Not worrying that they are sexualizing me, that I am putting on a show for them, that I am not safe, that I need to hide, I need to cover up, that it was just so normal and that the space was so safe for them to be in with me and that I'm also safe to be in with them , that there was no sexual charge coming out or through me in any way; that is freedom.” [27:00] “When you show up with curiosity, with consent, with playfulness, then the experience completely transforms to one of innocence and pure joy.”  [33:25]   “Us as women carry the medecine, the waters, the nectar of the planet.”  [49:22]   “Even if it looks like it's not working it is working! Whatever it is you're doing, you're making a positive, joyful ripple and that ripple is being felt, heard, seen, appreciated far and wide even if there isn't a feedback loop for you to feel the validation.” [55:20]

What if the decision you've been struggling to make be so much simpler? In this episode I share thoughts on why people find it so hard to make choices, how powerful my silly decision-making framework has been for clients, and a couple prompts to help you disrupt, heal and grow in service of your legacy. I also mentioned the WOC Culture Club. If you like Courage, Culture & Clarity please subscribe so you don't miss an episode! If you really like Courage, Culture & Clarity, go to www.clarityisthegoal.com and join my mailing list to receive special notes & invitations from me. And, I'd be so grateful if you shared this episode with a friend (maybe even two).

Episode 069 of course had to be about relationships! In this episode we kick off with the “fairy tale in spandex” – the backstory of how we met, and how we knew it was a “fuck yes” almost immediately. We go on to discuss what it takes to meet – AND ATTRACT – your “fuck yes” in the first place, how to fall in love with the process of dating, and how to exude genuine confidence and sexiness that creates magnetic attraction. Finally, we discuss how to establish the most important emotional foundation of all – which of course is your relationship with yourself. If you have any questions for the podcast please send them to: Rachel@ChaseLifeConsulting.com To be added to the waitlist for Chase Life Intensive – our flagship programme for eliminating your struggles with binge eating, emotional eating, stress, overwhelm, or low self esteem – please send an email with the title, “Wait List” to Rachel@ChaseLifeConsulting.com To find out more about who we are and what we do go to: www.ChaseLifeConsulting.com

On this episode, life coach Kari DeWitt tells us about her learning to follow her Fuck Yes. Kari's motto actually is "Follow the fuck yes's and breathe through the oh shits. When we are following soul, they often happen at the same time!”  She left her hetero marriage at 39 to set out on a self discovery journey. Starting completely over from scratch Kari took job for $10 an hour and began to rebuild her life. After coming out formally at 41, following her fuck yes led Kari to her calling, life coaching for other late bloomers. Late 2020 she started a Facebook support  group specifically for late bloomers, like herself, which has now grown to 6700+ beautiful diverse humans who are walking a similar journey. This group is open to all late bloomers regardless of their label (lesbian, gay, bi, queer, trans are all welcome) or gender identity (female and non-binary are welcome), who were assigned female at birth or identity as female now, which includes our beautiful trans lesbians.She has made it her life's mission to support those in the LGBTQIA community, specializing in working with late bloomers, who are ready to show up big for themselves and choose to create a life where they live out their souls purpose,  unapologetically as their authentic selves! Kari offers both 1:1 private coaching and healing sessions, offers group programs, and has just started her Patreon to make this support  accessible to more people.How to find Kari: Website -https://www.karingtransformation.com/ IG: https://www.instagram.com/karidewitt_/

INTRODUCTION:BIOWriter, Speaker, World Changer Kim Sorrelle is a writer, speaker, entrepreneur, the director of a humanitarian organization, activist, mother, grandmother, lover of all people, and black licorice.​Kim's entrepreneurial journey included commercial real estate, a golf course, event facilities, catering, a grocery store, and more. Besides building businesses into multi-million dollar companies, Kim is proud to have weathered the pandemic storm in the food industry, pivoting, keeping staff employed, and seeing the company's sales grow beyond pre-pandemic numbers.​Kim is the director of Rays of Hope International, a partnering organization working with people in their own country who have a passion, a vision, a mission to help people in their own country and just need someone to walk alongside. Through business plans, fundraising, sustainability planning, supplies, building, Working in countries like Haiti, Dominican Republic, and Burkina Faso, Rays of Hope has enjoyed relationships with hundreds of organizations that are working hard to help the underserved and vulnerable population.​As an athlete and sports fan, Kim coached basketball for 25 years and high school varsity volleyball for 17 and her team was ranked in the top ten in the state for 16 of the 17 years.​Kim met tall, dark, and handsome Steve Sorrelle, the man of her dreams, and proposed ten days later. Two years later, their only daughter, Amanda, arrived full of spunk and sweetness. Three brothers, Paul, Luke, and Noah, quickly followed, A few years later their Dominican son, Cristian, joined the family.  Now all grown with families of their own, Kim is happy to report that they are all gainfully employed, contributing positively to the world, and have the most incredible children who call her "Uma." (Like Uma Thurman, not Oma like a German grandma, the name given to her by her oldest granddaughter and it stuck.)​In 2009, while battling breast cancer, Kim's love, Steve, received a pancreatic cancer diagnosis. After six great weeks together, Kim held Steve as he took his last breath. Her first book, Cry Until You Laugh, chronicles that journey through laughter and tears and laughter again.​The back to back cancer diagnosis led her youngest son, Noah, to change trigectories and earn a PHD as a cancer researcher. With a focus on breast cancer, Noah has made significant discoveries that have already helped with other research and continue to move the needle on the survivor rate.​Kim's second book, Love Is, came from a desire to know the true meaning of love.  Love Is,chronicles her year long quest to discover the true meaning of love, a sometimes funny, sometimes scary, always enlightening journey that led to life-changing discoveries found mostly on the streets of Haiti.​Today, Kim lives in her hometown of Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA, a regular radio, television, and podcast guest, Kim speaks to audiences all over the world. Inspirational and educational, Kim entertains CEO's, industry leaders, company staff members, educators, parents, women's groups, and more. With first hand experience, Kim also speaks for The American Cancer Society and Susan G. Koman. ​A coach is always a coach and Kim is no different. Working with individuals and teams, Kim helps people succeed not only in business and family life but in every aspect of life, leading to greater fulfillment, happiness, while teaching the secrets to working less and playing more.​When she is not writing, broadcasting, coaching, speaking, or serving, Kim enjoys her life-long and newer friendships, hanging out with the grandkids, reading, playing tennis and pickleball, painting (she's no Bob Ross!), traveling, meeting new people, and an occasional stick of black licorice.   INCLUDED IN THIS EPISODE (But not limited to): ·      An Inside Look At Publishing /Authorship ·      Preachers Regurgitate Sermons Into Books·      Start Your Book With An Outline·      Formatting Suggestions ·      Cover Design: https://www.99Designs.com/·      Ghostwriter Information·      Copywriting ·      “Show, Not Tell”·      ISBN'S: https://www.Bowker.com + https://bit.ly/3zykLe1·      Publishing Option (D2D): https://www.Draft2Digital.com·      Publishing Option (Amazon/KDP): https://kdp.amazon.com/en_US/ CONNECT WITH KIM: Website & Books: https://www.KimSorrelle.comYouTube: https://bit.ly/3vRFWXfFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/loveisbykim/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kimsorrelle/?hl=enTwitter: https://twitter.com/Kim_SorrelleLinkedIn: https://bit.ly/3tEzK24Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/ksorrelle/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@livelove_outloud  KIM'S RECOMMENDATIONS: ·      All You Need Is Love (The Beatles): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7xMfIp-irg CONNECT WITH DE'VANNON: Website: https://www.SexDrugsAndJesus.comYouTube: https://bit.ly/3daTqCMFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/SexDrugsAndJesus/Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sexdrugsandjesuspodcast/Twitter: https://twitter.com/TabooTopixLinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/devannonPinterest: https://www.pinterest.es/SexDrugsAndJesus/_saved/Email: DeVannon@SexDrugsAndJesus.com  DE'VANNON'S RECOMMENDATIONS: ·      Pray Away Documentary (NETFLIX)o  https://www.netflix.com/title/81040370o  TRAILER: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk_CqGVfxEs ·      OverviewBibleo  https://overviewbible.como  https://www.youtube.com/c/OverviewBible ·      Hillsong: A Megachurch Exposed (Documentary)o  https://press.discoveryplus.com/lifestyle/discovery-announces-key-participants-featured-in-upcoming-expose-of-the-hillsong-church-controversy-hillsong-a-megachurch-exposed/ ·      Leaving Hillsong Podcast With Tanya Levino  https://leavinghillsong.podbean.com  ·      Upwork: https://www.upwork.com·      FreeUp: https://freeup.netVETERAN'S SERVICE ORGANIZATIONS ·      Disabled American Veterans (DAV): https://www.dav.org·      American Legion: https://www.legion.org ·      Black Licorice (consult your doctor): https://www.webmd.com/diet/black-licorice-health-benefits#1 ·      VooDoo Explained: https://bit.ly/36SBA83·      What The World Needs Now (Dionne Warwick): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfHAs9cdTqg INTERESTED IN PODCASTING OR BEING A GUEST?: ·      PodMatch is awesome! This application streamlines the process of finding guests for your show and also helps you find shows to be a guest on. The PodMatch Community is a part of this and that is where you can ask questions and get help from an entire network of people so that you save both money and time on your podcasting journey.https://podmatch.com/signup/devannon  TRANSCRIPT: [00:00:00]You're listening to the sex drugs and Jesus podcast, where we discuss whatever the fuck we want to! And yes, we can put sex and drugs and Jesus all in the same bed and still be all right at the end of the day. My name is De'Vannon and I'll be interviewing guests from every corner of this world as we dig into topics that are too risqué for the morning show, as we strive to help you understand what's really going on in your life.There is nothing off the table and we've got a lot to talk about. So let's dive right into this episode.De'Vannon: Hello? Hello? Hello? Are you beautiful souls?My sister Kim Sorell is back with me for the third time.And I'm so excited to have her with me and Kim and I thought it would be so great to give back to everyone in the way of sharing our knowledge and experiences from writing books and podcasting so in this episode, we're gonna take a look inside the world of publishing and authorship. And we're gonna give you some useful tips on [00:01:00] the book writing process, from the outline to publishing, Listing lots of great websites for you to use and so much more information. And of course you can always reach out to both of us as well.We love you. God, bless you. Enjoy the show. Hello, my dear sister. And welcome back for the third damn time to the sex drugs in Jesus podcast. Hello? Hello. Hello, Kim.Kim: Hello. I'm so happy to be back for the third time to the greatest podcast. I love it.De'Vannon: Thank you so much. Now, Kim sore is the author of two books. One is called love is, and the other one is cry until you laugh. sometimes you just gotta get a good laugh in and in the Hebrew Bible, it says that a laughter, you know, it's good for the soul. [00:02:00] You know, it's a medicine that you can administer to yourself.Energetically speaking. It raises your vibration. Although I don't really need to add anything to what Jesus said. I'm just saying that to help people understand that a little laughter goes a long way.Kim: Mm-hmm yes, for sure. For sure. Yeah. It's. It is healing for the soul, for sure. For sure.De'Vannon: Now Kim's an entrepreneur. She speaks, she has a deep love in our heart for the people of Haiti. And she also has a deep love in our heart for black liquorish. Now, in our previous episodes, we've talked about the health benefits of black liquorish, what it was like when she lived and worked in Haiti with her.Non-profit we talked about voodoo and witchcraft and cast and spells and all of that stuff. And she, we also talked about how this woman was able to survive cancer. And I think your nonprofit is raised of hope international.Kim: It is. Yes.De'Vannon: Yeah. And so all of that [00:03:00] information will again be in the showy notes as it always is.And so this is a very diverse and dynamic woman here, and I'm just thrilled to have, hadn't met her in my lifetime.Kim: Well right back at you. I feel like we are kindred spirits. We are connected forever and I, I love it. I love it.De'Vannon: Endeavor you stay in my heart and oh, really love you.Kim: And that's right.De'Vannon: So today's conversation will be like, kind of off the cuff. You know, Kim's written two books, I'm just getting wrapped up with my first one. And I have to say the process is a bitch. It's it is bittersweet. And I find that it is a masochistic thing to want to be an author. It sounds glamorous and all glorious.And we do give people who have successfully written books, a lot of prompts in society. Now I know why [00:04:00] this is some painful shit to put yourself through, but if you've really got something worth saying that, I also want to say it's worth doing so you wanna be talking about book publishing and just kind of giving an inside look to what it means to be an author.So what you got to say about a girl.Kim: Yeah, you are so spot on. You know, I think there are so many people that talk about writing a book. Everybody has a story to tell, you know, everybody's got a book in 'em I think, but getting it on paper is a painful process. It is not all sugars and cream and black licorice. It is you know, some, I don't know, whatever trash and garbage and craziness that goes into actually getting it down for sure.De'Vannon: Right. And then I think the main thing to do is to be praying about whether or not you should just like with podcasting, a lot of people get [00:05:00] into it because it looks glamorous and it looks easy, but you have to, you have to be called to that thing. Excuse me. You've got to You gotta, that's gotta really, really be like a part of your purpose in life.You can't do it for money cuz you don't know how long it's gonna take the money to follow this sort of thing. You can't do it for, you have to do it because it, you know, you wanna help people, you know, for something other than yourself. And so I think that that's, I think that that's the beginning of it is to do some real soul searching and some meditation and to find out the why, you know, why are you doing this?Why are you here? And that's what you're gonna be able to pull on in those long nights when you're uplifting at the manuscript for the 15th time and you're still finding fucking mistakes, you know, you wanna pull your hair out, so you're gonna remember why you're doing it and that's, what's going to motivate you to finally get it fucking done.Kim: Yeah. You know, I think that's so true. And I think that you hit it right on [00:06:00] about motivation, because if you're in it for the money you are in it for the wrong reason. There are very few authors that actually make any money on a book of all the books that are written. There are only so many Stephen Kings out there.There are only so many John Grham, you know, people that are making good money with books. It is so much more work than you realize nobody is gonna publicize it for you. You've gotta be your own publicist. You've gotta be your own feet. You, you have to go after it. It doesn't matter if you've got a traditional publisher or you're self-publishing, it is on you.Every, everything is on you and the average. That sells, I think less than a hundred copies. And so nobody makes money on a hundred copies. So it's you, you gotta know that you can't be in it for the money. It's gotta be a different motivation.De'Vannon: So, but if someone's done this soul searching and this praying and everything like [00:07:00] that, and they decided they wanna write it, I'm gonna add to this timing too. Not just if you should, but when you should, years and years ago, maybe like 10, 15 years ago, when I first started thinking, you're not sure what, like to write a book.I don't think my motives were right. You know, at this time I was, you know, attending churches, you know, like, you know, churches and shit. And you know, every, every damn, every damn pastor is a, is a, is a, is an author, you know? And so I was around a whole lot of. Preachers writing books and they made it look really good.And every time they write, wrote a book, it's a huge thing. And so that affected me. And I was like, I wanna be like that. I don't, I wanna be one of those glamorous people who writes books and I didn't get past like page one because there was really nothing for me to say now that you know, but in that time I never thought in a million years I'd be going to jail, getting HIV or being homeless, you know?So now I actually [00:08:00] have some shit to talk about. And now that I've paid my dues, I have, I have like a justifiable reason to say the things I can say and do the things that I can do now, as opposed to before, where I just wanted it for the glitz and the GL, you see.Kim: Yeah, I think, I think you're, you're spot on with that too. I mean, if, if I think you did have something to say 10 or 15 years ago, because I've been reading your book and your home life wasn't necessarily all what everybody else experiences. Like you've got plenty to share and relationships growing up and whatever, but certainly the longer you live, the more you have to share, but You, you do need to do it for the right reasons and the right timing.And you kind of know when the timing is right. If you're gonna actually do it.De'Vannon: Mm-hmm now having said that when it comes to breaking the law. So all of my felonies I got in the year 2012 and about year [00:09:00] 2013, I started taking notes on the book. I was ready to release it within like that year, but it never worked out that way. I couldn't get my thoughts so organized and I didn't really have anyone to help me with it until about two years ago.What I also found out there's this little thing called statute of limitations, where, you know, if I don't want criminal fucking make myself, you know, criminalize myself. You know, confess the guilt that they can prosecute me with. I have to, you have to wait a certain amount of years after the crime has been done before you Blab about it in a book.So I didn't know that back when I was trying to force the thing to happen a year or two, after my fall felonies, I needed more time. So see everything happens when it's supposed to. And so it's been about 10 years since all the shit went down. And so we're well past the statutes of limitations. I can talk about all the drugs I sold.[00:10:00]Can we consider the legal implications too?Kim: I guess so, you know, I don't write about any felonies, so that never occurred to me. But there you are sharing some great wisdom. I'm sure with a lot of people, so that's awesome.De'Vannon: And so I wanna throw some shade at the, at the preachers that I was just talking about, who write all these books. Okay. Usually from my experience, they're a bunch of regurgitated sermons because preachers, these days tend to write out their sermons each Sunday. So each Sunday they're writing a little mini book and then what they do each year is they go back and they compile all their sermons into a new book, give it a new cover and a new title, throw in a few little weak ass, personal stories, and then put a different name to it.And then all the people are going to eat it up. Usually those books are not very complex. They're not, they're about surface level, but [00:11:00] Christians are an easy sell and church people are gonna buy any fucking thing. And I can say that because I used to be one of those church, people at the conferences buying all the tapes and the books and the CDs and every fucking thing, because I was starstruck by who was writing them.And, but I'm reading through it. And I like, I know they say at this, in one of those services before, it's the same shit. And so I'm not mad at the, I'm not mad at the preachers. You know, they, they play in the game very well, but you know it, but I have observed that these mainstream preachers do not talk a lot about themselves.Now. I haven't read everyone's books, but the, the ones that I did, their personal stories, don't go into like gritty, painful detail about the shit they've been through about all I've ever gotten from like a preacher. They might get a little upset from time to time or what do they say, or, or they'll generalize it like, you know, sometimes I just don't live [00:12:00] up to my best.They're not gonna tell me about that time. They were sucking Dick in the alley for cocaine and crack, you know, or, or when they slap the bitch across the face or got into a fight on the golf course, they don't, they don't really put themselves out there like that. And I don't really appreciate.Kim: you know, I think you're so right. You know, there's something that we said for transparency and, and vulnerability. Right. And the, the best books that I've written and, or read, not written, but read you see those things, you know, when, when people dive a little bit deeper and expose themselves, and then you can relate, cuz how do you relate to somebody who the worst thing that they ever do is get a little angry sometimes that, you know, holy cow, if that's the worst thing you've ever done, you can skip, you don't have to go to confession.You don't have to do anything. You can just whatever, go straight to heaven and enjoy your life. I guess. I [00:13:00] don't know what, what, what that kind of life is like, because I think we all live a little bit deeper than that. So it's, but I'll tell you too, that the reason those preachers do well with their books is they've got a built in.So they've, they've got their platform, they've got their following and everybody's gonna buy their book. And that's why they can sell a book after book, after book. And even though they're not big differences, one book from the next they'll sell 'em all because they've got their base of people that will all buy them.De'Vannon: Yeah, I, I would dare say the people have been brainwashed into it. I was once one of those people, and I'm not necessarily saying that's a negative thing. If you've got some pastor who who's ass, you kiss, like I used to kiss them, you know before I was pulled out of the matrix you know what, that's where you're at right now, then.Great. And if you were [00:14:00] some, I mean, if somebody listening to this is my, a light bulb may go on, they're like, Hey, I could go in there and sell shit to those fucking Christian folk they'll buy anything. You would be right. you would be right. it, it still, it felt kind of clickish to me, cuz like when I would, when I would be like at Lakewood and shit like that, and you know, Joe's writing a different book a year. Then his wife wrote run. I really enjoyed her book, you know? And now I think she has several, and I noticed like other members of like the een family that were not that, that, that were not necessarily at Lakewood also wrote books. And I was like, wait a minute. Seems like they've got a formula for this.Like a, a plan, a process. A ghost writer might be lurking in the back somewhere because okay. If people are not just naturally gifted authors, okay. Maybe your family just happens to be that everyone can write a, write a book. No bitch. You have a formula in place from the sermons on down. Some sort of sequence is being [00:15:00] followed so that you can, that all of y'all can stay on a writing schedule like this.And I'm not saying it's a bad thing, but I'm just saying, I wish that they would share that with everyone else too.Kim: Yeah, well, it's that? You're at. On and, and their name, you know, you put Olstein on a book and it's going to attract attention right away. You know, you put Crell on a book, you know, if somebody's not heard of SRE before, you know, no, one's gonna take a second look necessarily. You gotta come up with a way to get somebody to take a second look, but forget the name.It sure helps.De'Vannon: And there are ways to do it. And I feel like you were way more transparent in your book than any preacher I've ever heard. So, you know, in both of your books and everything like that, you know, I remember sitting in church, listening to those people, thinking like, wow, I, and this is pretty much any church I've been in.Like, you know, I really cannot relate with the people who are preaching to me yet. I'm listening to them and taking. I'm like, it doesn't sound like they've been [00:16:00] through, even before my felonies and everything, you know, it doesn't sound like they've been through half the shit I've been through in terms of the darker side of living.Why the fuck am I even listening to this person? Like what gives them the right to tell me anything? And so if you don't have een behind your name or some other big name, preacher out there, then here's what you can do. And this should not discourage you. Cause one thing I do know is that successes of the Lord and the Bible says the Hebrew Bible says that he will crown our efforts with success.And since you're writing this book, not for yourself, but other people, it should be enough if only a handful of people get a hold of it because that's somebody's life you help to change. And so if it sells a million copies all the better, but if it doesn't well, then you, you should be fulfilled because your reasons were right. And so you should not feel cheated. So we're not trying to be like. You know anybody, but who God wants us to [00:17:00] be or whatever it is you believe in or whatever it is, your spiritual angle is at this, or or, or your, your spiritual motivation is a better way to phrase that. But we don't self-publishing is a huge thing.Now, not, you know, being published is not like you don't have to be published to sell books or to be well known. I don't think that girl who wrote 50 shades of gray, I think she was self-published when she started. And then look at how long it took JK rolling to get to where she is. So publishing houses, don't always pin people accurately.Sometimes they get it wrong. So it's not all about knocking on publishing house. You don't really have to do that anymore. You can, if you want to, but some people have had really bad experiences with publishers.Kim: For sure, for sure. And self-publishing is bigger and bigger and bigger all the time. And and you can actually make more money self-publishing because you make more money per book. So there's pros [00:18:00] and cons to both to publishing and self-publishing, but Amazon in particular has made it so easy to self-publish and they're the biggest book seller in the world.And so to self-publish through Amazon and just follow their program is is really a great way to go. And it's a way a lot of authors get out there.De'Vannon: So we'll, we'll start at the beginning and Amazon is good for those of you who are anti Amazon, you think they're the devil and you don't wanna fuck with them. There are other ways, the, the people who I use was called draft to digital, and this is gonna be in the show notes, but that's a draft D R a F T the number two, and then digital.com.And what happens is you can upload your electronic book through them, and then they will distribute it to like a shitload of places, maybe like eight or 10 places you can select Amazon or not. And my audio book is also. May being made available [00:19:00] through them to about like 30 or 40 different places, including Amazon and audible. Some people don't like the complexity of like the audiobook world when it comes to like audibles and their ACX standards. But there's different ways. So you can go directly through Amazon Kindle, direct publishing. And all of that, like with Kim is talking about, or you can use like draft digital.There used to be a company called smash words, which also was a conglomerate place to publish, but draft to digital just bought out smash words. So we're just gonna focus on draft digital. So when you wanna start writing a book, the first thing you always want that you have something to say at that pointKim: No, no, but you're absolutely right. There are so many companies, there are companies that, that it is strictly self-publishing that they get it into the format for you. Help you get your ISBN number. They, you know, do the things that fill the blanks for you and, and how to get your book put together in a digital form.And then they, you know, get it to [00:20:00] whatever distributors there's hybrid places that actually do some editing and do some stuff. But aren't a full on publisher that don't do everything for you that a publisher would do. And that usually costs you money to have done. So there's options, lots of options.De'Vannon: Okay. So when we get started, we always wanna start our book with an outline. This is no different than writing a research paper, turn paper, whatever the fuck you want to call it. Those annoying ass fucking shits that they made us do in high school and in college. And if you never went to high school or in college, well, then we're gonna explain.It simply, cuz you do not have to have a specific education to be an author. You just have to know why you want to talk about what you wanna talk about. But an outline is simply a roadmap. If you're gonna write anything, you need to have a structure to it. An outline is your skeleton. You gotta hang some meat and muscles on the, on the bounds in a minute, but first you gotta have a direction.[00:21:00] You know what a, B, C, D. Now the outline for my book ended up being about like 10,000 words. Okay. When it was finalized. But I wrote about two books worth than one book because I didn't wanna divide the story up. So my book's about 121,000 words finished. We cut it down from about 130,000 words. But it seems like in the industry people, the 50,000 is the minimum they say from what I've come across.What have you, what have you heard about the minimum word count for books?Kim: Yeah. 50,000 is kind of on the low end and right, right. You wanna it's for nonfiction in particular the 200 page mark is, is sort of a special mark in the industry to be right around to 200 pages. So yeah, and, and some are certainly gonna go longer than that. Your story is, is longer than that.You, you got a lot more content, so [00:22:00] there's, there's rules that and guidelines, but they're all made to be broken.De'Vannon: Hell yeah. Rules are made to be broken. Fuck. Yes. on a Tuesday morning. Fuck. Yes. So when it comes to what she's saying, And I encountered this a lot and it really just fucking made my head hurting. I just threw all the fucking rules out of the window. You have these parameters and maybe that might matter more to a publisher, but when you're, self-publishing, you're free to do what the fuck you want, which is beautiful.So when your book is done, you're gonna have to do with something called formatting. So you're gonna, you, you're gonna outline the book, write the bitch, then you gotta format it. Which means getting exactly the sizes, the margins, the fonts, the letters, okay. Then you publish it. So the formatting is where you can play with things like the font size and the page.Cuz if you notice on Amazon, some books might be like six inches by nine inches. Like my book is another [00:23:00] one might be. Four inches by like, it's like some small shit. So what you do is you have a lot of content. Like I did, you put it on larger pages to try to make the book not be so many pages. If you don't have a lot of content, then you want to make the book a smaller format to stretch it out, to make it seem like you have more pages than you do.Kim: Yeah,De'Vannon: so and so,Kim: games you can play for sure. Yeah.De'Vannon: so, so now a good format will know how to do all of those tricks. If anybody needs a ref reference for a good format, I got you. I got you cuz writing. You know, was my thing, the formatting and all the numbers and shit. I was like, oh, hell no. You know, so I hired a formatter for my book. Now only like $50 to have it.Four minute 30, $50. We're not talking about a Garganto and amount of money here. You can certainly save $50. If you think that this is your life's work. And then [00:24:00] even if you don't want to go in fool with mashing, the publishing buttons and stuff like that, then people will do that for you too, for a small amount of money.Kim: Right. Yeah. I love the resource fiber. I don't know if you've used fiber, but you can get anything done on fiber, including book formatting book cover the back of the book, the fine, you know, you can get anything done and prices can start at $10, $15, you know, for somebody in some other country to do the work for you.And your time is more valuable than that. So , it's definitely worthwhile to spend the 50 bucks or whatever to get your book formatted.De'Vannon: And she said fiver, and of course I'm gonna put all this in the showy note, just like I always do. I used a website called 99 designs.com for the cover for my podcast and for all of my books. And I met a guy in Greece who I now use exclusively for all of my design work, because we're just [00:25:00] so on the same page, but it's that same sort of concept.It's a website that brings a bunch of creatives together with people who need creatives. And then you can just get an all under one roof. So five 99 designs.com and then upwork.com is another one that you can use as well. So we've got, so we're gonna do the outline, you know, our ABC small, a little, a number one all the way over.You'll start your outline with broad strokes. You wanna come up with your chapter titles, which you can change them anytime, but you need to kind of know what you're gonna be talking about. And And then from there, you build it out. Each chapter's gonna have this and each bullet point can be like really thick.It could be a paragraph. And then when you go back to write the book, you're just going to take and really make the story come alive with all the sense and the flavors and the, and all the words and the metaphors and all the nice verbiage to help it become alive to the reader. Now, if you're not good at this, [00:26:00] then you can hire, what's called a ghost writer to either write it for you or to help you write it.And so when I was working with someone at the beginning of, well, during my process, You know, until I decided to take it over for myself because they got on my nerves. You know, we met and did like a zoom meeting, like every day for like two or three weeks for an hour. At least sometimes it was two hours or maybe three.I did go through since I was doing a memoir. I just went back from the time I was born to the present day and just wrote everything out that I could think of. And it was about 50,000 words when I was done. And then I went and put that into a chronological outline and that's what I submitted to him.He didn't require it. Cuz some ghost writers can just listen to you talk and then turn into a book. But I wanted to be really thorough and detailed. And so I submitted that along with court documents and everything like that because I really wanted my book to come alive. I was extra. You don't have to do all of that, [00:27:00] but there's a website called read C.R E E D S y.com that it's like dedicated to ghostwriters and the whole writing thing. But you can also find ghostwriters on like Upwork than probably five or two. You have a lot of options. So if you wanna write a book and you're like, fuck, I don't know about if I can handle this outline shit, or if I don't have the time for it.And you know, I've got this story, but I, I don't wanna write it. Okay. Half the authors with their name on the front book, didn't write the shit. someone else wrote it for them. SoKim: Yeah. Yep. That's so true. That's so true. And, and if you, if there's a book that you really like that you've really enjoyed that style of writing, find out if a ghost writer has done it, find out you a lot of times it will say like for instance Don Piper's story, 90 minutes in heaven was written by Cecil McKay.So it says Don Piper with Cecil McKay. And so if you see that, then, you know, Cecil's done the writing. [00:28:00] And, and so if you see a book that you really enjoy that style, you think it fits with what you've got. You can look into it and see who actually wrote the book. And maybe that's somebody to tap into.De'Vannon: Mm-hmm now the high end ones, you know, sometimes they may be hard to reach, you know, so, and then sometimes, you know, they're gonna cost more, you know, ghost writers. The highest that I came across in my research was around like maybe 70 to 90,000. You. But you know, you have, like, I think on Upwork, I was looking at 'em where they may be charged from like more hourly, like 10 to 50 an hour.I think I saw was breezing over it briefly before we got on this call this morning. You know, the, the prices are all over the place. It just depends on what you can afford and what you want to pay and how serious you're taking your story. But more to the point how you connect with the person who's gonna be writing for you.Cause you're getting ready to spill all kinds of tea with this bitch. You gotta feel like you can trust them because you're gonna tell that ghost writer hell of a lot [00:29:00] more than gets released to the public.Kim: Yeah, absolutely. And I would say too, interview people. You don't have to go with somebody just because you go on one of these websites and that's the name that comes up, interview them. You're gonna be paying them. So take the time to get to know them, let them get to know you and see if it's a fit. If it's not a fit, walk away, you know, no harm and find somebody else.There's plenty of people out.De'Vannon: There are. And, but through, through these websites, also, they monitor the work that's being done. And so, and you don't pay them until the work, you know, until portions of the work are done, like with the guy who who's, who did my audio book formatting through up work, you know, I could go in there and see like his computer screen, what he was doing the time it was taking, like their screenshots and files and stuff like that, you know?So they act as a good mediator. So you don't have to worry about somebody running off with your money, you know,Kim: Right, right, right. It's a good thing. [00:30:00] Yes,De'Vannon: But if you choose to, to go off the, off the grid and not use one of these websites, sometimes people will meet people on these websites and then start paying them separately. That's fine too, but pay them through PayPal or through some sort of way that you're paying for goods and services so that some shit goes down.You still have some insurance,Kim: mm-hmm right. Great advice. Yes.De'Vannon: but that's a, but that's a super relief. So now, if you feel like you don't, you can't do the outline and you can't really write it, but you've got something you wanna say, well, that's what ghost writers are for. And it happens more often than you think, and you don't have to put their name on the front cover of your book.That's not what their job is. Their job is to write, not to do the face of it, but if you like them and you want to, then you can, that's up to you. You're the author. You own the work when it's all said and done. And so so now you've got your, your book. Britain, you can go to 99 [00:31:00] designs that you a cover done.They they'll do the inside flaps, the spine, all of that. Or you can go to fiber wherever you may know your own graphic person. These people know that books have to be formatted through certain sizing and everything like that. They got you. You don't have to try to do this all at once. You will do this one step at a time.You will not get ahead of yourself. so you won't worry about how this, you know, how the story ends before it begins. I'll say it like that, generally speaking, although there can be exceptions. So that depends on how you're gonna write it. If you're not doing a memoir, you know, my knowledge is kind of, you know, it's a little bit different if you're gonna go like more Scholastic or something like that, but you know, people, you know, can write just about whatever you want.I say, it's at least worth looking into once you have the book written. Now we need to get us a copyright. You don't have to get a copyright. The moment you open up a [00:32:00] document and I don't know, maybe use something other than Microsoft word. That's what I use. That, that Microsoft word doesn't really translate well to formatting, but my formatters we're able to figure it out, but it's a bitch.If you, if you do it in word, don't go in there and try to fuck with page numbers and the headings and stuff like that. Just let it be a plain fucking document with just the typing. Cause if you try to format it and make it all book, like word is just gonna fuck it up. Just don'tKim: Right. That's.De'Vannon: a formatter so they can open up them swanky ass apps.They have that you probably won't. Cause I don't have those apps, but my four matters do and they can Shaza me. That shit, you know, like real quickKim: Yeah, for sure. For sure. You know, a couple things I'd like to throw in one is. It's all well and great. Like what you're saying, an outline is can be everything because it can make writing the actual book so much easier [00:33:00] when you know, this is what your chapter one's gonna be about. This is what your chapter two's gonna be about.When you have the ideas, then you can just put it on paper. But the motivation to actually write can be difficult for people. And so everybody has a different formula for that. You know, some people are early morning writers and will get up in the morning and five days a week, or they'll commit whatever time and an hour a day or.Whatever, like, I think it can seem so overwhelming when you're thinking, oh my gosh, I'm gonna write a 200 page book. How am I gonna do that? It can seem like this great big mountain, but it's sort of like the analogy of the had eat Eden elephant one bite at a time. Right. And so commit to a half an hour, you know, commit to so many words a day. Figure out when your best time to write. Is, are you, are you better at night? Like, is that when things come into focus for you, are you better first thing in the morning? You know, [00:34:00] what is your schedule? Like, what is your time like? And put it on the calendar. If that's what you need to do and commit to the time, that's how you're gonna actually get it from idea to book.Is is making sure that happens. And there's a, something that all writers know, all, all authors who are doing this know, but a good thing to know is show not tell. So in a movie script you tell, but in a book you show, you let people see the picture for themselves. You, you don't have to tell them every intimate detail you describe things.You know, the, you don't have to say somebody was nervous. You say something more like and the sweat started, you know, coming on his upper lip and brow and, you know, whatever. And then, you know, he was nervous, right? So it's show at tell is a big, big thing with books.De'Vannon: Right. [00:35:00] That was a warning that I came across early in my writing is to not to get caught up on being overly detailed which is why I decided to go with the ghost riders because I was too, at least at first, as I was too attached to my story, you know, I knew I was way too emotional about it to give it a true objective look, you know, I was going@ittryingtogetdowntolikeeverylikelittlepolka.in the room, you know, at really unnecessary.So I needed, I needed somebody to help me with that. So, so I'm gonna tell you why I had. Well, part of the reason why I had the falling out was my ghost writer. And then I just took over the writing for myself and kind of, you know, finished it because okay. So I had paid him like $40,000 cash to, to do my book. I wanted a, a good writer. I didn't want someone who was just beginning. He wasn't actually on the highest end. Like I said, I came across 70 to 90,000 out [00:36:00] there. You, he wasn't on the highest end. He wasn't on the lowest end, so, okay. Let me go do what I gotta do to make this money. I won't tell you what I did to come up with that money.All you need to know is that I acquired it all we gonna say about that.Kim: That's that's.De'Vannon: after my statues of limitations passed so, but what I didn't think to do. Now, this person wasn't very clear. We didn't really necessarily have an official contract. And, but there was some guidelines laid out. I got upset because we were in about the third revision and he was telling me, well, that's it that's as that's as much for, as your money's gonna take you.I'm now gonna charge you. Well, something like the 150 or $200 an hour to continue. I ended up having to revise the book, like maybe two or three more times. But, but from my [00:37:00]perspective, and everyone's got their own perspective. I'm like, if, if I bitch, if I paid you $40,000, not to mention, I flew this individual down here to Louisiana.And then we spent like a month traveling to Texas, Mississippi, new Orleans, seeing places and everything like that, all on my dime, you know, you know, You know, so by the time's done with him, it's like a good $50,000 project. I think that you should do full service and see the thing through to the end.Don't cut me off at two or three revisions cuz anybody who's written a book knows damn well, you're gonna have to review that. And I didn't know this at the beginning, you know, I didn't, I, I know it now. I didn't know this at first. You're going to have to go through that motherfucker time and time and time again.And you're still gonna miss shit. So this, so we've all read books where we've seen a word misspelled or some spacing or a quote missing and great authors too. It could, there comes a point where your head is just going to crack the fuck [00:38:00] open. If you look at that shit again, I think I did mine like 10, 12 times, and I there's still shit that I find I'm the most detailed person.I know I could have hired an editor, but I knew that if I hired then paid them, they would miss shit too. And then I would be pissed. So, and then there may be some editors that are that good that they don't miss anything. But so far, my experience has been with paying people to do a job that they always make mistakes so, so I'm saying all that to say, if you go with a ghost writer or format or anything, be sure that it, it is in the contract that whatever the, the, the rate is includes unlimited revisions until the shit is done.That way you don't fall into the trap that I did because cuz now I'm thinking, okay, have you intentionally given me subpar riding on these first three revisions so that you can turn around and charge me $200 an hour because you knew the shit wasn't really as good as it was supposed to be, you [00:39:00] know?Kim: Right, right. Yeah. Yeah. And you paid a lot of money. That, that is a lot of money. I know some excellent ghostwriter, excellent ghost riders that are best sellers, you know, that put out best sellers and charge a lot less money than that and, and see the job true till the end. So yes, finding the right one is that's very important, the right one with the right contract.De'Vannon: Right. That, that shit pissed me off. Cause at first his name was on the front of my book with me, but that pissed me off so bad. Well actually I had already, he did something else that pissed me off that and I snatched his name off the front cover of my book because of that. I was like, oh hell no, this is not gonna work.You know, and and so some some people just think a little bit more themselves I think, than they should, you know? And so so yeah, you know, just.Kim: Yeah, I, I was just gonna say that, and it's not just working with a ghost writer and self-publishing that you run into [00:40:00] that. My second book love is is traditionally published. And so they hire an editor or they'll have an editor of like a content editor, you know, not a periods and, you know, punctuation and spelling kind of editor, but a content editor, creative editor they'll have them in house.Sometimes they hire them from outside depending on your project and, and who they think you'll fit with. And the editor that my publisher hired. I picture her in little house on the Prairie. And I think she's got, you know, six or seven friends that goes to a super small church that saw I picture her.I don't know if it's true, but she wears long skirts with little tiny flower prints. And all of her friends look exactly like her. And so everything that I said that didn't fit into her little Christian box, she wanted out of my book and she w actually argued with me about my content. [00:41:00] And I got to the point where I was just done with her.We were a horrible fit. She's probably really good with some people, not with me at all. I thought, man, my publisher doesn't even know me if they think that this woman is gonna work with me because it did not work. She made me think about a couple things, but honestly I hope I made her think about a couple things, but in the end I just kind of threw out most of anything she had to say and, and did it myself. So it can, it can happen with the publisher or you're doing it yourself. So make sure, you know, it's a, it's okay to let somebody go. If it's not work and let, 'em go kind of loads.De'Vannon: And look you Like you don't, you can publish a book at any time in terms of traditional publishing. Like what Kim is talking about, going through a, a publishing house. You, you could create your own fucking publishing house, which technically is what you have if you self publish, but like [00:42:00] say, okay, so with sex, drugs and jeans is my memoir.I'm gonna give myself three to five years. Okay. To see how the sales go and what I can do, marketing it myself. If I don't feel like it has enough momentum, then I'll start to pitch the book to, to publishers at that time. So you don't have to, it's not like you have an ultimatum either self-publish or do traditional the moment you write the book, you can, you can change that later on.Kim: Mm, right, right. At any time. Yeah, for sure.De'Vannon: Now, can you go from being published traditionally? Like you are take it from the publisher and go back to self-publishing.Kim: You kind of can't cuz you sign a contract with them that, that they kind of own own your book at that point. And so you, you really can't go back the other way. You'd have to be let outta the contract. A whole lot of things would have to happen. You'd have to change your book a bit to put it out there on your own.So once you're with your a publisher, you're pretty locked in, but like you [00:43:00] said, you can go my first book I went from self-publishing and then I was picked up by a publisher. So you can go the other way, but not, not once you start with a publisher you're you're you're all theirs.De'Vannon: I want you to say you were picked up by a publisher and I've heard other authors say that before that they find you and make you an offer. Did you find them?Kim: I actually, I was at a writer's conference and the keynote speaker gave him a copy of my book. And then he contacted me and hooked me up with a publisher cuz. He liked it and thought that it should be out there more. And that that's the one advantage or, or one there's several advantages either way.But one advantage of a publisher is that they have a network. And so they're getting your book, not out to eight places, but to, you know, a couple hundred places, they can get it into book and mortar stores. It's hard to get a self-published book into [00:44:00] Barnes, noble, you know, to put on the bookshelf of different bookstores, but a publisher can do that.A publisher has those connections and they've got the network to get your book into every platform and, and everywhere, online and in stores and whatever. So your distribution right away with publisher is gonna be different than with self-publish.De'Vannon: Okay. So the trade off is you make less per book with the publisher, but you get wider distribution. So that's the balancing act, as opposed to, as opposed to making more per book with less distribution, doing it on your own.Kim: That that and money, like when you publish through a publisher, it doesn't cost you a dime. They pay you money up front for the book. And so you are making money. Whereas if you self-publish, you're paying for your cover and you're paying for the formatting, you might be paying for a ghostwriter. You know, you've got some [00:45:00] out of pocket money, but in the end it can really pay off for you.So. And it's very difficult though, too, to get published by a publisher. It's not the same book world that it used to be. You have to have a platform. You've gotta have so many people on your Facebook. So many people on, on Instagram, you've gotta have a, an email list of thousands. You have to, there has to be something about you.That's going to be able to get into the hands of people right away that you've got connections out there. If you are a movie star, you know, or a singer or, you know, somebody famous publisher's gonna look at you if you're. Just a regular person. Like we are, you know, whatever. It's hard to be noticed by a publisher and hard for publisher to have motivation to because they take a risk cuz it's, they're gonna be laying out money right away.They're giving you money and then they're investing in you. They're paying for the editor, [00:46:00]they're paying for all that stuff. So they've got an investment and they are only gonna take so much risk. They wanna know that you're gonna sell the number of copies to not just recoup their investment, but make them money.So it's it's not easy to be traditionally published. It's not easy to find a publish.De'Vannon: Now that they give you an advance. Cause I know with some people they'll like, say give them an advance advance of advance of money. So many hundred thousand dollars or millions or whatever. And the thing is the benefit of that for the author is so if they give you a cash advance, however much it is, you do not have to pay that back.So if. If the book ever sells enough to compensate the publishing house for that or not, you know, they're taking a risk cuz they can't come back to you and be like, oh, well you didn't sell a million dollars worth of books. Can we have the 275,000 left or whatever? No, it doesn't work that way, but you won't get any more money until you sell enough books to meet that, that, that threshold to cover the advance.[00:47:00]So, and how.Kim: exactly. And a $275,000 advance would be a rare, rare advance. That would be a bill Clinton advance. You know, that would be a somebody advance. An advance can be anywhere from a couple thousand dollars. $20,000 is, is a, a decent advance for somebody. I, I know people that I've got a good friend who has, I think, 17 published books and she's been on the New York times bestseller list.And, and depending on the book, she will get anywhere from 15 to $30,000 for an advance. And she's a writer. I mean, this is what she does. And, and she also always for her next book, it's a struggle to find the right publisher and to get a publisher to say yes, so you can be published and you, can you have your name out there?And, you know, like we started out with, if you're not Steven King or John Grham, or, you know, whoever, you know, Joel [00:48:00] Olstein than than getting a big advance and getting publishers is not, not the easiest road.De'Vannon: Right. And so, like I was talking earlier about like copyrights and stuff like that. copyright.gov is where I go to, to get like all the music I write copyrighted. I, I did get my book copyrighted and everything like that. It's not necessary. I've been told the moment you started working on it. You automatically own the rights to it, but we're talking about maybe 50 or $60 or something like that, just to have that extra layer protection.So yeah, I yanked the bitch, you know, I think if you go through a publishing house it's different. I'm not sure who owns it. It may different, depending on the contract, it may differ. How does that work? Who actually, well, you said you signed the rights to them, so.Kim: Right. We're right. But there's the ISB N number. So every book is assigned an ISB N number. And I think you do want that for sure. If you're gonna write a book, get one. And like you said, they're 50 bucks or whatever. You can buy packages of them. Like you can get [00:49:00] 10 numbers for a hundred and dollars or I, and out exactly how much, but they're easy to get.And then the book automatically goes into the library of Congress. It is forever your name on the book. Nobody can steal your content. It is it makes it an official book. It makes it a real book. And so that's something you wanna do is get that number.De'Vannon: And I think boer.com I'll research it before I put, put it in the showy notes, but BW K E r.com I think is where I went to get my ISBNs and, and they have like book ISBNs. Now I use, I had used like a different website when I designed my underwear line for down under apparel to get like clothing. But this Bo one seems to be like, let's say like the draft.Website recognizes. So, so, so we gotta be careful where we get our ISBs from there. There's a lot of shit being sold in this world. And I don't think you can just get random mass ISBs and [00:50:00] just slap 'em on whatever it has to be specific from what I'm from, what I'm learning so far. Seems like it's kind of specific to what you're trying to sell.Kim: Exactly. Exactly. You do need one for a book for sure. Yep. Yeah.De'Vannon: So, oh, go ahead where you wanna say something, dear?Kim: Nope. You go right ahead.De'Vannon: So we've talked about outlining the book writing. It could be any sort of book, how to get help for that. If you're not good with that sort of thing, the websites you can go to. So we've established the fact that you're not really some lonely alone author sitting somewhere in front of a laptop, trying to figure it out.You got all the fucking help you need. And of course you can email Kim or me, and then we'll be happy to tell you what we can, you are so not alone. So once you have this book out, and even if you are a pub publish through a publishing house, that doesn't mean that you have to set back and let them do all the work.You can still pub, you know, market yourself if you want to. So most of what I'm [00:51:00] saying, or pretty much all of what I'm saying has to do with self-publishing because I ain't selling my shit to nobody until I have a chance, you know, to do with myself. If I could sell drugs and sell the military as a recruiter, I'm gonna see what I can do with my own book first, before I let somebody buy my shit.And so. So, so now we're gonna talk about how can we get the word out or your social media making like a Facebook author page I've been told is a really good idea. I didn't do that because I have a podcast page on Facebook and the book is the same name as the podcast. So it was kind of like a redundant thing for me, at least at this point, , you know, you know, now once I release my next two books this year, the Navy I'll set up an author page, but I ain't got time to work with all that shit.I need to hire an assistant to do that. I'm running too many businesses, like I'm at my breaking point, but,Kim: that's another thing you can use five or in places like that for is some of that kind of stuff that, that is sort of [00:52:00] the, the busy work of, of marketing that you can get somebody to do it for you for not a ton of money. So you don't have to stay up at night. Wondering why haven't I gotten it done or, you know, feeling overwhelmed with stuff.There are people out there, there are sources that you can tap into that will help you with stuff like that, too.De'Vannon: Yeah. So that's a good idea. So maybe once I so I'm working on a book called don't call me a Christian, which is gonna be a free book, but still it's a book. There's gonna be a free ebook on my website. And then I'm writing a book of poetry too. That will not be a free book, but so then I might go on five or somewhere like that and be like, Hey, I need someone to just run this author page on Facebook post.And cause I look at your author page on Facebook and you've got all the pictures going on and you're engaging with the audience and everything like that. And I'm all like that is such a great idea. Who has the time isKim: Oh, my gosh, I hear you. It is it, yeah, I, I get [00:53:00] overwhelmed. You know, my, my book was my latest book. Love is, was published on December 7th. And I have to keep telling myself it is a marathon, not a sprint. Like I want the book to sell thousands today. I want it in people's hands. I believe in the message, just like you do your book, but you gotta realize it's one person at a time.And then hopefully that person will tell somebody, you gotta buy this book. It's a great book. And I think statistically too, every one book that's actually out there, five people or seven people will read that book because people will share a book. And so, you know, the numbers that you sell aren't necessarily the numbers of people that are reading it.And if you really wanna monetize things, you've gotta figure out ways to do it. Like I think you do such a great job of like I love your book. Cover is amazing and would be, and makes an amazing t-shirt makes an amazing. Journal [00:54:00] cover, right? Makes an amazing, a lot of other things that then you can use Shopify or whoever to print full, you know, to do those things for you and you don't even have to touch it, but figuring out other ways to monetize your product, not just the book itself, but what else can you do with that?What other programs can you do? Is there coaching that you can do along with it? Is there you know, webinars that you can hold or whatever that you can help promote the book, but, but also monetize it in another way.De'Vannon: that's pretty badass. I had not thought of that.Kim: Well, that's why we're friends cuz what I don't think of you do and what you don't think of. I do.De'Vannon: Yeah. I thought that sister, so and so in terms of marketing, also, there is a website called pod match.com and podcasting is huge. I have heard it said that it's a good idea. If [00:55:00]someone's gonna be an author, if they feel like they have the skill and they would care to do it. And if they feel called to it to start a podcast, because the two can balance, the two can benefit each other.And so that was, that was, that was why the idea first came to my, came to me to start a podcast because people were telling me, Hey, start a podcast. If you're gonna write a book, so you can start to get that audience building up. And so that's something to think about. So if you ever think you wanna start a podcast, I recommend pod match.com.My affiliate link will be in the show notes. You can sign up and so I can get paid. But it's a way that makes podcasting easy. You can go on. This is website. It's like Tinder. But for podcasting and you can be a podcast, host a podcast guest on this website. You can sign up to find people to come on your show, or if you have a book and you don't wanna do a podcast, or you can use other people's podcasts and their Audi audiences, as they've already established to market your book for [00:56:00] you, you don't have to pay to go on someone's podcast.Now through pod match, it's a free service. If you wanna upgrade like me and pay the $39 a month, then you can have more access. But when it comes to to, to, to book promotions going on people's podcast is a huge thing that's trending right now in podcasts. The industry is just growing and growing and growing and you don't even have to pay for that.That's free fucking money, you know, it's, it's just free. And so now, so we wanna avoid way websites out there who are gonna try to charge you ridiculous amounts of money, like hundreds of dollars to go on. Like people shows saying this person's this great. They've got all this going on, but there are no guarantees.You know, you may spend all that money and not get shit from that interview. And cuz you're gonna have to grow your skills as a podcast guest and everything like that. And so through pod matches either free or you can pay 39 a month for more access to it. But it's a good service either way. There's just too many vultures [00:57:00] out there looking to take advantage of artists and people who are just trying to express themselves.Kim: Yeah, it's so true. It's so true. There's you, you do have to be on the lookout, just like you do with everything else. You've gotta be, be aware and, and be careful. And if something looks too good to be true, you gotta know that it is too good to be true. Somebody promises you that they're gonna sell so many of your books.It's not gonna happen. Like, unless they're personally gonna buy a thousand books, you, there is no guarantee that that a thousand books are gonna be sold. So you gotta ignore those things and do the hard work yourself.De'Vannon: Yeah. Cause before I fired the production team that I had previously, who I met through the same person who was the ghost writer, who I also fired they were charging me like a hundred dollars per person to find someone to come on my show for me to interview.Kim: Oh, my word.De'Vannon: Now, these are people that they already knew usually.So it's not like they [00:58:00] had to do any kind of work, but send a few emails. And so, but that's, this sort of thing is common. It happens through pod match. I was able to stop paying them like $1,500 a month to, to work with my show and everything. And I learned how to do this shit myself. It's easy. I don't even have to actually go and look for people because they find me on pod match and ask me to come on my show.So I don't even have to. So I went from paying a hundred dollars a person to have someone come on my show to $39 a month to have unlimited amounts of people, you know, trying to come on my show.Kim: Right, right. Well, and they do have a free choice too. So you can even just do it for free. You're not gonna necessarily get as many matches, but but there are free things that you can do as well, but definitely worth it with pod match to pay the $39 a month. Absolutely.De'Vannon: But it's also a community. Kim. I learned Alex and FETO is the genius that is behind what is pod [00:59:00] match? They have like over 20,000, 25,000 people on pod match now, and it's always growing and they've bought out other pod, other similar companies before, because nobody's doing it better than they are. I learned where to get the, the equipment set up for my podcast and everything through pod match.You know, you have a community there, so you're not alone. Cause a lot of people wanna start a podcast and they're sitting there alone in their room. Like where the fuck do I begin? And then you go on the internet and you have all these people trying to sell you all this bullshit that you don't need. But through pod, through, through the pod match community, which is a different website, but you access it through pod match.com.You can post a question. Hey, where do I start? You can just message Alex and Filippo the found it directly. Then he will tell you I would just throw it out there. I currently use a road eroded mic and a NGO camera. They just plug into my mic and they just plug into my MacBook. There's no switchboards and switchy that needs to happen.You know, some people like to get complex with it. [01:00:00] That's fine if you wanna hold mixing sound board, but I just plug this bitch in and go. And I use the same mic

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