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The Ball Drops For SindyBy Baztrachian.  (edited) Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories. She makes room for him over the holidays.In her freshman year at Northwestern Sindy had started working at a local coffee shop where she met Ryan. Ryan was five years older than Sindy, on the verge of graduating and merely looking at him made Sindy's pulse race faster. Ryan for his part was initially unaware of Sindy's interest in him. But over the course of the year he'd come to the coffee shop to study and he gradually started to notice the cute girl with the blonde hair always staring at him. He found himself appreciating the graceful curve of her modest breasts and her almost ever-present smile.It was a few days before the end of September when Ryan asked Sindy if she'd like to go out for a date sometime. Naturally she said yes. Sindy's parents were not wealthy but they were well off and when Sindy went to college they made sure she had her own apartment. It was just a one bedroom affair with another room that was her kitchen, dining room, and living room all in one. Where Ryan shared his cramped dormer with two other young men that meant that his dates with Sindy frequently took place at her apartment. Despite the circumstance their relationship was rather chaste. Sindy was always careful to make sure that things never got out of hand and that often left Ryan feeling frustrated. Still, he loved the girl and felt she was worth waiting for. But at the same time he longed to feel her bare skin against his own. Sindy of course had similar feelings for Ryan but she was constrained by her conservative spiritual upbringing and her parent's expectation that she wait until marriage before getting physical with a young man. Fate stepped in and late in the week before Christmas break one of Ryan's roommates had left an electric hot plate unattended in close proximity to their pathetic little Christmas tree. Fortunately the ensuing fire took place during the day when almost all of the dorm residents were off at class. The remaining few who were in the dorm at the time safely made it out when the fire alarms went off. Unfortunately the dorm was an old wooden structure and by the time the fire department arrived the building was a total loss. The fire department had no pretensions about saving the building and instead focused their efforts on preventing damage to other nearby dorms. That afternoon Ryan got word that he was now out of a home and that what few clothes he owned had been consumed in the conflagration. The only spare clothes he still had were in his gym locker and these were suddenly much more important than they had been the day before. Ryan texted Sindy and let her know about the fire. It turned out that Sindy had heard about the fire and she was of course pleased that Ryan was safe. But he had nowhere to live for the moment. The two of them agreed to meet for coffee to discuss the matter. With the Christmas break only a day away Sindy asked Ryan if he could handle sleeping on her futon couch while she was away at home. The futon couch was one of those that went from being a couch into being a bed in moments. Naturally Ryan agreed to her terms that he keep his distance while living with Sindy and with only the things in his backpack he went home with Sindy. That evening the two young people went out to gather a few sundries for Ryan to replace the things he lost. Sindy found it to be an intimate experience to shop for toiletries for her boyfriend and she also found herself desiring a more domestic lifestyle. Fantasies of marriage danced around her mind on the walk back to her apartment and she allowed herself a satisfied smile as she realized that it was now ‘their' apartment. The two of them stayed up later than usual due to the circumstance. They shared a late take out dinner and then got the couch set up as a bed for Ryan. Sindy excused herself to get ready for bed and Ryan listened as she did her evening grooming in the bathroom. He didn't see her when she went into her bedroom and closed the door. His turn in the bathroom followed and then for lack of anything else to wear he just shucked his clothes and put on a clean pair of sweat pants for the night. Sitting on his improvised bed Ryan caught his breath when Sindy returned to the room. She was wearing a simple silk nightshirt that buttoned down the front, her legs were temptingly bare, and the silk fabric readily betrayed the fact that Sindy's breasts were tantalizingly unconstrained by a bra. For her part Sindy felt flushed when she saw Ryan. It was the first time she'd seen him bare above the waist and he was everything she'd hoped for. He was well toned but not overly detailed like the narcissists she'd see in the weight rooms for hours on end. His chest had a proper tuft of hair unlike the fey boys who'd shave themselves hairless. And her eyes could not help but drift down to where she saw his sweat pants notably tented. Being a relatively cloistered girl Sindy was naïve to Ryan's erection and she merely thought it impressive. Still, the sight of her boyfriend half naked flustered the girl and she said a quick good night before retreating to the safety of her bedroom. It ended up being more than an hour before either of the two of them slipped into a slumber. The following morning saw Ryan waking up early. He started a pot of coffee and then took a shower. As he was washing himself he felt his morning hard-on and decided to do something about it. His fist wrapped around the hard cock and started working it. Trying to choke back his moans Ryan quickly spewed four strong streams of cum into the steaming water. When he came out to the main room Sindy was already there, sipping her cup of coffee. The two young people were quite awkward as they tried to make conversation and it was the welcome fact of an early train for Sindy that put an end to the moment. A chaste kiss was exchanged and then Sindy ran off to catch her train. Ryan watched her from the window as she ran down the street and when she turned the corner he saw her look back and wave. He smiled and waved at her as she walked out of sight. Arriving at home Sindy somehow managed to get through the holiday without letting her parents know about Ryan or how he was currently living in her apartment. Images of Ryan's bare chest replayed in her mind all through Christmas. At the church Christmas Eve service she found herself thinking about the birth of Jesus and how maybe someday she'd have a baby of her own. Her mind drifted back to Ryan and she snorted back a small giggle as she realized she didn't want to have an immaculate conception. Christmas came the next day and Sindy managed to slip away from her family long enough to call Ryan and wish him a Merry Christmas. The sound of his soothing voice was music to her ears and she found herself eager to get back to Evanston. Her parents were actually impressed when Sindy told them she wanted to get back to school early. Her logical reason was that she wanted to be safe back at her apartment on New Year's Eve instead of trying to travel with so many other people on New Year's Day. That particular year New Year's Day fell on a Sunday and that made the following day a work day. Even the news media predicted chaos for travel that day what with a massive snowstorm on the way for New Year's Day. It was just before lunch time when Sindy got back to the apartment. Ryan was out somewhere but she knew he'd be back because he was expecting her home. Sure enough she had just doffed her jacket and hat when Ryan came in the door. He set down a bag of groceries and the two of them shared a passionate kiss. Sindy didn't care that Ryan's hand cupped one of her boobs as they kissed. No, she realized she liked it. They broke their kiss and laughed that they were so much more passionate with each other. Sindy for her part was glad that Ryan hadn't gone any further because she didn't trust herself after having such lustful thoughts recently, for him. The two of them chatted and caught up with each other as they put away the groceries. Ryan had splurged and bought the makings for Sindy's favorite cocktail which was a Mai Tai. Sindy didn't care for champagne because it gave her headaches, so Ryan had thoughtfully planned on the Mai Tai to toast in the new year. It was just after nine when the expected snow started to fall. It wasn't long after that when Ryan poured a fifth of white rum into a pitcher and then added pineapple juice, sweetened lime juice, grenadine, and a generous amount of dark rum to round off the drink. Now Ryan could drink pretty hard, like most senior college men; but to be fair to him he wasn't planning on drinking the whole pitcher of Mai Tai that one night. The thing was that he only knew the recipe one way and that was how he made it. He expected the pitcher of the cocktail would be sipped on for a few days. At eleven the two young people sat in front of their TV and watched as the new year was welcomed in New York City. They toasted each other and Sindy finished her second Mai Tai of the evening. When she set down her glass she excused herself to get ready for bed and suggested that Ryan do the same thing. In her bedroom she pulled off her winter travel outfit of blue jeans and a flannel shirt and put on her favorite silk nightshirt. As was her habit, she dispensed with her bra for the night and felt a bit of relief as her size C globes were freed from their modest restraints. It was then that Sindy noticed her panties were moist. She sighed with irritation because this was typical around the second week after her period, each month. She didn't like that her panties would get wet with the same clear stringy fluid every ovulation. Taking off her panties she tossed them in her dirty laundry basket and grabbed a tissue to clean herself. When she was finished, she tossed the tissue in her waste basket and then opened a drawer to find a fresh pair of panties. The first pair she found were her favorite linen panties she'd bought for herself at Nordstrom. She held them in her hand and shook her head at the thought of ruining them with all the ‘snot' coming out of her pussy. “Maybe he won't notice”, she said to herself. Looking in the mirror to make sure her nightshirt covered her down to just above her knees she decided it would be okay to go without panties for the next hour. She absently nodded her head as if to approve this decision. Returning to the living room she found Ryan bare chested as usual and wearing only his sweat pants. He'd converted the futon to a bed while she was busy and was under the blankets on his makeshift bed when she returned. He invited her to join him and share his warmth. She didn't hesitate and she also didn't hesitate to help herself to the Mai Tai glass that had been refilled while she'd been changing. Ryan somehow managed to behave himself as a nearly naked Sindy sat next to him. He'd seen her profile as she walked into the room and he instantly noticed the lack of panty lines under her silk nightshirt. He felt his balls roll with anticipation when the girl got under the blankets with him. He also did his best to convince his cock to settle down as he wrapped his arm around her; both of them watching the TV which was on her side of the futon. The hour went by and soon enough there was a countdown and then the TV showed the fireworks at the Navy Pier in Chicago as the new year arrived. Ryan pulled Sindy over close and kissed her to celebrate their first new year's celebration together. The two of them were warm and tense when Sindy broke their kiss to suggest they toast the new year. Sindy's glass was empty again so Ryan got up and refilled it from the pitcher on the kitchenette counter. Returning to her, he saw her sitting up, her bare feet on the carpet and then saw the silly smile on her face. She was sitting on the edge of the futon and he thought she might be thinking about going to her bedroom. He realized she wasn't drunk but she wasn't far from it. He put the two glasses down on a side table and then knelt down on the carpet in front of Sindy. Leaning into her as she sat on the bed he gently kissed her. Her arms came up around him as she kissed him back. A few minutes went by as the two of them kissed and explored each other's bodies. The music from the celebration on TV created a very romantic tone for the moment. Sindy didn't notice when Ryan deftly undid the buttons on her nightshirt. Her whole universe at that moment was consumed with the sensations of kissing, being kissed, and feeling the strong bare shoulders of her man. She also didn't notice as Ryan gently parted her knees with his hips. “Oh.” Ryan heard her say as she felt him suckle on one of her nipples. She kissed the top of his head and her hands went to his waist as she felt him grinding himself into her crotch. Remembering that she wasn't protected by the flimsy fabric of her panties her hands went further down his waist to find the reassuring presence of Ryan's sweat pants right where they should be. Ryan pulled away from her for a moment and shut off the TV. They were now in darkness save for the light that came in from the street outside. It was also unusually quiet what with the sounds of the city muffled by an ever intensifying snow storm. In the darkness she saw him stand up and when he took her hand she obliged and stood up as well. She complied when he eased her nightshirt off of her shoulders even though she wasn't truly cognizant of the situation. The presence of his sweat pants made her feel that it was okay if one of them was naked. He guided her back to the bedroom, helped her into bed, and pulled the warm blankets over her. Then he went to the other side of the bed and climbed in. Her brief exposure to the cold air of the apartment made her welcome the warmth when Ryan moved partly on to her and kissed her again. She felt his hand explore her body and she didn't complain. His big warm hand moved around feeling her neck, her breasts, her waist, her hips, and then he slowly moved it to her pussy. She tensed when he first touched her down there but then relaxed as he gently explored and then found her button. Sindy was overwhelmed with sensation and alcohol as Ryan ministered to her needs. Ryan was no virgin nor was he a philanderer. He'd had just one girlfriend in high school and after three years of experience he knew his way around the female body. Sindy responded to his touch just like his old girlfriend used to. Her legs relaxed as he rubbed and teased her button and after some time he chanced to let a finger explore her cleft. “Omigawd” he heard as his finger easily slipped into Sindy's body. She was so wet for him. She was ready. He moved himself over on top of her and gently parted her legs. The soft underside of his cock brushed against the fine blonde hair of her pubes as the two of them adjusted to their new position. Sindy didn't give it any thought when she had to spread her legs for Ryan's legs above her. It was just the natural thing to do and she loved how his body was now pressing her down into the soft mattress. the bed that was cold a few minutes ago, was now warm and soft.  She felt him moving and adjusting as they kissed. Then she felt something warm, firm, and yet soft brush against her lower belly. The alcohol made this sensation into something quizzical but not alarming. She was horny, but buzzed. She's never been in bed with a man until tonight. the entire experience was surreal and wonderful. Ryan moved himself down on the virgin and started sucking on her nipples and lightly biting them. She moaned in approval and then reflexively pulled her legs back and rested the soles of her feet against the backs of his thighs. Sindy herself was surprised when she did this. It seemed so lewd! Yet something had made her do this and it seemed like it was the right thing to do. She also felt more comfortable this way. Her primal nature directed her responses. Sindy loved feeling Ryan suckling and biting her nipples and when he started kissing his way up her chest she had a moment of longing, wishing he'd suckle her some more. His lips moved to her ear and lightly tugged at her earlobe. Then he moved his lips back to hers and she felt his tongue move into her mouth. It was her first French kiss and somehow it didn't feel new or strange to her. It felt good to have part of him inside her body. Letting him into her body was, well; was just what her body knew to do. In the midst of kissing him Sindy felt Ryan's pelvis moving on her and she became aware of something very warm pressing against her pussy. She felt her pussy lips part and then the something moved between them rubbing back and forth. It felt nice. Very nice. She knew she wanted more of this feeling. “What are you doing to me?” she whispered into the night air. “I'm making love to you.” was what she heard in reply. Her mind struggled to process the import of what they were doing and what she had just heard. 'We couldn't be having sex, right? We're just making out! And besides', she thought to herself, 'he still has his sweat pants on.' Her hands moved from his shoulders to his waist. And then she moved them to his bare ass that was moving in synch with the sensation she felt between her legs. Sindy was torn as she realized that he was naked. She realized that the thing so wonderfully sliding back and forth in her furrow was Ryan's thick and stiff bare cock. Part of her wanted him to stop. But it felt so good! 'It's safe so long as he doesn't actually go inside me' she told herself. Ryan moved and put one arm around her with his hand holding her left shoulder. His other hand snaked around her waist and held her tight. She wasn't going anywhere now and they both knew this. Ryan withdrew his cock from running between Sindy's pussy lips and for a moment Sindy felt relief that he was done and at the same time she felt a pang of loss that it was over. She couldn't help herself but to feel giddy when she felt him press into her. It wasn't the same feeling as the rubbing but she wanted it all the same. Her cunt was hot, swollen, oozing, and hungry. She felt him press into her with a kind of urgency. The blunt tip of his cock was now searching for her opening in earnest. She felt it press and then slip away from her. Then she felt his body move back and try again. “Oh, I'm not so sure…” she said as Ryan's blunt tip finally found the right spot and she felt that tip press into the mouth of her pussy. Her hands went to Ryan's waist as if to push him away. Ryan felt Sindy tense as his cock pushed past the threshold of her pussy. He felt her try to lift his body off of hers. He paused for a moment as she said something. In that brief moment Sindy understood that Ryan's mind had checked out. The same primal instincts gave him a course of directives, which his body was destined to accomplish without needing his brain to direct. He was holding her so tight and if she didn't get him to stop it would be too late! She struggled just a bit and realized her mistake as her movement got his cock into the exact right position to penetrate her body. Ryan had felt his cock push past her pussy lips but then it wasn't going any further. Then Sindy's pelvis instinctively moved around and suddenly his cock moved deeper into her pussy. Sindy caught her breath as she felt Ryan's cock slip into her pussy. She was about to ask him to stop when his strong arms held her tight and he started thrusting into her. She wasn't yet aware that her own hips were already beginning to move in sync with his primal mission. In a few moments she felt him deep inside her body and she felt his warm balls coming down, resting on her ass. “Ohmigod.” she said. Ryan felt a sense of relief with his cock finally buried into the object of his desires. He hadn't had his cock in a pussy for almost six years and the feeling was exquisite. Part of him wanted to fuck her hard and get his rocks off. A more sensible part of him reminded him that he loved this girl. “Are you okay?” he said to Sindy. “Yeah.” she whispered, “We're having sex aren't we?” He gave her a gentle thrust and replied playfully, “Yeah, I think we are.” Ryan kissed her and slowly started thrusting himself into the girl. She took a little time to relax but eventually she did and so did Ryan. He raised up slowly, dragging his engorged cock along the rippled inner walls of her deep pussie canal; only to feel his shaft switch it's polarity and drive back, deep into her deep canal again, dropping his balls again, on her awaiting ass. He paused every now and again as he fought back the urge to fuck her hard and cum. His body wanted to fuck her body, but his heart & soul wanted to become one with her heart & soul. For her part Sindy was in awe of the amazing things happening to her. She had never imagined sex would feel so wonderful and intimate. It seemed surreal that for all of the years she had imagined what this moment would be like the moment was now upon her. She loved Ryan but at this moment he was simply the man who was finally fucking her. She surrendered her intellect, over to her body. ‘Don't think,' she instinctive told her mind. ‘Don't discuss. Don't blow this moment!' ‘Your body knows what to do. So does his. Now celebrate this marvel!' It was perhaps a therapeutic benefit that she'd been more than tipsy. She played with his hair and ran her fingernails on his scalp as he fucked her. She loved that he moaned in response. She loved the heavy male scent she smelled on him. She was a little bashful about the wet squishing sound coming from between her legs but she didn't think Ryan cared. As the lovers gently fucked Sindy's mind remembered sitting in church the week before. She remembered thinking about Jesus and his mother Mary. And the immaculate conception. Sindy kissed Ryan on the tip of his nose as he fucked her. She remembered being a smartass thinking she didn't want an immaculate conception. The three Mai Tai's and the cock sliding back and forth in her pussy made it easier for her to dismiss her own thoughts. And then it registered that what she and Ryan were doing could create a baby. She heard his breath coming faster. He was moaning every now and then and she realized that she was too. Maybe she should ask him to stop? “Uhm, fuck.” he grunted. She felt him start to move a little faster. His quickly rose from her while keeping his cock inside her body. His hands went to her knees and then, scooping her legs with his arms, he raised them up to her shoulders and pressed down on her again. Her feet were now on either side of his head. She hadn't thought it possible but now he was all the way inside her pussy. He kept his cock inside of her and thrusted over and over. She felt like she was getting beaten from the inside as his cock tried to punch its way up into her belly! He slammed into her repeatedly and yelled, “Ah, ah, ah!” Sindy grimaced as his cock pressed painfully into her cervix. Then she felt his cock swell up and start fluttering inside of her belly. The realization that she was being inseminated at that moment was mind blowing for her. Something inside of her responded and Sindy found herself feeling like something was building. She felt liquid blasts deep within her, and her vaginal reflexes triggered a euphoria which flooded every cell of her body, like a strong intoxicant invading all her 5 senses. Ryan fucked her hard and managed to get a few more squirts of cum into her. It was enough that Sindy felt her body tremble and tingle. Her toes curled and she held Ryan tight. He knew what was happening to her and started giving her a steady fucking. “Hunuhh!” she uttered and then collapsed spent from her first serious orgasm. Ryan let himself fall to the side while still laying over her hips; keeping his softening cock deeply embedded inside of Sindy. Caressing her exposed breasts he spoke, “That was amazing.” She brushed back some hair from her face. “Yeah, it was. We're gonna need to talk about this tomorrow.” There was a more serious tone to her voice. “True.” he said. They both knew not to kill this sacred moment with intellectual interactions. They didn't say anything else. Sindy got up and went off the bathroom to clean up and when she came back Ryan held the blankets up to welcome her back. She spooned up to him with her back to him and they held each other as they fell asleep. Around four in the morning Ryan woke up and quickly realized that very naked and very available Sindy was cuddled up with him. His cock was quickly hard again. He kissed Sindy's bare shoulder and got no response. She was sleeping off three cocktails and a vigorous fucking after all. He let his hands explore the girl and managed to provoke a murmur of approval from her when he fingered one of her nipples. He pulled her ass towards him a few inches and then swabbed his cock at her pussy. She was sticky from their earlier exertions but when he got her pussy lips to open a bit her moisture called to him. With his hand on her hip he gently pushed into her and in a few strokes was inside of her again. She stirred and looked over her shoulder at him. “Ryan?” “Yeah, it's me.” “Oh, okay” she said pushing back on his cock. This time wasn't about Sindy. Ryan needed to nut and he found himself fucking her. Not making love to her but just plain fucking her. When he got there he held her tight and pushed deep which elicited a whimper of complaint from Sindy. His cum spewed into her again and when he was done he held himself inside of her. When they awoke it was well past seven yet it was still kind of dark out. Sindy kissed Ryan and then went off to take a much needed shower. When she was done she put on a robe and she and Ryan exchanged pleasantries as he took his place in the shower. Neither of them had yet fully comprehended the fullness of what happened to them within the past few hours. Looking out the window Sindy saw the snow coming down and when she looked at the street it was covered in white. There were the telltale lumps of parked cars but it was obvious the snowplows had other priorities. She got the coffee going and started making breakfast. She was damned hungry and that called for eggs. Ryan was finished just in time for breakfast and the two of them sat on the futon watching local news cover 'The Storm of the Century'. He had on the sweat pants and a t-shirt. When breakfast was finished Sindy refilled their coffee cups and sat back on the futon with Ryan. “So.” she said. “Yeah.” he said with resignation, preparing himself for what was to come. “I wanted it, too.” she said as she sipped her coffee. “Really? You're okay with it all?” She demurely nodded. “Yeah, I wanted you and the alcohol was just an excuse. It's not the fairy tale way to lose my virginity but it really isn't far from it. We have a warm bed and a snowstorm outside on New Year's. It's kind of romantic really.” “Sindy, what are we going to tell your parents? It's not like you can keep me a secret after this.” She looked him in the eye. “What if we have a baby? That's more important to me right now.” Sindy expected a lot of things but she didn't expect Ryan to smile. “I'd love to have a baby with you, Sindy. I'd be crazy not to.” The two had become one. Not because of a license, not because of a priest, but because the forces of nature, and nature's God had consumated their hearts and bodies. Just as the biblical patriarch, Isaac; had simply taken Rebecca into the tent and began a marriage with a mutual commitment and intercourse, God still keeps things simple. Mankind finds ways to complicate things. The tears started to flow. Ryan pulled her close to comfort her and she told him she was happy and not sad. They sat there together for a couple hours discussing ideas for a house maybe up in Wisconsin somewhere. They talked about a modest wedding ceremony. They talked about babies. They had an early dinner that night and Sindy had just finished doing the dishes when Ryan came up to her and put his arms around her. One his hands came across bare flesh under her robe. “What are you wearing under there?” he asked. “Nothing.” “You've been naked under there all day?” She smiled. “Yup. Care to do something about it?” A few moments later Sindy had her hands on the kitchen counter while Ryan was busy fucking her from behind. Looking down at her feet she wondered if she was going to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen. “I hope so.” she said out loud. Society didn't know they got married during the snow storm, but the two became one in the purest, most natural sense. By Baztrachian for Literotica

She makes room for him over the holidays. By Baztrachian.  (edited) Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories. In her freshman year at Northwestern Sindy had started working at a local coffee shop where she met Ryan. Ryan was five years older than Sindy, on the verge of graduating and merely looking at him made Sindy's pulse race faster. Ryan for his part was initially unaware of Sindy's interest in him. But over the course of the year he'd come to the coffee shop to study and he gradually started to notice the cute girl with the blonde hair always staring at him. He found himself appreciating the graceful curve of her modest breasts and her almost ever-present smile.It was a few days before the end of September when Ryan asked Sindy if she'd like to go out for a date sometime. Naturally she said yes. Sindy's parents were not wealthy but they were well off and when Sindy went to college they made sure she had her own apartment. It was just a one bedroom affair with another room that was her kitchen, dining room, and living room all in one. Where Ryan shared his cramped dormer with two other young men that meant that his dates with Sindy frequently took place at her apartment. Despite the circumstance their relationship was rather chaste. Sindy was always careful to make sure that things never got out of hand and that often left Ryan feeling frustrated. Still, he loved the girl and felt she was worth waiting for. But at the same time he longed to feel her bare skin against his own. Sindy of course had similar feelings for Ryan but she was constrained by her conservative spiritual upbringing and her parent's expectation that she wait until marriage before getting physical with a young man. Fate stepped in and late in the week before Christmas break one of Ryan's roommates had left an electric hot plate unattended in close proximity to their pathetic little Christmas tree. Fortunately the ensuing fire took place during the day when almost all of the dorm residents were off at class. The remaining few who were in the dorm at the time safely made it out when the fire alarms went off. Unfortunately the dorm was an old wooden structure and by the time the fire department arrived the building was a total loss. The fire department had no pretensions about saving the building and instead focused their efforts on preventing damage to other nearby dorms. That afternoon Ryan got word that he was now out of a home and that what few clothes he owned had been consumed in the conflagration. The only spare clothes he still had were in his gym locker and these were suddenly much more important than they had been the day before. Ryan texted Sindy and let her know about the fire. It turned out that Sindy had heard about the fire and she was of course pleased that Ryan was safe. But he had nowhere to live for the moment. The two of them agreed to meet for coffee to discuss the matter. With the Christmas break only a day away Sindy asked Ryan if he could handle sleeping on her futon couch while she was away at home. The futon couch was one of those that went from being a couch into being a bed in moments. Naturally Ryan agreed to her terms that he keep his distance while living with Sindy and with only the things in his backpack he went home with Sindy. That evening the two young people went out to gather a few sundries for Ryan to replace the things he lost. Sindy found it to be an intimate experience to shop for toiletries for her boyfriend and she also found herself desiring a more domestic lifestyle. Fantasies of marriage danced around her mind on the walk back to her apartment and she allowed herself a satisfied smile as she realized that it was now ‘their' apartment. The two of them stayed up later than usual due to the circumstance. They shared a late take out dinner and then got the couch set up as a bed for Ryan. Sindy excused herself to get ready for bed and Ryan listened as she did her evening grooming in the bathroom. He didn't see her when she went into her bedroom and closed the door. His turn in the bathroom followed and then for lack of anything else to wear he just shucked his clothes and put on a clean pair of sweat pants for the night. Sitting on his improvised bed Ryan caught his breath when Sindy returned to the room. She was wearing a simple silk nightshirt that buttoned down the front, her legs were temptingly bare, and the silk fabric readily betrayed the fact that Sindy's breasts were tantalizingly unconstrained by a bra. For her part Sindy felt flushed when she saw Ryan. It was the first time she'd seen him bare above the waist and he was everything she'd hoped for. He was well toned but not overly detailed like the narcissists she'd see in the weight rooms for hours on end. His chest had a proper tuft of hair unlike the fey boys who'd shave themselves hairless. And her eyes could not help but drift down to where she saw his sweat pants notably tented. Being a relatively cloistered girl Sindy was naïve to Ryan's erection and she merely thought it impressive. Still, the sight of her boyfriend half naked flustered the girl and she said a quick good night before retreating to the safety of her bedroom. It ended up being more than an hour before either of the two of them slipped into a slumber. The following morning saw Ryan waking up early. He started a pot of coffee and then took a shower. As he was washing himself he felt his morning hard-on and decided to do something about it. His fist wrapped around the hard cock and started working it. Trying to choke back his moans Ryan quickly spewed four strong streams of cum into the steaming water. When he came out to the main room Sindy was already there, sipping her cup of coffee. The two young people were quite awkward as they tried to make conversation and it was the welcome fact of an early train for Sindy that put an end to the moment. A chaste kiss was exchanged and then Sindy ran off to catch her train. Ryan watched her from the window as she ran down the street and when she turned the corner he saw her look back and wave. He smiled and waved at her as she walked out of sight. Arriving at home Sindy somehow managed to get through the holiday without letting her parents know about Ryan or how he was currently living in her apartment. Images of Ryan's bare chest replayed in her mind all through Christmas. At the church Christmas Eve service she found herself thinking about the birth of Jesus and how maybe someday she'd have a baby of her own. Her mind drifted back to Ryan and she snorted back a small giggle as she realized she didn't want to have an immaculate conception. Christmas came the next day and Sindy managed to slip away from her family long enough to call Ryan and wish him a Merry Christmas. The sound of his soothing voice was music to her ears and she found herself eager to get back to Evanston. Her parents were actually impressed when Sindy told them she wanted to get back to school early. Her logical reason was that she wanted to be safe back at her apartment on New Year's Eve instead of trying to travel with so many other people on New Year's Day. That particular year New Year's Day fell on a Sunday and that made the following day a work day. Even the news media predicted chaos for travel that day what with a massive snowstorm on the way for New Year's Day. It was just before lunch time when Sindy got back to the apartment. Ryan was out somewhere but she knew he'd be back because he was expecting her home. Sure enough she had just doffed her jacket and hat when Ryan came in the door. He set down a bag of groceries and the two of them shared a passionate kiss. Sindy didn't care that Ryan's hand cupped one of her boobs as they kissed. No, she realized she liked it. They broke their kiss and laughed that they were so much more passionate with each other. Sindy for her part was glad that Ryan hadn't gone any further because she didn't trust herself after having such lustful thoughts recently, for him. The two of them chatted and caught up with each other as they put away the groceries. Ryan had splurged and bought the makings for Sindy's favorite cocktail which was a Mai Tai. Sindy didn't care for champagne because it gave her headaches, so Ryan had thoughtfully planned on the Mai Tai to toast in the new year. It was just after nine when the expected snow started to fall. It wasn't long after that when Ryan poured a fifth of white rum into a pitcher and then added pineapple juice, sweetened lime juice, grenadine, and a generous amount of dark rum to round off the drink. Now Ryan could drink pretty hard, like most senior college men; but to be fair to him he wasn't planning on drinking the whole pitcher of Mai Tai that one night. The thing was that he only knew the recipe one way and that was how he made it. He expected the pitcher of the cocktail would be sipped on for a few days. At eleven the two young people sat in front of their TV and watched as the new year was welcomed in New York City. They toasted each other and Sindy finished her second Mai Tai of the evening. When she set down her glass she excused herself to get ready for bed and suggested that Ryan do the same thing. In her bedroom she pulled off her winter travel outfit of blue jeans and a flannel shirt and put on her favorite silk nightshirt. As was her habit, she dispensed with her bra for the night and felt a bit of relief as her size C globes were freed from their modest restraints. It was then that Sindy noticed her panties were moist. She sighed with irritation because this was typical around the second week after her period, each month. She didn't like that her panties would get wet with the same clear stringy fluid every ovulation. Taking off her panties she tossed them in her dirty laundry basket and grabbed a tissue to clean herself. When she was finished, she tossed the tissue in her waste basket and then opened a drawer to find a fresh pair of panties. The first pair she found were her favorite linen panties she'd bought for herself at Nordstrom. She held them in her hand and shook her head at the thought of ruining them with all the ‘snot' coming out of her pussy. “Maybe he won't notice”, she said to herself. Looking in the mirror to make sure her nightshirt covered her down to just above her knees she decided it would be okay to go without panties for the next hour. She absently nodded her head as if to approve this decision. Returning to the living room she found Ryan bare chested as usual and wearing only his sweat pants. He'd converted the futon to a bed while she was busy and was under the blankets on his makeshift bed when she returned. He invited her to join him and share his warmth. She didn't hesitate and she also didn't hesitate to help herself to the Mai Tai glass that had been refilled while she'd been changing. Ryan somehow managed to behave himself as a nearly naked Sindy sat next to him. He'd seen her profile as she walked into the room and he instantly noticed the lack of panty lines under her silk nightshirt. He felt his balls roll with anticipation when the girl got under the blankets with him. He also did his best to convince his cock to settle down as he wrapped his arm around her; both of them watching the TV which was on her side of the futon. The hour went by and soon enough there was a countdown and then the TV showed the fireworks at the Navy Pier in Chicago as the new year arrived. Ryan pulled Sindy over close and kissed her to celebrate their first new year's celebration together. The two of them were warm and tense when Sindy broke their kiss to suggest they toast the new year. Sindy's glass was empty again so Ryan got up and refilled it from the pitcher on the kitchenette counter. Returning to her, he saw her sitting up, her bare feet on the carpet and then saw the silly smile on her face. She was sitting on the edge of the futon and he thought she might be thinking about going to her bedroom. He realized she wasn't drunk but she wasn't far from it. He put the two glasses down on a side table and then knelt down on the carpet in front of Sindy. Leaning into her as she sat on the bed he gently kissed her. Her arms came up around him as she kissed him back. A few minutes went by as the two of them kissed and explored each other's bodies. The music from the celebration on TV created a very romantic tone for the moment. Sindy didn't notice when Ryan deftly undid the buttons on her nightshirt. Her whole universe at that moment was consumed with the sensations of kissing, being kissed, and feeling the strong bare shoulders of her man. She also didn't notice as Ryan gently parted her knees with his hips. “Oh.” Ryan heard her say as she felt him suckle on one of her nipples. She kissed the top of his head and her hands went to his waist as she felt him grinding himself into her crotch. Remembering that she wasn't protected by the flimsy fabric of her panties her hands went further down his waist to find the reassuring presence of Ryan's sweat pants right where they should be. Ryan pulled away from her for a moment and shut off the TV. They were now in darkness save for the light that came in from the street outside. It was also unusually quiet what with the sounds of the city muffled by an ever intensifying snow storm. In the darkness she saw him stand up and when he took her hand she obliged and stood up as well. She complied when he eased her nightshirt off of her shoulders even though she wasn't truly cognizant of the situation. The presence of his sweat pants made her feel that it was okay if one of them was naked. He guided her back to the bedroom, helped her into bed, and pulled the warm blankets over her. Then he went to the other side of the bed and climbed in. Her brief exposure to the cold air of the apartment made her welcome the warmth when Ryan moved partly on to her and kissed her again. She felt his hand explore her body and she didn't complain. His big warm hand moved around feeling her neck, her breasts, her waist, her hips, and then he slowly moved it to her pussy. She tensed when he first touched her down there but then relaxed as he gently explored and then found her button. Sindy was overwhelmed with sensation and alcohol as Ryan ministered to her needs. Ryan was no virgin nor was he a philanderer. He'd had just one girlfriend in high school and after three years of experience he knew his way around the female body. Sindy responded to his touch just like his old girlfriend used to. Her legs relaxed as he rubbed and teased her button and after some time he chanced to let a finger explore her cleft. “Omigawd” he heard as his finger easily slipped into Sindy's body. She was so wet for him. She was ready. He moved himself over on top of her and gently parted her legs. The soft underside of his cock brushed against the fine blonde hair of her pubes as the two of them adjusted to their new position. Sindy didn't give it any thought when she had to spread her legs for Ryan's legs above her. It was just the natural thing to do and she loved how his body was now pressing her down into the soft mattress. the bed that was cold a few minutes ago, was now warm and soft.  She felt him moving and adjusting as they kissed. Then she felt something warm, firm, and yet soft brush against her lower belly. The alcohol made this sensation into something quizzical but not alarming. She was horny, but buzzed. She's never been in bed with a man until tonight. the entire experience was surreal and wonderful. Ryan moved himself down on the virgin and started sucking on her nipples and lightly biting them. She moaned in approval and then reflexively pulled her legs back and rested the soles of her feet against the backs of his thighs. Sindy herself was surprised when she did this. It seemed so lewd! Yet something had made her do this and it seemed like it was the right thing to do. She also felt more comfortable this way. Her primal nature directed her responses. Sindy loved feeling Ryan suckling and biting her nipples and when he started kissing his way up her chest she had a moment of longing, wishing he'd suckle her some more. His lips moved to her ear and lightly tugged at her earlobe. Then he moved his lips back to hers and she felt his tongue move into her mouth. It was her first French kiss and somehow it didn't feel new or strange to her. It felt good to have part of him inside her body. Letting him into her body was, well; was just what her body knew to do. In the midst of kissing him Sindy felt Ryan's pelvis moving on her and she became aware of something very warm pressing against her pussy. She felt her pussy lips part and then the something moved between them rubbing back and forth. It felt nice. Very nice. She knew she wanted more of this feeling. “What are you doing to me?” she whispered into the night air. “I'm making love to you.” was what she heard in reply. Her mind struggled to process the import of what they were doing and what she had just heard. 'We couldn't be having sex, right? We're just making out! And besides', she thought to herself, 'he still has his sweat pants on.' Her hands moved from his shoulders to his waist. And then she moved them to his bare ass that was moving in synch with the sensation she felt between her legs. Sindy was torn as she realized that he was naked. She realized that the thing so wonderfully sliding back and forth in her furrow was Ryan's thick and stiff bare cock. Part of her wanted him to stop. But it felt so good! 'It's safe so long as he doesn't actually go inside me' she told herself. Ryan moved and put one arm around her with his hand holding her left shoulder. His other hand snaked around her waist and held her tight. She wasn't going anywhere now and they both knew this. Ryan withdrew his cock from running between Sindy's pussy lips and for a moment Sindy felt relief that he was done and at the same time she felt a pang of loss that it was over. She couldn't help herself but to feel giddy when she felt him press into her. It wasn't the same feeling as the rubbing but she wanted it all the same. Her cunt was hot, swollen, oozing, and hungry. She felt him press into her with a kind of urgency. The blunt tip of his cock was now searching for her opening in earnest. She felt it press and then slip away from her. Then she felt his body move back and try again. “Oh, I'm not so sure…” she said as Ryan's blunt tip finally found the right spot and she felt that tip press into the mouth of her pussy. Her hands went to Ryan's waist as if to push him away. Ryan felt Sindy tense as his cock pushed past the threshold of her pussy. He felt her try to lift his body off of hers. He paused for a moment as she said something. In that brief moment Sindy understood that Ryan's mind had checked out. The same primal instincts gave him a course of directives, which his body was destined to accomplish without needing his brain to direct. He was holding her so tight and if she didn't get him to stop it would be too late! She struggled just a bit and realized her mistake as her movement got his cock into the exact right position to penetrate her body. Ryan had felt his cock push past her pussy lips but then it wasn't going any further. Then Sindy's pelvis instinctively moved around and suddenly his cock moved deeper into her pussy. Sindy caught her breath as she felt Ryan's cock slip into her pussy. She was about to ask him to stop when his strong arms held her tight and he started thrusting into her. She wasn't yet aware that her own hips were already beginning to move in sync with his primal mission. In a few moments she felt him deep inside her body and she felt his warm balls coming down, resting on her ass. “Ohmigod.” she said. Ryan felt a sense of relief with his cock finally buried into the object of his desires. He hadn't had his cock in a pussy for almost six years and the feeling was exquisite. Part of him wanted to fuck her hard and get his rocks off. A more sensible part of him reminded him that he loved this girl. “Are you okay?” he said to Sindy. “Yeah.” she whispered, “We're having sex aren't we?” He gave her a gentle thrust and replied playfully, “Yeah, I think we are.” Ryan kissed her and slowly started thrusting himself into the girl. She took a little time to relax but eventually she did and so did Ryan. He raised up slowly, dragging his engorged cock along the rippled inner walls of her deep pussie canal; only to feel his shaft switch it's polarity and drive back, deep into her deep canal again, dropping his balls again, on her awaiting ass. He paused every now and again as he fought back the urge to fuck her hard and cum. His body wanted to fuck her body, but his heart & soul wanted to become one with her heart & soul. For her part Sindy was in awe of the amazing things happening to her. She had never imagined sex would feel so wonderful and intimate. It seemed surreal that for all of the years she had imagined what this moment would be like the moment was now upon her. She loved Ryan but at this moment he was simply the man who was finally fucking her. She surrendered her intellect, over to her body. ‘Don't think,' she instinctive told her mind. ‘Don't discuss. Don't blow this moment!' ‘Your body knows what to do. So does his. Now celebrate this marvel!' It was perhaps a therapeutic benefit that she'd been more than tipsy. She played with his hair and ran her fingernails on his scalp as he fucked her. She loved that he moaned in response. She loved the heavy male scent she smelled on him. She was a little bashful about the wet squishing sound coming from between her legs but she didn't think Ryan cared. As the lovers gently fucked Sindy's mind remembered sitting in church the week before. She remembered thinking about Jesus and his mother Mary. And the immaculate conception. Sindy kissed Ryan on the tip of his nose as he fucked her. She remembered being a smartass thinking she didn't want an immaculate conception. The three Mai Tai's and the cock sliding back and forth in her pussy made it easier for her to dismiss her own thoughts. And then it registered that what she and Ryan were doing could create a baby. She heard his breath coming faster. He was moaning every now and then and she realized that she was too. Maybe she should ask him to stop? “Uhm, fuck.” he grunted. She felt him start to move a little faster. His quickly rose from her while keeping his cock inside her body. His hands went to her knees and then, scooping her legs with his arms, he raised them up to her shoulders and pressed down on her again. Her feet were now on either side of his head. She hadn't thought it possible but now he was all the way inside her pussy. He kept his cock inside of her and thrusted over and over. She felt like she was getting beaten from the inside as his cock tried to punch its way up into her belly! He slammed into her repeatedly and yelled, “Ah, ah, ah!” Sindy grimaced as his cock pressed painfully into her cervix. Then she felt his cock swell up and start fluttering inside of her belly. The realization that she was being inseminated at that moment was mind blowing for her. Something inside of her responded and Sindy found herself feeling like something was building. She felt liquid blasts deep within her, and her vaginal reflexes triggered a euphoria which flooded every cell of her body, like a strong intoxicant invading all her 5 senses. Ryan fucked her hard and managed to get a few more squirts of cum into her. It was enough that Sindy felt her body tremble and tingle. Her toes curled and she held Ryan tight. He knew what was happening to her and started giving her a steady fucking. “Hunuhh!” she uttered and then collapsed spent from her first serious orgasm. Ryan let himself fall to the side while still laying over her hips; keeping his softening cock deeply embedded inside of Sindy. Caressing her exposed breasts he spoke, “That was amazing.” She brushed back some hair from her face. “Yeah, it was. We're gonna need to talk about this tomorrow.” There was a more serious tone to her voice. “True.” he said. They both knew not to kill this sacred moment with intellectual interactions. They didn't say anything else. Sindy got up and went off the bathroom to clean up and when she came back Ryan held the blankets up to welcome her back. She spooned up to him with her back to him and they held each other as they fell asleep. Around four in the morning Ryan woke up and quickly realized that very naked and very available Sindy was cuddled up with him. His cock was quickly hard again. He kissed Sindy's bare shoulder and got no response. She was sleeping off three cocktails and a vigorous fucking after all. He let his hands explore the girl and managed to provoke a murmur of approval from her when he fingered one of her nipples. He pulled her ass towards him a few inches and then swabbed his cock at her pussy. She was sticky from their earlier exertions but when he got her pussy lips to open a bit her moisture called to him. With his hand on her hip he gently pushed into her and in a few strokes was inside of her again. She stirred and looked over her shoulder at him. “Ryan?” “Yeah, it's me.” “Oh, okay” she said pushing back on his cock. This time wasn't about Sindy. Ryan needed to nut and he found himself fucking her. Not making love to her but just plain fucking her. When he got there he held her tight and pushed deep which elicited a whimper of complaint from Sindy. His cum spewed into her again and when he was done he held himself inside of her. When they awoke it was well past seven yet it was still kind of dark out. Sindy kissed Ryan and then went off to take a much needed shower. When she was done she put on a robe and she and Ryan exchanged pleasantries as he took his place in the shower. Neither of them had yet fully comprehended the fullness of what happened to them within the past few hours. Looking out the window Sindy saw the snow coming down and when she looked at the street it was covered in white. There were the telltale lumps of parked cars but it was obvious the snowplows had other priorities. She got the coffee going and started making breakfast. She was damned hungry and that called for eggs. Ryan was finished just in time for breakfast and the two of them sat on the futon watching local news cover 'The Storm of the Century'. He had on the sweat pants and a t-shirt. When breakfast was finished Sindy refilled their coffee cups and sat back on the futon with Ryan. “So.” she said. “Yeah.” he said with resignation, preparing himself for what was to come. “I wanted it, too.” she said as she sipped her coffee. “Really? You're okay with it all?” She demurely nodded. “Yeah, I wanted you and the alcohol was just an excuse. It's not the fairy tale way to lose my virginity but it really isn't far from it. We have a warm bed and a snowstorm outside on New Year's. It's kind of romantic really.” “Sindy, what are we going to tell your parents? It's not like you can keep me a secret after this.” She looked him in the eye. “What if we have a baby? That's more important to me right now.” Sindy expected a lot of things but she didn't expect Ryan to smile. “I'd love to have a baby with you, Sindy. I'd be crazy not to.” The two had become one. Not because of a license, not because of a priest, but because the forces of nature, and nature's God had consumated their hearts and bodies. Just as the biblical patriarch, Isaac; had simply taken Rebecca into the tent and began a marriage with a mutual commitment and intercourse, God still keeps things simple. Mankind finds ways to complicate things. The tears started to flow. Ryan pulled her close to comfort her and she told him she was happy and not sad. They sat there together for a couple hours discussing ideas for a house maybe up in Wisconsin somewhere. They talked about a modest wedding ceremony. They talked about babies. They had an early dinner that night and Sindy had just finished doing the dishes when Ryan came up to her and put his arms around her. One his hands came across bare flesh under her robe. “What are you wearing under there?” he asked. “Nothing.” “You've been naked under there all day?” She smiled. “Yup. Care to do something about it?” A few moments later Sindy had her hands on the kitchen counter while Ryan was busy fucking her from behind. Looking down at her feet she wondered if she was going to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen. “I hope so.” she said out loud. Society didn't know they got married during the snow storm, but the two became one in the purest, most natural sense. By Baztrachian for Literotica

I opened the memory box and pulled out a small silver lapel pin, the exact size and shape of a ten-week unborn baby’s feet. Caressing the ten tiny toes, I remembered the loss of my first pregnancy and those who said I was “lucky” I wasn’t “that far along.” I grieved, knowing that my baby’s feet were as real as the heart that once beat inside my womb. I thanked God for freeing me from depression and using our story to comfort others who were grieving after losing a child. More than two decades after my miscarriage, I named my first child Kai, which in some languages means “rejoice.” Though I still ache from our loss, I thank God for healing my heart and using our story to help others. The writer of Psalm 107 rejoiced in God’s established character and sang: “Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever” (v. 1). He urged “the redeemed of the Lord” to “tell their story” (vv. 2–3), to “give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind” (v. 8). He offered hope with a promise that God alone “satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things” (v. 9). No one can escape grief or affliction, even those who have been redeemed through Christ’s sacrifice on the cross. We can, however, experience God’s mercy as He uses our stories to point others to His redeeming love.

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Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium In the still of the night, As you fall asleep, There's a magic world waiting, Where you are free to dream. PAUSE All you have to do, To enter this place of peace, Is close your eyes so softly, And ask the thoughts to cease. PAUSE Imagine all those things, Roaming in your head, The tasks, the worries, the fears, That you have brought to bed… PAUSE Are gathered up with the air, That you breathe in so deep, Then as you exhale fully, They leave you and release. PAUSE Breathe in and gather, Breathe out and melt. Breathe in what matters, Breathe out all you've felt. PAUSE Now imagine a hand of light, Rests upon your head, Feel its warming energy, Replace what's there instead. PAUSE The gentle hand travels down, Landing on your chest, It's glistening magic warmth, Will heal you as you rest. PAUSE Feel the hand move along, Caressing each arm gently, Feel the weight of sleep infuse, Each arm so intensely. PAUSE Now as the hand travels down, Resting upon your belly, You can feel the calmness spread, Releasing all that's heavy. PAUSE Anywhere the hand of peace, Decides to gently go, It brings with it vibrations, Of calm and sleepy flow. PAUSE Cascading down your hips, And each leg on your bed, Hand of light relaxes you, Feel the calmness spread. PAUSE Now as your body settles deep, In your bed tonight, Know that calm lives in you, A gentle, warming light. NAMASTE, BEAUTIFUL.

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Let your breath become a gentle wave, washing over you, Caressing your spirit with whispers of calm. Let each exhale soften your body further into the embrace of peace, As if a tender lullaby is sung just for you. LONG PAUSE Draw in the air, filling your body with tranquility, And as you exhale, imagine a cascade of serenity flowing down, From the crown of your head to the tips of your toes, Each breath a brushstroke of calm painting your inner canvas. LONG PAUSE With every inhale, feel the lightness, as if floating on a cloud, And with every exhale, sink deeper into the arms of repose. Your body, a temple of relaxation, opens doorways to untraveled realms of peace, Bathing in a sea of stillness, your heart beats in harmony with the universe. LONG PAUSE Should thoughts arise, observe them like leaves on a stream, Floating by, without attachment, drifting out of sight. With every breath, you're more rooted in the present, Where only peace exists, and calm is your guiding light. LONG PAUSE Now, journey within to a haven, your sanctuary of silence, A place where only you can enter, a garden of infinite grace. Here, the air is filled with the perfume of lavender and jasmine, And each step on the soft moss beneath feels like a caress. PAUSE Around you, the world is in harmony, A gentle symphony of stars whispers above, Crickets sing the song of the night, a melody of belonging, And the cool breeze is a balm, soothing your soul. PAUSE In this sacred space, there's a pond, clear and still, Mirroring the moon and your truest self. As you gaze into its depths, all worries dissolve. PAUSE Feel the warmth of a soft, glowing light enveloping you, A light from within, radiating pure love and joy. This light nurtures and heals, leaving no room for distress, Filling you with a profound sense of well-being. PAUSE And as this journey continues, let yourself drift deeper, Into the heart of stillness, where all is calm. With each breath, you're more attuned to the language of your soul, Listening to its wisdom, guided by its light. PAUSE Now, as you find yourself nestled in this blanket of peace, Know that you can return here, to this oasis of calm, Anytime you wish, with just a close of your eyes and a deep breath. This sanctuary within is always yours, a refuge from the storm. PAUSE You hold the key to this ultimate relaxation, A realm of peace, a well of calm, residing within your heart. You are a beacon of tranquility, In the infinite dance of life, playing your sacred part. NAMASTE, BEAUTIFUL.

Hey, it's Katie and I want to welcome you to this special bonus episode. It'll be here for you completely ad-free for the next week so you can get a feel of what it's like to be a PREMIUM member. If you'd like an easy ad-free experience for all of our podcasts - that's over 200 episodes each month, then JOIN PREMIUM today at https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium It all starts in the mind. How we view our life.  How we walk through this world.  What we believe is possible. PAUSE… So relax deeply tonight, And allow the night to envelop you, And shift your mindset, So you can open, Expand, And be free. Feel the soft touch of the night, Rest upon your head, Gently caressing you with her soothing warmth. PAUSE… Let it clear your mind, Soften your eyes, And relax your face. LONG PAUSE… Now feel the gentle touch of the night, Caressing your heart. Feel the warmth melt you, And love you, As you surrender deeper into the embrace of the night.  LONG PAUSE… Your head and your heart. Your mind and your soul. Your thoughts and your emotions.  Feel the loving touch of the night, Soften you here, Clear you, Align you, And open you. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… There are open plains of possibilities, On the other side of the limiting beliefs, The stories, And the subconscious narrative, That's dictating this moment. PAUSE… So breathe in deeply, Touching the warmth of your heart and your mind, As the clouds part, And you shift into what's possible. As you write a new script. As you create a new reality. LONG PAUSE… It may bruise your ego, It may challenge your identity, It may even trigger those around you. PAUSE… But stay connected, To the glowing warmth of your mind, And your heart. Align them, And believe. Trust. And shift. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium In the still of the night, As you fall asleep, There's a magic world waiting, Where you are free to dream. PAUSE All you have to do, To enter this place of peace, Is close your eyes so softly, And ask the thoughts to cease. PAUSE Imagine all those things, Roaming in your head, The tasks, the worries, the fears, That you have brought to bed… PAUSE Are gathered up with the air, That you breathe in so deep, Then as you exhale fully, They leave you and release. PAUSE Breathe in and gather, Breathe out and melt. Breathe in what matters, Breathe out all you've felt. PAUSE Now imagine a hand of light, Rests upon your head, Feel its warming energy, Replace what's there instead. PAUSE The gentle hand travels down, Landing on your chest, It's glistening magic warmth, Will heal you as you rest. PAUSE Feel the hand move along, Caressing each arm gently, Feel the weight of sleep infuse, Each arm so intensely. PAUSE Now as the hand travels down, Resting upon your belly, You can feel the calmness spread, Releasing all that's heavy. PAUSE Anywhere the hand of peace, Decides to gently go, It brings with it vibrations, Of calm and sleepy flow. PAUSE Cascading down your hips, And each leg on your bed, Hand of light relaxes you, Feel the calmness spread. PAUSE Now as your body settles deep, In your bed tonight, Know that calm lives in you, A gentle, warming light. NAMASTE, BEAUTIFUL.

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Let your breath become a gentle wave, washing over you, Caressing your spirit with whispers of calm. Let each exhale soften your body further into the embrace of peace, As if a tender lullaby is sung just for you. LONG PAUSE Draw in the air, filling your body with tranquility, And as you exhale, imagine a cascade of serenity flowing down, From the crown of your head to the tips of your toes, Each breath a brushstroke of calm painting your inner canvas. LONG PAUSE With every inhale, feel the lightness, as if floating on a cloud, And with every exhale, sink deeper into the arms of repose. Your body, a temple of relaxation, opens doorways to untraveled realms of peace, Bathing in a sea of stillness, your heart beats in harmony with the universe. LONG PAUSE Should thoughts arise, observe them like leaves on a stream, Floating by, without attachment, drifting out of sight. With every breath, you're more rooted in the present, Where only peace exists, and calm is your guiding light. LONG PAUSE Now, journey within to a haven, your sanctuary of silence, A place where only you can enter, a garden of infinite grace. Here, the air is filled with the perfume of lavender and jasmine, And each step on the soft moss beneath feels like a caress. PAUSE Around you, the world is in harmony, A gentle symphony of stars whispers above, Crickets sing the song of the night, a melody of belonging, And the cool breeze is a balm, soothing your soul. PAUSE In this sacred space, there's a pond, clear and still, Mirroring the moon and your truest self. As you gaze into its depths, all worries dissolve, Your reflection- a testament to inner peace and strength. PAUSE Feel the warmth of a soft, glowing light enveloping you, A light from within, radiating pure love and joy. This light nurtures and heals, leaving no room for distress, Filling you with a profound sense of well-being. PAUSE And as this journey continues, let yourself drift deeper, Into the heart of stillness, where all is calm and all is bright. With each breath, you're more attuned to the language of your soul, Listening to its wisdom, guided by its light. PAUSE Now, as you find yourself nestled in this blanket of peace, Know that you can return here, to this oasis of calm, Anytime you wish, with just a close of your eyes and a deep breath. This sanctuary within is always yours, a refuge from the storm. PAUSE You hold the key to this ultimate relaxation, A realm of peace, a well of calm, residing within your heart. You are a beacon of tranquility, In the infinite dance of life, playing your sacred part. NAMASTE, BEAUTIFUL.

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Hey, it's Katie and I want to welcome you to this special bonus episode. It'll be here for you completely ad-free for the next week so you can get a feel of what it's like to be a PREMIUM member. If you'd like an easy ad-free experience for all of our podcasts - that's over 200 episodes each month, then JOIN PREMIUM today at https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium It all starts in the mind. How we view our life.  How we walk through this world.  What we believe is possible. PAUSE… So relax deeply tonight, And allow the night to envelop you, And shift your mindset, So you can open, Expand, And be free. Feel the soft touch of the night, Rest upon your head, Gently caressing you with her soothing warmth. PAUSE… Let it clear your mind, Soften your eyes, And relax your face. LONG PAUSE… Now feel the gentle touch of the night, Caressing your heart. Feel the warmth melt you, And love you, As you surrender deeper into the embrace of the night.  LONG PAUSE… Your head and your heart. Your mind and your soul. Your thoughts and your emotions.  Feel the loving touch of the night, Soften you here, Clear you, Align you, And open you. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… There are open plains of possibilities, On the other side of the limiting beliefs, The stories, And the subconscious narrative, That's dictating this moment. PAUSE… So breathe in deeply, Touching the warmth of your heart and your mind, As the clouds part, And you shift into what's possible. As you write a new script. As you create a new reality. LONG PAUSE… It may bruise your ego, It may challenge your identity, It may even trigger those around you. PAUSE… But stay connected, To the glowing warmth of your mind, And your heart. Align them, And believe. Trust. And shift. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.  

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Hey, it's Katie and I want to welcome you to this special bonus episode. It'll be here for you completely ad-free for the next week so you can get a feel of what it's like to be a PREMIUM member. If you'd like an easy ad-free experience for all of our podcasts - that's over 200 episodes each month, then JOIN PREMIUM today at https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium This special Reiki Sleep meditation is guided by my good friend and Reiki Master, Tina Conroy. If you'd enjoy it and would like more Reiki resources from her, visit TinaConroy.com.  PAUSE… I invite you to place your hands on your heart. Take a nice long slow deep breath in, And a nice long slow deep breath out. We call forth this energy of reiki, For the highest and the greatest good, At this time. Place your own intention in your mind, PAUSE… And so it is, And so be it. PAUSE… Shift your awareness, To the top of your head. Feel your body heavy, Your arms and legs, Your front body and back body, Descend. PAUSE… Imagine your body is so heavy. It feels like you're filled with sand. At the base of your spine, Imagine a tiny hole. PAUSE… This sand slowly releases, Down and out, And away from your body. PAUSE… You are feeling lighter, And lighter. PAUSE… Your breath is soft. PAUSE… You begin to notice, The last few pieces of sand, As they drift away, Down and out, And away from your body. This tiny hole closes, And at the top of your head, A beautiful waterfall of light. This reiki energy rushes in, You allow this cleansing energy, And calming energy to flow, From the top of your head, And through your entire body. You now feel light. Like a feather. PAUSE… Become aware of this energy, Feeling your face and eyes. Softening the skin on your face, And relaxing your eyes. Your cheekbones, Your lips, And your jaw. PAUSE… Awareness moves to your throat, And your neck. Feel this calm energy soothe your throat. PAUSE… This energy fills your heart space. Feel your heart, Peaceful and calm, The place for love, Kindness, And compassion. This place, For self-love. PAUSE… This reiki energy fills your belly now, Your stomach area, Feel it calm. PAUSE… Feel surrender. PAUSE… Observe and notice your hips, Feeling your hips settle. Letting go of your long day. PAUSE… This energy fills your knees. And down your legs. Caressing your knees and legs, Feeling light and relaxed. PAUSE… Notice your feet, And as this reiki energy flows to your feet, Releasing anything left, Of stress and tension, Feeling now completely at ease, And relaxed. PAUSE… Wishing you sweet dreams. And reiki blessings. Namaste 

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium This special Reiki Sleep meditation is guided by my good friend and Reiki Master, Tina Conroy. If you'd enjoy it and would like more Reiki resources from her, visit TinaConroy.com.  PAUSE… I invite you to place your hands on your heart. Take a nice long slow deep breath in, And a nice long slow deep breath out. We call forth this energy of reiki, For the highest and the greatest good, At this time. Place your own intention in your mind, PAUSE… And so it is, And so be it. PAUSE… Shift your awareness, To the top of your head. Feel your body heavy, Your arms and legs, Your front body and back body, Descend. PAUSE… Imagine your body is so heavy. It feels like you're filled with sand. At the base of your spine, Imagine a tiny hole. PAUSE… This sand slowly releases, Down and out, And away from your body. PAUSE… You are feeling lighter, And lighter. PAUSE… Your breath is soft. PAUSE… You begin to notice, The last few pieces of sand, As they drift away, Down and out, And away from your body. This tiny hole closes, And at the top of your head, A beautiful waterfall of light. This reiki energy rushes in, You allow this cleansing energy, And calming energy to flow, From the top of your head, And through your entire body. You now feel light. Like a feather. PAUSE… Become aware of this energy, Feeling your face and eyes. Softening the skin on your face, And relaxing your eyes. Your cheekbones, Your lips, And your jaw. PAUSE… Awareness moves to your throat, And your neck. Feel this calm energy soothe your throat. PAUSE… This energy fills your heart space. Feel your heart, Peaceful and calm, The place for love, Kindness, And compassion. This place, For self-love. PAUSE… This reiki energy fills your belly now, Your stomach area, Feel it calm. PAUSE… Feel surrender. PAUSE… Observe and notice your hips, Feeling your hips settle. Letting go of your long day. PAUSE… This energy fills your knees. And down your legs. Caressing your knees and legs, Feeling light and relaxed. PAUSE… Notice your feet, And as this reiki energy flows to your feet, Releasing anything left, Of stress and tension, Feeling now completely at ease, And relaxed. PAUSE… Wishing you sweet dreams. And reiki blessings. Namaste 

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium This special Reiki Sleep meditation is guided by my good friend and Reiki Master, Tina Conroy. If you'd enjoy it and would like more Reiki resources from her, visit TinaConroy.com.  PAUSE… I invite you to allow, This beautiful reiki healing. I call forth this reiki energy, For the highest and greatest good, At this time. Place any intentions in your mind. PAUSE… We call this forth, For the highest and greatest good. PAUSE… As you take a nice long slow deep breathe in, And a nice long slow deep breath out. Settle in. PAUSE… I gently place my hands upon your head, Allowing this beautiful reiki energy, This waterfall of light, To enter, And move through your body. PAUSE… Slowly become aware of this reiki energy, Over your eyes, And face. Feeling your face and eyes, Settle in, To receive this energy flowing. Around the face, And settling your eyes. LONG PAUSE… Shifting your awareness to your throat and your neck, Allowing the warmth, Of this beautiful energy, To balance and calm your throat center. LONG PAUSE… Awareness moves, To the center of your chest, Your heart space. Feel the warmth, In you heart, This beautiful place of love, And kindness. PAUSE… Feeling this warmth, As it moves through your belly, And abdomen. Notice the gentle rise and fall. This energy calms, And balances, The belly, And stomach. LONG PAUSE… Awareness shifts to your hips. Feeling your hips relax and settle. PAUSE… This energy healing flows, To your knees. Feel your knees, Warm and heavy, Caressing your knees, And your legs. PAUSE… Allow this energy, To be received, At the bottom of the feet. Allowing the feet to be caressed, And healed, From your long day. PAUSE… Feeling completely healed. From the top of your head, To the tips of your toes. Drifting peacefully, Off to sleep. May you be blessed. Sweet dreams, Reiki blessings

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Almost every night, my daughter and I lay down for a meditation before bed. It's a soothing ritual that gives her the chance to calm her body and mind, and also gives us precious, intimate moments together.  Tonight, I invite you to join me as I guide you through a meditation I wrote for her one night after she went to bed, with the intention that you can feel the love in the words, and the relaxation in your body, so you can easily drift off to sleep. Settle into your bed tonight, sweet girl, and let me lay beside you. Let me feel the softness of the sheets, and finally surrender to their welcoming calmness. I've held it all today, and my mind is not done. It wants to hurry you to bed,  finish my tasks, and worry about all those things that seem so important right now.  PAUSE... But then I look at you, Really look at you, Gazing into the chocolate sea of your eyes. And I'm suddenly fully here, in this moment, in this bed, present with you,  and fully awake to everything about you. PAUSE... I take a deep breath in, and as I exhale, I melt deeper into the bed next to you, feeling the layers of the day dissolve.  And feeling you here closer to me. Breathe... PAUSE... Your light is the brightest I've ever known, and I find myself searching for its source. You reach out your hands to me, silently inviting me to relax you with touch, and I smile softly as my fingers exude their warmth and love on your skin, Caressing your forehead, your eyes, your cheeks,  your chin. PAUSE... I see you here, and in one swift breath,  I see you as a teenager,  as an adult, As a mom, As a grandmother, As a fierce force of love that sends ripples throughout the universe. PAUSE... I relax further into the bed, further into you, Further into this cosmic moment where no time exists, and you and I are one. PAUSE... I see you, my beautiful little girl, And I feel overwhelmed with the magic of who you are. Amazed and grateful that you chose me as your mom, And completely aligned with the gorgeous mystery that is life. PAUSE... Your beauty shines from the inside out, and in this moment, I see it all.   Your hopes,  your dreams, your heart, your soul. And wish you harmony with it all. PAUSE... I won't worry for you, But instead fan your flames so they grow. So their heat can warm others, and their flames of love can spread.  Breathe, dear one, and rest now, here with me, as we let the peaceful arms of sleep carry us into the night. Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.

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She makes room for him over the holidays. (erotic Coupling)By Baztrachian.  (edited) Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.In her freshman year at Northwestern Sindy had started working at a local coffee shop where she met Ryan. Ryan was five years older than Sindy, on the verge of graduating and merely looking at him made Sindy's pulse race faster.Ryan for his part was initially unaware of Sindy's interest in him. But over the course of the year he'd come to the coffee shop to study and he gradually started to notice the cute girl with the blonde hair always staring at him. He found himself appreciating the graceful curve of her modest breasts and her almost ever-present smile.It was a few days before the end of September when Ryan asked Sindy if she'd like to go out for a date sometime. Naturally she said yes.Sindy's parents were not wealthy but they were well off and when Sindy went to college they made sure she had her own apartment. It was just a one bedroom affair with another room that was her kitchen, dining room, and living room all in one. Where Ryan shared his cramped dormer with two other young men that meant that his dates with Sindy frequently took place at her apartment.Despite the circumstance their relationship was rather chaste. Sindy was always careful to make sure that things never got out of hand and that often left Ryan feeling frustrated. Still, he loved the girl and felt she was worth waiting for. But at the same time he longed to feel her bare skin against his own. Sindy of course had similar feelings for Ryan but she was constrained by her conservative spiritual upbringing and her parent's expectation that she wait until marriage before getting physical with a young man.Fate stepped in and late in the week before Christmas break one of Ryan's roommates had left an electric hot plate unattended in close proximity to their pathetic little Christmas tree. Fortunately the ensuing fire took place during the day when almost all of the dorm residents were off at class. The remaining few who were in the dorm at the time safely made it out when the fire alarms went off.Unfortunately the dorm was an old wooden structure and by the time the fire department arrived the building was a total loss. The fire department had no pretensions about saving the building and instead focused their efforts on preventing damage to other nearby dorms.That afternoon Ryan got word that he was now out of a home and that what few clothes he owned had been consumed in the conflagration. The only spare clothes he still had were in his gym locker and these were suddenly much more important than they had been the day before.Ryan texted Sindy and let her know about the fire. It turned out that Sindy had heard about the fire and she was of course pleased that Ryan was safe. But he had nowhere to live for the moment. The two of them agreed to meet for coffee to discuss the matter.With the Christmas break only a day away Sindy asked Ryan if he could handle sleeping on her futon couch while she was away at home. The futon couch was one of those that went from being a couch into being a bed in moments. Naturally Ryan agreed to her terms that he keep his distance while living with Sindy and with only the things in his backpack he went home with Sindy.That evening the two young people went out to gather a few sundries for Ryan to replace the things he lost. Sindy found it to be an intimate experience to shop for toiletries for her boyfriend and she also found herself desiring a more domestic lifestyle. Fantasies of marriage danced around her mind on the walk back to her apartment and she allowed herself a satisfied smile as she realized that it was now ‘their' apartment.The two of them stayed up later than usual due to the circumstance. They shared a late take out dinner and then got the couch set up as a bed for Ryan. Sindy excused herself to get ready for bed and Ryan listened as she did her evening grooming in the bathroom. He didn't see her when she went into her bedroom and closed the door. His turn in the bathroom followed and then for lack of anything else to wear he just shucked his clothes and put on a clean pair of sweat pants for the night.Sitting on his improvised bed Ryan caught his breath when Sindy returned to the room. She was wearing a simple silk nightshirt that buttoned down the front, her legs were temptingly bare, and the silk fabric readily betrayed the fact that Sindy's breasts were tantalizingly unconstrained by a bra.For her part Sindy felt flushed when she saw Ryan. It was the first time she'd seen him bare above the waist and he was everything she'd hoped for. He was well toned but not overly detailed like the narcissists she'd see in the weight rooms for hours on end. His chest had a proper tuft of hair unlike the fey boys who'd shave themselves hairless. And her eyes could not help but drift down to where she saw his sweat pants notably tented.Being a relatively cloistered girl Sindy was naïve to Ryan's erection and she merely thought it impressive. Still, the sight of her boyfriend half naked flustered the girl and she said a quick good night before retreating to the safety of her bedroom.It ended up being more than an hour before either of the two of them slipped into a slumber.The following morning saw Ryan waking up early. He started a pot of coffee and then took a shower. As he was washing himself he felt his morning hard-on and decided to do something about it. His fist wrapped around the hard cock and started working it. Trying to choke back his moans Ryan quickly spewed four strong streams of cum into the steaming water.When he came out to the main room Sindy was already there, sipping her cup of coffee. The two young people were quite awkward as they tried to make conversation and it was the welcome fact of an early train for Sindy that put an end to the moment. A chaste kiss was exchanged and then Sindy ran off to catch her train.Ryan watched her from the window as she ran down the street and when she turned the corner he saw her look back and wave. He smiled and waved at her as she walked out of sight.Arriving at home Sindy somehow managed to get through the holiday without letting her parents know about Ryan or how he was currently living in her apartment. Images of Ryan's bare chest replayed in her mind all through Christmas. At the church Christmas Eve service she found herself thinking about the birth of Jesus and how maybe someday she'd have a baby of her own. Her mind drifted back to Ryan and she snorted back a small giggle as she realized she didn't want to have an immaculate conception.Christmas came the next day and Sindy managed to slip away from her family long enough to call Ryan and wish him a Merry Christmas. The sound of his soothing voice was music to her ears and she found herself eager to get back to Evanston.Her parents were actually impressed when Sindy told them she wanted to get back to school early. Her logical reason was that she wanted to be safe back at her apartment on New Year's Eve instead of trying to travel with so many other people on New Year's Day. That particular year New Year's Day fell on a Sunday and that made the following day a work day. Even the news media predicted chaos for travel that day what with a massive snowstorm on the way for New Year's Day.It was just before lunch time when Sindy got back to the apartment. Ryan was out somewhere but she knew he'd be back because he was expecting her home. Sure enough she had just doffed her jacket and hat when Ryan came in the door. He set down a bag of groceries and the two of them shared a passionate kiss. Sindy didn't care that Ryan's hand cupped one of her boobs as they kissed. No, she realized she liked it.They broke their kiss and laughed that they were so much more passionate with each other. Sindy for her part was glad that Ryan hadn't gone any further because she didn't trust herself after having such lustful thoughts recently, for him.The two of them chatted and caught up with each other as they put away the groceries. Ryan had splurged and bought the makings for Sindy's favorite cocktail which was a Mai Tai. Sindy didn't care for champagne because it gave her headaches, so Ryan had thoughtfully planned on the Mai Tai to toast in the new year.It was just after nine when the expected snow started to fall. It wasn't long after that when Ryan poured a fifth of white rum into a pitcher and then added pineapple juice, sweetened lime juice, grenadine, and a generous amount of dark rum to round off the drink.Now Ryan could drink pretty hard, like most senior college men; but to be fair to him he wasn't planning on drinking the whole pitcher of Mai Tai that one night. The thing was that he only knew the recipe one way and that was how he made it. He expected the pitcher of the cocktail would be sipped on for a few days.At eleven the two young people sat in front of their TV and watched as the new year was welcomed in New York City. They toasted each other and Sindy finished her second Mai Tai of the evening. When she set down her glass she excused herself to get ready for bed and suggested that Ryan do the same thing.In her bedroom she pulled off her winter travel outfit of blue jeans and a flannel shirt and put on her favorite silk nightshirt. As was her habit, she dispensed with her bra for the night and felt a bit of relief as her size C globes were freed from their modest restraints.It was then that Sindy noticed her panties were moist. She sighed with irritation because this was typical around the second week after her period, each month. She didn't like that her panties would get wet with the same clear stringy fluid every ovulation. Taking off her panties she tossed them in her dirty laundry basket and grabbed a tissue to clean herself.When she was finished, she tossed the tissue in her waste basket and then opened a drawer to find a fresh pair of panties. The first pair she found were her favorite linen panties she'd bought for herself at Nordstrom. She held them in her hand and shook her head at the thought of ruining them with all the ‘snot' coming out of her pussy.“Maybe he won't notice”, she said to herself. Looking in the mirror to make sure her nightshirt covered her down to just above her knees she decided it would be okay to go without panties for the next hour. She absently nodded her head as if to approve this decision.Returning to the living room she found Ryan bare chested as usual and wearing only his sweat pants. He'd converted the futon to a bed while she was busy and was under the blankets on his makeshift bed when she returned. He invited her to join him and share his warmth. She didn't hesitate and she also didn't hesitate to help herself to the Mai Tai glass that had been refilled while she'd been changing.Ryan somehow managed to behave himself as a nearly naked Sindy sat next to him. He'd seen her profile as she walked into the room and he instantly noticed the lack of panty lines under her silk nightshirt. He felt his balls roll with anticipation when the girl got under the blankets with him. He also did his best to convince his cock to settle down as he wrapped his arm around her; both of them watching the TV which was on her side of the futon.The hour went by and soon enough there was a countdown and then the TV showed the fireworks at the Navy Pier in Chicago as the new year arrived.Ryan pulled Sindy over close and kissed her to celebrate their first new year's celebration together. The two of them were warm and tense when Sindy broke their kiss to suggest they toast the new year.Sindy's glass was empty again so Ryan got up and refilled it from the pitcher on the kitchenette counter.Returning to her, he saw her sitting up, her bare feet on the carpet and then saw the silly smile on her face. She was sitting on the edge of the futon and he thought she might be thinking about going to her bedroom. He realized she wasn't drunk but she wasn't far from it. He put the two glasses down on a side table and then knelt down on the carpet in front of Sindy.Leaning into her as she sat on the bed he gently kissed her. Her arms came up around him as she kissed him back. A few minutes went by as the two of them kissed and explored each other's bodies. The music from the celebration on TV created a very romantic tone for the moment.Sindy didn't notice when Ryan deftly undid the buttons on her nightshirt. Her whole universe at that moment was consumed with the sensations of kissing, being kissed, and feeling the strong bare shoulders of her man. She also didn't notice as Ryan gently parted her knees with his hips.“Oh.” Ryan heard her say as she felt him suckle on one of her nipples. She kissed the top of his head and her hands went to his waist as she felt him grinding himself into her crotch. Remembering that she wasn't protected by the flimsy fabric of her panties her hands went further down his waist to find the reassuring presence of Ryan's sweat pants right where they should be.Ryan pulled away from her for a moment and shut off the TV. They were now in darkness save for the light that came in from the street outside. It was also unusually quiet what with the sounds of the city muffled by an ever intensifying snow storm.In the darkness she saw him stand up and when he took her hand she obliged and stood up as well. She complied when he eased her nightshirt off of her shoulders even though she wasn't truly cognizant of the situation. The presence of his sweat pants made her feel that it was okay if one of them was naked.He guided her back to the bedroom, helped her into bed, and pulled the warm blankets over her. Then he went to the other side of the bed and climbed in. Her brief exposure to the cold air of the apartment made her welcome the warmth when Ryan moved partly on to her and kissed her again.She felt his hand explore her body and she didn't complain. His big warm hand moved around feeling her neck, her breasts, her waist, her hips, and then he slowly moved it to her pussy. She tensed when he first touched her down there but then relaxed as he gently explored and then found her button. Sindy was overwhelmed with sensation and alcohol as Ryan ministered to her needs.Ryan was no virgin nor was he a philanderer. He'd had just one girlfriend in high school and after three years of experience he knew his way around the female body. Sindy responded to his touch just like his old girlfriend used to. Her legs relaxed as he rubbed and teased her button and after some time he chanced to let a finger explore her cleft.“Omigawd” he heard as his finger easily slipped into Sindy's body. She was so wet for him. She was ready.He moved himself over on top of her and gently parted her legs. The soft underside of his cock brushed against the fine blonde hair of her pubes as the two of them adjusted to their new position.Sindy didn't give it any thought when she had to spread her legs for Ryan's legs above her. It was just the natural thing to do and she loved how his body was now pressing her down into the soft mattress. the bed that was cold a few minutes ago, was now warm and soft.  She felt him moving and adjusting as they kissed. Then she felt something warm, firm, and yet soft brush against her lower belly. The alcohol made this sensation into something quizzical but not alarming. She was horny, but buzzed. She's never been in bed with a man until tonight. the entire experience was surreal and wonderful.Ryan moved himself down on the virgin and started sucking on her nipples and lightly biting them. She moaned in approval and then reflexively pulled her legs back and rested the soles of her feet against the backs of his thighs. Sindy herself was surprised when she did this. It seemed so lewd! Yet something had made her do this and it seemed like it was the right thing to do. She also felt more comfortable this way. Her primal nature directed her responses.Sindy loved feeling Ryan suckling and biting her nipples and when he started kissing his way up her chest she had a moment of longing, wishing he'd suckle her some more.His lips moved to her ear and lightly tugged at her earlobe. Then he moved his lips back to hers and she felt his tongue move into her mouth. It was her first French kiss and somehow it didn't feel new or strange to her. It felt good to have part of him inside her body. Letting him into her body was, well; was just what her body knew to do.In the midst of kissing him Sindy felt Ryan's pelvis moving on her and she became aware of something very warm pressing against her pussy. She felt her pussy lips part and then the something moved between them rubbing back and forth. It felt nice. Very nice. She knew she wanted more of this feeling.“What are you doing to me?” she whispered into the night air.“I'm making love to you.” was what she heard in reply.Her mind struggled to process the import of what they were doing and what she had just heard.‘We couldn't be having sex, right? We're just making out! And besides', she thought to herself, ‘he still has his sweat pants on.'Her hands moved from his shoulders to his waist. And then she moved them to his bare ass that was moving in synch with the sensation she felt between her legs. Sindy was torn as she realized that he was naked. She realized that the thing so wonderfully sliding back and forth in her furrow was Ryan's thick and stiff bare cock. Part of her wanted him to stop. But it felt so good!'It's safe so long as he doesn't actually go inside me' she told herself.Ryan moved and put one arm around her with his hand holding her left shoulder. His other hand snaked around her waist and held her tight. She wasn't going anywhere now and they both knew this.Ryan withdrew his cock from running between Sindy's pussy lips and for a moment Sindy felt relief that he was done and at the same time she felt a pang of loss that it was over. She couldn't help herself but to feel giddy when she felt him press into her. It wasn't the same feeling as the rubbing but she wanted it all the same. Her cunt was hot, swollen, oozing, and hungry.She felt him press into her with a kind of urgency. The blunt tip of his cock was now searching for her opening in earnest. She felt it press and then slip away from her. Then she felt his body move back and try again.“Oh, I'm not so sure…” she said as Ryan's blunt tip finally found the right spot and she felt that tip press into the mouth of her pussy. Her hands went to Ryan's waist as if to push him away.Ryan felt Sindy tense as his cock pushed past the threshold of her pussy. He felt her try to lift his body off of hers. He paused for a moment as she said something.In that brief moment Sindy understood that Ryan's mind had checked out. The same primal instincts gave him a course of directives, which his body was destined to accomplish without needing his brain to direct. He was holding her so tight and if she didn't get him to stop it would be too late!She struggled just a bit and realized her mistake as her movement got his cock into the exact right position to penetrate her body.Ryan had felt his cock push past her pussy lips but then it wasn't going any further. Then Sindy's pelvis instinctively moved around and suddenly his cock moved deeper into her pussy.Sindy caught her breath as she felt Ryan's cock slip into her pussy. She was about to ask him to stop when his strong arms held her tight and he started thrusting into her. She wasn't yet aware that her own hips were already beginning to move in sync with his primal mission. In a few moments she felt him deep inside her body and she felt his warm balls coming down, resting on her ass.“Ohmigod.” she said.Ryan felt a sense of relief with his cock finally buried into the object of his desires. He hadn't had his cock in a pussy for almost six years and the feeling was exquisite. Part of him wanted to fuck her hard and get his rocks off. A more sensible part of him reminded him that he loved this girl.“Are you okay?” he said to Sindy.“Yeah.” she whispered, “We're having sex aren't we?”He gave her a gentle thrust and replied playfully, “Yeah, I think we are.”Ryan kissed her and slowly started thrusting himself into the girl. She took a little time to relax but eventually she did and so did Ryan. He raised up slowly, dragging his engorged cock along the rippled inner walls of her deep pussie canal; only to feel his shaft switch it's polarity and drive back, deep into her deep canal again, dropping his balls again, on her awaiting ass. He paused every now and again as he fought back the urge to fuck her hard and cum. His body wanted to fuck her body, but his heart & soul wanted to become one with her heart & soul.For her part Sindy was in awe of the amazing things happening to her. She had never imagined sex would feel so wonderful and intimate. It seemed surreal that for all of the years she had imagined what this moment would be like the moment was now upon her. She loved Ryan but at this moment he was simply the man who was finally fucking her. She surrendered her intellect, over to her body. ‘Don't think,' she instinctive told her mind. ‘Don't discuss. Don't blow this moment!' ‘Your body knows what to do. So does his. Now celebrate this marvel!'It was perhaps a therapeutic benefit that she'd been more than tipsy. She played with his hair and ran her fingernails on his scalp as he fucked her. She loved that he moaned in response. She loved the heavy male scent she smelled on him. She was a little bashful about the wet squishing sound coming from between her legs but she didn't think Ryan cared.As the lovers gently fucked Sindy's mind remembered sitting in church the week before. She remembered thinking about Jesus and his mother Mary. And the immaculate conception.Sindy kissed Ryan on the tip of his nose as he fucked her. She remembered being a smartass thinking she didn't want an immaculate conception.The three Mai Tai's and the cock sliding back and forth in her pussy made it easier for her to dismiss her own thoughts. And then it registered that what she and Ryan were doing could create a baby.She heard his breath coming faster. He was moaning every now and then and she realized that she was too.Maybe she should ask him to stop?“Uhm, fuck.” he grunted.She felt him start to move a little faster.His quickly rose from her while keeping his cock inside her body. His hands went to her knees and then, scooping her legs with his arms, he raised them up to her shoulders and pressed down on her again. Her feet were now on either side of his head.She hadn't thought it possible but now he was all the way inside her pussy. He kept his cock inside of her and thrusted over and over. She felt like she was getting beaten from the inside as his cock tried to punch its way up into her belly!He slammed into her repeatedly and yelled, “Ah, ah, ah!”Sindy grimaced as his cock pressed painfully into her cervix. Then she felt his cock swell up and start fluttering inside of her belly. The realization that she was being inseminated at that moment was mind blowing for her. Something inside of her responded and Sindy found herself feeling like something was building. She felt liquid blasts deep within her, and her vaginal reflexes triggered a euphoria which flooded every cell of her body, like a strong intoxicant invading all her 5 senses.Ryan fucked her hard and managed to get a few more squirts of cum into her. It was enough that Sindy felt her body tremble and tingle. Her toes curled and she held Ryan tight. He knew what was happening to her and started giving her a steady fucking.“Hunuhh!” she uttered and then collapsed spent from her first serious orgasm.Ryan let himself fall to the side while still laying over her hips; keeping his softening cock deeply embedded inside of Sindy.Caressing her exposed breasts he spoke, “That was amazing.”She brushed back some hair from her face. “Yeah, it was. We're gonna need to talk about this tomorrow.” There was a more serious tone to her voice.“True.” he said. They both knew not to kill this sacred moment with intellectual interactions.They didn't say anything else. Sindy got up and went off the bathroom to clean up and when she came back Ryan held the blankets up to welcome her back. She spooned up to him with her back to him and they held each other as they fell asleep.Around four in the morning Ryan woke up and quickly realized that very naked and very available Sindy was cuddled up with him. His cock was quickly hard again.He kissed Sindy's bare shoulder and got no response. She was sleeping off three cocktails and a vigorous fucking after all. He let his hands explore the girl and managed to provoke a murmur of approval from her when he fingered one of her nipples.He pulled her ass towards him a few inches and then swabbed his cock at her pussy. She was sticky from their earlier exertions but when he got her pussy lips to open a bit her moisture called to him. With his hand on her hip he gently pushed into her and in a few strokes was inside of her again.She stirred and looked over her shoulder at him. “Ryan?”“Yeah, it's me.”“Oh, okay” she said pushing back on his cock.This time wasn't about Sindy. Ryan needed to nut and he found himself fucking her. Not making love to her but just plain fucking her. When he got there he held her tight and pushed deep which elicited a whimper of complaint from Sindy. His cum spewed into her again and when he was done he held himself inside of her.When they awoke it was well past seven yet it was still kind of dark out. Sindy kissed Ryan and then went off to take a much needed shower. When she was done she put on a robe and she and Ryan exchanged pleasantries as he took his place in the shower. Neither of them had yet fully comprehended the fullness of what happened to them within the past few hours.Looking out the window Sindy saw the snow coming down and when she looked at the street it was covered in white. There were the telltale lumps of parked cars but it was obvious the snowplows had other priorities.She got the coffee going and started making breakfast. She was damned hungry and that called for eggs.Ryan was finished just in time for breakfast and the two of them sat on the futon watching local news cover 'The Storm of the Century'. He had on the sweat pants and a t-shirt.When breakfast was finished Sindy refilled their coffee cups and sat back on the futon with Ryan.“So.” she said.“Yeah.” he said with resignation, preparing himself for what was to come.“I wanted it, too.” she said as she sipped her coffee.“Really? You're okay with it all?”She demurely nodded. “Yeah, I wanted you and the alcohol was just an excuse. It's not the fairy tale way to lose my virginity but it really isn't far from it. We have a warm bed and a snowstorm outside on New Year's. It's kind of romantic really.”“Sindy, what are we going to tell your parents? It's not like you can keep me a secret after this.”She looked him in the eye. “What if we have a baby? That's more important to me right now.”Sindy expected a lot of things but she didn't expect Ryan to smile.“I'd love to have a baby with you, Sindy. I'd be crazy not to.” The two had become one. Not because of a license, not because of a priest, but because the forces of nature, and nature's God had consumated their hearts and bodies. Just as the biblical patriarch, Isaac; had simply taken Rebecca into the tent and began a marriage with a mutual commitment and intercourse, God still keeps things simple. Mankind finds ways to complicate things.The tears started to flow. Ryan pulled her close to comfort her and she told him she was happy and not sad. They sat there together for a couple hours discussing ideas for a house maybe up in Wisconsin somewhere. They talked about a modest wedding ceremony. They talked about babies.They had an early dinner that night and Sindy had just finished doing the dishes when Ryan came up to her and put his arms around her. One his hands came across bare flesh under her robe.“What are you wearing under there?” he asked.“Nothing.”“You've been naked under there all day?”She smiled. “Yup. Care to do something about it?”A few moments later Sindy had her hands on the kitchen counter while Ryan was busy fucking her from behind. Looking down at her feet she wondered if she was going to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen.“I hope so.” she said out loud.Society didn't know they got married during the snow storm, but the two became one in the purest, most natural sense.By Baztrachian for Literotica

She makes room for him over the holidays. (erotic Coupling)By Baztrachian.  (edited) Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.In her freshman year at Northwestern Sindy had started working at a local coffee shop where she met Ryan. Ryan was five years older than Sindy, on the verge of graduating and merely looking at him made Sindy's pulse race faster.Ryan for his part was initially unaware of Sindy's interest in him. But over the course of the year he'd come to the coffee shop to study and he gradually started to notice the cute girl with the blonde hair always staring at him. He found himself appreciating the graceful curve of her modest breasts and her almost ever-present smile.It was a few days before the end of September when Ryan asked Sindy if she'd like to go out for a date sometime. Naturally she said yes.Sindy's parents were not wealthy but they were well off and when Sindy went to college they made sure she had her own apartment. It was just a one bedroom affair with another room that was her kitchen, dining room, and living room all in one. Where Ryan shared his cramped dormer with two other young men that meant that his dates with Sindy frequently took place at her apartment.Despite the circumstance their relationship was rather chaste. Sindy was always careful to make sure that things never got out of hand and that often left Ryan feeling frustrated. Still, he loved the girl and felt she was worth waiting for. But at the same time he longed to feel her bare skin against his own. Sindy of course had similar feelings for Ryan but she was constrained by her conservative spiritual upbringing and her parent's expectation that she wait until marriage before getting physical with a young man.Fate stepped in and late in the week before Christmas break one of Ryan's roommates had left an electric hot plate unattended in close proximity to their pathetic little Christmas tree. Fortunately the ensuing fire took place during the day when almost all of the dorm residents were off at class. The remaining few who were in the dorm at the time safely made it out when the fire alarms went off.Unfortunately the dorm was an old wooden structure and by the time the fire department arrived the building was a total loss. The fire department had no pretensions about saving the building and instead focused their efforts on preventing damage to other nearby dorms.That afternoon Ryan got word that he was now out of a home and that what few clothes he owned had been consumed in the conflagration. The only spare clothes he still had were in his gym locker and these were suddenly much more important than they had been the day before.Ryan texted Sindy and let her know about the fire. It turned out that Sindy had heard about the fire and she was of course pleased that Ryan was safe. But he had nowhere to live for the moment. The two of them agreed to meet for coffee to discuss the matter.With the Christmas break only a day away Sindy asked Ryan if he could handle sleeping on her futon couch while she was away at home. The futon couch was one of those that went from being a couch into being a bed in moments. Naturally Ryan agreed to her terms that he keep his distance while living with Sindy and with only the things in his backpack he went home with Sindy.That evening the two young people went out to gather a few sundries for Ryan to replace the things he lost. Sindy found it to be an intimate experience to shop for toiletries for her boyfriend and she also found herself desiring a more domestic lifestyle. Fantasies of marriage danced around her mind on the walk back to her apartment and she allowed herself a satisfied smile as she realized that it was now ‘their' apartment.The two of them stayed up later than usual due to the circumstance. They shared a late take out dinner and then got the couch set up as a bed for Ryan. Sindy excused herself to get ready for bed and Ryan listened as she did her evening grooming in the bathroom. He didn't see her when she went into her bedroom and closed the door. His turn in the bathroom followed and then for lack of anything else to wear he just shucked his clothes and put on a clean pair of sweat pants for the night.Sitting on his improvised bed Ryan caught his breath when Sindy returned to the room. She was wearing a simple silk nightshirt that buttoned down the front, her legs were temptingly bare, and the silk fabric readily betrayed the fact that Sindy's breasts were tantalizingly unconstrained by a bra.For her part Sindy felt flushed when she saw Ryan. It was the first time she'd seen him bare above the waist and he was everything she'd hoped for. He was well toned but not overly detailed like the narcissists she'd see in the weight rooms for hours on end. His chest had a proper tuft of hair unlike the fey boys who'd shave themselves hairless. And her eyes could not help but drift down to where she saw his sweat pants notably tented.Being a relatively cloistered girl Sindy was naïve to Ryan's erection and she merely thought it impressive. Still, the sight of her boyfriend half naked flustered the girl and she said a quick good night before retreating to the safety of her bedroom.It ended up being more than an hour before either of the two of them slipped into a slumber.The following morning saw Ryan waking up early. He started a pot of coffee and then took a shower. As he was washing himself he felt his morning hard-on and decided to do something about it. His fist wrapped around the hard cock and started working it. Trying to choke back his moans Ryan quickly spewed four strong streams of cum into the steaming water.When he came out to the main room Sindy was already there, sipping her cup of coffee. The two young people were quite awkward as they tried to make conversation and it was the welcome fact of an early train for Sindy that put an end to the moment. A chaste kiss was exchanged and then Sindy ran off to catch her train.Ryan watched her from the window as she ran down the street and when she turned the corner he saw her look back and wave. He smiled and waved at her as she walked out of sight.Arriving at home Sindy somehow managed to get through the holiday without letting her parents know about Ryan or how he was currently living in her apartment. Images of Ryan's bare chest replayed in her mind all through Christmas. At the church Christmas Eve service she found herself thinking about the birth of Jesus and how maybe someday she'd have a baby of her own. Her mind drifted back to Ryan and she snorted back a small giggle as she realized she didn't want to have an immaculate conception.Christmas came the next day and Sindy managed to slip away from her family long enough to call Ryan and wish him a Merry Christmas. The sound of his soothing voice was music to her ears and she found herself eager to get back to Evanston.Her parents were actually impressed when Sindy told them she wanted to get back to school early. Her logical reason was that she wanted to be safe back at her apartment on New Year's Eve instead of trying to travel with so many other people on New Year's Day. That particular year New Year's Day fell on a Sunday and that made the following day a work day. Even the news media predicted chaos for travel that day what with a massive snowstorm on the way for New Year's Day.It was just before lunch time when Sindy got back to the apartment. Ryan was out somewhere but she knew he'd be back because he was expecting her home. Sure enough she had just doffed her jacket and hat when Ryan came in the door. He set down a bag of groceries and the two of them shared a passionate kiss. Sindy didn't care that Ryan's hand cupped one of her boobs as they kissed. No, she realized she liked it.They broke their kiss and laughed that they were so much more passionate with each other. Sindy for her part was glad that Ryan hadn't gone any further because she didn't trust herself after having such lustful thoughts recently, for him.The two of them chatted and caught up with each other as they put away the groceries. Ryan had splurged and bought the makings for Sindy's favorite cocktail which was a Mai Tai. Sindy didn't care for champagne because it gave her headaches, so Ryan had thoughtfully planned on the Mai Tai to toast in the new year.It was just after nine when the expected snow started to fall. It wasn't long after that when Ryan poured a fifth of white rum into a pitcher and then added pineapple juice, sweetened lime juice, grenadine, and a generous amount of dark rum to round off the drink.Now Ryan could drink pretty hard, like most senior college men; but to be fair to him he wasn't planning on drinking the whole pitcher of Mai Tai that one night. The thing was that he only knew the recipe one way and that was how he made it. He expected the pitcher of the cocktail would be sipped on for a few days.At eleven the two young people sat in front of their TV and watched as the new year was welcomed in New York City. They toasted each other and Sindy finished her second Mai Tai of the evening. When she set down her glass she excused herself to get ready for bed and suggested that Ryan do the same thing.In her bedroom she pulled off her winter travel outfit of blue jeans and a flannel shirt and put on her favorite silk nightshirt. As was her habit, she dispensed with her bra for the night and felt a bit of relief as her size C globes were freed from their modest restraints.It was then that Sindy noticed her panties were moist. She sighed with irritation because this was typical around the second week after her period, each month. She didn't like that her panties would get wet with the same clear stringy fluid every ovulation. Taking off her panties she tossed them in her dirty laundry basket and grabbed a tissue to clean herself.When she was finished, she tossed the tissue in her waste basket and then opened a drawer to find a fresh pair of panties. The first pair she found were her favorite linen panties she'd bought for herself at Nordstrom. She held them in her hand and shook her head at the thought of ruining them with all the ‘snot' coming out of her pussy.“Maybe he won't notice”, she said to herself. Looking in the mirror to make sure her nightshirt covered her down to just above her knees she decided it would be okay to go without panties for the next hour. She absently nodded her head as if to approve this decision.Returning to the living room she found Ryan bare chested as usual and wearing only his sweat pants. He'd converted the futon to a bed while she was busy and was under the blankets on his makeshift bed when she returned. He invited her to join him and share his warmth. She didn't hesitate and she also didn't hesitate to help herself to the Mai Tai glass that had been refilled while she'd been changing.Ryan somehow managed to behave himself as a nearly naked Sindy sat next to him. He'd seen her profile as she walked into the room and he instantly noticed the lack of panty lines under her silk nightshirt. He felt his balls roll with anticipation when the girl got under the blankets with him. He also did his best to convince his cock to settle down as he wrapped his arm around her; both of them watching the TV which was on her side of the futon.The hour went by and soon enough there was a countdown and then the TV showed the fireworks at the Navy Pier in Chicago as the new year arrived.Ryan pulled Sindy over close and kissed her to celebrate their first new year's celebration together. The two of them were warm and tense when Sindy broke their kiss to suggest they toast the new year.Sindy's glass was empty again so Ryan got up and refilled it from the pitcher on the kitchenette counter.Returning to her, he saw her sitting up, her bare feet on the carpet and then saw the silly smile on her face. She was sitting on the edge of the futon and he thought she might be thinking about going to her bedroom. He realized she wasn't drunk but she wasn't far from it. He put the two glasses down on a side table and then knelt down on the carpet in front of Sindy.Leaning into her as she sat on the bed he gently kissed her. Her arms came up around him as she kissed him back. A few minutes went by as the two of them kissed and explored each other's bodies. The music from the celebration on TV created a very romantic tone for the moment.Sindy didn't notice when Ryan deftly undid the buttons on her nightshirt. Her whole universe at that moment was consumed with the sensations of kissing, being kissed, and feeling the strong bare shoulders of her man. She also didn't notice as Ryan gently parted her knees with his hips.“Oh.” Ryan heard her say as she felt him suckle on one of her nipples. She kissed the top of his head and her hands went to his waist as she felt him grinding himself into her crotch. Remembering that she wasn't protected by the flimsy fabric of her panties her hands went further down his waist to find the reassuring presence of Ryan's sweat pants right where they should be.Ryan pulled away from her for a moment and shut off the TV. They were now in darkness save for the light that came in from the street outside. It was also unusually quiet what with the sounds of the city muffled by an ever intensifying snow storm.In the darkness she saw him stand up and when he took her hand she obliged and stood up as well. She complied when he eased her nightshirt off of her shoulders even though she wasn't truly cognizant of the situation. The presence of his sweat pants made her feel that it was okay if one of them was naked.He guided her back to the bedroom, helped her into bed, and pulled the warm blankets over her. Then he went to the other side of the bed and climbed in. Her brief exposure to the cold air of the apartment made her welcome the warmth when Ryan moved partly on to her and kissed her again.She felt his hand explore her body and she didn't complain. His big warm hand moved around feeling her neck, her breasts, her waist, her hips, and then he slowly moved it to her pussy. She tensed when he first touched her down there but then relaxed as he gently explored and then found her button. Sindy was overwhelmed with sensation and alcohol as Ryan ministered to her needs.Ryan was no virgin nor was he a philanderer. He'd had just one girlfriend in high school and after three years of experience he knew his way around the female body. Sindy responded to his touch just like his old girlfriend used to. Her legs relaxed as he rubbed and teased her button and after some time he chanced to let a finger explore her cleft.“Omigawd” he heard as his finger easily slipped into Sindy's body. She was so wet for him. She was ready.He moved himself over on top of her and gently parted her legs. The soft underside of his cock brushed against the fine blonde hair of her pubes as the two of them adjusted to their new position.Sindy didn't give it any thought when she had to spread her legs for Ryan's legs above her. It was just the natural thing to do and she loved how his body was now pressing her down into the soft mattress. the bed that was cold a few minutes ago, was now warm and soft.  She felt him moving and adjusting as they kissed. Then she felt something warm, firm, and yet soft brush against her lower belly. The alcohol made this sensation into something quizzical but not alarming. She was horny, but buzzed. She's never been in bed with a man until tonight. the entire experience was surreal and wonderful.Ryan moved himself down on the virgin and started sucking on her nipples and lightly biting them. She moaned in approval and then reflexively pulled her legs back and rested the soles of her feet against the backs of his thighs. Sindy herself was surprised when she did this. It seemed so lewd! Yet something had made her do this and it seemed like it was the right thing to do. She also felt more comfortable this way. Her primal nature directed her responses.Sindy loved feeling Ryan suckling and biting her nipples and when he started kissing his way up her chest she had a moment of longing, wishing he'd suckle her some more.His lips moved to her ear and lightly tugged at her earlobe. Then he moved his lips back to hers and she felt his tongue move into her mouth. It was her first French kiss and somehow it didn't feel new or strange to her. It felt good to have part of him inside her body. Letting him into her body was, well; was just what her body knew to do.In the midst of kissing him Sindy felt Ryan's pelvis moving on her and she became aware of something very warm pressing against her pussy. She felt her pussy lips part and then the something moved between them rubbing back and forth. It felt nice. Very nice. She knew she wanted more of this feeling.“What are you doing to me?” she whispered into the night air.“I'm making love to you.” was what she heard in reply.Her mind struggled to process the import of what they were doing and what she had just heard.‘We couldn't be having sex, right? We're just making out! And besides', she thought to herself, ‘he still has his sweat pants on.'Her hands moved from his shoulders to his waist. And then she moved them to his bare ass that was moving in synch with the sensation she felt between her legs. Sindy was torn as she realized that he was naked. She realized that the thing so wonderfully sliding back and forth in her furrow was Ryan's thick and stiff bare cock. Part of her wanted him to stop. But it felt so good!'It's safe so long as he doesn't actually go inside me' she told herself.Ryan moved and put one arm around her with his hand holding her left shoulder. His other hand snaked around her waist and held her tight. She wasn't going anywhere now and they both knew this.Ryan withdrew his cock from running between Sindy's pussy lips and for a moment Sindy felt relief that he was done and at the same time she felt a pang of loss that it was over. She couldn't help herself but to feel giddy when she felt him press into her. It wasn't the same feeling as the rubbing but she wanted it all the same. Her cunt was hot, swollen, oozing, and hungry.She felt him press into her with a kind of urgency. The blunt tip of his cock was now searching for her opening in earnest. She felt it press and then slip away from her. Then she felt his body move back and try again.“Oh, I'm not so sure…” she said as Ryan's blunt tip finally found the right spot and she felt that tip press into the mouth of her pussy. Her hands went to Ryan's waist as if to push him away.Ryan felt Sindy tense as his cock pushed past the threshold of her pussy. He felt her try to lift his body off of hers. He paused for a moment as she said something.In that brief moment Sindy understood that Ryan's mind had checked out. The same primal instincts gave him a course of directives, which his body was destined to accomplish without needing his brain to direct. He was holding her so tight and if she didn't get him to stop it would be too late!She struggled just a bit and realized her mistake as her movement got his cock into the exact right position to penetrate her body.Ryan had felt his cock push past her pussy lips but then it wasn't going any further. Then Sindy's pelvis instinctively moved around and suddenly his cock moved deeper into her pussy.Sindy caught her breath as she felt Ryan's cock slip into her pussy. She was about to ask him to stop when his strong arms held her tight and he started thrusting into her. She wasn't yet aware that her own hips were already beginning to move in sync with his primal mission. In a few moments she felt him deep inside her body and she felt his warm balls coming down, resting on her ass.“Ohmigod.” she said.Ryan felt a sense of relief with his cock finally buried into the object of his desires. He hadn't had his cock in a pussy for almost six years and the feeling was exquisite. Part of him wanted to fuck her hard and get his rocks off. A more sensible part of him reminded him that he loved this girl.“Are you okay?” he said to Sindy.“Yeah.” she whispered, “We're having sex aren't we?”He gave her a gentle thrust and replied playfully, “Yeah, I think we are.”Ryan kissed her and slowly started thrusting himself into the girl. She took a little time to relax but eventually she did and so did Ryan. He raised up slowly, dragging his engorged cock along the rippled inner walls of her deep pussie canal; only to feel his shaft switch it's polarity and drive back, deep into her deep canal again, dropping his balls again, on her awaiting ass. He paused every now and again as he fought back the urge to fuck her hard and cum. His body wanted to fuck her body, but his heart & soul wanted to become one with her heart & soul.For her part Sindy was in awe of the amazing things happening to her. She had never imagined sex would feel so wonderful and intimate. It seemed surreal that for all of the years she had imagined what this moment would be like the moment was now upon her. She loved Ryan but at this moment he was simply the man who was finally fucking her. She surrendered her intellect, over to her body. ‘Don't think,' she instinctive told her mind. ‘Don't discuss. Don't blow this moment!' ‘Your body knows what to do. So does his. Now celebrate this marvel!'It was perhaps a therapeutic benefit that she'd been more than tipsy. She played with his hair and ran her fingernails on his scalp as he fucked her. She loved that he moaned in response. She loved the heavy male scent she smelled on him. She was a little bashful about the wet squishing sound coming from between her legs but she didn't think Ryan cared.As the lovers gently fucked Sindy's mind remembered sitting in church the week before. She remembered thinking about Jesus and his mother Mary. And the immaculate conception.Sindy kissed Ryan on the tip of his nose as he fucked her. She remembered being a smartass thinking she didn't want an immaculate conception.The three Mai Tai's and the cock sliding back and forth in her pussy made it easier for her to dismiss her own thoughts. And then it registered that what she and Ryan were doing could create a baby.She heard his breath coming faster. He was moaning every now and then and she realized that she was too.Maybe she should ask him to stop?“Uhm, fuck.” he grunted.She felt him start to move a little faster.His quickly rose from her while keeping his cock inside her body. His hands went to her knees and then, scooping her legs with his arms, he raised them up to her shoulders and pressed down on her again. Her feet were now on either side of his head.She hadn't thought it possible but now he was all the way inside her pussy. He kept his cock inside of her and thrusted over and over. She felt like she was getting beaten from the inside as his cock tried to punch its way up into her belly!He slammed into her repeatedly and yelled, “Ah, ah, ah!”Sindy grimaced as his cock pressed painfully into her cervix. Then she felt his cock swell up and start fluttering inside of her belly. The realization that she was being inseminated at that moment was mind blowing for her. Something inside of her responded and Sindy found herself feeling like something was building. She felt liquid blasts deep within her, and her vaginal reflexes triggered a euphoria which flooded every cell of her body, like a strong intoxicant invading all her 5 senses.Ryan fucked her hard and managed to get a few more squirts of cum into her. It was enough that Sindy felt her body tremble and tingle. Her toes curled and she held Ryan tight. He knew what was happening to her and started giving her a steady fucking.“Hunuhh!” she uttered and then collapsed spent from her first serious orgasm.Ryan let himself fall to the side while still laying over her hips; keeping his softening cock deeply embedded inside of Sindy.Caressing her exposed breasts he spoke, “That was amazing.”She brushed back some hair from her face. “Yeah, it was. We're gonna need to talk about this tomorrow.” There was a more serious tone to her voice.“True.” he said. They both knew not to kill this sacred moment with intellectual interactions.They didn't say anything else. Sindy got up and went off the bathroom to clean up and when she came back Ryan held the blankets up to welcome her back. She spooned up to him with her back to him and they held each other as they fell asleep.Around four in the morning Ryan woke up and quickly realized that very naked and very available Sindy was cuddled up with him. His cock was quickly hard again.He kissed Sindy's bare shoulder and got no response. She was sleeping off three cocktails and a vigorous fucking after all. He let his hands explore the girl and managed to provoke a murmur of approval from her when he fingered one of her nipples.He pulled her ass towards him a few inches and then swabbed his cock at her pussy. She was sticky from their earlier exertions but when he got her pussy lips to open a bit her moisture called to him. With his hand on her hip he gently pushed into her and in a few strokes was inside of her again.She stirred and looked over her shoulder at him. “Ryan?”“Yeah, it's me.”“Oh, okay” she said pushing back on his cock.This time wasn't about Sindy. Ryan needed to nut and he found himself fucking her. Not making love to her but just plain fucking her. When he got there he held her tight and pushed deep which elicited a whimper of complaint from Sindy. His cum spewed into her again and when he was done he held himself inside of her.When they awoke it was well past seven yet it was still kind of dark out. Sindy kissed Ryan and then went off to take a much needed shower. When she was done she put on a robe and she and Ryan exchanged pleasantries as he took his place in the shower. Neither of them had yet fully comprehended the fullness of what happened to them within the past few hours.Looking out the window Sindy saw the snow coming down and when she looked at the street it was covered in white. There were the telltale lumps of parked cars but it was obvious the snowplows had other priorities.She got the coffee going and started making breakfast. She was damned hungry and that called for eggs.Ryan was finished just in time for breakfast and the two of them sat on the futon watching local news cover 'The Storm of the Century'. He had on the sweat pants and a t-shirt.When breakfast was finished Sindy refilled their coffee cups and sat back on the futon with Ryan.“So.” she said.“Yeah.” he said with resignation, preparing himself for what was to come.“I wanted it, too.” she said as she sipped her coffee.“Really? You're okay with it all?”She demurely nodded. “Yeah, I wanted you and the alcohol was just an excuse. It's not the fairy tale way to lose my virginity but it really isn't far from it. We have a warm bed and a snowstorm outside on New Year's. It's kind of romantic really.”“Sindy, what are we going to tell your parents? It's not like you can keep me a secret after this.”She looked him in the eye. “What if we have a baby? That's more important to me right now.”Sindy expected a lot of things but she didn't expect Ryan to smile.“I'd love to have a baby with you, Sindy. I'd be crazy not to.” The two had become one. Not because of a license, not because of a priest, but because the forces of nature, and nature's God had consumated their hearts and bodies. Just as the biblical patriarch, Isaac; had simply taken Rebecca into the tent and began a marriage with a mutual commitment and intercourse, God still keeps things simple. Mankind finds ways to complicate things.The tears started to flow. Ryan pulled her close to comfort her and she told him she was happy and not sad. They sat there together for a couple hours discussing ideas for a house maybe up in Wisconsin somewhere. They talked about a modest wedding ceremony. They talked about babies.They had an early dinner that night and Sindy had just finished doing the dishes when Ryan came up to her and put his arms around her. One his hands came across bare flesh under her robe.“What are you wearing under there?” he asked.“Nothing.”“You've been naked under there all day?”She smiled. “Yup. Care to do something about it?”A few moments later Sindy had her hands on the kitchen counter while Ryan was busy fucking her from behind. Looking down at her feet she wondered if she was going to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen.“I hope so.” she said out loud.Society didn't know they got married during the snow storm, but the two became one in the purest, most natural sense.By Baztrachian for Literotica

Hey, it's Katie and I want to welcome you to this special bonus episode. It'll be here for you completely ad-free for the next week so you can get a feel of what it's like to be a PREMIUM member. If you'd like an easy ad-free experience for all of our podcasts - that's over 200 episodes each month, then JOIN PREMIUM today at https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Almost every night, my daughter and I lay down for a meditation before bed. It's a soothing ritual that gives her the chance to calm her body and mind, and also gives us precious, intimate moments together.  Tonight, I invite you to join me as I guide you through a meditation I wrote for her one night after she went to bed, with the intention that you can feel the love in the words, and the relaxation in your body, so you can easily drift off to sleep. Settle into your bed tonight, sweet girl, and let me lay beside you. Let me feel the softness of the sheets, and finally surrender to their welcoming calmness. I've held it all today, and my mind is not done. It wants to hurry you to bed,  finish my tasks, and worry about all those things that seem so important right now.  PAUSE... But then I look at you, Really look at you, Gazing into the chocolate sea of your eyes. And I'm suddenly fully here, in this moment, in this bed, present with you,  and fully awake to everything about you. PAUSE... I take a deep breath in, and as I exhale, I melt deeper into the bed next to you, feeling the layers of the day dissolve.  And feeling you here closer to me. Breathe... PAUSE... Your light is the brightest I've ever known, and I find myself searching for its source. You reach out your hands to me, silently inviting me to relax you with touch, and I smile softly as my fingers exude their warmth and love on your skin, Caressing your forehead, your eyes, your cheeks,  your chin. PAUSE... I see you here, and in one swift breath,  I see you as a teenager,  as an adult, As a mom, As a grandmother, As a fierce force of love that sends ripples throughout the universe. PAUSE... I relax further into the bed, further into you, Further into this cosmic moment where no time exists, and you and I are one. PAUSE... I see you, my beautiful little girl, And I feel overwhelmed with the magic of who you are. Amazed and grateful that you chose me as your mom, And completely aligned with the gorgeous mystery that is life. PAUSE... Your beauty shines from the inside out, and in this moment, I see it all.   Your hopes,  your dreams, your heart, your soul. And wish you harmony with it all. PAUSE... I won't worry for you, But instead fan your flames so they grow. So their heat can warm others, and their flames of love can spread.  Breathe, dear one, and rest now, here with me, as we let the peaceful arms of sleep carry us into the night. Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.  

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Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium It all starts in the mind. How we view our life.  How we walk through this world.  What we believe is possible. PAUSE… So relax deeply tonight, And allow the night to envelop you, And shift your mindset, So you can open, Expand, And be free. Feel the soft touch of the night, Rest upon your head, Gently caressing you with her soothing warmth. PAUSE… Let it clear your mind, Soften your eyes, And relax your face. LONG PAUSE… Now feel the gentle touch of the night, Caressing your heart. Feel the warmth melt you, And love you, As you surrender deeper into the embrace of the night.  LONG PAUSE… Your head and your heart. Your mind and your soul. Your thoughts and your emotions.  Feel the loving touch of the night, Soften you here, Clear you, Align you, And open you. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… There are open plains of possibilities, On the other side of the limiting beliefs, The stories, And the subconscious narrative, That's dictating this moment. PAUSE… So breathe in deeply, Touching the warmth of your heart and your mind, As the clouds part, And you shift into what's possible. As you write a new script. As you create a new reality. LONG PAUSE… It may bruise your ego, It may challenge your identity, It may even trigger those around you. PAUSE… But stay connected, To the glowing warmth of your mind, And your heart. Align them, And believe. Trust. And shift. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.  

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Welcome back to another thrilling episode of The Overly Excited Podcast! Today, we're honoured to chat with the remarkable Jeremy Howe, not just a Collingwood premiership superstar but an incredible individual both on and off the field. Hailing from across the ditch and making his mark in the AFL world with his exceptional skills, Jeremy's journey from the Tasmanian Football League to the big league is truly inspiring. We'll delve into his origins, the challenges he faced, his move to Collingwood Football Club, and, of course, his recent comeback from that shocking arm injury in the 2023 AFL season. Beyond football, we'll discuss the essence of personal growth, the art of intuitive decision-making, and the profound impact of genuine communication and the love Jeremy has for his family. We've also got some deep questions for Jeremy today as we deep dive into the realms of empathy, understanding and kindness. So, plug those headphones and gear up for an episode filled with motivation, authenticity, and raw emotion. Let's dive in!

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium It all starts in the mind. How we view our life.  How we walk through this world.  What we believe is possible. PAUSE… So relax deeply tonight, And allow the night to envelop you, And shift your mindset, So you can open, Expand, And be free. Feel the soft touch of the night, Rest upon your head, Gently caressing you with her soothing warmth. PAUSE… Let it clear your mind, Soften your eyes, And relax your face. LONG PAUSE… Now feel the gentle touch of the night, Caressing your heart. Feel the warmth melt you, And love you, As you surrender deeper into the embrace of the night.  LONG PAUSE… Your head and your heart. Your mind and your soul. Your thoughts and your emotions.  Feel the loving touch of the night, Soften you here, Clear you, Align you, And open you. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… There are open plains of possibilities, On the other side of the limiting beliefs, The stories, And the subconscious narrative, That's dictating this moment. PAUSE… So breathe in deeply, Touching the warmth of your heart and your mind, As the clouds part, And you shift into what's possible. As you write a new script. As you create a new reality. LONG PAUSE… It may bruise your ego, It may challenge your identity, It may even trigger those around you. PAUSE… But stay connected, To the glowing warmth of your mind, And your heart. Align them, And believe. Trust. And shift. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium When exhaustion bears down upon you, And you struggle to find repose, Find a place where you can rest, And let your mind release its woes. PAUSE… Close your eyes and take a breath, Release the tension from your chest, Let your body sink into bed, As your worries take a rest. Picture yourself in a meadow, So peaceful and serene, The grass beneath your body, Is soft and emerald green. PAUSE… Feel the warmth of the moon, As it shines down on your face, Its glow release your tiredness, Brings calm to your racing pace. LONG PAUSE… Imagine a gentle breeze, Caressing your tired skin, Its coolness brings refreshment, Soothes your senses within. PAUSE… Breathe in deep and breathe out slow, Feel your body glow, With every breath you take in, Relaxation starts to flow. PAUSE… Release each thought as you breathe, Watch them fade away so light, As you sink deeper into peace, And become one with the night. LONG PAUSE… Visualize a waterfall, With its cascading flow, The sound of water soothes you, And lets the tension go. PAUSE… Feel your body become light, As exhaustion fades away, Your muscles feel so loose, Everything will be okay.  PAUSE… As you drift into the stillness, Let your mind become more clear, Relaxed and calm and peaceful, There's nothing left to fear.  LONG PAUSE… Namaste, Beautiful  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium This special Reiki Sleep meditation is guided by my good friend and Reiki Master, Tina Conroy. If you'd enjoy it and would like more Reiki resources from her, visit TinaConroy.com.  PAUSE… I invite you to place your hands on your heart. Take a nice long slow deep breath in, And a nice long slow deep breath out. We call forth this energy of reiki, For the highest and the greatest good, At this time. Place your own intention in your mind, PAUSE… And so it is, And so be it. PAUSE… Shift your awareness, To the top of your head. Feel your body heavy, Your arms and legs, Your front body and back body, Descend. PAUSE… Imagine your body is so heavy. It feels like you're filled with sand. At the base of your spine, Imagine a tiny hole. PAUSE… This sand slowly releases, Down and out, And away from your body. PAUSE… You are feeling lighter, And lighter. PAUSE… Your breath is soft. PAUSE… You begin to notice, The last few pieces of sand, As they drift away, Down and out, And away from your body. This tiny hole closes, And at the top of your head, A beautiful waterfall of light. This reiki energy rushes in, You allow this cleansing energy, And calming energy to flow, From the top of your head, And through your entire body. You now feel light. Like a feather. PAUSE… Become aware of this energy, Feeling your face and eyes. Softening the skin on your face, And relaxing your eyes. Your cheekbones, Your lips, And your jaw. PAUSE… Awareness moves to your throat, And your neck. Feel this calm energy soothe your throat. PAUSE… This energy fills your heart space. Feel your heart, Peaceful and calm, The place for love, Kindness, And compassion. This place, For self-love. PAUSE… This reiki energy fills your belly now, Your stomach area, Feel it calm. PAUSE… Feel surrender. PAUSE… Observe and notice your hips, Feeling your hips settle. Letting go of your long day. PAUSE… This energy fills your knees. And down your legs. Caressing your knees and legs, Feeling light and relaxed. PAUSE… Notice your feet, And as this reiki energy flows to your feet, Releasing anything left, Of stress and tension, Feeling now completely at ease, And relaxed. PAUSE… Wishing you sweet dreams. And reiki blessings. Namaste   

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium This special Reiki Sleep meditation is guided by my good friend and Reiki Master, Tina Conroy. If you'd enjoy it and would like more Reiki resources from her, visit TinaConroy.com.  PAUSE… I invite you to allow, This beautiful reiki healing. I call forth this reiki energy, For the highest and greatest good, At this time. Place any intentions in your mind. PAUSE… We call this forth, For the highest and greatest good. PAUSE… As you take a nice long slow deep breathe in, And a nice long slow deep breath out. Settle in. PAUSE… I gently place my hands upon your head, Allowing this beautiful reiki energy, This waterfall of light, To enter, And move through your body. PAUSE… Slowly become aware of this reiki energy, Over your eyes, And face. Feeling your face and eyes, Settle in, To receive this energy flowing. Around the face, And settling your eyes. LONG PAUSE… Shifting your awareness to your throat and your neck, Allowing the warmth, Of this beautiful energy, To balance and calm your throat center. LONG PAUSE… Awareness moves, To the center of your chest, Your heart space. Feel the warmth, In you heart, This beautiful place of love, And kindness. PAUSE… Feeling this warmth, As it moves through your belly, And abdomen. Notice the gentle rise and fall. This energy calms, And balances, The belly, And stomach. LONG PAUSE… Awareness shifts to your hips. Feeling your hips relax and settle. PAUSE… This energy healing flows, To your knees. Feel your knees, Warm and heavy, Caressing your knees, And your legs. PAUSE… Allow this energy, To be received, At the bottom of the feet. Allowing the feet to be caressed, And healed, From your long day. PAUSE… Feeling completely healed. From the top of your head, To the tips of your toes. Drifting peacefully, Off to sleep. May you be blessed. Sweet dreams, Reiki blessings  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium It all starts in the mind. How we view our life.  How we walk through this world.  What we believe is possible. PAUSE… So relax deeply tonight, And allow the night to envelop you, And shift your mindset, So you can open, Expand, And be free. Feel the soft touch of the night, Rest upon your head, Gently caressing you with her soothing warmth. PAUSE… Let it clear your mind, Soften your eyes, And relax your face. LONG PAUSE… Now feel the gentle touch of the night, Caressing your heart. Feel the warmth melt you, And love you, As you surrender deeper into the embrace of the night.  LONG PAUSE… Your head and your heart. Your mind and your soul. Your thoughts and your emotions.  Feel the loving touch of the night, Soften you here, Clear you, Align you, And open you. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… There are open plains of possibilities, On the other side of the limiting beliefs, The stories, And the subconscious narrative, That's dictating this moment. PAUSE… So breathe in deeply, Touching the warmth of your heart and your mind, As the clouds part, And you shift into what's possible. As you write a new script. As you create a new reality. LONG PAUSE… It may bruise your ego, It may challenge your identity, It may even trigger those around you. PAUSE… But stay connected, To the glowing warmth of your mind, And your heart. Align them, And believe. Trust. And shift. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Picture yourself in a meadow, So peaceful and serene, The grass beneath your body, Is soft and emerald green. PAUSE… Feel the warmth of the moon, As it shines down on your face, Its glow release your tiredness, Brings calm to your racing pace. LONG PAUSE… Imagine a gentle breeze, Caressing your tired skin, Its coolness brings refreshment, Soothes your senses within. PAUSE… Breathe in deep and breathe out slow, Feel your body glow, With every breath you take in, Relaxation starts to flow. PAUSE… Release each thought as you breathe, Watch them fade away so light, As you sink deeper into peace, And become one with the night. LONG PAUSE… Visualize a waterfall, With its cascading flow, The sound of water soothes you, And lets the tension go. PAUSE… Feel your body become light, As exhaustion fades away, Your muscles feel so loose, Everything will be okay.  PAUSE… As you drift into the stillness, Let your mind become more clear, Relaxed and calm and peaceful, There's nothing left to fear.  LONG PAUSE… Namaste, Beautiful  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Feel the soft touch of the night, Rest upon your head, Gently caressing you with her soothing warmth. PAUSE… Let it clear your mind, Soften your eyes, And relax your face. LONG PAUSE… Now feel the gentle touch of the night, Caressing your heart. Feel the warmth melt you, And love you, As you surrender deeper into the embrace of the night.  LONG PAUSE… Your head and your heart. Your mind and your soul. Your thoughts and your emotions.  Feel the loving touch of the night, Soften you here, Clear you, Align you, And open you. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… There are open plains of possibilities, On the other side of the limiting beliefs, The stories, And the subconscious narrative, That's dictating this moment. PAUSE… So breathe in deeply, Touching the warmth of your heart and your mind, As the clouds part, And you shift into what's possible. As you write a new script. As you create a new reality. LONG PAUSE… It may bruise your ego, It may challenge your identity, It may even trigger those around you. PAUSE… But stay connected, To the glowing warmth of your mind, And your heart. Align them, And believe. Trust. And shift. PAUSE… You are capable of anything you can imagine. PAUSE… You can transcend beyond what's in front of you. There is always a way. LONG PAUSE… Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Bring to mind an intention for your day. I call forth this energy of reiki, Universal life force energy, For the highest and the greatest good, And so it is, And so be it. PAUSE… Take a nice long slow deep breath in, And exhale away, PAUSE… Feel your face soften, And glow. PAUSE… Notice your body, With this beautiful flow of energy, Beginning at the top of your head. PAUSE… Feel this energy caress your crown, And flow, And soothe, The top of your head. PAUSE… This energy moves and flows, And awakens your face and your eyes, Preparing you for this beautiful day. All that you see. With fresh, Clear, Eyes. PAUSE… Full of beauty and wonder. PAUSE… This energy flows to your throat and your neck, Caressing, And soothing, And opening the throat center. PAUSE… For all that communication, That you will have with others and today, May it be calm and productive. PAUSE… Energy flows to your heart. Feel your heart expand, With the joy and anticipation, Of a brand new day. Feel the love within you, The love for others, In this beautiful, Self-love and care. PAUSE… Energy flows to your belly. Feel your belly now, Expand on the inhale, Contract on the exhale. Feel your power. Feel your strength, This source of life, And ceasing the day. PAUSE… Energy flows to your hips. So many possibilities await you today. A sense of creativity, Joy, Fun, Pleasure. Feel invigorated and awakened, In your hips. PAUSE… Energy flows to your knees. Feel your knees, For all the many places you will be today, Where they will carry you. Feel alive, Feel balanced, Feel awakened. PAUSE… Energy flows to your feet. And as it settles at the bottom of your feet, Feel rooted and grounded, To start your day. PAUSE… Feeling all the many parts of your body, Physically, Emotionally, And spiritually. Balanced, Focused, And fresh. Take this feeling into your day. Many blessings, Namaste, Reiki blessings  

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(00:00) Fred doesn't like it when couples get touchy at theme parks. (14:06) Mike Gorman has announced that this upcoming Celtics season will be his last as the Celtics' commentator. (30:39) Cardinals superfan Fred weighs in on possible Red Sox trade target Paul DeJong.   CONNECT WITH TOUCHER & RICH: Twitter: @Toucherandrich | @FredToucher | @KenGriffeyrules  Instagram: @toucherandrichofficial | @fredtoucher Facebook: Toucher & Rich Twitch: TheSportsHub   Visit the Toucher & Rich page on 985thesportshub.com. Follow Boston's home for sports on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram!

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Breathe now, In, And out. Consciously. Slowly.   Ride the waves of air coming in as deeply as they can, Cleansing, Calming. And ride them back out as you exhale, Releasing,  Relaxing. Breathe. PAUSE… Let the ocean to become one with your breath, Her waves crawling upon the shore as you breathe in, And pulling back in as you breathe out.  PAUSE… Breathe in and call the waves to you, Breathe out and watch them retreat. Breathe in, Breathe out.  One with the ocean. One with your breath. LONG PAUSE… There is no limit to the amount of pain the ocean can heal. No limit to the amount of exhaustion she can dissolve.  No limit to the amount of anxiety she can mend. So bring it all here tonight, And let her wash it all away with her tender, soothing rhythms, And then fill you up. LONG LONG PAUSE… Imagine yourself immersed in her blue green waters, Your body floating at the surface, Supported by the love of the ocean beneath you. Feel her soft waves rock you back and forth, As you surrender to her embrace. PAUSE… You are safe here. You are loved here. You are whole here.  PAUSE… Back and forth, Side to side, The ocean holds you in her arms. LONG PAUSE... She fills your heart with forgiveness, Your mind with calm, And your soul with peace. PAUSE… Feel the healing waters all around you, Caressing you, Calming you. And carrying you into the magic of the night. LONG PAUSE...  Rest now, dear one, Knowing you are loved. Knowing you are healed. Sweet Dreams, Beautiful Thanks to our amazing Sponsor! Go to HelloFresh.com/wmn16 and use code wmn16 for 16 free meals plus free shipping!  

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In unserer 32. Folge sprechen Felix von Boehm und Charlotte Paulus mit Eva Fàbregas über das Werk „Caressing the egg between“ von Rebecca Horn aus dem Jahr 2007. Die Arbeit wurde 2008 von den Freunden der Nationalgalerie erworben. Rebecca Horn begeistert mit ihren mechanischen und kinetischen Skulpturen. Viele ihrer Werke zeichnen sich durch Elemente von Bewegung, Klang und Interaktion aus. „Caressing the egg between“ besteht aus zwei Bürsten, die ein Ei berühren, während ein Thermometer die Temperatur überwacht. Dieses Werk kann als Reflexion der Beziehung zwischen Natur und Technologie verstanden werden.

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Place your own intention in your mind, PAUSE… And so it is, And so be it. PAUSE… Shift your awareness, To the top of your head. Feel your body heavy, Your arms and legs, Your front body and back body, Descend. PAUSE… Imagine your body is so heavy. It feels like you're filled with sand. At the base of your spine, Imagine a tiny hole. PAUSE… This sand slowly releases, Down and out, And away from your body. PAUSE… You are feeling lighter, And lighter. PAUSE… Your breath is soft. PAUSE… You begin to notice, The last few pieces of sand, As they drift away, Down and out, And away from your body. This tiny hole closes, And at the top of your head, A beautiful waterfall of light. This reiki energy rushes in, You allow this cleansing energy, And calming energy to flow, From the top of your head, And through your entire body. You now feel light. Like a feather. PAUSE… Become aware of this energy, Feeling your face and eyes. Softening the skin on your face, And relaxing your eyes. Your cheekbones, Your lips, And your jaw. PAUSE… Awareness moves to your throat, And your neck. Feel this calm energy soothe your throat. PAUSE… This energy fills your heart space. Feel your heart, Peaceful and calm, The place for love, Kindness, And compassion. This place, For self-love. PAUSE… This reiki energy fills your belly now, Your stomach area, Feel it calm. PAUSE… Feel surrender. PAUSE… Observe and notice your hips, Feeling your hips settle. Letting go of your long day. PAUSE… This energy fills your knees. And down your legs. Caressing your knees and legs, Feeling light and relaxed. PAUSE… Notice your feet, And as this reiki energy flows to your feet, Releasing anything left, Of stress and tension, Feeling now completely at ease, And relaxed. PAUSE… Wishing you sweet dreams. And reiki blessings. Namaste   

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Guide: Katie Krimitsos Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Settle into your bed tonight, sweet girl, and let me lay beside you. Let me feel the softness of the sheets, and finally surrender to their welcoming calmness. I've held it all today, and my mind is not done. It wants to hurry you to bed,  finish my tasks, and worry about all those things that seem so important right now.  PAUSE... But then I look at you, Really look at you, Gazing into the chocolate sea of your eyes. And I'm suddenly fully here, in this moment, in this bed, present with you,  and fully awake to everything about you. PAUSE... I take a deep breath in, and as I exhale, I melt deeper into the bed next to you, feeling the layers of the day dissolve.  And feeling you here closer to me. Breathe... PAUSE... Your light is the brightest I've ever known, and I find myself searching for its source. You reach out your hands to me, silently inviting me to relax you with touch, and I smile softly as my fingers exude their warmth and love on your skin, Caressing your forehead, your eyes, your cheeks,  your chin. PAUSE... I see you here, and in one swift breath,  I see you as a teenager,  as an adult, As a mom, As a grandmother, As a fierce force of love that sends ripples throughout the universe. PAUSE... I relax further into the bed, further into you, Further into this cosmic moment where no time exists, and you and I are one. PAUSE... I see you, my beautiful little girl, And I feel overwhelmed with the magic of who you are. Amazed and grateful that you chose me as your mom, And completely aligned with the gorgeous mystery that is life. PAUSE... Your beauty shines from the inside out, and in this moment, I see it all.   Your hopes,  your dreams, your heart, your soul. And wish you harmony with it all. PAUSE... I won't worry for you, But instead fan your flames so they grow. So their heat can warm others, and their flames of love can spread.  Breathe, dear one, and rest now, here with me, as we let the peaceful arms of sleep carry us into the night. Sweet Dreams, Beautiful.  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Place any intentions in your mind. PAUSE… We call this forth, For the highest and greatest good. PAUSE… As you take a nice long slow deep breathe in, And a nice long slow deep breath out. Settle in. PAUSE… I gently place my hands upon your head, Allowing this beautiful reiki energy, This waterfall of light, To enter, And move through your body. PAUSE… Slowly become aware of this reiki energy, Over your eyes, And face. Feeling your face and eyes, Settle in, To receive this energy flowing. Around the face, And settling your eyes. LONG PAUSE… Shifting your awareness to your throat and your neck, Allowing the warmth, Of this beautiful energy, To balance and calm your throat center. LONG PAUSE… Awareness moves, To the center of your chest, Your heart space. Feel the warmth, In you heart, This beautiful place of love, And kindness. PAUSE… Feeling this warmth, As it moves through your belly, And abdomen. Notice the gentle rise and fall. This energy calms, And balances, The belly, And stomach. LONG PAUSE… Awareness shifts to your hips. Feeling your hips relax and settle. PAUSE… This energy healing flows, To your knees. Feel your knees, Warm and heavy, Caressing your knees, And your legs. PAUSE… Allow this energy, To be received, At the bottom of the feet. Allowing the feet to be caressed, And healed, From your long day. PAUSE… Feeling completely healed. From the top of your head, To the tips of your toes. Drifting peacefully, Off to sleep. May you be blessed. Sweet dreams, Reiki blessings Thanks to our amazing Sponsor! sleepnumber.com  

Join Premium! Ready for an ad-free meditation experience? Join Premium now and get every episode from ALL of our podcasts completely ad-free now! Just a few clicks makes it easy for you to listen on your favorite podcast player.  Become a PREMIUM member today by going to --> https://WomensMeditationNetwork.com/premium Place your own intention in your mind, PAUSE… And so it is, And so be it. PAUSE… Shift your awareness, To the top of your head. Feel your body heavy, Your arms and legs, Your front body and back body, Descend. PAUSE… Imagine your body is so heavy. It feels like you're filled with sand. At the base of your spine, Imagine a tiny hole. PAUSE… This sand slowly releases, Down and out, And away from your body. PAUSE… You are feeling lighter, And lighter. PAUSE… Your breath is soft. PAUSE… You begin to notice, The last few pieces of sand, As they drift away, Down and out, And away from your body. This tiny hole closes, And at the top of your head, A beautiful waterfall of light. This reiki energy rushes in, You allow this cleansing energy, And calming energy to flow, From the top of your head, And through your entire body. You now feel light. Like a feather. PAUSE… Become aware of this energy, Feeling your face and eyes. Softening the skin on your face, And relaxing your eyes. Your cheekbones, Your lips, And your jaw. PAUSE… Awareness moves to your throat, And your neck. Feel this calm energy soothe your throat. PAUSE… This energy fills your heart space. Feel your heart, Peaceful and calm, The place for love, Kindness, And compassion. This place, For self-love. PAUSE… This reiki energy fills your belly now, Your stomach area, Feel it calm. PAUSE… Feel surrender. PAUSE… Observe and notice your hips, Feeling your hips settle. Letting go of your long day. PAUSE… This energy fills your knees. And down your legs. Caressing your knees and legs, Feeling light and relaxed. PAUSE… Notice your feet, And as this reiki energy flows to your feet, Releasing anything left, Of stress and tension, Feeling now completely at ease, And relaxed. PAUSE… Wishing you sweet dreams. And reiki blessings. Namaste  Thanks to our amazing Sponsor! sleepnumber.com

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She makes room for him over the holidays. (erotic Coupling)By Baztrachian.  (edited) Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.In her freshman year at Northwestern Sindy had started working at a local coffee shop where she met Ryan. Ryan was five years older than Sindy, on the verge of graduating and merely looking at him made Sindy's pulse race faster.Ryan for his part was initially unaware of Sindy's interest in him. But over the course of the year he'd come to the coffee shop to study and he gradually started to notice the cute girl with the blonde hair always staring at him. He found himself appreciating the graceful curve of her modest breasts and her almost ever-present smile.It was a few days before the end of September when Ryan asked Sindy if she'd like to go out for a date sometime. Naturally she said yes.Sindy's parents were not wealthy but they were well off and when Sindy went to college they made sure she had her own apartment. It was just a one bedroom affair with another room that was her kitchen, dining room, and living room all in one. Where Ryan shared his cramped dormer with two other young men that meant that his dates with Sindy frequently took place at her apartment.Despite the circumstance their relationship was rather chaste. Sindy was always careful to make sure that things never got out of hand and that often left Ryan feeling frustrated. Still, he loved the girl and felt she was worth waiting for. But at the same time he longed to feel her bare skin against his own. Sindy of course had similar feelings for Ryan but she was constrained by her conservative spiritual upbringing and her parent's expectation that she wait until marriage before getting physical with a young man.Fate stepped in and late in the week before Christmas break one of Ryan's roommates had left an electric hot plate unattended in close proximity to their pathetic little Christmas tree. Fortunately the ensuing fire took place during the day when almost all of the dorm residents were off at class. The remaining few who were in the dorm at the time safely made it out when the fire alarms went off.Unfortunately the dorm was an old wooden structure and by the time the fire department arrived the building was a total loss. The fire department had no pretensions about saving the building and instead focused their efforts on preventing damage to other nearby dorms.That afternoon Ryan got word that he was now out of a home and that what few clothes he owned had been consumed in the conflagration. The only spare clothes he still had were in his gym locker and these were suddenly much more important than they had been the day before.Ryan texted Sindy and let her know about the fire. It turned out that Sindy had heard about the fire and she was of course pleased that Ryan was safe. But he had nowhere to live for the moment. The two of them agreed to meet for coffee to discuss the matter.With the Christmas break only a day away Sindy asked Ryan if he could handle sleeping on her futon couch while she was away at home. The futon couch was one of those that went from being a couch into being a bed in moments. Naturally Ryan agreed to her terms that he keep his distance while living with Sindy and with only the things in his backpack he went home with Sindy.That evening the two young people went out to gather a few sundries for Ryan to replace the things he lost. Sindy found it to be an intimate experience to shop for toiletries for her boyfriend and she also found herself desiring a more domestic lifestyle. Fantasies of marriage danced around her mind on the walk back to her apartment and she allowed herself a satisfied smile as she realized that it was now ‘their' apartment.The two of them stayed up later than usual due to the circumstance. They shared a late take out dinner and then got the couch set up as a bed for Ryan. Sindy excused herself to get ready for bed and Ryan listened as she did her evening grooming in the bathroom. He didn't see her when she went into her bedroom and closed the door. His turn in the bathroom followed and then for lack of anything else to wear he just shucked his clothes and put on a clean pair of sweat pants for the night.Sitting on his improvised bed Ryan caught his breath when Sindy returned to the room. She was wearing a simple silk nightshirt that buttoned down the front, her legs were temptingly bare, and the silk fabric readily betrayed the fact that Sindy's breasts were tantalizingly unconstrained by a bra.For her part Sindy felt flushed when she saw Ryan. It was the first time she'd seen him bare above the waist and he was everything she'd hoped for. He was well toned but not overly detailed like the narcissists she'd see in the weight rooms for hours on end. His chest had a proper tuft of hair unlike the fey boys who'd shave themselves hairless. And her eyes could not help but drift down to where she saw his sweat pants notably tented.Being a relatively cloistered girl Sindy was naïve to Ryan's erection and she merely thought it impressive. Still, the sight of her boyfriend half naked flustered the girl and she said a quick good night before retreating to the safety of her bedroom.It ended up being more than an hour before either of the two of them slipped into a slumber.The following morning saw Ryan waking up early. He started a pot of coffee and then took a shower. As he was washing himself he felt his morning hard-on and decided to do something about it. His fist wrapped around the hard cock and started working it. Trying to choke back his moans Ryan quickly spewed four strong streams of cum into the steaming water.When he came out to the main room Sindy was already there, sipping her cup of coffee. The two young people were quite awkward as they tried to make conversation and it was the welcome fact of an early train for Sindy that put an end to the moment. A chaste kiss was exchanged and then Sindy ran off to catch her train.Ryan watched her from the window as she ran down the street and when she turned the corner he saw her look back and wave. He smiled and waved at her as she walked out of sight.Arriving at home Sindy somehow managed to get through the holiday without letting her parents know about Ryan or how he was currently living in her apartment. Images of Ryan's bare chest replayed in her mind all through Christmas. At the church Christmas Eve service she found herself thinking about the birth of Jesus and how maybe someday she'd have a baby of her own. Her mind drifted back to Ryan and she snorted back a small giggle as she realized she didn't want to have an immaculate conception.Christmas came the next day and Sindy managed to slip away from her family long enough to call Ryan and wish him a Merry Christmas. The sound of his soothing voice was music to her ears and she found herself eager to get back to Evanston.Her parents were actually impressed when Sindy told them she wanted to get back to school early. Her logical reason was that she wanted to be safe back at her apartment on New Year's Eve instead of trying to travel with so many other people on New Year's Day. That particular year New Year's Day fell on a Sunday and that made the following day a work day. Even the news media predicted chaos for travel that day what with a massive snowstorm on the way for New Year's Day.It was just before lunch time when Sindy got back to the apartment. Ryan was out somewhere but she knew he'd be back because he was expecting her home. Sure enough she had just doffed her jacket and hat when Ryan came in the door. He set down a bag of groceries and the two of them shared a passionate kiss. Sindy didn't care that Ryan's hand cupped one of her boobs as they kissed. No, she realized she liked it.They broke their kiss and laughed that they were so much more passionate with each other. Sindy for her part was glad that Ryan hadn't gone any further because she didn't trust herself after having such lustful thoughts recently, for him.The two of them chatted and caught up with each other as they put away the groceries. Ryan had splurged and bought the makings for Sindy's favorite cocktail which was a Mai Tai. Sindy didn't care for champagne because it gave her headaches, so Ryan had thoughtfully planned on the Mai Tai to toast in the new year.It was just after nine when the expected snow started to fall. It wasn't long after that when Ryan poured a fifth of white rum into a pitcher and then added pineapple juice, sweetened lime juice, grenadine, and a generous amount of dark rum to round off the drink.Now Ryan could drink pretty hard, like most senior college men; but to be fair to him he wasn't planning on drinking the whole pitcher of Mai Tai that one night. The thing was that he only knew the recipe one way and that was how he made it. He expected the pitcher of the cocktail would be sipped on for a few days.At eleven the two young people sat in front of their TV and watched as the new year was welcomed in New York City. They toasted each other and Sindy finished her second Mai Tai of the evening. When she set down her glass she excused herself to get ready for bed and suggested that Ryan do the same thing.In her bedroom she pulled off her winter travel outfit of blue jeans and a flannel shirt and put on her favorite silk nightshirt. As was her habit, she dispensed with her bra for the night and felt a bit of relief as her size C globes were freed from their modest restraints.It was then that Sindy noticed her panties were moist. She sighed with irritation because this was typical around the second week after her period, each month. She didn't like that her panties would get wet with the same clear stringy fluid every ovulation. Taking off her panties she tossed them in her dirty laundry basket and grabbed a tissue to clean herself.When she was finished, she tossed the tissue in her waste basket and then opened a drawer to find a fresh pair of panties. The first pair she found were her favorite linen panties she'd bought for herself at Nordstrom. She held them in her hand and shook her head at the thought of ruining them with all the ‘snot' coming out of her pussy.“Maybe he won't notice”, she said to herself. Looking in the mirror to make sure her nightshirt covered her down to just above her knees she decided it would be okay to go without panties for the next hour. She absently nodded her head as if to approve this decision.Returning to the living room she found Ryan bare chested as usual and wearing only his sweat pants. He'd converted the futon to a bed while she was busy and was under the blankets on his makeshift bed when she returned. He invited her to join him and share his warmth. She didn't hesitate and she also didn't hesitate to help herself to the Mai Tai glass that had been refilled while she'd been changing.Ryan somehow managed to behave himself as a nearly naked Sindy sat next to him. He'd seen her profile as she walked into the room and he instantly noticed the lack of panty lines under her silk nightshirt. He felt his balls roll with anticipation when the girl got under the blankets with him. He also did his best to convince his cock to settle down as he wrapped his arm around her; both of them watching the TV which was on her side of the futon.The hour went by and soon enough there was a countdown and then the TV showed the fireworks at the Navy Pier in Chicago as the new year arrived.Ryan pulled Sindy over close and kissed her to celebrate their first new year's celebration together. The two of them were warm and tense when Sindy broke their kiss to suggest they toast the new year.Sindy's glass was empty again so Ryan got up and refilled it from the pitcher on the kitchenette counter.Returning to her, he saw her sitting up, her bare feet on the carpet and then saw the silly smile on her face. She was sitting on the edge of the futon and he thought she might be thinking about going to her bedroom. He realized she wasn't drunk but she wasn't far from it. He put the two glasses down on a side table and then knelt down on the carpet in front of Sindy.Leaning into her as she sat on the bed he gently kissed her. Her arms came up around him as she kissed him back. A few minutes went by as the two of them kissed and explored each other's bodies. The music from the celebration on TV created a very romantic tone for the moment.Sindy didn't notice when Ryan deftly undid the buttons on her nightshirt. Her whole universe at that moment was consumed with the sensations of kissing, being kissed, and feeling the strong bare shoulders of her man. She also didn't notice as Ryan gently parted her knees with his hips.“Oh.” Ryan heard her say as she felt him suckle on one of her nipples. She kissed the top of his head and her hands went to his waist as she felt him grinding himself into her crotch. Remembering that she wasn't protected by the flimsy fabric of her panties her hands went further down his waist to find the reassuring presence of Ryan's sweat pants right where they should be.Ryan pulled away from her for a moment and shut off the TV. They were now in darkness save for the light that came in from the street outside. It was also unusually quiet what with the sounds of the city muffled by an ever intensifying snow storm.In the darkness she saw him stand up and when he took her hand she obliged and stood up as well. She complied when he eased her nightshirt off of her shoulders even though she wasn't truly cognizant of the situation. The presence of his sweat pants made her feel that it was okay if one of them was naked.He guided her back to the bedroom, helped her into bed, and pulled the warm blankets over her. Then he went to the other side of the bed and climbed in. Her brief exposure to the cold air of the apartment made her welcome the warmth when Ryan moved partly on to her and kissed her again.She felt his hand explore her body and she didn't complain. His big warm hand moved around feeling her neck, her breasts, her waist, her hips, and then he slowly moved it to her pussy. She tensed when he first touched her down there but then relaxed as he gently explored and then found her button. Sindy was overwhelmed with sensation and alcohol as Ryan ministered to her needs.Ryan was no virgin nor was he a philanderer. He'd had just one girlfriend in high school and after three years of experience he knew his way around the female body. Sindy responded to his touch just like his old girlfriend used to. Her legs relaxed as he rubbed and teased her button and after some time he chanced to let a finger explore her cleft.“Omigawd” he heard as his finger easily slipped into Sindy's body. She was so wet for him. She was ready.He moved himself over on top of her and gently parted her legs. The soft underside of his cock brushed against the fine blonde hair of her pubes as the two of them adjusted to their new position.Sindy didn't give it any thought when she had to spread her legs for Ryan's legs above her. It was just the natural thing to do and she loved how his body was now pressing her down into the soft mattress. the bed that was cold a few minutes ago, was now warm and soft.  She felt him moving and adjusting as they kissed. Then she felt something warm, firm, and yet soft brush against her lower belly. The alcohol made this sensation into something quizzical but not alarming. She was horny, but buzzed. She's never been in bed with a man until tonight. the entire experience was surreal and wonderful.Ryan moved himself down on the virgin and started sucking on her nipples and lightly biting them. She moaned in approval and then reflexively pulled her legs back and rested the soles of her feet against the backs of his thighs. Sindy herself was surprised when she did this. It seemed so lewd! Yet something had made her do this and it seemed like it was the right thing to do. She also felt more comfortable this way. Her primal nature directed her responses.Sindy loved feeling Ryan suckling and biting her nipples and when he started kissing his way up her chest she had a moment of longing, wishing he'd suckle her some more.His lips moved to her ear and lightly tugged at her earlobe. Then he moved his lips back to hers and she felt his tongue move into her mouth. It was her first French kiss and somehow it didn't feel new or strange to her. It felt good to have part of him inside her body. Letting him into her body was, well; was just what her body knew to do.In the midst of kissing him Sindy felt Ryan's pelvis moving on her and she became aware of something very warm pressing against her pussy. She felt her pussy lips part and then the something moved between them rubbing back and forth. It felt nice. Very nice. She knew she wanted more of this feeling.“What are you doing to me?” she whispered into the night air.“I'm making love to you.” was what she heard in reply.Her mind struggled to process the import of what they were doing and what she had just heard.‘We couldn't be having sex, right? We're just making out! And besides', she thought to herself, 'he still has his sweat pants on.'Her hands moved from his shoulders to his waist. And then she moved them to his bare ass that was moving in synch with the sensation she felt between her legs. Sindy was torn as she realized that he was naked. She realized that the thing so wonderfully sliding back and forth in her furrow was Ryan's thick and stiff bare cock. Part of her wanted him to stop. But it felt so good!'It's safe so long as he doesn't actually go inside me' she told herself.Ryan moved and put one arm around her with his hand holding her left shoulder. His other hand snaked around her waist and held her tight. She wasn't going anywhere now and they both knew this.Ryan withdrew his cock from running between Sindy's pussy lips and for a moment Sindy felt relief that he was done and at the same time she felt a pang of loss that it was over. She couldn't help herself but to feel giddy when she felt him press into her. It wasn't the same feeling as the rubbing but she wanted it all the same. Her cunt was hot, swollen, oozing, and hungry.She felt him press into her with a kind of urgency. The blunt tip of his cock was now searching for her opening in earnest. She felt it press and then slip away from her. Then she felt his body move back and try again.“Oh, I'm not so sure…” she said as Ryan's blunt tip finally found the right spot and she felt that tip press into the mouth of her pussy. Her hands went to Ryan's waist as if to push him away.Ryan felt Sindy tense as his cock pushed past the threshold of her pussy. He felt her try to lift his body off of hers. He paused for a moment as she said something.In that brief moment Sindy understood that Ryan's mind had checked out. The same primal instincts gave him a course of directives, which his body was destined to accomplish without needing his brain to direct. He was holding her so tight and if she didn't get him to stop it would be too late!She struggled just a bit and realized her mistake as her movement got his cock into the exact right position to penetrate her body.Ryan had felt his cock push past her pussy lips but then it wasn't going any further. Then Sindy's pelvis instinctively moved around and suddenly his cock moved deeper into her pussy.Sindy caught her breath as she felt Ryan's cock slip into her pussy. She was about to ask him to stop when his strong arms held her tight and he started thrusting into her. She wasn't yet aware that her own hips were already beginning to move in sync with his primal mission. In a few moments she felt him deep inside her body and she felt his warm balls coming down, resting on her ass.“Ohmigod.” she said.Ryan felt a sense of relief with his cock finally buried into the object of his desires. He hadn't had his cock in a pussy for almost six years and the feeling was exquisite. Part of him wanted to fuck her hard and get his rocks off. A more sensible part of him reminded him that he loved this girl.“Are you okay?” he said to Sindy.“Yeah.” she whispered, “We're having sex aren't we?”He gave her a gentle thrust and replied playfully, “Yeah, I think we are.”Ryan kissed her and slowly started thrusting himself into the girl. She took a little time to relax but eventually she did and so did Ryan. He raised up slowly, dragging his engorged cock along the rippled inner walls of her deep pussie canal; only to feel his shaft switch it's polarity and drive back, deep into her deep canal again, dropping his balls again, on her awaiting ass. He paused every now and again as he fought back the urge to fuck her hard and cum. His body wanted to fuck her body, but his heart & soul wanted to become one with her heart & soul.For her part Sindy was in awe of the amazing things happening to her. She had never imagined sex would feel so wonderful and intimate. It seemed surreal that for all of the years she had imagined what this moment would be like the moment was now upon her. She loved Ryan but at this moment he was simply the man who was finally fucking her. She surrendered her intellect, over to her body. ‘Don't think,' she instinctive told her mind. ‘Don't discuss. Don't blow this moment!' ‘Your body knows what to do. So does his. Now celebrate this marvel!'It was perhaps a therapeutic benefit that she'd been more than tipsy. She played with his hair and ran her fingernails on his scalp as he fucked her. She loved that he moaned in response. She loved the heavy male scent she smelled on him. She was a little bashful about the wet squishing sound coming from between her legs but she didn't think Ryan cared.As the lovers gently fucked Sindy's mind remembered sitting in church the week before. She remembered thinking about Jesus and his mother Mary. And the immaculate conception.Sindy kissed Ryan on the tip of his nose as he fucked her. She remembered being a smartass thinking she didn't want an immaculate conception.The three Mai Tai's and the cock sliding back and forth in her pussy made it easier for her to dismiss her own thoughts. And then it registered that what she and Ryan were doing could create a baby.She heard his breath coming faster. He was moaning every now and then and she realized that she was too.Maybe she should ask him to stop?“Uhm, fuck.” he grunted.She felt him start to move a little faster.His quickly rose from her while keeping his cock inside her body. His hands went to her knees and then, scooping her legs with his arms, he raised them up to her shoulders and pressed down on her again. Her feet were now on either side of his head.She hadn't thought it possible but now he was all the way inside her pussy. He kept his cock inside of her and thrusted over and over. She felt like she was getting beaten from the inside as his cock tried to punch its way up into her belly!He slammed into her repeatedly and yelled, “Ah, ah, ah!”Sindy grimaced as his cock pressed painfully into her cervix. Then she felt his cock swell up and start fluttering inside of her belly. The realization that she was being inseminated at that moment was mind blowing for her. Something inside of her responded and Sindy found herself feeling like something was building. She felt liquid blasts deep within her, and her vaginal reflexes triggered a euphoria which flooded every cell of her body, like a strong intoxicant invading all her 5 senses.Ryan fucked her hard and managed to get a few more squirts of cum into her. It was enough that Sindy felt her body tremble and tingle. Her toes curled and she held Ryan tight. He knew what was happening to her and started giving her a steady fucking.“Hunuhh!” she uttered and then collapsed spent from her first serious orgasm.Ryan let himself fall to the side while still laying over her hips; keeping his softening cock deeply embedded inside of Sindy.Caressing her exposed breasts he spoke, “That was amazing.”She brushed back some hair from her face. “Yeah, it was. We're gonna need to talk about this tomorrow.” There was a more serious tone to her voice.“True.” he said. They both knew not to kill this sacred moment with intellectual interactions.They didn't say anything else. Sindy got up and went off the bathroom to clean up and when she came back Ryan held the blankets up to welcome her back. She spooned up to him with her back to him and they held each other as they fell asleep.Around four in the morning Ryan woke up and quickly realized that very naked and very available Sindy was cuddled up with him. His cock was quickly hard again.He kissed Sindy's bare shoulder and got no response. She was sleeping off three cocktails and a vigorous fucking after all. He let his hands explore the girl and managed to provoke a murmur of approval from her when he fingered one of her nipples.He pulled her ass towards him a few inches and then swabbed his cock at her pussy. She was sticky from their earlier exertions but when he got her pussy lips to open a bit her moisture called to him. With his hand on her hip he gently pushed into her and in a few strokes was inside of her again.She stirred and looked over her shoulder at him. “Ryan?”“Yeah, it's me.”“Oh, okay” she said pushing back on his cock.This time wasn't about Sindy. Ryan needed to nut and he found himself fucking her. Not making love to her but just plain fucking her. When he got there he held her tight and pushed deep which elicited a whimper of complaint from Sindy. His cum spewed into her again and when he was done he held himself inside of her.When they awoke it was well past seven yet it was still kind of dark out. Sindy kissed Ryan and then went off to take a much needed shower. When she was done she put on a robe and she and Ryan exchanged pleasantries as he took his place in the shower. Neither of them had yet fully comprehended the fullness of what happened to them within the past few hours.Looking out the window Sindy saw the snow coming down and when she looked at the street it was covered in white. There were the telltale lumps of parked cars but it was obvious the snowplows had other priorities.She got the coffee going and started making breakfast. She was damned hungry and that called for eggs.Ryan was finished just in time for breakfast and the two of them sat on the futon watching local news cover 'The Storm of the Century'. He had on the sweat pants and a t-shirt.When breakfast was finished Sindy refilled their coffee cups and sat back on the futon with Ryan.“So.” she said.“Yeah.” he said with resignation, preparing himself for what was to come.“I wanted it, too.” she said as she sipped her coffee.“Really? You're okay with it all?”She demurely nodded. “Yeah, I wanted you and the alcohol was just an excuse. It's not the fairy tale way to lose my virginity but it really isn't far from it. We have a warm bed and a snowstorm outside on New Year's. It's kind of romantic really.”“Sindy, what are we going to tell your parents? It's not like you can keep me a secret after this.”She looked him in the eye. “What if we have a baby? That's more important to me right now.”Sindy expected a lot of things but she didn't expect Ryan to smile.“I'd love to have a baby with you, Sindy. I'd be crazy not to.” The two had become one. Not because of a license, not because of a priest, but because the forces of nature, and nature's God had consumated their hearts and bodies. Just as the biblical patriarch, Isaac; had simply taken Rebecca into the tent and began a marriage with a mutual commitment and intercourse, God still keeps things simple. Mankind finds ways to complicate things.The tears started to flow. Ryan pulled her close to comfort her and she told him she was happy and not sad. They sat there together for a couple hours discussing ideas for a house maybe up in Wisconsin somewhere. They talked about a modest wedding ceremony. They talked about babies.They had an early dinner that night and Sindy had just finished doing the dishes when Ryan came up to her and put his arms around her. One his hands came across bare flesh under her robe.“What are you wearing under there?” he asked.“Nothing.”“You've been naked under there all day?”She smiled. “Yup. Care to do something about it?”A few moments later Sindy had her hands on the kitchen counter while Ryan was busy fucking her from behind. Looking down at her feet she wondered if she was going to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen.“I hope so.” she said out loud.Society didn't know they got married during the snow storm, but the two became one in the purest, most natural sense.By Baztrachian for Literotica

She makes room for him over the holidays. (erotic Coupling)By Baztrachian.  (edited) Listen to the Podcast at Steamy Stories.In her freshman year at Northwestern Sindy had started working at a local coffee shop where she met Ryan. Ryan was five years older than Sindy, on the verge of graduating and merely looking at him made Sindy's pulse race faster.Ryan for his part was initially unaware of Sindy's interest in him. But over the course of the year he'd come to the coffee shop to study and he gradually started to notice the cute girl with the blonde hair always staring at him. He found himself appreciating the graceful curve of her modest breasts and her almost ever-present smile.It was a few days before the end of September when Ryan asked Sindy if she'd like to go out for a date sometime. Naturally she said yes.Sindy's parents were not wealthy but they were well off and when Sindy went to college they made sure she had her own apartment. It was just a one bedroom affair with another room that was her kitchen, dining room, and living room all in one. Where Ryan shared his cramped dormer with two other young men that meant that his dates with Sindy frequently took place at her apartment.Despite the circumstance their relationship was rather chaste. Sindy was always careful to make sure that things never got out of hand and that often left Ryan feeling frustrated. Still, he loved the girl and felt she was worth waiting for. But at the same time he longed to feel her bare skin against his own. Sindy of course had similar feelings for Ryan but she was constrained by her conservative spiritual upbringing and her parent's expectation that she wait until marriage before getting physical with a young man.Fate stepped in and late in the week before Christmas break one of Ryan's roommates had left an electric hot plate unattended in close proximity to their pathetic little Christmas tree. Fortunately the ensuing fire took place during the day when almost all of the dorm residents were off at class. The remaining few who were in the dorm at the time safely made it out when the fire alarms went off.Unfortunately the dorm was an old wooden structure and by the time the fire department arrived the building was a total loss. The fire department had no pretensions about saving the building and instead focused their efforts on preventing damage to other nearby dorms.That afternoon Ryan got word that he was now out of a home and that what few clothes he owned had been consumed in the conflagration. The only spare clothes he still had were in his gym locker and these were suddenly much more important than they had been the day before.Ryan texted Sindy and let her know about the fire. It turned out that Sindy had heard about the fire and she was of course pleased that Ryan was safe. But he had nowhere to live for the moment. The two of them agreed to meet for coffee to discuss the matter.With the Christmas break only a day away Sindy asked Ryan if he could handle sleeping on her futon couch while she was away at home. The futon couch was one of those that went from being a couch into being a bed in moments. Naturally Ryan agreed to her terms that he keep his distance while living with Sindy and with only the things in his backpack he went home with Sindy.That evening the two young people went out to gather a few sundries for Ryan to replace the things he lost. Sindy found it to be an intimate experience to shop for toiletries for her boyfriend and she also found herself desiring a more domestic lifestyle. Fantasies of marriage danced around her mind on the walk back to her apartment and she allowed herself a satisfied smile as she realized that it was now ‘their' apartment.The two of them stayed up later than usual due to the circumstance. They shared a late take out dinner and then got the couch set up as a bed for Ryan. Sindy excused herself to get ready for bed and Ryan listened as she did her evening grooming in the bathroom. He didn't see her when she went into her bedroom and closed the door. His turn in the bathroom followed and then for lack of anything else to wear he just shucked his clothes and put on a clean pair of sweat pants for the night.Sitting on his improvised bed Ryan caught his breath when Sindy returned to the room. She was wearing a simple silk nightshirt that buttoned down the front, her legs were temptingly bare, and the silk fabric readily betrayed the fact that Sindy's breasts were tantalizingly unconstrained by a bra.For her part Sindy felt flushed when she saw Ryan. It was the first time she'd seen him bare above the waist and he was everything she'd hoped for. He was well toned but not overly detailed like the narcissists she'd see in the weight rooms for hours on end. His chest had a proper tuft of hair unlike the fey boys who'd shave themselves hairless. And her eyes could not help but drift down to where she saw his sweat pants notably tented.Being a relatively cloistered girl Sindy was naïve to Ryan's erection and she merely thought it impressive. Still, the sight of her boyfriend half naked flustered the girl and she said a quick good night before retreating to the safety of her bedroom.It ended up being more than an hour before either of the two of them slipped into a slumber.The following morning saw Ryan waking up early. He started a pot of coffee and then took a shower. As he was washing himself he felt his morning hard-on and decided to do something about it. His fist wrapped around the hard cock and started working it. Trying to choke back his moans Ryan quickly spewed four strong streams of cum into the steaming water.When he came out to the main room Sindy was already there, sipping her cup of coffee. The two young people were quite awkward as they tried to make conversation and it was the welcome fact of an early train for Sindy that put an end to the moment. A chaste kiss was exchanged and then Sindy ran off to catch her train.Ryan watched her from the window as she ran down the street and when she turned the corner he saw her look back and wave. He smiled and waved at her as she walked out of sight.Arriving at home Sindy somehow managed to get through the holiday without letting her parents know about Ryan or how he was currently living in her apartment. Images of Ryan's bare chest replayed in her mind all through Christmas. At the church Christmas Eve service she found herself thinking about the birth of Jesus and how maybe someday she'd have a baby of her own. Her mind drifted back to Ryan and she snorted back a small giggle as she realized she didn't want to have an immaculate conception.Christmas came the next day and Sindy managed to slip away from her family long enough to call Ryan and wish him a Merry Christmas. The sound of his soothing voice was music to her ears and she found herself eager to get back to Evanston.Her parents were actually impressed when Sindy told them she wanted to get back to school early. Her logical reason was that she wanted to be safe back at her apartment on New Year's Eve instead of trying to travel with so many other people on New Year's Day. That particular year New Year's Day fell on a Sunday and that made the following day a work day. Even the news media predicted chaos for travel that day what with a massive snowstorm on the way for New Year's Day.It was just before lunch time when Sindy got back to the apartment. Ryan was out somewhere but she knew he'd be back because he was expecting her home. Sure enough she had just doffed her jacket and hat when Ryan came in the door. He set down a bag of groceries and the two of them shared a passionate kiss. Sindy didn't care that Ryan's hand cupped one of her boobs as they kissed. No, she realized she liked it.They broke their kiss and laughed that they were so much more passionate with each other. Sindy for her part was glad that Ryan hadn't gone any further because she didn't trust herself after having such lustful thoughts recently, for him.The two of them chatted and caught up with each other as they put away the groceries. Ryan had splurged and bought the makings for Sindy's favorite cocktail which was a Mai Tai. Sindy didn't care for champagne because it gave her headaches, so Ryan had thoughtfully planned on the Mai Tai to toast in the new year.It was just after nine when the expected snow started to fall. It wasn't long after that when Ryan poured a fifth of white rum into a pitcher and then added pineapple juice, sweetened lime juice, grenadine, and a generous amount of dark rum to round off the drink.Now Ryan could drink pretty hard, like most senior college men; but to be fair to him he wasn't planning on drinking the whole pitcher of Mai Tai that one night. The thing was that he only knew the recipe one way and that was how he made it. He expected the pitcher of the cocktail would be sipped on for a few days.At eleven the two young people sat in front of their TV and watched as the new year was welcomed in New York City. They toasted each other and Sindy finished her second Mai Tai of the evening. When she set down her glass she excused herself to get ready for bed and suggested that Ryan do the same thing.In her bedroom she pulled off her winter travel outfit of blue jeans and a flannel shirt and put on her favorite silk nightshirt. As was her habit, she dispensed with her bra for the night and felt a bit of relief as her size C globes were freed from their modest restraints.It was then that Sindy noticed her panties were moist. She sighed with irritation because this was typical around the second week after her period, each month. She didn't like that her panties would get wet with the same clear stringy fluid every ovulation. Taking off her panties she tossed them in her dirty laundry basket and grabbed a tissue to clean herself.When she was finished, she tossed the tissue in her waste basket and then opened a drawer to find a fresh pair of panties. The first pair she found were her favorite linen panties she'd bought for herself at Nordstrom. She held them in her hand and shook her head at the thought of ruining them with all the ‘snot' coming out of her pussy.“Maybe he won't notice”, she said to herself. Looking in the mirror to make sure her nightshirt covered her down to just above her knees she decided it would be okay to go without panties for the next hour. She absently nodded her head as if to approve this decision.Returning to the living room she found Ryan bare chested as usual and wearing only his sweat pants. He'd converted the futon to a bed while she was busy and was under the blankets on his makeshift bed when she returned. He invited her to join him and share his warmth. She didn't hesitate and she also didn't hesitate to help herself to the Mai Tai glass that had been refilled while she'd been changing.Ryan somehow managed to behave himself as a nearly naked Sindy sat next to him. He'd seen her profile as she walked into the room and he instantly noticed the lack of panty lines under her silk nightshirt. He felt his balls roll with anticipation when the girl got under the blankets with him. He also did his best to convince his cock to settle down as he wrapped his arm around her; both of them watching the TV which was on her side of the futon.The hour went by and soon enough there was a countdown and then the TV showed the fireworks at the Navy Pier in Chicago as the new year arrived.Ryan pulled Sindy over close and kissed her to celebrate their first new year's celebration together. The two of them were warm and tense when Sindy broke their kiss to suggest they toast the new year.Sindy's glass was empty again so Ryan got up and refilled it from the pitcher on the kitchenette counter.Returning to her, he saw her sitting up, her bare feet on the carpet and then saw the silly smile on her face. She was sitting on the edge of the futon and he thought she might be thinking about going to her bedroom. He realized she wasn't drunk but she wasn't far from it. He put the two glasses down on a side table and then knelt down on the carpet in front of Sindy.Leaning into her as she sat on the bed he gently kissed her. Her arms came up around him as she kissed him back. A few minutes went by as the two of them kissed and explored each other's bodies. The music from the celebration on TV created a very romantic tone for the moment.Sindy didn't notice when Ryan deftly undid the buttons on her nightshirt. Her whole universe at that moment was consumed with the sensations of kissing, being kissed, and feeling the strong bare shoulders of her man. She also didn't notice as Ryan gently parted her knees with his hips.“Oh.” Ryan heard her say as she felt him suckle on one of her nipples. She kissed the top of his head and her hands went to his waist as she felt him grinding himself into her crotch. Remembering that she wasn't protected by the flimsy fabric of her panties her hands went further down his waist to find the reassuring presence of Ryan's sweat pants right where they should be.Ryan pulled away from her for a moment and shut off the TV. They were now in darkness save for the light that came in from the street outside. It was also unusually quiet what with the sounds of the city muffled by an ever intensifying snow storm.In the darkness she saw him stand up and when he took her hand she obliged and stood up as well. She complied when he eased her nightshirt off of her shoulders even though she wasn't truly cognizant of the situation. The presence of his sweat pants made her feel that it was okay if one of them was naked.He guided her back to the bedroom, helped her into bed, and pulled the warm blankets over her. Then he went to the other side of the bed and climbed in. Her brief exposure to the cold air of the apartment made her welcome the warmth when Ryan moved partly on to her and kissed her again.She felt his hand explore her body and she didn't complain. His big warm hand moved around feeling her neck, her breasts, her waist, her hips, and then he slowly moved it to her pussy. She tensed when he first touched her down there but then relaxed as he gently explored and then found her button. Sindy was overwhelmed with sensation and alcohol as Ryan ministered to her needs.Ryan was no virgin nor was he a philanderer. He'd had just one girlfriend in high school and after three years of experience he knew his way around the female body. Sindy responded to his touch just like his old girlfriend used to. Her legs relaxed as he rubbed and teased her button and after some time he chanced to let a finger explore her cleft.“Omigawd” he heard as his finger easily slipped into Sindy's body. She was so wet for him. She was ready.He moved himself over on top of her and gently parted her legs. The soft underside of his cock brushed against the fine blonde hair of her pubes as the two of them adjusted to their new position.Sindy didn't give it any thought when she had to spread her legs for Ryan's legs above her. It was just the natural thing to do and she loved how his body was now pressing her down into the soft mattress. the bed that was cold a few minutes ago, was now warm and soft.  She felt him moving and adjusting as they kissed. Then she felt something warm, firm, and yet soft brush against her lower belly. The alcohol made this sensation into something quizzical but not alarming. She was horny, but buzzed. She's never been in bed with a man until tonight. the entire experience was surreal and wonderful.Ryan moved himself down on the virgin and started sucking on her nipples and lightly biting them. She moaned in approval and then reflexively pulled her legs back and rested the soles of her feet against the backs of his thighs. Sindy herself was surprised when she did this. It seemed so lewd! Yet something had made her do this and it seemed like it was the right thing to do. She also felt more comfortable this way. Her primal nature directed her responses.Sindy loved feeling Ryan suckling and biting her nipples and when he started kissing his way up her chest she had a moment of longing, wishing he'd suckle her some more.His lips moved to her ear and lightly tugged at her earlobe. Then he moved his lips back to hers and she felt his tongue move into her mouth. It was her first French kiss and somehow it didn't feel new or strange to her. It felt good to have part of him inside her body. Letting him into her body was, well; was just what her body knew to do.In the midst of kissing him Sindy felt Ryan's pelvis moving on her and she became aware of something very warm pressing against her pussy. She felt her pussy lips part and then the something moved between them rubbing back and forth. It felt nice. Very nice. She knew she wanted more of this feeling.“What are you doing to me?” she whispered into the night air.“I'm making love to you.” was what she heard in reply.Her mind struggled to process the import of what they were doing and what she had just heard.‘We couldn't be having sex, right? We're just making out! And besides', she thought to herself, 'he still has his sweat pants on.'Her hands moved from his shoulders to his waist. And then she moved them to his bare ass that was moving in synch with the sensation she felt between her legs. Sindy was torn as she realized that he was naked. She realized that the thing so wonderfully sliding back and forth in her furrow was Ryan's thick and stiff bare cock. Part of her wanted him to stop. But it felt so good!'It's safe so long as he doesn't actually go inside me' she told herself.Ryan moved and put one arm around her with his hand holding her left shoulder. His other hand snaked around her waist and held her tight. She wasn't going anywhere now and they both knew this.Ryan withdrew his cock from running between Sindy's pussy lips and for a moment Sindy felt relief that he was done and at the same time she felt a pang of loss that it was over. She couldn't help herself but to feel giddy when she felt him press into her. It wasn't the same feeling as the rubbing but she wanted it all the same. Her cunt was hot, swollen, oozing, and hungry.She felt him press into her with a kind of urgency. The blunt tip of his cock was now searching for her opening in earnest. She felt it press and then slip away from her. Then she felt his body move back and try again.“Oh, I'm not so sure…” she said as Ryan's blunt tip finally found the right spot and she felt that tip press into the mouth of her pussy. Her hands went to Ryan's waist as if to push him away.Ryan felt Sindy tense as his cock pushed past the threshold of her pussy. He felt her try to lift his body off of hers. He paused for a moment as she said something.In that brief moment Sindy understood that Ryan's mind had checked out. The same primal instincts gave him a course of directives, which his body was destined to accomplish without needing his brain to direct. He was holding her so tight and if she didn't get him to stop it would be too late!She struggled just a bit and realized her mistake as her movement got his cock into the exact right position to penetrate her body.Ryan had felt his cock push past her pussy lips but then it wasn't going any further. Then Sindy's pelvis instinctively moved around and suddenly his cock moved deeper into her pussy.Sindy caught her breath as she felt Ryan's cock slip into her pussy. She was about to ask him to stop when his strong arms held her tight and he started thrusting into her. She wasn't yet aware that her own hips were already beginning to move in sync with his primal mission. In a few moments she felt him deep inside her body and she felt his warm balls coming down, resting on her ass.“Ohmigod.” she said.Ryan felt a sense of relief with his cock finally buried into the object of his desires. He hadn't had his cock in a pussy for almost six years and the feeling was exquisite. Part of him wanted to fuck her hard and get his rocks off. A more sensible part of him reminded him that he loved this girl.“Are you okay?” he said to Sindy.“Yeah.” she whispered, “We're having sex aren't we?”He gave her a gentle thrust and replied playfully, “Yeah, I think we are.”Ryan kissed her and slowly started thrusting himself into the girl. She took a little time to relax but eventually she did and so did Ryan. He raised up slowly, dragging his engorged cock along the rippled inner walls of her deep pussie canal; only to feel his shaft switch it's polarity and drive back, deep into her deep canal again, dropping his balls again, on her awaiting ass. He paused every now and again as he fought back the urge to fuck her hard and cum. His body wanted to fuck her body, but his heart & soul wanted to become one with her heart & soul.For her part Sindy was in awe of the amazing things happening to her. She had never imagined sex would feel so wonderful and intimate. It seemed surreal that for all of the years she had imagined what this moment would be like the moment was now upon her. She loved Ryan but at this moment he was simply the man who was finally fucking her. She surrendered her intellect, over to her body. ‘Don't think,' she instinctive told her mind. ‘Don't discuss. Don't blow this moment!' ‘Your body knows what to do. So does his. Now celebrate this marvel!'It was perhaps a therapeutic benefit that she'd been more than tipsy. She played with his hair and ran her fingernails on his scalp as he fucked her. She loved that he moaned in response. She loved the heavy male scent she smelled on him. She was a little bashful about the wet squishing sound coming from between her legs but she didn't think Ryan cared.As the lovers gently fucked Sindy's mind remembered sitting in church the week before. She remembered thinking about Jesus and his mother Mary. And the immaculate conception.Sindy kissed Ryan on the tip of his nose as he fucked her. She remembered being a smartass thinking she didn't want an immaculate conception.The three Mai Tai's and the cock sliding back and forth in her pussy made it easier for her to dismiss her own thoughts. And then it registered that what she and Ryan were doing could create a baby.She heard his breath coming faster. He was moaning every now and then and she realized that she was too.Maybe she should ask him to stop?“Uhm, fuck.” he grunted.She felt him start to move a little faster.His quickly rose from her while keeping his cock inside her body. His hands went to her knees and then, scooping her legs with his arms, he raised them up to her shoulders and pressed down on her again. Her feet were now on either side of his head.She hadn't thought it possible but now he was all the way inside her pussy. He kept his cock inside of her and thrusted over and over. She felt like she was getting beaten from the inside as his cock tried to punch its way up into her belly!He slammed into her repeatedly and yelled, “Ah, ah, ah!”Sindy grimaced as his cock pressed painfully into her cervix. Then she felt his cock swell up and start fluttering inside of her belly. The realization that she was being inseminated at that moment was mind blowing for her. Something inside of her responded and Sindy found herself feeling like something was building. She felt liquid blasts deep within her, and her vaginal reflexes triggered a euphoria which flooded every cell of her body, like a strong intoxicant invading all her 5 senses.Ryan fucked her hard and managed to get a few more squirts of cum into her. It was enough that Sindy felt her body tremble and tingle. Her toes curled and she held Ryan tight. He knew what was happening to her and started giving her a steady fucking.“Hunuhh!” she uttered and then collapsed spent from her first serious orgasm.Ryan let himself fall to the side while still laying over her hips; keeping his softening cock deeply embedded inside of Sindy.Caressing her exposed breasts he spoke, “That was amazing.”She brushed back some hair from her face. “Yeah, it was. We're gonna need to talk about this tomorrow.” There was a more serious tone to her voice.“True.” he said. They both knew not to kill this sacred moment with intellectual interactions.They didn't say anything else. Sindy got up and went off the bathroom to clean up and when she came back Ryan held the blankets up to welcome her back. She spooned up to him with her back to him and they held each other as they fell asleep.Around four in the morning Ryan woke up and quickly realized that very naked and very available Sindy was cuddled up with him. His cock was quickly hard again.He kissed Sindy's bare shoulder and got no response. She was sleeping off three cocktails and a vigorous fucking after all. He let his hands explore the girl and managed to provoke a murmur of approval from her when he fingered one of her nipples.He pulled her ass towards him a few inches and then swabbed his cock at her pussy. She was sticky from their earlier exertions but when he got her pussy lips to open a bit her moisture called to him. With his hand on her hip he gently pushed into her and in a few strokes was inside of her again.She stirred and looked over her shoulder at him. “Ryan?”“Yeah, it's me.”“Oh, okay” she said pushing back on his cock.This time wasn't about Sindy. Ryan needed to nut and he found himself fucking her. Not making love to her but just plain fucking her. When he got there he held her tight and pushed deep which elicited a whimper of complaint from Sindy. His cum spewed into her again and when he was done he held himself inside of her.When they awoke it was well past seven yet it was still kind of dark out. Sindy kissed Ryan and then went off to take a much needed shower. When she was done she put on a robe and she and Ryan exchanged pleasantries as he took his place in the shower. Neither of them had yet fully comprehended the fullness of what happened to them within the past few hours.Looking out the window Sindy saw the snow coming down and when she looked at the street it was covered in white. There were the telltale lumps of parked cars but it was obvious the snowplows had other priorities.She got the coffee going and started making breakfast. She was damned hungry and that called for eggs.Ryan was finished just in time for breakfast and the two of them sat on the futon watching local news cover 'The Storm of the Century'. He had on the sweat pants and a t-shirt.When breakfast was finished Sindy refilled their coffee cups and sat back on the futon with Ryan.“So.” she said.“Yeah.” he said with resignation, preparing himself for what was to come.“I wanted it, too.” she said as she sipped her coffee.“Really? You're okay with it all?”She demurely nodded. “Yeah, I wanted you and the alcohol was just an excuse. It's not the fairy tale way to lose my virginity but it really isn't far from it. We have a warm bed and a snowstorm outside on New Year's. It's kind of romantic really.”“Sindy, what are we going to tell your parents? It's not like you can keep me a secret after this.”She looked him in the eye. “What if we have a baby? That's more important to me right now.”Sindy expected a lot of things but she didn't expect Ryan to smile.“I'd love to have a baby with you, Sindy. I'd be crazy not to.” The two had become one. Not because of a license, not because of a priest, but because the forces of nature, and nature's God had consumated their hearts and bodies. Just as the biblical patriarch, Isaac; had simply taken Rebecca into the tent and began a marriage with a mutual commitment and intercourse, God still keeps things simple. Mankind finds ways to complicate things.The tears started to flow. Ryan pulled her close to comfort her and she told him she was happy and not sad. They sat there together for a couple hours discussing ideas for a house maybe up in Wisconsin somewhere. They talked about a modest wedding ceremony. They talked about babies.They had an early dinner that night and Sindy had just finished doing the dishes when Ryan came up to her and put his arms around her. One his hands came across bare flesh under her robe.“What are you wearing under there?” he asked.“Nothing.”“You've been naked under there all day?”She smiled. “Yup. Care to do something about it?”A few moments later Sindy had her hands on the kitchen counter while Ryan was busy fucking her from behind. Looking down at her feet she wondered if she was going to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen.“I hope so.” she said out loud.Society didn't know they got married during the snow storm, but the two became one in the purest, most natural sense.By Baztrachian for Literotica

This week's Dark Nation Radio is a rather quirky mix of styles ranging from retro-electro to alt country to old-school goth to high-energy electro-industrial. New tracks are included from KMFDM, Spectra*Paris, Curse Mackey, October Burns Black, Still Patient?, Grausame Tochter, M73, and Kota Kira, among others. I hope you'll give it a spin and enjoy the mix! The playlist is below for your reference. Thanks for your support! And get ready for the return of DJ cypher's BLASPHMOUS RUMORS—my dark 80s show! Tuesday September 13th at 9 PM Eastern US time on sorradio.org. DJ cypher's Dark Nation Radio Playlist 28 August 2022 SpectraParis, “Moondrops” OMD, “Telegraph” Sea of Sin, “Synchronize (Zoot Woman mix)” The Sea at Midnight, “I Can't Wait” Bootblacks, “Voices” VNV Nation, “Arena” A Thousand Hours, “Bleach” Miseria Ultima, “Caressing the Pale (Siva Six remix)” Curse Mackey, “A Sharp Reminder” Chemlab, “Suicide Jag” Grausame Tochter, “Tanz Fr Dich” Paradox Obscur, “Intercourse” Null Cell, “Over the Top (Hostile Architect mix)” Mondträume, “Whole (Elektrostaub remix)” ThePicassos, “Queste Cose Sono Del Diavolo” The Raveonettes, “Young and Cold” Silas J. Dirge, “Hear Its Roar (When It's Black)” The Handsome Family, “Gold” Tiger Army, “Pain” KMFDM, “Hyena” Kota Kira ft. Eda Lovelace, “Redemption (extended)” M73, “Motor Romantik” Reichsfeind, “Red Pills” Still Patient? “Soul Reaper” October Burns Black, “Regress” DJ CYPHER'S DARK NATION RADIO—22 years strong! **Live Broadcasts Sundays @ 9 PM Eastern US on Spirit of Resistance Radio sorradio.org **Recorded broadcasts @ http://www.mixcloud.com/cypheractive **Downloadable broadcasts @ http://www.hearthis.at/cypheractive **Questions and material for airplay consideration to darknationradio@gmail.com **Facebook @ http://www.facebook.com/groups/darknationradio

In this time of high stress for almost everybody, we need some extra care. But many of us were taught to only care for others, not require anything beyond the basics for ourselves. You don't want to be a burden, or to seem selfish by asking for help or anything that looks like luxury for yourself. What do you need from friends and family? Do you need more hugs or “rubdowns”? Do you need more unhurried time to catch your breath? Do you sometimes need others to make over you and express their love to you? We are all different, but we all need our tanks refilled. An empty tank doesn't lead to joy.Even if you won't take care of yourself for you, do it for the people who depend on you. Get in touch with what fills you up and ask for it!

This week's Dark Nation Radio can now be streamed and downloaded. It's a good mix, I think, and full of new material, including tracks from ACTORS, Kill Shelter, Front 242, Ayria, Sundata, Then Comes Silence, Golden Apes, SINE, Ohne Nomen, Psy'Aviah, and Industry of Doom. I hope you enjoy it and thank you for your support! DJ cypher's Dark Nation Radio Playlist 17 July 2022 ACTORS, “Post-Traumatic Love (Sons of Nuns mix)” Ohne Nomen, “No Lights: Scherbentanz, “Meister der Magie (Skeletal Mix by Y-Luk-O)” Mtf8, “Burning Visions” :waijdan:, “Necromancer” Ayria, “No One Asked You” Sundata, “Lose Everything” SINE, “Control” Kill Shelter, “In This Place ft. Stefan Netschio” Front 242, “Take One (Kant Kino mix)” Psy'Aviah, “The Book of Life (Studio-X mix)” Lights A.M., “Runaway” Cubic, “One for Greg (Zodiac mix)” Rector Scanner, “Fluormenschen (ADkeY remix)” Hate Dept., “Release It (Empirion remix)” Industry of Doom, “Poison the Well” 16v, “Cables & Wires” Ministry, “N.W.O.” Revolting Cocks, “Stainless Steel Providers” Kervorkian Death Cyle, “Send Me the Machine” Miseria Ultima, “Caressing the Pale (Ocean Black remix)” Avarice in Audio, “The Language of Violence” Clockwork Echo, “Feed Me Drugs, Feed Me Hate (Komor Kommando remix)” Then Comes Silence, “Worm” Lost Echoes, “Stars” Golden Apes, “From the Sky” The Black Veils, “Phantom Limb Syndrome” The Rope, “Water Into Wine” DJ CYPHER'S DARK NATION RADIO—22 years strong! **Live Broadcasts Sundays @ 9 PM Eastern US on Spirit of Resistance Radio sorradio.org **Recorded broadcasts @ http://www.mixcloud.com/cypheractive **Downloadable broadcasts @ http://www.hearthis.at/cypheractive **Questions and material for airplay consideration to darknationradio@gmail.com **Facebook @ http://www.facebook.com/groups/darknationradio

Here are both the Best Girl Brackets: 2021: https://animebracket.com/results/best-girl-2021?group=1 2022: https://animebracket.com/b-g-22-w/results Here is the link to the weird bear nipple anime: https://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2022-05-11/caressing-the-nipples-of-my-hibernating-bear-bl-tv-anime-reveals-more-cast-july-3-premiere/.185557 Don't forget you can check out all things casual at: https://linktr.ee/Casual_Empire Also you can email us at: animecasualsreal@gmail.com In this episode of the Lucky Rants we talk about bear nipples and best girls!

Hello, my Ocean, Echoes of my steps How many years Have I been waiting for a meeting?!.. My heart's been beating with the waves Being embraced so warmly by sunrises, Caressing dreams, and feelings, conversations... My memory still stores all observations with tender young and everlasting passion... Both - inner peace and inner storms, compassion... In the backwaters of emotions The lighthouse... Looking for someone... While in the farest turquoise Ocean An abandoned and lonely boat Hopelessly seeking for a harbor... Where is the quiet land of God? Sometimes it seems, it's never been much harder... That heavy earthly load... Behind the broken rocks Quietly the surf roars Whispering, and even whistling windy songs While unreliable my steering wheel Is leading me to You... Somewhere the distance... and the horizon is dividing sunsets in a half Echoes of my steps... Echoes of my heart With all the sense of motion... Hello, my dear Ocean... Hello, my Ocean, let me start my quiet conversation with an Angel

Aloshan asks for guidance in treating the tension in his chest which Dhammarato compares to a "hole, emptiness, or feeling of longing for permanency". Aloshan is given a practical exercise of long deep healing breaths which loosen up the adrenaline built-up, in combination with a visualization technique which allows him to "be curious and playful" with this sensation. See the video version of this call on YouTube. ►YouTube Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-hH_uCbLLk Find the full video chats on the Dhammarato Dhamma YouTube channel. ►YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/c/DhammaratoDhamma Weekly Sangha calls, everyone is welcome! ►The Sangha US - https://join.skype.com/uyYzUwJ3e3TO ►The Sangha UK - https://join.skype.com/w6nFHnra6vdh To meet Dhamma friends or volunteer to help spread the Dhamma, join our discord. ►Discord - https://discord.gg/epphTGY To unite the growing interest in Buddhism with the hundreds of Buddhist wats in the West, we are in the process of starting the Open Sangha Foundation. If you want to learn more or volunteer to help, join the discord link above and navigate to the "open-sangha" text channel. We are in the process of timestamping and organizing the 1000+ Dhammarato skype calls on this channel. If you would like to help with the process, find more information here - https://bit.ly/3H1EWSA What do the numbers in the title mean? The number by the name of the student indicates the total amount of recorded calls with Dhammarato. The date in the title indicates the date the call was recorded. 0:00 Thoughts are like game announcers chatting among themselves without paying attention to the game 3:26 The "I" in the body and the new way of noticing sensations 7:30 Long deep healing breaths 11:10 Caressing the tension in the chest 12:58 Adrenaline and cortisol break down through breathing 17:10 Covid and respiratory therapists 18:21 Hole/emptiness/longing for permanency  21:10 Recognition of creating everything around  23:59 Training the mind akin to training a horse 26:00 Self-preservation instinct and consequences 27:00 Start congratulating yourself on seeing your thoughts 30:00 Exploring the mind through intimacy in a friendly way 

Join me with today's guest, Morgana Rae, who is a 20-time international #1 best selling author and mentor coach, and she is regarded to be the world's #1 authority on relationships with money. She addresses how our relationship with money mirrors our relationship with life and partners. She has coached thousands of people that have had major breakthroughs and shifts, more dramatic than her own. Morgana transforms relationships with money as if it were a person!You can take a free Money Love assessment to know what you most need now;https://DoesMoneyLoveYou.comwww.glowwithebi.com

Initiation is something a lot of people struggle with. So many of us have a fear of rejection which often comes up when you're thinking about initiating sex. So this week I'm going over the five different initiation styles directly from my Come As You Are book by Emily Nagoski.  The five different initiation styles:Provocative Seduction Style - You want to see their desire for you with a little skin, signs of arousal, undressing or posing for your delight, being approached with provocative teasing, playful hints or words of desire. Sensual Touch Style - Physical touch is what you need. Caressing the neck, getting a massage, even direct contact to the genitals. Emotional Connection Style - You respond to sweetness, romantic gestures, or connecting conversations. Demonstrations of love and sharing are essential to you moving into the erotic relm. Sex Talk Style - Whether it's being told how sexy you look, or being told what your partner wants to do to you, direct sexual words are what really opens up a context to erotisism for you. Power Play Style - You're bold. Maybe you like to dabble in bondage, kink, or bdsm things. The focus and attention in creating a power differential, either being in control, or being controlled. Being approached with confidence and urgency is key for you.Just as we have with the desire styles, most people are going to be a mixture of more than onet. This is a great exercise to do with your partner and see what works for you as an individual, what works for your partner, and what works for the two of you together.  What techniques can you do for each style?Provocative Seduction Style - Send or show a sexy picture, take a provocative post, show more skin, hint at or joke about sex, engage in sexual planning, wear or don't wear types of clothing, undress for their partner, tells their partner directly that they want to have sexSensual Touch Style - Caress all body parts including the non-sexual parts, kiss or caress on the neck, start slow, give soft gentle kisses, touch the back and butt, wake up with kisses or sexual touch, stroke the chest and nipples, and give a massage. Emotional Connection Style - Act genuinely interested in what they have to say, arrange quality time such as a romantic dinner or event, address concerns or worries that they might have, make them laugh easily and a lot, engage in deep romantic conversation, tell them how much you love them, do something genuinely caring or thoughtfulSex Talk Style - Tells them how sexy they am or how much you desire them, tell them the things you want to do to them, talk dirty to them, send a sexy messagePower Play Style - Pushing up against a wall or a bed, taking charge of the situation, is rough or forceful, demand you have them immediately, approach them from behind, surprise them, or be spontaneous.When it comes to your sexual pleasure you do not have to wait for the mood to strike. If you're waiting for the mood to strike, for the stress to go away, you might be waiting forever because even though one stressor might be put out, there's always going to be another. So stop waiting for the *right* time. The more you wait, the more frustration you're going to feel, the more that isolation is going to happen, you're worry will build up between your partner, you might start to think some intrusive thoughts.  A great way to really help your partner's blockers turn off is to make sure they feel attractive, supportive, admired, and there is no obligation to want sex. In couples that they feel that continuous love and admiration from their partner, sex seems to happen more naturally and in a more connected way. Connect with Rachel!Instagram: @The_Rachel_MaineWebsite: https://linktr.ee/WellnessSexpertiseFacebook: Rachel MaineEmail: therachelmaine@gmail.com

055 - A metaphor that describes the blissed-out writer who's come of age, plus a sharing that should have happened but didn't. I didn't realize I had so much to say. Not only that, I also read from 'Fragments from a Revisit of Stories Unfinished', a book I published in 2019 and have been meaning to rewrite. I'm here on IG and here on my website. Bliss.

David Akal Jaggs is a spiritual seeker, musical composer, music producer, sound healer, a tour guide in Sedona and owner of Sedona Vortex Retreats. He has been influenced by his travels around the world as well as his studies of eastern religion, shamanism, western mysticism and western psychology. Today, he talks about the healing powers of the Sedona vortexes as well as his work as a musical composer. These vortexes are known for their healing powers as well as their ability to amplify spiritual experiences. Check out his album, Eleven Dimensional Gateways: https://open.spotify.com/album/69wo88XSShSqY1pLAz3vLe?si=K-OXjpFJRa6qaKiFcFjpog&dl_branch=1 Check out his company, Sedona Vortex Retreats: https://www.sedonavortexretreats.com/ Thank you to David Akal Jaggs for his own music today: Caressing the Dragon. Thank you also to Erin Drew for her help producing this podcast. Check out her company @onbrandvoice --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/emily-iannuzzelli/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/emily-iannuzzelli/support

A Moment or Two Upon your balcony You see me Tender evening's intimacy Embodies mercy In a servant's disguise you flee Into me These sad things Killed our passion with love A quelled candle in a sleeping tomb Where flies one lost dove For a moment or two Our warring families Write no treaties Caressing in summer's heat Down our dark streets Lovers have privacy When the city sleeps These sad things Killed our passion with love A quelled candle in a sleeping tomb Where flies one lost dove For a moment or two Returned to your property Because you have to be An appointment with an apothecary He charges a flat fee There should be two moons above the sea Like your eyes are twin suns to me These sad things Killed our passion with love A quelled candle in a sleeping tomb Where flies one lost dove For a moment or two

In this episode we explore the chakra energetic space. We discover the benefits of connecting to each one of them (spiritual and material), and also learn about how they are associated with the dimensions of time and space! If you want to support Native Awakenings, please do one kind act

(00:50) Vegas was packed during Memorial Day Weekend (01:45) Daddy Goodz indulged in "Mask off Activities") (02:02) #DevinHaney vs Jorge Linares fight review (03:00) went to *1923 Prohibition Bar #SpeakEasy @ Mandalay Bay Casino (05:30) Daddy Goodz & Wifey experience Vinegar water! (08:00) Yoga Bling Boutique plug (09:00) We Love us some Caressing! lol (09:40) Its Starting to feel like summer! (10:35) Tye Dye Side Friend Chronicles Merch coming in hot! (12:30) Mexican Grandma's be Tough! & Know how to cook so good lol (14:35) Pool Party (Shout out Anthony) The Hostest with the Mostest! (16:08) He made Pazookies! (22:30) Car S*x is made for #ChickswithCurves ! (23:00) Stela describes why car s*x is terrible lol (25:30) Married people dont do car s*x (26:30) Guys love Car Head (27:05) Chicks always initiate road head (28:10) Women love a good challenge (29:45) Angles matter ladies! Take Notes! (32:10) Is there a right time to ask for head? (34:30) The best kind of s*x (35:35) Men should have toys too! no shame! (37:45) Stela reads article about weirdest things found inside peoples b*tts! (40:00) cement mix!? Say it ain't so! (42:19) Rats! Stahhhpppp (45:00) They like pain! (48:00) A knife too! yikes! (50:15) b*tt stuff 2.0? lol (51:35) Potential things coming up! Vlogs etc.. (52:15) Ten days until a year of anniversary of Side Friend Chronicles! (53:00) Send pictures wearing SFC Merch! Thank you for tuning in! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/side-friend-chronicles/support

Caressing that Jealous is Sexy...let me show you how. 

She got caressed all over, and he even brushed his hand against her pussy, but that was all she got.

Newcastle Falcons rugby union podcast. Review of Wasps match. Look forward to Leicester. England & 6 Nations review. Scores and tables round up.

I really enjoyed making this piece. It’s got a wintry feel. I’ve had the melody in my head for a long while, since 2012 in-fact when I originally wrote the song. I love singing it, especially in the colder months. It feels super magical and mysterious. The melody is hypnotic and the whole mood of it is like a music-box. I’m transported to a far off land where nothing is quite as it seems. The majesty of the snow sounds other worldly in D harmonic minor and there’s an aura of things being unresolved until the warmth of the sun comes through with strength and hope on the note of G. There are nine layers of sound in this piece. That’s so many for my sweet, ten year old Mac Book Air to handle. Poor thing does its best and I’m grateful for all its work, but with the hope of making an album firmly in my mind, I need to replace it. That’s why the arts grant I’m applying for is so important. It will give me the chance to create superb sound, without restrictions. Wow. Creating a whole album of hypnotic, magical music will be a truly exhilarating feeling. It feels like my destiny : ) Wish me luck. Snowy White Night Silver flakes falling down Down to the earth From the heavens Heavenly beauty All around Fiery presence In all sisters and brothers Fire is flying Flying through us Warming our hearts And hands with love Breeze in the trees Whisper whispering angels Caressing our eyes Our tears, our smiles Hearts wide open Look up to the sky Moon and stars Singing, singing together Together creating Such radiant vibrations Healing earth With songs of love Night has been broken By dawn’s warming rays The rays from the sun From the golden, golden light Stream into our days Stream into our lives

Its FOMO happening in your mind, or your body? On FOMO, nervous sytem regulation, parasympathetic vs sympathetic... Did you hear about The Embodiment Conference? OK, I might have told you about it. When we participate in such exciting events, it is easy to get our head buzzing with all the options, which all look interesting! Too many presentation to attend them all, yet all interesting. Oh, the excitement of reading the program, the joyful anticipation for the sessions… The dilemma of having to choose. Whenever we notice ourself entering this loop, we know it’s time to take a break. What incidence does it have on our nervous system? An hyper-arousal of our sympathetic nervous system. We’re sooo ready for action! Here comes FOMO, and a tendency to over-do, without listening signals from the body to rest and digest (parasympathetic nervous system). How to self-regulate our nervous system when feeling FOMO or overwhelm? And what is self-regulation anyway? First notice: The level of mental excitement, the thoughts rushing and/or running in circles in your head. The level of physical excitement: muscle tone like you were ready for a run?, heartbeat, breathing pattern (holding your breath?) Then self-regulate STOP! Make a pause and let the thoughts tire themselves of running in circle. Integrate the sessions you already attended 1. write 2. draw 3. dance 4. … Express it out to take it in. Do some calming activities (Be a cat for some time) Caressing a cat (That is, if it lets you

INTRO Calandra Balfour is a wellness expert, sex educator and adult shop owner of lust.co.uk and taboo.co.uk. CONTENT We started by noticing how people can be really embarrassed when it comes to talking about sex. But without sex, none of us would be here! Calandra said every relationship goes through stages of not having sex. And that can happen for so many reasons. Becoming parents can be one of them, and the change of perception of the woman from Goddess to earth mother can have an effect on either partner in some cases. Calandra offered suggestions on how to bring the spark back into the relationship, and the importance of communication. Sex toys can help bring the fun back into sex. Caressing and touch are really important and getting to know our own bodies as well as our partner’s. BIO  Calandra Balfour is a wellness expert, with a background in neuroscience, nutrition, NLP, and coaching. She also owns the sex shops Taboo and Lust in Brighton and facilitates sex education workshops for Killing Kittens. Calandra featured on Channel 4’s ‘A Very British Sex Shop’, a show following her family and business. Calandra has a passion for empowering women to find their voice, whether it is sexually, professionally or emotionally through coaching and mentoring.   CONTACT DETAILS / LINKS Website  - calandrabalfour.com Shop: lust.co.uk Linkedin  - https://www.linkedin.com/in/calandrabalfour/ Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/RiskToLive Twitter  - @calandrabalfour Instagram  - @calandrabalfour    ABOUT WENDY CAPEWELL Wendy is a Psychotherapist, Coach, Public Speaker, and Author. She helps people who are stuck either in their personal, professional or relationships, get to the root of the problem which is holding them back, let go - and move forward into a happier more successful life.   Connect with Wendy Here...... Facebook - CLICK HERE Linked in - CLICK HERE Website - https://www.wendycapewell.co.uk/ Book –‘From Surviving to Thriving in a Romantic Relationship’- Link to Amazon Email – info@wendycapewell.co.uk Email me if you would like to receive my newsletter. which contains my latest news, articles and special offers. If you have enjoyed this show then please leave a review.

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THE WAR PART 2: DAWN CITY FRONT LINE Dig it murder's suicide alright Suck it stubbornness is pride inside Fuck it breathing nitrogen again Shoot it war's a pathogen my friend I feel patricidal won't you come and slow my world? Here now downright tribal won't you come and slow my world I been laid low I been can't go I been fathomed out Where's my peep hole drenched in trench low is the highest bout I'd surrender or pretend or not to kiss the mud Blood and lice and smoke and lice and dying in the crud goddammit Only oceans fear and oceans beach to desert stretch There's a line around the earth to fucking heave and wretch Every single goddamn walker's fighting in this war Men and women all religions not the rich but poor goddammit I am drenched in pouring rain Maybe I have gone insane Only feeling here is pain Everything I do's in vain Right now I just want to die Take a chance and try to fly Depression has doused my soul I have lost all my control Depression cradle me depression soothe me Solve everything violently Kill 'em all and let 'em be Rock and rolling glory be I am drowning in a see of depression Dave - guitars and vocals Brian - bass, engineering, mixing Sharon - drums Ian - mastering HELL ON EARTH There ain't no good or evil here Grace has just up and disappeared Everything's too fucking loud Collectively we're a mushroom cloud The ground beneath me creeks and moans The sky above is filled with drones The singularity is worthless This brutality is just senseless The maelstrom sucks dry every lung It doubles down on flares of sun The war city's a battleship Plastics forged from hearts and hips The rich sit back and place their bets This isn't armageddon yet The selfish wants of greed protrudes The moneymaking then ensues As long as this machine does hum Cannibals, daughters and sons It chews them up and spits them out Humanity ain't got no clout The writers write of fogs of war The fighters fight the scorers score Language warps primordial thought Human life is sold and bought Ain't no good and evil here Ain't no good or evil here Dave - guitars and vocals Brian - bass, engineering, mixing Sharon - drums Ian - mastering ARCTIC WAR I'm in the Arctic War and the Antarctic War The ice is pink and black the sky is brown and grey It's arbitrary, man, who you fight for today It's geographic, man, for that they make you pay For that they make you pay This murder's never stopped since hands picked up a rock It's cities and it's dust it's all downhill from here We blew it when we tried to kick it into gear Philosophy is dead on that we all are clear On that we all are clear FIGHT! The rumblings wake me up with blazing guns and then The sky it opens up and Dawn she blazes fire Through Elvis Presley's face the Czar and Khan retire The mood it lightens up and Dawn douses the fire So Dawn she saved the world Or maybe just my brain Or maybe all of us Or maybe just the pain Dave Linantud - guitar and vocals Brian Lutz - bass, sound engineering, mixing Sharon Santos - drums Ian Burke - mastering ATOM BOMB Well I feel alright maybe a bit uptight I'm on a transport boat it's like a new remote Got a floating thumb like a number one Half another one loaded half my gun On a factory ship they stole a rather zip Get me out of there where the air to care Less of everything bring the sing ring thing At the quarter mark played without the stark Leave the war behind in effort sublime Of a human skull filled with less than null Here the yells and coughs Feeding at the trough Like an eagle's wings sing the ring thing bring It to newfound lathes baths and crass crash labs Feed me nitrogen pennies current slim From a battle zone smelling like ozone Peace will set me free if I want to be Sing the joys of life na na na na na na Uplift me uplift me tra la la Does anything really ever happen How 'bout them migrants at the door You got the money for the answer You got the money for the floor When I looked around was Atlantis bound Got PTSD got that shit for free It's a genesis it's a catharsis It's a love ornate let's copulate I got a song for you It's heaving like a clue I got to radiate And build my love from hate I broke the atom bomb KABOOM I felt it I felt it give me room I heard the drums a-beating goddamn I heard the march retreating, man Like the towers fall Dawn City enthralled It's an edifice it's an urban myth She's the Atom Bomb she's the right aplomb Boil and salt to taste then repatriate I got a song for you It's heaving like a clue I got to radiate And build my love from hate Within the City's gates I don't ingratiate Or have a trust in fate Dave - vocals and guitars Brian - bass, engineering, mixing Andy - drums, percussion Ian - mastering BIRTHDAY PARTY Welcome to my birthday party but it hasn't started Until you're gone Violence the pot is brimming We're all just swimming in it's song Why can't you see that this ain't no party I wonder if my heart is showing And if you're knowing who I am I wonder because I can feel you But not see through you if I can My questions ain't small War it kills us all I just want to know what's right that's all That's all People they fill me with questions The world is spinning under me Catch it a thought is drifting I'm sitting sifting come float with me Listen to me and join my party So let's get started Dave - guitar and vocals Brian - bass, engineering, and mixing Andy - drums Ian - mastering ANOTHER SPOT Right time it's a long time to be waiting But I don't mind Quite fine another time to let go Shrinking 'cause I'm thinking that I'm blinking At reality I got another spot in my soul Seen you in your glory will you sell me For a story You got a b-line to my soul Gift me with your loving or Thrift me from above when I got another spot in my soul Dave - guitars and vocal Brian - bass, engineering, mixing Andy - drums Ian - mastering IT'S ONLY JUST A GAME Midlife crisis in prescription pills but the buffer never came Fallen swords flown free form faster but they all just sound the same It's only just a game Got no witness call our misdeeds Over by the dawn Catch a glimpse of something better Blink and then it's gone Let the meaning of the words Get scrambled by the dregs Give a sense of meaningless An arm and two new legs It's only just a game I went before the tribune and I stammered my defense Got a playful greeting said the sentence recompense Kiss me twice but fool me never where'd she put the key Get them handcuffs melt 'em down and then Just give them back to me It's only just a game It's more than just a game Dave - guitar and vocal Brian - bass, engineering, mixing Andy - drums Ian - mastering SHE'S DAWN Here's a story truth be told Of woebegone fortuneless bold And shattered minds on ecstasy Caressing and so endlessly And through the meanings of the pines As underground as concubines A harem made of robot parts Conveyed through trays of structure hearts Grappled over and then some Sucking on my fucking thumb Pleased the barker lies be sought Fissured lives of astronauts And then she said "You're all dismissed." With kisses made from mountain mist She's Dawn she fucking floats in the sky She's Dawn she's always higher than high She's Dawn recycled from a myth She's Dawn a modern sarcophagus As I knelt I felt her scent Fucked her in her covenant Would she bless me with a kiss Or a fateful unnamed bliss Sanctioned by a godless ton As it was it's kind of fun What again was then it ain't Can't remember no complaints Did the anniversary Give a gift of common glee Punctured wounds that bled of silk Fractured by the mother's milk Stranded on a nearby shore Booked tonight forever more chorus Dave - vocals, guitars Brian - bass, engineering, mixing Andy - drums Ian - mastering PARANOID I'm a paranoid sucker 'cause I know they're out to get me And my fists with a wish for a laid back twist And surviving turned to thriving turned to starving turned to what In an icon fractured clog bogged down when it's found All around a different town or city dwelling yelling nothing At an existential fog or bog or something else entirely Or a laser or a frog toed sloppy domed slow burn Other sucker looser with a punch a bunch of these here Unrehearsed gems floating down again but then again A friend has other needs feed iambic tantric greed Got a surfing webbed foot soot choked smoke it up Smoke it up suck it down don't cough cough cough Been a jealous zealous fool guy why fry wide eyed Sky up below or throw the other one again or then Did I say she was a friend when or then is when again How's now let it go or else it bows so here we go Man she leans and she dips and she drinks and she strips And she swerves and she curves and she knows and she glows But she hears and she nears and she queers and she lears When she lunges and she plunges and she hinges and she plummets As she cries and she lies and she flies and she sighs If she knows and she grows and she slows and she flows If she was or she must or she's just or she's rust When she flips and she dips and she rips and she sips As she kisses and she misses and she hisses and she disses Then she fucks and she sucks and she trucks and she mucks For she screams and she dreams and she beams and she reams And she straps and she naps and she raps and she straps 'Cause she fights and sh's right and she's might and she's night And she's day and she's here and she's far and she's near When the paranoia took me like a volcano it shook me The tsunami was a birthrite and the actress got the words right If it ever didn't happen then I thought it maybe might If there ever was a doubt it wasn't right My soliloquy is broken like a wrestling gimmick My cantankerous mind failed to lure or to mimic Felt betrayed when she stayed and bereft when she left Felt a cringe become a frown and I put that sucker down If there ever was a modern one it never came to me If there ever was another one to see Back it up now you're good cut it hard tap the brake Slake the thirst you're the worst kiss the night Float above the fray Let it go. Dave - guitars, vocals, mandolin, banjo Brian - bass, engineering, mixing Andy - drums and percussion Ian - mastering RUST I didn't know that the show would not go back to you I didn't know that the lies that were told would come true I didn't think or even care if it all went down in rust I didn't mind if it did but I guess it wasn't just The consequence was begging For a thing that smelled like true And the operator called up And the financing fell through At least we got it demoed and my wife was sick and everybody cried Got laid off a couple times but kept on writing, man, because that's what you do Every path of atmospheric musings keeps me coming back to you The plot holes got dismembered I lost my mind a bit We put it on the podcast Because we worked out the apocalypse Spare you all the details Just trying to write some songs I'd like to keep on adding It just takes so goddamned long Let it rust Dave Linantud - quitars, vocals, harmonica Brian Lutz - bass, engineering, mixing Sharon Santos - drums Ian Burke - mastering MELTDOWN HEAVY You some punk motherfuckers while you're sitting in your high chairs In your seats that be controlling the world You don't care about the people build your liquor stores and steeples Hold the roughest of the roughest of the pearls The people act as lemmings all distracted and the same is true For all this fucking lying crying blues Distract us from our misery lie to us to keep us busy While you tell us what our thoughts are and our views Manipulated prayed for fellated The dream is a lie and I'm craving a meltdown Lead like a herd mindless retro absurd And the scheme is a pyramid oligarchs abound The rich elite lie to you and they motherfucking use you If you're left well then they make you hate the right And the other way too, punks, it's fucking junk they use the trunks And pack their lies up so they seem like truth and light They keep us all distracted while their riches get impacted By the oligarchal lurching huge machine They twist up information hide the overall stagnation And they make you wonder what it all can mean (chorus) Dave Linantud - guitars and vocals Brian Lutz - bass, engineering, mixing Sharon Santos - drums Ian Burke - mastering

The Tabaxi return to the hunt for the ink of a Giant Squid.  Calamari anyone? What could go wrong there?!?!   Let us know what you think!  Rate us on Apple Podcasts, email us at RelicofthePastPodcast@gmail.com, follow us @RelicofthePast on Twitter and @RelicofthePastPodcast on Facebook.  Articles and artwork are available at http://poolemedia.podbean.com/

In this episode of Reddit Readings, we cover top posts from Reddit r/tifu. Today we are listening to embarrassing, funny and terrifying fuck ups. Enjoy!

We really start to earn the explicit tag with this one folks. We discuss Chapter 11, a horny fainting couch, how Bella would f**k the night, and some of our science class antics. Content Warnings: Our episodes contain mentions of depression, suicide, relationship abuse, and spoilers for all twilight saga content.

A sincere heart appeal in all its splendid glory of a hushed confession Does it make me debauched for not accepting the security of a beautiful offering for a future unified and legal progression Allow me to indulge you in my sinful confession The Mr. and Mrs. name tag of its obsession Now missing the nightly tidings of a hard driving lesson Such beautiful minds conjoined I must say Bodies teetering within the sweetest melody of rapture ever played The Lord finally answered me as I kneeled when I prayed The decision of regret to run as I mentally caved As one might say, this heart had it made The right place, the right age The right handsome man, never the right time Italy still plays so heavenly on my mind My future to progress as a Nurse Practitioner has already been engraved by fate’s design Friends can we, not wanted to be the reminder of a hurtful me Especially when sweet memories of a supposing everlasting union continue to flee Never to be As screamed at me in agony of defeat, not when I was the one who wanted to be set free Feelings of self-demise somewhat has left me mentally disgraced Physically yearning, drowning in covetousness for a replace Yet, I continue to return to the scene of the crime Emotions to submit, reeling me in, time after time after time Attempts to sway my mind, beautiful landscapes, a different dialect, I keep returning for Weakening factors to want, needing from him more Love and Hugs Kisses and Rubs I give to you For you to enjoy in reality, not make future plans for our just due Love, Love, Love Such a beautiful word offered from above Cupid’s arrow has been placed on hold Still under the sheets enjoying life as my mind is mentally consoled Body to his body still in motion gyrating to its own song Heartfelt melodies we make as two souls continue on The abyss of sinking passion Desire masked as lust why we’re silk sheet thrashing Lovers unbind yet, bonded in a bittersweet true fashion Walk away, walk away before love and hate clash Emotional sentiments cocoon the heart No end to true love, only a new clandestine start Wine, Godiva chocolates, weekend getaways, the true pulsate of the heart, Oh, what a beautiful piece of art, as it takes one’s mind far beyond the stars Earth and Moon The feeling to love both worlds, slowly fading too soon As I remain in heart, mind, body, and soul Should I have more conscience once I submitted my salacious and voluptuous Creole soul Day and Night must continue to live on Jazz and the Blues will be my temporary cornerstone For the lyrics of a regretful obligatory wrong I am the universe, showered by the laws from the skies above the song plays on However, the heavenly body still needs tender love to bloom Now that the illuminating moon eclipsed too soon The galaxy with its caressing hands to uplift my mind with a sultry dancing tune Fill me with the elixir of its addictive juices in the cloak of midnight Caressing me past infinity where hearts soar in fight Loving me repeatedly with all its celestial might One day with acceptance, to place that encircling ring of life To accept the calling to become someone’s beautiful wife As I speak my true confessions Love and Hugs A ribbon floating in time with no earthly explanations Kisses and Rubs Free to finally inhale and exhale My school, my rules Lust, Passion, Desire, with me I will never tell Copyright©SHL-2019 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

A tangent episode in which Kaisha, Kelsey, and Dylan celebrate their favorite read of the year. We talk about the books that surprised us, made us laugh out loud, and made us, as Dylan puts it, “emote” in some physical way. Kaisha talks about the book that was fated for her and the most underappreciated book of the season. Dylan and Kaisha swap favorite science fiction read. We chat about mermaid sex. Kelsey fills in the poetry gap in your life and so much more! Looking for your next favorite read? You don’t want to miss this episode! You can find full show notes on www.readwriterepeatpod.com.

Football. It's good! It's also bad. Lets touch Cousins.

Stranger spirits met in ecstasy. Eyes drawn, Brawling every instinct, Crying out to Stare. Hidden glances. Desire driven, Imagined delights. Thinking as syllables go by. Image of you nestled and drifting. Caressing from my mind. Drawing you nearer. Lips meet electric. Could even be from first grazing. Back and forth dances. Toward eyes touch again. […]

Introducing "Slavoj Zizek Bang Bus", our new film and pop culture discussion podcast from Homo Vulgaris. During the intermission from recording our inaugural episode on Jurassic Park, the gang had the following discussion about online critical culture, kids cartoons and Frank Herbert's Dune. Enjoy! Slavoj Zizek Bang Bus: Cyborgharpy Dr. Shoggoth Pinback DeRucci Mane Chairs Missing

"Like Father, Like Son in Mistakes." That's the title of today's episode, which has Genesis 26:7-11 as its main text. Today, we're reminded that decisions made in fear erode our trust in God, that we need to be mindful of how we behave in public, and we consider the danger of engaging in patterns of intentional sin.

Murdertime Funtime continues as yet more Kobolds threaten us with sharp things, but luckily we meet a couple new friends.  Featuring: Shawn Marvel as The DM Will Rogers as Biria Rich Rogers as Sir Richard Grayson Edinburgh III Dave Murtagh as Dibs Jess Rehmer as Thea Starflower Bill Mitchell as Orlando "Buddy" Bloom Mikel was unable to be present for this session, and as such he will be absent for the next few episodes, but fear not Fantasy Robot Lovers! Shelldon continues to tank it up without him. "Blip Stream", "Overworld" Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/

In which we discuss Jonathan's first massage.

Inner Symphony #010 has finally arrived, making a grand entrance well worth embracing. Wielding an exceptional amount of spark and substance, it is not only vivacious in energy, but it’s also deeply soothing and effectual. Caressing even the furthest corners of the heart, this mix invites you to empower yourself with the Inner Symphony life force and soak up all its utopian qualities. The track listing exhibits an array of forward thinking artists, including 16 Bit Lolitas, Dahu, Pete Tong & John Monkman, MIDAS 104, David August, Animal Picnic and Ruede Hagelstein. Soul Button also chooses to share his very own upcoming Steyoyoke remix for Habischman, which is titled ‘The Moment’. https://soundcloud.com/inner-symphony

Inner Symphony #010 has finally arrived, making a grand entrance well worth embracing. Wielding an exceptional amount of spark and substance, it is not only vivacious in energy, but it’s also deeply soothing and effectual. Caressing even the furthest corners of the heart, this mix invites you to empower yourself with the Inner Symphony life force and soak up all its utopian qualities. The track listing exhibits an array of forward thinking artists, including 16 Bit Lolitas, Dahu, Pete Tong & John Monkman, MIDAS 104, David August, Animal Picnic and Ruede Hagelstein. Soul Button also chooses to share his very own upcoming Steyoyoke remix for Habischman, which is titled ‘The Moment’. https://soundcloud.com/inner-symphony

Inner Symphony 005 has arrived and with it, a plethora of aural pleasures. Caressing your ears, it invites you on an adventure of pure musical bliss. Inner Symphony 005 is dedicated to a special person. https://soundcloud.com/inner-symphony

Inner Symphony 005 has arrived and with it, a plethora of aural pleasures. Caressing your ears, it invites you on an adventure of pure musical bliss. Inner Symphony 005 is dedicated to a special person. https://soundcloud.com/inner-symphony

In this passage from John 15 Steve looks at what Jesus said would be inevitable; the we would be hated for following Jesus

Tonight #tellallradio is reaching deeper into the moment. Embracing it. Caressing it. Leting it sedate us mentally. Come take a ride inside of your most wildest dreams with me. 

The famous red grape from Bordeaux, France, gives its wines an unmistakable touch of velvety roundness, a quality favored by the taste of wine lovers all over the world.

--{ Don't Delay, Sign Up to Obey (It's Free): "How to be Obeyed, it's All Problematic, Elite Usher in New Order, Post-Democratic, That's the Term They Now Use, with Force and Compliance, One System Worldwide, the Elite Corporate Alliance, Method to be Brutal, Technique Derived from Pavlov, Coming Through These Shocking Times, We'll be Like a Sad Dog, Neuroscience to Brainwash Children, All-One Groupthink Sessions, Taught by Pervert Experts, All is Normal in These Lessons, Most will Never Breed and Sustain the Population, Entertained, Sterile, in Ignorance, Living for Duration, People can be Trained to Believe Anything, History will Oft Show, Quote by Bertie Russell and Others In the Know" © Alan Watt }-- Man is Clay for Potters - Cyber Attacks - Journalists, CFR, Integration of Americas - Waking Up vs. Reacting - Parallel Government (Real One), Foundations - Societal Planning. 2001 Kickoff for Century, 9-11 Must-Be, Acceptance of Tyranny - Eugenics, Soviets, Nazis, Evolutionary Tree - Global Sustainability, Club of Rome, Man at War with Planet. Optimum Population Trust, Eugenicists, David Attenborough, Middle Class "Better Genes" - EU-Americas Amalgamation - Britain, New World Order, Infiltration (Lawful Takeover). Post-Democratic Society (Rule by Authorities) - Elite Establishment, Home Office, Peers, Krays, Paedophilia Cover-ups. Alexander the Great, Deviants, Psychopathic Mind - Politicians, Censor Committees, Push for Bestiality and Intergenerational Sex - Hypnosis and "Caressing" in Schools. Destruction of Everything That Was - Huxley, Russell, Wells - Male Prostitution Ring in White House - Sadomasochists, Worship of Power - Plato, Appearance of Virtue. Plummeting Sperm Count, Physical Changes - Bisphenols, Xenoestrogens, Baby Bottles, Cosmetics - Tasty Plastics to Suck On. Brzezinski, Secret Warfare, Weather Modification - Technocrats - Manipulating Behaviour Electronically - Drought / Storm Creation - Technetronic Era, Complete Surveillance - War in Afghanistan. (Book: "Between Two Ages" book by Zbigniew Brzezinski.) (Articles: ["Welcome to Gordon Brown's New World Order" UK Column (print edition).] ["Middle-class children have better genes, says former schools chief... and we just have to accept it" by Laura Clark (dailymail.co.uk) - May 13, 2009.] ["Homosexual prostitution inquiry ensnares VIPs with Reagan, Bush" The Washington Times (at voxfux.com) - June 29, 1989.] ["Additives bring tastes, aromas to plastics" by Tony Deligio (plasticstoday.com) - April 10, 2009.]) *Title/Poem and Dialogue Copyrighted Alan Watt - May 14, 2009 (Exempting Music, Literary Quotes, and Callers' Comments)