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Welcome to another episode of Inside Athletic Training—the podcast that brings you the voices, stories, and insights from inside the world of sports medicine and athletic training. Today's episode is a truly special one. We're honored to be joined by Curtis Pride—former Major League Baseball outfielder, trailblazer, and an incredible ambassador not only for the game of baseball, but for people with disabilities around the world.Born deaf, Curtis defied the odds and carved out an inspiring career in the big leagues, playing over 420 games across multiple teams. He went on to serve as Major League Baseball's Ambassador for Inclusion, using his platform to promote acceptance, accessibility, and opportunity for all. He's also been a dedicated partner of PBATS through the Ability Transcends Challenges program, helping to inspire the next generation of athletes, trainers, and advocates.Today, Curtis joins PBATS' honorary member Neil Romano to talk about his powerful new book, “I Felt the Cheers: The Remarkable Silent Life of Curtis Pride.” Together, they dive into his journey, the challenges he faced, the people who helped shape him, and the impact he continues to make both on and off the field.Check out his new book by clicking here. For more information about PBATS and athletic training, visit pbats.com.

Host Bill Donohue engages in a compelling dialogue with two distinguished athletes, Ken Morrow and Curtis Pride. Ken Morrow, revered for his pivotal role as a defenseman for the New York Islanders and as a member of the legendary 1980 USA Olympic hockey team, shares insights from his illustrious career and discusses his newly published book, Ken Morrow: Miracle Gold, Four Stanley Cups and a Lifetime of Islanders Hockey. Following this, Curtis Pride, a former Major League Baseball outfielder and a symbol of resilience, recounts his inspiring journey as a profoundly deaf athlete. He elaborates on the challenges he faced and the triumphs he achieved in his career, emphasizing the importance of determination and belief in one's abilities. This episode not only celebrates their remarkable accomplishments but also serves as an inspiration for overcoming adversity in sports and life.Show Details:This episode of the show host Bill Donohue engages in an enlightening dialogue with Ken Morrow, the esteemed former New York Islanders defenseman and member of the legendary 1980 USA Olympic Miracle on Ice hockey team. Morrow, who boasts a distinguished career that includes playing over 550 games in the NHL and being an integral part of the Islanders' four consecutive Stanley Cup victories, shares insights from both his athletic journey and his current role as the director of pro scouting for the Islanders. He discusses the pivotal moments of his career, including the rigorous selection process leading up to the Olympics, the intense training under coach Herb Brooks, and the unforgettable thrill of competing against the Soviet Union. Morrow's reflections on teamwork, perseverance, and the mental fortitude required to excel in professional sports offer listeners a profound understanding of the sacrifices and dedication involved in achieving greatness. Furthermore, he introduces his new book, Ken Morrow: Miracle Gold, Four Stanley Cups and a Lifetime of Islanders Hockey, in which he chronicles his experiences, and the lessons learned throughout his illustrious career, providing a compelling narrative that resonates with both sports enthusiasts and aspiring athletes alike. Following Morrow's segment, Curtis Pride, a former Major League Baseball outfielder and a symbol of resilience for individuals with disabilities, joins the program. Pride, who is deaf, shares his remarkable journey from facing skepticism and adversity to achieving success in the major leagues. He discusses the importance of representation and inclusion in sports, particularly for those with disabilities, and recounts his experiences playing for various teams, including the Yankees and Red Sox. His narrative highlights the importance of hard work and determination, showcasing how he overcame challenges and inspired others along the way. Curtis also highlights the role of his family and mentors in shaping his path, culminating in the release of his book, *I Felt the Cheers: The Remarkable Silent Life of Curtis Pride*, which encapsulates the triumphs and struggles of his life in sports and beyond. His story serves as a powerful testament to the impact of perseverance and belief in oneself, encouraging listeners to pursue their dreams regardless of the obstacles they may encounter.Guest Info:Ken Morrow is a former New York Islanders defenseman, member of the 1980 USA Olympic Miracle on Ice hockey team, and currently the director of pro scouting for the New York Islanders. A member of the United States Hockey Hall of Fame, Ken played 550...

This is Part 2 of a two-part interview. This episode of Some Stutter, Luh! podcast continues the conversation with Daniel Allen Cox, exploring his journey as writer of “I Felt the End Before it Came: Memoirs of a Queer Ex-Jehovah's Witness.” and also a person who stutters. Daniel discusses his life experiences, including leaving the Jehovah's Witness community, his struggles with substance use, and finding his authentic self. Notes: Daniel discusses leaving the Jehovah's Witnesses, elaborating on the varied experiences of those who drift in and out of the religion. His journey was more definitive, marked by rejection due to his sexuality, which contrasts with others. He also critiques how certain groups, including Jehovah's Witnesses and Alcoholics Anonymous, use language to manipulate and control individuals, particularly through the concept of reliance on higher powers. He refers to “Cultish: The Language of Fanaticism” written by Amanda Montell to point out how different groups use cultish language. Initially hesitant to publicly read his work due to his stutter, Daniel overcame his fear with encouragement from friends, realizing that his authentic voice, including his stutter, is integral to his story. He prefers the term "queer" over "gay," as it better represents his identity and relationships. Daniel is touring his memoir, engaging in workshops, and editing books for others. He aims to continue writing, mentoring, and advocating for marginalized communities while merging activism with his art. Cultish: The Language of Fanaticism with Amanda Montel:    • Cultish: The Language of Fanaticism w...   You can buy her book here: https://www.amazon.com/Cultish-Langua... This podcast is brought to you with help from Memorial University of Newfoundland, the Newfoundland and Labrador Stuttering Association, and a whole team of volunteers behind the scenes. Additionally, thank you to @Student Linguists at MUN for their ongoing support of the stuttering community. We're always looking for exciting ideas and engaging guests, so if you or anyone you know has a great idea or would like to appear on the podcast, send us a message: info at somestutterluh.ca. As always, don't forget to hit the "Like" button, "Share" with people you know, and "Subscribe" so you don't miss any of our upcoming episodes. Interacting with the video in these ways helps YouTube know that you think our content is important and should be shared with people who stutter, the people who love them, and all the other allies to the stuttering community. #stuttering #stutteringawareness #podcast #stutteringsupport#newfoundland #newfoundlandandlabrador #communicationskills #communication #stutter

My name is Hayley Sohn, I am a nutritionist and brain training weight loss coach specializing in helping women lose 30lbs in 90 days without dieting by eliminating emotional and stress eating. Work with me: basicallyitmeals.com I have told this story many times here before, but I am breaking it down into a few lessons here on today's podcast. Lessons i learned in 5 years of NOT losing weight Diets don't work As a nutritionist, i was trained in prescribing diets. Knowing the exact macros, calorie counts, food lists that would equal weight loss When i was 30lbs overweight i was doing all the diets but I Felt more out of control than ever before Was eating more than ever before Thought about food all the time I realized it didn't matter what “diet plan” i said i was going to follow…because my brain and my mindset were setting that diet plan up to fail and i didn't know how to begin to fix it When i finally dropped all the restrictive diets and began to focus on my mindset in a productive way i saw the weight fall off You can eliminate emotional eating in a pain free way I remember thinking one day as I laid in bed eating cheetos feeling super stressed and out of control (hello, I'm working full time as a nutritionist and running a healthy meal delivery service, like what am I doing) that i didn't want to give up food as my emotional support system The thought of that scared me One of my clients refers to all of her past dieting as “suffering” and a huge part of that is when food is your emotional support system and you sort of yank that out from under yourself with a restrictive diet you are left with no tools to handle your life, your stress, anxiety, without the food. Its scary, its feels like suffering So i really focussed on learning how to deal with stress without food, learning how to deal with boredom without food, learning how to deal with anxiety and not eat When i focussed there all of the sudden i could eat less without pain, without feeling like i didn't have a way to deal with my life Emotions are important Almost everyone i speak to who wants to lose weight tells me this: I want to feel something other than what i am feeling daily right now Yet!! They also tell me they aren't very emotional and they don't understand where emotions come from I used to not consider myself an emotional person, but really i just didn't understand emotions, how they work and their role in our lives Plus, one universal law: you have emotions whether you realize it or not, they are created by your thinking Emotions don't happen to you, you create them. Even if you don't think you are experiencing or creating emotions for yourself, you are When you can harness thinking, you can take control of your emotions and start to FEEL the way you want to feel everyday! Effortless Peaceful Confident Happy Actions don't work Yes, ultimately actions will get us the result we want…if we eat less we will lose weight. BUT what we all try to do is decide the actions we will take and then take them even though we are feeling doubtful, overwhelmed, pressure, stress, anxiety… When you do it that way you have to use willpower: the actions don't feel good when you take them and you can't keep them up Your mindset is everything Mindset isn't abstract; There is a clear process for creating a mindset that will help you lose weight When you focus on your mindset, this impossible weight loss game suddenly happens and it feels easy and natural You are not set in your ways, you can change your brain If you practiced your golf swing wrong from childhood to your 50's would a golf instructor say oh im sorry, that is set in stone you won't be able to change it? No because our brain is elastic, its always capable of learning something new and undoing something old Years ago scientists thought your brain was set in stone by age 18, then it was late 20s and recently I read that your brain is actually never set in stone What I think personally is that we have thought process we use. The longer we use them the more practiced we are at them, the more challenging they are to undo and begin doing something else. It is never impossible Exercise because you want to not because you have to “have to”, need to, should, trying need to be swapped for want to, have, gratitude When you tell yourself “I should lose weight”, does that make you feel ready to go out and do what what you need to do to lose weight? No? Then why are using that sentence to try and create the actions needed to lose weight? Odds are you are using “have to”, need to, should, trying in with any weight loss and diet attempts. They are not effective. Why? Because they don't generate positive emotion Swap those for I want to I know how I am capable of I already am Im grateful for I already have This isn't semantics. This is mindset

Tonight I will be speaking to John. John writes “In 2017 we took our cadets out to an FTX (Field Training Exercise) near Tenino, WA. On the 1st night we heard what I now know to be tree knocks, which was curious but nothing unnerving, so we really paid no attention to it. But the 2nd night… around 0130 (1:30 am) we heard a LOUD, chilling, otherworldly yell, that got all the staff out of our tents at lightning speed and on immediate high alert. The length… of the howl / screaming growl; NOTHING I know of has a lung capacity that large. I'm a hunter & fisherman, so I spend a fair amount of time in nature (or at least, I used to) and I've never heard anything like that, ever, in my life. A sustained vocalization of approx 25-30 seconds in one breath. It was chilling. Almost paralyzing. What truly stood my hair on end, was some kind of infrasound reverb passing through my vital organs that accompanied the yell. Like a lion's huff. I Felt the sound waves ripple through my body, vibrating my guts. The voice was strange too. As if multiple sets of vocal cords were overlaid, activating all at once. Like 2 or 3 voices of different octaves and pitch, but altogether, wrapped up in a singular voice. I know that sounds insane, but it's difficult to describe. The 2nd vocalization had us back in our tents drawing our firearms… but for the first time, I had no confidence in my weapon against whatever made that sound. It was so intimidating. I felt thoroughly vulnerable, despite being armed. I mean Utterly helpless. We heard tree knocks again shortly after, and then another vocalization from the other side of the field in the opposite tree line and then tree knocks from that location as well. I don't know if there were two of them communicating across the field, or if it was the same one circling and repositioning around our perimeter. Whichever it was, it sounded aggressive. It certainly wasn't happy we were there. Like I said previously, we never saw it, because it was in the darkness beyond the glow of our bonfire in the center of camp. On the other hand, I hated being so exposed because we were at a tactical disadvantage. We were illuminated by the fire, so it could see us, but we couldn't see it. I wish I had brought NVG's. (I certainly will next time) A rock was thrown at our campfire where we, the staff were in befuddled conversation, about just what the hell to do. A few more rocks were thrown at us periodically but eventually it got quite. Obviously, we couldn't go back to sleep. We stayed up, and remained on watch until sunrise. We packed up and left the following morning.”

Lemme tell you: it has been A YEAR. I recently took some time to reflect on the lessons I've learned over the past 12 months and, as I did, I noted the mindset shifts that I embraced along the way. These shifts were powerful tools in enabling me to move forward and grow, (regardless of how I FELT in any given moment), and I'm excited to share them with you today.Click play to hear about these mindset shifts and…[00:01:08] An overview of the mindset shifts I learned in 2023 and am taking with me into 2024[00:01:46] Mindset Shift #1: Replace the need for motivation with momentum.[00:05:00] Mindset Shift #2: Celebrate continuous improvement. Adopt the belief that small incremental changes lead to bigger changes over time.[00:08:20] Mindset Shift #3: Embrace non-dualistic thinking. Shift your mindset from assuming things must only be a certain way.[00:12:24] Mindset Shift #4: Understand that being present is a choice.[00:15:01] Mindset Shift #5: Embrace an infinite identity. (I share how I learned this mindset shift on my first alone trip ever.)[00:19:14] Mindset Shift #6: Learn the power of “yet.”[00:21:14] Mindset Shift #7: Challenge the story you're telling yourself.Click play to listen now!

I took a week off. Yes I was sick. No I didn't sound good. And yes, we all survived. Moving forward into this episode I wanted to switch it up. I just wrapped up my 8 week course with Danielle Searancke, The Squamish Medium (@thesquamishmedium) and I graduated as A WHOLE NEW ME. This new me, is being called to do monthly Spirit Messages. Still being new to this practice, please grant me grace but this IS a calling that I will choose to listen to and really hope this helps every single one of you that listen. I pull cards for the overall month and channel words and messages needed to get us through not only this month but into the new year. I FELT these messages. Please let me know if you did to. Much love! https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100093675452578instagram.com/theenlightenedlensinstagram.com/averieraetiktok.com/@theenlightenedlens

Montreal author Daniel Allen Cox is currently on tour with his new memoir "I Felt the End Before it Came: Memoirs of a Queer Ex-Jehovah's Witness. The book details his life as an ex-Jehovah's Witness, experiencing coercive control and how being queer allowed him to forge a new identity. Host Jeff Douglas spoke with Cox, starting with why he felt now was the time to share his story.

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My previous weight loss attempts were based in vanity. I wanted to fit into a specific size and look good in my clothes. I was chasing the 20-something version of myself. This year, though, I FELT like crap. My blood pressure was borderline high. And I was tired of trying different diets. Then I met Coach Netra Shettleworth, owner of Butterfly Transformation Nutrition Coaching, and decided to try something different. This week, Coach Netra and I talk about my experience doing her 15-week nutrition and wellness plan. Connect with Coach Netra:IG: @nutritionwithnetraFB: @nutritionwithnetraWebsite: https://www.nutritiontransformed.comGrown and Growing Podcast -- Like. Follow. Share. Website: grownandgrowing.buzzsprout.comFacebook: @GrownandgrowingpodcastInstagram: @GrownandgrowingpodcastEmail: grown.growingpodcast@gmail.com

Part 2 of our discussion with ex-Jehovah's Witness, author Daniel Allen Cox talking about his upcoming memoirs, I Felt the End Before It Came. In part 2 of the interview, Daniel, Celine and Stephen discuss the use of language within cults and the wilful act of repurposing words upon leaving. Also discussed, dealing with the damage of growing up in a cult decades later. If you would like to support the podcast, you can do so for just $1.50 (US) per month or £1 per month. https://www.patreon.com/culthackers/posts If you would like to contact us you can do so  through the contact form on our website. https://culthackers.com/ Links about Daniel Daniel's website https://www.danielallencox.net/ Article: A Vocabulary For Apostates https://therumpus.net/2020/05/05/a-vocabulary-for-apostates/  

Part 1 of a two part interview with Canadian writer Daniel Allen Cox, former Jehovah's Witness and author of a new book, I Felt the End Before It Came: Memoirs of a Queer Ex-Jehovah's Witness. Daniel talks about his life growing up as a Jehovah's Witness, realising his sexuality and its implications within this highly socially conservative group, his interest in words and how he has used them to make sense of a life after leaving.  If you would like to support the podcast, you can do so for just $1.50 (US) per month or £1 per month. https://www.patreon.com/culthackers/posts If you would like to contact us you can do so  through the contact form on our website. https://culthackers.com/ Links about Daniel Daniel's website https://www.danielallencox.net/ Article: A Vocabulary For Apostates https://therumpus.net/2020/05/05/a-vocabulary-for-apostates/  

I'm going to do something a little differently this week. Instead of writing an essay and then reading it for the audio portion, I'm just going to talk and then transcribe what I say. It's what I'm more comfortable with so let's try it as an experiment. I've been thinking about friendships…intimate, close friendships. My first best girl friend was Katie Modica in 4th grade. (And btw - if anybody knows a Katie Modica who is around 51 and originally from Long Island, PLEASE put us in touch because she was really a very special person to me back in grade school.) I had a lot of obstacles to making friends back then because we moved to this country when I was in pre-school, I didn't speak English and it took awhile to get fluent in the language. Plus, my family is not American so it wasn't second nature for my family to set up playdates for me or for my mom to socialize with the other moms at school. And so I was on my own and it took until 4th grade for me to really resonate with someone like I did with Katie.On a parallel track, there was another obstacle to my having really close friendships. In my culture, and CERTAINLY within my family - but I do think it's an Iranian thing, there's a face you put on for the outer world and a face you have on the inside. So my mom could be screaming bloody murder at me and calling me names but the moment someone from the outside would come by BOOM, she's the nicest person in the world. “Oh my gosh, your mom is the absolute nicest.” And yes. She was that person. But she was also that other. There was always this mask that you put on for social purposes that showed you're kind and polite and put together and, you know, all of those wonderful things. (And I'm sure every culture and family have some version of that.) This mask was really internalized for me: I was always going out into the world as this “perfect” version of myself. And you can see how that can get in the way of real vulnerability because there are times when your head is in the proverbial toilet bowl and you're suffering terribly. But if you're always feeling the pressure to seem perfect you can't be real or authentic with your friends. I've struggled with that for most of my life.But then when my “perfect” marriage fell apart, I started to explore what's behind the myth of perfection for me. If I'm not in this perfect marriage, with this perfect family of 5, blahditty blah blah, who am I? So I began dismantling myself to really explore what's behind the mask. Ironically, it happened during COVID so the mask takes on a different connotation as well.

His pain, hurt, and trauma is NOT a valid excuse to hurt you. And yes... this goes for friends, too! Have you ever found yourself being a projector screen for the way he feels about his ex? Do you hold space for him while he talks about his past, but feel like he uses it as an excuse for his crappy behavior? Girl, I FELT! This is truly a heart to heart episode about how you no longer should excuse men and their actions because of their past. You and I choose to take the dark the world gave us and turn it into light... so why can't he? Join me - Alexandria Kelly - as I chat and give you some sisterly advice on not allowing his trauma to be your drama!

TODAY! We talk through my recent experience of a 3-day fast, no food, only taking in water, electrolyte drinks, and tea. I wanted to share this story with YOU, how I managed my energy, what changes I made and what changes I FELT. Share this episode with a friend that you think would enjoy it. Connect with Matt: Instagram Facebook Tik Tok Twitter Website: mattscoletti.com Email: Matthew.scoletti@gmail.com

Native American Reservations are full of folklore both nice and absolutely terrifying! Enjoy today's assortment of allegedly true horror stories of the unexplained. Join EERIECAST PLUS to unlock ad-free episodes and support this show! (Will still contain some host-read sponsorships) https://www.eeriecast.com/plus TIMESTAMPS: 0:00 INTRO 0:55 Something Imitating the Cows in our Fields from Anonymous 5:33 The Wechuge and the Wendigo from Seaspirit81 13:47 I Was a Skeptic from Sanderson550 16:56 The Boy With No Eyes from Caraboo 1996 22:27 Ghost Story from Jellybeanxx 25:33 Basement Mystery from Vladimir 29:47 The Day That I Died from Tyler K. 33:49 I Don't Think That's A Deer from C.Philly100 40:07 Alien Encounter from Alien 43:41 The Thing in my Doorway from cowgirlcate 46:46 Casper Lives in Saint Cloud Minnesota from Gameshark 49:47 I Felt a Foreboding Presence that Froze Me As I Slept from Demon Creep 53:13 The Thing Behind My Greenhouse from Jude W. CREDITS: Background Music for Stories by: Dark Music (me) LINKS:  Join my DISCORD: https://discord.gg/5Wj9RqTR3w Follow us on Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/show/3mNZyXkaJPLwUwcjkz6Pv2 Follow and Review us on iTunes! https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/darkness-prevails-podcast-true-horror-stories/id1152248491   Submit Your Story Here: https://www.darkstories.org/ Get Darkness Prevails Podcast Merchandise! https://teespring.com/stores/darknessprevails Subscribe on YouTube for More Stories! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCh_VbMnoL4nuxX_3HYanJbA?sub_confirmation=1 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Arielle Young shares her testimonial about working at My Amazon Guy. See behind the glass door of My Amazon Guy. Working Remote at My Amazon Guy00:00 Working Remote at MAG00:02 Introduction about me00:19 Jobs handled before MAG01:09 I Felt like I wasn't valued and appreciated01:39 Pandemic happened and I lost my job02:28 Came across My Amazon Guy's internship job listing02:34 I almost didn't apply because I am an alien to eCommerce 03:32 I am overwhelmed with the new terminologies04:02 Everyone at MAG was so supportive04:23 There is no judgment that I came in with nothing!04:35 Surprised that they valued my ideas and my perspective04:44 They've asked me to join the Creative Team upon learning of my artistic background04:50 I am now actually the Creative Team Lead04:56 I have learned so much that I would never go back!05:14 I'd recommend MAG to anyone that takes pride in their work05:33 I hope you'd join our team here at MAG**************************************************************************

Meet Thomas Watchorn "I joined the US Army at 17 yrs old and spent the next 12 +years as a Combat Medic and then a Drill Sergeant for initial entry basic combat instruction. After being honorably discharged from the Army I found myself looking for that adrenaline high that I missed. Got caught up using crank(methamphetamine), the side effects of which was some shady behavior and shady aquatint ices- the short version is that I ended up catching a case and doing 6 years in a level 4 prison. You see I was raised devout Catholic, even attending Catholic school until high school. I had had a born again experience at 16 but my faith was planted in shallow ground. As I shared at the beginning, I joined the Army at 17 having left school in my Junior year. While it is not impossible to live out a relationship with Christ in the military, that is not what the prevailing atmosphere promotes. ( no excuses just the facts) I was a backslider. Just before getting into trouble after getting out of the Army (even while using drugs) I felt the pull of God on my life and that I needed to seek out the pathway to being used by Him. I spoke with a local Pastor at the time who was going to help get me some formal Bible training for ministry until the question came up as to my being married and divorced previously - he politely informed me that he could not help me with what I Felt was a call of God on my life. Feeling like what's the use! I fell even deeper into drugs and alcohol and caught the case that I mentioned previously landing me in state prison. But I found that while captivated there behind bars I could not escape the feeling that God was pulling my life into a position where I could be groomed and trained to be used by him to further his kingdom here on this earth. As day after day went by where I spent our upon our in the word of God I felt inspired to write letters to several national and even international ministries to see if there are any opportunities for me to receive training even though I was locked up. My answer arrived when I received a letter from Pastor Kenneth Hagin Senior offering me a three-year scholarship to Rhema Bible college via a correspondence course that would be proctored by the prison chaplain. During my course of studies as I begin to gain knowledge and understanding of the word of God I became active in ministry within the prison itself witnessing untold miracles that I have never experienced in my life there was no doubt in my mind that God is still a miracle working God, how can you deny miracles when they happen right before your eyes with multiple witnesses. Fast forward to 1998 when I was discharged and then had my rights restored to me by the state. I found myself having become a licensed and ordained minister of the gospel in full-time ministry all while working full-time to provide for my family. I have had the privilege of planting several churches and seeing them grow all while seeing God perform miracles signs and wonders through ordinary people. In 2005 I felt led to reach out to the founder Pastor Fred Z of bikers for Christ motorcycle ministry, I became a patched member that same year and founded the Central Sierra Chapter in California and establishing unshackled Church Under Rushing wind ministries which overseas Bikers for Christ Motorcycle Ministry international. In 2019 my wife Jodi and I relocated to fountain Hills Arizona east of Phoenix and transferred to the Phoenix chapter of Bikers for Christ where I help oversee the East Valley section." Please welcome Thomas Watchorn to A Conversation with Joshua T Berglan on the Live Mana Network! The Live Mana Network is broadcast all over the world on your favorite streaming audio and video platforms like Apple TV, ROKU, Amazon Fire, and iTunes. You can also find us on Google News, and other print mediums. Thank you for being here! With love, Joshua T Berglan

Meet Thomas Watchorn "I joined the US Army at 17 yrs old and spent the next 12 +years as a Combat Medic and then a Drill Sergeant for initial entry basic combat instruction. After being honorably discharged from the Army I found myself looking for that adrenaline high that I missed. Got caught up using crank(methamphetamine), the side effects of which was some shady behavior and shady aquatint ices- the short version is that I ended up catching a case and doing 6 years in a level 4 prison. You see I was raised devout Catholic, even attending Catholic school until high school. I had had a born again experience at 16 but my faith was planted in shallow ground. As I shared at the beginning, I joined the Army at 17 having left school in my Junior year. While it is not impossible to live out a relationship with Christ in the military, that is not what the prevailing atmosphere promotes. ( no excuses just the facts) I was a backslider. Just before getting into trouble after getting out of the Army (even while using drugs) I felt the pull of God on my life and that I needed to seek out the pathway to being used by Him. I spoke with a local Pastor at the time who was going to help get me some formal Bible training for ministry until the question came up as to my being married and divorced previously - he politely informed me that he could not help me with what I Felt was a call of God on my life. Feeling like what's the use! I fell even deeper into drugs and alcohol and caught the case that I mentioned previously landing me in state prison. But I found that while captivated there behind bars I could not escape the feeling that God was pulling my life into a position where I could be groomed and trained to be used by him to further his kingdom here on this earth. As day after day went by where I spent our upon our in the word of God I felt inspired to write letters to several national and even international ministries to see if there are any opportunities for me to receive training even though I was locked up. My answer arrived when I received a letter from Pastor Kenneth Hagin Senior offering me a three-year scholarship to Rhema Bible college via a correspondence course that would be proctored by the prison chaplain. During my course of studies as I begin to gain knowledge and understanding of the word of God I became active in ministry within the prison itself witnessing untold miracles that I have never experienced in my life there was no doubt in my mind that God is still a miracle working God, how can you deny miracles when they happen right before your eyes with multiple witnesses. Fast forward to 1998 when I was discharged and then had my rights restored to me by the state. I found myself having become a licensed and ordained minister of the gospel in full-time ministry all while working full-time to provide for my family. I have had the privilege of planting several churches and seeing them grow all while seeing God perform miracles signs and wonders through ordinary people. In 2005 I felt led to reach out to the founder Pastor Fred Z of bikers for Christ motorcycle ministry, I became a patched member that same year and founded the Central Sierra Chapter in California and establishing unshackled Church Under Rushing wind ministries which overseas Bikers for Christ Motorcycle Ministry international. In 2019 my wife Jodi and I relocated to fountain Hills Arizona east of Phoenix and transferred to the Phoenix chapter of Bikers for Christ where I help oversee the East Valley section." Please welcome Thomas Watchorn to A Conversation with Joshua T Berglan on the Live Mana Network! The Live Mana Network is broadcast all over the world on your favorite streaming audio and video platforms like Apple TV, ROKU, Amazon Fire, and iTunes. You can also find us on Google News, and other print mediums. Thank you for being here! With love, Joshua T Berglan

Wow! This is a bumper episode full of some wonderful things! We start with Paul and gwyn chatting about books that they are currently reading; there is an interview with poet and writer Peter Read at about 31 minutes in and we end at 1 hour 10 minutes with Lara in conversation with Paul and sharing here favourite poems and poets. You can find links to some of Peter Read's work here https://www.gwales.com/search_basic/ To get you tickets for Wrexham Carnival of Words 2022 click here https://wrexhamcarnivalofwords.com/events/ And here are just some of the books, poems and poets we mentioned: Gwyn and I chatted about Michelle Paver author of Wakenhyrst and Dark Matter; The Paris Library by Janet Skeslien Charles; Help the Witch by Tom Cox; Borderland, a Journey Through the history of Ukraine by Anna Reid; Putin's People by Catherine Belton; Grey Bees and Death and the Penguin by Andrey Kurkuv and The Rumour by Lesley Kara. Peter Read mentions a biography of one of his favourite philosophers Clare Carlisle's – Philosopher of the Heart, the restless Life of Soren Kierlegaard These are some of the poems and poets Lara and I mention, Spike Milligan; Ogden Nash; Daffodilsby William Wordsworth; Rememberby Christina Rosetti; Treesby Joyce Kilmer; Sonnets from the Portuguese 43 by Elizabeth Barrett Browning; Miraclesby Walt Whitman; I Felt a Funeral in my Brain by Emily Dickinson; Annabel Leeby Edgar Allan Poe; Still I Riseby Maya Angelou. Finally the new book by Ian Lucas is called Digital Gangsters

Will and Greg welcome in author and comedian Mark McDonough to talk about his new book “I Felt a Funeral” which takes place in Boston. 0:00-16:00 Celtics Talk: Derrick White, The Celtics are legit, and looking ahead to Philly16:00-END I Felt a Funeral w/ @MarkJMcDonoughFollow us @GreenEnvyPod and @The617_ Presented by @CrowWorthyTakes

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People go through stuff. What is really sad about a lot of these situations, is the fact that people don't feel like they can talk about what they went through. There's a multitude of reasons that people may feel like this, but for me my family wanting me to KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT about what happened to ME, was the reason. But I am done. Done protecting those that don't protect me. I have alway's been there for those who needed me and those I FELT needed me. Being an empath is like that, but it's time to put myself first... --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Explaining Seriously BAD LUCK on September 13, 2021 I made this video before the worst occurred. I knew what was coming. I FELT what was coming all week, I just could not express it completely. Now I know what that feeling of foreboding was. Adrienne (CapricornTigress) Astrology A Look Inside Visit Our Shop Learn More About Astrology A Look Inside Order A Card Reading Become A Member Astronumerolan Analysis and Alignments YOUTUBE CHANNEL --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/adrienne-obey/message

Welcome back beautiful person! Today I cleared some things up because I do not want any misunderstandings with the experiences I share with all of you. When I talked about my ex-partner manipulating me in episode 3, I want to emphasis that I FELT like he was doing it, regardless if it was intentionally or unintentionally. I do not want to villainize him or make it seem he is a terrible a person because he is not, but he has some things he has to work on to not hurt others. Today's topic is college, so I talked about how and why I decided my major in my college career. It is very difficult to navigate college as a first generation student because we can not rely on our parents for help. At the end of the episode, I share my experience post undergraduate and how that has been for me. Music: https://www.purple-planet.com

I remember spending years feeling just blah! Always being irate or on the verge of tears. I let everything get to me - especially my ex. There were days that the stress and unhappiness was so overwhelming that I literally felt it like a weight on me. It took me a while to figure out what was keeping me from my personal zen, my inner peace. But once I figured it out and ways to work through it...things were so much better. I FELT so much better. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This week Hevel is dropping their new (fictional) dating app, chock full of enough misogyny and self-righteousness to make Dominion Dating proud. This one might just be our Magnum Opus. Join with us and enjoy the delightful discussions about VH1 dating shows, musicians who wrote one song 30 ways, and a classic bit comes back to visit. So get in here and get your Hevel on!Talking Points: Hevel Hookups Advertisement, Rock of Love/Flavor of Love, Flavor Flav and the 25 Dwarves, Is Pitbull good?, Artists Whose Songs All Sound the Same, I Felt that Pt. 2: Electric Boogaloo, A Hevel Apology, a Hevel Sing along to Creed

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After having pleasant conversation smoothly, flowingly free dialogue, then being shut down without having the opportunity to respond to a last point put on the floor, I Felt the need to state my viewpoint, and felt as though diplomacy was not accorded to just agree to disagree. I hear your point, you hear mine. We don't agree, one person cannot judge the other's truthfulness/relationship with God. So what we don't serve God the same, God cares for me just as much as he does for you.

Today we discuss in a small segment the new twitch gaming deal to Voice Of A Hustler Thurs Fri & Sat. Nights LIVE on Twitch. Posting will post to Gaming Channel via Youtube. Also We Talk The New Track ''Black Ball" released XMas Day To The STL Battle Rap Community. Just revealing the untold on why I Felt to be black balled. Ear To The Street also airs on the segment reaching over 3,000 Streams with both records releasing back to back. Tune and visit our website www.voiceofahustler.com --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/voiceofahustler/support

On a glossy daybreak, I went out door for stroll, A finest Freezing wind freshened my soul, Felt like having rebirth then. Something mystical in that breeze, Reminded me of snowy remembrance, When cardiac began to ponder over it, My head rushed to cease it and slammed, I facepalmed. Found myself near flower paradise, Glanced at the blossoms, Far away from me. Untouched and abandoned, Showcased in a stall. Down headed and Looking for one who make them alive, By a gentle soulful nudge. I guess they noticed me, Within minutes fragrance spread like a gossip... Made me unconscious and Sneaked towards buds and blossoms. I sat down before them, Facing the flowers. I could see the anticipation in all, Hitted who stands next to them to show up themselves to me.. I made a touch on all... The paranatural wind refreshed me again and they too.. I glimpsed the other flowers which were inside the shop, Roses were in the each corner of the wall, With pride and dignity. They didn't care on me, I Felt like I was in their Realm. Folks were gravitated towards them as usual, Even though insanely overpriced. How lucky them? The roses. Other flowers green-eyed on them, Which is universal truth and unalterable. When I fought against my to draw the glance on them, Happened to look rose, With teeny-weeny petals, Dark patches on it, Which is why no one cares on it.. Gloom ridden rose, Seemed to be shipwrecked, Holding on for a lifeboat to voyage with. Signified my life, I fancied to be it's lifeboat, I made a soulful nudge. And now, We are Sailing in Same home.. Sharing joyous minutes s together

B.T. Harman (formerly Brett Trapp) is one of those amazing people who so generously agreed to hop on my podcast, even though we’d never met. But the truth is I FELT like I knew B.T. because of his incredible vulnerability in sharing his journey. I am in awe of him, think he’s adorable and so creative and brave and … he is showing us again and again how to live with courage and vulnerability.    This is such an important part of our journey, and I can’t wait for you to hear more from B.T., and remind ourselves to embrace vulnerability.

How to start saying YES to your soul  Erin Call is Mindset expert and Manifestation coach who helps women to peel back the layers to be soul naked.    The One thing she wants people to know about her:I’m embodiment of love, light and playfulness   On this episode:- I lost myself when trying fit into a box that was the definition of success - I quit my job without a plan and start saying YES to my soul NO to ego - Embracing my inner voice was what led me on the path I’m today - Instead of thinking of it I FELT into it  - It’s not my responsibility to make other people to feel good    Daily Rituals:- Waking up early   - Meditation - Journaling  - When weather allows it - walking barefoot  - Hot yoga 5x a week   Last thing that’s on my heart:Dive into compassion and curiosity. Where you are NOW is perfect! Erin Is a badass mompreneur, spiritual woman, energy queen and mentor to manifesting the life and business of your dreams. She lives in Phoenix with her husband, kiddos and dog.  She’s the creator of Soul Naked CEO - a personal growth movement with a mission of bringing together spirited, visionary women , who are ready to activate their next level.by….yes...getting Soul Naked.  So, what is Soul Naked? It's peeling back the layers masking the true authentic you, speaking your truth more boldly, stepping into complete alignment with who you are at you’re core and becoming completely Magnetic because of it. It’s igniting an identity upgrade. The Soul Naked CEO is a woman willing to dig in, eradicate the limiting beliefs, be radically honest about her biggest, boldest, “unrealistic” desires and master the energy of her highest self. We are visionaries, world changers, transformation catalysts and master manifesters.   PS. If you are ready to finally dig deep and dissolve those internal battles that are keeping you in a lack-luster life... then I am here for you.Join us for one day transformational event Meant For More in sunny Las Vegas on April 24th, 25th, and 26th 2020, and leave behind your limiting beliefs, fears, people-pleasing, and become the happy, healthy and empowered woman you are meant to be.Head over to https://pkmediasolutions.lpages.co/meantformore2020/?fbclid=IwAR3NVjlTvey4tvpOY31G02QTCt5fswtfyTlEUYXOMWsmg0Nr1YeftNfzY5s and get your early bird ticket now.

Quynh first got to know Caroline Tran of Caroline Tran Photography when the photographer shot her sister's wedding a few years back. Fast forward to today and Caroline and Quynh are frequent collaborators on many projects together across the United States from workshops to photography sessions. She, along with Kelly Lemon, was one of the photography instructors at The Paper Florists Collective Masterclass in Seattle back in April 2019. Caroline first got her feet wet in photography when pursuing a creative side hustle. Eventually, she discovered that her ultimate love was photography. Known for her airy and bright style and her ability to create beautiful images of intimacy, Caroline is based in Los Angeles, California. Listen to Caroline as she describes how her creative side hustle turned into a business, how she stays inspired, and her decision to offer online education. First, let's get to know Caroline: 1. Who is Caroline Tran? I am a Los Angeles-based photographer who is constantly working on the art of balancing running a photography business and being a mom to two young boys. I started in weddings and portraits, and have since expanded into content creation, branding, and commercial photography. I have also started to offer online education as well to help creatives run a successful business. 2. How did you get started in photography? I always knew I wanted to own a creative business. While doing market research for one of my businesses (I was designing and sewing doll clothes), I realized that brands with better photography were able to charge up to 100 times more! While learning how to better photograph my designs, I found my love for photography. I started photographing my co-worker's children and my friends after work for fun, as a hobby and that's how I started my portfolio. 3. Tell us about your photography business, Caroline Tran Photography. What I love most about what I do is that I become my client's lifelong photographer. I photograph them from engagement to wedding to babies, and for the past few years, I have also started to do more commercial work, including content creation for brands, and branding/lifestyle shots for people's personal brands as well. I love telling stories so these are all so much fun for me. 4. How would you define your style? How did you find your artistic style? How has your style evolved to what it is today? My photos tell stories. They're romantic, emotional, and freezes a person's legacy. I found my voice when I stopped comparing myself to others… when I stopped doing what I THOUGHT I was supposed to do (based on what everyone else was doing) and allowed myself to do what I FELT. I eventually attracted more people who connected with what I did, which further strengthen my voice. 5. What are some of the challenges you've faced during your career as a photographer and as an entrepreneur? Growing pains… everything works until it doesn't. For example, if I up my game in marketing and get more leads, I might not be able to keep up with the increased volume and become susceptible to unhappy clients. So many growing pains, but it's a good problem to have. 6. How have you made yourself stand out in the crowd of other photographers? By not looking at what others are doing and just focusing on my own art. 7. Give us one tip that would improve our images/photos of our paper flowers. LIGHT! LIGHT! LIGHT! Bad light is bad light! You can't fix bad light later. Use good light to take the photo and you'll be more than halfway there. You can read more tips on lighting on my website: https://carolinetran.net/photography-tips-for-perfect-indoor-lighting/ 8. Tell us about how you got into teaching photography. Backtrack a few years, the inspiration for where I came up with education. I used to be a high school teacher, so that's where my educational background is from. I love mentoring, inspiring, and helping people in general. I left teaching to pursue photography. When I started photography, I used to have small cohorts where we would meet up at industry events over the years. One thing that occurred to me was year after year, I would need to form new groups because many of my colleagues were no longer in the business anymore. I started teaching photography and education to help others to succeed. Learn more about Caroline Tran by following her on social media: WEBSITES: Caroline Tran Photography Caroline Tran Education INSTAGRAM: @carolinetran PINTEREST: Caroline Tran

LISTEN TO PAPER TALK - EPISODE 22: Lighting the Way to Success with Caroline Tran Quynh first got to know Caroline Tran of Caroline Tran Photography when the photographer shot her sister’s wedding a few years back. Fast forward to today and Caroline and Quynh are frequent collaborators on many projects together across the United States from workshops to photography sessions. She, along with Kelly Lemon, was one of the photography instructors at The Paper Florists Collective Masterclass in Seattle back in April 2019. Caroline first got her feet wet in photography when pursuing a creative side hustle. Eventually, she discovered that her ultimate love was photography. Known for her airy and bright style and her ability create beautiful images of intimacy, Caroline is based in Los Angelas, California.Listen to Caroline as she describes how her creative side hustle turned into a business, how she stays inspired, and her decision to offer online education. 1. Who is Caroline Tran?I am a Los Angeles based photographer who is constantly working on the art of balancing running a photography business and being a mom to two young boys. I started in weddings and portraits, and have since expanded into content creation, branding, and commercial photography. I have also started to offer online education as well to help creatives run a successful business.2. How did you get started in photography?I always knew I wanted to own a creative business. While doing market research for one of my businesses (I was designing and sewing doll clothes), I realized that brands with better photography was able to charge up to 100 times more! While learning how to better photograph my designs, I found my love for photography. I started photographing my co-worker’s children and my friends after work for fun, as a hobby and that’s how I started my portfolio.3. Tell us about your photography business, Caroline Tran Photography.What I love most about what I do is that I become my client’s lifelong photographer. I photograph them from engagement to wedding to babies, and for the past few years, I have also started to do more commercial work, including content creation for brands, and branding/lifestyle shots for people’s personal brands as well. I love telling stories so these are all so much fun for me. 4. How would you define your style? How did you find your artistic style? How has your style evolved to what it is today?My photos tell stories. They’re romantic, emotional, and freezes a person’s legacy. I found my voice when I stopped comparing myself to others… when I stopped doing what I THOUGHT I was supposed to do (based on what everyone else was doing), and allowed myself to do what I FELT. I eventually attracted more people who connected with what I did, which further strengthen my voice.5. What are some of the challenges you've faced during your career as a photographer and as an entrepreneur? Growing pains… everything works until it doesn’t. For example, if I up my game in marketing and get more leads, I might not be able to keep up with the increase volume, and become susceptible to unhappy clients. So many growing pains, but it’s a good problem to have.6. How have you made yourself stand out in the crowd of other photographers?By not looking at what others are doing and just focus on my own art. 7. Give us one tip that would improve our images/photos of our paper flowers.LIGHT! LIGHT! LIGHT! Bad light is bad light! You can’t fix bad light later. Use good light to take the photo and you’ll be more than halfway there. You can read more tips on lighting on my website: https://carolinetran.net/photography-tips-for-perfect-indoor-lighting/ 8. Tell us about how you got into teaching photography.Back track a few years, the inspiration for where I came up with education. I used to be a high school teacher, so that’s where my education background is from. I love mentoring, inspiring and helping people in general. I left teaching to pursue photography. When I started photography, I used to have small cohorts where we would meet up at industry events over the years. One thing that occurred to me was year after year, I would need to form new groups because many of my colleagues were no longer in the business anymore. I started teaching photography and education to help others to succeed.Learn more about Caroline Tran by following her on social media:WEBSITES: Caroline Tran PhotographyCaroline Tran EducationINSTAGRAM:@carolinetranPINTEREST:Caroline Tran

This dude is one of my new favorite inspiring people. He's a phenomenally empowering misfit who has created a live where he wakes up to someone who sees the real Christopher. He's designed his life, his physical environment, his friends and his message to empower us to be exponentially different, to own our messy, to do great work and love BIG even though life will still hurt BIG.  Rarely have I FELT so understood by interviewing someone who never fit in and who has to 'make' it happen because the 'path' doesn't work for his wiring. Thank God as he's a huge best seller, has Bill Walton on speed dial, he hasn't had to 'work' since 38 and still gets up everyday embracing the power of entrepreneurship to stand for something. He shared great wisdom of the waves of emotion that accompany being different, how instead of resisting the pain he welcomes it, leaning into brave humility calling a good friend when he finds himself in an emotional ditch. To me he's the embodiment of navigating excellence, you never 'get' there, there are challenges and moments of bliss...and there's always Scotch ;-) Fuck the incremental improvement. Go for exponential expansion as YOU.  p.s. Gentlemen…End the Fear of Rejection. Enjoy your "How To Be A Noble Badass" Complementary Training at www.GetHerToSayYes.com Ladies…Be irresistible. Feel sacred. Attract him now.Enjoy your "Vulnerability is the New Sexy" Complementary Training at http://allanapratt.com/vulnerability  

3月22日对于我来说是一个特殊的日子。机缘巧合，那天晚上我和同事小布在深圳大学第一次见到了我们的粉丝。他们分别是Eason,华健，Vicky,还有Martin。 互联网是一个很神奇的地方，我们彼此虽然从未谋面，但是相见那一刻，便会感到是彼此的亲人。 当时我们在深大的微咖相聚，聊天时，耳旁想起一首很熟悉的英文歌： New Soul .以前小布老师拿这首歌做过节目的背景音乐。但是就在那一刻再次听到这首歌时，加之见到我们的粉丝，我几乎激动地快要热泪盈眶ing.飞机起飞前，我循环着这首歌，甚至忍不住哼唱，今天，就分享下这首歌：歌词发音技巧：I'm a new soul I came to this strange worldI'm a连读This s省音 world d不完全爆破我是一个纯净崭新的灵魂，在这光怪陆离的世界初来乍到hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and takecould d省音 learn a about连读 about t省音 give and连读 and d省音 take不完全爆破希望我能弄明白如何去索取和给予But since I came heresince I连读但是自从我来到这里Felt the joy and the fear Felt t省音 and d省音尝遍了辛酸苦辣Finding myself making every possible mistake发现自己犯了一切可能犯的错误La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

3月22日对于我来说是一个特殊的日子。机缘巧合，那天晚上我和同事小布在深圳大学第一次见到了我们的粉丝。他们分别是Eason,华健，Vicky,还有Martin。 互联网是一个很神奇的地方，我们彼此虽然从未谋面，但是相见那一刻，便会感到是彼此的亲人。 当时我们在深大的微咖相聚，聊天时，耳旁想起一首很熟悉的英文歌： New Soul .以前小布老师拿这首歌做过节目的背景音乐。但是就在那一刻再次听到这首歌时，加之见到我们的粉丝，我几乎激动地快要热泪盈眶ing.飞机起飞前，我循环着这首歌，甚至忍不住哼唱，今天，就分享下这首歌：歌词发音技巧：I'm a new soul I came to this strange worldI'm a连读This s省音 world d不完全爆破我是一个纯净崭新的灵魂，在这光怪陆离的世界初来乍到hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and takecould d省音 learn a about连读 about t省音 give and连读 and d省音 take不完全爆破希望我能弄明白如何去索取和给予But since I came heresince I连读但是自从我来到这里Felt the joy and the fear Felt t省音 and d省音尝遍了辛酸苦辣Finding myself making every possible mistake发现自己犯了一切可能犯的错误La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

3月22日对于我来说是一个特殊的日子。机缘巧合，那天晚上我和同事小布在深圳大学第一次见到了我们的粉丝。他们分别是Eason,华健，Vicky,还有Martin。 互联网是一个很神奇的地方，我们彼此虽然从未谋面，但是相见那一刻，便会感到是彼此的亲人。 当时我们在深大的微咖相聚，聊天时，耳旁想起一首很熟悉的英文歌： New Soul .以前小布老师拿这首歌做过节目的背景音乐。但是就在那一刻再次听到这首歌时，加之见到我们的粉丝，我几乎激动地快要热泪盈眶ing.飞机起飞前，我循环着这首歌，甚至忍不住哼唱，今天，就分享下这首歌：歌词发音技巧：I'm a new soul I came to this strange worldI'm a连读This s省音 world d不完全爆破我是一个纯净崭新的灵魂，在这光怪陆离的世界初来乍到hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and takecould d省音 learn a about连读 about t省音 give and连读 and d省音 take不完全爆破希望我能弄明白如何去索取和给予But since I came heresince I连读但是自从我来到这里Felt the joy and the fear Felt t省音 and d省音尝遍了辛酸苦辣Finding myself making every possible mistake发现自己犯了一切可能犯的错误La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

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dark to our first half-hour is news and notes for gut check project so Dr. Brown what's happening new in the Brown household here since Elisha well in the Brown household what's really exciting is my daughter in her improv it's just theatric class she's a sixth-grader she came home and taught me something really really good that basically whatever you doing improv what you have to do is say yes it's yes and secondly if dues trust third thing is listen and then the fourth thing is make a statement and I heard that no like I need your teacher to come over to KBS headquarters we can work on that as a teambuilding exercise improv exercise to make a team yes and I love that yes and and then I want to trust what's coming next I loved this pretty while the basically an improv class she is learning just great communication skill left I thought we were laughing about it last night so Zachary know to come home with like what you learned today and that's were talking about the really cool thing our house is my son is currently playing in the finals of a really big tennis tournament out in Indian Wells California the Easter bowl to big one so at 11 o'clock our time he will be playing in the finals were very very proud of it in both singles and doubles so the brown households having some good times right now about you well number one shout out to Lucas and Karla those are both the great notes to to be able to carry around the data know that you're proud of both of them for me both of the boys have moved into off-season basketball there really fired up they've been out of basketball all of about 10 days which I think if you shoot who apparently that's way too long so they both get started but something that we did as a family that was a lot of fun just a little week ago I should've mentioned it last week show I'd never done it before my oldest son actually done it before a couple of times and that is we all sat down relaxed and got pedicures and I'm here to tell you that include dad included nice if you haven't done it don't knock it did you try it because I'm going back that fell awesome and now I mean table I got really ticklish feet but I didn't know something learned about myself is that my left foot is more ticklish than my right because as they began to exfoliate the bottom of my foot especially the left side I was crying from laughing so hard as I got in my mouth and of course the other woman doing is looking up and laughing again with everyone else as they exchanged their own jokes in another language I'd alsojust like Spanish and did it at my expense was completely worth it and I will deftly be back so I almost got a pedicure once I know standing out front and I looked at my feet and it remind me of the scene from dumb and dumber with a grinder to toenails a wireless want to do that to anybody to put the clause back in the shoe keep on walking now is he always worried he wanted done it when I reveal like a Frito toenail or anything else like that but I think I walked away as best we can be that had since probably I was a baby's kids really good pedicure now don't even have to ask what you been up to because you and I rush to hang out we were this last weekend he and Emily were business makes a little bit of pleasure yeah and that was in the Utah powder mountain that was awesome incredible skiing lots of powder fantastic so much snow for late March he was beautiful is a great place to go and visit not crowded either now our ski experiences were little bit differently where they were loaded and so to put it in context Eric was like Kelly dropping and taking these tractors up and I actually had escorted down the mountain by two wonderful people Lindsay Vaughn and Susie Chapstick but it was Juliet and Karen are awesome so I survive it was a big thing didn't break anything didn't do anything but the our expenses were totally different you came back just on my couch that was incredible backcountry all powder and I was like oh yeah my little different I had two women sort of guiding me down the mountain the whole way so there's no shame in effect I'll even say whenever you but whenever we yeah got into our skis the first day you had planned on even making a few runs together it was snowing so hard I stopped to buckle up my helmet is safe and I looked up and Ken and the other four people that I was skiing with were gone they probably want you probably want 20 feet away from me but it was a complete wideout for the first what our we skied oh no I Don't I ended up staying in that area and like true why don't I lost everybody like it was you couldn't see your hand in front of you who not only did I not been skiing over 10 years that's not the way to start now and shout out to Blake Kingsbury for finding me he looked like a yeti lost in a snowstorm and that basically was my beacon on the way down I had no idea how to get down but dad know that was that was a great time up it to powder mountain if you like skiing snow skiing deep powder skiing you take yourself a big powder mountain we move on here a little bit to basically the news because yesterday while we were working at the Indocin or you ran up to me you said look at this study this is a little bit more in terms of what we've been talking about bore catalysts and what causes cancer I will let you take it over from there because it's pretty pretty incredible piece but thought it was so it was just published a photo so appropriate to have Mark on the show were duly talking about cancer and surviving cancer well in this just recently published in the Journal of science this month they did a study with a looked at how high fructose corn syrup actually enhances colon cancer in mice so what they did is they took the equivalent of one soda a day and they gave the mice that amount of fructose corn syrup the issue is that they had genetically engineered these mice so that they would get polyps and cancer sure which is funny because you wonder like your to be genetically engineered you never think that your to get that like I'm genetically engineered to be faster genetically engineered bigger stronger than one poor mouse is like on genetically engineered to get cancer and that's how they end up looking at these different studies so what they did as they showed that by giving the high fructose corn syrup dramatically raise the amount of polyps and cancer over 80 times the mice that were not given high fructose corn so this is with an equivalent of one soda one soda a day so it's absolutely incredible because I love your member but a year ago study came out where was looking at how the rate of colon cancer millennial's has been going to share we did a video on that on YouTube or Ricardo was we did the interpretive jujitsu and what it showed is it dealt with the millennial's were getting a higher rate of colon cancer because of obesity they should with these mice they did not become obese they did not develop metabolic syndrome it's strictly due to the fructose and the sugar that they were consumed then they were able to actually show that I take it was fructose the tumor cells love it so much that they could put a radioisotope and they could show that it just got sucked up it turns on certain genes that allows the tumor to go undetected absolutely fascinating because the fructose and that the high fructose corn syrup they believe could be very similar to others like table sugar bottom line is tumors love sugar and this is the first study that's been done were really actually look at that and it's actually fascinated Mileage Is about to Come to Clear My Throat What This Actually Shows Is Now They're Looking at How to Actually Adapt Fasting Plus Ketogenic Diet When You Have Two More Surprises If You Can Give Him Sugar That's Just Going to Absolutely Feed It like Crazy so Fascinating Study Just One Soda a Day Can Do This Just Write down A Few Things Here Because You Said A Lot Of Impressive Information so If We Were to Backtrack and We Can Take Away That Tumor Cells Love Sugar and Live They Love Circulating Glucose That's Going to Be Their Main Desired Use for Energy and That's How They Grow They Don't Have Energy They Can't Grow Something Else That You Said and There Was Was Really Captivating to Me and That Is They Were Able to Take the High Fructose Corn Syrup after Consumed and Basically Activate A Process Where the Body Could Not Detect That They Were Tumors Themselves so Not Only Were They Now Stealing the Energy so They Could Continue to Grow As a Cancer And Develop into a Bigger Tumor Diesel Tumors Now Are Being Able or Allowed to Activate Something Where They Were Basically Incognito Not Being Able to Be Detected by the Mice and Their Immune System Greg Will Exactly Actually Gets into so This Is Where I Start Getting into the Geeky Stuff Little Bit There's an Enzyme Called Keto Hexokinase Which Will Change Fructose into Fructose One Phosphate While That Turns on The Gene in the Tumor to Use the Glucose More so That's What Tells It to Absorb It More so It Actually Little Cascade and They've Actually Shown the Third Trying to Develop Drugs That Actually Block That So There's Ashley Phase 2 Clinical Trials Going on with Her Trends If They Can Block That One Little Enzyme Does That Sure so What Then The Able or Would We Then Be Able to Extrapolate That Maybe the Reason Why Millennial's Are Now Seeing an Increase In Colon Cancer Is Because Generationally Probably If We Were to Back It up Two or Three Generations We've Seen an Increase in Sugar Consumption People Believe That Sugar Is Related to Inflammation That Those Two Things Combined Together Are Now We Are Seeing an Increase in These Types of Cancers They're Being Detected Because When You Consume Any Type of Food He Goes Straight to Your G.I. Tract Would You Say That This Is Somewhat Related or Possibly Related Will That Was the Funny Part Is This Study Gets You Thinking about That Because When They When They Were This Is the First Time That We Have Seen People Having a Higher Incidence of Colon Cancer Than Their Parents Rights for Simon so It Was Speculated over It's Gotta Be Obesity It's Gotta Be the Metabolic Syndrome This Is the First One Would You Look at Something Ago Now Looks like It's the Way That Were Processing Food The High Fructose Corn Syrup Is in Everything Everything but It's Really Concentrated One Can of Soda and so the Consumption of Soda Has Increased since the 80s Significantly So Is It Our Diet That's Doing This Were Trying to Label It with Different Things Owed Sedentary Lifestyle or Possibly It Smoking or Whatever Now Looks like Our Diet Is Really Contributing to the Amount of Cancers That Were Seeing You It's Wild If You Just Look Back I Can Never Looking Back at Pictures of My Dad or My Mom Growing up and What Family Pictures Look like Whenever They Went on Vacation He Would See Everyone and All the Ancillary Players in the Photographs Around And Who They Considered to Be Overweight Back Then In the 50s and 60s and Stephen the 70s And It's Starkly Different Than the Then the Body Type so What People Look like Today and What We Consider Overweight and for Me Personally I Really Don't Even Point It Those People It's Just Our Food Supply Is so Inundated With Lots of Things That You Just Are Unaware Could Possibly Be Contributing to Natalie Being Overweight but Probably the Diseases That Maybe Are Going to Have That You Don't Even Know the Are Manifesting Right Now Unfortunately Possibly Even Colon Cancer for Millennial Becomes Really Kind of the Disheartening That They Are Actually Allowing or They'd the Insurance Companies Are Allowing Us to Screen People at an Earlier Age and They Wouldn't Do It If It Weren't In Balance with with Cost It's Always More Cost-Effective to Catch a Cancer Early Then Late so If They Are Allowing People to Not Have To Wait till 50 To Come in and Just Get Their First Screening and Now They've Lowered It Doubly 4545 and If There's a Family History of Violence Then It's 42 Start to Begin and That Was Not That Way It All 10 Years Ago for Sure It Was an End It's Fascinating Because Here I Am I Just Got This Article Yesterday You and I Were I Was Doing Colonoscopies Yesterday and I Just Started Jumping up and down Because I Realize That When Patients Go into Recovery Most of Them Are Given a Can of Soda after They Get out There Sentiment. To That Right Now Were to Put a Stop Ides I Told All the Nurses Alike No More so to Tour Patients Were Trying to Stop Colon Cancer And Were Causing It by Drinking Minnesota so We Should At Least Lead by Example Would Be Given Patients a Pack of Cigarettes with Her Leaving the Endo Center I Got Admit It Did Nobody in the Hospital System Seems to and from RT Friends at Them so I Bet If You Want to Find the Smoking Dock Just Look for the Respiratory Therapist outside of the Hospital Why That's the Same at Every Single Hospital Ultimate Training Every Hospital Billing I Don't Know Either It It's It's It's Really Kind of Fascinating Hey Before We Might Give Any Other Quick Takeaways from This Particular Study Rotates Just That This One Is Just so Impressive Because It Really Shows That the Way That We May Be Treating Cancers in General Is Wrong so I Talked to Some My Cancer.Friends of My Katie Put People in a Ketogenic Diet Greatly When the Do That No We Don't Do You Ever Use Fasting When Somebody Has Us and We've Discussed before That the Fasting Mimicking Diet Actually Has Been Shown to Improve The Effect of Chemo And Decrease the Amount of Side Effects but That's Still Not Being Implemented so Here Is One Example It Always Starts out As Animal Studies Are Which Is When Humans but I Think That This Is the First Step to Show Hey Proper Treatment of Cancer Is to Starve It Not to Just Dump a Bunch of Sugar on It Which Is What Were Kinda Doing Yeah Isn't It Interesting That Maybe Even When Your Body Is Trying to Recover from an Episode of Cancer Not Just When It's Chemo Induced but When People Begin to Lose Weight Everyone Immediately Becomes Concerned Possibly It's Sometimes the Body Just Knows What He Wants to Do And by Starving These Tumors from the Circulating Glucose Is Its First Mechanism of Defense We've Got to Stop Feeding This Is Base Leads Rogue Cell Or Whatever It Is It Happens to Be Going Out Of Control Yeah… That I Think It's Faster Oh Did You See the Speaking Fascinated to See That That's California Man Was Awarded $80 Million Because He Had 56 Acres That He Was Using Roundup for Decades $80 Million That Is so Wild That It so It's an Incredible That It It Took This Long to Find out about and We Were Spraying It on Everything so We've Got Dividing up the Deck Stacked against You If You Got a Carcinogen on Your Food Chair and Then If You're Going to Take the Corn Fructose Which the Horn Was Sprayed Right Now We've Got a Double Whammy Going on Right There You I Can or When the First Big Move in a Big Push of the Non-GMO Foods This 90 Mode Foods That and I Was Really Rather Ignorant in Terms of What That Actually Meant And It Was Really Easy to Find Detractors from People Who Were Reporting That Movement like All They're Just They're Just Afraid They Were Doing New Technology in Food Development and Etc. so Much More Than That It Comes down to Protecting You and Yourself from Carcinogens Which Can't Taste You Can't Detect You Have No Idea You Have the Healthiest Person in the World Is Exercising Not Smoking Trying to Eat Right And While They Are Eating the Foods That They Trust Such As a Great Piece of Broccoli Vegetable Actually Consuming Glyphosate or Roundup In Their Food and They Get Sick That I Read Another Article Which Showed If You're Exposed to Round up on a Regular Basis You Have over a 41% Chance of Getting Lymphoma Hodgkin's Lymphoma I Don't Know Where They Got That That I Need to Find the Actual Article but in This Particular Study They Were Referencing Ups I Think That Was Used As a Type of Cancer That That Man Got And That's Why He Was Awarded This so Probably for a Follow-Up Episode Because What We Do Here Is Always Try to Speak into the Facts and Know That We Seen the Trend on Various Types of Cancers Including Lymphoma Have Been Increasing I Just Don't Have It on Hand That We Will Tackle That Probably in a Future Episode in Terms of the Non-GMO Versus GMO Roundup Life Estate Is or Has To Be 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Joining Us Today His Name Is Mark Silliman and As I As I Mentioned at the Bottom of the Last Half Hour. He Is the Only Five Year Survivor Of D Differentiated Chondrocyte, The Only Five-Year Survival on Record Eyes Got an Incredible Story of Actually Known Mark for Almost 20 Years I You're an Entrepreneur Your Husband and Father of Three Former D1 Football Plate Would You Where Did Apply Zero Other School like Other Than the University Of Texas I Didn't Do Nothing about Him You Had a Bright Did Not Know the University Nebraska Has One That Texas Tech Has Programmatic When You Get That UniFirst Nebraska That's Royal Memorial North Because of the Cornhuskers Mark Has an Incredible Story and To Briefly Mention I've Known Him for Almost 20 Years Actually My Wife and I Bought Our First Home From You Back When You're Dabbling in Our Building Homes and Even Had Cereal Lunch Manure for a Long Time Go Ahead and Looking at Bring a Jump Forward a Little Bit But Once You Take from Their Which Part the Serial Entrepreneur Report What Are the Cancer Part Well in 2010 I Guess I Would Diagnosed with Bone Cancer Okay and Originally It Was Just Gonna Be a Simple 19 Hour Procedure 15 Hours by the Surgeon Four Hours by the Plastic Surgeon There Were to Take out Half My Pelvis so Actually Had a Hemi Pill Back to Me with Allograft I Was Stuck You Real Quick Good Is Working to Get It That's When You Want Is Not What You're Going to Want Something Different Well Now It's It's It's How It Kinda Hit from You Little Bit So I Remember Bringing My Oldest Gauge over to Your House and This Would've Been an Earlier 2010 Right and You Were Laying on the Floor of Your Living Room And You Kept Saying Rear My Back Honest I Don't Know What the Hell's Going on This Only Place I Get Comfortable Take a Nap and You Are Laying on the Floor of Your Living Room with Her Legs Propped up and Physician Interposition Had Scanned Her Back I Was Trying to Find out Where the Pain Was Coming from and Got Different Diagnoses of a Stretches and Other Things like That They Weren't Working And Then It Led to Someone Look Old and a Little Bit Different Location So I Guess in January of That Year and Coach My Daughter's Basketball Team And They Were Doing a Drill in Particular like the Way the Drill so I Hopped in June This Year and under the Real And Course There 10 or 11-year-old Girls Must like Herding Cats Betting on so I Get up the Next Morning Get This Back Pain Thinking Whelming on Little Older and Will Shape Just Pulled Something Couple Weeks Later Be Fine That Didn't Work So Would It Gotten so Painful and I Was so Restless That My Wife Kicked Me Out Of Bed Not Move the Couch Could Getting Comfort There Then I Moved to the Floor and That's What You Remember Him Sleeping on the Floor No Jumpers Are You Comfort Well up into Two or Three Different Doctors Had Had the MRIs of My Lower Back and Had SI Injections I Went to a Chiropractor for Couple Three Weeks of He Said I'd Be I Can Get You Straightened out New Massage Therapist Went to Massage Therapist Every Day for a Week and She Said I Can Get That That Muscles in This like a Rope and I Can Get How Old Were You When You're Going through the 4445 And the The Massage Therapist Is Heather's New Work Sports Medicine Guy across the Street Want to Go See Him I Walked in And He Looked at Me and Says Will You Come to Get Your Gates, Funny And He Took Extreme up My Pelvis Which Nobody Every Identified My Pelvis Because the Pain Was in My Lower Back And Send Me Cross to the Hospital to Do a MRI of One of My Lower Pelvis Now And I Come Back to Him and in the and in Small Town You, Know Everybody Lives There Will the Radiology Tech Pulls Me Out Of the of the Tube in His Shoes, White until Something Wrong And His Name's Mark Also And Marquis Prompts I Can't Tell You You Just Can't Go Back across the Street See the Doctor Have All the Film Thing Else Will He Pulls up the Films and I've Got This and What Just Lit up on Screen This Tumor in the Pillows That Was the First Indication of Where It Was Always Just a Muscular Muscular Problem and Not a Bone Problem or Cancer Problem Bryant Family History of Bone Cancer or Anything like That Don't Cost My Mom to To Diet Coke Today To Brain Cancer. And She Fought That for 10 Years and Multiple Servers But No Bone Cancer They Can Is It Even Common for an Older Person to Have a Bone Cancer Both Extinct It's Very Rare The Type of Cancer You're Talking about the One That You Ended up Being Diagnosed with What's Unusual about It That Involves Both Bone and Cartilage Nice Leather Coat the Deed Differentiated Type of Cancer Router Actually Goes into Both of Them There Is a KJ's Disease When You're over the Age of 60 That Can Turn into Bone Cancer but Most of the Time It's Kids That Actually Came to Bone Cancer That's Called Osteosarcoma so This Is A Completely Different One It's Very Unique Very Very Rare Well the Congress or Coma Is As Rare and That Was the Original Diagnosis from the First Biopsy Which Is like You Said Boeing and Cartledge and F They Took the Tumor out and Did a Full Biopsy Then They Decided What We Pulled out a Bunch of Homogeneous Sales at That Point in Time and so Controversial, Is Not Exactly What It Is No Matter/in This This Loaf of Bread to Define the The Real Answer and It Should Be Differentiated Which Means That They Can't Tell You Where It Came from Whether Described It to Me Was If What What's the What's the Cell in Your Body That the T Cells That Produced the The so the Osteoblast No Over-The-Counter Blessed Usually It's It's a Blast That's the Precursor No so If I Have a Cell in the Body of Stem Cell or Something That's Going to Create a Fingernail As of the Stem Cell Yeah Okay so the Stem Cell It Is Releases Sale to Become a Fingernail or Hair Follicle And That It Was It's Differentiated So It Goes from What That Stem Cell Is to the Fingernail Will It Fall Short That's the D Differentiated Part so They Don't Know Where It Came from It Ends up And All Your Organs at Some Point Time They There Wasn't There Is No Cure That They Have Found This Point They Just Keep Having Surgeries and Taken Stuff out So What You Think You Know Your 44 Years Old Got Young Kids What's Really Going through Your Brain I Mean Let's Walk Us through Somebody That Actually Unfortunately You're Still Here to Talk about It What's Going through Your Brain That You Had a Doctor Come in Well So Entry Part of the Story I'm in Amman for a Week Four Weeks Actually in a Body Cast, but I'm Laying in His Bed and Can't Move And Now Let the Bones Everything He'll And the First Time the Doctor Comes in Orthopedic Lady She Brings a Guy with Her Big 6 Foot Seven Guy Hi Mark I Want You to Meet This Guy from the Blood Bank Okay Great a Home or Not She's Always She's Just Been No She's Trained in All These Fellows She's Just This Incredible Physician Innovative Because Five Years Prior to The Surgery That She Did for Me They Just Took the Leg off Understand. So You Run Rampant Leg She Had Created and Innovated This This Particular Procedure So the Guy Comes in from the Blood Bank And He Says I Think We've Infected with HIV In One Yeah Blood Transfusion I Think We've Given Your Chubby So I'm Kind of Freak in a Little Bit of Artie Get This This Rehab This Will Be a 24 Month Rehab and Learn How to Walk and Develop a List of Internet Your Company Thanks and Thorne Legibly And the He Was Kidding Right Was a Silly Bit Series And so We Can Freaked out so It Goes Janice and I Gonna Freak out All Just This Conversation but You That I Know It's Only Kind of Well He Comes Back in 0234 Days Later and Says Ride so We've Retested Your Blood It's Not Showing up There's No Markers in Your Blood Will Continue to Test You Will Think You're Okay I Think We Have Something False Reading Which Is Probably Not Coming He's Probably Just the Messenger They Probably Have the Biggest Guy There's like Every Head Every Time We Infect Some Truth HIV-AIDS Has Represented How Often Does This Happen in That Particular Blood Bank Is like Sorry I Got a Get to Know the Room Overhearing. We Have an Assignment You So He Leaves after I Come in the Clear but This Kind of a Roller Coaster of Stuff That You Know You Had the Surgery 24 Months Now You Have a Chevy or Whatever You Get Is No Fight This Fight She Comes in a Couple Week Later Zone Brings Another Doctor and Says Hey Mark You Need to Get Your Affairs in Order Oh Because You Got about That Best Six Months to Live Unlike What Was Going on and so You Ask about What Was Going to Your Head Are You There's Denial First You Told Me HLB's Are Not Buying Your Story Anymore Now You Tell Me That I Got Six Months to Live on the Bind That Story Anymore Either And the You Know He Leaves and Then We Go through All the Scenarios over the Statistics What's Is This Legit How Do You Know Is Is a Misdiagnosis We Believe in Miracles Mistakes And He Wouldn't Talk about Any of That Stuff Just Works on a Positive Attitude No You Have Good Family Good Support Group and We Need to Pray to Whoever You Pray to And the In Order to Go As Best We Can Only Point I Would Become Polytheistic Sure Start Praying to All of Them Well and He Leaves Right and so There Is a Guy in Town Aaron Milstein Was in Town Visited Me in the Hospital and This Guy Delivers Loses Me an Error My Dad I'm 10 Crap And My Wife's Back Home And She Had Heard This in a Cigarette I'm Not Saying a Word Aaron When You Go Home You Not Saying a Word to Your Wife I Want This out to My Wife Comes Back in This Weekend and Dr. Robbie by the Way You're Gonna Deliver the News I'm Not Going to Write so He Leaves And so You Go through the Know Is Calico 5° of Separation You Denial Whatever What You Gonna Do Now Get Your Fair Share Is My Tell You That You Get Zero Liberty Anything but Your Kids And in the Lives of Things That Night I'm Laying in Bed and Talk about Having No Begin Being the Religious Was out Born and Raised in the Church and Hence Have a Pretty Good Religious Background but I'm Pitched at That Point I'm Having a Fight with God More Argument The Stages Brother and This Isn't Happening to Me And I've Got a Wife I Get Three Kids If I'm Good – I'm Okay Back but I'm Not Okay Leaving Them Alone Without Needed to Take Care Of My New Summer Influence Rest Their Life And the Time Marcus Was Third Grade and Then EAN Where like to Fit in Sync with Their Six Grade Yeah They're Not Rulon I'm And Some past Minimum Wrestling in Bed before Because I Can't Get Any Risk As I'm in so Much Pain Amount to Different Campaign I'm Fighting in Bed And, and I Asked the Doctor Early about Miracles Mistakes And I'm I'm Telling You since I'm Sitting Here Pam There's a Just Peace Washes over Me and I Was like I Got This Boot You Have To Worry about It Again from That Point on Never Thought about It Again No New That I Just Knew I Was Gonna Survive My Job Was Just to Sit Back and Let the Doctors Do What They Do Just Survive And I Never Had Another Doubt It Was Just Another Doubt When You Go to All Kinds of Different Emotions but at That Point I Can Pinpoint That Particular Night In That Particular Time Lay in My Bed That Just This Piece Just Should Just Watch the So It Was a Journey so Obviously Held That the Doctors There Was Intervention There Was Medicine Use What Was the First Step and Then Going through That Kind of Schedule Well after He Told Me Also Dine Six Months He Says Renders and Chemo Which One Part of the Original Plan And He Says If the Cancer and Get Your First Chemo Might Take You to His Close like in the Death And so Started at about 240 Pounds And Ended up at Hundred and 87 Pounds Not Hear My Head Not Eyebrow Not on Those Here Nothing to My Butt Crack Nothing Great I Got a Great Plus Track Story I'll Tell You What I Think Is Interesting It's like I Can't See Any Hair Appear Honey Get over Here and Check It Check It You Opened It up so I Got a the Story Them so Now They Get You up to Rehab Right and You Get Move in and and Running It through One of My Jobs Was to Get up Just Walked to the Nurses Station and Back And I Got This Walk and I Get This Go We Haven't Got a Nobel Drama so Don't Fall down And His Name's Alex Left That Matters but Some Walking a Little Bit And I Get a Nurse Station Come Back Think of Had a Good Day Chemo Start to Sit in This Is Going on for Several Weeks Now Now I'm Bald In Almost All My Eyebrows Nothing Else, but Record Showed That Just Run the Story Anyway so I'm Plugging along with This Little Walker and I'm Sweat Its Work And so His Squeak Squeak Squeak Is a Bad Food You Gotta Stop The Guy Gets New Tennis Shoes or Something to Those at the Time No Hearings All Messed up And so That Was Just Really Driving Me Crazy so That You Stop It's Not May Misuse Arts Week and That Is Not Me so Just Stop He Stopped and I Don't Squeak We And Alex That You Know It's Not Me Markets Coming Out Of the Words Come from Is Not Me Maybe It's the Walker That Is Not the Walker Alex to Stop so He Lets Go And We Schooley and a Wooden Walker so at This Point I Am Not Weight-Bearing on That, My Right Leg at That Point What It Happened I Had Worked up Just Enough of Us Went up That In My Butt Crack Every Time I Walked He Would Just Go So Now I Go through All This Every Stop Looking around and so Now I Know That Every Time That I Was Going to Rehab I Was in a Walking Pillow Squeaked That's When I Knew That I Had Accomplished My Goal Don't Use Workup Enough to Wash with Sweat Now Get the Squeak Going and It Was Just the Funniest Thing That I Got a Bazillion Just Hilarious Stories Out Of All This Have a Real Serious Situation but There's a There's A Lot Of Humor in It and You Have Some Humor Chair Otherwise You Know the Doctor Really Said If You Don't Have Some A Positive Attitude about Stuff and Support Your Family and I Completely Believe That Because There's so Many Things in Our Brain We Don't Know That the Brain Does Leases or Controls in You Being You Guys Mean the Doctors Will Have All That Knowledge Young at All, Intellectual Me What I'm Trying to Wrap My Brain around Is When Your Brain Said No We Got This What Did Something I Mean There's Epigenetic's Going on When No I Got This Does That Change Something in Your Body That Allows You To Have a Better Chance of Surviving a Cancer That Kills a Mindset Has To Matter Hat on It Months It's Been a Big Think about Using Somebody in the Office in the Head They Walk around Get That Permanent Frown on Her Face No They're Just Negative All the Time and They Got Those of People Walk around or Just Bouncing off the Water Happy and You Can't Tell Why Is That Is That Genetics Is That Something in Your Life Is It Just Your Attitude What Is It Your Your Physical Appearance Turns into What You're Your Attitude Becomes and If a Negative Note That the Frown on My Face Than You Can See the Body Language That Best Personality That You Become so the Survival Piece I Think Is Is A Lot Of It Is Mental and It's a Battle and If You Decide At Some Point I'm Going with This Then You Can Whip It I Can Tell You That Story but I Could Also Mean There Will Be Another Thousand Stories out There the People Didn't Survive How Do You Know I Remember after It Has a Good While after You Finished Everything You Came up with a Slogan I Think You Started to Incorporate Will Get to It Later but It Was Your Getting What You're Getting Because You've Been Giving What You Been Giving Right And That Can Go Back to Your Attitude Really in Anything Right It's That's Funny I Stole This from Zig Ziglar I Wish I Could Say I Invented or Kept It but It Wallace I Was Gonna Let You Float within the 21 When Her Water, Carried My Wife Work Foreman and Brought Home All the Tapes and so on Wasn't to Home and I Thought Just That's Just so Appropriate Because If You Give a Bad Attitude You Can Get a Bad Attitude and Return And I've Just Goofed around in Different Settings Where People Can Get into a Situation Were A Lot Of Negative Gossip Producing All the Nonsense on Social Media and in the Talking Heads in the News and the Media Nowadays You Going to Setting and Thereby Can Be Fixated on a Particular Item Have This Negative Attitude and You Just Bring One Person in There and You Start Lacing in the Loop with a Positive Attitude and You Watch the Whole Dynamics of the Room Change yet and It's Kinda Interesting Just Somebody's in the Coming Change in Attitude and Works the Same Way yet I Just Know Where to Listen or Ask Might so That's a Big Long Name for the Cancer but It's a Type of Bone Cancer but Is It That Is There Any Other Way to Describe It He's Asking If There Is Any Other Way to Scratch I Have yet Forgot What I Thought As I Have Found Art but That Is Any Other Way to Describe That Type of Bone Cancer Mark The Lie We Had a Listener Who Is Written in and Wanted to Know Better That Long Night – GD Differentiated Congress or, Yeah Indeed Differentiated You Can Convert Sarcoma Condo Sarcomas the Common Name for It but Because It's Special The Differentiated Gallic Alec up and I'll Just Text a Link Back to Them through Spiny and yet It's a It's It's Rare It Say There's Really No Other Way to Describe It Other Than You've Got This Cancer That's Crossing over between the Cartilage in the Bone and This Is Forming The Cancer That's Coming to the End of the Pelvis like That The Edges Sounds While I Equate Just Give Us a Rundown and Then of What the Activities What You Had to Do I Know They Had to Do Chemo You Had Your Surgery So Yeah so We Had 19 Our Own Record of Good Story in This So You Know Is Doctors Going for Any Kind of Surgery They Give You the Purple Pen Right Operate on the Right Knee and so As the Patient Number Right Now No Make a Mark on My Knee Right Knee So When You Go and You Don't Screw up and Mark the Light on the Left So the Plastic Surgeon Guy Comes in and He Still Me All That Were Gonna Do And They Were Going to Take 6 Cm Out Of the Middle of My Stomach All the Way down Past My Bellybutton up Got a Whole Brand-New Bellybutton by the Way And There Were No since This Backup Okay and Their Rent Their Creighton Flaps If You Think about Taking a Big Jump Folgers Coffee Cup Put Record Your Pelvis and Pushing It Always through Your Body Everything That Went into That Coffee Cup Ended up in the Trashcan Okay so You Got a Cavity There Now What Are You Going to Do so They Were Taken the 6 Cm Out Of My Lab to Put into This Flap down Here to Keep My Insides from Falling up the Backside These Pointers Right Going Right Drawing and the So I Took That Purple Pen and I Said Dr. Reese Make Sure You Leave Me a Sixpack Abs on My Stomach I've Never Had a Sixpack Abs I Thought That Was the Only Chance I Was Ever to Get It and He Did a Pretty Dang Good Job But The Orthopedic Lady Worked for 15 Hours Straight And in the Plastics Guided a Four Hour Surgery on Same Day on the Same Setting And so 19 Hours Totals, It's Amazing Crazy That Is a Long Surgery Which Is I Mean Just Absolutely Incredible Because A Lot Of Times We Talked about Where Medicine Fails but Certainly You and I Talked about That True I Feel like Medicine Could Be Doing a Better Job For Instance Controlling Diet Right Then We Have That 15 Hours Surgery That Is Incredible This Is Where It's Definitely Succeeding Yes Well You Guys There's a Reason Why They Call It You Practice Medicine Because There Is Little Perfection in It Because You're Operating on Human Body Which Is Imperfect to Begin with Right And so And We Talked a Bit Earlier How Went from from One Dr. Trying to Chase down a Diagnosis and I Feel Fairly Fortunate That Each Doctor Said I've Tried I've Made an Attempt and I'm in Have To Send You to Somebody Else and so I Kept It Referred over and over and over It Might've Been a Frustrating Situation but in Reality the Doctors Practicing What He Knows And's Finally Stops and Says I Think There's Somebody Better To Help with Your Diagnosis or Help Push You down the Track Where You Need to Be so Appreciated That That They Weren't so Egotistical That Said I Got This in the Switch Problem Is in and Sit Me down You the Wrong Path so It Was Kind of a Neat Progression That See How the Physician Community Just They Work Together Come up with Right Diagnosis at the End of the Day So Then What Were the Were There Any Other Foreign Bodies Any Other Animal Parts That Maybe You're Sporting Right Now That Didn't Just Belong to You Well So I Have Somebody Else's Pelvis and Me Okay and I Don't Know Are You Going on Animal Parts but While I'm Here Here about a Man Not Really Sure so the Good the Joke Is That They Were Looking for Similar Pelvis Same Shape Same Size the Telegraph You Know of Cadaver Bone to Bone And the Want to Find Something And They Finally Find It in the Comments Aren't We Can Do Surgery on This Particular Day Now You Don't Have a Whole Lot of Female Orthopedist Right And the Lady That's down at MD Anderson Is a Female And so I Thought That Was a Little Unusual And I in My Day Job I Do with Physicians All over the Country And so That's a Little in Common So I Go to the MD Anderson Website Liquor up And It's Black Lady Which Makes It Even More Uncommon And When You Meet Her You Go Oh My Gosh You Are Perfect for This Job You Are the Right Person She Is a Freak and Ball Buster and She Always Had All These Other Physicians Following Her around Because She Was Kind of a Pioneer in This Particular Type of Procedure so She Had Called And Finally Found the Bone Mrs. Art Room Schedule Surgery for This Particular Day How Does She Do That like Can't Even Begin Looking for a Pelvis It's Going to Fit In a Could Ever There's a Bone Bank And Oh so You – and Then Donate Your Organs and the and This Is up California and This Is Another Funny Story That I'm at a Conference That I Go to Once You're Always with You Guys In All These Vendors Are in the Know in the Exhibit Hall And I'm Talking about My Story It to This One Guy Nieces Where Did You Get Treatment Sit down in Houston in the Engine Just When Did You Do That Is It in July 2010 I Think I Know about You Simply Mean Sidwell My Wife Works at the at the the Bone Donor Place Whatever It Is Where They Freeze All the Stuff and She Was Working Going to Bone after Bone after Bone to Try to Find a Picture When It Was This Size and Had to Go to Houston and Bob Baugh And*The Chief I Was Least Found She Was Looking for Shoes As It Will This You Know Anything about the Person That I Got It from And She Says Yeah 300 Pound Black Lady So I Thought I Got This Black Doctor Working on Me I Got This Black Bone in Me and I'm Have a Soul When I Come out Here You Do Dance Better No I Do Not Either to Help Me up Here But I Forget What Your Original Question Was about Diverted into the Wrong Snow We Were Just Talking My Animal Yeah We Just Just the Different Different Graphs That You You Had to Use Mean Here's Surgery Although It We Already Know That It's Long There's There's a Process to It Is a Process to the Chemo There Was a You Had the Best Attitude but It Was Still Work but I Can Still Remember That the Months and Months of of Watching You Show up Tell Your Kids Athletic Events and Games Try to Pull the Truck As Close As You Could to the Football Field You Said You Could Watch and Participate In Family Activity and Every Time I Stop by to See You He Did All You Could to Smile and I Knew That It Was Difficult But You Made It through… Told and Believe Miracles Mistakes Not I Think I'm a Walking Living Breathing Miracle You Don't Ever Take a Single Day for Granite Because If You Have yet Sit and Think about It for Second Get Your Affairs in Order Get Six Months to Live I Think That Would Change Your Life a Little Bit The Things That You Would Miss Definitely so It Just Enhances Your Attitude There Is a Great Day Rated below When You Got to the End Of Basically Felt Okay We Are in the Clear Now We Are Now Are Counting Months an Hour to Count Years of Mark's Survival Time What Was the Turnaround Said Okay We've We Got to the End of What Were Going to Do with You What Was That Day like and Then How Did You and Susan Then Susan's Wife Is His Wife's Name by the Way Has You and Susan Then Began to Get into the Frame Set of Okay We Are Now Moving on with Our Life Everyday's a Great Day And Then Sending Our Accounting up and Yelled Me to a Year Then Is Alluded to Earlier You Made It to Five Years an Hour Already Little over Seven Right So What Was It like No One Halyards This July Night 19th 98 so I Was off the Year What Was It like to to Get to the End of Whatever Therapy That What's so I Mentioned before I Start out 240 Pounds How Is It Jim at Hundred 87 Pounds Indicator Where We Live They Have This I Didn't Have Any Idea but Had at the Time There's a Service That Would Flock Cancer Patients to and from Houston for Free Guy Would Take Any Money If You Driven to Houston It's Not the Most Scenic Drive from Dallas-Fort Worth to Houston Is, Beating Long to Yeah So He Put You in a Plain Little Private Plane to Fly and Drop You off a Millionaire Take Unicorn Delivery to the Hospital and Then Come and Pick You up When You're Done Instead of Being a Five or 6 Hour Dr. and then up in an hour and 1/2 flight which was Fantastic So to Start the Process I Was in Pretty Good Shape Other Than a King Physically Move Mentally I'm Okay But by the End of the Process Nine Months Later Shriveled Withered Enough That I Can't Physically Get Out Of Their Plane And Susan Had to Call Somebody in Town to Come Pick Me up Physically Pick Me up Put Me in My Car Because I Couldn't Do It Myself And I Member Were Driving Home And Just Exhausted And Grind and Say I Can't Do This Anymore Unfinished and He Said Either the Cancer to Get Your Chemo Going Get You At That Point I Was Done of the Chemo so We Call Them Safe Were Done And so Think with That Tortured You Enough That's Reasonable We Have Got to Finish That Story in the Next Half Hour and Then We'll Talk a Little Bit about That Same Charity That Flies People down to Houston Because Mark Decided His Journey to Lead and Inspire Him to Do 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Second Hour Episode Forever Getting Project Here with Your Host Ken Brown I Am Eric Rager Joined Today by Mr. Mark Silliman Will Continue His Story Here in Just a Brief Moment Quick Reminder If You Want to Get Your Daily Polyphenol Fix Pickups and Are Trying to Let Love My Tummy.com/Spoony He's Wearing It All Right Here in so Many I Love That He Just He Just Took off Her Sweatshirt and There It Was Perfect We Are to Get Comments Today so You Go to Get Check Project.com and You'll Take Straight the Page Go to Connect You Can Send Us Messages What Is Really Cool One of the Listeners Said That He Deftly Checked His Ego at the Door so We Call This the Jet Check Project You Really Can't Learn If You Think You Already Know Things so The Ego Is the Biggest Enemy to Learning So We Ask Everybody to Check Their Ego at the Door so We Can Talk about Anything Including Squeaky Butts Squeaky Bats Mark Did That Right off the Bat First Half-Hour Ego No Enzyme No Ego and That One at All No No No Hate Mark so We Are Rounded out the Last Half-Hour You Telling Us That You Had Been at the Point Where You're like I'm Ready to Stop Not Being Able to Get Out Of an Airplane And You Finish It up on That Story Where You Began to Emerge Out Of Therapy and and Post Cancer Treatment Will The Treatment Part Was over Now Just to to Survive So I Go Back Every For a Long Time As Every Month First Year Goes by Course Masking the Chemo Doctor Now Tell Me Statistics Many Survivors Do We Have No Who Else Is like News out There I Get Nothing They Could Be Grim Nothing You Know When I Don't Talk about That Which Have a Good Attitude We Could Move Forward Right So It's Every Month Asking the Same Question Back down Houston Finally Had Your Two Rollaround Same Questions Same Story Give Me the Same Answers Showers and a Great Attitude about Improbable Your Three Rolls around And or the Statistics And He Finally Coughs up That We Gotta Have People You Can Have a Data Backup Patient Right Now We Got a Bunch of Patient Statistically like You Tell Me Where a Man How Many of My Mother Would Get 455 Patients in Our Database And I'm Thinking I Am Not Sure That's a Statistical Analysis Enough of the Sample Size for Statistical Analysis May Be so Mean Spirit Better Than Nothing Sure but That's Only Give Me at That Point so Your Four Rolls around And I'm Beat Them up Again Whether Stats Only People like Me except Her And Get Better and Put on Weight Grumble Her Back The One Closer to Normal Aside from I Don't Have a Groin Muscle and Half of the Hamstring Muscle In Somebody Else's Pelvis and We Can so It… I've Got Some Limitations in the Things That I Physically That I Can Do And Give Many Statistics Year for He Finally Says Will You Are the Only Patient That We Have Had That Hasn't Had a Reoccurrence In the It within Four Years so to Bed Mentioned Earlier That That Then Take out the Tumor but They Don't Know Word or the Genesis of the Cancer So It It Affects All the Rest of Your Organs and He Had Said That And We Just Take out Organs As They Go on to You Can't There's More and We Can't Take out and That's It You Your Done Lights out So He Says You're the Only Case That We Have That Has Had a Reoccurrence of the for Your Mark Five Years Rolled around I Give Him the Same Questions And He's Pretty Excited That Point And He Says You Know I Think I Found the Secret Elixir to Solve This Problem He Lost His Brother to This Type of Cancer so He's, Dedicated His Life to Solving the Problem Whoa And He Says That I Think I Want to Go from 0% Success Rate To 20% So Go Seem the Following Year and How's All That Going Were the Stats Not until Manning and He Says He Is Buried I Don't Use Were Depressed but He's Not It's Jovial and As Happy As He Has Been Because He It's What He's Doing Now What He Did on Me Is Not Working on Other Patients so He Where He Thought He Had Found Some Kind of Cure to Help Some People It Had Worked so at That Point He Said We Still Have Any Documented Survivor And 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Race Every Year in August a Week or so before Hotter Than Hell And We Have People to Come from All We Had Somebody from Czechoslovakia and Australia with People from All the World That Show up This By Chance And Then End up in Modern Hill in Wichita Falls Which Is Kind of a Cool Ride so These People Arrived in Sandman This Is A Lot Harder And Harder Than Help Is How to Enhance Flat You Have Some Hills to But It's Pretty Good You're Right in the Trees and on the Country and It's a Little Bit Different Anyway so I Volunteer My Time for This Bicycle Rally And of Course He's Given Me the Mark Geller How Fine You Gotta Do All the Stuff in the Next Bobbio He's Cuban But As Names Fob You And We Say Five You Think of Long-Haired Guileless on the Harlequin Romance Books and Stuff up to Another Five Euro Story in a Minute but Anyway so Bobby I'm Not No Money to Do It One of the Ladies That Runs This Kind of Head Pet Dog in Charge of the The Bicycle Really She's a Doctor in Town Jesus: Clients Not like That That's Just Bob You What You Comply with Me and I'll Show You What It's Really like Pilots Live in Decatur It's Not That Big of a City Is Only Five 6000 People Live in Decatur but 74,000 Pilots through the You Think Everybody's Flying Planes Yeah She Gets Me in and Select Jeep Punching the GPS and the Plane Just Takes You There Right Skunk in Your Car except You Gotta Drive Give a Gas and Brake When a Plane You Just We Put in the GPS and It Just Goes I'm Oversimplifying Thi

Bry Cox recordied a course for us on high end sales, which you can find on the InvincibleRobots.com. Here is one of the tips, called "Feel, felt, found. You can watch the video version here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZ4ilp8k3xw 0:50 - Attitude will subconsciously alter your mind. 1:10 - People have concerns, but don't always express it. First step is recognizing the concern. 2:10 - How to identify the concern from what people say 2:35 - It's not always the first thing they say 2:50 - Show you're listening and have empathy. Use this formula: I really understand how you FEEL, I FELT the same way, what I have FOUND is... 3:48 - Use the framework when dealing with anyone so they feel heard and understood 4:20 - Be authentic. 4:50 - This helps you not just respond without thinking and get into the right mindset.

Need a break from the hectic holiday season? Look no further than this poetry-packed episode of SHELF TALKING! Recorded live at Literati: –Phillip Crymble reads from his debut volume Not Even Laughter. –Susanna Lang shares work from her latest book Travel Notes from the River Styx. –Will Walton reads selections from his YA novel I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain. –Tarfia Faizullah reads poems from her sophomore collection Registers of Illuminated Villages. Shelf Talking is produced by Mike and Hilary Gustafson with John Ganiard, Matthew Flores, and Sam Krowchenko Our theme songs are “Orange and Red” and "Bonhomie" by Pity Sex (2016, Run for Cover Records)

When asked about this sermon, Dr. Wright simply said, "I Felt that one". Seems like all at the service did also. Listen as Dr. Wright uses scripture to remind us of the Grace and Mercy Found in the Forgiveness of God!

Several months ago, we asked authors of different cultures, races, abilities, genders and orientations to tell us about the first time they saw themselves in the pages of a book. (You can listen to that episode here.) We expected the answer. We knew it was coming. But still, it tore at us: Over and over, these authors said, "I didn't. I didn't see myself." At Scholastic, we are proud to publish books that give all children the chance to see themselves as heroes. But we know that we still have work to do. And part of that work is listening. So, this week, in celebration of Pride Month, we are spotlighting some of our LGBTQ+ authors who are writing to fill the void they felt growing up. Contributing authors: Bill Konigsberg, author of Honestly Ben Sarah Moon, author of Sparrow Alex Gino, author of George Kody Keplinger, author of Run Will Walton, author of I Felt a Funeral In My Brain Jessica Verdi, author of And She Was Billy Merrell, author of Vanilla Additional resources: Listen to episode #50: I Exist: Why Representation in Children's Books Matters Learn more about Scholastic's #ReadWithPride campaign Special thanks: Music composed by Lucas Elliot Eberl Sound mix and editing by Chris Johnson Produced by Emily Morrow

Several months ago, we asked authors of different cultures, races, abilities, genders and orientations to tell us about the first time they saw themselves in the pages of a book. (You can listen to that episode here.) We expected the answer. We knew it was coming. But still, it tore at us: Over and over, these authors said, "I didn't. I didn't see myself." At Scholastic, we are proud to publish books that give all children the chance to see themselves as heroes. But we know that we still have work to do. And part of that work is listening. So, this week, in celebration of Pride Month, we are spotlighting some of our LGBTQ+ authors who are writing to fill the void they felt growing up. Contributing authors: Bill Konigsberg, author of Honestly Ben Sarah Moon, author of Sparrow Alex Gino, author of George Kody Keplinger, author of Run Will Walton, author of I Felt a Funeral In My Brain Jessica Verdi, author of And She Was Billy Merrell, author of Vanilla Additional resources: Listen to episode #50: I Exist: Why Representation in Children's Books Matters Learn more about Scholastic's #ReadWithPride campaign Special thanks: Music composed by Lucas Elliot Eberl Sound mix and editing by Chris Johnson Produced by Emily Morrow

This week on the MashReads Podcast, we chat with David Levithan, author of 'Boy Meets Boy,' 'Two Boys Kissing,' and 'Every Day' (which was recently adapted into a movie). Join us as we talk about the queer message behind 'Every Day,' writing queer novels, and how YA literature has grown.And as always, we close the show with recommendations. David recommends Julien Baker "I think everybody should listen to her. She is incredible. I have a massive musical crush on her." David also recommends a host of upcoming books including: I Felt a Funeral In My Brain by Will Walton, Not If I Save You First by Ally Carter, and I Lost My Way by Gayle Foreman. MJ recommends the band Thirdstory. "Those guys can saaaang."Next we're reading and discussing Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer, just in time for the movie release. We hope you'll join us.

"I'm not into this spiritual shit but I Felt like I was going to cry" Tony on the Wim Hof Method 1:45 Malibu with Mother 3:15 people on their phones/Phone addiction 10:40 Wim Hoff 25: Ice bath On this episode of the Box'N LIFE podcast Tony and Glenn talk about their phone addictions, Tony shares his experience at the Wim Hof breathing class and his new business tip. Follow the show on Instagram and Facebook: @boxnlife Subscribe to the show on: iTunes: apple.co/2jtm7AA Soundcloud: bit.ly/2jtxnwY Hosts: @tony_jeffries @glennholmsla @kevan_watson producers: @erniehurtado

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(NSFW!) Pass the busts and weep.  Memories of Meeshak and Jm Jay? Really? Fists Of Justice! A new Popeye Movie?  All you have to say is…Hobo With A Shotgun. You had me at Hobo. Iron Man is The Great and Powerful OZ. Josh and Edgar meet. Jason is dead…really. Save Booker! Midget Porn. True Blood … Continue reading "0101 – I Felt the Baby Kick"

(NSFW!) Pass the busts and weep.  Memories of Meeshak and Jm Jay? Really? Fists Of Justice! A new Popeye Movie?  All you have to say is…Hobo With A Shotgun. You had me at Hobo. Iron Man is The Great and Powerful OZ. Josh and Edgar meet. Jason is dead…really. Save Booker! Midget Porn. True Blood … Continue reading "0101 – I Felt the Baby Kick"