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Left of scene, a steep uninhabited valley, shrouded under dense woodland. Right of scene, rough pastures and grass meadows sloping gradually up, towards a distant horizon. Centre, a silvery glimpse of the moorland stream that's flowed down into this valley for as long as rain began to fall. Spring has arrived. The valley is verdant green, and alive with song birds, sheep and lambs. The air is so still, and soft. The scents of hawthorn and cow parsley rise on sun warmed eddies. Bees, from plant to plant, appear. Then disappear. Then appear again. Hovering. Manoeuvring. Speeding away. A lone goose in the mid-distance, is flying gracefully up the valley. Is following the stream. Its calls echo, across the vast empty space. How over time the sounds of this valley form naturally into a portrait. A spatial depiction, of life on an upland pasture. Clean. Fresh. Uncluttered. Unconcerned. And it is there. And with headphones, and a bit of time sat still, we can be there too. * This segment is from a long-form recording we made of this valley several years ago in the Peak District. We visited again only a few weeks ago, we can say things sound very much the same on the ground. What is changing though is an increased intensity of air travel. The skies are noisier now, preventing us from being able to share more recent recordings.
A new MP3 sermon from Distant Speck Publications is now available on SermonAudio with the following details: Title: Arrogant Overfed Unconcerned - Jackie Pullinger Subtitle: POWER14745 GLOBAL GOSPEL RADIO Speaker: Various Speakers Broadcaster: Distant Speck Publications Event: Radio Broadcast Date: 3/17/2025 Length: 53 min.
Dr. Gary Null provides a commentary on "Universal Healthcare" Universal Healthcare is the Solution to a Broken Medical System Gary Null, PhD Progressive Radio Network, March 3, 2025 For over 50 years, there has been no concerted or successful effort to bring down medical costs in the American healthcare system. Nor are the federal health agencies making disease prevention a priority. Regardless whether the political left or right sponsors proposals for reform, such measures are repeatedly defeated by both parties in Congress. As a result, the nation's healthcare system remains one of the most expensive and least efficient in the developed world. For the past 30 years, medical bills contributing to personal debt regularly rank among the top three causes of personal bankruptcy. This is a reality that reflects not only the financial strain on ordinary Americans but the systemic failure of the healthcare system itself. The urgent question is: If President Trump and his administration are truly seeking to reduce the nation's $36 trillion deficit, why is there no serious effort to reform the most bloated and corrupt sector of the economy? A key obstacle is the widespread misinformation campaign that falsely claims universal health care would cost an additional $2 trillion annually and further balloon the national debt. However, a more honest assessment reveals the opposite. If the US adopted a universal single-payer system, the nation could actually save up to $20 trillion over the next 10 years rather than add to the deficit. Even with the most ambitious efforts by people like Elon Musk to rein in federal spending or optimize government efficiency, the estimated savings would only amount to $500 billion. This is only a fraction of what could be achieved through comprehensive healthcare reform alone. Healthcare is the largest single expenditure of the federal budget. A careful examination of where the $5 trillion spent annually on healthcare actually goes reveals massive systemic fraud and inefficiency. Aside from emergency medicine, which accounts for only 10-12 percent of total healthcare expenditures, the bulk of this spending does not deliver better health outcomes nor reduce trends in physical and mental illness. Applying Ockham's Razor, the principle that the simplest solution is often the best, the obvious conclusion is that America's astronomical healthcare costs are the direct result of price gouging on an unimaginable scale. For example, in most small businesses, profit margins range between 1.6 and 2.5 percent, such as in grocery retail. Yet the pharmaceutical industrial complex routinely operates on markup rates as high as 150,000 percent for many prescription drugs. The chart below highlights the astronomical gap between the retail price of some top-selling patented pharmaceutical medications and their generic equivalents. Drug Condition Patent Price (per unit) Generic Price Estimated Manufacture Cost Markup Source Insulin (Humalog) Diabetes $300 $30 $3 10,000% Rand (2021) EpiPen Allergic reactions $600 $30 $10 6,000% BMJ (2022) Daraprim Toxoplasmosis $750/pill $2 $0.50 150,000% JAMA (2019) Harvoni Hepatitis C $94,500 (12 weeks) $30,000 $200 47,000% WHO Report (2018) Lipitor Cholesterol $150 $10 $0.50 29,900% Health Affairs (2020) Xarelto Blood Thinner $450 $25 $1.50 30,000% NEJM (2020) Abilify Schizophrenia $800 (30 tablets) $15 $2 39,900% AJMC (2019) Revlimid Cancer $16,000/mo $450 $150 10,500% Kaiser Health News (2021) Humira Arthritis $2,984/dose $400 $50 5,868% Rand (2021) Sovaldi Hepatitis C $1,000/pill $10 $2 49,900% JAMA (2021) Xolair Asthma $2,400/dose $300 $50 4,800% NEJM (2020) Gleevec Leukemia $10,000/mo $350 $200 4,900% Harvard Public Health Review (2020) OxyContin Pain Relief $600 (30 tablets) $15 $0.50 119,900% BMJ (2022) Remdesivir Covid-19 $3,120 (5 doses) N/A $10 31,100% The Lancet (2020) The corruption extends far beyond price gouging. Many pharmaceutical companies convince federal health agencies to fund their basic research and drug development with taxpayer dollars. Yet when these companies bring successful products to market, the profits are kept entirely by the corporations or shared with the agencies or groups of government scientists. On the other hand, the public, who funded the research, receives no financial return. This amounts to a systemic betrayal of the public trust on a scale of hundreds of billions of dollars annually. Another significant contributor to rising healthcare costs is the widespread practice of defensive medicine that is driven by the constant threat of litigation. Over the past 40 years, defensive medicine has become a cottage industry. Physicians order excessive diagnostic tests and unnecessary treatments simply to protect themselves from lawsuits. Study after study has shown that these over-performed procedures not only inflate costs but lead to iatrogenesis or medical injury and death caused by the medical system and practices itself. The solution is simple: adopting no-fault healthcare coverage for everyone where patients receive care without needing to sue and thereby freeing doctors from the burden of excessive malpractice insurance. A single-payer universal healthcare system could fundamentally transform the entire industry by capping profits at every level — from drug manufacturers to hospitals to medical equipment suppliers. The Department of Health and Human Services would have the authority to set profit margins for medical procedures. This would ensure that healthcare is determined by outcomes, not profits. Additionally, the growing influence of private equity firms and vulture capitalists buying up hospitals and medical clinics across America must be reined in. These equity firms prioritize profit extraction over improving the quality of care. They often slash staff, raise prices, and dictate medical procedures based on what will yield the highest returns. Another vital reform would be to provide free medical education for doctors and nurses in exchange for five years of service under the universal system. Medical professionals would earn a realistic salary cap to prevent them from being lured into equity partnerships or charging exorbitant rates. The biggest single expense in the current system, however, is the private health insurance industry, which consumes 33 percent of the $5 trillion healthcare budget. Health insurance CEOs consistently rank among the highest-paid executives in the country. Their companies, who are nothing more than bean counters, decide what procedures and drugs will be covered, partially covered, or denied altogether. This entire industry is designed to place profits above patients' lives. If the US dismantled its existing insurance-based system and replaced it with a fully reformed national healthcare model, the country could save $2.7 trillion annually while simultaneously improving health outcomes. Over the course of 10 years, those savings would amount to $27 trillion. This could wipe out nearly the entire national debt in a short time. This solution has been available for decades but has been systematically blocked by corporate lobbying and bipartisan corruption in Washington. The path forward is clear but only if American citizens demand a system where healthcare is valued as a public service and not a commodity. The national healthcare crisis is not just a fiscal issue. It is a crucial moral failure of the highest order. With the right reforms, the nation could simultaneously restore its financial health and deliver the kind of healthcare system its citizens have long deserved. American Healthcare: Corrupt, Broken and Lethal Richard Gale and Gary Null Progressive Radio Network, March 3, 2025 For a nation that prides itself on being the world's wealthiest, most innovative and technologically advanced, the US' healthcare system is nothing less than a disaster and disgrace. Not only are Americans the least healthy among the most developed nations, but the US' health system ranks dead last among high-income countries. Despite rising costs and our unshakeable faith in American medical exceptionalism, average life expectancy in the US has remained lower than other OECD nations for many years and continues to decline. The United Nations recognizes healthcare as a human right. In 2018, former UN Secretary General Ban Ki-moon denounced the American healthcare system as "politically and morally wrong." During the pandemic it is estimated that two to three years was lost on average life expectancy. On the other hand, before the Covid-19 pandemic, countries with universal healthcare coverage found their average life expectancy stable or slowly increasing. The fundamental problem in the U.S. is that politics have been far too beholden to the pharmaceutical, HMO and private insurance industries. Neither party has made any concerted effort to reign in the corruption of corporate campaign funding and do what is sensible, financially feasible and morally correct to improve Americans' quality of health and well-being. The fact that our healthcare system is horribly broken is proof that moneyed interests have become so powerful to keep single-payer debate out of the media spotlight and censored. Poll after poll shows that the American public favors the expansion of public health coverage. Other incremental proposals, including Medicare and Medicaid buy-in plans, are also widely preferred to the Affordable Care Act or Obamacare mess we are currently stuck with. It is not difficult to understand how the dismal state of American medicine is the result of a system that has been sold out to the free-market and the bottom line interests of drug makers and an inflated private insurance industry. How advanced and ethically sound can a healthcare system be if tens of millions of people have no access to medical care because it is financially out of their reach? The figures speak for themselves. The U.S. is burdened with a $41 trillion Medicare liability. The number of uninsured has declined during the past several years but still lingers around 25 million. An additional 30-35 million are underinsured. There are currently 65 million Medicare enrollees and 89 million Medicaid recipients. This is an extremely unhealthy snapshot of the country's ability to provide affordable healthcare and it is certainly unsustainable. The system is a public economic failure, benefiting no one except the large and increasingly consolidated insurance and pharmaceutical firms at the top that supervise the racket. Our political parties have wrestled with single-payer or universal healthcare for decades. Obama ran his first 2008 presidential campaign on a single-payer platform. Since 1985, his campaign health adviser, the late Dr. Quentin Young from the University of Illinois Medical School, was one of the nation's leading voices calling for universal health coverage. During a private conversation with Dr. Young shortly before his passing in 2016, he conveyed his sense of betrayal at the hands of the Obama administration. Dr. Young was in his 80s when he joined the Obama campaign team to help lead the young Senator to victory on a promise that America would finally catch up with other nations. The doctor sounded defeated. He shared how he was manipulated, and that Obama held no sincere intention to make universal healthcare a part of his administration's agenda. During the closed-door negotiations, which spawned the weak and compromised Affordable Care Act, Dr. Young was neither consulted nor invited to participate. In fact, he told us that he never heard from Obama again after his White House victory. Past efforts to even raise the issue have been viciously attacked. A huge army of private interests is determined to keep the public enslaved to private insurers and high medical costs. The failure of our healthcare is in no small measure due to it being a fully for-profit operation. Last year, private health insurance accounted for 65 percent of coverage. Consider that there are over 900 private insurance companies in the US. National Health Expenditures (NHE) grew to $4.5 trillion in 2022, which was 17.3 percent of GDP. Older corporate rank-and-file Democrats and Republicans argue that a single-payer or socialized medical program is unaffordable. However, not only is single-payer affordable, it will end bankruptcies due to unpayable medical debt. In addition, universal healthcare, structured on a preventative model, will reduce disease rates at the outset. Corporate Democrats argue that Obama's Affordable Care Act (ACA) was a positive step inching the country towards complete public coverage. However, aside from providing coverage to the poorest of Americans, Obamacare turned into another financial anchor around the necks of millions more. According to the health policy research group KFF, the average annual health insurance premium for single coverage is $8,400 and almost $24,000 for a family. In addition, patient out-of-pocket costs continue to increase, a 6.6% increase to $471 billion in 2022. Rather than healthcare spending falling, it has exploded, and the Trump and Biden administrations made matters worse. Clearly, a universal healthcare program will require flipping the script on the entire private insurance industry, which employed over half a million people last year. Obviously, the most volatile debate concerning a national universal healthcare system concerns cost. Although there is already a socialized healthcare system in place -- every federal legislator, bureaucrat, government employee and veteran benefits from it -- fiscal Republican conservatives and groups such as the Koch Brothers network are single-mindedly dedicated to preventing the expansion of Medicare and Medicaid. A Koch-funded Mercatus analysis made the outrageous claim that a single-payer system would increase federal health spending by $32 trillion in ten years. However, analyses and reviews by the Congressional Budget Office in the early 1990s concluded that such a system would only increase spending at the start; enormous savings would quickly offset it as the years pass. In one analysis, "the savings in administrative costs [10 percent of health spending] would be more than enough to offset the expense of universal coverage." Defenders of those advocating for funding a National Health Program argue this can primarily be accomplished by raising taxes to levels comparable to other developed nations. This was a platform Senator Bernie Sanders and some of the younger progressive Democrats in the House campaigned on. The strategy was to tax the highest multimillion-dollar earners 60-70 percent. Despite the outrage of its critics, including old rank-and-file multi-millionaire Democrats like Nancy Pelosi and Chuck Schumer, this is still far less than in the past. During the Korean War, the top tax rate was 91 percent; it declined to 70 percent in the late 1960s. Throughout most of the 1970s, those in the lowest income bracket were taxed at 14 percent. We are not advocating for this strategy because it ignores where the funding is going, and the corruption in the system that is contributing to exorbitant waste. But Democratic supporters of the ACA who oppose a universal healthcare plan ignore the additional taxes Obama levied to pay for the program. These included surtaxes on investment income, Medicare taxes from those earning over $200,000, taxes on tanning services, an excise tax on medical equipment, and a 40 percent tax on health coverage for costs over the designated cap that applied to flexible savings and health savings accounts. The entire ACA was reckless, sloppy and unnecessarily complicated from the start. The fact that Obamacare further strengthened the distinctions between two parallel systems -- federal and private -- with entirely different economic structures created a labyrinth of red tape, rules, and wasteful bureaucracy. Since the ACA went into effect, over 150 new boards, agencies and programs have had to be established to monitor its 2,700 pages of gibberish. A federal single-payer system would easily eliminate this bureaucracy and waste. A medical New Deal to establish universal healthcare coverage is a decisive step in the correct direction. But we must look at the crisis holistically and in a systematic way. Simply shuffling private insurance into a federal Medicare-for-all or buy-in program, funded by taxing the wealthiest of citizens, would only temporarily reduce costs. It will neither curtail nor slash escalating disease rates e. Any effective healthcare reform must also tackle the underlying reasons for Americans' poor state of health. We cannot shy away from examining the social illnesses infecting our entire free-market capitalist culture and its addiction to deregulation. A viable healthcare model would have to structurally transform how the medical economy operates. Finally, a successful medical New Deal must honestly evaluate the best and most reliable scientific evidence in order to effectively redirect public health spending. For example, Dr. Ezekiel Emanuel, a former Obama healthcare adviser, observed that AIDS-HIV measures consume the most public health spending, even though the disease "ranked 75th on the list of diseases by personal health expenditures." On the other hand, according to the American Medical Association, a large percentage of the nation's $3.4 trillion healthcare spending goes towards treating preventable diseases, notably diabetes, common forms of heart disease, and back and neck pain conditions. In 2016, these three conditions were the most costly and accounted for approximately $277 billion in spending. Last year, the CDC announced the autism rate is now 1 in 36 children compared to 1 in 44 two years ago. A retracted study by Mark Blaxill, an autism activist at the Holland Center and a friend of the authors, estimates that ASD costs will reach $589 billion annually by 2030. There are no signs that this alarming trend will reverse and decline; and yet, our entire federal health system has failed to conscientiously investigate the underlying causes of this epidemic. All explanations that might interfere with the pharmaceutical industry's unchecked growth, such as over-vaccination, are ignored and viciously discredited without any sound scientific evidence. Therefore, a proper medical New Deal will require a systemic overhaul and reform of our federal health agencies, especially the HHS, CDC and FDA. Only the Robert Kennedy Jr presidential campaign is even addressing the crisis and has an inexpensive and comprehensive plan to deal with it. For any medical revolution to succeed in advancing universal healthcare, the plan must prioritize spending in a manner that serves public health and not private interests. It will also require reshuffling private corporate interests and their lobbyists to the sidelines, away from any strategic planning, in order to break up the private interests' control over federal agencies and its revolving door policies. Aside from those who benefit from this medical corruption, the overwhelming majority of Americans would agree with this criticism. However, there is a complete lack of national trust that our legislators, including the so-called progressives, would be willing to undertake such actions. In addition, America's healthcare system ignores the single most critical initiative to reduce costs - that is, preventative efforts and programs instead of deregulation and closing loopholes designed to protect the drug and insurance industries' bottom line. Prevention can begin with banning toxic chemicals that are proven health hazards associated with current disease epidemics, and it can begin by removing a 1,000-plus toxins already banned in Europe. This should be a no-brainer for any legislator who cares for public health. For example, Stacy Malkan, co-founder of the Campaign for Safe Cosmetics, notes that "the policy approach in the US and Europe is dramatically different" when it comes to chemical allowances in cosmetic products. Whereas the EU has banned 1,328 toxic substances from the cosmetic industry alone, the US has banned only 11. The US continues to allow carcinogenic formaldehyde, petroleum, forever chemicals, many parabens (an estrogen mimicker and endocrine hormone destroyer), the highly allergenic p-phenylenediamine or PBD, triclosan, which has been associated with the rise in antibiotic resistant bacteria, avobenzone, and many others to be used in cosmetics, sunscreens, shampoo and hair dyes. Next, the food Americans consume can be reevaluated for its health benefits. There should be no hesitation to tax the unhealthiest foods, such as commercial junk food, sodas and candy relying on high fructose corn syrup, products that contain ingredients proven to be toxic, and meat products laden with dangerous chemicals including growth hormones and antibiotics. The scientific evidence that the average American diet is contributing to rising disease trends is indisputable. We could also implement additional taxes on the public advertising of these demonstrably unhealthy products. All such tax revenue would accrue to a national universal health program to offset medical expenditures associated with the very illnesses linked to these products. Although such tax measures would help pay for a new medical New Deal, it may be combined with programs to educate the public about healthy nutrition if it is to produce a reduction in the most common preventable diseases. In fact, comprehensive nutrition courses in medical schools should be mandatory because the average physician receives no education in this crucial subject. In addition, preventative health education should be mandatory throughout public school systems. Private insurers force hospitals, clinics and private physicians into financial corners, and this is contributing to prodigious waste in money and resources. Annually, healthcare spending towards medical liability insurance costs tens of billions of dollars. In particular, this economic burden has taxed small clinics and physicians. It is well past the time that physician liability insurance is replaced with no-fault options. Today's doctors are spending an inordinate amount of money to protect themselves. Legions of liability and trial lawyers seek big paydays for themselves stemming from physician error. This has created a culture of fear among doctors and hospitals, resulting in the overly cautious practice of defensive medicine, driving up costs and insurance premiums just to avoid lawsuits. Doctors are forced to order unnecessary tests and prescribe more medications and medical procedures just to cover their backsides. No-fault insurance is a common-sense plan that enables physicians to pursue their profession in a manner that will reduce iatrogenic injuries and costs. Individual cases requiring additional medical intervention and loss of income would still be compensated. This would generate huge savings. No other nation suffers from the scourge of excessive drug price gouging like the US. After many years of haggling to lower prices and increase access to generic drugs, only a minute amount of progress has been made in recent years. A 60 Minutes feature about the Affordable Care Act reported an "orgy of lobbying and backroom deals in which just about everyone with a stake in the $3-trillion-a-year health industry came out ahead—except the taxpayers.” For example, Life Extension magazine reported that an antiviral cream (acyclovir), which had lost its patent protection, "was being sold to pharmacies for 7,500% over the active ingredient cost. The active ingredient (acyclovir) costs only 8 pennies, yet pharmacies are paying a generic maker $600 for this drug and selling it to consumers for around $700." Other examples include the antibiotic Doxycycline. The price per pill averages 7 cents to $3.36 but has a 5,300 percent markup when it reaches the consumer. The antidepressant Clomipramine is marked up 3,780 percent, and the anti-hypertensive drug Captopril's mark-up is 2,850 percent. And these are generic drugs! Medication costs need to be dramatically cut to allow drug manufacturers a reasonable but not obscene profit margin. By capping profits approximately 100 percent above all costs, we would save our system hundreds of billions of dollars. Such a measure would also extirpate the growing corporate misdemeanors of pricing fraud, which forces patients to pay out-of-pocket in order to make up for the costs insurers are unwilling to pay. Finally, we can acknowledge that our healthcare is fundamentally a despotic rationing system based upon high insurance costs vis-a-vis a toss of the dice to determine where a person sits on the economic ladder. For the past three decades it has contributed to inequality. The present insurance-based economic metrics cast millions of Americans out of coverage because private insurance costs are beyond their means. Uwe Reinhardt, a Princeton University political economist, has called our system "brutal" because it "rations [people] out of the system." He defined rationing as "withholding something from someone that is beneficial." Discriminatory healthcare rationing now affects upwards to 60 million people who have been either priced out of the system or under insured. They make too much to qualify for Medicare under Obamacare, yet earn far too little to afford private insurance costs and premiums. In the final analysis, the entire system is discriminatory and predatory. However, we must be realistic. Almost every member of Congress has benefited from Big Pharma and private insurance lobbyists. The only way to begin to bring our healthcare program up to the level of a truly developed nation is to remove the drug industry's rampant and unnecessary profiteering from the equation. How did Fauci memory-hole a cure for AIDS and get away with it? By Helen Buyniski Over 700,000 Americans have died of AIDS since 1981, with the disease claiming some 42.3 million victims worldwide. While an HIV diagnosis is no longer considered a certain death sentence, the disease looms large in the public imagination and in public health funding, with contemporary treatments running into thousands of dollars per patient annually. But was there a cure for AIDS all this time - an affordable and safe treatment that was ruthlessly suppressed and attacked by the US public health bureaucracy and its agents? Could this have saved millions of lives and billions of dollars spent on AZT, ddI and failed HIV vaccine trials? What could possibly justify the decision to disappear a safe and effective approach down the memory hole? The inventor of the cure, Gary Null, already had several decades of experience creating healing protocols for physicians to help patients not responding well to conventional treatments by the time AIDS was officially defined in 1981. Null, a registered dietitian and board-certified nutritionist with a PhD in human nutrition and public health science, was a senior research fellow and Director of Anti-Aging Medicine at the Institute of Applied Biology for 36 years and has published over 950 papers, conducting groundbreaking experiments in reversing biological aging as confirmed with DNA methylation testing. Additionally, Null is a multi-award-winning documentary filmmaker, bestselling author, and investigative journalist whose work exposing crimes against humanity over the last 50 years has highlighted abuses by Big Pharma, the military-industrial complex, the financial industry, and the permanent government stay-behind networks that have come to be known as the Deep State. Null was contacted in 1974 by Dr. Stephen Caiazza, a physician working with a subculture of gay men in New York living the so-called “fast track” lifestyle, an extreme manifestation of the gay liberation movement that began with the Stonewall riots. Defined by rampant sexual promiscuity and copious use of illegal and prescription drugs, including heavy antibiotic use for a cornucopia of sexually-transmitted diseases, the fast-track never included more than about two percent of gay men, though these dominated many of the bathhouses and clubs that defined gay nightlife in the era. These patients had become seriously ill as a result of their indulgence, generally arriving at the clinic with multiple STDs including cytomegalovirus and several types of herpes and hepatitis, along with candida overgrowth, nutritional deficiencies, gut issues, and recurring pneumonia. Every week for the next 10 years, Null would counsel two or three of these men - a total of 800 patients - on how to detoxify their bodies and de-stress their lives, tracking their progress with Caiazza and the other providers at weekly feedback meetings that he credits with allowing the team to quickly evaluate which treatments were most effective. He observed that it only took about two years on the “fast track” for a healthy young person to begin seeing muscle loss and the recurrent, lingering opportunistic infections that would later come to be associated with AIDS - while those willing to commit to a healthier lifestyle could regain their health in about a year. It was with this background that Null established the Tri-State Healing Center in Manhattan in 1980, staffing the facility with what would eventually run to 22 certified health professionals to offer safe, natural, and effective low- and no-cost treatments to thousands of patients with HIV and AIDS-defining conditions. Null and his staff used variations of the protocols he had perfected with Caiazza's patients, a multifactorial patient-tailored approach that included high-dose vitamin C drips, intravenous ozone therapy, juicing and nutritional improvements and supplementation, aspects of homeopathy and naturopathy with some Traditional Chinese Medicine and Ayurvedic practices. Additional services offered on-site included acupuncture and holistic dentistry, while peer support groups were also held at the facility so that patients could find community and a positive environment, healing their minds and spirits while they healed their bodies. “Instead of trying to kill the virus with antiretroviral pharmaceuticals designed to stop viral replication before it kills patients, we focused on what benefits could be gained by building up the patients' natural immunity and restoring biochemical integrity so the body could fight for itself,” Null wrote in a 2014 article describing the philosophy behind the Center's approach, which was wholly at odds with the pharmaceutical model.1 Patients were comprehensively tested every week, with any “recovery” defined solely by the labs, which documented AIDS patient after patient - 1,200 of them - returning to good health and reversing their debilitating conditions. Null claims to have never lost an AIDS patient in the Center's care, even as the death toll for the disease - and its pharmaceutical standard of care AZT - reached an all-time high in the early 1990s. Eight patients who had opted for a more intensive course of treatment - visiting the Center six days a week rather than one - actually sero-deconverted, with repeated subsequent testing showing no trace of HIV in their bodies. As an experienced clinical researcher himself, Null recognized that any claims made by the Center would be massively scrutinized, challenging as they did the prevailing scientific consensus that AIDS was an incurable, terminal illness. He freely gave his protocols to any medical practitioner who asked, understanding that his own work could be considered scientifically valid only if others could replicate it under the same conditions. After weeks of daily observational visits to the Center, Dr. Robert Cathcart took the protocols back to San Francisco, where he excitedly reported that patients were no longer dying in his care. Null's own colleague at the Institute of Applied Biology, senior research fellow Elana Avram, set up IV drip rooms at the Institute and used his intensive protocols to sero-deconvert 10 patients over a two-year period. While the experiment had been conducted in secret, as the Institute had been funded by Big Pharma since its inception half a century earlier, Avram had hoped she would be able to publish a journal article to further publicize Null's protocols and potentially help AIDS patients, who were still dying at incredibly high rates thanks to Burroughs Wellcome's noxious but profitable AZT. But as she would later explain in a 2019 letter to Null, their groundbreaking research never made it into print - despite meticulous documentation of their successes - because the Institute's director and board feared their pharmaceutical benefactors would withdraw the funding on which they depended, given that Null's protocols did not involve any patentable or otherwise profitable drugs. When Avram approached them about publication, the board vetoed the idea, arguing that it would “draw negative attention because [the work] was contrary to standard drug treatments.” With no real point in continuing experiments along those lines without institutional support and no hope of obtaining funding from elsewhere, the department she had created specifically for these experiments shut down after a two-year followup with her test subjects - all of whom remained alive and healthy - was completed.2 While the Center was receiving regular visits by this time from medical professionals and, increasingly, black celebrities like Stokely Carmichael and Isaac Hayes, who would occasionally perform for the patients, the news was spreading by word of mouth alone - not a single media outlet had dared to document the clinic that was curing AIDS patients for free. Instead, they gave airtime to Anthony Fauci, director of the National Institute of Allergies and Infectious Diseases, who had for years been spreading baseless, hysteria-fueling claims about HIV and AIDS to any news outlet that would put him on. His claim that children could contract the virus from “ordinary household conduct” with an infected relative proved so outrageous he had to walk it back,3 and he never really stopped insisting the deadly plague associated with gays and drug users was about to explode like a nuclear bomb among the law-abiding heterosexual population. Fauci by this time controlled all government science funding through NIAID, and his zero-tolerance approach to dissent on the HIV/AIDS front had already seen prominent scientists like virologist Peter Duesberg stripped of the resources they needed for their work because they had dared to question his commandment: There is no cause of AIDS but HIV, and AZT is its treatment. Even the AIDS activist groups, which by then had been coopted by Big Pharma and essentially reduced to astroturfing for the toxic failed chemotherapy drug AZT backed by the institutional might of Fauci's NIAID,4 didn't seem to want to hear that there was a cure. Unconcerned with the irrationality of denouncing the man touting his free AIDS cure as an “AIDS denier,” they warned journalists that platforming Null or anyone else rejecting the mainstream medical line would be met with organized demands for their firing. Determined to breach the institutional iron curtain and get his message to the masses, Null and his team staged a press conference in New York, inviting scientists and doctors from around the world to share their research on alternative approaches to HIV and AIDS in 1993. To emphasize the sound scientific basis of the Center's protocols and encourage guests to adopt them into their own practices, Null printed out thousands of abstracts in support of each nutrient and treatment being used. However, despite over 7,000 invitations sent three times to major media, government figures, scientists, and activists, almost none of the intended audience members showed up. Over 100 AIDS patients and their doctors, whose charts exhaustively documented their improvements using natural and nontoxic modalities over the preceding 12 months, gave filmed testimonials, declaring that the feared disease was no longer a death sentence, but the conference had effectively been silenced. Bill Tatum, publisher of the Amsterdam News, suggested Null and his patients would find a more welcoming audience in his home neighborhood of Harlem - specifically, its iconic Apollo Theatre. For three nights, the theater was packed to capacity. Hit especially hard by the epidemic and distrustful of a medical system that had only recently stopped being openly racist (the Tuskegee syphilis experiment only ended in 1972), black Americans, at least, did not seem to care what Anthony Fauci would do if he found out they were investigating alternatives to AZT and death. PBS journalist Tony Brown, having obtained a copy of the video of patient testimonials from the failed press conference, was among a handful of black journalists who began visiting the Center to investigate the legitimacy of Null's claims. Satisfied they had something significant to offer his audience, Brown invited eight patients - along with Null himself - onto his program over the course of several episodes to discuss the work. It was the first time these protocols had received any attention in the media, despite Null having released nearly two dozen articles and multiple documentaries on the subject by that time. A typical patient on one program, Al, a recovered IV drug user who was diagnosed with AIDS at age 32, described how he “panicked,” saw a doctor and started taking AZT despite his misgivings - only to be forced to discontinue the drug after just a few weeks due to his condition deteriorating rapidly. Researching alternatives brought him to Null, and after six months of “detoxing [his] lifestyle,” he observed his initial symptoms - swollen lymph nodes and weight loss - begin to reverse, culminating with sero-deconversion. On Bill McCreary's Channel 5 program, a married couple diagnosed with HIV described how they watched their T-cell counts increase as they cut out sugar, caffeine, smoking, and drinking and began eating a healthy diet. They also saw the virus leave their bodies. For HIV-positive viewers surrounded by fear and negativity, watching healthy-looking, cheerful “AIDS patients” detail their recovery while Null backed up their claims with charts must have been balm for the soul. But the TV programs were also a form of outreach to the medical community, with patients' charts always on hand to convince skeptics the cure was scientifically valid. Null brought patients' charts to every program, urging them to keep an open mind: “Other physicians and public health officials should know that there's good science in the alternative perspective. It may not be a therapy that they're familiar with, because they're just not trained in it, but if the results are positive, and you can document them…” He challenged doubters to send in charts from their own sero-deconverted patients on AZT, and volunteered to debate proponents of the orthodox treatment paradigm - though the NIH and WHO both refused to participate in such a debate on Tony Brown's Journal, following Fauci's directive prohibiting engagement with forbidden ideas. Aside from those few TV programs and Null's own films, suppression of Null's AIDS cure beyond word of mouth was total. The 2021 documentary The Cost of Denial, produced by the Society for Independent Journalists, tells the story of the Tri-State Healing Center and the medical paradigm that sought to destroy it, lamenting the loss of the lives that might have been saved in a more enlightened society. Nurse practitioner Luanne Pennesi, who treated many of the AIDS patients at the Center, speculated in the film that the refusal by the scientific establishment and AIDS activists to accept their successes was financially motivated. “It was as if they didn't want this information to get out. Understand that our healthcare system as we know it is a corporation, it's a corporate model, and it's about generating revenue. My concern was that maybe they couldn't generate enough revenue from these natural approaches.”5 Funding was certainly the main disciplinary tool Fauci's NIAID used to keep the scientific community in line. Despite the massive community interest in the work being done at the Center, no foundation or institution would defy Fauci and risk getting itself blacklisted, leaving Null to continue funding the operation out of his pocket with the profits from book sales. After 15 years, he left the Center in 1995, convinced the mainstream model had so thoroughly been institutionalized that there was no chance of overthrowing it. He has continued to counsel patients and advocate for a reappraisal of the HIV=AIDS hypothesis and its pharmaceutical treatments, highlighting the deeply flawed science underpinning the model of the disease espoused by the scientific establishment in 39 articles, six documentaries and a 700-page textbook on AIDS, but the Center's achievements have been effectively memory-holed by Fauci's multi-billion-dollar propaganda apparatus. FRUIT OF THE POISONOUS TREE To understand just how much of a threat Null's work was to the HIV/AIDS establishment, it is instructive to revisit the 1984 paper, published by Dr. Robert Gallo of the National Cancer Institute, that established HIV as the sole cause of AIDS. The CDC's official recognition of AIDS in 1981 had done little to quell the mounting public panic over the mysterious illness afflicting gay men in the US, as the agency had effectively admitted it had no idea what was causing them to sicken and die. As years passed with no progress determining the causative agent of the plague, activist groups like Gay Men's Health Crisis disrupted public events and threatened further mass civil disobedience as they excoriated the NIH for its sluggish allocation of government science funding to uncovering the cause of the “gay cancer.”6 When Gallo published his paper declaring that the retrovirus we now know as HIV was the sole “probable” cause of AIDS, its simple, single-factor hypothesis was the answer to the scientific establishment's prayers. This was particularly true for Fauci, as the NIAID chief was able to claim the hot new disease as his agency's own domain in what has been described as a “dramatic confrontation” with his rival Sam Broder at the National Cancer Institute. After all, Fauci pointed out, Gallo's findings - presented by Health and Human Services Secretary Margaret Heckler as if they were gospel truth before any other scientists had had a chance to inspect them, never mind conduct a full peer review - clearly classified AIDS as an infectious disease, and not a cancer like the Kaposi's sarcoma which was at the time its most visible manifestation. Money and media attention began pouring in, even as funding for the investigation of other potential causes of AIDS dried up. Having already patented a diagnostic test for “his” retrovirus before introducing it to the world, Gallo was poised for a financial windfall, while Fauci was busily leveraging the discovery into full bureaucratic empire of the US scientific apparatus. While it would serve as the sole basis for all US government-backed AIDS research to follow - quickly turning Gallo into the most-cited scientist in the world during the 1980s,7 Gallo's “discovery” of HIV was deeply problematic. The sample that yielded the momentous discovery actually belonged to Prof. Luc Montagnier of the French Institut Pasteur, a fact Gallo finally admitted in 1991, four years after a lawsuit from the French government challenged his patent on the HIV antibody test, forcing the US government to negotiate a hasty profit-sharing agreement between Gallo's and Montagnier's labs. That lawsuit triggered a cascade of official investigations into scientific misconduct by Gallo, and evidence submitted during one of these probes, unearthed in 2008 by journalist Janine Roberts, revealed a much deeper problem with the seminal “discovery.” While Gallo's co-author, Mikulas Popovic, had concluded after numerous experiments with the French samples that the virus they contained was not the cause of AIDS, Gallo had drastically altered the paper's conclusion, scribbling his notes in the margins, and submitted it for publication to the journal Science without informing his co-author. After Roberts shared her discovery with contacts in the scientific community, 37 scientific experts wrote to the journal demanding that Gallo's career-defining HIV paper be retracted from Science for lacking scientific integrity.8 Their call, backed by an endorsement from the 2,600-member scientific organization Rethinking AIDS, was ignored by the publication and by the rest of mainstream science despite - or perhaps because of - its profound implications. That 2008 letter, addressed to Science editor-in-chief Bruce Alberts and copied to American Association for the Advancement of Science CEO Alan Leshner, is worth reproducing here in its entirety, as it utterly dismantles Gallo's hypothesis - and with them the entire HIV is the sole cause of AIDS dogma upon which the contemporary medical model of the disease rests: On May 4, 1984 your journal published four papers by a group led by Dr. Robert Gallo. We are writing to express our serious concerns with regard to the integrity and veracity of the lead paper among these four of which Dr. Mikulas Popovic is the lead author.[1] The other three are also of concern because they rely upon the conclusions of the lead paper .[2][3][4] In the early 1990s, several highly critical reports on the research underlying these papers were produced as a result of governmental inquiries working under the supervision of scientists nominated by the National Academy of Sciences and the Institute of Medicine. The Office of Research Integrity of the US Department of Health and Human Services concluded that the lead paper was “fraught with false and erroneous statements,” and that the “ORI believes that the careless and unacceptable keeping of research records...reflects irresponsible laboratory management that has permanently impaired the ability to retrace the important steps taken.”[5] Further, a Congressional Subcommittee on Oversight and Investigations led by US Representative John D. Dingell of Michigan produced a staff report on the papers which contains scathing criticisms of their integrity.[6] Despite the publically available record of challenges to their veracity, these papers have remained uncorrected and continue to be part of the scientific record. What prompts our communication today is the recent revelation of an astonishing number of previously unreported deletions and unjustified alterations made by Gallo to the lead paper. There are several documents originating from Gallo's laboratory that, while available for some time, have only recently been fully analyzed. These include a draft of the lead paper typewritten by Popovic which contains handwritten changes made to it by Gallo.[7] This draft was the key evidence used in the above described inquiries to establish that Gallo had concealed his laboratory's use of a cell culture sample (known as LAV) which it received from the Institut Pasteur. These earlier inquiries verified that the typed manuscript draft was produced by Popovic who had carried out the recorded experiment while his laboratory chief, Gallo, was in Europe and that, upon his return, Gallo changed the document by hand a few days before it was submitted to Science on March 30, 1984. According to the ORI investigation, “Dr. Gallo systematically rewrote the manuscript for what would become a renowned LTCB [Gallo's laboratory at the National Cancer Institute] paper.”[5] This document provided the important evidence that established the basis for awarding Dr. Luc Montagnier and Dr. Francoise Barré-Sinoussi the 2008 Nobel Prize in Medicine for the discovery of the AIDS virus by proving it was their samples of LAV that Popovic used in his key experiment. The draft reveals that Popovic had forthrightly admitted using the French samples of LAV renamed as Gallo's virus, HTLV-III, and that Gallo had deleted this admission, concealing their use of LAV. However, it has not been previously reported that on page three of this same document Gallo had also deleted Popovic's unambiguous statement that, "Despite intensive research efforts, the causative agent of AIDS has not yet been identified,” replacing it in the published paper with a statement that said practically the opposite, namely, “That a retrovirus of the HTLV family might be an etiologic agent of AIDS was suggested by the findings.” It is clear that the rest of Popovic's typed paper is entirely consistent with his statement that the cause of AIDS had not been found, despite his use of the French LAV. Popovic's final conclusion was that the culture he produced “provides the possibility” for detailed studies. He claimed to have achieved nothing more. At no point in his paper did Popovic attempt to prove that any virus caused AIDS, and it is evident that Gallo concealed these key elements in Popovic's experimental findings. It is astonishing now to discover these unreported changes to such a seminal document. We can only assume that Gallo's alterations of Popovic's conclusions were not highlighted by earlier inquiries because the focus at the time was on establishing that the sample used by Gallo's lab came from Montagnier and was not independently collected by Gallo. In fact, the only attention paid to the deletions made by Gallo pertains to his effort to hide the identity of the sample. The questions of whether Gallo and Popovic's research proved that LAV or any other virus was the cause of AIDS were clearly not considered. Related to these questions are other long overlooked documents that merit your attention. One of these is a letter from Dr. Matthew A. Gonda, then Head of the Electron Microscopy Laboratory at the National Cancer Institute, which is addressed to Popovic, copied to Gallo and dated just four days prior to Gallo's submission to Science.[8] In this letter, Gonda remarks on samples he had been sent for imaging because “Dr Gallo wanted these micrographs for publication because they contain HTLV.” He states, “I do not believe any of the particles photographed are of HTLV-I, II or III.” According to Gonda, one sample contained cellular debris, while another had no particles near the size of a retrovirus. Despite Gonda's clearly worded statement, Science published on May 4, 1984 papers attributed to Gallo et al with micrographs attributed to Gonda and described unequivocally as HTLV-III. In another letter by Gallo, dated one day before he submitted his papers to Science, Gallo states, “It's extremely rare to find fresh cells [from AIDS patients] expressing the virus... cell culture seems to be necessary to induce virus,” a statement which raises the possibility he was working with a laboratory artifact. [9] Included here are copies of these documents and links to the same. The very serious flaws they reveal in the preparation of the lead paper published in your journal in 1984 prompts our request that this paper be withdrawn. It appears that key experimental findings have been concealed. We further request that the three associated papers published on the same date also be withdrawn as they depend on the accuracy of this paper. For the scientific record to be reliable, it is vital that papers shown to be flawed, or falsified be retracted. Because a very public record now exists showing that the Gallo papers drew unjustified conclusions, their withdrawal from Science is all the more important to maintain integrity. Future researchers must also understand they cannot rely on the 1984 Gallo papers for statements about HIV and AIDS, and all authors of papers that previously relied on this set of four papers should have the opportunity to consider whether their own conclusions are weakened by these revelations. Gallo's handwritten revision, submitted without his colleague's knowledge despite multiple experiments that failed to support the new conclusion, was the sole foundation for the HIV=AIDS hypothesis. Had Science published the manuscript the way Popovic had typed it, there would be no AIDS “pandemic” - merely small clusters of people with AIDS. Without a viral hypothesis backing the development of expensive and deadly pharmaceuticals, would Fauci have allowed these patients to learn about the cure that existed all along? Faced with a potential rebellion, Fauci marshaled the full resources under his control to squelch the publication of the investigations into Gallo and restrict any discussion of competing hypotheses in the scientific and mainstream press, which had been running virus-scare stories full-time since 1984. The effect was total, according to biochemist Dr. Kary Mullis, inventor of the polymerase chain reaction (PCR) procedure. In a 2009 interview, Mullis recalled his own shock when he attempted to unearth the experimental basis for the HIV=AIDS hypothesis. Despite his extensive inquiry into the literature, “there wasn't a scientific reference…[that] said ‘here's how come we know that HIV is the probable cause of AIDS.' There was nothing out there like that.”9 This yawning void at the core of HIV/AIDS “science" turned him into a strident critic of AIDS dogma - and those views made him persona non grata where the scientific press was concerned, suddenly unable to publish a single paper despite having won the Nobel Prize for his invention of the PCR test just weeks before. 10 DISSENT BECOMES “DENIAL” While many of those who dissent from the orthodox HIV=AIDS view believe HIV plays a role in the development of AIDS, they point to lifestyle and other co-factors as being equally if not more important. Individuals who test positive for HIV can live for decades in perfect health - so long as they don't take AZT or the other toxic antivirals fast-tracked by Fauci's NIAID - but those who developed full-blown AIDS generally engaged in highly risky behaviors like extreme promiscuity and prodigious drug abuse, contracting STDs they took large quantities of antibiotics to treat, further running down their immune systems. While AIDS was largely portrayed as a “gay disease,” it was only the “fast track” gays, hooking up with dozens of partners nightly in sex marathons fueled by “poppers” (nitrate inhalants notorious for their own devastating effects on the immune system), who became sick. Kaposi's sarcoma, one of the original AIDS-defining conditions, was widespread among poppers-using gay men, but never appeared among IV drug users or hemophiliacs, the other two main risk groups during the early years of the epidemic. Even Robert Gallo himself, at a 1994 conference on poppers held by the National Institute on Drug Abuse, would admit that the previously-rare form of skin cancer surging among gay men was not primarily caused by HIV - and that it was immune stimulation, rather than suppression, that was likely responsible.11 Similarly, IV drug users are often riddled with opportunistic infections as their habit depresses the immune system and their focus on maintaining their addiction means that healthier habits - like good nutrition and even basic hygiene - fall by the wayside. Supporting the call for revising the HIV=AIDS hypothesis to include co-factors is the fact that the mass heterosexual outbreaks long predicted by Fauci and his ilk in seemingly every country on Earth have failed to materialize, except - supposedly - in Africa, where the diagnostic standard for AIDS differs dramatically from those of the West. Given the prohibitively high cost of HIV testing for poor African nations, the WHO in 1985 crafted a diagnostic loophole that became known as the “Bangui definition,” allowing medical professionals to diagnose AIDS in the absence of a test using just clinical symptoms: high fever, persistent cough, at least 30 days of diarrhea, and the loss of 10% of one's body weight within two months. Often suffering from malnutrition and without access to clean drinking water, many of the inhabitants of sub-Saharan Africa fit the bill, especially when the WHO added tuberculosis to the list of AIDS-defining illnesses in 1993 - a move which may be responsible for as many as one half of African “AIDS” cases, according to journalist Christine Johnson. The WHO's former Chief of Global HIV Surveillance, James Chin, acknowledged their manipulation of statistics, but stressed that it was the entire AIDS industry - not just his organization - perpetrating the fraud. “There's the saying that, if you knew what sausages are made of, most people would hesitate to sort of eat them, because they wouldn't like what's in it. And if you knew how HIV/AIDS numbers are cooked, or made up, you would use them with extreme caution,” Chin told an interviewer in 2009.12 With infected numbers stubbornly remaining constant in the US despite Fauci's fearmongering projections of the looming heterosexually-transmitted plague, the CDC in 1993 broadened its definition of AIDS to include asymptomatic (that is, healthy) HIV-positive people with low T-cell counts - an absurd criteria given that an individual's T-cell count can fluctuate by hundreds within a single day. As a result, the number of “AIDS cases” in the US immediately doubled. Supervised by Fauci, the NIAID had been quietly piling on diseases into the “AIDS-related” category for years, bloating the list from just two conditions - pneumocystis carinii pneumonia and Kaposi's sarcoma - to 30 so fast it raised eyebrows among some of science's leading lights. Deeming the entire process “bizarre” and unprecedented, Kary Mullis wondered aloud why no one had called the AIDS establishment out: “There's something wrong here. And it's got to be financial.”13 Indeed, an early CDC public relations campaign was exposed by the Wall Street Journal in 1987 as having deliberately mischaracterized AIDS as a threat to the entire population so as to garner increased public and private funding for what was very much a niche issue, with the risk to average heterosexuals from a single act of sex “smaller than the risk of ever getting hit by lightning.” Ironically, the ads, which sought to humanize AIDS patients in an era when few Americans knew anyone with the disease and more than half the adult population thought infected people should be forced to carry cards warning of their status, could be seen as a reaction to the fear tactics deployed by Fauci early on.14 It's hard to tell where fraud ends and incompetence begins with Gallo's HIV antibody test. Much like Covid-19 would become a “pandemic of testing,” with murder victims and motorcycle crashes lumped into “Covid deaths” thanks to over-sensitized PCR tests that yielded as many as 90% false positives,15 HIV testing is fraught with false positives - and unlike with Covid-19, most people who hear they are HIV-positive still believe they are receiving a death sentence. Due to the difficulty of isolating HIV itself from human samples, the most common diagnostic tests, ELISA and the Western Blot, are designed to detect not the virus but antibodies to it, upending the traditional medical understanding that the presence of antibodies indicates only exposure - and often that the body has actually vanquished the pathogen. Patients are known to test positive for HIV antibodies in the absence of the virus due to at least 70 other conditions, including hepatitis, lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, syphilis, recent vaccination or even pregnancy. (https://www.chcfl.org/diseases-that-can-cause-a-false-positive-hiv-test/) Positive results are often followed up with a PCR “viral load” test, even though the inventor of the PCR technique Kary Mullis famously condemned its misuse as a tool for diagnosing infection. Packaging inserts for all three tests warn the user that they cannot be reliably used to diagnose HIV.16 The ELISA HIV antibody test explicitly states: “At present there is no recognized standard for establishing the presence and absence of HIV antibody in human blood.”17 That the public remains largely unaware of these and other massive holes in the supposedly airtight HIV=AIDS=DEATH paradigm is a testament to Fauci's multi-layered control of the press. Like the writers of the Great Barrington Declaration and other Covid-19 dissidents, scientists who question HIV/AIDS dogma have been brutally punished for their heresy, no matter how prestigious their prior standing in the field and no matter how much evidence they have for their own claims. In 1987, the year the FDA's approval of AZT made AIDS the most profitable epidemic yet (a dubious designation Covid-19 has since surpassed), Fauci made it clearer than ever that scientific inquiry and debate - the basis of the scientific method - would no longer be welcome in the American public health sector, eliminating retrovirologist Peter Duesberg, then one of the most prominent opponents of the HIV=AIDS hypothesis, from the scientific conversation with a professional disemboweling that would make a cartel hitman blush. Duesberg had just eviscerated Gallo's 1984 HIV paper with an article of his own in the journal Cancer Research, pointing out that retroviruses had never before been found to cause a single disease in humans - let alone 30 AIDS-defining diseases. Rather than allow Gallo or any of the other scientists in his camp to respond to the challenge, Fauci waged a scorched-earth campaign against Duesberg, who had until then been one of the most highly regarded researchers in his field. Every research grant he requested was denied; every media appearance was canceled or preempted. The University of California at Berkeley, unable to fully fire him due to tenure, took away his lab, his graduate students, and the rest of his funding. The few colleagues who dared speak up for him in public were also attacked, while enemies and opportunists were encouraged to slander Duesberg at the conferences he was barred from attending and in the journals that would no longer publish his replies. When Duesberg was summoned to the White House later that year by then-President Ronald Reagan to debate Fauci on the origins of AIDS, Fauci convinced the president to cancel, allegedly pulling rank on the Commander-in-Chief with an accusation that the “White House was interfering in scientific matters that belonged to the NIH and the Office of Science and Technology Assessment.” After seven years of this treatment, Duesberg was contacted by NIH official Stephen O'Brien and offered an escape from professional purgatory. He could have “everything back,” he was told, and shown a manuscript of a scientific paper - apparently commissioned by the editor of the journal Nature - “HIV Causes AIDS: Koch's Postulates Fulfilled” with his own name listed alongside O'Brien's as an author.18 His refusal to take the bribe effectively guaranteed the epithet “AIDS denier” will appear on his tombstone. The character assassination of Duesberg became a template that would be deployed to great effectiveness wherever Fauci encountered dissent - never debate, only demonize, deplatform and destroy. Even Luc Montagnier, the real discoverer of HIV, soon found himself on the wrong side of the Fauci machine. With his 1990 declaration that “the HIV virus [by itself] is harmless and passive, a benign virus,” Montagnier began distancing himself from Gallo's fraud, effectively placing a target on his own back. In a 1995 interview, he elaborated: “four factors that have come together to account for the sudden epidemic [of AIDS]: HIV presence, immune hyper-activation, increased sexually transmitted disease incidence, sexual behavior changes and other behavioral changes” such as drug use, poor nutrition and stress - all of which he said had to occur “essentially simultaneously” for HIV to be transmitted, creating the modern epidemic. Like the professionals at the Tri-State Healing Center, Montagnier advocated for the use of antioxidants like vitamin C and N-acetyl cysteine, naming oxidative stress as a critical factor in the progression from HIV to AIDS.19 When Montagnier died in 2022, Fauci's media mouthpieces sneered that the scientist (who was awarded the Nobel Prize in 2008 for his discovery of HIV, despite his flagging faith in that discovery's significance) “started espousing views devoid of a scientific basis” in the late 2000s, leading him to be “shunned by the scientific community.”20 In a particularly egregious jab, the Washington Post's obit sings the praises of Robert Gallo, implying it was the American scientist who really should have won the Nobel for HIV, while dismissing as “
In an online meeting with the Chicago Ramana devotees on 23rd February 2025, Michael answers various questions about Bhagavan's teachings. This episode is also available as a video on YouTube . A more compressed audio copy in Opus format can be downloaded from MediaFire . Ad-free videos on the original writings of Bhagavan Ramana with explanations by Michael James, and songs of Sri Sadhu Om with English translations can be accessed on our Vimeo video channel .
The Life of Jesus Christ in a Year: From the Visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich
Father Edward Looney reads and comments on The Life of Jesus Christ and Biblical Revelations: From the Visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich.Day 177Volume 3FROM THE SECOND CONVERSION OF MAGDALEN TO THE DELIVERY OF THE KEYS TO PETERChapter 7: Jesus in Juttah. He Makes Known the Death of John the BaptistLEARN MORE - USE COUPON CODE ACE25 FOR 25% OFFThe Life of Jesus Christ and Biblical Revelations: From the Visions of Blessed Anne Catherine Emmerich Four-Book Set - https://bit.ly/3QVreIsThe Dolorous Passion of Our Lord Jesus Christ: From the Visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich - https://bit.ly/4bPsxRmThe Life and Revelations of Anne Catherine Emmerich Two-Book Set - https://bit.ly/3yxaLE5The Life of the Blessed Virgin Mary: From the Visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich - https://bit.ly/3wTRsULMary Magdalen in the Visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich - https://bit.ly/4brYEXbThe Mystical City of God Four-Book Set - https://bit.ly/44Q9nZbOur Lady of Good Help: Prayer Book for Pilgrims - https://bit.ly/3Ke6O9SThe Life of Jesus Christ in a Year: From the Visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich is a podcast from TAN that takes you through one of the most extraordinary books ever published. Follow along daily as Father Edward Looney works his way through the classic four-volume set, The Life of Jesus Christ and Biblical Revelations, by reading a passage from the book and then giving his commentary. Discover the visions of the famous 19th-century Catholic mystic, Blessed Anne Catherine Emmerich, a nun who was privileged by God to behold innumerable events of biblical times.Anne Catherine's visions included the birth, life, public ministry, Crucifixion, and Resurrection of Jesus Christ, as well as the founding of His Church. Besides describing persons, places, events, and traditions in intimate detail, she also sets forth the mystical significance of these visible realities. Here is the infinite love of God incarnate and made manifest for all to see, made all the more striking and vivid by the accounts Blessed Anne has relayed.Listen and subscribe to The Life of Jesus Christ in a Year: From the Visions of Anne Catherine Emmerich on your favorite podcast platform or at EmmerichPodcast.com.And for more great ways to deepen your faith, check out all the spiritual resources available at TANBooks.com and use Coupon Code ACE25 for 25% off your next order.
A practitioner in China navigates the complex legal system to appeal her illegal arrest and one-year detention with the intention of saving people. Unconcerned with the outcome from the beginning of the appeal, her skillful and rational legal complaints led her to encounters with many government officials who came to respect her stance, and admire […]
When Jamie Lee SIlver's son, Ben, took his life, she dived into practices that she had been learning during his struggles with schizophrenia. Over time, she became certified in EFT tapping, a technique to heal through tapping. She moved within a year to the beach. She wrote letters to Ben and wrote replies from him too. Unconcerned about what others would think, she moved forward with deepening certainty that Ben was still with her. Also sure that she has work left before her own death, she offers what helped her to others and has raised nearly $200,000 to fund research into schizophrenia. What helped her hte most? How did she find her way to a life of purpose, AND a life of happiness?
When Jamie Lee SIlver's son, Ben, took his life, she dived into practices that she had been learning during his struggles with schizophrenia. Over time, she became certified in EFT tapping, a technique to heal through tapping. She moved within a year to the beach. She wrote letters to Ben and wrote replies from him too. Unconcerned about what others would think, she moved forward with deepening certainty that Ben was still with her. Also sure that she has work left before her own death, she offers what helped her to others and has raised nearly $200,000 to fund research into schizophrenia. What helped her hte most? How did she find her way to a life of purpose, AND a life of happiness?
The Papua New Guinea Government of James Marape has avoided a vote of no confidence again, but more attempts to unseat it are coming.
Plus, Biden takes the first steps toward fixing the Supreme Court's corruption
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The Klamath River is resettling and water quality is transforming as dams are removed.
We're back for a new episode of Below the Dot. Terri aces trivia with an 80% (so, not exactly acing but whatever). Chris gives her mom a ring, who was very shocked to hear her own voice on last week's podcast by the way. And we actually take some time to recap the episode! Tune in for tidbits & treats with your favorite degrassi duo xo
This is a sample clip from our Patreon feed. If you'd like to hear this episode in its entirety and more episodes like it, subscribe for as little as $1 per month over at patreon.com/thepccpodcastIn this bonus edition of The Pod Charles Cinecast, your hosts Jonathan Foster and Fil Freitas try something a little different, where we are talking about a book that one of us has actually read that has been made into a movie that we then watched, and how the two compare. For the first instalment of this Book Club series, we tackle Whitley Strieber's 1987 non-fiction bestseller, COMMUNION, which was made into the 1989 sci-fi horror of the same name, starring Christopher Walken.In December 1985, renowned sci-fi/horror novelist Whitley Strieber (The Wolfen, The Hunger) had an unexplainable experience; a shattering assault from the unknown. Experiences in which he "lost time" and has terrifying flashbacks, which hypnosis undertaken by Dr. Donald F. Klein and ufologist Budd Hopkins later links to an alleged encounter with aliens. To all appearances, he and his family have had a series of elaborate personal encounters with intelligent non-human beings in his isolated cabin in upstate New York. At first, he thought he was losing his mind. Unconcerned with the whole phenomenon of UFOs and extraterrestrials, he viewed them as a false unknown, easily explainable as misperceptions or hallucinations. But the visitors marched right into the middle of the life of this indifferent sceptic.Who are these visitors? Where do they come from? Do they represent some as-yet-unidentified aspect of the human mind - incredible, almost beyond comprehension, but essentially human - or are they what they seem to be, visitors of unknown origin? If this happened to you, and you wrote a bestselling novel about it, and decided to make a movie based on your experiences, would you let Christopher Walken come in and improvise a bunch of stuff, dance with puppets, and make you look like a lunatic? I would hope not. We were inspired to dive into this book and its wacky adaptation from our I Want To Believe Arc over last Halloween, where we were discussing Alien Movies. During this arc, we kept asking ourselves, "What really is the alien agenda?" Now, we don't know if we are any closer to the truth after witnessing Christopher Walken dance around with aliens and make the writer of this book look like a complete ass hat, but maybe... just maybe... the truth is still out there!"I am you. And you are me. And we are here. I am the dreamer and you are the dream."
The news of Texas covered today includes:Our Lone Star story of the day: The illegal alien charged with murdering Laken Riley “easily” entered our country despite links to a bloodthirsty gang – NY Post's “bombshell” report. Democrats simply don't care and do not want real border security or deportation of aliens who commit crimes as evidenced by 170 of the voting against the Laken Riley Act yesterday.Democrats do, however want walls. It's just that they want walls to protect themselves from American citizens. They want no walls to protect America from its enemies.Our Lone Star story of the day is sponsored by Allied Compliance Services providing the best service in DOT, business and personal drug and alcohol testing since 1995.Oil and gas drilling rig count falls significantly.Texas continues to set employment records.The U.S. Navy and Biden White House engage is purely Communist Party-style action to defame U.S. Rep. Ronny Jackson. Note that their investigation and administrative action happened in the middle of the Biden term, years after Jackson retired.The UIL cheating of New Home gets the attention it deserves. It ain't the first time folks!Listen on the radio, or station stream, at 5pm Central. Click for our radio and streaming affiliates.www.PrattonTexas.com
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“A Glorious Goodbye”Philippians 4:20-231) Glory2) Greeting3) Gospel A. It is Unstoppable by Earthly Forces B. It is Undaunted by Unbelief C. It is Unconcerned with Status 1. Poor 2. Powerful 3. Philosopher 4. Prisoner
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Welcome to Challenges of Faith Radio Program. .Ep 2179 Today's discussion centers around being Unconcerned I'm Gary, Producer, Host and Author. I write and communicate from an "Edifying" and "Preventive" standpoint, designed to show individuals how to avoid becoming Victims of relationships and all types of crimes A genuine friend (Rip) presented me with a plaque (by an unknown author) which read. "A genuine friend is one to whom one may pour out the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that gentle hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away." What are you going to do with the gleaned knowledge, affecting you, home, community, place of worship, workplace, town, province, village, state, or country...What? The Challenges Of Faith Radio Podcast hosted by Gary McCants was ranked the fourth best among Christian Podcasts this past December 6th according to Feedspot, an industry content reader based out of Mill Valley, CA. COFRP airs on Amazon Music, AntennaPod, Apple, Audacy, Audible, BTR, Castbox, Edifi Christian Channel, Fathom Fm, Fyyd Radio (DE) , Google Podcast, Himalaya Learning, iHeart Radio, JAM, Padverb, Pandora, Player Fm, Podbay Fm, Podbean, Podtail, Podyssey, Radio Podcast Addict, SoundCloud, Spotify, TS, Wave, Wisdom, and more.
God is calling us to be Church-lovers, Christ-centered, and to be his co-workers. Learn more from Pastor Rafy Panlilio on the fifth installment of "Sana Not All" series "Unconcerned." Preached last August 13, 2023.
Welcome to." Divine Connections with Gary and Jinky'. We share our thoughts on a "Unconcerned or Indifferent person in a Relationship". I'm Gary, producer, host, and an author who writes from a "Edifying" and "Preventive" standpoint, designed to show individuals how to avoid becoming "Victims" of relationships and all types of crimes. Past contributing writer to Ebony & Jet Magazines on relational topics. Past contributing writer to (U.S Justice Dept sponsored) Community Policing Consortium's newsletter...How to Unite Communities. COFRP:E-mail:cofrp@protonmail.com Tel # 305.902.4766 Website: http://challengesoffaithradioprogram.com/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@COFRP Joining me is my Co-Host, Jinky Dela Cruz Tolentino, D.M.D. Dentist turned Life Coach, Digital Copywriter, Site Content Audit Specialist and Cause Marketing Specialist. who speaks and understands your needs ― more LEADS and SALES through Video Storytelling. Dinky says she help businesses write Video Salesletters (VSL), improve your video marketing so it works better for you by showing higher customer engagement…And finding the most compelling video content that will attract more eyeballs, so your audience is glued to your video and ultimately generate more sales with a positive Return On Investment. Contact Jinky; E-mail:jinkyyourlivestoryteller@gmail.com Mobile# 09054422274 Personal:::http://jinkyyourlivestoryteller663765721.wordpress.com/ Facebook:http://acebook.com/digitalcreatorcopywriter/ Instagram: http://instagram.com/jinkyyourlivestoryteller/ YouTube: http://youtube.com/@mediamomstoryteller Twitter: jinkytol
Welcome to." A Journey of Hope with Gary and Deborah ': Our 3rd topic is "Unconcerned Relationship" Remember:A genuine friend is one to whom one may pour out the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that gentle hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away. So let's begin. Joining me is Deborah Landrum who has a MBA specializing in Business Management and Organizational Leadership.Deborah is a passionate advocate for social justice, a certified scholar in philosophy and social justice, demonstrating her commitment to deep understanding and critical thinking. and an influential figure in her community. Deborah shines as a YouTube creator, where she shares her wisdom and insights on her channel, "Feminine Finesse (Deborah). @Deborah-mv7ilWhile her accomplishments and contributions are numerous, it is crucial to highlight that Deborah's faith in Jesus Christ is what guides her life. I'm Gary, an author who writes from a "Edifying" and "Preventive" standpoint, designed to show individuals how to avoid becoming "Victims" of relationships and all types of crimes. Past contributing writer to Ebony & Jet Magazines on relational topics. Past contributing writer to (U.S Justice Dept sponsored) Community Policing Consortium's newsletter...How To Unite Communities. COFRP http://podsearch.com/listing/challenges-of-faith-radio-program.html
Welcome to." Divine Connections with Gary and Jinky'. We share our thoughts on a "Unconcerned or Indifferent person in a Relationship". I'm Gary, Producer and Host, and an author who writes from a "Edifying" and "Preventive" standpoint, designed to show individuals how to avoid becoming "Victims" of relationships and all types of crimes. Past contributing writer to Ebony & Jet Magazines on relational topics. Past contributing writer to (U.S Justice Dept sponsored) Community Policing Consortium's newsletter...How To Unite Communities. E-mail:cofrp@protonmail.com Tel # 305.902.4766 Website: http://challengesoffaithradioprogram.com/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@COFRP Joining me is my Co-Host, Jinky Dela Cruz Tolentino, D.M.D. Dentist turned Life Coach, Digital Copywriter, Site Content Audit Specialist and Cause Marketing Specialist. who speaks and understands your needs ― more LEADS and SALES through Video Storytelling. Dinky says she help businesses write Video Salesletters (VSL), improve your video marketing so it works better for you by showing higher customer engagement…And finding the most compelling video content that will attract more eyeballs, so your audience is glued to your video and ultimately generate more sales with a positive Return On Investment. Contact Jinky; E-mail:jinkyyourlivestoryteller@gmail.com Mobile# 09054422274 Personal:::http://jinkyyourlivestoryteller663765721.wordpress.com/ Facebook:http://acebook.com/digitalcreatorcopywriter/ Instagram: http://instagram.com/jinkyyourlivestoryteller/ YouTube: http://youtube.com/@mediamomstoryteller Twitter: jinkytol
“Getting Started 1. Curiosity: a disposition to wonder, ponder, and ask why. A thirst for understanding and a desire to explore. Slogan: Ask questions! 2. Intellectual humility: a willingness to own up to one's intellectual limitations and mistakes. Unconcerned with intellectual status or prestige. Slogan: Admit what you don't know! 3. Intellectual autonomy: a capacity for active, self-directed thinking. An ability to think and reason for oneself. Slogan: Think for yourself! Executing Well 4. Attentiveness: a readiness to be “personally present” in the learning process. Keeps distractions at bay. Strives to be mindful and engaged. Slogan: Look and listen! 5. Intellectual carefulness: a sensitivity to the requirements of good thinking. Quick to notice and avoid intellectual pitfalls and mistakes. Strives for accuracy. Slogan: Think with care! 6. Intellectual thoroughness: a disposition to seek and provide explanations. Unsatisfied with mere appearances or easy answers. Probes for deeper meaning and understanding. Slogan: Go deep! Handling Challenges 7. Open-mindedness: an ability to think outside the box. Gives a fair and honest hearing to competing perspectives. Slogan: Think outside the box! 8. Intellectual courage: a readiness to persist in thinking or communicating in the face of fear, including fear of embarrassment or failure. Slogan: Take risks! 9. Intellectual tenacity: a willingness to embrace intellectual challenge and struggle. Keeps its “eyes on the prize” and doesn't give up. Slogan: Embrace struggle!” I don't sleep with most people because they are sexually undisciplined, another reason why I barely have sex. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/antonio-myers4/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/antonio-myers4/support
Perspective changes everything. Perspective, vision, and site give understanding to reality. A young man discovered this truth when he awoke to find an invading army had surrounded his town. Unconcerned, his boss prayed that God would open his eyes. When the young man's eyes were opened to see what God was doing, his fear was gone because his perspective had changed.
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From Malaysian Prime Minister Anwar Ibrahim acknowledging that there are parties plotting to topple his administration and the EU and US warning Malaysia of security risk in Huawei's bid for 5G role. Dr. Oh Ei Sun, Senior Fellow, Singapore Institute of International Affairs gives us an analysis of those headlines. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
Unternehmen brauchen Daten! Und davon richtig viele! Acxiom ist ein Unternehmen, welches diese Daten sammelt und als Data Provider für Marketeers zur Verfügung stellt, sowie zu Data-Systemen berät. In dieser Folge von MY DATA IS BETTER THAN YOURS spricht der Host Jonas Rashedi mit Eric Heiliger, der sich bei Acxiom um das Thema Strategic Growth kümmert. Doch warum brauchen sowohl etablierte Marken als auch Start ups externe Daten? Historisch gesehen gab es in den 80ern die ersten Daten-Allianzen (wovon Acxiom schon damals ein Teil war). Denn die damaligen Versandhäuser haben gemerkt: Das Marketing ist effizienter, wenn Daten genutzt werden! Heute sind Daten für das Marketing unerlässlich geworden, um Kund:innen anzusprechen. Acxiom nutzt dafür winzige Kohorten und hat alleine in Deutschland durch die Datenlogik 5-7 Millionen unterschiedliche Kohorten. Eric erzählt dabei auch von Use Cases für die Daten von Acxiom und erklärt am Beispiel eines Automobilherstellers, dass manchmal auch auf die falschen KPIs geschaut wird. In dem Zusammenhang spricht Jonas auch von seinem Modell der Datennutzung: Collect, Understand, Decide, Automate und Execute, wobei der letzte Schritt bedeutet, sich komplett auf Daten zu verlassen. Eric vergleicht dies mit seinen „4 D's“ – Data Foundation, Decisioning, Design und Distribute. Spannend ist dabei auch, dass Eric die Data Economy und somit die Art, wie Menschen Daten preisgeben, unterteilt in 3 Bereiche: Datenpragmatisten, welche pragmatisch Daten preisgeben, um an Informationen zu gelangen, Fundamentalisten, die gar keine Daten von sich preisgeben und Unconcerned, die alles preisgeben ohne darüber nachzudenken. Zum Schluss geht es noch darum, wie die Data-Welt in 5 Jahren aussieht! MY DATA IS BETTER THAN YOURS ist ein Projekt von BETTER THAN YOURS, der Marke für richtig gute Podcasts. Zum LinkedIn-Profil von Eric: https://www.linkedin.com/in/eric-heiliger1/ Zur Webseite von Acxiom: https://www.acxiom.com/ Zu allen wichtigen Links rund um Jonas und den Podcast: https://linktr.ee/jonas.rashedi Dieser Podcast wurde mit freundlicher Unterstützung von Acxiom erstellt.
Perhaps there is no greater opponent to the gospel today than believers' apathy.
True Crime Psychology and Personality: Narcissism, Psychopathy, and the Minds of Dangerous Criminals
True Crime Personality and Psychology True Crime Psychology and Personality is a podcast that profiles criminal personalities, discusses personality disorders, and examines real life events from a scientifically informed perspective. Want more mental health content? Check out our other Podcasts: Mental Health // Demystified with Dr. Tracey Marks Healthy // Toxic Cluster B: A Look At Narcissism, Antisocial, Borderline, and Histrionic Disorders Here, Now, Together with Rou Reynolds Links for Dr. Grande Dr. Grande on YouTube Produced by Ars Longa Media Learn more at arslonga.media. Produced by: Christopher Breitigan and Erin McCue. Executive Producer: Patrick C. Beeman, MD Legal Stuff The information presented in this podcast is intended for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not professional advice. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
Heat: Challenges of life Dew: Blessings of life - We tend to respond sinfully to both blessings and challenges. 1. What fruit is my life growing? (Thoughts, words, actions, emotions) 2. What does that fruit show is my functional identity? (In control, Alone, Sovereign, Lawmaker ...) 3. What does that fruit/identity say I beleive God has done/not done? (Abandoned me, cast me off, distant, rejected, not ruled world, not done right) 4. What does this say I believe about who God is in this circumstance? (Judge, Impotent, Unconcerned, Absentee Father, Not Good) Root to Fruit: 1. What is true about who God is relative to my false view? (Redeemer, Sovereign, Love, Present, Good, Involved) 2. What is true about what God has done, especially in the Person of Christ? (Forgiven, Active FOR me, Adopted, Working out good, ...) 3. Who am I in light of God's truth? (Loved Child, Accepted, Justified, Heir, ...) 4. What should I do in light of who God is and who I am? (Fruit of Spirit, Love/Care for Others, Participate in life of body, Forgive as forgiven, Bear with as I am borne with by Jesus, be compassionate, speak words that build up...)
The Stoics spoke about being indifferent, disinterested. Have no interest in what makes no difference, Marcus Aurelius said. That's the image of the Stoic. Unconcerned with what's happening around them–no preferences, no emotion, good with whatever.
Earth nearing its eight billionth resident has Bill Maher very concerned. More people means more CO2 and that means catastrophe. Unconcerned is Alex Epstein, author of the book Fossil Future: Why Global Human Flourishing Requires More Oil, Coal, and Natural Gas—Not Less. Alex thinks we should carefully consider the advantages and disadvantages while deciding what to do with fossil fuels. He believes the widespread idea that rising CO2 will make the Earth unlivable is literally impossible and he would like to tell Bill why. Instead, he tells us.
Jackie Pullinger bought a one-way ticket as a young woman and went off to China as a missionary. Spending decades ministering to the addicts and poor within the Walled City of Hong Kong, Jackie has a profound perspective on ministry, selfishness, and giving one's life for the least of these. In this message, she shares from Ezekiel 16:49-50 and how the downfall of Sodom is our same struggle today. Learn more about the Bravehearted Voices Podcast and how you can be discipled and grow spiritually by visiting http://braveheartedvoices.com/ (braveheartedvoices.com)
In their first serialized adventure {in 5 parts}, Lem and Fanshaw accompany a "studier of the supernatural" to face something they may never have seen before - a ghost ... or at least a ghost that can affect the "real world". Written and Produced by Julie Hoverson Cast List Lemuel Roberts /Deadeye Kid - J. Spyder Isaacson Clarence Fanshaw - J. Hoverson Dr. Sullivan - Michael Coleman {Tales of the Extraordinary} Mr. Cartland - Reynaud LeBoeuf Emma Cartland - Jacquie Duckworth Melody Heath - Melissa Bartell Red - Jack Kincaid (Edict Zero) Hank - Mark Olson Clyde Wishwell - Bob Noble Mr. Baker - Paul Green {Encyclopedia of Weird Westerns} Add'l voices by Gene Thorkildsen Cover Design: Brett Coulstock [Old photos used to make Fanshaw purchased from www.recycledrelatives.com] Announcer: Glen "Ole Hoss" Hallstrom Opening theme: "The Wreck of Old '97" from public domain recording found on archive.org Any incidental music: Kevin MacLeod (Incompetech.com) Editing and Sound: Julie Hoverson ------- No gunshots herald his approach. No trademark left behind him when he leaves. The Kid had his fill of notoriety in days gone by - as plenty of empty boots can surely testify. Some say he rides alone. That's the Deadeye Kid. **************************************************************** Haunting Melody Cast: [opening credits/Olivia] LEMuel Roberts - Spyder Clarence FANSHAW - julie Dr. SULLIVAN - Michael coleman Mr. CARTLAND - Mrs. EMMA Cartland - Jacquie Duckworth MELODY Heath - RED - HANK - CLYDE Wishwell - Bob Noble Mr. Baker, the real expert - Paul Greene OPENER OLD HOSS No gunshots herald his approach. No trademark left behind him when he leaves. The Kid had his fill of notoriety in days gone by - as plenty of empty boots can surely testify. Some say he rides alone. That's the Deadeye Kid. CLOSER OLD HOSS The lonely cowboy cliché, always riding out, heading... yonder. Join us again in two weeks when he rides back over that far horizon. MUSIC SOUND BUCKBOARD, HORSES FANSHAW [straining] I think I can just make out a structure of some sort. LEM Not much further now. SULLIVAN Excellent. I am in your debt for all your help in getting me out here. LEM Woulda been a mite easier if'n you were were saddled, stead of carted. Some of these ruts-- SULLIVAN I've never been much of a horseman. And this is a fairish wagon. FANSHAW Garish, rather. LEM Well, I reckon it was cheap. SULLIVAN Oh, yes. They rented it to me at a very reasonable rate. FANSHAW Ah, rented. That explains why he has not repainted over the "Piewacket Players" placard on the side. SULLIVAN I understand a couple of the actors are - um - incarcerated for some while. Renting me the wagon and horses saved them board and stowage. Everyone benefits. FANSHAW Actually, some of these murals are rather good. If the players are half as talented as their painter, it might be worth seeking out one of their performances. LEM [dubious] I reckon. FANSHAW [musing] King Lear. Julius Caeser. Romeo and Juliet. [chuckles] They seem to perform a lot of the classics. Shakespeare. LEM Mmm. FANSHAW Did you know that in Shakespeare's day - some 250 years ago - it was illegal for women to perform on the stage? LEM Hush. FANSHAW Oh, Lem, do let me impart a little culture for once. LEM [Annoyed grunt] FANSHAW Particularly while you cannot argue. As I was saying, back in the day, all the female parts were played by young men. SULLIVAN Oh, goodness! Look at that! LEM [eager] Whatsat? SULLIVAN That's an awfully steep hill up ahead. You think the wagon can manage it? LEM I reckon so, reverend. SULLIVAN "Doctor", please. I prefer it as an honorific. LEM [puzzled] But you're a "man o' god"? SULLIVAN And a man of science as well. I firmly believe that the church cannot simply deny science, but must embrace it, and hand in hand we shall move forward into the next century! LEM [dubious] A'right then. FANSHAW Fervent, isn't he? SULLIVAN Sorry. I find I must defend myself constantly - both against those who find science and religion incompatible, and against those who pooh-pooh my branch of science entirely. LEM Oh? SULLIVAN [defiant] I have made a comprehensive study of the existence of ghosts. LEM [choking back a cough] OH. FANSHAW Oh, dear. MUSIC MELODY [off] [wailing, hysterics] SOUND DOOR OPENS, WAILING UP CARTLAND Don't that girl ever shut up? EMMA Bart! She swears she's being tormented. SOUND DOOR SHUTS CARTLAND Hysteria. You women can't stop yourselves from being women, but the least you can do is keep quiet when a man wants to think. EMMA What do you want me to do? Lock her in a madhouse? She's my own flesh and blood! CARTLAND Your sister is pitching a fit 'cause she ain't getting her own way. Nothing more. EMMA But what if it is something more? CARTLAND I got that well in hand. EMMA What? How? CARTLAND Don't go questioning me, woman. Where's my grub? MUSIC SULLIVAN [pugnacious] Do you, or do you not believe in ghosts? FANSHAW [short bark of a laugh] LEM [dry] I reckon I do. SULLIVAN Many people believe that the supernatural is somehow at cross-purposes with the bible, but it isn't so. Ever since Solomon, the wisest men in the good book studied the ways of the supernatural, in order to overcome it. LEM Solomon. Izzat the king fellow? FANSHAW Famous for his wise judgment. And not cutting up the baby. SULLIVAN Traditionally, many have always believed that the dead may carry on, side by side with the living, unseen but always present. LEM Ain't this more of a church question? SULLIVAN What do you mean? LEM Well, if you believe folks just hunker down once they passed on, then what you think of heaven? SULLIVAN I don't believe every soul lingers. Have you ever heard of Purgatory? FANSHAW Oh, goodness. LEM Ain't that a town in Nevada territory? SULLIVAN In the bible, purgatory is a place where people who are not good enough to go to heaven nor evil enough to go directly to hell are judged. FANSHAW Which bible, precisely? LEM Guess I never got that far in bible learnin. SULLIVAN It is the premise for all my theories that purgatory is not a place, but merely a "state"-- LEM [playing dumb] Wyoming? [1890] FANSHAW [grim] Ask him which bible. SULLIVAN [trying not to get exasperated] --and that spirits that need to be redeemed, or to mend their ways, may in fact be "in purgatory" much like someone could be "in a foul temper" - right next to us. FANSHAW Balderdash! Utter rubbish! LEM Looky there! That should be the ranch now! MUSIC MELODY [heavy breathing, end of crying jag] SOUND TAP ON THE DOOR, DOOR OPENS EMMA Melody? Are you feeling a little better? MELODY [sullen] I been bit. EMMA Bit? By what? A rat? MELODY Come and look. EMMA I'll fetch a lantern. MELODY No! EMMA Or open the shutters? MELODY No!! They don't like the light! I kin only open them at night. EMMA [very upset] oh. What can I do to help? MELODY [disheartened] Nothing. EMMA Are you hungry? There's some good stew. MELODY I can't. I just can't. EMMA Here, show me that bite. MUSIC LEM [quiet] What's gnawing on you? FANSHAW I do not consider myself a particularly religious fellow, but if there is one thing I have found quite frustrating about the wide open west it is that so many people simply decide that they are experts on this or that subject, and other people believe them, for lack of any alternatives. LEM Mm? FANSHAW He claims to know the bible, but then he goes on about this spiritism nonsense. And purgatory! I may not be a divinity scholar but a childhood of churchgoing taught me that that is a catholic conceit, and he's got it wrong anyway. Purgatory was where souls waited out a period of penance, while their friends and family prayed for their release. LEM How'd they know if they got out? FANSHAW I believe the priests would tell them. It always smacked of extortion to me. LEM [laughs] Well. How's all this gonna make a damn lick of difference just now? FANSHAW What? LEM Whatever it is he believes - it gonna change the price of oats? FANSHAW [sigh] No. LEM Good. That's cleared up, then. Road's widenin up, and we'll be alongside the wagon agin soon. MUSIC EMMA We need to send Melody somewhere. If only you had let her marry-- CARTLAND She's 16 - too damn young, and don't know her own mind. EMMA I know, but if she was away-- CARTLAND Dammit woman. You are my wife, and I will not be argued with. EMMA Of course. [beat] Something bit her. CARTLAND Bit? Like a snake? EMMA The marks....um... they looked-- CARTLAND Oh, just spit it out. EMMA They looked like they were made by a man! MUSIC SOUND THEY ARE STOPPED. HORSES, HARNESS, DISMOUNT, ETC. SULLIVAN Thank you ever so much for helping me to find my way. I'm not much of an outdoorsman. Or horseman. FANSHAW Nor much of a cleric, apparently. LEM Right happy to help. Why is it you were comin all the way out here in the first place? [chuckles] Not to put on a play. SULLIVAN [chuckles] It is rather a curious wagon, isn't it? But I am afraid my job here is rather confidential. CARTLAND [yelling from off] Is that the Reverend? Get on in here! SULLIVAN [dithering] Oh, um I-- LEM I'll look to your horses. You get along. SULLIVAN Excellent. FANSHAW I don't like him. LEM You don' like his views. FANSHAW They're gibberish! LEM 'Zat anythin like folderol? [serious] Why'n't you go on in and see what brand o' folderol he's spinnin to the good folks inside. FANSHAW [stiff upper lip] I shall try and keep my temper. LEM [muttered] Tryin never hurt no one. SOUND A FEW MOMENTS OF UNHARNASSING, THEN SUDDEN TUSSLE, RED GRABS LEM AND SLAMS HIM INTO THE WALL OF THE BARN SOUND HORSES ANNOYED, SHYING SOUND GUN COCKS RED [snarled] The Deadeye Kid. MUSIC SOUND FANSHAW ENTERS CARTLAND --convince her it ain't nothing but temper! EMMA But the bite! SULLIVAN A bite? EMMA She looks like she was bit, bad. CARTLAND There's no way anyone could get in there and bite her. SULLIVAN It isn't unheard of. FANSHAW A bite? CARTLAND [suspicious] Really? EMMA See! SULLIVAN Manifestations have demonstrated their ability to affect the material world in any number of ways. FANSHAW [suspicious] Oh. Do tell? CARTLAND There's a simple answer for this. She bit her own damn self. She pulls one more shenanigan, and I'm taking a strap to the damn girl. EMMA Never! Our father wouldn't-- CARTLAND He shoulda! If your sister weren't spoiled, we wouldn't have to have this idjit in. SULLIVAN Sir! I am well respected in-- CARTLAND [furious, overbearing] You are here to prove this ain't nothing but women's hysteria and a mulish girl's temper. EMMA But if it is something else? FANSHAW What do you think it may be, I wonder? CARTLAND Either she's doing this to herself, or she's plumb loco. Which way do you prefer? She's your flesh and blood. SOUND BEHIND DOOR - CRASH MELODY [screams] [BREAK] MUSIC RED What the hell are you doing here? LEM Do I... know you? RED Mebbe not, but I know you. You're the Deadeye Kid. LEM [resigned] Who'd I kill, that yer so riled about? RED What in tarnation is wrong with you? LEM Aside from being slammed up agin a barn, with iron in my face, nuttin comes to mind. RED I'us there in Carson City. Five years ago. Watched you take down Iron John Sandoval. LEM [after a pause] And? RED Saw how fast y'are. Hmph. Used to be. LEM Mmm? RED [offended] You din't even see me comin. LEM My mind was took up with sumpin else. SOUND HAMMER EASES BACK RED You should vamoose. This ain't no place for them as has lost their edge. LEM You might wanna back off a piece. RED Whyzzat? Can't look me in the face and admit you're getting old? LEM My gun hand's starting to cramp up sumpin fierce, and I cain't ease down til you pull your cohones off'n the barrel. RED You - what? [looking down, gasps] LEM Right shame to shave your stumps - seein as we're all compadres now. SOUND BACKS OFF SOUND HAMMER DOWN, GUN INTO HOLSTER, SLAP ON THE BACK LEM You look like a man that might could use a drink. MUSIC SOUND HORSES, BARN SOUND FANSHAW ENTERS FANSHAW I say, Lem? Are you alone? LEM Lessen you wanna chat with the hosses. FANSHAW What do you really think of this fellow? LEM From yer tone, I'm guessin you mean the reverend - doctor. FANSHAW Ye-ess. LEM I figger he's harmless. Cain't actually know a lick about all's he's talkin about. FANSHAW Right. [beat] Do you ever wonder? LEM I wonder alla time. Any particular wonderin yer wonderin about? FANSHAW About this. About spirits. About good and evil. LEM Never reckoned on em hitched like'at. FANSHAW You don't think of ghosts as being somehow inherent wicked? LEM You havin a crisis of faith? I reckon jest like with anyone, only you can know if you're evil. FANSHAW I - well, I don't mean myself, I suppose. LEM [teasing] So you think you're better than e'rbody else. FANSHAW No. I don't know. LEM What brought all this on? FANSHAW From what I observed in the house, there may be an argument here for an evil spirit of some sort. LEM And? FANSHAW And? And what? LEM Spirits're just as evil or saintly as the folks they used to be. Don't make no nevermind to no one but me. FANSHAW I mean an evil spirit with ... powers. LEM [sure] Ain't no such thing. FANSHAW Are you so very certain? MUSIC SOUND OUTSIDE, WALKING LEM I ain't never seen no spirit could touch nothin in the real world. FANSHAW Neither have I, but what if there is? LEM We do whatever we gots to. SOUND FEET APPROACH RED [coming in] Kid! LEM [sigh] Just Lem, if'n you please. RED Oh, drat. Right. You done with them horses? LEM Tucked up tight. You ast about the job? FANSHAW Job? RED Mr. Cartland's right happy to have another hand, even if you don't plan on staying fer long. With all that's been a-going on-- LEM What all is it that's been a-goin on? FANSHAW Evil spirits. LEM Is it what's been drivin off all your help? RED Come on, let's getcha some grub. Hank'll be pleased to have someone new to jaw to. MUSIC SOUND KITCHEN, EATING SOUND DOOR OPENS HANK Red. RED Hank. This is Lem. Come in with the doctor fella. LEM Hank. HANK You work for the reverend? RED He's-- LEM I work fer jest about anyone as needs me. Doctor needed a guide. RED Lem's gonna help out round here fer a while. LEM Long as the doc's on hand, might as well make myself useful. HANK Did you tell him what's going on? What cleared us out? RED Here, have a plate of stew, Lem. I'm sure Hank can tell it better'n me. HANK [uncertain] Oh, I--- RED He actually saw it. LEM Saw what? HANK That girl. She's possessed! LEM Possessed of what? HANK No! Possessed! Taken over by an evil spirit! LEM [considering] I don't figger I put much stock in such things. Ain't no other explanation? HANK What else could explain how I - I saw a strange light in her window late at night-- LEM What were you doin' out? HANK [thrown off] What? I was - uh - having a smoke. LEM She a good-lookin' girl? Apart from whatever travail she's in? HANK That ain't the point. I was off a ways and saw a light. It din't look natural. So I went closer to see. LEM How high's this window? HANK I don't know! Chest-high, I s'pose. But I sawr everything! [yarning] Right from the first, I was froze to the spot. Couldn't look away. In this strange blueish colored light, there was something flyin back and forth across the room-- LEM A bird? HANK No! A cushion or a hat or something - something that had no damn business flyin! LEM [mild amazement] Oh! HANK And then I saw the girl herself crawling about the floor like an animal. LEM Mebbe she dropped sumpin. HANK But it weren't natural! You can explain away one thing after another, but that light won't never look right. LEM I meant no disrespect, just know how late at night moonlight can be a bit mazy. Can make things look wrong way round and bigger than life. HANK Well, this weren't out in the moonlight - it was in her room. LEM Right. HANK You ain't a-scared? LEM I'm a bit behind when it comes to afearin things. Got to see sumpin for myself before I can work up to gooseflesh. Yerself? HANK I'm pert near hightailing it out of here, I tell you what. One more night like that and you'll be seeing the back of me. RED Ain't likely, Hank old hoss. You relish the tellin of your tall tales too much to miss a chance fer another one. MUSIC CARTLAND It's pure mulishness, is what it is. The girl wanted to marry, and I said no. SULLIVAN You're surely not her father, though? CARTLAND Father's passed on. I ain't blood, but I married her sister and that makes me the lawful man of the house and head of this family. She gots to understand that. EMMA I still think-- CARTLAND Regardless of whether she's old enough to marry, I wan't about to let her run off to the damn Wishwells and take half the ranch with her. EMMA Our father left us even shares. FANSHAW Hmm. And that man married yours. SULLIVAN Ah. I should talk to the girl, now. MUSIC HANK Well. SOUND SLAPS THIGHS, GETS UP HANK That hay won't pitch itself. Care to lend a hand, feller? LEM Lem. I-- RED I need him yet fer a mite. I'll send him along when we're through. LEM That's a mighty fine looking belt buckle you got there, Hank. Turquoise? HANK Yup. LEM And silver. [musing] Mighty fine. SOUND WALKS OUT DOOR LEM Why d'you stay, Red? RED Been with Mr. Cartland for nigh on 10 years. Since before he married the missus. Fact is, that was when we came through Carson City. LEM You friends? RED Nah, he ain't one fer making friends of the hands. But he's fair. Hard, but fair. LEM Now tell me. [a bit humorous] Apart from having the nerve of a grizzly, why ain't you scairt? RED I plumb don't feel it. Whatever's a-going on with the girl, it don't hit me here. You ken? LEM I reckon. RED It's like ... play actors. They can make you like the story, but they cain't never make it real. LEM Gotta good solid head on them shoulders, Red. I purpose to find out what all's transpirin here, and if'n yer strapped fer it, I'd shore thank'ee kindly for any help. RED [admiring] You ain't lost none of yer sand, have ya? LEM I reckon the wind's just blowin it in the right direction these days. MUSIC SOUND DOOR CREAKS OPEN SULLIVAN Young lady? MELODY [very tired and small sounding] Who's there? CARTLAND It's the feller gonna tell you what a liar you been. EMMA Husband! CARTLAND Go on then. Tell her. EMMA I'll open them shutters. MELODY No! EMMA Just a crack! It's fair dark in here! SOUND FEET, SHUTTERS SULLIVAN Sir! I must insist on being able to interview the girl in relative peace! CARTLAND I ain't a-stopping you. SULLIVAN You must be quiet and leave the girl to answer for herself. EMMA Please! CARTLAND [somewhat subdued] Go on. SULLIVAN Miss Heath, your lady sister has told me some of your symptoms, but I would like to hear them from you. What is your chief complaint? MELODY They never let me sleep! FANSHAW [far corner] Poor girl does look tired. CARTLAND Nor us out here! I ain't had a good night through in weeks. SULLIVAN [sharp] Shh! [calm] They? Who are "they"? MELODY You won't believe me any more than anyone else does. CARTLAND Hmph. SULLIVAN I believe a great many things. Pray, humor me. MELODY They come at night, and pinch me. Pinch my arms and legs - all over! And one bit me - See here! CARTLAND You bit your own damn self! MELODY [whimpers] SULLIVAN Sir! Would you be kind enough to leave? As long as you insist on berating the poor girl, she will never be calm enough to tell me all her troubles. CARTLAND Fine. Come on, woman. SOUND DOOR ROUGHLY OPENS EMMA Shouldn't I stay? For decency's sake? CARTLAND Man's a holy father, even if he is a soft-headed idjet. Whatcha think he might do? EMMA I suppose. MELODY I'll call if I need help! EMMA You do that. SOUND DOOR SHUTS MUSIC SOUND MOVING THROUGH UNDERBRUSH RED From his yarn, Hank was right about'chere when he saw the lights. LEM Hard to reckon what this'ud look like in full dark. What'us the moon like? RED Middling, round about. LEM Hmm. And that'ud be the window? RED Yup. Though way Hank tells it, it was full open when he was looking. LEM [surprised] Oh! RED What? LEM Let's fade back a bit. Don't want anyone to spy us. RED Why? Mm? [sees] Oh! MUSIC [BREAK] AMB OUTDOORS FANSHAW There you are! I've just witnessed the most appalling-- RED Did we really see what I think we jest saw? LEM I'm afeared so. RED That varmint! Taking advantage of a nice-- LEM She din't look "put out" to me. Any fired-up on her part weren't the angry kind, if you catch me. FANSHAW [sarcastic] Oh. So you saw it too. How useful am I? LEM Mighty useful. [slightly different] To know that sumpin's up with them. Looked like they knowed each other afore this. RED I guess you could safely say that. FANSHAW I tactfully took my leave. SOUND HOOFBEATS APPROACH RED Who in tarnation? Damn! LEM What? RED [heavy import] That's Clyde Wishwell and his boys! MUSIC SOUND TAP ON DOOR EMMA Doctor? Is everything all right in there? SULLIVAN [within] Yes! Quite. SOUND FOOTSTEPS APPROACH THEIR SIDE OF DOOR SULLIVAN [within] I have all I need for the moment. SOUND DOOR OPENS SULLIVAN [cautious] Is your husband ...nearby? EMMA He had to step out. SULLIVAN [relieved] Ah. EMMA I have the guest room ready for you. Your drover can bunk with the men. SULLIVAN My--? Oh, yes. That fellow. My guide. SOUND STEPS OUT, CLOSES DOOR EMMA Is she... Is she going to be all right, sir? SULLIVAN I think this will take some time, but yes. I believe she can be saved. EMMA Saved? You talk like she's ailing! SULLIVAN [serious] She is. It is an ailment of the soul. MUSIC SOUND GENERAL DISMOUNTING, ETC. CARTLAND [barely concealed hostility] Wishwell. WISHWELL Mr. Cartland. I hope you don't mind the intrusion? CARTLAND What do you want? WISHWELL We found a fellow lost on our property, claims he'us supposed to be coming here. We decided to give him an escort. BAKER [a bit too much swagger] Yes, yes. Many thanks. You may go ahead and leave. WISHWELLS MEN [annoyed muttering] CARTLAND Who the devil are you? BAKER You sent for me. WISHWELL He was mighty tight about his business with you, Mr. Cartland. I'm right curious. BAKER That is between Mr. Cartland and myself. Are you waiting around for a reason? I could-- SOUND COINS RATTLE WISHWELL [civility slipping] No need, sir! I reckon a man does you a good turn, seeing you to your destination, rather than shooting your backside fulla buckshot as a trespasser, he deserves a bit of an explanation! CARTLAND Yeah. Explain. BAKER [exasperated] Very well. I am the ghost expert you sent away for. MUSIC AMB OUT BACK LEM Why'm I all of a sudden smellin a rat? FANSHAW You mean Sullivan's obvious "familiarity" with young miss Heath? LEM Biggest rat I seen recently. RED You think they got somethin "on" between them? LEM I'm wondrin has anyone actually clapped eyes on the fellow she got her heart pinned to. RED How'd you hear about that? FANSHAW Damn! LEM [calm] I just hear things. RED Oh. But it was one of the Wishwells she was a-hankerin after. FANSHAW And the Wishwells just rode in. Perhaps we should go and take a look at the other side of this little chess match. LEM Lets go get us a look at the Wishwells. RED Right. FANSHAW I'll stay in the house - keep an eye on the courting. MUSIC CARTLAND YOU'RE the expert? Then who the devil we got inside? [yelling over his shoulder] Emma! BAKER [smug] Well, I can't help you there, I'm no clairvoyant - merely a seeker after truth in the field of spiritualism. WISHWELL [a bit worried] Really? Hmm. SOUND DOOR OPENS, EMMA COMES ONTO PORCH EMMA What is it? Oh! Comp'ny! CARTLAND They ain't compny, they's Wishwells. Get that city slicker out here. We got a bit of a branding problem here. BAKER Are you implying there's someone here claiming to be me? CARTLAND Someone here's claiming something, but I don't know which of you it might be. SOUND SWITCH OF PERSPECTIVE, FEET APPROACHING - RED AND LEM BAKER [off a bit] I have credentials and letters of recommendation. RED That's Ezekial Wishwell, in the tan hat. He's a big rancher over t'other side of the valley. LEM And if one of his marries that Miss, inside- RED Reckon he'll get his hands on her half of the ranch here. LEM Hmm. SOUND FADING BACK TO CARTLAND's POV WISHWELL You sent off for a ghost hunter, and you cain't even remember his name? CARTLAND I contacted him through some damn psychical society in the newspaper out of Carson city. BAKER Yes. Precisely. The "friends in passing". CARTLAND And it's bad enough I gotta do such a damn fool thing just so's I can put my wife's mind at rest about her damn fool sister-- SOUND DOOR OPENS, FEET ON PORCH EMMA Here he is. SULLIVAN You needed me for something? [FADING BACK TO LEM] WISHWELL Whatcha gonna do with two of them? SULLIVAN Two of who? BAKER Is that the imposter? EMMA What? RED It's the doggonest thing I ever heered of! LEM It's a wonder, sure enough. FANSHAW They've vacated the - ahem - bedroom. RED You think there's gonna be a fight? Dunno that them two guys would make much of a scrap - that first one's too prissy and citified, and the other's kind of a runt. But it might be something to see. LEM I need a chance to palaver. FANSHAW This might explain the idiotic views of Sullivan - I mean, if he is the imposter. LEM [muttered] People can be thick as two thumbs and still ain't liars. Happens all th'time. SOUND FADING BACK TO CARTLAND RED Whazzat? LEM Trying to logic out which might be the one sposed to be here. FANSHAW Oh, there's the girl! SOUND BARE FEET ON WOODEN PORCH [argument that runs under above] SULLIVAN I am an ordained minister, sir, of the church of the holy seekers after truth! BAKER That hack cabal? They wouldn't know a phantom from an apparition. I have trained with the most respectable societies in the British Isles! SULLIVAN Hidebound stick-in-the-muds! BAKER Newfangled snot-nosed infants, tampering with forces outside your ken! SULLIVAN Infants! I'll have you know-- SOUND MELODY'S BARE FEET RUN OUT ONTO THE DIRT MELODY Stop! Please! [scream of terror, some thrashing about] CARTLAND What the devil? SULLIVAN Quickly, bring some warm tea, and a cold compress, if you have one. EMMA Yes! SOUND SHE DASHES INTO THE HOUSE BAKER Stay back! The girl is under attack. WISHWELL Looks like some kind of fit. CARTLAND Fit o' temper. Get up, girl! SOUND FEET ENTER LEM Mr. Cartland, might could I drop a word in your ear? CARTLAND Who the hell are you? Oh, right, you come in with the preacher - maybe preacher. LEM Something you need to know. FANSHAW Are you planning to tell him about the assignation? He'll do something terrible to that poor girl - you've seen how beastly he is to her. LEM I know you're looking after the best interests of your family here. FANSHAW He threatened to beat her! CARTLAND I do what I gotta. FANSHAW Even if she is feigning all of this, surely she doesn't deserve-- LEM And I can tell you're purt near your wits end. CARTLAND zat so? LEM I think you done took more than most men can take, so I don't fault you none for flyin off the handle. I might could have an answer for all this. CARTLAND [interested] Really? LEM Yup. It was somethin that Sullivan fellow said regarding the bible. CARTLAND [disbelieving] Really? LEM Once they get this little dustup sorted, mebbe could I try something? CARTLAND What you planning? LEM I promise you, I don't reckon no one'll get hurt - leastways not bad - but beyond that, can't tell you much or it'll fall flat. CARTLAND Is this some of this spiritual hoodoo manure? LEM Well, let's say I'm gonna connive them into believin it is. CARTLAND Hmm... [chuckle] Go on, then. MUSIC EMMA She's settled again, but she keeps tossing and a-turning. CARTLAND [calmer] If I'm right, and she's just doing this all out of pique, what do you think should be done? You really think us going on and giving in is gonna make everything all right? EMMA Me? I-- but it's too drastic to be-- CARTLAND I ain't asking if you think she's making it all up, just what you reckon we should oughtta do if she is. EMMA Oh. [pacing] Well. It's a terrible thing she's doing - if she's doing it. But it can't be easy on her, either. All them hurts she's took. CARTLAND Lotta effort to make you feel sorry for her. EMMA If she's faking, then wouldn't the reverend know it? CARTLAND Stick to the question at hand. EMMA You're much less riled than you been in days - do you know something? CARTLAND With two doctor types on hand, how can I not see a light at the end of this here tunnel? EMMA Oh. CARTLAND [almost gentle] I'm waiting. EMMA I agree - we can't, in good conscience, let her get her way through these kinds of shenanigans - always assuming she's-- CARTLAND Yes, yes. We're assuming. EMMA But what can we do for punishment? Lock her away? I couldn't bear that. CARTLAND What'choo think about schooling? EMMA What? CARTLAND Send her off to school - back east or somewheres where rich folks send their girls, and take the cost of the schooling out of her half the ranch. We'll call it bail. EMMA It would keep her away from the Wishwells. And it would get her away from-- CARTLAND Us? EMMA [sigh] Yes. MUSIC LEM I may not have the booklearnin y'all have, but I did have me a granny who did midwifing and could see and talk to all manner of spirits. SULLIVAN Really? How ...rustic BAKER You should never pooh-pooh the lay folk. Many have toiled in the fields of the supernatural without even realizing they did. Back home in-- SULLIVAN Of course, it is only a pity that so often they were seen as enemies of the church and persecuted, rather than embraced and put to good works. FANSHAW Good gad, they're even worse in harmony. LEM Well, Granny once told me of a sure cure for a plague of spirits. BAKER Oh yes? FANSHAW Watch out, he'll write a monograph on your granny. Did you really have one? LEM O'course. It ain't easy, and it ain't exactly safe. But when the only other path is being ridden round with spirits all your life, it's sometimes a risk you gots to take. SULLIVAN Dangerous? LEM O'course. You got to make the spirits flee outta the afflicted one, and t'only way to do it is to convince them you're about to kill that person. SULLIVAN [horrified] KILL? BAKER That makes a strange sort of sense. LEM Best ways are violent. You cain't sneak up behind 'em, since half the convincin has to be that the one what's afflicted gots to believe it. FANSHAW Mention the flagellants in the bible. They used whips to cleanse themselves of-- SULLIVAN But we can't - that-that poor girl! BAKER I am not certain I could do it myself, but I would be most interested in observing. LEM Oh, I can do it. You two should oughta make sure no one else gets in the way, though. SULLIVAN But you wouldn't really hurt her? LEM I s'pose it depends. Sometimes, the spirits are figurin you wouldn't really hurt no one, and they hang on for the first hurt or two. Like them fellas that whip themselves bloody right there in the bible. SULLIVAN [horrified] Oh no! I can't let you do that to any poor defenseless woman. LEM Don't think it's your choice to make, old hoss. BAKER As long as she is afflicted, it will have to be dealt with. SULLIVAN Let me try something else, first! I might have a way to-- LEM That's right fine. We'll come along and observe your way. SULLIVAN No! It's -- it has to be performed in total secrecy. LEM Cain't hide from the spirits, though. FANSHAW I take the hint. BAKER You should be grateful for the help. SULLIVAN Leave me alone for a minute! I have to - to pray! SOUND WALKS OFF FAST LEM [almost a chuckle] BAKER What got into him? FANSHAW I think he truly cares for the girl. LEM A mighty old spirit indeed. MUSIC [BREAK] EMMA They're gonna hurt her? CARTLAND They don't think it will come to much. Just enough to scare the spirits out of her. EMMA Melody's my sister - I cain't just let them beat her! CARTLAND [trying to be comforting] Don't sound like there's any other way they're gonna manage this. [beat] This feller sounds like he knows what he's doing. EMMA [incredulous] Sounds like he--? How can you say that? CARTLAND [curt] I will stop him before he does anything too... drastic. EMMA You got no fine feelings about seeing her hurt. You would have-- CARTLAND [getting annoyed] I'da punished her, yeah. Now get out my way. I'm done talkin! MUSIC RED Lem, over here a minute. LEM [queit] Yeah? [up] Mister Baker, why don't you see if the lady of the house might be able to find you a spot to sleep tonight? BAKER And that charlatan? LEM Doctor Sullivan? You let me handle him. Oh, and - sunset. That's the time to deal with ghosts. BAKER Sunset? LEM So says my gran. BAKER Right. I am quite interested to see how this goes. SOUND BAKER WALKS OFF LEM Sorry about that. RED What are you up to? LEM Takin a tip from the bible. You with me? RED Spect so. WISHWELL Could I have a word with you, sir? LEM [sigh] Spect so. MUSIC SOUND TAPPING ON WOOD [Sullivan sounds very different, western, rather than citified, and is speaking quietly, to avoid being overheard] SULLIVAN Melody? Melody? FANSHAW Hmph. Praying indeed. I would say he's rather old for her, but that moustache doesn't do much to hide a cheek that's barely seen a razor. SULLIVAN Please, Mel, honey! SOUND TEENSY CREAK OPEN MELODY Wallace? You shouldn't be out there! FANSHAW Wallace? SULLIVAN I had to come! Everything's falling apart. MELODY What do you mean? SULLIVAN They've got some cockamamie scheme, and sounds like they're planning to hurt you. Maybe bad. MELODY Emma'd never let them do that! SULLIVAN There's enough people here got no patience left, I doubt but that she couldn't stop them. Can't you turn this? MELODY It's got away from me! What can I do? SULLIVAN Maybe just say you're cured? MELODY And then what? That leaves me here with folks that hate me and no chance o'nothin'? No chance of... us? I'll die first! SULLIVAN I'll try and come up with something. But if it comes down to it, stop them before they hurt you. Please promise you will! MELODY [grim] I'll do what I gotta do. MUSIC WISHWELL What you fixing to do, sir? LEM Come sunset, I'll take drastic measures to free that girl from her torment. WISHWELL You sound like you might have to kill her. LEM I'm sure the reverend - uh - doctor sullivan can speak you best on torment and the afterlife. He's got a nose fer it. WISHWELL But what exactly are you planning to do? FANSHAW Don't turn round. Sullivan is lurking. LEM [sigh] I hate to see anyone in pain. But sometimes, ain't no choice. If'n there's a spirit a-punishin that child, it ain't gon be easy to spook it out. I may have to shoot her. SOUND [men - including RED, WISHWELL, react] LEM [matter of fact] Don't worry none, though. I once shot a man eight times - a'purpose - and he din't die. [shrug] Can't use one hand no more, but apart from that he all healed up jest fine. WISHWELL [horrified] And Cartland's gonna let you go on and do this? LEM I get the feeling that if his wife would allow, he'd do it hisself - he's that plumb wore out with the girl. WISHWELL And what if we all decide to stop you? LEM I don't see as how it's any of your business. SOUND GUNS OUT WISHWELL [sterner] And what if we all decide to stop you? SOUND SHOTGUN COCKS CARTLAND [off] I think mebbe it's time fer you to get along home, then, Wishwell. SOUND GUNS UP WISHWELL [forces laugh] We were just looking out for your best interests, Cartland. Have you heard? This here fellow is fixing to shoot your sister. CARTLAND Well, something's gotta be done with the girl. FANSHAW Is he serious, or did you have a chance to warn him? LEM Glad to see you took my counsel serious, Mr. Cartland. FANSHAW Ah. CARTLAND And now Wishwell, you and your boys can take my counsel - Git! WISHWELL I'll be telling the sheriff about these goings on. CARTLAND You do that. Sunset's about an hour away - you won't get there and back by then. And I figure this way. If my wife's sister can be bit by ghosts, maybe she can get shot by them too. Ain't no one here gonna say otherwise, once all's said and done. MUSIC SOUND TAPPING ON SHUTTER MELODY Wallace? FANSHAW [explaining] That's Sullivan. SOUND TAPPING LEM [indistinguishable grunt] MELODY Wallace? SOUND SHUTTER CREAKS OPEN MELODY Are you-- [gasp of fear!] LEM You want to talk to me, girl. And you want to stay quiet. MELODY My sister is jest in the next room. LEM I know. And I ain't askin fer nothin improper. Cartland's got Sullivan sewed up in argument fer the moment, so I got one chance for you. MELODY Chance? Fer what? LEM Wallace. You in love with the boy, or jest lookin fer a way out from under your folks? MELODY We're in love. LEM You want him more than you want your share of the ranch? MELODY [teensy hesitation] Yes. LEM And would he and his take you without you had that parcel to offer? MELODY He would. LEM And his pa out there? Mr. Wishwell? MELODY [gasp] You know? LEM I know a lotta things. F'r'instance, tonight's gonna be an interestin night. MUSIC FANSHAW So if they're genuinely in love -- LEM I think they are. He's plumb torn up about the chance as she might get hurt. Mebbe she's not so worried, but she seems true. FANSHAW Then this is just like Shakespeare - Romeo and juliet. Families opposed to one another, romance between the younger generation. LEM 'Zat give us any aid with sorting out this rats nest? FANSHAW Well, they both died. So I guess not. LEM Hmm. Plays. FANSHAW What are you thinking? LEM Well... I was playing at solomon. Threatnin the girl to bring out-- FANSHAW [realizing] The real-- Yes! I've got it. Jolly clever. LEM I'm thinkin mebbe I got the wrong baby. FANSHAW The wrong what? MUSIC In house CARTLAND Can't be long now. EMMA You won't let him really hurt her, will you? CARTLAND [gentle] Emma. He promised he wouldn't. We have to convince her he would, though. She gots to believe it. EMMA Why? CARTLAND If she's faking, she has to cry off. If she ain't... well... he says the spirits gotta be convinced she's gonna die, so they'll haveta leave. EMMA Oh. I see. Thank you. CARTLAND [uncomfortable] Right. Just find us one of them schools, woudja? MUSIC OUTSIDE LEM [talking to a crowd] Much as it pains me to have to do this, um, I reckon there ain't no way to solve this problem til we drive out the spirits here. BAKER Where is the girl? LEM She's a coming. SOUND DOOR OPENS LEM Speak of the devil. SOUND SEVERAL PEOPLE WALKING OUT ON WOOD MELODY Please! What are you going to do? SULLIVAN I protest! I don't think this is safe! LEM [muttered] We got any other company? FANSHAW The wishwells never went very far. Just out of sight, then circled back. They're behind the barn. LEM Good. FANSHAW Red appears to be in his allotted position. Hank is nowhere to be seen. LEM Hmph. [up] Get on over here miss. MELODY I'm scared! CARTLAND It gots to be done. EMMA Be strong, Melody. FANSHAW No arguments? Hmm. I sense a reconciliation in the family. LEM Harmony ain't no bad thing. FANSHAW Rather goes with melody, actually. MELODY What is it you plan to do? LEM Gon' drive the evil sprits out. Need you to stand right here, miss. Don't move a muscle. You got me? MELODY Emma! I don't want to do this! EMMA Melody, there ain't no choice. Not no more. SULLIVAN I agree with the young lady - I feel this is too dangerous. MELODY Dangerous? Wh-what's a-going to happen? CARTLAND [commanding but not being mean] Stand still, and let the man do his work. LEM All y'all back on the porch now, if'n you please. SOUND FEET LEM Now miss, if you'll hold yerself real still. MELODY I'll do my best. SOUND GUNSHOT, HITS WOOD MELODY [screams!] [break?] EMMA Be careful! MELODY What did you do that for? LEM I'm shooting the ghosts. That's why you gotta hold real still. SOUND GUNSHOT MELODY [gasp] You nearly hit me! FANSHAW The wishwells are getting closer. LEM Good. SOUND THREE GUNSHOTS MELODy [scream of pain!] EMMA What's that? You said you wouldn't hurt her! Is that blood? LEM That's jest splinters. Stay back. SOUND TWO GUNSHOTS MELODY [scream] SULLIVAN Nooooooooo! SOUND RUNNING FEET, SLOW MO SOUND GUNSHOT SULLIVAN [argh! Death rattle] MELODy [scream, death rattle] FANSHAW [dry] Two with one shot. Oh my. EMMA [screaming] SOUND RUNNING FEET LEM Mr. Cartland, hold your wife. Mr. Baker? BAKER [flustered] um, um - yes. LEM You got any doctoring? BAKER Yes, yes, of course. I'll check on them. WISHWELL [coming roaring in] Nooo! CARTLAND What the devil you doing here, Wishwell? LEM Stay back, there. Let the doctor do his business. WISHWELL Wallace! Damn you, you sidewinder! You are a dead man! SOUND GUNS DRAW WISHWELL You ain't steppin in this time, Cartland! CARTLAND If I just saw what just happened, you kin have him. LEM [Unconcerned] Afore you start throwin lead, mebbe you two should take some of the blame on yerselves. CARTLAND What? WISHWELL You can go to blazes! LEM If you two weren't such prickly porcupines on the subject of them kids getting married, none of this woulda ever happened. CARTLAND That's who she wanted to marry? And he's a wishwell? WISHWELL He's my youngest, you son of a buzzard. Sent him off back east to school, make a better man of him. And now all that's ashes. CARTLAND He ain't a reverend, then? FANSHAW Goodness, they're a bit slow. LEM Hush, now! Now you two can be joined in your misery, like you might have been joined by them kids. Only damn fool you gotta hate now is me. CARTLAND He ain't said they're dead. Doctor? BAKER [calling] I'm doing what I can. WISHWELL My son? Is he still with us? LEM Hold it. SOUND GUN COCKS WISHWELL You stay out my way. SOUND SHOTGUN RACKED RED I think you better drop that gun Mr. Wishwell. CARTLAND I'll go and-- RED No, sir. You wait too. With all due respect. LEM If them kids survive this, you let em marry? CARTLAND They're too young. She is, anyway. [don't forget the bit about sullivan not being as old as the moustasche and beard make him look] WISHWELL You just don't wanna lose half the ranch. CARTLAND I got plans for that half the ranch. I got it planned right up til she comes of age. LEM Mebbe if they can marry, she can leave you in charge til she comes of age. Let you carry through your plans. EMMA None of this matters! Let me go to my sister! RED Lem? LEM Give em sumpin to live for, you two. Make this up. Tell them they ain't gotta be dead to be together. WISHWELL You think that would help? LEM I been near dead once or twice, and havin hope is a mighty fine thing. EMMA Bart? Please let her, Bart! If you don't care to give Melody some hope, give me some! CARTLAND If Wishwell agrees that I keep control for five more years. WISHWELL We're gonna have to set this down in writin. EMMA There ain't no time fer writing now! [sharp] You say it! Both of you! CARTLAND Fine. Melody! If'n you can hear me, you listen. I'm telling you, you can marry that... boy. We got it all worked out at this end. WISHWELL Wallace? Fight Wallace! You idjit, jumping in front of a bullet fer a girl! But you can have her if you want her. Izzat good? CARTLAND You all gonna put down yer guns now? LEM That sounds fine. What you'all think? MELODY [perfectly fine] I think it sounds good. But I gotta have a real fine dress. Understand? EMMA [astonished] Melody? MELODY I'm all right. SULLIVAN We're both just fine. WISHWELL Well... Damn! CARTLAND All right, somebody better start explaining. RED Lem? Lem? MUSIC SOUND RIDING SLOWLY LEM Much as I hate walkin the horses by moonlight-- FANSHAW I do think it's best to get while the getting is good. Do you think they will keep their promises? LEM Got witnesses enough between Baker and Red. FANSHAW Whatever happened to Hank? LEM That was probly me - I think I suspected his belt buckle too loudly and he took fright. FANSHAW Paid to tell a tale? LEM Ayup. FANSHAW Solomon to Prince Escalus in one step. I'm impressed. LEM What are you jabberin on about? FANSHAW That back there was Romeo and Juliet, was it not? LEM Mebbe just a little. [beat] You ever done any of them plays? FANSHAW Oh, yes. School. LEM You gotta be the one in the dress? Like you were sayin? You got a voice that might could pass. FANSHAW Oh... [dropping voice as low as possible] No. Actually, I often was the lead. I even played romeo. I was rather good at learning lines. Of course, someone always had to put on the dress. Boys and girls do not attend school together - not our sort of boys and girls, anyway. LEM Seems like puttin a hat on a pig. FANSHAW No. It's just "theater." END
In their first serialized adventure {in 5 parts}, Lem and Fanshaw accompany a "studier of the supernatural" to face something they may never have seen before - a ghost ... or at least a ghost that can affect the "real world". Written and Produced by Julie Hoverson Cast List Lemuel Roberts /Deadeye Kid - J. Spyder Isaacson Clarence Fanshaw - J. Hoverson Dr. Sullivan - Michael Coleman {Tales of the Extraordinary} Mr. Cartland - Reynaud LeBoeuf Emma Cartland - Jacquie Duckworth Melody Heath - Melissa Bartell Red - Jack Kincaid (Edict Zero) Hank - Mark Olson Clyde Wishwell - Bob Noble Mr. Baker - Paul Green {Encyclopedia of Weird Westerns} Add'l voices by Gene Thorkildsen Cover Design: Brett Coulstock [Old photos used to make Fanshaw purchased from www.recycledrelatives.com] Announcer: Glen "Ole Hoss" Hallstrom Opening theme: "The Wreck of Old '97" from public domain recording found on archive.org Any incidental music: Kevin MacLeod (Incompetech.com) Editing and Sound: Julie Hoverson ------- No gunshots herald his approach. No trademark left behind him when he leaves. The Kid had his fill of notoriety in days gone by - as plenty of empty boots can surely testify. Some say he rides alone. That's the Deadeye Kid. **************************************************************** Haunting Melody Cast: [opening credits/Olivia] LEMuel Roberts - Spyder Clarence FANSHAW - julie Dr. SULLIVAN - Michael coleman Mr. CARTLAND - Mrs. EMMA Cartland - Jacquie Duckworth MELODY Heath - RED - HANK - CLYDE Wishwell - Bob Noble Mr. Baker, the real expert - Paul Greene OPENER OLD HOSS No gunshots herald his approach. No trademark left behind him when he leaves. The Kid had his fill of notoriety in days gone by - as plenty of empty boots can surely testify. Some say he rides alone. That's the Deadeye Kid. CLOSER OLD HOSS The lonely cowboy cliché, always riding out, heading... yonder. Join us again in two weeks when he rides back over that far horizon. MUSIC SOUND BUCKBOARD, HORSES FANSHAW [straining] I think I can just make out a structure of some sort. LEM Not much further now. SULLIVAN Excellent. I am in your debt for all your help in getting me out here. LEM Woulda been a mite easier if'n you were were saddled, stead of carted. Some of these ruts-- SULLIVAN I've never been much of a horseman. And this is a fairish wagon. FANSHAW Garish, rather. LEM Well, I reckon it was cheap. SULLIVAN Oh, yes. They rented it to me at a very reasonable rate. FANSHAW Ah, rented. That explains why he has not repainted over the "Piewacket Players" placard on the side. SULLIVAN I understand a couple of the actors are - um - incarcerated for some while. Renting me the wagon and horses saved them board and stowage. Everyone benefits. FANSHAW Actually, some of these murals are rather good. If the players are half as talented as their painter, it might be worth seeking out one of their performances. LEM [dubious] I reckon. FANSHAW [musing] King Lear. Julius Caeser. Romeo and Juliet. [chuckles] They seem to perform a lot of the classics. Shakespeare. LEM Mmm. FANSHAW Did you know that in Shakespeare's day - some 250 years ago - it was illegal for women to perform on the stage? LEM Hush. FANSHAW Oh, Lem, do let me impart a little culture for once. LEM [Annoyed grunt] FANSHAW Particularly while you cannot argue. As I was saying, back in the day, all the female parts were played by young men. SULLIVAN Oh, goodness! Look at that! LEM [eager] Whatsat? SULLIVAN That's an awfully steep hill up ahead. You think the wagon can manage it? LEM I reckon so, reverend. SULLIVAN "Doctor", please. I prefer it as an honorific. LEM [puzzled] But you're a "man o' god"? SULLIVAN And a man of science as well. I firmly believe that the church cannot simply deny science, but must embrace it, and hand in hand we shall move forward into the next century! LEM [dubious] A'right then. FANSHAW Fervent, isn't he? SULLIVAN Sorry. I find I must defend myself constantly - both against those who find science and religion incompatible, and against those who pooh-pooh my branch of science entirely. LEM Oh? SULLIVAN [defiant] I have made a comprehensive study of the existence of ghosts. LEM [choking back a cough] OH. FANSHAW Oh, dear. MUSIC MELODY [off] [wailing, hysterics] SOUND DOOR OPENS, WAILING UP CARTLAND Don't that girl ever shut up? EMMA Bart! She swears she's being tormented. SOUND DOOR SHUTS CARTLAND Hysteria. You women can't stop yourselves from being women, but the least you can do is keep quiet when a man wants to think. EMMA What do you want me to do? Lock her in a madhouse? She's my own flesh and blood! CARTLAND Your sister is pitching a fit 'cause she ain't getting her own way. Nothing more. EMMA But what if it is something more? CARTLAND I got that well in hand. EMMA What? How? CARTLAND Don't go questioning me, woman. Where's my grub? MUSIC SULLIVAN [pugnacious] Do you, or do you not believe in ghosts? FANSHAW [short bark of a laugh] LEM [dry] I reckon I do. SULLIVAN Many people believe that the supernatural is somehow at cross-purposes with the bible, but it isn't so. Ever since Solomon, the wisest men in the good book studied the ways of the supernatural, in order to overcome it. LEM Solomon. Izzat the king fellow? FANSHAW Famous for his wise judgment. And not cutting up the baby. SULLIVAN Traditionally, many have always believed that the dead may carry on, side by side with the living, unseen but always present. LEM Ain't this more of a church question? SULLIVAN What do you mean? LEM Well, if you believe folks just hunker down once they passed on, then what you think of heaven? SULLIVAN I don't believe every soul lingers. Have you ever heard of Purgatory? FANSHAW Oh, goodness. LEM Ain't that a town in Nevada territory? SULLIVAN In the bible, purgatory is a place where people who are not good enough to go to heaven nor evil enough to go directly to hell are judged. FANSHAW Which bible, precisely? LEM Guess I never got that far in bible learnin. SULLIVAN It is the premise for all my theories that purgatory is not a place, but merely a "state"-- LEM [playing dumb] Wyoming? [1890] FANSHAW [grim] Ask him which bible. SULLIVAN [trying not to get exasperated] --and that spirits that need to be redeemed, or to mend their ways, may in fact be "in purgatory" much like someone could be "in a foul temper" - right next to us. FANSHAW Balderdash! Utter rubbish! LEM Looky there! That should be the ranch now! MUSIC MELODY [heavy breathing, end of crying jag] SOUND TAP ON THE DOOR, DOOR OPENS EMMA Melody? Are you feeling a little better? MELODY [sullen] I been bit. EMMA Bit? By what? A rat? MELODY Come and look. EMMA I'll fetch a lantern. MELODY No! EMMA Or open the shutters? MELODY No!! They don't like the light! I kin only open them at night. EMMA [very upset] oh. What can I do to help? MELODY [disheartened] Nothing. EMMA Are you hungry? There's some good stew. MELODY I can't. I just can't. EMMA Here, show me that bite. MUSIC LEM [quiet] What's gnawing on you? FANSHAW I do not consider myself a particularly religious fellow, but if there is one thing I have found quite frustrating about the wide open west it is that so many people simply decide that they are experts on this or that subject, and other people believe them, for lack of any alternatives. LEM Mm? FANSHAW He claims to know the bible, but then he goes on about this spiritism nonsense. And purgatory! I may not be a divinity scholar but a childhood of churchgoing taught me that that is a catholic conceit, and he's got it wrong anyway. Purgatory was where souls waited out a period of penance, while their friends and family prayed for their release. LEM How'd they know if they got out? FANSHAW I believe the priests would tell them. It always smacked of extortion to me. LEM [laughs] Well. How's all this gonna make a damn lick of difference just now? FANSHAW What? LEM Whatever it is he believes - it gonna change the price of oats? FANSHAW [sigh] No. LEM Good. That's cleared up, then. Road's widenin up, and we'll be alongside the wagon agin soon. MUSIC EMMA We need to send Melody somewhere. If only you had let her marry-- CARTLAND She's 16 - too damn young, and don't know her own mind. EMMA I know, but if she was away-- CARTLAND Dammit woman. You are my wife, and I will not be argued with. EMMA Of course. [beat] Something bit her. CARTLAND Bit? Like a snake? EMMA The marks....um... they looked-- CARTLAND Oh, just spit it out. EMMA They looked like they were made by a man! MUSIC SOUND THEY ARE STOPPED. HORSES, HARNESS, DISMOUNT, ETC. SULLIVAN Thank you ever so much for helping me to find my way. I'm not much of an outdoorsman. Or horseman. FANSHAW Nor much of a cleric, apparently. LEM Right happy to help. Why is it you were comin all the way out here in the first place? [chuckles] Not to put on a play. SULLIVAN [chuckles] It is rather a curious wagon, isn't it? But I am afraid my job here is rather confidential. CARTLAND [yelling from off] Is that the Reverend? Get on in here! SULLIVAN [dithering] Oh, um I-- LEM I'll look to your horses. You get along. SULLIVAN Excellent. FANSHAW I don't like him. LEM You don' like his views. FANSHAW They're gibberish! LEM 'Zat anythin like folderol? [serious] Why'n't you go on in and see what brand o' folderol he's spinnin to the good folks inside. FANSHAW [stiff upper lip] I shall try and keep my temper. LEM [muttered] Tryin never hurt no one. SOUND A FEW MOMENTS OF UNHARNASSING, THEN SUDDEN TUSSLE, RED GRABS LEM AND SLAMS HIM INTO THE WALL OF THE BARN SOUND HORSES ANNOYED, SHYING SOUND GUN COCKS RED [snarled] The Deadeye Kid. MUSIC SOUND FANSHAW ENTERS CARTLAND --convince her it ain't nothing but temper! EMMA But the bite! SULLIVAN A bite? EMMA She looks like she was bit, bad. CARTLAND There's no way anyone could get in there and bite her. SULLIVAN It isn't unheard of. FANSHAW A bite? CARTLAND [suspicious] Really? EMMA See! SULLIVAN Manifestations have demonstrated their ability to affect the material world in any number of ways. FANSHAW [suspicious] Oh. Do tell? CARTLAND There's a simple answer for this. She bit her own damn self. She pulls one more shenanigan, and I'm taking a strap to the damn girl. EMMA Never! Our father wouldn't-- CARTLAND He shoulda! If your sister weren't spoiled, we wouldn't have to have this idjit in. SULLIVAN Sir! I am well respected in-- CARTLAND [furious, overbearing] You are here to prove this ain't nothing but women's hysteria and a mulish girl's temper. EMMA But if it is something else? FANSHAW What do you think it may be, I wonder? CARTLAND Either she's doing this to herself, or she's plumb loco. Which way do you prefer? She's your flesh and blood. SOUND BEHIND DOOR - CRASH MELODY [screams] [BREAK] MUSIC RED What the hell are you doing here? LEM Do I... know you? RED Mebbe not, but I know you. You're the Deadeye Kid. LEM [resigned] Who'd I kill, that yer so riled about? RED What in tarnation is wrong with you? LEM Aside from being slammed up agin a barn, with iron in my face, nuttin comes to mind. RED I'us there in Carson City. Five years ago. Watched you take down Iron John Sandoval. LEM [after a pause] And? RED Saw how fast y'are. Hmph. Used to be. LEM Mmm? RED [offended] You din't even see me comin. LEM My mind was took up with sumpin else. SOUND HAMMER EASES BACK RED You should vamoose. This ain't no place for them as has lost their edge. LEM You might wanna back off a piece. RED Whyzzat? Can't look me in the face and admit you're getting old? LEM My gun hand's starting to cramp up sumpin fierce, and I cain't ease down til you pull your cohones off'n the barrel. RED You - what? [looking down, gasps] LEM Right shame to shave your stumps - seein as we're all compadres now. SOUND BACKS OFF SOUND HAMMER DOWN, GUN INTO HOLSTER, SLAP ON THE BACK LEM You look like a man that might could use a drink. MUSIC SOUND HORSES, BARN SOUND FANSHAW ENTERS FANSHAW I say, Lem? Are you alone? LEM Lessen you wanna chat with the hosses. FANSHAW What do you really think of this fellow? LEM From yer tone, I'm guessin you mean the reverend - doctor. FANSHAW Ye-ess. LEM I figger he's harmless. Cain't actually know a lick about all's he's talkin about. FANSHAW Right. [beat] Do you ever wonder? LEM I wonder alla time. Any particular wonderin yer wonderin about? FANSHAW About this. About spirits. About good and evil. LEM Never reckoned on em hitched like'at. FANSHAW You don't think of ghosts as being somehow inherent wicked? LEM You havin a crisis of faith? I reckon jest like with anyone, only you can know if you're evil. FANSHAW I - well, I don't mean myself, I suppose. LEM [teasing] So you think you're better than e'rbody else. FANSHAW No. I don't know. LEM What brought all this on? FANSHAW From what I observed in the house, there may be an argument here for an evil spirit of some sort. LEM And? FANSHAW And? And what? LEM Spirits're just as evil or saintly as the folks they used to be. Don't make no nevermind to no one but me. FANSHAW I mean an evil spirit with ... powers. LEM [sure] Ain't no such thing. FANSHAW Are you so very certain? MUSIC SOUND OUTSIDE, WALKING LEM I ain't never seen no spirit could touch nothin in the real world. FANSHAW Neither have I, but what if there is? LEM We do whatever we gots to. SOUND FEET APPROACH RED [coming in] Kid! LEM [sigh] Just Lem, if'n you please. RED Oh, drat. Right. You done with them horses? LEM Tucked up tight. You ast about the job? FANSHAW Job? RED Mr. Cartland's right happy to have another hand, even if you don't plan on staying fer long. With all that's been a-going on-- LEM What all is it that's been a-goin on? FANSHAW Evil spirits. LEM Is it what's been drivin off all your help? RED Come on, let's getcha some grub. Hank'll be pleased to have someone new to jaw to. MUSIC SOUND KITCHEN, EATING SOUND DOOR OPENS HANK Red. RED Hank. This is Lem. Come in with the doctor fella. LEM Hank. HANK You work for the reverend? RED He's-- LEM I work fer jest about anyone as needs me. Doctor needed a guide. RED Lem's gonna help out round here fer a while. LEM Long as the doc's on hand, might as well make myself useful. HANK Did you tell him what's going on? What cleared us out? RED Here, have a plate of stew, Lem. I'm sure Hank can tell it better'n me. HANK [uncertain] Oh, I--- RED He actually saw it. LEM Saw what? HANK That girl. She's possessed! LEM Possessed of what? HANK No! Possessed! Taken over by an evil spirit! LEM [considering] I don't figger I put much stock in such things. Ain't no other explanation? HANK What else could explain how I - I saw a strange light in her window late at night-- LEM What were you doin' out? HANK [thrown off] What? I was - uh - having a smoke. LEM She a good-lookin' girl? Apart from whatever travail she's in? HANK That ain't the point. I was off a ways and saw a light. It din't look natural. So I went closer to see. LEM How high's this window? HANK I don't know! Chest-high, I s'pose. But I sawr everything! [yarning] Right from the first, I was froze to the spot. Couldn't look away. In this strange blueish colored light, there was something flyin back and forth across the room-- LEM A bird? HANK No! A cushion or a hat or something - something that had no damn business flyin! LEM [mild amazement] Oh! HANK And then I saw the girl herself crawling about the floor like an animal. LEM Mebbe she dropped sumpin. HANK But it weren't natural! You can explain away one thing after another, but that light won't never look right. LEM I meant no disrespect, just know how late at night moonlight can be a bit mazy. Can make things look wrong way round and bigger than life. HANK Well, this weren't out in the moonlight - it was in her room. LEM Right. HANK You ain't a-scared? LEM I'm a bit behind when it comes to afearin things. Got to see sumpin for myself before I can work up to gooseflesh. Yerself? HANK I'm pert near hightailing it out of here, I tell you what. One more night like that and you'll be seeing the back of me. RED Ain't likely, Hank old hoss. You relish the tellin of your tall tales too much to miss a chance fer another one. MUSIC CARTLAND It's pure mulishness, is what it is. The girl wanted to marry, and I said no. SULLIVAN You're surely not her father, though? CARTLAND Father's passed on. I ain't blood, but I married her sister and that makes me the lawful man of the house and head of this family. She gots to understand that. EMMA I still think-- CARTLAND Regardless of whether she's old enough to marry, I wan't about to let her run off to the damn Wishwells and take half the ranch with her. EMMA Our father left us even shares. FANSHAW Hmm. And that man married yours. SULLIVAN Ah. I should talk to the girl, now. MUSIC HANK Well. SOUND SLAPS THIGHS, GETS UP HANK That hay won't pitch itself. Care to lend a hand, feller? LEM Lem. I-- RED I need him yet fer a mite. I'll send him along when we're through. LEM That's a mighty fine looking belt buckle you got there, Hank. Turquoise? HANK Yup. LEM And silver. [musing] Mighty fine. SOUND WALKS OUT DOOR LEM Why d'you stay, Red? RED Been with Mr. Cartland for nigh on 10 years. Since before he married the missus. Fact is, that was when we came through Carson City. LEM You friends? RED Nah, he ain't one fer making friends of the hands. But he's fair. Hard, but fair. LEM Now tell me. [a bit humorous] Apart from having the nerve of a grizzly, why ain't you scairt? RED I plumb don't feel it. Whatever's a-going on with the girl, it don't hit me here. You ken? LEM I reckon. RED It's like ... play actors. They can make you like the story, but they cain't never make it real. LEM Gotta good solid head on them shoulders, Red. I purpose to find out what all's transpirin here, and if'n yer strapped fer it, I'd shore thank'ee kindly for any help. RED [admiring] You ain't lost none of yer sand, have ya? LEM I reckon the wind's just blowin it in the right direction these days. MUSIC SOUND DOOR CREAKS OPEN SULLIVAN Young lady? MELODY [very tired and small sounding] Who's there? CARTLAND It's the feller gonna tell you what a liar you been. EMMA Husband! CARTLAND Go on then. Tell her. EMMA I'll open them shutters. MELODY No! EMMA Just a crack! It's fair dark in here! SOUND FEET, SHUTTERS SULLIVAN Sir! I must insist on being able to interview the girl in relative peace! CARTLAND I ain't a-stopping you. SULLIVAN You must be quiet and leave the girl to answer for herself. EMMA Please! CARTLAND [somewhat subdued] Go on. SULLIVAN Miss Heath, your lady sister has told me some of your symptoms, but I would like to hear them from you. What is your chief complaint? MELODY They never let me sleep! FANSHAW [far corner] Poor girl does look tired. CARTLAND Nor us out here! I ain't had a good night through in weeks. SULLIVAN [sharp] Shh! [calm] They? Who are "they"? MELODY You won't believe me any more than anyone else does. CARTLAND Hmph. SULLIVAN I believe a great many things. Pray, humor me. MELODY They come at night, and pinch me. Pinch my arms and legs - all over! And one bit me - See here! CARTLAND You bit your own damn self! MELODY [whimpers] SULLIVAN Sir! Would you be kind enough to leave? As long as you insist on berating the poor girl, she will never be calm enough to tell me all her troubles. CARTLAND Fine. Come on, woman. SOUND DOOR ROUGHLY OPENS EMMA Shouldn't I stay? For decency's sake? CARTLAND Man's a holy father, even if he is a soft-headed idjet. Whatcha think he might do? EMMA I suppose. MELODY I'll call if I need help! EMMA You do that. SOUND DOOR SHUTS MUSIC SOUND MOVING THROUGH UNDERBRUSH RED From his yarn, Hank was right about'chere when he saw the lights. LEM Hard to reckon what this'ud look like in full dark. What'us the moon like? RED Middling, round about. LEM Hmm. And that'ud be the window? RED Yup. Though way Hank tells it, it was full open when he was looking. LEM [surprised] Oh! RED What? LEM Let's fade back a bit. Don't want anyone to spy us. RED Why? Mm? [sees] Oh! MUSIC [BREAK] AMB OUTDOORS FANSHAW There you are! I've just witnessed the most appalling-- RED Did we really see what I think we jest saw? LEM I'm afeared so. RED That varmint! Taking advantage of a nice-- LEM She din't look "put out" to me. Any fired-up on her part weren't the angry kind, if you catch me. FANSHAW [sarcastic] Oh. So you saw it too. How useful am I? LEM Mighty useful. [slightly different] To know that sumpin's up with them. Looked like they knowed each other afore this. RED I guess you could safely say that. FANSHAW I tactfully took my leave. SOUND HOOFBEATS APPROACH RED Who in tarnation? Damn! LEM What? RED [heavy import] That's Clyde Wishwell and his boys! MUSIC SOUND TAP ON DOOR EMMA Doctor? Is everything all right in there? SULLIVAN [within] Yes! Quite. SOUND FOOTSTEPS APPROACH THEIR SIDE OF DOOR SULLIVAN [within] I have all I need for the moment. SOUND DOOR OPENS SULLIVAN [cautious] Is your husband ...nearby? EMMA He had to step out. SULLIVAN [relieved] Ah. EMMA I have the guest room ready for you. Your drover can bunk with the men. SULLIVAN My--? Oh, yes. That fellow. My guide. SOUND STEPS OUT, CLOSES DOOR EMMA Is she... Is she going to be all right, sir? SULLIVAN I think this will take some time, but yes. I believe she can be saved. EMMA Saved? You talk like she's ailing! SULLIVAN [serious] She is. It is an ailment of the soul. MUSIC SOUND GENERAL DISMOUNTING, ETC. CARTLAND [barely concealed hostility] Wishwell. WISHWELL Mr. Cartland. I hope you don't mind the intrusion? CARTLAND What do you want? WISHWELL We found a fellow lost on our property, claims he'us supposed to be coming here. We decided to give him an escort. BAKER [a bit too much swagger] Yes, yes. Many thanks. You may go ahead and leave. WISHWELLS MEN [annoyed muttering] CARTLAND Who the devil are you? BAKER You sent for me. WISHWELL He was mighty tight about his business with you, Mr. Cartland. I'm right curious. BAKER That is between Mr. Cartland and myself. Are you waiting around for a reason? I could-- SOUND COINS RATTLE WISHWELL [civility slipping] No need, sir! I reckon a man does you a good turn, seeing you to your destination, rather than shooting your backside fulla buckshot as a trespasser, he deserves a bit of an explanation! CARTLAND Yeah. Explain. BAKER [exasperated] Very well. I am the ghost expert you sent away for. MUSIC AMB OUT BACK LEM Why'm I all of a sudden smellin a rat? FANSHAW You mean Sullivan's obvious "familiarity" with young miss Heath? LEM Biggest rat I seen recently. RED You think they got somethin "on" between them? LEM I'm wondrin has anyone actually clapped eyes on the fellow she got her heart pinned to. RED How'd you hear about that? FANSHAW Damn! LEM [calm] I just hear things. RED Oh. But it was one of the Wishwells she was a-hankerin after. FANSHAW And the Wishwells just rode in. Perhaps we should go and take a look at the other side of this little chess match. LEM Lets go get us a look at the Wishwells. RED Right. FANSHAW I'll stay in the house - keep an eye on the courting. MUSIC CARTLAND YOU'RE the expert? Then who the devil we got inside? [yelling over his shoulder] Emma! BAKER [smug] Well, I can't help you there, I'm no clairvoyant - merely a seeker after truth in the field of spiritualism. WISHWELL [a bit worried] Really? Hmm. SOUND DOOR OPENS, EMMA COMES ONTO PORCH EMMA What is it? Oh! Comp'ny! CARTLAND They ain't compny, they's Wishwells. Get that city slicker out here. We got a bit of a branding problem here. BAKER Are you implying there's someone here claiming to be me? CARTLAND Someone here's claiming something, but I don't know which of you it might be. SOUND SWITCH OF PERSPECTIVE, FEET APPROACHING - RED AND LEM BAKER [off a bit] I have credentials and letters of recommendation. RED That's Ezekial Wishwell, in the tan hat. He's a big rancher over t'other side of the valley. LEM And if one of his marries that Miss, inside- RED Reckon he'll get his hands on her half of the ranch here. LEM Hmm. SOUND FADING BACK TO CARTLAND's POV WISHWELL You sent off for a ghost hunter, and you cain't even remember his name? CARTLAND I contacted him through some damn psychical society in the newspaper out of Carson city. BAKER Yes. Precisely. The "friends in passing". CARTLAND And it's bad enough I gotta do such a damn fool thing just so's I can put my wife's mind at rest about her damn fool sister-- SOUND DOOR OPENS, FEET ON PORCH EMMA Here he is. SULLIVAN You needed me for something? [FADING BACK TO LEM] WISHWELL Whatcha gonna do with two of them? SULLIVAN Two of who? BAKER Is that the imposter? EMMA What? RED It's the doggonest thing I ever heered of! LEM It's a wonder, sure enough. FANSHAW They've vacated the - ahem - bedroom. RED You think there's gonna be a fight? Dunno that them two guys would make much of a scrap - that first one's too prissy and citified, and the other's kind of a runt. But it might be something to see. LEM I need a chance to palaver. FANSHAW This might explain the idiotic views of Sullivan - I mean, if he is the imposter. LEM [muttered] People can be thick as two thumbs and still ain't liars. Happens all th'time. SOUND FADING BACK TO CARTLAND RED Whazzat? LEM Trying to logic out which might be the one sposed to be here. FANSHAW Oh, there's the girl! SOUND BARE FEET ON WOODEN PORCH [argument that runs under above] SULLIVAN I am an ordained minister, sir, of the church of the holy seekers after truth! BAKER That hack cabal? They wouldn't know a phantom from an apparition. I have trained with the most respectable societies in the British Isles! SULLIVAN Hidebound stick-in-the-muds! BAKER Newfangled snot-nosed infants, tampering with forces outside your ken! SULLIVAN Infants! I'll have you know-- SOUND MELODY'S BARE FEET RUN OUT ONTO THE DIRT MELODY Stop! Please! [scream of terror, some thrashing about] CARTLAND What the devil? SULLIVAN Quickly, bring some warm tea, and a cold compress, if you have one. EMMA Yes! SOUND SHE DASHES INTO THE HOUSE BAKER Stay back! The girl is under attack. WISHWELL Looks like some kind of fit. CARTLAND Fit o' temper. Get up, girl! SOUND FEET ENTER LEM Mr. Cartland, might could I drop a word in your ear? CARTLAND Who the hell are you? Oh, right, you come in with the preacher - maybe preacher. LEM Something you need to know. FANSHAW Are you planning to tell him about the assignation? He'll do something terrible to that poor girl - you've seen how beastly he is to her. LEM I know you're looking after the best interests of your family here. FANSHAW He threatened to beat her! CARTLAND I do what I gotta. FANSHAW Even if she is feigning all of this, surely she doesn't deserve-- LEM And I can tell you're purt near your wits end. CARTLAND zat so? LEM I think you done took more than most men can take, so I don't fault you none for flyin off the handle. I might could have an answer for all this. CARTLAND [interested] Really? LEM Yup. It was somethin that Sullivan fellow said regarding the bible. CARTLAND [disbelieving] Really? LEM Once they get this little dustup sorted, mebbe could I try something? CARTLAND What you planning? LEM I promise you, I don't reckon no one'll get hurt - leastways not bad - but beyond that, can't tell you much or it'll fall flat. CARTLAND Is this some of this spiritual hoodoo manure? LEM Well, let's say I'm gonna connive them into believin it is. CARTLAND Hmm... [chuckle] Go on, then. MUSIC EMMA She's settled again, but she keeps tossing and a-turning. CARTLAND [calmer] If I'm right, and she's just doing this all out of pique, what do you think should be done? You really think us going on and giving in is gonna make everything all right? EMMA Me? I-- but it's too drastic to be-- CARTLAND I ain't asking if you think she's making it all up, just what you reckon we should oughtta do if she is. EMMA Oh. [pacing] Well. It's a terrible thing she's doing - if she's doing it. But it can't be easy on her, either. All them hurts she's took. CARTLAND Lotta effort to make you feel sorry for her. EMMA If she's faking, then wouldn't the reverend know it? CARTLAND Stick to the question at hand. EMMA You're much less riled than you been in days - do you know something? CARTLAND With two doctor types on hand, how can I not see a light at the end of this here tunnel? EMMA Oh. CARTLAND [almost gentle] I'm waiting. EMMA I agree - we can't, in good conscience, let her get her way through these kinds of shenanigans - always assuming she's-- CARTLAND Yes, yes. We're assuming. EMMA But what can we do for punishment? Lock her away? I couldn't bear that. CARTLAND What'choo think about schooling? EMMA What? CARTLAND Send her off to school - back east or somewheres where rich folks send their girls, and take the cost of the schooling out of her half the ranch. We'll call it bail. EMMA It would keep her away from the Wishwells. And it would get her away from-- CARTLAND Us? EMMA [sigh] Yes. MUSIC LEM I may not have the booklearnin y'all have, but I did have me a granny who did midwifing and could see and talk to all manner of spirits. SULLIVAN Really? How ...rustic BAKER You should never pooh-pooh the lay folk. Many have toiled in the fields of the supernatural without even realizing they did. Back home in-- SULLIVAN Of course, it is only a pity that so often they were seen as enemies of the church and persecuted, rather than embraced and put to good works. FANSHAW Good gad, they're even worse in harmony. LEM Well, Granny once told me of a sure cure for a plague of spirits. BAKER Oh yes? FANSHAW Watch out, he'll write a monograph on your granny. Did you really have one? LEM O'course. It ain't easy, and it ain't exactly safe. But when the only other path is being ridden round with spirits all your life, it's sometimes a risk you gots to take. SULLIVAN Dangerous? LEM O'course. You got to make the spirits flee outta the afflicted one, and t'only way to do it is to convince them you're about to kill that person. SULLIVAN [horrified] KILL? BAKER That makes a strange sort of sense. LEM Best ways are violent. You cain't sneak up behind 'em, since half the convincin has to be that the one what's afflicted gots to believe it. FANSHAW Mention the flagellants in the bible. They used whips to cleanse themselves of-- SULLIVAN But we can't - that-that poor girl! BAKER I am not certain I could do it myself, but I would be most interested in observing. LEM Oh, I can do it. You two should oughta make sure no one else gets in the way, though. SULLIVAN But you wouldn't really hurt her? LEM I s'pose it depends. Sometimes, the spirits are figurin you wouldn't really hurt no one, and they hang on for the first hurt or two. Like them fellas that whip themselves bloody right there in the bible. SULLIVAN [horrified] Oh no! I can't let you do that to any poor defenseless woman. LEM Don't think it's your choice to make, old hoss. BAKER As long as she is afflicted, it will have to be dealt with. SULLIVAN Let me try something else, first! I might have a way to-- LEM That's right fine. We'll come along and observe your way. SULLIVAN No! It's -- it has to be performed in total secrecy. LEM Cain't hide from the spirits, though. FANSHAW I take the hint. BAKER You should be grateful for the help. SULLIVAN Leave me alone for a minute! I have to - to pray! SOUND WALKS OFF FAST LEM [almost a chuckle] BAKER What got into him? FANSHAW I think he truly cares for the girl. LEM A mighty old spirit indeed. MUSIC [BREAK] EMMA They're gonna hurt her? CARTLAND They don't think it will come to much. Just enough to scare the spirits out of her. EMMA Melody's my sister - I cain't just let them beat her! CARTLAND [trying to be comforting] Don't sound like there's any other way they're gonna manage this. [beat] This feller sounds like he knows what he's doing. EMMA [incredulous] Sounds like he--? How can you say that? CARTLAND [curt] I will stop him before he does anything too... drastic. EMMA You got no fine feelings about seeing her hurt. You would have-- CARTLAND [getting annoyed] I'da punished her, yeah. Now get out my way. I'm done talkin! MUSIC RED Lem, over here a minute. LEM [queit] Yeah? [up] Mister Baker, why don't you see if the lady of the house might be able to find you a spot to sleep tonight? BAKER And that charlatan? LEM Doctor Sullivan? You let me handle him. Oh, and - sunset. That's the time to deal with ghosts. BAKER Sunset? LEM So says my gran. BAKER Right. I am quite interested to see how this goes. SOUND BAKER WALKS OFF LEM Sorry about that. RED What are you up to? LEM Takin a tip from the bible. You with me? RED Spect so. WISHWELL Could I have a word with you, sir? LEM [sigh] Spect so. MUSIC SOUND TAPPING ON WOOD [Sullivan sounds very different, western, rather than citified, and is speaking quietly, to avoid being overheard] SULLIVAN Melody? Melody? FANSHAW Hmph. Praying indeed. I would say he's rather old for her, but that moustache doesn't do much to hide a cheek that's barely seen a razor. SULLIVAN Please, Mel, honey! SOUND TEENSY CREAK OPEN MELODY Wallace? You shouldn't be out there! FANSHAW Wallace? SULLIVAN I had to come! Everything's falling apart. MELODY What do you mean? SULLIVAN They've got some cockamamie scheme, and sounds like they're planning to hurt you. Maybe bad. MELODY Emma'd never let them do that! SULLIVAN There's enough people here got no patience left, I doubt but that she couldn't stop them. Can't you turn this? MELODY It's got away from me! What can I do? SULLIVAN Maybe just say you're cured? MELODY And then what? That leaves me here with folks that hate me and no chance o'nothin'? No chance of... us? I'll die first! SULLIVAN I'll try and come up with something. But if it comes down to it, stop them before they hurt you. Please promise you will! MELODY [grim] I'll do what I gotta do. MUSIC WISHWELL What you fixing to do, sir? LEM Come sunset, I'll take drastic measures to free that girl from her torment. WISHWELL You sound like you might have to kill her. LEM I'm sure the reverend - uh - doctor sullivan can speak you best on torment and the afterlife. He's got a nose fer it. WISHWELL But what exactly are you planning to do? FANSHAW Don't turn round. Sullivan is lurking. LEM [sigh] I hate to see anyone in pain. But sometimes, ain't no choice. If'n there's a spirit a-punishin that child, it ain't gon be easy to spook it out. I may have to shoot her. SOUND [men - including RED, WISHWELL, react] LEM [matter of fact] Don't worry none, though. I once shot a man eight times - a'purpose - and he din't die. [shrug] Can't use one hand no more, but apart from that he all healed up jest fine. WISHWELL [horrified] And Cartland's gonna let you go on and do this? LEM I get the feeling that if his wife would allow, he'd do it hisself - he's that plumb wore out with the girl. WISHWELL And what if we all decide to stop you? LEM I don't see as how it's any of your business. SOUND GUNS OUT WISHWELL [sterner] And what if we all decide to stop you? SOUND SHOTGUN COCKS CARTLAND [off] I think mebbe it's time fer you to get along home, then, Wishwell. SOUND GUNS UP WISHWELL [forces laugh] We were just looking out for your best interests, Cartland. Have you heard? This here fellow is fixing to shoot your sister. CARTLAND Well, something's gotta be done with the girl. FANSHAW Is he serious, or did you have a chance to warn him? LEM Glad to see you took my counsel serious, Mr. Cartland. FANSHAW Ah. CARTLAND And now Wishwell, you and your boys can take my counsel - Git! WISHWELL I'll be telling the sheriff about these goings on. CARTLAND You do that. Sunset's about an hour away - you won't get there and back by then. And I figure this way. If my wife's sister can be bit by ghosts, maybe she can get shot by them too. Ain't no one here gonna say otherwise, once all's said and done. MUSIC SOUND TAPPING ON SHUTTER MELODY Wallace? FANSHAW [explaining] That's Sullivan. SOUND TAPPING LEM [indistinguishable grunt] MELODY Wallace? SOUND SHUTTER CREAKS OPEN MELODY Are you-- [gasp of fear!] LEM You want to talk to me, girl. And you want to stay quiet. MELODY My sister is jest in the next room. LEM I know. And I ain't askin fer nothin improper. Cartland's got Sullivan sewed up in argument fer the moment, so I got one chance for you. MELODY Chance? Fer what? LEM Wallace. You in love with the boy, or jest lookin fer a way out from under your folks? MELODY We're in love. LEM You want him more than you want your share of the ranch? MELODY [teensy hesitation] Yes. LEM And would he and his take you without you had that parcel to offer? MELODY He would. LEM And his pa out there? Mr. Wishwell? MELODY [gasp] You know? LEM I know a lotta things. F'r'instance, tonight's gonna be an interestin night. MUSIC FANSHAW So if they're genuinely in love -- LEM I think they are. He's plumb torn up about the chance as she might get hurt. Mebbe she's not so worried, but she seems true. FANSHAW Then this is just like Shakespeare - Romeo and juliet. Families opposed to one another, romance between the younger generation. LEM 'Zat give us any aid with sorting out this rats nest? FANSHAW Well, they both died. So I guess not. LEM Hmm. Plays. FANSHAW What are you thinking? LEM Well... I was playing at solomon. Threatnin the girl to bring out-- FANSHAW [realizing] The real-- Yes! I've got it. Jolly clever. LEM I'm thinkin mebbe I got the wrong baby. FANSHAW The wrong what? MUSIC In house CARTLAND Can't be long now. EMMA You won't let him really hurt her, will you? CARTLAND [gentle] Emma. He promised he wouldn't. We have to convince her he would, though. She gots to believe it. EMMA Why? CARTLAND If she's faking, she has to cry off. If she ain't... well... he says the spirits gotta be convinced she's gonna die, so they'll haveta leave. EMMA Oh. I see. Thank you. CARTLAND [uncomfortable] Right. Just find us one of them schools, woudja? MUSIC OUTSIDE LEM [talking to a crowd] Much as it pains me to have to do this, um, I reckon there ain't no way to solve this problem til we drive out the spirits here. BAKER Where is the girl? LEM She's a coming. SOUND DOOR OPENS LEM Speak of the devil. SOUND SEVERAL PEOPLE WALKING OUT ON WOOD MELODY Please! What are you going to do? SULLIVAN I protest! I don't think this is safe! LEM [muttered] We got any other company? FANSHAW The wishwells never went very far. Just out of sight, then circled back. They're behind the barn. LEM Good. FANSHAW Red appears to be in his allotted position. Hank is nowhere to be seen. LEM Hmph. [up] Get on over here miss. MELODY I'm scared! CARTLAND It gots to be done. EMMA Be strong, Melody. FANSHAW No arguments? Hmm. I sense a reconciliation in the family. LEM Harmony ain't no bad thing. FANSHAW Rather goes with melody, actually. MELODY What is it you plan to do? LEM Gon' drive the evil sprits out. Need you to stand right here, miss. Don't move a muscle. You got me? MELODY Emma! I don't want to do this! EMMA Melody, there ain't no choice. Not no more. SULLIVAN I agree with the young lady - I feel this is too dangerous. MELODY Dangerous? Wh-what's a-going to happen? CARTLAND [commanding but not being mean] Stand still, and let the man do his work. LEM All y'all back on the porch now, if'n you please. SOUND FEET LEM Now miss, if you'll hold yerself real still. MELODY I'll do my best. SOUND GUNSHOT, HITS WOOD MELODY [screams!] [break?] EMMA Be careful! MELODY What did you do that for? LEM I'm shooting the ghosts. That's why you gotta hold real still. SOUND GUNSHOT MELODY [gasp] You nearly hit me! FANSHAW The wishwells are getting closer. LEM Good. SOUND THREE GUNSHOTS MELODy [scream of pain!] EMMA What's that? You said you wouldn't hurt her! Is that blood? LEM That's jest splinters. Stay back. SOUND TWO GUNSHOTS MELODY [scream] SULLIVAN Nooooooooo! SOUND RUNNING FEET, SLOW MO SOUND GUNSHOT SULLIVAN [argh! Death rattle] MELODy [scream, death rattle] FANSHAW [dry] Two with one shot. Oh my. EMMA [screaming] SOUND RUNNING FEET LEM Mr. Cartland, hold your wife. Mr. Baker? BAKER [flustered] um, um - yes. LEM You got any doctoring? BAKER Yes, yes, of course. I'll check on them. WISHWELL [coming roaring in] Nooo! CARTLAND What the devil you doing here, Wishwell? LEM Stay back, there. Let the doctor do his business. WISHWELL Wallace! Damn you, you sidewinder! You are a dead man! SOUND GUNS DRAW WISHWELL You ain't steppin in this time, Cartland! CARTLAND If I just saw what just happened, you kin have him. LEM [Unconcerned] Afore you start throwin lead, mebbe you two should take some of the blame on yerselves. CARTLAND What? WISHWELL You can go to blazes! LEM If you two weren't such prickly porcupines on the subject of them kids getting married, none of this woulda ever happened. CARTLAND That's who she wanted to marry? And he's a wishwell? WISHWELL He's my youngest, you son of a buzzard. Sent him off back east to school, make a better man of him. And now all that's ashes. CARTLAND He ain't a reverend, then? FANSHAW Goodness, they're a bit slow. LEM Hush, now! Now you two can be joined in your misery, like you might have been joined by them kids. Only damn fool you gotta hate now is me. CARTLAND He ain't said they're dead. Doctor? BAKER [calling] I'm doing what I can. WISHWELL My son? Is he still with us? LEM Hold it. SOUND GUN COCKS WISHWELL You stay out my way. SOUND SHOTGUN RACKED RED I think you better drop that gun Mr. Wishwell. CARTLAND I'll go and-- RED No, sir. You wait too. With all due respect. LEM If them kids survive this, you let em marry? CARTLAND They're too young. She is, anyway. [don't forget the bit about sullivan not being as old as the moustasche and beard make him look] WISHWELL You just don't wanna lose half the ranch. CARTLAND I got plans for that half the ranch. I got it planned right up til she comes of age. LEM Mebbe if they can marry, she can leave you in charge til she comes of age. Let you carry through your plans. EMMA None of this matters! Let me go to my sister! RED Lem? LEM Give em sumpin to live for, you two. Make this up. Tell them they ain't gotta be dead to be together. WISHWELL You think that would help? LEM I been near dead once or twice, and havin hope is a mighty fine thing. EMMA Bart? Please let her, Bart! If you don't care to give Melody some hope, give me some! CARTLAND If Wishwell agrees that I keep control for five more years. WISHWELL We're gonna have to set this down in writin. EMMA There ain't no time fer writing now! [sharp] You say it! Both of you! CARTLAND Fine. Melody! If'n you can hear me, you listen. I'm telling you, you can marry that... boy. We got it all worked out at this end. WISHWELL Wallace? Fight Wallace! You idjit, jumping in front of a bullet fer a girl! But you can have her if you want her. Izzat good? CARTLAND You all gonna put down yer guns now? LEM That sounds fine. What you'all think? MELODY [perfectly fine] I think it sounds good. But I gotta have a real fine dress. Understand? EMMA [astonished] Melody? MELODY I'm all right. SULLIVAN We're both just fine. WISHWELL Well... Damn! CARTLAND All right, somebody better start explaining. RED Lem? Lem? MUSIC SOUND RIDING SLOWLY LEM Much as I hate walkin the horses by moonlight-- FANSHAW I do think it's best to get while the getting is good. Do you think they will keep their promises? LEM Got witnesses enough between Baker and Red. FANSHAW Whatever happened to Hank? LEM That was probly me - I think I suspected his belt buckle too loudly and he took fright. FANSHAW Paid to tell a tale? LEM Ayup. FANSHAW Solomon to Prince Escalus in one step. I'm impressed. LEM What are you jabberin on about? FANSHAW That back there was Romeo and Juliet, was it not? LEM Mebbe just a little. [beat] You ever done any of them plays? FANSHAW Oh, yes. School. LEM You gotta be the one in the dress? Like you were sayin? You got a voice that might could pass. FANSHAW Oh... [dropping voice as low as possible] No. Actually, I often was the lead. I even played romeo. I was rather good at learning lines. Of course, someone always had to put on the dress. Boys and girls do not attend school together - not our sort of boys and girls, anyway. LEM Seems like puttin a hat on a pig. FANSHAW No. It's just "theater." END
The open cluster NGC 3680 is 1.4 billion years old, making it unusually long-lived for such a cluster.
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Series: All! Pre-series message (Easter)Scripture: Matthew 28:1-10Title: Why the Resurrection of Jesus Christ Matters TodayBottom Line: When we come and see what Jesus has done, we will go tell the world why he has come.OpenYears ago, a young member of our (Nicky Gumbel's church in England) congregation at HTB had a job working in the library of a major national newspaper. This newspaper kept files of old cuttings about every well-known person. The files were kept in rows of long shelves and were separated into ‘living people' and ‘dead people'.One day, the young man was looking through the files of dead people and came across a large file marked ‘Jesus Christ'. He glanced over his shoulder to check that no one was looking and quickly moved the file from the ‘dead people' section to the ‘living people' section.Jesus Christ is alive. He is risen from the dead. To anyone looking for him among files of dead people, the angels would say, ‘Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here; he has risen!' (Luke 24:5–6).Mary Magdalene - Jesus cast out 7 demons from herMary mother of James “Other Mary” - Mother of James the lesser (disciple, son of Alpheus)The women…Appear to be the last to leave the tomb on Friday (along with Joseph of Arimathea) and the first to arrive at the tomb Sunday morning (besides the angels and guards, of course)Were prepared to anoint Jesus' wrapped and partially anointed corpse (Mark 16:1)Meet the angel who's perched there waiting for them, his job almost complete (Angel = messenger)Unconcerned with guards but very concerned with angelReceive the message from God via angel about what just happened “Don't be afraid”I know you're looking for Jesus“Who was crucified”“He's not here ; he has risen (has been raised)“Just as he said” (he would be)“Come and see”“Go quickly and tell”“Now I've told you.”As a result of seeing what they saw, They obeyed promptly and completely becauseAfraid yet filled with joyRan to tell his disciples (brothers)Ran into Jesus suddenly (though I doubt it hurt very much;-))Are greeted by Jesus casually and familiarityRespond to his humanity (clasp his resurrected feet) and worship his divinityAre still afraid and filled with joy; it's dangerous to oppose the Romans or Jewish leaders; hard to be women in a male-dominated culture; they had little power and influence; would anyone believe their story?Go and tell the brothers to go to Galilee where they'd all see Jesus again—resurrected and fully alive!Key applications“Don't be afraid” is a command to trust the Lord so fully that fear is unnecessary. Both the angel and the Lord command this. Why not:It won't help or change anything to be afraid (Matt 6:25-34)It will keep you from seeking JesusIt will discourage obedience to JesusSeek first his kingdom and his righteousness (Matt 6:33); this is the antidote to fearCome and see—see the empty tombJesus, who was crucified for 6 hours (after being tortured nearly to death and carrying the crossbar until he couldn't anymore) died publicly.Then wrapped tightly in a mummy-like combination of fabric, spices and ointments to keep it all together begins.His body is gone when they look, but not stolen.His enemies could have stolen and then revealed the body later to prove not resurrected; clearly they didn't; instead they accused the disciples of stealing itHis friends could have stolen the body (no, not really) but they'd be perpetuating a lie; why would they all willingly die for that lie? What's the point?No one is taking the body of Jesus unwrappedIt wasn't unwrapped but it's like his body just evaporated leaving the shroud in tact; headpiece neatly foldedNo one else has been inside. Angel opens it up for these women first. (Guards outside in shock or fainted)Come to believe that Jesus has in fact risen from the dead. Historically confirmed by friendly and enemy sources (Josephus, Tacitus, Apostles)“Go and tell”What you sawEmpty tombResurrected JesusWhat he saidDon't be afraid (though tempted)Go to Galilee where you will see meCling and worship to the crucified Jesus (humanity; die together i.e. baptism) and resurrected Jesus (divinity; worship him)ConclusionBottom Line: When we come and see what Jesus has done, we will go tell the world why he has come.What do I want you to know?The Gospel: Jesus, the Son of God, took on flesh, was tempted as we are, yet did not sin, died on the cross (in our place) for our sins so that we could live in his place as his brothers and sisters. He was raised up by the Father vindicating his life and death and showing the Father's pleasure over his obedience.What do I want you to do?Surrender your whole life to Jesus Christ and let him forgive you, cleanse you, free you from sin and death, shame and guilt, and hell itself. Do this by grace through faith. Walk with the rest of us as we learn how to do just that together.Pray and Lord's SupperAnother picture. Like baptism, a commanded ordinance we perform. This one we do regularly. This one reminds us of the gospel as does baptism. It doesn't save. It does sanctify as it reminds us why we live this way.References/Bibliography:“Preaching the Word” Commentary, Douglas Sean O'Donnell, Edited by Kent Hughes“The Bible Knowledge Commentary” by Walvoord, Zuck (BKC)“the Bible Exposition Commentary” by Warren Wiersbe (BEC)"Studies in the Sermon on the Mount" by Martin—Lloyd Jones“Exalting Jesus in The Sermon on the Mount” by Daniel Aiken (CCE)“Exalting Jesus in Matthew” by David Platt (CCE)“The Sermon on the Mount: Kingdom Life in a Fallen World” by Sinclair FergusonOutline Bible, D WillmingtonDA Carson, Jesus' Sermon, 45NIV Study Bible (NIVSB)ESV Study BibleESV Gospel Transformation Bible (GTB)"Kingdoms in Conflict" by Charles Colson
Can a football manager or a football player really be unconcerned with wins and losses? Teams rise and fall with wins and losses. Contracts are offered or extended based on performances. Scholarships and other opportunities come as the result of the results. Who would dare be unconcerned with wins and losses at the elite levels […]
We are joined by Yakov Gebus, founder of Northstar Renovations, Northstar Management, and Northstar Investing.Yakov tells us about some of his adventures including starting up in business and travelling Asia. He shares some of his philosophies and mindsets, in particular how he focuses on the work and doesn't concern himself with forcing results.
We are joined by Yakov Gebus, founder of Northstar Renovations, Northstar Management, and Northstar Investing.Yakov tells us about some of his adventures including starting up in business and travelling Asia. He shares some of his philosophies and mindsets, in particular how he focuses on the work and doesn't concern himself with forcing results.
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Series: Jonah Title: Did I Do That? Text: Jonah 1:4-16 1. Why storms come A. Discipline of God B. Test of faith from God C. Trial from Satan D. Sin in my life E. Sin in another's life F. Sin of a nation G. Life in general 2. Impact on others A. Ship was breaking up B. Fear of the mariners C. Threw cargo overboard 3. Asleep in a storm A. Unaware of what's happening B. Unconcerned about others C. Insensitive to the Spirit of God --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/frank-england/support
Another month, another selection of off-topic hot topics! Brod and Damask are here to serve you the spiciest, juiciest cuts of TV and entertainment news, dish out portions of what they've been watching, and tempt you with a final course of 'Sex Education: Season 1' spoiler talk.SHOW NOTES"Bryan Fuller Is Remaking Stephen King Killer Car Classic Christine" via Germain Lussier @ GIZMODO: https://gizmodo.com/bryan-fuller-is-remaking-stephen-king-killer-car-classi-1847055222"Thank God–or Frances McDormand–Good Omens has been renewed for a second season at Amazon" via Gabrielle Sanchez @ THE AV CLUB: https://www.avclub.com/thank-god-or-frances-mcdormand-good-omens-has-been-rene-1847192706"Unconcerned with its bad reputation, MTV offered to make Freaks And Geeks season 2" via Matt Schimkowitz @ THE AV CLUB: https://www.avclub.com/unconcerned-with-its-bad-reputation-mtv-offered-to-mak-1847189423"Harley Quinn creators say DC won't let Batman go down on Catwoman" via Sam Barsanti @ THE AV CLUB: https://www.avclub.com/harley-quinn-creators-say-dc-wont-let-batman-go-down-on-1847095432WHAT WE'VE BEEN WATCHINGToo Hot To Handle: Season 2Final SpaceClose EnoughOne MississippiFeel GoodRuPaul's Drag Race Down UnderLucaMonsters at WorkRick and Morty: Season 5The Simpsons: The Good, The Bart, and the LokiTIME CODESNews in Fuller: ~00:01:00Headlines: ~00:03:00What We've Been Watching: ~00:30:00The Spoiler Room - Sex Education: Season 1: ~01:11:00CONTACT USWEBSITE: www.huntingseasonspodcast.comEMAIL: contact@huntingseasonspodcast.comTWITTER: www.twitter.com/huntingscastINSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/huntingseasonspodcastBroderick Gordes: www.twitter.com/bgordesDamask Leary: www.twitter.com/maskymooCREDITSLogo and Graphics: Sean Kirkpatrick - www.instagram.com/seanyboydrawsTheme Song and Bumpers: Lucas Heil - www.birthdayloyaltyclub.com See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.
For all the controversy surrounding the addition of a citizenship question on 2020 census forms, Commerce Secretary Wilbur Ross has said he is not convinced the question will impact response rates. This comes as the Census Bureau carries out its dress rehearsal for the 2020 count. Federal News Radio's Jory Heckman joined Federal Drive with Tom Temin for the latest update.
As an athlete, being told to rest is one of the last things that we want to hear. Typically, if there is something wrong in my life, I react by working harder. But when I got my concussion, my doctor told me that the fastest way to get back on the pitch was to do nothing. So I headed his advice. And the craziest thing happened. I loved it… “My pure happiness stemmed from tapping into that presence. From being exactly where I was. Unconcerned about what I “had to do” to set me up for success. I did things because I felt like it, because they elevated my well-being, and I trusted that the mental break would get me back on the field sooner. This joy didn't come from just relaxing. I have had plenty of “recovery days” over the years. It stemmed from being exactly where I was, and no where else. Nature has this nonjudgmental way of awakening my soul. It happens when I'm around authentic people, and when I'm immersed in a soccer game. I am more alive and see the world brighter.” Share the love If you haven't already, I would be so very grateful if you rated and left me a review of the podcast. It takes two minutes! Here's what to do. Click HERE Click “view in itunes” Click the “ratings and reviews” tab Click “write a review” and show me love