Podcasts about Autism

Meghan Logan is a Lead Product Designer at Stripe, and her work sits at the intersection of systems thinking, systems architecture, product strategy, and neurodiverse thinking. She also speaks at conferences about how design frameworks can better support neurodivergent brains and create safer, more effective ways of working. In this episode of the podcast, Sophia and Meghan talk about Meghan's ADHD diagnosis and the masking that so many neurodivergent designers experience at work, why OOUX and ORCA can feel like such a safe and clarifying framework for ambiguous design problems, and how structured systems thinking can help designers communicate better, reduce bias, and create more inclusive products.LINKS: Register for The UX Level Up LiveConnect with Meghan on LinkedInCheck out Meghan's Medium! Listen to Meghan's TalkPodcast with Karen Hewell on applying OOUX to your own inner worldContinue the conversation in the forum!

In this encouraging episode of Raising Autistic Disciples, Larah Roberts sits down with content creator, podcaster, and special needs advocate Camille Joy of Moments of Joy. Together, they talk honestly about raising autistic children, grieving what changes, finding community, navigating church hurt, and why discipleship matters so deeply for families like ours. Camille shares her story as a mom of five, her journey from executive chef to advocate, and the heart behind her new devotional, Moments of Joy: 90 Days of Encouragement for Parents of Children with Special Needs, which releases March 17, 2026 and is available on Amazon.Grab the devotional here: https://amzn.to/4b8BBTQConnect with Camille here: https://www.mojpodcast.com/ and https://www.instagram.com/momentsofjoypodcast

What if a glowing pyramid sitting in your living room could restructure your biology, compress decades of meditation into minutes, and shift your brain into an altered state without drugs, breathwork, or effort? This episode reveals the science and experience behind one of the most unusual biohacking technologies Host Dave Asprey has ever encountered. -Watch this episode on YouTube for the full video experience: https://www.youtube.com/@DaveAspreyBPR -Get $250 off from The Light System by using code ‘daveasprey' at: https://www.thelightsystems.com/ Jason Shurka is an author, philanthropist, and founder of Unified Healing, a global network spanning 55 countries and hundreds of wellness centers worldwide. He has written five books on health, consciousness, and human performance, and serves as the driving force behind The Light System, a technology now joined with the Gaia Network. Shurka has spent years documenting firsthand results from people around the world, making him one of the most credible independent voices on emerging light-based healing technologies. Dave Asprey and Jason Shurka break down exactly how The Light System uses full spectrum biophotonic light and encoded affirmations to create a coherent energy field that the body synchronizes with at a cellular level. They explore how this technology targets the molecular structure of water in your body, increases cellular electrical conductivity by up to 80 percent in under an hour, and creates the conditions your mitochondria need to produce more energy, accelerate recovery, and trigger deep self healing. You will learn why your body is already a light based organism, how biophotons drive biological communication at the cellular level, and why the geometry of a pyramid amplifies these effects in ways that flat screen technology cannot replicate. They also dig into the nature of consciousness, the ego as a biological operating system, and why the most powerful biohacking interventions are often the ones that work below the threshold of conscious awareness. You will Learn: Why cellular electrical conductivity increases by 80 percent after one hour of exposure to The Light System How encoded light affirmations restructure the molecular formation of water in your body without conscious effort What biophotons are and why your mitochondria, gut bacteria, and DNA are already producing and receiving them How full spectrum visible light maps directly onto the body's energy centers and organ systems Why the metamatrix font used in The Light System produces stronger biological effects than standard text How this technology was invented by a programmer combining transcendental meditation with software development What happens to your brain state when you stare at encoded light and why it resembles deep meditation without the effort How geometry, specifically the pyramid shape, amplifies photonic output and room coverage Why altered states accessed through light may be one of the most underexplored frontiers in brain optimization and neuroplasticity How to use The Light System for sleep optimization, pain relief, and cellular recovery Thank you to our sponsors! Pre-order Arthur Brook's new book today at themeaningofyourlife.com. You can also see Arthur speak live at the 2026 Beyond Biohacking Conference Go to timeline.com/dave and save 20% with code DAVE20 STEMREGEN | Go to stemregen.co/dave30 Use code DAVE30 for 30% OFF your next order Screenfit | Get your at-home eye training program for 40% off using code DAVE at https://www.screenfit.com/dave Dave Asprey is a four-time New York Times bestselling author, founder of Bulletproof Coffee, and the father of biohacking. With over 1,000 interviews and 1 million monthly listeners, The Human Upgrade brings you the knowledge to take control of your biology, extend your longevity, and optimize every system in your body and mind. Each episode delivers cutting-edge insights in health, performance, neuroscience, supplements, nutrition, biohacking, emotional intelligence, and conscious living. New episodes are released every Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, and Sunday (BONUS). Dave asks the questions no one else will and gives you real tools to become stronger, smarter, and more resilient. Keywords: The Light System, Jason Shurka, Unified Healing, Robert Religa, biophotons, metamatrix font, encoded affirmations, water structuring, electrical impedance spectroscopy, cellular conductivity, full spectrum visible light, pyramid geometry, transcendental meditation, Masaru Emoto, water crystals, morphogenic field, quantum biology, Gaia Network, Dr. Glenn Ryan, biofield, meditation technology, hair regrowth, autism light therapy, Dave Asprey, biohacking, mitochondria, smarter not harder Resources: • Get $250 off from The Light System by using code ‘daveasprey' at: https://www.thelightsystems.com/ • Get My 2026 Clean Nicotine Roadmap | Enroll for free at https://daveasprey.com/2026-clean-nicotine-roadmap/ • Dave Asprey's Latest News | Go to https://daveasprey.com/ to join Inside Track today. • Danger Coffee: https://dangercoffee.com/discount/dave15 • My Daily Supplements: SuppGrade Labs (15% Off) • Favorite Blue Light Blocking Glasses: TrueDark (15% Off) • Dave Asprey's BEYOND Conference: https://beyondconference.com • Dave Asprey's New Book – Heavily Meditated: https://daveasprey.com/heavily-meditated • Join My Substack (Live Access To Podcast Recordings): https://substack.daveasprey.com/ • Upgrade Labs: https://upgradelabs.com Timestamps: 00:00 – Trailer 01:20 – Intro 03:50 – What Is The Light System? 05:39 – Encoded Affirmations & Metamatrix Font 08:10 – Dr. Emoto's Water Experiment 10:13 – Light Restructures Body Water 13:09 – Skeptics & Quantum Science 18:43 – 80% Conductivity Study 20:45 – The Body Heals Itself 23:40 – Ego & Certainty 26:37 – Real-World Testimonials 36:43 – Reversing Asperger's 38:24 – Light System & Autism 41:14 – Why Not a Phone? 43:39 – Biophotons Are Real 56:37 – Color Settings & Programs 58:35 – Wrap-Up & Discount Code See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Dr. Rubin introduces the concept of gentle Activator adjusting for pediatrics, especially applicable to little ones and kids with Autism

In this episode, Rashidah sits down with Kelley Jensen, a mother of two from San Jose, California, whose son Beau, now 26, was diagnosed with severe autism at the age of three.Kelley opens up about the overwhelming emotions she experienced after the diagnosis and how moving through the stages of grief helped shape her journey. One of the philosophies that has guided her — and many other moms — is what she calls “Speed to Acceptance.”Today, Kelley serves as the Marketing Director at Brain Performance Technologies, where she advocates for individuals facing challenges such as depression, anxiety, OCD, autism, and traumatic brain injury.Kelley is also the co-host of the podcast Refrigerator Moms alongside her longtime friend Julianna. Together, they provide research, resources, and honest conversations about parenting and neurodivergence.In this episode, Kelley shares her family's journey of acceptance, advocacy, resilience, and community.In this episode, we discuss:00:00 The Journey Begins: Understanding Autism Diagnosis03:00 Navigating the Stages of Grief06:06 Finding Community and Support08:47 The Role of Acceptance in Parenting12:07 Independence and Growth in Adulthood14:58 The Ongoing Process of Acceptance17:56 Tools for Coping and Moving Forward20:48 Empowerment Through Advocacy and Community28:22 Personal Growth Through Parenting Challenges32:36 Finding Purpose and Community34:44 Navigating Acceptance and Grief40:54 Advice for New Moms Facing Diagnosis44:50 The Power of Acceptance47:21 Future Conversations and CollaborationsConnect with KelleyMarketing Director – Brain Performance Technologies ~ Podcast Co-Host – Refrigerator Moms Podcast• Website – https://www.refrigeratormoms.com• Instagram – www.instagram.com/refrigeratormoms• Facebook – Refrigerator Moms• Tik Tok - refrigeratormoms Be sure to catch a listen:Refrigerator Moms Podcast: https://refrigeratormoms.transistor.fm/If this episode resonated with you:• Follow the Autism for Badass Moms Podcast on your favorite podcast platform• Leave a review to help other autism moms find this communityInstagram: www.instagram.com/theabmpodcastFacebook: www.facebook.com/theabmpodcastYouTube: autismforbadassmoms

Understanding autism can be overwhelming for parents. Join us as we break down the critical signs to recognize in children and how these indicators can lead to early diagnosis. Learn from Kelsey Brun as she discusses behavioral indicators such as social isolation and communication challenges.

What's the difference between social anxiety & social anxiety disorder? What should you do if you're spiraling?  Dr. Ali Mattu was so socially anxious as a child, that he had selective mutism. Since then, he's become a clinical psychologist specializing in treating anxiety disorders. Wanting to create more accessible mental health education, he created a YouTube channel with over 8.5 million views that helps viewers live a more compassionate, courageous, and connected life. He was the co-host of PBS's Emmy Nominated Self-Evident, an expert on Netflix + Vox's The Mind Explained: Anxiety, HBO's Doctor Commentaries, & A&E's The Employables.  In this episode, we discuss the difference between social anxiety & social anxiety disorder, where it comes from, how RSD, Autism, Introversion & Reddit come into play & give practical tips to feel grounded. This episode originally aired May 15, 2023. If you like this episode, you'll also like episode 300: BIOFIELD THERAPY FOR ANXIETY & GRIEF: RECIPE FOR WELLNESS OR PURCHASED PLACEBO? Guest:https://www.instagram.com/alimattu/https://www.facebook.com/dralimattuhttp://alimattu.com/https://www.youtube.com/c/ThePsychShow/featured Host:  https://www.meredithforreal.com/  https://www.instagram.com/meredithforreal/ meredith@meredithforreal.comhttps://www.youtube.com/meredithforreal https://www.facebook.com/meredithforrealthecuriousintrovert  Sponsors: https://www.jordanharbinger.com/starterpacks/ https://www.historicpensacola.org/about-us/  01:12 — Selective mutism (sadly not an X-Men power)04:05 — Anxiety as evolution's survival feature04:48 — Why anxious people thrive in emergencies05:02 — Social anxiety vs. social anxiety disorder07:05 — Humans' real superpower: collaboration08:05 — The hidden usefulness of everyday social anxiety09:00 — When social anxiety becomes a disorder11:00 — Generalized anxiety vs. social anxiety14:40 — Introversion vs. social anxiety (they're not the same)16:35 — Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria explained20:05 — ADHD, rejection sensitivity, and social anxiety overlap23:00 — Where social anxiety actually comes from29:05 — Why social anxiety looks different in everyone31:10 — Finding your core fear with the “downward arrow”32:15 — Why identifying the core fear is empowering33:05 — The terror of large gatherings explained34:00 — What coping really means (and what it doesn't)35:00 — The difference between helpful coping and avoidance36:00 — The 5-4-3-2-1 grounding technique for anxiety38:10 — Supporting a loved one who shuts down socially41:00 — Helping someone through social anxiety in real time43:10 — True alarms vs. false alarms in social anxiety44:05 — Social anxiety within marginalized communities46:10 — Scaling social support for the mental health crisisRequest to join my private Facebook Group, MFR Curious Insiders https://www.facebook.com/share/g/1BAt3bpwJC/

Do you feel like you have to perform to be accepted—at work, in relationships, even in your own self-talk? In this episode of Adulting with Autism, we're joined by Karin Velicka, a certified self-love and mindset coach, former professional athlete, and author of the upcoming book Dear Me Letters. Karin shares her journey from a high-achieving finance path to coaching and emotional healing, and offers practical tools for autistic and ADHD adults who are navigating self-doubt, people-pleasing, burnout cycles, and major career transitions. We talk about why "quick fixes" rarely stick, how to build self-trust through small consistent steps, and how to make self-compassion feel real (not forced or fake). In this episode, we cover: Signs you may need deeper inner work (overachieving, people-pleasing, weak boundaries) How to break limiting beliefs like "I'm not enough" and untangle generational patterns Why letter-writing can be more powerful than traditional journaling Self-love for neurodivergent adults: improving the inner dialogue without toxic positivity A gentle entry point to breathwork for trauma, overwhelm, or sensory discomfort (eyes open is okay) How autistic professionals can reduce overwork guilt with boundaries and "schedule a date with yourself" Career transition clarity: radical honesty, courage, and walking with fear instead of letting it stop you Why slow progress is real progress—and how to celebrate it Guest: Karin Velicka Instagram: velicka.karin Website / Book updates: VelickaKarin.com (upcoming: Dear Me Letters) If you found this episode helpful, follow Adulting with Autism, leave a review, and share it with someone searching for autism self-love, mindset coaching, people-pleasing recovery, burnout, or career transition support

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lsQIJUPgQ4&t=15sPart 1: https://youtu.be/uKa3wzpRoxQ?si=57tk2tO14VNVdzcpIn this episode, you can learn:Why the brain repeats rewarding behaviors and avoids costly onesHow dopamine and norepinephrine shape motivation, effort, persistence, and quittingWhy habits and routines emerge as energy-saving strategiesHow autistic cognition can heighten attention to detail, discrepancy detection, and internal weightingWhy the brain is always trying to maximize expected value while minimizing metabolic costSee the show notes from episode 1 of the Internal Calculators and Motivation for previous links.@daylightcomputerco‬ Daylight Computer Company, use "autism" for $50 off at https://buy.daylightcomputer.com/autismand Daylight Kids (!!!) https://kids.daylightcomputer.com/autism ‪@getchroma‬ Chroma Light Devices, use "autism" for 10% discount at https://getchroma.co/?ref=autism0:00 Internal Calculation Review: Reward, Cost, Value, Control & Habit Formation3:01 Uncertainty, Control, the ACC & Why Habits Reduce Effort5:40 Autism, Sensory Precision & Detecting Small Discrepancies6:36 Dopamine, Reinforcement & the Biology of Motivation11:57 Norepinephrine, Attention, Effort & Cognitive Engagement15:17 Astrocytes, Persistence, Quitting & Effort vs Outcome17:12 Reward Hijacking: Addiction, Smartphones, Social Media & Repetition20:33 The Equation of Life: Expected Value – Metabolic Cost22:39 Stable vs Chaotic States: Which Brain Networks Dominate24:38 Deep Focus, Flow, Habits & Why the Brain Automates Responses26:39 Final Takeaway: Maximize Value, Minimize Uncertainty & Conserve EnergyX: https://x.com/rps47586YT: / @fromthespectrum@Rfsafe https://rfsafe.org/mel/podcasts.php?pick=source%3Afromthespectrumemail: info.fromthespectrum@gmail.com

"Games really do not have to be that way, or at least they do not have to be inaccessible in ways that feel unnecessary. Accessibility is not about taking something away from gaming. It is about giving more people a way into games", says Michael from CtrlAble. Michael joins us to discuss  the community he built for disabled gamers who believe gaming should be accessible for everyone.Thank you to TR Sun for their song “All Good” on todays episode.  if you would like to follow along or if your like me and seeing the lyrics make listening to music more accessible to you then check them out here: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://bitly.cx/6Ib2⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Thank you very much to Amy Scurria for her opera piece "Inside" at the end of the episode. To learn more about Amy please visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.amyscurria.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ .If you could subscribe on your favorite listening platform we would really appreciate that. If you are looking for customized coaching by autistics for autistics then visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.autismpersonalcoach.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠.  If you would be interested in being interviewed on Autism Stories or would like to be a sponsor send an email to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠hello@autismpersonalcoach.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠.

Your Guide To Living With Adhd: Managing Daily Life, Healthcare, And Intimacy Living with ADHD often means struggling with essential executive functions like focus and organization. Because symptoms manifest differently in each person, many people lack the specific systems and structures needed to manage their unique challenges. Our guest offers advice on various coping strategies and what to do when those structures fail. Guest: Cate Osborn, online mental health advocate, co-author, The ADHD Field Guide for Adults Host: Elizabeth Westfield Producer: Kristen Farrah.     From Doctor To Patient: Lessons In Self-Advocacy From A Physician Dr. Sylvia Owusu-Ansah's life took a turn when a routine medical screening became anything but. Despite her professional expertise, she still had to navigate the frightening transition from provider to patient. Owusu-Ansah explains how she's using her story to show others how to self-advocate when navigating the healthcare system. Guest: Dr. Sylvia Owusu-Ansah, pediatric emergency medicine physician, assistant professor of pediatrics and emergency medicine, University of Pittsburgh School of Medicine, cancer patient Host: Greg Johnson Producers: Kristen Farrah  Facebook: ingoodhealthpodX: @ ingoodhealthpodIG: @ingoodhealthpodYouTube: @ingoodhealthpodSpotify Apple Podcast In Good Health PodcastSubscribed to the newsletterFull ArchiveContact UsBecome an Affiliate Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Turn Left at the Cactus — Season 4 Episode 101 La Perla Brewing-- Interview with Scott Parker & Yvonne ArmourHosts: - Calyn Whedbee - Linda ” Wigs” WigginsGuests: - Yvonne Armour - Scott ParkerEpisode Highlights:- Discover the story behind La Perla Brewing, San Felipe's newest craft brewery.- Yvonne Armour shares her journey from working with children with disabilities to co-founding the brewery.- Scott Parker talks about his longtime passion for brewing, his move to San Felipe, and the leap from homebrewing to launching a business.- The inspiration behind the name "La Perla"—a tribute to their black lab, Pearl, who's also the “brew dog.”- Learn how community, inclusivity, and a calm atmosphere shaped the vision for La Perla Brewing.- What to expect at the new location: an industrial vibe, a neighborhood pub feel, a dedicated sports room, pizza (thanks to a collaboration with Dany's Donus), and plenty of beer.- Discussion on offerings: 12 taps featuring a variety of beer styles, house-made seltzer, and plans for artisanal wines from Guadalupe Valley.- The realities, challenges, and joys of building a brewery in Baja Mexico—including municipal friendliness, supply chain quirks, and the importance of a great landlord.- Details on the La Perla Beer Club—member perks, merch, and how to join.- Insights into brewing for a diverse clientele, from craft beer enthusiasts to the “not-really-a-beer-person” crowd.- Their philosophy on community engagement, charity support, and creating a space where everyone feels welcome—even four-legged friends!- Fun rapid-fire questions about beer, pairings, and what not to brew.- A shoutout to local initiatives supporting people with disabilities in San Felipe.- Community announcements for upcoming events, including Rotary Club Steak in the Park and the SCORE 250 off-road race.Links & Contacts- **La Perla Brewing Facebook Page:** [Find and message them directly to join the Beer Club or for more info]- **Instagram:** [La Perla Brewing's Instagram—check for updates & photos]- **Community Shoutouts:** Rotary Club, local businesses, and the Autism and Neurodevelopment Center in San Felipe.Listener Notes:- Soft opening for Beer Club members coming soon—join now as membership is capped at 200!- Dogs are welcome throughout most of the brewery (except brewing and kitchen areas), but leashes and good behavior required.- Smoking area is provided outside and carefully located away from the main entrance.- Bring your feedback—Yvonne Armour and Scott Parker want to make La Perla a true community hangout.Thanks for listening to Turn Left at the Cactus! If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a review, or buy the show a coffee at ko-fi.com/turnleftatthecactus. See you at La Perla Brewing soon!You can find La Perla Brewery on Facebook.

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Your Guide To Living With Adhd: Managing Daily Life, Healthcare, And Intimacy Living with ADHD often means struggling with essential executive functions like focus and organization. Because symptoms manifest differently in each person, many people lack the specific systems and structures needed to manage their unique challenges. Our guest offers advice on various coping strategies and what to do when those structures fail. Guest: Cate Osborn, online mental health advocate, co-author, The ADHD Field Guide for Adults Host: Elizabeth Westfield Producer: Kristen Farrah Links for information: Osborn InstagramOsborn WebsiteADHD Book  Facebook: ingoodhealthpodX: @ ingoodhealthpodIG: @ingoodhealthpodYouTube: @ingoodhealthpodSpotify Apple Podcast In Good Health PodcastSubscribed to the newsletterFull ArchiveContact UsBecome an Affiliate Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Medical Notes: A New Low-Calorie Sugar, The Neurological Differences Of Autism, And How To Tell If Your Cancer Treatment Is Working Are autistic brains structurally different? Is ‘keto' the key to a more resilient brain? A test that can speed up decision-making in cancer treatment. Good news for sugar addicts! Host: Maayan Voss de Bettancourt  Producer: Kristen Farrah Facebook: ingoodhealthpodX: @ ingoodhealthpodIG: @ingoodhealthpodYouTube: @ingoodhealthpodSpotify Apple Podcast In Good Health PodcastSubscribed to the newsletterFull ArchiveContact UsBecome an Affiliate Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Barry and his guest David Kaufer engage in a “no holds barred” critique of the small group of naysayers who have challenged the rights of non-and minimally, speaking people to have access to their preferred and most effective modes of communication. David shares his knowledge from two perspectives, a dad whose teenage son has experienced success with assisted communication, and as an author and advocate for autistic individuals who has a sharp eye for calling out the misinformation and hypocrisy of those who challenge the lived experience of countless non-speakers, family members and professionals. As part 2 of this three-part series, we also specify how evidence-based practice has been misrepresented by the naysayers.Learn more on our websiteCheck out the episodes on this special seriesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Ever feel like loving your teen is like trying to hug a cactus?Rebecca Greene talks with Dr. Alexandra Rogers, a retired clinical psychologist with decades of experience supporting children and families. They dig into the parenting pain points that show up in real life: separation anxiety, power struggles, depression and anxiety, OCD, autism meltdowns, hyperactivity, and safety conversations. Dr. Rogers shares practical, time tested tools parents can actually use, plus why connection matters most when kids are at their prickliest. Key takeaways→ Power struggles often explode around mornings, homework, and bedtime, and the move is teaching parents how to step back and get around the struggle instead of feeding it → Teens can get prickly, but the goal is making sure they still know you are in their corner when life goes sideways → For school anxiety in younger kids, storytelling can give them the words they cannot find and lowers fear of the unknown → OCD is not quirky habits; it is anxiety plus intrusive thoughts, and the “hiccups” comparison helps families understand how relentless it feels → Autism meltdowns are about overwhelm, not manipulation, and prevention matters more than trying to “stop it fast.” → Safety tip that hits hard: do not force hugs, and take seriously when a child seems uncomfortable around someone If this episode helped you, share it with a parent who needs calm, usable tools today. Check out Dr. Rogers' book Your Journey to Successful Parenting and learn more at https://www.ajrogersbooks.com/.

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Our guest this week is Dan Roth of San Diego, CA who is a seasoned human resource consultant, professional speaker and perhaps most importantly, father of twin girls, who are both autistic. Dan and his wife, Jennifer, have been married for 8 years and are the proud parents of 6 ½ year old twin daughters Haley & Brooklyn, who are autistic.In addition to being the parent to young autistic twins daughters, Dan has become somewhat of an expert in the area of body dysmorphia, which he experienced as a child and young adult.  On January 30, 2026, Dan was privileged to make a TEDx Talk at the Houston Dream To Dare event.  The topic of his talk was: How We Can Shape our Children through Transparency.It's an authentic and upligting story that deserves more attention all on this episode of the SFN Dad to Dad Podcast.Show Notes - Phone – (619) 455-7484Email – dan.roth4@gmail.comLinkedIn –  https://www.linkedin.com/in/danrothstrategy/TEDx Talk How We Can Shape our Children through Transparency - https://www.tedxthirdward.com/Order your copy of the new 21CD book: Dads Raising Chidlren With Special Needs & Disabilities: A Guide For 21st Century Dads on Amazon: https://amzn.to/4tdvjcvJoin 21CD on the SFN U.S. Tour, a 30 day, 50 state, 60+ stop tour taking place from May 21 to June 21, 2026: to strengthen and grow the Special Fathers Network as well as give away copies of our new book.  Special Fathers Network –SFN is a dad to dad mentoring program for fathers raising children with special needs. Many of the 800+ SFN Mentor Fathers, who are raising kids with special needs, have said: “I wish there was something like this when we first received our child's diagnosis. I felt so isolated.  There was no one within my family, at work, at church or within my friend group who understood or could relate to what I was going through.”SFN Mentor Fathers share their experiences with younger dads closer to the beginning of their journey raising a child with the same or similar special needs. The SFN Mentor Fathers do NOT offer legal or medical advice, that is what lawyers and doctors do. They simply share their experiences and how they have made the most of challenging situations.Join the SFN U.S. Tour in one of 60+ locations all across the U.S. from May 21st to June 21st.  Go to www.21stCenturyDads.org for additional informaiton. Please conisder hosting, co-hosting or simoly joining the tour near your home.  Check out the 21CD YouTube Channel with dozens of videos on topics relevant to dads raising children with special needs - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzDFCvQimWNEb158ll6Q4cA/videosPlease support the SFN. Click here to donate: https://21stcenturydads.org/donate/Special Fathers Network: https://21stcenturydads.org/  

In this Hot Topic episode of The Neurodivergent Experience, Jordan James and Simon Scott respond to the controversial article “Uta Frith: why I no longer think autism is a spectrum.”Reading and reacting to sections of the interview, they unpack the claims that rising autism diagnoses are a problem and that the label of autism should be restricted to those diagnosed in early childhood with more significant support needs.They discuss how diagnostic frameworks like the DSM are still heavily based on studies of white boys, leaving many autistic women and late-identified people overlooked. The conversation explores the tension between scientific authority and lived experience — and why many autistic people feel that research about them is often conducted without their voices being heard.They also reflect on how media narratives and policy discussions can influence public perception, particularly when rising diagnoses are framed as a “problem” rather than evidence that more people are finally being recognised and supported.In this episode, they discuss:The article “Why I No Longer Think Autism Is a Spectrum”Scientific bias in autism researchThe history of autism research and diagnostic frameworksLate diagnosis and autistic womenMasking and overlooked presentations of autismMedia narratives about rising diagnosesAutistic lived experience vs academic authorityWhy autistic voices must be included in researchA passionate discussion about autism research, representation, and the ongoing tension between scientific narratives and neurodivergent lived experience.Our Sponsors:

This week on the DayZ Podcast, we are joined by the one and only Ripple (AKA Ripple300)! This is an episode that truly covers the full spectrum of emotions, from side-splittingly hilarious stories of the wasteland to raw, honest conversations about the reality of being a content creator.Ripple opens up about his journey with autism and how it shapes his perspective both in life and behind the keyboard. We dive into the difficult balancing act of being a dedicated DayZ streamer while prioritizing family life, and the lessons he's learned along the way. Whether you know him for his high-energy gameplay or his community presence, you'll see a whole new side to him in this reveal-all interview.This is a must-listen for anyone interested in the human side of gaming and the incredible people who make the DayZ community what it is today!RIPPLES LINKS:TWITCH: https://www.twitch.tv/ripple300YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHI8SIGlLeTo1ek8w-tV3ygWelcome to the essential channel for all things DayZ! We create content for anyone who loves the hardcore survival game, from fresh spawn newbies looking for a DayZ beginner guide to veteran players hungry for high-tier PVP, base building strategy, and insightful DayZ news and discussions on our DayZ podcast.Our two content pillars:

Your weekly dose of information that keeps you up to date on the latest developments in the field of technology designed to assist people with disabilities and special needs.   Special Guest: Joe Jorgenson – Founder – Accessibyte Website: www.accessibyte.com Stories: Tuft’s AI Story: https://bit.ly/4lCawMx Learn more about Bridging Apps: bridgingapps.org —————————— If you have […]

8:05PM: The U.S. News 2026 Best Cars for Families Awards is out! Find out what car might fit the bill for you and your family! Guest: Zach Doell, U.S. News’ Vehicle Testing Editor 8:15PM: The Salt Water Initiative’s 4th annual fundraising event on March 21, 2026 at Irish Brewing Boston in Norwood. Help SWI raise money to send more families living with a child with Autism on a Cape Cod Vacation! Guest: Lynne Abbott, Founder of the Salt Water Initiative 8:30PM: When you think of purchasing food, and you see it labeled “natural”, you’re probably more likely to buy it, but buyer beware! Not all foods labeled “natural” are more nutritious than their counterparts. And products listed as “healthy” may contain non-sugar sweeteners and are significantly more likely to meet the FDA’s proposed “healthy” criteria. Guest: Nathalie Lavoie, Associate Professor of Resource Economics at UMass Amherst 8:45PM: Amidst TSA staffing shortages, air traffic controller shortages, and even crew/pilot shortages, that are causing major flight cancellations, delays, and schedule reductions, comes the current shortage of aircraft mechanics! Without those, ALL flights will be grounded! At Cincinnati State Technical and Community College, employers are already lining up....and students say the shortage of workers is the biggest selling point for them. Guest: Jeff Wright, Aviation Maintenance Technology Program Chair and Professor at Cincinnati State Technical and Community CollegeSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

This weekend's 1 in 31: Autism Today guest is Dr. Lauren Lestremau Allen. Dr. Allen is a thought-leader in the Autism field. She is  an  Assistant Professor at SUNY Empire State University in the Applied Behavior Analysis Master of Science program and the Assistant Director of the SUNY Empire Center for Autism Advocacy: Research, Education, and Supports (CAARES). She is also a Licensed Psychologist (NY, MD), Licensed Behavior Analyst (NY), Board Certified Behavior Analyst-Doctoral, and a Nationally Certified School Psychologist. Dr. Allen discusses many topics including how to support neurodivergent individuals in schools, in the work-force, and in the community. Tune in to learn more!

Sometimes healing does not just reduce symptoms. It changes how you see, sense, and live in the world. In this episode, we explore autism, intuition, telepathy, sensitivity, and the courage it takes to build a life that truly supports who you are. This is a conversation about knowing yourself, trusting what you perceive, and creating a life that works with your healing instead of against it. Click here to join our newsletter list. To learn more about Amie, Eileen and ReWild ReNew, visit www.ReWildReNew.com _______________ DISCLAIMER: This podcast and all related content published or distributed by or on behalf of ReWild ReNew, Amie Jones, and Eileen Crispell is for informational purposes only and may include information that is general in nature and that is not specific to you. Any information or opinions provided by guest experts or hosts featured within the website or on ReWild ReNew's Podcast are their own; not those of Amie Jones or Eileen Crispell or ReWild ReNew. Accordingly, Amie Jones, Eileen Crispell and ReWild ReNew cannot be responsible for any results or consequences or actions you may take based on such information or opinions. This podcast is presented for exploratory purposes only. Published content is not intended to be used for preventing, diagnosing, or treating any specific illnesses or conditions. If you have, or suspect you may have, a health-care, emotional, or spiritual emergency, please contact a qualified professional for support and treatment.

Del returns from Washington, DC with major updates on vaccine injury and autism. Jefferey Jaxen reports on a HHS leadership shakeup, and the growing demand for accountability in public health. Del breaks down the MAHA Institute's landmark conversation on vaccine injury, examines what Vinay Prasad's departure from HHS could mean, and speaks with Tracy Slepcevic of the Interagency Autism Coordinating Committee (IACC) about why having parents at the table matters. Plus, chef Aran Goldstein is cookin'! Chef joins the show to discuss school lunch reform, healthy meals, and practical ways to bring real food home.Guests: Tracy Slepcevic, Aran GoldsteinMarch, 12, 2026Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/the-highwire-with-del-bigtree--3620606/support.

Your child is a reactive, aggressive border collie in New York.Misunderstood. Misplaced. Miserable.Reactive, aggressive kids and border collies are at high risk for being placed in "facilities" when caregivers can't deal with the dangerous behaviours anymore.Not because they are hopeless cases. But because of the hidden messages behind reactivity, regression, and aggression that I'll reveal in today's episode.You have more in common with owners of aggressive dogs than "ordinary parents of neurotypical kids."

Welcome to Episode 298 of Autism Parenting Secrets. If your child has tried supplements that were supposed to help the brain but didn't move the needle, this episode may explain why.  This week, I'm excited to welcome back Dr. Theoharis Theoharides, known to many as Dr. Theo.  He is a physician-scientist with five advanced degrees and decades of pioneering research.  Long before neuroinflammation and immune-driven brain dysfunction became widely discussed, Dr. Theo was connecting mast cells, metabolism, and brain health.  In this conversation, we explore why some children can't properly use standard folic acid and how the right form of folate may support better language, focus, and regulation. The secret this week is…  Smarter Folate = Better Brain Fuel You'll Discover: Why standard folic acid may not reach the brain in up to 40 percent of children (9:21) How folate receptor antibodies and MTHFR mutations change the equation (12:17) Why gut inflammation must be addressed before increasing supplementation (18:23) The difference between folic acid, methylfolate, and folinic acid (22:45) Why folate supports language development but does not “treat autism” (50:51) About Our Guest: Dr. Theoharis Theoharides is Professor and Vice Chair of Clinical Immunology and Executive Director of the Center of Excellence for Neuroinflammation Research at Nova Southeastern University. He is also an Adjunct Professor of Immunology at Tufts School of Medicine. Dr. Theo has over 500 publications and is widely recognized as a leading expert on mast cells and neuroinflammation. He is the Founder and Scientific Director of Algonot LLC and has received 37 patents and trademarks. Learn more:www.mastcellmaster.comwww.drtheoharides.com References In This Episode: Algonot Center of Excellence for Neuroinflammation Research Folate Receptor Autoantibody (FRAT) Test Additional Resources: To learn more about personalized 1:1 support go to www.elevatehowyounavigate.com Take The Quiz: What's YOUR Top Autism Parenting Blindspot? If you enjoyed this episode, share it with your friends.

This week on Life Beyond The Mic, Shawna and LaLa recap their night seeing Vic DiBitetto live at Bergen Performing Arts Center, sharing some of their favorite moments from his performance and the humor that keeps audiences laughing.  The girls also sit down with Kaelynn Partlow, author of Life on the Bridge, to talk about her time on Love on the Spectrum, the opportunities that experience has opened for her, and the importance of understanding that people experience and navigate the world in different ways.  Plus, Shawna interviews Matt Walst of Three Days Grace, discussing the band's new album Alienation, life on the road, and how their music continues to connect with fans around the world.

In this episode of the Not Your Average Autism Mom podcast, Shannon Urquiola explores a topic many parents quietly wonder about but don't always know how to navigate: biomedical testing and autism.Shannon discusses common tests that are often mentioned in the autism community—including OATS testing, MTHFR genetic variants, CBC panels, vitamin deficiencies, gut health testing, and sleep studies—and why some parents begin asking whether certain behaviors could have underlying biological contributors.This conversation is not about curing autism.It's about understanding that sometimes discomfort, inflammation, nutritional deficiencies, or sleep disruptions can affect a child's regulation—and those things deserve attention.Throughout the episode Shannon emphasizes three key principles:• Autism is not something to cure• Curiosity should guide decisions—not panic• Discernment matters in a very noisy spaceYou'll also hear real-life scenarios that many parents will recognize, along with the important reminder that biomedical testing isn't the right path for every family—and that's okay too.Shannon also invites listeners to share their own experiences with biomedical testing so the community can learn from one another.If you've ever wondered whether certain behaviors might have medical contributors, this episode will help you think through the conversation in a thoughtful and grounded way.Shannon is also hosting a FREE 3-part educational series on stem cells and autism beginning March 17th.If you're curious about emerging research in this area, you can register HERE or find the information across Not Your Average Autism Mom social media.We have so many of you who are NEW here, we wanted to share Shannon's feature on News Nation Now with Nichole Berlie. She shares her perspective as a mom raising an autistic son and as the founder of Not Your Average Autism Mom.Every chance she gets to use her voice for families like ours is a privilege—and this conversation was no exception.

Turbopuffer came out of a reading app.In 2022, Simon was helping his friends at Readwise scale their infra for a highly requested feature: article recommendations and semantic search. Readwise was paying ~$5k/month for their relational database and vector search would cost ~$20k/month making the feature too expensive to ship. In 2023 after mulling over the problem from Readwise, Simon decided he wanted to “build a search engine” which became Turbopuffer.We discuss:• Simon's path: Denmark → Shopify infra for nearly a decade → “angel engineering” across startups like Readwise, Replicate, and Causal → turbopuffer almost accidentally becoming a company • The Readwise origin story: building an early recommendation engine right after the ChatGPT moment, seeing it work, then realizing it would cost ~$30k/month for a company spending ~$5k/month total on infra and getting obsessed with fixing that cost structure • Why turbopuffer is “a search engine for unstructured data”: Simon's belief that models can learn to reason, but can't compress the world's knowledge into a few terabytes of weights, so they need to connect to systems that hold truth in full fidelity • The three ingredients for building a great database company: a new workload, a new storage architecture, and the ability to eventually support every query plan customers will want on their data • The architecture bet behind turbopuffer: going all in on object storage and NVMe, avoiding a traditional consensus layer, and building around the cloud primitives that only became possible in the last few years • Why Simon hated operating Elasticsearch at Shopify: years of painful on-call experience shaped his obsession with simplicity, performance, and eliminating state spread across multiple systems • The Cursor story: launching turbopuffer as a scrappy side project, getting an email from Cursor the next day, flying out after a 4am call, and helping cut Cursor's costs by 95% while fixing their per-user economics • The Notion story: buying dark fiber, tuning TCP windows, and eating cross-cloud costs because Simon refused to compromise on architecture just to close a deal faster • Why AI changes the build-vs-buy equation: it's less about whether a company can build search infra internally, and more about whether they have time especially if an external team can feel like an extension of their own • Why RAG isn't dead: coding companies still rely heavily on search, and Simon sees hybrid retrieval semantic, text, regex, SQL-style patterns becoming more important, not less • How agentic workloads are changing search: the old pattern was one retrieval call up front; the new pattern is one agent firing many parallel queries at once, turning search into a highly concurrent tool call • Why turbopuffer is reducing query pricing: agentic systems are dramatically increasing query volume, and Simon expects retrieval infra to adapt to huge bursts of concurrent search rather than a small number of carefully chosen calls • The philosophy of “playing with open cards”: Simon's habit of being radically honest with investors, including telling Lachy Groom he'd return the money if turbopuffer didn't hit PMF by year-end • The “P99 engineer”: Simon's framework for building a talent-dense company, rejecting by default unless someone on the team feels strongly enough to fight for the candidate —Simon Hørup Eskildsen• LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/sirupsen• X: https://x.com/Sirupsen• https://sirupsen.com/aboutturbopuffer• https://turbopuffer.com/Full Video PodTimestamps00:00:00 The PMF promise to Lachy Groom00:00:25 Intro and Simon's background00:02:19 What turbopuffer actually is00:06:26 Shopify, Elasticsearch, and the pain behind the company00:10:07 The Readwise experiment that sparked turbopuffer00:12:00 The insight Simon couldn't stop thinking about00:17:00 S3 consistency, NVMe, and the architecture bet00:20:12 The Notion story: latency, dark fiber, and conviction00:25:03 Build vs. buy in the age of AI00:26:00 The Cursor story: early launch to breakout customer00:29:00 Why code search still matters00:32:00 Search in the age of agents00:34:22 Pricing turbopuffer in the AI era00:38:17 Why Simon chose Lachy Groom00:41:28 Becoming a founder on purpose00:44:00 The “P99 engineer” philosophy00:49:30 Bending software to your will00:51:13 The future of turbopuffer00:57:05 Simon's tea obsession00:59:03 Tea kits, X Live, and P99 LiveTranscriptSimon Hørup Eskildsen: I don't think I've said this publicly before, but I just called Lockey and was like, local Lockie. Like if this doesn't have PMF by the end of the year, like we'll just like return all the money to you. But it's just like, I don't really, we, Justine and I don't wanna work on this unless it's really working.So we want to give it the best shot this year and like we're really gonna go for it. We're gonna hire a bunch of people. We're just gonna be honest with everyone. Like when I don't know how to play a game, I just play with open cards. Lockey was the only person that didn't, that didn't freak out. He was like, I've never heard anyone say that before.Alessio: Hey everyone, welcome to the Leading Space podcast. This is Celesio Pando, Colonel Laz, and I'm joined by Swix, editor of Leading Space.swyx: Hello. Hello, uh, we're still, uh, recording in the Ker studio for the first time. Very excited. And today we are joined by Simon Eski. Of Turbo Farer welcome.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Thank you so much for having me.swyx: Turbo Farer has like really gone on a huge tear, and I, I do have to mention that like you're one of, you're not my newest member of the Danish AHU Mafia, where like there's a lot of legendary programmers that have come out of it, like, uh, beyond Trotro, Rasmus, lado Berg and the V eight team and, and Google Maps team.Uh, you're mostly a Canadian now, but isn't that interesting? There's so many, so much like strong Danish presence.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah, I was writing a post, um, not that long ago about sort of the influences. So I grew up in Denmark, right? I left, I left when, when I was 18 to go to Canada to, to work at Shopify. Um, and so I, like, I've, I would still say that I feel more Danish than, than Canadian.This is also the weird accent. I can't say th because it, this is like, I don't, you know, my wife is also Canadian, um, and I think. I think like one of the things in, in Denmark is just like, there's just such a ruthless pragmatism and there's also a big focus on just aesthetics. Like, they're like very, people really care about like where, what things look like.Um, and like Canada has a lot of attributes, US has, has a lot of attributes, but I think there's been lots of the great things to carry. I don't know what's in the water in Ahu though. Um, and I don't know that I could be considered part of the Mafi mafia quite yet, uh, compared to the phenomenal individuals we just mentioned.Barra OV is also, uh, Danish Canadian. Okay. Yeah. I don't know where he lives now, but, and he's the PHP.swyx: Yeah. And obviously Toby German, but moved to Canada as well. Yes. Like this is like import that, uh, that, that is an interesting, um, talent move.Alessio: I think. I would love to get from you. Definition of Turbo puffer, because I think you could be a Vector db, which is maybe a bad word now in some circles, you could be a search engine.It's like, let, let's just start there and then we'll maybe run through the history of how you got to this point.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: For sure. Yeah. So Turbo Puffer is at this point in time, a search engine, right? We do full text search and we do vector search, and that's really what we're specialized in. If you're trying to do much more than that, like then this might not be the right place yet, but Turbo Buffer is all about search.The other way that I think about it is that we can take all of the world's knowledge, all of the exabytes and exabytes of data that there is, and we can use those tokens to train a model, but we can't compress all of that into a few terabytes of weights, right? Compress into a few terabytes of weights, how to reason with the world, how to make sense of the knowledge.But we have to somehow connect it to something externally that actually holds that like in full fidelity and truth. Um, and that's the thing that we intend to become. Right? That's like a very holier than now kind of phrasing, right? But being the search engine for unstructured, unstructured data is the focus of turbo puffer at this point in time.Alessio: And let's break down. So people might say, well, didn't Elasticsearch already do this? And then some other people might say, is this search on my data, is this like closer to rag than to like a xr, like a public search thing? Like how, how do you segment like the different types of search?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: The way that I generally think about this is like, there's a lot of database companies and I think if you wanna build a really big database company, sort of, you need a couple of ingredients to be in the air.We don't, which only happens roughly every 15 years. You need a new workload. You basically need the ambition that every single company on earth is gonna have data in your database. Multiple times you look at a company like Oracle, right? You will, like, I don't think you can find a company on earth with a digital presence that it not, doesn't somehow have some data in an Oracle database.Right? And I think at this point, that's also true for Snowflake and Databricks, right? 15 years later it's, or even more than that, there's not a company on earth that doesn't, in. Or directly is consuming Snowflake or, or Databricks or any of the big analytics databases. Um, and I think we're in that kind of moment now, right?I don't think you're gonna find a company over the next few years that doesn't directly or indirectly, um, have all their data available for, for search and connect it to ai. So you need that new workload, like you need something to be happening where there's a new workload that causes that to happen, and that new workload is connecting very large amounts of data to ai.The second thing you need. The second condition to build a big database company is that you need some new underlying change in the storage architecture that is not possible from the databases that have come before you. If you look at Snowflake and Databricks, right, commoditized, like massive fleet of HDDs, like that was not possible in it.It just wasn't in the air in the nineties, right? So you just didn't, we just didn't build these systems. S3 and and and so on was not around. And I think the architecture that is now possible that wasn't possible 15 years ago is to go all in on NVME SSDs. It requires a particular type of architecture for the database that.It's difficult to retrofit onto the databases that are already there, including the ones you just mentioned. The second thing is to go all in on OIC storage, more so than we could have done 15 years ago. Like we don't have a consensus layer, we don't really have anything. In fact, you could turn off all the servers that Turbo Buffer has, and we would not lose any data because we have all completely all in on OIC storage.And this means that our architecture is just so simple. So that's the second condition, right? First being a new workload. That means that every company on earth, either indirectly or directly, is using your database. Second being, there's some new storage architecture. That means that the, the companies that have come before you can do what you're doing.I think the third thing you need to do to build a big database company is that over time you have to implement more or less every Cory plan on the data. What that means is that you. You can't just get stuck in, like, this is the one thing that a database does. It has to be ever evolving because when someone has data in the database, they over time expect to be able to ask it more or less every question.So you have to do that to get the storage architecture to the limit of what, what it's capable of. Those are the three conditions.swyx: I just wanted to get a little bit of like the motivation, right? Like, so you left Shopify, you're like principal, engineer, infra guy. Um, you also head of kernel labs, uh, inside of Shopify, right?And then you consulted for read wise and that it kind of gave you that, that idea. I just wanted you to tell that story. Um, maybe I, you've told it before, but, uh, just introduce the, the. People to like the, the new workload, the sort of aha moment for turbo PufferSimon Hørup Eskildsen: For sure. So yeah, I spent almost a decade at Shopify.I was on the infrastructure team, um, from the fairly, fairly early days around 2013. Um, at the time it felt like it was growing so quickly and everything, all the metrics were, you know, doubling year on year compared to the, what companies are contending with today. It's very cute in growth. I feel like lot some companies are seeing that month over month.Um, of course. Shopify compound has been compounding for a very long time now, but I spent a decade doing that and the majority of that was just make sure the site is up today and make sure it's up a year from now. And a lot of that was really just the, um, you know, uh, the Kardashians would drive very, very large amounts of, of data to, to uh, to Shopify as they were rotating through all the merch and building out their businesses.And we just needed to make sure we could handle that. Right. And sometimes these were events, a million requests per second. And so, you know, we, we had our own data centers back in the day and we were moving to the cloud and there was so much sharding work and all of that that we were doing. So I spent a decade just scaling databases ‘cause that's fundamentally what's the most difficult thing to scale about these sites.The database that was the most difficult for me to scale during that time, and that was the most aggravating to be on call for, was elastic search. It was very, very difficult to deal with. And I saw a lot of projects that were just being held back in their ambition by using it.swyx: And I mean, self-hosted.Self-hosted. ‘causeSimon Hørup Eskildsen: it's, yeah, and it commercial, this is like 2015, right? So it's like a very particular vintage. Right. It's probably better at a lot of these things now. Um, it was difficult to contend with and I'm just like, I just think about it. It's an inverted index. It should be good at these kinds of queries and do all of this.And it was, we, we often couldn't get it to do exactly what we needed to do or basically get lucine to do, like expose lucine raw to, to, to what we needed to do. Um, so that was like. Just something that we did on the side and just panic scaled when we needed to, but not a particular focus of mine. So I left, and when I left, I, um, wasn't sure exactly what I wanted to do.I mean, it spent like a decade inside of the same company. I'd like grown up there. I started working there when I was 18.swyx: You only do Rails?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah. I mean, yeah. Rails. And he's a Rails guy. Uh, love Rails. So good. Um,Alessio: we all wish we could still work in Rails.swyx: I know know. I know, but some, I tried learning Ruby.It's just too much, like too many options to do the same thing. It's, that's my, I I know there's a, there's a way to do it.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I love it. I don't know that I would use it now, like given cloud code and, and, and cursor and everything, but, um, um, but still it, like if I'm just sitting down and writing a teal code, that's how I think.But anyway, I left and I wasn't, I talked to a couple companies and I was like, I don't. I need to see a little bit more of the world here to know what I'm gonna like focus on next. Um, and so what I decided is like I was gonna, I called it like angel engineering, where I just hopped around in my friend's companies in three months increments and just helped them out with something.Right. And, and just vested a bit of equity and solved some interesting infrastructure problem. So I worked with a bunch of companies at the time, um, read Wise was one of them. Replicate was one of them. Um, causal, I dunno if you've tried this, it's like a, it's a spreadsheet engine Yeah. Where you can do distribution.They sold recently. Yeah. Um, we've been, we used that in fp and a at, um, at Turbo Puffer. Um, so a bunch of companies like this and it was super fun. And so we're the Chachi bt moment happened, I was with. With read Wise for a stint, we were preparing for the reader launch, right? Which is where you, you cue articles and read them later.And I was just getting their Postgres up to snuff, like, which basically boils down to tuning, auto vacuum. So I was doing that and then this happened and we were like, oh, maybe we should build a little recommendation engine and some features to try to hook in the lms. They were not that good yet, but it was clear there was something there.And so I built a small recommendation engine just, okay, let's take the articles that you've recently read, right? Like embed all the articles and then do recommendations. It was good enough that when I ran it on one of the co-founders of Rey's, like I found out that I got articles about, about having a child.I'm like, oh my God, I didn't, I, I didn't know that, that they were having a child. I wasn't sure what to do with that information, but the recommendation engine was good enough that it was suggesting articles, um, about that. And so there was, there was recommendations and uh, it actually worked really well.But this was a company that was spending maybe five grand a month in total on all their infrastructure and. When I did the napkin math on running the embeddings of all the articles, putting them into a vector index, putting it in prod, it's gonna be like 30 grand a month. That just wasn't tenable. Right?Like Read Wise is a proudly bootstrapped company and it's paying 30 grand for infrastructure for one feature versus five. It just wasn't tenable. So sort of in the bucket of this is useful, it's pretty good, but let us, let's return to it when the costs come down.swyx: Did you say it grows by feature? So for five to 30 is by the number of, like, what's the, what's the Scaling factor scale?It scales by the number of articles that you embed.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: It does, but what I meant by that is like five grand for like all of the other, like the Heroku, dinos, Postgres, like all the other, and this then storage is 30. Yeah. And then like 30 grand for one feature. Right. Which is like, what other articles are related to this one.Um, so it was just too much right to, to power everything. Their budget would've been maybe a few thousand dollars, which still would've been a lot. And so we put it in a bucket of, okay, we're gonna do that later. We'll wait, we will wait for the cost to come down. And that haunted me. I couldn't stop thinking about it.I was like, okay, there's clearly some latent demand here. If the cost had been a 10th, we would've shipped it and. This was really the only data point that I had. Right. I didn't, I, I didn't, I didn't go out and talk to anyone else. It was just so I started reading Right. I couldn't, I couldn't help myself.Like I didn't know what like a vector index is. I, I generally barely do about how to generate the vectors. There was a lot of hype about, this is a early 2023. There was a lot of hype about vector databases. There were raising a lot of money and it's like, I really didn't know anything about it. It's like, you know, trying these little models, fine tuning them.Like I was just trying to get sort of a lay of the land. So I just sat down. I have this. A GitHub repository called Napkin Math. And on napkin math, there's just, um, rows of like, oh, this is how much bandwidth. Like this is how many, you know, you can do 25 gigabytes per second on average to dram. You can do, you know, five gigabytes per second of rights to an SSD, blah blah.All of these numbers, right? And S3, how many you could do per, how much bandwidth can you drive per connection? I was just sitting down, I was like, why hasn't anyone build a database where you just put everything on O storage and then you puff it into NVME when you use the data and you puff it into dram if you're, if you're querying it alive, it's just like, this seems fairly obvious and you, the only real downside to that is that if you go all in on o storage, every right will take a couple hundred milliseconds of latency, but from there it's really all upside, right?You do the first go, it takes half a second. And it sort of occurred to me as like, well. The architecture is really good for that. It's really good for AB storage, it's really good for nvm ESSD. It's, well, you just couldn't have done that 10 years ago. Back to what we were talking about before. You really have to build a database where you have as few round trips as possible, right?This is how CPUs work today. It's how NVM E SSDs work. It's how as, um, as three works that you want to have a very large amount of outstanding requests, right? Like basically go to S3, do like that thousand requests to ask for data in one round trip. Wait for that. Get that, like, make a new decision. Do it again, and try to do that maybe a maximum of three times.But no databases were designed that way within NVME as is ds. You can drive like within, you know, within a very low multiple of DRAM bandwidth if you use it that way. And same with S3, right? You can fully max out the network card, which generally is not maxed out. You get very, like, very, very good bandwidth.And, but no one had built a database like that. So I was like, okay, well can't you just, you know, take all the vectors right? And plot them in the proverbial coordinate system. Get the clusters, put a file on S3 called clusters, do json, and then put another file for every cluster, you know, cluster one, do js O cluster two, do js ON you know that like it's two round trips, right?So you get the clusters, you find the closest clusters, and then you download the cluster files like the, the closest end. And you could do this in two round trips.swyx: You were nearest neighbors locally.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yes. Yes. And then, and you would build this, this file, right? It's just like ultra simplistic, but it's not a far shot from what the first version of Turbo Buffer was.Why hasn't anyone done thatAlessio: in that moment? From a workload perspective, you're thinking this is gonna be like a read heavy thing because they're doing recommend. Like is the fact that like writes are so expensive now? Oh, with ai you're actually not writing that much.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: At that point I hadn't really thought too much about, well no actually it was always clear to me that there was gonna be a lot of rights because at Shopify, the search clusters were doing, you know, I don't know, tens or hundreds of crew QPS, right?‘cause you just have to have a human sit and type in. But we did, you know, I don't know how many updates there were per second. I'm sure it was in the millions, right into the cluster. So I always knew there was like a 10 to 100 ratio on the read write. In the read wise use case. It's, um, even, even in the read wise use case, there'd probably be a lot fewer reads than writes, right?There's just a lot of churn on the amount of stuff that was going through versus the amount of queries. Um, I wasn't thinking too much about that. I was mostly just thinking about what's the fundamentally cheapest way to build a database in the cloud today using the primitives that you have available.And this is it, right? You just, now you have one machine and you know, let's say you have a terabyte of data in S3, you paid the $200 a month for that, and then maybe five to 10% of that data and needs to be an NV ME SSDs and less than that in dram. Well. You're paying very, very little to inflate the data.swyx: By the way, when you say no one else has done that, uh, would you consider Neon, uh, to be on a similar path in terms of being sort of S3 first and, uh, separating the compute and storage?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah, I think what I meant with that is, uh, just build a completely new database. I don't know if we were the first, like it was very much, it was, I mean, I, I hadn't, I just looked at the napkin math and was like, this seems really obvious.So I'm sure like a hundred people came up with it at the same time. Like the light bulb and every invention ever. Right. It was just in the air. I think Neon Neon was, was first to it. And they're trying, they're retrofitted onto Postgres, right? And then they built this whole architecture where you have, you have it in memory and then you sort of.You know, m map back to S3. And I think that was very novel at the time to do it for, for all LTP, but I hadn't seen a database that was truly all in, right. Not retrofitting it. The database felt built purely for this no consensus layer. Even using compare and swap on optic storage to do consensus. I hadn't seen anyone go that all in.And I, I mean, there, there, I'm sure there was someone that did that before us. I don't know. I was just looking at the napkin mathswyx: and, and when you say consensus layer, uh, are you strongly relying on S3 Strong consistency? You are. Okay.SoSimon Hørup Eskildsen: that is your consensus layer. It, it is the consistency layer. And I think also, like, this is something that most people don't realize, but S3 only became consistent in December of 2020.swyx: I remember this coming out during COVID and like people were like, oh, like, it was like, uh, it was just like a free upgrade.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah.swyx: They were just, they just announced it. We saw consistency guys and like, okay, cool.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: And I'm sure that they just, they probably had it in prod for a while and they're just like, it's done right.And people were like, okay, cool. But. That's a big moment, right? Like nv, ME SSDs, were also not in the cloud until around 2017, right? So you just sort of had like 2017 nv, ME SSDs, and people were like, okay, cool. There's like one skew that does this, whatever, right? Takes a few years. And then the second thing is like S3 becomes consistent in 2020.So now it means you don't have to have this like big foundation DB or like zookeeper or whatever sitting there contending with the keys, which is how. You know, that's what Snowflake and others have do so muchswyx: for goneSimon Hørup Eskildsen: Exactly. Just gone. Right? And so just push to the, you know, whatever, how many hundreds of people they have working on S3 solved and then compare and swap was not in S3 at this point in time,swyx: by the way.Uh, I don't know what that is, so maybe you wanna explain. Yes. Yeah.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yes. So, um, what Compare and swap is, is basically, you can imagine that if you have a database, it might be really nice to have a file called metadata json. And metadata JSON could say things like, Hey, these keys are here and this file means that, and there's lots of metadata that you have to operate in the database, right?But that's the simplest way to do it. So now you have might, you might have a lot of servers that wanna change the metadata. They might have written a file and want the metadata to contain that file. But you have a hundred nodes that are trying to contend with this metadata that JSON well, what compare and Swap allows you to do is basically just you download the file, you make the modifications, and then you write it only if it hasn't changed.While you did the modification and if not you retry. Right? Should just have this retry loops. Now you can imagine if you have a hundred nodes doing that, it's gonna be really slow, but it will converge over time. That primitive was not available in S3. It wasn't available in S3 until late 2024, but it was available in GCP.The real story of this is certainly not that I sat down and like bake brained it. I was like, okay, we're gonna start on GCS S3 is gonna get it later. Like it was really not that we started, we got really lucky, like we started on GCP and we started on GCP because tur um, Shopify ran on GCP. And so that was the platform I was most available with.Right. Um, and I knew the Canadian team there ‘cause I'd worked with them at Shopify and so it was natural for us to start there. And so when we started building the database, we're like, oh yeah, we have to build a, we really thought we had to build a consensus layer, like have a zookeeper or something to do this.But then we discovered the compare and swap. It's like, oh, we can kick the can. Like we'll just do metadata r json and just, it's fine. It's probably fine. Um, and we just kept kicking the can until we had very, very strong conviction in the idea. Um, and then we kind of just hinged the company on the fact that S3 probably was gonna get this, it started getting really painful in like mid 2024.‘cause we were closing deals with, um, um, notion actually that was running in AWS and we're like, trust us. You, you really want us to run this in GCP? And they're like, no, I don't know about that. Like, we're running everything in AWS and the latency across the cloud were so big and we had so much conviction that we bought like, you know, dark fiber between the AWS regions in, in Oregon, like in the InterExchange and GCP is like, we've never seen a startup like do like, what's going on here?And we're just like, no, we don't wanna do this. We were tuning like TCP windows, like everything to get the latency down ‘cause we had so high conviction in not doing like a, a metadata layer on S3. So those were the three conditions, right? Compare and swap. To do metadata, which wasn't in S3 until late 2024 S3 being consistent, which didn't happen until December, 2020.Uh, 2020. And then NVMe ssd, which didn't end in the cloud until 2017.swyx: I mean, in some ways, like a very big like cloud success story that like you were able to like, uh, put this all together, but also doing things like doing, uh, bind our favor. That that actually is something I've never heard.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I mean, it's very common when you're a big company, right?You're like connecting your own like data center or whatever. But it's like, it was uniquely just a pain with notion because the, um, the org, like most of the, like if you're buying in Ashburn, Virginia, right? Like US East, the Google, like the GCP and, and AWS data centers are like within a millisecond on, on each other, on the public exchanges.But in Oregon uniquely, the GCP data center sits like a couple hundred kilometers, like east of Portland and the AWS region sits in Portland, but the network exchange they go through is through Seattle. So it's like a full, like 14 milliseconds or something like that. And so anyway, yeah. It's, it's, so we were like, okay, we can't, we have to go through an exchange in Portland.Yeah. Andswyx: you'd rather do this than like run your zookeeper and likeSimon Hørup Eskildsen: Yes. Way rather. It doesn't have state, I don't want state and two systems. Um, and I think all that is just informed by Justine, my co-founder and I had just been on call for so long. And the worst outages are the ones where you have state in multiple places that's not syncing up.So it really came from, from a a, like just a, a very pure source of pain, of just imagining what we would be Okay. Being woken up at 3:00 AM about and having something in zookeeper was not one of them.swyx: You, you're talking to like a notion or something. Do they care or do they just, theySimon Hørup Eskildsen: just, they care about latency.swyx: They latency cost. That's it.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: They just cared about latency. Right. And we just absorbed the cost. We're just like, we have high conviction in this. At some point we can move them to AWS. Right. And so we just, we, we'll buy the fiber, it doesn't matter. Right. Um, and it's like $5,000. Usually when you buy fiber, you buy like multiple lines.And we're like, we can only afford one, but we will just test it that when it goes over the public internet, it's like super smooth. And so we did a lot of, anyway, it's, yeah, it was, that's cool.Alessio: You can imagine talking to the GCP rep and it's like, no, we're gonna buy, because we know we're gonna turn, we're gonna turn from you guys and go to AWS in like six months.But in the meantime we'll do this. It'sSimon Hørup Eskildsen: a, I mean, like they, you know, this workload still runs on GCP for what it's worth. Right? ‘cause it's so, it was just, it was so reliable. So it was never about moving off GCP, it was just about honesty. It was just about giving notion the latency that they deserved.Right. Um, and we didn't want ‘em to have to care about any of this. We also, they were like, oh, egress is gonna be bad. It was like, okay, screw it. Like we're just gonna like vvc, VPC peer with you and AWS we'll eat the cost. Yeah. Whatever needs to be done.Alessio: And what were the actual workloads? Because I think when you think about ai, it's like 14 milliseconds.It's like really doesn't really matter in the scheme of like a model generation.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah. We were told the latency, right. That we had to beat. Oh, right. So, so we're just looking at the traces. Right. And then sort of like hand draw, like, you know, kind of like looking at the trace and then thinking what are the other extensions of the trace?Right. And there's a lot more to it because it's also when you have, if you have 14 versus seven milliseconds, right. You can fit in another round trip. So we had to tune TCP to try to send as much data in every round trip, prewarm all the connections. And there was, there's a lot of things that compound from having these kinds of round trips, but in the grand scheme it was just like, well, we have to beat the latency of whatever we're up against.swyx: Which is like they, I mean, notion is a database company. They could have done this themselves. They, they do lots of database engineering themselves. How do you even get in the door? Like Yeah, just like talk through that kind of.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Last time I was in San Francisco, I was talking to one of the engineers actually, who, who was one of our champions, um, at, AT Notion.And they were, they were just trying to make sure that the, you know, per user cost matched the economics that they needed. You know, Uhhuh like, it's like the way I think about, it's like I have to earn a return on whatever the clouds charge me and then my customers have to earn a return on that. And it's like very simple, right?And so there has to be gross margin all the way up and that's how you build the product. And so then our customers have to make the right set of trade off the turbo Puffer makes, and if they're happy with that, that's great.swyx: Do you feel like you're competing with build internally versus buy or buy versus buy?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah, so, sorry, this was all to build up to your question. So one of the notion engineers told me that they'd sat and probably on a napkin, like drawn out like, why hasn't anyone built this? And then they saw terrible. It was like, well, it literally that. So, and I think AI has also changed the buy versus build equation in terms of, it's not really about can we build it, it's about do we have time to build it?I think they like, I think they felt like, okay, if this is a team that can do that and they, they feel enough like an extension of our team, well then we can go a lot faster, which would be very, very good for them. And I mean, they put us through the, through the test, right? Like we had some very, very long nights to to, to do that POC.And they were really our biggest, our second big customer off the cursor, which also was a lot of late nights. Right.swyx: Yeah. That, I mean, should we go into that story? The, the, the sort of Chris's story, like a lot, um, they credit you a lot for. Working very closely with them. So I just wanna hear, I've heard this, uh, story from Sole's point of view, but like, I'm curious what, what it looks like from your side.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I actually haven't heard it from Sole's point of view, so maybe you can now cross reference it. The way that I remember it was that, um, the day after we launched, which was just, you know, I'd worked the whole summer on, on the first version. Justine wasn't part of it yet. ‘cause I just, I didn't tell anyone that summer that I was working on this.I was just locked in on building it because it's very easy otherwise to confuse talking about something to actually doing it. And so I was just like, I'm not gonna do that. I'm just gonna do the thing. I launched it and at this point turbo puffer is like a rust binary running on a single eight core machine in a T Marks instance.And me deploying it was like looking at the request log and then like command seeing it or like control seeing it to just like, okay, there's no request. Let's upgrade the binary. Like it was like literally the, the, the, the scrappiest thing. You could imagine it was on purpose because just like at Shopify, we did that all the time.Like, we like move, like we ran things in tux all the time to begin with. Before something had like, at least the inkling of PMF, it was like, okay, is anyone gonna hear about this? Um, and one of the cursor co-founders Arvid reached out and he just, you know, the, the cursor team are like all I-O-I-I-M-O like, um, contenders, right?So they just speak in bullet points and, and facts. It was like this amazing email exchange just of, this is how many QPS we have, this is what we're paying, this is where we're going, blah, blah, blah. And so we're just conversing in bullet points. And I tried to get a call with them a few times, but they were, so, they were like really writing the PMF bowl here, just like late 2023.And one time Swally emails me at like five. What was it like 4:00 AM Pacific time saying like, Hey, are you open for a call now? And I'm on the East coast and I, it was like 7:00 AM I was like, yeah, great, sure, whatever. Um, and we just started talking and something. Then I didn't know anything about sales.It was something that just comp compelled me. I have to go see this team. Like, there's something here. So I, I went to San Francisco and I went to their office and the way that I remember it is that Postgres was down when I showed up at the office. Did SW tell you this? No. Okay. So Postgres was down and so it's like they were distracting with that.And I was trying my best to see if I could, if I could help in any way. Like I knew a little bit about databases back to tuning, auto vacuum. It was like, I think you have to tune out a vacuum. Um, and so we, we talked about that and then, um, that evening just talked about like what would it look like, what would it look like to work with us?And I just said. Look like we're all in, like we will just do what we'll do whatever, whatever you tell us, right? They migrated everything over the next like week or two, and we reduced their cost by 95%, which I think like kind of fixed their per user economics. Um, and it solved a lot of other things. And we were just, Justine, this is also when I asked Justine to come on as my co-founder, she was the best engineer, um, that I ever worked with at Shopify.She lived two blocks away and we were just, okay, we're just gonna get this done. Um, and we did, and so we helped them migrate and we just worked like hell over the next like month or two to make sure that we were never an issue. And that was, that was the cursor story. Yeah.swyx: And, and is code a different workload than normal text?I, I don't know. Is is it just text? Is it the same thing?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah, so cursor's workload is basically, they, um, they will embed the entire code base, right? So they, they will like chunk it up in whatever they would, they do. They have their own embedding model, um, which they've been public about. Um, and they find that on, on, on their evals.It. There's one of their evals where it's like a 25% improvement on a very particular workload. They have a bunch of blog posts about it. Um, I think it works best on larger code basis, but they've trained their own embedding model to do this. Um, and so you'll see it if you use the cursor agent, it will do searches.And they've also been public around, um, how they've, I think they post trained their model to be very good at semantic search as well. Um, and that's, that's how they use it. And so it's very good at, like, can you find me on the code that's similar to this, or code that does this? And just in, in this queries, they also use GR to supplement it.swyx: Yeah.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Um, of courseswyx: it's been a big topic of discussion like, is rag dead because gr you know,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: and I mean like, I just, we, we see lots of demand from the coding company to ethicsswyx: search in every part. Yes.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Uh, we, we, we see demand. And so, I mean, I'm. I like case studies. I don't like, like just doing like thought pieces on this is where it's going.And like trying to be all macroeconomic about ai, that's has turned out to be a giant waste of time because no one can really predict any of this. So I just collect case studies and I mean, cursor has done a great job talking about what they're doing and I hope some of the other coding labs that use Turbo Puffer will do the same.Um, but it does seem to make a difference for particular queries. Um, I mean we can also do text, we can also do RegX, but I should also say that cursors like security posture into Tur Puffer is exceptional, right? They have their own embedding model, which makes it very difficult to reverse engineer. They obfuscate the file paths.They like you. It's very difficult to learn anything about a code base by looking at it. And the other thing they do too is that for their customers, they encrypt it with their encryption keys in turbo puffer's bucket. Um, so it's, it's, it's really, really well designed.swyx: And so this is like extra stuff they did to work with you because you are not part of Cursor.Exactly like, and this is just best practice when working in any database, not just you guys. Okay. Yeah, that makes sense. Yeah. I think for me, like the, the, the learning is kind of like you, like all workloads are hybrid. Like, you know, uh, like you, you want the semantic, you want the text, you want the RegX, you want sql.I dunno. Um, but like, it's silly to like be all in on like one particularly query pattern.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I think, like I really like the way that, um, um, that swally at cursor talks about it, which is, um, I'm gonna butcher it here. Um, and you know, I'm a, I'm a database scalability person. I'm not a, I, I dunno anything about training models other than, um, what the internet tells me and what.The way he describes is that this is just like cash compute, right? It's like you have a point in time where you're looking at some particular context and focused on some chunk and you say, this is the layer of the neural net at this point in time. That seems fundamentally really useful to do cash compute like that.And, um, how the value of that will change over time. I'm, I'm not sure, but there seems to be a lot of value in that.Alessio: Maybe talk a bit about the evolution of the workload, because even like search, like maybe two years ago it was like one search at the start of like an LLM query to build the context. Now you have a gentech search, however you wanna call it, where like the model is both writing and changing the code and it's searching it again later.Yeah. What are maybe some of the new types of workloads or like changes you've had to make to your architecture for it?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I think you're right. When I think of rag, I think of, Hey, there's an 8,000 token, uh, context window and you better make it count. Um, and search was a way to do that now. Everything is moving towards the, just let the agent do its thing.Right? And so back to the thing before, right? The LLM is very good at reasoning with the data, and so we're just the tool call, right? And that's increasingly what we see our customers doing. Um, what we're seeing more demand from, from our customers now is to do a lot of concurrency, right? Like Notion does a ridiculous amount of queries in every round trip just because they can't.And I'm also now, when I use the cursor agent, I also see them doing more concurrency than I've ever seen before. So a bit similar to how we designed a database to drive as much concurrency in every round trip as possible. That's also what the agents are doing. So that's new. It means just an enormous amount of queries all at once to the dataset while it's warm in as few turns as possible.swyx: Can I clarify one thing on that?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yes.swyx: Is it, are they batching multiple users or one user is driving multiple,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: one user driving multiple, one agent driving.swyx: It's parallel searching a bunch of things.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Exactly.swyx: Yeah. Yeah, exactly. So yeah, the clinician also did, did this for the fast context thing, like eight parallel at once.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yes.swyx: And, and like an interesting problem is, well, how do you make sure you have enough diversity so you're not making the the same request eight times?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: And I think like that's probably also where the hybrid comes in, where. That's another way to diversify. It's a completely different way to, to do the search.That's a big change, right? So before it was really just like one call and then, you know, the LLM took however many seconds to return, but now we just see an enormous amount of queries. So the, um, we just see more queries. So we've like tried to reduce query, we've reduced query pricing. Um, this is probably the first time actually I'm saying that, but the query pricing is being reduced, like five x.Um, and we'll probably try to reduce it even more to accommodate some of these workloads of just doing very large amounts of queries. Um, that's one thing that's changed. I think the right, the right ratio is still very high, right? Like there's still a, an enormous amount of rights per read, but we're starting probably to see that change if people really lean into this pattern.Alessio: Can we talk a little bit about the pricing? I'm curious, uh, because traditionally a database would charge on storage, but now you have the token generation that is so expensive, where like the actual. Value of like a good search query is like much higher because they're like saving inference time down the line.How do you structure that as like, what are people receptive to on the other side too?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah. I, the, the turbo puffer pricing in the beginning was just very simple. The pricing on these on for search engines before Turbo Puffer was very server full, right? It was like, here's the vm, here's the per hour cost, right?Great. And I just sat down with like a piece of paper and said like, if Turbo Puffer was like really good, this is probably what it would cost with a little bit of margin. And that was the first pricing of Turbo Puffer. And I just like sat down and I was like, okay, like this is like probably the storage amp, but whenever on a piece of paper I, it was vibe pricing.It was very vibe price, and I got it wrong. Oh. Um, well I didn't get it wrong, but like Turbo Puffer wasn't at the first principle pricing, right? So when Cursor came on Turbo Puffer, it was like. Like, I didn't know any VCs. I didn't know, like I was just like, I don't know, I didn't know anything about raising money or anything like that.I just saw that my GCP bill was, was high, was a lot higher than the cursor bill. So Justine and I was just like, well, we have to optimize it. Um, and I mean, to the chagrin now of, of it, of, of the VCs, it now means that we're profitable because we've had so much pricing pressure in the beginning. Because it was running on my credit card and Justine and I had spent like, like tens of thousands of dollars on like compute bills and like spinning off the company and like very like, like bad Canadian lawyers and like things like to like get all of this done because we just like, we didn't know.Right. If you're like steeped in San Francisco, you're just like, you just know. Okay. Like you go out, raise a pre-seed round. I, I never heard a word pre-seed at this point in time.swyx: When you had Cursor, you had Notion you, you had no funding.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Um, with Cursor we had no funding. Yeah. Um, by the time we had Notion Locke was, Locke was here.Yeah. So it was really just, we vibe priced it 100% from first Principles, but it wasn't, it, it was not performing at first principles, so we just did everything we could to optimize it in the beginning for that, so that at least we could have like a 5% margin or something. So I wasn't freaking out because Cursor's bill was also going like this as they were growing.And so my liability and my credit limit was like actively like calling my bank. It was like, I need a bigger credit. Like it was, yeah. Anyway, that was the beginning. Yeah. But the pricing was, yeah, like storage rights and query. Right. And the, the pricing we have today is basically just that pricing with duct tape and spit to try to approach like, you know, like a, as a margin on the physical underlying hardware.And we're doing this year, you're gonna see more and more pricing changes from us. Yeah.swyx: And like is how much does stuff like VVC peering matter because you're working in AWS land where egress is charged and all that, you know.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: We probably don't like, we have like an enterprise plan that just has like a base fee because we haven't had time to figure out SKU pricing for all of this.Um, but I mean, yeah, you can run turbo puffer either in SaaS, right? That's what Cursor does. You can run it in a single tenant cluster. So it's just you. That's what Notion does. And then you can run it in, in, in BYOC where everything is inside the customer's VPC, that's what an for example, philanthropic does.swyx: What I'm hearing is that this is probably the best CRO job for somebody who can come in and,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I mean,swyx: help you with this.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Um, like Turbo Puffer hired, like, I don't know what, what number this was, but we had a full-time CFO as like the 12th hire or something at Turbo Puffer, um, I think I hear are a lot of comp.I don't know how they do it. Like they have a hundred employees and not a CFO. It's like having a CFO is like a runningswyx: business man. Like, you know,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: it's so good. Yeah, like money Mike, like he just, you know, just handles the money and a lot of the business stuff and so he came in and just hopped with a lot of the operational side of the business.So like C-O-O-C-F-O, like somewhere in between.swyx: Just as quick mention of Lucky, just ‘cause I'm curious, I've met Lock and like, he's obviously a very good investor and now on physical intelligence, um, I call it generalist super angel, right? He invests in everything. Um, and I always wonder like, you know, is there something appealing about focusing on developer tooling, focusing on databases, going like, I've invested for 10 years in databases versus being like a lock where he can maybe like connect you to all the customers that you need.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: This is an excellent question. No, no one's asked me this. Um, why lockey? Because. There was a couple of people that we were talking to at the time and when we were raising, we were almost a little, we were like a bit distressed because one of our, one of our peers had just launched something that was very similar to Turbo Puffer.And someone just gave me the advice at the time of just choose the person where you just feel like you can just pick up the phone and not prepare anything. And just be completely honest, and I don't think I've said this publicly before, but I just called Lockey and was like local Lockie. Like if this doesn't have PMF by the end of the year, like we'll just like return all the money to you.But it's just like, I don't really, we, Justine and I don't wanna work on this unless it's really working. So we want to give it the best shot this year and like we're really gonna go for it. We're gonna hire a bunch of people and we're just gonna be honest with everyone. Like when I don't know how to play a game, I just play with open cards and.Lockey was the only person that didn't, that didn't freak out. He was like, I've never heard anyone say that before. As I said, I didn't even know what a seed or pre-seed round was like before, probably even at this time. So I was just like very honest with him. And I asked him like, Lockie, have you ever have, have you ever invested in database company?He was just like, no. And at the time I was like, am I dumb? Like, but I think there was something that just like really drew me to Lockie. He is so authentic, so honest, like, and there was something just like, I just felt like I could just play like, just say everything openly. And that was, that was, I think that that was like a perfect match at the time, and, and, and honestly still is.He was just like, okay, that's great. This is like the most honest, ridiculous thing I've ever heard anyone say to me. But like that, like that, whyswyx: is this ridiculous? Say competitor launch, this may not work out. It wasSimon Hørup Eskildsen: more just like. If this doesn't work out, I'm gonna close up shop by the end of the mo the year, right?Like it was, I don't know, maybe it's common. I, I don't know. He told me it was uncommon. I don't know. Um, that's why we chose him and he'd been phenomenal. The other people were talking at the, at the time were database experts. Like they, you know, knew a lot about databases and Locke didn't, this turned out to be a phenomenal asset.Right. I like Justine and I know a lot about databases. The people that we hire know a lot about databases. What we needed was just someone who didn't know a lot about databases, didn't pretend to know a lot about databases, and just wanted to help us with candidates and customers. And he did. Yeah. And I have a list, right, of the investors that I have a relationship with, and Lockey has just performed excellent in the number of sub bullets of what we can attribute back to him.Just absolutely incredible. And when people talk about like no ego and just the best thing for the founder, I like, I don't think that anyone, like even my lawyer is like, yeah, Lockey is like the most friendly person you will find.swyx: Okay. This is my most glow recommendation I've ever heard.Alessio: He deserves it.He's very special.swyx: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Amazing.Alessio: Since you mentioned candidates, maybe we can talk about team building, you know, like, especially in sf, it feels like it's just easier to start a company than to join a company. Uh, I'm curious your experience, especially not being n SF full-time and doing something that is maybe, you know, a very low level of detail and technical detail.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah. So joining versus starting, I never thought that I would be a founder. I would start with it, like Turbo Puffer started as a blog post, and then it became a project and then sort of almost accidentally became a company. And now it feels like it's, it's like becoming a bigger company. That was never the intention.The intentions were very pure. It's just like, why hasn't anyone done this? And it's like, I wanna be the, like, I wanna be the first person to do it. I think some founders have this, like, I could never work for anyone else. I, I really don't feel that way. Like, it's just like, I wanna see this happen. And I wanna see it happen with some people that I really enjoy working with and I wanna have fun doing it and this, this, this has all felt very natural on that, on that sense.So it was never a like join versus versus versus found. It was just dis found me at the right moment.Alessio: Well I think there's an argument for, you should have joined Cursor, right? So I'm curious like how you evaluate it. Okay, I should actually go raise money and make this a company versus like, this is like a company that is like growing like crazy.It's like an interesting technical problem. I should just build it within Cursor and then they don't have to encrypt all this stuff. They don't have to obfuscate things. Like was that on your mind at all orSimon Hørup Eskildsen: before taking the, the small check from Lockie, I did have like a hard like look at myself in the mirror of like, okay, do I really want to do this?And because if I take the money, I really have to do it right. And so the way I almost think about it's like you kind of need to ha like you kind of need to be like fucked up enough to want to go all the way. And that was the conversation where I was like, okay, this is gonna be part of my life's journey to build this company and do it in the best way that I possibly can't.Because if I ask people to join me, ask people to get on the cap table, then I have an ultimate responsibility to give it everything. And I don't, I think some people, it doesn't occur to me that everyone takes it that seriously. And maybe I take it too seriously, I don't know. But that was like a very intentional moment.And so then it was very clear like, okay, I'm gonna do this and I'm gonna give it everything.Alessio: A lot of people don't take it this seriously. But,swyx: uh, let's talk about, you have this concept of the P 99 engineer. Uh, people are 10 x saying, everyone's saying, you know, uh, maybe engineers are out of a job. I don't know.But you definitely see a P 99 engineer, and I just want you to talk about it.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Yeah, so the P 99 engineer was just a term that we started using internally to talk about candidates and talk about how we wanted to build the company. And you know, like everyone else is, like we want a talent dense company.And I think that's almost become trite at this point. What I credit the cursor founders a lot with is that they just arrived there from first principles of like, we just need a talent dense, um, talent dense team. And I think I've seen some teams that weren't talent dense and like seemed a counterfactual run, which if you've run in been in a large company, you will just see that like it's just logically will happen at a large company.Um, and so that was super important to me and Justine and it's very difficult to maintain. And so we just needed, we needed wording for it. And so I have a document called Traits of the P 99 Engineer, and it's a bullet point list. And I look at that list after every single interview that I do, and in every single recap that we do and every recap we end with.End with, um, some version of I'm gonna reject this candidate completely regardless of what the discourse was, because I wanna see people fight for this person because the default should not be, we're gonna hire this person. The default should be, we're definitely not hiring this person. And you know, if everyone was like, ah, maybe throw a punch, then this is not the right.swyx: Do, do you operate, like if there's one cha there must have at least one champion who's like, yes, I will put my career on, on, on the line for this. You know,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I think career on the line,swyx: maybe a chair, butSimon Hørup Eskildsen: yeah. You know, like, um, I would say so someone needs to like, have both fists up and be like, I'd fight.Right? Yeah. Yeah. And if one person said, then, okay, let's do it. Right?swyx: Yeah.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Um. It doesn't have to be absolutely everyone. Right? And like the interviews are always the sign that you're checking for different attributes. And if someone is like knocking it outta the park in every single attribute, that's, that's fairly rare.Um, but that's really important. And so the traits of the P 99 engineer, there's lots of them. There's also the traits of the p like triple nine engineer and the quadruple nine engineer. This is like, it's a long list.swyx: Okay.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Um, I'll give you some samples, right. Of what we, what we look for. I think that the P 99 engineer has some history of having bent, like their trajectory or something to their will.Right? Some moment where it was just, they just, you know, made the computer do what it needed to do. There's something like that, and it will, it will occur to have them at some point in their career. And, uh. Hopefully multiple times. Right.swyx: Gimme an example of one of your engineers that like,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I'll give an eng.Uh, so we, we, we launched this thing called A and NV three. Um, we could, we're also, we're working on V four and V five right now, but a and NV three can search a hundred billion vectors with a P 50 of around 40 milliseconds and a p 99 of 200 milliseconds. Um, maybe other people have done this, I'm sure Google and others have done this, but, uh, we haven't seen anyone, um, at least not in like a public consumable SaaS that can do this.And that was an engineer, the chief architect of Turbo Puffer, Nathan, um, who more or less just bent this, the software was not capable of this and he just made it capable for a very particular workload in like a, you know, six to eight week period with the help of a lot of the team. Right. It's been, been, there's numerous of examples of that, like at, at turbo puff, but that's like really bending the software and X 86 to your will.It was incredible to watch. Um. You wanna see some moments like that?swyx: Isn't that triple nine?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: Um, I think Nathan, what's calledAlessio: group nine, that was only nine. I feel like this is too high forSimon Hørup Eskildsen: Nathan. Nathan is, uh, Nathan is like, yeah, there's a lot of nines. Okay. After that p So I think that's one trait. I think another trait is that, uh, the P 99 spends a lot of time looking at maps.Generally it's their preferred ux. They just love looking at maps. You ever seen someone who just like, sits on their phone and just like, scrolls around on a map? Or did you not look at maps A lot? You guys don't look atswyx: maps? I guess I'm not feeling there. I don't know, butSimon Hørup Eskildsen: you just dis What about trains?Do you like trains?swyx: Uh, I mean they, not enough. Okay. This is just like weapon nice. Autism is what I call it. Like, like,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: um, I love looking at maps, like, it's like my preferred UX and just like I, you know, I likeswyx: lotsAlessio: of, of like random places, soswyx: like,youswyx: know.Alessio: Yes. Okay. There you go. So instead of like random places, like how do you explore the maps?Simon Hørup Eskildsen: No, it's, it's just a joke.swyx: It's autism laugh. It's like you are just obsessed by something and you like studying a thing.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: The origin of this was that at some point I read an interview with some IOI gold medalistswyx: Uhhuh,Simon Hørup Eskildsen: and it's like, what do you do in your spare time? I was just like, I like looking at maps.I was like, I feel so seen. Like, I just like love, like swirling out. I was like, oh, Canada is so big. Where's Baffin Island? I don't know. I love it. Yeah. Um, anyway, so the traits of P 99, P 99 is obsessive, right? Like, there's just like, you'll, you'll find traits of that we do an interview at, at, at, at turbo puffer or like multiple interviews that just try to screen for some of these things.Um, so. There's lots of others, but these are the kinds of traits that we look for.swyx: I'll tell you, uh, some people listen for like some of my dere stuff. Uh, I do think about derel as maps. Um, you draw a map for people, uh, maps show you the, uh, what is commonly agreed to be the geographical features of what a boundary is.And it shows also shows you what is not doing. And I, I think a lot of like developer tools, companies try to tell you they can do everything, but like, let's, let's be real. Like you, your, your three landmarks are here, everyone comes here, then here, then here, and you draw a map and, and then you draw a journey through the map.And like that. To me, that's what developer relations looks like. So I do think about things that way.Simon Hørup Eskildsen: I think the P 99 thinks in offs, right? The P 99 is very clear about, you know, hey, turbo puffer, you can't run a high transaction workload on turbo puffer, right? It's like the right latency is a hundred milliseconds.That's a clear trade off. I think the P 99 is very good at articulating the trade offs in every decision. Um. Which is exactly what the map is in your case, right?swyx: Uh, yeah, yeah. My, my, my world. My world.Alessio: How, how do you reconcile some of these things when you're saying you bend the will the computer versus like the trade

On this episode of 'My Friend Autism', Orion Kelly explores the topic of social traits in autism and how they can present in adults. Orion Kelly is an Autistic YouTuber, podcaster, author, actor and advocate. Find out more about his podcast and YouTube channel's at Orion's website: https://orionkelly.com.au All rights reserved. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

When Megan Gilmour's son was 10 years old, he spent nearly two years in isolation at the Sydney Children's Hospital. The months he missed at school didn't just affect him academically. Megan, her daughter and her husband all relocated from Canberra to be with Darcy in Sydney as he underwent life-saving medical treatment, and lived at hospital.Over his many months in hospital, Darcy missed a lot of school. What worried Megan wasn't just that he was falling behind academically, it was his loneliness and the way he was losing connection to his friends and his community.Over time Megan watched how Darcy's sense of belonging vanished because he wasn't physically at school.So along with two other mums she met through the Sydney Children's Hospital, Megan decided to do something about it.Not just for the kids who are missing out of school because they are in hospital, but for the growing number of kids who are away from school for a whole host of reasons.Megan is the CEO and co-founder of Missing School, and she was the 2025 ACT Australian of the Year.This episode of Conversations was produced by Meggie Morris. Executive Producer is Nicola Harrison.It explores chronic illness, sick kids, school non attendance, school refusal, my kid doesn't want to go to school, young carers, neurodiverse children, autism, ADHD, AuDHD, learning difficulties, childhood cancer, blood disorders, lonely children, invisible siblings, parenting, motherhood, online learning, COVID, digital schooling, bone marrow transplant.To binge even more great episodes of the Conversations podcast with Richard Fidler and Sarah Kanowski go the ABC listen app (Australia) or wherever you get your podcasts. There you'll find hundreds of the best thought-provoking interviews with authors, writers, artists, politicians, psychologists, musicians, and celebrities.

Dr. Mohsin Maqbool is a pediatric neurologist and sleep specialist based in Dallas–Fort Worth, Texas. His work focuses on the intersection of neurodevelopment, sleep, and cannabinoid therapeutics in autism spectrum disorder. He is particularly interested in how cannabinoid formulations may influence sleep regulation, behavior, and quality of life in children with autism. At CannMed 26, Mohsin will present “Autism, Sleep, and Medicinal Cannabis: Evaluating 18-Month Efficacy and Safety Outcomes” During our conversation, we discuss: The gaps in current sleep medicine for children with Autism Spectrum Disorder Results from Mohsin's 18-month longitudinal study including improvements to total sleep time, sleep onset and maintenance, and overall quality of sleep The method of finding the effective dose for each patient  Cannabinoids' effect on the duration of REM sleep and what the daytime implications are  Thinking of cannabis as a tool to supplement conventional ASD medications and not a replacement  Future research directions – using wearables and EEG to investigate how cannabinoids affect sleep architecture and brain physiology, as well as using biomarkers to see whether patients are a good candidate for cannabinoid therapies Thanks to This Episode's Sponsor: The Society of Cannabis Clinicians  The Society of Cannabis Clinicians is a nonprofit professional association of physicians and other healthcare providers. It provides continuing education—for clinicians, patients, and all concerned about the medical use of cannabis and best practices in clinical care. SCC physicians have been monitoring cannabis use by patients for 20 years and have compiled a wealth of clinical evidence and treatment strategies that will be validated by clinical trials in the years ahead. To learn more about SCC and to join visit cannabisclinicians.org. Additional Resources Effects of Medical Cannabis Treatment for Autistic Children on Family Accommodation: An Open-Label Mixed-Methods Study [Book] Cannabis Is Medicine: How Medical Cannabis and CBD Are Healing Everything from Anxiety to Chronic Pain by Dr. Bonni Goldstein Register for CannMed 26 Meet the CannMed 26 Speakers Review the Podcast CannMed Archive

In this episode, I'm talking about how to teach children with Autism strategies that actually help.What is a spectrum disorder, so the Learning needs of every child are different. Learning needs to be individualised for every child on the spectrum..In this episode, I'm talking about some general strategies, which can help to teach children, Autism.Follow Autismfamilystory on Instagram, Facebook, TikTok, Pinterest, and YouTube for more informative content to support your child6with autism

In this episode, Ben is joined by Kelly and Hester Grainger, the married co-founders of Perfectly Autistic.Together they work with major organisations to build workplaces that actually work for neurodivergent people but as Kelly (AuDHD) and Hester (ADHD) explain, inclusion isn't about a single training session or a handful of adjustments.They reflect on careers shaped by masking, burnout and trying to fit systems that weren't designed with neurodivergent people in mind. Together they unpack why so many workplaces unintentionally exclude ND employees, what genuinely neuroinclusive organisations do differently, and why awareness has to go beyond a one-off training session.They also share the more personal side: exploring their own careers, why Hester once had over 30 jobs, and what it's like running a business together as a neurodivergent couple.If you've ever felt exhausted by work environments that don't quite fit your brain, this episode will help you see why - and what could change.Join us at hidden20.org/donate.________Host: Ben BransonProduction Manager: Phoebe De LeiburnéVideo Editor: James ScrivenSocial Media Manager: Charlie YoungMusic: Jackson GreenbergHead of Marketing: Kristen Fuller00:00 Introduction1:26 Neurodiversity at Work | Hester & Kelly Grainger on ADHD, Autism & Corporate Consulting2:19 The #1 Thing Employers Need to Understand About Neurodiversity in the Workplace3:50 Supporting Neurodivergent Employees at Scale: What Actually Works7:26 Which Companies Are Asking for Neurodiversity Support at Work?8:31 ADHD & Autism at Work: Common Challenges and Simple Workplace Adjustments19:15 Who Is Responsible for Neurodiversity in the Workplace?23:37 Why Neurodiversity Training Can't Be a One-Off Session & The Power Of Listening & Curiosity at Work26:38 Neurodiversity Labels at Work: Why Language Around Autism & ADHD Matters33:16 Undiagnosed ADHD or Autism at Work: Your Rights as an Employee37:40 What Does The Dream Neuroinclusive Employer Look Like?42:30 Neurodiversity & Recruitment49:34 Running a Business Together as a Neurodivergent Couple50:40 Kelly's AuDHD Diagnosis: Telling Employers About ADHD & Autism53:48 Creating Safe Conversations About Neurodivergence & Advocating For Yourself57:43 Neurodivergent Workers Are Everywhere: Why Companies Need to Adapt59:30 What Do “Best in Class” Neuroinclusive Companies Do Differently?1:06:06 What Neurodivergent Candidates Should Look for in an Employer1:08:22 Practical Ways Employers Can Create Neuroinclusive Workplaces1:09:50 If Hester & Kelly Had a Magic Wand: The One Thing They'd Change About Workplaces1:19:26 Kelly & Hester's Green Dot BadgeThe Hidden 20% is a charity founded by AuDHD entrepreneur, Ben Branson.Our mission is simple: To change how the world sees neurodivergence.No more stigma. No more shame. No more silence.1 in 5 people are neurodivergent. That's 1.6 billion of us - yet too many are still excluded, misunderstood, or left without support.To break the cycle, we amplify voices, challenge myths, and keep showing up. Spotlighting stories, stats and hard truths. Smashing stereotypes through honest voices, creative campaigns and research that can't be ignored.Every month, over 50,000 people turn to The Hidden 20% to feel safe, seen and to learn about brilliant brains.With your support, we can reach further, grow louder, and keep fighting for the 1 in 5 who deserve more.Join us at hidden20.org/donate.Become a monthly donor.Be part of our community where great minds think differently.Brought to you by charity The Hidden 20% #1203348______________Follow & subscribe…Website: www.hidden20.orgInstagram / TikTok / Youtube / X: @Hidden20charityBen Branson @seedlip_benHester Grainger @hestersvibe linkedin.com/in/hestergrainger Kelly Grainger linkedin.com/in/kelly-grainger-9601b43www.perfectlyautistic.co.ukIf you'd like to support The Hidden 20%, you can buy a "green dot" badge at https://www.hidden20.org/thegreendot/p/badge. All proceeds go to the charity. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Joshua Resnikoff was a bench scientist at Harvard's Wyss Institute, surrounded by cutting-edge science. He believed healthcare could solve anything. Then his son started having unexplained recurring fevers. Monthly ER visits. Ice baths to prevent seizures. Years of diagnostic uncertainty. Finally, a diagnosis: PFAPA, a hyper-inflammatory condition so rare only 500 kids in the US have it. The doctor's response? "There's nothing we can do. It's not terminal, so don't worry about it."That was his red pill moment.On this episode of Ditch the Labcoat, Dr. Mark Bonta sits down with Joshua, founder and CEO of Sunstone Health, to explore what happens when families get trapped in the diagnostic odyssey. Joshua built a platform that compresses a seven-year diagnostic journey into 12 weeks by using AI to find hidden rare disease patients buried in insurance claims data.Dr. Bonta and Joshua tackle the hard questions: What happens when doctors don't know what's wrong? Why does the healthcare system fail zebra patients while teaching doctors to only look for horses? And what role does physician attitude play in solving diagnostic mysteries?If you've ever felt dismissed by the healthcare system or wondered whether AI can actually help real patients, this conversation will challenge everything you thought you knew about precision medicine and patient advocacy.Joshua Resnikoff's Website : https://www.sunstonehealth.com/Episode Takeaways1. The diagnostic odyssey for rare diseases averages 7 years—Sunstone compresses it to 12 weeks using AI and insurance claims data.2. "There's nothing we can do" isn't medical reality—it's often a failure of attitude, not knowledge or skills.3. Rare disease families are desperate for answers, making them vulnerable to predatory experimental treatments and unproven therapies.4. Health plans, not patients, are Sunstone's customers—financial incentives align when undiagnosed kids cost insurers millions in repeated ER visits.5. Doctors are taught "when you hear hoofbeats, think horses not zebras"—but 2% of hospital patients are zebras with no diagnosis after 24 hours.6. Genetic testing isn't just about diagnosis—it's about getting specialty guidance back to local doctors so families don't travel hours for care.7. Patient data ownership matters—families should control their genetic reports and medical records, not insurance companies.8. Expanding from genetic epilepsy into autism, familial hypercholesterolemia, and other rare diseases—the goal is to be infrastructure for all non-oncology genetic disease.Episode Timestamps04:11 – The Red Pill Moment: "There's Nothing We Can Do"07:07 – Building Community: From Desperation to Action11:42 – How Sunstone Works: Finding Hidden Patients in Claims Data19:22 – Seven Years to 12 Weeks: Compressing the Diagnostic Odyssey25:17 – Zebras vs. Horses: When Rare Disease Becomes Your Reality33:46 – The Attitude Problem: Why Doctors Give Up on Diagnostic Mysteries37:48 – Medical Desperation: Experimental Treatments and Predatory Care45:38 – The Future: Expanding Beyond Epilepsy into Autism and BeyondDISCLAMER >>>>>>    The Ditch Lab Coat podcast serves solely for general informational purposes and does not serve as a substitute for professional medical services such as medicine or nursing. It does not establish a doctor/patient relationship, and the use of information from the podcast or linked materials is at the user's own risk. The content does not aim to replace professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment, and users should promptly seek guidance from healthcare professionals for any medical conditions.   >>>>>> The expressed opinions belong solely to the hosts and guests, and they do not necessarily reflect the views or opinions of the Hospitals, Clinics, Universities, or any other organization associated with the host or guests.    Disclosures: Ditch The Lab Coat podcast is produced by (soundsdebatable.com) and is independent of Dr. Bonta's teaching and research roles at McMaster University, Temerty Faculty of Medicine and Queens University. 

In this episode, Anthony Diehl and Aaron Chappel from MODUS pull back the curtain on the "Longevity Arc" of elite strength. From World's Strongest Man stages to the life-changing reality of metabolic health, we break down why the "Meathead Identity" is dead and how to build a B-Plan that actually saves lives. We discuss the transition from "Big and Fat" powerlifting to a "Metabolism-First" approach, proving that muscle is more than just for show—it is your primary defense against chronic disease. MEET THE GUESTS Anthony Diehl (Founder, MODUS): A pro-level strongman and coach who transformed from an overweight teenager into a high-level strength athlete. Anthony's trajectory was profoundly shaped by his son's autism diagnosis, leading him down a "rabbit hole" to become an expert in gut health, cellular inflammation, and metabolic optimization. While his pro strongman days are behind him, he continues to push limits through bodybuilding, Jiu-Jitsu, and ultra-endurance challenges. Aaron Chappel (Masters World Record Holder): A top all-time powerlifter across multiple weight classes and a veteran health educator with over 15 years of experience. Aaron blends technical precision with the heart of a mentor, specializing in movement quality and individualized programming. Outside the gym, he is a dedicated father, church leader, high school swim coach, and an NCAA water polo official. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 Turning Failure into Opportunity: The Pivot Strategy 01:59 The Strength Identity Crisis: Why Lifters "Just Get Fat" 02:51 Autism, Inflammation, and the Gut Health Rabbit Hole 06:50 Cellular Health Secrets: The Performance "Unlock" 07:42 The Longevity Arc: TRT, Optimization, and Executive Health 17:10 Identity as an Idol: The Mental Cost of Elite Sports 28:55 Steroids & Longevity: The Back-End Price of Performance 45:02 Body Weight vs. Heart Health: The Hard Truth 1:06:10 Muscle as Metabolic Armor: Reversing Type 2 Diabetes 2:05:44 The Future of Coaching: AI vs. Human Connection CONNECT WITH THE GUESTS Anthony Diehl * Website: https://www.movewithmodus.com Socials: @meatheadprofessor Aaron Chapple * Coach Page: https://www.movewithmodus.com/coaches/aaron-chapple Instagram: @big_daddy_chap YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aaronchapple28 SUPPORT THE SHOW Become an elitefts channel member for early access to Dave Tate's Table Talk podcast and other perks: https://www.youtube.com/@eliteftsofficial Elitefts Resources: FULL Crew Access: https://www.elitefts.com/join-the-crew Limited Edition Apparel: https://www.elitefts.com/shop/apparel/limited-edition.html Programs & More: https://www.elitefts.com/shop/dave-tate-s-table-talk-crew.html TYAO Application: https://www.elitefts.com/dave-tate-s-tyao-application Best-Selling Products: Pro Resistance Training Bands: https://www.elitefts.com/shop/bands.html Specialty Barbells: https://www.elitefts.com/shop/bars-weights/specialty-bars.html Wraps, Straps, Sleeves: https://www.elitefts.com/shop/power-gear.html SPONSORS Elitefts: Get an extra 10% OFF (CODE: TABLE TALK): https://www.elitefts.com/ Marek Health Labs: Get 10% OFF (CODE: TABLETALK): https://marekhealth.com/tabletalk LMNT: Get a free 8-count Sample Pack: http://www.drinklmnt.com/tabletalk Massenomics: https://www.massenomics.com/ MASS Research Review: Save 20% (CODE: ELITEFTS20): https://massresearchreview.com/ RP Hypertrophy App: Get 10% OFF (CODE: TABLE TALK): https://rpstrength.com/pages/hypertrophy-app  

How is a sibling relationship influenced when one is autistic?  In this episode, Alexis Sevieri talks about how her brother Anthony's autism influenced their family dynamic growing up, and Anthony describes his journey of self-awareness and acceptance. Welcome to Autism Tips & Tools, where we highlight the best practical guidance from previous episodes of Autism Knows No Borders. Whether you're a self-advocate, a family member, or a service provider, there's something here for you! This conversation with Alexis and Anthony Sevieri was originally released on September 28, 2023. Would you like to hear more about Alexis and Anthony's family dynamics and how communities can provide better support for autistic families? Click the link below for the full conversation and be sure to subscribe to hear more from people connected to autism inspiring change and building community.  A Strong Sibling Bond, with Anthony and Alexis Sevieri Let's work together to transform how the world relates to autism. ----more---- We appreciate your time. If you enjoy this podcast and you'd like to support our mission, please take just a few seconds to share it with one person who you think will find value in it too. Follow us on Instagram: @autismpodcast Join our community on Mighty Networks: Global Autism Community Subscribe to our YouTube channel: Global Autism Project We would love to hear your feedback about the show. Please fill out this short survey to let us know your thoughts: Listener Survey 

Two trends I'm seeing in speech therapy and ABA have been on my mind lately, and honestly, they worry me about the future of our fields.First, I saw a discussion where future BCBAs were debating whether they even needed to read the Cooper book. For me, that text was foundational when learning the science of behavior analysis. When professionals start skipping core readings just to pass a test, it raises questions about how strong our foundation really is as a field.The second concern came from a speech therapy discussion where a private practice owner planned to refuse services to any child who also receives ABA. That really stopped me in my tracks. Our ethical codes call us to collaborate, and our learners deserve coordinated care, even when collaboration isn't always easy.These conversations matter because the strength of our fields depends on professionals who value the science and are willing to work together to support the students we serve.#autism #speechtherapyWhat's Inside:Why skipping foundational ABA texts worries me for the future of the fieldThe ethical responsibility professionals have to collaborate across disciplinesWhy refusing services based on another therapy provider can harm learnersMentioned In This Episode:Earn CEUs with a community of peers. Join the ABA Speech ConnectionABA Speech: Home

Can hidden toxins, inflammation, and gut health imbalances contribute to autism symptoms? In this episode of the Dr. Haley Show, Dr. Michael Haley speaks with chiropractor and cellular healing specialist Dr. Jeffrey Knight about natural approaches that support children on the autism spectrum.Dr. Knight explains how detoxification, gut health support, and nervous system regulation may help improve behavioral, digestive, and neurological symptoms. The discussion covers heavy metals, environmental toxins, hidden infections, leaky gut, inflammation, and the importance of preparing the body before detox protocols.You'll learn:• How hidden toxins may affect brain and nervous system function• Why gut health plays a major role in autism symptoms• The connection between inflammation and neurological conditions• How cellular healing supports the body from the inside out• A chiropractic perspective on nervous system regulation• Why detox preparation is essential for safe toxin removal• Natural strategies families are using to support autism recoveryDr. Knight also shares real clinical observations from families who have seen improvements in communication, sleep, digestion, emotional regulation, and social engagement after supporting detox pathways and cellular health.This conversation is valuable for parents seeking natural autism support, integrative health practitioners, and anyone interested in functional medicine approaches to neurological and developmental conditions.CHAPTERS:0:00 Intro — Detox & Preparing the Body0:26 Welcome to The Dr. Haley Show0:54 Meet Dr. Jeffrey Knight2:47 Is Autism Acquired or Present at Birth?5:10 Conditions That Can Mimic Autism7:54 Nutrition, Body Chemistry & Brain Health9:51 Aloe Vera Sponsor Message10:53 Cellular Healing & Detox Preparation13:16 Improvements Families Are Seeing15:16 Hidden Infections Explained18:26 Eating Close to Nature & Food Guidelines21:12 Glyphosate, Toxins & Modern Exposure23:27 Mainstream Medicine vs. Natural Healing28:36 Above, Down, Inside-Out Healing Philosophy33:58 Inflammation, Generational Toxicity & Kids Today38:38 Practical Action Steps for Parents42:33 Final Thoughts & Outro

Video: https://youtu.be/uKa3wzpRoxQYou can learn:• Why prediction errors are the engine of learning & why accepting mistakes is essential for growth.• What actually defines motivation in the brain: how reward, cost, effort, & control are constantly being computed.• How the brain acts as a prediction machine, maximizing value while minimizing energy and effort — which is why habits become so powerful.• Why autistic cognition often prioritizes internal structure over external social signals, enabling deep focus, pattern recognition, & accelerated learning in rule-governed domains.• How the brain's “internal scoreboard” integrates reward, cost, emotion, & memory to guide decisions and actions.Visual Thinking https://youtu.be/XqQ8jCvWzYc?si=hutSw81KCpA5mLVBVisual Thinking https://youtu.be/Vw7XJLX3cX8?si=5IVi1YxuwcXZ4pkiAutism & Intuition https://youtu.be/9yRzZvsA8NQ?si=JOJTkCijUumFij0dBasal GangliaArkeypallidial cells https://youtu.be/XHZ_5HthUWs?si=z2CZyO-hF4z0cUPeGo, No-Go https://youtu.be/hTW8CSPVEGc?si=JKdQzAYw950_siULHabits https://youtu.be/HBsku5G_SDM?si=O88KAdZNw7kI3OPICorollary Discharge https://youtu.be/ipZ6eLgpArA?si=6qL8Ili-aIAaLj6iSalience Network https://youtu.be/ocE0__RrTjM?si=mRPXsTpyoeUqrjWe ‪Daylight Computer, use "autism" for $50 off at https://buy.daylightcomputer.com/autismDaylight Kids https://kids.daylightcomputer.com/autism‪Chroma Light Devices, use "autism" for 10% discount at https://getchroma.co/?ref=autism0:00 Internal Calculators & Decision-Making1:28 Prediction Error & Learning5:00 Visual Input as the Model System7:00 Attention Before Awareness9:10 Autism & Sensory Precision10:20 Orbitofrontal Cortex & State Inference13:20 Pattern & details & Accelerated Learning14:40 Medial Orbitofrontal Cortex: & Reward17:20 The Insula & Cost, the Biology of Avoidance20:05 Ventromedial Prefrontal Cortex: Value, "Scoreboard"25:05 Anterior Cingulate Cortex28:40 Motivation, Action Selection, & HabitsX: https://x.com/rps47586YT: https://www.youtube.com/@FromTheSpectrumemail: info.fromthespectrum@gmail.com

In this powerful and heartfelt episode of Autism for Badass Moms, host Rashidah welcomes Mitzi, who traveled from Yonkers, New York, to join us in the studio for an honest conversation about the life-changing power of community.Many autism moms begin their journey feeling isolated, overwhelmed, and unsure where to turn. Between navigating diagnoses, therapies, school systems, and daily life, the path can feel incredibly lonely. In many communities, autism is still misunderstood or rarely talked about, leaving mothers to carry the emotional and logistical weight largely on their own.But what happens when you finally find your people?In this episode, Mitzi shares how community became the turning point in her journey as an autism mom. What once felt like isolation transformed into empowerment when she connected with others who understood her experiences without judgment or explanation. Through shared stories, support, and understanding, the community revealed a strength she didn't even know she had.This episode is a reminder that no autism mom should have to navigate this journey alone.In this episode, we discuss:00:00 Introduction and Mitzi's Journey Begins01:41 Early Signs and Diagnosis of Autism03:57 Initial Concerns and Pediatrician Experiences07:09 Receiving the Diagnosis and Emotional Impact10:01 Navigating School Systems and IEP Challenges14:49 Advocacy, Resources, and Community Support19:54 Supporting Misa's Education and Extracurriculars24:51 Dealing with School System Rejections29:52 Building a Supportive Community and Self-Care39:28 Misa's Talents and Expressive Outlets44:27 Overcoming Stigma and Bullying49:22 The Role of Faith, Resilience, and Never Giving Up54:02 Advice for Other Autism Moms59:01 Mitzi's Message of Strength and HopeConnect with MitziCommunity Event Organizer ~ Photographer ~ Mental Health AdvocateInstagram: www.instagram.com/mitzicierraaFacebook: Mitzi Cierra WalkerIf this episode resonated with you:• Follow the Autism for Badass Moms Podcast on your favorite platform• Leave a review to help other autism moms find this community• Share this episode with a parent who may feel unseen or misunderstoodInstagram: www.instagram.com/theabmpodcastFacebook: www.facebook.com/theabmpodcastYouTube: autismforbadassmomsJoin us every Tuesday for more inspiring stories and insightful discussions that empower and uplift.

Whatever your weakness, remember that God can use it to show His strength and make a difference in the world. -------- Thank you for listening! Your support of Joni and Friends helps make this show possible.     Joni and Friends envisions a world where every person with a disability finds hope, dignity, and their place in the body of Christ. Become part of the global movement today at www.joniandfriends.org   Find more encouragement on Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube.

In this episode of Mom's Talk Autism, hosts Brittney and Tash welcome Lori Rogers, who shares her journey raising her son Craig, who is on the autism spectrum. Lori reflects on the early days after diagnosis, navigating challenges in the education system, and how Craig's communication evolved over time. Together, they discuss the importance of presuming competence, advocating for supportive environments, collaborating with care teams, and supporting siblings along the way. This conversation highlights the power of community, resilience, and maintaining hope while parenting through the complexities of autism.   LINKS: Instagram 1: https://www.instagram.com/loriarogerspositiveactivity/  Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/positiveactivitytm/  Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100070371891843 LinkedIn 1: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lori-rogers-ma-7a285b5/  LinkedIn 2: https://www.linkedin.com/company/positive-activity/  YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6C_rB34QvfPpZkB67fzkqQ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@positiveactivity   Positive Activity: https://www.positiveactivity.net   Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Continuing this month's theme of the CHURCH and how she supports the marginalized, hurting, and least of these. Today, Dr. Stephanie and Barb talk with Sarah McDugal about women and children in abusive situations, navigating the courts and the Church.About Sarah, in her own words:BIO:I'm Sarah McDugal, co-founder of Wilderness to WILD and the TraumaMAMAs mobile app. I'm an author, coach, survivor, and TraumaMAMA.As an autistic woman and survivor of both domestic violence and child sexual assault -- my hyper focus is developing gentle, proven resources for women who want to heal after toxic and traumatic stress.  I'm trained in:the Deceptive Sexual Trauma Model, andAPSATS (the Association of Partners of Sex Addicts Trauma Specialists)And I'm a Certified Assessor with the Johns Hopkins Danger Assessment.Some of my books include:He Chose Porn Over Me: Women Harmed by Men Who Use PornMyths We Believe: Predators We TrustOne Face: Shed the Mask, Own Your Values, and Lead WiselyMy goal is to provide accessible, affordable, authentic tools to guide you out of the wilderness of abuse, into the WILD thriving post-trauma life that waits ahead.How to find out more!Check out what I'm doing for (almost exclusively) ND protective parents these days: www.myfreedomnavigator.comthe SCOOP - Group Coaching Membershipwww.wildernesstowild.com/the-scoop  Righteous or Rotten? How to know if it is biblically bad enough to divorcehttps://www.wildernesstowild.com/unholy-fruit-your-wild-guide-to-discerning-toxic-character  Her two websites:https://www.wildernesstowild.com/https://www.myfreedomnavigator.com/

This week, we're joined by Dr. Susan Williams White, a renowned clinical psychologist, researcher, and advocate for evidence-based interventions. Dr. White's work focuses on helping individuals manage intense emotions and anxiety, with a special emphasis on youth with autism. Download latest episode to learn more! Resources  Facebook: UA Center for Youth Development and Intervention - CYDI or www.facebook.com/uacydi/ Instagram: @uacydi or www.instagram.com/uacydi/ X (Twitter): @uacydi or www.x.com/uacydi   ............................................................... Autism weekly is now found on all of the major listening apps including apple podcasts, stitcher, Spotify, amazon music, and more. Subscribe to be notified when we post a new podcast. Autism weekly is produced by ABS Kids. ABS Kids is proud to provide diagnostic assessments and ABA therapy to children with developmental delays like Autism Spectrum Disorder. You can learn more about ABS Kids and the Autism Weekly podcast by visiting abskids.com.

An off-duty firefighter saved a football coach in Orange County, CA, after the coach suddenly fell unconscious. AND A young boy with autism finds friendship and support at his neighborhood grocery store. To see videos and photos referenced in this episode, visit GodUpdates! https://www.godtube.com/blog/firefighter-saves-football-coach.html https://www.godtube.com/blog/boy-with-autism-finds-support.html Discover more Christian podcasts at lifeaudio.com and inquire about advertising opportunities at lifeaudio.com/contact-us.

Send a textHaircare & science ~ How to make sure you get evidence based educationDorian White is a certified trichologist, educator & lead consultant for haircare brands. With over 8 years of scientific research roles, she assists brands with formulation, R & D, and marketing. She has devised a new educational programme and is a hair science instructor.We look at red flags in marketing, the differences between influencers and factual information from reliable experts.Connect with Dorian:About DorianInstagramScalp Health and Haircare Education Certification ProgramHair loss resourcesHaircare company consultingAssociation of Professional Trichologists membership enrolment Hair & Scalp Salon Specialist course Support the showConnect with Hair therapy: Facebook Instagram Twitter Clubhouse- @Hair.Therapy Donate towards the podcast Start your own podcastHair & Scalp Salon Specialist Course ~ Book now to become an expert!

Love this clip? Check out the full episode: Episode #342: Love on the Spectrum's Kaelynn Partlow on Autism, ADHD, and Why She Refuses to Use the Term “AuDHD”Listen to the full conversation in the original episode HERE.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.